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                <title>Life Is Pretty Damn Good</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 13 Sep 2009 13:44:04 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey all,<br />so today in 1 hour and about 45 min will be my first Youth Group meeting of the year. I'm very excited about this because I'm the Worship Coordinator this year and i've wanted to be that for a long time so i think this is going to be a good year for me. I just had a sudden burst of optimism on account of finishing another college essay (hell YES!) so i thought i'd tell you about how I'm happy with my life right now!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Obligatory Before School Starts Journal</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 30 Aug 2009 08:09:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So it's the day before school starts, which means its time for the obligatory school journal. only problem is that I don't mind school starting, it kinda breaks the monotony of well life. other then that, I got to go to the Renn Faire in Tuxedo NY which was EPIC. but right now somethin is bothering me in the back of my head and idk i need to take my mind off of life. well, we shall see what happens!<br />as always<br />Unite and Agitate<br />~AWB-77<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>This is how every girl should be treated.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 15 Aug 2009 19:18:07 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait"<br />To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful."<br />To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her.<br />To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down.<br />To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls.<br />To every guy that said he would die for her.<br />To every guy that really would.<br />To every guy that did what she wanted to do.<br />To every guy that cried in front of her. ....<br />To every guy that she cried in front of...<br />To every guy that holds hands with her.<br />To every guy that kisses her with meaning.<br />To every guy that hugs her when she's sad.<br />To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all.<br />To every guy who would give their jacket up for her.<br />To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe.<br />To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes.....<br />To every guy that would give his seat up...<br />To every guy that just wants to cuddle.<br />To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what.<br />To every guy who told his secrets to her.<br />To every guy that tried to show how much he cared through every word and every breath.<br />To every guy that thought maybe this could be the one.<br />To every guy that believed in her dreams.<br />To every guy that would have done anything so she could achieve them.<br />To every guy that never laughed at her when she told him her dreams.<br />To every guy that walked her to her car and opened the door.<br />To every guy that gave his heart.<br />To every guy who prays that she is happy even if you are not with her.<br /><br /><br />Not many girls appreciate nice guys anymore...<br />And because of this, there are not many left out there...<br /><br />I guarantee 90% of the men on your page will not repost this cuz they care more about their image<br /><br />If you are a nice guy repost this with:<br />"This is how every girl should be treated."<br /><br />If you are a girl that thinks every guy should treat a girl this way. U make love worth while<br />repost this with: "To Every Guy"<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>A little bit of summer</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 20 Jul 2009 05:42:47 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ hey everyone, it's been a while. so the job is going well, life is going pretty well. I got some fantastic shots from the rose gardens and i'm still posting them. I'm going to summer camp next week for a week and then going to cape may with the family. should be a lot of fun for all. as always more pictures and work to come.<br /><br />This is a test to see who is actually paying attention to me. comment yes on this journal.Lets see who the true friends are and i think i know who you are.....<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Roses and friends</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 29 Jun 2009 07:39:19 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So I'm over at my dads which is almost next to the oldest municipal rose garden in the US, obvious to say i'm going to take photos. I'm trying to get some friends to go but I also have to convince my dad to let me go. Well here's to luck... and pretty flowers. <br />\m/ Unite and Agitate \m/<br />~awb77<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>school's out so time for.... More Work?</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 18 Jun 2009 19:22:36 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ hey everyone i get out of classes tomorrow<br />well doesn't mean i'll be relaxing i have a job! not really.<br />I'll be working at a park so i should have more photos up.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Busy</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 18 May 2009 14:46:17 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Sweet yo, i'm fighting my looming depression by basically keeping busy to the point that i can't think. it's fairly effective way of dealing with this and since i have tons of stuff to do it's even better.<br /><br />That being said i gotta make some new stuff suggestions/things you want made are appreciated.