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deviantART: by:better-than-i-was http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:better-than-i-was&section=today deviantART RSS for by:better-than-i-was en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 09 Dec 2009 03:48:11 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png Maybe my ambition will come back? http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/28542208/ http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/28542208/ Tue, 24 Nov 2009 05:40:50 PST __>;

Maybe that will help me get my ambition to draw and do more art back. If you haven't noticed I;ve fallen into a hole and it's hard to get back out.

I might do that little list thing again. Of the things I need to get done and want to do. Would that be cool? Would anyone even look at it? Would it be helpful? I don't even have many faithful watchers so whats the point? e__e;; See! There i go! Being emo and unambitious again! I think once I post more art, my views and stuff might come up. My arts and stuff have been improving. :'D

So, I'm actually starting to read novels now instead of manga XD (The crowd gasps) I know, I know. The fantasy novels were right next to the mangas in the book store i regularly go to. And the whole load of Warhammer books interested me. So I finally decided on The Chronicles of Malus Darkblade. I'm just telling you fantasy novel readers, this is AMAAZING! Battles! Dark elves! Ships at sea! Murders! Axes! Swords! Princes! AHHHHH <3 I'm not much of a fast reader so I'm not that far into it XD it's 700+ pages but I'm impressed on how far I have gotten.

I might start the whole commision deal. It would be nice to draw something and get paid for it. Because I might actually want to be an artist as a career! AHHHH NOT A SCIENTIST!? I honestly don't know... >_<

Paulie is looking from her web at me <3 It's cute!

I guess that's it. Life is life and right now it threw a hard ball at me.

I'll reply to our RP now Miso. <3

TRADES AND REQUESTS

= Art trade with ~snow-mishibari - making her two characters [Very close to done]
= Art trade with ~Awaken-666 - Don't know what she wants xD

Requests: Open{ } Closed{X} Depends{x}
Trades: Open{ } Closed{X}
Comissions: ALWAYS OPEN :3

Skin by ~jennyleigh

]]> ~better-than-i-was Anguish! D: http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/28317438/ http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/28317438/ Thu, 12 Nov 2009 16:35:54 PST

My and ~Cluelesschunkymonkey, my BESTEST FRIEND, sre writing a book :3 It's actually.. going very well. I never thought wee'd get this far into it. Sure we onbly have a few paragraphs of the first chapter but we have the map of the world and the counbtries and speciies all figured out. We just need to combine plots XD ha!

As much as I love school, I wish i would start later so I can sleep. Or maybe I should go to bed early and not stay up to watch the CMA awards! GO TAYLOR SWIFT! <3 So yeah, I'm very tired lately.

I swear more art is coming soon. I really do. My stupid sketch book has so many finished drawings I just need to color via photoshop. And I only really color on PS at school, though last night I brought my tablet home to work on it at home.

I shouldn't be allowed to do trades/requests. I shouldn't!!! D: This poor girl,

did a trade with me, she got her freaking trade done that day! and I seriously am still working on my end. Mainly because I;ve been so bloody busy, also because I'm lazy scum. >_>;; Please go to her and tell her I'm sorry! I'm afraid to show my face to her!!! D: I'm in the process of coloring it T^T I swear I am

I'm in these weird rollar coaster moods. I've been mostly depressed lately and what gets me by is my family and Kelsey. And so when I'm in a decent mood I kind of feel out of place. I hope the feeling ends >_>;;

Uhm... yeah so the band Kamelot is amazing, just so you know.

I love Kelsey

and yeah that's it.

Oh and I love my spiders.

