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Now here's what I'm gonna do:

English 5 - Finish reading Dracula (book were studying) and finish the title..entry..things...

Speech 1A - work on intro. speech...(AGH!!!)

Math 155 - finish up HW (that should be fine...)

Child Development - finish reading Ch. 1 and get ahead on week 2...

Psych 1A and Fencing...nothing to do. xD lol

Doesn't sound like a lot but..it's kind of a lot. >_> but yay! sure is a lot better than sitting in front of the computer for the whole week.

I also finally got my hands on The Mayor of Castro Street! Yeah, more about Harvey Milk. I seriously can't get enough of this guy! Just one of the most interesting politicians I have ever heard of. Where the hell was this man and/or the times of the gay and lesbian rights movements of the U.S. in my textbooks?!

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http://balintawak.deviantart.com/journal/22473722/ Thu, 08 Jan 2009 16:25:46 PST
It's already 4 PM...and been on here since this morning. and I don't know what to do anymore. Gaia is getting boring and yeah, everything else is shit. I really need a fucking job but I can't find any fucking place in Petaluma. =_= YAAAAY.

Oh and I don't have my fucking license...and not getting it any fucking time soon. SHIT.

Okay seriously, what the fuck happened to my life? (well, like I had one in the first place) Maybe the better to put that is what happened to..damn I don't know.

But seriously, fuck the holidays...the break is sooooo FUCKING LONG. UGH, omg, I can already fucking imagine what summer will be like...

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http://balintawak.deviantart.com/journal/22245830/ Sun, 28 Dec 2008 15:59:15 PST
uhh..fuck it.

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http://balintawak.deviantart.com/journal/22077796/ Sun, 21 Dec 2008 22:31:19 PST
I am also awestruck at how Harvey Milk and homosexuals fought so hard to gain the rights they deserved...It's so incredible and has moved me deeply.

How Milk and the rest of the citizens and California (especially in San Francisco) worked and fought to prevent Prop 6 from passing in the 1970s and now this reminds me about the bitter fight that is going on right now in California about Prop 8...how people are protesting and fighting hard to overturn it. Unfortunately is passed and I just decided to let it go since the votes were from the voices from the people and there was really nothing we could do about it..but after watching this movie I feel like that I wanna do something about the issue. I was never supportive of Prop 8 but I don't want to stand on sidelines and just watch anymore. Something must be done and I want to contribute. Or not just Prop 8...I want to even at least help people and encourage them that it's okay to come out of the closet and that they shouldn't be afraid anymore. Those kind of people should know there are still people who won't turn them down because of their sexuality or that there will always be people who will care for them.

I am also very angry at how there are still many people who could just be so stuck-up and ignorant. -coughcough-sarahpalin-coughcough- Homophobia just disgusts me...

and well, unfortunately I am super tired right now but there is sooooo much more I want to say. God, that was a good cry. (lol uh yeah, I cried the whole time I was writing this...I am so lost in words right now)

I highly recommend you guys watch Milk. It's not another Brokeback Mountain movie, but this is such a powerful and...gawd i dunno, it was just incredible. (It beats the crap out Twilight, believe me).

But as of right now, I'm just totally inspired to make a difference and stand up for what I feel is right. I don't give a shit about what is moral or not, depriving a simple civil right from people is not what should be done. (I could go into more detail but like I said...I'm tired. >_>;;; )

so I guess that sums up all that I'm thinking about right now...I could express myself in many other ways but this is the best I can do for now. =/ It's 1AM and eh...I've been bawling. lol.

Harvey Milk...a true hero.

"I have tasted freedom. I will not give up that which I have tasted. I have a lot more to drink. For that reason, the political numbers game will be played. I know the rules of their game now and how to play it."

- Harvey Milk, in his 1973 concession speech

“More people have been slaughtered in the name of religion than for any other single reason. That, my friends, that is true perversion.”

-another Harvey Milk quote...

and my most favorite:

"It's not my victory, it's yours and yours and yours. If a gay can win, it means there is hope that the system can work for all minorities if we fight. We've given them hope."

- Harvey Milk, after winning a seat on the Board of Supervisors in 1977

oh! and another favorite of mine:

"If a bullet should enter my brain, let that bullet destroy every closet door."

and the life of Harvey Milk: [link]

I'm sorry, I just can't stop adding stuff!!! x_x


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But yeah, hopefully I do good on my Political Science final because I really need to do well badly in order to pass this class. x_x my parents won't be happy with a C but now I don't fucking care anymore, I just need to pass. Screw my GPA, I could always make it better next semester...I just needed to get used to college, that's all. ugggghhhh, but I'm still screwed.

After this is Winter Break though. x3 so yay. and I have an awesome new schedule next semester...(ah, I love it here at the junior college...at least you can choose whatever classes you want) For Spring, I'm taking Psycology, Speech, English 5 (Critical Thinking and..something), Child Development, Intermediate Algebra, and Fencing. It's like 17 units but it's gonna be awesome..x3

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http://balintawak.deviantart.com/journal/21635013/ Thu, 27 Nov 2008 18:14:48 PST
I really don't know what to fuckin' do anymore. I really have no idea what to major in, I don't really have a lot of close friends that I actually hang around with all the time and I have an uptight dad who won't really let me do much except...stay home. Or maybe he's just used to me just staying home and wasting time on the computer 'cause there's nobody to go out with. I can't get my fuckin' license 'cause my dad is such an impatient driver, I don't know if I could get the hours of practice done anytime soon...So yeah, I don't know what to do anymore.

I felt like I lost a lot, especially my humor and inspiration. I keep telling myself I'd make a new video or start writing Scary Mubee again but I just don't. Either I get too busy with school work but then it's most likely I lack the inspiration to do shit. Oh, I've also lost my talent too...well, like I had any talent to begin with...did you know I used to play the violin and was learning how to play the guitar? ah, did you also know I used to actually be proud of the artwork I've done? did you also know that I used to write nonstop because it was something that I absolutely loved to do and I could just go on writing for hours up until 2 AM because I would just flow with ideas. and did you also know that I've also developed interest and love for theater and acting? I loved acting when I've done it. Acting classes was so much fun and the mini-skits that I used to do in high school were great too. God, I loved declamation. I also started getting into impromtu speaking too..but now I don't know what I'm doing anymore.

I'm so fuckin' bored and lonely I really, really, really don't know what to do with my life anymore..I'm totally scared of death yet at the same time I'm just anticipating for it to happen. I really don't serve a purpose in this world anymore and even if I do, I have no fuckin' clue what that is. There's a lot of things that I actually wanna do but it's impossible now...

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~balintawak http://balintawak.deviantart.com/journal/21619597/ http://balintawak.deviantart.com/journal/21619597/ Sat, 22 Nov 2008 18:52:34 PST really does suck. I don't know what to do anymore.

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OBAMA '08!

