deviantART: by:babyluv http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:babyluv&section=today deviantART RSS for by:babyluv en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sun, 20 Dec 2009 11:34:49 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png Hello Everybody! http://babyluv.deviantart.com/journal/28590003/ http://babyluv.deviantart.com/journal/28590003/ Thu, 26 Nov 2009 12:26:40 PST It's been what?? 3, almost 4 years?
Well...
Things have changed... changed a lot!
Anyone on my list still use this site?
Let me know!!

]]> ~babyluv Angels and Airwaves http://babyluv.deviantart.com/journal/8935420/ http://babyluv.deviantart.com/journal/8935420/ Wed, 31 May 2006 22:25:40 PDT
I:llove:ANGELS AND AIRWAVES

Ok.. bored bye ]]> ~babyluv Notebook http://babyluv.deviantart.com/journal/8245019/ http://babyluv.deviantart.com/journal/8245019/ Thu, 23 Mar 2006 10:44:24 PST ~babyluv Sins of a Family http://babyluv.deviantart.com/journal/8178963/ http://babyluv.deviantart.com/journal/8178963/ Thu, 16 Mar 2006 13:58:15 PST .
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Take me away from here. ]]> ~babyluv The Best Me I Can Be http://babyluv.deviantart.com/journal/7941390/ http://babyluv.deviantart.com/journal/7941390/ Sun, 19 Feb 2006 09:00:26 PST Whatever, next topic...
I am back in school, and I am so glad I decided to do that. I don't know... I made so many mistakes in the past couple of years... I guess I just needed some time. I feel so much regret for so many things, but I guess I shouldn't dwell on it and just try to learn from them. So far school is going pretty good, and my attendance is stunning. :D Heh... I don't know what else to say. I think overall I am doing better for myself as stressful as it gets...
I am trying my best here... and thats all that matters.
I love blink 182... I can relate to their music... Here is the lyrics to my favourite song right now. I am posting them because I find them to be very inspirational.

Please note the "I Miss You" lyrics are CopyRight © of Blink-182

I Miss You

(I miss you miss you)
Hello there the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in backround of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
And we'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends

Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness comes creeping on so haunting everytime
And as I stared I counted the webs from all the spiders
catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
And hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight

Don't waste your time on me your already the voice inside my head(6x)

I miss you miss you(6x)

©Blink-182 ]]> ~babyluv (Will You Give Into Me?) http://babyluv.deviantart.com/journal/6446135/ http://babyluv.deviantart.com/journal/6446135/ Wed, 07 Sep 2005 22:24:41 PDT (Will You Give Into Me?)
These are the voices of the taunting cravings eating away at my sanity...
Cigarettes in front of me, lighter in my pocket... To give in would be so easy... Everything is right there, ready, waiting for me to give in.
I CAN AND WILL DO THIS!!!
I heard from many people that quitting smoking is very extremely super redicuously difficult. I didn't think so... until I actually tried. OMG... it's torture. I don't want to smoke, the desire isn't there... But the evil embedded in my brain forces me to believe I want that cigarette more that anything I've ever wanted ever. Just one pull, that filling satisfaction of death, will make the world go around again. Fuck that.
IF I CAN DO THIS, I CAN DO ANYTHING...!
Everyone in the world decides they suddenly want to smoke, and the bastards all do it in front of me... Cigarettes everywhere in sight. That disgusting aroma tingles my nose and sends the same sensation of fresh baked cookies through my nostrils. Fucking shit... I need sleep.
DAY ONE. ]]> ~babyluv Back For The First Time... AGAIN!!! http://babyluv.deviantart.com/journal/6388412/ http://babyluv.deviantart.com/journal/6388412/ Thu, 01 Sep 2005 14:05:28 PDT But eh.
Its funny how people have their eyes open to the world but can't see anything at all. Its funny how people age but just don't grow. Its funny how stupid the human race. Shit happens.... You can either sit there crying about it or you can kick back and laugh at how stupid the world is. You can't ever have everything your way so enjoy what you have. When shit hits the fan, briefly rage, take a deep breath and move on. Learn not only from your mistakes but from things you see. For I have seen too many great people fall, harder than I ever have. Everyone has their moments. We can all shine if we chose to.
Stay firm in what you believe.
Til the end....
Liz ]]> ~babyluv the end. http://babyluv.deviantart.com/journal/5094669/ http://babyluv.deviantart.com/journal/5094669/ Fri, 15 Apr 2005 11:07:38 PDT misssw33tz
well... i don't have much left to say i guess.
Thank you for everyones continued support and for all the comments, kind words... etc :hug:

