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                <title>Right On</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 18 Nov 2009 05:42:13 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="myjournalbox"><br />  <div class="space"></div><br />  <div class="avaicon"><a href="http://luckylooke.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/l/u/luckylooke.gif" alt=":iconluckylooke:" title="luckylooke"/></a></div><br />  <div class="mytext"><br /><br />I believe I made the right decision.<br />I'm enjoying my training right now.<br /><br /></div><br /></div> ]]></description>
                <author>~bazurs13</author>
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                <title>how can i misunderstand at such a crucial time...</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 16 Nov 2009 16:30:23 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="topleft"><div class="topright"><div class="top">Â </div><div class="botright"><div class="botleft"><p><br /><br />12am, 12mn, twelve. <br />midnight, morning..<br />so embarassing...<br /><br /></p><div class="bot">Â </div></div></div></div></div> ]]></description>
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                <title>BOKEH</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 13 Nov 2009 16:11:56 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ hehe.. ilovebokeh<br />i used it in some of my webdesign work and had positive results.<br />I actually use it with a haftone to crate a unique look.<br /><br />here is a link to my favorite Bokeh Tutorial <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://abduzeedo.com/awesome-digital-bokeh-effect-photoshop">[link]</a><br /><br />Hope you quys can use it. <br /><br />--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------<br /><br />I also love the new drumstick flavor from magnolia.<br />haha... so weird but awesome! it has chewy bits and pieces! <br />so yummy...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>so many thoughts running through my head...</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 11 Nov 2009 05:43:17 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="topmenu"><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://...">Link1</a> | <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://...">Link2</a> | <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://...">Link3</a> | <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://...">Link4</a><br /></div><br /><div class="sidebar"><br /><a href="http://my.deviantart.com/notes/?tk=YhAERggAGixQTg==&subject=Coffee+CSS+Template">CSS support</a><br /><a href="http://starke-haz.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/t/starke-haz.gif" alt=":iconstarke-haz:" title="starke-haz"/></a><br /><br />Stamps<br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://Starke-Haz.deviantart.com/art/CSS-Coffee-Stamp-105894782"><img src="http://fc07.deviantart.net/fs38/f/2008/344/0/8/CSS_Coffee_Stamp_by_Starke_Haz.png" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://Sadiya.deviantart.com/art/Gimme-Coffee-39964357"><img src="http://fc00.deviantart.net/fs12/i/2006/260/8/4/Gimme_Coffee_by_Sadiya.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://OvelhaNegra.deviantart.com/art/Coffee-Stamp-86344266"><img src="http://fc03.deviantart.net/fs26/f/2009/121/0/d/0d9679633ae3a0d21e3a1c81fc866566.gif" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://mj-coffeeholick.deviantart.com/art/i-drink-coffee-45894384"><img src="http://fc01.deviantart.net/fs14/f/2007/003/f/4/i_drink_coffee_by_mj_coffeeholick.png" width="99" height="56" /></a></span></span><br /></div><br /><div class="content"><br /><br />Let go and let live.<br />I'm splitting with my current job. Hope it works for the best.<br />I'm quite excited and sad at the same time. My current work is lots of fun<br />especially the people here. They're a special bunch in all senses.<br />But i guess it's for the best.<br />Thoughts are running, leaping and swimming through my cranium. <br />What ifs, what ifs... anyway, I've stuck to the decision.<br />I'm leaving this 14 and moving to another company this 17.<br /><br /><br />---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------<br /><br /><br />it's really true that work really takes a toll on relationships. <br />living on a different timezone isn't helping any either.<br />i miss having some kind of life apart from work and the usual things<br />that are so mundane.<br />meeting-up with Lyn helped though, but it just stressed the fact that<br />i have not spent enough time with friends.<br /><br /></div><br /><div class="feature"><br /><p>Features</p><br /><div class="thumb"><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://Starke-Haz.deviantart.com/art/Hunter-and-Priest-126620680"><img src="http://th07.deviantart.net/fs46/150/f/2009/172/1/5/155887d46f25d50c94038ca6bff75193.jpg" width="150" height="134" /></a></span></span><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://Starke-Haz.deviantart.com/art/High-priest-and-Merchant-126771886"><img src="http://th01.deviantart.net/fs47/150/f/2009/172/7/0/7006da50cebd27dbdfb2465a413e1303.jpg" width="150" height="138" /></a></span></span><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://Starke-Haz.deviantart.com/art/Punzinho-e-Bufinha-124394041"><img src="http://th01.deviantart.net/fs45/150/f/2009/151/3/9/39d972e01555b29c3ee4e0ef2ed1a656.jpg" width="101" height="150" /></a></span></span><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://Starke-Haz.deviantart.com/art/Happy-RO-Valentines-128717990"><img src="http://th09.deviantart.net/fs49/150/f/2009/189/6/c/6cd8f174b07a7ad722eab4c0108e7b43.jpg" width="150" height="113" /></a></span></span><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://Starke-Haz.deviantart.com/art/Everyone-s-first-MVP-141788796"><img src="http://th03.deviantart.net/fs51/150/f/2009/301/3/2/3299472247b72604ba4d753f8bb52269.jpg" width="150" height="104" /></a></span></span><br /></div><br /></div> ]]></description>
