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hehhehehe..

]]> ~bayot http://bayot.deviantart.com/journal/22604552/ http://bayot.deviantart.com/journal/22604552/ Thu, 15 Jan 2009 20:42:05 PST "KASING-KASING AMANG",
and please don't forget to VOTE for it.
ONE OF THE OFFICIAL ENTRIES TO CINEMAGIS
(A Digital Short Film Festival - Northern Mindanao)

REGULAR SCREENING
JANUARY 22 - 23, 2009
3:00 PM to 7:00 PM
@ the SM City - CdeO
Cinema 2

CINEMAGIS AWARDS NIGHT
JAN. 23, 2009, 8:00PM, SM City CDO Cinema 2


To watch the film entries at the SM City CDO Cinema 2 please conform with the Entrance Requirements.

(You have 4 options to choose from. Please Choose 1)

Option 1
2 Pencils
1 Grade One Pad Paper
2 Packs of Noodles

Option 2
1 Pencil
1 Grade 2 Pad Paper
1 Beef Loaf in Can

Option 3
3 Pencils
1 Can of Beef Loaf

Option 4
1 Grade One Pad Paper
1 Grade Two Pad Paper
2 Packs of Noodles


NOTE:
*Each set of requirements must be strictly followed.
The items in each requirement should not be interchanged.
The requirements are not convertible to cash.
Proceeds will be donated to the Victims of "Bagyo Auring"

]]> ~bayot http://bayot.deviantart.com/journal/21675093/ http://bayot.deviantart.com/journal/21675093/ Wed, 26 Nov 2008 05:11:03 PST
thanks to everybody for the lovesss and hatesss..

i chose not to reply in order not to get myself in to any trouble..
we have different preferences..
and i respect every single opinion i got..

HUGS goes out to

and i love her

i had been busy..
but i got back my life..

]]> ~bayot http://bayot.deviantart.com/journal/18482539/ http://bayot.deviantart.com/journal/18482539/ Sat, 24 May 2008 16:49:16 PDT
]]> ~bayot http://bayot.deviantart.com/journal/16483572/ http://bayot.deviantart.com/journal/16483572/ Tue, 12 Feb 2008 08:01:41 PST and still thinking things over..
itll be good if u can donate..
hahaha..

hopefully on Valentine's Day an exhibit will push through..
still gathering my materials..

i will update soon..

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he.Art from the Gut

Art by Plhong Flores
Feb 16 - Mar 5
Brewberry Cafe (formerly Blueberry Cafe)
Velez - Chaves Sts., Cagayan de Oro City

admission is absolutely free..
see you there guys..
bring ur date..
hehehe..

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]]> ~bayot http://bayot.deviantart.com/journal/14949673/ http://bayot.deviantart.com/journal/14949673/ Sun, 07 Oct 2007 02:29:36 PDT have to work..

]]> ~bayot http://bayot.deviantart.com/journal/14706549/ http://bayot.deviantart.com/journal/14706549/ Wed, 19 Sep 2007 19:27:54 PDT




*cough* *cough*

resting

]]> ~bayot http://bayot.deviantart.com/journal/14095641/ http://bayot.deviantart.com/journal/14095641/ Thu, 09 Aug 2007 19:17:58 PDT THANK YOU LORD!
weeeeee..

reunited!

]]> ~bayot http://bayot.deviantart.com/journal/13665325/ http://bayot.deviantart.com/journal/13665325/ Sun, 08 Jul 2007 23:56:17 PDT
[link]

]]> ~bayot http://bayot.deviantart.com/journal/13411402/ http://bayot.deviantart.com/journal/13411402/ Mon, 25 Jun 2007 08:57:38 PDT hehehe..

hi everybody..

-----

these facts may interest you..


Are You a Stress Eater?