*PEACEOUT!* ]]> ~babyluv whaaaaa? http://babyluv.deviantart.com/journal/4927155/ http://babyluv.deviantart.com/journal/4927155/ Sun, 27 Mar 2005 17:58:22 PST sometimes people arent who they seem to be, no matter how much you think you know them. trust nobody. never get caught up. you are born alone and you die alone. BUT dont let that get you down... because thats just stupid. ]]> ~babyluv BIRTHDAY MADDNESS... & "a OR b??" http://babyluv.deviantart.com/journal/3837093/ http://babyluv.deviantart.com/journal/3837093/ Sun, 14 Nov 2004 21:36:50 PST I am finally 17... THAT GIVES ME ONE YEAR. ;)
So anyway... anybody have anything interesting to converse about? I need friends.... YAY! GO ME!
Ok Idea, I will list foods and drinks that can be compared.... and you tell me which is better.. ya whatever... My Mommy says I'M COOL!

my game is called:

a OR b??

coke or pepsi
lima beans or brussel sprouts
snickers or mars bar
lays chips or pringles
butter popcorn or caramel corn
red licorice or black licorice
mc donalds or wendys
apple juice or orange juice
coffee or tea
skittles or starburst ]]> ~babyluv Back for More ;) http://babyluv.deviantart.com/journal/3450268/ http://babyluv.deviantart.com/journal/3450268/ Sun, 26 Sep 2004 11:02:06 PDT
I'm back!!! LoL...

Sooo what did I miss?? ]]> ~babyluv Not Goodbye, Just Ciao... http://babyluv.deviantart.com/journal/2554567/ http://babyluv.deviantart.com/journal/2554567/ Fri, 04 Jun 2004 21:49:33 PDT
Ciao everybody :kiss:

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...Ciao ]]> ~babyluv Boiled Leeches. http://babyluv.deviantart.com/journal/2466478/ http://babyluv.deviantart.com/journal/2466478/ Wed, 19 May 2004 22:37:33 PDT *.::MiZ LiZ::.*

Hey everyone. I am sorry, I am really busy at this point in time... and I apologize if i don't comment on all of your work. I look at as much as I can, just don't always comment. Thanks for the understanding.

Lalalalalalalalaa!! Verrry busy! Tomorrow going to the police station to pick the purse theive criminals from a lineup... hehehhehe... bastards... problem I can't remember what they look like. lol :P I got the new D12 CD, LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT! Also got the black album by jay-z... its good.. Umm... so blah.. been pissed lately and ya im mad so GAH! also good news the american idol finalists fantasia and diana.. :D yay... anyway i suck... bye

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Hey everyone. I am sorry, I am really busay at this point in time... and I apologize if i don't comment on all of your work. I look at as much as I can, just don't always comment. Thanks for the understanding.

What else is new with me? Hm... Might be moving.. but not far hehe... just elsewhere in teh city.. Um.. learning new stuff at work.. depressed, but that ain't new... DENTAL SURGERY ON JUNE 4 :'( So scaredededed. and YEAHHHH,, SPIDERMAN 2 ON JUNE 30!!! W00t!!!! BEEN WAITING FOR THIS!!! :w00t!:

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News for May 5th, 2004:

Leafs lost... very upset...
I also.. am having problems with someone I thought was a friend... long story... but he wasn't really a friend at all. I'm sick of being treated like shit by guys... always am... I have had enough....
Just when I thought I was happy, everything seems to be crashing down again... I hate this... peace out.

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These Lyrics Describe How I Feel.. In A Way... Meh...

...time after time all the promises
Turned out to be all lies
And now, now I see that you're somebody
Who wasted my time and money
What lie, oh what a lie (what a lie)
Oh you, you and I, oh you and I

What about your
Your 10,000 promises?
That you gave to me
Your 10,000 promises
That you promised me...

-----> Song Segment From: 10,000 Promises - Backstreet Boys

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Currently...
Feeling: :dead: <--- Dead...
Addicted To: Depressing music... self harm.
On Repeat: Walk Away - X-Tina
Reading: Rose Madder - Stephen King.... well kinda reading it on and off
Doing: Fighting back tears...

