http://browse.deviantart.com/journals/?order=5&q=by%3Ab33lz3bub deviantART RSS for in:journals sort:time by:b33lz3bub en-us Copyright 2013, deviantART.com Wed, 22 May 2013 20:13:19 PDT deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://st.deviantart.net/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/a-decade-of-devils-349714641 http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/a-decade-of-devils-349714641 Mon, 21 Jan 2013 04:48:44 PST a decade of devils nonadult journals/personal b33lz3bub http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/3/b33lz3bub.gif Copyright 2013 `b33lz3bub
well it seems like over the course of my self-imposed exile the site started to wise up to the concept of phallic imagery being just as appropriate a medium through which one could express something as a set of spread, wet lips is. so that's good.

I may just attempt to return and start posting here again and being a part of things.

Expect a surge of work.

~b:flame: ]]> http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/Selling-my-art-cheap-on-etsy-310976247 http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/Selling-my-art-cheap-on-etsy-310976247 Tue, 26 Jun 2012 23:21:18 PDT Selling my art cheap on etsy nonadult journals/personal b33lz3bub http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/3/b33lz3bub.gif Copyright 2012-2013 `b33lz3bub
http://www.etsy.com/shop/artwithhorns

~b:flame: ]]> http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/of-Lollys-and-beards-279431245 http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/of-Lollys-and-beards-279431245 Sat, 14 Jan 2012 17:36:01 PST of Lollys and beards nonadult journals/personal b33lz3bub http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/3/b33lz3bub.gif Copyright 2012-2013 `b33lz3bub true story.

http://lolly.deviantart.com/journal/Artbit-getting-hosed-PROTEST-POSTER-279304486

i remember when angelo was just a stupid fucking ninja.
i feel really sorry for anyone who thinks this place is fucking amazing. ]]> http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/facebook-and-blog-265914937 http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/facebook-and-blog-265914937 Sat, 29 Oct 2011 06:18:02 PDT facebook and blog. nonadult journals/personal b33lz3bub http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/3/b33lz3bub.gif Copyright 2011-2013 `b33lz3bub
i mean. you CAN. and maybe sometimes when i'm really bored and depressed or drunk i might happen to feel compelled to suddenly put some of my horseshit and trash up on here.

but if you actually give a shit about keeping somewhat more up to date with my ever so random, delusional foraying into and back out from the world of 'art', or.. 'illustrated expression', i guess... then.

here is my blog. http://fleshdump.blogspot.com
and here is my facebook: http://www.facebook.com/slipping

if you're going to stick around on h ]]> http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/Sydney-218034458 http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/Sydney-218034458 Mon, 13 Jun 2011 03:46:24 PDT Sydney nonadult journals/personal b33lz3bub http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/3/b33lz3bub.gif Copyright 2011-2013 `b33lz3bub :horns:

~b:flame: ]]> http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/Devious-Journal-Entry-218259866 http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/Devious-Journal-Entry-218259866 Sun, 05 Jun 2011 21:39:06 PDT Devious Journal Entry nonadult journals/personal b33lz3bub http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/3/b33lz3bub.gif Copyright 2011-2013 `b33lz3bub ^
^Art that I can't really post here goes there
so if you like your art dirty. and you like telling people you're over 18. you know.

outside of all that.. if anyone reading this happens to know of any local(australian) contacts that will totally printscreen 'anything i want' onto clothes for cheap/reasonable prices..
i'd totally love you for letting me know.

out ~b:flame: ]]> http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/support-a-gal-in-need-218781113 http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/support-a-gal-in-need-218781113 Thu, 12 May 2011 01:11:55 PDT support a gal in need nonadult journals/personal b33lz3bub http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/3/b33lz3bub.gif Copyright 2011-2013 `b33lz3bub
If you're up for supporting her in any way so that she doesn't have to sell her house, or are simply bored and you happen to enjoy purchasing shit online sometimes,
head over to http://www.redbubble.com/people/draganin/portfolio and check out her kickass portfolio.

There are even photos of me in there! Just think of me mounted against your wall. hot stuff eh? go check it out.

~b:flame: ]]> http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/paintings-and-stuff-i-can-t-scan-218821510 http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/paintings-and-stuff-i-can-t-scan-218821510 Tue, 10 May 2011 01:42:07 PDT paintings and.. stuff i can't scan. nonadult journals/personal b33lz3bub http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/3/b33lz3bub.gif Copyright 2011-2013 `b33lz3bub one o' the boys in my studio down here, though, when he's back from.. wherever the christ he went. should be able to snap some smexy shots for me.

at which point i'll chuck e'm up for you.