FOOD Associated Emotional/Personality Traits

**Research for this section taken from Losing Your Pounds of Pain by Doreen Virtue, Ph.D.

1. Chocolate candy bars, plain--You desire stimulation, or feel deprived of love (desire for romance)
2. Crunchy chocolate--You feel frustrated, anxious or angry (tension or lack of love)
3. Chocolate ice cream--You feel depressed, difficulty in relationships
4. Chocolate chip, crunchy chocolate ice cream--You’re holding in anger, depression
5. Mint chocolate chip ice cream--You feel lethargic and frustrated (too much responsibilities—no time or motivation)
6. Chocolate pudding--You desire comfort, nurturing or hugs.
7. Chocolate cake --You feel empty, insecure, possibly from lack of love
8. Hot chocolate--You’ve saved up hurt feelings throughout the day and now want to ease your ego so you can sleep
9. Crunchy, high-fat foods--You feel empty b/c of frustration or anger (fried chicken, chips, fries)
10. Spicy foods topped with dairy products (pizza)--You feel depressed b/c life seems dull
11. Dairy products --You feel depressed or unloved; you desire nurturing and comfort
12. Baked goods, pastries --You feel tense and really need to relax-life is empty
13. Crunchy foods topped with dairy products --You’re holding in anger, and/or frustration
14. Sugary sweets --You want to feel energetic, or to overcome burnout
15. Colas--You feel overwhelmed by work or chores; you want to have more energy; you’d also like to feel more sexual energy, combating internal stress
16. Hamburgers and other high fat foods --You feel empty or dissatisfied with some aspects of life; may also feel insecure or inadequate

***The following is taken from The Care and Feeding of Indigo Children by Doreen Virtue, Ph.D.

17. Beer--Desire to shut out anxiety. Wanting more love, fun, and appreciation
18. Cereal and other Breakfast Foods--Procrastination, avoiding starting the day
19. Cheese (sharp)--feeling exhausted and drained, weariness
20. Coffee--burnout, resentment or dissapointment with your job
21. French fries--feeling insecure or empty
22. Ice cream--trying to soothe and renew oneself due to depression
23. Nuts--too much stress, not enough fun

Physically Based Cravings:

Tryptophan—roteins—creates brain chemical serotonin
(When serotonin is depleted, the body signals include carbohydrate cravings, mood swings, irritability, fatigue, insomnia and a decreased desire for sex.)

B vitamins—depleted by “junk food”

Vitamin C—low levels will create craving for salad, tomatoes, or other fruits and vegetables

Magnesium deficiency—low levels will create craving for chocholate

source: [link]

]]> ~bayot http://bayot.deviantart.com/journal/12793553/ http://bayot.deviantart.com/journal/12793553/ Mon, 30 Apr 2007 17:15:52 PDT
suppose to be a day of rest to those who are employed..
guess i am an exception to that..
i am awake in the most unusual time of the day..
its 7am..
wheeew..
well..
i must..

]]> ~bayot http://bayot.deviantart.com/journal/12629854/ http://bayot.deviantart.com/journal/12629854/ Tue, 17 Apr 2007 09:01:22 PDT i just had mine..
spent with the craziest people i could possibly find..
aaah..
i could not picture it with any other people but with Katrina, Paul and Ross..

thanks you guys..
looking forward for the next trip..

-----

i had my ears pierced last night..
the person who did it said i have to wait for a week to heal it..
can wait to change and be fancy..
hehehe..
thats all..

more photos soon..

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]]> ~bayot http://bayot.deviantart.com/journal/12320914/ http://bayot.deviantart.com/journal/12320914/ Sun, 25 Mar 2007 09:47:13 PDT and a hard cough..

]]> ~bayot http://bayot.deviantart.com/journal/11930958/ http://bayot.deviantart.com/journal/11930958/ Mon, 26 Feb 2007 20:24:00 PST -----
ill be off to Bukidnon by tomorrow..
ill be home by sunday..
wooohooo!!
finally..
a vacation!
sweet..
i hope ill end February right and start March right too..
hehehe..
see you when i get back..
i hope i can get some good shots..

]]> ~bayot http://bayot.deviantart.com/journal/11319230/ http://bayot.deviantart.com/journal/11319230/ Thu, 04 Jan 2007 22:11:33 PST i can not complain..

my to do list:
(here goes)

Mid January to February

- photoshoot with XU Dance Society..
- my Sewing and Pattern Making Class.. i cant wait! weee..

February 7, 2007

- my 22nd birthday! YEEAH!

and the in-betweens? anything goes..

: gonna hit the gay bars soon.. comissioned work.. i hope i can make it as tasteful as possible.. hehehe.. its new and it will be challenging..

: and more comissioned portrails from friends..

weeee..

: check him out - ~ziyus630

]]> ~bayot http://bayot.deviantart.com/journal/10864284/ http://bayot.deviantart.com/journal/10864284/ Sat, 30 Dec 2006 00:11:44 PST
: suddenly theres a feeling of content inside me..
AMEN!

