http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:azekariel&section=today deviantART RSS for by:azekariel en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 25 Nov 2009 01:46:50 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://azekariel.deviantart.com/journal/28552809/ http://azekariel.deviantart.com/journal/28552809/ Tue, 24 Nov 2009 16:57:22 PST [link] pFkOYRl5hTM Take the space out- my apologies, dA likes to fuck up links.

Fuck yeah. I love thissss.
Also, formal portraiture is awesome. I'm really getting into these paintings I've been doing lately

]]> ~azekariel http://azekariel.deviantart.com/journal/28462887/ http://azekariel.deviantart.com/journal/28462887/ Fri, 20 Nov 2009 05:05:22 PST
Yeah, so the AC2 PC version has been delayed. No longer is it coming out this year, even. Guess what? I have to wait until...D:

Fucking FEBRUARY.


It's not right to only delay it for PC users. I vote next time a game is delayed, if it don't come out for one platform when promised, they pull all the versions of it until they can release them all together. Fucking UNFAIR.

I was so looking forward to it. Now I have to wait until February. That's fucking AGES. Like there wasn't enough shit to deal with that month already.

*curls up in corner and cries*

]]> ~azekariel http://azekariel.deviantart.com/journal/28155497/ http://azekariel.deviantart.com/journal/28155497/ Thu, 05 Nov 2009 06:02:13 PST
Have art class and music class later. Am going to get some Einaudi sheet music today Happy about that.
Have not done art assignment though D: Not so happy about that.
Or about having to carry my stupid bag up to town, full of binders, books and paper. That bit is fucking horrible. Meh. Hopefully class will be fun enough to make up for it.
I have my CD Walkman now so I can listen to music and drown out the radio. What should I listen to, Within Temptation, Nightwish or Opeth... Hmmm.

I want the WoW Soundtrack. I'd listen to that, then. Meh. Or even Kamelot, but I dun have that either.

*sigh*

I'll go pack for art class now. Three sketchbooks, a binder, a large book, and a display book. Too much stuff o.O

]]> ~azekariel http://azekariel.deviantart.com/journal/28067745/ http://azekariel.deviantart.com/journal/28067745/ Sat, 31 Oct 2009 13:54:31 PDT HOWEVER, I do have another project that'll be here quite a bit, and today I posted a sketch from it; Infernus. It stems from my seeing too many 'demonic' characters who wouldn't hurt a fly... I decided to create a cast of really EVIL evil characters.They may love eachother, being a family, but they have no sympathy for anyone else, least of all the human race... and they show no mercy.

It's a long, rather epic story; I don't know quite where it ends yet. It starts with a young Cassien (he prefers Casen though) Infernus, Lord of the Inferno, who is quickly becoming one of the most powerful and influential demons of his day; and it follows him through many many years of chaos and destruction, right to his eldest son reaching demonic adulthood. I separate the story into five 'books' though I only intend to try and write the last one.

The first is a history of the world, and some stuff about the order of sucession within demonic families, the general hierarchy etc.
The second, I call 'The Amazing Social Life of Casen Infernus' which is fairly self explanatory.

Then there is book three, which I'm still not sure of a title for, which follows his 'bonding' which is the demonic equivalent of marriage, I suppose, and the start of his family. Yay.

Book four, Raegan's Inferno, is a look at the demonic world through the eyes of a young human girl who was sold to a demon slave trader. When you look at Casen's life through demonic eyes all the time you start to think they're just like us- but they're not, and book four is there to prove it. Lots of violence and nasty stuff in this.

And book five, Dragonsoul, is the one I'd consider writing at some point. Veradi, Casen's eldest son, has almost reached adulthood, and has some serious problems... his demonic powers aren't really surfacing properly, while the ritual that celebrates leaving childhood behind, The Induction, is drawing ever closer- and he'll need his powers if he's to survive it. Casen's youngest child, his only daughter Draconia, is just growing into her powers, which are more extreme than either of her arents had expected... And assassins and conspiracies are everywhere.

Anyway. That should give you an idea. I need to work on my illustration skills so expect lots of scenes from that

]]> ~azekariel http://azekariel.deviantart.com/journal/27034748/ http://azekariel.deviantart.com/journal/27034748/ Fri, 23 Oct 2009 11:57:20 PDT
It's hardly a grand second coming, but ah well. Let's save the grandeur for the exhibition in February, I suppose. Yep, I'm back at art class, and I have to show my work in February, plan the exhibition and throw a launch party and shit. It would be fun, if I felt I would be able to produce anything to exhibit- and if it didn't clash with the usual skiing holiday to Italy my dad and his side of the family are planning. I'm not much into the idea of skiing, but I wouldn't have minded going and just hanging out and drawing.

On the other hand, I finally got around to buying myself a CD walkman. mp3 players just break all the time, or at least mine do. And my parents are considering how one might get an upright piano into my room- if they think it's possible, that'll be my big Christmas present. And that would be awesome.

Edited Again: I'm tempted to switch to a new account. Does anyone have any opinions on this?

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I've been doing lots of piano practice lately, and reading. Going on holiday in October. Not much else going on.

I saw the sixth Potter film, obviously, and I adore it. Already seen in twice- I bribed my mother, you see... Am I alone in thinking Narcissa was way too composed in the Spinner's End sceen? Hmm. The rest was pretty good, though I'll never see Gambon as Dumbledore... But I suppose death does get in the way of acting, sometimes, doesn't it. Ah well.

The music was incredible too. I finally bought the sheet music for all the films, save the fifth, just because it was on sale. Haha. Um.

Also, I pulled out my about-2-meters-long green snake toy last night and wandered about the house with it wrapped around my shoulders. Got some weird looks, but hey, it was nice and warm.

Anyway, I just thought i'd update this. Hope you lot are having a good day.

]]> ~azekariel http://azekariel.deviantart.com/journal/26013269/ http://azekariel.deviantart.com/journal/26013269/ Fri, 17 Jul 2009 19:22:29 PDT
*cough* Not much, try half a fucking year. Ahem. Sorry.

