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Also, Winston is 13 months old now, 75pds and 27 1/2 inches at the whithers!
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and winston is 6 1/2 months old, and 61 pds! his trick list is:

sit
down
stay
come
off
sit pretty
stand
crawl
pow (play dead)
roll over
wave
high five
shake
other paw
speak
and go get it

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Winston is up to 48 pounds now and hes 5 months 2 days old!! hes gettin big!

heres the trick list:

sit
lie down
stay
shake
other paw
high five
sit pretty (front paws off of ground)
speak
pow (play dead)
roll over
and wave


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stuff he knows:
sit
lie down
stay
shake
other paw
high five
pow (play dead)
roll over
on your side
speak

stuff im teaching him:
heel
come
stand
sit up
wave

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oh, and a while ago I welcomed someone to DA, and just went to check on his account again. and omg, this guy kicks ass!



peace, KÖNIG BAMPER

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I also fixed my external HD, well, sorta. I have to carry around needle nose plyers were ever I go. lol, the usb cord, or rather were it plugs into the HD is loose, so I have to pull on it with the plyers everytime I want to use it. its sad

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*** 7 Things that scare you...

1. growing up alone
2. having no friends
3. being hated
4. anything wrong with my pc
5. conflicts (any kind)
6. nothing to eat
7. being ill

*** 7 Things you like the most...

1. comps
2. Tanya, the love of my life
3. stinky, my dog
4. my 9 catfish
5. drawings & paintings
6. sleeping
7. my ferrets, scooter and whitey

*** 7 Things you don't like...

1. working
2. my sister
3. no fun
4. plan doesn't work
5. no food to cook
6. cleaning up the mess done by someone
7. being made fun of, but ive grown into my body now! fuckers better watch out!

*** 7 Important things in your room...

1. my bed
2. my ferrets
3. my stereo
4. and catfish
5. my books, and shit
6. mags
7. lava lamp

*** 7 Random facts about you...

1. im 15
2. im very lazy if given the chance
3. i love lox (smoked salted salmon)
4. long hair
5. extremely quiet
6. good cook
7. im a redneck, computer geek, graphiti artist

*** 7 Things you plan to do before you die...

1. marry Tanya
2. get loved by Tanya
3. get over my self conscious ness
4. get in really good shape
5. own an alienware laptop
6. own a subaru wrx sti
7. go off roading in the desert with my buddies

*** 7 Things that attract you to the opposite sex...

1. good attitude, not to snippy/snotty, kind
2. dosent wear skimpy stuff
3. dosent wear makeup
4. or perfume
5. cute, pretty
6. easy to talk to
7. not as tall as me

*** 7 Things you say the most...

1. fricken rawt!
2. hell yea!!
3. fuck you fag
4. err
5. whatever
6. no way man
7. hahahahhahahahahahhahaa....

*** 7 Celeb or NOT-REAL crushes...

1. jennifer lopez
2. elisha cuthbert
3. eva longoria
4. carmon electra
5. angelina jolie
6. hally barry
7. nicole richie


*** 7 Favorite drinks...

1. jim beam
2. e'dolce
3. black coffee
4. green tea
5. black tea
6. lost...five-o
7. black tea


*** Tag 7 people



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]]> ~b4mp3r http://b4mp3r.deviantart.com/journal/8880862/ http://b4mp3r.deviantart.com/journal/8880862/ Fri, 26 May 2006 06:31:47 PDT and also finished coding my site, with frames =O. that was a complete and total bitc* but i finally figured it out!

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]]> ~b4mp3r http://b4mp3r.deviantart.com/journal/8852400/ http://b4mp3r.deviantart.com/journal/8852400/ Tue, 23 May 2006 07:55:51 PDT ... other news, im grounded for 2 months for something i didnt do, ummm, sister = paininass same with the step dad. moms getting there....