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... ]]> ~balintawak http://balintawak.deviantart.com/journal/20977449/ http://balintawak.deviantart.com/journal/20977449/ Mon, 13 Oct 2008 20:49:31 PDT Just incase if any other ikarishipper is reading this umm..I was the one who came up with the original, awesome name "Pawn". It doesn't say so in bulbapedia but I just want everyone to know. Unless if someone also came up with the name the same time i did...But f--k dammit, I would like some credit too! D: lol ANYWHOOOOO....

I'm lagging behind school work. D: I don't want to read this stupid book for English and I don't want to do anything right now...but I have to..thank God this semester is the shortest semester...or I think the shortest semester is on Summer. But Fall is definitely shorter than Spring! BTW, has anybody read the book "The Adventures of Huckleberry Finn"? that's the book we're reading. Seems interesting...but I'm effin' lazy.

and me and my friend are working on an abridged series. hopefully it'll turn out sucessful like the other kick-ass parodies out there in youtube. But hopefully we can pull it off.

Damn, I think it's been more than two years since I've made a parody...but whatever, I'm really gonna try to make one this time. Video edit or flash animation...gawd, SOMETHING. I really wish I could pull something PRODUCTIVE out of my ass! >_<

But uhhh...>_> yeah, I think I should get back to work now.

oh....I MISS SCARY MUBEE!!! DDDDDDDD: anybody remember that from high school? ugggghhh, what's going on with my life? @_@ my stomach hurts...

btw, the Sex and the City movie was AWESOME. i loooooved it. Now I wanna watch the series..

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- Name: Lyzhie (or Lizy, but just trying something new)
- Single or taken: Single...kinda ready to mingle but not so sure. hahaha
- Gender: Female
- Birthday: June 2
- Sign: Gemini
- Hair colour: black with fading light brown highlights. >.>
- Eye colour: ...uhhh very dark brown. where it's so black that it looks like I have no irises. >.<
- Height: 5'2
- Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: Straight

-----------• × • F A S H I O N | S T U F F • × •--------------

- favourite place to shop for clothes?: Anywhere that's not too overpriced...but I like going into Wet Seal, Aeropostale, Abercrombie, Forever 21, and Lucky Brand Jeans. And I miss Artwork and Penneshoppe.
- Favorite designer?: hmmm...good question
- What is your sexiest outfit?: -shrugs- Mini skirt that I rarely use? xDDDD;
- What is your most comfortable outfit?: well, right now is my comfortable outfit. xD somewhat loose fitting jacket, scarf, shirt with vest, jeans, and Ugg boots. ahahaha
- What do you usually wear?: Jeans. >_> but during fall and winter I wear scarves a lot.

--------------• × • S P E C I F I C S • × • -------------------

- What kind of shampoo do you use?: This Kirkland brand thing. D: but I like Head and Shoulders better.
- What are you listening to right now?: People mumbling -is in the library-
- Who is the last person that called you?:I think my dad
- How many buddies are online right now?: two

-------------• × • F A V O R I T E S • × •-----------------

- Food: Italian, Mexican, and all Asian cuisines!
- Girls names: French names like Sophie or Genevieve...
- Boys names: then for boys I like Irish or Italian names.
- Subjects in school: Political Science and English
- Animals: CATS.
----------------• × • H A V E | Y O U | E V E R • × •-------------

- Given anyone a bath?: My friend's daughter when she was 5, yes. ;D
- Smoked?: gawd no, that's nasty
- Bungee jumped?: haha, yeah. Was hella fun
- Made yourself throw up?: Yeah...ooh, I wasn't feeling that good at the time so I tried to make myself barf just to make the bad feelings go away. D: kinda stupid, I know.
- Skinny dipped?: haha, no
- Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: Never got into that kind of situation..o.o not that I remember
- Cried when someone died?: Hella
- Lied: doesn't everybody?
- Fallen for your best friend?: no
- Rejected someone?: haha yeah
- Used someone?: nope
- Done something you regret?: a lot of things

------------• × • C U R R E N T • × •--------------

- Clothes: uhhhh, jacket, jeans, a hat, shirt, vest, boots. hahaha
- Desktop picture: that one default Windows XP desktop with the green hills and stuff
- CD in player: none
- DVD in player: none of that either

----------------• × • L A S T | P E R S O N • × •----------------------

- You touched: ummm...my mom I think?
- Hugged: Katherine...or I dunno
- You IMed: Hannah
- Talk to online: with the headset? Jim

---------------• × • A R E | Y O U • × •---------------------

- Understanding: Yes x3
- Open-minded: very
- Arrogant: Sometimes...
- Insecure?: rarely
- Random?: with my best friends, hella!
- Hungry: YES
- Smart: I try to be. ;D
- Moody: ahahaha, at times
- Organized: I'd say so. D:
- Shy: oh gawd, especially around a new environment. but i try not to be.
- Difficult: can be. xD
- Bored easily: oh yeah. D: but then...I dunno
- Obsessed: I hate obsession. >.<
- Angry: noooo, not at the moment.
- Sad: not really
- Happy: pretty content
- Hyper: not right now. >.>
- Trusting: definitely. :3

---------• × • W H O | D O | Y O U | W A N N A • × •--------

- Kill?: Uhhh...prolly John McCain. DDDD:
- Slap?: lol, dunno
- Get really wasted with?: Hannah. xDDDD
- Get high with: yeah, high-per sounds good.
- Talk to offline: ANYBODY. @_<
- Talk to online: EVERYBODY.
- Sex it up with: LOL omg, that's funny. um, no one.

------------------• × • R A N D O M • × •---------------------

- In the morning I: brush my teeth, get dressed, and catch the bus. ~balintawak http://balintawak.deviantart.com/journal/20226114/ http://balintawak.deviantart.com/journal/20226114/ Fri, 29 Aug 2008 20:48:40 PDT .> we should come early but..well, I just get distracted easy. Especially when I'm reading Eclipse right now. (I have Breaking Dawn now btw! xD) I can't describe how much I love Twilight series. @_@ oh gawd, and it's distracting me! >o< But yay Twilight!! <3333

Soo...hopefully I won't be doing anything on Sunday and Monday. Now I'm hoping that I get bored so it would make me start on that stupid essay. And oh shit, I just remembered I have to finish typing these reaction papers for my Counseling and Political Science classes. >.< crap crap crap. (but this sure beats staying at home all summer!) ((I guess))

And Mikey, I really hope you can come over here on December! It would mean a lot! DDDD:

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So that's the story. I can't really explain it any better but it's just a shame. That's why I never liked living in Vegas, it's just full of nasty crimes like that. Not to mention I've heard about one of my classmates from 6th Grade was stabbed to death last month. I've never talked to him though but like I said, it's a terrible shame. It's very sad news but I guess there's not much that can be done about those crazy people on the streets who just kill anyone at anytime. As for Nichole, I've read some articles and they said that Nichole could've had much better for her life despite being bipolar. (was that true?) Maybe it was her bipolar disorder that couldn't help her make the right decisions but now what's done is done. May Nichole Yegge rest in peace...

