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                <title>01</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 13 Nov 2009 07:36:32 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="sidebar"><br /><a class="u" href="http://behindyouillusion.deviantart.com/gallery/">gallery</a>  l  <a class="u" href="http://my.deviantart.com/deviants/add/behindyouillusion">watch me</a>  l  <a class="u" href="http://my.deviantart.com/notes/?to%3DBloodPromiser">note me</a>    <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.myspace.com/behindyourillusion">myspace</a>  l  <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://behindyourillusion.blogspot.com/">blogger</a><br /></div><br /><br /><div class="jcustom"><div class="titles"></div><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />I was born into a world <br />of grey words<br />and empty senteces<br /><br />Where everbody keeps looking for someone<br />who turns out to be themselves.<br /></div><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>taste this, taste me.</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 27 Feb 2009 16:28:07 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <sub>Rules of the game:<br /><br />- Choose a singer/band/group<br />- Answer using ONLY titles of songs by that singer/band/group<br />- Tag 6 more people (let them know they've been tagged)<br /><br /><br /><br />I chose you me at six<br /><br /><br />1. Are you male or female? - taste<br /><br />2. Describe yourself. - the rumour<br /><br />3. What do people feel when they're around you? - jealous minds think alike<br /><br />4. How would you describe your previous relationship? - tigers and sharks<br /><br />5. Describe your current relationship. - you've made your own bed<br /><br />6. Where would you want to be now? - if you run<br /><br />7. How do you feel about love? - save it for the bedroom<br /><br />8. What's your life like? -  this trebulance is beautiful<br /><br />9. What would you ask for if you had only one wish? - always attract<br /><br />10. Say something wise. - call that a comeback<br /><br /></sub> ]]></description>
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                <title>nhaaaaa born for this ahaha</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 19 Nov 2008 15:20:00 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <sub>Rules of the game:<br /><br />- Choose a singer/band/group<br />- Answer using ONLY titles of songs by that singer/band/group<br />- Tag 6 more people (let them know they've been tagged)<br /><br /><br />well, i don't want to tag people so... everyonewho's reading this is tagged 8D MUAHAHAHAHAH<br /><br /><br /><br />I chose <b>paramore</b><br /><br /><br />1. Are you male or female? - all we know<br /><br />2. Describe yourself. - fences<br /><br />3. What do people feel when they're around you? - for a pessimist, i'm pretty optimistic<br /><br />4. How would you describe your previous relationship? - we are broken<br /><br />5. Describe your current relationship. - here we go again<br /><br />6. Where would you want to be now? - when it rains<br /><br />7. How do you feel about love? - conspiracy<br /><br />8. What's your life like? - born for this<br /><br />9. What would you ask for if you had only one wish? - miracle<br /><br />10. Say something wise. - that's what you get<br /><br /><br /><br /><b>where to find me peopleeeeee 8D</b><br /><br /><a href="http://behindyourillusion.blogspot.com">blogger</a><br /><a href="http://www.behindyourillusion.hi5.com">hi5</a><br /><a href="http://www.fotolog.com/suicidewhisper">fotolog</a><br /><a href="http://myspace.com/bonekaah">myspace</a><br /><br /></sub><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>why should i care about the subject?</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 26 Oct 2008 17:38:16 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <sub>i don't even know why i write here anymore..<br />anyone reads it.. <-<<br />it's kinda boring you know?<br />bahh.. i'll just leave my links..<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://behindyourillusion.blogspot.com">blogger</a><br /><a href="http://www.behindyourillusion.hi5.com">hi5</a><br /><a href="http://www.fotolog.com/suicidewhisper">fotolog</a><br /><a href="http://myspace.com/bonekaah">myspace</a></sub><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>school.