If you're not watching my scraps (and why would you really.) i found an old moleskin lying around from '09 that i'd torn to shreds and sketched in some. so that shit's all up in that. :shrug:

aand.. again. the photos aren't good enough for chucking onto an art site or anything. but. if ]]> http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/stuff-to-do-for-monday-218853074 http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/stuff-to-do-for-monday-218853074 Sun, 08 May 2011 12:59:55 PDT stuff to do for monday nonadult journals/personal b33lz3bub http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/3/b33lz3bub.gif Copyright 2011-2013 `b33lz3bub
make sure adam calls his doc.

organise a new psychologist.

sort out centrelink horseshit.

figure out where i'm at on getting a business name registered for my clothing label.

start seriously window shopping for a cyntiq.

hit up Last Chance Studio

call Tristan

art / whiskey / dinner

more art and whiskey.

okay. I think i will knock out some Jake and Finn fanart and i'll go pass out. ]]> http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/ended-218881227 http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/ended-218881227 Sat, 07 May 2011 12:16:52 PDT ended nonadult journals/personal b33lz3bub http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/3/b33lz3bub.gif Copyright 2011-2013 `b33lz3bub
i missed venting on here. so pointless, yet so theraputic.
happy mothers day.

~b:flame: ]]> http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/an-end-218908204 http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/an-end-218908204 Fri, 06 May 2011 08:43:30 PDT an end nonadult journals/personal b33lz3bub http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/3/b33lz3bub.gif Copyright 2011-2013 `b33lz3bub anyone in perth want to drink a lot afterwards? punch eachother up a bit?

i don't know.
fuck it. ]]> http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/a-few-old-relics-for-you-guys-tonite-218946170 http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/a-few-old-relics-for-you-guys-tonite-218946170 Wed, 04 May 2011 08:27:20 PDT a few old relics for you guys tonite nonadult journals/personal b33lz3bub http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/3/b33lz3bub.gif Copyright 2011-2013 `b33lz3bub
~ the original 3 pages for my short comic, featured in the Gestalt Publishing produced graphic novel: Flinch.

all motivation is dead, but that seems to be the only time the creativity churns back up. i should drink more.
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any perth locals bored this week? i should drink more.
and can anyone do me up some sweet as chicken journal code? i dont feel half as cool as any of you fuckers.

also this dubstep.fm podcast is blowing my goddamn mind, get on it if you like 2 hour tracks that are sometimes amazing. ]]> http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/kind-of-maybe-back-219079162 http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/kind-of-maybe-back-219079162 Thu, 28 Apr 2011 06:50:02 PDT kind of maybe back nonadult journals/personal b33lz3bub http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/3/b33lz3bub.gif Copyright 2011-2013 `b33lz3bub
where my gaymos at? ]]> http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/clothing-223756890 http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/clothing-223756890 Mon, 20 Sep 2010 12:17:31 PDT clothing. nonadult journals/personal b33lz3bub http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/3/b33lz3bub.gif Copyright 2010-2013 `b33lz3bub
michael katchan ]]> http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/i-need-new-skin-224704588 http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/i-need-new-skin-224704588 Mon, 02 Aug 2010 09:56:01 PDT i need new skin nonadult journals/personal b33lz3bub http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/3/b33lz3bub.gif Copyright 2010-2013 `b33lz3bub
but. As with my block during 2008, I am in need of reprieve.

This requires me to reach out to the people who live in perth who might still be checking this for whatever reason.
I want to draw you nude.

I am not a fan of live sessions, they are empty and i do not get along well with other local artists.
I need my own model, in a comfortable situation, where i can position them how i wish, and for what i need.

so if you happen to live in this shit town, and are interested, send me images of yourself so i can see if you're what im looking for
- michaelkatchan@gmail.com   ]]> http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/commissions-michaelkatchan-com-233110130 http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/commissions-michaelkatchan-com-233110130 Tue, 14 Apr 2009 22:46:58 PDT commissions _ michaelkatchan.com nonadult journals/personal b33lz3bub http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/3/b33lz3bub.gif Copyright 2009-2013 `b33lz3bub
:bulletblue::bulletgreen: michaelkatchan@gmail.com :bulletgreen::bulletblue:

^above us there is the email that i use for my paypal.

