http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:beautifulhikariiugly&section=today deviantART RSS for by:beautifulhikariiugly en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Tue, 22 Dec 2009 20:56:43 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/29029322/ http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/29029322/ Sun, 20 Dec 2009 13:47:50 PST ONCE I GET TO OHIO AND GET SETTLED I'LL DRAW THE COVER.
i finally found it! i found it.

i also found my bible verse i'm gonna do, heather. [link] i love it.

oh and that was a hint.

[link]
so i found that on someone elses journal on here, and i had to make it known to the world. its an awesome commercial.

oh and join NOW

so i want to know where all this cold wind is coming from? i closed the freakin' windows.
i'm going to ohio on monday. i'm excited! and hopefully i'll get some art pumping up there and upload a crapload! encouragements start now, lasting until whenever. oh, and tell me what you want for christmas! or what you're getting. whatever works.

uhm. had fun christmas shopping, haven't been having fun at home or at school. i've been feeling sort of down, actually. hopefully ohio will make me feel better..i kinda want to stay there, but you never know. i probably won't.

]]> ~beautifulhikariiugly http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/28660598/ http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/28660598/ Mon, 07 Dec 2009 18:51:37 PST


[link]

but right now all i have to offer is this awesome short i found on youtube. WATCHIT.
i just watched the road to el dorado. GET AT IT, REALLY. it was awesome. again.

]]> ~beautifulhikariiugly http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/28630950/ http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/28630950/ Sat, 28 Nov 2009 13:31:14 PST 2. Each tagged person must post 10 things about themselves on their journal.
3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 10 people and post their icons on the same journal.
4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
5. No tag-backs

1) I'm a rather mean and controlling person, you just don't know it.
2) i think love is a word to flung around, not that i can judge.
3) i'm in love with old movies like ghostbusters and the cult classics.
4) i love all types of music, excluding probably..metal types. like staind. it just all sounds so much alike. annoys me to no end.
5) i love flying on airplanes
6) i'm blissfully ignorant and oblivious.
7) uhm, i'm pretty stupid, ngl.
8) i still play neopets. WUT.
9) i try to hard
10) my name is chelsea! : D



if youre reading this, your tagged. too late.

]]> ~beautifulhikariiugly http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/28579367/ http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/28579367/ Fri, 27 Nov 2009 12:30:47 PST
uhm. happy thankgsiving, bastards.


nothing else to report, really. just wanted to wish people things and such. i need a new icon.

oh, i might edit this later.

THIS IS SUCH A GOOD SONG OMFG.

EDITZ, YO-

So my thansgiving was good. no meat for me, though. i kind of missed my grandparents.
also, before i start blubbering and sobbing, my cat had its first catnip toy today.
holy shit.
this cat is going INSANE. we got it to go around in a circle and it got so dizzy. omfg, funniest thing i've seen in such a long time. and my cats a spazz to begin with.

tell me about your thanksgiving, please. and maybe what your listening to/what you're obessed with right now


POINTLESS MEME TIME, SINCE I DON'T HAVE ANY SOLID CHARS AT THE MOMENT.

1. Who is your oldest surviving character, and what date were they created?
Zero, i'm thinking. Or Peter. i have no clue, they were created around the same time when i was in 7th grade..so they're four years old or so.
i'm sure these weren't the firsts, but they're what i remember.

2. Since you created them, how have they changed?
i don't use either of them anymore? lol peter was never drawn after the second day in study hall, and zero..she got prettier and less cliche haha. shes pretty much the same, though. still dead. oh, and she got a new wound/different wound thing.

3. Which of your characters has changed the most since you created them? Describe how they have changed.
huum..lulu. her name was originally kiwi, and she wasn't cinderella-esque at all. she still lives in the jungle, but not the same one. overall, i actually thought her through x10. She's just better, since i got older.

4. And which character has changed the least?
Dusty or Maltilda (i finally remembered her name! yuus). dusty was a fursona i based off of panic! at the disco, and she hasn't changed whatsoever. Well, I did add clothes, but sometimes i draw them, sometimes i don't. Matilda actually changed so much it isn't even funny, but i think overall, she's exactly the same. Just a diff. name and occassionally a bandana. she's mai baby.

5. Which of your characters (if any) have stories or relationships with somebody else's characters, and what kind of relationship is it?
lulu had a thing for this one meerca..but he's long gone. hahaha.
otherwise, uhm, no.

6. Finally, if you like, tag some friends to do this meme.
heather would use it whether i tagged her or not, but do it anyways. and anyone else.

]]> ~beautifulhikariiugly http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/28522339/ http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/28522339/ Mon, 23 Nov 2009 04:48:27 PST
1. ANNOYING. AS. HELL.

2. you are also beyond rational annoyance. go away.

3. Don't worry.

4. dude, there is something sticky on my keyboards B button. omfgew.

5. Wash your hair.

6. Your to naive for high school. trust me.

7. I also miss you.

8. You were cool. i was cool. we were fucking awesome together.

9. uh, you're annoying.

10. you left and it wasn't cool, but whatever. just get me the camera.

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9 things people may not know about you:

1. Uhm. This is hard

2. I'm a procrastinator!

3. the phone is off the hook. again.

4. I have two cats, mama kitty, and baby kitty xD

5. I haven't eaten yet

6. I'm getting into the habit of not eating lunch

7. I don't have a scale.

8. I'm going on a crazy awesome field trip today.

9. Tuna for breakfast

8 ways to win your heart:

1. Food.

2. Be humurous. I fall in love with those kind of people.

3. Seriously, just be funny.

4. Surprise me. say things i wouldn't normally hear from someone like you, but don't make it obvious. no one likes it when someone acts a certain way for attention or because you want them to.

5. in other words, be yourself.

6. uh funny? yeah.

7. uhhhm.

8. idk.

7 things that cross your mind a lot:

1. School

2. Mom

3. Ohio

4. Food

5. my grandparents

6. Drawing

7. does my breaths stink?

6 things you do before you fall asleep:

1. Listen to music

2. wash my face

3. check dA/facebook

4. set my alarm

5. get my cat

6. ..lay down?

5 things you notice in the opposite sex:

1. eyes

2. humor

3. hair

4. body type

5. style..shoes?

4 things you wish you never did/had:

1. that lollipop in bible class. ugh.

2. sometimes i wish i didn't move

3. uhm. i don't want to say it. but i know what should be here.

4. grow up.

3 songs to describe your life:

1. hmmn. this is hard. On the brightside by nevershoutnever? or maybe hysteric by the yeah yeah yeahs. or ghostbusters. lawl.

2. growing up by fall out boy.

3. i wish it was cool like 'you belong with me' or something like that, but 'there there, katie' by jack's mannequin. i don't know. that song just moves me, you know? meaning it makes me cry.

2 things you want to do before you die:

1. get married

2. have a kid

1 confession:

1. uh your gay. no.

]]> ~beautifulhikariiugly http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/28512752/ http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/28512752/ Sun, 22 Nov 2009 15:53:40 PST
So I woke up at one and I've had a bottle of diet coke today, meaning no sleep again. Maybe I could sleep at the theatre tomorrow? I don't know, but I'm not liking this bout of insomnia. I keep missing school and I can't sleep and when I do its in the daytime..Ugh. Not to mention I have some tests to make up tomorrow.

I met a frog not to long ago, too.
Nice fellow, though he didn't talk to much.



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STEP ONE

** Make a post in your journal. The post should contain your list of 10 holiday wishes. The wishes can be anything at all, from simple and fun ("I'd love a Snape/Hermione icon that's just for me") to medium ("I wish for _____ on DVD") to really big ("All I want for Christmas is a new car/computer/house/TV.") The important thing is, make sure these wishes are things you really, truly want.

** If you wish for real possible things, make sure you include some sort of contact info in your post, whether it's your address or just your email address where Santa (or one of his elves) could get in touch with you. In this case, you can always just note someone on dA.

** Also, make sure you post some version of these guidelines in your journal, so that others can join in and participate to spread the holiday joy!


STEP TWO

** Surf around your friend list to see who has posted their list. And now here's the important part:

** If you see a wish you can grant, and it's in your heart to do so, make someone's wish come true. Sometimes someone's trash is another's treasure, and if you have a leather jacket you don't want or a gift certificate you won't use--or even know where you could get someone's dream purebred Basset Hound for free--do it.

** You needn't spend money on these wishes unless you want to. The point isn't to put people out, it's to provide everyone a chance to be someone else's holiday elf--to spread the joy. Gifts can be made anonymously or not--it's your call.

There are no rules with this project, no guarantees, and no strings attached. Just...wish, and it might come true. Give, and you might receive. And you'll have the joy of knowing you made someone's holiday special.
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. DSC-H50 Sony Camera with 15x zoom
. Giftart, because who doesn't want it?
. The two Ludo cds (broken bride and a self titled)
. perhaps more time?
. money. not afraid to say it.
. sleep, as mentioned earlier.
. a nice job/ way to make money
. a car with air
. Fall Out Boy? ngl, i've wanted to meet them for five-six years.
. Jack's Mannequin tickets.

