http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:bellejar&section=today deviantART RSS for by:bellejar en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 30 Dec 2009 17:58:08 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://bellejar.deviantart.com/journal/27428929/ http://bellejar.deviantart.com/journal/27428929/ Sat, 26 Sep 2009 12:58:35 PDT It is a corruption of the metal.
Metal does not begin rusty...it becomes rusty.
So do we.
Corruption.Corrosion. Its all the same.

I never want a heart of steel. It is bound to corrode faster. I don’t want my heart to be my downfall…let it be something less endearing…like my liver.

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crescere- to increase to expand...to increase in intensity...to cultivate.

or

gliscere- to swell...to increase in power and violence.



Growth is the confession that we are not yet there.
I see too many people (that I love so dearly) with hands clamped firmly over their mouths refusing to just STEP FORWARD.
Words of encouragement are not propellers. They are just words. Time is not a safety net...its a noose.
I want to push. I want scream.
GO!


But its not my place.
So I'm going to run jump fly fall without them....
and hope they catch up.

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I have so much to do...I don't know where to start. So I'm just going to sit and breath until auto-pilot kicks on.
Ready? Go.
Why am I not dressed yet?

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]]> ~bellejar http://bellejar.deviantart.com/journal/17282954/ http://bellejar.deviantart.com/journal/17282954/ Tue, 11 Mar 2008 07:57:29 PDT ouch.
ouch.
OUCH.
it hurts like hell.
but very worth it.
I can't say thanks enough to Badhead Gadroon enough for his incredible Induna. [link]
(check out his gallery!!!!! beautiful!!!)
It came out beautifully, but is WAY bigger than I expected.
I LOVE it....
even though it's downright excruciating...
but I do get to wander around wearing a toga made of my bathrobe for at least 2 or 3 days.
Thank you Gadroon!

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