http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:ayeka-granger&section=today deviantART RSS for by:ayeka-granger en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Fri, 18 Dec 2009 16:29:05 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/25975185/ http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/25975185/ Wed, 15 Jul 2009 23:21:42 PDT What sucks is that I'm leaving in a few days.

So I won't be seeing my friends for like, a year. And that's only if we stay friends.
I don't know how it'll work out, but hopefully it does.
I mean, I don't talk to them a lot now..
Sigh, guess I'll just have to see.

Gotta get packin' too. How fun xP


Omg, I hope Friday and Saturday go exactly as planned !
That'd be fun.

Grr, my friend was supposed to get online tonight so I could talk to her and figure Friday nd Saturday out. Her boyfriend signed out to let her on, but she never signed in msn. She went on another site, but signed off soon after. Ihatethat.
Guess I gotta wait til tomorrow =/
Told her I needed all the info BEFORE tomorrow..

]]> ~ayeka-granger http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/24433986/ http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/24433986/ Sat, 25 Apr 2009 19:33:37 PDT Finally, warm weather.

Me nd Tor took the kids to the park with one of their friends and his mother nd baby sister.
I bought ice cream and an ice cream sandwich, and Tor bought popsicles.
<3

Then, for dinner, Tor made some sandwiches for the kids and I got one of my leftover pizza slices, and we all ate outside on the step ^o^

So, it was a pretty good day.

Bad parts: Tor and I have sunburns. Both of our faces are a bit burned. My forehead and nose are red, as well as a small part of my chest, and my shoulders/back.
D:
I bought a small pack of sugar cubes. At the moment, they are sitting on the kitchen table. I want them. Badly. I don't want to get them and Tor doesn't want to either xD;
I have dishes from yesterday and today to do. xX;

]]> ~ayeka-granger http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/24359858/ http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/24359858/ Tue, 21 Apr 2009 12:43:59 PDT I've seen all the subbed episodes and some of the dubbed ^^
I finished, and own, Death Note: Another Note: The Los Angelos BB Murder Cases.
And I'm reading that How To Read manga.. Y'know, Death Note 13.
Yay.
Now to save up for the manga boxset.. THEN THE ANIME !


BB was an interesting character.. I wanted to know more about him D:
D: I can't remember my favorite page.. 100 nd something.. 151 ?

Oh well. I gots my report card. I'm passing 8D

]]> ~ayeka-granger http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/23905554/ http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/23905554/ Thu, 26 Mar 2009 18:18:58 PDT
I'm not a vegetarian or vegan and I love meat, but I don't agree with animal cruelty :c
I'm also not that much of a hypocrite. I'm not going to use all the "Go veg !" stickers since I'm not one myself. Instead, I'll use the Ele-friend and fur/leather stickers ^^

Oh ! And my father is coming over tomorrow with his girlfriend
Meaning no school for me~

]]> ~ayeka-granger http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/23680936/ http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/23680936/ Fri, 13 Mar 2009 17:22:29 PDT
I was out at a show with Tessa and some other friends, and when I came back three hours later, I found out that Mom had to take Jess to outpatients. Turns out Jess had slipped while going down the stairs, fell backwards or something and smacked her head of the rail. It was bleeding, and poor Tor was the one who had to hold the cloth to Jess's head.

Now Jessie has two staples on her head. Ew. I refuse to touch her head, unless it's the top or front, and I make sure she's careful. Especially around stairs. Then again, I was always like that.
Poor girl wanted to go to school today but she couldn't because Mom couldn't wash her hair with the staples in.

We told her she could go the next school day, hoping she wouldn't realize that today was the last day before March Break, but she knew.

"But today's the last day..." She sounded sad :c But she was happier later, or at least I assume so ^o^

I went to school today, even though it was "National Hook Off Day".
There was like, no one there. I only went because my friend was going lol.

We skipped during lunch and went to her place with Michael c:

Well, I'm still grounded from the computer, but as usual, I'm able to sneak on often heh. That is, when Tor isn't using it or I'm busy playing Hotel Dusk. Long entry is long.

]]> ~ayeka-granger http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/23632083/ http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/23632083/ Tue, 10 Mar 2009 18:14:58 PDT Now I can listen to Jeffree Star whenever I want
Also allowed on for an hour tonight, but of course I'm gonna stay on longer d:

o: I'm learning how to draw Bizenghast characters too. So far, I can only draw Edaniel.. Which isn't that hard >.>;

Hopefully this continues and I can go on for an hour every night

]]> ~ayeka-granger http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/23530261/ http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/23530261/ Wed, 04 Mar 2009 18:58:34 PST Though I should get of very soon.

Not allowed my mp3 player, video games or my computer. Still doesn't stop me. I have keyboarding class c:

I just finished the Uglies series. Not bad, though Shay got kind of annoying..

]]> ~ayeka-granger http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/23386448/ http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/23386448/ Tue, 24 Feb 2009 17:32:09 PST -- A fictional one.

What's one thing a guy can do to make you like them?
-- I really don't know o0

Are you a girly girl?
-- Not that much of one

Small or big purses?
-- I don't use purses.

What are the signs you like a guy?
-- I don't know o.o Ask someone else ? I don't pay attention.

Do you like drama?
-- Nah

Do you stay friends with your ex's?
-- I was friends with them for a bit.

DO you dress up on Halloween?
-- Yes.

Do you call anybody by their last name?
-- No

How many guys will read this just because it says FEMALE SURVEY?
-- Who knows

Do you wear makeup?
-- Not anymore

Have you ever cooked food for a guy?
-- I've made a cake for my friend.

Have you ever been called a bad influence?
-- Ye

Have you ever broken a guy's heart?
-- Dunno, maybe ?

Eyeliner or Mascara?
-- Mascara. The only eyeliner that really shows up is black and that makes my eyes look a lil squinty/small.

Flats or Heels?
-- Hmm.. Boots with heels ?

Skirts or jeans?
-- Skirts, jeans aren't so comfy

Socks or leggings?
-- leggings

Hoops or Dangling earrings?
-- Small hoops.

Have you ever had your heart broken?
-- No

Do you prefer light or dark haired guys?
-- Hm, usually dark.

Do you have a best friend?
-- Not really

Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?
-- Yes, but I won't.

Do you like your life?
-- I guess

Ever walked into the guy's bathroom?
-- No, I ran.

Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?
-- Yep

Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
-- Yep

Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your head?
-- Yes D: <

]]> ~ayeka-granger http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/23371451/ http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/23371451/ Mon, 23 Feb 2009 19:57:23 PST [ ] Brown - $100
[x] Blonde - $50
[ ] Black - $15
[ ] Bald - $5
[ ] Other-$75

Total: $50

Eye Color:
[ ] Brown - $50
[x] Green - $75
[ ] Blue $150
[ ] Hazel $100
[ ] Other - $15

Total so far: $125

Height:
[ ] Over 7′ - $200
[ ] 6′8″ to 7′ - $175
[ ] 6′0″ to 6′7″ - $150
[ ] 5′5″ to 5′11″ - $75
[ ] 5′4″ to 5′10″ - $85
[x] Under 5′4 - $27

Total so far: $152

Age:
[ ] 50 to 56 - $175
[ ] 46 to 50 - $150
[ ] 41 to 45 - $125
[ ] 31 to 40 - $100
[ ] 26 to 30 - $75
[ ] 21 to 25 - $50
[ ] 19 to 20 - $25
[x] 0 to 18 - $100

Total so far: $252

Birth Order:
[ ] Twins or more than twins - $750
[x] First Born - $320
[ ] Only Child - $250
[ ] second born - $150
[ ] Middle child - $100
[ ] Last Born - $100
[ ] third born - $550
[ ] fourth born - $300
[ ] fifth born - $400
[ ] sixth born -$215

Total so far: $572

Drink?
[x] I did like twice - $400
[ ] Only Holidays - $250
[ ] Sometimes - $215
[ ] YES - $200
[ ] only weekends - $300
[ ] Every other day - $50
[ ] Once a day - $15
[ ] I live from the bottle - $Bankrupt$
[ ] No - $600

Total so far: $972

Vision?
[ ] perfect vision $400
[ ]need or have glasses/ contacts but don't wear them $200
[ ] No correction $100
[x] Glasses $50
[ ] contacts $25
[ ] Surgical correction -$100

Total so far: $1022

Shoe Size:
[ ] 13+ - $300
[ ] 12 and a half to 13 - $250
[ ] 11 to 12 - $400
[x] 7 to 10 - $500
[ ] Under 7- $450

Total so far: $1522

Favorite Colors:
[ ] Green-$750
[x] Red - $600
[x] Black - $100
[ ] Yellow -$475
[ ] Brown - $300
[x] Purple - $225
[ ] White - $400
[x] Aqua - $350
[ ] Orange - $300
[x] Blue - $300
[x] Pink - $100
[x] Other - $500

Total: $3697

Did you use a calculator to add it all up?
[x] Yes $0
[ ] Nope - $1000
[ ] some- $750

Final Total: $3697
REPOST WITH TITLE:

“I cost $_______ a night”

]]> ~ayeka-granger http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/23276482/ http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/23276482/ Wed, 18 Feb 2009 17:43:55 PST
I thought they might have been at Tim Horton's, but they said they were at some youth group thing o0. Her poor friend is upset now cause her mother is angry at her.. They said that they told her mom, my mom, and me where they were going. I'm no help because I was probably half asleep when they told me xP

Think they were gone for a few hours too. Ugh, I'm probably going to have to listen to both my mother and sister complain about it. And as a result of that, my friends will have to hear me complain about it. Oh well, what can I do about it ? I'll just put my earphones in and ignore everyone~

All I can really say about that is at least they're all right and they did tell where they were going.[According to the both of them. Of course Mom'll probably deny it~]

]]> ~ayeka-granger http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/23205118/ http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/23205118/ Sat, 14 Feb 2009 21:03:53 PST [x] You have ran into a glass/screen door.
[ ] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle.
[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, and then people gave you weird looks.
[ ] You have run into a tree/bush. (not that I can remember)
[x] You have been called a blond. (Well, I -am- a blonde..)

TOTAL: 4

[x] you know that it IS possible to lick your elbow. (I've read online xP)
[ ] You just tried to lick your elbow.
[ ] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star had the same melody. (I didn't until like, a couple months ago or so.)
[ ] You just sang them to make sure.
[x] You have tripped on your own feet and fallen. (Sadly.)
[x] You have choked on your own spit. ( >.< )

TOTAL: 7

[x] You have seen the Matrix and still don’t get it. (Seen at least half of it, so I don't know how it ends >.< Had to get my friend to explain parts of it )
[ ] You type with three fingers or less. (I'm in keyboarding so I gotta learn to type properly)
[ ] You have accidentally caught something on fire. (Luckily, no.)
[ ] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose.
[x] You have caught yourself drooling. (I woke up drooling >.<

TOTAL: 9

[ ] You have fallen asleep in class.
[ ] Sometimes you just stop thinking.
[x] Sometimes when you are telling a story you forget what you are talking about.(Sometimes)
[ ] People often shake their heads and walk away from you.
[ ] You are often told to use your ‘inside voice’.

TOTAL: 10

[x] You use your fingers to do simple math.
[ ] You have eaten a bug accidentally...
[x] You are taking this test when you should be doing something more important. (Sleeping.)
[x] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn’t realize it.
[x] You’ve looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand/pocket the whole time. (Ye.)

TOTAL: 14

[x] You have posted bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen if you don’t.(I was a kid D: )
[ ] You break a lot of things. (Not anymore : D)
[x] You tilt your head when you’re confused. (Sometimes
[x] You have fallen out of your chair before.
[x] When you’re lying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture on the ceiling. (And other things c: )
[x] The word “um” is used frequently.
[x] You don’t know what “um” means. (? Didn't think it really meant anything..)
[x] You say “what” and “huh” a lot.
[x] You plan to use a calculator to multiply your score for this bulletin.

TOTAL: 22

?? How do I calculate this??