]]> ~beautifulhikariiugly http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/28484660/ http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/28484660/ Sat, 21 Nov 2009 09:20:57 PST
in other news, internet is back up, the week end is already almost over, and i saw new moon. not bad. i enjoyed taylor lautner being half naked. it does not bother me.
uhm. uhm. i haven't been able to draw :/ i think its just that time of year. i'm just to busy for it, right now. well, for full fledged drawings. i have some sketches lying around from last night, but yeaah. thats it :/
inspiration, please? give me some hints, really.


[link]
wheelchair kid on glee- he was in a boy band i used to listen to. love on him, because he is hoooot.

]]> ~beautifulhikariiugly http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/28420139/ http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/28420139/ Tue, 17 Nov 2009 18:10:07 PST

i'm seriously debating living by this.
thoughts?




also, my cat is acting so weird.
also,

because she ASTOUNDS ME.


edit-


1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod,Zune etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the first words/sentence spoken in the song
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool!

1. First thing you say every morning;
" i am such a sucker "

2. First thing you think every morning;
" hello hello, is anyone home? "

3. What you say to your friends most often?
" outline of a storyboard with no idea "

4. What do you say to the love of your life?
" homecoming, i'm coming "

5. Whats do you say/call your worst enemy?
" today is a winding road that is taking me to places that i didn't want to go "

6. What do you say whenever you have a break up?
"light breaks underneath a heavy door"

7. What did/do/are going to say at prom?
"go on just say it, you need me like a bad habit"

8. Your view on life:
" hey dad, look at me. "

9. What about mental breakdowns?:
" when the streelights come on the pooling light "

10. Thoughts while driving?
do wop. from trashing the camp from tarzan lol

11. View on Religion?
"hold onto chance, lest we bleed ourselves"

12. Getting back together with your ex:
" it wasn't supposed to be like this, another dose of unhappiness "

13. At your wedding/friend’s wedding:
" i can finally see that your right there beside me "

15. Your final battle (be it emotional or physical):
" i got stuck in a bind, i don't even know why " haha

16. At Death/Funeral:
"spent most of last night dragging this late for the corpses of all our past mistakes"
oh, im in a fall out boy mood now. such a good song. "you wouldn't know a good thing if it came up and slit your throat."

17. Last Thought before going to sleep:
" joke me something awful just like kisses on the neck to best friends. "

]]> ~beautifulhikariiugly http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/28415581/ http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/28415581/ Tue, 17 Nov 2009 14:38:05 PST TWO - Which of your online friends do you talk to the most?: Heather. i think thats the main one..?
THREE - Whats your favorite number?: 7
FOUR - What color do you wear most?: blue. private school :/
FIVE - Least favorite color?: uhm. not sure. baby poop.
SIX - Favorite candy?: i just really want one of those orange flavored chocolates lol
SEVEN - What do you smoke?: LIFE :rainbowplz:
EIGHT - Are you happy with your life right now?: its okay
NINE - Anyone ever said you resemble a celebrity?: idk? oh, meryl streep :/
TEN - What is your favorite class in school?: history..? i dont really like school. i guess bible would be next.
ELEVEN - Do you shop at hollister/DC/Bluenotes?: no.
TWELVE - How do you make money?: lawlz
THIRTEEN - Who is your best friend?: heather, laura, christina, anna.
FOURTEEN - Where do you go to school?: ha
FIFTEEN - Are you outgoing?: sometimes.
SIXTEEN - One word to describe you?: dense.
SEVENTEEN - Favorite pair of shoes?: i don't really have a pair. i just put it on.
EIGHTEEN - Do you own big sunglasses?: YES.
NINETEEN - Where do you wish you were right now?: idk? anywhere with lots of money.
TWENTY - What should you be doing right now?: reasearching the Christ the Redeemer statue
TWENTY ONE - Do you have a crush on anyone right now?: not sure. not really.

HONEST SECTION:
Honestly, what's on your mind right now?: lol, the person before me put sex so now... xD
Honestly, what are you doing right now?: this? wishing it didn't SMELL SO HORRIBLE IN HERE.
Honestly, have you done something bad today?: uhm, probably.
Honestly, do you watch disney channel?: no. well, late LATE at night when they show those INCREDIBLY ACIENT movies they made. like can of worms.
Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone?: uhm..my mom, maybe? not sure.
Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?: not really. well, maybe.
Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time?: my mom. some other people.
Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment?: uhm. anna.
Honestly, are you keeping a big secret right now?: yeah

THE CANS:
Can you blow a bubble?: mmhmm
Can you dance?: yes, but not well.
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?: nope
Can you whistle?: yes
Can you wiggle your ears?: nope
Can you wiggle your nose?: no
Can you roll your tongue?: no. i suck
Can you make a clover with your tongue?: no D: my mom can.

ANGER SECTION:
What do you do when you’re mad?: mumble curses.
What’s the worst thing you’ve done when you were mad?: not sure. i guess told my mom i hate her..? i do that a lot though.
Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?: me. my mom.

CRYING SECTION:
Ever really cried your heart out?: oh yeah.
Ever cried yourself to sleep?: yeah
Ever cried on your friend’s shoulder?: yeah. :c
Ever cried over the opposite sex?: huum..no.
Ever cried over the same sex?: ..probably?
Do you cry when you get an injury?: depends on how bad. usually i get embarassed and cry because of that xD
Do certain songs make you cry?: a lot haha
Do certain movies make you cry?: omfgyes

HAPPY SECTION:
Are you usually a happy person?: apparently.
What makes you the happiest?: idk..nothing really haha. i guess snow or nostalgia.
Does being with your friends make you happy?: no. lol, duh.
Do you believe in yourself?: haha
Do you wish you were happier?: who doesn't?
Can music make you happy?: yes yes yes

LOVE SECTION:
How many times have you had your heart broken?: none, technically.
Have you ever loved someone so much that you’d die for them?: i dont know. not sure i know how to love yet.
Has anyone besides your friends and family ever said ‘I love you’?: uhm. yeah.

SELF ESTEEM SECTION:
Is your self-esteem extremely low?: kind of.
Do you think you're good looking?: not really.
Do you wish you could be someone else?: sometimes.

LOOK AT ME:
What is your current hair color?: blonde
Current piercings?: ears
Have any tattoos?: no
Straight hair or curly?: wavy, but its straight right now.

CURRENTLY WEARING:
What shirt are you wearing?: black tanktop.
Necklace(s)?: my favorite.
Shoes?: nope!

HAVE YOU EVER:
Hugged someone?: yup
Been on the phone until the sun came up?: not on a phone.
Laughed so hard you peed in your pants?: LOL YES ITS SAD.
Laughed so hard you cried?: pretty much everytime.
Got in a fight with someone?: yeah

THE LAST:
Person you talked to in person?: my mom
Person you talked to online?: heather
Person you hugged?: christina.

RANDOM:
Do you like... ]]> ~beautifulhikariiugly http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/28388491/ http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/28388491/ Mon, 16 Nov 2009 04:57:17 PST

something while you wait-


ANIME NERD:
[] You watch anime.
[] You read manga.
[] You buy/collect anime DVDs or manga volumes.
[x] You own some other form of anime/manga merchandise.
[...x] You have referred to an anime character as 'hot' before.
[] You have cosplayed.
[] You have done so in public.
[x] You have been to an anime/manga convention.
[] You have created/joined a fanclub for an anime/manga character.
[] You have created/joined a hateclub for an anime/manga character.
[] You have squealed when you found out somebody had the same name as an anime character you knew.
[] You enjoy drawing anime
[/] People you know know you as the 'anime' person.
[] You know that it is pronouced 'mawnguh' and not 'manga' like it is spelled.

ANIME/MANGA POINTS: 3 1/2 YES

ART NERD:

[x] You like art. (WTFYES)
[x] You actually consider yourself an artist. (...maybe)
[/] When using art supplies, the brand of them matters to you.
[x] You have a favorite brand.
[x] You have asked for art supplies as a Christmas/birthday gift before.
[xlol] You give people your drawings as gifts.
[just heather. i gotta ask everyone else if they want something. they seem more then happy to want on neopets though.. lolsad] People actually ask for your drawings.
[x] You are known as 'the art person' at your school.
[] Instead of just 'brown' or ' pink', you'd be specific; it's 'sienna brown' or 'blush pink'. Or whatever.
[] You have taken an art class outside of school.
[x] You have considered a career as an artist.
[xxxxxxx] Your school papers are always covered in doodles.
[x] You have a favorite artist.
[x like my kindergarten ones] Your drawings have been framed.
[x] You carry a sketchbook with you everywhere you go.

ART NERD POINTS: 11 1/2

MUSICAL NERD:

[x] You play a musical instrument.
[] You play more than one instrument.
[x] You actually really enjoy playing your instrument.
[] You've given your instrument a name.
[] You've participated in an extracurricular activity for your instrument.
[] You are known by what you play.
[x] You listen to classical music.
[x] You are wondering whether that refers to the classical music genre or the classical music time period.
[x] You have a favorite composer.
[] All of your friends are from your band/orchestra class.
[] You write music.
[x] You've had discussions with your friends about music
[] You have considered a professional career with your instrument.
[] You are never nervous playing for other people.

