http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:bearerofnaraithas&section=today deviantART RSS for by:bearerofnaraithas en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Mon, 07 Dec 2009 10:27:25 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://bearerofnaraithas.deviantart.com/journal/27157464/ http://bearerofnaraithas.deviantart.com/journal/27157464/ Fri, 11 Sep 2009 19:21:37 PDT so I'm gonna upload a whole bunch of crap in the next couple of days 'cause all I've been doing this week is drawing. not having internet in my room is pretty damn lame.

anywho.
prolly taking bunches of pictures tomorrow.
I'm going walking through a lovely cemetery.
because I... feel... like it.

'kay, that's about enough of that.

]]> ~bearerofnaraithas http://bearerofnaraithas.deviantart.com/journal/26340820/ http://bearerofnaraithas.deviantart.com/journal/26340820/ Sun, 02 Aug 2009 15:39:29 PDT I'm pretty much just removing last journal entry 'cause it's been there since February. ayep.

haven't been arting or writing much lately 'cause work's been hard on my sleep schedule AND on my hands so drawing for any length of time beyond little sketchy things has been epically difficult, but I should be putting up some stuff some time soon.

that's really all.
<3

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my writing account --

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]]> ~bearerofnaraithas http://bearerofnaraithas.deviantart.com/journal/22933242/ http://bearerofnaraithas.deviantart.com/journal/22933242/ Sat, 31 Jan 2009 23:46:05 PST
My computer is also attempting to die so I'm prolly gonna have to restore it all over again which is a huge pain in the butt, especially since it's not going to happen this week and this week is possibly the most annoying time for him to die. So uh, R.I.P. Pete2.0, you had a nice life but I've gotta mind wipe you..... again.

He's like the receptionist in Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless mind. Poor bugger.

But yeah no more internet really for a week. Ish. Except for school computers and I hate school computers. Like whoah.

And that's about it.

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rip scott. life won't really ever be the same without you in it.

]]> ~bearerofnaraithas http://bearerofnaraithas.deviantart.com/journal/21329245/ http://bearerofnaraithas.deviantart.com/journal/21329245/ Tue, 04 Nov 2008 21:25:45 PST with a little patience...
t.s.eliot

so I decided I'm going to steal my family's old polaroid camera and buy copious amounts of polaroid... film.... and just take pictures of everything. everywhere.

my walls are far too empty.

and I could use the inspiration.

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]]> ~bearerofnaraithas http://bearerofnaraithas.deviantart.com/journal/21234157/ http://bearerofnaraithas.deviantart.com/journal/21234157/ Thu, 30 Oct 2008 15:06:54 PDT
what I'm writing actually makes sense.

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]]> ~bearerofnaraithas http://bearerofnaraithas.deviantart.com/journal/20477325/ http://bearerofnaraithas.deviantart.com/journal/20477325/ Fri, 19 Sep 2008 20:31:56 PDT Seriously one of the most well thought-out animes basically ever.

Like... okay, you can't really know unless you watch it? But it's so incredibly... intelligent. And actually manages to tackle difficult moral issues straight-on, which is crazy because that never happens anymore. But yeah. Do it.

I'm so blown away by it that I'm capitalizing things.

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And it's oveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeerrrrrrrrrrr and now I don't have anything remotely interesting to watch. Seankeepstellingmetowatcholddbzepisodesbutidon'thinkicannowkja'lfjk'aifah'glhadlj fablah.

I should do my Greek homework.

*facedesk*

kthxbai.

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Funniest news article EVER. Well maybe not ever, but it's pretty close.

Pretty sad, too.

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The Category Challenge
Free Sketch Stuff

]]> ~bearerofnaraithas http://bearerofnaraithas.deviantart.com/journal/19743372/ http://bearerofnaraithas.deviantart.com/journal/19743372/ Sat, 02 Aug 2008 21:43:55 PDT
That's really all I have to say.

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So uh... I was randomly browsing... and noted that they changed the popular section heading from "Popular in 24 Hours" to "Popular in 1 Day."

Seriously.

