http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:benevolentblue&section=today deviantART RSS for by:benevolentblue en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Mon, 07 Dec 2009 23:49:38 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://benevolentblue.deviantart.com/journal/14126766/ http://benevolentblue.deviantart.com/journal/14126766/ Sat, 11 Aug 2007 23:42:40 PDT
oh i got into my first car accident...not as exciting as i thought it would be! it was boring... and i got a case of P.T.S.D. while i was watching Munich...where they blow up the guy in his bed. scared the SHIT out of me and i started crying because of the high pitched ringing....i just wasnt ready for something like that right after the accident...i was fine my anckle was swolen for about 2 days but some how i pulled through. i had the car for all of 11 day i hadn't even filled the gas tank once...all of about $36+ dollars went into that car...i lived right next to my job so i didnt use that much gas

I have started playing World Of Warcraft...it is awsome...[i am ashamed of myself] screenshot is coming after i post this entry.

anyways i hope you all are doing swell and i hope you are all fantastic while i am away for a little while longer...got to buy a car then a pc...i think i will actually get a laptop.

ttfn s to you all and happy birthday to all my friends that i have missed...sorry!

]]> ~benevolentblue http://benevolentblue.deviantart.com/journal/9944280/ http://benevolentblue.deviantart.com/journal/9944280/ Sat, 02 Sep 2006 19:34:38 PDT
O.o ... oops sorry lol i can't believe i haven't been on consistantly in like months...sorry

well i'm in college taking pre-vet classes [BiologyII, ChemistryI, and Arabic]
i think i love that language a lot more than English

and i'm kind of thinking of moving to Maryland ... i'm really considering it now that i am totally addicted to and can't stand being away from him.

so yeah hi to you all and i will try to get on here more often and post more picture

later taters ]]> ~benevolentblue http://benevolentblue.deviantart.com/journal/9091492/ http://benevolentblue.deviantart.com/journal/9091492/ Fri, 16 Jun 2006 22:02:05 PDT -blood (the constriction and dilation in-

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can, what are you touching?
-air. . . and my Coke Cola can…and the phone

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
-My younger brother playing my .hack//outbreak game

4. Without looking, guess what time it is?
-11:30pm

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
-…I was fourteen minutes off 11:16

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
-currently playing on my sterio: “Animals” by Nickleback…very dirty song and .hack// sound fx

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
-…8 something pm …chasing away the annoying girls my sister brought over to the house…somehow I always get the dirty jobs…lol!

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
-I was reading free Bleach manga downloads: [link]

9. What are you wearing?
-a bra and underwear [panties or undergarments…what ever you want to call’ems]

10. Did you dream last night?
-yes but they sucked really bad…I died again…my life sucks

11. When did you last laugh?
-when I saw this question…I’m a very optimistic person

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
- umm, there's nothing except paint...and some boomerangs my dad got from Australia a couple years ago when he went on float

13. Seen anything weird lately?
-the inside of my belly button? Does that count? I really don’t see a lot of thing that I would think were weird but that’s just me you guys would probably think exploding pizza dough is weird…right?

14. What do you think of this quiz?
-It's kind of stupid and hilarious at the same time and it gave me something to do, lol

15. What is the last film you saw?
- …UNLEASHED

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy…..
-I would buy a house in Laurel, Maryland and one in southern California and one in Jacksonville, North Carolina and one in Colorado right around Denver

17. Tell me something about yourself that I don't know:
-I’m a sucker for dill pickles…not Kosher… “dill!!!”

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
-War would end…but that would upset the balance of the universe so world hunger but then humans would over populate the Earth and then it would make us all starve…AUGH!!!...nothing is you change one thing the whole thing falls apart

19. Do you like to dance?
-Yeah, sure? I can't dance though…I kind of dance inside my own house where no one important can see me and where my family dances just as bad.

20. George Bush:
-he’s…nice? He should be FIRED!!! Oh yeah!

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
-Angel?

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
-Mati.

