http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:aya2021&section=today deviantART RSS for by:aya2021 en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Thu, 17 Dec 2009 06:31:42 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/22235755/ http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/22235755/ Sun, 28 Dec 2008 00:33:26 PST

So I just wanted to say 5 replies to my journal, first 5 people get a drawing from me to kick off the new year.

I'm not great at fanart but I do OC's in my style pretty well or FFXI and MMORPG chars pretty well.

So yah, there we goes ^^

]]> ~aya2021 http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/21690589/ http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/21690589/ Wed, 26 Nov 2008 23:48:41 PST

I want to try to start drawing more once again.

So I'm going to seperate my dA's into 3 parts.

This one will be for fanart of any sort,
I will have one for original works,
And I will solely dedicate one to FFXI.


Stay tuned

]]> ~aya2021 http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/21624782/ http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/21624782/ Sun, 23 Nov 2008 04:01:02 PST

x.x

full pic to colour... i don't think i'm going to make it cap't

]]> ~aya2021 http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/21575017/ http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/21575017/ Wed, 19 Nov 2008 23:59:58 PST

>holds gun and shoots like persona3<

what the hell was I thinking doing something this massive?!


Finished product to be posted when done...

]]> ~aya2021 http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/17889611/ http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/17889611/ Thu, 17 Apr 2008 00:17:40 PDT
I hate the thought of going to kinko's to scan these. 11x14 paper... smart...


I want to make one of those spiffy things to post as headers and stuff on jourals o.o

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Revival Project: o4.o2.o8

Reviving AyA2o21

]]> ~aya2021 http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/11057280/ http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/11057280/ Thu, 14 Dec 2006 00:14:19 PST ?

remember i mentioned on how i was planning to make it into a comic?

well happy days oh happy days... I drew the cover. XD Keep a look out for it coming up soon. I'm debating on inking and colouring it on regular paper since i don't have much to go on or save up and buy that optical mouse like i had intended to at least have a mouse (my wireless one broke! sunuva...)

I also drew a new DA id. so i'll upload the id probably later and the comic page by saturday or so on.

Look for :

+ Original Characters
+ Comics
+ Lame Dev ID's
+ and ohehmeffgee Fan Art
+ header and lower endings on journal entries

]]> ~aya2021 http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/11049091/ http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/11049091/ Wed, 13 Dec 2006 09:12:18 PST
And thank you all for the page views and the favorites on "Trust me" I did redraw it a while back with a few additions to the picture which a lot of people will enjoy.

But for now I'll be updating hopefully soon

Especially with my finals winding down.

Look for :

+ Original Characters
+ Comics
+ Lame Dev ID's
+ and ohehmeffgee Fan Art

<3, Aya aka Cali

]]> ~aya2021 http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/9271413/ http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/9271413/ Tue, 04 Jul 2006 13:24:00 PDT friend's page
my new page. ]]> ~aya2021 http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/6666659/ http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/6666659/ Mon, 03 Oct 2005 08:02:33 PDT
First comics to be introduced will probably be my katamari damacy short comic.
Then the beginning of my own power puff girl fan comic "Trust me"

afterwards i'm going to look at my old agenda for this dA account as i plan to still post on my other account my better drawings. later days~! ]]> ~aya2021 http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/6596662/ http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/6596662/ Sun, 25 Sep 2005 08:04:28 PDT ~aya2021 http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/6594661/ http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/6594661/ Sat, 24 Sep 2005 23:48:02 PDT
i sketch all day... i don't post anything serious. damn.

I guess...

1) redo of Jade
2) redo of the angelic demons
3) redo of aya x angela of gaia
4) redo of a few original and fan arts
5) introducing Ariana and Rheas on Deviant, two of my original chars
6) a new deviant id

hopefully i'll get through it

- ayame - ]]> ~aya2021 http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/6042971/ http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/6042971/ Tue, 26 Jul 2005 19:52:48 PDT
Well with 2005 and all and my new art style being so cool to me i need to kill out my old art pieces.

Well i'll get the scanner ready but i'm mainly going to start trying to concentrate on school and my art.

I also am starting a dedicated art site to my hon.

I might post the comic "Where's wonderland" there as well.

