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Look forward to seeing some black and white photos in the near future!

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Enjoy the holidays and the snow!

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I come back Tues and leave for Thanksgiving break a few hour later. My mouth has not stopped watering for the past few days!

HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!!

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Sooo... what am I gonna do with the extra hour?
BAKE MINI MUFFINS

I hope u enjoyed your extra hour too.



PS: I will be updating eventually. I have a bunch of pictures to take.

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]]> *bane-goes-moo http://bane-goes-moo.deviantart.com/journal/12771094/ http://bane-goes-moo.deviantart.com/journal/12771094/ Sat, 28 Apr 2007 20:22:13 PDT OH, BUT IT GETS BETTER! Then we move onto Brown!!! Ppl there had some good reactions... they screamed and ran. The ppl on thayer just laughed and took pics on cell phones. We ran (and by ran I mean limp ran) through one of their dorms after some brown kid let us in. BUT THE BEST PART: We fucking crashed a frat party! Zombies crashed a frat party... now that's good shit!
Tonight we had a Risd/Brown Drag show. Very entertaining but the MC sucked.

Insert sigh of contentness at having an amusing as hell weekend.

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Peace.

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1. I'M GOING TO OFFICIALLY (well close to officially) BE A GLASS MAJOR!!!!

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]]> *bane-goes-moo http://bane-goes-moo.deviantart.com/journal/11292493/ http://bane-goes-moo.deviantart.com/journal/11292493/ Tue, 02 Jan 2007 18:25:22 PST Anyway, I should be uber pumped cuz I start glass blowing tomorrow which has been my dream for the past few years (can I get a whoop whoop), but my left nostril is still refusing to work and I wish that I was still at home in bead. I think I'll manage to survive tho.

I also got a kickass fish from sognatore for xmas which I have now named Sushi. He/she/it will accompany me back to school after next weekend when I finish sleeping off this cold.

P.S. sorry I never wished anyone a merry xmas or happy new year. I was piss-in-my-pants excited for both when I got done with classes.
Also- look out for an art explosion soon, I have many pictures and finally some free time to post them!

]]> *bane-goes-moo http://bane-goes-moo.deviantart.com/journal/10781660/ http://bane-goes-moo.deviantart.com/journal/10781660/ Sun, 19 Nov 2006 18:58:03 PST Today I:
Woke up at noon
Wrote an art history paper
Drew 17 self portraits
Did dishes (in a fuckin dorm bathroom)
went to the gym
and now I'm going to update my art work, study for art history, read, and finally sleep.
BOOYA GRANDMA!!!


...so I lied about updating my artwork on DA cuz my camera refuses to connect to my computer at the moment...

I'm soooo fucking psyched for Thanksgiving!!! Boo for having classes tomorrow and Tues. ]]> *bane-goes-moo http://bane-goes-moo.deviantart.com/journal/10663691/ http://bane-goes-moo.deviantart.com/journal/10663691/ Wed, 08 Nov 2006 20:38:35 PST Draw 25 self portraits
Build a chair out of cardboard with 2 1/4 models
Draw 1440 frames of an animation
Write a 5-7pg paper

Good old art school

]]> *bane-goes-moo http://bane-goes-moo.deviantart.com/journal/10616560/ http://bane-goes-moo.deviantart.com/journal/10616560/ Sat, 04 Nov 2006 17:28:20 PST Anyway, everyone dressed up for it and cuz I go to art school, the costumes kicked ass. There was someone who was dressed as a contestant from Double Dare!!! There's an inside joke I have with one of my friends about that show and I couldn't stop laughing everytime I saw that guy.
There was a DJ for most of the night, but a crazy marching band played for about 45 min. They were all dressed in costumes and played songs of everything from nightmare before xmas to R. Kelly. It was pretty frickin' cool.
The only major down part was that I was wearing a dalmation body suit that made me overheat every 2 seconds. Luckily it was cold outside, but I still wanted to go streaking when it was done.
I can't wait for spring ball! It's the day before my birthday, but I don't think we get to dress up for it

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Now that that's done I must say that: I'M BACK SUCKERS! I'm finally at school and in a place where I can actually update my gallery. Lack of time and lack of an internet connection that works with me have been the reasons why nothing has been posted in... forever. I'm at art school so I will be creating art work to show off. I won't have much free time to update so it will probably come in bursts. We'll see, but I'm not making any guarantees.