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]]> ~b4mp3r http://b4mp3r.deviantart.com/journal/8814297/ http://b4mp3r.deviantart.com/journal/8814297/ Fri, 19 May 2006 07:03:37 PDT
here is the following letter:

I heard you on the Radio recently, about the time you were making what I interpreted as favorable comments towards the arts . I caught the title of your book, Total Truth, and ordered it through Barnes and Noble. The book came in on the 13th. When I went to pick it up and look it over before I bought it, I was immediately impressed with the cover print, and I will tell you why, last year during the tenth month I created , by revelation, a new art style called Dramatic Art that is inspired by the genesis account of creation, or intelligent design. I have been impressed with Vincent Van Gogh for some time now and even more as time goes on. Your cover The Sower at Sunset for example, I found an excerpt that said, "He began making plans for the picture long in advance of its final execution and described the completed work to Theo [his brother] no less than four times." His picture the Harvest was first drawn and then the same scene was painted onto a canvas later. The point is good artists execute their work in an intelligent way. Abstract artists, for example, often go to the canvas not knowing what to paint, and it shows. Nevertheless, abstract art dominated the twentieth century. It is still the leading art style. Alexandra Nechita is a sixteen year old who won all of the worlds top art awards in 2004; she is an abstract artist who is used by humanist and their organizations around the world, including the U.N. to promote the chaos theory as ultimate reality. Abstract art was first introduced in 1910 by a Russian communist named Wassily Kandinsky, who coming upon one of his own paintings in a gallery that was so poorly done, was mistakenly hung upside down, caught Wesley's eye because of its bold colors. There you have it; a mere mistake has been used to turn the art world, literally and figuratively upside down. Dramatic Art is a long over do answer to abstract art; Dramatic Art is the exact opposite of abstract art. Dramatic Art is the artistic expression of intelligent design. Abstract art is the artistic expression of the chaos theory.

Definition: Dramatic Art must have a title (name), it must have a comprehensible subject, the subject must be given personality (made alive by shown doing something), and there must be shown one or more obstacles against what the subject is doing. I got all this from the Gneisses account of creation.

I think Dramatic Art might be a good way to reintroduce intelligent design back into public education through their art class, by willing art teachers. Legally I don't think it could be stopped. Could you imagine the irony in a judge telling an art teacher, they can not teach children to do anything intelligently? If you would like to review my treatise and art, send me your mailing address and I will send you more information. I am thinking I would like to donate my services to teach Dramatic Art to my areas Christian schools and wherever else. After you review all of my material you may be willing to write me an endorsement letter. I do not have internet.

I have found the portions of your book that I have had chance to read fascinating. Also by buying your book, and examining the cover print again, I have made a delightful discovery, I noticed The Sower at Sunset, is the first painting I have found, out side of my own that fits the Dramatic Art style. Notice the subject is sowing seeds, and he has two obstacles against him, the crows are coming behind him eating the seeds, and the sun is setting bring darkness and the end to his task.


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]]> ~b4mp3r http://b4mp3r.deviantart.com/journal/8215232/ http://b4mp3r.deviantart.com/journal/8215232/ Mon, 20 Mar 2006 10:11:55 PST ! it was fun, and it was during the day, but its not like i would have been seen, seeing as how i live in a redneck town in maine! lol. Ill try to get some pictures up, and its not to big because it was sorta a spur of the moment thing. didnt have any spray paint, just an industrial jumbo sharpie... lol.. but yea, ill get some pics up asap..

holy shit, i just noticed that there is a download count on psds that you upload. and ive gotten so many!!! thx everyone!!!!!

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]]> ~b4mp3r http://b4mp3r.deviantart.com/journal/6875407/ http://b4mp3r.deviantart.com/journal/6875407/ Wed, 26 Oct 2005 17:06:52 PDT my host decided to shut clickserv down and now i dont have anyweres to host my sig psd files which can range from 5megs to 30megs. so, sry anyone who was looking for a free sig. ill take some requests if you like my work, and dont forget to check out [link] and mention b4mp3r referred you. ]]> ~b4mp3r http://b4mp3r.deviantart.com/journal/6338336/ http://b4mp3r.deviantart.com/journal/6338336/ Fri, 26 Aug 2005 22:46:06 PDT I found this on someone elses page, and Im not gay, or bisexual or anything but Im definately not homophobic. I think this has a strong message that everyone should read.