]]> ~bearerofnaraithas http://bearerofnaraithas.deviantart.com/journal/19506638/ http://bearerofnaraithas.deviantart.com/journal/19506638/ Sun, 20 Jul 2008 20:01:48 PDT
seriously. I don't even know where to begin.

if they don't give poor dead heath ledger a posthumous oscar, I'm losing my faith in humanity.

and christian bale is my favorite batman. hands down, no question. he's lovely. <3

and I will now be hearing the jaw-clenching sound of a pencil crunching through my skull in my dreams for the rest of my life.

frightening thing is I haven't decided whether that's actually a bad thing or not...
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so I've been sitting here pondering the ethics of capitalization, and have already contradicted what I'm going to say by capitalizing "I," so I'm not sure whether or not I should keep going...

... but since it's sunday, and I've already been seriously useless today (actually, I've done more today than I have in the last week, so I suppose that's a moot point) I might as well sit here and ponder the english language.

since it was about time for a new journal, anyway.

I've quit capitalizing things. well, most things. other than I which I just capitalize because I'm brainwashed that way. thank you, capitalist america.

but seriously. why the devil do we capitalize when we have puctuation to dictate the beginning and end of our sentences? why is it necessary to capitalize america, when everyone knows america is america?

it isn't, really.

so uhm. I've quit.

I'll capitalize properly when I write my papers, but other than that, I'm through with ridiculous grammar rules. I realize it's not really a statement if I don't ingrain it into every part of my existence, but whatever, since I don't know that I'm really making a statement anyway.

since I'm still capitalizing my "I"s.

anyway. onto other journal business.

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continuing from :

The first 10 people who comment on this
journal will get a sketch, free. However,
in return, you must offer 10 free sketches
in your own journal. If you've already done
10 Free Sketches, simply link the journal
entry in your comment... You still qualify.

01 - I will NOT draw your request until I
see this in your journal.
02 - In your comment, include a link to
a reference picture of the character you
want me to draw. Or write me a description.
03 - Only one character per person-
Remember, this is FREE.

1.- - [link]
2.-
3.-
4.-
5.-
6.-
7.-
8.-
9.-
10.-

THERE ARE STILL SIX SLOTS LEFT IF YOU WANT THEM.

since I've been so good about finishing the other ones.

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<----- and that.

]]> ~bearerofnaraithas http://bearerofnaraithas.deviantart.com/journal/18613388/ http://bearerofnaraithas.deviantart.com/journal/18613388/ Sun, 01 Jun 2008 16:09:54 PDT

The first 10 people who comment on this
journal will get a sketch, free. However,
in return, you must offer 10 free sketches
in your own journal. If you've already done
10 Free Sketches, simply link the journal
entry in your comment... You still qualify.

01 - I will NOT draw your request until I
see this in your journal.
02 - In your comment, include a link to
a reference picture of the character you
want me to draw. Or write me a description.
03 - Only one character per person-
Remember, this is FREE.

1.- - [link]
2.-
3.-
4.-
5.-
6.-
7.-
8.-
9.-
10.-

LIKE I KNOW TEN PEOPLE BUT YOU KNOW WHO CARES. At least I'm happy.

So if you're just wandering through and you're like, "Oh look, free art by some idiot" just comment because you know, I said so.

<----- And that.

On another note -- look up Legend of Zelda on Youtube, and see if you can find the animated series, because it's freaking hillarious. I'd provide a link, but I'm no longer on the computer it's bookmarked on and I don't think this poor machine can even load youtube....

... but yeah. Do it.

]]> ~bearerofnaraithas http://bearerofnaraithas.deviantart.com/journal/18420706/ http://bearerofnaraithas.deviantart.com/journal/18420706/ Tue, 20 May 2008 18:37:52 PDT
It has a home! @ , or whatevah. 's brainchild/creature/thing...

I'm obviously so journal motivated.

So uh, go there and do stuff. Yep. CAUSE IT'S FREAKING INTENSE OR SOMETHING.

My progress ---------------> [link]

Plug.

Tha's all, really.

Oh yeah, and I finished my paper. Yaaaaay. And I have three finals that I haven't studied for in the morning. Yaaaaay.

And I packed a box of clothes!!! I'm really very accomplished.