So here's the personal shit:
I moved into school Saturday. I was scared shitless. It's still awkward but not to the point where I worry so much that I make myself sick. It's just different and will take time getting used to. I keep telling myself that I'm just on vacation because it feels that way; the days are great, the night life is great, but I feel like I'm living in a fucking hostel (not a dirty one). The bathrooms remind me of something I'd see in a mall. Therefore, when I take a shower, I feel like I'm taking it in my hometown mall. Plus, it always smells bad.
On top of the bathrooms, I don't care for my dorm. It's really bland and awkward. There's no door on the closet so you can see all my shit. The thing that really bothers me is that I can't sleep. I hear everything in the dorm, in the city outside my window, and I get the light from the hall and the city. I've woken up long before my alarm every day that I've been here. Once I get used to it, I'm going to be a very sound sleeper.
Anyway, it's not all bad. Like I said, the days and nights are really fun. I went on a seven hour orientation yesterday, but it was the most fun I've had in a while cuz my group kicked ass and we played games all day. Then we went to a barbeque on a farm and section of beach owned by my school! Again, we played games and talked all night.

The best part of Providence that I would recommend to everyone is a piece of art called "Waterfire." Every saturday night from late spring to early fall 100 stationary, floating fire pots are lit along the river in downtown providence. There's music (sometimes a live band), other entertainment, vendors, and hundreds of people. It's gorgeous and made me lose my nervousness my first night. I walked alone along the river getting lost in the crowd and beauty. I felt comfortable and wished that I knew someone really well because it was soooo intimate. I really wanted a boyfriend to make out with and cuddle with. Instead I took a ton of pictures and watched fire dancers (for lack of something better to call them). They had chains with flammable balls attached to the end and they danced around. It was entrancing. So now I'm going to go post my pictures of the fire dancers, waterfire, and some other random crap.

If you've made it this far; thanx for giving a fuck about me. I miss u guys like you would not believe. ]]> *bane-goes-moo http://bane-goes-moo.deviantart.com/journal/8503982/ http://bane-goes-moo.deviantart.com/journal/8503982/ Mon, 17 Apr 2006 19:45:18 PDT ]]> *bane-goes-moo http://bane-goes-moo.deviantart.com/journal/7744698/ http://bane-goes-moo.deviantart.com/journal/7744698/ Sun, 29 Jan 2006 18:40:41 PST
Don't get me wrong, this sucked considering there were 8 of us, multiple trash cans and carts to haul away dishes in an extremely small, tight space. But it was also extremely amusing at the same time. I guess I have a really twisted sense of humor cuz I laugh over spilled milk instead of crying. It was kinda funny cleaning in between each blade in a bread slicer and trying to scramble around for anything that was under the counter and wasn't ruined. Plus, I got to watch a manager who pisses me off (he usually just stands there while his employees work their asses off) actually work!!! It was amazing and quite satisfying. Plus, seeing a bakery covered in white powder makes me think the Pillsbury Dough Boy got a little too excited one day. ]]> *bane-goes-moo http://bane-goes-moo.deviantart.com/journal/7490024/ http://bane-goes-moo.deviantart.com/journal/7490024/ Mon, 02 Jan 2006 15:03:37 PST >
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By the way, I'm 2% normal because I thought of a green saw!!! That makes me excited.


O yeah, Happy New Year to all. Mine started with karma kicking my ass cuz I didn't make any new year's resolutions. I figure I'm on a self-improvement crusade anyway... yeah right.

Anyway, there was a snow storm and I had to work the next day so I figured I would leave the party I was at at about 1. I hit the button to unlock my car and opened the unlocked door only for the car alarm to go off anyway!!! This should have been a si... ]]> *bane-goes-moo http://bane-goes-moo.deviantart.com/journal/7376420/ http://bane-goes-moo.deviantart.com/journal/7376420/ Wed, 21 Dec 2005 19:24:54 PST
Anyways, I hope you've all had a less stressful holiday season than I've had but I must say that I did learn something. I figured out the perfect gift for the person you hate to get gifts for but you have to for some odd reason... like their related to you. You know... that cousin who's the black sheep of the family... the one who goes to Vegas and marries an Elvis impersonater because they think that they actually are Elvis. Trust me, everyone knows some one like this and if you really can't think of who it is; IT'S YOU.