SCAN N' POSTS

:bulletblue: $5
i'll smear a body part of your choosing over a piece of paper, and then sketch/doodle on it, upload it, and dedicate it to you.

:bulletblue: $20
Commission   ]]> http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/23-233190659 http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/23-233190659 Fri, 27 Feb 2009 09:11:56 PST 23 nonadult journals/personal b33lz3bub http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/3/b33lz3bub.gif Copyright 2009-2013 `b33lz3bub http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/twitter-girls-houses-mike-and-the-dollar-233288546 http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/twitter-girls-houses-mike-and-the-dollar-233288546 Thu, 19 Feb 2009 21:12:29 PST twitter, girls, houses, mike, and the dollar. nonadult journals/personal b33lz3bub http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/3/b33lz3bub.gif Copyright 2009-2013 `b33lz3bub - also decided to lose the css. wasn't doing anything for me.

:bulletblue: i'm on twitter now? -> b33lz3bub

:bulletblue: drawing more ladies now and shall continue to, it's good goddamned practice, and it seems that breaking into random media whilest doing so also pushes me further. i'm really enjoying it, expect more. hopefully this will convince me that i should also start attempting landscapes / interiors / areas

:bulletblue: this coming week, to any perthies out there, my mates Josh, Tahlia and I will be moving in together, over in Kardinya. This place seems to be fucking close to 'every ]]> http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/Flinch-unreleased-works-233728963 http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/Flinch-unreleased-works-233728963 Tue, 20 Jan 2009 20:28:00 PST Flinch + unreleased works nonadult journals/personal b33lz3bub http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/3/b33lz3bub.gif Copyright 2009-2013 `b33lz3bub
i was tagged by :iconameliemarron:
- i figure i'll use this as a medium to give you guys some cool information
- i had to post 8 things about myself and then tag others

:bulletred: FLINCH: featuring 2 unreleased comics by me, along with work by Justin and Bones, will be coming out this year!
- you can preorder it here   ----> http://www.amazon.com/Flinch-Shaun-Tan/dp/0977562832/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&s=books&qid=1232497288&sr=8-1

:bulletred: :iconbloodclot360: looks like tank girl. guh.

:bulletred: i'm currently working on a project. and I need help from anyone willing to help. Pretty simple shit. Just hit up my gallery, and tell m ]]> http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/houseless-and-jobless-234248453 http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/houseless-and-jobless-234248453 Sun, 14 Dec 2008 22:39:57 PST houseless and jobless nonadult journals/personal b33lz3bub http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/3/b33lz3bub.gif Copyright 2008-2013 `b33lz3bub cant be fucked going into details, there is no beef between us, circumstances simply hate me.

anyway.

i've got a few mates who are willing to put me up for a bit.
- if anyone locally, or even not locally, wouldnt mind a dickhead who loves loud music and wandering around with words scrawled over them half naked most of the time, living with them, shoot me a note?
- we can come up with rent details if needed, or i can perform sexual favors.

- i COULD go back home, yes, but im attempting to do the whole 'be your own man' shit, and id much rather keep myself alive as opposed to suckling on the ole' p ]]> http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/i-ll-be-over-here-235351689 http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/i-ll-be-over-here-235351689 Wed, 10 Sep 2008 18:00:03 PDT i'll be over here.. nonadult journals/personal b33lz3bub http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/3/b33lz3bub.gif Copyright 2008-2013 `b33lz3bub my sketch blog
find me

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_n.ews]oise

right so as you've probably noticed i've been posting fuck all for nigh on 2 months, and then i spit out some shit digital sketch.

To be short about this because i can't be fucked ranting:

around a month ago or so some cockspank stole my latest sketchbook. This basically took what was left of my will to draw, and slammed its proverbial cock into a door. I did not really want to so much as TOUCH a page. I'm only just getting that back now, and slowly, mind you. Fucking can't stand it. Anyway.