TRADES AND REQUESTS

http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/27862037/ Mon, 19 Oct 2009 20:00:01 PDT

tagged me :0

~ Rules:
~ If you donÂt have at least 8 OCs I wouldnÂt recommend this meme
~ Add on questions to this meme! It will make it bigger! (bold your questions too)
~ TAG PPL PLZ
~ Enjoyyyyyyyy!
1)First list all your OCÂs by first name so we can see your list of all your wonderful OCÂs:

1. Roxim
2. Voltaire
3. Underoath
4. Vollmond
5. Jakob
6. Paramour
7. Klawn
8. Christopher

2) Who is your favorite OC?
Crap... Uhm... I like Voltaire a lot. And Roxim and Underoath D;

3) Who is your least favorite?
D: what? Damnit Iunno.. I guess Paramour. I don't play her often. I like her character a lot but not as much as the others up there XD

4) Who is your most developed?
WOO. Roxim and Underoath. and Jakob X3 ...and Voltaire o_o

5) Which OC would you want to date if they magically came to life?
LOL oh gosh... XD Roxim. I can't help it. He's sexy and charming and polite and protective and stuff XD

6) How many girl OCs do you have? Boy OCs? It OCs?
Uhm... 3 I think. 7 boys. and LOL uhm... Vollmond could probably pass as it XDD <33333

7) If you were stuck in a burning building what do you think the third OC on your list would do?
Underoath would quickly use his ice powers to stop the flames! or save anyone near him!

8) Name one thing you regret about one of your OCs.
Well.. I made Roxim in the past come off as this rude, antagonizing, yet sophisticated jerk, when I'm still sort of developing him, he isnt as much as a jerk and I like it better. It suits him more. Plus i made him way too violent XD;;

9) Which of your OCs do you think would make the best father/mother/it parent out of all your OCs and why??
Paramour definitely. She already acts like a mom towards the whole house.

10) Which of your OCs do you think will most likely be put in jail?
Voltaire XD for rape, homocide, and stealing xD

11) The eighth of your OCs was put into the future! What will their job be?!?
LOL WUT. Chris is a freeloader! XDD <3

12) Name the first OCs catch phrase!
"Damnit Klawn!" xD

13) Do all your OCs live together or are they separated?
Chris is a hobo. Voltaire and Jakob live together and the rest live together seperatly

14) Are there any pairings that are in your OC list? (they canÂt be with someone else's)
Nah :0 only I had Vollmond and Underoath have this thang going on once xD

15) Your seventh OC switched bodies with you for a day! How will they react at the end of the day?
Klawn: OMG HOT CHICKS EVERYWHERE! *walking through school* OMG OMGO OMG. ASHIE'S BODY, PREPARE TO HAVE STD'S! AND YAY THINGS TO STEAL. I'M SO HAPPY :3

16) Your last OC just became a fifteen year old. What do they do?
....o_o.. *ca't imagien Chris younger* Uhm.. I bet he'd more of a mouthy jerk than he already is? XD and be immature and stuff?

17) Now randomly select a person on your OC list. Who was it?
Jakob. He hasn't had a pick yet <3 Poor Jakey

18) That OC you just chose? Yeah they think they are superman (even if they are a girl) and are on the roof about to jump off.
OMG JAKOB WHY D8 DON'T DO IT YOU'RE JUST A CHILD ;~; <3 *runs to save him* XDD

19) Are any of your OCs bored of this meme?
Klawn and Roxim and.. Voltaire XD Voltaire's always bored. and probably Chris too...

20) Would your second OC prefer the beach or the mountains?
Beaches, more woman there to steal :0

21) Would your fourth OC battle a shark?
XD NO. He'd be like "omg a fishy! O CRAP A SHARK! *runs*"

22) Which OCs hate each other?
Roxim hates Voltaaire, Voltaire hates Christopher.

23) Which OC did you create first? And last?
Roxim is my first, Chris my last ^^

25) And if those two were fighting, who would win?
Hmm.. Most likely Chris but only because he can't be touched at all by any sort of living flesh. Other thasn that Roxim would take Chris dowwwn XD

26) Are your OCs fat or skinny?
XD all are skinny. Except Paramour, she has womanly curves, and Klawn and Roxim have a lean bulk. ...OH! and Chris is muscular :3

27) What are your first 2 OC's favorite foods?
Humans XD except Roxim tries to not eat human flesh and try to eat fsh, fruits and vegetables more often.