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
-yes that would be cool

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
-“Back off my grill son! ...I mean daughter… I mean you’re not a boy… you are a girl and so you must be a daughter…but that doesn’t sound right…AUGH!!!DAMN IT ALL TO HELL!!!” and all of existence was plunged into the deep abyss of fire… “oops…” >w<

25. 6 people who must also do this in THEIR journal:
]]> ~benevolentblue http://benevolentblue.deviantart.com/journal/9033267/ http://benevolentblue.deviantart.com/journal/9033267/ Sun, 11 Jun 2006 02:04:38 PDT the only thing i'm bad at is real people and machines[i don't have my tools to draw machines anymore] ]]> ~benevolentblue http://benevolentblue.deviantart.com/journal/9026286/ http://benevolentblue.deviantart.com/journal/9026286/ Sat, 10 Jun 2006 09:06:30 PDT it's been a while since we've talked school stuff but it's over, finally!
now it's work, work, and more work, save, save, and more saving COLLEGE! YAY!
so i don't know when i'll be on here but i will always answer your comments.
sorry 4 being gone. but i am writing back to everyone [link] now
i enjoy talking to you all.
]]> ~benevolentblue http://benevolentblue.deviantart.com/journal/8979800/ http://benevolentblue.deviantart.com/journal/8979800/ Mon, 05 Jun 2006 15:37:53 PDT
my popup blocker wouldn't allow me to use the window but it was because my parents know nothing about it and i was foolish enough to ask them for help...no i'm just kidding i love them and they are more intelligent then i'll ever be.
...i'm just more computer savy
it took me 2:31:54 minutes to figure it out...yeah i timed myself...yes i'm weird like that

so my AIM express account is: blu21e5
i hope you guys will talk to me


especially Minion135 ]]> ~benevolentblue http://benevolentblue.deviantart.com/journal/8905569/ http://benevolentblue.deviantart.com/journal/8905569/ Sun, 28 May 2006 20:19:04 PDT
ok here are the questions:
how old are you?
are you a guy or girl?
what is you favorite color(s)?
how tall are you where do you live[not the address just area...not continent]?

what is your favorite:
food?
drink?
time of day?
season?
weather?

do you have any hobbies? ]]> ~benevolentblue http://benevolentblue.deviantart.com/journal/8905078/ http://benevolentblue.deviantart.com/journal/8905078/ Sun, 28 May 2006 19:17:55 PDT i responded to everything so far [my comment box is completely emptynow i feel bad]and this is my last week of school i'm graduating on Sunday and ~Minion135 may be coming to stay with me for a week or two... but he may have other things to do, and in any case i would be cool with it even if he didn't comethat's because i love him and nothing that happens will ever tear my heart from him and he will never be to far away for me to love ]]> ~benevolentblue http://benevolentblue.deviantart.com/journal/8869209/ http://benevolentblue.deviantart.com/journal/8869209/ Wed, 24 May 2006 23:35:03 PDT stupid teachers! oh well i better get back to my AP Biology pp project and 8 page AP English essay oh boy! yippy i jump for joy [very sarcastic] ]]> ~benevolentblue http://benevolentblue.deviantart.com/journal/8834330/ http://benevolentblue.deviantart.com/journal/8834330/ Sun, 21 May 2006 11:16:54 PDT ~benevolentblue http://benevolentblue.deviantart.com/journal/8823460/ http://benevolentblue.deviantart.com/journal/8823460/ Sat, 20 May 2006 07:32:12 PDT i'm commenting on his stuff] [ i met him in a shout room]
i met them both in the shout room today and they are both cool cats

is a really cool sweet guy and he want's to talk to my lover he likes it when peeps give criticism on his work and is lookin for some to keep the threads coming so go check out his gal. and give him some feed back hell yeah[and if he's reading this right now i hope you appriciate this]

randomness: {FOODS}
i like...
-soy milk [lactose intolorant-but l can't stay away from milk because you can't have cookies with out it, OR the next thing]
-cerial [blueberry morning is very good and bran flakes with raisens woot woot healthy]
-spicy foods [pepperchinies, salsa, horseradish, wasabi, etc.]
-raw fish [sushi is the bombdigity-i can eat it forever]
-roast beast [anything...beef, venison, sheep, pork, elk, buffalo...mmm...buffalo stew...[sighs]]
-poltry [any bird-roasted, deep fired in peanut oil, or cooked over a camp fire]
-really weird things [gibblets, liver and onions, ... insects... if you want to know then i'll send you the story in the comments]
...
...
and a whole bunch of random foods that i don't want to rant about.