: i was on the computer while my mom was complaining. she was preparing dinner and then suddenly she called my dad asking for help. she said that her children were useless and that the only person left for her, whom she really could use some help is my dad. And i overheard her complaining, almost regretful, wishing us not be have been born.

the funny thing about it is..
i find it so hilarious that i almost want to laugh at her face..

i wasnt insulted or whatever, which something in my head is telling me that i should..
hahaha..

too bad mom..
the 4 of us, useless to you opinion, are here..
living life..
making yours hell - as how you want to think of it..

: i feel like my parents is trying to turn me in to a grinch..
my christmas sucks! i hope my new year will be a blast..

: i kinda expected this from the very beginning..
a lot of days have been move.. trying to make the 32nd of december.. oh well.. i cant really complain.. people trust me.. whether i like the pressure or not, i still have to do it for my own sake..

: HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY! :cheers:

]]> ~bayot http://bayot.deviantart.com/journal/10742828/ http://bayot.deviantart.com/journal/10742828/ Thu, 16 Nov 2006 08:29:59 PST hehehe..
kidding..

well..
that will be one of the days i will forever remember as an artists..
it will be my first formal out of town gallery exhibit..
so exciting and fun!!!
can wait..

the show was organized by ~hunospuno
and with his trust..
he invited out-of-towners like us..
like..
~eunoia
~amanitaverna
and of course ~Mords from iligan too

sorry if the thoughts are a little juggled..
hahaha..
its 12:40 am and i havent had dinner yet..
im seizing the time and enjoying my PC good mood today after breaking down almost every 5 mins the past days..
now its participating..
so i have to ABUSE!
hahaha..
sacrificing my tummy..

]]> ~bayot http://bayot.deviantart.com/journal/10655019/ http://bayot.deviantart.com/journal/10655019/ Wed, 08 Nov 2006 04:43:34 PST im all stressed out..
and broke..
but full..
but still stressed out..
im somewhere in town..
i just feel like being alone..

how are you?
im back..
but busy..
excited and anxious..
tsk..

]]> ~bayot http://bayot.deviantart.com/journal/10474791/ http://bayot.deviantart.com/journal/10474791/ Sun, 22 Oct 2006 10:31:06 PDT
LIVE IT!
LOVE IT!
HONG KONG..

]]> ~bayot http://bayot.deviantart.com/journal/9928543/ http://bayot.deviantart.com/journal/9928543/ Sat, 09 Sep 2006 00:55:52 PDT 1:19 am
a quick note before bed..


blogging month for me maybe..
leave you thoughts on my writings friends..
weeee..
fun to have an online outlet..

profile : [link]

blog page : [link]

do the highlighting..
mwah..
im good..
gudnyt2..

september 09, 2006
4:15 pm
a random activity..

i was bored..
went through DA..
ended up to my Favorite Section..
it was fun browsing through it..
reminiscent..
somehow miss the old people here.. ]]> ~bayot http://bayot.deviantart.com/journal/9573944/ http://bayot.deviantart.com/journal/9573944/ Sun, 20 Aug 2006 22:04:53 PDT there are lots of things i want to do, i have to do..
i just want everything done before everything else break..
i see a lot of beautiful things around me..
i want to create something for myself..
i want to create my share for the world..
but it seems so hard..
i feel like a little baby learning to walk..
forcing every single step to work..
trying to reach the arms of a mother..
where safety is guaranteed..
where there is peace..
where love is over-flowing..

august 8, 2006

- i just found out the tomato is a fruit..
- that i have been so busy..
- and that other people i used to talk to are too..
- the new DA is nice!
- salute to the people behind it..
- HAPPY BIRTHDAY DA..

august 21, 2006

from ~eunoia

An invitation for all those interested in art... all those interested in life.

The Lambago Project
Wednesday, 7pm, Amphitheater, DVsoria
No entrance fee

Bring a friend. Share the experience.

[link]
]]> ~bayot http://bayot.deviantart.com/journal/9549580/ http://bayot.deviantart.com/journal/9549580/ Wed, 02 Aug 2006 06:38:56 PDT ~bayot http://bayot.deviantart.com/journal/9055187/ http://bayot.deviantart.com/journal/9055187/ Sat, 24 Jun 2006 22:46:52 PDT If you want a new beginning, you must start imagining it now. Visualize the future.

