http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:beecognate&section=today deviantART RSS for by:beecognate en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 16 Dec 2009 19:55:31 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/28914051/ http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/28914051/ Sun, 13 Dec 2009 01:37:44 PST [link]

Translation, anyone?





Also, there should be an "intrigued" emoticon. But this is close enough I guess. At least how it looks.

]]> ~beecognate http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/28673093/ http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/28673093/ Mon, 30 Nov 2009 14:43:29 PST So yea, just wanted to say that I haven't completely stopped drawing. And I have a work in progress.
But I'll get back to that paper now.
I WILL DEFEAT YOU

]]> ~beecognate http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/28228854/ http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/28228854/ Sun, 08 Nov 2009 23:53:39 PST How fucked up is that?

What's also fucked up is that I secretly kinda hope that I have a kid someday and that at some point I'll find out that they're cutting themselves, so that I can respond like a fucking human being.

]]> ~beecognate http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/28177447/ http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/28177447/ Fri, 06 Nov 2009 11:38:59 PST 2) Gay people can’t have babies with each other. Think about your first crush in elementary or middle school, or whenever. Why did you like that person? It’s obviously only because you wanted to make a baby with him or her. Why would The Lord Our God make people who can’t reproduce like each other?
3) If people were born gay then the whole world could be born gay, and then we wouldn’t be able to make any more people, so then there would be no people. Because there are people on Earth, that means people can only be born straight.
4) There are more gay people around than there used to be. That’s because the media has more recently made it “cool” to be gay with their television shows and movies about or including gay people.
5) Men in prisons choose to have sex with each other, which means they are choosing to be attracted to other men.
6) There are absolutely no instances of homosexuality between animals. That’s because homosexuality is unnatural, and therefore a choice.
7) The first two people God made were a man and a woman. This obviously means that He would only be okay with a man and woman liking each other.
8) If people don’t choose to be gay, then why are there so many ex-gays? These people have been scientifically proven to first be gay and then not be gay anymore. What, did you think people just go deep into denial so as not to jeopardize their careers or relationships, or any other part of their lives, or that they just weren’t gay to begin with, or that they were just confused or something? It just doesn’t work that way. You can search and search the Internet all you want, and you will find zero instances of people recanting earlier claims of being an ex-gay.
9) If Almighty God wanted people to be gay, he would have given men vaginas and women penises.
10) This guy says so: [link]

]]> ~beecognate http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/26813719/ http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/26813719/ Tue, 25 Aug 2009 09:53:44 PDT
]]> ~beecognate http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/26476357/ http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/26476357/ Sun, 09 Aug 2009 02:37:58 PDT
If you knew me in high school, you'll know that I used to be a hardcore pessimist. I pretty much hated everything and always saw the worst in every situation. I always wanted everything to be over, and I always stared at the ground when I walked because I couldn't stand to look at people, who, collectively, I hated.
But sometime between then and now, that completely changed. I realized that no matter what religion you follow, even if you believe in reincarnation, you only have this one life as the person that you are. Whether you believe that God or some God-type being or force gave you this life or that your genetic material was assembled by complete coincidence, or whether you believe in something completely different, this is the only chance you get. Even if you do believe in reincarnation, you will never be this person with this life ever ever again.
So sure, you can be a pessimist and think the worst of the world. You can go around hating everything and seeing the worst in people and situations, you can go around wasting your time and energy and life judging and criticizing and hating other people. You can let it piss you off forever when things don't work out exactly as planned, or when someone has a vastly different opinion from yours. You can grow old being sour and lonely and miserable.
Or you can look for the best in things. You can learn from and enjoy every situation in life. Even when life is at its worst, you can choose to refuse to let it defeat you, and you can be thankful for this awesome experience, this awesome life that was given to you by either fate or God or chance - who or what ever the source, it doesn't matter. You can choose to see the beauty and awe in every single thing that exists, everything that happens. You have this life, and it's completely yours and no one else's, and you can do whatever you want with it. You can make it a miserable experience or a fantastic experience. You can choose to view it in whatever light you want. You can choose to be a sad, empty shell, or you can choose to be happy. The choice is completely yours, and that's another reason why it's such an amazingly beautiful thing.

