http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:bazstar&section=today deviantART RSS for by:bazstar en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sun, 06 Dec 2009 08:48:18 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://bazstar.deviantart.com/journal/24614543/ http://bazstar.deviantart.com/journal/24614543/ Wed, 06 May 2009 08:14:13 PDT Hence, the 100 challenge! Yay!

1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation

I'm actually working on blood right now, believe it or not.
Anyone who wants to join me with the challenge is welcome!

Later, skaters.

]]> ~bazstar http://bazstar.deviantart.com/journal/23722522/ http://bazstar.deviantart.com/journal/23722522/ Mon, 16 Mar 2009 01:21:37 PDT
It's because I'm dead lazy, alright?!

Anyway, just making a quick entry to tell everyone that I've finally gotten adobe photoshop .
This means that I can actually use my tablet again (yaaaay). I had GIMP before, and it worked kind of ok until the update came out, which wasn't compatible with tablets at all. I was very extremeley annoyed.

But yeah, now that I've got photoshop, I'll actually be updating again.

However, I have been feeling very uninspired these past couple of months. Very, very, very uninspired. What do you guys do when you're looking for inspiration?

Oh, and if anyone out there has any sort of drawing they would like to see me draw, I'd love you to leave a comment telling me what that is.

Thanks gaiizz.

]]> ~bazstar http://bazstar.deviantart.com/journal/21242685/ http://bazstar.deviantart.com/journal/21242685/ Fri, 31 Oct 2008 04:37:03 PDT
Anywho, I'm sitting here at home completely and utterly bored.

So it's halloween. My parents decided to ditch me, and my sister's at some sleepover. Epic horror movie material - teenage chick at home on October 31st, all on her lonesome -and by epic I mean overused cliche, but still, a serial killer crashing through my window would be something to do at least.
And to top it all off, I was watching Saw 2.

Who's haaaardcore? Bree's haaaardcore.

Not really though. I mean, I'm haaaardcore (obviously), and those movie are win, but they aren't really that scary. It's just fun watching the psychological mind implosions that is done by those playing the game.

Well, since I couldn't be bothered adding more to my way-overdue-journal-entry, now seems like a great time to finish.

Later.

]]> ~bazstar http://bazstar.deviantart.com/journal/20835723/ http://bazstar.deviantart.com/journal/20835723/ Sun, 05 Oct 2008 03:52:00 PDT

I don't really know how to tell you this, but I dislike you. I think I realized it when I saw the shrunken head in your camping car, and I saw you carve your initials into my best friend. I'm sure you're man enough to understand that Santa doesn't exist. I'm returning our matching snoopy-bibs to you, but I'll keep your photo as a memory. You should also know that I never liked to hate the Boston Celtics.

Go burn,
:bazstar:





Confused?
[link]
XD

]]> ~bazstar http://bazstar.deviantart.com/journal/19367035/ http://bazstar.deviantart.com/journal/19367035/ Sun, 13 Jul 2008 06:31:26 PDT
Sooo, this last week was pretty much made of awesome. I got to see almost (but not quite D= ) everyone who I've been missing since we moved.

My sister and I got dropped off at the airport, and grabbed some Hungry Jacks whilst waiting for the plane come. Of course, mum got us there 2 hours before the plane was meant to take off, (thanks, mum) so it was a rather long, annoying wait.

When we fiiiinally got off the plane, I had to search for Bronte's friend's dad who came to pick her up. We found him and grabbed our luggage, then headed outside, where I was offered a lift, rather than get a taxi (considering it was around 7.30pm, yeeeesssssssss pllllllleeeeeaaasssssseee).

Got to Jamila's place (not before eeny-meeney-miney-moe-ing her house and the one next door), to pretty much spend the whole night being attacked by Jitters, her cat .

I stayed at her place for about 5 days I think, since Tess called and had to work when I was meant to go to her place. We did lots and lots and lots and lots and lots and lots and lots of random, pointless things. Was really, really fun. Haha. We also watched quite a few Disney movies. And, of course, Sweeney Todd. We went to Garden City with G as well(Kaleece was invited, but she ditched us =0). I think at one stage we were throwing stuffed animals at each other in Kmart... Sounds like something we'd too. Then it was off to Replay for some good times. Some weird 30 year old guy was hanging around, oddly watching us - which was kind of creepy.