28) If number 7 kissed number 8, how would number 8 react?
Christopher: What the hell is wrong with you boy? I know you have a gay friend but this is really quite unnessicary. If I could touch you I'd punch you in the face, just so you kno... ]]> ~better-than-i-was I need a better welcome than that! http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/27254211/ http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/27254211/ Wed, 16 Sep 2009 22:00:30 PDT _<;;

On top of that I have school and usually a butt load of homework because the teachers want us to suffer. And I'm also working on my first big piece of art on photoshop to put on deviantart! Woooo *crowds cheer*

Uhm.. well.. ~Rae-Bloody-Grace and ~Cluelesschunkymonkey already know this but I have grown a passion for spiders

<3 it started out when i caught my little female jumping spider Paulie so i could flush her down the toilet cause she scarerd me half to death when i was contently on my laptop on the couch, and i look over and she's crawling next to me >_> but then i decided to keep her. I keep her ina little bug house container. ^^ and she eats like a pig D; and then my uncle soon in a month brought me a wolf spider and a pergnant blkack and yellow Argiope garden spider. Yes pregant. she recently laid an egg sac for me to take care of and she passed away a week after. Her name was Jezebel and my wolf spider's name is Fluffy ^^ <3 I honestly love all my spiders and am excited for the eggsac to hatch. ^__^

Other than braces, spiders, school and laptop, nothing else is too new. ^__^ <3

Love me and leave me comments :'D

TRADES AND REQUESTS

= Art trade with ~snow-mishibari - making her two characters [nearly done]

Requests: Open{ } Closed{X} Depends{x}
Trades: Open{X} Closed{X}
Comissions: ALWAYS OPEN :3

Skin by =jennyleigh

]]> ~better-than-i-was Ohhh dA <3 http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/26658708/ http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/26658708/ Mon, 17 Aug 2009 20:13:31 PDT

I love my job.

I have a new subscription on dA.

I have my own laptop which means more access to dA!

I Havent been drawing as much as i;'d like so no new arts anytime soon ;-;

I need a tablet

School will be starting soon.

That's..kinda it, if you want more thrilling details leave a comment or senbd me a note. I'm still up for trades and requests but they'd come slow and would only be line art. o_o <3

I will try and go through all my 1,098 deviations and favorite and comment on what i like and such if i'm watching you. and same goes to journals. but it will be a slooowww process.

Love you all <3

Skin by *jennyleigh

]]> ~better-than-i-was OwO http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/24690814/ http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/24690814/ Sun, 10 May 2009 17:06:30 PDT

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WOOOOOOOOOOO UPDAAAAAAAAAATE. *Avatar Aang air humps!!*

Okay so i'm pretty much ...hyper? o_o idk something like that.

Okay Update #1 Mommy's surgery went fine <3 she's been starting that diet thing she needs and what not. The scars have been paining her a bit but she's been hanging in there <3 such a good mommy <4

Update #2 Okay so i'm 16 now and i feel old D; and i need to start like.. working on getting my darn drivers lisence >___>

Update #3 okay so SCHOOL IS NEARLY DOOOOOOOOONE YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! I'm so freaking excited D; <3 <3 and my job is near the end of may ^^

Update #4 Omg i bought this dress that looks like some schoolgirl outfit T_T its so awesome. plus i got some overalls :'D and a puffy purple shirt <3

Update #5 I HAVE OFFICIALLY BRUNG

INTO THE WAY OF RAMMSTEIN FANGIRLISM. YAY MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE <3 only she doesnt get the fact that Till belongs to MEEEEEEEEEEEEEE D8< ...