i don't like[but will eat]...
-tomatoes
-green bell peppers ]]> ~benevolentblue http://benevolentblue.deviantart.com/journal/8796167/ http://benevolentblue.deviantart.com/journal/8796167/ Wed, 17 May 2006 08:27:17 PDT Am I sweet?-
Am I crazy?-
Am I lovable?-
Am I funny?-
Am I ugly?-
Am I psycho?-
Am I annoying?-
Am I a good person?-

2)******Would You******
Hug me?-
Miss me if i was gone?-
Listen to my problems?-
Hug me if i cried?-
Be a good friend?-

3)******If You Could...******
Do one thing with me it would be?-
Drop me one piece of advice it would be?-

4)******Just A Few Questions******
What do you like about me?-
What do you hate about me?-
What is my best quality?-

1. Who are you?-
2. Are we good friends?-
3. Do we know each other in real life?-
4. Am I good-looking?-
5. Do you like my avatar?-
6. Will you put this in your journal so i can answer these questions about you!?- ]]> ~benevolentblue http://benevolentblue.deviantart.com/journal/8717992/ http://benevolentblue.deviantart.com/journal/8717992/ Tue, 16 May 2006 14:13:57 PDT

people i watch:
fantasy:


friends for talkin':
[ my legal advisor] [ my sis’s friend at school] [ I like her she’s cool] [... ]]> ~benevolentblue http://benevolentblue.deviantart.com/journal/8679312/ http://benevolentblue.deviantart.com/journal/8679312/ Fri, 05 May 2006 07:11:34 PDT Anything, shoot. Say one word or something funny like....Bombdigity that is a FUN word. ]]> ~benevolentblue http://benevolentblue.deviantart.com/journal/8676132/ http://benevolentblue.deviantart.com/journal/8676132/ Thu, 04 May 2006 20:08:48 PDT
1.I love Alain sooooooooooooooooooooo much!!
2.…I love him so much I had to put him on a second number
3.I have a foot fedish
4.I have a blood fedish
5.I love snakes and spiders and basically everything girls shouldn’t like
6.I’m a masseuse…I love to touch people…sorry[head droops in shame]but Alain will like it

i gots tagged by Alain and i hit him really heard with that blasted pretty stick he hit me with a while back[mumbles about the scar] but i already won...just thought i'd reminisce ]]> ~benevolentblue http://benevolentblue.deviantart.com/journal/8654456/ http://benevolentblue.deviantart.com/journal/8654456/ Tue, 02 May 2006 17:08:09 PDT
Two Names You Go By:
1. Rachel
2. Lead

Two Parts of Your Heritage:
1. German[father]
2. Irish[mother]

Two Things You Are Wearing Right Now:
1. jammies
2. panties, omg did I write that? Tee hee

Two of Your Favorite Hobbies:
1. Traveling
2. writing

Two Things You Want Really Badly: (right now)
1. Alain to be here...
2. “to pass school and be done with hs!” quoting Alain

Two pets you have/had:
1. a large number of cats with litters but I had Tigger from the time I was 3 and he ran away to die alone when I was twelve, I am happy for him
2. and my latest dog…best in the world…Duece

Two Favorite Sports:
1. Vollyball
2. Fast-pitch softball

Two people who will fill this out:
1. Rozlin
2. faeriestaff

Two things you did last night:
1. talked to Alain
2. did oodles of homework[very gay-in the stupid way]

Two Favorite Alcoholic Drinks:
1. ice wine[pronounced german-like “vine”]
2. Asti…champagne I think it’s like merlot, if I remember right, but sweet and carbonated, mmm…

