http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:beLIEveyourheart&section=today deviantART RSS for by:beLIEveyourheart en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sat, 05 Dec 2009 03:53:30 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/27234848/ http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/27234848/ Tue, 15 Sep 2009 19:21:53 PDT ]worked a whole lot.[for real] turned 18. had my dream come trueee. got to see blink on august 27th. weezer was great too.<3 im almost at my liscense.[epic failing on that but almost haha.] n thats basically it to be honest. nothing really new right now either. just work lol.

]]> ~beLIEveyourheart http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/24604987/ http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/24604987/ Tue, 05 May 2009 16:34:53 PDT what more can i ask for....some extra sleep haha. nahh but seriously i do need to catch up on some. but its just so good having fun all the time. things have really looked up this this past school year. had a few ups and downs here and there but i made it. and im so happy. now what to do after high school. idk yet. i might go to college but im not sure. i know im deff gonna take a year or so off and work full time.=] i just don't want to mess anything up right now cause things are just fine. lolz.

]]> ~beLIEveyourheart http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/24002976/ http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/24002976/ Wed, 01 Apr 2009 10:58:05 PDT but yes, recently ive been keen to eyes. i love taking photos of eyes.

]]> ~beLIEveyourheart http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/23487546/ http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/23487546/ Mon, 02 Mar 2009 11:10:38 PST .< im ready for spring already!!! ah but atleast we got a day off school for it. not complaining too much cause it was nice being able to sleep just a bit longer then normal. andd i still have to work today.lameee. but hopefully because of the snow we won't be too busy. but still. blehh atleast my paycheck will be nice. i finally got my permit. and enough money for drivers ed so im taking that next month. and im saving for a car... if i could stop buying a bunch of clothes all the time lolz. i have a shopping additction. its bad.


]]> ~beLIEveyourheart http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/22172714/ http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/22172714/ Wed, 24 Dec 2008 17:40:46 PST i know im excited about Christmas tomorrow. hehe. and being off school for a while is soo nice. ah i loveee it.
xoxoxox

12 facts people probably don't know about you.

1)i honestly love my jobs. both of them but my subway job is my favorite and i never get tired of working there. even if the pay isn't much.
2)im pretty sure im in love with my friend..even if he is 26.
3)still a caffiene addict.
4)smoke a lott more then anyone should.
5)i shop wayy too much
6)im not a virgin and honestly i don't regret not having waited.
7)hello kitty = love in my book.
8)finall i graduate this school year and i couldn't be more excited.
9)own more lipgloss then a drug store.[yeahh im totally serious about this one. i own more then 50.]
10)kittys tigers pandas and penguins = my favorite animals.
11)i lovee texting.[when i have a cell phone lolz.]
12)i cuss more then a sailor..biggg potty mouth lolz.

]]> ~beLIEveyourheart http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/22019843/ http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/22019843/ Tue, 16 Dec 2008 17:18:06 PST i have been very busy and sadly i really n't done any photography at all in months. school and both my jobs do take up quite a lot of my time. but i am making time now. so do expect some new stuff from me soon. but anywayz i shall givez an update for all who might have wondered what had been going on with mee.
-broke up with my friend back in september.[he was playing me and his fience or however it is you spell that.]
-bought a new ipod.[my steve was making me angry..it was unreliable. but my new one is the shizz.]
-been working like mad crazyy.
-hehe i totally have like the biggest frakin crush on my assistant manager.[hes awesome and my bff....lmao. idc hes 26.]
-dyed my hair like 3 different colors since last time.[its now currently strawberry blonde.]
-bought a laptop[what im using right noww. ]
-my old fuji camera finally passed over to camera heavenz . i was sad but i did find another one i really like. my cannon powershot.
-my grandmom went into the hospital twice.[she had to get a lung removed. i think shes gonna be okay now though.]
-jackie and trishyy are like my two best friends seriosuly.[there from my work..cept trishy is my sis in laws sister.]

but yeahh so thats really basically an overall of everything in the past few months. im really excited for christmas. idk why but i still get excited about it lolz. but chyeahh thats basicly everything.
and how has everyone else been? whats been up?
lol i do have a lot of messages to check and some lovely arts to fav so ill be skipping along to that.
xoxoxox
jeanbeanz.

]]> ~beLIEveyourheart http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/20218536/ http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/20218536/ Fri, 29 Aug 2008 12:43:03 PDT good i hope. i noticed its been kinda like forever since ive wrote a journal so i figured i would write one. but yes like my heading says..basically ive been super busy. school started on monday and its friggen sweet. so heres an update from the beginning of summer until now.
-i moved to my new house with my mom and dad.
-im dating my long time love david.
-i got my nose pierced.
-dyed my hair aburn red.[looks friggen sweet.]
-started my new school and i love it.[i get out at 10:30 or earlier everday.]
-started my new job at subway today.
-still babysitting for my brother and amber which means i have 2 jobs.
...umm so yeah thats basically all thats been going on. with me going to school working 2 jobs and trying to cram everything else in as well really won't give me much time anymore so i won't be on as much as i use too be.
i'll still get on sometimes to check stuff and maybe upload something once in a while but im gonna be so busy i won't really have much time.
so yeah thats about it.
peace.
xoxox
jeanie

]]> ~beLIEveyourheart http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/18704554/ http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/18704554/ Fri, 06 Jun 2008 20:45:57 PDT goodbye old school hello new!!! hahaha. im veryy happy right now. lots of awesome things are going on and i have a feeling some pretty neat stuff is gonna happen. im really tired right now but ill update soon. like tomorrow or something i need to take some new photos its been ages. lol

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]]> ~beLIEveyourheart http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/17948114/ http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/17948114/ Sun, 20 Apr 2008 16:55:31 PDT i really can't believe it. and i can't wait until it gets here because i'm tired of school. and tired of getting up early every single morning. i wanna sleep in and stay up real late. haha but what im most excited about is the fact i'll finally be a senior and my senior year i'll only have to go to school for like an hour or so a day. it's gonna be great. this summer is gonna be good too. i already have a job and everything. ugh its just the fact of having to waite out those 36 days..hopefully it'll go by fast but probably not because when your looking forward to something it normally takes forever to get there. and this is something i defiantly know as i can't waite for friday every week and the week drags by when i think about it. ugh oh well. ah not much ging on really except that its sunday. lamee. lol. i want a coffee and a new book to read.a good book. not a crappy one we have to read for school. lol. well thats all..kinda pointless actually but eh its whatever.
xoxoxoxxoxox
jeanie



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]]> ~beLIEveyourheart http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/17852635/ http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/17852635/ Mon, 14 Apr 2008 17:01:19 PDT ...i think you know your bodys on fire...............
haha anyway....muffins are just ugly cupcakes??? id think not! they both are cute. and they both taste yummy. haha.:giggle
ah anyway im so happy right now. we got report cards last week and mine was very good. im so pleased with it. haha i know im a nerd but this year i actually applied myself to school more and my grades really showed it. my lowest was a 79.5 so basically a C+. but the rest were As and B+s. another reason im so happy is because we got that house we had applied for. finally!!! something is actually looking up for our family. so my summers all set now. i have a feeling this summer is gonna be one of the best. hopefully a billion times better then last summer. espically because im going to warped tour for my birthday. hehe im muchooo excited. and my brother is getting married. ahh lots of awesome is stuff gonna happen. for once i actually feel at peace with everything. i honestly do. and that calls for some new photography!!! haha. will have new stuff tomorrow if it dosn't rain. i hope the weather is gonna look up. it was only 52 today and saturday it was 74. hmm..i want a frappicuno a carmel one.[i don't know if i spelled that right but oh wells.] haha well i think im pretty much...finished.
xoxoxoxoxox
jeanie