</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 16 Sep 2008 16:38:20 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ if i were a normal person i would say:<br />omg, i'me starting school again this week.. i'm so sick and i didn't even started.. u-u<br /><br />but i'm not a normal person XD<br />so, i tell you, i'm loving school this year<br />i mean, i'm only at the first week, but i'm so happy.. new school, new people, new teachers, new <b>everything</b>!<br />oh and of course, new photographs soon!!<br /><br /><br />oh and by the way, people of portugal, anyone studying in <b>etic</b>? *___*<br />please tell me, 'cause i would <b>love</b> to meet you :3<br /><br /><br /><b>where to find me:</b><br /><br /><a href="http://behindyourillusion.blogspot.com">blogger</a><br /><a href="http://www.behindyourillusion.hi5.com">hi5</a><br /><a href="http://www.fotolog.com/suicidewhisper">fotolog</a><br /><a href="http://myspace.com/bonekaah">myspace</a><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~behindyouillusion</author>
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                <title>back.</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 03 Sep 2008 19:10:26 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <sub>so i'm back :3<br />and sick x) in both sides!<br />but that doesn't really matter.<br /><br />well, i'm back!<br />with old and new photos, and new ideas!!<br />i will post them soon i promise!<br /><br /><br /><b>where to find me:</b><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://behindyourillusion.blogspot.com">blogger</a><br /><a href="http://www.behindyourillusion.hi5.com">hi5</a><br /><a href="http://www.fotolog.com/suicidewhisper">fotolog</a><br /><a href="http://myspace.com/bonekaah">myspace</a></sub><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>leaving dA for two weaks</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 16 Aug 2008 06:18:07 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i'm going to algarve now, for two long weeks.. and i don't have internet there so.. bye :l<br />i'll miss you and deviantart..<br />see ya <3<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>don't you want to give me a new camera?</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 12 Aug 2008 17:42:53 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <sub><strong>so, i had this GREAT idea of subscribing my deviantart *____*</strong><br /><br />and my mom agreed!! but the freaking machine swallowed her fucking credit card..<br />so i <u><b>CAN'T</b></u> subscribe myself until we have the credit card :l<br /><br />it seems like i have to wait.. MORE!!<br /><br /><br /><br />oh, and sorry for my absense here on dA but i'm <u>without</u> camera.. so it's kinda complicated take new pictures right now..<br />but i'll try to post some <b>old</b> works or something, <u>SOON</u>..<br /><br /><strong>wish me luck</strong> n-n'<br /><br />xoxo<br />#behindyourillusion</sub><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>a little bit of me, i think..</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 31 Jul 2008 18:54:20 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <sub>Name: ahah you wish<br />Nick Name : leah or muffin<br />Birthdate : 28.november.2008<br />Current Location : home? 8D<br />Eye Color : brown<br />Hair Color : brown/black<br />Height : 1,64 <br />Weight : 54 <br />Piercings : soon<br />Tatoos : not so sooner<br />Boyfriend : NO! thank god *_*<br />Overused Phrase : why so serious?<br />FAVORITES <br />Foods : italian and fatfood<br />Pub/Disc/Restaurant :  McDonalds and pizzahut *_______*<br />Candy : all<br />Number : 28<br />Color : black<br />Animal : cat<br />Drink : coke<br />Body Part on Opposite sex : smile and hair<br />Perfume : DKNY red delicious <br />TV Show : currently veronica mars<br />Movie : interview with the vampire, queen of the damned, butterfly effect, underworld..<br />Actor/Actress : ashton kutcher/kirsten dunst  <br />This or That <br />Pepsi or Coke : coke ofc!! <br />McDonalds or BurgerKing : McDonalds<br />Chocolate or Vanilla : chocolate <br />Hot Chocolate or Coffee :  coffee<br />Kiss or Hug : both<br />Dog or Cat : cat<br />Rap or Punk : PUNK!! PLEASE<br />Summer or Winter : both<br />Scary Movies or Funny Movies : it depends, what's scary for you? <br />Love or Money : both <br />YOUR... <br />Bedtime : i don't have a bed time : x<br />Most Missed Memory : my father <br />Best phyiscal feature : eyes and hands<br />First Thought Waking Up : why doesn't the world ends?<br />Ambition : desappear<br />Best Friends : ahah they exist?