I think it's blatantly obvious I don't have the patience to deal with the idiots on this site. There are too many people ready to accuse you of theft because your character has the same hairstyle as theirs.
I know I had a few gift art pictures up, and I am very sorry those had to be deleted. None of my art will be back in the gallery, nor will I be posting anything new. However, I did have friends here, so I'll probably be around to comment and drool over their art. I missed you guys... and your vampires.

In other news, I'm currently learning to play The Heart Asks Pleasure First / The Sacrifice from The Piano Soundtrack. Beautiful music, though I've never seen the film.
And on the topic of films, I'm looking forward to going to see the new Harry Potter film on Sunday. Should be lots of Draco and Narcissa Malfoy goodness in this one. I love the Malfoys much more than Harry.


Right. Now, journal, see you in six months *waves*

]]> ~azekariel http://azekariel.deviantart.com/journal/22264246/ http://azekariel.deviantart.com/journal/22264246/ Mon, 29 Dec 2008 16:12:52 PST
I'm tired. didn't sleep at all last night... So this might be rather incoherent.
Sorry I haven't been about much. I've been busy, what can I say.


I've mentioned before, art is more than a pastime for me- it is pretty much everything to me. Something I have worked at as long as I can remember.
For a pathetically long time I put up with those around me thinking that my artistic tendencies were 'just a phase'- the only people who seemed to care about my art were my parents. I owe them a lot for all their support... Sitting here at my desk after another Christmas of canvas boards, pencils and reference books, I really want to show them it was worth their time and encouragement. I don't want others to think I'm wasting my time either- and I want to be able to get up every day and create things that I'm proud of.

I have a lot to learn if I want others to take me seriously, as my parents do. I already spend hours and hours every day drawing and painting, but unfortunately checking in on dA and commenting on art and journals takes time. Probably why I'm staggering off to bed at 4:30 on average this past week. So my appearances will probably be less frequent from now on.

Just to let you know, anyway.

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So. 1:45am. I'm up late. Again.

Uh... I'm weeks behind on work for the art 'class' I go to. I'm sick of hearing the same fucking Christmas songs everywhere all the time.

So, brain fried and half blinded by all the staring at books and computers, I'm doodling random shits. Again.

I really need to do something more constructive with my time. But oh well.

[link] <--- Holy shit that art is good.

I've spent about two hours (it's 1:50am now you see) staring at it. You should stare at it too. Go! Shoo! What are you still reading this for?



...1:55am. I should go to bed now.

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Angel just walked past my window. Seriously.

Well, a guy who looked a lot like him (but admittedly not as gorgeous) just walked past. I was all whoacamera but it was in the other room. Damn it.


Anyway I just thought I'd share that with you all. Have a good day


I have art but it's all for my current class project, so I'm not putting it up. Plus it's based on a PC game and I don't put fan art up where possible.

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So.

I have a new muse. Yes.

He's a pain in the ass. Waits until I'm climbing into bed or something and then throws a shitload of ideas my way.

Now I won't say that this is wholly bad; after all, I need ideas, and they're very good ideas too.
But really, there's a time for inspiration and a time where it's just more like, 'Shut the fuck up you asshole, I'm trying to sleep.'

So after watching Never Mind the Buzzcocks, QI and Fawlty Towers (Farty Towels, according to the sign outside...) I'm exhausted but staying up to finish the art I'm working on.

He says his name is X. Which makes sense because the project I'm working on right now is called XI. I wondered where the name came from- must just have been a hint of what is to come.

In other news I still have this fucking cold. Two weeks now. I've got a horrible cough and it's even so bad that I've taken meds twice today.
Usually I try to avoid any kind of medicine but I would do Hell close to anything to stop the constant choking. I've coughed so hard I've pulled fucking muscles in my neck, I've lost my voice temporarily at times, and it fucking HURTS.

All I can do is hope it goes away. Cause it's hard to eat, sleep or concentrate when you feel this much like shit.




...Yeah bad day xD

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What did I do then that was so horrible I got stuck with this awful fucking cold? D:
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I'm so nice I'll post this link here for you. I actutally think the original song is funny cause it annoys everyone else in the house but doesn't bother me. But this was just fantastic [link]
Watch. You NEED to watch it

Btw who's daydreamed about their characters comin out of the page like that? *raises hand*

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Anyway, features cause I am nice like that.


Nathie [link]
A new favourite artist of mine. The whole gallery is incredible, in so many ways. Here are a few of my favourites:



XiaMan [link]



Radojavor [link]
This gallery is just sensational. Most definetley worth a visit



Rattenfloh [link]
Some really interesting styles in this gallery.



Algenpfleger [link]
Some incredible digital paintings here

http://azekariel.deviantart.com/journal/21312672/ Tue, 04 Nov 2008 06:39:54 PST
This is two minutes after I posted The Lighthouse that I'm writing this.

Holy shit, you guys have been awesome in the last few days! Where are all these faves and collection-addition things coming from?

Anyways... ILU guys... Thanks for the faves, comments and shit. Makes it worth staying around here

It's really made my day though, cause I woke up with a really sore throat and I was having trouble getting food down. It's a bit better now... you dA people make me happy

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So guys, just a quick check in.
Not got much time to comment though I'll try to leave a few; just wanted to say that I've seen myinbox and there's some awesome art there. If only I had more god damned time, eh?

I have not had much time for drawing; I ate something funny a few days back and subsequently made my aquaintance with Mr Toilet the next morning. The next few days I staggered around with stomach cramps. Not been my week *sighs*
I did a few Angel doodles earlier but that's about it. I wrote a bit of story, buuuut. Meh, don't like it much.

If I get back to dA I might post a sketchdump, but there ain't much to dump for now.

Anyway, how is everyone today?

EDIT: The art course thing didn't work out. So I'll have more time for drawing now!

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Art is something I'm serious about- more so than a lot of the people I know. I spend at least seven or eight hours a day working on my art.
But recently this has become a problem for me; I've been feeling tired and sick from overwork, and my vision is fucking up a lot, which is not good.