And no, I'm not suggesting you wake up with a giant smile on your face every morning, saying, "oh what a glorious day this is, I love everyone and everything and I think today I'll roll around in a puddle of kittens and sunshine because the world is so great!" And I'm definitely not encouraging anyone to always expect the best out of things or people or situations to come - on the contrary, I always expect the worst and hope for the best, that way if the worst happens, I'm not devastated, and if the best happens, I'm pleasantly surprised. All I'm saying is that you will find more happiness in life if you choose to be optimistic, to see the best in every situation, and to not hastily judge other people. And if you just try to see the beauty in everything. Because it's there. It really is. And it's overwhelming.

That's all I have to say.

]]> ~beecognate http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/26240555/ http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/26240555/ Tue, 28 Jul 2009 19:05:20 PDT
]]> ~beecognate http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/26205310/ http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/26205310/ Mon, 27 Jul 2009 06:29:09 PDT

I feel bad because I've had so many sick days already, and I don't want them to think I'm just bullshitting. I'm just pretty useless right now.

]]> ~beecognate http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/26095155/ http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/26095155/ Tue, 21 Jul 2009 19:52:02 PDT
]]> ~beecognate http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/25978652/ http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/25978652/ Thu, 16 Jul 2009 05:45:33 PDT My god they're fantastic. Really. I want to see them again. That night was amazing.

Here's some videos if you're interested, which you should be. And you should watch all of these, and marinate in their amazing.
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I'll start you off with that I guess.

]]> ~beecognate http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/25932729/ http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/25932729/ Tue, 14 Jul 2009 00:08:31 PDT
Is it normal to feel kinda nauseous when you find out your ex from a year ago is engaged?
Cause I feel very nauseous, and I'm not really sure why.


I still have a lot of his things laying around.

]]> ~beecognate http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/25842248/ http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/25842248/ Thu, 09 Jul 2009 15:28:25 PDT [link]

]]> ~beecognate http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/25804662/ http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/25804662/ Tue, 07 Jul 2009 20:00:34 PDT I like this artist [link] (she has some paintings in a gallery here.) She paints everything with her fingers.

I need to do more things. Art things. Like drawings and paintings.
I want to get a giant canvas and put it on the ground and cover my body in different colors of paint and different textures and violently dance and roll around. And make a realistic portrait of someone made entirely out of ear prints.

]]> ~beecognate http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/25756163/ http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/25756163/ Sun, 05 Jul 2009 15:14:41 PDT I wish I would've picked a different concentration though. I got tired of looking at and replicating my face.
No thank you.

]]> ~beecognate http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/25697927/ http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/25697927/ Thu, 02 Jul 2009 15:04:28 PDT
Awesome. >_<

Also, I'm in Colorado.
Huzzah.


I'm cold.

]]> ~beecognate http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/25634915/ http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/25634915/ Mon, 29 Jun 2009 17:28:56 PDT I wish someone would come keep me company and watch movies and eat pizza with me and my wire-brain.
But no, everyone sucks and is too busy.
Fuck this place, I wanna go back to my bubble. :[

[link]

]]> ~beecognate http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/25498752/ http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/25498752/ Tue, 23 Jun 2009 15:21:53 PDT [link]

That is all.

]]> ~beecognate http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/25320883/ http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/25320883/ Mon, 15 Jun 2009 02:13:53 PDT I miss that feeling that happens when someone first touches you or kisses you unexpectedly...that sudden shiver of warmth throughout your body and in the back of your neck, feeling like you're made of anti-matter, and the loss of a sense of balance and orientation, the sudden awareness of your own heartbeat, the loss of respiratory control, the hesitation of movement, the surprise and excitement and anticipation...
I want that.

]]> ~beecognate http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/25264964/ http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/25264964/ Fri, 12 Jun 2009 00:15:34 PDT Thanks, I suppose, but I wish my traditional work inspired as much feedback. Or at least half as much.
Oh well, I guess that's just the way people are.

]]> ~beecognate http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/25245487/ http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/25245487/ Wed, 10 Jun 2009 22:49:09 PDT
]]> ~beecognate http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/25103950/ http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/25103950/ Wed, 03 Jun 2009 09:33:51 PDT [link]

And it's about fucking time.
Oh Obama, you rock my world. <3




[Now I'm of to job searching.]
[Again.]