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                <title>call me GAY... but i like rain.. LOL</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 09 Nov 2009 15:38:45 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ hahaha.. cant wait for ninja assasin..<img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" />)<br />SERIOUSLY....<br /><br /><div class="logos"></div><div class="rating"><img src="http://fc05.deviantart.net/fs50/o/2009/312/6/a/143011424_95135_rating.gif" /></div><div class="nassassin"><img src="http://fc01.deviantart.net/fs51/o/2009/312/2/1/143011424_95136_ninjaassassin.jpg" /></div> ]]></description>
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                <title>Backache... *argh..*</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 06 Oct 2009 10:06:34 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ My back is killing... Ouchie....<br />Hate this chair...<br /><br />-----------------------------------------------------------------<br /><br />Started working a month ago as a web designer.<br />I think that's when my back started aching...<br />I feel old...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Dark skinned and loving it.</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 14 Aug 2009 21:07:52 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Wow... I had the most beautiful vacation ever.<br />This is on top of my list among my fave get aways.<br />I just arrived from Puerto Princesa city yesterday from my trip to Palawan. <br />It was such a gorgeous place...<br />Everything I saw was so breathtaking. <br />I think I left a part of my heart there. <br />It was everything i expected and more.<br /><br />I went on the Puerto Princesa Subterranean River National Park, Underground River Tour, and it was so scary... hahahaha... <br />My heart pounded so much while we were entering the pitch-black cavern. <br />As my eyes adjusted to dark, i began to see sparkles from the walls of the cave. <br />It was deadly quiet and i could hear the flap of bird wings and the hustling of nocturnal bats while they slept. <br />It was as if the bats knew that someone was invading their peace. <br />Cold water kept dripping on my face and there was a chill in the air. <br />I felt the goosebumps on my skin as our boat man paddled on steadily in the deep silence.<br />All of a sudden, our tour guide turned on the light and i could see the makings of the cave.<br />I took a deep breath beacause of what i saw. <br />Right in front of us was a towering stalagmite. More than 50 feet in height! <br />It was like a melting candle, with wax flowing at the sides. <br />Our tour paddled on and I found it quite peculiar that the stalagmites and stalactites formed into such curious shapes and sizes. <br />The Cathedral was my favorite. It was as if the hand of God himself carved it from stone and placed it there Himself.<br />The roof of the cave was so high that it reached 65 meters at a point. <br />I covered my mouth trying not to laugh when our tour guide said not to open our mouths because some bird or bat might get to use the bathroom in our mouth. hahaha... <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/r/razz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=P" title="=P (Razz)" /><br />The tour ended too fast. I wanted to explore more of it. But alas, it was over before I knew it. I had enjoyed myself immensely. <br /><br />Now... i don't have the time to tell about the diiferent islands and sights palawan offered. Maybe at another time i'll write about it. <br />But for now, i'll daydream about my Palawan adventure and savor the unforgettable moments.<br />I would return there in a heartbeat. <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=)" title="=) (Smile)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>ano nga ba?</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 06 Mar 2009 18:40:17 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ hey! ang saya ko nung isang araw! andun sila patrick! <a href="http://silentscope.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/i/silentscope.jpg" alt=":iconsilentscope:" title="silentscope"/></a><br />at si anton! <a href="http://cadmus-g.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/a/cadmus-g.gif" alt=":iconcadmus-g:" title="cadmus-g"/></a> na ang tagal tagal ko nang d nakita! <br />grabe idol ko na si anton <a href="http://cadmus-g.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/c/a/cadmus-g.gif" alt=":iconcadmus-g:" title="cadmus-g"/></a> sa 3d... Galing.. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/clap.gif" width="25" height="25" alt=":clap:" title="Clap" /> nakaka-inspire nmn talaga...<br />parang apaka lucrative ng animation ngayon... pinagiisipan ko pa kung makikisali ako sa bandwagon. pero win-win situation naman if i learn about it e. <br /><br /><br /><br />hmmm... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/p/party.gif" width="50" height="20" alt=":party:" title="Party" /><br />ngayon ko lang na realiza na ang hirap humingi ng gusto ko...<br />i can't make up my mind when my parents ask me what i want as a grad gift and how i should celebrate. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/cake.gif" width="32" height="32" alt=":cake:" title="Have your cake and eat it too" /><br />parang wala akong maisip as of now...<br />it's not that konti lang ang options but that i'm in zen *content and happy* mode right now. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/n/ninjameditate.gif" width="22" height="24" alt=":meditate:" title="Ninja meditate before battle..." /><br />wah... what do i want?... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/clueless.gif" width="52" height="22" alt=":clueless:" title="*looks around cluelessly*" /><br /><br />nag shopping narin ako. pumunta ako ng Galeria and Greenhills at dami kong nabili! (yey me...) <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/clap.gif" width="25" height="25" alt=":clap:" title="Clap" /><br />shopping day ulit tomorrow para nmn sa grad.<br /><br />me and my mom have something in common. We both enjoy retail therapy.<br /><br />nakakatawa nga mom ko e. pag may sakit yan mag shopping lang kami magaling na. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/g/giggle.gif" width="17" height="15" alt=":giggle:" title="Giggle" /><br />i remember 1 time when we were in Shangri-la, she had a bad tummy ache. tapos may nadaanan kaming sale. after a few min. she forgot about her tummy ache na, tapos after we shopped biglang gumaling. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/g/giggle.gif" width="17" height="15" alt=":giggle:" title="Giggle" /><br /><br />i really am a believer of retail therapy.<br />ako naman dati, me and my mom had a big big fight at Mega. lagi daw akong late, may hinahabol daw sya. e malay ko bang may hinahabol sya??? <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/confuse.gif" width="18" height="15" alt=":confused:" title="Confused" /><br />d nmn niya sinabi, kaya un.. away to the max. sabi ko mauna na siya ako nalang uuwi mag1. pagka alis ni mama bumili talaga ako ng shoes! as in nagpaka lunod ako sa shopping! i bought 3 pairs of heels from Celine at one drop. i felt so much better... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /><br />pinasa ko nalang sa shopping ung negative energy ko. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/w00t.gif" width="23" height="23" alt=":w00t:" title="w00t!" /> <br /><br /><br />------------------------------------------------------------------<br /><br />nakaka-inis, para akong may allergies. 3 days nakong may colds, ang hirap mka tulog sa gabi! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/n/no.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":no:" title="No, I disagree!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/sleep.gif" width="38" height="22" alt=":sleep:" title="Sleep" />  lalo na pag blocked ung aking *nasal passages*  <br />sana naman di to allergies from my pets! (No......!!!!) <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/n/no.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":no:" title="No, I disagree!" /><br />i cant live w/o peanut, Goku and trixie... No No! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/n/no.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":no:" title="No, I disagree!" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/n/no.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":no:" title="No, I disagree!" /> <br />but it seems that when i'm around them my allergies act up.<br />tsk tsk.... either mabubuhay ako sa claritin o d muna ako makakapaglaro kasama ng mga babies ko.<br /><br />nga pla... my heart goes out to ajine <a href="http://dark-little-room.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/a/dark-little-room.png" alt=":icondark-little-room:" title="dark-little-room"/></a> and her sick wabbits... i hope they get better and multiply... ]]></description>
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                <title>a party, a new dish and some whipped cream</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 27 Feb 2009 09:53:49 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Grabe.. i realized that i'm gonna graduate already<br />and that is just such a happy thought. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />hay... I'm so over all the drama! <br />IT'S TIME TO CELEBRATE!<br />my dad's been askin' me what kind of celebration i'd like.<br />wala pko masagot. hmmm... any suggestions? <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br />ang saya saya, March 26, 2009 is the end of my college chapter and the launch of a new one + + + it's also my birthday!<br />yey me... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" />) hihi <br />it's the best birthday gift i've given myself so far.<br />plus i got ahold of my *funds* that my ninong setup 4 me when i was young kaya it's time to Celebrate! Woohoo!<br /><br />shopping here i come! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br />hay.... wahahahahahahahhahahahhahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br />wekekekekekkeke...!!!!<br />*(wala na baliw na... tsk tsk... d man lang umabot sa graduation...)*<br />ahihi...<br /><br />anyway, since wala ako mxdo gngwa d2 sa bahay... luto ako ng luto!<br />i think na perfect ko na ung whipped cream ko and ice blended drink tricks.<br />nag practice ako ng different techniques para ma-perfect ko ung recipe.<br />and speaking of perfecting recipes na perfect ko na din, (i think...)<br />yung spicy tuna taco sandwich ko. pinagtripan ko sis ko at bro ko,<br />nanalo tong recipe na toh sa century tuna cook-off 2 years ago ata?<br />hehe.. its my original recipe. <br /><br />_____________________________________________________________________<br /><br />Soft Taco Tuna Sandwich!<br /><br />Sauce:<br />184g can of Century tuna solid in water<br />2/3 c tomato sauce<br />1tbsp hot sauce<br />Â½ tsp hot pepper flakes<br />1 tsp cumin powder<br />1tsp all-spice powder<br /><br />Filling:<br />1 avocado cut into thin slices (drizzle with a little calamansi juice to avoid browning)<br />Â½ c chopped tomatoes<br />2 c chopped lettuce<br />Â¼ c chopped onions<br />1 c grated cheese<br /><br />Topping:<br />Creamy Garlic Dressing<br />Â½ c plain yoghurt (if not available cream cheese or mayo will do)<br />2 stalks of green onion finely chopped<br />3 large garlic cloves, crushed and finely chopped<br />Â½ tsp salt<br />Â½ tsp pepper<br />Â½ tsp sugar<br /><br />Soft Taco, any flat bread or even Ciabbata, or any crusty bread will do.<br /><br />Recipe:<br />Drain tuna. SautÃ© tuna in garlic and onions then add hot pepper flakes, cumin powder and all-spice powder. Add tomato sauce and hot sauce. Simmer on low for 5 minutes and then turn off the heat. Try not to break up the tuna chunks too much. You want it to be a lil chunky.<br />Arrange filling on a serving platter and get a slice of bread.<br /> First add tuna sauce, and then add onions, lettuce, tomatoes and cheese on top of each other. Put avocado slices on sides. Then top with creamy garlic dressing, and another slice of bread.<br /><br />Serves 6<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>eto na. eto nah... eto nah! ahhh!!!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 24 Feb 2009 09:35:49 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i've been thinking about this for the longest time.<br />anonymity is my friend and i've never rejoiced in letting out whats truly in this head of mine.<br /><br />since i just finished my thesis project i've step-by-step been regaining self-consciousness once again.<br /><br />i think i lost my will power to fight that's why i'm moving on this fast.