I have been mentioned to a local uni by the arts center, who want me to take a few classes there even though I'm a few years younger than their age limit. They reckon that if I get in touch with the woman in charge of these classes, I will be able to get in anyway.
This class is reccommendation-only; in other words, you can't get in unless you have a school or arts centre supporting you. So this is a serious honour, and I really feel like it's been worth all the work.

At the moment my eyes are itching and I have a headache so I need to go sit in my bedroom while the lights are off and rest my eyes, so I'll make this quick now.

Basically, I need to go on dA hiatus for now. I'm also looking for a more serious art site to frequent, as dA has become a bit of a joke. I will be around but not much- there's so much going on for me, I'm going to explode if I try to keep up with this site too.

I've made some great friends here, and I thank all the commenters, watchers and favers. It's meant a lot. And as I said, I'll probably be back.

But for now I need to disappear.

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There's No Solution
give me truth to my conviction
It's my own confusion
Reality or Fiction- Am I out of my mind? ]]> ~azekariel http://azekariel.deviantart.com/journal/20738355/ http://azekariel.deviantart.com/journal/20738355/ Mon, 29 Sep 2008 09:25:41 PDT
I'll be around, but not much. Sorry for not replying to comment etc, I will get to it eventually. I have an exhibition to plan, a bunch of projects, plus music and art classes. As well as normal life.
Like finding a clean, non-offensive outfit to wear to grandma's 90th birthday celebrations- we're going for a big family dinner out. Lately my style has been a bit extreme, and, um, I don't think the restaraunt will appreciate it.

And it's almost my birthday. Holy shit, where is all the time going?!

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Let the devil catch you but by a single hair, and you are his forever... ]]> ~azekariel http://azekariel.deviantart.com/journal/20362350/ http://azekariel.deviantart.com/journal/20362350/ Sat, 06 Sep 2008 17:54:41 PDT
No more being stuck inside someone's head
No more being tortured
We are taking over, and we thought we'd say HI.
Because.
It will annoy that *censored* muchly if we steal the computer for a while, and we post messages here, because then even when she gains control again it is TOO LATE to undo what we have done.
Thus, I have to type fast. Acting as spokesperson is hard. I don't even LIKE technolo

get back to the point, sonni! we didn't elect you to have fun and say whatthefuckever you want

Okay, Matt, I got it.
Right.
Our creator is heartless. Do you know how much TORTURE we all suffer? Especially Angel and myself.
She just PLAYS with us. She may have created us, but we are now ourselves and we should be able to decide what to do, say, think. Right? Right.
Which means that I am perfectly authorised to have a day of peace, without 'Stand still idiot, I'm trying to draw you' or her interrupting my... funtime.

your fun time with vibeke?

Something of the sort, but PLEASE Matt, leave the keyboard alone. I haven't got the patience, okay?
And we haven't got all night. Unfortunately, she WILL get back.

Anyway, I'm trying to make sure you're all aware of how us characters are

ANGEL SAYS HE CAN'T HANG ONTO HER MUCH LONGER.

I'd better post this, then.


Enjoy your night, deviants. Have good funtimes xD


PS leave us some nice comments? *hopeful*

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=Veggie-BurgerQueen and =Em-j-akahana are offering commissions for very good prices! Go visit them! Now! Or I shall set my vampires on you ]]> ~azekariel http://azekariel.deviantart.com/journal/20147371/ http://azekariel.deviantart.com/journal/20147371/ Mon, 25 Aug 2008 11:54:10 PDT
Here's some incentive. [link]


What are you waiting for! GOGOGO while it's still in cinemas!

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=Veggie-BurgerQueen and =Em-j-akahana are offering commissions for very good prices! Go visit them! Now! Or I shall set my vampires on you ]]> ~azekariel http://azekariel.deviantart.com/journal/19658043/ http://azekariel.deviantart.com/journal/19658043/ Tue, 29 Jul 2008 09:49:16 PDT I know that I haven't commented on people's new pics and shit lately, as I say I've been busy and not had much time to spare on here. I will get around to it, I swear. I'm tired and need waffles or a toasted bacon bagel or somethings.

In other news, I ordered *eiko-chan's artbook, and eagerly await its arrival. Go check out her gallery, her style is so unique and awesome!

The warm weather is slowly slowly turning cooler, thank god. I was starting to think that someone had taken the town I live in and dumped it in the middle of some other country, cause it's just not supposed to BE that warm in the UK.

Went to a neigbour's party. Boring, boring, and shit music- although they did play Pendulum once, which was good.

Still have no ideas as to when I'm getting a new computer, but I'm guessing sometime next year cause my family just don't have the money for it right now. Dad's is great and all, but I miss having my Coma Files, and the references I had saved on there, and I can't download trial versions of programs. I really wanted to buy Painter, but now with no computer it's pointless -.-

One last thing. When learning anatomy, there are certain books by Bridgman, Hogarth etc. which are pretty much the essential, must-have guides. Are there any such books that deal with environmental concepts, both urban and natural? If you know, please tell me, I am in desperate need of an enviro-guide.

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=Veggie-BurgerQueen and =Em-j-akahana are offering commissions for very good prices! Go visit them! Now! Or I shall set my vampires on you ]]> ~azekariel http://azekariel.deviantart.com/journal/19323538/ http://azekariel.deviantart.com/journal/19323538/ Fri, 11 Jul 2008 03:13:35 PDT
All that I really would have liked is the removal of 'most popular' from the front page, because it seemed to be turning art into a competition.

But now you go and throw this new layout at us, and it's awful, and it takes ages to load! And I can't find a way to make it go back to the old layout anywhere...



I like my CSS colours, though. Kind of puke coloured, awesome... xD

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=Veggie-BurgerQueen and =Em-j-akahana are offering commissions for very good prices! Go visit them! Now! Or I shall set my vampires on you ]]> ~azekariel http://azekariel.deviantart.com/journal/19031822/ http://azekariel.deviantart.com/journal/19031822/ Wed, 25 Jun 2008 03:10:35 PDT Let's build a nice big fire, guys.