<br />~awb-77<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Kinda... Sad</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 05 May 2009 18:23:28 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well as you can guess i'm a bit sad. I was given the chance to go on this thing called camp Anytown, i applied not reliseing it was memorial day weekend when my dad and I get to spend time together, something that means a lot to me partially because he's been acting mysterious about his health which means he might be really sick (last time he did this he thought he had cancer). As well there are some... issues with my brother that need to be resolved and well he went and apparently it made him "who he is" which is not who i want to be at all. So I inivted my girlfriend to go with my on vacation after she helped convince me not to go. Well turns out she's accepted and is going ugh i feel like crying NOTHING IS GOING RIGHT FOR ME! i have my own selfish reasons and i can't let that get in the way but still it hurts like fuck.<br />oh well there's nothing i can really do about it...<br />~awb77<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Wall Papers</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 28 Apr 2009 15:16:29 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so i found that i enjoy making wall papers, so expect to see more of them<br />~Awb-77<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Break Begineth</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 10 Apr 2009 10:18:52 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hello all!<br /><br />Ahh the beauty of April break, it is here, no more paper to worry about, time to get back to my art and other things like it. Expect some more posts everyone and maybe a whole new gallery idea! you guys all know i love the feed back so please be nice be mean be yourselves.<br /><br />that's all for now<br />Unite and Agitate<br />-Awb-77<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Stressing</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 07 Apr 2009 19:18:44 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ yeah not going to put that header footer Bull on here this time.<br />I FEEL LIKE I'M GOING TO BLOW UP!<br />So Big enormous paper o' Doom is due on Thursday which is to say 26 hours (counting to midnight  Thursday as opposed to my class that day not in the mood to do the math for that) of those 26 house i will hopefully spend at least 6 hours sleeping tonight<br />26-6= 20 hours<br />i will spend 11 hours between school and track practice tomorrow (6:45-5:00)<br />20-11= 9 hours<br />i will spend AT LEAST 1.5 hours eating dinner tomorrow (my dad's Italian it's what he does)<br />9-1.5= 7.5 hours<br />planning on getting to bed at 9 tomorrow night seeing as how i'm a physical and psychological wreck -3<br />7.5-3= 4.5 hours<br />sweet so i have 4 and a half more hours to do this in.<br />peace before i lose more time to this calculation<br />Unite and Agitate<br />~awb77<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>HeadDesk moment</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 21 Mar 2009 13:25:38 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Do not attempt to adjust your set. This is a Streaming Freedom Video bulletin. The cable hack will last exactly 60 seconds. It cannot be traced, it cannot be stopped and it is the only free voice left in the city.<br />Good afternoon all, i hope you are all having a wonderful day, not that i know at all. Well it's a beautiful day here the sun shinning it's 65 degrees (f) out and a little brezzy. I love it except i'm inside working on an outline for a paper *headdesk* dammit all why why i ask? why do i have to be working on one of the most beautiful days so far this year? oh well the paper is going alright anyways so i hope to get back on here when i'm done and post some more Humanity is Screwed for you guys. hope you miss me lol<br /><br />so until next time,<br />this has been a streaming freedom video cast. Peace. Out<br />Unite and Agitate<br />-awb-77<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Blog and After Feb Break</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 28 Feb 2009 08:27:36 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Do not attempt to adjust your set. This is a Streaming Freedom Video bulletin. The cable hack will last exactly 60 seconds. It cannot be traced, it cannot be stopped and it is the only free voice left in the city.<br /><br />Greetings all you groveling plebes! Time again for this wonderful ego trip i call my journal. So first things first, that college i mentioned in my last journal is definitely where i want to go it seems so amazing and i love Annapolis.<br /><br />In other news <a href="http://ragamuffin009.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/r/a/ragamuffin009.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconragamuffin009:" title="ragamuffin009"/></a> and i have started a blog it's called vocalteen <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://vocalteen.blogspot.com#">[link]</a> please read it every one it's about everything and anything that pisses us off and written in a slightly less condescending style then this. Please comment and in general enjoy it cause the more stuff i get about it the more likely i am to update it more then once a week.<br /><br />so until next time,<br />this has been a streaming freedom video cast. Peace. Out<br />Unite and Agitate<br />-awb-77<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Feb Break!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 12 Feb 2009 14:35:55 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Do not attempt to adjust your set. This is a Streaming Freedom Video bulletin. The cable hack will last exactly 60 seconds. It cannot be traced, it cannot be stopped and it is the only free voice left in the city.<br />Greetings Unwashed Masses. Pot calls the kettle black but that's completely different. So almost february break and i decided that you all might be mildly interested in things going on with my life. of course i could be terribly horribly wrong which would not surprise me in the slightest. So feb break is but a day away and barring total and unknown calamities at that point i have plans. YIPPIEEE i can pretend i have a life! Oh joyful glorious... who the hell am i kidding i can't even fake having a life. on the plus side i'm getting to see Saint Johns College in Annapolis Maryland which looks to be an amazing place to say the very least, take a look for your self: <a href="http://www.stjohnscollege.edu/.">[link]</a> what else is even kinda interesting to all of yah. hmmmm. i'm going skiing for what that's worth. should be fun. I do enjoy it after all. also i have a girl friend for V-Day not that it's gonna change how i celebrate it to much i still hate the holiday. so before i bore you all into the fiery pits of insanity (here's to saying you aren't already there i mean you actually are reading MY journal for one thing).