Fiiiinally I stopped mooching off of brother on the Friday, and got a lift to Tess's place. I got there, put my bag down, and left 3 minutes later to go catch a bus to the city. We took Area 58 photos (bestest fun EVER) and went to Daily Planet where we found Kaleeceykins! Mwahaha, she could not escape the Bree. Also met , who I hope didn't feel left out since I think I kind of stole Kaleece away a bit. I'm sorry! I didn't mean to!

So we went back to Area 58 and took some more pictures! yay!

Got back to Tess's at about 6.30 where we stayed up watching movies and talking. Had to get up at 8.30 the next morning which SUCKED. I then had to go to my great-uncles 90th which was totally RAVE (if you consider rave to be a bunch of weird family members stuffed inside a small Chinese restaurant). Sat through a bunch of speeches, and family members I don't remember coming up and talking about how they "remember me from when I was just a little kid". Lots of fun. At least the food was nice.

Theeeeen my sister and I stayed the night at a family friends place, who's kids are extremely hyperactive. So I got woken up by them jumping on me at 7.00am, which was great.

And finally was the car trip home. Wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. Found the pocky I had bought at the city and forgotten about. That was pretty sweet. And probably the highlight of the trip, which is kind of sad.

So yeah, that's basically the whole trip without any of the details. Cause I'm lazy like that.

]]> ~bazstar http://bazstar.deviantart.com/journal/18602174/ http://bazstar.deviantart.com/journal/18602174/ Sat, 31 May 2008 23:56:17 PDT
This weekend has been extremely boring.

Beyond boring.

I've had to stay home painting. Not that I dislike painting. It just gets dull after 4 consecutive hours. Especially when after that you go to work for another 4 hours. Followed by coming home and once again painting.

Bah. I quit school. =\. It fails.

Oh, by the way:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BROOOOOOOOTHHHHHHHHHHHHHHERRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

I'll get you something eventually.

Really, I will.

]]> ~bazstar http://bazstar.deviantart.com/journal/18137758/ http://bazstar.deviantart.com/journal/18137758/ Fri, 02 May 2008 18:12:09 PDT
I've finally updated after half a year. We finished moving in and now have the internet, which helps a whole lot. We're getting wireless on Wednesday, so yeah. I'll be on even more when that gets here.

Life.. hmm.. not much to report on that, seeing as how I lack one.

Maths tests, freezing temperatures, waking up too early to function, you know - the usual.

I'll update later when I think of some more things to talk about.

Later.

]]> ~bazstar http://bazstar.deviantart.com/journal/17567292/ http://bazstar.deviantart.com/journal/17567292/ Sat, 29 Mar 2008 02:58:19 PDT
Well, our drama teacher made us shorten out team name.
But I like the original better.


...


Uh, yeah. I know, I'm slack. I've already gone past 1000 pageviews... and sorta didn't notice...
But I promise I'll update really soon. It's only been.. like... 5 months.

..

*cough*

Actually, I did have a christmas picture for you all. Hey, PATCH. A really detailed, awesome picture for you all. Hey, PATCH.

Anyway, blaming aside (hey, PATCH), in 2 weeks I'm moving into my new house and will finally have my internet connection back. I've got all my old drawings onto my laptop, and I think I have some REALLY old ones on my computer. I'll have a fun time spamming all ya'll inbox's on the weekend we're moving in.

Haha. Sucks to be you.

Later.

]]> ~bazstar http://bazstar.deviantart.com/journal/16517097/ http://bazstar.deviantart.com/journal/16517097/ Tue, 22 Jan 2008 07:17:29 PST
Rules:
1. Write 5 things that you're emoing about at the moment
2. Write down at least one person's name that would sympathize with you.
3. Write down at least one person's name that will laugh at your face for it.
4. Go tag 0~5 people after you're done.

1. School coming back soon. Damn my sleeping habbits are going to be so out of whack. Erm. Well. More out of whack.
2. Cosplay outfit. Wheeeen will I get around to doing that? Gah. I always quit after half doing things.
3. Dance Dance Revolution. Why won't you work on my brand new slim-line PS2, dammit!
4. Dropping $15 at the shops today. T.T
5. Life. 'Nuff said.

.:Sympathy:.
Brother dearest. Cause... she's my brother? Patch. Cause he's cool like that. And Princess. Cause he can.

.:Who would laugh at my face:.
Probably G.

...

Definitely G.

I tag...................................................



]]> ~bazstar http://bazstar.deviantart.com/journal/16398330/ http://bazstar.deviantart.com/journal/16398330/ Mon, 14 Jan 2008 06:05:45 PST
Sorry.