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Leaf Game Stats Round Two: 2-2

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News for May 1st, 2004:

:bulletblue:Seen mean girls.... funny, cool movie... I recommend it to girls mainly cause we can relate to it more than guys can. BTW I also seen The Punisher last week... great movie!!!
:bulletblue:Leafs WON the fourth game in round two last night tying up the series with the Phillidelphia Flyers. The final score was 3-1 Leafs, so HA! Yay for comebacks... :) Next game is on Sunday in Philly.
:bulletblue:Do you all remember me getting robbed? (See journal entry, Some People Need To Be Runover By A Bus.) Anyway, the asses were caught!!! YAY! Will be going to court sometime in the next 2 weeks to a month.

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Story

After the movie, my friend and I were sitting outside talking. Anyway its about 2am at this point and we were on a street well known for its prostitutes. Some lil dude came out of a caba nd was calling to us but we ignored him. THEN he came right up to us and asked if we were hookers. We said "NO!" and he scurried back in the cab to his friend who looked like a monkeys ass.
Next a van drove by and some stupid lil woman person thing who thinks shes all that poke her head out the window and shouted "STUPID SLUTS!!!!!" and yeah that pissed me off. My friend fired a "FUCK OFF YOU STUPID WHORE.." something like that... NOW I WAS PISSED... what give her the right to say what she said???!?!?!? ANYWAY...
THEN a group of young guys around my age stopped n their car and were staring so I shouted at them "GO AWAY WE AREN'T PROSTITUTES!" and they laughed and drove off. THEN they came back, cause they are stupid, they drove around the block. One shouted "how much for a rub and tug?!" and I just told him I didn't know he should ask his friend in the passengers seat. Then I just yelled ta thema nd blah blah blah they left. THEN THEY CAME BACK A THIRD TIME and I bitched ta them again and just ignored them and they left.

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Currently...
Feeling: :D <- heh... cool
Addicted To: HOCKEY HOCKEY HOCKEY... and American Idol
On Repeat: In The End - Linkin Park
Reading: Rose Madder - Stephen King.... well kinda reading it on and off
Doing: w000ting for the leafs :D, chillin, phone.. work... blah etc

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Leaf Game Stats Round Two: 0-2

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News for April 26th, 2004:

:bulletblue:I start my training for my new job on tomorrow... I am so nervous... I am scared I am going to fuck up... *gulp*
:bulletblue:Do you all remember me getting robbed? (See journal entry, Some People Need To Be Runover By A Bus.) Anyway, the asses were caught!!! YAY! Will be going to court sometime in the next 2 weeks to a month.
:bulletblue:Leafs lost the second game in round two last night against the Phillidelphia Flyers. The first goal was shot in by Philly and the second was by the Toronto Maple Leafs. Philly took the game in the third period with a 2-1 lead. the Leafs played a great game, but the Philly goalie, Eshe was prepared. He stopped all of our great scoring opportunities... Damn.
:bulletblue:I got some clothes and shoes for my new job. I also got this purse I really wanted. I am so lucky that they still had it... and yeah I was lucky to find the shoes... Spent a whole day looking for shoes and found these last minute in the bottom of a clearance rack in my size... yay.

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Currently...
Feeling: :headache: <- al;sjddlojlkjvlkzxjja;sle[pwifsjfxuwoi
Addicted To: HOCKEY HOCKEY HOCKEY... and American Idol
On Repeat: In The End - Linkin Park
Reading: Rose Madder - Stephen King.... well kinda reading it on and off
Doing: Thinking.... writing... chillin...

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Leaf Game Stats Round Two: 0-1

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News for April 22nd, 2004:
:bulletblue:Leafs lost the first game in round two tonight against the Phillidelphia Flyers. The first goal was shot in by Philly and the second was by the Toronto Maple Leafs, both in the first period. Philly took the game in the second period with a 2-1 lead, later to win the game with a score of 3-1. The final goal was shot in the third period.

:bulletblue:I start my training for my new job on Monday... I am so nervous... I am scared I am going to fuck up... *gulp*

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Currently...
Feeling: :P <- devious
Addicted To: HOCKEY HOCKEY HOCKEY... and American Idol
On Repeat: In The End - Linkin Park
Reading: Rose Madder - Stephen King.... well kinda reading it on and off
Doing: Thinking.... writing... chillin...

