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No more anything on this account.

I'll post another journal with the name and such so you can all find me.

:]


--Kira

]]> ~backflipbaby4u http://backflipbaby4u.deviantart.com/journal/25449838/ http://backflipbaby4u.deviantart.com/journal/25449838/ Sun, 21 Jun 2009 09:23:22 PDT
It's...

12:21 right now.

Why am I up this early?


-_-;;


I need more sleep.
Everyone knows eleven hours of sleep isn't enough for me.



--Kira

]]> ~backflipbaby4u http://backflipbaby4u.deviantart.com/journal/25441361/ http://backflipbaby4u.deviantart.com/journal/25441361/ Sat, 20 Jun 2009 19:54:25 PDT

I'm staying there and I'm never coming back here against my will.

I'll leave home when I'm ready.
I miss it so much right now.



T_T

FML.


--Kira

]]> ~backflipbaby4u http://backflipbaby4u.deviantart.com/journal/25430407/ http://backflipbaby4u.deviantart.com/journal/25430407/ Sat, 20 Jun 2009 08:05:23 PDT I turn sixteen. :]
Be happy.
I aleady am because I start my job tomorrow and I've already got fifty dollars of spending money.

(It's not exactly alot down here in South Carolina, but I'll probably just save it up though)
:]

Have not decided.

But alas,
I'm sixteen.


I still miss everyone to pieces and I wish I could be back home with everyone so I could be HAPPIER, but I guess we can't exactly choose everything.
>.<


Just about..46 days until I'm back.
YUSSSSSSS.


--Kira

]]> ~backflipbaby4u http://backflipbaby4u.deviantart.com/journal/25356826/ http://backflipbaby4u.deviantart.com/journal/25356826/ Tue, 16 Jun 2009 16:39:10 PDT

I tell him what my grandma says about my sisters and mother,
and he says that she's just "old and set in her ways".

It's no fucking excuse.


We're his kids and because he's too much of a wimp to stand up to his mother he's letting my sister and I suffer down here.
I hate him.

Once I'm legal I'm getting away from everyone in my family.



--Kira

]]> ~backflipbaby4u http://backflipbaby4u.deviantart.com/journal/25334074/ http://backflipbaby4u.deviantart.com/journal/25334074/ Mon, 15 Jun 2009 17:03:03 PDT I had my sister chop alot of my hair off.
It's not a whole lot, but it's barely past my shoulders now.

Kira:1
Grandma:0



--Kira

]]> ~backflipbaby4u http://backflipbaby4u.deviantart.com/journal/25325725/ http://backflipbaby4u.deviantart.com/journal/25325725/ Mon, 15 Jun 2009 09:56:09 PDT

It's way too hot and humid over here.
D:
So my hair is never straight,
it's curly no matter what.
>.<


Anyway,
as far as my Grandma goes,
she's dead.
All she does is make fun of my friends,
say I look like an anorexic person,
that I look like a "snooty little bitch",
and that I'm throwing my life away.


I'm mad as you can imagine.
She makes remarks about my brother and older sister.
Makes it seem like Valencia is fat,
and my parents don't know what they're doing with us.


I'm fucking sick of it.
So I complained to my dad,
and I'm waiting for a reply via e-mail.

Maybe it'll get me out of here sooner.
Who knows?

But I miss everyone.

Ashley, Emma, Taylor, Althea, Veronica, Nezzie, Joe W., Joe M., Sean, Colin..and everything.

Sorry if I didn't name you.
Those were just the first names that came to mind.


But I love you all the same<3

Bye for now, loves.


--Kira

]]> ~backflipbaby4u http://backflipbaby4u.deviantart.com/journal/25174197/ http://backflipbaby4u.deviantart.com/journal/25174197/ Sun, 07 Jun 2009 06:41:44 PDT and I can honestly say I hate every moment here. :]
I still feel really close to everyone at least,
so there's that.


I'm going to write more later.

Peace loves!

<3Kira

]]> ~backflipbaby4u http://backflipbaby4u.deviantart.com/journal/23313763/ http://backflipbaby4u.deviantart.com/journal/23313763/ Fri, 20 Feb 2009 20:31:33 PST Just tens from fourteens.
Ouchie.



..That's it.



--Kira

]]> ~backflipbaby4u http://backflipbaby4u.deviantart.com/journal/23204417/ http://backflipbaby4u.deviantart.com/journal/23204417/ Sat, 14 Feb 2009 20:23:28 PST I don't like Valentines. It's too "oohey cuddle fuck" for me.



Just saying.

Obtw,
I don't like the new look of DA..
it's cleaner, yeah. But I'm not used to it.