<br /><br />i'm really not the kind of person that dwells too much on something that i regret. if i really hate it, i forget about it and just keep moving forward.<br /><br />i love it this way coz' i hate carrying emotional baggage. if it's done... its done! no strings attached, nor resentment. i only take what i've learned from it and keep moving forward to the next project. <br /><br />this way, all the heaviness just slips away. and i can work again with a rejuvinated spirit. it doesn't work for everyone. but what the heck. works for me, and thats good enough.<br /><br />truly... i hated the way i treated my thesis. i lost my heart for it right in the middle and i didn't regain it at all any more.<br /> dang!..... i learned so much.. and yet so lil'<br />i guess my heart just wasn't in it how ever much i tried.<br />i never really took it to the heights i imagined.<br />it's so easy to point fingers right now, but i won't coz i see the finger pointing straight at me.<br /><br />all i want right now is peace from my self.<br /><br />regrets??? there's alot, that's right<br />but i won't take away the fun i also had while developing it. <br />i wish i had the skills to execute this perfectly.<br />i really wanted to work on it hands on by myself. i hate that i have to go by another person just to be able to execute what i want done.<br />and people should understand that it's a work in progress... there will be changes! there will be revisions! there will be blood!!!!!<br /><br />i hate that i dint represent. this was my atonement for a lackluster stint at my design abilities during college, but i blew it.<br /><br />i know i said i don;t have regrets, i just want to blow off some steam and take some pain of my chest.<br /><br />i was ready to take it to another step, but faltered, part is... tinamad na din ako, another part is that i guess sobrang over-confident ako from all the praise i was getting. <br />Kids... Never let it get into your head! got it? NO.. no!<br />even when it seems ok, *revise revise revise*! <br />ok is not an option... the only target is perfection.<br /><br />grb! i knew it.. i knew everything that they said! i knew about it! that's what hurts..... <br />i could have done something to edit it all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br />but... i didn't... never settle for okay if you know you've got the best in front of you.<br /><br />leche yan.... even my strength turned to mush.<br />thats what happens if you don;t sleep for weeks! the hell with thesis... i've got a life ahaed of me. <br />and it GREAT! i see it.. i know it... i'm gonna make it!<br /><br />9it's really been a long life lesson as far as i'm concerned. <br />a lesson i havn't really learned. how long will it take me to learn.<br />i showed them the me in 1st year who never learned her lesson.<br />the girl w/ the great potential but didn't represent.<br /><br />naaalala ko 2loy si mam cece... she actually took me aside for a pep talk. so nice that woman. it's exactly what she told me all those years way back when. "yah gotta Represent!" she said she saw an originality and creativity in me that was unique from the others but i never take the time to do it right w/c always led to my downfall. same w/ lei... same w/ butch... same old, same old.<br /><br />time is such a bitch... hay...<br />yes. i know, I'm a work in progress as much as my projects are.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>the Home Stretch</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 08 Feb 2009 11:48:20 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ almost there...<br />i can't get weak now... NO! No, not now...<br />is this going to be a home run??? <br />I hope so. I pray so.<br /><br />i can see the finish line at the distance,<br />i can't hold back now.<br />i just have to keep holding-on till i get there.<br />2 more days of work<br />and then when i reach the end of 3,<br />then it's Victory!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~bazurs13</author>
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                <title>50 things I Love and Love to Hate</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 18 Jan 2009 11:10:12 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hays... Life is Thesis right now.<br />I had to break away from my thesis for awhile coz Can't seem to think anymore.<br />I need a bit of time to unwind.<br />So... i used this time to update!<br />hehe.. hays... <br /><br />~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~<br /><br />Hope is for the hopeless. <br />I need HOPE! <br />Courage is not just for the cowardly.<br />Every warrior has their fears, it's those who fight who are brave.<br />Everyone goes through fear in order to become courageous.<br />I'M no coward!<br />i know i can finish this.. I just know i can.<br />I'll just have to suck it all up for now.<br />Wish tomorrow is the day i finish all this F*Sh*t... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/censored.gif" width="34" height="15" alt=":censored:" title="Censored" /><br /><br />~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~<br /><br />Love? Hate? You chooseÂ<br />Love:Thesis<br />Hate:Thesis<br /><br />~Person~<br />Love:CJ <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/razz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=P" title="=P (Razz)" /> <a href="http://hyperxcj.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/h/y/hyperxcj.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconhyperxcj:" title="hyperxcj"/></a><br />Hate:*ehmmm...* mga plastic at back<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/stab.gif" width="24" height="15" alt=":stab:" title="Stabbed in the gut, just like Jack the Ripper!" />... kayo nalang humusga... saka si Aaron BACH! sh*t you... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/censored.gif" width="34" height="15" alt=":censored:" title="Censored" /><br /><br />~Friend~<br />Love: haha<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/razz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=P" title="=P (Razz)" /> i heart Ajine! <a href="http://dark-little-room.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/a/dark-little-room.