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Feeling: :( <- sad...
Addicted To: HOCKEY HOCKEY HOCKEY... and American Idol
On Repeat: Hold On - Good Charlotte, Just Like You - Three Days Grace, "Numb" and "In The End" - Linkin park
Reading: Rose Madder - Stephen King
Doing: Thinking....

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News for April 21th, 2004:
LEAFS KICKED SOME SERIOUS SENATOR ASS LAST NIGHT!!! HELL YEAH... 4-1!!! Anyone catch the game?? EDDIE ROCKS!!! GO EDDIE!!! Yeah anyeay... We playing the Phillidelphia Flyers on Thursday in Philly.... 7:30... Lets see how it goes... Anyone catch the BATTLE of ONTARIO game last night?? Admit it... Sens just can't get past the Blue Boyz. Sorry guys!!! HA!

PHILLY, HERE WE COME....!

ANYWAY... on another note... I had my interview and... I GOT THE JOB!!! I start on Monday....

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Final Word:
Sometimes you just feel tired, feel weak, when you feel weak, you feel like you wanna just give up. But you gotta search within you, try to find that inner strength and just pull that shit out of you, and get that motivation to not give up, and not be a quitter no matter how bad you wanna just fall flat on your face and collapse. - Eminem, 'Til I Collapse ]]> ~babyluv SUNK THE SENS!!! + Job http://babyluv.deviantart.com/journal/2264229/ http://babyluv.deviantart.com/journal/2264229/ Tue, 20 Apr 2004 22:08:46 PDT Currently...
Feeling: :( <- sad...
Addicted To: AMERICAN IDOL & HOCKEY
On Repeat: Hold On - Good Charlotte, Just Like You - Three Days Grace
Reading: Rose Madder - Stephen King
Doing: Thinking....

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News for April 21th, 2004:
LEAFS KICKED SOME SERIOUS SENATOR ASS LAST NIGHT!!! HELL YEAH... 4-1!!! Anyone catch the game?? EDDIE ROCKS!!! GO EDDIE!!! Yeah anyeay... We playing the Phillidelphia Flyers on Thursday in Philly.... 7:30... Lets see how it goes... Anyone catch the BATTLE of ONTARIO game last night?? Admit it... Sens just can't get past the Blue Boyz. Sorry guys!!! HA!

ANYWAY... on another note... I am going for a job interview today... wish me luck... *gulp* :sweatdrop: Will tell you gusy how it went...

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Final Word:
Sometimes you just feel tired, feel weak, when you feel weak, you feel like you wanna just give up. But you gotta search within you, try to find that inner strength and just pull that shit out of you, and get that motivation to not give up, and not be a quitter no matter how bad you wanna just fall flat on your face and collapse. - Eminem, 'Til I Collapse ]]> ~babyluv Ladyisha + SINK THE SENS!!! http://babyluv.deviantart.com/journal/2257724/ http://babyluv.deviantart.com/journal/2257724/ Mon, 19 Apr 2004 17:19:58 PDT SPECIAL BIRTHDAY SHOUT AND BEST WISHES TO MY GIRL ISHA! ladyisha ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS FOR LIFE. LOVE YA HUN!!! :D :kiss: :hug:

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Currently...
Feeling: :( <- sad...
Addicted To: AMERICAN IDOL & HOCKEY
On Repeat: Hold On - Good Charlotte, Just Like You - Three Days Grace
Reading: Rose Madder - Stephen King
Doing: Thinking....

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News for April 19th, 2004:
STILL depressed.... Left school today... not going to finish the year. Oh well..... Leafs lost last night... bastards.... WE MUST BEAT THE SENS!!
Going to inquire about a job interview that was offered to me.... will post more info when i get it.
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Final Word:
Sometimes you just feel tired, feel weak, when you feel weak, you feel like you wanna just give up. But you gotta search within you, try to find that inner strength and just pull that shit out of you, and get that motivation to not give up, and not be a quitter no matter how bad you wanna just fall flat on your face and collapse. - Eminem, 'Til I Collapse ]]> ~babyluv GO LEAFS GO!!! + 143 JPL http://babyluv.deviantart.com/journal/2238909/ http://babyluv.deviantart.com/journal/2238909/ Fri, 16 Apr 2004 22:07:26 PDT Currently...
Feeling: :( <- sad...
Addicted To: AMERICAN IDOL & HOCKEY
On Repeat: Hold On - Good Charlotte, Just Like You - Three Days Grace
Reading: Rose Madder - Stephen King
Doing: Thinking....