This is what you do: you go to the store... no, I lied, go to a neighborhood with a lot of lit up houses. Find the tackiest light up decoration and steel it. If you are a moral person, consider this to be an act of charity. Give it to your relative and tell them the following story with as much overdramatic acting as you can manage: " I found this in the store the other day and it just reminded me so much of you! It's just ... (let a tear come to your eye) so bright ... (stammer a little when you say this) and cheery (weep)." Trust me, either that person will love you forever or never talk to you again.

And if your Jewish (no, I didn't forget you)... I highly recommend that you do the exact same thing, except make it a point to find a light up santa. Preferably one that moves. Your story is going to be the same except your going to start off with the line "If you set aside the facts that we're Jewish and this is a Santa..." Add some stuff in about them being jolly.

I'm done with my random wisdomosity now. Let me say something that I can say to everyone regardless of religion, age, race, etc... "HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!" ]]> *bane-goes-moo http://bane-goes-moo.deviantart.com/journal/6689355/ http://bane-goes-moo.deviantart.com/journal/6689355/ Wed, 05 Oct 2005 18:13:42 PDT
The administration told us to go to our normal classes and go through a normal day. That made me mad. It reminded me of why I was so mad after 9/11. IT'S NOT A NORMAL DAY so stop pretending it's one. Tommorow I can go back to trying to be normal, but today my feelings are stronger than I am.

Here's some advice that you'll never get when your in highschool and maybe never: Not everyday has to be normal. You shouldn't be pressured into trying to act normal when your world is upside down. I know it sounds like a paradox but IT'S OKAY to not be okay sometimes.

In highschool there may be right and wrong answers to every question. But life has unanswerable questions, and tragedies, and things that are just not fair. Things will get back to normal.

I did come home early. They let some ppl leave as long as there was someone home for them. I had to re-do a self portrait but I really didn't want to. I knew I would really have to sit down and look at myself and process my thoughts. I'm a very busy person so when I go to bed at night I think about what I have to do. I regret that. I'd rather be thinking about what's really important in my life.

So I came home and paced around a silent house (my mom and sister left for work and school) and cried and talked to myself. It was very theraputic, but when I sat down to do preliminary sketches for my portrait, I still couldn't do it. I spread the larger sheet of paper out and sat and stared at myself in a mirror closet door. I sat there for a long time before I drew myself with an empty page in front of me. When I post it I'll dedicate it to the kid that died. ]]> *bane-goes-moo http://bane-goes-moo.deviantart.com/journal/6636105/ http://bane-goes-moo.deviantart.com/journal/6636105/ Thu, 29 Sep 2005 17:02:13 PDT (Seriously, you scream for an hour and a half at the top of your lungs and see if you don't.) Afterwards it was wicked warm outside and we hung out in the parking lot for a while to let it clear out some. Then we went to a diner at about 2 in the morning and I had a waffle with strawberries and a mountain of whip cream. I love diner food.