]]> ~beecognate http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/24976804/ http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/24976804/ Wed, 27 May 2009 10:15:46 PDT [link]

Huzzah.

]]> ~beecognate http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/24972450/ http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/24972450/ Wed, 27 May 2009 02:17:21 PDT Well I recently sent them an email kindly telling them I was sad for them that they couldn't tell the difference between pornography and tasteful photography. I also gently informed them that they were violating copyright laws and that if they failed to remove my pictures from their site, I would be forced to take legal action.

This is where the link leads now.
[link]




I win.

]]> ~beecognate http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/24861455/ http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/24861455/ Wed, 20 May 2009 17:52:12 PDT I only have a few more pages to write for one of them, but I haven't started on the other one, which is a 10-12-pager (which I know isn't that bad, but I just have a really hard time writing).
But I'm not working on that right now, as I'm a compulsive procrastinator.


And now for something completely different.


Centaur:
[x] You are rather wild, and let your instincts run you.
[define a lot] You get drunk a lot.
[] Bravery and boldness is second nature to you.
[x] You have a deep love for astronomy and the universe.
[] You like to read your daily horoscope.
[] You have a high level of pride in yourself.
[] In the woods is the best place for you to be.
[I suppose] You are spiritual.
[] The horse is your favorite animal.
[] You are possessive and territorial.
Total: 3.5


Elf:
[] Your ears are slightly pointed at the tips.
[I suppose] You are very intelligent.
[x] Your five senses are extremely keen.
[] Your weight is quite a bit lighter than the average person at your particular height.
[] You always wear elegant clothes and speak as politely as possible.
[x] You are most at peace when you are gazing at something beautiful, like nature.
[x] You look very young for your age.
[] You rarely get sick.
[] You are a very hard worker.
[] Above all other superpowers, you would love to read minds or see the future.
Total: 4

Fairy:
[] You are happy a lot of the time.
[x] The best superpower to you would be to fly.
[] You are very shy.
[x] You love the forest and plant life in general.
[x] You are always willing to help others, even if you might not be the best to offer aid.
[x] You are young and short.
[x] Dancing is one of your favorite pastimes.
[] If someone ticks you off, you are very clever with getting them back.
[x] Your clothing isn't always presentable, but you are comfortable with what you wear.
[] Circles are a wonderful symbol of unity to you.
Total: 6

Gnome/Dwarf:
[x] You are excellent with crafts and handiwork.
[x] In social situations, you tend to be a little awkward.
[x] You are short for your age.
[] You are an isolationist.
[] You love to play practical jokes on people.
[x] You are extremely fascinated with jewelry.
[] You look older than your age.
[x] You love the woods and the mountains.
[x] You are well off, or come from a family that is well off.
[] You have a short temper
Total: 6

Harpy/Siren:
[] You are best at talking bad about people behind their backs and not to their face.
[] When you are annoyed, you will go to a great extent to torment whoever did so to you.
[] You often take things that aren't yours.
[] You are easily angered.
[x] Death fascinates you.
[x] You are female, or a feminine-looking man.
[] You associate yourself with the wind element.
[x] You can switch quickly between your light and dark side.
[] You love to trick others.
[x] You have a ravenous appetite.
Total: 4


Mermaid:
[x] You love the beach more so because of the water than the shore itself.
[x] Fish are some of the most beautiful creatures to you.
[] The ultimate superpower to you would be to breathe underwater.
[] You enjoy looking at ships, but not riding them, as well as you like ships for traveling, not hunting in the sea.
[x] You are good at swimming.
[x] You like to collect shells.
[x] You use sea items as jewelry or decoration.
[x] You enjoy learning about the ocean and the life inside it.
[x] You are extremely against ocean pollution, and someday, perhaps (if you haven't already), you will work to stop that.
[] Legs on land are not as important as a fin in the sea.
Total: 7

Vampire:
[x] You're a night person.
[x] You have a fascination with blood.
[x] You are extremely pale.
[x] You wish you had a bat as a pet.
[x] You are not religious at all.
[x] Tight spaces are not scary or uncomfortable for you.
[x]The sun's glare annoys you all too often.
[I don't hate it, but I'm allergic to it] You hate food with lots of garlic in it.
[depends] To you, a kiss on the neck is more romantic than a kiss on the cheek or lips.
[x] You don't like sharp objects near you.
Total: 9.5