And uh.... that's about it.

]]> ~bearerofnaraithas http://bearerofnaraithas.deviantart.com/journal/18382705/ http://bearerofnaraithas.deviantart.com/journal/18382705/ Sun, 18 May 2008 12:28:32 PDT
Dead.

Anyway. Happy things. We went and saw Prince Caspian on Thursday night. It was pretty good, as long as you ignore the whole book-movie relationship. Because it really didn't follow the book. Caspian was waaaaaaaay too old. And uh, other things. There were little flowers embroidered all over shirt. Which, needless to say, provided endless hours of entertainment for one of my friends and I, because we went into the movie deciding that we weren't going to take it seriously. Yeah. So we didn't.

I still love Edmund.

And THEN, last night I finally watched Fight Club. I don't know where I've been my whole life that I'd never seen it, but procrastinating papers is a great way to see and read things you haven't, yet. Anyway. What a bogus movie. I still haven't decided whether I liked it, yet. Although so many weird quotes that I've never really understood beyond themselves make miles more of sense, now.

I also caught up on Bleach. I think my paper would probably be done if I didn't watch like six movies and four episodes of Bleach and read an entire book..... it's all clearer in hindsight. But yeah. Fillers = not as cool as the Arrancar arc. I mean seriously. Bring them back already. At least when I'm gone all summer without the internet I won't really have to worry about missing anything important. That's semi nice.

I'M FINISHED WITH CLASSES ON TUESDAY!!! AND THEN I HAVE TO PACK AND MOVE OUT BY FRIDAY!! AKLJAFKFJA'GKAGk.

I haven't started, yet.

Oh yeah. And my baby brother graduated today, and I didn't get to go because I'm stuck in Sioux Falls writing a research paper that is made of epic fail. I'd be sad, but I'm fresh out.

I'm mostly just annoyed that he gets out of school a week earlier than I do. Loser.

]]> ~bearerofnaraithas http://bearerofnaraithas.deviantart.com/journal/18006574/ http://bearerofnaraithas.deviantart.com/journal/18006574/ Thu, 24 Apr 2008 12:23:25 PDT
And We're Drawing Portraits Of Each Other In My Drawing Class, And It's Actually Working! For Me. Yay. Anyway. This Isn't Going To Be Very Long Because The Shift Key Is Obnoxious When You Use It Exorbitantly, And I Don't Know Why I'm Even Doing This Anyway.

That's All.

AND OH YEAH WOLF'S RAIN IS BEAUTIFUL AND YOU SHOULD ALL GO AND WATCH IT RIGHT NOW.

kthxbai

THE CATEGORY CHALLENGE

]]> ~bearerofnaraithas http://bearerofnaraithas.deviantart.com/journal/17663952/ http://bearerofnaraithas.deviantart.com/journal/17663952/ Thu, 03 Apr 2008 08:39:44 PDT
So I bought my m&ms, oh boy. Paid for them and stuff. Stuck my card and my receipt (I thought) in my back pocket with my phone, and drove back to school. Two hours later I get this call from my mommy, who for some reason had gotten a call from the Wells Fargo fraud people, so she called me, and it turns out some genius had picked up my card where it apparently had NOT gone into my pocket and gone to McDonalds, and then to the gas station, and then to WalMart, where they had oodles of fun.

Yeah. Thank you for stealing from a broke college student who basically had enough in that account to live happily for the next month.

So I'm enough in the hole that it freaks me out a bit. Or it did yesterday. Today I'm like, ah, it'll work itself out. My claim's in and all that. What's incredibly entertaining and ironic about all of this is that earlier the same day I'd gone through all of my internet accounts and everything and made sure that my passwords were secure, and that everything that needed better passwords was fixed. So I was all "Yay I'm safe now!!!" lol. Dumbass.

So yeah, that was bad, but then I was sitting in my dorm talking to my mom after I'd filed my claim and whatever, figuring out how I'm getting home next month and all that cool stuff, and it turns out that I'm going to miss my little brother's graduation.