Plus, I managed to just let everything go for that night and go nuts. It felt so amazing to have that weight lifted off my shoulders for just a little while. Today it was back, but I didn't go to school so it was a little less pressure on my shoulders. Tomorrow I'm going to see Cirque Du Soleil and I hope I will be able to let everything go again. ]]> *bane-goes-moo http://bane-goes-moo.deviantart.com/journal/6503312/ http://bane-goes-moo.deviantart.com/journal/6503312/ Wed, 14 Sep 2005 13:16:14 PDT *bane-goes-moo http://bane-goes-moo.deviantart.com/journal/6495283/ http://bane-goes-moo.deviantart.com/journal/6495283/ Tue, 13 Sep 2005 14:52:11 PDT *bane-goes-moo http://bane-goes-moo.deviantart.com/journal/6030138/ http://bane-goes-moo.deviantart.com/journal/6030138/ Mon, 25 Jul 2005 12:15:04 PDT Apparently, it was rug burn!!!!! This cracks me up to no end. He had gotten his head stuck under his sister's bed. Instead of calling for his mom to just lift up the bed, he pulled it out on his own!
Talk about red badges of courage. When I was little, I flaunted it if I managed to have rug burn on both my knees at the same time. But man, Alex topped me! That was just incredible. He went all out with that one. ]]> *bane-goes-moo http://bane-goes-moo.deviantart.com/journal/6021879/ http://bane-goes-moo.deviantart.com/journal/6021879/ Sun, 24 Jul 2005 14:41:05 PDT It was a toga party. Most ppl got smashed. My mom took their keys and they set up tents in the yard. There was still someone here at 4 this afternoon. I didn't get up until 1. I definately didn't get to sleep until sometime after 4 and I hadn't slept the night before.
The toga's were awesome though. Even the ones made out of trash bags looked good. Some kid came as a ceasar salad! He looked incredible. He had plastic leaves and vegetable and real croutons all over him!! He put a cucumber right where his private parts are and attatched fishing line to the end of it so he could raise it!!! Eventually the cucumber fell off, but there were many a disturbing things that went on with it for the rest of the night.
My toga was just a piece of cloth wrapped around me. I put leaves over my private parts though lol. Everyone's toga was off by about 10:30 though. They were so drunk that they just kept tripping over them.
I didn't even get tipsy in case u were wondering. But I had fun laughing at the smashed ppl attempting to freestyle (rap) and play beer pong at 3 in the morning.
I have no idea what time ppl went to bed, but I finally had to go at about 4 or else I would have fallen asleep standing. Oy, can't wait to throw a huge graduation party next year with all my crazy friends! ]]> *bane-goes-moo http://bane-goes-moo.deviantart.com/journal/5960004/ http://bane-goes-moo.deviantart.com/journal/5960004/ Tue, 19 Jul 2005 16:07:25 PDT There were awesome games like DDR everywhere. I was in a DDR competition but I couldn't stay on the pad because it wasn't what I was used to. I made it to the second round by default (the guy I was supposed to go against never showed). Then I went against a crazy good guy. He was cool. I told him I was intending on letting him win anyway so we did fun songs for our picks. The random song we got was Max 300!!!! A little more than halfway through the song I literally said "Fuck it" and started shaking my ass and crazy dancing. It was fun. BTW, the guy I played against won and got a metal pad as the prize.
There was also boffing which is sword fighting with styrofoam swords. The championship round had a pirate vs. a ninja. It went on for a while but the pirate eventually won.
It was cool, definately the most fun I had all summer.
OOO... my friend just sent me the link of her pics from Conneticon. Here it is: [link] ]]> *bane-goes-moo http://bane-goes-moo.deviantart.com/journal/5814062/ http://bane-goes-moo.deviantart.com/journal/5814062/ Fri, 01 Jul 2005 17:34:45 PDT Mood: Me want draw!
Listening to: Pon de Replay by Rihanna
Reading: Great Gatsby

Woot. I got a free week's subscription. If I get a job I will get a more permanent one. It's quite amazing.
Anyways, we're having a 4th bash tomorrow. My mom's driving me mad with cleaning every section of the house. But I'm looking forward to my crazy family and an excess of food (and showing off my art).
So Happy 4th everyone! Hope u celebrate with excessive hotdogs, hamburgers, and thing that explode and rain pretty flaming thingies!!!!!!