]]> ~ayeka-granger http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/23204936/ http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/23204936/ Sat, 14 Feb 2009 20:53:09 PST
1. Are you male or female?
Male

2. What is your birthday and how old are you?
Birthday: April 1
Age: 18

3. Where do you live?
Alberta

4. Do you have living relatives like parents, siblings, spouse or children?
Two kids and a husband.

5. Do you take part in politics? If so what party/candidate do you support/vote for?
Yep.

23. How would you describe your personality?
I'm perfect dammit. D:<

6. Where do you work or study at?
On the corner.

7. What kind of clothes you wear?
Lots of yellow and purple. Especially shorts

8. What are your favorite foods and drinks?
Spinach and iced tea

9. How many friends do you have?
About five

18. Do you do "IT" often?
Yes, yes I do.

10. Why did you join DA?
Cause I'm great at drawing

11. What kind of art you like?
Pronz

12. What kind of art do you make?
I don't do art.

13. Are you famous here on DA?
Yes. Yes I am.

14. Do you comment/answer comments?
Why would I ?

15. Do you fav often?
Yes.

16. Do you do lots of trades, take part in competitions or get gift art?
Yes.

17. Do you like quizzes?
No

19. Do you use DA often?
Yes.

20. Where did question 18 go?
I ate it.

21. What kind of gift art you would want to?
Would I want to what ?
Anyway, Haruhi hate pics

22. Did you enjoy doing this quiz?
Yes.

24. Where did question 23 go?
I ate that one too.


Odd~

]]> ~ayeka-granger http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/23204719/ http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/23204719/ Sat, 14 Feb 2009 20:40:23 PST .<
And I keep getting in trouble xP
Gotta learn to keep my mouth shut~

Oh well. Mom always goes across the street anyway so it's really easy to sneak on. Luckily my computer is in front of the window and directly across from the house's door c: All I got to do is occasionally check the window and listen for the door. At least my sister's not allowed on either. Means she won't rat me out.

]]> ~ayeka-granger http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/22962578/ http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/22962578/ Mon, 02 Feb 2009 11:45:05 PST

"If you're an animal lover, no if you're a F***ING HUMAN BEING listen to what I MUST say.

Currently, in Venezuela and god f***ing knows where else, inhuman rich a**hole monsters that have the f***ing audacity to dare call themselves fishermen are using LIVE kittens and cats as fishing bait to catch sharks and marlin.
LIVE! LIVING BREATHING CATS AND KITTENS! THEY STAB HOOKS INTO THEIR BACKS AND FLING THEM OVER THE SIDES OF THEIR GODD**N BOATS FOR F***ING SPORT!"

These people need to be stopped in what they they is entertainment. Kitten and cats is a life, and they are taking that away for cheap entertainment.

DO NOT WATCH IF YOU ARE SQUEAMISH. There is no blood in the video, just helpless kitten being treated cruelly: [link]

Petition: [link]

]]> ~ayeka-granger http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/22842951/ http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/22842951/ Tue, 27 Jan 2009 12:43:39 PST
One of my favorite singers is Emilie Autumn. I was disappointed because she was having two concerts in Ontario, but I don't live there so I couldn't see her. That was in November.

Today, while getting ready for school, I woke Mom up so she could get the kids ready like usual, and she told me Joe's[Our cousin] gift for me had arrived yesterday. I was going to open it after my exam, but she said he wanted me to open it then.

It was a poster of Emilie Autumn, and it's signed <3
He went to the concert and got it for me. He also said next time she has a concert there, he'll take me to see it. I'm gonna try to get a pic of it so I can upload it here ^^ In my scraps of course~

]]> ~ayeka-granger http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/22270896/ http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/22270896/ Mon, 29 Dec 2008 23:27:36 PST
lost a friend?
A few. Not because of death though. We just stopped talking.

stayed single almost the whole year?
Yes

kissed someone new?
Mhm

had your heart broken?
No

had a stalker?
No

done something you've regretted?
Yes

cut class?
Skipped a couple after lunch.

were involved in something you'll never forget?
Iunno.

visited a different country?
Nope

lost something important to you?
Hmm..

got a gift you adored?
Yes <3 !

tripped over a coffee table?
no

dyed your hair?
Yes

came close to losing your life?
No

read a great book?
Mhm

saw one of your favourite bands/artists live?
No D:

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2008: Your Love Life

Did you break up with anyone?
yes

Were you broken up with?
yes

Did you get anything for Valentine's day?
No, I'm pretty sure I didn't.. Might have gotten a card from a friend, but I stole some of Nathan's chocolate

Did you meet anyone special?
no

Did you fall in love?
no

Do you like someone right now?
No

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2008: Friends and Enemies

Did you meet any new friends this year?
Yeah.. We aren't friends anymore >.>;

Did you dislike anyone?
Yes

Did you make any new enemies?
Not that I'm aware of

Did you resolve any fights?
Hmm

Did you grow apart from anyone?
Yes

Do you have any regrets when it comes to your friendships?
Yeah

---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
2008: Your BIRTHDAY!

Did you have a cake?
yes

Did you have a party?
no

Did you get any presents?
Yes
__________________________________________________
2008: All about YOU

Did you change at all this year?
Yes D:<

Did you get your hair cut?
Yeah

Did you change your style?
Not really

Were you in school?
yeah

Did you get good grades?
....no.

Did you have a job?
no

Did anyone close to you give birth?
Hm.. My aunt did.. But we don't talk.. Not that we don't get along, it's just I haven't talked to her since we moved down here ^^ ;

Did you go on any vacations?
No

Would you change anything about yourself now?
Yes, def.

---------------------------------------------------------------------
2008: Summary

Was 2008 a good year?
For the most part, I guess it was okay

Do you think 2009 will top 2008?
No

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I confess that in 2008 I...


( ) painted a picture
( )wrote a poem
(x)ran
()shopped at Hollister or Abercrombie and Fitch
(x) posted a blog on MySpace
( ) visited a foreign country
( ) cut in a line of waiting people
(x) told someone you were busy when you weren't
( ) partied to celebrate the new year
(x) cooked a disastrous meal
( ) lost something/someone important to you
(x) lied about how old you were
( ) prank called someone
(x) broke a promise
( ) fallen out of love
(x) lied
( ) cried over a broken heart
( ) disappointed someone close
(x) hid a secrect
(x) pretended to be happy
( ) slept under the stars
( ) kept your new years resolution
(x) forgot your new years resolution
( ) met someone who changed your life
( ) met one of your idols
(x) changed your outlook on life
(x) sat home all day doing nothing
(x) pretended to be sick
(x?) given up on something/someone important to you
[More like I just gave up on trying to make plans to see them outside of school.]
( ) lost something expensive
(x) learned something new about yourself
( ) tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
( ) made a change in your life
( ) found out who your true friends were
( ) met great people
(x) stayed up til sunrise.
( ) cried over the silliest thing
(x) was never home on a weekend
( ) got into a car accident
(x) had friends who were drifting away from you
( ) had someone close to you die
( ) had a high cell phone bill
( ) had a fist fight
( ) went to the beach with your best friend(s)
( ) saw a celebrity
(x) gotten s... ]]> ~ayeka-granger http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/22270801/ http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/22270801/ Mon, 29 Dec 2008 23:18:45 PST Probably Tessa..

2. You are walking in the woods. You see an animal. What kind of animal is it?
A kitty ^_^

3. What interaction takes place between you and the animal?
"Aww!" I bend down and hold my hand out, trying to coax the cat to come closer. If it does, I pet it and smile. If not, I pout.

4. You walk deeper in the woods. You enter a clearing and before you is your dream house. Describe it.
It's a pretty decent house. Good for a small family. Two stories, painted white, and has a fenced backyard.

5. Is your dream house surrounded by a fence?
Only the backyard.

6. You enter the house. You walk in to the dining room.. what do you see in the dining room?
A table, rectangle and brown, five chairs and a ceiling fan. There's also a small radio in the corner on a small stand.

7. You exit the house and a cup is on the ground, what kind is it?
A tea party set cup.

8. What do you do with the cup?
I pick it up and stick it in my pocket

9. You walk to the edge of the property where you find yourself standing at the edge of a body of water. What kind of body of water is it?
A big puddle

10. How will you cross the water?
I walk around it, annoyed. Wish I could just jump across it xP

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1. The person who you are walking in the woods with is the most important person in your life.
[Tessa was my best friend.]

2. The size of the animal is representative of your perception of the size of your problems in your life.
[Pretty small]

3. The severity of the interaction you have with the animal is representative of how you deal with your problems.

4. The size of your dream home is representative of the size of your ambition to solve your problems.
[..That good or bad?]

5. A lack of a fence is indicative of an open personality. People are welcome at all times. The presence of a fence indicates a closed personality. You'd prefer people not drop by unannounced.
[I guess I'm closed then.]

6. If your answer did NOT include food, flowers, or people, then you are generally unhappy.
[..I'm unhappy ?]

7. The durability of the material with the cup is made of is representative of the perceived durability of your relationship.
[Fragile?]

8. What you did with the cup is representative of your attitude.
[I'm greedy..?]

9. The size of the body of water is representative of the size of your sexual desire.
[Big but small at the same time o0]

10. The way you cross the water is representative to how easy or hard you expect your life to be.
[Easy, but annoying I guess.]

]]> ~ayeka-granger http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/22270727/ http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/22270727/ Mon, 29 Dec 2008 23:11:10 PST
Do you sleep in your bra?
Yep

Do you enjoy drama?
Meh

Are you a girly girl?
Not really. Can be I guess

Last person you hugged?
Jessica

Small or big purses?
..I don't use purses..

Do you think you’re conceited?
No ?

Do you dress up on Halloween?
Yeah

Where is the weirdest place you have slept?
Laying on two kitchen chairs in the kitchen

Has anyone touched/smacked your butt?
Yes.

Last person who walked you somewhere?
Umm

Do you call anybody by their last name?
No

Do you wear makeup?
Rarely

Ever cried at a movie theater?
No

Can you put mascara on without opening your mouth?
Iunno, maybe

Do you think Ryan Sheckler is cute?
Who?

Have you ever been called a bad influence?
Yes

THIS OR THAT:

Eyeliner or Mascara?
Eyeliner

Louis vuitton or dooney?
What?

American Eagle or Hollister?
..Examples please ?

Heels or flats?
Flats.

Skirts or pants?
Skirts

Hoodies or jackets?
Either

Heels or sneakers?
Sneakers

Straight or curly hair?
I like straight hair more. Can't do much with curls

RANDOM:

What color is your bra that your wearing?
Blue

Do you prefer light or dark haired guys?
Either

Are you currently frustrated with a guy?
Nope

Do you have a best friend?
Hm.. That'd probably be Colt actually..
Talk to her more than my offline friends ^-^;

Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?
I've thought about what I'd change, but I doubt I'd actually get it.

Do you like your life?
Sometimes

Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?
Not that I remember

Would you ever tell someone you loved them even though you didn't?
Sure.

Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?
Yes

Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
Yeah, lack of sleep isn't good xP

Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?
Yes

Have you ever had a good feeling about something?
Yes ?

Are you currently missing someone?
Not at this exact moment

IN A BOY:

Preppy or Punk/Goth?
..Style or stereotypes ?

Well-educated or Dropout?
Hmm.. Either, as long as I can have a good conversation with them and I can get along with them I guess^o^

Anything Cute or Abercrombie?
Eh ?

Contacts or Glasses?
I don't care. Glasses can be cute

Funny or Serious?
Both.

Long Hair or Short Hair?
Whatever suits them

Curly Hair or Straight Hair?
Honestly, I'd prefer straight.

Good Dancer or Good Singer?
Who cares ?

Basketball Player or Football Player?
I don't care, as long as they don't act all snotty and brag a lot

Smoker or Non-smoker?
Non-smoker

Drinker or Non-drinker?
Either an occasional drinker or a non-drinker.
Just as long as they don't get extremely drunk a lot I guess.

]]> ~ayeka-granger http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/22270647/ http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/22270647/ Mon, 29 Dec 2008 23:04:38 PST ..Or just a lovely day if you don't celebrate Christmas ^^ ; .

I had a decent Christmas.. Woke up, was a little cranky, but I went right back to bed after everyone opened their gifts ^o^ Woke up almost at dinner time and wasn't so cranky anymore~

Everyone get what they wanted? 8)

Oh, I'm doing a couple 'survey' things in the next entry. Just a warning.

]]> ~ayeka-granger http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/21824845/ http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/21824845/ Fri, 05 Dec 2008 00:20:45 PST
Surprisingly, Tor and I haven't fought much during these two weeks. Of course, we had our small arguments, but no one got scratches or their hair pulled, although I threatened to smack her face into the wall if she didn't stop taking my pants >.>;

New favorite manga : Ouran High School Host Club. It made me laugh. My favorite characters are Kaoru, Hikaru and Nekozawa. Sadly, Nekozawa is kind of a minor character >.>

I'm planning on making his little cat puppet sometime. It looks pretty easy. All I'll need is fabric and the stuffing. ^o^ Mom has needles and thread, and I have more than enough free time, so it works out ^o^~
I'll probably spend some of my Christmas money on the fabric, depending on how much I get this year. If it's not enough, I can just wait for my birthday while I save the money I get for lunch c:

I don't think I'm going to look for Christmas gifts this year. My friends don't really talk to me anymore[though it's not like I try], other than the two I talk to online.