Werewolf:
[] The full moon is the most beautiful scene to you.
[] You have a lot of body hair.
[] The ability to shapeshift is the best superpower to you.
[] You prefer gold over silver items.
[x] You lack self control.
[x] You find it easier to have sympathy for animals than for humans.
[x] You have a deep respect for wolves and wild dogs.
[] You like to... ]]> ~beecognate http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/24721562/ http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/24721562/ Tue, 12 May 2009 14:37:25 PDT I feel like there are people who favorite some of my pieces or watch me because they're just like OMG A CHICK AND BOOBS LOL.
And that's really not why I'm here.
My favorite form of expression has always been drawing.

I'm thinking of splitting into two accounts, one that's PG-rated, so I can link to it in facebook and whatnot, and so I can show family members (who have been persistently insisting that I show them my deviantart), and one with everything else.
Or I'll just make a new account that's PG-rated and keep this one the way it is.
What do you think?

Also, I'm done with classes for the semester (yay!) but I still have a couple papers and three finals, and a few miscellaneous assignments. I should really be studying.
I'm just so tired.


Also, check this out. It will change your life.
[link]

]]> ~beecognate http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/24315305/ http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/24315305/ Sat, 18 Apr 2009 20:58:52 PDT
I'm covered in welts, wax, and rope marks.
And I'm not done yet.

What a night. :]

]]> ~beecognate http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/24242112/ http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/24242112/ Wed, 15 Apr 2009 13:55:58 PDT Anyways, the hole closed up, so now one nipple is pierced and the other isn't, and it's throwing me off. I don't know whether to keep it like this, to get re-pierced, or to take out my remaining piercing.
Any thoughts?


Also, my throat hurts and it's quite frustrating.



----Edit----
As requested:
[link]

]]> ~beecognate http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/24112396/ http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/24112396/ Tue, 07 Apr 2009 13:33:39 PDT

New meds.
Feeling better.
Have dinosaurs.
Have laser.
Tomorrow is birthday.
Will be 19.
Will submit more eventually.

]]> ~beecognate http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/23031207/ http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/23031207/ Thu, 05 Feb 2009 22:26:00 PST http://forum.dumpstersluts.com/showthread.php?t=85128


"dumpster sluts"? "young cute bitches on deviantart"?? "porn"????
Since when does a fucking exposed nipple qualify as porn?
maybe those other chicks are going for that approach, but can these dicks not tell the difference between photography and shitty webcam pics from girls who want brainless fucking dicks to tell them how "hott" their tits are?



If you have a penis, I would stay away from me for a while. I might unexpectedly reach out and rip off your testicles.
Fucking testosterone.

]]> ~beecognate http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/23000400/ http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/23000400/ Wed, 04 Feb 2009 11:04:58 PST


I don't know what I want to do with my life.



I do have a "to do" list for today though. I need to get on that.

]]> ~beecognate http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/22748267/ http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/22748267/ Thu, 22 Jan 2009 21:42:19 PST

I should start drawing my dreams.

I just now realized how many of my dreams have strange miniature animals in them lately. Like horses and dogs that fit in your hand and can talk.



I always seem to go through phases of different kinds of dreams. All summer before ninth grade, I kept dreaming that I was in these strange clothing stores, where I'd usually have no interest in the clothes they had, but I'd be there with my middle school friends and we'd be running around looking for something...I don't really remember any details, but I know they all involved clothing stores. once I stopped having the dreams, I looked up in this dinky little "meaning of dreams" book my sister had what it meant to dream about clothing or clothing stores or something, and it said it signaled big changes to come. It was so eerie, because going from eighth grade to ninth grade, I went through so much, so many changes. Awful changes. A lot of shit happened. It was probably the most drastic period of change I've gone through in my life, when all aspects are taken into account.
And for a while in middle school, for maybe six months or a year, I'd have these recurring dreams where I'd be going up a really steep hill or metal slope thing in a car, and someone else would be driving and there were usually other people in the car with me, and I'd be freaking out because I knew the hill was too steep, but everyone else would be so calm and telling me not to worry. In some of the dreams, we'd get really high up and everyone but me would get out o the car to look around, or in some dreams everyone would stay in the car, but in every dream, I would always be screaming and begging the driver not to go any higher, and at some point, whoever was left in the car (usually just me), we would go tumbling down towards our deaths. I would always wake up right before I died. Then I had a dream where I was once again in a car, facing a steep hill, but I was in the driver's seat. I turned off the car and refused to go up the hill, then I woke up. I didn't have any more of those dreams after that. I never knew what the dreams "meant", but I remember that my life got a lot easier after that last one.