MUSICAL NERD POINTS: 6

VIDEO GAME NERD:

[x] You play video games.
[xoyes] You own more than 4 different video game systems.
[x] You've had debates over which system is the greatest.
[] You play video games every day.
[..notsure..i recall only barbie horse adventures lol] You have played a video game for over 10 hours.
[x] You have songs from your favorite video games on your MP3.
[] You love to talk about video games.
[] You memorize the dates for when a new game is being released.
[] People know you as the 'gamer' person.
[] You spend more time on video games than you do hanging out with friends.
[x] Your gaming system is in your room.
[] You have preferences when it comes to what company your game came from.
[x] You've had debates over which company is the best.
[x slowly but surely lol] You keep playing a game until you beat it.
[ ] It makes you angry when you found out somebody looked up cheat codes on the internet to beat their game.

VIDEO GAME NERD POINTS: 6

COMPUTER NERD:

[x] You use the computer every day.
[x] You have an account/username on some sort of social website.
[/LOLEGGCAVESHEATHER!] You go into random internet chatrooms.
[x] You spend at least 2 hours a day on the computer.
[x] You use computer faces; : D XD XP D: ^_^ >.> and etc.
[x] It is hard to go a day without using the computer.
[] You spend time in online forums.
[] In the forum/chatroom you use, you are known there by everyone else.
[x] You have friends you have only met online.
[] You have/have had a girlfriend/boyfriend you have only met online.
[x] You have actually met an online friend in person.
[x] U cn ezly rd 'txttlk.'
[...x] You have said 'lol' or 'omg' in speech that is not online
[x] You can type real... ]]> ~beautifulhikariiugly http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/28304265/ http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/28304265/ Thu, 12 Nov 2009 18:44:33 PST yeah. just comment with what you want. i'm feeling inspired.

1. DONE chars
2. DONE wtwta sketch
3. DONE fantastic mr fox
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riff raff, street rat..i dont buy that!

]]> ~beautifulhikariiugly http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/28252229/ http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/28252229/ Mon, 09 Nov 2009 18:19:42 PST
go check out her comic called the meek. i had put it off and put it off and then i read it last night..she's incredible, and she pretty much pwns faces with her tutorials, really.

uhm. ghostbusters pic might be late haha

uhhhm. nothing else to say.. i think. life has been incredibly boring. sad, i know.


UNECESSARY ANIME TYPE QUIZ


Tsundere (Harsh Outside-Gentle Inside)
[ ] You come off as sort of aloof to other people.
[ ] In public, you intentionally refrain from showing much weakness.
[x] You have a secret obsession with something cute.
[/] You pretend that you hate your crush even though you really love him/her.
[x] You blush when people point out your sensitivites.
[ ] You blush when people tell sexual jokes.
Total: 2 1/2

Yandere (Gentle Outside-Harsh Inside)
[] You’re very sweet and kind in public.
[?] When romance becomes a topic of discussion, people say your personality changes drastically.
[ ] You know some sort of martial art, swordplay, or otherwise.
[ ] You have a crush who you’d literally kill for.
[x] You have a pet-peeve that makes you snap.
[ ] Schitzophrenic?
Total: 1 and a ?

Meganekko (Girl-with-Glasses Character)
[ ] You have glasses
[x] You can sometimes be clumsy, ditzy, or absent-minded.
[ ] You are always very polite in your speech.
[ ] You are fairly intelligent in some field.
[x] You take discipline seriously.
[xlolfeetsideburnsandrewvolpe] You have some sort of fetish for something.
Total: 3

Tsukkomi (Angry Guy)
[xlolagain] You have a friend who often makes dumb or embarrasssing remarks.
[x] You smack/beat up this friend in some way.
[ ] You do your best to maintain a calm facade, only to be thwarted by this friend.
[ ] If you & your friend were a yin-yang, you’d be the “yin”.
[ ] You swear a lot.
[ ] You try to bring out the more serious side of your ridiculous friend.
Total: 2

Boke (Dumb Guy)
[x] You often make silly or embarrassing comments.
[x] You like annoying the heck out of your best friend.
[x] You often get beaten up by your friend in some way, but you take it in good stride.
[ ] If you & your friend were a yin-yang, you’d be the “yang”.
[x] You are normally very laidback and carefree.
[x] You try to bring out the happier side of your angry friend.
Total: 5

Nadeshiko (Perfect Wife)
[ ] You are always, almost overly, polite.
[ ] You love traditional Japanese culture.
[ ] You often wear either a kimono, yukata (summer cotton kimono), or apron.
[ ] You’re an excellent cook.
[ ] You are hardly ever angry.
[ ] You have really long hair.
Total: 0 lol

Tomboy Character
[x who doesnt?] You feel comfortable in boy’s clothing...
[ ] You have short hair
[/] You have had a crush whom you act friendly with rather than romantically.
[ ] You are really good at sport/s.
[/] You are admired by girls and boys for your talents, though you’re sort of in denial.
[/] You show your girly features on rare occasions.
Total: 2.5

Sexy Character
[ ] Your bust/package is...formidable.
[x] You like making sexual innuendos.
[ ] You encourage trips to the beach, pool, or onsen
[x] There are some sexual things that you are ignorant to or need explained to you.
[ ] You’re an expert cosplayer.
[ ] You like the taste of alcohol.
Total: 2

And at last...Lolita/Shota Character
[x] You like sweets or chocolate.
[x not the word..>>] You adore cute things and/or the word “kawaii”.
[ ] You use Japanese suffixes like “-chan,” “-tan,” “-sempai,” etc...
[ ] You add unnecessary suffixes to the ends of your sentences, like “nyo,” “nyu,” “un,” etc...etc~~~
[x] You are considered gullible or naive.
[x moses lol] You have a tall/powerful friend who protects you.
Total: 4

i got dumb guuyy. totally brings my self esteem up xD
ITS SO TRUE THOUGH. fail.





I'M GOING TO GO DRAW NOW, REALLY. I'M PRACTICING TO GET BETTER.
NO, REALLY. I'M LEARNING ANATOMY.
OMFGHAYBAILS THIS IS INSANE.
uh yeah, i'm really bored. drawin' time.

]]> ~beautifulhikariiugly http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/28242805/ http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/28242805/ Mon, 09 Nov 2009 14:06:54 PST cute, simple. good enough for me.

]]> ~beautifulhikariiugly http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/28218991/ http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/28218991/ Sun, 08 Nov 2009 13:30:07 PST b- bedtime
c- catwalk
d- digging
e- evening
f- fallow (i know its a word, just not sure what it means) in the case that it ISN'T a word, just do fellows
g- glad
h- heaven
i- international
j- jolt
k- kansas
l- live
m- mouse
n- narcoleptic
o- outside
p- pattern
q- quality
r- reluctant
s- selling
t- tag
u- uninvoved
v- velvet
w- weathered
x- xylography
y- yellow
z- zeal



my alphabet prompt. take if you wish, pass it on.

]]> ~beautifulhikariiugly http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/28208282/ http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/28208282/ Sat, 07 Nov 2009 22:51:17 PST THERE, I SAID IT.

uhm. no other news. working on ghostbusters fanart, expect it tomorrow or monday.

]]> ~beautifulhikariiugly http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/28154996/ http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/28154996/ Thu, 05 Nov 2009 04:54:18 PST FOREVER TAN AND STRONG AND LOVED
YOU'LL NEVER BLEED AGAIN IN
DREAMY CALIFORNIA SCENES
WHERE BAD GUYS MEET THEIR DESTINY
AND THE GOOD GUY GETS THE GIRL BY THE SUNNY SEA!!



sorry for pointless journal. I was just FEELING IT, y'know? i'm rocking out and i wanted all of you to know.


ps- the song- hello my name is your tv by ludo

]]> ~beautifulhikariiugly http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/28150806/ http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/28150806/ Wed, 04 Nov 2009 20:04:11 PST yeah. YEAH.


tell me something about yourself.

]]> ~beautifulhikariiugly http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/28096569/ http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/28096569/ Sun, 01 Nov 2009 20:51:12 PST "isnt that a little redundant? all rabbits like to party!"

"brothers don't let brothers make fools of themselves..kevin, sorry i've let you done for so many years."


kay. jonas is kind of funny. not gonna lie.

]]> ~beautifulhikariiugly http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/28045906/ http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/28045906/ Fri, 30 Oct 2009 13:05:25 PDT

halloweens tomorrow! tell me what youre doing (:

]]> ~beautifulhikariiugly http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/28021598/ http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/28021598/ Wed, 28 Oct 2009 23:04:01 PDT [link]
ROFLOMFGLMBOLAWLZ.
i'm so tired.

thats the creator of flapjack, btw. go love on him and tell him how hot his bright red beard is xD

]]> ~beautifulhikariiugly http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/27979966/ http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/27979966/ Mon, 26 Oct 2009 15:18:37 PDT :/

]]> ~beautifulhikariiugly http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/27897660/ http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/27897660/ Wed, 21 Oct 2009 21:38:10 PDT Step 1: Put your music player on shuffle.
Step 2: Post the first line from the first 20 songs that play. {Skip instrumental songs and songs that reveal their title in the first line}
Step 3: Strike through the songs when someone guesses both artist and track correctly or pull them off your list.
Step 4: Looking them up on Google or any other search engine is CHEATING!
Step 5: If you like the game, post your own.


1. ..the world is moving everywhere but here, so load the van. destination: nowhere near.

2. ..baby can't you see i'm calling?

3. ..i woke up in new york city from my sleep behind the wheel

4. ..i get lost, messed up, and bored when i'm alone to long.