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I own Riffael Raffet at ~bishie-stalker-club <3 ]]> ~better-than-i-was Three days until the birthday :0 http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/24467628/ http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/24467628/ Mon, 27 Apr 2009 17:14:00 PDT

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Wow long time no journal x_x

Right now I;'m just doing homework and chatting. I'm not doing so great, i have a cold and todays just been kinda blah. I feel kinda sad though, i'll be 16 in a few days but I'm not so thrilled.. Maybe I'm just maturing XD Idk what it is. i need to talk to my rents about what I want to do

<3 My mom and I are gonna get 2nd peircings in our ears after her surgery (yes she's having surgery but she needs it and she'll be okay <3)

I guesws that's my update. Not so much, i know. But I feel blah XD and yeah.. i might take a nap or something.

<3

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I own Riffael Raffet at ~bishie-stalker-club <3 ]]> ~better-than-i-was Ugh... Please help ;-; http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/24137886/ http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/24137886/ Wed, 08 Apr 2009 21:26:40 PDT

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You all make it so freaking hard to leave. I swear. I was set on leaving but you all gave such sweet and loving and kind comments and now i cant make up my mind. I want to leave because when on here i didnt draw for myself. I drew for others. wnated to be good in everyone elses eyes. which is a natural human thing to think but it didnt feel normal. I only wanted to be in the approval of others and when somethiing didnt get enough favorites or comments i thought all my work sucked. Also i'm afraid of art thefts. They all suck and they;ve made me start watermarking my stuff, somethiing i didnt want to start doing. and also just trolls and jerks. You enver know when one will pop up and gve you hell.

But those are my main reasons for wishing to leave. I want all of you that actually watch me and are active watchers to comment and say why or why not i should leave T_T <3 i need to make up my mind. and i need my friends help.

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I own Riffael Raffet at ~bishie-stalker-club <3 ]]> ~better-than-i-was Leaving Deviantart ^^; http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/24098553/ http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/24098553/ Mon, 06 Apr 2009 17:28:37 PDT

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After many good years with deviantart i feel its my time to take a leave. The only reason i hesitate is because of close friends here. but i reassure you 'll be making a different account just so i can check up on you guys ^^ <3 i feel like deviantart is bringng my confidence down in art. if i didnt already have a low self esteem with art deviantart feels a huge competition to me and i need to take this at my own pace. Maybe in a few years after i finsh highschool and my art has approved i'll get a whole new account and begin a new image for myself. other reasons are personal. but tomorrow i'll be cancleling my account ^^. I love you all. please comment with your thoughts. <3

Your friend and fellow artist,
Ashley

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I own Riffael Raffet at ~bishie-stalker-club <3 ]]> ~better-than-i-was Read if you love me? ..and comment? http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/23895762/ http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/23895762/ Thu, 26 Mar 2009 07:43:36 PDT

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Hello my beautiful watchers ^^

School is going by quicker then i realize. And we just got a baaaad snow storm. Which I HATE but also am kinda glad cause it got us out of school, but other then that i hate snow >.>

I need a new ID. Like seriously I need a new one. My past poll you guys said i should draw my ID but i suck at drawing XD and ...Idk XD *headdesk* Ah well.. Maybe when i get my hair redone and cut I'll take a picture or something. I'm drawing this retarded picture of e with all the 4chan memes XD and no i dont go to 4chan. I just like the memes and looking at screencaps at their retarded threads XD

I got a neat tax refund yesterday. it was obver 100. so that goes into savings and the rest i put into checking. I plan on buying some shelves for my room. I have this tall display shelf in my room that takes up more space then i want it to. So i;'m buying shelves to hang on my wall. and i nbeed to sell some crap as well. I get to be a sort of packrat and then i grow emotional with each of my items. >_< and soon i plan on buying otaku figures when i get the shelves up and crap XD

I've recently started watching the anime Azumanga Daioh. If you havnt watched it then you should XD it's so cute and simple <3 You'll get smiles from it <3

I guess thats it for now =0 See ya guy! Love ya!