--Kira

]]> ~backflipbaby4u http://backflipbaby4u.deviantart.com/journal/22654120/ http://backflipbaby4u.deviantart.com/journal/22654120/ Sun, 18 Jan 2009 13:42:47 PST and he's been in Oklahoma for the past two months roughly. His foster step father commited suicide about a month ago, and that's why he hasn't been able to come back.

Anyways, Les (his soon to be brother in law) has been passing on news, and the news is that if Mike is going to come back,
he'd have to stay with a friend for a few months.

So that part sucks, because he can't think of anyone that would let him stay with them.

So I hadn't been able to talk to him in a few days about this whole thing, until last night.

He's coming back "even if he has to hitch hike back here" is what he said.
But something else that made me happy,

"When we get older, want to move in here with my family and I down here?"
--Mike

I know I'm wayyy too young to be thinking about this stuff (i.e. moving in with boyfriend, growing old together, etc. etc.), but still.
It's nice to hear it.
Even if it's not completely literal, it's still kind of cool to hear.



Haha.
So that's my news.

Intensity.
I know...


I've run out of things to say.

Baibai.

--Lapin.

]]> ~backflipbaby4u http://backflipbaby4u.deviantart.com/journal/22551928/ http://backflipbaby4u.deviantart.com/journal/22551928/ Mon, 12 Jan 2009 20:26:06 PST and I've stayed pretty clean of the stuff.
(Everyone has their little breaks)

WELLLLL,
my Mom came downstairs yesterday (my room) and was like "omg your room smells terrible!"

so she started going through my drawers to find the source of the smell..


she happened to find a half-full bottle of water filled with cigarette ashes and butts from quite a few months ago.

so here's her reaction:

"I quit." -finds my old cigarettes and hers, and dumps down the toilet-

I'm not even in trouble..

odd.

Of all the things I get into trouble for,
why aren't I in for this one?

So she's quit cold turkey.
but she's been eating alot.
Haha.

]]> ~backflipbaby4u http://backflipbaby4u.deviantart.com/journal/22407551/ http://backflipbaby4u.deviantart.com/journal/22407551/ Mon, 05 Jan 2009 04:28:07 PST I hate that!


Ugh.

I wasn't even allowed to hang out with my friends on New Years for that reason.

>://

Oh,
and my Dad's leaving for a month today for Greenville, Texas.
So..I get to spend an entire three and a half weeks with the Mother Superior.

FUN.
Ugh.


I hope Mike gets back to Nebraska soon.
I miss him ):


--Kira

]]> ~backflipbaby4u http://backflipbaby4u.deviantart.com/journal/22286511/ http://backflipbaby4u.deviantart.com/journal/22286511/ Tue, 30 Dec 2008 18:49:36 PST `Go to a rave in actual rave clothes.
`Convince my mom to let me get the piercings I want.
`Find closure with my past; and those who have hurt me.
`Have some of my writings recognized/published.
`See at least five different countries.
`Get married/kids.

Most of all...

.:BE HAPPY:.



--Kira

]]> ~backflipbaby4u http://backflipbaby4u.deviantart.com/journal/22248071/ http://backflipbaby4u.deviantart.com/journal/22248071/ Sun, 28 Dec 2008 18:17:57 PST

~Quit biting nails
~Fix relationship with parents
~Keep my natural hair color for an entire year when I dye it back
~Find peace with people who have hurt me in the past (closure)
~Admit to my parents that I'm a bisexual and pagan.
~Have a year long relationship. (5/12 of the way there)
~Start trusting people easier
~Keep my emotions in check
~Get all A's and B's


I'll try though. So that counts..
:/

I'm also currently excited for New Years;
because of multiple reasons.

1) My parents are quitting smoking. (Perhaps this is what I need to officially quit)

2) I'm getting Mike to quit smoking cigarettes and pot. (omgyay!)

3) I get to see Mike for the first time in over a month. I miss him):

4) I'm going back to my natural hair color.


There's more reasons...I'm just too lazy to post them.

So yeah...happy me(:

-Kira

]]> ~backflipbaby4u http://backflipbaby4u.deviantart.com/journal/22226051/ http://backflipbaby4u.deviantart.com/journal/22226051/ Sat, 27 Dec 2008 12:37:03 PST

:C

--Kira

]]> ~backflipbaby4u http://backflipbaby4u.deviantart.com/journal/22210433/ http://backflipbaby4u.deviantart.com/journal/22210433/ Fri, 26 Dec 2008 13:39:13 PST No joke.
It's amusing,
yet adorable at the same time.