5. ..hello there, the angel from my nightmare.. too easy.

6. ..somebody give me a sign that everything is going as planned

7. ..i couldbe mean, i could be angry.

8. ..she said i'm jealous of los angeles, she gets to keep you for a month or two

9. ..off with head, dance till your dead!

10. ..i open my eyes last night and saw you in the lowlight..

11. ..its time go, so put all your clothes on

12. ..love is a many splendid thing!

13. ..oh! self loathing is quaint, you told me, showing restriant.

14. another party with the same kids, another night with the same drinks

15. we didn't mean to deceive you, believe me. (no one will get this one)

16. i'm watching kevin arnolds wonder years, tearfully nostalgic for them years!

17. when i wake up, i'm willing to take my chances on the hope that you hate him more than you notice i wrote this for you

18. shes fresh to death, she'll be the death of you!

19. dont leave me all alone, just drop me off at home

20. oh, mister todd, i'm so happy!


Songs guessed right:
1.
2.
3.
4.
5.
6.
7.
8.
9.
10.
11.
12.
13.
14.
15.
16.
17.
18.
19.
20.

free crappy sketch for anyone who gets more than...ten. or if i like you.

]]> ~beautifulhikariiugly http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/27895786/ http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/27895786/ Wed, 21 Oct 2009 19:27:02 PDT
I CAN'T WAIT FOR NEXT WEEKS EPISODE.


ANNNDD...EXPECT FANARTS BECAUSE ITS SO AWESOME.


i think thats it? nothing NOTHING has been happening to me. :/

]]> ~beautifulhikariiugly http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/27821901/ http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/27821901/ Sat, 17 Oct 2009 18:33:51 PDT







DO IT. I DARE YOU.
FEED THEM.
for us. D:
FOR THEM.

ugh yeah lol
me and my friends are nerds. --->

]]> ~beautifulhikariiugly http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/27797640/ http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/27797640/ Fri, 16 Oct 2009 13:11:15 PDT meaning i got the shittiest scanner EVER hooked up, finally.
i'm really not kidding about how sucky this is. just wait.

atleast its a scanner..

OHH, and i can't wait until i get the DSC-H50 Sony CyberShot with 15x zoom. yeah.

]]> ~beautifulhikariiugly http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/27746280/ http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/27746280/ Tue, 13 Oct 2009 14:41:25 PDT because i really need a new camera, and this one..is gorgeous. i've never loved a piece of machine more.

]]> ~beautifulhikariiugly http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/27640218/ http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/27640218/ Wed, 07 Oct 2009 19:21:36 PDT [link]

click it.
I DARE YOU.

it will make your night ten times better.

]]> ~beautifulhikariiugly http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/27526064/ http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/27526064/ Thu, 01 Oct 2009 17:12:17 PDT
alllsoo, for anyone who is stupid enough to travel to florida for screamfest, i'm going on oct 10th. wooo.

uhm. its october and..i think thats it? i think i'm going to go ask my mom if we even have the scanner anymore, and then hook it up if we do. it was a piece of shit, but i have SO MANY drawings to upload. so. many.

i'm sure i have something else to update my like, two followers on, but i can't remember. maybe later.

good news- we don't have the scanner, but its at a friends house. she doesn't use it so we can have it back : )

]]> ~beautifulhikariiugly http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/27461478/ http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/27461478/ Mon, 28 Sep 2009 04:49:51 PDT /srsly./


fall out boy..they blew me away. i couldn't even get excited for blink after that. oohhh. fall out boy was perfect. it turned me into that raging-hormoned, little thirteen year old i used to know and love. omfg. it was beautiful.
oh and patrick was FUCKING HOT.
YEAH. YEAH.
/yes./

]]> ~beautifulhikariiugly http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/27426650/ http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/27426650/ Sat, 26 Sep 2009 10:49:49 PDT [link]


sounds a lot like the drum beat in this song
[link]


and this song has both of those singers in it
[link]qfLasK3o1M


to be honest, i'm just wanting you to fall in love with those bands. something corporate is now a bit defunct, but the lead singer has something very much the same called jack's mannequin (though soco is better loollll)


in other news, my blink 182 concert is tomorrow.
FALL OUT BOY and BLINK 182.
yeah.

aww. the SoCo one bleeps out the fuck D:
thats the best part, srsly.

]]> ~beautifulhikariiugly http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/27297990/ http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/27297990/ Sat, 19 Sep 2009 10:50:26 PDT scooby doo
avatar
soldier
and everything else i wanted to draw that i forgot to.

i wish i could write like whoever writes in thrice. prolly the singer..its perfect. i wish i could do that. so bad. God gave him an amazing gift.



ps- my kitten is the best.

]]> ~beautifulhikariiugly http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/27266438/ http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/27266438/ Thu, 17 Sep 2009 16:28:07 PDT [x] 101 Dalmatians (1961)
[x] Alice in Wonderland (1951)
[x] Bambi (1942)
[x] Cinderella (1950)
[x] Dumbo (1941)
[x] Fantasia (1940)
[x] Lady and the Tramp (1955)
[x] Mary Poppins (1964)
[x] Peter Pan (1953)
[x] Pinocchio (1940)
[x] Sleeping Beauty (1959)
[x] Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs (1937)
[x] Song of the South (1946)



Disney's Dark Age
[x] The Aristocats (1970)
[] The Black Cauldron (1985)
[x] The Fox and the Hound (1981)
[] The Great Mouse Detective (1986)
[x] The Jungle Book (1967)
[x] The Many Adventures of Winnie the Pooh (1977)
[x] Oliver and Company (1986)
[] Pete's Dragon (1977)
[x] The Rescuers (1977)
[x] Robin Hood (1973)
[x] The Sword In The Stone (1963)



The Disney Renaissance
[x] Aladdin (1992)
[x] Beauty and the Beast (1991)
[x] A Goofy Movie (1995)
[x] Hercules (1997)
[x] The Hunchback of Notre Dame (1996)
[x] The Lion King (1994)
[x] The Little Mermaid (1989)
[x] Mulan (1998)
[x] Pocahontas (1995)
[x] The Rescuers Down Under (1990)
[x] Tarzan (1999)



Disney's Modern Age
[x] Atlantis: The Lost Empire (2001)
[ ] Bolt (2008)
[x] Brother Bear (2003)
[] Chicken Little (2005)
[x] Dinosaur (2000)
[x] The Emperor's New Groove (2000)
[x] Fantasia 2000 (2000)
[x] Home on the Range (2004)
[x] Lilo & Stitch (2002)
[x] Meet the Robinsons (2007)
[x!] Treasure Planet (2002)

Pixar
[x] A Bug's Life (1998)
[x] Cars (2006)
[x] Finding Nemo (2003)
[x] The Incredibles (2004)
[x] Monsters Inc. (2001)
[] Ratatouille (2007)
[x] Toy Story (1995)
[x] Toy Story 2 (1999)
[x] Wall-E (2008)

Don Bluth
[x] All Dogs Go to Heaven (1989)
[x] An American Tail (1986)
[x] An American Tail: Fievel Goes West (1991)
[x] Anastasia (1997)
[x] The Land Before Time (1988)
[ ] The Pebble and the Penguin (1995)
[ ] Rock-a-Doodle (1991)
[ ] The Secret of NIMH (1982)
[x] Thumbelina (1994)
[ ] Titan AE (2000)
[x] A Troll in Central Park (1994)
[ ] Bartok the Magnificent (1999)



Claymation
[ ] The Adventures of Mark Twain (1986)
[x] Chicken Run (2000)
[x] Corpse Bride (2005)
[x] James and the Giant Peach (1996)
[x] Nightmare Before Christmas, The (1993)
[x] Wallace & Gromit: The Curse of the Were-Rabbit (2005)
[x] Flushed Away (2006)
[x] Coraline (2009)

CGI
[] Antz (1998)
[x] Happy Feet (2006)
[ ] Kung Fu Panda (2008)
[x] Madagascar (2005)
[] Madagascar 2 (2008)
[x] Monster House (2006)
[x] Over the Hedge (2006)
[x] Polar Express, The (2004)
[ ] Robots (2005)
[x] Shrek (2001)
[x] Shrek 2 (2004)
[x] Shrek 3
[ ] Happily N'Ever After (2006)
[x] Open Season (2006)
[x] TMNT (2007)

Imports
[ ] Arabian Knight (aka The Thief and the Cobbler) (1995)
[xxxxxxx!!!!] The Last Unicorn (1982)
[ ] Light Years
[] The Plague Dogs
[ ] The Triplets of Belleville (2003)
[ ] Persepolis (2007)
[ ] Waltz With Bashir (2008)
[] Watership Down (1978)
[ ] When the Wind Blows (1988)
[ ] Yellow Submarine (1968)

Studio Ghibli/Miyazaki
[ ] Grave of the Fireflies(1993)
[x!] Howl's Moving Castle (2004)
[x] Kiki's Delivery Service (1989)
[ ] Laputa: Castle in the Sky (1986)
[ ] Lupin III: The Castle of Cagliostro (1979)
[ ] My Neighbors The Yamadas
[x] My Neighbor Totoro (1993)
[x] Nausicaä of the Valley of the Wind (1984)
[ ] Only Yesterday
[ ] Pom Poko (Tanuki War)
[ ] Porco Rosso (1992)
[x] Princess Mononoke (1999)
[x] Spirited Away (2002)
[] The Cat Returns
[ ] Whisper of the Heart