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I own Riffael Raffet at ~bishie-stalker-club <3 ]]> ~better-than-i-was Craziness >_< http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/23600758/ http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/23600758/ Sun, 08 Mar 2009 21:43:03 PDT

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Friday i went up to the town my older brother matt lives in (about 4 hours from where I live). We were helping him move out of his apartment to anothe apartment in a town 30 minutes awy from us. but then things changed and now he lives near us! like RIGHT NEXT TO US XD. IN THE HOUSE NEXT DOOR! i'm so excited^^ now i get to bug him anytime i want :'D But anyways we worked like dogs. It was horrifying. The apartment was gross but then after we worked for 5 hours ir more and then we stayed at a hotel that had the coolest waterpark! XD it was fun ^^ and then the next day we worked on matts apartment and ended up finishing everything ^___^ <3

So right now I'm watching Fullmetal Alchemist. My cousn's friend has the DVD sets and he let me borrow them but apparently he needs them bac tomorrow... so guess who's staying up and going to try and watch everything she possibly can ebfore falling asleep? XD

Alex Armstrong from FMA is win XD *pokes my yellow stamp* *__* <3

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I own Riffael Raffet at ~bishie-stalker-club <3 ]]> ~better-than-i-was This needs a name http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/23549174/ http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/23549174/ Thu, 05 Mar 2009 22:14:17 PST

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Gone for the weekend! Tomorrow and Saturday I'll be gone helping my brother move ^^ So I;ll be able to talk to all you lovelys saturday night or something :3 <3 <3 ^^

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ART!

Requests/Trades: CLOSED.

Trades

- [link]

Caramelldansens

http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/23549118/ Thu, 05 Mar 2009 22:07:34 PST
Okay so i got a subcription as you can see :3 and i'm testing my layout thing :'D <33333 so.. yeah lame journal XD COMMENT IF YOU LIKE :'D

Unf ]]> ~better-than-i-was *belches my ABCs* http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/23367832/ http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/23367832/ Mon, 23 Feb 2009 16:58:22 PST _< Blah. colds suck..

Iunno. Not too much to say. I wanna redo my room and all that fun stuff. make room for mangas and pretty things.

I've been obsessing over mechas. I've been realizing mechas are my calling. o_o i love them. they're amazing. I was playing Mechwarrior on my puter for like.. hours :'D and i got Gundam the other day o3o. I wanna be a mech nerd :'D wait... ia lready am... >>

and sorry more to people i havent been responding too.. I'm a lazy bastard >_> and i've been busy.. ish. you know i love you all. You're all very shiney <3

<3

ALSO. I HAVE CONVERTED

TO A RAMMSTEIN JUNKIE. LET US CELEBRATE!

ART!

Requests/Trades: CLOSED.

Trades

- [link]

Caramelldansens

- [link]

Personal:

Projects

http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/23108673/ Mon, 09 Feb 2009 18:12:07 PST
NAWT RLY LOL.

Okay, I'm doing good today! Pretty good infact! :'D I got to talk to ~Awaken-666 the other day ^^ which made me happy. I hadn't talked to her for a while.

Last weekend i went up to Sioux Falls for Drama State Regionals because the cast i'm in for the play won in Contest and we got to go on ^^ I got an award!!! *dances* <3 Everything went really nice. We stayed in a hotel and i had a blast ^^ and i bought stuff at the mall that was near by!!!! :'D <3

There isnt much else to say ^^ here look at my list! D<

ART!

Requests/Trades: CLOSED.

Trades

- [link]

Caramelldansens

Personal:

Projects

Original Characters

Roxim
Underoath
Vollmond - [link]
Klawn - [link]
Nelke
Paramour
Sonne
Elona
Jakob Older -http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/22846052/ Sat, 31 Jan 2009 20:28:25 PST

ART!

Requests/Trades: Depends.

Trades

- Sol and Farrion.

- Azul and Tilly.

- Rocco.

Caramelldansens

Personal:

Projects

Original Characters

Roxim
Underoath
Vollmond - [link]
Klawn - [link]
Nelke
Paramour
Sonne
Elona
Jakob Older -[link]
Jakob Younger
Voltaire
Anberlin - [link]

Mech Girls

Red
Orange
Yellow
Green
Blue - http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/22802922/ Sun, 25 Jan 2009 12:28:59 PST
Reason 1. I have been in this weird 'downer' mood. i can't decribe it but i havent been fully myself so i havent been replying or commenting on a lot of things.