So I was already a little teary, yeah, because it'd been an awfully stressful day anyway, but then I like... went into hysterics. After about ten minutes I was literally sobbing and giggling hysterically all at the same time. I think I officially have a screw loose, now. Emotions shouldn't work like that.

But yeah. Lame. I dunno. But hell, I've now got the most expensive bag of m&ms pretty much in the world, right? Yaaaaaay.
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In other news. Imogen Heap equals love. As does Sweeney Todd. Thank God I went shopping BEFORE someone WalMarted me out of house and home. At least I have my... blood and gore and musicalness. It's all good.

]]> ~bearerofnaraithas http://bearerofnaraithas.deviantart.com/journal/17328793/ http://bearerofnaraithas.deviantart.com/journal/17328793/ Fri, 14 Mar 2008 10:02:06 PDT
RULES
1. Post these rules.

2. Each tagged person must post 8 things about their self on their journal.

3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 8 people and post their icons on the same journal.

4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.

5. No tag-backs

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1) I don't like meat. I'm not a vegetarian, or anything, or a lactavarian, or an ovovarian, or any crazy kind of.... arian. I just don't really like meat. The only meat that I won't eat because of..... vegan reasons... are ribs, because that's like HALF OF AN ANIMAL. On a PLATE. Which is just... wrong.

2) Favorite movie of the moment is Howl's Moving Castle.

3) There's a picture of Elvis on my wall that looks almost exactly like my little brother. I guess that's not really about me, huh. Oh well.

4) I get really, really frustrated with people who like to argue, but refuse to listen to reason. Those are the only types of people that I refuse to discuss things with, because it generally always ends up with me wanting to bash my head against the wall.

5) My socks never match. But that's okay, because my shoes always do.

6) My car is gay. That isn't in any way politically correct. He really is. He's definitely a male.... you'd have to meet my car, but I'm one hundred percent certain of that fact. But when he's having issues, the only person he likes to talk to is the tow truck guy from Ace Towing.

7) I have five children: my car, my laptop (who's name is Pete), my leather bomber jacket, and my Etnies, who's names are Richard and Frederick. Yeah. I name a good majority of my inanimate objects. The only ones that I talk to are my car and my computer, though.

8) I have a good deal of bogus literature wandering around my room. Mostly, at the moment, modernist. Ayn Rand (I think there's only one of hers that I don't have, actually), Virginia Woolf, Nathanael West, Djuna Barnes, George Orwell in abundance, Charles Dickens, Gerard Manley Hopkins, William Faulkner, Ernest Hemingway, and the whole freaking collection of Montaigne's essays. Which I only bought because I spilled a mocha on it in Starbucks. Yeah. And then there's a whole stack of other stuff by like... Tad Williams and Tolkien and all those good people.

And tagging. Uhm.... eight people? Yeah, sure.... I might know four who haven't yet been tagged. Jason, Kim, Caiden-Reign... I guess I could tag Audra, but I don't know that she'd see it.

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Category Challenge

]]> ~bearerofnaraithas http://bearerofnaraithas.deviantart.com/journal/17229820/ http://bearerofnaraithas.deviantart.com/journal/17229820/ Fri, 07 Mar 2008 18:56:12 PST started doing this.... terrifying category thing, and since I'm sort've a glutton for punishment and all kinds of hell, and find it an interesting idea, I was like well why the hell not? Figuratively speaking. Or something.

So, you've got all of these artsy-type categories. Submit crap to categories. Extend your artistic horizons, all that good stuff. Go look at her journal in which she elaborates al of that good stuff, because I'm lazy. And you'll actually have to go find it, because I'm even too lazy to go find the url. Hah.

