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[Spell your first name backwards]:
ahtnamas

[The story behind your pen name]:
It's just always been the name I've used. I've kept it so that old friends can find me.

[3 words that sum you up]:
(right now?) REALLY GOTTA PEE

~*DESCRIBE YOUR*~

[Wallet]:
nonexistant

[Hairbrush]:
light blue and slightly translucent with the majority of the rubber tips of the bristles torn off so the metal scratches me sometimes. O_o I should really get a new one.

[Jewelry you wear daily]:
Three hoops and a stud in each ear

[Pillow cover]:
tie dye

[Coffee cup]:
I don't drink coffee, but I have a coffee cup that I painted myself at MJ Designs! It has fish on it.

[Shoes]:
None right now, but I usually wear flip flops. Even when it's a little too chilly.

[CD in stereo right now]:
'Baby Please Don't Go'- Led Zepplin

[What are you are wearing now?]:
Some old jeans and a nintendo T-shirt

[Hair]:
Long and dirty-blonde

[In your mouth]:
tongue, teeth, and spit

[In your head]:
pornography...!!!... I mean! Thoughts! Brains! No Porn!

[Eating]:
chicken

[Some of your favorite movies]:
Tokyo Godfathers, Spirited Away, Mulan, The Music Man, The Lion King, The Little Mermaid, South Park: Bigger, Longer, and Uncut, and sooo many others.

[Something you're looking forward to]:
Getting my AP Art Results soon!!!!!!!!

[The last thing you ate?]:
Chicken

[Something that you are deathly afraid of?]:
I wouldn't say DEATHLY afraid- junebugs. They're just gross.

[Do you like candles?]:
They're alright

[Do you believe in a thing called love?]:
Yeah.

[Do you believe in soul mates?]:
Sure. There are so many people in the world- there's gotta be one that's perfect for me. Even if they don't speak my language, have the same religious views, or anything else.

[Do you believe in love at first sight?]:
No.

[Do you believe in forgiveness?]:
Yes.

[If you could have any animal for a pet]:
The Shar-pei breed of dog. Those things are so freaking looking! I love 'em!

[What are 3 places you wouldn't mind relocating to?]:
England, The Florida Keys, and Hawaii.

[What are some of your favorite pig out foods?]:
Extreme Cheddar flavor 'Munchies'. It's my art food.

[What's something you wish you could understand better?]:
How to get to the top. How to be successful at what I truly want to do.

[Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time?]:
Eddie. I've been thinking of him a lot lately.

~*In the last 24 hours, have you*~:

[Cried?]:
No.

[Gotten sick?]:
No.

[Sang?]:
Yes. Hee hee. I've been singing 'Ain't Seen Nothing Yet' by BTO all day long. (she looked at me with those big brown eyes- and said: You Ain't Seen Nothin' Yet!!! B-b-b-baby! You just ain't seen n-n-nothin' yet!!! *ahem* sorry...)

[Eaten?]:
yes

[Felt stupid?]:
No.

[Hugged someone?]:
No.

[Wanted to tell someone you loved them?]:
No.

[Met someone new?]:
No.

[Talked to someone you have a crush on?]:
No.

[Fought with your parents?]:
Just play fighting.

[Dreamed about someone you can't be with?]:
Yes. *sigh*

[Are you center of attention or the wallflower?]:
both! Right now I'm being a wall flower, but when I have to emerge from this room for one reason or another, and people start harrasing me, I become the life of the party.

[What type of automobile do you drive?]:
None yet. I don't like driving too much.

[Would you rather be with friends or on a date?]:
With friends.They're the greatest.

[Do you attend church?]:
No.

[Do you like being around people?]:
Yes!

[What time is it now?]:
11:19PM (central)

[What are you planning to do later?]:
Go to bed.

[What do you hear right now?]:
The TV

[What was the last thing you watched on TV?]:
The Daily Show


Good Night Everybody!!
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~azumarrilchic http://azumarrilchic.deviantart.com/journal/2689778/ http://azumarrilchic.deviantart.com/journal/2689778/ Thu, 01 Jul 2004 13:00:50 PDT
On the 16th of June I had just gotten home around 9PM from this art show I was in and I was hanging out in my room when my brother comes in and says: 'I got a surprise for you...' I figured it was just something dumb- and then, he held out his hands and there it was. My sketchbook. I was absolutely shocked. Then, when it finally hit me what I was seeing I started bawling like a baby because I was so overjoyed.

He found it on the front door step- we have no clue who dropped it off, who had it/where its been, or where it was found. The book was the same as it was when I saw it last. No pages were torn out, damaged, or written on and all the things I had tucked in the back cover were still there. The only difference is that on the inside of the front cover, someone (with very neat handwriting) had written my address. Mysterious no?

It really does eat me up wondering who returned it, but I guess it doesn't matter. I'm just glad I have it again. Funny, it was only missing for 22 days, but it feels like its been a lot longer.