I hate hearing/reading/smelling? myself complain.

Don't even look at it either.

You eyes will burn and your ears will bleed.

]]> ~bazstar http://bazstar.deviantart.com/journal/16397520/ http://bazstar.deviantart.com/journal/16397520/ Mon, 14 Jan 2008 04:03:15 PST
Yes, I'm slack. Very, very slack.

Life. Hmm. That thing.
/breath for rant following.

Why, oh why, couldn't it just be normal? Why did it have to be MY family that had a stupid retarded domestic problem, causing us to leave the STATE on a 5 minute notice. Leave my friends, my school, my stuff, EVERYTHING.

7 weeks were left of school. 7 weeks. Why couldn't we have left later?

Or never?

Not that I'm saying I don't enjoy my life here. Patch, Princess, you guys are awesome.

It's just that I was happy.

Well, sort of.

Well, not really.

I was extremely depressed, and had to fake a smile every day.

Which I suppose I still have to.

But at least I had stuff to look forward to... plans, friends. That's gone. Year 11 was meant to be awesome with the stuff I had organised. Now I have an extra year of High school.

Freaking yay.

Life up there wasn't perfet. It was far from it, actually. I was comfortable, you know. Not happy, but comfortable.

I admit that I hated coming home from school, hated that mum worked night shift, hated that my sister is the kind of person that didn't really understand everything that was going on, hated the fact I barely ever said a word to anyone at home, hated the fact I was beginning to resent my mum for not being there, hated how it was MY responsibility (please, don't ask me to elaborate on that), hated that I had to shut myself in my room or risk..., hated that I felt like I couldn't tell anyone what was going on, and hated that I wasn't strong enough to get through it.

I hated pretty much everything, actually.

But I don't know how to explain why sometimes I wish it was all back to that. Or that we left him, but stayed in Brisbane. I don't know.

I feel like I should tell Patch and Princess again how awesome they are, and how they've made me feel better about living down here more than I think I've let on.

-le sigh-

Right now, I'm just hoping things get better.

Hoping that I can shake how I convince myself that certain people hate me.

Hoping I can change how I'm so quiet now around people.

Hoping I can get life back on track.

/emo rant.

Thanks guys. If you read that all, have a cookie.

]]> ~bazstar http://bazstar.deviantart.com/journal/14863779/ http://bazstar.deviantart.com/journal/14863779/ Sun, 30 Sep 2007 22:54:55 PDT
Well, no one's on msn...

Ok, I'll do it.

Rules:
1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged deviant must post 8 things about themselves.
3. The tagged deviant must do a journal with those 8 things.
4. At the bottom of the post, 2 other deviants must be tagged.
5. Go to their pages and tell them they've been tagged.

~~

1. 99.9% of the things I say are completely sarcastic.
2. I am completely addicted to tea.
3. "" "" to coffee.
4. I still play pokemon games. Shut up, they're fun.
5. I talk yell at inanimate objects.
6. I am actually very anti-social. ShockGaspHorror.
7. I am a DDR Master. Truly.
8. I enjoy confusing people with contradicting statements.

~~

I tag......



TAG'D.

~~

I should probably add that I changed the rules. Most of my friends have been tagged already, so I changed 8 to 2. Change it back if you want.

]]> ~bazstar http://bazstar.deviantart.com/journal/14821129/ http://bazstar.deviantart.com/journal/14821129/ Thu, 27 Sep 2007 23:37:10 PDT
Is anyone else as bored as me?
Far out, there is freaking nothing to do!

I had Jamila over though... that was fun. We both have a fetish for jam! We made sure to tell this to as many people as possible on msn, too. cough Victor, Ben, that other guy, and basically everyone else who was in that internet cafe place that they were in cough. Apparently, we annoyed the gamers =O.

Oh, and went and saw Evan Almighty too. Pretty funny, not as good as Bruce Almighty though.

Also lacking inspiration. I got a new sketchbook (finally) and having been drawing a bit, but all of the drawings SUCK.

I did a Naruto one that was ok-ish. In a bad way. But that's about as close as I've gotten to something that even resembles a good drawing.

Haven't watched much Bleach either .

Oh yeah, I'm actually in a club now.



]]> ~bazstar http://bazstar.deviantart.com/journal/14584645/ http://bazstar.deviantart.com/journal/14584645/ Tue, 11 Sep 2007 04:09:00 PDT 2% is spent laughing at school.
3% is spent drinking tea.