Ah, it's very, very sad. Pretty shocking too but goes to show that we all have to be more careful out there.

So for lighter news, I just got my driving permit today!!! haha finally! It was very hard to pass the test for some reason. @_@ I dunno, maybe I'm just bad at this driving thing but I'll be starting my behind the wheel training tomorrow morning and I'm hella excited about it! I tried driving a little with my dad around the neighborhood and it was pretty nerve-wrecking. o____O;; I was only driving at 20 mph at the most but I can't imagine going at 65 mph on the freeway. x_X not just yet, no. It takes time to get used to but I think I'll make it. Just six more months till I get the real license but this is just another step towards it. x3 I'm quite proud of myself.

And I haven't been doing much this summer...just laying around the house, watch TV, go on the computer, and started on the Twilight series. I loooooove it!!! I can't believe there's a movie coming out this December. A must see for sure! I also want to see Pineapple Express that just came out yesterday. OMG, I bet it's so funny. I enjoyed watching the previews and commercials so far. lol

As for the artwork, I've been working on the line art of this one thing but I don't really like it and you know, I totally suck at drawing. But I'll try to finish it. Hopefully before I start my college freshman year this August 18. Totally excited for that!!! I'm only taking three classes though but I'll get a job to fill in the empty hours. I need money. >_>;;; and something to do. hahaha.

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Please, repost this in support of your friends and loved ones who are. Love is not defined by color, creed, sexual preference, or gender. Feel free to add your own story:


I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the one working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn't have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am a warrior for my country serving proud, but can't be my true self because gays aren't allowed in the military.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends I'm a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them.

I am the who isn't sure what she is. I am the who is rejected by her "best friends" because of a less-than-conventional crush.

I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to "teach me a lesson."

This is the boy, Matthew Shepard. On October 7, 1998 Aaron McKinney and Russell Henderson lead him to a remote area east of Laramie where they demonstrated unimaginable acts of brutality . Matthew was tied to a split-rail fence where he was beaten and left to die in the cold of the night. Almost 18 hours later he was found by a cyclist who initially mistook him for a scarecrow. Matthew died on October 12 at 12:53 am at a hospital in Fort Collins, Colorado. MURDERED BECAUSE HE WAS GAY!!!

IF YOU BELIEVE THAT HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG... REPOST THIS
AS "HOMOPHOBIA."

IF YOU ARE IGNORANT... IGNORE.

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that's all! I am a straight gay rights advocate!!!

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~balintawak http://balintawak.deviantart.com/journal/17416939/ http://balintawak.deviantart.com/journal/17416939/ Wed, 19 Mar 2008 20:05:56 PDT [link]

-is a liberal Catholic- but hey, I'm not the only one!

ahhh, but school work is just soooo annoying. >.< and I'm just ugh, I dunno.

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http://balintawak.deviantart.com/journal/17386957/ Mon, 17 Mar 2008 20:49:29 PDT I'll also probably be making an article about the California Budget Cuts...'cause I don't think anybody else is working on it. >_>

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~balintawak http://balintawak.deviantart.com/journal/17337148/ http://balintawak.deviantart.com/journal/17337148/ Fri, 14 Mar 2008 19:30:05 PDT
[x] research for Expository Reading and Writing class
[x] finish Film as Lit. homework
[x] finish off the rest of Government homework and get started on project
[x] study for US History, complete the notes, and uh...finish reading that insanely long and boring article. @_@
[x] Algebra...uh, I've got nothing to do there. (I swear, that class is too damn easy...all I do is Sudoku..lol)
[x] Multimedia...I completed all my work there thank God. Now all I gotta do is clean my flash drive my idiot classmate licked and stuck down his shirt. >_<;

good! now I'm all set for the weekend. I'm just waiting for Spring Break 'cause that's when I (freakin' finally) actually get out of the house, away from the computer, or the four walls of this room and fly out to New York to see my aunt and cousins! I'm really hella (woo, I just used an American term again) excited to go on this trip 'cause I've never been to the east coast...I've always wanted to see New York and I heard it's one of the coolest places ever. It's just sad I have to go alone though. I feel kinda bad 'cause my parents have to stay here but hey...I'll just bring a camera full of pictures.

It just sounds kinda good to be true though but my cousin actually booked me. =O well, I'm just so happy that I'm actually going. I thought I could never get an opportunity like this. It still amazes me.

But when I get to New York, I hope I get to watch Avenue Q...XD that'd be so much fun.


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~balintawak http://balintawak.deviantart.com/journal/17232752/ http://balintawak.deviantart.com/journal/17232752/ Fri, 07 Mar 2008 23:21:39 PST _> I want to say something but sometimes I get too lazy to type or I just lose my train of thought. But oh well, why don't I just update right now. @_@

Well, school has been great so far. It's a lot of fun and everybody is so nice. Especially in my Multimedia class. Even though most of my classmates are the typical stupid American kids but they're a lot of fun. One of them has brought something to my attention though...Are Filipinos Asian or Pacific Islanders? Well, as I remember it, we always called ourselves Asians but then there are some people who say we are Pacific Islanders. I searched it on Yahoo Answers and well...I guess we're both. O_o but I still think of it as we're Asian. 'cause you know like, the Philippines is in Asia...>_> at the same time it's a bunch of islands on the Pacific...ugh, whatever.

Hmm...but even with some fun times I still get frustrated sometimes. Okay, I know I've always been talking about wanting a drivers license so bad but now I actually think I need it. >_< really, you need a car and know how to operate it to do the things you need to do here. @_< damn, it's frustrating! I had to miss a Financial Literacy Workshop for a $500 scholarship because why? Didn't have a f__kin' ride. =.= except for waiting for the bus and aaahhhh, it's just complicating. I just wish my dad would keep his promise and I actually take me to the DMV and get my written test done. I was supposed to get that done weeks ago!

And eh, what else...just more Government homework...but sometimes I actually enjoy Government. >_> gawd, I'm such a politics nerd. lawl.

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http://balintawak.deviantart.com/journal/17046939/ Sun, 24 Feb 2008 18:19:07 PST
Now about Gaia...I got really bored on a Saturday afternoon I decided to put up a mini shop for avi art...and OMG, it was harder than I thought. x_< I've got six requests on the list and oh boy, what am I gonna do now that there's school? @_@ I think I'll make it but I just hate making people wait. Er, I'm the kind of person who likes things in early so yeah...>_> Here's the link: [link]

Oh and looks like I'll most likely be applying for a job at See's Candy. There's a new See's store opening up somewhat nearby my place. Wheee...

Okay, welp that's all for now! Gotta work on those requests and fix my things. =O

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http://balintawak.deviantart.com/journal/16978773/ Wed, 20 Feb 2008 14:29:33 PST
Now I'm flipping through channels and so happen to be watching That 70s Show. >.> ooh wait, I know! I'll go search for other dramas with Koike Teppei! medical or not. Okay, I'll go do that, bye.