<br />Weakness : i don't know <br />Fears : bees and clowns (but i like the joker, actually i love him :l)<br />Longest relationship : 2 months<br />HAVE YOU... <br />Cheated Your Partner : i don't have a partner<br />Ever Kissed Opposite sex : ofc<br />Been Dumped Lately : nop<br />IN A GUY <br />Favorite Eye Color : green<br />Favorite Hair Color : black.. brown.. blond.. it depends the guy<br />Short or Long : long <br />Height : pfr, i have no idea, but he can't be too fat <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/m/mad.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":x" title=":x (Mad)" /> i mean.. <br />Style : metal *-* or punk.. something.. BUT NOT NIGGAS PLEASE ;__;<br />Looks or Personality : independent but sweet<br />Hot or Cute : hot? :3<br />Muscular or Really Skinny : he can't be too muscular or too skinny.. kinda of both it's good :3<br />RANDOMS <br />What country do you want to Visit : italy <br />How do you want to Die : i wanted a psycopath to kill me with one little and sharpy knife *-* <br />Get along with your Parents : when i don't have my brother here, yes i do<br />Do you think your Attractive : not at all<br />Believe in Yourself : sometimes<br />Want to go to College : yes<br />Do you Smoke : sord off<br />Do you Drink : sometimes<br />Shower Daily : yup<br />Been in Love : yes.. but i didn't really loved someone..<br />Do you Sing : in the shower 8D<br />Want to get Married : no<br />Do you want Children : SATAN NO! i want the children to die, all of them!!<br />Age you wanna lose your Virginity : what if i had lost my virginity already? i'm not telling i did, but it's not of your business :l<br />Hate anyone : sure</sub><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>omg.</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 21 Jul 2008 16:27:51 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <sub><strong>omg</strong>.<br /><br />go see go see *__*<br /><br />it's meeeee<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://haydee.deviantart.com/art/Free-Sketch-Behindyouillusion-92237417">[link]</a><br /><br /><br /></sub>thank you so much <a href="http://haydee.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/h/a/haydee.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconhaydee:" title="haydee"/></a><br /><br />go see her sketches!! they're amazing and so lovely *____*<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>tagged.</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 02 Jul 2008 18:14:45 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <sub>i've been tagged by ~<a class="u" href="http://tugaknight.deviantart.com/">tugaknight</a> :l<br /><br /><br /><br />Here are the rules:<br />1. Post these rules.<br />2. Each person tagged must post 8 random facts about themselves<br />3. Tags should write a journal/ blog of these facts<br />4. At the end of the post 8 more persons are tagged and named<br />5. Go to their page and leave a comment telling them they're tagged<br /><br /><br /><strong>here are the facts:</strong><br /><br />1. well, i'm ugly :'D<br />2. i'm stupid.<br />3. i LOVE <strong>photographie</strong>.<br />4. i'm not hysterical as my mood says, i just can't change it..<br />5. i have two hamsters :3<br />6. my friend ~<a class="u" href="http://diogogomes.deviantart.com/">diogogomes</a> is asking me for "sex" since 10:35 p.m.<br />7. i realized that i have just one more fact left :3<br />8. i'm done ^^</sub><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>bla bla bla</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 20 Jun 2008 08:33:50 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <sub><strong>ARE YOU?</strong><br /><br />1. Perfect?<br />never<br /><br />2. Tall?<br />well..<br /><br />3. In your pajamas?<br />no<br /><br />4. Left handed?<br />wtf?<br /><br /><br /><strong>LAST:</strong><br /><br />1. Friend you saw:<br />pfr.. they were so many..<br /><br />2. Talked to on the phone:<br />marco<br /><br />3. Person to text you:<br />candy<br /><br />4. Was today better than yesterday?<br />well, it's 16:08 p.m. i don't know yet<br /><br /><br /><strong>FAVORITES:</strong><br /><br />1. Number:<br />28<br /><br />2. Color(s):<br />black<br /><br />3. Fruit:<br />apple? ^^'<br /><br />4. Places:<br />not my house<br /><br /><br /><strong>QUESTIONS & ANSWERS:</strong><br /><br />Q: What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up?<br />A: see if sweeney (my hamster) stills alive<br /><br />Q: Do you have anything bothering you?<br />A: right now.. hmm.. no.<br /><br />Q: What's the last movie you saw?<br />A: elizabethtown<br /><br />Q: Where is the last place you went?<br />A: praÃ§a<br /><br />Q. Do you smile a lot?<br />A: no, i hate my smile<br /><br />Q: Do you wish upon stars?<br />A: no<br /><br />Q: Are you a friendly person?