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News for April 17th, 2004:
Still depressed but right now I am happy so I will ignore that and explain good stuff. LEAFS WON THE GAME 2-0!!! W00T!!! Now we leadin the series 3-2. :) yay. Wrll hockey sums up the good stuff... lol.
OMFG Jon Peter Lewis got voted off American Idol. Like what kinda shit is that? So pissed.

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Final Word:
Sometimes you just feel tired, feel weak, when you feel weak, you feel like you wanna just give up. But you gotta search within you, try to find that inner strength and just pull that shit out of you, and get that motivation to not give up, and not be a quitter no matter how bad you wanna just fall flat on your face and collapse. - Eminem, 'Til I Collapse ]]> ~babyluv LEAFS http://babyluv.deviantart.com/journal/2225743/ http://babyluv.deviantart.com/journal/2225743/ Wed, 14 Apr 2004 22:51:30 PDT Currently...
Feeling: :( <- sad...
Addicted To: AMERICAN IDOL & HOCKEY
On Repeat: Sorry 2004 - Ruben, Yeah - Usher, Fuck It - Eamon, ToXic - Britney, Can I Bitch - Eminem
Reading: Rose Madder - Stephen King
Doing: Thinking....

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News for April 15th, 2004:
I have been so depressed lately I dont even know whats wrong with me... heh I am pathetic... I was going to make a new journal.. But now I am too lazy to do anything so blah... OH ONE THING THE FUCKING SENS WON THE GAME!! GAAAH!!! NOW The series is tied 2-2... THIS CANT BE HAPPENNING.... GO LEAFS GO!!!

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Final Word:
Sometimes you just feel tired, feel weak, when you feel weak, you feel like you wanna just give up. But you gotta search within you, try to find that inner strength and just pull that shit out of you, and get that motivation to not give up, and not be a quitter no matter how bad you wanna just fall flat on your face and collapse. - Eminem, 'Til I Collapse ]]> ~babyluv Sad is Fun... HA! http://babyluv.deviantart.com/journal/2189854/ http://babyluv.deviantart.com/journal/2189854/ Fri, 09 Apr 2004 23:58:05 PDT Currently...
Feeling: :( <- sad...
Addicted To: AMERICAN IDOL
On Repeat: Hehe... honestly been listening to my old backstreetboy cd's... the depressing love songs... suits my mood... ah....
Reading: Rose Madder - Stephen King
Doing: Thinking....

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News for April 10th, 2004:
I'm lonely and I feel incomplete... I have a crush and I havent had a crush in a while... and I hate it... FUCK... I don't know whats wrong with me... so sad lately.... I need a hug :(

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Final Word:
Sometimes you just feel tired, feel weak, when you feel weak, you feel like you wanna just give up. But you gotta search within you, try to find that inner strength and just pull that shit out of you, and get that motivation to not give up, and not be a quitter no matter how bad you wanna just fall flat on your face and collapse. - Eminem, 'Til I Collapse ]]> ~babyluv Comp Needs To Die http://babyluv.deviantart.com/journal/2161892/ http://babyluv.deviantart.com/journal/2161892/ Tue, 06 Apr 2004 00:56:02 PDT
Okies... Luz YAS


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MIZ LIZ:heart: ]]> ~babyluv Some People Need To Be Runover By A Bus http://babyluv.deviantart.com/journal/2104982/ http://babyluv.deviantart.com/journal/2104982/ Sun, 28 Mar 2004 21:11:50 PST Currently...
Feeling: :x <-- PISSED OFF... and :| <-- kinda shocked
Addicted To: AMERICAN IDOL
On Repeat: NOTHING
Reading: Rose Madder - Stephen King
Doing: Absolutely nothing.