Reason 2. I have some art done that i "just don't feel like posting" e__e;; part of the reason is because these things aren't on my list nor are they a request so i dont feel "the need" yet. *shrugs*

You'll see em soon though.

Going to town today. Hopefully getting the second to last book of my manga Godchild >_<;; i'm nearly done and the suspense in it is eating me alive D;

Speaking of mangas, i'm gonne try to get into Chobits. And i have been getting in Samurai Pizza Cats. Also have been looking into Fullmetal Alchemist. The onmly thing holding me back is that i have a whole bnunch of other anime series i have yet to finish. Death Note, Avatar, Godchild, Lucky Star, and so on. The only one i;ve really finished is Elfen Leid.

Ohwells.

Thats about it. I love all you guys

so please dont think i'm mad at you if i havent replied to your guys' stuff or havent commented on things recently. <3

Requests/Trades: CLOSED.
Trades

- Sol and Farrion!

- Azul and Tilly.

Caramelldansens

I guess that's it.. =/ There hasnt been too much to report, ya know? .-.

Seeya <3

Requests/Trades: CLOSED.
Trades

- Sol and Farrion yaoi!

- Azul and Tilly.

Caramelldansens

Kande and her character - Kande =0

Tilly and Azul - KELZYYY

Caramelldansens

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~~Done~~
new

Personal: NOW IN ALPHABETICAL ORDER!
Bat Girl
Dragon
Elfen Lied fanart
Elona (book character)
Girl in a fancy dress
Godchild Fanart
Headless Girl
Isabella chibi
Klawn and me [comic]
Lemmings comic
Me and Kelsey
Me and my boys
Me and Underoath
Me and Willie
Nelke
Paramour and Petri
Pi and Jakob
Rammstein Chibis
Roxim in formal wear
Underoath and Ayona
Vollmond Chibi

]]> ~better-than-i-was STFU. =0 http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/22486073/ http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/22486073/ Sat, 10 Jan 2009 08:47:58 PST HEY! look at what my friend did for me!!! it's Underoath and he looks AWESOME <3 [link]

1. Your name: Ashley
a bad ass motherfucker who who won't take no shit off of nobody
that girl is about to get the Ashley knocked out of her
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Hell. Fucking. Yeah. XD

2. Your age: 15
Any girl under eighteen who lies about her age. Closley related to the term jailbait but more devious.
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XD nice to knowÂ

3. What you should be doing: Book report
A sadistic "project" given to students by teachers in the hope that they will learn something from it. Although students are expected to work on these reports for long periods of time, they can usually be completed in one day with help from spark notes, wikipedia, or other websites.
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SPARKNOTES HERE I COME XD

4. Favourite color(s): Black. ÂIÂm so emo - and purple. ÂIÂm also the future Purple Lady-
Black:
1.Darkness, a dark colour, the colour of this text is black. [thank you for letting us know]

2.A race - The black race can range from African american to polynesian. [IÂm a racist bitch xD]

Purple:
Extremely potent marijuana, specifically marijuana buds that have a purple hue to them. Also accompanied by a fragant, usually fruity smell and mad perma-grin. [Â.xD]

5. Birthplace: Macomb
A city in Michigan with nothing to do, EVER, and that has no point what-so-ever except to be extremelty boring.
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Actually the one I was boprn in was in Illinois but it still defines nearly the same place

6. Month of birth: April
derived from a month, used by parents who lacked creativity at the time of their daughters arrival
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DDDDDD:

7. Last person you talked to: Kelsey.
major bitch that swears too much. boyfriend stealer. will soon be a whore the way shes heading. makes bad decisions in her life. cant pick out right guys. isnt resposible.
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KELSEY YOU BITCH. QUIT SLUTTINÂ; AROUND. XD . nah Kelsey ilu

8. One of your nicknames: Ashie or Ash
ASHIE:princess, sexy, cute, funny, adorable, girly, loves to laugh, loves to have fun, doesn't like haters, all around cutest girl ever!

there are no examples, only 1 ashie
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OMG ITÂS SO TRUE

ASH:That gay ass prick from pokemon.
Yeah, i got a pokemon!
(Pikachu does the peace sign)
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HE IS A PRICK. XD

I tag all of you that have the lameness (like me) to do this

Kay. Thats bout it.