Satoshi Kon
[ ] Millennium Actress (2001)
[ ] Paprika (2006)
[ ] Perfect Blue (1999)
[ ] Tokyo Godfathers (2003)
[ ] Memories - "Magnetic Rose" (1995)


Shinkai Makoto
[ ] She and Her Cat (1999)
[ ] Voices of a Distant Star (2001)
[ ] The Place Promised in Our Early Days (2004)
[ ] 5 Centimeters per Second (2007)


Other Anime Films
[ ] Adolescence of Utena
[ ] Akira (1989)
[ ] Appleseed
[ ] Appleseed: Ex Machina
[ ] Arcadia of My Youth
[ ] Blood: The Last Vampire
[ ] Cowboy Bebop: The Movie (2003)
[ ] The Dagger of Kamui
[ ] Dirty Pair: Project Eden
[ ] End of Evangelion
[ ] Fist of the North Star
[ ] Galaxy Express
[ ] Ghost in the Shell (1996)
[ ] The Girl Who Leapt Through Time
[ ] Lensman
[ ] Lupin III: Bye Bye Liberty Crisis
[ ] Lupin III: Hemingway Papers
[ ] Macross: Do You Rem... ]]> ~beautifulhikariiugly http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/27227131/ http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/27227131/ Tue, 15 Sep 2009 12:57:39 PDT 's journal, and all you have to do is post a secret/weird fact about you, and i'll return the favor. it's just something to do, you know? uhhm, one fact per comment, okay?

there is agnat and it is bothering me.
i'm in the middle of moving.
hopefully i can find my scanner, if its still here.
i've been listening to an awful lot of aerosmith, modest mouse, and tarzan soundtrack.
and i've been watching cartoon network and waynes world, packing, and i've been sick.
woo, life sucks right now.

GIVE ME TARZAN FANARTZ!

]]> ~beautifulhikariiugly http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/27140613/ http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/27140613/ Thu, 10 Sep 2009 20:11:02 PDT



i miss my scanner.

]]> ~beautifulhikariiugly http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/27084542/ http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/27084542/ Mon, 07 Sep 2009 21:17:57 PDT
]]> ~beautifulhikariiugly http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/27001697/ http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/27001697/ Thu, 03 Sep 2009 17:42:35 PDT like, i drew roxy from ludo's song..roxy..ahem. GOLISTENTOIT. annnnd, tons of my usual pencily shit. but i worked my butttssss off on this one picture of the three greek god brothers or whatevrr, zues, poisedan, and hades. i've been watching hercules. lol. bbuut, i've been watching a lot of disney movies. been at 's house for like, a week. a little horribly tired, but otherwise great! i'm kinda sorta sick and i was invited to this thing by a guy in youth group? of course, i didn't get invited to the friday party, but whatever. i'm not really pretty or deserve to be looked at or have that thing called self esteem. it's all nonexistent, boys, so you don't have to worry about hurting my feelings! i'm fucking peachy fucking keen. D< -shakles fist-
whatever.
in related news, i'm a failure.
in unrelated news, i want a job and i feel old because i'm tired at eight. but as long as i got that teenage angst! ; )

]]> ~beautifulhikariiugly http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/26941514/ http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/26941514/ Mon, 31 Aug 2009 17:02:27 PDT [] Brown - $100
[x] Blonde - $50
[] Black - $15
[] Bald - $5
[] Other-$75


Eye Color:
[] Brown - $50
[x] Green - $75
[] Blue $150
[] Hazel $100
[] Other - $15


Height:
[] Over 7′ - $200
[] 6′8″ to 7′ - $175
[] 6′0″ to 6′7″ - $150
[x] 5′5″ to 5′11″ - $75
[] 5′4″ to 5′10″ - $85
[] Under 5′4 - $275



Age:
[] 50 to 56 - $175
[] 46 to 50 - $150
[] 41 to 45 - $125
[] 31 to 40 - $100
[] 26 to 30 - $75
[] 21 to 25 - $50
[] 19 to 20 - $25
[x] 0 to 18 - $100


Birth Order:
[] Twins or more than twins - $750
[] First Born - $320
[x] Only Child - $250
[] second born - $150
[] Middle child - $100
[] Last Born - $100
[] third born - $550
[] fourth born - $300
[] fifth born - $400
[] sixth born -$215



Drink?
[x] I did like twice - $400
[] Only Holidays - $250
[] Sometimes - $215
[] YES - $200
[] only weekends - $300
[] Every other day - $50
[] Once a day - $15
[] I live from the bottle - $Bankrupt$
[] No - $600


Vision?
[] Perfect vision $400
[] Need or have glasses/ contacts but dont wear them $200
[] No correction $100
[] Glasses $50
[x] Contacts $25
[] Surgical correction -$100


Shoe Size:
[] 13+ - $300
[] 12 and a half to 13 - $250
[] 11 to 12 - $400
[x] 7 to 10 - $500
[] Under 7- $450


Favorite Colors (two):
[] Green-$750
[] Red - $600
[] Black - $100
[x] Yellow - $475
[] Brown - $300
[] Purple - $225
[] White - $400
[] Aqua - $350
[x] Orange - $300
[] Blue - $300
[] Pink - $100
[] Other - $500


Total:

Did you use a calculator to add it all up?
[] Yes $0
[] Nope - $1000
[x i'm laazzzy] some- $750

Final Total: $ 3000 even lol
REPOST WITH TITLE:I cost $_____ a night

]]> ~beautifulhikariiugly http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/26890509/ http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/26890509/ Sat, 29 Aug 2009 07:37:36 PDT
]]> ~beautifulhikariiugly http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/26880182/ http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/26880182/ Fri, 28 Aug 2009 16:59:29 PDT EFFING SICK OF NOT HAVING A SCANNER/CAMERA CORD. I AM GOING TO BLOW THE FUCK UP.
AFTER I CLEAN MY ROOM, BECAUSE MY MOM IS AN OOMPA LOOMPA MONKEY PROBLEM.*






*oompa loompa monkey problem credited to ludo, the band.
also, ~vert-is-ninja's livestream tomorrow again!! i CANNOT wait. i have tons of fanart i have yet to upload, for obvious reasons at this point.

]]> ~beautifulhikariiugly http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/26857861/ http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/26857861/ Thu, 27 Aug 2009 14:11:32 PDT grimsbloody

might as well try it out and get my lazy ass in geaarrr.

A- arsnic
B- bones (was gonna say blood, but that would be to corny. :] )
C- cringe
D- demons
E- empty
F- frightened
G- guts and gore (I couldn't decide!)
H- heart(not the live kind)
I- isolation
J- jail
K- killing
L- liver
M- murder (sorry to be cliche!)
N- needles (in your eyes!! No you don't have to write about them in your eyes :] )
O- organs (looks charlie OOORGAAAANS)
P- pancreas
Q- quag
R- rancid
S- stab
T- tumors
U- undead
V- viagra! JKJKJK!! SORRY! no umm viscous
W- warning
X- xeroderma
Y- yell
Z- zombies

]]> ~beautifulhikariiugly http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/26799911/ http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/26799911/ Mon, 24 Aug 2009 15:56:17 PDT vert-is-ninja, to bad i don't have any way to get it online! it was conbat, aka conrad the lamepire from [link] hanna is not a boys name. i suggest you go and check it out because i loooovee to shamelessly advertise, really. she has a livestream and everything every once and a while, and i've been to two so far- highlights of my week, seriously. online friends always seem funnier, haha. NO OFFENSE TO YOU, LOVELY HEATH BAR! buuut, i saw some awesome art that isn't on her da- that was prolly my second favorite part. but i have to say the best part was nekkid conrad and 'i'm not underage!' hanna- that was gold. i wish i could laugh like that all the time. haha. uhhhm. thats it on manners such as those..its really just school making me want to blopw my head off, no big deal.
oh, and my friend entered highschool for the first time today - epic! i wish her many more 'gym sucks even though i don't have to take it' days. lucky bastard.

also, kittens are insanely awesome. but one is chewing on something right now. ooh, and one good thing is grammar this year - it'll be THE SHHHHHIITTTT, all those extra letters are necessary! because it's so good! and the n mans class layout..weird.
love,
your friendly neighborhood charlie-man.

]]> ~beautifulhikariiugly http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/26528966/ http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/26528966/ Tue, 11 Aug 2009 14:11:24 PDT
uhm, nothing else to report, sadly. i've been a lazy fuck for the past summer, and i really don't wanna go back to my school. i hate it there, and i almost didn't..sadly, they aren't strict babtists, which may be good or bad. i'm not sure. but whatever. you guys should give me encouraging words, so i'll go draw xD
i'm seriously about to explode with art, anyways..looking at *IceandSnow's art does that to me. haha

]]> ~beautifulhikariiugly http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/26387735/ http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/26387735/ Tue, 04 Aug 2009 18:55:48 PDT
1. Do you sleep in your bra?:
depends.

2. Do you enjoy drama?:
if i was more outgoing, i'd love it.

3. Are you a girly girl?:
i guess? kinda sorta, i have my traits.

4. Who was the last person you hugged?:
LOL best. hug. ever.

5. Small or large purses?:
i dont carry one, usually.

6. Are you short?:
average..5'7"

7. Do you like somebody:
that guy in the car next to ours when my mother picked me up was REALLY hot. i should of waved..been bugging me all day.