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]]> ~beLIEveyourheart http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/17681302/ http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/17681302/ Fri, 04 Apr 2008 10:41:09 PDT ive been screwed over again by another guy im getting really fed up with the whole dating thing. my grandmom is constantly blaming me for stuff i didn't do. its like an everyday basis. she can't go through a whole day without bitching at me for something. and i honestly havn't done anything. i never do anything im not supposed to. i always do what they ask without complainging even if i don't like it. but she still seems to find a mistake with it. im not perfect for god sake. everyone makes mistakes. and with the whole me and my boyfriend breaking up just adds fuel to the fire. (espically since hes back with his ex who i can't stand.) i will admit ive been really bitchy lately. everything seems to set me off but ive been trying to keep my temper down. i never use to have an attitude until these past few weeks. and man is it coming out strongly. i miss having time to spend with my friends from my old school. none of them ever call me anymore even though when we do talk they say they miss me like crazy. i know everyone has there own life with school, work, friends and everything else. but would it hurt to take 5 minutes to make a call? haha but with school its a whole different story. they sent a letter to my house because ive missed 16.5 days this year and here you can only miss 10. ive been sick all 16.5 times and ive turned a note in for everytime but one because i forgot to bring it. the school was trying to tell my mother ive never turned one in and she knows damn good and well i have. so we had to do a whole bunch of stuff for that which involved alot of my mom screaming and calling everyone at the school fucking winners. i love my mom shes funny.=] ah but on the bright side i think we might have some luck in finding a new house to move into. if everything goes well it will be great. i have to finish out the school year here but next year ill be in a different state different school. and i get my own room again! but the best thing is leaving my grandmothers house. no more getting bitched at! and ill finally be able to get a job! so hopefully things will look up.
ahh im sorry(if you havn't gotton bored to death and are currently still reading.) i just really needed to vent all this stuff. soon im gonna put all my anger into taking the best photos i possibly can.(and it gets a little warmer and less rainy but its april so fat chance lol.) ah but anyway we finally got DSL so once my computer gets back from being fixed ill have lots of stuffs. but chyea im done venting. i need a new avatar.
xoxoxoxo
jeanie



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]]> ~beLIEveyourheart http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/17336628/ http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/17336628/ Fri, 14 Mar 2008 18:56:30 PDT well its been another busy week. just lovely...not. ugh im so happy its the weekend though im so tired and i need a break. awwe something not good has happened. we don't know what happened to my grandmoms cat. i don't know if she ran away or someone took her or anything. we havn't seen her in a while... and we have looked all over the place. i hope though whever she is..shes happy. poor kitty. now i only have 2. but im trying to look on the happier side of things. maybe if someone took her i hope shes being treated well. but anyway next week is finally spring break. it starts on wednesday. so thats cheered me up a little bit. its been pretty warm outside so that could be a call for new photos. but im still unhappy about the kitty. and about still living here but im making it through alright. i don't really have anything planned for it..except maybe sleeping..a lot. i love it. i love dreaming too because dreams are so much better then reality. except that dreams are just that..dreams. but still i like it. ahh im rambling on..lame i might go to bed. im tired lol.
xoxoxox


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]]> ~beLIEveyourheart http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/17121097/ http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/17121097/ Fri, 29 Feb 2008 17:11:57 PST anyway not really anything new has happened. except ive been getting sick like every week. in the past 4 weeks i think i went to school mabye 5 days.
not counting the snow days we had. but i just keep getting sick. and its not the same thing over and over either. stomach virius then sinus infection nest strept throat. its a never ending chain of sickness. i don't unnderstand it either because i never use to get sick. NEVER.
maybe once a year i had a bad cold or something but that was it. now ugh. ive missed alot of school because of it...which is fine with me i still hate it there anyway although im doing very well. and with it being freezing cold outside i can't go out and take photos being sick. im gonna be so much happier when spring comes. i can't waite for it! everything starts blooming and becoming beautiful again. and its not too hot yet not too cold either.im looking forward to easter break. tho i only think we get maybe 4 or 3 days off for it because we have to make up a snow day. which is dumb but im not complaining because atleast we get some time off.
but yeah so thats all that has really been going on. oh yeah and i finally got nintendo ds. ive been wanting one for a while but never bought it lol. its pink.=]


kay so i got tagged a while back by~PrincessFrog but i had yet to do it so here it is.=]
8 FACTS ABOUT ME!
The Rules!
1. Post these rules
2. Each tagged person should post 8 facts of themselves
3. Tagged people should write a journal\blog about these facts
4. In the end tag and name 8 people
5. Go to their dA pages and comment saying that they are tagged!

1) I hate living where i am now. ive been here for almost 7 months and i still hate it. i liked visiting but not living and i can't waite to get out of here.
2) Im a caffeine addict.
3) I watch the same movies wayy more then i should.
4) I get to be a bridesmaid in my long time freind erins wedding and photographer for my brothers wedding.=] im excited.
5) I love doing things i know im not suppose to..the rush is completely awesome.
6) I get way to emotional.
8) sometimes on weekends and during the summer i stay up for days without sleeping. then i crash like mad.=]

Tagged folks:
how bout i do this. whoever wanna take it..take it.

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]]> ~beLIEveyourheart http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/16181535/ http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/16181535/ Mon, 31 Dec 2007 09:54:19 PST i heart my box.

ick tomorrow is the last day of our break it sure did go by fast. ehh i don't wanna go back to school. i like staying home better. now if i was going back to my old school i wouldn't mind so much. but i still don't like this one=[ i hope we can move back to my hometown. i would be quite happy if we did. so christmas wasretty good=] how was everyone elses holiday?hmm i really need to take some new pics. ive been lazy.

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many
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
Jeanie












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]]> ~beLIEveyourheart http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/16047621/ http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/16047621/ Sat, 22 Dec 2007 17:34:22 PST i heart my box.

oh its been a while since ive done a journal. yay yesterday was our last day of school[half day] and our holiday concert. which in my own personal opinion went very well. i was wearing highheeled boots and i was afraid i was gonna trip and fall in front of everyone but all went well. i can't believe christmas is tuesday. where has the time gone? but im pretty excited about it.i love being with my family and all. its the best feeling in the world i think. ah so nothing has really happend. school and all. i did feel very proud of myself for bringing my grades up. i have mostly B+s and two C+s which im working very hard to bring up. im trying my best. and one of my new years resolutions this year is to have great grades and keep them until the end of the year. another resolution i have is to be more outgoing. im really shy and i have alot of trouble talking to people.[espically guys thats i like] im working on it theres this one boy i really like. and i just realized that i liked him. ive known him for quite a while. he use to like me the whole time ive known him. and i never even knew it until a few months ago. but ive realized the other day when i called him[it had been almost a month since we have talked]how much i miss him and care for him. lol anyway ah im so happy its the break now. ive been wanting to sleep in so bad. and now i can. im going to do features again too.
so here are some features for the holiday season
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~beLIEveyourheart http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/15667390/ http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/15667390/ Sun, 25 Nov 2007 15:46:31 PST i heart my box.

eh i really like him. he was an awesome guitarist and had a nice sset of lungs its really sad that friday he was perfectly happy and laughing then saturday... thats what it said on hawthorne heights website.

sorry im not goona do a feature this week. i promis ill make it up next week. im just so tired and bleh

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xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
Jeanie












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~beLIEveyourheart http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/15579407/ http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/15579407/ Mon, 19 Nov 2007 16:22:41 PST i heart my box.

quite sorry. ive fallen behind again on my feature for the week
~twilightxmoon is my feature for this week.







shes got a pretty awesome gallery!