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News for March 28th, 2004:
Everyone is asking me and I don't wanna tell the fucking story over and over....
Tonight I was out with my friend.. and we were in the drug store looking at magazines. So in comes these 5-7 black guys, aged 14-17 standing there staring at us and talkin shit. So anyway one of the assholes asks my friend if she gives head. Obviously she said no. So we walked away to the cash to buy this magazine I needed a poster from for drama. And the guys left the store... BUT they waited for us outside.... NERVE. so there is one door you go out, and then another to go outside... so we went out the first one but the guys were right there so we waited for someone to come out and we went back into the store. We went in for a lil while and then checked AND the dickheads were still there.. so we walked around the store some more and turned around and there was one right behind us. So there was 2 of them in the store and the rest were outside. The ones in the store were buggin her again so we left the store and ignored the guys. THEN they started following us! We just ignored them cause guys have done this before. Then my friend got mad and said to me "OMG they are so gonna get it... HE JUST GRABBED MY PURSE!" And i looked, sure enough two of the guys had her purse and went up the side street. The rest were behind me so I grasped my purse and bags tight. (I also had a box of hairdye I bought earlier in a seperate bag) AND ONE GUY GRABBED MY BAGS but I had a tight grip on them. But he yanked it until the handles broke and ran up the side street. It happened so fast. I looked in my hand and the handles for the plastic bags were there. AGH. SO they shouted some shit and at the intersection they split up and went their seperate ways. Half the guys with my stuff went one way, and the others with her stuff went another way. Since we arent asses we didn't follow, but instead went up the main street (WHICH WE WERE ON TO BEGIN WITH... like seriously who steals a purse on a busy street... asses.. and for no reason... asses) until we seen a Parking Officer (fortunately we didn't have to go far) and he called in the police who came and made a report. There is mroe but I'm too lazy to type what happened with the police.. nothing big...
Well fortunately for me, I didn't bring my wallet... and my cell phone was in my pocket. But they stole my fav purse, my new hairdye, stupid mistakes, and the house keys for my dads and my moms.. AND all my fav lipgloss. My friend lost more in her purse, but luckily all her important cards were at home.

Asses. I hope they get caught...

Moral of the night: Some People Need To Be Runover By A Bus.

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Feeling: :| <- surprised, ticked, happy.. blah... NEUTRAL
Addicted To: AMERICAN IDOL
On Repeat: Haunted - Evanescence
Reading: Rose Madder - Stephen King
Doing: Brainstorming a poem.

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News for March 25th, 2004:
I'm sick.. and ticked from watching American Idol.. Yes I know I'm a loser. It just really annoyed me. Sure im happy Jon and John were safe, but Matt did not need to go. I like Camille and everything, but her last two performances were not that good. So based on performance, she should have gone. But whatever..
Anyway I have been searching DA the last couple nights, and I found so many amazing artists! I'm so glad!
I am still a proud supporter of Secret Window, I loved that movie :). I also finished reading Pet Sematary by Stephen King. I liked it, it was good.. hey it kept me reading for 410 pages, that says a lot.. lol.
I started writing a few poems, hopefully I will finish them soon. I also got a few more ideas for other poems as well. One poem I am working on I doubt I will post... not sure... anyway thanks for reading :D.

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Final Word:
Sometimes you just feel tired, feel weak, when you feel weak, you feel like you wanna just give up. But you gotta search within you, try to find that inner strength and just pull that shit out of you, and get that motivation to not give up, and not be a quitter no matter how bad you wanna just fall flat on your face and collapse. - Eminem, 'Til I Collapse ]]> ~babyluv Biz: Secret Window, Break... http://babyluv.deviantart.com/journal/2002081/ http://babyluv.deviantart.com/journal/2002081/ Thu, 25 Mar 2004 03:53:42 PST sic-star for my making my new avatar!!! :) He rocks, check him out.

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Quick News for March 17th, 2004:

:bulletred:Reading Pet Sematary by Stephen King. I love it, it's amazing... very creepy!
:bulletred:Still haven't started on my two collabs.
:bulletred:TIRED AS HELL
:bulletred:Attempted writing a bit... still in process

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Songs I'm Feelin Right Now:

:bulletblue:Drips - Eminem, Feat. Obie Trice
:bulletblue:Baby Boy - Beyonce, Feat. Sean Paul
:bulletblue:Haunted - Evanescence

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More Detailed News for March 17th, 2004:

:bulletpurple:ON MARCH 12th I seen Secret Window, IT WAS AMAZING. I LOVE IT SOOOO MUCH... AGH... OBSESSED!
It was free, it was written by Stephen King, it was a kick ass awesome movie, and it starred JOHNNY DEPP cant get any better than that!!!
(Free because I had special passes given to me to see the sneak preview on Wednesday but when I got to the theatre it was sold out. So they put a stamp on the pass so I can see it on opening night.)
If you like twisted, suspense-thrillers, I recommend.
I also recommend if you are a Johnny Depp or a Stephen King fan. lol.
I like all three. :)

:bulletpurple:So far March Break been cool. Seen a movie *ahem SECRET WINDOW ahem* Had a sleepover and chilled with friends.