<br />A: it depends<br /><br />Q: Where did you sleep last night?<br />A: my bed :l<br /><br />Q: When was the last time you cried?<br />A: pfr.. i have no idea<br /><br />Q: What was your last thought before going to sleep last night?<br />A: "SWEENEY BE QUIET PLEASE, I'M TRYING TO SLEEP"<br /><br />Q: Rate life as of right now one being bad ten being great?<br />A: five by five<br /><br />Q: What do you hear right now?<br />A: music?<br /><br />Q: Does anything hurt right now?<br />A: no<br /><br />Q: What's your favorite month ?<br />A: november<br /><br />Q: What did you do last night?<br />A: nothing :l<br /><br /><br /><strong>EIGHT EMOTIONS:</strong><br /><br />1. Are you missing someone right now: my boyfriend<br /><br /><br />2. Are you happy?: no<br /><br /><br />3. Are you sad?: no<br /><br /><br />4. Are you bored?: a little bit<br /><br /><br />6. Are you nervous?: no<br /><br /><br />8. Are you tired?: of my life? yes<br /><br /><br /><strong>ABOUT YOU:</strong><br /><br />001. Real name? <br />do i have a name? NOBODY TOLD ME THAT O_O<br /><br />002. Nick names?<br />leah, muffin ou cannibal muffin ou muffin das trevas :l entre muitos outros que nao me lembro<br /><br />003. Eye color?<br />dark brown <br /><br />004. Zodiac sign?<br />sagittarius<br /><br />005. Male or female?<br />BOTH 8D kidding XD female<br /><br />008. Slut?<br />are you? <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/p/paranoid.gif" width="23" height="15" alt=":paranoid:" title="They're all out to get me..." /><br /><br />009. Smart?<br />not really :l<br /><br />010. Hair color?<br />brown<br /><br />011. Long or short?<br />in the middle<br /><br />013. Sweats or Jeans?<br />jeans<br /><br />014. Phone or Camera?<br />camera<br /><br />016. Drink or Smoke?<br />smoke<br /><br />020. Tattoos?<br />not yet<br /><br />021. Righty or lefty?<br />none<br /><br /><br /><strong>FIRSTS:</strong><br /><br />024. First best friend?<br />...<br /><br />025. first crush?<br />cesar (with 4 years old)<br /><br />027. First pet?<br />MY RED FISH ;___; NOOOOO THE MEMORIESSS<br /><br />028. First big vacation?<br />cabo verde (believe me, don't go there, it sucks :l)<br /><br /><br /><strong>CURRENTLY:</strong><br /><br />049. Eating?<br />chipmix<br /><br />050. Drinking?<br />GROSELHA *drowls*<br /><br />052. I'm about to:<br />go to my boyfriends house, today he's a prisioner of his mother :l<br /><br />053. Listening to?<br />B-52's - Love Shack<br /><br />054. Plans for today?<br />visit my boyfriend, go to my grandma's and buy a mrs. lovett (another hamster) to sweeney *-* i'm such a good mother :'3<br /><br /><br /><strong>WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE (OR SAME!!!!) SEX?</strong><br /><br />070. Shorter or taller?<br />taller<br /><br />072. Romantic or spontaneous?<br />spontaneous<br /><br />074. Sensitive or loud?<br />loud<br /><br />075. Hook-up or relationship?<br />relationship<br /><br /><br /><strong>HAVE YOU EVER:</strong><br /><br />079. Drank bubbles?<br />no o.o<br /><br />080. Lost glasses/contacts?<br />no<br /><br />081. Ran away from home?<br />not yet<br /><br />084. Broken someone's heart?<br />yes : x<br /><br />085. Been arrested?<br />no :l<br /><br /><br /><strong>DO YOU BELIEVE IN:</strong><br /><br />090. Miracles?<br />no<br /><br />092. Heaven?<br />no<br /><br />093. Santa Claus?<br />no<br /><br />094. Love?<br />working on that<br /><br /><br /><strong>ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:</strong><br /><br />097. Do you like someone?<br />of course :l<br /><br />099. Do you believe in God?<br />no, but if i believed in somthing it would be in satan<br /><br />100. Answered the truth on all questions:<br />i'm not gonna answer this question :l</sub><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>back.</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 16 May 2008 06:01:05 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <sub>peÃ§o desculpa pela minha ausÃªncia, mas perdi a paciÃªncia para continuar.<br />e acabei de rimar o.o<br />e mais uma vez<br />fodasse, sou mesmo boa 444<br />anyway XD<br />tou de volta :3<br />vou demorar um bocadinho a comentar as coisas todas visto que ainda tenho 410 deviantions para ver.. sim, ja reduzi de 500 e tal<br />mas eu prometo que comento tudo de toda a gente, em breve <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br /><br /><br />english ( translation by google cause i don't have patience for more XD and cause my english is not that good u.u' ) :<br /><br />I apologize for my absence, but lost the patience to continue. <br />but i'm back :3 <br />I will take a bit to comment and see everything of everyone because I still have 410 deviantions to see .. yes, already reduced from 500 or so <br />but I promise that i'll comment everything from everybody in brief <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br /><br />xo xo<br />#behindyourillusion</sub><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>=</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 28 Mar 2008 16:44:32 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ bored.