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yay thanksgiving is this week food hahaha food is good. mmm and i only go to school till wednesday and for a half day. its cool its cool. ah i loveee movies with john heder in them.he is soo cute. haha anyway yay i have chours tomorrow.i love chours. im such a nerd i know. but all my friends are in that class and its fun to make faces and things while were singing. i know its so elementary. but its funny and i defiantly love to sing. lol might have some new pics up soon.



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xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
Jeanie


~beLIEveyourheart http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/15462459/ http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/15462459/ Tue, 13 Nov 2007 16:43:40 PST i heart my box.

my journal feature for this week is~LostInDreaming







such a lovely gallery
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ah so next week is thanksgiving yay turkey haha. ahh school has been kinda lame. my art teacher really makes me mad. shes always saying how my art isn't good enough and things because its not up to"her standareds"[sorry i know i didn't spell that right] but it really makes me angry. i do try my best. and alot of people like the things i draw, paint or design. but noo its not good enough for mrs bitcheh it figures. its always the art teacher i don't get along with. and i love art but seriosuly i do try my best. and if its not good enough for her then F it. i don't even need that class to graduate. ive already taken 3 art classes before hers! grr well anyway thats about it.=]



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same journal as sunday but read this!
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read this people.

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xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
Jeanie



http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/15363724/ Sun, 04 Nov 2007 15:00:22 PST i heart my box.

[sorry its a date late..will start next one next sunday too]my feature for this week is*LordSaddler











Some lovely photos from a gallery there are no words to describe. its just that awesome so many lovely pics and such great talent he has. one day i want to be like that! i really do
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wow i really can't believe its november already. seems like just yesterday school was starting. before we know it christmas will be here. ah i like the time going by fast. but then again i get kind of scared. im not really sure why but i do. if life is gonna move by this fast still i want to be able to live it up and make the best of it so im getting some film for my 35mm camera i love taking pics with it. they mostly come out nice looking mahh i really don't want to go to school tomorrow. i like not going better. ah so recently ive been feeling in a creative mood. like making pretty things in paint. im not exactly sure why but i am. hopefully ill feel this creative when im doing my photography!
ah anyway thats basically my update.

jeanie



mwhahahaha i got the lyrics to everythings magic in german thats my favorite language besides english

Alles Magic-A
And do you ever feel like you're alone? Und haben Sie jemals das Gefühl, wie Sie allein?
And do you ever wish you'd be unknown? Und haben Sie überhaupt wünschen Ihnen wäre unbekannt?
I could say that I have.. Ich k... ]]> ~beLIEveyourheart http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/15247115/ http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/15247115/ Sat, 27 Oct 2007 17:39:24 PDT i heart my box.

feature for this week is~zannen-na









such a lovely gallery. so many heartwarming photos. its hard not to smile and go awwwe to everyone hehe take a look!
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yay halloween is this week i think im going with my brother and my sister in law to take my niece and nefew trick or treating hehe there gonna look so cute all dressed up in their costumes hehe ill have to get some pictures wow i can't really believe it will be november this thursday time is really going by fast ive noticed. report cards come out soon i really gotta bring my grades up before they do...or no DA for a while ah so im sick again i had to go to the doctors yesterday. and now i have to take a two types of medican..so lame. i hate being sick,,but then again who does like it? no one im sure. ah so im quite happy its the weekend needed a break from school.
anyway thats all hehe




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Jeanie

http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/15158367/ Sun, 21 Oct 2007 12:54:14 PDT i heart my box.

this week i have chosen to feature *MoNyOh







these are just a few of my favorites from her gallery! its simply amazing! wonderful pieces of art. take a look!
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ah so this week has been a long one D: it seemed to take such a long time to go by. and yet this weekend has flown by. im thinking we need less wek and more weekend! ah so i got to hang out with gene again last night. also to meet his sister andrea. she is very nice.
ah and other good news. im finally getting another cell phone. im on a plan this time hehe i picked out the strawberry chocolate phone. its pretty. i like pink. haha im all hyper and things. ahh not really much photography going on at the moment. i really need to take a walk or something to a place ive yet to go and get some nice pictures of something. that is my goal lol but ill have to see if i can accomplish it.
ahh so i think thats all hehe
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xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
Jeanie


... ]]> ~beLIEveyourheart http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/15045109/ http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/15045109/ Sat, 13 Oct 2007 14:15:19 PDT i heart my box.

For the feature this week ive chosen=eddy4fizzle








Just a few from a great gallery take a look theres lots more to be found!

ehem. anyway so theres not really much else thats new for me.just school and normal stuff. nothing to exciting sadly... i want to hang out with gene again. but he has been so busy ive not gotten to take any photos recently. its been so cold outside. yesh i know thats a very lame excuse...but maybe i can get some fall shots. of a pumpkin maybe? eh idk. imma go watch my new movie. idk if its any good. ive never seen it.
peace out


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xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
Jeanie



~beLIEveyourheart http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/14944730/ http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/14944730/ Sat, 06 Oct 2007 17:44:01 PDT i heart my box.

hello everyone
well now that i am subscribed ive decided to do a journal feature every week=]
so every week im going to pick a deviant and feature some of their deviations. if you do not wish to be featured please tell me and ill remove everything asap don't wanna make anyone angry at me
Starting with this week ive chosen *Jeannieblue






just a few of the awesome things in her gallery take a look!

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so anyway not much has happened really.
i figured out the ccs thing hehe i love being subscribed
if anyone would like some help with this note me i have a site that can help. thats all
see you next week for my next feature

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
Jeanie








http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/14930924/ Fri, 05 Oct 2007 18:09:40 PDT
awwe i might be getting a subscription i really want one. there pretty cool. i wanna make my journal all pretty and stuffs awwe so i didn't have school today and im off on monday too. so im pretty happy about that. hmmm what else..? oohs i know. in the last journal i did i wrote about going to hang out with my friends josh and gene. it went great josh didn't stay the whole time so i was with gene.. haha hes so spiffy=] we were hugging and holding hands ah i want to do it again i really like him. hes the coolest and nicest guy i know. along with josh that is heheohhs i dyed my hair today. we didn't use both boxes because it was the first time my grandmom ever dyed anyone elses hair. it turned a whole shade lighter but were still gonna use the other box to make it even more lighter ah this weekend im gonna look my hardest for new places to take pictures. so i might have some new ones up soon. maybe even a print so im thinking thats all the news for now