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]]> ~azumarrilchic http://azumarrilchic.deviantart.com/journal/2545342/ http://azumarrilchic.deviantart.com/journal/2545342/ Wed, 16 Jun 2004 08:13:58 PDT I was letting my friends draw in the back of it so I could have something to remember them by (I'm graduating on the 2nd of June) and one of my friends left it someplace and someone took it. I'm angry at my friend, but she was so upset about it already and I didn't want her to feel the piercing sadness that I do, so I told her not to worry about it even though it's tearing me up inside.

I don't know how much heart I'll have to touch pencil to paper now-a-days, so I probably won't post here too much.
(not that anyone's gonna miss me or anything)

That book meant so much to me! I poured my 'soul', my all, into every page. This was not just a book of sketches as the name implies- every page was a complete artpiece. Imagine it- Over 50 complete pieces gone (including deviations: Music, How I Love Them, Macaws, Yin and Yang, Clinging, Mother of All Light, Expedition: Uncharted Planet, and Migration.)

That book was a crucial part of my portfolio for college. At any college interview, it was always the thing that impressed my interviewers most. I'm afraid that no coleges will think I'm good enough without it now. That's how good I felt about it.

And it isn't just about the art either! That book was full of memories. In the back, I kept my friends' phone numbers, screen names, things they drew, programs from plays I saw, a tiny but perfect feather, meaningful quotes, etc.

I'm getting incredibly upset just thinking about all of this. I won't be truly happy again for a long time judging by how sad I was when my last sketchbook got stolen (November 21st 2003)

My deviation, Fragmented Memorial, is a photograph of what is left of my sketchbook: 4 slides. They are arranged on a clear CD cover and held over a lamp so you can see them. Top left- baby tiger, top right- man with giant cats, bottom left- goat people on a journey, bottom right- flamingoes.

Well, I'll see ya when I see ya. ]]> ~azumarrilchic http://azumarrilchic.deviantart.com/journal/2384549/ http://azumarrilchic.deviantart.com/journal/2384549/ Sat, 08 May 2004 09:25:01 PDT
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Yay ]]> ~azumarrilchic http://azumarrilchic.deviantart.com/journal/2241076/ http://azumarrilchic.deviantart.com/journal/2241076/ Sat, 17 Apr 2004 09:02:36 PDT The other night I had a dream that I was Nami from the new Harvest moon game. In the dream, I cheated on the farmer with another guy in town, Marlin, and then we went into the woods and catapulted rotten fruit at the farmer's farm. It was crazy.
I wonder if you wife can really leave you in that game?
Nah... most likely not. ]]> ~azumarrilchic http://azumarrilchic.deviantart.com/journal/2023119/ http://azumarrilchic.deviantart.com/journal/2023119/ Tue, 16 Mar 2004 10:57:45 PST (considering the last time he was gone longer than that from my side it was the one year I was alive before he was born, it's a lot to go through in my eyes.)

I haven't written about this until now because it really affected my life bigger than anything in a while and I needed some time to get over it.

Back in December, my family (bother, sister, and dad) and I went to visit my mom and aunt up in CO (we go there at least 4 times a year I think). We went skiing and my brother and my father got in a huge argument right in the middle of the ski lodge, which eventually broke out into a fist fight. All these people were yelling and getting up all around us and my 10year old sister looked mollified. I too, was stunned. After a little bit, they broke it up and my dad told my bro to meet him out at the parking lot and they could duke it out. The only thing is that he never showed up out there. We wandered for hours looking for my bro, but never found him. My sis and I finally sat down in an office chair near the window and HE found US. His eye was swollen and bleeding worse than anything in the movies (in my mind, he deserved it for starting all the commotion- plus, it's not like my pops escaped the fray unscathed or anything)
Well, we went back to the hotel, my dad and my bro didn't talk the whole time- but I could see my brother crying. Something he never did.
The next morning we went downstairs for breakfast and I could see the small, brown circuluar stains on his jeans where each tear, combined with blood, had dropped. It made my insides shrink. That afternoon when we got back to my aunt's, they got to talking about leaving my brother behind on her farm to help out. My brother and I are like best friends, and I knew I would miss him so much he left me, but I also knew that the situation (with my dad and him fighting all the time) at home was not a good one- this decision could help improve it.
He had to adjust to the farm life. His school has K-12 all in one building. His town has 800X more livestock than people. His home has solar energy that he has to learn how to work.
There are no video games.
The TV gets 3 channels.
His new caretaker is a tad on the loony side.
He lives an hour and a half away from any sort of civilization!
And he lives a 12 hour drive too far away for my liking.