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":icondark-little-room:" title="dark-little-room"/></a><br />Hate: the ogre <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/stab.gif" width="24" height="15" alt=":stab:" title="Stabbed in the gut, just like Jack the Ripper!" /><br /><br />~Group~<br />Love: Orgroom friends! FireNight Buds... USTMC too!<br />Hate: nako... la nmn po...<br /><br />~Prof or boss~<br />Love: Sir Butch! salamat po sa lahat.. *sob* <br />Hate: hahaha.. nako lagot.. si Paner?! <br /><br />~Relative~<br />Love: Love them all! lalo na si Mig, 10T, and Tin!<br />Hate: si Raim! haha! JOKE LANG Raim!<br /><br />~Attitude~<br />Love: Honesty<br />Hate: Plastic <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/t/trash.gif" width="22" height="25" alt=":trash:" title="What garbage." /><br /><br />~You~<br />Love: When i work hard<br />Hate: Pag tamad ako at d ako nakikinig... Sowee...<br /><br /><br />~Food~<br />Love: PIZZA!!! stuffed crust... yummy...<br />Hate: a... hmmm... ... ... im not fond of Ox Brain<br /><br />~Dessert~<br />Love: Chocolate madness!<br />Hate: wala! 0 as in Zero!<br /><br />~Cold Drink~<br />Love: Zagu Pearl Milk Tea, I Love IT!<br />Hate: Ampalaya juice... YUCK! (bad memories resurfacing)<br /><br />~Hot drink~<br />Love: Coffee, Coffee, Coffee<br />Hate: Ampalaya Tea<br /><br />~Bar~<br />Love: Emba<br />Hate: GOV<br /><br />~Coffee shop~<br />Love: Figaro<br />Hate: overpriced coffeeshops that just isn't worth it!<br /><br />~Resto~<br />Love: Aresi and Sonia's GArden (ooh.. i love!)<br />Hate: Bingkay's<br /><br />~Work~<br />Love: Clay Modeling<br />Hate: Working drawings<br /><br />~Pet~<br />Love: Peanut! dogs <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/arc.gif" width="17" height="19" alt=":arc:" title="arc (Dingo Lover)" /> and guinea pigs! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/j/jackdirt.gif" width="34" height="29" alt=":jackdirt:" title="Jackdirt" /><br />Hate: cats.. sori cat lovers...<br /><br />~Things to do~<br />Love: reading <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/library.gif" width="50" height="30" alt=":library:" title="mmmm books..." /> and r&r <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/m/meditate.gif" width="29" height="23" alt=":meditation:" title="Ohm... Ohm..." /><br />Hate: working on my thesis right now, it has ceased to be fun<br /><br />~BF/GF~<br />Love: CJ! <br />Hate: wala nang iba! <br /><br />~Ex~<br />Love: um.. none? haler? watda?<br />Hate: D! grr... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/razz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=P" title="=P (Razz)" /> d.... negative energy be gone!<br /><br />~Kiss~<br />Love: cheeks and nose! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/razz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=P" title="=P (Razz)" /> i like it sweet!<br />Hate: super hard, rushed, sloppy kiss.. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=(" title="=( (Sad)" /> <br /><br />~Hug~<br />Love: bear hugs! uhuh uhuh!<br />Hate: plastic hugs.. napilitan?! haha wag nalang po<br /><br />~Memory~<br />Love: dancing under th... ]]></description>
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                <title>Abby Fanilow</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 25 Nov 2008 10:04:25 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Been working hard on my thesis this past few days.<br />I hardly have time to sleep at night coz for some reason or other my silly brain works super better at night when all is quiet and everyone's asleep. I don't like noise or people about when i work.<br />Hmmm.... i feel like a call center agent since i sleep in the morning. I am kept alive by coffee and chocolates.<br /><br />Hahah! Barry Manilow is keeping me company at night. I'm becoming a Fanilow.. harharhar....<br />Guess my playlist is Manilow's greatest hits for now.<br />Natalbugan ni Barry manilow si Estelle, ChrisBrown, Alicia Keys, kahit si Rihanna... HAHAHAHA....<br /><br />He keeps my mind fluid... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" />)<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Love Song for a Savior</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 16 Nov 2008 09:03:54 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Artist: jars of clay <br />Album: Furthermore: From The Studio  <br />Title: love song for a savior <br /> <br /><br />In open fields of wild flowers,<br />she breathes the air and flies away<br />She thanks her Jesus for the daises and the roses<br />in no simple language<br />Someday sheÂll understand the meaning of it all<br />HeÂs more than the laughter or the stars in the heavens<br />As close as a heartbeat or a song on her lips<br />Someday sheÂll trust Him and learn how to see Him<br />Someday HeÂll call her and she will come running<br />and fall in His arms and the tears will fall down and sheÂll pray,<br /><br />"I want to fall in love with You"<br /><br />Sitting silent wearing Sunday best<br />The sermon echoes through the walls<br />A great salvation through it calls to the people<br />who stare into nowhere, and canÂt feel the chains on their souls<br /><br />HeÂs more than the laughter or the stars in the heavens<br />As close a heartbeat or a song on our lips<br />Someday weÂll trust Him and learn how to see Him<br />Someday HeÂll call us and we will come running<br />and fall in His arms and the tears will fall down and weÂll pray,<br /><br />"I want to fall in love with You"<br /><br />It seems too easy to call you "Savior",<br />Not close enough to call you "God"<br />So as I sit and think of words I can mention<br />to show my devotion<br /><br />"I want to fall in love with You"<br /><br />"my heart beats for You"<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~bazurs13</author>