I've never really been a believer in all that "meaning of dreams" mumbo jumbo, I've always mostly just thought dreams were your brain mashing together bits of information you had in your head, but I could be wrong. I do find the whole idea that dreams can really mean something, even be predictive, to be quite interesting, but...I'm not really sure about anything anymore.
I really just want to understand it all.



***edit***
I remembered something else about my dream last night.
Lots of tarantulas in stackable containers.
And boots.

]]> ~beecognate http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/22655209/ http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/22655209/ Sun, 18 Jan 2009 14:40:33 PST
Alright, here we go.
Twin hair-babies. SUV. Breast-feeding with nipple piercings. Fuzzy caterpillars with faces. poisonous blood vessel/vine with an arrow growing around my body and attacking people. People burning the vine-type thing off of my body. Local singing competition. Finding the hair-babies' father. Losing my bag. Finding my bag. Aquarium auditorium. Replacing black metal folding chairs. Open area to a jungle. Marsh lands filled with giant anaconda-sized red patterned deadly venomous snakes. No one else minding the snakes. Trying to find the hair-baby father. Walking along the longest log/branch ever, above open seawater. Bugs that look like little green apples with purple wings. Giant butterflies in the hollows of tree limbs. Finding hair-baby father. traveling back to the marsh area, realizing my bag is lost again. Going back through crowds and snakes. Too many teeny snakes on the branches to find a place to grab for balance. Making it back to the end anyways. Lost bag on rectangular floating docks. Realizing I'd brought my little orange fish in the bag, that it needs water or it will die. Going back through people and snakes, asking for bottled water. Giant man-bats that only attack me. Sliding on ropes back through the jungle. Finding a cup of water for the fish. Wrong kind of water. Asking high school Chemistry teacher's father about healer fish. France. Going the wrong way, ending up in Asia. Stopping to eat. Blond girl asking my sign. Going back through France. Home. Nana in the laundry room with lots of tanks. Ever-increasing population of beta fish. Two small turtles. Fish fins with googly-eyes. A tiny bottle-nose dolphin. Decreasing amount of water in tanks despite lack of leaks. Twisty-turny fish. A miniature orca whale on the ground. Talking millipede skeletons.


Have at it, Freud.

]]> ~beecognate http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/22304746/ http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/22304746/ Wed, 31 Dec 2008 13:36:45 PST So if anyone wants to buy a print or something to help me out, just tell me what you want a print of and I'll make it available.
[insert puppy-dog face here]

:]

]]> ~beecognate http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/22265517/ http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/22265517/ Mon, 29 Dec 2008 17:26:21 PST
Suicide Girls is NOT prostitution, it is NOT porn.
There is NOTHING wrong with it.

PERIOD.

If you comment saying some bullshit about jesus not wanting me to do it, I will summon a demon to put a curse upon your children. And your penis. And/or vagina.


I'm tired of it. Get a life.

]]> ~beecognate http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/22169461/ http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/22169461/ Wed, 24 Dec 2008 14:59:22 PST Thank youuss!
I really do appreciate all of the support. :]
Happy christmahannukwanzukah everyone!

]]> ~beecognate http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/22102122/ http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/22102122/ Sun, 21 Dec 2008 12:15:35 PST Pretty cool if you ask me.
I still don't know if I'm doing it yet, it all depends on whether or not my parents decide to cut me off. I kiiiinda need money. Just a little. I enjoy being able to eat and whatnot.
I have scholarships to pay for tuition, but I need money for food and housing and everything else I need. Like soap.
If I work out a way to get my parents to still support me, I'm probably not going to be an SG.
But they seem pretty keen on cutting me off immediately, meaning I need to find a way to make money fast. Since I no longer have a car, that means my only option is to put naked pictures of myself on teh interwebz for creepy old men to fap to.
Oh well.
Merry Christmas everyone, and a happy, happy new year.