How is everyone doing lately, and anyone have any holiday plans ? ^^

]]> ~ayeka-granger http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/20439311/ http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/20439311/ Thu, 11 Sep 2008 13:40:34 PDT Since I'm getting my hair cut and the place is right next to the library, my mother agreed to let me go c:
Of course, I could go anytime but I don't like going places alone a lot so yeah >>;




Kay, I don't usually post these things and you can ignore this, but I felt like copying and pasting something.







+Kiss on the stomach = "I'm ready"
+Kiss on the Forehead = "I hope we're together forever"
+Kiss on the Ear = "You're my everything"
+Kiss on the Cheek = "We're friends"
+Kiss on the Hand = "I adore you"
+Kiss on the Neck = "we belong together"
+Kiss on the Shoulder = "I want you"
+Kiss on the Lips = "I love you"
[Sam: Unless one is faking feelings.]

What the gesture means...
+Holding Hands = "we definitely love each other"
[Sam: Again, unless faking]
+Slap on the Butt = "That's mine"
+Holding on tight = "I don't want to let go"
+Looking into each other's Eyes = "I just plain love you"
+Playing with Hair = "Tell me you love me"
+Arms around the Waist = "I love you too much to let go"
+Laughing while Kissing = "I am completely comfortable with you"
+picking someone up off their feet = "that they love them fully and would do anything for them"

--Advice--
+ Dont ask for a kiss, take one
[Sam: I thought it was "Aw" when I was asked o= ]
+If you were thinking about someone while reading this,
you're definitely in Love.
[Sam: Wow, I'm not in love. c:]

--Requirements--
+Post this again after reading!!
Or you will have a bad year of Relationships.


If you LIKE, LOVE, OR MISS someone right now
and can't get them out of your head
then Re-post this within One Minute and Whoever you are missing will surprise you.
Repost this as "what a kiss means"

]]> ~ayeka-granger http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/20392295/ http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/20392295/ Mon, 08 Sep 2008 14:14:37 PDT Am also going to look for another shirt of it. Only got the one.

OHOHOH! LUCKY TESSA ! She found twenty fucking dollars sitting on the damned ground ! D:<

And, I'm gonna be in the gym for the next week D:
I am sooo not fit, so it'll be a little painful with the running.. Sammie gotta get more active D:
Most exercise she gets is:

Walking to the bus stop - Five minutes
Walking to Tessa's from school - Maybe 20-30minutes
Walking home from school - Well, I only went straight home today, and we stopped off at the dollar store after Tessa found the money.. Got home around 4, we leave school around 3.
Walking up and down the stairs - not even a minute. Though, I do leave my room.

And now I get an hour of gym class every day of this week. D:
Savanna is in my PAL class now ^o^ Meaning, I'm only alone in Math. Speaking of Math.. I gotta do some very simple homework. Just gotta draw the Y nd X axis and number them from 1 to 10 on graph paper.

And we're learning a bit on slavery and cotton.. In Clothing and Textile.
I'm surprised, I actually don't have a teacher I really don't like so far. I even don't mind my math teacher c:
And it seems the students have either matured some, or are just being quiet for now.. Hopefully they stay quiet.

Heh, Jeff's cousin was supposed to be in some of my classes.. But he failed >.< Sucks too, he's funny. Though he isn't a friend of mine.

Well, time to check the Jello o=

Hopefully everyone else is having a decent time at school.. Are ya's ?

]]> ~ayeka-granger http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/20362280/ http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/20362280/ Sat, 06 Sep 2008 17:49:01 PDT Tessa and Michael are in my homeroom.. Jeff and Julia are in my English.. And other than that, I'm alone in my other two classes D:
Which sucks because I'll be in the gym during my PAL[PhysicalActiveLifestyles] classes.

I mentioned to Tessa yesterday that we still didn't get to the library yet.. Cause she told me Thursday that she couldn't go then and we'd go Friday.. But we didn't go Friday, but the good thing is that instead we went outside with Kirsten and a couple others. Of course, Jeff was with us too c: And me nd Jeff slept over Tessa's.
She said we'd go today, but then decided that her and Jeff were gonna go to the movies. Oh well. I'll stop bugging her and get Mom to take me or something. Haha, I should really stop being so.. I dunno the word >.<; But who cares? I just complain a lot.

Oh o=
I can't remember if its a hurricane tail, or tropical storm but its name is Hanna and its supposed to be coming here I think tonight. And Mommy says there's another storm and that if the two collide, there are two possible outcomes:

1.) The second one knocks Hanna off course and they miss us completely.
or
2.) They combine and it becomes worse.
Either way, there's gonna be a lot of wind, and a lot of rain.

If we do get them, hopefully they come after 12. Cause Tess nd Jeff are gonna be outside til like.. 11 or so D:

Gah, I have math homework D:
Tessa's lucky.. Her teachers don't give out homework and one says she gives out candy a lot!
My math teacher just 'doesn't believe in yelling' and doesn't take away point, or give points, if you do your homework or not.. Just, in the end, it'll effect our marks cause we won't know how to do the work. I'm gonna at least attempt it. She said I was doing great, so yeah.. c:

]]> ~ayeka-granger http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/20308542/ http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/20308542/ Wed, 03 Sep 2008 14:03:26 PDT I even woke up early. Ten in the morning.
Waited for her to come online, and when she did, she told me she had blood work today.. I listened about that and then right before I asked her if we were still going outside, she said she had to go and logged out. I have bad timing

Guess she forgot. That's great.
School tomorrow, I don't know where the bus stop is, but I gotta be there before 7:40. Should only be at the top of the road s:

]]> ~ayeka-granger http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/20303619/ http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/20303619/ Wed, 03 Sep 2008 07:46:51 PDT I just feel a bit bad because he would have made a great friend. Oh well. Life goes on, regardless of what happens. Just because one or two people aren't gonna speak to me again won't affect my life completely. Only known them for two months, not enough time to make a huge effect. I barely spoke to one and my ex, I spoke to sometimes.

I highly doubt he'll commit suicide and if he, for some reason, decides to harm himself, I didn't give him the item or the thoughts. It isn't like I told him to fuck himself and die.

I could have, but I wouldn't be in the right spot to do so. Meh.

Oh, I don't know if I am going out with Tessa today.. She said yes, but she didn't say when.. And I CAN'T FIND TWO OF MY LIBRARY BOOKS DX

]]> ~ayeka-granger http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/20295480/ http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/20295480/ Tue, 02 Sep 2008 17:43:24 PDT
As for his friend, he was pretty upset. My ex's cousin PMed me asking about the damned relationship. Why the fuck is everyone getting involved? Even Tessa got involved! If they fucking get her upset over it, Sammie shall be very pissed. But that'd just be stupid to involve her. She has nothing to do with it except she's three of ours friend.

Other than that, I'm fine. I talked to my father last night.. Haven't spoken to him for at least two months. He wants to talk to us once a week, at least, now.. Problem is, I am terrible on the phone and am a bit better on msn. Not to mention, I don't have anything to ask him.. It sounds bad since I should have at least a few concerns, but when I hear news, I usually accept it and don't bother questioning. I was just curious about his girlfriend. Turns out he knew her for 25 years o_o

She sounds nice and I hope to meet her someday n.n

I don't know if Mom is seeing anyone, she didn't tell me =/

OH ! I'm FINALLY going to the Library =/
With Tessa. Doubt it'd be just the two of us though. She'll probably bring Jeff along. I like him nd all, but I'd like to see her -without- him. As far as I know, she's been with him the last week or so. Sigh.

Can't blame her though since he's her boyfriend nd stuff. Its good that they're spending time together. I'm just being annoying.

T___T School in two days! I DON'T WANT TO GO!
I'm going to fail, I just know it. There is no way I can pass all classes. Especially since last year I stopped being you know.. Smart. I can't seem to remember it all, or pay 100% of my attention.

]]> ~ayeka-granger http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/20265271/ http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/20265271/ Mon, 01 Sep 2008 05:39:25 PDT Not for long..
[ ] You have your own room.
[ ] You own a cell phone.
[x ] You have an ipod/ mp3 player.
[x?] Your parents are still married. [Well, they're seperated now, just.. Not divorced.]
[ ] You have more than 2 best friends.
[ ] There is a swimming pool in your backyard.
T 0 T A L: 3?

[x] You dress how you want to.
[ ] You hang out with friends more than once a week. Sadly not usually..
[x] There is a computer/ laptop in your room.
[x] You have never been beaten up.
[x] You never cry more than twice a month.
[x] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to.
[x] Your room is big enough for you.
[ ] People don't use you for something you have. (phfft. "Can I borrow a pencil? piece a paper? sharpener? etc." Get your own supplies for class!)
[x] You have been to a concert.
T 0 T A L: 10

[ ] You have over 50 friends on myspace.
[x] Your parents let you have a myspace.
[ ] You get allowance.
[ ] You collect something normal.
[ ] You look forward to going to school.
[x] You don't wish you were someone else.
[ ] You play a sport.
[ ] You do something after school.
T 0 T A L: 12

[ ] You own a car.
[x] You usually don't fight with your parents.
[ ] You are happy with your appearance. [Well, I'm not angry with it all the time.. I just compare myself to others a lot]
[ ] You aren't self-conscious at all.
[ ] You have never got a failing grade in your life. (on a test, I did. On card, nope.)
[x] You have friends.
T 0 T A L: 14

[ ] You know what is going on in the world.
[x] You care about so many people.
[x] You are happy with your life. For the most part
[ ] You know more than one language.
[x] You have a screen name.
[ ] You own a pet.
[x] You know the words to 5 songs
[ ] You don't have any enemies.
[x] You are a generally nice person. [I'm told I am..]
T O T A L: 18x3

TOTAL: 54

]]> ~ayeka-granger http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/20265269/ http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/20265269/ Mon, 01 Sep 2008 05:38:49 PDT

Okay.. He's still pissed off at me. Seems he did want a long PM and said that I was just picking parts that I wanted to reply to..

I wasn't being picky, I wanted to get straight to the point. Ugh, after this, I think I give up with boys. Sure this is only the second boyfriend I've had, but the first relationship wasn't the best either. Bf#1 DIDN'T mind that I didn't talk all the time and sometimes didn't reply. He did the same thing. And when we did see each other, we'd talk. Actually, he was more of a friend than boyfriend.. And that's how I'd like it to be. I don't want to be expected to treat them differently than my friends. Chances are, I like my best friends more than them.. I'd so pick Tessa over him, and have. Even though Colt and I are only online friends, I'd probably pick her over him too. I enjoy talking to the two girls more than him, which it probably shouldn't be like, but still. Whatever.


Now, to the title and what it has to do with this. No, I wasn't being 100 percent honest. I told him that if I was going to break up with him, I'd tell him. I was considering it, but -didn't- tell him. He found out, as I've mentioned in the last two journals, by finding a post on my mule. How am I to tell someone who's already hurting and 'really likes' me that I'm thinking of dumping them?

I guess I was avoiding him. But just because I'm posting, doesn't mean I don't want to be alone. There's a reason I've been on my spare e-mail. It has the only people I feel like talking to. If I want to talk to more, than I will add them. Until then, only three people will be able to contact me through msn.

He says that it seems I've already given up and don't care if he were to break up with me. It feels true. Relationships aren't everything to me. True it would probably hurt some, but I'll eventually get over it. The part I fear the most is not if we'd still talk, but how one of my friends will think of me.. She's friends with the both of us. Actually, she's the one who introduced us. I have NEVER acted this way until this relationship. I do not know why I am acting like this. I only know that I want it to end.

On another topic.. I just realized how bad of an idea it was to even start the relationship. We've only known each other for TWO months now. Sounds like a long time, but it really isn't. Oh my fuck do I regret this. Thought it was three months.. But we only started talking near the end of June X.x; Course I did kinda like him when we first started going out.. And when we were trying to be JUST friends, he kept telling me that he likes me soo much and that he can't wait until we go out again. I find it very hard, or awkward, to be friends with someone when they say stuff like that. Might just be me, but if you're going to try to be good friends only, keep relationships out of it.