WHERE IT ALL STARTED AND GOOD THINGS LIKE THAT -----------------> [link]

Categories:

a) Traditional
-Animations
-Drawings
-Street Art
-Body Art
-Paintings -- Angelique
-Mixed Media
-Typography
-Sculpture
-Printing
-Collage
-Miscellaneous

b) Digital
-Drawings
-Vexel
-Mixed Media
-Mescellaneous
-Photomanipulation
-3D Art
-Paintings and Airbrushing - [link]
-Pixel Art
-Text Art
-Vector
-Fractal Art

c) Photography
-Abstract and Surreal
-Animals, plants and nature
-Architecture
-Darkroom
-People and Portraits
-Still Life
-Urban and Rural -- [link]
-Macro
-Photojournalism
-Commercial Photography
-Conceptual
-Misc
-Street
-Transportation
-Humourous
-Horror and Macabre

d) Literature
-Poetry

(NOTE: types of poems)
-Ballad
-Fixed
-Haiku and eastern -- [link]
-Limeric
-Open -- [link]
-Sestina
-Song
-Sonnet
-Spoken Word
-Villanelle

(Catagories/genres
Children's
Erotic
Experimental
--Cyber Poetry
--Other
--Surrealism
--Typographical
Family Life
General Poetry
Horror and Macabre
Human Nature
Humor
Narrative
Nature
Philosphical
Romantic
Satire
Scoiopolitical
Sprititual
Transgressive
Urban
Visual Poetry

-Prose
--Fiction
Children's
Erotic
Fan-Fiction
Fantasy -- [link]
General Fiction
Historical
Horror
Humor
Life Stories
Mystery
Occult
Perspectives
Philosophical
Romantic
Satire
Science Fiction
Sociopolitical
Spiritual
Theatre and Scripts
Transgressive

--Nonfiction
-Biographies
-Editorial
-Essays
-General Non-fiction
-Historical
-Journalism
-Philosphoical
-Reviews
-Satire

e) Artisan Crafts
-Culinary Arts
-Sculpture and Glass
-Textiles
-Architectural design
-Knottings and weavings
-Custom dolls
-Jewelry
-Leatherwork
-Metal work
-Miscellaneous
-Folding and papercraft
-Woodworking

f) Customization
-Dolls
-Wallpaper
-Skins and themes
-Icons
-Visualization Presets
-Modules and plugins
-Desktop screenshots
-Handhelds
-Cell Phone art

g) Flash
-Animations
-Humor
-Movies
-Games
-Interactive
-Interfaces
-Intros
-Utilities

h) Film

i) Designs and interfaces
-Fashion
-Packaging
-Editorial Design
-Vehicular Graphics
-Misc
-Theatre Design
-Mascots
-Web Interfaces
-Tattoo Design
-Advertising
-Application Interfaces
-Buttons
-CD Covers -- [link]
-Corperate
-DVD covers
-Logos and Logotypes
-Signage

j) Anime/Manga
-Digital media
Manga (comics)
Oekaki
Paintings
3D
Vector
Drawings

-Traditional media
Manga (comics)
Drawings
Paintings
Mixed Media

k) Cartoons and Comics
-Digital
Cartoons
Comics - [link]

-Traditional
Cartoons
Comics

l) Anthro
-Digital
-Tr... ]]> ~bearerofnaraithas http://bearerofnaraithas.deviantart.com/journal/17089698/ http://bearerofnaraithas.deviantart.com/journal/17089698/ Wed, 27 Feb 2008 13:57:49 PST
But I love it sooooooo......

Anyway. I never want to draw my hand again. Or bottles. And I need to find my glasses, or buy new ones, because it's quite hard to draw still life if you can't see it. This is my official observation.

I should prolly check under my bed. That'd be intelligent.

I'm totally broke, and I really need quarters to do laundry. I think I'm wearing my last pair of jeans. And I don't get payed until the middle of next week. Faaaaaaaaail.

On another note, I started a livejournal, and I'll prolly be putting my writing stuff up there. I'm going to try to write something every day, just so that I can say that I'm writing every day. Don't know if it'll actually be productive, or be what I'm supposed to be writing, but yeah. It'll be there.

And that's about all.

]]> ~bearerofnaraithas http://bearerofnaraithas.deviantart.com/journal/16766788/ http://bearerofnaraithas.deviantart.com/journal/16766788/ Thu, 07 Feb 2008 08:46:52 PST
.... yay for actually learning what the heck it is I'm doing when I pick up a pencil.....

Yeah, that's about all I have to say.