100% is spent GETTING ANGRY AT THOSE PEOPLE WHO SEEM SET ON STEALING WHAT I DO.

-ahem-

There is one Bree. That is me.

There will only ever be one Bree. That's me.

Stop wasting your time attempting to be me, as I, as mentioned before, will be the only Bree.

Got it?

Good.


Anyway.

Thought I'd write in to say that school is getting gayer and gayer by the second.

My grades are slipping.

No, it's not because I'm getting stupider.

It's because I really don't care anymore.

About anything.

At all.

And if you make the mistake of thinking that I'm caring about something, chances are you'd be wrong.

Very wrong.

Thing is, I used to care. A lot.

Then stuff happened.

And I ended up as I am now. Not caring.

English used to be something I cared about a lot.

But now, I don't care.

I hate it.

I'm basically failing English.

In grade 8 I got a High Distinction.

And now, I'm failing.


The other day, my mum told me to smile.

She said she hadn't heard me laugh or seen me smile in a long time.

Truth is, she really hasn't.

I don't think she's ever stopped to think about why that might be.


I'll pent up the rest of my rant, and end it there.

Later, n00bs.

]]> ~bazstar http://bazstar.deviantart.com/journal/14419905/ http://bazstar.deviantart.com/journal/14419905/ Fri, 31 Aug 2007 03:17:38 PDT
Just thought I'd journal a bit seeing as how I haven't done it since the beginning of August >.>

Hmm... let's see... well, it was my birthday the other day (cough-morelikeacoupleofweeksago-cough) on the 17th. Got singstar, money~money~money, chopper sunnies, new dancemat game and some other junk I don't remember. Using some of the money I got, I bought a digital camera. It's so ca-uuute!

Tomorrow I'm going to go get me some sharingan contacts ~ w00t.

In case I haven't told you yet, I'm planning on cosplaying as Anbu Kakashi at next years supernova, and I might as well start getting what I need now!

I'll take a photo and post it up or something for yall's to see.

Hn... what else...

Had some RE (religious education) today. Boy, wasn't that fun.

Not dissing religions or anything *not that I'm religious* but damn, that's boring. An hour of listening to some guy talk about... something was fun, but to top it all off, he brought out his guitar and began singing!

yay.

Anywho, I couldn't be bothered typing anymore.

Cya, my little n00blets.

^_^

]]> ~bazstar http://bazstar.deviantart.com/journal/14052957/ http://bazstar.deviantart.com/journal/14052957/ Tue, 07 Aug 2007 01:27:53 PDT
If you don't know who I'm talking about, then you're a n00b.


Naw, just kidding.

I mean Aiko~~!

She was - IS - my Japanese student from Omiya Koryo.

I miss her so much. She left this morning and -get this-

I CRIED.

I NEVER CRY!

Everyone was crying.

I'ma tell you about my week (10 days, actually) with Aiko Ishikawa!

day 1.

She came at 5.30pm, after a 6 hour delay :\
We went to Bree-ni's house, and had a massive birthday party. Which was sweet, cause I had cake. Cake is good.
Came home, showed her around the house, played dance mat, crashed.

day 2.


hung out... I think we did something, but I don't remember - c'mon! It was EIGHT days ago!

day. 3

SCHOOL. Blah. Monday. Had quick welcoming ceremony

day 4.

" ". Tuesday.

Day 5.

Wednesday - was way fun, cause we do basketball as an interschool sport. We kicked butt.

Day 6.

Thursday - students did a song, dance and play for our school!
It was soooo cute!

day 7.

Friday - DREAMWORLD!
W00t, that was so spiggen awesome.

day 8.

Saturday - Went to the city, was schweet.

day 9.

Sunday, good bye ceremony. EVERYONE WAS CRYING.
Was so cute. I luffs them all.

day 10.

Their last day of school!!!

day 11.

Today. They left this morning. I cried. Tess cried. Tash cried. Aiko cried. Minami cried. Ikui cried.

And now, I'm back to being a hermit in my room, on my computer.

Good news though (Or is it? *eerie music*) I can update my story!

]]> ~bazstar http://bazstar.deviantart.com/journal/13895697/ http://bazstar.deviantart.com/journal/13895697/ Fri, 27 Jul 2007 03:41:45 PDT
Just posting to update my... life... y'know, as I hear you're meant to in journals.