<br /><br />This Has Been An Eyes Only Streaming Freedom Broadcast. Peace. Out<br />Unite and Agitate<br />AWB77<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Long Weekend?</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 15 Jan 2009 15:55:47 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey all the world who reads this crazy roller coaster of a journal. Well let's not dilly dally on pleasantries because my over active ego has told me that there is something going on in my life that the world might actually care about! well that's a lie but here goes. I'm getting to go to the Inauguration of President-Elect Barack Obama. I'm very excited. can't you hear it in my voice... oh wait you can't because i'm typing oh well. that's about the most interesting thing going on so in other news, school is a pain; Midterms and the build up to them sucks. A Lot; My family is strange (what else is new?); and finally i got some new shoes<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Winter Solctice</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 28 Dec 2008 08:37:01 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ yeah so every one is putting up their what i got this year for Christmas lists. i figure i might as well, except i like the winter solstice better, because i have a slight form of seasonal affective depression and with the solstice being the shortest day of the year, it marks the time when i start to become happier in general so with that over with i have to say this holiday for me saw a drastic change in how i see holidays, yeah i got gifts and yeah they were good but i was happier to sit back and talk to people (especially since some of my step mom's family was here from Italy and that was pretty cool), plus the food was good too which was an added bonus! i got to go skiing to which was a joke, the snow sucked and there was dirt everywhere but skiing is skiing and we can't complain about it right? so to egotistically list the various things i got for the holidays which seems to me to be based around the irrefutable fact that you actually care.<br />This Year I Received:<br />1 Beatles T-Shirt<br />1 Rammones T-Shirt<br />1 Amusing T-shirt involving a campfire<br />1 Pastafarian T-Shirt<br />1 Mountaineer T-shirt<br />1 Heavy Winter Jacket From North face<br />2 Light Fleece Jackets<br />2 Pairs Smart Wool Socks<br />1 Micheal Eisner Book<br />1 New Yorker Comic Book<br />1 George Carlin Compendium<br />2 US Army Field Survival Guides<br />1 Signal Lantern<br />1 iPod Dock<br />1 Complete Copy Of Band Of Brothers (BEST GIFT EVAHHHH)<br />and other things which i don't particularly remember at the moment.<br />Have A Happy New Year Everyone!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Post-Thanksgiving and NEW SPRINGSTEEN ALBUM!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 01 Dec 2008 18:51:51 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so thanksgiving my fav holiday evah was pretty damn cool. I also found out bruce springsteen has a new album coming out whcih makes me oh so very happy<br />that about covers my life<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>My Mom Is Getting Married!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 12 Nov 2008 05:17:47 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So for all of you who don't know, Connecticut Courts decided that gays have a right to marry in the state. for all those who don't know my mother is gay. let's put two and two together. yes that's right! my mom is getting married. It makes me oh so happy <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" />! I can't wait i think it's such an amazing thing.<br /><br />In other news i should be getting back on track with new humanity is screwed or maybe some stories I'm not sure which ever you like more i'll do.<br /><br />also GO OBAMA I'm pretty sure I'm going to see the inauguration!<br /><br />\m/ Disturb The Peace \m/<br />-Awb77<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>One year, Columbus Day weekend, other suchthings</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 14 Oct 2008 12:46:45 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So it's been one year today since my grandfathers funeral. In a way it feels longer and in another it feels shorter. it makes me sad that he's gone but it's the way life is. I'd love to have him back even for a day but i can't and that's all there is to it.<br />On a lighter note columbus day weekend was pretty damn awesome, i went to elizabethtown i toke about 180 pictures there i should be uploading some soon. as well my sickness is going away so i feels much better all over.<br />on the down side i have been forcably rejected by several people who i've asked out, seeing how i have friends on here names will not be mentioned so that they can think about who they think it is.<br />for the whole this week seems alright and hopefully this month will be getting better as we go along.<br />\m/ Disturb the peace \m/<br />-awb77<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>School Time</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 02 Sep 2008 17:16:35 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ hey duuuudes it's school again, humanity is screwed is on a minor hiatus until my brain reengages it's righteous rage setting. school seems alright my schedule is heavy with history classes (three) and light on sciences and visual arts (0 of each) so this should be fun. keep a look out i'll update some stuff periodically. if u want more you always know what to do COMMENT!!! seriously i make more stuff when i have feedback. have fun in school and other such things.