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Jeanie ]]> ~beLIEveyourheart http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/14634689/ http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/14634689/ Fri, 14 Sep 2007 18:14:24 PDT despite all that has happened in the past few weeks. school has been pretty good i have made alot of friends[all seniors and 2 juniors] hehe its pretty cool i still miss my old school tho but i deff don't mind where im going now ahh but im very excited about tomorrow because im going to the mall to hang out with my friends josh and gene. i really like gene hes pretty awesomeee hehe but yess i wanted to hang out with them so bad and now i finally get to hehe. ahh im a bit nervous though. i don't know what im going to wear or how my hair should look awwe well ill figure it out later lol ahh im dying my hair soon=] ive already got the dye. im doing it a real light golden brown. idk how it will turn how. different i hope hehe.
hmm im listening to that bartender song. i kinda like it=] tpain is pretty good. im not much into music like that. i more like hardcore but some softer stuff is nice once in a while^__^
awwe i really need to take some more photos. i havn't really had the time to because of school and everything but im going to promise to makeee time for it i just can't believe how the time has gone by. this coming monday will be the 4th week of school already its hard to believe.. hmm anyway i think thats all thats new=]
xoxoxox
jeanie

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]]> ~beLIEveyourheart http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/14575291/ http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/14575291/ Mon, 10 Sep 2007 13:06:10 PDT another person from my old school i use to have a big crush on this guy it realllly makes me upset=[=[ why is this happeneing to everyone? just last week there was a girl who got killed in a car accident at my new school. everyone is passing away. i don't get it and i don't like it i know theres nothing i can do about it but it just bothers me. what if its one of my best friends next? or even me. im really really bugged by this its so unfair and i know life is not far but why do the good die young?=[

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she died in a motorcycle accident last night.
i hope peope will look at this and realize your life can be taken away at anytime in an instant. you will never know when it is your time to go...soo please everyone out there be careful and take care of yourself and think twice before you do something...it could be your last!

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]]> ~beLIEveyourheart http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/14380822/ http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/14380822/ Tue, 28 Aug 2007 13:23:42 PDT the schools set up is so confusing everything is so overwhelming. i don't like living in PA. i miss MD<33333

heres my oh so annoying 12 periods schedual
Pd1-Chours
pd2-English 11B
pd3-PE
pd4-Cult Geo App
pd5-Cult Geo App
pd6-Study Hall
pd7-Study Hall
pd8-Consumer math
pd9-consumer math
pd10-lucnh
pd11-Studio 1
Pd12-Natural Resources
this is an odd day

an even day i have all the same classes except
Pd1General Foods
and
pd3-Calligraphy

the classes aren't so bad. its where there at thats confusing. you take one wrong turn and your completely lost. in my homeroom class[not listed cause ts not a regular class] i met a nice boy who sits beside me=] he was nice. hes in my study hall too so thats ok i guess.there was a nice girl on my bus. sh has lunch with me. and theres another girl who has a whole bunch of classes with me and we just started talking shes nice too. so its good i met those 3 out of 1000. i really don't wanna go there=[=[ i miss my old school and my old friends. everyone liked me there and no one gave me dirty looks or anything. my old school was the best<33 the most fun ive ever had my whole life was there. my favorite teachers and classes and people. ughh i just wish i was still there




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]]> ~beLIEveyourheart http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/14204492/ http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/14204492/ Thu, 16 Aug 2007 23:44:57 PDT and i was in the room right when she was gonna have him. i brought my ipod so i wouldn't have to listen to her cry in pain because it makes me sad to hear ppl in pain and espically amber since me and her are reallly close. and my stupid ipod froze uo and i had to hear her crying in pain but it was good because she had little robby in like 5 minutes=] hes soo cute. and i get to be aunt jeanie again so thats one of the biggest things thats happened=] another is my parents are splitting up im very sad about it but maybe its better this way. i guess it just didn't seem to work out for them and there is a chance im gonna have to leave where i live thats what im most upset about. my wholeee life is there. my friends my school my awesomee peoples and my two sisters stacey and olivia[were not really sisters but were soul sister were all soooo much alike its awesomeeee] i really don't wanna leave them. and i would also have to find a different home for my cat rufus and my doggie ollie there deff my close friends and you might think im silly for saying animals are my friends but i loveee them dearly hmm school is going to start soon. i can't believe im a junior time really flys. i never noticed it before but im sure noticing it now. it feels just like yesterday i was in 4th grade and now im in 11th. ahh it kinda scares me. i know everyone grows up but i just can't believe it. im 16 and i don't feel 16 at all ahh oh wellz. i really do need to take some new pictures soo. im getting film for my 35mm camera finally!! then i can take some gooood pictures wow summers almost over. i hope i never have another summer like this one. it was boring and uneventful untill recently.


my lovely friends and clubs im inhttp://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/14048073/ Mon, 06 Aug 2007 18:01:02 PDT i really think he is adorableee!! espically in the ring two well when hes not"dead" haha and in final destination 3 hes suppper haha so yesh he is prettyyyy awesomee! well anywho apart from awesomeness...i did finally get the 7th harry potter book and some parts made me sad but im not going to say anything because i don't want to spoil it for anyone who hasn't read it yet if you do wanna talk about it then you could send me a note or im me on my aim rainbowsfadefast. id love to talk about it and the 5th movie was great too hmm im so happy to be 16=] although its hard to believe my bday has already past=] hehe it was last thursday ahh anyway i havn't really done any photography lately=[ i need to find some new stuff to get pictures of but thats really all the update there is haha
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]]> ~beLIEveyourheart http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/13858757/ http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/13858757/ Tue, 24 Jul 2007 11:05:10 PDT zannen-na

Here's how it goes... The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic "6 weird habits/facts/dislikes about yourself" & people who get tagged must put this information about themselves in their journals, as well as state this rule clearly.

In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you're tagged" in their deviant page comments and tell them to read yours.

So, here are my 6 weird habits/facts/dislikes:

1 - hehe well one thing i absolutely loveee the whole resident evil series[games, books ,movies everything..] i guess you could say im a bit obsessed with it

2 - i like to dip my french fries in ranch dressing

3 - i never get tired of reading the harry potter series i could read them a million and one times and still be happy about it i havn't gotten to read the 7th one yet but im going to.

4 - i don't get nightmares..ever and with all the horror movies and games i watch and play you think just once in a while i would get a dream that would scare me but i don't..lol its weird

5 - i don't like when people label each person is different in their own way..and anyone can dress and look how they want to..you shouldn't be judged on anything because you are your own person

6 - ahh this is a bad habit..i do get impatient sometimes.. or i always think the worst of stuff... instead of thinking about the good points of things i always think about the worst part of it.

hmm 6 people...well im not really sure who gets on all the time and would want to take this..so whoever would like to take it [you don't have to be my friend] can take it

hehe so anyway i was reading up on the new RE5 today lol yeahhh im so lamee because i get excited for a video gameXD haha but yeahh it looks really good=] Chris and Claire are it in Chris is a pretty cool character. i remember playing as him in the first one..and losing lol ahh but anywho i can't believe it comes out in 2009..or something close to that. thats the year i graduate high school and ill be 18 haha
yeahh so thats pretty good..and even tho its a while to waite the 4th one was a while too and it turned out great=] and from the trailer for the 5th one on youtube the gamee looked pretty effing sweet ah i can't waite for it to come out hmm that reminds me i need to get the first one and 0 back from my brother i am sad to say i have never beaten t... ]]> ~beLIEveyourheart http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/13850608/ http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/13850608/ Mon, 23 Jul 2007 18:37:57 PDT it really really means alot
so heres the start of my journal for today hehe. well sadly i had been waiting for a few months(since my mom ordered me the final harry potter book) she got an email like wednesday last week saying that amazon[where she ordered the book from] never got her money order
and unlucky it takes 60 to 90 days to figure out what the heck happened to the money order so now i don't get the book and it umm just kinda made me like majorly upset because i waited along with everyone else who wanted it for quite a while.
and it was supposed to be my early birthday present..ahh and now im like dying to read the book. i deff loveeee harry potter and i always havee<3333 and i still havn't gotten to see the 5th movie gahh i hope i get to soon.=] ahh but anyway nothing really new=] i might be going some place soon then i can take a whole bunch of new pictures=]
ahh thats it i guess lol
<33333
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]]> ~beLIEveyourheart http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/13773600/ http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/13773600/ Tue, 17 Jul 2007 18:29:30 PDT and hes really nice and all. we been talking for a while and stuff. then he tells me he really likes me and asks me out. i didn't know what to say because i don't like being mean but i just really like someone else..so i told him yeah i would but ahhh i like someone elsee...and i don't know what to do i don't wanna be like im leading him on or anything
plz could i have some advice???