Two Favorite Places to eat:
1. Ed’s cantina, Colorado
2. any good sushi bar

Two People that live in your house:
1. sis, Rozlin
2. and brother Daniel

Two things you like about yourself:
1. “i can get out of any situation XD” quoting Alain
2. my long hair I’m going to donate it in the near future

Two things you ate today:
1. BBQ chicken pizza[friend forced me to eat it cuz she made it in foods…it was ok]
2. coffee[chunky style]…jk! Wonderful stew my mother made today with turkey sausage wild rice and onion soup

Two people you Last Talked To:
1. Minion135[ forever]
2. legopop

Two Things You're doing tomorrow:
1. going to school and waiting until i can talk to Minion135...*sigh*
2. dreading the morrow[tomorrow]

Two people close to your heart:
1. Alain, always and forever more
2. my family I don’t know what would happen if I lost them

Two Longest car rides:
1. Ohio to California[@ 4 days because the motorcycle trailer kept breaking down]
2. California to Wisconsin[@5 days we went north and stopped for vacation spots]

Two Favorite Holidays:
1. Vacation is the only holiday I need…with Alain
2. Halloween cuz I can be sexy without getting in trouble ]]> ~benevolentblue http://benevolentblue.deviantart.com/journal/8566117/ http://benevolentblue.deviantart.com/journal/8566117/ Mon, 24 Apr 2006 18:18:34 PDT : [link]l=true
please excuse him he uh... was forced to do it, probably.


lyrics:

moshi ima kanashimi afureru nara
watashi ni motarete naite ii kara

I get, I get, I get, get the feeling
I get, I get, I get, get the dreaming
tada kono mama

Come my way
kono yami no hotori
Come close to me
ima akari tomoshi
I'll be with you, I'll be with you
tada soba ni iru kara
So come my way ]]> ~benevolentblue http://benevolentblue.deviantart.com/journal/8565281/ http://benevolentblue.deviantart.com/journal/8565281/ Sun, 23 Apr 2006 20:32:12 PDT EMO SONG: [link]
BOOYA
OMFG!!! HILARIOUS!!!OMFG!!! HILARIOUS!!!OMFG!!! HILARIOUS!!!OMFG!!! HILARIOUS!!!
check my favs for: [link]
Sasuke - Find your inner emo
A deviation by *sw (© 2005-2006)
this inspired Rozlin to share a commonly occuring theme song within her ring of friends at school i almost wet myself. OMFG!!! HILARIOUS!!!

here are the lyrics:

Lyrics for "Emo Kid"
Dear Diary

Mood: Apathetic

My life is spiraling downward. I couldn’t get enough money to go to the Blood Red Romance and Suffocate Me Dry concert. It sucks cause they play some of my favorite songs like “Stab my heart because I love you” and “Rip apart my soul” and of course “Stabby rip stab stab” And It doesn’t help that I couldn’t get my hair to do that flippy thing either…like that guy from that band can do….some days you know...

I’m an emo kid, non-conforming as can be
You’d be non-conforming too if you look just like me
I have paint on my nails and makeup on my face
I’m almost emo enough to start shaving my legs
Cause I feel real deep when dressing in drag
I call it freedom of expression, most just call me a fag
Our dudes look like chicks and chicks look like dykes
Cause emo is one step below transvestite

Stop my breathing and slit my throat
I must be emo

I don’t jump around when I go to shows
I must be emo

I’m dark and sensitive with low self esteem
The way I dress makes everyday feel like Halloween
I have no real problems but I like to make believe
I stole my sister’s mascara now I’m grounded for a week
Sulking and writing poetry are my hobbies
I can’t get through a hawthorne heights album without sobbing
Girls keep breaking up with me, it’s never any fun
They say they already have a pussy, they don’t need another one

Stop my breathing and slit my throat
I must be emo

I don’t jump around when I go to shows
I must be emo

Dye in my hair and polish on my toes
I must be emo

I play guitar and write suicide notes
I must be emo

my life is just a black abyss... ya know..it’s so dark. And it’s suffocating me, grabbing a hold of me and tightening its grip, tighter than a pair of my little sisters jeans...which look great on me by the way.

