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for the most part though, ive moved to flickr as my photo dumpsite, as deviantart and meself have drifted further and further away.

i know many of my friends list dont even look here anymore, and dA is filled with too, too many people to even make a lick of difference, so... i most likely will be pulling all my deviantions down and moving them to flickr. if you care and want my addie over there, please leave a comment.

it was a good 5 year run dA, im sorry it has to end this way.

]]> ~azuredraconis http://azuredraconis.deviantart.com/journal/9603847/ http://azuredraconis.deviantart.com/journal/9603847/ Sat, 05 Aug 2006 01:19:18 PDT will update more soon.

]]> ~azuredraconis http://azuredraconis.deviantart.com/journal/7957952/ http://azuredraconis.deviantart.com/journal/7957952/ Mon, 20 Feb 2006 22:57:44 PST
I Love you all!

]]> ~azuredraconis http://azuredraconis.deviantart.com/journal/6166827/ http://azuredraconis.deviantart.com/journal/6166827/ Mon, 08 Aug 2005 08:49:16 PDT Listening to: Radiohead - Creep

Back for now.

]]> ~azuredraconis http://azuredraconis.deviantart.com/journal/5546929/ http://azuredraconis.deviantart.com/journal/5546929/ Fri, 03 Jun 2005 22:01:59 PDT Mood: tired
Listening to: System of a Down -BYOB

hey folks, i am down and out for a while i just had major surgery on my... n/m (for those of you that i havent told i will spare you the details.) 2 hours, 4 insisions, and 24 stiches in my lower abdomen later ... i am in pain, but doing alot better. will be sparcely updating this month.

]]> ~azuredraconis http://azuredraconis.deviantart.com/journal/5307864/ http://azuredraconis.deviantart.com/journal/5307864/ Mon, 09 May 2005 03:36:54 PDT Mood: tired
Listening to: System of a Down -BYOB

War is Peace : The government's military industrial complex maintains order by creating a perpetual environnment of war, threat of war, and war expenses. In today's world it is embodied in Bush's War on Terrorism, which morphs into whatever will create the next place to attack in order to distract the population from democracy. Peace is defined as the state controlling all dissent. War is used as the national security rationale to quash dissent of the government, and therfore create the illusion of peace.

Freedom is Slavery : The government uses the supposed "chaos" of freedom to say that those who act freely are threatening society and therefore put the rest of society into slavery to fear. The freedom of civil liberties are used as the reason to restrict freedom because such freedom may threaten national security. If we, so says the government/capitalist controllers of the media military industrial complex, allow freedom, then we will be enslaved by those who use freedom against us. In fact, the truth of that logic is used by them to enslave us by corporate contol of the media.

Ignorance is strength : Only by keeping people in ignorance can a nation remain strong in its ideological purity. Most religions or political groups can not survive when their members are in doubt (just think of how questions are received in the sunday school class). Thus, keeping the members in ignorance prevents doubt and makes for the unquestioning obedience to the "group" and its leaders. That is, a strong group in which inquisitions and witchhunts are freely enslaving the people, but the group is strong based on the ignorance of the individual members.

]]> ~azuredraconis http://azuredraconis.deviantart.com/journal/4168137/ http://azuredraconis.deviantart.com/journal/4168137/ Mon, 27 Dec 2004 09:38:02 PST Mood: Loved
Listening to: Me First and The Gimme Gimmes -I Believe I Can Fly

Merry fucking christmas folks.... I know I have been very lax on getting these journal entries out and about.. but I have been preoccupied-occupied so sue me...

I hope your Christmas was as good as mine.

Ken got me an African Djembe(drum) and 2 Eddie Izzard DVD's I got him 2 Swords 3 CDs from the me-first-and-the-gimme-gimmes and a Douglas Adams book - "universal hitchhikers guide to the galaxy."

anyways folks back to sleep for me... just wanted to post to say i am alive!!

catherine

]]> ~azuredraconis http://azuredraconis.deviantart.com/journal/4058863/ http://azuredraconis.deviantart.com/journal/4058863/ Mon, 13 Dec 2004 15:07:01 PST Mood: Loved.
Listening to: Blue October - Calling You

**Things are getting more exciting and better and better everyday. So yes, I am in love with a wonderful guy. Whom I want to spend the rest of my life with ... that’s how deep I am in right now... he makes me feel special wonderful and all those other adjectives**

”Perhaps the key is finding someone who really wants the same things you do, not someone you think you can mold into the person you want. If you find that person, one that connects with you on some cosmic level, you find yourself not having to try to make things work. They just do. And it's magic.