Well off to start working. I may redo some drawings as well and repost them but for now i'm killing off all my deviations to scraps. ]]> ~aya2021 http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/4975656/ http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/4975656/ Sat, 02 Apr 2005 00:23:57 PST .< oh well, hopefully i'll have them up in two weeks. ]]> ~aya2021 http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/4949939/ http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/4949939/ Wed, 30 Mar 2005 06:44:11 PST

]]> ~aya2021 http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/4709680/ http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/4709680/ Wed, 02 Mar 2005 09:22:03 PST
yup... later on today though ]]> ~aya2021 http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/4668153/ http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/4668153/ Fri, 25 Feb 2005 06:06:09 PST
So far all my sketches are going good. New chars who are un-named and everything.

Will end up posting sooner or later. I've just been so lazy i don't even want to scan things! XD

stoopid school is annoying too. blah blah blah, i hate college... blah blah whaa...

a;sldkfj;alksjf;laksjdf;lkajsfsa....

yes, i'm as lost as all right now... -.-¿

In general... i hope my life gets better and i will hopefully add art sooner or later.

- a y a ]]> ~aya2021 http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/4417589/ http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/4417589/ Wed, 26 Jan 2005 06:01:48 PST .<

i will someday post:

- my powerpuff doujin fan art drawing
- my fan art towards nick and cartoon network cartoons
- my own personal works such as new cute cat girl in bikini,
- etc if i ever get around to it...

I AM EVEN LAZIER THAN THOU, DA PIE! ]]> ~aya2021 http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/4059307/ http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/4059307/ Mon, 13 Dec 2004 16:07:11 PST
+ PPGD Fan-Art : Blossom, Brick, and Dexter : 'I am not weak any more'
+ Bunny girl : Continuation of cute beast girls
+ DDR challenged : Comic of Aya and Tenshi's misadventures
+ A Christmas/Holiday picture ]]> ~aya2021 http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/3855951/ http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/3855951/ Wed, 17 Nov 2004 09:12:29 PST
I can do all these things i know but i'm so lame i don't...

Meaning of this? Okay let's start...

A) I'm getting upset that i'm lonely and want a b/f but i can't seem to get the attention of the guys i want and i give up. I'm too lazy/nervous/shy to go up to them or dress my best (thus holding back) from getting a guy.

b) School, i'm seriously holding back on studying or doing something in it... I swear i'll pass! Except for biology, biology (if you've read enough of my rants) can kiss my @$$, i plan to purposely bomb it so i can retake anyways...

c) DRAWINGS! My sketch book looks so good... why am i not posting them?! Aside the fact that i don't have a sharp blade or good scissors, i have a bounded sketchbook preventing me from scanning my drawings too well.

Well that's all my problems in a bottle for now... here's my pros...

a) I'm happy that i resisted two guys who were coming onto me... though it felt like an empty victory somewhat...

b) psychology seems to be my only good class but i love that class any how. (biology can go to hell!!!! hellll!!!! BURN! eeek~!)

c) ... ... D'oh... oh, i have a few drawings i plan to redraw on regular paper and put in... and my latest drawing "Shiine (death)" is going pretty interesting. Inspired by one of Maui's Drawings, it's a drawing of my friends and i in a killing chain. Represents our deeper anger/rage against one another... :3 ]]> ~aya2021 http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/3774619/ http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/3774619/ Sun, 07 Nov 2004 08:42:34 PST
After having a really really good day at neko con, once again when i come home i get bitched out by family up until this morning. I can't stand it. I'm getting sick of everything here...

I... I really can't stand it... i don't know how to talk to my parents and we really don't communicate well. They constantly remind me I'm an adult now but what??? They certainly don't treat me like one and when they do it's just to pass a blame or give me a responsibility...

I know there's somethign wrong with me right now... they're threatening to many things... All but kick me out which is the one i'm waiting for so i can take it up.

I'm hopefully going to get a job soon. Going to save me up some money to get ready to pay off studen loans and as well as get ready to get money so i can move out. That is my all time dream right now...

I don't give a damn at what i'm going to major in... whether it be towards art, nursing, or technology right now... My only goal that my heart is set on it moving out definately in two years. Perhaps with a few friends (and purposely move in with people who my parents don't like to show them up ((but i like these people, my family don't just because they're so biased on just being with Asians or people who 'look normal' just because they dress uniquely)))...