]]> *bane-goes-moo http://bane-goes-moo.deviantart.com/journal/5772670/ http://bane-goes-moo.deviantart.com/journal/5772670/ Mon, 27 Jun 2005 14:33:35 PDT
Then I was amazed by the laundry list of flavors for the flouride. I picked raspberry... that was one fucked up raspberry. Then she told me that I couldn't eat or drink for one hr and at that precise moment I remebered I hadn't eaten anything all day and realized I was starving. Hmmm.. at least it wasn't a boring day.
Oh yeah, haven't updated in a while. I have a crapload of paintings and a couple of sketches and an ID to put up. For some reason my computer has been refusing to let me fully upload stuff. Hopefully that will change soon ]]> *bane-goes-moo http://bane-goes-moo.deviantart.com/journal/5715206/ http://bane-goes-moo.deviantart.com/journal/5715206/ Tue, 21 Jun 2005 15:06:51 PDT A few of my friends and I tried to hide behind a vending machine on the side. We didn't get hit but we had an excellent view of the chaos.
Also, on a less amusing note, my car was hit today. A friend of mine backed up into my car. Don't worry, no one was hurt. I wasn't even in my near my car when it happened.
The number of missing hubcaps on my car is now up to 2. Don't ask me how I lost the other one cuz I have no clue. ]]> *bane-goes-moo http://bane-goes-moo.deviantart.com/journal/5552013/ http://bane-goes-moo.deviantart.com/journal/5552013/ Sat, 04 Jun 2005 13:32:35 PDT The first amazing thing was that I got into AP studio art at my school. Basically that means I get my ass kicked for an entire semester by an amazing art teacher and hopefully create a kick-ass portfolio to get into any art school I want. Woot.
U've never seen a group of more nervous ppl than the ppl who applied were. We had to wait for the teacher to finish lecturing his class and take us all aside. When he finally called the 7 of us, my heart was racing. I just sat there on the bench with my emotions going nuts. I wasn't even this nervous when I took my driving test.
Seriously, at first, I couldn't keep myself from bursting out laughing. It's like when u think of something absolutely hilarious when u have to keep a straight face. I avoided looking at my art teachers.
Then my stomach completely turned over and I had to keep myself from crying. Even after he said that we had all gotten in, my emotions were still bouncing off the walls.
For the rest of the day I was still working off the nervous energy. I never stopped fidgeting or drawing. Even my most boring classes seemed exciting cuz I couldn't stop doodling.
Then, after school, we had our end-of-the-year party for the Gay/straight alliance. We invited another school's GSA and a ton of ppl from our town showed up. It was great fun. We had it at a local park. We played twister, wiffle(?) ball, and ultimate frisbee. We had a pinata and a whip cream eating contest. It was hilarious. The ultimate frisbee game was gays vs straights. The gays won by a lot.
Later that evening, my sister, a friend, and I went to an art opening of local artists. It was wicked nice. All kinds of cool stuff was for sale. There was glass kalidascopes and jewelry and other really cool stuff. I ended up covered in dog hair and slobber cuz there was a dog there. I'm such a sucker for dogs.
In all, it was an abso-fucking-lutely amazing day. I wish every day was that fun. ]]> *bane-goes-moo http://bane-goes-moo.deviantart.com/journal/5522608/ http://bane-goes-moo.deviantart.com/journal/5522608/ Wed, 01 Jun 2005 15:13:59 PDT
But I don't want to put my bitching here. I just want to give u some advice about fighting. First off, JUST FIGHT instead of holding it inside. It may seem stupid but it everyone involved more in the future if u don't.
And secondly (this is what I learned from today's fight) don't ever use the immature, two-year-old's respose of "If I can't have it No one can." My mom used that general response in this fight and it made me want to laugh in her face. If u ever use this in a fight (and ur older than 2) then the other person(s) in the fight will lose all respect for what u r fighting for. Plus, u run the risk of getting laughed at. ]]> *bane-goes-moo http://bane-goes-moo.deviantart.com/journal/5365421/ http://bane-goes-moo.deviantart.com/journal/5365421/ Sun, 15 May 2005 14:47:43 PDT I finally got to submit something too. Check out my latest poem called "so long in coming." It's definately the best poem I've ever done. I have one painting that I'm still sketching out and another one that I'll prolly start tonight.
I just felt that I should update and let ppl know that I still exist. ]]> *bane-goes-moo http://bane-goes-moo.deviantart.com/journal/5222454/ http://bane-goes-moo.deviantart.com/journal/5222454/ Fri, 29 Apr 2005 14:48:05 PDT
My mom told him the door would be unlocked BUT this door sticks really badly. So when he went to go in, he shoved his whole weight against it when it wouldn't open. He broke part of the door frame cuz my sister must have locked it.
Then, when i get that messed as squared away as I can, the doorbell rings. I ignored it cuz I didn't recognize the car and thought it was a door-to-door salesman.

Then, as soon as I got online some one IMed me. I didn't recognize the screen name and they said that they were at their friend's house anyway. They said their name was Amanda, but I know a few Amandas so I picked the most logical one it could be. Soon we started talking about our plans for the weekend, but I quickly realized that I wasn't talking to the person I thought I was talking to.

She kept mentioning someone else that I didn't know either, but she said stuff that made me think she knew me. I had (and still have) no idea who she was, but she asked me if she could stop by sometime. Yeah... no. That whole conversation completely threw me for a loop cuz she told me her last name too, but I still didn't know who she was even though the name sounded familiar. ]]> *bane-goes-moo http://bane-goes-moo.deviantart.com/journal/5079174/ http://bane-goes-moo.deviantart.com/journal/5079174/ Wed, 13 Apr 2005 14:39:07 PDT [link] if u want to learn more). By the way don't assume anything about my sexuality because I did this. The majority of people who did it aren't gay. So here's my mini rant about the teenagers at my school who have a lack of respect for anything.