:bulletpurple:John Stevens and Jon Peter Lewis in the finals in American Idol. Their performances were sooooooooooooooooo good. OMG OMG... Simon was so nice today! He said JPL can win the competition and JS had a classy and good performance... :D

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:bulletred:Been attempting to wrote and made two poems with rhyming... They not all that gooda but I had to write differently... Sick of the same old thing.
:bulletred:Going to start working on one of the two collabs I have planned.
:bulletred:Feelin depressed...
:bulletred:Still sufferring from writers block!!

Song I'm Feelin Right Now: Have You Ever - Brandy

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Ok after a long sleepless night I did a lot of thinking. (Yeah I was up for about 26 hours) Anyway I did some serious thinking and reflecting on the way I live my life... and I am not happy... I haven't been for a while. I am sick of hiding myself and not living life as me. I have some other things i opened my eyes about but im not putting them here. Just everything seems more clear now, I opened my eyes for once. Just... I see this... and I am trying to push it away. I felt so happy today because I felt so relieved... Finally I can be me again. OK NOW, don't think I'm crazy... I am just happy. OK how about I sum this up... I feel like I just realised I was wearing a mask and I am slowly taking it of and discovering the real me. OK... if this made any sense to anyone please reply... if you are confused ask me a question...

Ok on other news I'm going to be doing a couple more collabs in the next week.

SOOO MAD FOR JOHNNY DEPP *drools* and can't get enough of EMINEM... those are the leading men in my life... lol...

Now for some more useless information. I am going to start reading Stephen King's Pet Semerary. I really want to go see The Secret Window next week but I have a thing against going to the movies. Hm.... School is bad, but I am trying to pick myself up now. AND I AM SO HAPPY THAT JOHN STEVENS MADE IT TO THE FINALS IN AMERICAN IDOL. That show is adddddictive!!! OK anyway, I LOOOOVE THAT GUY... he is only 16 and he made it this far!! Thats so good... and he is so cute!!! And very unique compared to the other Idol people. HIS VOICE CAN MELT ME... yeah okay I had my crazy moment... :blushes: Yah thats it for now...

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Clubs: eminemclub04blacktshirtclub ]]> ~babyluv Jealousy Kills http://babyluv.deviantart.com/journal/1883039/ http://babyluv.deviantart.com/journal/1883039/ Sat, 21 Feb 2004 12:42:20 PST HER... Love u Ish.. AND to everyone here, jealousy KILLS... I can't believe sucha strong friendship was going to end overs omething so small.. so to all my friends :hug: i :heart: you!! ]]> ~babyluv MY week http://babyluv.deviantart.com/journal/1853213/ http://babyluv.deviantart.com/journal/1853213/ Mon, 16 Feb 2004 01:36:41 PST should be in bed but I don't care. I will when I have to wake up though. I haven't written anything in a few days now, my newest submission, INSANE, I wrote it on thursday.. but thats it. and Before that my last poem was mistake and I think I wrote that on Monday. I'm to lazy to write now, everyone is stealing my motivation.

TOPIC OF THE WEEK: INSANITY

Ok I am weird...
FRIDAY THE 13TH passed a couple days ago.. Damn that is one good day. Luckiest days... 13 such a beautiful number. And stupid Valentines day is over too... Valentines day this year wasn't bad though... it was the best one I have had so far. Sooo I am happy about that. It still is waaaay too comercialised... and annoying for single people, but I chilled with a friend and had fun... SO SCREW YOU CUPID I DON'T NEED YOU. That little bastard loves to bring me to misery.
As for Sunday, I went out with my dad for a bit and I bought Valentines candy 50% off.. WHOOOO, now thats the way to go.

Anyway I should shutup now...
BYEBYE...
:kiss::hug::kiss:

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