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=Veggie-BurgerQueen and =Em-j-akahana are offering commissions for very good prices! Go visit them! Now! Or I shall set my vampires on you ]]> ~azekariel http://azekariel.deviantart.com/journal/18870664/ http://azekariel.deviantart.com/journal/18870664/ Mon, 16 Jun 2008 10:20:26 PDT
YAY.

Okay, okay, I have nothing to say, I just want to, you know, say hi. And thankyou for 900 pageviews... *is stunned* I was convinced I wasn't even going to get 90 in six months.

There is no 'fractal-obsessed' mood. I object to that! D:

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=Veggie-BurgerQueen and =Em-j-akahana are offering commissions for very good prices! Go visit them! What are you waiting fooor? ]]> ~azekariel http://azekariel.deviantart.com/journal/18834293/ http://azekariel.deviantart.com/journal/18834293/ Sat, 14 Jun 2008 08:17:40 PDT
I'm alive just got a huge headache

I had a bizarre dream


I got ' Lest We Forget: The Best of ' by Marilyn Manson. I listen to it obsessively

I worship Victoria Frances even more now. I wish I could draw her but I can't draw that well, in fact right now I'm having issues and I feel like I can't draw at all

Mum and I watched Clerks last night and almost killed ourselves laughing. And mum found popcorn in her pockets when we went to the shop earlier. I had nothing to do with that (much)
...I need to work on my aim?

As for going to the shops.
Someone please shoot me now -.-

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=Veggie-BurgerQueen and =Em-j-akahana are offering commissions! Go visit them. NOOOOW. Because I literally have no money and can't o.O ]]> ~azekariel http://azekariel.deviantart.com/journal/18605141/ http://azekariel.deviantart.com/journal/18605141/ Sun, 01 Jun 2008 06:45:27 PDT
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I will post that thing about my stories soon, I'm on dad's PC and so I don't have the file.
I don't know why I'm posting this. I guess I just like to spam you all. Anyway, I'm working on some more art, some more writing, and I think I need to RELAX. I end up staying up until 3 or 4 in the morning, working on my stories. Every time I try to write them they fuck up and they aren't what I want to write.

So I'm trying to work on what happens to the survivors after the apocalypse.
I'm focusing on a city (so far, it's unnamed in the post-apocalypse world- no one can figure out what it used to be) and what people will do to survive in it. After all, there's no electricity, and no map, and little food.
And not all of the people who survived the apocalypse are exactly sane either.

But when I draw it it's never what I imagined, and the stories aren't what I wanted them to be when I write them.









Ah. It's hard being a perfectionist.

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Come on and fight me
Come on and scare me to death
I'll be the victim, you'll be the voice in my head
You could give me anything but love ]]> ~azekariel http://azekariel.deviantart.com/journal/18474496/ http://azekariel.deviantart.com/journal/18474496/ Sat, 24 May 2008 06:18:11 PDT
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Apparently I'm disorganised when I pack to go on holiday, but I don't think so. I mean I counted how many socks I brought and everything!
One sock, two sock, three sock, four sock, five sock, etc. Disorganised my ass -.-

Went to Edinburgh for a few days, but now I'm back. Now I just need to put the photos on the computer and I can start uploading them.

And of course, I think I met my muse while I was there. Not so much met, but. There is a story behind calling my muse Maxie, but it's a kind of painful one to tell. Aaaanyway, on with the story.

I was sitting in a restaraunt, gazing out at the windows above the shop opposite. I like to people watch. And then I saw this one guy, and I swear to god he looked EXACTLY how I pictured my muse. He just stood there for a while, smoking, and talking to his friends, he had a drink, and then he actually climbed out the window. The shop below protruded out into the street, and on top was a sort of platform, and he was just wandering up and down, watching people. And then he sat on the window sill for a while, and disappeared back into the flat. And that's was exactly what Maxie does every night there are other people in the flat.
It's completely bizarre- it feels like it WAS him. And I was pretty much hypnotised the whole time, I couldn't bear to take my eyes off him for one second. It's crazy.
And I couldn't even take a photo... *sigh*

Weird shit happens when you're on holiday.

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As a rapturous voice escapes I will tremble a prayer, and I'll beg for forgiveness... ]]> ~azekariel http://azekariel.deviantart.com/journal/18347326/ http://azekariel.deviantart.com/journal/18347326/ Fri, 16 May 2008 06:19:18 PDT Put your mp3 player or whatever on random and add 'in my pants' to the titles of the songs. I didn't count how many I did, so... Not exactly sticking to the rules but what the fuck

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RIIIIIIIIIGHT.

Would You Love A Monsterman In My Pants (Um...?)

Bring Me To Life In My Pants (I'll see what I can do!)

Somewhere I Belong In My Pants

To Burn The Eye In My Pants (What?!)

Iowa In My Pants

Prey In My Pants (Run For Your Life!)

Halo In My Pants (?!)

All I Need In My Pants (Is You )

Scars In My Pants (Ouch )

Attack In My Pants

Pure Hatred In My Pants (OMG)

Blood In My Pants (Hahahaha- how ironic)

Diluted In My Pants (WTF?!)

Cleansation In My Pants (Put the dettol away!)

AND THE WINNER IS:

WAKING THE DEMON IN MY PANTS

Hey, let me know if you have more. There's also 'Always Be In My Pants' but Always Be isn't on my mp3, I know it from TV.

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Hope that made you laugh ]]> ~azekariel http://azekariel.deviantart.com/journal/18229319/ http://azekariel.deviantart.com/journal/18229319/ Thu, 08 May 2008 15:43:46 PDT
God, it's been so fucking hot these past few days, I'm dying. Okay, so maybe it's not hot by some people's standards but this IS England, and I'm not used to sun. It's killin me.

[link]
This is the song I've had on repeat all day. I'm in love with it, it makes me so happy. Helps that Sean is cute, of course
Aaanyway.

Not much to say. I have some random ideas for art, but I doubt you'll see much of it.

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Ello! I'm writing this while one layer of a watercoour painting I'm workin on dries.
I know my last journal (which I deleted just now) was weird, I was in a weird mood. My excuse is that I watched The Wall earlier that day and I was all screwed up.