At least I know two of my friends won't care if we don't speak to each other again. Leesa and Colt. I told them my problem, well Leesa only knows some and Colt knows most, and Leesa says dump him because it sounds like I don't like him anymore and Colt was nice and gave me an virtual hug when I needed it c: *And agreed with Leesa*
Teehee she also said that he was a "crazy bitch" and Leesa said one of the things he said was VERY creepy.. Though it wasn't VERY creepy.. Just something you wouldn't expect someone to say when only knowing them for a month and being serious.


Ooooooh.. How I wish it were easier to make him not look like the bad guy, but the victim. I only know how to word what I'M feeling, so it sounds like I'm the victim or whatever you want to call it..

Okay, I'll try anyway. I have ignored, broken a promise, been dishonest, and made excuses.

There. Short and straight to the point.
Too bad the rest of this entry wasn't. As soon as I post this, I'm making a new one so this isn't on my profile. Too long and ugh.

If anyone bothers to read this, I will be very surprised and I will wonder why you have. I guess I'll end this now, entry I mean[Though I will be thinking of a way to word me dumping him..], since it has gotten waaaayyy too long for me to stand. My last words in THIS entry are:

Samantha gives up on boys. She will still talk to them, hang out with them and she might develop feelings for one, but she will NOT start a relationship higher than friendship. All she will offer is friendship. If one offers a relationship, she will consider it and it would depend on how long they've known each other, how much she likes him, and Samantha will somehow ask what they want her to do. If they want her to be clingy and extremely af... ]]> ~ayeka-granger http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/20230861/ http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/20230861/ Sat, 30 Aug 2008 06:29:42 PDT Plus it takes my mind off of things.

I told him I was "willing to listen or whatever"
Yeah, I know, crappy wording but who said I was good with words?

I just want to know how he found my mule.. I mean, I wouldn't deny it if anyone asked, but the only way for him to know is if he asked someone, or read my posts/threads I go in.

WHY would he do that? I mean, I know they're there for reading, its public, and he is my bf, but still. Why bother?

=/

]]> ~ayeka-granger http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/20227329/ http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/20227329/ Fri, 29 Aug 2008 22:23:55 PDT
I stopped talking to him so I could try to think of a way, but he found my other account on that site.
I know it isn't the best to do, and I really do feel bad for it, but I like to solve things by myself since I'm the only one who knows how I feel about the situation.. And I think when people are pissed off, they need time alone and away from the person they're angry at. Apparently I was wrong.

All I want right now is to speak to my best friends, but no. They aren't online, it's too late to call and I don't know if I'd feel better tomorrow to go outside in a group. If I do call my best friend tomorrow, I KNOW she'll be with her boyfriend so I WON'T get to see her alone.. Which is what I really want right now. FUCK !

I'm pissed, shaking, wanting to cry, and fearful. Well, I'm about to go log in to see if he replied. If I need to go on and complain again here, I will.

]]> ~ayeka-granger http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/20195785/ http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/20195785/ Thu, 28 Aug 2008 04:20:48 PDT Err.. Kay.

Best I could do."
Lawl, it was the end of a sentence. Book is called Live Bait and it's by P.J. Tracy.

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.
Ow ! Hit the wall D:

3.What is the last thing you watched on TV?
Probably some of 6teen.

4.Without looking, guess what time it is.
Can't, I do the surveys bottom first.

5.Now look at the clock. What is the actual time
8:18am

6.With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
Nothing.

7.When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
Probably a few days ago and probably to play with my baby cousin.

8.Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
A comment from my cousin on facebook : D

9.What are you wearing?
Top and shorts

10.Did you dream last night?
Yeah and I loved it <3

11. When did you last laugh?
Probably a couple days ago.
Slept all of yesterday.

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
Paint

13. Seen anything weird lately?
Not really.

14. What do you think of this quiz?
Meh, something to do.

15. What is the last film you saw?
Don't know ._.

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
o_o Everything I want.

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know.
I woke up at 3am c:

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
Well.. Understanding everyone would be nice.. I don't know about anything else. Racism/Sexist stuff would be nice gone >>

19. Do you like to dance?
Probably would if I knew how.

20.George Bush:
Don't care.

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Hm.. Melody is a nice name..

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Daemon.

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
?

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
Well.. "You're alive!" would be great if I died 'too soon'.. >.>;

Other than that, just welcome I guess.

]]> ~ayeka-granger http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/20177918/ http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/20177918/ Wed, 27 Aug 2008 03:02:59 PDT
Hmm.. Once I do that, it'd be somewhat helpful and I won't have to deal with it again.. I wonder, is it possible for like someone as much as they like me? It seems every time I like someone, its always more than they like me.. This time, it's reversed.. And I'm not used to having someone liking me this much..

I caused the problem, and now I have to try to end it without anyone getting hurt.. Greeaatt...*Sighs*

While I think of how to do that.. I should probably go to sleep or something. Too tired to do any thinking.. But I gotta stay up until tonight so I can get my sleeping back to normal >_<; Oh well, I suppose however long I stay up, I stay up.

]]> ~ayeka-granger http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/20141857/ http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/20141857/ Mon, 25 Aug 2008 03:58:54 PDT
And no, I'm not just figuring that out.

On a brighter note, I found more 6teen episodes D:
Just have no way of seeing the ones I've missed ><;

]]> ~ayeka-granger http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/20045723/ http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/20045723/ Tue, 19 Aug 2008 16:55:09 PDT Would have just edited the previous entry, but I don't like having long entries >.>;

"More than 100 charges were laid against 21 people after the raid and three of the four targets – three houses and the VIP Nails business – were issued notices to vacate and have been posted with Community Safety Warning signs."

"One man was arrested at VIP Nails downtown while another was nabbed up the street at Harvest House, a non-profit centre for people with addictions."

"Police said they will apply to seize the nail salon under proceeds of crime legislation and close several properties under the Safer Communities and Neighbourhoods Act."

"About 40 officers, including members of Halifax Regional Police, took part in the simultaneous raids.

Halifax Deputy Chief Chris McNeil said the busts will have an effect on his city, keeping about $100,000-worth of drugs off Halifax streets, along with $25,000 in cash.

The 21 men, all but one from Glace Bay, are expected to appear in court Friday to face up to 70 drug trafficking charges." "

Used the Internet. Will ask friends about it again ^^'

My friend said she thinks her step father was one of the 21 people >_<; Poor her.

Oh well. Drugs aren't anything new here.

]]> ~ayeka-granger http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/20045598/ http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/20045598/ Tue, 19 Aug 2008 16:47:41 PDT 21 people or so.

And the nail place downtown is closed, I think.
Tessa also said that there was a place that was supposed to help drug addicts with their addictions too.. Well, they were sure helping them c:
Just.. Not in the way they were supposed to >.>;
I'll try to find out more.. Forgot most of it heh.

o= I've also been playing Phantom Brave the last couple days. My favorite 'creatable' characters has to be the Putty Mages and Lady Zombies. So cute and pretty <3

Sadly, leveling up all of the lower characters is time consuming >.<;

Well, I'm off. Bored and getting kinda hungry c:

]]> ~ayeka-granger http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/20007158/ http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/20007158/ Sun, 17 Aug 2008 15:35:02 PDT Start with 100%. Bold everything you've done and subtract 1% for everything that you've done. Then repost as you're __% virgin.

1. Smoked.
2. Drank alcohol.
3. Cried when someone died.
4. Been drunk.
5. Had sex.
6. Been to a concert.
7. Gotten/given a handjob.
8. Gotten/given a blowjob.
9. Been verbally/sexually harassed.
10. Verbally/sexually harassed somebody.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 98

11. Felt someone up and/or been felt up.
12. Laughed so hard something came out of your nose.
13. Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfrend before.
14. Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend.
15. Been to prom.
16. Cried at school.
17. Gotten lost in a WalMart or a department store.
18. Went streaking.
19. Given or received a lap dance.
20. Had someone of the opposite sex in your room.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 95

21. Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over.
22. Slept over at someone of the opposite sex's house.
23. Kissed a stranger.
24. Hugged a stranger.
25. Went scuba diving.
26. Driven a car.
27. Gotten an x-ray.
28. Hit by a car.
29. Had a party.
30. Done serious drugs.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 93

31. Played strip poker/darts/basketball.
32. Got paid to strip for someone.
33. Run away from home.
34. Broken a bone.
35. Eaten sushi.
36. Bought porn.
37. Watched porn.
38. Made porn.
39. Had a crush on someone of the same sex.
40. Been in love.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 91

41. French kissed.
42. Laughed so hard you cried.
43. Cried yourself to sleep.
44. Laughed yourself to sleep.
45. Stabbed yourself. [With a pin.]
46. Shot a gun.
47. Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day.
48. Been online for 9 consecutive hours.
49. Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours.
50. Watched an animal die.


PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 87

51. Watched a person die.
52. Kissed and/or messed around somewhere with at least 1 person present.
53. Pranked somebody.
54. Put somebody in the hospital.
55. Snuck into someone's room and/or your own room after being out.
56. Kissed somebody of the same sex.
57. Dressed punk.
58. Dressed goth.
59. Dressed preppy. [Or so I'm told.]
60. Been to a motocross race.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 82

61. Avoided somebody.
62. Been stalked.
63. Stalked someone.
64. Met a celebrity.
65. Played an instrument.
66. Ridden a horse.[It was a pony ride!]
67. Cut yourself.[With a pin.. And it wasn't deep. Only a scratch.. I was bored >.>;]
68. Bungee jumped.
69. Ding dong ditched somebody.
70. Been to a wild party.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 78

71. Got caught stealing something.
72. Kicked/punched a guy in the balls.
73. Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend.
74. Gone out with your friend's crush.
75. Got arrested.
76. Been pregnant.
77. Babysat.
78. Been to another country.
79. Started your house on fire.
80. Had an encounter with a ghost.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 76

81. Donated your hair to cancer patients.
82. Been asked out by someone that you never thought you'd be asked out by.
83. Cried over a family member of the opposite sex.
84. Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for 3 months or more.
85. Sat on your butt all day.
86. Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself.
87. Had a job.
88. Gotten cut from a sports team.
89. Been called a whore.
90. Danced like a whore.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 73

91. Been mistaken for a celebrity.
92. Been in a car accident.
93. Been told you have beautiful eyes.
94. Been told you have beautiful hair.
95. Raped somebody.
96. Danced in the rain.
97. Been rejected.
98. Walked out of a restaurant without paying.
99. Punched someone/slapped someone in the face.
100. Been raped.

Total Percentage: 71


Okay.. How is half of this stuff counted towards your virginity? >.>;
Unless, they mean like.. Anything, not just being a virgin to sex..

]]> ~ayeka-granger http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/20006987/ http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/20006987/ Sun, 17 Aug 2008 15:23:17 PDT !
Yes, I DO like doing these things >.>
I know I 'filled it out' before, but things do change.