<br />\m/ Disturb The Peace \m/<br />-awb77<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Loosing sight</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 19 Aug 2008 20:20:29 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so I guess i'm sort of doing a series of pictures with captions that i'm calling the humanity is screwed series. yes i do relise it's dark. please note i did not take the photographs i did however add the text and i might possibly alter a few, i do not claim credit for the pictures only the words. the series starts with the picture of the atomic bomb blast and i will note on any picture if it is part of the series. hope you enjoy the dark musings of my mind<br />EDIT: this is the Humanity is screwed gallery <a href="http://awb77.deviantart.com/gallery/#Humanity-Is-Screwed">[link]</a><br />leave ideas even i'm getting kinda tired so i'm running low for now, thanks for all the comments so far<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>sick but i'm still going to camp</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 27 Jul 2008 11:28:57 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey guys, well I some how got Salmonella, yes i ate a tomato but my dad ate four from the same bunch and i just had a slice. The doctors aren't sure but in the words of the magic 8 ball all signs point to yes.<br /><br />Still going to summer camp too which makes me oh so happy, i love it there no tech for a week and it's so beautiful i'm bringing my camera so maybe you'll see some pictures of the guys. As well if there is anywhere that will spark my imagination for more writing it's there especilly since two of the guys who told me to write this will be there. maybe i should show them what i got so far. but not much time so it'll have to wait. i'm not going to be there long enough for letters to make a difference (one week) so don't bother. leave comments on here if u like (if u read this that is).<br />Peace and Good Health To you All<br />\m/ Those who dance are called insane by those who can't hear the music \m/<br />-awb77<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>book idea thingy might be on hold</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 21 Jul 2008 06:55:28 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so for both of you who read this, the book stuff will be on hold for a while do to a combination of an AP US History summer assignment which i intellegnetly chose on one of the hardest subjects i could. that on top of me not being near a computer for two weeks straight (one week summer camp one week family vacation) and me having a job, and my gran getting sicker, well we'll see right? so you know leave some it'll encourage me to get back to it<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Book</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 04 Jul 2008 14:51:45 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ hey guys so yeah haven't been on here much but i will post some more. i do want to put up a thing explaining the plot/magic systems of the book/story/thing that has been growing prodigiously in my head. leave comments on here if u want me to start posting chapters. seriously i want to know. talk to you soon dudes.<br />awb77<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Birthday</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 02 Jun 2008 12:00:07 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ hey everyone been a while since i last updated, well yesterday was my birthday and it was pretty awesome plus i was out the entire weekend with my youth group which was even better. also Mistborn: Well Of Ascension comes out in paperback tomorrow and i can't wait to read it, meaning i have to finish game of thrones today... uh oh....<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>D'Iberville</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 19 Apr 2008 17:11:27 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so i'm here, i just got back from a trip to Mississippi which was really eye opening in an emotional way, i can't explain how it felt becouse words can't explain it, how can i explain seeing someone who has lost everything cry at the sight of what little my crew could give? how can i put to the pen or the computer seeing a woman who has nothing bring us food with some of the little amount of money she has just to say thank you? what words could explain seeing the lower 9th ward of New Orleans 3 years after Katrina and still they are wreckage? i need to do more to help these people. we all do. i don't want to be a great person for what i did, i am a person that's it and i did what i thought needed to be done. there is still work to be done.<br />\m/Disturb The Peace\m/<br />-awb77<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I Survived To Easter SWEEEET!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 17 Mar 2008 14:08:15 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ hahaha sweeet i survived hehe i think i have an endorphine high from track practice damn i'm sore, oh well happy easter to all ye who celebrate it. i survived C(r)APT too which is awesome so yeah happiness all around also if you read this i want to have a vote on what u think my best writeing is on here cause i have to hand in something for english class. thanks a ton.<br />\m/ Disturb The Peace \m/<br />-AWB77<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Starting school again</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 24 Feb 2008 18:48:55 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ hey guys,<br />i hope all have been well if u even bother reading this.