First off, I was kinda pissed at some of the people who I thought would support me. They didn't even acknowledge that it was for a cause and immediately turned it into a game of "let's try to make Bane talk." I even avoided hanging out with my friends cuz they were the worst. I don't ask to be taken seriously often and I don't want pity, I just feel like I deserve some support sometimes. Being silent isn't hard for me until someone starts antagonizing me. That's the whole point of the day of silence! I was expecting to take heat from other people, but not my friends, or some of the logical (as I once thought they were) people who couldn't even understand the concept of day of silence.

Then, at lunch, one of the popular kids started a rant because he's homophobic, but it wasn't just a rant about gay people. He ranted about anything just to try to demean the cause. He said we should have a day of silence for all the times white kids in our town get beat up by black kids. FYI: there are less than 5 black kids (but they're nice kids) in our school in an UPPER-MIDDLECLASS TOWN, so don't give me that bullshit. If he's stupid enough to go into a bad neighborhood, it's his own damn fault. He also went on to yell about how people should speak english in America and how he can't even speak english in his own country. Again, we have less than 5 people in our school who can't speak english well (I never said they couldn't speak it at all) and that's just cuz they're foreign exchange students.

Don't get me wrong, he wasn't yelling directly at me, and I was even laughing because it was so ridiculous. I don't think he wanted to be taken seriously seriously, but sadly some people will take it that way. It's not like I wasn't supported by some people who I wasn't expecting to be supported by, but the disrespect was much stronger than the respect. ]]> *bane-goes-moo http://bane-goes-moo.deviantart.com/journal/5051380/ http://bane-goes-moo.deviantart.com/journal/5051380/ Sun, 10 Apr 2005 12:46:27 PDT I CAN JUGGLE!! I CAN JUGGLE!!! Now that I've mentioned it, let me tell u that it has taken 17 yrs to motivate my ass to juggle... then it took me 5 hrs to learn how to do it. So fuck yes, I am excited. I'm working my way up to being able to do it for 5 min without dropping anything. I can do it for about 1, so I got a long way to go. Oh yeah, did I mention that I CAN JUGGLE?!? ]]> *bane-goes-moo http://bane-goes-moo.deviantart.com/journal/4961979/ http://bane-goes-moo.deviantart.com/journal/4961979/ Thu, 31 Mar 2005 15:00:29 PST Get this though... today, I ran recreationally. I never said intentionally though. It was a combination of cabin fever and wanting to take a WALK, not having enough time, and waaaayyyyy too much caffiene. I got out the door and I just started to run. I didn't even want to run, but walking was just way too slow. So I gave in. I couldn't stop, my legs wouldn't let me. I felt like my heart was going to explode afterwards. Plus, I'm have asthma(?), so I'm hacking up a lung right now. Yeah... today, I ran... recreationally ]]> *bane-goes-moo http://bane-goes-moo.deviantart.com/journal/4954378/ http://bane-goes-moo.deviantart.com/journal/4954378/ Wed, 30 Mar 2005 17:19:24 PST I hate dictionaries. I've come to dislike words in general. They take any meaning behind a word an emotion (or anything in general) and turn it into black symbols on a white page that don't mean shit if u think about it. A human emotion turned black and white. Life is not black and white.
I was looking through my spanish dictionary when the word "suicide" caught my eye for no apparent reason. I just got pissed off because it seemed so secondary, so normal nestled in between a bunch of "normal" words on a page. It means so much more than that. To anyone. No matter if ur against it, for it, know someone who has done it, wanted to do it urself, etc.
This is why I like art. It's a way to get messages across without running into boundaries and technical rules. The artist in me is already finding a way to express my frustrations on canvas. I need photoshop NOW! ]]> *bane-goes-moo http://bane-goes-moo.deviantart.com/journal/4953034/ http://bane-goes-moo.deviantart.com/journal/4953034/ Wed, 30 Mar 2005 14:35:17 PST *bane-goes-moo http://bane-goes-moo.deviantart.com/journal/4934020/ http://bane-goes-moo.deviantart.com/journal/4934020/ Mon, 28 Mar 2005 12:36:22 PST *bane-goes-moo http://bane-goes-moo.deviantart.com/journal/4900863/ http://bane-goes-moo.deviantart.com/journal/4900863/ Thu, 24 Mar 2005 14:06:38 PST *bane-goes-moo http://bane-goes-moo.deviantart.com/journal/4846584/ http://bane-goes-moo.deviantart.com/journal/4846584/ Fri, 18 Mar 2005 14:22:43 PST *bane-goes-moo