I'm SKINNY, so I MUST be anorexic.
I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists.
I'm a NEGRO so I MUST carry a gun.
I'm BLONDE, so I MUST be a ditz.
I'm JAMAICAN so I MUST smoke weed.
I'm HAITIAN so I MUST eat cat.
I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be sexy.
I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy.
I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS.
I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape.
I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist.
I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch.
I'm a GAY RIGHTS SUPPORTER, so I WILL go to hell.
I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat.
I'm ATHEIST so I MUST hate the world.
I don't have a RELIGION, so I MUST be evil and have no morals.
I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people.
I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible.
I am LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay.
I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash.
I TAKE (or used to take) ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy.
I'm a GUY, so I MUST only want to get into your pants.
I'm IRISH, so I MUST have a bad drinking problem.
I'm INDIAN, so I MUST own a convenient store.
I'm NATIVE AMERICAN, so I MUST dance around a fire screaming like a savage.
I'm a CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be a whore.
I'm a DANCER, So I must be stupid, stuck up, and a whore
I wear SKIRTS a lot, so I MUST be a slut.
I'm a PUNK, so I MUST do drugs.
I'm RICH, so I MUST be a conceited snob.
I WEAR BLACK, so I MUST be a goth or emo.
I'm a WHITE GIRL, so I MUST be a nagging, steal-your-money kind of girlfriend. [Actually, I tell him NOT to buy me things >.>; ]
I'm CUBAN, so I MUST spend my spare time rolling cigars.
I'm NOT A VIRGIN, so I MUST be easy.
I FELL IN LOVE WITH A MARRIED MAN, so I MUST be a home-wrecking whore.
I'm a TEENAGE MOM, so I MUST be an irresponsible slut.
I'm POLISH, so I MUST wear my socks with my sandals
I'm ITALIAN, so I must have a "big one".
I'm PRETTY, so I MUST not be a virgin.
I HAVE STRAIGHT A'S, so I MUST have no social life.
I DYE MY HAIR CRAZY COLORS, so I MUST be looking for attention.
I DRESS IN UNUSUAL WAYS so I MUST be looking for attention.
I'm INTO THEATER & ART, so I MUST be a homosexual.
I'm a VEGETARIAN, so I MUST be a crazy political activist.
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GUY FRIENDS, so I MUST be fucking them all.
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GIRLS WHO ARE FRIENDS, so I MUST be a player.
I have Big BOOBS, so I MUST be a hoe.
I'm COLOMBIAN, so I MUST be a drug dealer.
I WEAR WHAT I WANT, so I MUST be a poser.
I'm RUSSIAN, so I MUST be cool and thats how Russians roll.
I'm GERMAN, so I must be a Nazi.
I hang out with GAYS, so i must be GAY TOO
I'm BRAZILIAN, so I MUST have a BIG BUTT.
I'm PUERTO RICAN, so I MUST look good and be conceited
I'm SALVADORIAN, so I MUST be in MS 13
I'm POLISH, so I MUST be greedy
I'm HAWAIIAN so I MUST be lazy
I'm PERUVIAN, so I MUST like llamas
I'm a STONER so I MUST be going in the wrong direction
I'm a VIRGIN so I MUST be prude.
I'm STRAIGHT EDGE so I must be violent.
I'm a FEMALE GAMER, so I MUST be ugly.
I'm BLACK so I MUST love fried chicken and kool-aid.
I'm a GIRL who actually EATS LUNCH, so I MUST be fat.
I'm a SKATER so I must do weed and steal stuff
I'm a PUNK so I must only wear black and date only other punks
I'm ASIAN so I must be a NERD that does HOMEWORK 24/7
I'm MIXED so I must be screwed up.
I'm MUSLIM so I MUST be a terrorist.
I'm in BAND, so I MUST be a dork.
I'm BLACK so I MUST believe JESUS WUZ A BROTHA [Note: From what I hear, he would have been tanned-dark.]
I'm MORMON so I MUST be perfect
I'm WHITE and have black friends so I MUST think I'm black.
I'm HISPANIC, so I MUST be dirty.
I'm NOT LIKE EVERYONE ELSE, so I MUST be a loser.
I'm OVERWEIGHT, so I MUST have a problem with self control.
I'm PREPPY, so I MUST shun those who don't wear Abercrombie & Hollister.
I'm on a DANCE team, so I must be stupid, stuck up, and a whore.
I'm YOUNG, so I MUST be naive.
I'm MEXICAN, so I MUST have hopped the border.
I GOT A CAR FOR MY BIRTHDAY, so I MUST be a spoiled brat.
I'm BLACK, so I MUST love watermelon
I'm BI, so I MUST think every person I see is hot.
I'm an ASIAN GUY, so I MUST have a small penis.
I'm a GUY CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be gay.
I'm a PREP, so I MUST be rich.
I don't like the SUN so I MUST be an albino.
I have a lot of... ]]> ~ayeka-granger http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/20006985/ http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/20006985/ Sun, 17 Aug 2008 15:23:12 PDT [ ] You have your own room.
[ ] You own a cell phone.
[x ] You have an ipod/ mp3 player.
[x] Your parents are still married. [Well, they're seperated now, just.. Not divorced.]
[ ] You have more than 2 best friends.
[ ] There is a swimming pool in your backyard.
T 0 T A L: 3

[x] You dress how you want to.
[x] You hang out with friends more than once a week.
[x] There is a computer/ laptop in your room.
[x] You have never been beaten up.
[x] You never cry more than twice a month.
[x] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to.
[x] Your room is big enough for you.
[ ] People don't use you for something you have.n (phfft. "Can I borrow a pencil? piece a paper? calculator? etc." Get your own supplies for class!)
[x] You have been to a concert.
T 0 T A L: 11

[ ] You have over 50 friends on myspace.
[x] Your parents let you have a myspace.
[ ] You get allowance.
[ ] You collect something normal.
[ ] You look foward to going to school.
[x] You don't wish you were someone else.
[ ] You play a sport.
[ ] You do something after school.
T 0 T A L: 13

[ ] You own a car.
[ ] You usually don't fight with your parents. [I argue with them at least once a day
[ ] You are happy with your appearance. [Well, I'm not angry with it all the time.. I just compare myself to others a lot]
[ ] You aren't self-consious at all.
[ ] You have never got a failing grade in your life. (on a test, I did. On card, nope.)
[x] You have friends.
T 0 T A L: 14

[ ] You know what is going on in the world.
[x] You care about so many people.
[x] You are happy with your life.
[ ] You know more than one language.
[x] You have a screen name.
[ ] You own a pet.
[x] You know the words to 5 songs
[ ] You don't have any enemies.
[x] You are a generally nice person. [I'm told I am..]
T O T A L: 19x3

TOTAL: 57

]]> ~ayeka-granger http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/19916072/ http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/19916072/ Tue, 12 Aug 2008 12:47:43 PDT 's journal entry about Paula Cracker from the band Gorillaz, I decided to try to find some info on her. All I knew before looking was that she was 2-D's girlfriend and had sex with Murdoc, which resulted in her not being in the band anymore.

Here's what I found, using google:

1.) From Wikipedia: Paula Cracker - guitar: 2D's ex-girlfriend and the band's original guitarist. In the Gorillaz storyline, she was ultimately dropped and replaced with Noodle after Paula was caught having an affair with Murdoc in the studio toilet. Later, Paula Cracker is one of several people hired by Jimmy Manson to eliminate Gorillaz. Her status post-Jimmy Manson is unknown. It was stated in Rise of the Ogre that Paula was sick in the head, on strong medication, and has a personal vendetta against current guitarist Noodle. During her brief time in Gorillaz, she was described as "the weak link" by the rest of the band; Murdoc called her "depressingly ugly" and 2D never disagreed, only saying that it was the principle (of Murdoc stealing his girlfriend).


2.) From another site I can't remember:

The three's first choice was 2D's then-girlfriend Paula Cracker. After Russel discovered that Paula had had sex with Murdoc in one of the studio's toilets, she dropped out of the band. (Another result was that Russel broke Murdoc's nose in five places, giving him the grand total of eight that he has today.) 2D then broke up with Paula. The only song recorded featuring Paula was the original demo of "Ghost Train" (according to Dr. Wurzel). It would seem that not many of the band members (excluding 2D) were fond of Paula. When Noodle became the guitarist for Gorillaz, Paula began to hold something of a personal vendetta against her. It has been hinted at that Paula is on medication and suffers from mental disorders.


D:
I'd like to know more of her, and to hear her voice. Hopefully I'll be able to find more about her sometime ^o^

I can see why people don't like her, cause a lot of people aren't fans of 'cheaters'. However, I'm not going to have an opinion on her. She's just.. There to me

]]> ~ayeka-granger http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/19903310/ http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/19903310/ Mon, 11 Aug 2008 18:36:42 PDT
Put an x in every box that applies to you
then add them up, and that’s your age!

[ ] You know how to make a pot of coffee
[ ] You keep track of dates using a calendar
[ ] You own more than one credit card
[ ] You know how to change the oil in a car
[ ] You've done your own laundry
[ ] You vote in every election
[x] You can cook for yourself (Kinda..)
[ ] You think politics are exciting
TOTAL SO FAR: 1

[ ] You show up for work late a lot
[ ] You always carry a pen in your bag/purse/pocket
[x] I've never gotten detention
[ ] You have forgotten your own birthday at least once
[x] You like to take walks by yourself
[ ] You know what credibility means, without looking it up
[x] You drink caffeine at least once a week (Pop count?)
TOTAL SO FAR: 4

[x] You know how to do the dishes
[x] You can count to 10 in another language
[x] When you say you're going to do something you do it (eventually)
[ ] You can mow the lawn
[x] You study when you have to
[ ] You have hand washed a car before
TOTAL SO FAR: 8

[x] You can spell experience, without looking it up
[ ] The people at starbucks know you by name
[ ] Your favorite kind of food is take out
[ ] The first thing you do when you wake up is get caffeine
[x] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need
[ ] You understand political jokes the first time they are said
[x] You can type pretty quick
TOTAL SO FAR: 11

[ ] Your only friends are from your place of employment
[ ] You have been to a Tupperware party
[x] You have realized that no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job
[ ] You have more bills than you can pay
[x] have been to the beach
[x] You use the internet every day
[ ] You have been outside of the state 3 or more times (I don't think that me living outside of the states counts..)
[] You make your own bed every morning
Grand Total: 14

...Wtf ?
D8< I haven't been married yet !
...Officially !
D: Only had a couple small ones.. And I've divorced them.
...No I'm not serious. Those were only jokes with friends.

]]> ~ayeka-granger http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/19903095/ http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/19903095/ Mon, 11 Aug 2008 18:25:31 PDT
[_] Fight me?

[_] Fuck me?

[_] Kiss me?

[_] Let me kiss you?

[_] Watch a movie with me?

[_] Go out to dinner with me?

[_] Let me drive you somewhere?

[_] Take a shower with me?

[_] Drink with me?

[_] Take me home for the night?

[_] Let me sleep in your bed?

[_] Sing car karaoke w/ me?

[_] Re-post this for me to answer your questions?

[_] Hold my hand?

[_] Let me make you breakfast?

[_] Help me with homework?

[_] Tickle me?

[_] Let me tickle you?

[_] Instant message me?

[_] Greet me in public?

[_] Hang out with me?

[_] Bring me around your friends?

[_] Be down with me no matter what?

[_] Go to prom with me?


D0 Y0U...
[_] Think I’m cute?

[_] Think I’m serious?

[_] Think I’m a good person

[_] Think I’m conceited?

[_] Want to kiss me?

[_] Want to cuddle with me?

[_] Want to hook up with me?

[_] Want to *Do* me?

[_] Think I would do you?

[_] Love me?


AM I...

[_] Smart?

[_] Cute?

[_] Funny?

[_] Sexy?

[_] Cool?

[_] Romantic?

[_] A *freak*?

[_] Gangsta?

[_] Loveable?

[_] Adorable?

[_] Trustworthy

[_] Compassionate?

[_] Great to be with?

[_] Attractive?

[_] Mean?

[_] Well known?



HAVE Y0U EVER...
[_] Thought about hooking up with me?

[_] Found yourself wanting a kiss from me?

[_] Wished I were there?

[_] Had a crush on me?

[_] Wanted my number?

[_] Had a dream about me?

[_] Been distracted by me?

[_] Wanted to see my private part?

[_] Looked at my page more than ten times?


ARE Y0U...
[_] Happy you know me?

[_] Horny?

[_] Thinking about me?

[_] Wanting to call me to talk about these things?

[_] Going to repost this?

]]> ~ayeka-granger http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/19563599/ http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/19563599/ Wed, 23 Jul 2008 22:00:23 PDT ( ) Smoked A Cigarette
( ) Smoked A Cigar
(X) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex

SO FAR: 1

Level 2
( ) Are / Been In Love
( ) Dumped someone
( ) Been Fired
( )Been In A Fist Fight

SO FAR: 1

Level 3
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person [Two years, not bad]
( ) Skipped Class (Nah)
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
(x) Seen Someone / Something Die (D: My cat was sick]

SO FAR: 3

Level 4
( ) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your deviantart Friends
( ) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain
(x) Been On A Plane
( ) Thrown Up From Drinking

SO FAR: 4

Level 5
( ) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been Snowboarding
( ) Met Someone Through Internet
(x) Been in a Mosh Pit

SO FAR: 5

Level 6
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(X) Taken Pain Killers
(x) Liked/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
(x) Made A Snow Angel

SO FAR: 9

Level 7
(x) Had A Tea Party
(x) Flown A Kite
(x) Built A Sand Castle
( ) Gone mudding
( ) Played Dress Up

SO FAR: 12

Level 8
(x) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
( ) Gone Sledging[I went sledding..]
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game
(x) Been Lonely
( ) Fallen Asleep At Work / School

SO far: 15

Level 10
(x) Watched The Sun Set
( ) Felt An Earthquake
( ) Killed A Snake

SO FAR: 16

Level 11
(x) Been Tickled
(x) Been Robbed / Vandalized
(x) Been cheated on [He forgot we were together, and I didn't like him anyway. Worked out]
( ) Been Misunderstood

SO FAR: 19

Level 12
( ) Won A Contest
( ) Been Suspended From School
( ) Had Detention
( ) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident

SO FAR: 19

Level 13
( ) Had / Have Braces
( ) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
( ) Danced in the moonlight

SO FAR : 19

Level 14
(x) Hated The Way You Look
(x) Witnessed A Crime[Shop lifting]
( ) Pole Danced
(x) Questioned Your Heart
( ) Been obsessed with post-it-notes

SO FAR: 22

Level 15
(x) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(x) Swam in the ocean
( ) Felt like you where dying

SO FAR: 24

Level 16
(x) Cried to sleep
(x) Played Cops And Robbers
( ) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
( ) Sang Karaoke
( ) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins

SO FAR: 26

Level 17
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
( ) Made Prank Phone Calls
(x) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
( ) Kissed In The Rain

SO FAR: 28

Level 18
(x) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
(x) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About [Sister cout?]
(x) Blown Bubbles
( ) Made A Bonfire On The Beach Or Anywhere

SO FAR: 31

Level 19
( ) Crashed A Party
( ) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(x) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
(x) Had A Wish Come True [Half way..]