EDIT - OOH! MIKEY!!! I got your article! XD It's a pdf file though...um, you still check your alexeikazansky@yahoo.com email add right?

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http://balintawak.deviantart.com/journal/16808912/ Sat, 09 Feb 2008 23:22:03 PST _> Now I just gotta get that written exam and start behind-the-wheel practice. Hehe, how exciting...for real, I gotta get my license before I turn 17. I'm graduating for gawdzsake! I'm also planning to get a part time job for like the weekends or for a few hours after school or...something. I've been thinking about applying for Macy's 'cause I know a friend of mine who works there too but...hmm. I just don't want a job in like Safeway or Target though. >.<

Aaaanywaaays.....I just came back from San Francisco and watched Sakal Sakali Saklolo....XD OMG, it was so funny. I love Gina Pareno, she was hilarious in both movies. (Kasal Kasali Kasalo and SSS) and when I was at the movie house, they had chocolate gummy bears! I thought they NEVER had those anymore!!! *____* so yeah, I bought those...lawl.

Ohhhh! I nearly forgot! It's Valentine's Day next week! Okie dokie, I'll try to draw something...I really need to draw something 'cause honestly, I've never drawn anything ever since I left...The most I've drawn were LINES. and they were lines for underlining my notes and homework. PFFFFH. but honestly I'm not that excited for Valentine's Day anymore...there's this guy in school who says he has "big preparations" for me and I am seriously not excited for this...I'm more of scared...and I mean scared shitless. Also angry at the same time 'cause I really don't like this guy; he's such a boring and yes, B-O-R-I-N-G, humorless, corny, NERD. I swear to God, he's a fuckin' weirdo and I hate him so much. And a friend told me that weirdo said "he's gonna get a girlfriend". I'm just like wtf?! Does he really think I'm that easy??? Well when I get back to school, I'm gonna set my guidelines. There's no fucking way he'll get me so easy...not with shiny shit or whatever he's got planned. Ugh, it just disgusts me. I know this is heartless of me, but I wanna see his face when I turn him down. I wanna see what he really thinks and I'm not even care. I'll just be laughing. (well, on the inside at least...so would that make me less heartless? nope, I guess now. oh well..)

Welp, other than that...I've been craving for a pearl drink...especially a Thai milk tea pearl drink....damn, I shoulda got one while I was in San Francisco. and uh woah, holy freakin' crap it's already 11:21 PM! >_____>;;; I gotta finish Government! and my Film as Lit homework!!! AHHH!

Oh and Mikey! I have your article! It's just my scanner is being a bitch. -_- I'll try to get it scanned in school or fix my scanner somehow. Okay? Okay!

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~balintawak http://balintawak.deviantart.com/journal/16617642/ http://balintawak.deviantart.com/journal/16617642/ Mon, 28 Jan 2008 17:50:23 PST
But I did finish that article! If ya wanna read it, I'll e-mail it to ya. It's not that great but hey, at least I'm done with it! I've also finished all of my homework. =O Well, the ones that I know that I've been assigned to at least...>_> I had this homework request thing from the 4 days I was absent and the only thing I got back was from my Film As Literature class and in US History we're already given this guide on what our next assignment will be...I'm just scared of Government. x_x I never got any homework but when I go back to school tomorrow a whole f--kin' week will just drop on me! >_< Hey, I did request for my homework and I never got anything from Government. =/

As for the YouTube video, I think I'll just do a video blog. >_> or...something. lol

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~balintawak http://balintawak.deviantart.com/journal/16569690/ http://balintawak.deviantart.com/journal/16569690/ Fri, 25 Jan 2008 16:55:29 PST
and my dad's telling me to video myself doing something funny or stupid so I can get discovered on youtube...O_o;;; wtf. anybody have any ideas? I sure as hell can't sing so don't suggest that. >_> especially with the cough I have at the moment.

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~balintawak http://balintawak.deviantart.com/journal/16528278/ http://balintawak.deviantart.com/journal/16528278/ Wed, 23 Jan 2008 10:28:35 PST ____<

Here's the link to the details if anyone wants to see it:

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I don't know any of the actors....but whatever.

In other news, I'm still sick. @_@ I can't stop coughing...and because of this damned cough, I missed school. x_X well, not that I really wanna go to school but catching up with the work and completing what I missed out on is such a pain. >_< It's so annoying, yeah?

But while I'm sick, I'm watching this awesome Japanese medical drama...XD; Iryu Team Medical Dragon...OMG, one of the doctors is sooooo cute! The actor's name is Koike Teppei...I swear to gawd, I just melt when I see him. lolz but his singing voice is terrible. x_X (he sounds like an annoying little kid!) that's one turn off...>_>

EDIT - Okay, sorry Mikey, I fixed it. x_x;;; sorry about the confusion guys.

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CLUBS ~balintawak http://balintawak.deviantart.com/journal/16492249/ http://balintawak.deviantart.com/journal/16492249/ Mon, 21 Jan 2008 09:56:59 PST


RULES HERE:
1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person must post 8 things about themselves on their journal.
3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 8 friends/people and post their icons.
4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.

1. I should be finishing my government homework right now. >_>
2. As well as my article for the school paper. x_X
3. Oh yeah, I joined the journalism club/school paper just recently.
4. Including the ping-pong club!
5. I really need a haircut. <.<
6. I have a cold right now! TT_TT
7. I'm still finishing applications for scholarships...
8. and I'm not tagging other people. XP

LOL

EDIT - almost forgot! I joined a new club here on DA. xD wooo.

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http://balintawak.deviantart.com/journal/16262738/ Fri, 04 Jan 2008 22:15:31 PST
Part I

There's this one school local here and everyone tells me that all the rich kids go to that school and they're all snots and nasty stuff like that...Well, in my dream this school turned into a middle school. And the school was more of like a palace or a large plaza. So me and my dad were just driving around the school and I was just gawking at it. O_O;;; I thought to myself, "if this is just a middle school, what more a high school?!" and welp, after that, my dad said that we'll go to Staples next...(Staples is a school/office supply here in America)

Part II

It seems like we didn't go to Staples after all but what seemed like a larger version of the Ayala Clubhouse...it suddenly turned from a bright morning to a pitch black night and my dad just disappeared somewhere. The building was very bright and if any of you know the Ayala Clubhouse, I was just standing there at the middle and stared out the window. Then I got a phone call. It was a woman who was probably at her late 20s or early 30s and I somehow got into some long conversation with her. She then got distressed and frustrated about something and told me stuff like "I hate it here" and "I don't understand anybody". Then asked her where she was from and she told me she was from Canada and she worked in the building I was in. I told her that I would go find her so found this door leading to this office place with a lot of empty desks and wide windows. There was nobody in the room. The lights were still on but omg, it was so creepy. I kept asking her where she was and I told her that I couldn't see her.

and I woke up at like 5 or 6 AM like "whuuuut?" O_o I befriended a woman from Canada??? gawd, it was so weird....