8. What would you do if someone smacked your butt?:
depends on who it is. lol

9. Do you care if your socks are dirty?:
sometimes. haha

10. Do you dress up on Halloween?:
ive been a pumplin for three years straight.

11. Are you double jointed?
nope.

12. Where is the weirdest place you have slept?:
cardboard box in my gym at school. horrible night..

13. Has anyone touched/smacked your butt in the past 24 hours?:
lol heath bar did.

14. Is there a rumor going around about you?:
not that i know of. if so i'd be the only one who didn't know..

15. Do you call anybody by their last name?:
no. my last name is weird

16. How many guys will read this just because it says "Girl Confessions"?:
i don't really care or know

"X" Marks the Spot:
[x] I do wear make up.
[x] I have cried at a movie theater.
[x] I can put mascara on without opening my mouth.
[x] I get jealous. (only under certain cercumstances...)
[xxx] I think Johnny Depp is sexy.
[/] I love to laugh.
[ ] I like death/grind/black metal.
[/] I like rap.
[/] I like country
[/] I carry a purse.
[x] I’d be lost without my computer.
[ ] I own a Spice Girls CD.
[x] I own a Britney Spears CD.
[ ] I own a boy band CD.
[ ] I get bored watching football.
[x] I’ve never been called a spoiled brat.
[x isn't everyone?] Guys are confusing.
[x] I’ve been called a bad influence.
[ ] I have/had a piercing other than my ears.

Come on ladies, be truthful!
1. What color is your bra that you're wearing?:
pink and white and blue.

2. Do you prefer light or dark haired guys?:
depends..

3. Are you currently frustrated with a boy?:
yeah, and i dont even like him.

4. Do you have a best friend(s)?:
yeah

5. Have you ever had your heart broken?:
i don't know, i'll tell you when i know what love feels like.

6. Have you ever thought of having cosmetic surgery?:
not that i ever could, but yeah. i don't look superficial, but i am. x.x

7. Do you like your life?:
its fine.

8. Has one of your friends ever stolen a boyfriend from you?:
no.

9. Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?:
yeah haha

10. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?
it switches sometimes. xD usually girls, though.

11. How long have you had Facebook?:
sibnce the end of last school year, i think?

12. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?:
no

13. What are your biggest fears?:
heights, stages..spiders. things like that.

14. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?:
yes

15. Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?:
all the time

16. Do you believe in the saying “once a cheater, always a cheater”?:
not sure.

17. Have you ever had a good feeling about something?:
they nevber end good.

18. Do you ever wish you were famous?:
sometimes.

19. Are you currently missing someone?:
sorta.

This guy or that guy? Pick one.

Punk/Goth or Gangster?:
punk

Preppy or Cowboy?:
..i guess cowboy xD

Face or Body?:
face

Sweet or Sexy?:
sweet, but sexy is a perk. lol

Well-educated or Dropout?:
im not sure..i don't want a smartass, but dropouts are usually smart, just misguided. and they always have a hidden talent. it really depends.

Armani or Abercrombie?:
ew, both guys would be epic fail, nty.

City-slicker or Rural Guy?:
don't mind either

Blue, green, grey, or brown eyes?:
blue, grey..brown eyes are so pretty..

Contacts or Glasses?:
doesn't matter..


More Questions.
01. Eyeliner or Mascara?:
eyeliner

02. Louis Vuitton or Dooney & Bourke?:
neither. to much money for something so trivial.

04. Skirts or pants?:
pants

05. Socks or leggings?:
socks

06. Hoodies or jackets?:
doesnt matter

07. Heels or sneakers?:
sneakers, f... ]]> ~beautifulhikariiugly http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/26172242/ http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/26172242/ Sat, 25 Jul 2009 14:18:00 PDT

goodness.

]]> ~beautifulhikariiugly http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/26116100/ http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/26116100/ Wed, 22 Jul 2009 19:43:18 PDT [link]


" LFKGNMLSAFJNEAMNFKDSFOJREOIGVMNDS;'AJFRENMGV " - my exact words.
FCKING JABBERWOCKY LOOKS SWEET AS HELL. JUST SAYIN'...I THINK ITS THE JABBERWOCKY, ANYWAYS. BUT OMFGYAAAY.

]]> ~beautifulhikariiugly http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/26097608/ http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/26097608/ Tue, 21 Jul 2009 22:16:47 PDT

Instructions:
1. Put your music player on shuffle
2. Press forward for each question
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense
4. No cheating!


HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
reebok commercial, blink 182


WHAT IS YOUR OUTLOOK ON LIFE?
selda, farewell


WHAT DOES YOUR FAMILY THINK OF YOU?
watered down, the used.
maybe.


WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
wasting time, blink 182.
hahahaa.


WHAT DO STRANGERS THINK OF YOU?
girls on trampolines, ludo.
lolololol


HOW IS YOUR LOVE LIFE?
chicago is so two years ago, fall out boy
if i think about it, yeah..this works way to well.


HOW WILL YOUR LOVE LIFE BE IN THE FUTURE?
stella, all time low
nothx, i like boys.


WILL YOU GET MARRIED?
the resolution, jack's mannequin


WILL YOU HAVE KIDS?
everybody is someone elses secret, the audition


ARE YOU GOOD IN SCHOOL?
sick little suicide, the matches (RIP)<--- LOL, IRONY OF IT ALL


WILL YOU BE SUCCESSFUL IN LIFE?
sending postcards froma plane crash, fall out boy
naah


WHAT SONG SHOULD THEY PLAY ON YOUR BIRTHDAY?
forget december, something corporate
well, it is in june, after all.


WHAT SONG SHOULD THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
homesick at spacecamp, fall out boy
haha

The Soundtrack of Your Life:
glory fades, brand new
tell me aboouutt it.


HAPPY TIMES:
hold me down, motion city soundtrack


EVERYDAY:
catholic knees, taking back sunday, live

FOR TOMORROW:
you're so last summer, taking back sunday


FOR YOU:
cute without the e (cute from the team), taking back sunday
wtf is with tbs? its on shuffle!


WHAT DOES NEXT YEAR HAVE IN STORE FOR ME?
semptember brought the fall, farewell


WHAT DO I SAY WHEN LIFE GETS TOO HARD?
becky starz, forever the sickest kids


WHAT DO I THINK WHEN I GET UP IN THE MORNING?
anthem, blink 182


WHAT SONG WILL I DANCE TO AT MY WEDDING?
LOLOL!! ITS ANY WAY YOU WANT IT BY JOURNEEEYY! OMG.
THIS WILL DEFF BE THE SONG.


WHAT DO YOU WANT AS A CAREER?
where the lines overlap, paramore, live


WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SAYING?
everytime i look for you, blink 182


FAVORITE PLACE?
lair lair, nevershoutnever


DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
catch me if you can, gym class heroes


WHAT DO I LIKE DOING MOST?
mad as rabbits, panic! at the disco


WHAT IS MY STATE OF MIND AT THE MOMENT?
the writhing south, say anything
lol


HOW WILL I DIE?
my favorite accident, motion city soundtrack


WHAT SONG WILL YOU USE AS A TITLE?
cola cola, brand new.
nothnxagain.

]]> ~beautifulhikariiugly http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/25913265/ http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/25913265/ Mon, 13 Jul 2009 05:18:50 PDT ANYWHO. IT IS EIGHT SIXTEEN, AND IT WILL BE EIGHT TWENTY WHEN I'M DONE WITH THIS, BUT I'VE BEEN UP ALL NIGHT. I'M TIRED AND CRANKY AND I CAN'T SEE WITHOUT MY CONTACTS AND I'M A LITTLE WEEPY BECAUSE I READ ESTILLADOS RECENT JOURNAL ENTRY, AND HER AND KATE DICALLIMO ARE THE ONLY TWO AUTHORS TO MAKE ME CRY. I DON'T HAVE MUCH MORE TO SAY OTHER THAN I'M RAMBLING, AND ITS ONLY EIGHT SEVENTEEN.

AND MY COMPUTER JUST FROZE FOR LIKE, SEVEN SECONDS. EIGHT EIGHTEEN.

]]> ~beautifulhikariiugly http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/25776064/ http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/25776064/ Mon, 06 Jul 2009 14:13:23 PDT nothin irl wise, but i got some music news thats the shit!
but first of all, follow me on twitter! because i love it there. haha.
[link]


so now, music.
paramores new album, brand new eyes, comes out sept. 29th. i heard ignorance today for the first time. is niiicee.
downloaded nothing personal by all time low, comes out tomorrow. very very very good. a little poppy, but insanely catchy. i'll be listening for a while.
cobra starships cd is entirely done, and pete wentz has a copy, so it'll be out soon. haha.
WHAT THE [b]FUCK[/b] is with jon and ryan from patd? i mean, the band fucking split? biggest mistake of their lives. everyone knows that if you split from a band, you go nowhere. did we not learn from fred macherino from taking back sunday? they put out an amazing record this year, and he did what? i can't remember? did i even know? exactly. stupid ryan and jon. goodness..
atleast brendons voice is like an angels still. annnd, they have demos and things, so i'm thinking thye'll be great. pete wentz said it'll turn out like a small break off of fever, which is what all the fans loved. not that beatles shit. let the beatles sound like the beatles, please. panic was not meant for that sound.
done with my rant. haha. sorry.

ohh, yeah. so there used to be this soap opera with vampires and stuff, and it was cool because it has vampires, and now they're making a movie about it, and JUST GUESS WHO IS GONNA BE IN IT?
YEAH, JOHNNY DEPP. HE IS OFFICIALLY THE HOTTEST MAN ON EARTH NOW, JSYK!

you should do this. i know i have like, four watchers, but yeah. i thought it'd be cool.