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>ou seja,</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 26 Mar 2008 05:47:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ basicamente,<br />odeio-ME.<br />:3<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>odeio.</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 25 Mar 2008 18:59:45 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ odeio o meu cabelo, odeio o meu sorriso, odeio o meu nariz, odeio as minhas maos, odeio as minhas pernas, odeio os meus pÃ©s, odeio o meu cu, odeio o sinal que tenho no peito, odeio as pessoas que vejo na rua, odeio a maneira como me olham, odeio o facto de n suportar as cenas dos outros, olhares, bocas etc, odeio nao conseguir seguir em frente, odeio a minha voz, odeio o fato de odiar o meu irmao, odeio a minha maneira de pensar, odeio nao me esforÃ§ar para ter boas notas, odeio ter que anular matematica por nao conseguir fazer exercicios de merda, odeio ja nao me preocupar com escola, odeio querer dormir, odeio a minha roupa, odeio o pensar que me tou a cagar pa tudo quando nao estou, odeio o facto de nao poder ter um animal, odeio o meu quarto, odeio nos meus desenhos, odeios os meus fascinios, odeio acordar e sentir-me pior no dia seguinte, odeio nao conseguir dizer Ã s pessoas aquilo que sinto quando sinto, odeio nao conseguir por as pessoas que mais amo melhores ou bem, odeio sentir que so faÃ§o merda, odeio ofacto do meu pai ter morrido aos meus 8 anos de idade, odeio nao consseguir pensar ou dizer o que quero, odeio nao melhorar com abraÃ§os ou beijos, odeio nao conseguir chorar quando preciso, odeio sentir-me horrivel, odeio ter fome, odeio nao gostar de legumes, odeio nao conseguir viver a minha merda de vida, odeio fingir que estou bem quando nao estou, odeio viver uma ilusao, odeio sentir-me invisivel, odeio velhos, odeio odiar pastilhas de canela quando toda a gente as come, odeio tentar fazer as coisas all by myself e nao conseguir, odeio a maneira como canto, odeio os meus pelos, odeio quando tenho o periodo, odeio odiar a praia, odeio ter borbulhas, odeio as minhas alergias, odeio ter dor de cabeÃ§a, odeio tomar comprimidos, odeio hospitais, odeio nao conseguir andar de skate, odeio nao me esforÃ§ar para aprender, odeio as coisas insignificantes da minha vida como esta, odeio sentir-me insignificante, odeio pintar-me todos os dias para tentar sentir-me bonita, odeio ter feridas nos labios, odeio ter que andar sempre com um batom do cieiro atrÃ¡s, odeio odiar os meus vizinhos, odeio ter roupa no armario que nao uso, odeio nao me conseguir livrar das coisas, odeio as minhas fotografias, odeio pensar que as minha fotografias sao lindas, odeio tentar escrever um diario e cartas e so sair merda, odeio nao me conseguirn expressar oralmente e escritamente, odeio pensar que sou diferente quando sou mais uma pessoa que anda praÃ­, odeio so gostar de coisas caras, odeio nao usar metade dessas coisas, odeio insectos, odeio macacos, odeio ter medo do escuro, odeio nao gostar de trevoada, odeio nao gostar de relampagos, odeio ser pessimista, odeio ter medo de borboletas, odeio nao saber o que fazer, odeio querer morrer, odeio ter as minhas melhores amigas com depressoes, odeio nao ser interessante, odeio nao ser sociavel, odeio odiar as pessoas, odeio nao me conseguir integrar numa turma, odeio a marca dos meus dantes no corpo das pessoas de quem gosto, odeio o meu ronronar, odeio gostar de morder coisas, odeio nao gostar de cerveja, odeio nao conseguir fazer-me mal fisicamente, odeio nao me conseguir levantar cedo, odeio chorar quando fico desesperada, odeio nao chorar com filmes, odeio nao conseguir ser feliz, odeio ter visto o filme "vida interrompida" e nao sei porque me ter identificado com a actriz principal, odeio nao ter paciencia para tratar de mim, odeio quando gozam e brincam comigo e eu nao gosto, odeio nao conseguir manter o meu quarto arrumado, odeio quando fico mal disposta, odeio o meu mau humor, odeio estar errada, odeio ser orgulhosa, odeio muito mais coisas de que nao me lembro, odeio nao me lembrar das coisas, odeio sentir-me ridicula, e odeio tar  a escrever isto.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~behindyouillusion</author>