]]> ~beecognate http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/22077383/ http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/22077383/ Sat, 20 Dec 2008 00:12:23 PST [link]

:[
At least Nom-Nom is keeping me company.
[link]


I <3 Nom-Nom.

]]> ~beecognate http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/22000278/ http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/22000278/ Mon, 15 Dec 2008 15:35:38 PST
]]> ~beecognate http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/21971459/ http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/21971459/ Sat, 13 Dec 2008 21:47:12 PST Cause then I'd be like what the balls is going on.

]]> ~beecognate http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/21942680/ http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/21942680/ Fri, 12 Dec 2008 06:22:28 PST Also, making music is way more funnerer than writing papers, even if three of the papers are for a music class.

But yea, we put one of the songs on teh interwebz:
And it are right here.

I love organum noodlum.





If anybody gets that, you are my best friend forever and I'm baking you cookies.

]]> ~beecognate http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/21798562/ http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/21798562/ Wed, 03 Dec 2008 12:02:41 PST (x) Smoked A Cigarette
(x) Smoked A Cigar
(x) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex


Level 2
(x) Are / Been In Love
(x) Dumped someone
( ) Been Fired
(x) Been In A Fist Fight


Level 3
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(x) Skipped Class
(x) Slept With A Co-worker
(x) Seen Someone / Something Die


Level 4
(x) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your deviantart Friends (lololol.)
(x) Been To Paris
(x) Been To Spain
(x) Been On A Plane (in a house or with a mouse?)
( ) Thrown Up From Drinking


Level 5
(x) Eaten Sushi
(x) Been Snowboarding
(x) Met Someone Through Internet
(X) Been in a Mosh Pit


Level 6
(x) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(x) Taken Pain Killers
(x) Liked/loved Someone Who You Can't Have
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
(x) Made A Snow Angel


Level 7
(x) Had A Tea Party
(x) Flown A Kite
(x) Built A Sand Castle
(x) Gone mudding
(x) Played Dress Up


Level 8
(x) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
(x) Gone Sledging
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game
(x) Been Lonely
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School

Leve 9 (um...)

Level 10
(x) Watched The Sun Set
( ) Felt An Earthquake
( ) Killed A Snake


Level 11
(x) Been Tickled
(x) Been Robbed / Vandalized
( ) Been cheated on
(x) Been Misunderstood


Level 12
(x) Won A Contest
( ) Been Suspended From School
(x) Had Detention
(x) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident


Level 13
(x) Had / Have Braces
(x) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) Danced in the moonlight


Level 14
(x) Hated The Way You Look
(x) Witnessed A Crime
(x) Pole Danced
(x) Questioned Your Heart
(x) Been obsessed with post-it-notes


Level 15
(x) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
(x) Been Lost
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(x) Swam In The Ocean
(x) Felt Like You Were Dying


Level 16
(x) Cried Yourself To Sleep
(X) Played Cops And Robbers
(x) Recently Coloured With Crayons
(x) Sang Karaoke
(x) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins


Level 17
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
(x) Made Prank Phone Calls
(No, only noodles and rice.) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
(x) Kissed In The Rain


Level 18
(x) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
(x) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(x) Blown Bubbles
(x) Made A Bonfire On The Beach Or Anywhere


Level 19
( ) Crashed A Party
( ) Have Travelled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(x) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
(x) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey


Level 20
(x) Worn Pearls
(x) Jumped Off A Bridge
(x) Screamed "Penis" or "Vagina"
(x) Swam With Dolphins (Florida represent.)


Level 21
(x) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cube
( ) Kicked A Fish
(x) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
(x) Sat On A Roof Top


Level 22
(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
(x) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
(x) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
(x) Recently stayed Up for a while talking to someone you care about


Level 23
(x) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(x) Climbed A Tree
( ) Had/Been In A Tree House
( ) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone


Level 24
(x) Believed In Ghosts
( ) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
(x) Gone Streaking
( ) Visited Jail


Level 25
(x) Played Chicken
( ) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(x) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
(x) Broken A Bone
(x) Been Easily Amused (holy shit yes.)