-sometimes, i just want to believe that these horrorscope thinggies are true..
they just come in time..
almost true..

-could it be possible that i was a mermaid somewhere in my past lives?

- i am now a 3 yr old deviant.. belated happy Dday to me.

June 19, 2006 - i had LAYS and H2O for breakfast around 2 pm today.. HAAH! thats what you call healthy..

June 25, 2006 - though im not a big fan of !coxi i was shock to have found out that he was banned.. and for what reason? for critiquing? for naming names? for expression his dissapointments in DA.. isnt that sad? i mean.. isnt DA suppose to serve as an expression room? its deviantart after all.. i dont comment really on issues like this but i just thing the whole thing was something like.. stepping on art.. or like someone was killed because he was talking to much against the government.. though his journals.. i was able to appreciate "opposition". and i think in a community.. it is very healthy.. but i dont know what happend.. will i be banned because of what im writing right now? perhaps not.. maybe i still have to earn more pageviews so that people can whore around me and then i get famous and get shot in the head.. DA? i dont know what to say.. i have considered you my home but it seems ur pushing me away.. sad.. ]]> ~bayot http://bayot.deviantart.com/journal/9031862/ http://bayot.deviantart.com/journal/9031862/ Sat, 10 Jun 2006 21:23:50 PDT i want to travel..
meet new people..
*sigh*
school will be starting this tuesday..

june 08, 2006

hi!
how are you?
am i fine?
i don't know..
i just feel like i have been so enslave to something I'm not even sure of for a long time now..
enslaved by my emotions and principles..
trapped..
imprisoned because of a fear..
a fear of rejection..
of sacrificing..
of the uncertainties of life..
how long will i hold on to the cold bars of life..
how long will i keep on pretending that I'm completely alright even if my soul is slapping me..
when will this be over?
and when its over?
what will be the prize?
freedom?
happiness?
fresh air?
*sigh* ]]> ~bayot http://bayot.deviantart.com/journal/8822875/ http://bayot.deviantart.com/journal/8822875/ Sat, 20 May 2006 05:44:24 PDT hackweed

i can do my make up pretty well. but im having a hard time doing it with other people's face..

it takes me 2-3 hours to prepare myself in going out of the house so i have to wake up 3 hours earlier.

in a one week schoolday, the possibily of me getting absent is 1 to 2 times.. (i didnt get that)

i dont usually say "hi" first when i see people i know in the streets..

i am a possessed model. my dramatic skills only come out when im in make-up, in a beautiful dress and a weird place..

out of a gazillion people in my watchlist, i only leave comments for 1 or 2 or 3 of them.. (im choosy and moody)

i can survive days without taking a bath.. and with a hot weather like the Philippines have, its a big deal..

ill think of more weirdness i have..
the top six i have listed here is subject to change..
or shall be added..

MY TAGEEs (i love the term - TAGEEs)
~lipzig
~BitchyJeri
~l-o-c-o
~paololluch
~the-maker
*isip-bata

RULES (copied from =hackweed)
The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic "6 weird habits/things about yourself" and people who get tagged need to write a journal about their 6 weird habits/things as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" on their devpage and tell them to read yours. ]]> ~bayot http://bayot.deviantart.com/journal/8747177/ http://bayot.deviantart.com/journal/8747177/ Tue, 16 May 2006 05:20:50 PDT my larynx was infected due to second hand smoking or because of hard drinks..
tsk tsk..
it was not a good thing..
it was the worst..
my taste buds was like shut down for days..
all the food i ate was bitter..
tsk tsk tsk..
but thank God im alright now..
i just have too..
being sick is not a good thing even if u get to sleep all day..
not i get to take more photos and ive appreciated water since..
hehehe..





so..
how are you?

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may 16, 2006

notes from my philo class..