"Well, it was a million tiny little things that, when you added them all up, they meant we were suppose to be together... and I knew it. I knew it the very first time I touched her. It was like coming home... only to no home I'd ever known." -Sam Baldwin”


Let me digress…

As most of my readers know I was involved in a relationship for nearly 4 years (I will NOT go into specifics) but looking back on it. It caused nothing but pain and “heartbreak” on both sides and was bound to be a disaster at the beginning (Long Distance Relationships SUCK. And you can NEVER trust what being done or said, on BOTH sides.) That relationship finally ended on Oct 27, but it had already been dead for about 2 years…. Enough of that she-et… it’s done over it’s the past….


Fast forward 3 weeks later... lets see… 19 Nov I had just gotten a cause of food poisoning that week and with my bright ideas I decide to go to Chilkoot Charlie’s for a night of hard drinking and forget what had happened and to kill what ever infestation had made me sicker than a dog for 2 days. So I get there and drink myself nearly into stupor. . I quit at around lets say around 1030 (yeah I know… I dropped like 80 Dollars that night!!) And I sit there for a while bullshitting with a good friend of mine who had gone there with me. Here comes around midnight and I decide well I am going to take a cab and go home. I walk out of the Swing Bar and head out to where the front doors are and past the stage…. As many people know I LOVE LIVE MUSIC and there was a very good band playing on stage at the time (whoring out: www.ettinger.com) and I decide to go stand by the front amps/speakers and listen for a while. I’m standing there for a while and I look over my shoulder… and there was this gorgeous guy standing there with the most beautiful blue eyes I have ever seen in my life (well I ran into him earlier that night at the birdhouse) my jaw literally drops to the floor. Dark Hair, Light Skin and Blue Eyes a combo to DIE FOR. At that point Ettingier was finishing one song and going on to another “Korn – Word Up” and my dumb ass starts moshing with the rest of the crowd. Thankfully I slammed into him, I stop moshing and we start kind of talking on the floor there… stood there for a bit and finally I got the steel cajones to ask him if he’d like to join me for a drink… he says yes and we go to the birdhouse from the first word I knew it... holy poop batman!! A VERY good-looking guy, with a BRAIN!! He knows Music, Movies, Books, Vee-Dubs, Politics (PERP-WALK!!) Comics… holy she-et batman it’s a newt!!!! You know!! And from that first night I was 100% hooked … Brains, Looks, and Heart… EVERYTHING. I didn’t believe in love at first sight. But holy crap!! Wow!!

Everyday now I walk in a daze, thinking about him, I’m crazy for him. We spend every weekend together but even that is becoming too short (hell its not even becoming. it was already too short) I don’t feel right sleeping without him, I roll over in the middle night reach for him and he’s not there. My sleep without him is menial at the least. I ache for his touch, I mean IT HURTS. He has turned my world upside down and inside out, I see everything in a new light. Everything for once my life is…. Good. I can honestly say I have never been happier in my life. He shares the same passion in life that I do and have been looking for someone to have for my whole life... He makes me want to go out and experience things go out and do things. Live Life to its Fullest, I mean hell he’s gotten me not to smoke anymore (well I admit I slipped a few times) but wow. He makes me 100% happy… and yes I can see a lot of thinks in me and him. And I do love him.

“There's something that I can't quite explain. I'm so in love with you, you'll never take that away. And if I've said a hundred times before, expect a thousand more. (You'll never take that away). Well, expect me to be calling you to see if you're ok... ]]> ~azuredraconis http://azuredraconis.deviantart.com/journal/4018484/ http://azuredraconis.deviantart.com/journal/4018484/ Wed, 08 Dec 2004 11:34:06 PST Mood: Loved.
Listening to: Blue October - Calling You

There's something that I can't quite explain. I'm so in love with you, you'll never take that away. And if I've said a hundred times before, expect a thousand more.
(You'll never take that away).

Well, expect me to be calling you to see if you're ok when I'm not around. Asking if you love me, I love the way you make it sound. Calling you to see: Do I try too hard to make you smile? To make us smile?