Also they want me to give up drawing... tch... i tried before and it's not a pretty site.

-CURRENT DRAWING PLANS-

+ A small Doujinshi parody Romance off of Bleedman's Power Puff Doujinshi

-IN NEED OF-

+A Field style sketch book. I use a bound so i either need a blade or a field style sketch book...

-NEEDS...-

+My writer to get off his lazy bum and write me something already... i'm about to take commishes... ]]> ~aya2021 http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/3764063/ http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/3764063/ Fri, 05 Nov 2004 21:23:34 PST
Today was supposed to be a good day. It was supposed to be a good day but always my family ruins it for me! Always!

i had a good morning chilling out with my ex J.R. and we got along really well and had fun playing games and going shopping to finish his cosplay as Ken From Weiss Kreuz. Got it pretty much, especially since shopping for boots for him was just as worse as me trying to get some shoes. I also finished getting the extra special con-badges that i made for folks done and lamenated with also a nice touch all together. I then got my cat ear/tail set and went home to find out i couldn't go to neko con that evening and that my parents are still over protective of me that they won't let me out late at all! This sucks!!! This sucks ass bad! I AM FREAKING 18 YEARS OLD! I'M LEGAL! Geeze... they expect me to grow up but yet i can't even get out...

And they hate anime... so that's also another reason why they're probably trying to hold me back from going to neko con. Trust me, they do hate Anime. When i was a kid and used to draw a lot, they got mad at me and told me to study or do piano but i wanted to draw. So they picked up all my drawings and threw it in the trash in front of my eyes. And this happened in my middle school life.

Don't you just love it when you have such hateful memories of your parents??? [/sarcasm] It seems i can never really remember good times any more with people... it always gets drowned out painfully someway somehow.

I don't know why i'm being so pessimistic... i guess it's just coming natural now...

And it sucks feeling depressed as well... what am i going to do? Especially when the walls feel like they're caving in as bad as this?

[/rant]

Aya2021 out for now... ... ]]> ~aya2021 http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/3754596/ http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/3754596/ Thu, 04 Nov 2004 17:20:07 PST
OMG! I HAVE 1000+ HITS!!! -CHEERS- THANK YOU ALL FOR ACTUALLY VISITING MY ABYSS!

NEKO CON!!! WHEEEE~! ]]> ~aya2021 http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/3705198/ http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/3705198/ Fri, 29 Oct 2004 22:29:06 PDT ~aya2021 http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/3676868/ http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/3676868/ Tue, 26 Oct 2004 06:07:30 PDT ~aya2021 http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/3673502/ http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/3673502/ Mon, 25 Oct 2004 18:09:00 PDT
I saved a lot of 's drawings and keep on drooling over .

Visit my friends:

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And my latest favorite b/c of his Power Puff girl Doujinshii:



Oh IRL stuff:

My uncle is sick and it makes me and my family sad. HE's in ICU but i have a strong optimism he'll make it.

I'm on my bitchy time of the month and am very moody but yet some guys aren't remembering so those jack asses who haven't figured out why i'm bitchy should do what this one guy did to understand how it feels to be a girl on her period. Take a bagle, spread a helluva lot of jelly on it, stick it down there, and see how it feels to feel awkward down there and get hit in the stomach, yup, there we go. ]]> ~aya2021 http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/3635652/ http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/3635652/ Wed, 20 Oct 2004 15:23:24 PDT
-does a cheezy dance around the room- Well... it's not so special considering there are people who have been on deviant less than me and have a helluva lot of page views... dammit i need a tablet. Nah... too lazy and too broke. XD Well Yay~! Just big cheers on the 900 hits! ]]> ~aya2021 http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/3524344/ http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/3524344/ Wed, 06 Oct 2004 05:19:34 PDT
- The animal hospital made me cry again... they sent a sad but sweet little poem with a sympathy card and an angelic dog pin. they cremated(sp) my dog. But i'm glad he's free from the pain. Sadly his mother, the dog we have left, is getting older and older and we're fearing that soon enough, we won't have any dogs at all. These dogs were my dogs ever since i was a kid in California. So sad... i will miss Jack... and i'm afraid of my other dog dying soon i don't know what to do any more.