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                <title>leah&amp;twister</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 21 Mar 2008 21:58:27 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ 1. AreÞ²Þ² youÞ²Þ² youÞ²Þ²ngÞ²eÞ²rÞ² thaÞ²Þ²n 29?Þ²Þ²<br />L- yes<br />T- yes i'm younger i'm 18<br /><br />2. EveÞ²r kisÞ²sedÞ² anyÞ²oneÞ² witÞ²h a namÞ²e staÞ²rtiÞ²ng witÞ²h J?<br />L- yes<br />T- nop<br /><br />3. HowÞ² manÞ²y swiÞ²m suiÞ²ts do youÞ² ownÞ²?<br />L- none<br />T- none<br /><br />4. Do youÞ² likÞ²e theÞ² colÞ²or greÞ²en?Þ²<br />L- yes *-*<br />T- CYBER GREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEN<br /><br />5. Do youÞ² havÞ²e a cruÞ²sh on somÞ²eboÞ²dy?Þ²<br />L- actally i dont know o.o<br />T- yes and he's an idiot and i hope he dies 8DDDDDDDDD<br /><br />6. WhaÞ²t thiÞ²ngsÞ² youÞ² wouÞ²ld NOTÞ² tolÞ²eraÞ²te in a relÞ²atiÞ²onsÞ²hipÞ²?<br />L- lies<br />T- *risos* Ã© que nem vou comentar esta.<br /><br />7. Do youÞ² weaÞ²r conÞ²tacÞ²t lenÞ²sesÞ² or glaÞ²sseÞ²s?<br />L- if it were vampiric contact lenses, i wish<br />T- nope my eye sight is FUCKING AMAZING<br /><br />8. WheÞ²n in youÞ²r lifÞ²e havÞ²e youÞ² beeÞ²n theÞ² hapÞ²ieÞ²st?Þ²<br />L- when my brother wasn't born yet *-*<br />T- never <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> i'll only be happy when i die<br /><br />9. EveÞ²r eatÞ²en soaÞ²?<br />L- what's soa? o.o<br />T- soa?<br /><br />10.Þ² WhaÞ²t areÞ² youÞ² lisÞ²tenÞ²ingÞ² to?Þ²<br />L- nickelback- figured you out<br />T- hellboy 2 trailer over and over and over again<br /><br />11.Þ² Is theÞ²re a plaÞ²ce youÞ² wouÞ²ld likÞ²e to visÞ²it sooÞ²n?<br />L- london *-*<br />T- my grave<br /><br />12.Þ² WhaÞ²t'sÞ² youÞ²r favÞ²oriÞ²te kinÞ²d of druÞ²g?<br />L- dont know, there are so many hihi<br />T- the one that gets me killed<br /><br />13.Þ² WhiÞ²ch wouÞ²ld youÞ² ratÞ²herÞ² be a pirÞ²ateÞ² or a ninÞ²ja?Þ²<br />L- pirate<br />T- pirate.. actually, both :3<br /><br />14.Þ² HavÞ²e youÞ² eveÞ²r falÞ²lenÞ² intÞ²o a mudÞ² pudÞ²dleÞ²?<br />L- yes when i was young i think o.o i dont really remember<br />T- yes i have in mierda and it was not pretty but it was fun<br /><br />15.Þ² Do youÞ² likÞ²e winÞ²terÞ²?<br />L- yes *-* but i prefer autumn<br />T- yes i love the winter is my favourite season<br /><br />16.Þ² AreÞ² u in a banÞ²d?<br />L- nop<br />T- nope<br /><br />17.Þ² Do youÞ² likÞ²e parÞ²tieÞ²s?<br />L- it depends<br />T- it depends<br /><br />18.Þ² HowÞ² lonÞ²g havÞ²e youÞ² hadÞ² youÞ²r dA forÞ²?<br />L- i'm way to blocked to answer this question<br />T- i dont care about dA<br /><br />19.Þ² If youÞ² couÞ²ld ownÞ² a monÞ²keyÞ², wouÞ²ld youÞ²?<br />L- no i hate monkeys<br />T- i would give it to leah they would feel like family *laughs like achmed*<br /><br />20.Þ² Do youÞ² ownÞ² anyÞ²thiÞ²ng froÞ²m AmeÞ²ricÞ²an EagÞ²le?Þ²<br />L- i dont think so<br />T- no O.o<br /><br />21.Þ² Do youÞ² lisÞ²tenÞ² to rapÞ²?<br />L- no o.o<br />T- O_O *FATALITY*<br /><br />22.Þ² WhaÞ²t'sÞ² theÞ² lasÞ²t thiÞ²ng youÞ² putÞ² in youÞ²r mouÞ²th?Þ²<br />L- milk *drools*<br />T- sugo ^^<br /><br />23.Þ² WhaÞ²t wasÞ² youÞ²r firÞ²st AIMÞ² namÞ²e?<br />L- what's an aim? o.o<br />T- don't know<br /><br />24.Þ² Do youÞ² likÞ²e fruÞ²it?Þ²<br />L- starwberries and apples<br />T- strawberries and cherries<br /><br />25.Þ² NexÞ²telÞ² or SprÞ²intÞ²?<br />L- none?<br />T- none<br /><br />26.Þ² HavÞ²e youÞ² eveÞ²r givÞ²en a ranÞ²domÞ² perÞ²sonÞ² youÞ²r numÞ²berÞ²?<br />L- no<br />T- yep<br /><br />27.Þ² WhaÞ²ts youÞ²r favÞ²oriÞ²te numÞ²berÞ² andÞ² whyÞ²?<br />L- 8, cause is the infinite number 8D<br />T- 40, the death number<br /><br />28.Þ² WouÞ²ld youÞ² makÞ²e a gooÞ²d parÞ²entÞ²?<br />L- no :3<br />T- only if my children were like me and wanted to die *__*<br /><br />29.Þ² WhaÞ²ts theÞ² lasÞ²t texÞ²t in youÞ²r phoÞ²ne inbÞ²ox sayÞ²?<br />L- "Lamentamos, mas como nao recebemos um carregamento, deixou de poder realizar comunicacoes. Para poder voltar a fazelo carregue a sua vitamina." :l<br />T- "Ã© um cabrao com as merdas do costume <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" />"<br /><br />30.Þ² Do youÞ² havÞ²e an addÞ²ictÞ²ionÞ²?<br />L- want me to start? <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />T- used to<br /><br />31.Þ² WhaÞ²t'sÞ² youÞ²r favÞ²oriÞ²te cusÞ²s worÞ²d?<br />L- fuck (acho que Ã© a mais dita)<br />T- foda se i guess<br /><br />32.Þ² Do youÞ² likÞ²e copÞ²s?<br />L- ony if they're hot :3<br />T- not i hate them they're pigs<br /><br />33.Þ² HavÞ²e youÞ² eveÞ²r lovÞ²ed somÞ²eonÞ²e?<br />L- nop<br />T- nao<br /><br />34.Þ² Do youÞ² talÞ²k aloÞ²t?<br />L- it depends, with who am i talking?<br />T- it depends... according with my mood<br /><br />35.Þ² Do youÞ² getÞ² borÞ²ed easÞ²ilyÞ²?<br />L- it depends with my day mood<br />T- yep<br /><br />36.Þ² HowÞ² manÞ²y pilÞ²lowÞ²s do youÞ² sleÞ²ep witÞ²h?<br />L- two<br />T- one<br /><br />37.Þ² Do youÞ² likÞ²e SmoÞ²resÞ²?<br />L- agree with twis<br />T- always wanted to tryyy theeem<br /><br />38.Þ² Do youÞ² likÞ²e hugÞ²s andÞ² kisÞ²sesÞ²?<br />L- maybe, who's giving the... ]]></description>