"YOU WATCH ME. I want to know 28 things about you. I don't care if we've never talked, never really clicked, or if we already know everything about each other. Let me know with whom I'm friends with!"

1. Your Name:
2. Age:
3. Single or Taken:
4. Favourite Film:
5. Favourite Song or Album:
6. Favourite Band/Artist:
7. Dirty or Clean:
8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:
9. Do we know each other outside of dA?
10. What's your philosophy on life?
11. Is the bottle half-full or half-empty?
12. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?
13. What is your favourite memory of us?
14. What is your favourite guilty pleasure?
15. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:
16. You can have three wishes (for yourself, so forget all the 'world peace etc' malarkey) - what are they?
17. Can we get together and make a cake?
18. Which country is your spiritual home?
19. What is your big weakness?
20. Do you think I'm a good person?
21. What was your best/favourite subject at school?
22. Describe your accent:
23. If you could change anything about me, would you?
24. What do you wear to sleep?
25. Trousers or skirts?
26. Cigarettes or alcohol?
27. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together?
28. Will you repost this so I can fill it out for you?

]]> ~beautifulhikariiugly http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/25654667/ http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/25654667/ Tue, 30 Jun 2009 15:21:27 PDT

These are the rules:

1- Be one of the 14 first people commenting on this journal entry, and I will add you to the Promotional List
2- For each of the 14 first people answering this journal I will put his/her avatar and the three deviations I like most from his/her gallery on the list.
3- If you answer, you'll have to do the same in your journal, putting me on the first place, completing this way the list with 15 people

(NOTE FROM YELLOWFUR: I chose to put a small note as to what it was I was linking each time, just because I think that would make the promotion more effective. )

1. ~Yellowfur
A. [link] i LOVE this to bits. it's very thought-provoking and makes me wanna take pictures.
B. [link] i've been a fan of this series of hers for VERY long time! it's amazingly written!
C. [link] once again, brilliantly written!

2. ~grimsbloody
A. [link] because srsly, it's cool.
B. [link] really good writing, as always!
C. [link] i'm positive this is the best thing you've ever written, and not because its for me. this is srsly amazing.

3. ~inthedreamcloud
A. [link] i love the hair, and i suck with pastels, so good job!
B. [link] i love this a lot! reminds me of howls moving castle!
C. [link] great shading! i can't get over it!

4. ~chooseloveorsympathy
A. [link] beacuse that shit is cool as hell.
B. [link] because i love lions, and your photoshop skillz are epic!
C. [link] it was really hard to pick only three from your gallery D: but i chose this, because joker ftw!



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9.
10.
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12.
13.
14.
15.

]]> ~beautifulhikariiugly http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/25281458/ http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/25281458/ Fri, 12 Jun 2009 21:23:33 PDT II. escape
III. I'm OK
IV. scattered
V. zone
VI. hollow
VII. division

has this writing prompt thing, so liikkee, i wanted to do it. contact her if you wanna try it, i guess. i'm sure she'd like to see some of the stuff you write if you use them.
uhhm. yeah. i don't know what else to saaay. i just needed to write the stuff down somewhere. haha.
ANNA IS BORING WHEN SHE TALKS TO BLECH.

]]> ~beautifulhikariiugly http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/25253986/ http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/25253986/ Thu, 11 Jun 2009 12:27:12 PDT I HAVE TO SEE PUBLIC ENEMIES.
WHY DID I NOT SEE THIS EARLIER?!


johnny depp is the sex.
i want some gummy lifesavers.

but yeah, seriously. i needed a new johnny movie. i can't wait to buy it. -obsessed-


i'm borreedd, and i have a feeling i'm going to fuck up at the hospital where i volunteer. i know i will. i'm just that type of person. :/


annndd, poor anna is feelin' it hard from her literally crazy friends. I think the recent mishap was due to like..what is it called? well, whatever. its an actual disease.

i'mstillbored.

]]> ~beautifulhikariiugly http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/25195884/ http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/25195884/ Mon, 08 Jun 2009 11:06:28 PDT my dad is coming down here to good ol' florida on the twelvth. his cheap ass is paying for a frickin beach house so all his offspring can romp around the place. he wants e to stay while hes there, but no way in hell im staying there on my brithday. no waaay.
but i might stay just to spite my mom. because i hate my family more and more as the days go on. everyone here is frickin nuts.


i think im going to ask for a nice pro-fesh camera from my dad. he'll appreciate it since he takes pictures of trains or something..weirdo..but yeah. maybe even hand me down. i can't wait for that.

and i got blink tickets. only ray of sun in my life besides friends. otherwise i'd be looking for a frickin gun.

my mom is the biggest fucking ass of a hole i've ever met.
i'm a little angry.
let me go clean the kitchen now, for her.

love,
charlie.

]]> ~beautifulhikariiugly http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/25093484/ http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/25093484/ Tue, 02 Jun 2009 17:18:23 PDT i'm really tired.
and i'm really sad.
I don't fucking know why.
Its making me angry.




i'm listening to a fall out boy song i've never heard before, and i am amazed.
and the olllddd lady from across the street is here. its weird. last time i saw her she was able to walk a lot better.
still crazy, though.

she'll die soon and its really weird..
like, shes wheezing like every bone in her body is ready to crack and shatter into little itty-bitty peices. Like her heart is all shriveled and deformed, and her lungs are scratched and deprived.

its really not helping my mood.

]]> ~beautifulhikariiugly http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/25039490/ http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/25039490/ Sat, 30 May 2009 19:47:47 PDT
I don't really know how to tell you this, but dislike you. I think I realized it when you put cuffs on me in your camping car and I saw you sit on the crazy monk. I'm sure you're high enough to understand that Etreme Home Makeover sucks. I'm returning your ring to you, but I'll keep the oil stocks as a memory. You should also know that I get sick when i think of our friendship.

go burn,
Charlie


Hahahaha.



RULES:
Do the "Letter MEME". Tag no less than 5 other people, and leave them a comment, informing them that they have been tagged. Then copy the "How-to" Letter Meme, and finish your Journal entry.

-> How you do the Letter Meme:

Dear (the last person who left a comment on your journal):

I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___. I think I realized it ___2___ ___3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___ .

___12___,
-Your name-

1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister


2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes


3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kabob - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife


4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out


5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk


6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed


7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks


8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service


9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
... ]]> ~beautifulhikariiugly http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/24842647/ http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/24842647/ Tue, 19 May 2009 16:15:33 PDT All like, two of you. xD

But seriously. I haven't put some of my art up on here since last year. I did just put some writing up, so you should go check that out and critique : D


Uhm, i'll finish this later. i have to go.

edit;

scanning stuff in right now!

also, blink 182? FUCK YEAH! i'm positive i shall go to the concert in semptember, the 27th to be exact. tickets go on sale at ten in the morning saturday. i'm so fucking ready.

what else? finals have been crazy, as usual. awesomesauce feild trip to universal tomorrow! i can't freaking wait!

bad news-
, my dear DEAR friend on here, was riding my bike around my driveway, minding her own business when suddenly covert-op ninjas came out of fucking no where and sliced the bike in half, knicking her crotch in a sad attempt to assinate christina(who was riding next to grim when this all happened), and got out of the hospital in the same day. We've been prayin' and cryin' and wishin' she was here, while she is hyped up on vicodin and telling us shes sorry for no real reason.
Yay for story.

Some more bad news-
i can't break up with him. its so freaking hard.
but i need to, and he sees it coming, anyways.
wish me luck.
its just like jumping into cold water, except its really not as bad for you..

good news? ha, thats for the weak. I have no good news to tell of, yet.

OHHH, FALL OTU BOY WILL BE AT MY BLINK DATE.
THATS RIGHT, BE JEALOUS.
I'LL TAKE PICTURES.

oh, by the by..my camera broke, but i fixted it : O and i'm asking for a nice, pro-fesh one for my birthday, WHICH IS NEXT MONTH, THE FIFTEENTH THANK YOU VERY MUCH! haha. but yeah. thats pretty much it for my updates.

thanks for reading, all two of you! : )

]]> ~beautifulhikariiugly http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/23715312/ http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/23715312/ Sun, 15 Mar 2009 16:02:43 PDT : 3
I'll pick three of my favorites from your gallery, and put them up along with your name ; D


1.
a. [link] - i just love this. reminds me of my hometown.
b. [link] - i couldn't help putitng this, and besides, i like bananas.
c. [link] - i love how lively this is : )

2.
a.
b.
c.

3.
a.
b
c.

4.
a.
b.
c.
5.
a.
b.
c.

6.
a.
b.
c.




annd, i don't have time right now, but i shall update this later with my thoughts and about my life, currently.
not like anyone reads it, but yeah. i need to get it down somewhere for future records.