Mood: I miss him.
Listening to: Norma Jean-Creating something out of nothing ..etc
Reading: Isnt it summer?!

Gay is a three letter word
just like 'you' and 'mee' when it is misspelled.

Homophobia and You:

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

I am the person who is afraid of telling his loving Christian parents he loves another male.

Repost this if you realize homophobia is wrong. ]]> ~b4mp3r http://b4mp3r.deviantart.com/journal/6290288/ http://b4mp3r.deviantart.com/journal/6290288/ Sun, 21 Aug 2005 17:52:36 PDT
Well, even though it rained today I still had to work. Today we took down the roof of the garage and I had to denail all of the wood. This was after having a fight with my step dad because my sister volunteered the other day to denail the wall, well, the parts that she could reach. I woke up this morning to my step dad yelling at my sister, I had some breakfast and then I went out side as I knew that I needed to help. When I got out there I caught shit from my step dad about the wall not being finished, I tryed to tell him that my sister said that she would do her part on the wall, which she didnt, so I got stuck denailing a wall. once I was done with that I gathered up all the recyclables and swept the basement stairs. Finally some rest time cause my back was really hurting from the denailing the wall. When the step dad and his friend got back from the dump we started to take all the wood off the roof of the garage, 1 pm to 4 pm, I was stuck in the garage denailing wood that they tossed down. It wasnt that bad, but I was still pissed at my sister for not sticking to what she said that she would do. The LEAST she could do was tell me that the she was backing out, if she had I would have been done with the wall 2 days ago! grr! anyways, when we were done I went inside took a shower and ate dinner, cant really remember what I ate either. Damit! cause I know it was good, remember the taste but I cant place the name of the food. Then after dinner was over I watched a really old movie that I cant remember the name of either, its a space themed movie were they travel around to different planets and kill mutant bugs. It was good, then my ma called and I got permission to use the internet. Now I am finishing typing this.

]]> ~b4mp3r http://b4mp3r.deviantart.com/journal/6281243/ http://b4mp3r.deviantart.com/journal/6281243/ Sun, 21 Aug 2005 17:43:29 PDT
Well, time to end the extremely long and boring rainy day. My sister wouldnt listen to a single thing that my step dad was telling her, it took 7 hours for my sister to finally listen to my step dad telling her to clean her room. When she finally did she was screaming and crying at the same time, the whole time! Well, after that I had a wicked head ache so I went to my room and started to transfer a sketch that I made into adobe photoshop. I just deviated it into my gallery if you want to check it out..

My ferrets were also not enjoying the rainy day, scooter (my ferret) and whitey (my moms ferret) were miserable, if thats possible for a sleeping ferret.. lol, but when they did wake up they were wrestling like there was no tomorow, well, as if its going to rain tomorow .

]]> ~b4mp3r http://b4mp3r.deviantart.com/journal/6274509/ http://b4mp3r.deviantart.com/journal/6274509/ Fri, 19 Aug 2005 20:51:00 PDT
Today I had a really long day of working on the property. I never knew how hard it was to deshingle a 50 year old garage, especially when it was double layered and I have araknaphobia <(sp?). Not to mention that my sister (even though she volunteered, which was just another way of winning my parents descicion <(sp?) to let her watch tv all night and stay up late!) kept getting in the way. I hate it when im trying to work and I have to watch out I dont hit her in the head with the crow bar. It took 8 trips back and forth in the riding lawn mower which kept dying (shoulda gotten a john deer instead of this damn murray) to get all the shingles to the hole in the back of our property. By then I was pretty tired, but I had to move a bunch of wood which was behind the garage, were going to tear it down soon so we (my step dad basically) wanted to make it less of a mess. I hauled the wood back to the stack near the back of the property and stacked it neatly. Now im here on the computer after trying for 30 mins to get it to connect to the internet! grr.. anyway, I finally gave up and went down stairs to get something to eat. I came back up stairs and tried to connect and it finally did!

I am now done with a long days hard work and I have to continue tomorow, I hate working so much! ]]> ~b4mp3r