When we were sleeping in her bed last night,
she mumbled, "I love you" to me, and I woke up to being groped, and hugged at the same time.
Wow I love that girl.
<3
I just thought I should share that information.

--Kira

]]> ~backflipbaby4u http://backflipbaby4u.deviantart.com/journal/22210323/ http://backflipbaby4u.deviantart.com/journal/22210323/ Fri, 26 Dec 2008 13:31:45 PST Haha.

So here's what I got, what happened, etc.

I gots..
-Undies from Victoria's Secret
-5 CDs (Alesana, Arch Enemy, As I Lay Dying, Linkin Park, Blessthefall)
-5 Jeans
-Few more shirts that I don't wanna count
-Some more makeup (Eyeliner, shadows, lip-liners, lipstick..)
-Some hair stuff


I was happy(:
Then later that night,
Mom wanted to take pictures.
LAME.
Normally I'm fine with whatever Mom does when it comes to this stuff, but for whatever reason, she was just in a bad mood. So she's taking FOREVER to do her hair and makeup, even though it already looks just fine. I say, "What time do you think we'll be done-ish..?"
And she over-reacts and says that I'm rushing her so I could go be with my friends. (Emma had wanted to know if I could sleep over, and she needed a time to let her parents know when I'd get there.)
So Mom has her breakdown, I apologize and she says "Fuck you, Kira."

..oh the joys of Christmas.
But finally, the dumb bitch calms down, and we do the stupid pictures.
I kept making overly dramatic smiles just to piss her off, because apparently I wasn't smiling enough in the first 123094712938 pictures.

So FINALLY, we leave my Mom's house. (Yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

I get to my house to find Emma standing on my doorstep. I guess she had a breakdown, but it's all good now. I asked my Dad again if I could spend the night at her house, and he says "Sure"
So I'm happy now.
I get to spend the night with Emma in her house and I'm out of my house for the night.
At about...nine o clock, we decided we were hungry again even after both of our Christmas dinners.
So we had her Mom drop us off at iHop, and we shared a steak. (OMFG. That thing was DELICIOUSSS!)
When we were finally done, we decided to freak out the hostess and hit on her. (Hahaha!) When we were outside waiting for her Mom to come get us, we were just randomly saying "Happy Holidays" and "Merry Christmas" to random passerbys. (Sp?)
I pretended to have my arms cut off by folding my arms and having my sleeve rolled up so you could only see my elbow and we were asking for money.
Haha.

People flipped us off, laughed at us, and were creeped out by us(:
Mission Accomplished.


That was my Christmas...
Regardless of my Mom,
I had a GREATTTTTT day.

Texting Mike all day,
spending the night with Emma,
harassing people at iHop..


Perfect.


--Kira

]]> ~backflipbaby4u http://backflipbaby4u.deviantart.com/journal/22120719/ http://backflipbaby4u.deviantart.com/journal/22120719/ Mon, 22 Dec 2008 11:45:26 PST I want to go hang out with my friend Dan,
but my Mom's deciding to be a bitch and not let me go anywhere, whereas my sister gets to go to the freaking mall while I'm stuck at home cleaning.

GAHH.


I hate my Mom.
>:*

My room is quite freezing..

I sleep in leggings, jeans, two pairs of socks, a tank top, a hoodie, and then my blanket just to keep warm.
I hate this house.


--Kira

]]> ~backflipbaby4u http://backflipbaby4u.deviantart.com/journal/22112798/ http://backflipbaby4u.deviantart.com/journal/22112798/ Sun, 21 Dec 2008 23:40:49 PST I'm going to bed.

Goodnight.

--Kira

]]> ~backflipbaby4u http://backflipbaby4u.deviantart.com/journal/22112611/ http://backflipbaby4u.deviantart.com/journal/22112611/ Sun, 21 Dec 2008 23:19:07 PST
I know I promised to quit smoking..

but,
it hasn't exactly worked out lately.

So, I'm sorry.
I can say I tried,
and I went over a whole month without one.
So I guess that's something.
But lately,
stress has been building up.
I'm not even going to bother explaining right now.
But once more,
I'm sorry.


--Kira

]]> ~backflipbaby4u http://backflipbaby4u.deviantart.com/journal/21630791/ http://backflipbaby4u.deviantart.com/journal/21630791/ Sun, 23 Nov 2008 12:27:31 PST

I laughed soo hard for some reason earlier. I have no idea why.

My sister called our parents and asked for the nuggets, and she just started quoting Jack Black once she got off the phone with them.


"Give me a 6 Piece Chicken Nuggets, and take two of them, and shove them up your ass."