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                <title>R U 1 of Us?</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 29 Sep 2008 02:16:56 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so true.. Aminin! haha..<br /><br /><br />ANG AKING DEKADA<br /><br />"Ito ang mga huling taon ng dekada Â80 at ang mga unang taon ng dekada Â90. Ito ang panahong uso pa ang makiuso. Kung ginagaya mo ang style ng mga artista, hindi ka tatawaging jologs. Ito ang panahong tapos na ang martial law, pero malayo pa ang new millennium. Hindi pa high-tech pero di naman old fashioned. Saktong-sakto lang! Ito ang panahon natin. <br /><br />Pero pano mo malalaman kung kabilang ka sa henerasyong ito? Narito ang listahan na makapagpapatunay if youÂre one of us. R U? <br /><br />1)Paborito mong panoorin ang Shaider, Bio-man, Maskman, Mask Rider Black, Machine Man, (at aminin mo pati Power Rangers) at kung ano-anong TV sitcom ng Japan na isinalin sa Tagalog. Break muna sa mga laro kapag alas singko na ng hapon tuwing Sabado dahil panahon na para sa superhero marathon. <br /><br />2)Alam mo ang jingle ng Nano-Nano. (isang kending lasang champoy) <br /><br />3)Nanood ka ng TakeshiÂs Castle at naniwala kang si Anjo Yllana talaga si Takeshi at si Smokey Manaloto ang kanyang alalay. (Pinagiisipan mo Â pano sila lumalaban sa final challenge na parang nakasakay sila sa isang bumpcar at nagbabarilan sila gamit ang water gun gayong sa Japan ginagawa yun eh taga Pilipinas sila?) <br /><br />4)Alam mo ang pa-contest ng Kool 106 na uulit-ulitin mong bigkasin ang "Kool 106, Kool 106" hanggang maubusan ka ng hininga. <br /><br />5)Naglaro ka ng Shake-Shake Shampoo, Monkey-Monkey-Annabelle, prikidam 123, Langit-Lupa-Impyerno, Syato, Luksong-Tinik, Luksong-Baka, 10-20 at kung ano-ano pang larong nakakapagod. <br /><br />6)Pumunta ang mga taga- MILO sa skul niyo at namigay sila ng samples na nakalagay sa plastic cup na kasing laki nung sa maliit na ice cream. (at nagtaka ka, bakit hindi ganito ang lasa ng MILO kapag tinitimpla ko sa bahay namin?) <br /><br />7)May malaking away ang mga METAL (mga punks na naka itim) at mga HIPHOP (mga taong naka maluwang na puruntong na kahit Makita na ang dalawang bundok.) Nag-aabangan sa mall na may dalang baseball bat at kung anu-ano pang mga sandata. Sikat ang kasabihang "PUNKS NOT DEAD!" pero kung gusto mong mag play safe, pwede mong tawagin ang sarili mong HIPTAL. <br /><br />8)Alam mo ang universal uwian song na ÂUwian na!" na kinakanta sa tono na parang doon sa kinakasal. <br /><br />9)Nagpauto ka sa Batibot pero hindi sa ATBP. <br /><br />10)Nakipag-away ka para makapaglaro ng brick game. (hi-tech na yun noon) <br /><br />11)Ang "textÂ noon ay mga 1" x 1.5" na karton na may mga drawing ng pelikulang pinoy. (at may dialog pa!) <br /><br />12)Dalawa lang ang todong sumikat na wresler, si Hulk Hogan at si Ultimate Warrior. Naniwala ka rin na namatay si Ultimate Warrior nang buhatin niya si Andre dÂ Giant dahil pumutok ang mga ugat niya sa muscle. <br /><br />13)Nagsayaw ka ng running man at kung anu-anong dance steps na nakapagpamukha saÂyong tanga sa saliw na kantang Ice Ice Baby, Wiggle It, Pray at CanÂt Touch This at higit pa dun naki tumbling ka sa Streetboys, Maneuvers, at Universal Motion Dancers o kilala sa UMD na walang kinalaman sa UMD ng PSP<br /><br />14)Hindi ka gaanong mahilig sa ThatÂs Entertainment at pinapanood mo lang ito tuwing Sabado kung saan nagpapagandahan ng production numbers ang Monday hanggang Friday group. (at badtrip ka sa Wednesday group dahil pinakabaduy lagi ang performance nila!) At ang mas hit nun ay yung AngTV sa dos. <br /><br />15)Napaligaya ka ng maraming pinoy bands tulad ng Yano, Rivermaya, Grin Department, Tropical Depression, The Teeth, The Youth, After Image, Orient Pearl, The Dawn, Alamid, Wolfgang, at ang sikat na sikat na Eraserheads. (at aminin mong nakinig ka ng Siakol!) <br /><br />16)Kilala mo ang Smokey Mountain, (first and second generation) <br /><br />17)Hindi pa uso noon ang sapatos na may gulong. Noon, astig ka kapag umiilaw ang swelas ng sapatos mo tuwing ia-apak mo ito. Tinawag rin itong "Mighty Kid" <br /><br />18)Kung lalaki ka, sikat na sikat saÂyo ang mga larong text, jolens, dampa (mga unang anyo ng pustahan), saranggola at ang dakilang manika niyo ay si GI-JOE with alipores. Kung babae ka naman, ang mga laro mo with youÂre girlfriends ay luto-lutuan, bahay-bahayan, doktor-doktoran, at kung anu-ano pang pagkukunwari . ang dakilang manika mo ay si Barbie. (Sikat ka kung meron kang bahay, kotse at kabaong ni Barbie.) <br /><br />19)Naniwala kang original ang isang cap kapag may walong tahi sa visor nito, lalo na kapag may burda tulad nang kay April Boy Regino<br /><br />20)Swerte ka kapag panghapon ka dahil masusubaybayan mo ang mga kapanapanabik na kaganapan sa mga paborito mong cartoon shows tuwing umaga tulad ng Cedie, Princess Sarah, at Dog of Landers a.k.a. Nelo. (Hindi ka ba nagtataka na sa lahat ng mga bida sa cartoons na ito, si Nelo lang ang di yumaman at namatay pa ng maaga) <br /><br />21)Alam mo ang ibig sabihin ng "TIME FIRST!"<br /><br />22) Nung mejo lumalaki ka na, nanunuod ka na ng TGIS, Growing up at Berks... ]]></description>
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                <title>Got Hope?</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 29 Sep 2008 01:56:49 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hope is a state of mind, not of the world. <br /><br />Either we have hope or we donÂt; it is a dimension of the soul, and itÂs not essentially dependent on some particular observation of the world or estimate of the situation. <br /><br />Hope is not a forecast or prediction. <br />It is an orientation of the spirit, and orientation of the heart;<br />it transcends the world that is immediately experienced, and is anchored somewhere beyond its horizons.<br /><br />Hope, in this deep and powerful sense, is not the same as joy that things are going well, or willingness to invest in enterprises that are obviously heading for success, but rather the ability to work for something because it is good, not just because it stands a chance to succeed. <br /><br />The more propitious the situation in which we demonstrate hope, the deeper the hope is.<br /><br />Hope is definitely not the same thing as optimism. It is not the conviction that something will turn out well, but the certainty that something makes sense whatever the outcome is.<br /><br />--------------------------------------------<br /><br />IÂve been down this road,<br /><br />walking the line thatÂs painted by pride,<br /><br />and i have made mistakes in my life that i just canÂt hide.<br /><br />but i believe iÂm ready, <br /><br />for what love has to bring.<br /><br />IÂve got myself together,<br /><br />now im ready to sing.<br /><br />IÂve been searching my soul last night,<br /><br />i know there is so much more to life.<br /><br />Now i know i can shine a light,<br /><br />to find a way back home.<br /><br />---------------------------------------------------<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~bazurs13</author>