SO FAR: 33

Level 20
( ) Worn Pearls
( ) Jumped Off A Bridge
( ) Swam With Dolphins

SO FAR: 33

Level 22
(x) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cube [Popsicle..]
( ) Kicked A Fish
(x) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
( ) Sat On A Roof Top

SO FAR: 35

Level 23
(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
( ) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
( ) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
(x) Recently stayed Up for a while talking to someone you care about

SO FAR: 37

Level 24
( ) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(x) Climbed A Tree
( ) Had/Been In A Tree House
(x) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone

SO FAR: 39

Level 25
(x) Believed In Ghosts [Believe]
( ) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
( ) Gone Streaking
( ) Visited Jail

SO FAR: 40

Level 26
(x) Played Chicken
( ) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(x) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
( ) Broken A Bone
(x) Been Easily Amused

SO FAR: 43

Level 27
( ) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
(x) Caught A Butterfly
(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried
( ) Cried So Hard You Laughed

SO FAR: 45

Level 28
( ) Mooned/Flashed Someone
(x) Had Someone Moon/Flash You
(x) Cheated On A Test
(x) Forgotten Someone's Name
( ) French Braid... ]]> ~ayeka-granger http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/19246845/ http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/19246845/ Mon, 07 Jul 2008 03:13:05 PDT Hehe.. No, I didn't die..
I'm just not on my computer, still using my father's.

Here's an update for those who actually care:

My computer is getting a bit better
My parents are still splitting up and divorcing[I'm sure]
Going out Saturday and maybe Wed.
I'm slowly learning how to make some foods.. So far, I know how to make KD and Rice XD
I've been staying up all night and sleeping all day now >_< Longest I've stayed up is almost two days.
The GazettE is becoming one of my favorite bands, as well as LM.C and Miyavi is coming close.



I'm usually found on Gaiaonline.com, my name there is Mei McKorrmik
: D

My lovely breakfast today: Rice and sprite ._.

]]> ~ayeka-granger http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/18873553/ http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/18873553/ Mon, 16 Jun 2008 12:58:02 PDT
a) Tell you why I friended you
b) Associate you with something - fandom, a song, a color, a photo, etc.
c) Tell you something I like about you
d) Tell you a memory I have of you
e) Ask something I've always wanted to know about you
f) Tell you my favorite user pic of yours
g) In return, you must post this in your journal

I took it from 's journal n.n
It sounds fun..

^^ Watched a movie with Tessa nd Alicia~
We watched Undercover Brotha. Wasn't bad.
Only bad part was that I watched the end alone.. Thank god it wasn't at the theatres and was in Tessa's room, or I would have been like.. T____________T
That^

Nah, instead it was more like awh..
Oh well. Can't really blame Tess, Jeff came over[Her boyfriend.]
At least Alicia watched most of the rest with me. Then she left to see where they were.. Didn't come back. Went on the computer instead. Oh well..

;_; Exams are coming up Wednesday.. I'm gonna fail, I know nothing. D: I'll just try to study as much as I can then.

Right now, I'm sure Jeff, Tess nd Alicia are downstairs.. Of course I could always go down with them, but doesn't mean they'll pay attention. Tessa will focus 100% on Jeff and actually, Alicia's pretty nice.. I'm sure she'd pay some attention and talk to me..
Nah, I'm staying up here.

]]> ~ayeka-granger http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/18469605/ http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/18469605/ Fri, 23 May 2008 20:06:54 PDT
[x] the dark
[ ] staying single forever
[ ] being a parent
[x] giving birth
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[x] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[x] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants

Total so far: 4

[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[x] deep water
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[x] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] rats
[x] jumping from high places
[ ] snow

Total so far: 7

[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[x] crossing hanging bridges
[x] death
[ ] heaven
[x] being robbed
[x] falling
[ ] clowns
[ ] dolls
[ ] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibilities
[ ] doctors, including dentists
[x] tornadoes

Total so far: 12

[x] hurricanes
[x] incurable diseases
[x] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[x] ghosts
[x] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[x] being alone
[ ] becoming blind
[ ] becoming deaf
[ ] growing up

Total so far: 18

[x] creepy noises in the night
[ ] bee stings
[x] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ] needles
[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] the welcome mat
[ ] high speed
[ ] throwing up
[ ] super secrets

Final Total: 20



... if you wish to post this in your journal, it's been requested that you title it I'm afraid of _ out of 72 common fears...
I'm FEARLESS

If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling
If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.
If you get 10-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less, you’re fearless.
People who don’t have any are liars.

]]> ~ayeka-granger http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/18139696/ http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/18139696/ Fri, 02 May 2008 20:33:30 PDT
- Samantha
- Mei
- I will answer to AnaRexie or Shroomi.

THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 33 MINUTES:

- Bugged my mother
- Go on Gaia
- Eating

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:

- .....
- ..
- ...I can keep secrets ?

THREE THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:

- You're only gettin' one thing
- My eyesight
- ___

THREE THINGS YOU'RE AFRAID OF:

- I don't like pain.
- Dying I guess
- Not having my friends

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:

- South Park tee
- socks
- pants

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS:

- Poison - Alice Cooper[And the Groove Coverage cover~]
- Fuck Like A Star - Poreclain and the Tramps
- FScence8 - The Medic Droid

THREE REASONS WHY YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE:

- Parents ?
- Friends ?
- I wanna be..?

THREE REASONS YOU ARE ON DEVIANTART:

- Cuz I wanna
- I gots friends here
- Its fun

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES:

- read
- go online
- watch amvs >>

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:

- eat
- eat
- hug

THREE BOY’S NAMES:

- Daemon
- Damien
- Matt

THREE GIRL'S NAMES:

- April
- Alexandra
- Ryleigh

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:

- Beat my games D:<
-
-

]]> ~ayeka-granger http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/18139429/ http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/18139429/ Fri, 02 May 2008 20:12:28 PDT All the time. Unless its for me, that is >: D

2. Have you ever turned off the ringer on the phone?
yup.

3. Have you ever unplugged your smoke detector?
Nah

4. Have you ever slept on the couch?
Yeah

5. Have you ever let someone else drive your car?
don't drive.

6. Have you ever drove a vehicle while drinking?
no.

7. Have you ever drove a vehicle while on drugs?
no.

8. Have you ever walked home from a party?
no.

9. Who are your closest friends?
Iunno, probably Tessa >>

10. Do you have any past friends that you would like to be the same with again?
yes.

11. Did you have friends, that you will never talk to again?
Then why are they a friend ?

12. Have you betrayed a friend?
I hope not D:

13. Has a friend ever betrayed you?
I hope not D:

14. Would you like to relive a moment in your life over again?
yesh.

15. At what age do you wish to get married?
I doubt I will. d:

16. Do you have any regrets in your life so far?
Couple

17. Do you believe in psychics?
no.

18. Are you superstitious?
Not really

19. What is your favorite thing to do?
be with my friends.

20. What is the last thing you cried over?
Iunno.

21. What would be your ideal weekend?
Out having fun with friends

22. What would be your ideal trip/vacation?
Iunno

23. If you could choose 1 person to take on a trip with you, who would it be?
Probably Tessa

24. If you could chose 3 friends to go on a trip with you, who would it be?
Maybe Tessa, Leesa and Colt.
Depends.

25. If you could chose a relative to go on a trip with you, who would it be?
...I don't know..

26. When was the last time you dressed up?
A while ago

27. Are you a partier?
Nah

28. Are you a flirt?
no.

29. Are you attractive?
no.

30. What is your favorite past-time?
listening to music. computer. reading

31. The last guy that hit on you, besides your boyfriend?
I was called sexy by some 21yr old on VF.
That count ?

32. Last thing you painted?
Stool in wood working...I think

33. Last thing you said outloud?
"No."

35. Last time you played a board game?
Dunno

36. Last time you went swimming?
the summer.

37. A person you would love to see right now?
Colt.
Or
Leesa D:<

38. Last guy that called you on the phone?
-

39. Last girl that called you on the phone?
Kim

40. A friend that you can tell all your problems to and not get judged?
Probably Colt.

41. A friend that you have had the most arguments with?
-

42. A friend that you really can't trust?
...
Perhaps Savanna

46. Where did you last eat out?
XD
Tim Horton's
or
MacDonalds

47. What was the last thing you ate?
Well, I'm eating ice cream now.

48. A new friend?
D: I doesn't have any new friends at the moment.

49. A guy that you would like to date?
Like I could find one XD

50. What else is hard to find..like a needle in a hay stack?
wtf?

51. What is your favourite flavour of icecream?
Tiger Tail.
Or Mocha Fudge

52. Where do you plan on going for your next weekend away?
idk.

53. Who out of all your friends would you consider to be the most homosexual?
....
Kyle.
or
Marcus
But SSHH !

54. Do you like cheese?
yeah.

55. What pisses you off the most about computers?
When they don't LOAD ANYTHING D:<

56. What gets you through the day?
Iunno, friends ?

57. Who do you consider sexy on your facebook?
Hmm.. Well, those Suicidal Girls are pretty hot.
XD

58. Have you ever tried to kill yourself?
no.

59. What are you looking at right now this instant besides the computer?
My ice cream : D

]]> ~ayeka-granger http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/18108184/ http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/18108184/ Wed, 30 Apr 2008 19:46:36 PDT yes

2. Can you see a phone right now?
No

3. What are you listening to right now?
nothing

4. What does it remind you of?
-

5. Last thing you ate?
Poptart, yumm

6.What was the last thing you saw on TV?
Iunno, some of a show Mom was watchin'

7. Who was the last person other than family you saw [not in school]?
Jeff and Tessa nd Tessa's parents and Lynn

8. Are labels/stereotypes good?
no

10. Song stuck in your head?
none

12. Do you dance while getting ready for whatever?
Not usually.. Its rare

13. What are you wearing right now?
Jammies

14. What is the greatest number of people you've been in front of?
Iunno

16. Have you ever taken a shower while you were drunk or high?
no

17. Do you like Techno?
yeah

18. Have you ever been to a night club?
no

19. Have you ever made out on a plane?
No o.o

21. Do you have leadership skills?
No, probably not.

22. Can you play an instrument?
Haha no

23. Have you ever sat on a roof and looked at stars?
No

24. Ever done that while talking on the phone to a boyfriend or girlfriend?
^

28. Are you currently pregnant/have you recently gotten someone pregnant?
XD No

29. Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend?
No : )

30. What scent are you wearing right now?
Soap, I recently showered thank you D:<

31. Are there any animals around you at the moment?
No D<

32. Drinking anything at the moment?
Milk

33. Who do you like?
D: No one

34. Last person who told you they loved you? (Not family)
- *emos*

35. Favorite time of day?
Iunno

36. Favorite food?
Ice Cream.. Or pizza

37. Cat person or dog person?
Cat.

41. Got a job?
nope

44. What's your biggest secret?
Tell me first

46. Biggest regret?
Not telling

48. What do you want the most?
Iunno.. A lot of things.

49. Do you want children?
Yesh D:< Damn me for being too young

50. Are you a lover or a fighter?
Lover

I think some of the questions died. ;_;

]]> ~ayeka-granger http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/17697705/ http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/17697705/ Sat, 05 Apr 2008 11:09:38 PDT Wrath

Who did you last get angry with?
My sister. She was being a b.tch and wouldn't let me use her mp3 cord since I lost mine.. Its either here, or at Tessa's.. But yeah.
I took it anyway, seeing as she's over her friend's and left it here >D

What is your weapon of choice?
Offline, I'd avoid fights.
Online, hmm.. I'm not sure..