]]> ~bearerofnaraithas http://bearerofnaraithas.deviantart.com/journal/16334751/ http://bearerofnaraithas.deviantart.com/journal/16334751/ Wed, 09 Jan 2008 18:41:33 PST
I scanned stuff. And I could start drawing traditionally again and scheisse because there's a scanner in my trunk. I haven't brought it in yet because I don't know where to put it. I might have to make room on my shelf. Good lord, that will be awkward. Oh, well. I seriously have no room.

I'm debating picking up a couple of my dead plotlines and fiddling with them, to get out of the block I've had for.... well, it feels like years. But I was rereading some old rpg stuff with some of my old character stuff, and I really miss writing with those characters.

I'm also just debating shipping all of those random RP characters into one plot, and just running with it. It'll probably be that bogus Sasha plotline, which doesn't even have a name yet. It is, however, starting to take shape in my head. I just haven't really decided on a medium for it.

That's about all I have to say at the moment. I was mostly getting rid of that last journal...

]]> ~bearerofnaraithas http://bearerofnaraithas.deviantart.com/journal/15963278/ http://bearerofnaraithas.deviantart.com/journal/15963278/ Sun, 16 Dec 2007 17:41:37 PST
Tasia gets to go home in three days!!

Unfortunately, she probably doesn't get to take her massive amounts of laundry with her. Because her parents have decided to be retarded for a bit, and are probably going to make her ride the effing bus back. Okay. I'm really, really happy to go home. But for some reason I'm also amazingly depressed. Like, it's really bad at the moment. And it's worse because there's no reason for it.

My scanner is at home, though! So I can post s'more stuff. I drew with colored pencils last night. Did some anatomy stuff, so I'm pretty excited. That's about all.

I just wanted to write a journal and title it something with a bunch of random letters.

Carry on with your eventful lives.

Oh. I'm getting my piercings. And I'm writing it everywhere so that I actually remember, this time.

]]> ~bearerofnaraithas http://bearerofnaraithas.deviantart.com/journal/15498779/ http://bearerofnaraithas.deviantart.com/journal/15498779/ Tue, 13 Nov 2007 19:25:56 PST
... oh, yes.

I'm taking Drawing 1 next semester! Woohoo!!! *gay*

Anyway. I'm not sure I'm excited about that, because it's basically just high school art without the retardedness, but I have to take that before I take anything else, because I never actuall took art in high school. You wouldn't have, either, if you'd known our art teacher. Anyway.

I found a scanner. It doesn't work. *headdesk*

So, when I get home for Christmas I'll scan everything. Which means I have to make all of my lines uber dark, because our scanner isn't really my friend.

Anyway. I think that was all I had to say.

]]> ~bearerofnaraithas http://bearerofnaraithas.deviantart.com/journal/15171830/ http://bearerofnaraithas.deviantart.com/journal/15171830/ Mon, 22 Oct 2007 11:13:58 PDT [link]) article concerning Dumbledore's sexuality.

Mhmm.

I find it dreadfully amusing that the gay-rights people are annoyed that she didn't make it "more explicit" (ehem, children's book...?), but honestly. Sure, it's nice that she's promoting tolerance. God, I hate that word, but you know what? Eh, I don't even know.

I do give her props for making Dumbledore a normal gay person. It does however make many scenes from the books very, very awkward.

Just thought I'd throw that out there.

On another note, I need a freaking scanner.

The end.

]]> ~bearerofnaraithas http://bearerofnaraithas.deviantart.com/journal/15022417/ http://bearerofnaraithas.deviantart.com/journal/15022417/ Thu, 11 Oct 2007 22:25:02 PDT
College is like highschool. Only you have to live with everyone.... yeah. Whoever thought this up was nothing short of dumb.

I don't have a scanner, so I can't get any of the traditional sketcy stuff I've been doing up. Which is a bugger, because I've been doing a lot of traditional sketchy stuff, lately. Oh, well. Life is life, and it tends to suck. We deal with it.

Art-wise, I've mostly been working on character designs for a bit of story. Not so sure how well that's going..... but it's been good practice.

On a side note, I've fallen in love yet again with Spike, from Cowboy Bebop. ^^ He makes me happy. Anyway. Character designs.

I actually don't have anything else to say.