Billy Elliote.

experience - choice
religios? involves
the divine. act of the
will.
definition is limited
de.fine - ends, limits,
accurate.
description is a
never ending
approach.
divine is not to be
define but to be
described. non-
rational. based on
experiences.
john smith - religous experiene
is a "moment", a time that
we may not be able to hold.
something like a fleeting moment put in a pause.
crucial moments is when you make up your mind.
when you make a decision. it is when we experience the divine.
it is a "once and for allness". its now or never.
it involves risks. it is extraordinary.
it is a "moment of truth". truth for one's self. self revelation.
knowing your strengths and weaknesses. not an objective truth.
it is a position where we are not in full control of things, of one's life.
it is where we see our imperfectness and so others'.
moment of truth is when you discover that people fail like you do.
one should never expect too much from the person he or she loves.
because like us, they also fail, they are also imperfect.
my professor said " realization doesnt happen everyday. once it happens everyday, it loses its moment-ness..." (so having sex everyday is not a good thing if you consider it as "love making". saying i love you all the time loses its impact to a person if he or she hears it everyday.. hmmmp).

i dont even know why im writing this down..
perhaps i means something to me..
realization?
maybe not now..
maybe in the near future..
im sure this will come in handy..

take care.. ]]> ~bayot http://bayot.deviantart.com/journal/8318478/ http://bayot.deviantart.com/journal/8318478/ Thu, 06 Apr 2006 08:47:27 PDT
its april fools' day!
lust is dead..
hahaha..

april 06, 2006

ive decided to put back some of my old deviations from my storage..
sorry for the inconvience..
i hope ul consider..

bear with me.. ]]> ~bayot http://bayot.deviantart.com/journal/8281496/ http://bayot.deviantart.com/journal/8281496/ Thu, 30 Mar 2006 21:30:26 PST it was my month..
been very busy..
tsk..
but its summer here already..
and so far im enjoying my summer vacation..
hehehe..
taking photos?
yeah..
im trying..
i have too..
im submitting old ones too..
well..
not that old though..
im lucky to finally have internet access at home..
guess i can save more cash for my personal prints now..
well im hoping..
hehehe..
and its unlimited!!!
weeeee...

well..
thats my side..
hope to here from yours too..
take care everyone..
send me a note if u need my help..
]]> ~bayot http://bayot.deviantart.com/journal/7644519/ http://bayot.deviantart.com/journal/7644519/ Thu, 19 Jan 2006 00:22:23 PST hehehe...
it was my first time to travel alone and i can say its fun and exciting..
happy new year btw..
sorry for the late update..
i see a lot of changes going on on peoples lives..
but i will not be nosey..
i will try to mind my own business..
a lot of changes for me as well..
fun!
i love changes..
it drives me insane sometimes but still fun..
hehehe...
life is very exciting..
i realized..
full of unexpectable things..
and i love it that way..
things that breaks u and build u up again..
i like how `SeaFairy s description of herself..
a pheonix..
i can relate so much to her last deviation..
hehehe...
]]> ~bayot http://bayot.deviantart.com/journal/6940193/ http://bayot.deviantart.com/journal/6940193/ Sun, 13 Nov 2005 23:45:10 PST i was out..
and now im back..
hehehe...
i skipped october..
dont wonder..
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November 09, 2005, wednesday

im finally done with my series..
finally dont selecting the best photos..
next step will be some prints..
hafta save money first..
thank you to my friends and to ~BitchyJeri for making it possible..
its one of the most challenging and fun shoot ive ever done and doing it again will be exciting..
i have learnd a lot of things..
things that when working alone..
i could never learn..
a dozen heads is always better than one or two even..
hehehe...
thank you too for all those who have seen and have left words..
i appreciate it very much..
so far things are flowing smoothly..
and things are going my way..
and i couldnt ask for more..
i hope everything is turning great on you side..
hehehe...

take care

november 12, 2005, saturday

i feel weird today..
or is it just the world?
after 2 days of staying inside my room and almost sleeping the whole 48 hours, i finally decided to go out of that cage..
why did i confine myself there anyway?
well..
because of anger and small nonsense things..
theres a cold and silent war going on at my house between my parents and pretty little me..
hahaha..
they cant blame me..
i cant even blame myself..
well..
its a long story..
i just had to let it out..
i still feel weird..
the letters im typing seems very big..
and every press of the keyboard seems very hard..
weeeiird..
something wrong with my sight..
tsk tsk tsk..

ciao!

november 14, 2005, monday

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa aaaaaaaaaaaaah!
my mind's mess up..
sorry.. ]]> ~bayot http://bayot.deviantart.com/journal/6427739/ http://bayot.deviantart.com/journal/6427739/ Tue, 27 Sep 2005 03:51:49 PDT
im in a different place right now..
will this be my next home?
the other one was filthy and hot..
i can stand it anymore..
people here are different..
more loud..
older..
im still not sure if im really welcome here..
i wish i will be..
i wish they will leave me alone..
and let me build my own world..
*sigh*
im tired..
have to refocus..