So i've got ]]> http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/Tagged-my-dark-knight-review-comic-progress-235972569 http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/Tagged-my-dark-knight-review-comic-progress-235972569 Tue, 22 Jul 2008 20:09:50 PDT Tagged + my dark knight review + comic progress nonadult journals/personal b33lz3bub http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/3/b33lz3bub.gif Copyright 2008-2013 `b33lz3bub fealasy
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_n.ews]oise

so there's this classy new tag goin' around, and the sexy as boobs :devspinegrinder: rubbed a wet one in my face, so it looks like i've gotta do it :salute:

Rules of the game:

- Choose a singer/band/group
- Answer using ONLY titles of songs by that singer/band/group
- Tag 6 more people (let them know they've been tagged)

I think for a laugh, I'll go with my favorite death rap artist, Necro!

1. Are you ]]> http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/things-are-ok-236071396 http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/things-are-ok-236071396 Tue, 15 Jul 2008 09:11:27 PDT things are ok. nonadult journals/personal b33lz3bub http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/3/b33lz3bub.gif Copyright 2008-2013 `b33lz3bub fealasy
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_n.ews]oise

just updating i suppose. things are stagnant again but, as i always lie to myself and say: 'im working on that'.
im attempting to. im believing i can. i like to believe that as long as the thought is there, that something is happening, or can happen.

i'm taking very small steps towards my first 3-page comic for a project in the pipelines. it's hard for me. i won't talk about it so it's ok.

work is techni ]]> http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/things-are-ok-236071555 http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/things-are-ok-236071555 Tue, 15 Jul 2008 09:11:03 PDT things are ok. nonadult journals/personal b33lz3bub http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/3/b33lz3bub.gif Copyright 2008-2013 `b33lz3bub fealasy
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sijun
goodbrush
megatokyo
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_n.ews]oise

just updating i suppose. things are stagnant again but, as i always lie to myself and say: 'im working on that'.
im attempting to. im believing i can. i like to believe that as long as the thought is there, that something is happening, or can happen.

i'm taking very small steps towards my first 3-page comic for a project in the pipelines. it's hard for me. i won't talk about it so it's ok.

work is techni ]]> http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/Models-Wanted-I-guess-updated-236461554 http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/Models-Wanted-I-guess-updated-236461554 Sat, 14 Jun 2008 23:00:15 PDT Models Wanted? I guess? +updated nonadult journals/personal b33lz3bub http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/3/b33lz3bub.gif Copyright 2008-2013 `b33lz3bub fealasy
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_n.ews]oise

Alright so I've only had like broken half hours of sleep in a rough 7 hour chain over the course of the morning and i was having my usual coffee in the shower when it hit me.

i need to draw more goddamned nude models

no you fuck i cannot be bothered going to those randomly scheduled 'wheres the rest of the group before we start' sessions where the person poses in the middle. not good enough for me.

I want ]]> http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/garfield-minus-garfield-236510823 http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/garfield-minus-garfield-236510823 Tue, 10 Jun 2008 20:11:30 PDT garfield minus garfield nonadult journals/personal b33lz3bub http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/3/b33lz3bub.gif Copyright 2008-2013 `b33lz3bub At work at the moment and jesus. fuck. anyway.

I'm sure a lot of you probably already know of/about this, but I just wanted to share/spread the love with those who don't, it's always great fun reading these for the first time!

I was introduced not long ago to a genius concept: www.garfieldminusgarfield.net

To quote the website:

"Who would have guessed that when you remove Garfield from the Garfield comic strips, the result is an even better comic about schizophrenia, bipolar disorder, and the empty desperation of modern life? Friends, meet Jon Arbuckle. Let’s laugh and learn with him on a jo ]]> http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/wishing-i-wouldnt-wake-up-236761054 http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/wishing-i-wouldnt-wake-up-236761054 Tue, 20 May 2008 10:39:13 PDT wishing i wouldnt wake up nonadult journals/personal b33lz3bub http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/3/b33lz3bub.gif Copyright 2008-2013 `b33lz3bub i'd digress but i'm not worth the attention. please don't comment, i'm just sick of it all.
~b:flame: ]]> http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/Tagged-by-Tegan-some-shitty-random-facts-237091780 http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/Tagged-by-Tegan-some-shitty-random-facts-237091780 Wed, 23 Apr 2008 09:20:02 PDT Tagged by Tegan! some shitty random facts nonadult journals/personal b33lz3bub http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/3/b33lz3bub.gif Copyright 2008-2013 `b33lz3bub - - -