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]]> ~beLIEveyourheart http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/13637248/ http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/13637248/ Fri, 06 Jul 2007 17:17:48 PDT ARTnoob had this posted in his journal and i wanted to do it=]

Wish 1)
::I wish i could see john. even though he comes home from camp today i still really miss him

Wish 2)
::I wish things would go better for my parents and that they would get along better

Wish 3)
::I wish that i could be happier with the way i looked

P.S.: You do this as well


well to tell the truth im pretty happy as of now. i don't really need these wishes. i would just lke to have them

anyway im really excited about the 5th harry potter movie coming out and the new book. i can't waite for it hehe. ahh i hopee i get to talk to john today

byee

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]]> ~beLIEveyourheart http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/13460949/ http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/13460949/ Sat, 23 Jun 2007 14:31:47 PDT ahh not much has been going on. last friday we wenot to hershey park=] i lovee it the storm runner = hehe im such a nerd!!XD ahh i want to take some new photographs but i don't know what to take them of!=O blah blah blah heh i kinda umm ran out of things to write. soo thats it^__^
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[ Person ]

1. Name: Jeanie
2. Nicks: jean bean JEMO JLA jeanieeeeeeeeee mom
3. Residence: somewhere Maryland
4. Natal City: umm whats this mean? hometown? idk
5. Sign: Leo
6. Sex: female
7. Occupation: lol i babysit but im about to apply for a job near where i live
8. Motto/Quote: oh my gosh...you evil son of a bitch!
9. Homo/Bi/Hetero: lol hetero..

[ Appearance ]

10. Hair color: dark brown..its annoying
11. Short or long hair: long
12. Eyes: Brown
13. Best thing about your body: mmmm.......nothing
14. Glasses: Yep
15. Piercing: yep
16. Tattoos: i did have one but it went away because it was one me and my friend did with a needle...don't ask lol

[ Your "First" ]

17. First BFF: i think her name was jessica
18. First kiss: umm stevie
19. First Pet: dusty rip
20. First Concert: the apathy evology
21. First love: stevie

[ Faves ]

22. Movie: mmm Ferris Buellers Day off
23. TV Show: I don't really watch TV
24. Color: aqua
25. Band: blink-182
26. Song: Boys of Summer
27. Best Friend: stacey
28. dA Friends: john autumn and umm a whole bunch of other peoples
29. Candies: skittles and gumi bears
30. Resturant: pshh
31. Store: hot topic
32. Animals: kitties horses and bunnies
33. Books: stephanie meyer harry potter fruits basket
34. Magazines: don't read em.
35. Shoes: converse or vans slide on=]
Cartoons: peewees playhouse<3
Anime: fruits basket

[ Actually ]

36. Your mood: sad
37. Single: Yes
38. Eating: gum
39. Drinking: green tea<33
40. Online: yup
41. Listening:
42. Thinking: about how we onlyy have 2 days of school left..
43. Do you want: yes i do
44. Watching: my computer screen
45. Wearing: my pants and shirt

[ Future ]

46. Children: maybe
47. Wedding: yeah
48. Travels: yes
49. Occupations: photographer
50. Car: batmobile

[ The other sex ]

51. Hair: dosn't matter
52. Size: i don't really care just not morbidly obese
53. Cute or Sexy: both
54. Lips or Eyes: ahh both
55. Hug or Kisses: Kisses and hugs
56. Tall or short: taller then me
57. Hot or cold: haha cuddle
58. Affair: mmmm

[ Had you ever... ]

59. Kissed weird people: no
60. Drunk Tequila: yep
61. Smoked: yesss
62. Broken hearts: Yes i think so. mine has been broken many times=[ i don't trust love anymore

[ Do you believe in... ]

63. God: yeah
64. Miracles: no but yes
65. Love: umm maybe
66. Aliens: yep
67. Heaven: yea
68. Hell: yea
69. Kiss on the first date: Maybe
70. Horoscope: yeah
71. Destiny: i think a little bit
[Answer the quest ]

72. Do you want something: Yes.
73. Virgin: yes
74. What do you hate: when people talk trash on other people and school drama
75. Who hates you: probably a lot of people
76. Dirty little secret: i rode home in thr RBUS
77. Dreams: i want something good to happen
78. Who do you love: someone who i don't think likes me back
79. 3 Victims:



80. Message: well im really bored hot and a little sad lol.



So yeah anywho i only have monday and tuesday left then im out of school for summer im really happy
and sad tho=[ i miss my friend ryan who left for the beach yesterday and i... ]]> ~beLIEveyourheart http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/13093519/ http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/13093519/ Fri, 25 May 2007 20:35:53 PDT
* have someone fall in love with you
* find money you've been missing
* your luck will change for the better in all areas... love, happiness, job, money,

BUT...first you will have to repost this with 1 of these titles:

"Guess who i kissed last night!"
"I'm a lesbian"
"who you..Never..."
"I GOT ARRESTED AGAIN"
"Just to settle all the rumors... yes i did"
"I'm getting married!"
"I got the job!.. I'm moving to Japan!"
"I miss him"
"I'm gonna be a daddy!"
"I'm gonna be a mommy!"
"I'm moving : ("
"guess who i want to kiss"

BEWARE IF U DON'T REPOST THIS U WILL HAVE BAD LUCK

i really did kiss someone but it wasn't last night it was yesterday and wednesday
lol im like totaly in love with this person too. but they wanna stay single for a while lol oh well ill waite if i have to^__^
i haven't felt this happy in a very very long time. anyway yay only a few days of school haha. then on the 14th i might be going on the sophmore hershey park trip. and on the 15th im going on the
afterschool program trip to hershey park two days in a row!!! that would be uber awesome well i go to bed
goodnight
<3


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]]> ~beLIEveyourheart http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/13006081/ http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/13006081/ Fri, 18 May 2007 20:47:18 PDT haha im not going out with patrick anymore because it was a little akward but im still uberly happy haha its friday! yayness=] and on sunday it shall me my year on this account yay haha. lots of new pics!
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]]> ~beLIEveyourheart http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/12833260/ http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/12833260/ Thu, 03 May 2007 20:47:32 PDT ugh ive had sinus and allergy problems all week my eyes are staying red and ive had people ask me if i was stoned or on something. and im like noo im sick. on a better note i started going out with my friend patrick and thats been going good so far. hes really nice=] i hope this lasts i really do. relationships never seem to work out long for me. ive had many even tho im only 15. but anyway i hope i can put the sims 2 back on my computer=] i love that game<33 its addicting=] and espically since i have a whole bunch of expansion packs for it=] ahh my grandmothers kitty is being quite a pain. she keeps going after my fingers as im typing. i have a few pics to upload tomorrow. but im a wee bit tired so im gonna go to bed. ugh i don't feel good

jeanie
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]]> ~beLIEveyourheart http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/12596993/ http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/12596993/ Sat, 14 Apr 2007 19:29:00 PDT is in there.( i won't say his name but hes soo ) hehe. i look forward to fifth period every day lol. meh hes just soo wow he makes me feel all giggly and stuff and ive only ever felt like that with one other person(david) but now i don't know. i just feel soo haha. friday was one of the best days ive had. and that hasn't happened in a long time hehe. anyway so i have taken some new pics but i forgot my camera i left it at home so ill have to put the pics up next week...ah well. nothing new really happening. i have a pretty boring uneventful life my friend megan and her boyfriend charlie broke up which made me sad. they almost made it to a year..she was sad but i think shes ok now...well i hope. but anyway i just thought i might update my journal..
bye now

jeanie


Where is your boy tonight? I hope he is a gentleman.
Maybe he won't find out what I know
You were the last good thing about this part of town.