thursday, september 08, 2005

i am putting some of my works in storage for some reasons..
but they will be back soon..
im still trying to collect all the CDs i have of my photos and try
to do editing..
i would like to say SORRY FOR THE INCONVINIENCE that some of my photos are popping out of you devwatch..
you can delete them..

friday, september 09, 2005

[link]

you might be interested..
and..
since i am far away..
and lucky not to be directly affected..
its the best i can do..

tuesday, september 27, 2005

been busy..
with my research..
sucks..
im dying to do photoshoots with my friends but time does not allow it yet..
my recent submission is the most recent photoshoot i had..
it was taken by the rivers of Balulang, Cagayan de Oro City..
just tripping..
better than drugs maybe..
hehehe...
it was really a discovery for me..
im talking about the place..
it was really very beautiful and peaceful..
but no electricity..
crossing a hanging bridge was very fun..
was my first or second time..
hehehe...
i will be submitting more shots if i have time..
maybe later..

right now we are conceptualizing the next photoshoot..
mid october maybe..
during the sem break..
hehehe...
i hope it will be a success..
ull know..
and its nice also to get lots of support from my friends..
with brilliant ideas..
hehehe...
it excites me..
cant wait..
but have to wait..
i hope i will bring good news the next time i update my journal..
take care all.. ]]> ~bayot http://bayot.deviantart.com/journal/6119710/ http://bayot.deviantart.com/journal/6119710/ Tue, 16 Aug 2005 02:31:06 PDT now im in confusion..
i fear tomorrow..
its uncertainties..
the changes it will bring with..
will i be ready?
will it end?
on which side should i take?
i will not..
many words have been spoken..
written..
and still nothing seems to be clear..
i am sad..
sad because a lot said goodbyes already..
but i pray that it will be for a moment..
and not forever..
what will these changes give me?
us?
will there be?
will you?

tuesday, august 09, 2005

just had my exam..
still early..
there was a note at the end of my test paper..
or a quote maybe..
that sounded like..
"life gives us back what we put into it"
make sense to you?
it made me smile..

tuesday, august 16, 2005

can i quote myself?
about art?
is said it somewhere..
exactly here..
[link] ..
read the description box first..
art is not only for beauty..
because ugliness is part of our lives..
and..
i also realized..
last sunday..
while eating my lunch alone..
that..
we avoid certain things..
or..
the avoidance of things is a result of a bad experience..
make sense?
example..
we dont wanna see a person or a past love/r because it bring back bad memories..
some of us dont like to eat veggies because when we were still young papa forced us to eat a whole plate of it (right kat?)
or simply it doesnt taste good..
we avoid certain places because we had a traumatic experience there..
clear?
but..
i also realize that the things i avoided doing before..
i am exploring now..
just dont be afraid to "reminisce" and "retry"
and believe me..
our taste buds changes over the years..
(figuratively speaking)
why do we always remember the bad and not the good?
that is the question even my brain cant answer..
its just the way it is maybe..


saturday, august 20, 2005

is it ok if i say i dont feel good today?
sometimes i feel guilty complaining..
especially when i know other people are experiencing even worst..
*sigh*
i guess its one of those not-so-good days..
i just hate having fun and then the next thing in mind is u have to say goodbye..
tsk tsk tsk.. ]]> ~bayot http://bayot.deviantart.com/journal/5860006/ http://bayot.deviantart.com/journal/5860006/ Wed, 06 Jul 2005 19:01:43 PDT and still is..
kinda rough and fast..
the last thing i can remember is..
are..
my memories of summer..
where i can sleep from 12 to 12..
now its like a dream..
and something i look forward to again..
time gives me a lot of restrictions..
i mean us..
time goes so fast when we are having the time of our life..
and i just couldnt explain why..
nobody could i guess..
or nobody bothers..
i have a lot of things in mind..
im sure you have too..
but sometimes we get caught up with things.. so unnecessary that we forget to look for the answers..
is that human nature?
or should i speak for myself?
im asking questions again..
enough of it perhaps?
perhaps now..
what about tomorrow? ]]> ~bayot http://bayot.deviantart.com/journal/5709616/ http://bayot.deviantart.com/journal/5709616/ Mon, 20 Jun 2005 23:46:39 PDT silly me..
hehehe..
well..
still adjusting..
well..
again..
sorry for the laziness..
school is on again..
tired but excited.. ]]> ~bayot http://bayot.deviantart.com/journal/5200299/ http://bayot.deviantart.com/journal/5200299/ Wed, 04 May 2005 04:19:08 PDT for millions of minutes..
for hundreds of hours..
for almost 30 days..
wow..
that..
is..
by far..
the longest time ive been away..
sorry..
and thank you too..
i had no choice..
i had to stay home..
because no money..
huhuhu..
but lotsa food..
yehey!!
i miss taking pictures..
and sharing them with you..
i hope i can do that next month??
my vacation is still great!
last saturday was a day with friends and fishes
at a beach not so known to everyone..
it was still beautiful..
and clean..
and abundant..
too bad i had no camera..
but still fresh in my mind..
happy snorkling!
hehehe...
i hope to have lots more..