I still have writer's block...... but not as bad as before. Now I just have LAR block. >< And TTotFN. Bugger. The two things I'm supposed to be writing. Oh wellz.

On ANOTHER side note, I'm actually home sick. It's taken a month or so to get this way, but I'm really, really missing my family. It's not that there's no one to talk to here, or anything. Well, there really aren't that many people to talk to. My couple of good friends have more classes than I do, so I don't see them much more than two or three times a week. But I miss familiar voices, and those bogus jokes that we always told.

I miss my big, empty room. My ten feet of space is feeling very restricting. I need a chair. ><

Ah, well. Life, I guess. Deal with it, get over with it, you're done. So, yeah. That's about it.

]]> ~bearerofnaraithas http://bearerofnaraithas.deviantart.com/journal/14008024/ http://bearerofnaraithas.deviantart.com/journal/14008024/ Fri, 03 Aug 2007 21:50:14 PDT
Man. I mean, isn't supposed to... you know... go away eventually? Thisn's been here since June. It's becoming a bit gay. YES, I KNOW THAT'S POLITICALLY INCORRECT!!!! I have writer's block. There aren't anymore creative adjectives in there.... ^^

That's become my excuse for everything. Pretty much. Yeah.

Aaaaaaand, as if writer's block isn't bad enough, all of the sudden I've got an art block, as well. *rolls eyes* I'm just a doomed entity. Right when things were starting to come out fairly well, fairly consistently...

I suck at life. ^^ But at least I'm happy... ish?

Yeah. I pretty much write gay journals. But since no one really reads them, that doesn't really matter, yes? Heh. CONSOLATION!!! wOOt!!!!

*has been listening to too much Rent, yet again*

]]> ~bearerofnaraithas http://bearerofnaraithas.deviantart.com/journal/13675185/ http://bearerofnaraithas.deviantart.com/journal/13675185/ Mon, 09 Jul 2007 18:35:45 PDT
Guess how well THAT's going? Heh.

There was a whole bunch of stuff that I wanted to say, and I totally forgot what it was... suppose there's always the edit button. Woot.

Uhhh... yeah. That's it.

]]> ~bearerofnaraithas http://bearerofnaraithas.deviantart.com/journal/13132200/ http://bearerofnaraithas.deviantart.com/journal/13132200/ Mon, 28 May 2007 23:11:35 PDT
I've already had time to draw a lot more than usual, and it's been awful nice. The next couple weeks I'm planning on drawing quite a lot more, as, well... I'm on REAL vacation. The west coast is beautiful, especially now. It's very green -- great for pictures, and aesthetic inspiration.

Even if what I usually draw turns out to be crap. *shrugs* I suppose I can't help that, quite yet.

Even so, it's nice to know that I have the time to do something with my hands.

On another note, Washington cops are... the devil. Stang predjudice, too. Just because you have Montana plates doesn't mean you should automatically get pulled over. Especially if the people driving faster that you are from Washington, and the partrolman stops you instead.

Idiots.

And the stupid cat in the house we're staying in is attacking me. I've been head-butted twenty-three times in the last three minutes, and I think the damn thing just scratched my screen. [link]....

Holy freakin' schnee... just finished watching Little Miss Sunshine. Freaking funniest movie ever. I heart.

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Not that that matters in the grand scheme of things, but I'm totally ready to be done with high school in general and move on. Totally.

I've been toying with digital painting again, and it's pretty addicting... almost addicting enough for buying a tablet to be tempting, but not quite. It would be nice, though...

I'm beginning to regret not taking art, even if the teacher was an idiot. I sort've wish I actually knew what I was doing, instead of guessing all the time. Oh well. Everything's obvious in hindsight.

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Not that anyone cares, but I get to go and visit the campus next week, so I'm all excited.

Anyway.

I decided to start posting random angsty poetry that I keep finding in my notebooks from bad days, so you should all read it. Why? Beats me with a stick.

But you should read it anyway.

^_^

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Just watch them.

And my parents will laugh, and with that little smirk that says "What did we tell you?" kick me out of the house.

Freakishly stupid procrastination. Maybe I'll fix it tomorrow....

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