I GET MY HAIR DYED BACK TO BLONDE TODAY!

Requests/Trades: CLOSED
Farrion and Sol - Kenzie ^^

Kande and her character - Kande =0

Tilly and Azul - KELZYYY

Drama Logo - Dad

~~Done~~
new

Personal: NOW IN ALPHABETICAL ORDER!... ]]> ~better-than-i-was I dance like a moose with a bad back! http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/22448537/ http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/22448537/ Wed, 07 Jan 2009 09:06:32 PST ELLLOOOOOOOO. I AM BAAAAAACK.
For sure this time ;3
New years was pretty lame XD I babysat on New YearÂs eve and spent the first moments of the new year watching Fresh Prince of Bel-Air and waiting for the kidsÂ parents to come back XD thatÂs how lame I am

<3

Christmas
Christmas time was pretty cool. On Christmas Eve we had our traditional church Christmas program and that was really good. And we came home to eat yummy soup then open presents ^^
Presents!
Tee-shirt
Pretty silky blouse
Neato striped tights!
Fuzzy socks X3 <3
Earrings
Digital Camera

Wal-mart gift card
Candle and Candle warmer (from Kelsey XD)
Nacho Libre! D<
A beautiful Black Hills Gold ring from Daddy <3
Skinny Jeans!
ÂA Buckle giftcard.. XD MattÂs not good with presents.

So yeah thatÂs about it. Or as much as I can remember XD;;
After that on Christmas day my cousins came down on Christmas day and stayed the night ^__^ that was awesome. My cousin got me into Avatar: Last Airbender XD <3 I love that show.

Okay onto life.. xD

IÂve been getting back into writing my book! ^^ Not the crappy one I was going to do but this other one with my new character, Elona. And this one IÂm getting serious with. I went onto Novel Writing websites and got some advice and pulled a Character Resume thing off of there and filled it out and it helped a lot. ^^

I made a really good friend that I canÂt really talk about due to privacy issues with this friend. They had a bad past with ex friends and an ex, and so theyÂre trying theyÂre best to keep their identity hidden for now

just to keep those people away. But IÂm lucky enough to know theyÂre indentity

privileged I am! I didnÂt know it for a while because they went by a different name and I didnÂt find out about their true self until a month after we knew eachother. But yeah this person is great fun and I can talk bouts anything with em X3 <3 love you.

With art IÂve been slowly progressing as you can see. I need to start working more on backgrounds >_<;; and this year I need to work harder on anatomy and perspectives and such. Also IÂm gonna try to work on different medias

we all know I do well in computer coloring but I need to try traditional art too xD;;

Not much else to say! ^^ love ya all!

Requests/Trades: CLOSED
TuomasMarco yaoi - Miso <3

Murk in my form! XD - MurkHellsing

Farrion and Sol - Kenzie ^^

Kande and her character - Kande =0

Tilly and Azul - KELZYYY

Drama Logo - Dad

~~Done~~
new

Personal:
~~My friend Zane~~
Dragon
~~Voltaire Chibi~~ ~better-than-i-was Happy 2009! ^^ http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/22355182/ http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/22355182/ Sat, 03 Jan 2009 09:39:22 PST
I'M GETTING MY HAIR BACK TO BLONDE NEXT WEEK ^___^

So besides telling you interesting things you get this instead!