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http://balintawak.deviantart.com/journal/16168817/ Sun, 30 Dec 2007 15:24:27 PST _> Yeah, I keep telling myself that but I never seem to do it. ;;; gawd oh gawsh, what am I gonna do with my life? lawl.

Anywhooz, Happy New Year everyone! Just thought that I should say so earlier...I'm always belated and stuff...like yeah, y'know.

As for the year of 2008 I'm gonna do this (!):

(okay, I might not actually do it but I'll try. >_> )

[x] get my license! XO I gotta take that written exam soon then behind the wheel training! I'm sick of taking the bus going home and I wanna go to the city whenever I want.

[x] get to know people...I know should've passed that stage by this time but my friend-making progress is kinda slow here for some strange reason..dammit, I gotta start being myself!

[x] get straight As...Okay, typical resolution but uh yeah. But hell, who doesn't want good grades?

[x] get more pictures! I got an awesome new camera finally so when I get back to school I better use it! (girls back home, just hope that you'll get to see pictures of handsome American boys X3...if I can find them. >_< )

[x] finish that dare...>____> Yeah, yeah, yeah, it'll be done....I promise. @__< LOL, the pressure's on me huh? I'm nervous and excited at the same time!

So I guess that's all for now. >_> or all that I can think of...

Welp, my dad needs the computer now, gotta go. x_< miss ya guys!

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http://balintawak.deviantart.com/journal/16065632/ Sun, 23 Dec 2007 21:08:59 PST _> lol, gawd I'm dumb.

Welp, HAPPY HOLIDAYS everyone! XD wheee! yay...! cooooll..uh...yeeeaaah.

Okay, now that I greeted everyone...go see 's ikarishipping art! It's cutest fxckin' thing since...since...I don't know! Just go look at it!

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~balintawak http://balintawak.deviantart.com/journal/15190185/ http://balintawak.deviantart.com/journal/15190185/ Tue, 23 Oct 2007 15:46:26 PDT
1st Period - N/A
2nd Period - English (Film as Literature)
3rd Period - TA (Teacher's Assistant)
4th Period - Economics
5th Period - US History
6th Period - Algebra
7th Period - Multimedia

I was also thinking of getting involved in some kind of sport or...some activity or something later on just for fun. It's very lonely here though. I have been talking to people and I already made some acquaintances but I still wish that there was at least one of you guys from there was here... I just can't be myself...Yeah, I know, it takes more time but yeah, it kinda sucks right now...I really miss everyone. I haven't even writing in Scary Mubee 2 as much...Hell, I didn't even write anything since I left. I promise it'll continue though. But of course, whatever came from Bacolod stays in Bacolod...XDDD (if you know what I mean...if you don't, I just mean that I want Scary Mubee/2 to only stay with us and it'll be shown to no one else but us)

Anyways, hopefully this weekend I can finish coloring some of my line art and put them up. Maybe I can write a few more pages to Scary Mubee 2 and finish up typing Scary Mubee and post that too. As for now, I got Economics homework I gotta finish. >.<

Oh! and I have my new cellphone number! I'm still using my Globe one though but the sad thing is about my new AT&T/Cingular number, I can't text/call international...=/ but if you want my number just for fun, go ahead and ask me and I'll you a note/message. XD and just watch out, I might text one of you with my Globe number here....XP just ta see if it works.

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~balintawak http://balintawak.deviantart.com/journal/15105570/ http://balintawak.deviantart.com/journal/15105570/ Wed, 17 Oct 2007 17:42:57 PDT
I'm glad they advanced me to the 12th Grade. X3 That means I get to graduate this year and I don't have to repeat the third year of high school! XD I also have an easy class schedule...Let's take a look:

1st Period - N/A (yeah, you can do that here. >.> I chose to start at a second period of the day so I don't have to wake up so freakin' early 'cause I'm gonna be takin' the bus...so that means I have to wake up at 6, have the bus pick me up around 7:30 and start my classes at 8:15)

2nd Period - English 12...Film as Literature...wheee...(actually, I haven't taken this class yet because this morning, we were only planning to have a meeting with the counselor and have myself enrolled...apparently, she said it was okay for me to start class so I just did! XD lol...We were planning to start next week but what the hell, the earlier, the better)

3rd Period - AP Biology (oooh, advanced placement class. O_o It's super hard though but I want at least one AP class. @_@ Eh, I'll give it time...It's only my first day pfffh.)

4th Period - Economics (Y'know, the Economics teacher is a football coach. O____o;;; and this is U.S. Economics and I seriously don't understand anything. >.< but again, it's only the first day, I'll give it time. @_<

5th Period - Multimedia (waaaa, I really hope I can stay in this class. T_T the teacher says that the class is full but she said that there is one student planning to leave...I hope he/she leaves! T___T But if not, I'll just switch to Video Productions mayhaps...)

6th Period - Pre Calculus (I don't understand sh!t in this class. >_< So I'm probably gonna change to regular Algebra...'cause I think it's too late for me to catch up on a subject I'm totally clueless on...nyeh.)

7th Period - U.S. History (This class is actually pretty damn easy. O_o)

and the day ends for me at 2:25 PM...X3 As for friends, I haven't really talked to anybody yet...except for this one girl who transfered from India last year. She's pretty nice. Also there's HOMECOMING this weekend...ALREADY. X_X ahhhh! I actually wanna go...Maybe I can meet more people there. And eh, I'm just curious to see what Homecoming's like...Now just gotta buy tickets and find what to wear. >.> I just hope that I don't have to wear a gown or something too formal like that...eh, I don't think so anyways. I'll ask around tomorrow. That should also give me the chance to meet more people and make friends. X3

But overall, I liked my first day of school. Even though everyone was so much bigger than me and some of classmates already have their own car! T_T (It's not fair!!!) Oh well, I'm reading a student's driver manual and I'll try to take the written exam for a liscense. X3 (hehe, how exciting!) And I admit, I had a weeee bit of a culture shock (if you'd call it that). O_o; I think I got too used to the ways back in the Philippines but it'll be just fine. XD There were some things I forgot about here so yeah...lol.

Welp, that's all for now. Hopefully tomorrow I'll start talking to people.

Oh, and other news besides school...I have my roaming on. X3 So you can text my number whenever you want but don't expect a reply from me. x_x I'll also be getting a Cingular phone soon and I'll e-mail the number to you guys. M'kayz? XP Don't text to that number though...eh, I'll just e-mail the details.

Welp, that's all for now! I wish you guys luck on your exams! ^_^ Again...

Loads of love,

Lizehh

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~balintawak http://balintawak.deviantart.com/journal/15009578/ http://balintawak.deviantart.com/journal/15009578/ Thu, 11 Oct 2007 02:11:39 PDT .> Then I'll be going to San Francisco at around 10:30PM so anybody who wants to bother me for the last time, text me and...stuff.

Anyways, I hate getting emotional but for my IRL friends here on DA, I want to thank you all for being a really good friend to me (yeh, you know who you are). And believe me, no matter how far we are, we'll always keep in touch. (Y'know, I still talk to my best friends in the States up till now and we haven't seen each other in...how many years?) There's nobody in the world that can replace you guys...Even if I tried. But life has to go on right? It's the only way we can mature and learn from our mistakes.