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                <title>musicmusicmusic.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 23 Dec 2007 09:52:04 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <sub>RULES:<br />
1. Put your music player on shuffle.<br />
2. Press forward for each question.<br />
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesnÂt make sense. NO CHEATING!<br />
4. Tag 5 people.<br />
5. Bold the questions and with the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions. (I don't know how..)<br />
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(sinto-me bue a roubar isto Ã  minha doll-y ;D )<br />
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How are you feeling today?<br />
nightmare before christmas- what's this?   (a minha ressaca da noite de ontem XD )<br />
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Will you get far in life?<br />
limp bizkit- rollin' (yeah, keep on rollin baby 8D)<br />
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How do your friends see you?<br />
ana carolina e seu jorge- eu nÃ£o vou gostar de voÃ§Ãª   (OH YEAH ;D )<br />
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Will you get married?<br />
staind- me  (me? i dont thing so 8D what about you? )<br />
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What is your best friend's theme song?<br />
staind- price to play   (nao sei se ela conheÃ§e, mas diria que o nome tem a ver com ela 8D )<br />
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What is the story of your life?<br />
good charlotte- waldorf worldwide   (nao faÃ§o a minima o que quer dizer waldorf mas parece-me bem 8D )<br />
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What was high school like?<br />
my chemical romance- i'm not ok (AHAH HIGHT SCHOOL SUCKS \m/ )<br />
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How can you get ahead in life?<br />
the donnas- dancing with myself  (OH YEAH BABY DANCING WITH MYSELF OH OH )<br />
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What is the best thing about your friends?<br />
coyote ugly- you're unbelievable (oh yeah, they are XD )<br />
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What is in store for this weekend?<br />
marron 5- make me wonder   (wtf? eu tenho maroon 5 no pc? que maximo 8D )<br />
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To describe your grandparents?<br />
greenday- american idiot   (AHAHAHAH THEY'RE NOT AMERICAN BUT THEY'RE PORTUGUESE IDIOT MUAHAHAAH *leah cai po chao a rir*)<br />
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How is your life going?<br />
panic ate the disco- i write sins, not tragedies   (oh yeah, i'm a rebel \m/ )<br />
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What song will they play at your funeral?<br />
nickelback- this is how you remind me   (i like my windows media player  *-* )<br />
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How does the world see you?<br />
bullet for my valentine- suffocating under words of sorrow   (gosh..  ._. thanks world )<br />
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Will you have a happy life?<br />
staind- pressure   (yeah, i think my life is good 8D )<br />
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What do your friends really think of you?<br />
you me at six- gossip  ( aww, they're so sweet *-* )<br />
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Do people secretly lust after you?<br />
paramore- crushcrushcrush   ( 8D )<br />
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How can I make myself happy?<br />
linkin park- runaway   (can i? *-* )<br />
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What should you do with your life?<br />
the prodigy- voodoo people   (ahah seems good to me 8D )<br />
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Will you ever have children?<br />
puddle of mudd- control   (oh yeah, preservativos control vao rular a minha vida toda!!! 8D )<br />
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                <author>~behindyouillusion</author>