<br />so yeah i've been hitting a blue funk again which sucks so yeah ummm my dad has been more pissy about the whole situation with my brother which if i haven't described to u before is simply put they hate each other and essentially they don't talk and my dad gets all pissy about it so yeah it really really hurts me to see it because i love my family even my brother even though he doesn't like me very much. umm i think i have SAD which is Seasonal Affective Depression which means i have problems when i don't get enough light which to people who know me might explain why i've been more pissed off then i am normally so yeah. umm what else is there? having trouble with some people i know but that doesn't involve anyone but them and me (if i've told them) i've seriously considered living in the wilderness lately for longer then just weekends i need time to think more. so yeah sadness keeps creeping over me. i kinda need my friends but i've learned from someone i was close to that i shouldn't expect people to give back even when i try to give.<br />\m/ disturb the peace \m/<br />-AWB77<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Feb Break!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 18 Feb 2008 19:15:45 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ it's feb break sweeeet, i was out in NH over the weekend and i toke a bunch of pics but i need to get my cambles from my moms house still these are some good pics. i think i might do more writeing i can't wait to see what u guys think.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Well maybe this one will be happier</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 10 Feb 2008 10:46:20 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ hey people who read this who ever/wherever you are,<br />well life's been on the upswing (i think) i've been doing some good photos, had a few just good luck moments made a little money babysitting and i've been going skiing more so that all leads to a happier adam which is good. i hope everyone else has been well. feb break is coming up soon so i can't wait for that but i can wait for valentines day, i'd rather just forget about it it's not a holiday for me but oh well that's not your problem. well it's been wicked windy here and we have bad windows so it's rattling like you wouldn't believe but for some reason it makes me calm which is nice. well thought i'd check in and get rid of that depressing one i had before it made me sad to read it so yeah.<br />Disturb The Peace<br />-AWB<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>random update</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 25 Jan 2008 21:58:21 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ yeah i kinda realized i had that other entry up from Christmas and seeing as how it's what the 26th of January? i thought it was time to add a new one. so yeah life could be a hell of a lot better i mean it always can be. but yeah so the deppression has cought up with me AGAIN when will it go away? i sprained my ankle the other day and i'm getting migraines again which sucks plus there's exams plus you know the usual thing about not knowing whether people like you because they're overly cynical in real life. i really need help but for some reason therepy isn't working to well i don't know why but i want to talk to my friends about how i feel but they don't have the time. well i guess since you've had gyour dose of my angst i should shut up and get on with life until we speak again.<br />Disturb The Peace<br />-AWB77<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Genaric Holiday Gretting</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 25 Dec 2007 08:58:39 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so yeah christmas=a bit happier then i was before. so blessings of the seasons to all!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>sooo stressed</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 18 Dec 2007 12:33:36 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ yeah i guess i only use this to complain i'm sorry all of you who read it but it's a nice outlet. i am insanely stressed out right now i have two more concerts to sing at and my voice is going, i have a latin quiz comeing up, a bio test which i have to rescheduale to when i was going to eat, and a geometry test, i still have to buy christmas gifts and wrap them too, my brother is being an ass as usual my sisters want me to get my hair cut, oh and i'm completely broke. ugh the closest thing i have to a copeing mechanism got me sent to guidence last time too so i really don't know what i should do anymore<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I wonder whether anybody actually reads this</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 29 Nov 2007 14:03:50 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ yeah title explains it. how many of you actually care enough to read this becouse i'm seriously think of cutting it off.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I feel better</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 18 Nov 2007 11:48:48 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so yeah i was out camping this weekend but the thing is that camping and being in the outdoors helps me think and feel better about life so yeah even though I'm still defrosting and my shoulder and knee hurt i feel oddly happy. so yeah maybe my sadness has been abated by the power of nature. so yeah thought you guys might like to know. oh and finally my first happy journal entry YAYY!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>well what's the point?</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 10 Nov 2007 21:48:56 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ well i'm gonna say it i was wrong, im saying i fucked up im an idiot. i have to say that gaylen you may miss the old me but i miss the you i fell for, if i had seen your heart even the old me wouldn't have asked you out. the old me is gone i wanted to lean on someone when i was going through hell something you beleve in however i guess that you only want the side that's not doing the lifting, well even though you said it's bad im going to do what the old me did. hide it all away. bottle it all up inside and it all goes away i see light then i see the few people who still love me for me even though i do change.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I'm Only Wishing I Could Stop But....</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 08 Nov 2007 13:45:50 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ugh i hate to be all deppressed like but it's how i've been lately and im trying my best to pick up the pieces of my life and put them together again. I'm turning back to writeing and phtotgrophy to help me deal with things but it's going to be dark in here for a while. I'm lost in my own life will someone please find me? or will i die in the darkness alone.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~awb77</author>