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                <title>RagDoll</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 17 Sep 2008 21:01:28 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Could a darker moment be charged<br />By a jolting bolt of harshness that it electrocutes itself from the<br />Pain it has spread and also thus received?<br />From the bolts of thunder come fire that ravage <br />Lightning scourges the sky with its talons of white.<br />More and more it wrecks havoc among the unsuspecting fields<br />Screaming forests die and the life of it burst into flames<br />Mushrooms of smoke engulf the prescience of confusion<br />Enveloping the dreadfulness of the wake.<br /><br />Come away, come away, you are havoc<br />You pierce the heart and let it bleed,<br />Stitch it together and smother till dies in your arms.<br />And so was the witch, who wished she had a heart,<br />But got a stone insteadÂ<br />So she put a charcoal in here chest wishing it would turn into a gem.<br />Wishful thinking had never been strongerÂ<br />Rags may turn into riches<br />Coal turns into diamonds<br />But a nonexistent heart does not bring life.<br /><br />You pose for pictures that are not being taken<br />Make speeches w/c are never spoken<br />See moments that have not come into existence<br />And you live within virtual realities.<br />Life non-existent<br />Love un-cherished<br />Moment that is forgotten<br />Efforts with nothing achieved.<br /><br />Leave your footprints by the tide<br />And let the incoming waves wash it away.<br />Nothing is left, all traces are gone<br />Time fleets like sand,<br />That falls from your cupped hands<br />Dusk comes and you envy the sunrise<br />For it will never dawn on you.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~bazurs13</author>
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                <title>Hiding under the shadow of quiet disguise</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 10 Sep 2008 18:54:36 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ "We should embrace love as it comes knocking at our doors<br /><br />and willingly let go when it says goodbye. <br /><br />We shouldnt regret that we have lost it,<br /><br />but be thankful that for once in our lives<br /><br />it has dwelled in our hearts and made us happy."<br /><br />-------------------------------------------------<br /><br />Hiding under the shadow of quiet disguise<br /><br />I would say its like thunder,<br /><br />rumbling in the darkness<br /><br />with white streaks of light <br /><br />illuminating the dreadful sky.<br /><br /><br />Puffs of smoke<br /><br />whirling in mid-air,<br /><br />you come and go.<br /><br />As unpredictable as <br /><br />a waft of vapor.<br /><br /><br />Glass shards <br /><br />cracking open the wound.<br /><br />An icy coldness being penetrated. <br /><br />Cracked open.<br /><br />Exposing the ice, numbness within me.<br /><br />a sentiment buried deep inside<br /><br />the nether regions of the soul.<br /><br />the same feeling, same touch once again.<br /><br />So coldÂ<br /><br />Dreadful thunderÂ<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~bazurs13</author>
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                <title>Bunny Hopping</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 10 Aug 2008 23:58:48 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ "Ok, Coreena, I don't know how to say this, so I'm going to choose my words very carefully... <br />'I think you're a psycho.'<br />I want to get as far away from you as I possibly can.<br />I'm just not the guy for you.<br />You need a guy who's happy and perky all the time.<br />Maybe a guy whose had part of his brain removed and he thinks he's a bunny, and you can go off and be bunnies together." -Eric Mathews<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~bazurs13</author>
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                <title>Total Tumble Jumble Mumbo</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 29 Jul 2008 23:37:56 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I think I'm drunk with Cobra Energy Drink.<br />That stuff stinks. It tastes like tempra.<br />I don't know what to do right now.<br />I can't concentrate. I'm having a hard time doing what im suppose to do. My Gosh.. what will happen to my thesis... I thnk i got too big of a cake slice.... This Sucks!<br /><br />Isa akong Batugan ngayon. All i do is lie around all day watching tv and playing video games. I try to get it out of my system. But when i sit in front of the PC my minds a total blank.<br />I feel like a drunk retard. <br />what do i need to get my game on?<br /><br />Everyone that really knows me, knows that when i work, i give it my all. the heck! i don't even eat or talk, not even Cj can bother me. But its been awhile since i last had a total work mode mindset.<br />I like when i'm like that. <br />No Bullshit kind of thing.<br />I hope i get back to that in time for my "THESIS!"<br />Hello!!!!!???? ANybody inside this blank mind of mine? TOK TOK TOK?!<br /><br />WTF!<br />its been 3 days ... i havnt seen my thesis adviser. I'm planning to have a "talk" with mam lyn, or whoever is in the guidance dept now. <br />Mam lyn..  i miss u... <br /><br />I need a real slap in the face to wake me up.<br /><br />HELP!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~bazurs13</author>