Well, I just want everyone to know that you'll never be forgotten and we will see each other some day...very soon.

For my IRL who don't have deviantArt, can the DA people show this to them? >.> Thanks...

I also wanna thank you guys for that DVD!!! LOL, even though I couldn't understand more than half the dialouge I totally loved it! THANK YOU!

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The Boyfriend ~balintawak http://balintawak.deviantart.com/journal/14810555/ http://balintawak.deviantart.com/journal/14810555/ Thu, 27 Sep 2007 08:08:43 PDT
But before I get any more emotional, here's an update. @_@ I lost the software for my scanner and we'll be moving to the States around next month so just expect more crap from me, lol...I seriously feel like changing my desktop again...o_o yeah, I can never stick to one desktop wallpaper. >.> I know, I suck.

Welp, now that I'm out of school, I think I'll get back to work on my parodies...and I actually started typing my really, really long fanfiction which should be posted I don't know when. Maybe a very long time from now. >_> But I don't know...

And I checked my YouTube...The last time I posted a video was 4 months ago...my gawd, that's sad. >_< Okay, fine, I'll get to work now...!

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http://balintawak.deviantart.com/journal/14653332/ Sun, 16 Sep 2007 02:22:12 PDT Note - I'm posting some Pokemon Diamond and Pearl spoilers so if you don't wanna see 'em...don't click 'em. >_>

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AHAHAHA, I'm a fugtard, yes. I need to get home...and write more to Scary Mubee 2. (Gawd this Ikarishipping [or which I like to call "Pawn" or "Shikari" now 'cause "Ikarishipping" is just weird for me] sh!t is getting addicting. I swear, it's like my new drug. I can stop laughing at it! Plus it's so effin' cute! )


But I hate RapidShare and MegaUpload. XO they can burn! PFFFFHH!!! I want Photoshop CS3eeeeeeee. TT_TT -hits head on the table- rawr.

OOH OOH OOH, guess what?! I also started on a new parody! WHEEEEEE. Hopefully I get it done soon. I'll also try my new Pinnacle Studio 11 too.

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The Boyfriendhttp://balintawak.deviantart.com/journal/14447997/ Sat, 01 Sep 2007 22:04:02 PDT _< So now I'm here in the internet place and geh, I don't really like internet cafes. So smelly in here and the keyboard's all oily. x_x but whatever, there's internet so yeah. I just hope when I get my computer back, everything will be exactly the way it was...Though that might be hard 'cause the whole thing needs to be reformatted. TT_TT gawd, whyyyy???? Then we're also having a problem with the internet at home so yeah, I gotta wait a little while longer...

Other news...I'll be going to the States in like...I have no idea but I won't finish high school here. I'm actually really glad yet really sad but we shouldn't really worry about it now. >.> I was talking to my dad about it and my parents are just arranging stuff but yeah, just so everyone knows, I'm not graduating here and honestly, it doesn't matter to me. I never wanted to graduate as a "Scholastican" anyways...just as an individual.

Oh yeah, I just started on Scary Mubee 2 as well. for those who don't know what the hell Scary Mubee is, then...just wait when I don't get lazy and I'm willing to type the whole entire thing. >_> yeh, it's a lot...I might even have it typed by those...typing services...people. O_o whatever you call them.

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http://balintawak.deviantart.com/journal/14234702/ Sun, 19 Aug 2007 02:46:25 PDT PaulxDawn is too cute and hilarious! Expect more fanart. XP or videos or stories....

and Movie Maker is still not working. TT_TT but thank gawd my friend has a CD of Pinnacle Studio. >_> I've always wanted that program but never found the crack and download...yeah, welp, thanks Patrick! I just hope it won't give me problems anymore and I can continue with my parodies and AMVs.

Anything else? welp, I hate school as usual but at least no more 1st Quarter exams. I screwed up so bad though so I better expect a failure. =/

Huu, and I am so bored.......oh, I posted new stuff. O_o really stupid stuff....I'm gonna go work on other stuff now. >.> maybe write more in Scary Mubee.

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~balintawak http://balintawak.deviantart.com/journal/13642798/ http://balintawak.deviantart.com/journal/13642798/ Sat, 07 Jul 2007 05:20:03 PDT sooooo badly I can't wait anymore!!! >_
...Before I kill the "!", ahm gonna update again...

okay, dude, I have like...no inspiration whatsoever. I don't do anything here. Ha, take a look at my youtube too. I already forgot when was the last time I uploaded something or infact even touched my projects...Yeah, it's school. School in every way. =.= There so much to do. Finish homework, study for quizzes and tests, and a bunch of asshole classmates who don't know how to cooperate with others and bring each other's grades down...seriously, I'm sick of it all. and it's making me lose my inspiration in anything. -_- It's good that I'm addicted to reading the totally awesome book, Angels and Demons. At least when I read, I don't have to talk to anybody. And really, this book is so much more interesting, entertaining, and fun than my classmates so yeah. X3

Here's another update, I'm planning to make a Pokemon Diamond and Pearl dub (which all my friends know already lol)...I'm gonna make the trailor soon I hope...y'know, a preview so people on youtube can see what it would be like...and maybe it can boost my inspiration points...dude, I've always been telling myself to start writhing the script but I never seem too...huh. But guys, watch the real Pokemon Diamond and Pearl...it's so terrible that it saddens me. (yeah, I have been living under a big rock for too long that I just realized some things) They like...changed Ash's voice!!! Dawn was terrible! TT_TT and the new motto of Team Rocket depresses me!!! TT_____TT I loved Team Rocket! Anywho, watch it and see why I want to change everything...

Welp, that's all for now. I gotta continue studying for the long test, perhaps read some more pages of Angels and Demons, and catch some new Pokemon on Pearl since I got the National Dex.

oh, btw, for Pokemon players out there, I got the National Dex but there are barely any old Pokemon coming out in the Trophy Garden! what's up with that? all I found was one Porygon and then the same shit again...

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http://balintawak.deviantart.com/journal/13364984/ Sat, 16 Jun 2007 05:40:38 PDT .>


1) What was your first Pokemon game?
[x] Blue. and I had NO idea how to play Pokemon at that time. I just bought the game 'cause I'd always see my best friend playing it and he influenced me. @_@

2) Can you remember who your starter was? If so, who?
[x] Squirtle...'cause it looked like the Blastoise on the box. >.> lol, i had no clue

3) Did you ever complete the Pokedex in any games? Which one(s)?
[x] no x_x

4) Did you watch the Pokemon anime? Who was your favourite character?
[x] when I was little, I liked Misty/Kasumi. Now I love Hikari/Dawn, Haruka/May, Team Rocket and Brock. XD (forgot what his Japanese name was..._

5) Do you still watch the anime?
[x] If I get the chance to, yeah

6) What's your favourite Pokemon type? Explain.
[x] sh!t...tough one..ummm...I like Fire....I also like Steel and Psychic...maybe Steel the most.