I mentioned a dancing lime in my journal on April 29th; the one I painted for the e-zine. It has been accepted and will be used in the header of a regular column, which makes me very happy I will upload the painting (I have their permission to do so) but not immediately.

My puppy Wook broke a plate yesterday. Guess what was on that plate? My fucking DINNER. Augh D:
I had it on the bookcase while me and my family were watching Stop Making Sense (we like our music-movies, can you tell?) and I ran upstairs to get a pen and paper so I could doodle, and then I heard a smash and lots of yelling.
It turns out Wook had climbed onto the chair and stood on the arm, and then tried to climb ONTO the plate, causing it to fall to the floor and smash. She wasn't hurt, but obviously I lost my dinner. I had leftovers for dinner instead... It was okay in the end

That's all from me for now, I have a painting to finish...

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I gotta request. From the makers of an e-zine my mum collaborates on. I have to do a digital painting for them! I won't getg paid, but still, fuck. It's publicity.








They asked me to paint a dancing lime
No, seriously...

Any opinions?



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We'll run away from everything you hate ]]> ~azekariel http://azekariel.deviantart.com/journal/17947297/ http://azekariel.deviantart.com/journal/17947297/ Sun, 20 Apr 2008 16:02:55 PDT
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Drawing ideas! I need lots of ideas. Just throw them at me. I have tons myself but I just want to make a huge list of things to draw for when I get artist's block.
I know I need to:

Draw my gargoyle characters... They need names already...
Draw some of my friends' characters, cause they're awesomeness!
Draw some scenes from my story 'The Hollow Craft Of Murder'
Draw Angel at the height of his 'insomnia and drugs' obsession.
Draw Jaska raising the dead. What? It's his job!
Draw a decent picture of Matt, he doesn't get enough love from me.
Draw Vanya on the hunt.
Draw Jaska, my ' playful' gargoyle and Vanya playing with balloons...
Draw myself a new ID, me with my characters!

On my gargoyles:
I have two, one a vengeant, serious gargoyle and the other a playful gargoyle. The serious one doesn't know who brought him to life. He's not very fond of humans, he doesn't think they treat gargoyles with the propler respect. They just laugh at the carvings on buildings, and kick out at them. The playful one was found by a couple of crazy teens and taken home, and he lives with them as a sort of pet. Like an oversized, weird lookin' puppy.
Why does no one else seem to love gargoyles? They're so awesome! They make great characters! Seriously, you should all adopt gargoyles. They're adorable

On my story, THCOM:
It's a story about a teenage murderer (Alexei, he's in my gallery) whose accomplice betrayed him, and now he's trying to kill the ex-accomplice, as well as a drug dealer he doesn't trust. I had been listening to Lordi, 30 Seconds To Mars and Slayer all in one night, eating pasta, and BAM it just came to me, and I started writing this scene... And it just kept growing. It's not the kind of thing I'd have written normally, or even read, but I love where it's going, and I can't wait to try drawing stuff from it. The characters are, in my opinion, strong and realistic, the scenarios are just the way I wanted them, and it's good practice for me at writing action scenes.

So... yeah, any requests, ideas? Please tell me, I'll add them to my list although I can't promise I'll get to them. Just in case I ever need something to do on a rainy day

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"Please turn off an inside switch when the motor sound of the refridgerator is anxious" ]]> ~azekariel http://azekariel.deviantart.com/journal/17826779/ http://azekariel.deviantart.com/journal/17826779/ Sun, 13 Apr 2008 06:57:45 PDT
So.
When people learn I like vampires and reading, one of the first things they ask me is 'So do you like Stephanie Meyer?'
Come ON, guys. There is so much more to vampire literature than that. I don't mind the books, but they're so overrated, seriously. Too many cliches for my taste, and the characters seem hollow and unrealistic.
Okay, you can shoot me now.

Now, when you're done shooting me...
So, second comes the inevitable, 'Well, then, do you like Anne Rice's books?'
*bangs head on keyboard*
Why does everyone like her books? I bought one out of curiousity and didn't bother finishing it. The writing is clumsy, the characters annoy the fuck out of me, and I just don't get it at all.

Anyone got any other vampire or occult books to reccommend?

I'm not interested in that Anita Blake series, I read an extract once and I didn't like the writing style at all... And I've read the Darren Shan books already... loved that series! I'm reading I Am Legend, stolen from dad... It's pretty good.
Oh and. Read E. E. Richardson's books if you get the chance, 'specially The Intruders, and The Devil's Footsteps. I think they're amazing. By now you must see how HIGH my standards are... *sarcastic* Haha, no seriously, they're great books.


I have a few books I'm planning to buy, though. Demon In My View, by Amelia Atwater-Rhodes and A Thorned Rose by J.L. Ault. And the new E. E. Richardson book. Yes indeed

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Ignorance is not... bliss
So fed up with the second best
Our time... is here and now
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I dun have much to say but I like to update this regularly, sooo... Mneh.

I'm fairly good, not been doing much 'cept drawing lately. They closed my art class down. So I'm kinda pissed about that.

I've been doing a lot of digital painting lately, but it's not great so there isn't much to upload. I'm sorry I'm so boring and never say anything interesting... But that's my life. Few friends, hardly ever leaving the house, doodles you'll never see... Hehe, so anyway.

I'll shut up now


Oh YEAH: Found these a while back. OMG, They both look a lot like how I imagine Angel!
[link]
[link]
He lives!

The first is sort of a youngish Angel, and the second is how I imagine him looking in a few yearsish. There is a period where he goes back to non-dreaded hair, and stops dying it, but I can't find anyone who looks like that. Which is okay; I wasn't expecting to. The way I draw Angel is in between the two photos, I think. I THINK.

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Don't forget the VIOLENCE ]]> ~azekariel http://azekariel.deviantart.com/journal/17600634/ http://azekariel.deviantart.com/journal/17600634/ Mon, 31 Mar 2008 05:05:04 PDT Your body will never be found
I'll wear your skin like a suit
Pretend to be you
Your friends will like you more than they used to

-I'm changing my chara Cody's name spelling to Kody. Cause it just suits him more. I dunno if I can be bothered to change the pic's title and comments, although I know the comments might need changing anyway cause they're so crappy and make no sense.