When I get depressed I cut my wrist in every direction
Hearing songs about getting dumped gives me an erection
I write in a live journal and wear thick rimmed glasses
I tell my friends I bleed black and cry during classes
I’m just a bad, cheap imitation of goth
You can read me “Catcher in the Rye” and watch me jack off
I wear skin tight clothes while hating my life
If I said that I like girls I’d only be half right

I look like I’m dead and dress like a homo
I must be emo

Screw xbox I play old school Nintendo
I must be emo

I like to whine and hate my parentals
I must be emo

Me and my friends all look like clones
I must be emo

My parents don’t get me ya know. They think I’m gay just because they saw me kiss a guy…well, a couple guys …but still, I mean it’s the 2000’s, can’t two…or 4 dudes make out with each other without being gay. I mean, chicks dig that kinda thing anyways. I don’t know diary, sometimes I think you are the only one that gets me…you’re my best friend. ]]> ~benevolentblue http://benevolentblue.deviantart.com/journal/8514458/ http://benevolentblue.deviantart.com/journal/8514458/ Tue, 18 Apr 2006 19:22:36 PDT ~benevolentblue http://benevolentblue.deviantart.com/journal/8514343/ http://benevolentblue.deviantart.com/journal/8514343/ Tue, 18 Apr 2006 19:09:59 PDT it makes you sick just looking at them, that's probably why the soup is so yellow.
and WHERE IS THE CHICKEN?!

well this thread came about 'cuz my mom got sick and made some soup and she asked me to put it away and i had to look at those gross noodles, yuck.
don't get me wrong though, i like c.n.s. but i like cream of chicken best. ]]> ~benevolentblue http://benevolentblue.deviantart.com/journal/8514214/ http://benevolentblue.deviantart.com/journal/8514214/ Tue, 18 Apr 2006 18:57:26 PDT
*************************Daniel’s character**************************
Wakai 若い (small), Hoshi 星 (celestial body, star) [small star]

Male

9

Setto-suru セットする (set) no (of) Hoshi 星 (celestial body, star)[set of stars *star set*] his special technique which summons three falling stars which dissipate into five kunai knives and shurikens apiece {equals thirty weapons} which all carry fire notes that keep the weapons on fire after breaking away from the main body of the star and after the weapons hit their mark the star comes in for the final blow… can be diffeated by the Shunshin no Jutsu 瞬身の術 (Body Flicker Technique) previous users: Gaara, Hatake Kakashi, Haku [this jutsu allows the users to appear and disappear in an instant. This is very useful when trying to escape or attack suddenly. The users often uses nearby elements, like mist, sand or leaves, to mask their disappearance or appearance]. He also practices his weaknesses because he is a genin, but not necessarily because it is a learning experience; because he is incredibly mature, and ingenious for his age, he recognizes his weak points and strides to understand his weaknesses and open spots and to correct his inefficiencies {has the mind frame of a mature adult and understands the reason why he must keep his intelligence a secret *but can openly converse with his siblings without fear or remorse*~likes to keep it a secret that he shares with only them-makes him feel grown up~}.

Height:

Weight:

Red, white, black; wears nin-sandals, finger gloves, elbow guards, and a red beany in the winter

Genin. Loves: ramen, shrimp, honey-sesame treats, green tea, strawberry& chocolate pocky, flat lollipops, and jelly beans.


it's choppy right now we haven't worked out all the details.
to be continued... ]]> ~benevolentblue http://benevolentblue.deviantart.com/journal/8514131/ http://benevolentblue.deviantart.com/journal/8514131/ Tue, 18 Apr 2006 18:49:11 PDT i may have not translated properly, oops xD but i did my best

JÅ«ken 柔拳 (Gentle Fist)-ironic because this is the name of HyÅ«ga Neji’s attack {or Yawarakana 柔らかな (tender)}, Hoshi 星 (celestial body, star) [all together I think it means gentle fisted star; but I want 柔星 “gentle star”]//this is my signature if you look at one of my comments\\