anyways..

take care all!
im still alive..
hehehe...

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May have been weird to me..
or i have benn weird to May..
hahaha...
im confused to..
had a weird dream this morning..
weird and happy..
for the hopefull and the hopeless..
will be busy again with work..
hope it can help me cope..
and forget..
and escape (?)
poor unfortunate soul of mine..
love can be shocking!
scary..
crazy..


wish me luck (again?)
take care..
see you again..
soon.. ]]> ~bayot http://bayot.deviantart.com/journal/4975817/ http://bayot.deviantart.com/journal/4975817/ Sat, 02 Apr 2005 00:55:49 PST and im speechless..
just busy..
cant think of anything to say..
maybe soon..
i can share some good and bad things..
wish me luck..

take care everyone..
]]> ~bayot http://bayot.deviantart.com/journal/4689824/ http://bayot.deviantart.com/journal/4689824/ Tue, 15 Mar 2005 19:56:13 PST and a few more days of school maybe..
my February was FULL..
of surprises..
of happiness..
of togetherness..
of love..
of fun memories..
of pain..
of hopes..
of things to keep in mind..
of things to remember..

im really looking forward to my summer break..
itll be 3 months..
of rest..
of unrest..
of work..
of photography..
of ART basically..
of earing money hopefully..
of seeing new people and old friends..
of discovering new places..
of new scenes..

i hope my days (to come) will be productive..
please pray for me..
God bless..


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woooopeeee...
no more class for me..
it will be a looooong summer..
no more paper works..
and i got a job!
thaaaank you Lord..
hahaha...
]]> ~bayot http://bayot.deviantart.com/journal/4466483/ http://bayot.deviantart.com/journal/4466483/ Mon, 31 Jan 2005 21:21:19 PST ive erased all my journal entries becuase i realized that the all contained negative stuffs and complains about the unfairness of life.. and i thot i had enough of the negatives already..

i just want to share something i got from an email a friend sent me.. somehow connected to the love month.. hehehe..

read along:

It Takes Time

Once upon a time, there was an island
where all the feelings lived: Happiness, Sadness,
Knowledge, and all of the others, including Love.
One day it was announced to the feelings that
the island would sink, so all constructed boats
and left. Except for Love.

Love was the only one who stayed. Love
wanted to hold out until the last possible moment.

When the island had almost sunk, Love
decided to ask for help.

Richness was passing by Love in a grand
boat. Love said,
"Richness, can you take me with you?"
Richness answered, "No, I can't. There is
a lot of gold and silver in my boat. There is no
place here for you."

Love decided to ask Vanity who was also
passing by in a beautiful vessel. "Vanity, please
help me!"
"I can't help you, Love. You are all wet
and might damage my boat," Vanity answered.

Sadness was close by so Love
asked, "Sadness, let me go with you."
"Oh . . . Love, I am so sad that I need to
be by myself!"

Happiness passed by Love, too, but she
was so happy that she did not even hear when
Love called her.

Suddenly, there was a voice, "Come,
Love, I will take you." It was an elder. So blessed and overjoyed, Love even forgot to ask the elder where they were going.

When they arrived at dry land,
the elder went her own way. Realizing how
much was owed the elder,
Love asked Knowledge, another
elder, "Who Helped me?"
"It was Time," Knowledge answered.
"Time?" asked Love. "But why did Time
help me?" Knowledge smiled with deep wisdom and answered, "Because only Time is capable
of understanding how valuable Love is."

SMILE!


have a nice day every one..
i hope everything goes well for the loveless or should i say.. partnerless.. hahaha...
happy valentine's day! ]]> ~bayot