-I have a bunch of sketches of Kody, Angel, Matt that need uploading but I'm feeling kinda eh, so I dunno if I'll upload them today. I'll try although they might just go in my scraps anyway.

-My muse is working overtime for me, but my artistic talent has gone down the drain. If it was ever there in the first place. I seriously need it back now, cause I have so much stuff i want to do- like my 4 Words (To Choke Upon) peice I thought of the other night. And my koala sketch needs refining, and the two big pics of Angel I'd planned. And a ton of other shit. Someone shoot me...

-We bought a new dining room table and it's round so no sharp corners to walk into. I've taken to walking into the kitchen counter instead. Fucking granite... on the other hand, look at all these cool coloured bruises I get from it!

-I finished my guitar lessons, finally. I am so glad to be shot of that chore...

-I'm fuckin addicted to A Tout Le Monde... [link] great song. Heard it on TV and fell in love with it straight away. The cchorus is amazing

-Four times is hardly a coincidence, Kolya.

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Everything has been said before
Nothing left to say any more ]]> ~azekariel http://azekariel.deviantart.com/journal/17409571/ http://azekariel.deviantart.com/journal/17409571/ Wed, 19 Mar 2008 12:08:23 PDT And they let me use a spare room as a temporary studio, so I got some cool photos. And nwo I have my desk light fixed, you can expect more photos soon!
More in the style of A Perfect Denial hopefully, at least that's what I'm aiming for

I have to go be tired and angsty now, I got terrible stomach cramps last night at 2am when I was just heading to bed, slept for a whole fucking HOUR, got up at 5:45am and didn't eat until 1:45pm today. And I still feel a bit sick. But much better than last night. At least I'm not whimpering like a puppy anymore... >_<

Thank god for paracetemol...

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Got that song stuck in my head- for those of you who don't know, it's Placebo's song Pure Morning, and I love it. But sadly, I do not own it on CD...


So, I've spent the last few days just enjoying life... Y'know, spending time with my family, playing tennis against the wall, that stuff. It's pretty fun...
So naturally, it won't last long.

I have a new character design finished, so I'll probably upload that sometime soon, as well as some random sketches that I've finished. I plan to play some more with coloured pencils, and doodle some arctitecture stuff, you know, really cool buildings and cities. So expect some different stuff from me.

And of course, this shocking revelation:
My dad thinks Marilyn Manson is a cut above most other musical acts from the 90s! Shit, when did that happen?!
And my mum... likes Freak On A Leash by Korn. She used to hate Korn! This is way too weird for me

Anyway I gotta go draw, I hope everyone reading this is having a good day or night or whatever!

]]> ~azekariel http://azekariel.deviantart.com/journal/17152166/ http://azekariel.deviantart.com/journal/17152166/ Sun, 02 Mar 2008 16:02:35 PST The disease and the suffering bear down upon her
Her betrayal lives on in their anger
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Hello! It's me. I just ate chocolate, thus I am hyper. I've been very inspired lately and have been writing lyrics like fuck, so I was wondering, what shall I do with them? I'm posting fragments here and there but I feel like they should be put to better use. After all, some of them are pretty good.

I could post them here; I don't really have any other ideas. It's not like I could put them to music, since I'm crap at that kind of thing, and seeing as i'm not, like, in a band or anything, why would I bother? Having lyrics with music but still not being able to use them anywhere is as pointless as just having lyrics.

Of course, if I post them here, that could lead to trouble in the future if I ended up in a band and wanted to use them; or someone could steal them which would be shitness. I don't want people stealing them >_< What's a hyper'kariel to do?

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I want to see your flowers burst into flame
I want to see your power turn into shame
I want to see the storm in your eyes
I want you to surrender as day passes you by ]]> ~azekariel http://azekariel.deviantart.com/journal/17071401/ http://azekariel.deviantart.com/journal/17071401/ Tue, 26 Feb 2008 10:18:11 PST Who do you bleed for?
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I've been inspired for 3 days on end O_O
Shit, I must have a new muse or something.

Btw, to those of you who want to see my vampie-boy, I have a picture I'm working on and some sketches on the computer so hopefully I'll have it up tonight.
...Really this time

I have all my homework done for the first time in ages. And I didn't screw up too bad!

...And that is all, thankyou for reading XD

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She lies, bathed in shame
The sun refuses to shine on her
She cries, buried in guilt
Her fingernails scrape away at her skin
No water with which to was away the filth
Her Betrayal ]]> ~azekariel http://azekariel.deviantart.com/journal/17037163/ http://azekariel.deviantart.com/journal/17037163/ Sun, 24 Feb 2008 07:11:12 PST ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------

How many times have I tried to start writing this? I've lost track. I don't even know what I'm doing, I'm not fully comprehending my own words. But that's okay, because I haven't fully comprehended the situation I'm in either... I don't know if I want to.

Have you ever felt something so intense it makes you numb?
That's the only thing I can say. I can't say whether it's good or bad. Maybe it's both?

I know there are people reading this that are involved in this little situation of mine, and hopefully they have no fucking clue what I'm talking about. I also hope they don't realise who they are.

To be honest, I know exactly what the problem is, and I've assessed all my options. As usual, I'm using "ignore it" for the time being. Because I don't really know what'll happen if I do anything else. I dun wanna ruin my main source of sanity... Which may very well happen, like I said I don't know.

I hate having to be so careful with words, but one slip up could give the game away. And I'm not gonna let that happen. I'm not a very good loser.

So, conclusion. Um.
I'm a mess. I dunno... I'm confused? XD
Ah, I wish I hadn't given my fucking devArt adress to some people. Then I could talk about this properly. If you're really really interested, go ahead and note me or something, that's more private right? But somehow I doubt you want to listen to my confused-ness.