"Can you gimme just four nuggets?"

"Throw two of them away!"

It was funnier in person..
but yeah; I laughed super hard.

That's all.

My loser moment of the day(:

--Kira

]]> ~backflipbaby4u http://backflipbaby4u.deviantart.com/journal/21618767/ http://backflipbaby4u.deviantart.com/journal/21618767/ Sat, 22 Nov 2008 17:54:35 PST
2 Do not tell your troubles to others unless you are sure that they want to hear them.

3 When in another's lair, show him respect or else do not go there.

4 If a guest in your lair annoys you, treat him cruelly and without mercy.

5 Do not make sexual advances unless you are given the mating signal.

6 Do not take that which does not belong to you unless it is a burden to the person and he cries out to be relieved.

7 Acknowledge the power of magic if you have used it successfully to obtain your desires. If you deny the power of magic after having called upon it with success, you will lose all you have obtained.

8 Do not complain about anything to which you need not subject yourself.

9 Do not harm little children.

10 Do not kill non-human animals unless attacked or for your food.

11 When walking in open territory, bother no one.

12 If someone bothers you, ask him to stop. If he does not stop, destroy him.


-Satan represents indulgence, instead of abstinence!

-Satan represents vital existence, instead of spiritual pipe dreams!

-Satan represents undefiled wisdom, instead of hypocritical self-deceit!

-Satan represents kindness to those who deserve it, instead of love wasted on ingrates!

-Satan represents vengeance, instead of turning the other cheek!

-Satan represents responsibility to the responsible, instead of concern for psychic vampires!

-Satan represents man as just another animal, sometimes better, more often worse than those that walk on all fours, who, because of his "divine spiritual and intellectual development, has become the most vicious animal of all!

-Satan represents all of the so-called sins, as they all lead to physical, mental, or emotional gratification.

-Satan is the best friend the church has ever had, as he has kept it in business all these years!

]]> ~backflipbaby4u http://backflipbaby4u.deviantart.com/journal/21614312/ http://backflipbaby4u.deviantart.com/journal/21614312/ Sat, 22 Nov 2008 12:56:11 PST
Well..these are some truths that I feel people either want to, or should know.

--I hate people.

--I'm obsessed with a few of my friends.

--I love creating things, it just gives me something to destroy.

--I am a compulsive liar.

--I love inflicting pain, whether it's emotional, physical, or mental.

--I once plucked out all of my eyelashes just because they were in the way.

--I hate people, and I'm terrified of them, but I crave the closeness of them.

--For three and a half years straight, I cried myself to sleep unless I had someone with me.

--I hate being force fed food by my friends, I'm NOT too skinny.

--I have major anger and trust issues.

--I've only ever trusted six people in my entire life. [[Dan, Lauren, Ashley,
Aris, Mike, and Emma]]

--I love to be the center of attention, but I have massive stage fright.

--I've tried to quit smoking four times, and each time has been more and more difficult. I had my last one on Halloween.

--I want to be a nymphomaniac.

--I regret losing my virginity in the manner I did.

--I'm obsessed with the idea of dating a murderer.

--I believe people lead to their own destruction.

--I've attempted suicide twice in my life, but I chickened out at the last minute.

Whether or not you read this or not, it's helped me just writing this out.
Thanks!

--Kira

]]> ~backflipbaby4u http://backflipbaby4u.deviantart.com/journal/21220016/ http://backflipbaby4u.deviantart.com/journal/21220016/ Wed, 29 Oct 2008 16:16:39 PDT GAHHHH. I don't care for him...

ANNNNYWAYS,
UPDATES! D

Uhm...
--I'm on suicide watch.
--I officially hate my mother.
--Blackstad is a fun teacher to make fun of.
--I'm in my longest relationship. [[Almost 4 months; kind of sad if you think about it. Lol]]
--I've seen at LEAST 4 giant hairy spiders in my room, and I've cried at three of them.
--I hate spiders..and clowns.

There's not much else to say...
Well, stuff that you guys don't know already.
I'm hungry.

--Kira

]]> ~backflipbaby4u http://backflipbaby4u.deviantart.com/journal/20213107/ http://backflipbaby4u.deviantart.com/journal/20213107/ Fri, 29 Aug 2008 04:42:03 PDT
Since we all go to east..we're gunna get slaughtered.

..again.

it's still fun to go support though, lawlz. Wow I'm lame...


Homecoming's in a couple weeks, I already have my dress. It's rather pretty(:
I'll post pictures soon if I remember. Ahaha.

Well..this journal is kind of pointless now.