The rules:
1. post these rules
The second rule IS, you do NOT. TALK. about TAGGING. (c'mon i thought it was funny)
3. each person tagged must post 8 random facts about themselves.
4. tags should write a journal of these facts
5. at the end post 8 more bloggers are tagged and named
6. go to their page and leave a comment telling them they're tagged

1.) uh.. fuck. um. jesus what the fuck would you want to know about me. uh. i like smelling things. like. ill scratch my dick, and then my ass, and then ill smell it out of pure fuckn boredom. fuck ]]> http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/a-possible-armageddon-for-artists-read-now-237178197 http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/a-possible-armageddon-for-artists-read-now-237178197 Sat, 12 Apr 2008 03:39:05 PDT a possible armageddon for artists. read. now. nonadult journals/personal b33lz3bub http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/3/b33lz3bub.gif Copyright 2008-2013 `b33lz3bub http ://mag.awn.com/index.php?ltype= pageone&article_no=3605& page=3   ]]> http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/important-update-for-anyone-in-perth-237254426 http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/important-update-for-anyone-in-perth-237254426 Tue, 08 Apr 2008 06:28:59 PDT ++important update for anyone in perth nonadult journals/personal b33lz3bub http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/3/b33lz3bub.gif Copyright 2008-2013 `b33lz3bub
If you live in Perth, WA, and are interested, and are free this coming Friday night (7pm onwards):

At Planet Books(video) in Mt. Lawley this Friday night, there is going to be a release night/come check it out thing, for the comic 'Waldos Hawaiian Holiday' by :devfetish55: and :devmister-bones:   ]]> http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/hell-yes-237310504 http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/hell-yes-237310504 Tue, 01 Apr 2008 00:33:18 PDT hell yes nonadult journals/personal b33lz3bub http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/3/b33lz3bub.gif Copyright 2008-2013 `b33lz3bub http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/rianna-237360528 http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/rianna-237360528 Thu, 27 Mar 2008 17:57:58 PDT rianna, nonadult journals/personal b33lz3bub http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/3/b33lz3bub.gif Copyright 2008-2013 `b33lz3bub
the kings are getting louder and its harder to concentrate but i can't stand not knowing what's going on, so please contact me if you're there at all. i need to know that you're still there, and that you're ok, it means much more to me than anything else.

- mike
~b:flame: ]]> http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/omygod-we-need-one-of-these-238188661 http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/omygod-we-need-one-of-these-238188661 Wed, 09 Jan 2008 22:29:43 PST omygod we need one of these nonadult journals/personal b33lz3bub http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/3/b33lz3bub.gif Copyright 2008-2013 `b33lz3bub
http://www.news.com.au/story/0,23599,23032131-23109,00.html?from=mostpop ]]> http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/merry-christmas-238364198 http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/merry-christmas-238364198 Mon, 24 Dec 2007 06:27:17 PST merry christmas. nonadult journals/personal b33lz3bub http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/3/b33lz3bub.gif Copyright 2007-2013 `b33lz3bub
merry christmas, i hope it's awesome.

~:flame: ]]> http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/a-request-lt-inspire-me-238900371 http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/a-request-lt-inspire-me-238900371 Wed, 31 Oct 2007 03:34:32 PDT a request <--- inspire me nonadult journals/personal b33lz3bub http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/3/b33lz3bub.gif Copyright 2007-2013 `b33lz3bub
:devfuzzydemon: suggested i do this, he is like superman with a beard. love him.

it's very simple. I am going to attempt to create basic, fast sketches, based on whatever you guys throw at me. i NEED to bring back what i feel like i've been losing. i just dont draw much anymore. i cant stand it, i hate it, and i need to bring it back. if i lose that i lose so much more.

SO!

Throw me ideas guys. they can be anything from "draw a puppy fucking a plant!" to "draw a brick cosplaying hello kitty" i couldnt really care. i just need you guys to think to yourselves:

"what have i always wanted Mike to draw, bu ]]> http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/steam-239107710 http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/steam-239107710 Wed, 10 Oct 2007 09:20:00 PDT steam nonadult journals/personal b33lz3bub http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/3/b33lz3bub.gif Copyright 2007-2013 `b33lz3bub http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/I-FOUND-IT-239190153 http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/I-FOUND-IT-239190153 Tue, 02 Oct 2007 10:21:42 PDT I FOUND IT nonadult journals/personal b33lz3bub http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/3/b33lz3bub.gif Copyright 2007-2013 `b33lz3bub (MY DEMONS WERE RIGHT THEY WERE RIGHT THEY WERE RIGHT!!!!!) ]]> http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/mikes-little-diary-239249234 http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/mikes-little-diary-239249234 Wed, 26 Sep 2007 09:49:48 PDT mikes little diary nonadult journals/personal b33lz3bub http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/3/b33lz3bub.gif Copyright 2007-2013 `b33lz3bub http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/nothing-im-just-ranting-again-239472052 http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/nothing-im-just-ranting-again-239472052 Mon, 03 Sep 2007 11:20:40 PDT nothing. im just ranting again. nonadult journals/personal b33lz3bub http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/3/b33lz3bub.gif Copyright 2007-2013 `b33lz3bub http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/please-watch-this-239733054 http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/please-watch-this-239733054 Thu, 09 Aug 2007 03:02:18 PDT please watch this. nonadult journals/personal b33lz3bub http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/3/b33lz3bub.gif Copyright 2007-2013 `b33lz3bub
noone is putting a fucking chip in me not now not ever. fuck
i swear if that shit fucking happens. if i EVER got forced into a situation like that,
i will end myself. ]]> http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/i-told-myself-i-wouldnt-make-a-big-thing-out-of-it-240074048 http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/i-told-myself-i-wouldnt-make-a-big-thing-out-of-it-240074048 Sun, 01 Jul 2007 06:11:17 PDT i told myself i wouldnt make a big thing out of it nonadult journals/personal b33lz3bub http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/3/b33lz3bub.gif Copyright 2007-2013 `b33lz3bub
on a better note though. if you havent.
GO AND WATCH THE FUCKING TRANSFORMERS MOVIE OH MY GOD

._.

i saw it twice. i swear i mentally orgasmed EVERYWHERE. i dont care what you fucking alternative drug abusing critics say, i loved that flick. i loved it. like how one would love a lover. i even purchased the soundtrack as soon as it was released. once the dvd is out i am all over it like chocolate sauce on a female. i need that shit. AURRHH.

oh god. oh go ]]> http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/i-dont-care-how-this-sounds-240114695 http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/i-dont-care-how-this-sounds-240114695 Tue, 26 Jun 2007 09:33:38 PDT i dont care how this sounds nonadult journals/personal b33lz3bub http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/3/b33lz3bub.gif Copyright 2007-2013 `b33lz3bub
can you tell me, in.. idunno. one or two paragraphs. can be shorter or longer if you want. how old you are, what it is you do, where you would like to see yourself in two years, and where you honestly think youll be in two years (ie what youl be doing, where youll be, etc). tell me how content you are with it. if you feel or see any need for change. and if so, what change? are you ready/willing to go through with it?

i just. i cant think. or im thinking too much. i cant see through ]]> http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/shoulderbricks-falling-into-his-stomache-240271530 http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/shoulderbricks-falling-into-his-stomache-240271530 Thu, 07 Jun 2007 12:58:48 PDT shoulderbricks falling into his stomache nonadult journals/personal b33lz3bub http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/3/b33lz3bub.gif Copyright 2007-2013 `b33lz3bub http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/Devious-Journal-Entry-240428186 http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/Devious-Journal-Entry-240428186 Sat, 19 May 2007 14:55:41 PDT Devious Journal Entry nonadult journals/personal b33lz3bub http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/3/b33lz3bub.gif Copyright 2007-2013 `b33lz3bub http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/Theme-me-240607474 http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/Theme-me-240607474 Thu, 26 Apr 2007 11:09:23 PDT Theme me!! nonadult journals/personal b33lz3bub http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/3/b33lz3bub.gif Copyright 2007-2013 `b33lz3bub
i need you to throw me a theme. dont be fucking psychotically detailed. just something like 'it should have lots of blue tones and the word IGNITE should be used!!'    :o ... fuck im gona use that one. but somethin like that. insanely general yet somehow specific concepts. just. soemthing.

i cant stand sitting here. im sure within the next half hour at least someone will suggest something i can sketch up.

some good news though - that new NIN album is starting to grow on me, and ive found something to focus all of my self-hatred and desire to die in to ! cleaning my room!!! ive been spending the past few days moving things around a ]]> http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/still-floating-240677404 http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/still-floating-240677404 Tue, 17 Apr 2007 12:21:27 PDT still floating nonadult journals/personal b33lz3bub http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/3/b33lz3bub.gif Copyright 2007-2013 `b33lz3bub
works going well. only thing im able to focus on at the moment it seems. if i was your vampire.. urh. death wishing. i keep wasting money and buying shit to forget. dvds. models. ive got to stop buying shit. buying people drinks at work. its 3am again. i should have slept 24 hours ago.