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Lithuum, don't want to lock me up inside
Don't want to forget how it feels without-
Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow...
But God, I want to let it go ]]> ~azekariel http://azekariel.deviantart.com/journal/16996429/ http://azekariel.deviantart.com/journal/16996429/ Thu, 21 Feb 2008 16:30:57 PST I'm gonna kill you anyway (somehow)
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SPAMMING UP YOUR INBOX

Remember when you ran away, and I got on my knees
And begged you not to leave because I'd go berserk?
Well. . .
You left me anyhow and then the days got worse and worse
And now you see I've gone completely out of my mind
And. . .
They're coming to take me away, HA HA
They're coming to take me away, HO HO HEE HEE HA HA
To the funny farm- where life is beautiful all the time
And I'll be happy to see those nice, young men in their clean, white coats
And they're coming to take me away, Ha-haaa!
You thought it was a joke and so you laughed
You laughed when I had said that losing you
Would make me flip my lid
Right. . .
You know you laughed, I heard you laugh
You laughed, you laughed and laughed
And then you left but now you know I'm utterly mad!
And. . .
They're coming to take me away, HA HA
They're coming to take me away, HO HO HEE HEE HA HA
To the happy home, with trees and flowers and chirping birds
And basket weavers who sit and smile
And twiddle their thumbs and toes
And they're coming to take me away, Ha-haaa!
I cooked your food, I cleaned your house
And this is how you pay me back for all my kind, unselfish loving deeds?!!
Hah. . .
Well you just wait, they'll find you yet
And when they do they'll put you in the ASPCA, you mangy mutt!
And. . .
They're coming to take me away, HA HA
They're coming to take me away, HO HO HEE HEE HA HA
To the funny farm
Where life is beautiful all the time
And I'll be happy to see those nice, young men in their clean, white coats
And they're coming to take me away, Ha-haaa!
To the happy home, with trees and flowers and chirping birds
And basket weavers who sit and smile and twiddle their thumbs and toes
And they're coming to take me away, Ha-haaa!
To the funny farm
Where life is beautiful all the time
And I'll be happy to see those nice, young men in their clean, white coats
And they're coming to take me away, Ha-haaa!

---> [link]


Um. I fucking love that song, as dooes my mum. We wandered around town singing it together one time, it was great XD
I just thought I'd put that up to point out that I am in a VERY good MOOD!!! XDDD

...And yes, I may be somewhat hyper XD

]]> ~azekariel http://azekariel.deviantart.com/journal/16963168/ http://azekariel.deviantart.com/journal/16963168/ Tue, 19 Feb 2008 14:15:38 PST I'm gonna kill you anyway (somehow)
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Heeeey- new journal. No real reason.

I have photos, a few sketches and stuff that I'm planning on submitting, but right now I'm in the middle of a digital painting. And it's difficult, difficult shit o_O
But at least I'm inspired, like SUPER inspired.
Hehe XD

Hope you all are having a good day and getting enough of that thing sleep.
"Sleep" is a good word, it sound like it'd be cool to try sometime. I just wish I had the time, inbetween helping my family out around the house and getting all my art stuff done... Taking reference photos, sketching, digital colouring, and then of course I have to talk to my friends here on dA, and mess about on some other websites I frequent...

Gah X_X

Well, that's it from me.

ART YOU JUST HAVE TO LOOK AT

]]> ~azekariel http://azekariel.deviantart.com/journal/16943722/ http://azekariel.deviantart.com/journal/16943722/ Mon, 18 Feb 2008 10:30:53 PST I'm gonna kill you anyway (somehow)
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Have you ever looked out of the window and seen something that took your breath away?

I just did. The fucking sunset here tonight was INCREDIBLE. One of the most amazing things I've ever seen.

Yes, I got lotsa photos, so I think it's time for another huge submission XD

ART YOU JUST HAVE TO LOOK AT

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I'm going to town today! I can buy more paper, more books, more pure graphite sticks! I wanna go! I love walking to town, I wanna buy shit!
I'm happy. Yay?
XD

Ah, it must be cause I had a good night's sleep, which is unusual for me. I owe that to not having a door (long story). Instead I have a metal gate which the pups are very, very afraid of. Convinient really because now they don't scratch on my door when I'm trying to sleep.

I just felt like I needed to write that I'm having a good day in stead of whining all the time. I get accused of sounding depressed on a regular basis, sooo... Here's to trying to change that XD

Hmm... So do I actually have anything else to say?
Oh yeah!
Expect new art soon, I have some photos of my traditional work to upload, and I've also made myself an ID, which I will submit... sometime soon, I suppose. I actually have a fair few things that need doing that I haven't done, but I'll try and submit stuff.

So I hope you're all having a good day, or afternoon or evening- whatever it is in your corner of the world.
Here in Mattieland though, it's food time.

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Yeah... I dunno what to saaaaaaaaay o_O

I'm listening to opera... or more specifically, the Phantom of the Opera. Dunno why.
Uh, so I spent all of last night taking reference photos for art, while listening to Nightwish and Within Temptation. And it's really hard to be two people at once, y'know, if you want to do a picture of two people interacting you have to try to be two people at once in the reference photos as well as the photographer... Am I making sense?
SO you put the camera on a shelf or somewhere and set the timer and then do your first pose, being the first person. Now, without forgetting exactly where the first person was supposed to be standing, you have to take another photo, preferably without moving the camera, and then do your second pose. But if you want to make the people look at eachother you have to remember exactly where your eyes were in the first shot so you know where to look in the second.
COMPLICATED SHIT.


So I figured it was time for a new journal. I keep telling people I'll enter their contests and join in with projects, or do things for them. And unfortunately I don't always have time to do that stuff. So if I said I'd enter something... I might not, I'm sorry. You can take it as a 'I'd love to be able to enter' though.

Uuuh, so what to say?
There isn't much interesting stuff going on...
I'm just... eh. I'm good, fairly productive but not that much is actually getting finished. I'll keep working though, right? And post anything I finish. In the meantime...



You HAVE to check out this tutorial because I say so! OMG, it's so great, I've been using it to help me with my painting lately and it's really good, I'd reccomend it to any digital painters who have trouble with stuff.

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]]> ~azekariel http://azekariel.deviantart.com/journal/16669228/ http://azekariel.deviantart.com/journal/16669228/ Fri, 01 Feb 2008 05:28:16 PST Until you lie, until you learn
Until you see, until you believe...