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                <title>DQ's banana split is Yum-O!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 26 Jul 2008 09:32:11 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Haha! Me and the Silly Hamster that is Ceej had a much needed and appreciated outing. Weeee! There's none better than a day well enjoyed with him.<br />     <br />     We won Deal or No Deal! haha! C cJ actually tlga may pakana e. ang galing kya nya. nakita nya agad ung case nung 100. <br />Nanalo kami ng 100Tickets sa Deal Or No Deal sa Timezone! Ang saya saya!<br />haha.. i haven't had such fun in a long time.<br /><br />     Um... parks and wildlife... highly recomendados!<br />nako! nakakita kami ng hazing! Juice KOh Die!<br />tlagang nkaka taas balahibo! <br />(ask cj 4 more detalyes..) <br />tsktsk.. masaya na sana e...<br />nakaka taas balahibo ung screams nila ng "Aaaahhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Aray!!!!!"<br />parang bading lang e! naka linya pa a.<br />traffic enforcers lng naman na nka sakay sa cheap bikes. tsk tsk...<br /><br />     Ang saya pala sa Gilmore.. Naku.. mapapdalas ata ako dun. natuwa nmn ako. parang tsubibo ng PC hardware. kulang nlng tlga uikot ang mata mo at mahilo ka sa dami.<br />PC corner is da bes! walang tatalo sa service and price! nka buy si Hamster ng 320GB ng 2.8K lng e, nice noh? tapos ung external 650 lng, ksma na ung service ng pag install dun. Nice..Nice..<br /><br />     AAAAAAAAAAAAAa... hahahahhahahah.... <br />nakita na sya ng Bro ko! ahihi.. Gago tong si Raim tlga... ahihihi... <br />anyway, Me want more banana Split! LOVE LOVE<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~bazurs13</author>
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                <title>Leave ME Be</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 22 Jul 2008 21:27:19 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I don't ever wanna hear his voice anymore.<br />Actually his desperate Cries of help are pitiful to my bloodclotted ears.<br />To even hear his name makes me cringe and barf.<br />Seeing his face gets me to have regurgitating feelings deep inside.<br />I wanna tear his colons aapart and make him stuff it up his face.<br />I'll prick his heart with my talons and scratch it slowly and deeply till it gives it pitieous life away.<br /><br />Fuck u... i hate u... U disgust me<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~bazurs13</author>
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                <title>dreading 1st day high</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 10 Jun 2008 23:31:16 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ another batch of freshmen are about to rampage my newly repainted university again. uhuh... i was thinkin while i was filling out the forms last time i enrolled and i realized what uear am i actually? was i suppose to fill out 5th year?! my gulay.. argh.. cant believe i was supposed to grad last sem and now im stil stuck here in this darn university! cant do anything about it really to mend the Gagi'ness.. i messed up.. thats right! and i now have to PAY for it.. my Gosh! the misc fees are so high! they r even higher than the tuition... its like 15K++ of my 19K tuition fee.. and my tuition is only about 3K? grbe.. prices are so high up!<br /><br />bottom line?! not ready to go back to scholl "just yet.." yeah.. i do miss the amigas.. i realized im never gonna attend a class w/ my batch ever again and we wont be able to hang out at the pavs anymore... <br />Nostalgia bites. Oh No..<br />i miss them, duh..<br /><br />Cham Cham!.. =..(<br /><br />ooh... got a lil' thump thump tugging at my heart-strings right now. kinda hurts a bit.<br /><br />Org room Ohana!!!!!<br /><br />mwah.. miss u...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~bazurs13</author>
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                <title>VOTE 4 ME PLS!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 16 Mar 2008 19:58:12 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ PLEASE VOTE FOR MY DESIGN AT ASUSTEK MY EEE PC!<br /><br />JUST FOLLOW THE LINK!<br /><br /><a href="http://event.asus.com/ph/2008/epcdesign/sticker.aspx?id=195&amp">[link]</a><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/winkrazz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";p" title="Wink/Razz" />ag=1<br /><br />MY DESIGN IS THE POP ART RIZAL, IT'S BLACK AND PINK.<br /><br />THNX GUYS!<br /><br />I WANNA WIN!<br /><br />THNX THNX!<br /><br />HEHEHE! PLS PLS PLS!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~bazurs13</author>
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                <title>sadness...</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 04 Mar 2008 06:05:58 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ He simply doesn't care about me anymore...<br />i thought He loved me...<br />guess i just thought he did...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~bazurs13</author>
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                <title>The Hamburger Speaker</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 02 Mar 2008 11:14:04 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ HAMBURGER SPEAKERS "BURGER BASS!"<br /><br />i'm loud and tiny! affordable but impressive! <br /><br />Don't be fooled because i'm tiny, i am loud and i have TOP QUALITY sounds!<br /><br />Tuck it in your pocket or put it in a gift box to make someone happy. <br />Play your favorite sounds anywhere, anytime...or hook it to your laptop to get higher fidelity sound output <br /><br />At only P800, it's nothing less than affordable but impressive.<br /><br />It can be used for any digital audio device be it, ipod, psp, nintendo ds, your mp3/mp4 player, laptops, dvds or anything with all musical and digital players.<br /><br />Features:<br />Â HIGH-FIDELITY SOUND WITH 2.2W power output<br />Â EMBEDDED TYPE LITHIUM BATTERIES input: DC5V<br />Â Comes with USB power input cable/Audio plug<br />Â 3.5mm audio plug - apply with all music player & digital products<br />Â retractable "neck"<br /><br />choose from colors - black, yellow, white, red (rubberized-P850) <br /><br />for more info, send me a message or text 0917-806-6451<br />YM id - bazurs13<br /><br />orders may be picked up anywhere in cubao (gateway mall, araneta center, or farmers plaza), in UST, in Sta. Lucia East, Robinsons metroeast, Megamall, Robinsons Galeria, or Greenhills<br />or may be delivered with shipping fee to be shouldered by buyer.<br /><br />payments in cash or gcash may be setup.<br /><br />thanks!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~bazurs13</author>
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