Would you hit a member of the opposite sex?
Duh ?
Just depends on who it is >>

How about the same sex?
^

Who was the last person who got really angry at you?
Tory

What is your pet peeve?
Tory ?

Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily?
I can forgive, but I don't forget.
I just don't do anything to them.



Sloth

What is one thing you're suppose to do daily that you haven't?
Shower.
I skipped last night cuz I was too lazy. XD

What is the latest you've ever woken up?
5ishPM cuz I was up all night

Name a person you've been meaning to contact, but haven't?
I'm not sure.
I talked to all my friends..'Cept for one, but he don't answer me anyway >>

What is the last lame excuse that you made?
Hmm.. I'm not sure.

Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through?
Dunno

How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock this morning?
I don't use it


Gluttony

What is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice?
I..Don't..Know..

Are you a meat eater?
well i don't stay away from it so yes?

What is the greatest amount of alcohol you've had in one sitting/outing/event?
None.
XD

Are you comfortable with your drinking and eating habits?
I don't have any drinking habits.
But I should eat on time instead of four hours later >>

Do you enjoy candy and sweets?
Yesh

Which do you prefer: sweets, salty foods or spicy foods?
sweets.

Have you ever looked at a small house pet or child and thought, "lunch"?
O_O no.



Greed

How many credit cards do you own?
none

If you had a million dollars, what would you do with it?
Spend some, save most.

Would you rather be rich or famous?
Rich.

Would you accept a boring job if it meant that you would make megabucks?
Dunno, how boring is it ?
..Probably..


Pride

What's one thing that you have done that you're most proud of?
Make friendsXD
Just kidding, Iunno.

What's one thing you have done that your parents are most proud of?
>> Not fail any grades, no drugs+alcohol : D

What thing would you like to accomplish late in your life?
I want adopted children D<
With a nice house, and husband/wife.


Do you get annoyed by coming in second place?
No.
Unless the other person has less talent than me.
Then I'll be annoyed.

Have you ever entered a contest of skill, knowing you were of much higher skill than all the other competitors?
No ;_;

Have you ever cheated to get a better score?
No

What did you do today that you're proud of?
Wake up before 3 >>


Lust
How many people have you seen naked (not counting movies, family, strippers, locker rooms)?
Not including family ?
None.
Well, I've seen two of my friend's butts X.x

How many people have seen you naked (not counting physicians, doctors, family, locker rooms, or when you were a young child)?
Not including family ?
None.

Have you ever caught yourself staring at the chest/crotch of a person of your chosen sex during a normal conversation?
Yes.
Most times its cuz they have a picture or writing on their shirt.

What is your favorite body part of a person of your gender choice?
Iunno.
Don't really have one ?

Have you ever had sexual encounters (including kissing/making out) with multiple persons?
I've only kissed two people.
On dares.
And not at the same time.

Have you ever been propositioned by a prostitute?
No.


Envy
What item of your friends would you most want to have for your own?
Some of Tessa's clothing D<
Kim's artistic abilities D<

Who would you want to go on "Trading Spaces" with?
I don't watch that show, so yeah..
Don't really know what you're talkin about : D

If you could be anyone who existed in the world, who would you be?
D: There's a lot to choose from..

Have you ever been cheated on?
not... ]]> ~ayeka-granger http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/17609634/ http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/17609634/ Mon, 31 Mar 2008 16:22:40 PDT
I've been awake for about 20mins now.
Fell asleep with Tessa at 5-5:30.
Would have been still sleeping but I got a drive home now so I wouldn't have to walk home in the dark and cold later.
Oh wells.
I went over to do homework nd that, but we didn't XD
WE MADE MUFFINS IN COOKING TODAY.
We forgot to put two thingers of flour, and only put one hehe.
Oh well, Miss added the extra flour.

So yeah. If I'm talking to you and say something stupid, its cuz I'm not fully awake yet. I still feel very tired.
And there's someone missing or whatever.
Four guys went out in a boat, it sank, they found three bodies.
><;