So Imma go.

I don't expect you to comment on this, it's just that lame. XD

--Kira

]]> ~backflipbaby4u http://backflipbaby4u.deviantart.com/journal/19577660/ http://backflipbaby4u.deviantart.com/journal/19577660/ Thu, 24 Jul 2008 17:59:06 PDT [link]


This song fuckin rocks(:

i♥BC13

]]> ~backflipbaby4u http://backflipbaby4u.deviantart.com/journal/19574932/ http://backflipbaby4u.deviantart.com/journal/19574932/ Thu, 24 Jul 2008 14:50:07 PDT
-I failed summer school because Holz accused me of cheating and decided it wasn't my work so thus, I failed. >:/
-I may only be able to take first semester of 2D Art so I can make up the second semester of English. Joy.
-Schedule Pickups are on this coming Tuesday, and I'm gunna be hanging out with all the awesome kids from last year. Haha. ♥


So yeah; I'm excited(:

My freshman year was okay; so hopefully this year will be a bit better. Yes?
That would be nice.

--Kira

]]> ~backflipbaby4u http://backflipbaby4u.deviantart.com/journal/19258765/ http://backflipbaby4u.deviantart.com/journal/19258765/ Mon, 07 Jul 2008 16:43:57 PDT
Hhm...on my 15 birthday, only few people know what happened. All I have to say is that I was on the verge of passing out from crying so much courtesy of my "mothers" outburst. Luckily, my Dad is awesome and still got me a Zune even though I was skipping summer school ♥. My mom's idea was to get me nothing. Whatever though. I'm currently grounded all summer and that part sucks. Because I can't see most of my friends in the day time. However, it does come in handy when you have some gnarly cool kids who drive. Haha.

Logan and Kenny, on my birthday, decided to give me a birthday present of their own. So at about 10 or 11ish at night, I first, walked over to Ashleys so we could talk about what happened that day on my birthday. Later though, when we were done, Logan and Kenny picked me up and we just went to Sonic to chill out with Jerry and other people. Two cigarettes later (about an hour) Kenny decided he was tired, so we just went to his house to chill out a bit. Hehe. -cough cough-

But yeah, that was just my birthday [[June 20]].

There's really nothing else much to say about my summer; it's really all quite bland to say the least. I'm grounded, so I can't really go anywhere. I officially hate my mom, and basically so does everyone I know.

..i can't find my phone. I bet I have about 4203473218947 texts from people that are now like "wtf? where are you ya whore?" haha.

So yeah, I'm going to go look for my phone, then I'll be on laterzz.

Peace niggs!

-Kira

]]> ~backflipbaby4u http://backflipbaby4u.deviantart.com/journal/13050693/ http://backflipbaby4u.deviantart.com/journal/13050693/ Tue, 22 May 2007 12:41:49 PDT
]]> ~backflipbaby4u http://backflipbaby4u.deviantart.com/journal/12073459/ http://backflipbaby4u.deviantart.com/journal/12073459/ Mon, 05 Mar 2007 20:13:28 PST Hellz yes. That bastard deserved it too.

2. How old are you?
15

3. Are you single or taken?
Takenn♥♥♥

4. Eat with your hands or utensils?
Usually with a fork.

5. Do you dream at night?
I really wish I didn't. I don't like my dreams

6. Ever seen a corpse?
..yes..

7. Have you ever wished someone dead?
Multiple times.

8. Do You Like Bush, the president?
Fuck him.

9. Whats your philosophy on life? ...and death?
-It's too short to live the same day twice [life]
-It lasts too long. [death]

10. If you could do anything with me, and have no one know...
..with who? XD

11. Do you trust the police?
FUCK NO.

12. Do you like country music?
Please refer to the above question(:

13. What is your fondest memory of me?
Uhm..filling you out.

14. If you could change anything about yourself what would it be?
The way I get too attached.

15. Would you date me?
Hellz yess. You're a sexy quiz.

16. What do you wear to sleep?
Why don't you find out? XD

17. Have you ever peed in a pool?
Sick. No.

18. Would you hide evidence for me if I asked you to?
Yeah

19. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together?
bangg

20. What is your favorite thing about me?
The way you ask wierd questions.

21. Do you think I'm attractive?
I already said you're a sexy quiz. So yes. Haha.

22. What's your favorite color?
Black

23. If you could bring back anyone that has passed, who would it be?
Robert Arthur Hawkins. [[12-5-07]]

24. Tell me one interesting/odd fact about you?
I can stretch my toes far apart.

25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?
NEVER. Hahah.

]]> ~backflipbaby4u