Level 26
( ) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
(x) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one (got asked to, but didn't.)
(x) Caught A Butterfly
(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried
(x) Cried So Hard You Laughed


Level 27
(x) Mooned/Flashed Someone
(x) Had Someone Moon/Flash You
( ) Cheated On A Test
(x) Forgotten Someone's Name
(x) French Braided Some ones Hair
(x) Gone Skinny Dipping
( ) Been Kicked Out Of Your House


Level 28
(x) Rode A Roller Coaster
(x) Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling
( ) Had A Cavity
( ) Black-Mailed Someone
(x) Been Black Mailed


Level 29
(x) Been Us... ]]> ~beecognate http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/21793219/ http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/21793219/ Wed, 03 Dec 2008 01:03:27 PST I'm stressed as balls and all I want to do is make more art.

My chest hurts.

]]> ~beecognate http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/21031741/ http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/21031741/ Fri, 17 Oct 2008 13:06:47 PDT seriously a musical genius.
Youtube him, seriously.
I just figured out "Her" today on piano.
Fucking love that song, you have no idea.

]]> ~beecognate http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/20878355/ http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/20878355/ Tue, 07 Oct 2008 17:29:54 PDT
I don't really know how to tell you this, but you're a loser. I think I realized it when I tripped on sesame seeds at the Hare Krishna graduation and I saw you sit on my best friend. I'm sure you're man enough to understand that I get turned on by garbage men. I'm returning your memories from the military service to you, but I'll keep your mom as a memory. You should also know that I am better off without Oprah Winfrey imitations.

Go burn,
Pez


RULES:
Do the "Letter MEME". Tag no less than 5 other people, and leave them a comment, informing them that they have been tagged. Then copy the "How-to" Letter Meme, and finish your Journal entry.

-> How you do the Letter Meme:

Dear (the last person who left a comment on your journal):

I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___. I think I realized it ___2___ ___3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___ .

___12___,
-Your name-

1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister


2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes


3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kabob - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife


4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out


5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk


6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed


7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks


8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service


9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R... ]]> ~beecognate http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/20854743/ http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/20854743/ Mon, 06 Oct 2008 08:51:52 PDT :U



But yea, I have several concepts in my head, which makes me happy, because it means I can think creatively again. AP Art was such a bad idea. I took it as a junior in high school and it drained my creativity so much that it's taken until now to replenish itself.


I'm excited though.
Yayay :]

]]> ~beecognate http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/20373031/ http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/20373031/ Sun, 07 Sep 2008 10:48:24 PDT I love it so much I want to take it behind the middle school and get it pregnant.

]]> ~beecognate http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/19975723/ http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/19975723/ Fri, 15 Aug 2008 18:30:06 PDT Four freakin days. O____O
I'm leaving the nest forever and ever and ever and ever.
I don't even know how I feel right now.

Except that I miss you.
You know who you are. :]
Btdubs, it's looking like you'll be cool to fly out here sometime during winter break. So MAKE IT HAPPEN, SIR! :3
<3333

Back to what I was saying...
New College is going to be amazing........


That's about it for now.

]]> ~beecognate http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/19641913/ http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/19641913/ Mon, 28 Jul 2008 12:43:56 PDT I'm excited.
Get ready for some more "traditional" work.
Hopefully.

]]> ~beecognate http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/19358602/ http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/19358602/ Sat, 12 Jul 2008 17:05:50 PDT But if people start being really dumb and immature about it, I'm taking it down.

Here goes...

]]> ~beecognate http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/19256498/ http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/19256498/ Mon, 07 Jul 2008 14:34:55 PDT Cause I'm sure you guys are all SO excited about it...

But anyways, I've started keeping a log of my dreams, which I've been wanting to do for a while. Maybe I'll make some of them into stories and share them with you.
Probably not though.

I need to get back on clothes-making...




Time for a survey!


I stole this from ~break-my-heart :3


50 THINGS YOU (probably) DIDN'T KNOW ABOUT ME UNTIL YOU READ THIS:

1, What color is your toothbrush?
Clear and green

2, Name one person that made you smile today?
Kirstin. Or her amazing artwork, rather.

3, What were you doing at 8 am this morning?
Sleeping.