And I haven't even gotten to how my mother got crazy about how my brother should be living with HER and not my aunt. I understand how she feels and I love her very much, but she's just not a good person to be around. She does scads of drugs, is always drinking, has depression, and always talks bad about my dad and his side of the family. Sheesh. She even threatened to call CPS on my dad for fighting my bro, but now that his eye has faded away she's really just fishing in the air.

As fascinating as I'll bet you found that, it's the end of the story (so far)
So I suppose all is well in my world except for this damned nervous feeling. ]]> ~azumarrilchic http://azumarrilchic.deviantart.com/journal/1807332/ http://azumarrilchic.deviantart.com/journal/1807332/ Sat, 07 Feb 2004 10:02:26 PST Hopefully, I can actually go do something today. Ever since my brother left home (loonnnnggg story) my family and I haven't done anything fun like we used to. Maybe I can convince my pops to take me to the book store so I can pick up some manga??? (happy happy) ]]> ~azumarrilchic http://azumarrilchic.deviantart.com/journal/1563544/ http://azumarrilchic.deviantart.com/journal/1563544/ Sun, 21 Dec 2003 09:35:04 PST Oh yeah, yesterday I saw this crazy thing on albinoblacksheep.com, pretty much everyone on earth at my school (and probably you too) has seen it already, but it was my first time to see the: 'badger, badger, badger, badger, badger. mushroom! mushroom!' thing. It was hypnotic. Also, if you check my favorites, I discovered a hilarious clip of winnie the pooh worshiping satan- that's great too. ]]> ~azumarrilchic http://azumarrilchic.deviantart.com/journal/1533284/ http://azumarrilchic.deviantart.com/journal/1533284/ Sun, 14 Dec 2003 11:09:40 PST ~azumarrilchic http://azumarrilchic.deviantart.com/journal/1490738/ http://azumarrilchic.deviantart.com/journal/1490738/ Thu, 04 Dec 2003 17:30:09 PST ~azumarrilchic http://azumarrilchic.deviantart.com/journal/1271468/ http://azumarrilchic.deviantart.com/journal/1271468/ Mon, 13 Oct 2003 11:53:37 PDT On the other hand though, my cat got tore up by a dog or something, so I have to take it to the clinic in about ten minutes. Poor fellow (btw, under my deviations click on 'Pearl' to see an engraving I did of my cat)
anyways, I'll see you 'round, whoever you are! ]]> ~azumarrilchic http://azumarrilchic.deviantart.com/journal/1173105/ http://azumarrilchic.deviantart.com/journal/1173105/ Wed, 17 Sep 2003 16:14:10 PDT [link] you can see the original video, edited GIFs, chat about the dork in the forums, or buy shirts and hats with his picture on it. The video is hysterical, so check it out! (if that URL was wrong, just go on google and type 'star wars kid' into the search) ]]> ~azumarrilchic http://azumarrilchic.deviantart.com/journal/1142182/ http://azumarrilchic.deviantart.com/journal/1142182/ Mon, 08 Sep 2003 19:36:35 PDT ~azumarrilchic http://azumarrilchic.deviantart.com/journal/1118283/ http://azumarrilchic.deviantart.com/journal/1118283/ Mon, 01 Sep 2003 11:56:48 PDT ~azumarrilchic http://azumarrilchic.deviantart.com/journal/1112686/ http://azumarrilchic.deviantart.com/journal/1112686/ Sat, 30 Aug 2003 12:54:17 PDT first of all, my dad's HORRID girlfriend finally left after 4+ years of torture. YAY!!! Second-- I made it into the school musical. I was worried because every year I've atleast made it into the chorus, but this year, there isn't a chorus at all. But I made it! I made it! I made it!!! AND, I got a lead!!!!! Yahooooooo!!!!! ]]> ~azumarrilchic http://azumarrilchic.deviantart.com/journal/1084027/ http://azumarrilchic.deviantart.com/journal/1084027/ Wed, 20 Aug 2003 18:49:08 PDT This year's musical.... Thespian festival.... AP Art Portfolios....
Oh well, I'm heading off to bed. seeya! ]]> ~azumarrilchic http://azumarrilchic.deviantart.com/journal/1074326/ http://azumarrilchic.deviantart.com/journal/1074326/ Sun, 17 Aug 2003 11:17:45 PDT The wierd thing is, I know I'll miss it. I'm a senior this year, and there's not much school left before I have to grow up. ]]> ~azumarrilchic http://azumarrilchic.deviantart.com/journal/1049969/ http://azumarrilchic.deviantart.com/journal/1049969/ Fri, 08 Aug 2003 15:45:09 PDT I showed her all my art, played my violin for her, and then we watched the performance of Les Miserable I was in. She's cried in front of me twice, she says she can't believe she's missed out on so much in four years. ]]> ~azumarrilchic http://azumarrilchic.deviantart.com/journal/1040937/ http://azumarrilchic.deviantart.com/journal/1040937/ Wed, 06 Aug 2003 10:32:15 PDT Until we meet again!
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