i dont want to wake up again. that feeling's back. and im so sorry to all of you that i havent submitted anything.. im so fucking drained at the moment. i want to .. no. no i wont write that in this journal, this place is far too open for that. i..

i want to go hug my knife again ]]> http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/Devious-Journal-Entry-240763806 http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/Devious-Journal-Entry-240763806 Sat, 07 Apr 2007 12:57:15 PDT Devious Journal Entry nonadult journals/personal b33lz3bub http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/3/b33lz3bub.gif Copyright 2007-2013 `b33lz3bub
..there's this blue man, see. he's translucent on the inside, faded. i can see, as the sky, within me, being that i am the air around him, the static tearing off what used to be a line. a broken tv screen, it/she/cold water scratches amidst the debri, trying to f ]]> http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/hm-240833583 http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/hm-240833583 Fri, 30 Mar 2007 13:40:18 PDT hm nonadult journals/personal b33lz3bub http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/3/b33lz3bub.gif Copyright 2007-2013 `b33lz3bub every time i peak and the fluid escapes i'm left feeling even less.. and i hate myself just that little bit more. like ive just commited some horrible act by recalling memories as i attempt to divert my attention by fucking my hand.

i found myself trying to hug my wall in the shower last night. if you pretend the cold tiled side of your shower is a warm, accepting hug, it feels really good after about ten minutes. the darkness helps too, i think. i guess if you at least get some physical reminders that someone cares for you from your wall then you must be doing at least somewhere in the ok zone. i think. well it ma ]]> http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/model-material-240967001 http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/model-material-240967001 Wed, 14 Mar 2007 10:19:32 PDT model material? nonadult journals/personal b33lz3bub http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/3/b33lz3bub.gif Copyright 2007-2013 `b33lz3bub
ANYWAY.

bex finalised one of 'em and i think shes working on some more now, but im not pushing her to upload shit as i k ]]> http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/a-few-things-241073560 http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/a-few-things-241073560 Thu, 01 Mar 2007 15:36:18 PST a few things nonadult journals/personal b33lz3bub http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/3/b33lz3bub.gif Copyright 2007-2013 `b33lz3bub
b.) my sister got me a ticket to go and see dylan moran fucking LIVE IN MAY :excited::faint:

c.) my parents got me these AWESOME ipod speakers that bomb your ipod when you put it in them!!! :psychotic:

d.) im NOT addicted to world of warcraft. nope. nuh uh. engineering is fun. .. yep.

e.) scott, ill be buying some oils and a big big canvas at some point in the next week or two, to try and experiment and create a big image. ill be dedicating it to you, my crafty inspirator.

f.) been delving back into old loves. Butthole surfers, Silverchair, and of course, ]]> http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/i-m-21-241093933 http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/i-m-21-241093933 Tue, 27 Feb 2007 06:48:00 PST i'm 21 nonadult journals/personal b33lz3bub http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/3/b33lz3bub.gif Copyright 2007-2013 `b33lz3bub
these last 15 minutes shouldnt feel so epic but i guess i enjoy reflecting on my childhood and missing it so much. at least then i could do nothing and not have to worry about appreciating it.

well not like it matters anyway. just another year right? yeah. another year of too many 48 hour days, no accomplishments, and a lot of wasted money and time.

****edit****

ive just been reminded that i HAVE seen tables that glow, and ive got friends!  life has meaning! :heart: ]]> http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/filling-space-noise-in-the-air-241136673 http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/filling-space-noise-in-the-air-241136673 Thu, 22 Feb 2007 09:04:03 PST filling space [noise in the air] nonadult journals/personal b33lz3bub http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/3/b33lz3bub.gif Copyright 2007-2013 `b33lz3bub
progress on personal site: minimal.

i really need to sketch more.