4, What were you doing 45 minutes ago?
Eating

5, What is your favorite candy?
Probably Reese's Pieces

6, Have you ever been to a strip club?
Not yet XD

7, What is the last thing you said aloud?
Probably "thank you"

8, What is the best ice cream flavor?
Moose tracks :3

9, What was the last thing you had to drink?
Milk

11, What was the last thing you ate?
Cereal

12, Have you bought any new clothing items this week?
No

13, The last sporting event you watched?
Haha!

14, What is your favorite flavor of popcorn?
? Uh...regular?

15, Who is the last person you sent a message to on myspace?
Chris

16, Ever go camping?
A few times.

17, Do you take vitamins daily?
Pretty much.

18, Do you go to church every Sunday?
No.

19, Do you have a tan?
HAHA! I'm practically albino.

20, Do you like Chinese food over pizza?
Depends.

21, Do you drink your soda with a straw?
If I have a straw to drink it with

22, What did your last text message say?
>:U

23, What are you doing tomorrow?
Slave Labor. Probably looking for a job.

25, Look to your left, what do you see?
Green chair full of clothing and who-knows-what-else, card table with mountains of things on and under it, easel

26, What color is your watch?
Black

27,What do you think of when you hear Australia?
WTF mate?

28, What is your birthstone?
Diamond

29, Do you go in at a fast food place or just hit the drive thru?
I don't really go to fast food places very much...I'm a vegetarian and kinda a health freak thanks to my mother.

30, What is your favorite number?
7 and 2. I refuse to only have one favorite number.

31, Who's the last person you talked to on the phone?
Ms. Maureen, who is amazing and bringing me food.

32, Any plans today?
Hanging out with a friend, Sean

34, Biggest annoyance right now?
Paperwork for New College. Can't I just like....GO?

35, Last song listened to?
Lifter by Deftones

36,Can you say the alphabet backwards?
Yea

37, Do you have a maid service clean your house?
Not really. A friend of the family does the surface work (vacuuming, cleaning counters) and I do all the nooks and crannies (baseboards and ceilings and whatnot).

38, Favorite pair of shoes you wear all the time?
Hmm. Black high-top Converses and four-leaf-clover Vans.

39, Are you jealous of anyone?
Many.

40, Is anyone jealous of you?
I doubt it.

41, Do you love anyone?
Oh yes. <3

42, Do any of your friends have children?
Haha, like 10 of them. Maybe not that many, but it's up there.

43, What do you usually do during the day?
Well, this summer I've been just doing chores and whatnot (cleaning the kitchen, cleaning the house, laundry, etc.) while my parents are at work and then usually just hanging out with people in the evenings and at night

44, Do you hate anyone that you know right now?
I dislike many, but I hate no one.

45, Do you use the word "hello" daily?
Pretty much

46, What color is your car?
Darkish green

47, Do you like cats?
Most of the time. They're damn entertaining though.

48, Do you like the last person you kissed?
Haha, yea

49, Have you ever been to Six Flags?
No

50, How did you get your worst scar?
Hah...I prefer to not think about that period of time in my life.

]]> ~beecognate http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/17603376/ http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/17603376/ Mon, 31 Mar 2008 09:53:25 PDT I'm not sure about it though...just looking at some of the reactions I got from a photo that wasn't even showing anything and that was purely for artistic expression...I don't know if I want to do that. I don't really want to have to deal with dumb people who are like ZOMG I WANNA DO YOU.

But I don't know, we'll see.

]]> ~beecognate http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/17434630/ http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/17434630/ Thu, 20 Mar 2008 22:23:00 PDT Fuck you DA.

]]> ~beecognate http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/16822141/ http://beecognate.deviantart.com/journal/16822141/ Sun, 10 Feb 2008 18:15:18 PST Most of the stuff I submitted is just stuff I did the first three years of high school when I was in art classes so I was required to pump out a bunch of pieces. That's why most of them suck. I would spend all my time on one or two pieces, so then by the end of the nine weeks I'd always have to vomit out some shit-tastic pieces so I wouldn't get an awful grade.
So in my gallery there are really only three or four pieces that are worth looking at, at least in my opinion, and the rest are crunch-time pieces.
But I think I'm going to start up again, even though lately my sketches have been pathetic.

]]> ~beecognate