- I think i may be in love... but yet it's with a guy who i don't want to be in love with... Why? B/C neither of us is ready and i don't want this feeling to die out just b/c we went out again unready and wanting commitment so soon... but maybe we will during the spring, summer, or winter of next year go to las vegas and get hitched... XD j/k j/k j/k but while i wait... let me go hit on that hot guy over there... -dashes off-

- I swear i'll get to it... ... .. .. .. ... ... ... ... ... later... ... ... ... AKA "God Dammit Cali, get off your lazy ass and study, scan your drawings, and color something with those crayola markers and coloured pencils you bought!!! what?! you don't know what?! -smack smack smack-" - My little concience Aya nagging on me... will make a deviant ID of my little concineces beating me up later... "NO! NOW DAMMIT!" egh... i'm a prcrastinator all the way

- I swear i'll buy those prints... no i won't go to kinko's to get them made into a super large poaster for my bed room... ... @.@

All the updates in my life to now... oh... and i still hate my fucking biology class... thank you~! ^^

- Cali... ... ... @ 8:15 AM ... @.@ dammit... ]]> ~aya2021 http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/3489080/ http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/3489080/ Fri, 01 Oct 2004 16:01:14 PDT ~aya2021 http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/3487037/ http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/3487037/ Fri, 01 Oct 2004 10:39:44 PDT
On a higher note: Prints .... I've seen many works i'd like to buy or print out... but am i so cheap to just print the picture to make it into a poster for myself?! NO~! Or at least i'm not that desperate yet. Maybe i'll hint my friends that these are what i want for christmas... i especially like the Prints from Celesse and Maui that are just gorgeous. Especially the one with the character of the gun to his head. I would buy binders after putting something on them and put those pictures in the front or buy a large frame to hang them in my room. must buy prints... ~.~ i won't cheat... i won't cheat... -mumbles this over and over to herself- ~.~ ]]> ~aya2021 http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/3444328/ http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/3444328/ Sat, 25 Sep 2004 14:55:50 PDT
And even if theEX was a butt...

well... i have a few things to draw and add. All i've really been doing lately is just colouring people's drawings on Gaia's Line Art jams. But i did make a few pixel dolls, they came out uber cute. I plan to add them in soon. wheee~!

-skips off-

I think i'll go find something now to feel good about again... ]]> ~aya2021 http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/3405830/ http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/3405830/ Mon, 20 Sep 2004 11:35:37 PDT
- i hate my college biology class
- i'm hating The EX big time
- i'm fuming and emotional 10x as more b/c of pms
- and why am i going into something medical again?!
- Family is bitchy...

Right now i'm kicking myself... i'm wishing now that i didn't go into medical and just went into technical drawing or something with graphics.... feel like i'm going to explode... @.@

on the plus side...

+ Other classes are at least okay...
+ I had my favorite smoothie made by a real nice guy at the smoothie shop
+ Drawings are going well (just have to get off my lazy butt to scan them in)
+ Best friend is still going well and making friends
+ I have Hot Gimmick number 6... ^_____^ -wide smile here-
+ I actually updated xanga... @.@

Well for now i'll be a bit cranky... but i hope things get better.

Oh... new thing going on... my works are now labeled with "A Lai Rei Project" ]]> ~aya2021 http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/3354589/ http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/3354589/ Mon, 13 Sep 2004 12:51:15 PDT
But I'm mad at my best friend. He forgot i had afternoon classes and bought sushi and tried to call me to ask if i could share it and instead ate it all and probably shared it with this one chick who i don't really like who he ran into at the mall.

Today is topsy turvey day wasn't it? ]]> ~aya2021 http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/3272172/ http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/3272172/ Thu, 02 Sep 2004 17:27:41 PDT
College is kicking my butt... @.@ lord help me through my lab and bio 141... It's so annoying!!!!!! And i recently fell asleep in my psych class... lol~! The video was so boring! I'm so sorry!!! XD Whaa haa haa~!

Yeah... well... yeah~! I dunno, i'm hyper right now.

Da Poet and I are going to be going hopefully out later on for his birthday meal. My treat to a restuarant.

I want to go with The EX to a move but eh... we'll see...

I have yet to figure out how to add a friends menu later on... ]]> ~aya2021 http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/3089981/ http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/3089981/ Tue, 10 Aug 2004 10:03:44 PDT
My drawings started to come out so well and really nicely it made me so happy. But the bad thing is is that i can't ink it in! If i ink it in, i'll run the drawings >.< problems and dilemmas... oh well.