]]> ~beautifulhikariiugly http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/23493845/ http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/23493845/ Mon, 02 Mar 2009 16:48:43 PST 2. [x] Gotten your head stuck between the stair rails(You can see a lot of the world from railings)
3. [] Broken a chair by leaning back in it
4. [x] Had gum fall out of your mouth while you were talking
5. [x] Choked on your own spit while you were talking
6. [] Had people tell you that you are blond when you're not, or had people tell you that your blond highlights are going to your head
7. [x] Been caught staring at your crush by your crush
8. [x] Have looked for something for at least 5 min then realized it was in your hand
9. [x] Tried to push open a door that said pull
10. [x] Tried to pull open a door that said push

Running total: 7

11. [] Have actually believed someone when they said that they knew how to make a love-potion
12. [x] Have hit yourself in the process of trying to hit something else
13. [x] Have tripped and fallen UP the stairs
14. [x] Have actually exploded marshmallows in the microwave
15. [x] Have gotten gum stuck in your hair
16. [x] Had gum fall out of your mouth while trying to blow a bubble
17. [x] Have had the juice from a mini tomato squirt out and hit somebody else when you bit into it
18. [x] Have had your drink come out your nose because you were laughing so hard
19. [x] Have called one of your good friends by the wrong name
20. [x] Have skinned your toe because you were playing soccer or kickball with flip flops on or you were barefoot

Running total: 16

21. [x] Have put a sticker on your forehead, forgot it was there, and went out in public with it on
22. [x] Have fallen out of a moving vehicle
23. [x] Have run into a closed door
25. [x] Searched for your cell phone while you were talking on it
26. [x] It has taken you longer than 5 min to get a joke
27. [] Have gotten your hair stuck in a blow dryer
28. [] Have gotten your hair stuck in a fan
29. [x] Tripped on a crack in the sidewalk
30. [] Said o'clock after saying how many min after the hour, example: 5:30 o'clock, or 6:15 o'clock

Running total: 22

31. [] After someone told you that there was gum on the ground, you stepped in it
32. [] Put on a white shirt even though you already knew it was raining outside
33. [xx] Have ever walked up to a stranger because you thought they were someone else
34. [x] Ever been kicked out of a grocery store/off their property
35. [x] Touched the stove, the curling iron, a hot pan, etc when its on, even though you knew it was hot
36. [x] Taken off your clothes to change into something else then accidentally put the old clothes back on.
37. [x] Wondered why something wasn't working then realized it wasn't plugged in
38. [] Put the cereal in the fridge, or put the milk in the cupboard (both)
39. [x] Walked into a pole
40. [x] Wore two different earrings or shoes by accident/stolen someones shoes by accident

Running total: 29

41. [x] took a picture of someone's eye with the flash on
43. [x] Gotten a ring stuck on your finger because you put it on even though you knew it was too small
44. [x] Walked out of the bathroom (stall) with toilet paper stuck to your shoe without realizing it
45. [xxxx] Went to go do something/go get something, then when you got there, you forgot what it was that you were going to do
46. [x] Picked up someone else's drink and drank out of it by accident when your drink was right next to it
47. [x] Fallen out of your chair while trying to pick something up
48. [x] Have poked yourself in the eye
49. [x ha, i had underwear on too] Have gotten in the shower with your socks still on
50. [] Melted your hairbrush while blow drying your hair

Running total: 37

51. [x] Have done enough stupid things to make a test
52. [x] Have accidentally stabbed yourself with a pencil
53. [x] Have sung the wrong verse to a song without realizing it
54. [x] Have given an odd answer to a question because you didn't hear the question in the first place and didn't feel like asking what it was
55. [] Told someone you were the wrong age because you seriously forgot how old you were
56. [x] Looked into an overhead purposefully while it was on
57. [x] Got up early and got ready for school/work, then realized that you didn't have school/work that day
58. [x] Forgot your own phone number
59. [x] Have tripped on a cord after someone told you to watch out for it
60. [x] Have ever laughed at a joke that no one else thought was funny

Running total: 46

61. [] Done the Macarena to the electric slide or vice versa
62. [x] Said funner then had someone make fun of you for it
63. [x] Have repeated yourself at least twice in the... ]]> ~beautifulhikariiugly http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/23107365/ http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/23107365/ Mon, 09 Feb 2009 17:10:27 PST I've been crying over Blink's reunion.
I've been loving and hating life.
I haven't been drawing much.
I've been writing and going through hellschool.
The 3OH!3 video is funny, I have to say.
I've been going to youth Wednesdays, Math helps and Piano Lessons on Tuesday, and Everything during the weekend.

Pretty in Pink, St. Elmo's Fire, The Outsiders, and I think one more..
Lovely movies.

Uhm,
Update much?


OH, and check out this awesome person. Love her, please. : D


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I wish people would quit leaving me.





1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
Uhm..Max scratched me and like, I went to a CIWWAF concert, and the scab got ripped off. Wouldn't of been a scar, otherwise.

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
posters. magazine clippings..calandar. normal stuff, i guess.

3.WHAT DOES YOUR CELL LOOK LIKE?
light blue. OLD. its been washed twice and has way to many ringtones on it.

4. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LIKE TO LISTEN TO?
Everything.
Except some metal.
and grindcore. xDD

5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
i was born in like, the middle of the day xD

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING?
talent.

7. WHAT DO YOU MISS AT TIMES?
Anna
Dane
My inspiration
My Camera
Ohio.

8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION?
I don't really know. I guess my corkboard.

9. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SMELL?
not sure. maybe clinque happy?

10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
no.

11. IF YOU DIED TOMORROW:
I'd do a lot of things.

12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
Shit. I'm tearing up again. What the hell.


13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE COLOGNE?
uhm..i dont know.

14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
Dark, usually.

15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF PROPOSING TO SOMEONE?
man.
i'm crying again.

"right there, in the back of the car in the middle of ghetto St. Pete."

19. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON YOU MADE MAD?
Grandma.

20. DO YOU SPEAK ANOTHER LANGUAGE?
A little bit of Spanish.

21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST GIFT SOMEONE EVER GAVE YOU (OF THE OPPOSITE SEX)?
Not sure. Can't remember. lol

28. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
well, you can't really avoid both of those..
but people have been leaving me quite often lately, funny you should ask this question.

29. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?
i usually don't say it..
i write it down, and sometimes i give it to them.
i'm not very mushy gushy..

30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED:
two.

32. WHAT IS THE ONE NUMBER YOU CALL OFTEN?
anna or heather.

33. WHAT ANNOYS YOU THE MOST?
depends

34. HAVE YOU EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
yeah

39. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED OUT THIS SURVEY?
cleaning out my inbow on here. thinking.

40. IF YOU COULD GET PLASTIC SURGERY, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
NO TUMMY FAT FTW
xD

41. WHY DID YOU FILL OUT THIS SURVEY?
something to do

42. WHAT DO YOU LIKE ON YOUR PIZZA?
cheese

43. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ALCOHOL BECAME ILLEGAL?
i guess it'd be kind of rediculous. lmao

44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
not sure. its a while away.

45. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF IT SUDDENLY STARTED RAINING BLOOD?
as long as it doesnt touch me, i'd be frickin cool.

46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
no.

47. DO YOU WISH ON STARS?
not anymore.

48. WHICH FINGER[S] IS YOUR FAVORITE?
my penguin thumb lmao

49. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY?
today.
yesterday.

50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
not really. hard to read.

51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
i dont eat meat.

52. ANY BAD HABITS?
everything.

53. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING CD ON THE SHELF?
...not sure.

54. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
no. i suck.

55. HAVE YOU EVER TOLD A SECRET YOU SWORE NOT TO TELL?
probably.

56. DO LOOKS MATTER?
sometimes. not usually because with mine i cant get anything :/

57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER?
yell. i used to try and hurt myself before i found out about cutting and stuff. like, i dont cut, but i used to scratch myself and hit and bite myself.
i was weird.

58. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME?
my first is any mosh pit, and my second is anywhere with anna banana

59. DO YOU TRUST OTHERS EASILY?
i dont really think about it.

60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD?
the girl before me pretty much said everything i needed to say.
"Probably some of my Beanie Babies or whatever they were. I loved those things. I still have them all. They’re all packed up. I want to take them out again…"

61. WHAT CLASS IN SCHOOL DO YOU THINK IS TOTALLY USELESS?
most of grammar. trist me. some of the most stupid shit ever in there..
diagramming, BAH.

62. DO YOU HAVE A JOURNAL?
yeah

63. DO YOU USE SAR... ]]> ~beautifulhikariiugly http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/21557948/ http://beautifulhikariiugly.deviantart.com/journal/21557948/ Tue, 18 Nov 2008 20:22:05 PST I got K.

1. Kanga and Roo. Its considered a pair. haha
2. Killing. o_o
3. Kenny, in my class. he's funny xD
4. this is hard. uhm. OH. Kurt Cobain.
5. Dane and Anna. Shut up. Thier names can start with whatever they wants and still be put on this list.
6. Komodo Dragons. xD
7. Kimonos. Purty.
8. Kats. cough.
9. Kelly, the shoes guy xD
10. Kurly fries. haha

I cheated.
: D
post if you want a letter, I guess.

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