]]> ~ayeka-granger http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/17501525/ http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/17501525/ Mon, 24 Mar 2008 22:45:27 PDT 's profile
~~~~~~~~~~~

1) Full Name: You get my first. Samantha

2) Male/Female: Female

3) Were you named after anyone: No

4) Does your name mean anything: No.

5) Nick Name(s): Sam, Sammie, Sammy Baby Junior, used to be Casper and it was Ana Rexie for a bit

6) What do you think you look like: A 5'2" human female.

7) Date of Birth: Jan. 27

8) Place of Birth and Current Location: Ummm....Somewhere in Toronto

9) Nationality: I is Canadian

10) Astrology Sign: Aquarius

11) Chinese Astrology: Rooster..

12) Religion: None

13) What's your favorite smell: dunno, I have a few

14) Political Position: don't give a damn

15) What do you prefer to drink in the morning: Milk

16) Hair+Eye color: blond, blue

17) Do you look like anyone famous: No D:

18) What do you look like: D< Wasn't this 6 ?

19) Any unusual talents: No ;_;

20) Righty, Lefty, or Ambidextrous: Right

21) Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other: Straight

22) What do you do for a living: nothing yet

23) What do you do for fun: Here, Gaia..

24) What Kind of material do you like to use: ?

25) What kind of materials would you like to work with: -

26) Have you met your grandparents: Yes. On both sides. Haven't seen them in 4-5 years though

27) Boyfriend/Girlfriend: no

28) Crush: D< Why should I tell you if I liked someone ?

29) What celebrity would you date if you could: There's a couple..

31) Favorite online Guy/Girl(s): There's a few : D

32) Favorite place to be: With my friends

33) Least favorite place to be: D: With people I don't like/anywhere with any of my fears

34) Do you burn or tan: D: idk

35) Ever break a bone: no

36) What is your favorite cereal: Iunno

37) Person you cry with: Myself, why cry with another person ?

Do You Have...

38) Any sisters: yes, three

39) Any brothers: yes, one

40) Any pets: no

41) An Illness: no

42) Pager: a what

43) A personal phone line: no

44) A cell phone: no

45) A visible birthmark: yes, forehead

46) A pool or hot tub: pool

47) A car: Dad has a truck/van thinger

Describe Your:

48) Personality: D: Talk to me and you'll find out

49) Driving: no

50) Your clothing style: whatever I feel like wearing

51) Room: Kinda messy atm

52) What's missing: Nothing..?

53) School: sucks

54) Bed: only made when I'm about to sleep

55) Relationship with your parents: Good

56) Do you believe in yourself: Define

57) Do you believe in love at first sight?: I think its more of lust.

58) Consider yourself a good listener: If you don't want advice, yeah, I guess ?

59) Have a future dream that you would like to share: I don't know..

Do you:

60) Get Along with your parents: Sometimes, we argue sometimes though lol.. At least twice a day : D

61) Save your emails: Yeah, most of them

62) Pray: No

63) Believe in reincarnation: Not sure

64) Brush your teeth twice a day: Yesh

65) Like to talk on the phone: NO.

66) Like to eat: Sometimes I like to eat a lot, other times I don't

67) Like to exercise: no, but I should.

68) Like to watch sports: Pft no

69) Sing in a car: Did a couple times

70) What is a dream that you have all the time: I don't have a dream that I always dream

71) Dream in Color: D: I have colored dreams.. I don't dream in black and white ;-;

72) Do you have nightmares: Not usually

73) Sleep with a stuffed animal: More than ten I think

74) Right next to you: I'm alone ! ;_;

75) On your coffee cup: Its always from Tim Horton's.. And I don't drink coffee unless Tessa has it and its just sittin' there. For some reason I drink it even though I don't really like it..

76) On your mouse pad: Don't have

77) Your favorite flavor of gum: cotton Candy/strawberry/original

78) Your brand of deodorant: whatever I use now

79) Your dream honeymoon spot: Iunno

80) Your dream wife/husband: Dunno. Better have a good job though.. I wanna be a stay at home mom or somethin'.. And have adopted children D<

81) Hiding in your closest: um..I've hidden two there beforehttp://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/17346208/ Sat, 15 Mar 2008 11:47:56 PDT [x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[ ] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ]I have/I've had braces.
[x] I wear glasses.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercing.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[ ] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[x] I'm in school.
[ ] I have a job.
[ ] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[x] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[x] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I've stolen something from my job.
[ ] I've been fired.


Embarrassment
[ ] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[ ] I've glued my hand to something.
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[ ] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[ ] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.

Traveling
[ ] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[x] I've been to Canada. (I live there..)
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.


Experiences
[ ] I've gotten lost in my city.
[ ] I've seen a shooting star.
[ ] I've wished on a shooting star
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[ ] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[ ] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been Skiing.
[ ] I've been in a play.
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[ ] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[ ] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[ ] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[x] I'm single. (I'm sure I always will be )
[ ] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[x] I've gone on a blind date.
[x] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[ ] I miss someone right now.
[x?] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality
[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[ ] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger

Honesty/Crime
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[ ] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[ ] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[ ] I've cheated on a test.
[ ] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[ ] I've witnessed a crime.
[ ] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.

Drugs/Alcohol
[ ] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have... ]]> ~ayeka-granger http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/17346174/ http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/17346174/ Sat, 15 Mar 2008 11:37:59 PDT XD
I was over Tessa's for a week.
It was fun.
I drew this pic I really like..
Its still there though D=
And I gotta see Marcus : D
Sadly, only twice.
But its better than Jeff and Michael.
Jeff saw him once.
Michael saw him for maybe five mins..
Tessa saw him three times. Lucky her d:

Anyway, I'm gonna be back in school soon..
And if I don't raise my english and science marks, I'll be grounded for some of the summer c:
At least I'm passing.

]]> ~ayeka-granger http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/17225945/ http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/17225945/ Fri, 07 Mar 2008 14:33:21 PST <3
I read it, stole it.
Just didn't comment it :c
I sowwy.

~~
200. My middle name is:
Jenna Taylor

199. I was born in:
Toronto, Ontario

198. I am really:
Bored and kinda sore xX

197. My phone is:
Don't have a cell : D
Don't know about the others lol

196. My eye color is:
Blue, change to green sometimes c:

194. My ring size is:
Hell if I know : D

193. My height is:
5'2'' I think

192. I am allergic to:
Dunno

191. I was born on:
Jan. 27 1993

190. I am annoyed by:
A few things..
Mostly my family, don't know why though

189. Last book I read:
Umm..
Some book in school..
Can't remember what its called..
Something like The only thing thats true
Iunno

188. My bed is:
I'm under it : D

187: One thing you hate about yourself:
Just one ?

179. My favorite Holiday is:
Halloween and Christmas.
Both are fun.
But Christmas wasn't this year.
I was kinda p.ssy

178. The Perfect Kiss is:
Iunno, none of mine d:

177. The last three cds i bought were:
I rarely buy CDs...
I depend on youtube

175. Are you living at home?:
Yes

174. Do you have any siblings?:
Four. Three younger sisters and a younger brother.

173. What did you do yesterday?
Go out with Tessa : D
It was fun c:

:::I Do /Do Not Believe In:::

142. Love at first sight?:
No not really.
I think its more of lust.

141. Luck?:
Well, some people are luckier than others c:

140. Fate?:
...

139. Yourself?
...

138. Aliens?:
If you can prove it

137. Heaven?:
Not sure.

136. Hell?:
Not sure

135. Ghosts?:
....Yesh.

136. Horoscopes?:
I like to read them, I don't believe them. They make me laugh though : D

133. Soulmates?:
Iunno

:::Which is Better?:::

128. Drunk or High?
If I have to choose, drunk

127. Phone or online?
I prefer online..
I don't like talking on phones !

125. Blondes or Brunettes?
D= Don't make me choose !
I'll avoid it : D
Depends on what one looks better on the person.

124. Hot or cold?:
Hot

123. Summer or winter?:
Summer.

121. Chocolate or vanilla?:
Chocolate

120. Night or Day?:
Depends, where am I D: ?

119. Oranges or Apples?:
Oranges

118. Curly or Straight hair:
Curly hair that's easy to straighten : D

:::Here's What I Think About:::

116. Abortion:
I understand if its needed, like health issues for either the baby or the mother.
But, if its because of something stupid, I don't support it.
I can also understand if the condom broke or something, but don't get an abortion, should have been taking a pill or something.

115. Backstabbers:
Suck :<

114. Parents:
I get along with them, but we argue a lot : D

:::Last time I:::

10. Hugged someone?:
Today : D

101. Saw someone:
While ago actually

100. Cried in front of someone:
Beginning of this year.
D= Two of my other friends were crying so that made me cry !
>//< I was embarrassed..

:::MISCELLANEOS:::

90. Who is the ditziest person you know:
....Not saying any names.
Besides my own

89. Who makes u laugh?
All of my friends.
We're a funny group.
Lawlz

88. Last movie you watched?
UMMM......
No clue : D

82. What I don't understand is:
A lot of things.

80. The most unsatisfying answer I've ever received is:
"Because I said so."
"So?"
"Who cares?"
"Shut up/Go to hell."
>.> I say all of the above too..

76. Something I will really miss when I leave home is?
D: Probably everything lmao

75. The thing I'm looking forward to the most is:
I don't know D:

75.The thing I'm not looking forward to the most is:
Everything http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/17105177/ Thu, 28 Feb 2008 15:48:07 PST 1] Loss of friends :c
2] spiders (crawling on me while i am sleeping, suddenly appearing closeby, living in the same room as you)
3] >//> Not knowing where I'm going..
4] doing courageous things in public (acting silly, singing, complimenting someone)
5] Things online..
6] Closing Window Media Player and it screwing up, and still plays the music...D: It scared me a few times.
7] sudden loud noises s:

7 Things you like the most...
1] My friends..
2] my puter
3] Music
4] Hugs D=
5] my striped shirts : D
6] SLEEPING
7] Nice long hot bathes <3

7 Important things in your room...
1] stuffed animals
2] computer
3] ps2, GameBoySP,GBSP tv, DS, DS
4] clothes o-o?
5] My LDDs D:
6] Beds...
7] Me ;D XD

7 Random facts about you...
1] I'm dying my hair Auburn sometime..
2] I like Sims 2
3] I download to much cc for it though..
4] I just got back from eating
5] ^I left for about a half hour : D
6] Can't
7] Think
(How is it random D: ?)

7 Things you plan to do before you die…
1] Finish LoD
2] Finish KH1
3] Get Pokemon Diamond/Pearl
4] Get the KH game for the DS
5] Finish my pokemon games...
6] Learn to draw
7] Adopt a couple kids
(Okay, I wasn't thinking seriously.. But it'd be nice to actually finish them..)

7 Things that attract you to the opposite sex...
1] Nice hair
2] No deformities... D:
3] Decent personality
4] Nice eyes
5] No
6] Clue
7] D=

7 Things you say the most... stupid expressions XD
1] BUHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
2] *squeak via pressin lips in and releasing air, sounds like delicate balloon-fart*
3] umm i dunno what do i say that's sutpid guys?? O_o
4] bibu beebin? ;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;
5] fack apparently
6] apparently too. i use that word too much D:
7] i dunno but i whine about little things a lot like HOW FACKING COLD IT IS.

7 Celeb or NOT-REAL crushes...
1] n
2] o
3] o
4] n
5] e
6] !
7] : D

7 Favorite drinks...
1] Orange juice
2] Chocolate milk
3] Chocolate milkshake
4] Pop
5] Ice Cap
6] Hot chocolate
7] White milk

I tag:
Anyone who wants to do this lol

]]> ~ayeka-granger http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/17010286/ http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/17010286/ Fri, 22 Feb 2008 14:12:59 PST -Take each answer and type it into the dA search box
-Take a deviation from the first page of results (may use ' popular' or 'newest' ) and post thumb (for subscribers) or link (non-subscribers)
-You can't copy the persons answers who posted this before you

1. The age you will be on your next birthday
[link]

2. A place you'd like to travel
[link]

3. Your favorite place
[link]

4. Your favorite object
[link]

5. Favorite food
[link]

6. Your favorite animal
Couldn't choose one pic :<
[link]
[link]

7. Your favorite color
[link]

8. The town/state/etc in which you live
[link]

9. Name of past pet
[link]

10. A dream come true
To see a [link] and not go blind

11. Your nickname/screen name
Nickname: [link]
Screen name: [link]

12. Middle name
First: [link]

Second: [link]

Yes I have two.

13. Favorite Smell
[link]
its a body mist Tessa has

14. Bad habit of yours
[link]

15. Your first job
[link]
Never had one ! : D So I took a cute pic..

16. Favourite Movie (at the moment)
[link]

17. What are you doing right now?
[link]
^Not by her though, Nightcore's song.

18. Whats The Weather Like?
[link]

19. Favourite Sport
Don't have one, so look at this pic D<
[link]

20. Favourite Music/Style/Band
[link]

]]> ~ayeka-granger http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/16980803/ http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/16980803/ Wed, 20 Feb 2008 16:37:43 PST Out patients.
He had to get three stitches.
For his head.
Apparently the blood was..I think Dad said gushing down one side of his face.
He slipped on some kid's jacket twice and the second time he smacked his head off a desk then the floor in school.
He cried of course.
But not when he was getting his stitches, surprisingly.
He cracked/split it open I believe.
It looks disgusting.
He's staying home from school tomorrow.
Obviously.
I get to tell Tessa tomorrow.
Already told Colt and Kim.
Silly boy.


~Sammie.

]]> ~ayeka-granger http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/16709761/ http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/16709761/ Sun, 03 Feb 2008 15:32:32 PST
[ ]You are the leader most of the time.
[x]You like black.
[x]You wished/wish you were someone else.
[ ]You don't listen to others.
[x Depending on what it is]You like doing research.
TOTAL: 3

II. Xigbar:

[x, nearsighted]You have bad eyesight.
[ ]You like throwing things at others when angry.
[x]You wish you were able to teleport.
[ ]You wear your hair in a ponytail.
[x, wish]You have/wish you had a gun.
TOTAL: 3

III. Xaldin

[ ] You like windy days.
[ ]You have tried to steal something precious from someone.
[ ]You like dragons.
[ ]You have/like dreadlocks.
[x]You've tried to anger someone on purpose.
TOTAL: 1

IV. Vexen

[ ]You are disrespected by the young ones.
[ ]Someone has already considered you a traitor.
[ ]You are the oldest of your group.
[ ]You like experiments.
[ ]You like cold days.
TOTAL: 0

V. Lexaeus

[x, unless I'm with my friends..sometimes]You are not very talkative.
[ ]You like brain games.
[ ]People are afraid of you because of your appearance.
[ ]You prefer heavy weapons rather than light ones.
[ ]You are very strong, physically speaking.
TOTAL: 1

VI. Zexion

[x]You love reading.
[x?I stick to the ones I know and don't attempt to make other friends]You are not very sociable.
[x]You are one of the shortest of your group.
[ ]You have a very sensible nose.
[ ]You like to illude others.
TOTAL: 2

VII. Saix

[ ]You have double-personality issues
[ ]You are more active during night rather than day.
[ ]You like werewolves.
[ ]Your superior trusts you.
[ ]You have a scar on your face.
TOTAL: 0

VIII. Axel

[ ] You are somewhat a pyromaniac.
[x]You care deeply for your best friends.
[ ]You are two-faced when you need to.
[ ]You don't like when people don't remember your name.
[ ]You have a very fiery personality.
TOTAL: 1

IX. Demyx

[x]You like music.
[ ]You know how to play a guitar.
[x]You like rainy days.
[x]You like swimming.
[x]You are usually a very happy person.
TOTAL: 4

X. Luxord

[x, >>]You like playing cards.
[ ]You like to gamble.
[ ]Your favourite color is gold.
[ ]You have stolen money from others.
[x]You have/wished you could curse someone.
TOTAL: 2

XI. Marluxia

[x]You like pink.
[x]You like flowers.
[ ]You are plotting to overthrow your superior.
[ ]You were betrayed by someone.
[ ]You are a bit of a flamboyant person.
TOTAL: 2

XII. Larxene

[ ]You're the only female on your group.
[ ]You like storms.
[ ]You're pretty agile.
[x]You like to mock others.
[x]You think ninjas are cool.
TOTAL: 2

XIII. Roxas

[x]You love ice cream.
[x except for Kim]You are the youngest of your group.
[x]You think people are hiding something from you.
[ ]You usually have strange dreams involving people you've never met.
[ ]You prefer afternoons rather than nights and mornings.
TOTAL: 3

So... I'm Demyx, but Roxas, Xigbar, and Xemnas are tied for second.. Oh well It was fun.

]]> ~ayeka-granger http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/16657131/ http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/16657131/ Thu, 31 Jan 2008 10:51:20 PST Unwanted.
Ugly.
Fat.
Stupid.
Useless.
Worthless.
Pathetic.
Like crying.
Man I'm stupid.

]]> ~ayeka-granger http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/16636124/ http://ayeka-granger.deviantart.com/journal/16636124/ Tue, 29 Jan 2008 21:27:02 PST . It's fun to see how much you really remember, isn't it ? Lol

Now, let's see if I actually do remember anything ._.
I was born 1993, so I only missed three years d: .

----
You're a 90's kid if:

You remember watching:
-Doug. Kinda
-Ren & Stimpy. Yes
-Pinky and the Brain. Yes
-AAAAAAAH Real Monsters! No
-Rockos modern Life. Yep
-Animaniacs YES!
-Gargoyles. Didn't really watch

You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE!" Yes

You just cant resist finishing this . . . "Iiin west Philadelphia born and raised . . ." :c Don't know it

You remember:
-Step by Step no ._.
-Family Matters ^
-Dinosaurs. Never saw D:
-Boy Meets World Heard of it.. Don't think I watched it though

You remember when it was actually worth getting up early
on a Saturday to watch cartoons. Kinda

You remember reading "Goosebumps" I remember reading the title cover, I was too scared to read them XD

You still get the urge to say "NOT" after (almost) every sentence . . . not No lol But I remember saying it sometimes

When everything was settled by:
-rock paper scissors or
-bubble gum bubble gum in a dish or
-ms. mary mack yup

when kick ball was a daily activity. No

when we used to obey our parents. Lol, yes

You used to listen to the radio all day long just to record your FAVORITE song of ALL time on a tape. YES ._. *twitch*

You remember when Super Nintendos and Sega Genisis became popular. D: No

You remember The Original Game Boy. I think I had one from Dad ..

You always wanted to send in a tape to America's Funniest Home Videos . . . but never taped anything funny. *nod nod*

You remember watching:
-The Magic School Bus Yes.
-Wishbone No
-Reading Rainbow. ^
-and Ghostwriter on PBS nope

You remember when Yo-Yos were cool. Yes
You remember those Where's Waldo books. I think I had one..
You remember eating Warheads and Splashers Gum. D: No

You remember watching:
-the 1st Batman Dunno, probably not.
-Aladdin Yes
-Ninja Turtles Yesh
-ghost busters. No

You remember Ring Pops. Yes

If you remember when every thing was "da BOMB!" I HATE that

You remember boom boxes .vs. cd players. No :c I don't

Making those little paper fortune cookie things, and then predicting your life with them. Those were fun !

You played and/or collected "Pogs" D: No

You had at least one Tamagotchi, GigaPet, or Nano and brought it everywhere. Yes.

one word. . . . . . . .trolls. Don't think D:

Windows 95 was the best. I didn't have the puter til I was maybe.. 8-9 ?

You watched the original cartoons of
-Rugrats Yes
-Wild Thornberry's Yeah, some of it..Wasn't my fave
-Power Rangers Some, didn't like it D:
-Rocket Power. ^

All your school supplies were "Lisa Frank" brand. Nope

You collected those Beanie Babies. They were cute

Care bears. I remember them

Lambchop's song never ended. "yes it goes on and on my friends, some people, started singing it not knowing what is was, and they'll continue singing it forever just because... THIS IS THE SONG THAT NEVER ENDS." D: Did Lambchop die ?

Silver dollars, which were cool to have. No

Everyone watched the WB. Maybe ?

you even know what an original walkman is. D: I have a walkman..It's broke though

You know the Macarena by heart. Not by heart, I need the music

"Talk to the hand" ...I still say that sometimes >>

You went to McDonald's to play in the playplace. Yes

You remember playing on merry go rounds at the playground. What like, those spinny things that your friends push you around in and you either fly off or you puke? THOSE WERE THE BEST THINgS EVER XD < Same. I think the wildlife park here has one.. D: I got sick for the rest of the day+night because of that !


Before the MySpace frenzy D: I remember when no one knew about myspace
Before the Internet & text messaging . . . s: ?
Before Sidekicks & iPods . . . yes
Before PlayStation3 or X-BOX 360 . . . yes
Before Spongebob . . . D: ?
Before Tupac was shot. Don't even know/care who that is D: Sorry
When light up sneakers were cool.... I see lil kids with those I think.. D: Sammie wants
When you rented VHS tapes, not DVDs. I remember that D:

Whe... ]]> ~ayeka-granger