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                <title>haveing some trouble with life</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 05 Nov 2007 13:48:31 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ well i thought i was over my grandfather and surprise surprise im not. i don't get why. im not afraid of dieing i'll face it strong and with good humor the same way he did. I'm not afraid of judgement, i don't beleive in it actually i don't beleve there is anything after death just sort of a nothing like emptyness no pain and no fear, no happiness, no tears, no love no hate. i've been told that's a very wierd way of thinking of it but well i'm a weird person. I suppose lack of evidence is not evidence of an after life. i just can't figure out why this hurts so much. well maybe i'll figure it out at some point until then. Trust None OF What You Hear and Less Of What You See.<br />
Disturb The Peace<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>hallooween and i'm stuck at home</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 31 Oct 2007 11:12:16 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ kind of unhappy i mean i can understand why my parents think i shouldn't go out trick or treating i mean i'm 15 but i look like i could be almost 20. however my dear father in all his wisdom has decided not to let me go to my friend Charlie's house. i understand that i need to get up early tomorrow but still this just isn't fair now i'm just going to be staying at home and doing nothing and since none of my friends live near me i won't even get to give them candy. ugh oh well happy Halloween all of you enjoy it for me<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>if you want to read it feel free. (no idea why you</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 24 Oct 2007 12:10:31 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ yeah i've been so depressed lately. to be honest i'm trying to hide it something that i know isn't healthy but hey you've all got your problems and you don't need mine. i guess im feeling close to the edge there is to much going on around me. i haven't had time to properly grieve for my grandfather i mean there is only so much time in a day. i feel like people are ignoring me which hasn't helped the depression one bit. i should be happy i mean my girl friend's party is coming up so is the churches haunted house. at this point i really feel like i need to just stay home from school and deal with how i feel about my life. i guess i'm a bit afraid i'm going to be deppressed saturday and with a trend like this it would not surprise me in the least and im just not going to want to go to the church or to her party and then i'm going to have let everyone down agian. although from what i've heard i'm being invited to that party because she's afriad my friend won't be comfortable, YEAH RIGHT give the guy a book and he's fine any where any time. Gaylen don't hold this stuff against me it's just been so bad i mean i feel like the only way i can get your attention is to talk about things which to be honest i don't really want to talk about. well idk maybe i'll post a happy journal some time but something happy will need to happen...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>God Damn</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 18 Oct 2007 20:38:12 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ idk. just being myself i suppose deppressed as always. and as always i feel useless as a fifth wheel. no idea why i just do idk why im writeing this no one out there is gonna read it. and why should anyone else give a god damn? everyone else has there own problems they don't need to be bothered by mine<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>blahhhhh</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 14 Oct 2007 14:15:03 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ hey for those of you who know me you know that my grandfather was very sick. it is my duty to inform you that William Michal Alexander Wilson Sr. Died on Saturday morning He was 82. he was suffering from lymphoma and had been moved into a hospice unit the day before. i miss him with all my heart. i am very glad though that the last words he heard from me were that i loved him. it will never fill the whole but at least i know he died knowing that all his family and friends loved him very much. he meant a lot to me and i would give anything i have to be able to spend one more day with him. he was a wonderful caring sensitive humorous man who tought me how to laugh at myself an ability that i use everyday. he respected everyone even if he didn't nessecaraly like them. he was one of the greatest men i have ever met in my life who loved with out exception, grieved with out embarrassment, laughed when nothing was funny, and would have danced on his last day had he had both his legs. he lived as though it was heaven on earth as if everyday would be his last, he toke nothing and no one for granted. i am proud that i loved him laughed with him and lived with him.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Hi</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 26 Sep 2007 18:48:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ hi everyone,<br />
im new here but i've uploaded some stuff. take a look and please comment. there is more of the story if there are good enough reviews.<br />
love,<br />
peace,<br />
music<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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