Thought I'd let you know I'm getting a Japanese student tomorrow (w00t!) and so probably won't be on as much.

Also, I'm not sure as to how much I'll be able to update my completely serious and realistic story. So, I know how disappointed you will all be.

Haha, I cack myself up.

Anywho, I should get back to playing the dance ma- I mean, thinking up the next chapter of my fanfic... ahehe... seriously.

Cioa, my little n00blets.

]]> ~bazstar http://bazstar.deviantart.com/journal/13519419/ http://bazstar.deviantart.com/journal/13519419/ Thu, 28 Jun 2007 00:35:46 PDT Well I would be, if I wasn't c-o-m-p-l-e-t-e-l-y b-o-r-e-d.

Seriously, is there ANYTHING to do?

I've already gone shopping (phone w00t), gone to the movies, had my sisters friend over (boy, wasn't that fun ...)... What else is there to do?

I end up staying up until 3 am, then waking up at 1.45pm... meanwhile earning myself glares from the mother. (Apparently I'm lazy and wasting the day... the only thing I would've been doing was watching tv or going on the computer - not that much of a loss, no?)

I asked if I could have a couple... or four... friends over, but that doesn't look like it's happening... something about being 'unfair' to the other child - but hey, I can't help it if she's socially retarded, can I? (and I am talking about Bronte here, not you Jamila =])

Baaaah...

Now that this rant has taken up as much time as possible without getting boring, I should probably end it here... ughn...

smell ya's later, my little n00bletts.

]]> ~bazstar http://bazstar.deviantart.com/journal/12823207/ http://bazstar.deviantart.com/journal/12823207/ Thu, 03 May 2007 01:55:23 PDT
YAY COOL YESSSS

Ok, now that i've gotten those out of the way, i'm going to tell you what made me say (uh... type?) them.

1. My stupid Sansa e250 broke at school. Now I have absoloutley nothing to do on the buses i catch (I'm on a bus for about 2 and a half hours each day)
2. I got today off school!
3. I couldn't get the Road To El Dorado dvd (which was only $13.00)
4. I went shopping!
5. I didn't get a new Sansa today
6. I got a Full Metal Alchemest DVD!
7. My sister got the Little Mermaid 2 and won't stop watching it...
8. It's a long weekend
9. That is, after tomorrow *ugh*
10. I got to sleep in today
11.... Which I needed because I am an INSOMNIAC

A whole bunch of other good/bad things happened this week... but I couldn't be bothered typing anymore. Yeah, I'm lazy - deal wit it.

]]> ~bazstar http://bazstar.deviantart.com/journal/12663407/ http://bazstar.deviantart.com/journal/12663407/ Fri, 20 Apr 2007 04:37:29 PDT
1. Not having a scanner. (Especially having drawn a whole bunch of pictures you want to stick up on DA *grinds teeth in frustration*)
2. When my keyboard decides to randomly turn off while i'm talking to someone on msn.
3. Peanut butter.
4. Having to read online manga due to the fact I'm too poorbie/couldn't be bothered going to the city to get some more.
5. When you want to just walk to a friends house but can't 'cause they all live in woop woop.
6. School.
7. Random school diary inspections... (Printing out pictures of anime characters and sticking them in is sooo NOT graffiti-ing)
8. Running out of toast.
9. Running out of toast.
10. .... Running out of toast really sucks.
11. Losing a pokemon battle to some really sucky trainer on DS.
12. Having a snapped guitar string that SOMEONE *looks pointedly at mother* WON'T take to the guitar shop to be fixed.
13. Pop up ads.
14. Hip-hop
15. Having to read a stupid, boring book for English HW while I have 6 other good books that are screaming at me to read them.
16. Soft music.
17. Hearing someone else say they're Kakashi's biggest fan *glares at group of fangirls*
18. Not having a kyo-cat hat.
19. The fact that Georgia has the Icha-Icha Paradice Naruto card that she won't give me. *glares at Georgia*
20. Stupid people.
21. Broken sunnies.
22. Being caught twice by the same teacher wearing a necklace and then being given the 'disobediance' lecture.
23. Courtney ditching us. Damn Courtney.
24. Bible bashers. *No offence to you religious peoples, but I just don't care.*
25. The fact that Supernova only comes once every year.

Yeah, that'll about do it for the moment.

Don't worry, i'll continue to rant about what I do and don't like in any/all future journal entries.

]]> ~bazstar