When I wake up
I'm willing to take my chances on
The hope I forget
That you hate him more than you notice
I wrote this for you.

You need him
I could be him.
I could be an accident, but I'm still trying.
That's more than I can say for him.

Where is your boy tonight?
I hope he is a gentleman.
Maybe he won't find out what I know
You were the last good thing about this part of town.

Someday I'll appreciate in value
Get off my ass and call you
In the meantime I'll sport
My brand new fashion of waking up with pants off
At 4 in the afternoon.

You need him
I could be him.
I could be an accident, but I'm still trying.
That's more than I can say for him

Where is your boy tonight? I hope he is a gentleman.
Maybe he won't find out what I know
You were the last good thing about this part of town

Where is your boy tonight? I hope he is a gentleman.
Maybe he won't find out what I know
You were the last good thing about this part of town.

Where is your boy tonight? I hope he is a gentleman.
Maybe he won't find out what I know
You were the last good thing about this part of town.





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]]> ~beLIEveyourheart http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/12474308/ http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/12474308/ Sat, 07 Apr 2007 18:36:32 PDT we go back to school tuesday but atleast we have a few days off oh this week so far has been a long one. my aim works again yay yay the only sad thing is my spiffy uber awesome friend isn't on=[ i sad because i havn't talked to him since thursday i know that might sound weird but i do love talking to him yes it makes me really happy hehe i just wish he was onn

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]]> ~beLIEveyourheart http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/12135250/ http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/12135250/ Sun, 11 Mar 2007 10:30:10 PDT he was just leading me on why? everything like this always happens to me...this will be the third time now. and its worse then ever=[=[ i hate it. i hate myself. maybe im just not good enough for anyone..
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]]> ~beLIEveyourheart http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/11846055/ http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/11846055/ Fri, 16 Feb 2007 18:13:02 PST so i took it and i got "you would survive for sure Your hardcore or at least you pretend to be, either way you would survive the outbreak" heck yes i would defiantly survive a t-virus outbreak!!! want to take the quiz????[link] <---there's the link!! anyway so this week kinda felt like it went by just a wee bit too slow i didn't go to school monday because i was sick. tuesday it snowed at 7:00 and we got out of school early at 1:00 and wednesday and thursday we didn't have school hehe and that was pretty cool we had school today but it wasn't that bad and now we have another 3day weekend for once i like the snow blub blub blub im a wee bit hyper right now. and im coloring a strawberryshortcake picture yay!!! hehe omg ~kraziblinkgurli sent me a message on myspace and said she was trying to convince my brother to take me and her tooo seee +44 and falloutboy omg that would be uberly awesome ooo i hope we can go! i could get some great pictures with my digital camera anddd my 35mm ahh i think things are getting mucho better. i feel very very loved right now and im not really sure why but i like the feeling...
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]]> ~beLIEveyourheart http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/11763365/ http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/11763365/ Sat, 10 Feb 2007 17:23:56 PST lol i got my pics of my kitty uploaded finally!!! although i couldn't upload them using my computer but luckily for me we have 5 computers in this house so one of them was bound to let me submitt them=] and my grandmoms computer did so im eating the candy hearts(my most fav candy) and before i eat one i always look at what they say. well i picked a green one up and it said hey ho one it and i was like hey why would they print something like that one a candy???? lol but i think its on there because the other part of the words got rubbed off maybe lol idk. one another note my aunt had her baby today. she finally got the little girl she had been trying to get for 13 years. seriously ever since i was old enough to understand what people were talking about my aunt has always said she would like a little girl because she has 3 boys, and she finally got it so im happy for her! hmmm lol its kinda neat that everyone seems to be having children all of a sudden. that will be 3 babies in my family in the past 2 years=] and with my sister in law having another one it will be 4. blah blah blah for my CTA class i had to get up in front of the class last week(which i didn't do) and everyone had to pick a movie monolouge thingy and i picked Ferris Bueller because thats one of my favorite movies and it was one of my favorite lines if only i wasn't so nervous..i could have read it to everyone but nope i didn't because im not good at gettting up in front of people lol. well anywho heres the thing i had to err would have had to recite lol...
Ferris Bueller: The key to faking out the parents is the clammy hands. It's a good non-specific symptom. A lot of people will tell you that a phony fever is a dead lock, but if you get a nervous mother, you could land in the doctor's office. That's worse than school. What you do is, you fake a stomach cramp, and when you're bent over, moaning and wailing, (confidentally) you lick your palms. It's a little childish and stupid, but then, so is high school.
I did have a test today. That wasn't bullshit. It's on European socialism. I mean, really, what's the point? I'm not European, I don't plan on being European, so who gives a crap if they're socialist? They could be fascist anarchists - that still wouldn't change the fact that I don't own a car. Not that I condone fascism, or any ism for that matter. Isms in my opinion are not good. A person should not believe in an ism - he should believe in himself. I quote John Lennon: "I don't believe in Beatles - I just believe in me." A good point there. Of course, he was the Walrus. I could be the Walrus - I'd still have to bum rides off of people.

haha yes well anyway i think thats all for my random journal today^__^
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]]> ~beLIEveyourheart http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/11752174/ http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/11752174/ Fri, 09 Feb 2007 20:01:01 PST my computer is virius free and my aim and everything work now so im uber happy. ehh its been a long week. we got off wednesday for a snowday which wasn't too bad=] there was a fight on thursday and that was worth seeing i mean it added some err interesting things to the day im a wee bit tired and i wish some of my friends were on right now. hehe now that muh aims working again i wanna talks to peoples hehe. well on other news~kraziblinkgurliis pregnet again so that means im gonna be aunt jeanie again^__^ hmm ive been listening to blink 182 alot recently. i mean they are my fav band but i hadn't listened to them in a while and yesterday i started listening to all the cds again but chyea nothin new really. i have a few new pictures to upload if da will be able to load the submission thing for me
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]]> ~beLIEveyourheart http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/11680298/ http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/11680298/ Sun, 04 Feb 2007 06:45:48 PST i miss talking to my friends=[