7) Who's your favourite Pokemon? Explain.
[x] Eevee!!! and all the Eevolutions. Skarmory's kick ass too. Gotta love teh metal chicken...I like a lot of others too but maybe Eevee/Eevolutions and Skarmory are my most favorite.

8) Which Pokemon do you dislike the most? Explain.
[x] maybe...hmm..Gastrodon. >_< gawd, that one's so annoying. Oh and Chikorita! omg, Chikorita's so gawd damn annoying...same goes with Togepi. Pikachu's can get really annoying too but sometimes it's okay.

9) Which is your favourite region? Explain.
[x] I liked all the regions but maybe the Johto region was my most favorite...or maybe it's because I haven't played Gold and Silver recently...lol. I hope they come up with a remake of it like what they did with Fire Red and Leaf Green.

10) Which is your favourite Pokemon series (ie, Kanto 1-151, Johto 152-251, Hoenn 252-358, others)? Explain.
[x] ummm...all of them! all throughout! XD maybe Hoenn's the best though, I don't know...

11) Can you say a series Pokedex, without a reference, in order?
[x] no. x_x I have such bad memory, please don't make me.

12) Do you know all the type advantages, disadvantages and all the super-effective moves for each type?
[x] uh, maybe. >.>

13) Did you prefer Pokemon before the new ones, or after?
[x] I really like them all! XD

14) Do you have an Original Character who is a trainer?
[x] ....I should go make one. o.o

15) Have you ever written a fan fiction story about Pokemon?
[x] I should make that too!

16) Was the OC based on yourself?
[x] >_> I don't have one yet....

17) Who is your favourite gym leader?
[x] In Kanto, I like Blaine, for Johto, Whitney, Hoenn, (oh gawd whatshisname?) Brawly and Flannery, for Sinnoh, Byron

18) What about Elite Four trainer?
[x] hmm...Will from Johto was funny..XD Cynthia's pretty cool too.

19) If you lived in the Pokemon world, who would your starter be?
[x] If Kanto, Charmander. Johto, Cyndaquil. Hoenn, Torchic or Mudkip...or even Treecko...hell, I love them all! For Sinnoh...gawd, all of them! but I started out with Piplup. lol

20) Which city would you live in before you started your journey? Why?
[x] Sunnyshore's cool...I also love those big city's like Celadon, Goldenrod, and Veilstone...Rustburo's nice too. Sootopolis was cool too. o.O damn, there's so many...

21) Would you travel just in the one region, or spread to other places?
[x] spread to other places!

22) Would you train just one type, or different ones?
[x] Different types...it's more fun that way. Just one type is also pretty cool too.

23) What kind of Poke-Person would you be? Trainer? Breeder? Gym leader?
[x] uhh...Trainer and Coordinator. XD lol

24) Would you collect gym badges? Or keep Pokemon as pets?
[x] Both. Depends on the Pokemon.

25) Who is your ultimate two-on-two team? Explain.
[x] Lol, I'm never prepared for those battles and don't exactly have a set team.

---------Blog Stuff-----------

Crap, we just started school and already so busy. @_@ I'm also getting annoyed 'cause I wanna finish my parody so badly but my addiction to Pokemon Pearl is always getting in the way plus school. TT_TT I haven't even finished a new AMV either. Another thing that has been keeping me away from the AMVs is I keep building up new ideas for Pokemon parodies but I have no Pokemon clips...Stupid, I know. =.=

oh yes...I really should get new photos for Myspace and Friendster. >.> I also have this drawing here of Marly and Zexion but still... ]]> ~balintawak http://balintawak.deviantart.com/journal/13174743/ http://balintawak.deviantart.com/journal/13174743/ Fri, 01 Jun 2007 09:44:37 PDT Happeh Burday to mi. weee, I'm sweet 16 finally and still don't know how to drive. TT_TT I have to learn! and omg, I'm so old.

Anyways, I don't want to sleep again...lol I haven't been sleeping too good lately but I got used to it. >.> That isn't good...but who cares! X3

Welp...other news, other news...(sorry, just so excited for tonight. XDDD) Justin's coming back!!! ! that's like the best gift I've ever gotten.

oh and these Kingdom Hearts II Final Mix videos are kickass...just search them on youtube, they got a lot...Wooo Marluxia, Marluxia!!! XDDD hooray for the glorious Marluxia! Yes, I've been all...Marluxia lately. He's totally cool and I find him so funny for some reason. O_o maybe it's because it's hard to tell whether Marluxia's a man or woman. LOLZ

this parody block has been bothering me lately too...and I really wanted one done for my birthday. TT_TT 'cause like, yeah...-siiiigh- Just gotta keep working hard. It's just my ideas keep going to Pokemon Diamond and Pearl series..huwaaaa. -bashes head-

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The Boyfriend ~balintawak http://balintawak.deviantart.com/journal/13087126/ http://balintawak.deviantart.com/journal/13087126/ Fri, 25 May 2007 10:14:34 PDT as in, I swear...XDDD

and to take out that last angry post, you won't believe what found on Friendster...there's this girl who looks freakishly a lot like me!!! OMG, it's so scary... take a look yourself! Here's her profile:

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and here's my pictures for those who don't know me IRL:

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...don't mind the band on my head, I was crazy stupid that day...so well? well?! o___o well, the other pics in her profile, looks somewhat like me but the display picture is like omg...lol sorry, just so freaked out. But for my IRL friends, you'll see and be amazed...o.o XDDD

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The Boyfriend ~balintawak http://balintawak.deviantart.com/journal/13006483/ http://balintawak.deviantart.com/journal/13006483/ Fri, 18 May 2007 21:27:18 PDT _>

Anywhoodles...I'm seriously becoming Pokemon obsessed again! x_X I hate obsession! >_< I also got the English Pokemon Diamond and Pearl roms but they're not working!!! >_< I've also been trying to download the Pokemon Diamond and Pearl episodes but...not working either....dammit, I wanna make a Pokemon parody!

Oh well, I got nothing much to say. =/ but I did find the crack for openCanvas! XD yey! -dances- so...(I know I've been saying this so many times but...) I'll post more art soon...it's just I ran out of talent so like yeah...=.=

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~balintawak http://balintawak.deviantart.com/journal/12900160/ http://balintawak.deviantart.com/journal/12900160/ Wed, 09 May 2007 13:29:56 PDT
Well I have an idea on what to do for my next parody but I just don't know how to start it. It's gonna be a hella lot of fun though. X3! Still gathering more audio...and ideas...but my acting classes just get in the way...blargh.