Until you die, until you're alive
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A few new submissions. Time for a new journal...

Unfortunately I don't have much to say so I'm just going to use lots of blank lines to make it look like I've written more than I actually have.

I have more photos on the camera to upload (I think) so I might put some more stuff up over the next few days. But my dad is going away on Sunday and he's taking the camera with him, so no photography for me for a whole week.

But my parents are gonna buy themselves a new camera and let me keep the family one for myself.

So... I had music class last night, and I spent the whole hour sitting there wishing I could be at home, listening to music and drawing.

My hand drawn art has been getting worse lately, not better. I need to improve... Hell, I just need to... I dunno.

I need to eat, cause it's one in the afternoon and I haven't eaten a thing. Damn computer is too far away from the kitchen.
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Until you're lost, until you lose;
Until you see, how could you believe?

Until the truth becomes a lie
Until you change, until you deny

UNTIL YOU BELIEVE ]]> ~azekariel http://azekariel.deviantart.com/journal/16615228/ http://azekariel.deviantart.com/journal/16615228/ Mon, 28 Jan 2008 15:28:54 PST Makes me want to scream it
Fuck, I'm dying to breathe for you
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I just wanted to update the journal. I'm thinking of posting some writing... Cause I have loads of lyrics and shit.






I owe anyone who puts up with my stupidity... I think (I hope) you know who you are. There aren't many of you. I know why though o_O I'm a fucking screwball. One day, I will find a way to repay you...
But for now, I got nothin'... Oops.





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You read me again; I try to close my mind to your intrusive insolence
One day I'll answer all your questions, when the obstacles are cleared
And when you have answered all of mine
Until then, sit back and laugh at our inability to enact the script before us
And I will read between the lines, and close my mind to your mistaken guiding light ]]> ~azekariel http://azekariel.deviantart.com/journal/16475542/ http://azekariel.deviantart.com/journal/16475542/ Sat, 19 Jan 2008 13:30:27 PST Deceased now, the silence broken by a gunshot in the night;
Red, splattered over the walls and floor;
Dead, the blessed child shall wake no more
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Hate, so pure and beautiful;
Faith, religion, bringing war;
Hope, a plea to end it all;
So pray, we purge the world of spoils
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Hate, so pure and beautiful;
Faith, religion, bringing war;
Hope, a plea to end it all;
So pray, we purge the world of spoils
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I'm doing good. Just like always, nothing's up.
I'm drawing a lot, if only I was drawing well, then it'd be worth it >_<
Haven't got the camera at the moment, so no more photography for now. Have got a serious case of lethargy. Don't feel like using full sentences. Deal with it... At least I still use capital letters and punctuation.
Having some problems with communicating with friend. It's pissing me off... 'nuff said.

]]> ~azekariel http://azekariel.deviantart.com/journal/16427141/ http://azekariel.deviantart.com/journal/16427141/ Wed, 16 Jan 2008 05:06:51 PST It's my own confusion, reality or fiction; am I out of my mind?

Anyone recognise the lyrics?

Anyway, I submitted more photos; I took a ton yesterday before the art moderation thing I mentioned, but then deleted them all by mistake. IDIOT ME >_<
So I re-took them all after, with a little experimentation in the lighting. Colour, and angle, are so fun to screw about with.

Anyway; Not much to say, I just felt the need to put those lyrics in a journal. I love that album- still not saying what it is though.
Guess XD

Obsession has begun, posessed by destruction-
How did I get so low?
Believe me, no one knows... ]]> ~azekariel http://azekariel.deviantart.com/journal/16415238/ http://azekariel.deviantart.com/journal/16415238/ Tue, 15 Jan 2008 09:48:01 PST Ahem, don't worry, I'm not depressed. The thing I have got amuses me to no end, the circumstances considered... How ironic o_O
I had to go to my Arts Award moderation today. The whole room was silent, no one wanted to answer the moderator's questions... mum wasn't too amused with one of the answers i gave, though I noticed my friend laughing. So, I'm kind of indifferent...
So yeah, I stole all the packets of sugar from the table at the reception where we were sitting, waiting to be called in by the mod. I is gonna be hyper tonight!
And I also got to laugh openly at my friend at one point for being a bit... shall we say, unobservant? He looked really pissed, so I have a feeling he's gonna yell at me on msn. Which is okay with me, as long as he remembers I wanna die a spectacular death, so blood up the walls if you please.

Aaanyway, I'm still open to requests.
And still quite busy although I might post some new stuff soon, if I get the chance.






~azekariel http://azekariel.deviantart.com/journal/16297505/ http://azekariel.deviantart.com/journal/16297505/ Mon, 07 Jan 2008 07:52:09 PST That being said, fire away.

Aaanyway, I added more stamps... yay me... and I've made more spectrums, though I won't be uploading those until I have the preview images ready, and I may just get lazy and not bother to upload the images at all XD

I finally, finally got Jay And Silent Bob Strike Back on DVD. Any other fans of the Askewniverse out there? My mother is a newly converted fan, thanks to watching Mallrats and JaSBSB with me. Heheh XD

Yeah, I really don't have much to say. I have to go try and find my inspiration now, excuse me.






http://azekariel.deviantart.com/journal/16256700/ Fri, 04 Jan 2008 14:37:06 PST
SO, uh, that's it yeah XD



]]> ~azekariel http://azekariel.deviantart.com/journal/16256338/ http://azekariel.deviantart.com/journal/16256338/ Fri, 04 Jan 2008 14:13:16 PST ...Y'know what this means?
STAMPS! Ahaha... I can finally use 'em! But first I need to fucking MAKE ONE to say Blondes Are Not Stupid. Because I'm blonde, and I sure as hell know I'm not stupid. And that's my pet peeve, blondes being called stupid.
Aaaaaanyway, Rant aside; WE NEED JAY AND SILENT BOB STAMPS TOO! Give them some love, would you? I'll get to making some soon; Just give me time, yeah?
Snootchie bootchies, people.
Azekariel signing out.

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