]]> ~beLIEveyourheart http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/11580714/ http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/11580714/ Fri, 26 Jan 2007 20:09:43 PST i have 3 new classes that consist of world history(stupid and boring) health 2( is alright but seems to go on forever) and photography 1(well im gonna spend over 300$ for that class) and yeah so we started them wednesday. Breanna is in my world history class and so is brittany and there both my friends. but that class seems to make the day go by soo slow. id rather have english again. i mean seriously!!!! then i have health 2. the teacher is pretty cool but the whole subject is really boring and theres theese guys in there that are always rude and stuff to the teacher and thats annoying. i feel kinda lonely in that class even tho i have friends in there. i guess its because autumn ryan and john aren't in there. and finally photography the class ive been looking forward to since 8th grade. i finally got into it. well i should have figured with my luck id get someone in the class who i don't like very much and who should it be?? why davids girlfriend grrrrr...(don't know who david is? please look back to a few earlier journals from september) well yeah shes in there. and it didn't bother me at first but then today she was all oh my god david this and david that. i wanted to tell her to shut the hell up about him because no one is interested=[ and it really made me mad because i really use to like the kid and he ended up staying with her and totally dissing me without even telling, but it made me kinda sad because i still am a bit hung up on that dude and i can't seem to get over it but it was just really annoying. and also i need a whole bunch of stuff for that class like a brand new 35 mm SLR camera which is about $160 a whole bunch of really expensive film a binder and a $25 doller class fee. when i told my mom about it she liked to have peed herself when she found out the costs and told me id have to transfer. it made me upset a little because i love photography and i wanna learn how to develop my own pictures=] lucky i have my grandmom she told me she really wants
me to take the class so she would pay for everything i just hope it works out becaus we need all that stuff by feb 6th and thats not much time. ughh im soo happy its the weekend.
ehh sorry for the random rant i feel a bit better now.
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]]> ~beLIEveyourheart http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/11535683/ http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/11535683/ Mon, 22 Jan 2007 21:22:56 PST (yes i like older music too<3) and it 12:14 a.m. im really really happy right now and im not sure why its a whole bunch of reasons hehe. ahh back to school tomorrow:9 oh well it was a nice break ja! it was. well hmm i think thats it. pointless journal i know but im kinda bored and i wanted something to do=] well i think im headed off to bed.
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]]> ~beLIEveyourheart http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/11506241/ http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/11506241/ Sat, 20 Jan 2007 13:45:12 PST and it was uberly fun!! they played a whole bunch of gut songs when they played disturbed me and a whole bunch of my friends and other people started headbanging nonstop for three minutes it was fun untill it was over ehh now my neck is really really sore=] but it was totally worth it yes yay!! we have a 4 day weekend lots of time to get on here!! ahh i have new classes starting on wednesday and its already the third marking period where did the time go?? but i have a feeling that maybe the second half of the year (now) will be better then the first because thats how its been for the past two years=] and no more testing XD:
yayness!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*uber happy spazz* ehh i havn't been this hyper in a long time*go hyperness!!!!*
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]]> ~beLIEveyourheart http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/11437783/ http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/11437783/ Sun, 14 Jan 2007 17:15:58 PST i hope i can tomorrow though^__^ ahh this coming week is all testing too thats not cool. i don't like testing..well who does? but anyways i hope that i can pass them. espically my math because that seems like my best class right now Anyway here goes my rant for the day.

1.Well Danielle hasn't called today so she must be either busy or just didn't feel like calling which i don't blame her..how long can you take a person if you talk to them all day and school and after you get home everyday for a week? she must be sick of me

2.ahh i really need to get a job so i can pay for drivers ed but there isn't anywhere near me thats hiring and i have to watch my sister afterschool..shes 9 years old..i don't see why she can't watch herself for a half hour(untill my mom gets home) i mean she knows not to touch the stove or anything under the sink and not let strangers in the house. its pretty simple really but then again i don't know if i could trust her either yet..she might still be to young for that kinda thing. ohh well=] ill get a job when i can.

3. my friend gary who ive been friends with since 7th grade dosn't talk to me anymore. he was like my best friend but im not even sure what we are anymore because now that he has a girlfriend he dosn't have"time" for his friends..well thats pretty sad because he use to tell me everything and i mean EVERYTHING lol and now we don't speak to each other at all i do kinda miss it because he was there for me when i needed someone.

4. ahh its really annoying when your walking down a hall in my school and you see people making out all over the place. and when all your friends on the bus have bfs and they sit there and talk about how much they love them and stuff and your just there and can't agree with them because your not going out with anyone so its kinda lonely.=[ ohh man now i sound like im whining ehh sorry sorry.

5.when you can't seem get over a kid you have liked for a year and you are always talking about them but don't even realize it. im over the dude but i still talk about him without knowing im doing it and Danielle is always getting on my case I try my hardest not to talk about him but sometimes it just dosn't work. Danni said everytime i talk about him shes gonna hit me with a rock hahaha i wouldn't be suprised if she did lol. it might make me forget.

but yes anywho thats my rant thingy for today
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]]> ~beLIEveyourheart http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/11328738/ http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/11328738/ Fri, 05 Jan 2007 18:50:28 PST ewww 2007 is not gonna be a good year..i can just tell. nothing good has really happened to me since it started. i got nailed in the face with a door yesterday which was not a laugh and the kid who did it didn't even bother to say sorry(now days no one says sorry for anything) so i was careful to push into him and knock him into some lockers so i felt better after that but my cheek still hurted ewww next week is all exams and hsa testing. i think its so lame that my class has to pass all that to graduate and we need like 26 credits. well im gonna be uber happy when i get out of there in 2 years because personally i don't like my school at all this year. but the class i think i have the most fun in is biology..but ohh not because of the work..because erin jessica and katelyn(cash money) are in there. and erin and katelyn like this guy named josh martain(who by the way is completely awesome and his brothers band are one of my fav local bands)i think josh is pretty cool but i don't like him like that lol. but its funny to sit there because we all tease katelyn and erin about telling josh stuff we talk about in the class anywho today i rembered this neat thing about penguins...when a penguin finds its mate it sticks with them forever. and i was like erin you should ask josh to pweeese be our penguin and she asked him and he was like nooo i just wanna be josh..not an artic bird. i pretended to be sad and kept saying noo penguin=[=[ hehe but i was just teasing erin..i think she thinks i like him too but i don't. i don't like anyone right now really. most of the guys at my school are either taken by another girl...gay haha...are really stupid and ignorant to girls or are just to shy to say anything. but then you get a few people here and there whos mother calls you a whore ho bag last year*coughcoughjustin!!!!coughcough* who is stupid anyway so i don't really care what his mother calls me really tho when some of my friends found out what she called me they like flipped out and started screaming in the kids face. it did kind of make me upset because im not anything like that and i don't like justin schneider anyway because for one hes really dumb and too he hates people who are gay and support gay pride therefore i hate him because i support gay pride. but anyway yeah nothing new really. i wanna take some pictures tomorrow if its nice outside^__^.
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]]> ~beLIEveyourheart http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/11249733/ http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/11249733/ Sun, 31 Dec 2006 10:50:14 PST i hope everyones holidays are going great hmm we go back to school wednesday awww i like break better then school but oh well..you can't have everything in life=] i hope to have some more pictures up before we go back but i need to find something to take pictures of i havn't really seen anything lately that was worth photoing( i think thats a word..hehe) my uncle was showing me some of these pictures he took of a place called the grand canyon in PA. ive err never heard of it but the pictures were beautiful i hope one day i can go there and get some pretty shots too with a better camera i like my camera but i would like another one^___^ ill have to get a job and save up for it im really suprised at the weather here. it hasn't been really cold at all..but i can't jump ahead because its only december and its bound to be freezing cold sometime in january or febuary. im not complaining tho i like warm weather so full speed ahead
i was thinking if i have some money left over from my christmas money i might buy a subscription on here that would be great
hehe well anyway i think thats all..^^
happyful holidays everyone
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]]> ~beLIEveyourheart http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/11077445/ http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/11077445/ Fri, 15 Dec 2006 20:20:37 PST ive been very busy with school and the holidays and some emotional issues but everything seems ok right now=] i hope to have some more pictures up soon for your lookin pleasure
hehe i missed talking to all of my friends on here and commenting everyones lovely art work i hope i can get more time to get on. but nothing new has happened recently. ive been talking to my friend star more and more each day which is nice
hes pretty cool and funny ohh and i realized before i actually forgot to sing off here the last time i was on so it looked like i was still on even though i wasn't here. im sorry about that too. hehe yay i finally got the 14th fruits basket book so now i can read it tonight im pretty excited because christmas is almost here and thats one of my favorite holidays^_^
ahh i feel quite happy right now i just hope it lasts...
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ok so i did this in my last journal but some peoples that posted i didn't get to till now so im gonna re post it in this one=]