I'm not really enjoying this acting class anymore though...=/ Most of my classmates are so um...immature. I don't know, they look so young, I think they're around the same age as me (well uh, since it's Teenage Acting and all) but they just don't act like it so I don't know. >.> Yeah, that's how young they look...and the instructor is like he doesn't even know what he's doing...also to mention he hates us all. LOL...except for his favorite student which is real small kid. o.O pretty damn good actor for a little boy. (well, little as in height matter I guess...I'm confused. x_x)

I also feel like I'm getting Pokemon obsessed again. >____>;;; as in...I don't know. x_
anyways....I should get started on my new ID huh? It's just I suck so much... =.= and I can't get another program...even when I take illegal measures...-sigh again-

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http://balintawak.deviantart.com/journal/12712900/ Tue, 24 Apr 2007 03:22:41 PDT and it was uh, pretty interesting and fun. Though I need to seriously work on "letting my mind loose". >.> Easier said than done but let's see what I can do anyways...Yeah, I think a lot. XD lol...Oh and the very interesting highlight of this first day of acting class is that we have an exercise called the "fucking" exercise. o____o;;; I swear, that's the name of it...Me and my friend Greta were so weirded and disturbed by it. >____> 'cause like DUDE. How do make the name of an exercise "fucking". Okay, yeah, our teacher did say that the exercise is like it but I mean...dude, there are other names for "fucking"... X_< but that was just really weird...Hopefully we don't have to do the fucking exercise tomorrow...

I should really update that gallery over there on left huh? >.> Well, I am gonna work on a new ID...I'll try to draw but I can't promise it'll be good...Sorry guys, I just really suck at this and I hate the program I have here...I love oC 4.5 but that damn crack is just so hard to find. =.=

ooh, and my new pardoy is up!!! go watch NOW!

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and before I get another angry comment:

FOR GAWD'S SAKE. Everything's just a joke! And you know, Axel, Demyx, Roxas, and almost everybody else are my favorite characters too! Did you hear me there? CHARACTERS. I can make fun of them as much I want. So don't get all defensive...=.= They're not real, you're not their girlfriends or wives or shit. M'kay?!?!

I'm sorry if I'm so rude. I just hate fangirls...well, the rabid ones at least. (yeah, I am a fangirl myself...but not as crazy as some people)

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http://balintawak.deviantart.com/journal/12664237/ Fri, 20 Apr 2007 06:38:01 PDT (dammit, Carmel, you suck. XP)

*The rules of the game is as following: The 1st player starts off by doing an journal entry on him or herslef. The topic shall feature 6 weird habits/things about oneself. After you are done listing the six weird things about yourself, you must pick the next six people to be tagged, and you must leave a comment on their DA page saying you've been tagged and tell them to read this.

1. I find yaoi hot...yeah, may be normal to us yaoi fans but to some other people XDDD lol

2. I wear socks at night...even though it's so freakin' hot here. @_< but I don't care

3. I really want to dye my hair with pink highlights...o.O no matter how weird it looks in real life.

4. I crack up when things blow up. For some strange reason I do! Even chuck a laugh when I hear the words "blow up". >_> I don't know why but I do...

5. I find most horror movies like comedy. uh huh...<.<

6. When somebody calls me "weird" or "strange", I take it as a compliment. X3

....and I'm not tagging people x_x I don't know who to tag 'cause I noticed most people have already done this so sorry!

------BLOG PART-------

I'm becoming a Pokemaniac again...seriously...I just gotta buy a DS. Screw emulators, I gotta get the new Pokemon Pearl or Diamond. @_
And I seriously hate my idiot mouse. =.= It like has a mind of it's own...dude, it closed VBA without letting me save! >.< now I have to go through that painful Diglet cave again! -____-

oh yeah, I'm gonna be enrolling into some acting workshop. =O yay, I'm gonna have a life!

My new parody is almost done too. Just needs one more liiiiittle thing then I'm done! I could get it done tonight if my dad would stop kicking me off the computer. =.= -sigh- I can't wait till college...

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~balintawak http://balintawak.deviantart.com/journal/12576926/ http://balintawak.deviantart.com/journal/12576926/ Fri, 13 Apr 2007 06:44:31 PDT
I'm so bored and I lack inspiration......and I totally give up with finding the crack for openCanvas 4.5. Hell, I totally give up with art so even if I did get the crack it'd be no use...whatever I give up with this shit...

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(ummm, I forgot which clubs exactly I'm in but I'll just list the ones I'm watching as well...)

http://balintawak.deviantart.com/journal/12548375/ http://balintawak.deviantart.com/journal/12548375/ Wed, 11 Apr 2007 03:15:41 PDT o< TT_TT

rawr...

and why is everything being retarded? I tried Pangya, right? well, made a new character and then it said it was gonna transfer me to a beginner's server but what happened? I was stuck on the same screen for half an hour and I wasn't transferred anywhere. =.= Then I tried Audition...I got stuck on the start up screen. Then I tried working on my parody again. It also got stuck up. What has this world come to?! DUDE. This isn't right! XoX at all!

Also, is there a new program I can use besides openCanvas 1.1? besides Photoshop please, I tried using the damn thing but I can never understand it for my life.

Hmm...well I'm gonna go look for cracks for a better version of openCanvas...and maybe Paint Pro Shop but if there's anything better can you please suggest? Thanks!

Well, any other updates? eh, I'm bored that's all. As usual. I have no idea what to post here. But I'll get to work on those icons for me and Kazansky. XD and maybe some FlyFF art...hmm..I really don't know anymore. I don't anything. Anything Yes, anything.

Oh my parents are going out. >_> (okay that's random)

I'm bored...yes. Maybe I'll go pick on lol

EDIT - oh, SHIT I just realized it's cards out tomorrow!!!!!!!!!

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The Boyfriend ~balintawak http://balintawak.deviantart.com/journal/12524440/ http://balintawak.deviantart.com/journal/12524440/ Mon, 09 Apr 2007 12:18:20 PDT
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(ummm, I forgot which clubs exactly I'm in but I'll just list the ones I'm watching as well...)



http://balintawak.deviantart.com/journal/12520229/ Mon, 09 Apr 2007 05:43:29 PDT
oh yeah, I just came back to DA because I'm that bored....really bored. as in, BORED and summer can just go straight to hell. >_
Anyway, I have no freakin' idea what to post. I totally give up with drawing and I'm too lazy to type up Scary Mubee right now or anything else in particular (which is stupid 'cause I'm already typing, lol). I'm thinking about joining this one Organization XIII roleplay thing I found here though...

Okay, now what...? and can somebody tell me when school starts? just so there is a bit of hope in my life...

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(ummm, I forgot which clubs exactly I'm in but I'll just list the ones I'm watching as well...)

http://balintawak.deviantart.com/journal/12518907/ Mon, 09 Apr 2007 02:03:46 PDT The Rival (?)



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(ummm, I forgot which clubs exactly I'm in but I'll just list the ones I'm watching as well...)



http://balintawak.deviantart.com/journal/12497030/ Sat, 07 Apr 2007 13:34:07 PDT _> not now. it's 4:30 in the morning and my dad will come any minute now.

hmm...well just wait for updates and...stuff. bye. XP

oh wait, go to my youtube. lol

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