~b:flame: ]]> http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/tagged-6-facts-about-me-or-whatnot-241246836 http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/tagged-6-facts-about-me-or-whatnot-241246836 Fri, 09 Feb 2007 05:01:53 PST tagged: 6 facts about me or whatnot nonadult journals/personal b33lz3bub http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/3/b33lz3bub.gif Copyright 2007-2013 `b33lz3bub
The player of this "game" starts with the topic "6 weird habits/things about yourself" and people who get tagged need to write a journal about their 6 weird habits/things as well as stating the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their devpage comments and tell them to read yours.... "

[1] i masturbate. everywhere. phone/eating/shower/public/when i was in school during class/on the airoplane/when skyping (oh yeah nathan you know how we do)/on my floor/on my bed/on my walls/against my pillow/in my s ]]> http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/the-Big-Day-Out-summary-241285809 http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/the-Big-Day-Out-summary-241285809 Sun, 04 Feb 2007 07:51:17 PST the Big Day Out [summary] nonadult journals/personal b33lz3bub http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/3/b33lz3bub.gif Copyright 2007-2013 `b33lz3bub
peaches

John Cooper Clarke

Tool

bands i saw:

AFRA & Incredible Beatbox Band
i sadly didnt manage to catch JCC as he was right after peaches, and at that point my friend Luke and i realised we really had to start parking in the Blue Stage area for Tool at the end, or we knew we wouldnt get to see much.
The butterfly effect
peaches
***the bands below i did not wish to see. AT ALL. but i had to, as i did not originally wish to be 5 fucking miles back for tool.***
John Butler Trio
The Killers
JET
Muse
*****
Tool

what happened:

yobos. fucking. drunk/methed up/rock snorting/fucked up australians, with nothing ]]> http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/pics-pics-pics-241337726 http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/pics-pics-pics-241337726 Sun, 28 Jan 2007 06:59:49 PST pics pics pics! nonadult journals/personal b33lz3bub http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/3/b33lz3bub.gif Copyright 2007-2013 `b33lz3bub some pictures to waste your time with!!!

i love being an easy drunk. 3 smirnoff bottles and i was fucking gone it was absolutely awesome. :horns: i got this other guy cowen chanting/screaming to NIN and Zombie and other shit with me while i drank, i love nights like that. i need more. bex is a fucking legend and so are the guys at SIN im so fucking inviting those crazy turds to my 21st

expect a *cue the gasping* painting to be uploaded within the week. its sort of an unconventional one in that its not actually paint, its sort of al ]]> http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/times-they-are-a-changin-241365764 http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/times-they-are-a-changin-241365764 Wed, 24 Jan 2007 03:10:58 PST times they are a changin' nonadult journals/personal b33lz3bub http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/3/b33lz3bub.gif Copyright 2007-2013 `b33lz3bub
(uploads shall ensue shortly ((once i figure out how in fuck i use my scanner again - bin so long)) )

:jackdirt: to all ]]> http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/ho-ho-ho-241590192 http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/ho-ho-ho-241590192 Sun, 24 Dec 2006 18:14:24 PST ho ho ho nonadult journals/personal b33lz3bub http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/3/b33lz3bub.gif Copyright 2006-2013 `b33lz3bub
Mike ]]> http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/blam-242313052 http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/blam-242313052 Mon, 04 Sep 2006 03:47:42 PDT blam nonadult journals/personal b33lz3bub http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/3/b33lz3bub.gif Copyright 2006-2013 `b33lz3bub today shat me off too much. so fuck it. i dont give a fuck
anyway. not eating. might throw up. work tonite should be good then. back in 4 or so hours

oh and werd to my gaymos - ill hit up skype tonite ]]> http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/fuckassshitcuntbitchgodrapefist-242511246 http://b33lz3bub.deviantart.com/journal/fuckassshitcuntbitchgodrapefist-242511246 Fri, 07 Jul 2006 06:56:08 PDT fuckassshitcuntbitchgodrapefist nonadult journals/personal b33lz3bub http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/3/b33lz3bub.gif Copyright 2006-2013 `b33lz3bub >i love nicole more than anyone else
>>i love my friends after nicole, but i never forget who my loyal friends are, or that they are there.
>>art is art. fucking. jesus. if anyone wants to fucking collab with me, email me with an illustration youd like colored (im in a coloring mood), and ill color.
>>ill always remain on this site. i know where my heart lies so im not worried nor is this anything that needs questioning. and anyone who actually knows me well enough would know where my loyalties, and heart lie, and that i would never forsake my lover or my friends.
>>that all said, sorry for being very dead on here. im going to remain d ]]>