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]]> ~beLIEveyourheart http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/10821887/ http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/10821887/ Thu, 23 Nov 2006 10:41:05 PST to everyone that celebrates thanksgiving. and thank you to everyone who looked at my page commented and faved stuff hopefully ill have some new pics up today if i can get some later on
well anywaz thats all for nows
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]]> ~beLIEveyourheart http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/10758693/ http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/10758693/ Fri, 17 Nov 2006 17:37:34 PST hehe but i just submitted my picture of my kitty pokey and the new submission thing confused me..i errr like the old one better
mmm the week went by kinda fast but everyone had been having lots of relationship and family and problems in general. its ummm kinda scary hehehe they played "does your chain hang low" on the announcements the other day and it made me laugh and think of my brother. but then everyone was singing it and laughing hehe ahh i wish josh or justi or amber was on aim but no ones on i guess they don't wanna talk to meelol nahh jk teehee

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]]> ~beLIEveyourheart http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/10690394/ http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/10690394/ Sat, 11 Nov 2006 13:24:33 PST well ive had some time on my hands and i havn't really taken any pictures ive felt were very good since the summer. so ive taken a few more i like and ive uploaded them and im getting ready to go on a walk right now and get some more
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]]> ~beLIEveyourheart http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/10628145/ http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/10628145/ Sun, 05 Nov 2006 17:37:58 PST welp its still the weekend because were off tomorrow and tuesday for that voting stuff and what not. mmm i had a pretty good day today nothing can bring me down now. and i defianlty am not gonna let the fact that me and david are not friends anymore bring me downYEAH thats right! for once i really don't care! I think it had something to do with his stupid girlfriend but im not even worried! i have wayyy better friends and people to make me happy so i don't need him ahh i feel all happy now because before i use to get upset at stuff like that but nope not anymore but i am a little sad that i didn't get to hang out with bob amber and josh this weekend but maybe next weekend which will be here soon because we only have a 3 day week haha yeah im a lil hyper because i had...PIXIE STICKSwell i think ill go try to make an emoticon




Slide Along Side
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One love one shot
It's all we ever got
Girl you got me started
Now I'm not gonna stop
Now slide along side yeah baby that's right
I'm gonna show you the time of your life
Oh girly girly come and dance with me
Move that naughty body come close to me
Now slide along side yeah baby that's right
I'm gonna show you the time of your life

This is it love
It's what dreams are made of
But its still up to us to feel the rush
To pursue all the things only Gods can touch
I wanna meet the odds with royal flush
To fall
I gave my all
But it wasn't enough
I'm never giving up I found life
So I've gotta live it up
And life is too short for war
What can I say to show theres more
With people slammin doors in my face and what for
That aint the way to gain plays
By making the same mistake day after day
I gotta slide man get away the smile on my face its a sunny day girls and drinks and more drinks
Come to think
For such a big place its a small world
For such a rat race i still got faith
And anything goes still I got to say life has its ups and downs but I love it anyway

One love one shot
It's all we ever got
Girl you got me started
Now I'm not gonna stop
Now slide along side yeah baby that's right
I'm gonna show you the time of your life
Oh girly girly come and dance with me
Move that naughty body come close to me
Now slide along side yeah baby that's right
I'm gonna show you the time of your life

Hey pretty girl pretty girl its on
We gonna dance like boogie come on
Do it all night long
Let it go ain't no holding back now
Gotta slide pretty baby that's right
There's nothing I can't do with you by my side
There's nowhere we can go that we wouldn't show 'em up
I gotta have a type for destruction
Livin life that's right
She's daddy's little angel but she wasn't last night
Now these are the breaks yeah baby that's right
Now I got you, yeah I got you baby
I want your body and you drive me crazy
It's hard to resist such a sexy lady
Come with me you'll have the time of your life
You want to set the mood I guess the timing is right
And it takes two to make a thing go right
But what's it gonna take to take you home tonight

One love one shot
It's all we ever got
Girl you got me started
Now I'm not gonna stop
Now slide along side yeah baby that's right
I'm gonna show you the time of your life
Oh girly girly come and dance with me
Move that naughty body come close to me
Now slide along side yeah baby that's right
I'm gonna show you the time of your life

You're go... ]]> ~beLIEveyourheart http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/10615171/ http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/10615171/ Sat, 04 Nov 2006 14:57:35 PST another week gone by in a blurr nothing really new. im excited about +44s cd. When Your Heart Stops Beating comes out November 14th 2006. If you don't know who they are its Mark hoppus and Travis barkers new band. there pretty good.
yeah i wanted to put some new pics up but i was a reatrd and forgot my camera this weekend. im happy i had a frap from Starbucks today and it was uber good but yeah thats about it and i have a headache>.<
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... ]]> ~beLIEveyourheart http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/10534715/ http://beLIEveyourheart.deviantart.com/journal/10534715/ Sat, 28 Oct 2006 06:32:07 PDT it was Monday then all of a sudden its Friday well i havn't gotten MCRs new cd yet but i would like to get it its not that bad. Im listening to some of there new stuff on myspace. but otherwise hmmm nothing new really happening. I wanna be a fiary with amber for halloween. I like fairy wings there awesome! ahh i have a little cold still and its bothering me bleh i don't like being sick but who does?!?! yeah i submitted some new pics. i don't really have a chance to get out and take some of the nature anymore. im always in school or babysitting or sick or its raining i really wanna go back to the stream and get some more cause i havn't been there since August and that was 2 months ago ahhh i miss the warm weather much. I don't really like cold weather because you have to bundle up and its cold and just ewwww hahaha i like this MCR song its quite good there new stuff sounds a lot different then there old but both are pretty good ahh the days have been going by pretty fast. One day its still summer then you blink and its almost November everything is flying by and i feel like im getting older everyday. even tho we kinda are haha. But in school i don't know why but i havn't been doing that great and for some reason i don't really seem to care all that much. I really don't and im not sure why because i use to freak out if i got an f or d and now im just like oh oh well i just don't know... i want some gum..or pixie sticks..but i don't have either ive been listening to alot of +44 lately there pretty good im going to go see them(hopefully) on November 13th with Amber and bob. im pretty excited about that but yeah hehe. ahh im tired and my leg itches haha. yup well umm thats all i think..





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