What else is driving me nuts is that my mom wants me to go to my college to check out some things going on and go to an orentation... I'm super shy though... >.< d'oh~!

Oh well... what can i say...

I hope to ink in my drawings soon and make it come on deviant as soon as i'm through.

~ Lai Rei ... i'm o ut... >.< ]]> ~aya2021 http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/3066361/ http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/3066361/ Sat, 07 Aug 2004 12:52:35 PDT
So what's uppers peoples? Blah, blah blah... i'm bored...

my pain is that i miss a guy that i don't want to miss...

my shocking is that i may see a guy that i met on gaia in november...

my happiness is my best friend making me laugh

my annoyance is my sister and my best friend when they get annoying.

I MISS YOU ANNA! WHERE ARE YOU?!?!?!? ]]> ~aya2021 http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/2665897/ http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/2665897/ Tue, 15 Jun 2004 11:06:43 PDT


right now i wish i could have somebody to hold onto... but not just somebody... a person... i'm sorry i'm being so vague still... i'm just still out there in my own little world...

updates: art to come -> +broken wings +out the window +broken doll

blargh... i just feel sad right now and i just can't explain... I broke up with my b/f and i'm just out of it... I just thought I could help myself and get out of it but yet I can't get out of it... I'm not getting out of it at all, it's so hurtful how i'm treated now and i just don't know what to do. I don't want to run back so soon, i don't want to be so weak to shatter. I'll see what i'll do... art coming up soon though... ]]> ~aya2021 http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/2611064/ http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/2611064/ Tue, 08 Jun 2004 07:52:06 PDT
Yeah, My skills have really improved after i looked in my sketch book. My colouring and art. But sadly it rained and my sketch book was midly damaged. The drawings are safe but the edges of each drawing are damaged. Oh well... *sighs*

And if i want to get them onto deviant art... i have to cut them out with a blade. This is just going to make me a bit sad i know, but i have to make some sacrfices. Any ways... enough with whining... let's get on with life.

Pretty much i'm graduating in 9 days and then some. I'm so scared and excited at the same time. *sighs* I'm tired and i'm at school... i wonder if i'll be able to sleep in my next class. And i sure hope i pass math and english... those two are kicking my ass... and i lost my physics book! aaccckkk~! This is some way on ending High School XP... ending it with everything missing and messing up. ]]> ~aya2021 http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/2234014/ http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/2234014/ Fri, 16 Apr 2004 08:15:01 PDT
i actually posted up some art... i started trying sad attempts at cg. it turned out pretty good actually! Yay! But i still have helluva lot of work to go through if i want to make it more.

well... gotta continue my last day of spring break... i think i'll sleep more... ^-^ ]]> ~aya2021 http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/2170231/ http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/2170231/ Wed, 07 Apr 2004 08:10:20 PDT .<

well... i'll finish this entry when i get home...

just 1 more day till spring break! w00t! ^-^

heh...

more art to come, on works:

mini comic: what happens when aya chan doesn't do work. ]]> ~aya2021 http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/1861193/ http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/1861193/ Tue, 17 Feb 2004 13:18:11 PST ~aya2021 http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/1850871/ http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/1850871/ Sun, 15 Feb 2004 16:41:06 PST
current mood: and

i really need to do something soon...

WHY DOES LYFE GOTTA BE SO FRIGGIN HARD?!

>.<

My philosophy for tonight:
"communism will only work if we were all rich and had a good guy for a leader... sadly there is no such thing..." ]]> ~aya2021 http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/1833163/ http://aya2021.deviantart.com/journal/1833163/ Thu, 12 Feb 2004 12:29:20 PST
I'm really still upset about people right now. This guy i really don't like at school is telling me how he's going to insult my art when he insults everybody's but his own. too tell the truth, we think his art is all fake. He can color, yes, he can look at a drawing and draw that, yes, but yet he has no original style. And plus everybody knows he's such a big liar... i don't know... maybe i'm getting to touchy about how much this guy gets on my nerves...

i'll try to figure out where to place my art soon... i really wish i knew where to put it up... ^-^¿

-aya ~ out - ]]> ~aya2021