Female

18

Twin mirrors (like Haku’s mist mirrors, but not ice; made of high density star fragments; feeds Hoshi solar energy, like solar panels), also likes using wire, and windmill shuriken at twilight so as to use it in combination with her mirrors and wire to create a menacing attack that looks like a shower of windmill shurikens, just an illusion ;}also uses Meisai Gakure no Jutsu 迷彩隠れの術 (Hiding Camouflage Technique) {previous user was Taiseki}, Nan no Kaizo 軟の改造 (Soft Physique Modification) {previous users were Tsurugi Misumi, Orochimaru}[it causes the user's body to become snakelike, capable of elongating itself and wrapping around objects this is used on sunny days when she is resting, it makes her feel connected with the earth *that’s what she says*].

5’3”

128lbs.

Three foot long, brownish red hair, looks good in a soft moss green or evergreen forest color, tan skin, Teal matte colored linen, Haku’s style shirt, and shorts like Sasuke’s refer to his first appearance at the chunin exam in chapter109 book 13


Paid to stalk people; major stealth skills, almost unsurpassed; ranked third highest on all test, only because if she showed off her brains she might be throwing up a red flag that her intelligence surpasses the Nara clan’s genius; has knowledge of many lost arts, and practices them even if it is said to be impossible to duplicate the effect, just for kicks. Funny, outgoing, but can be secretive at the same time. Can melt anyone just by looking into their eyes or whispering “why?” even from afar, voice resonates like solar heat (phoenix song), and warms the soul. Quite caring; can tame any animal, loves felines; reads yaoi-hentai fiction; always has “deep” input; loves snow, but can’t move well with the cold and has to constantly use the mirrors to keep her warm. Also loves pocky and espresso with chocolate flavor in it; she could live off of sushi forever; always eats ramen with her brother, Wakai 若い (small), Hoshi 星 (celestial body, star), and her sister, Utsukushii 美しい (beautiful), Hoshi 星 (celestial body, star), who she loves very much.



to be continued... ]]> ~benevolentblue http://benevolentblue.deviantart.com/journal/8514062/ http://benevolentblue.deviantart.com/journal/8514062/ Tue, 18 Apr 2006 18:42:22 PDT
ok rp link to: [link]

my bro and sis elaborated with me on this in my next post. ]]> ~benevolentblue http://benevolentblue.deviantart.com/journal/8514021/ http://benevolentblue.deviantart.com/journal/8514021/ Tue, 18 Apr 2006 18:38:16 PDT
I'm a good natured person who loves to listen. I’m interested in becoming a zoologist so I can work with animals; this is my passion. You might think I’m weird but I’m following the Harry potter series, and I like lord of the rings (LOTR). I love anime & manga, NARUTO is my most have i have all 301 chapters as of the last week of March, I wish I had the time to practice drawing... I love to clean and organize anything (OCD). I love, simply LOVE, dragons even though I’m a scientist and don't even consider the possibility of them being real. Reign of Fire is my favorite dragon movie. Evanescence, Enya, Flyleaf(they're new), and anything by Yoko Kanno is good (i love soundtracks) as well as the sound tracks of the LOTR and any classical music that fits my tastes (fantasia2000-the pines of Rome, and the last segment, mother nature) are my favorite. I still enjoy climbing trees, and I’m a pyromaniac I’m mesmerized by fire and heat (this may be the reason why I like dragons). I like to think and question anything. I’ll talk sophisticated with anyone what wants to, or slang/code with those who prefer it. The Cheetah is my favorite animal, and I love coral reefs, insects, reptiles, and parrot-like birds. I also enjoy the Myst series from Cyan and later Ubisoft. I love making things with my hands or fixing them; making them look new. I’m also a "pack rat" of sorts; an organized pack rat if you will.

Now look at my conflicting views; maybe I have a split personality or something...?!hee hee hee:} ]]> ~benevolentblue