Well I will keep calling you to see: If you're sleeping, are you're dreaming? If you're dreaming, are you dreaming of me? I can't believe...you actually picked...me

I thought that the world had lost its way (It's so hard sometimes) Then I fell in love with you (then came you) and you took that way (Its not so difficult. The world is not so difficult)

You take away the old, show me the new, and I feel like I can fly when I stand next to you. So while I'm on this phone, a hundred miles from home I take the words you gave, and send them back to you.

I only want to see if you're ok when I'm not around. Asking if you love me, I love the way you make it sound. Calling you to see: Do I try too hard to make you smile? To make us smile?

I will keep calling you to see: If you're sleeping are you dreaming? If you're dreaming, are you dreaming of me? I can't believe...you actually picked...me.

Well, I will keep calling you to see: If you're sleeping are you dreaming? If you're dreaming, are you dreaming of me? I can't believe...you actually picked...me.

I will keep calling you to see: If you're sleeping are you dreaming? If you're dreaming, are you dreaming of me? I can't believe...you actually picked...me

]]> ~azuredraconis http://azuredraconis.deviantart.com/journal/4004357/ http://azuredraconis.deviantart.com/journal/4004357/ Mon, 06 Dec 2004 15:49:36 PST Mood: Loved.
Listening to: Something Corperate - Punk Rock Princess

i luff somebody. i in luff.

]]> ~azuredraconis http://azuredraconis.deviantart.com/journal/3976118/ http://azuredraconis.deviantart.com/journal/3976118/ Thu, 02 Dec 2004 21:36:53 PST Mood: Loved.

Ladies and Gents,

I Guess Should honestly update my LJ!! With ACTUAL WRITING. (holy crap did she just say that? "well cat you haven't done any "real" writing since Mr Crows english class in 12th grade" well you know what STFU and eat your pie. I have something other than jibber-jabber to write about!!)

Well as most of my close friends know my life since I moved up to Anchorage (hell if you want to get technical since i got back from the sandbox) has been nothing but depressing and tearjerking (ok, well tearjerking is a little harsh, but you get the point)

Well, all of that has changed (...oh... did i hear a little gasp from the crowd...?) yes it has changed, for the first time in, well, a long time.. your narrator here is not:

1) Depressed
2) Loneley
3) Angry
4) Burnt Out
5) Shit.. everything that I have been for the past 4 years

Your quaint narrator here is actully HAPPY (OMFG, DID SHE JUST SAY THAT X_X KAWWWWAAAIII OMFGZ LOLZ!!! SHE IS TEH SEKS MACHINE LOLZ!!) *yet again STFU and eat some pie* well folks happy just isnt the word but you get where I am going. check this yo.

(like he wrote) We Share a very mutual love of: Music, Movies, Cartoon Network Shows, Poltics (even our contempt for good ol' Shrubby Boy) and SO SO much more and what can i say.. I'm sucker for blue eyes

That Void that I had, is now filled
Im Feeling freaking human again

Im on That Cusp B/W very very very very very very very VERY Severe LIKE and Falling in... (*wink*)

I Cant EVER get him outta my head.. its the best feeling EVAR.

things are looking up folks. no worries here

Cat

]]> ~azuredraconis http://azuredraconis.deviantart.com/journal/3963262/ http://azuredraconis.deviantart.com/journal/3963262/ Wed, 01 Dec 2004 10:23:35 PST Mood: depressed.

im selling my camera folks. i was fiancally irresponsible and now i am paying for it. im sorry folks. it needs to be done

]]> ~azuredraconis http://azuredraconis.deviantart.com/journal/3946221/ http://azuredraconis.deviantart.com/journal/3946221/ Mon, 29 Nov 2004 09:29:43 PST Mood: Happy.
Listening to: Green Day - American Idiot

for the first time in a long time...

im happy...im really happy.

...im falling hard and its a good feeling.

]]> ~azuredraconis http://azuredraconis.deviantart.com/journal/3908032/ http://azuredraconis.deviantart.com/journal/3908032/ Wed, 24 Nov 2004 10:41:32 PST Mood: Sarcastic as Fuck
Listening to: Bowling for Soup - 1985

Im Looking for Suggestions for my Next Deviation

]]> ~azuredraconis http://azuredraconis.deviantart.com/journal/3891332/ http://azuredraconis.deviantart.com/journal/3891332/ Mon, 22 Nov 2004 08:24:14 PST
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