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                <title>.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 09 Dec 2007 13:13:30 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <sub>tired of being optimistic.<br />
tired of hope.</sub><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~behindyouillusion</author>
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                <title>new journal.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 02 Dec 2007 17:36:23 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <sub>so, i'm here again, writing this shit XD<br />
this is kinda stupid, you know? u-u'<br />
actually, it's stupid just because i dont know what to write..<br />
but i cant see one journal where the subject was revolt. anymore, it was <strong>pissing me off</strong> u-u'<br />
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ANYWAY, it's kinda cute write here!<br />
cause you cant say whatever you want, like...<br />
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<strong>GO FUCK YOURSELF MOTHERFUCKER</strong> 8D<br />
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ok, i'm normal again :3<br />
love you all 8D</sub><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~behindyouillusion</author>
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                <title>revolt.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 18 Nov 2007 16:43:46 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <sub>i'm so sick of my life.<br />
i'm sick of my routine, my family, school, everything.<br />
and then people come and say "oh, you listen fall out boy? haha"<br />
yeah, i listen to fall out boy, so what?<br />
i am what i am, i like what i like, if you dont like it, dont look at it!<br />
this was an example..<br />
i'm changing my mind a little bit, i think.<br />
i dont want to live thinking about what other people think about me, i want to live my life, i want to do what i want to do, i want to have the style that i want, i want to listen the music that i want, without worry about what the other people think.<br />
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<strong>i just want to be me</strong>.<br />
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and i dont know why i'm here writing about this but i think that i was needing that, and this is a journal, my journal, so i can write what i want and...<br />
ok, i'll just shut up..<br />
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<br />
e sim, revoltei-me.<br />
</sub><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~behindyouillusion</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 02 Nov 2007 17:07:13 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <strong>AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH<br />
MYYYYYYYYYY LIIIIFFFFFFFFFFFEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE SSSUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKK KKKKKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS SSSSSSSSSSS<br />
GOSH!</strong><br />
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<sub>sorry, but i was needing to <u>scream</u>.</sub><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~behindyouillusion</author>
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                <title>nothing special.</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 12 Oct 2007 06:05:56 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ok, i was sick of that thing i had here :l<br />
just that, maybe i put here something <strong>different</strong> tonight ;D<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~behindyouillusion</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 10 Sep 2007 17:24:14 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <strong>EU SOU UM MUFFIN MORCEGO QUE GOSTA DE GELADO</strong> ;D<br />
para mais informaÃ§Ãµes <strong>morde-me</strong> 8D<br />
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<strong>love#</strong> friends; music; photograph; cocacola; net; gummybears; gameboy color; vampires; draw; rain; boys; allstar; skate;<br />
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<strong>hate#</strong> bugs; cinnamon; vegetables; lies; boring and fake people; school; my family;<br />
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<strong>#</strong>www.myspace.com/bonekaah<br />
<strong>#</strong>http:// bonekaah.hi5. com<br />
<strong>#</strong>www.fotolog.com/greengummybear<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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