AshieÂs Top Ten _______ of 2008 Âstole from

Songs:
1. ÂKeine LustÂ -Rammstein
2. ÂCaramelldansenÂ - Caramell
3. ÂCreepshowÂ -Kerli
4. ÂLove Me DeadÂ - Ludo
5. ÂWalking on AirÂ - Kerli
6. ÂOver the hills and far awayÂ - Nightwish
7. ÂThe scene and herdÂ Â Relient k
8. ÂCall me when youÂre soberÂ - Evanescence
9. ÂDead to the worldÂ -Nightwish
10. ÂEmpty Walls Â Serj Tankian

Movies:
1. Narnia: Prince Caspian
2. Get Smart
3. WALL-E. (Dude... <3)
CanÂt think of much else D:

Books:
1. Godchild
2. Millenium Snow
3. Julius Caesar
4. My book
5. My other book
6. All my ghost books
ThatÂs about it. IÂm not much of a reader.

Artists:
1. Rammstein
2. Nightwish
3. Kerli
4. Relient K
5. Rex Lex
6. Enya
7. As I Lay Dying
8. Serj Tankian
9. Marilyn Manson
10. Voltaire

Albums:
lol wut

Moments:
1. Making our first music video with Kelsey <3
2. The day I had a heart attack at camp and learned to grow stronger and braver from it
3. Learning that I canÂt let smooth words lure me into something badÂ like arcade closets >_>;;
4. Making a really good friend IÂll be able to keep for a long time <3
5. Getting better in my art ^^
6. Study hall with Kelsey ;3
7. MSN conferences with Kenzie and Veronica XD
8. That night when I was in Wal-Mart with my cousin Kjerstin and Laura and I played KjerstinÂs fart ringtone around total strangers and acted like I was really farting XDDDDDDDDDD
9. Cuddling with Kels >w< <3
10. Getting to see Trinity <3 =]
(i'll cheat and put eleven) 11. having Plz-icon wars with Miso XDD <3

Quotes:
1. ÂDonÂt knock anything off the walls!Â Â XD dad Âtalking to me >>..calling me fatÂ
2. ÂDude!Â Â Me XD
3. ÂWhats ÂtitsÂ?Â Â Cousin David when we played speed scrabble XD
4. ÂJuan is just a dead sperm in the penis of lifeÂ Â Dr. Kelsey helping me with Juan issues XDD <3 Ilu
5. ÂEskimo kids have ice!Â Â dad XD
6. "I like boobs." - Tuomas from Nightwish XD dude we all know he's gay <3 he needs to admitt it <3
7. "I punch spiders" - Vee... xD
8. "You make me want to put doorknobs on random walls!" - My brother Matt XD

Requests/Trades: CLOSED
TuomasMarco yaoi - Miso <3

Murk in my form! XD - MurkHellsing

Farrion and Sol - Kenzie ^^

Kande and her character - Kande =0

Tilly and Azul - KELZYYY

Drama Logo - Dad

~~Done~~
new

Personal:
~~My friend Zane~~
Dragon
~~Voltaire Chibi~~
Elfen Lied fanart
Roxim [formal wear]
Nelke
A bat girl
Anberlin
~~Kitty girl~~
~~Vollmond~~
Vollmond chibi
Isabella chibi
Lemmings comic
Girl in a fancy dress
Me and Kelsey
Paramour and Petri
Klawn and me comic
Rammstein Chibis
Me and Underoath
~~Ra... ]]>~~ ~~~better-than-i-was~~ Christmas Runaway? http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/21996557/ http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/21996557/ Thu, 18 Dec 2008 12:14:37 PST MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEEEAAAARRRR
Okay guys as you can see I'm in a better mood ^___^
BUT
this will be my last few hours on Deviantart before next year! 2009!!!! <3 so i thought i'd tell ya all bye =]

I really hope you guys all have a GREAT christmas and new years and i'd like to THAAANKK YOOOUUU to allll the people that faved and commented on my art over the past year you guys are extremely sexy and i love ya all <3 AND ALSO THANKS TO MY WACTHERS ^__^ .. ^___~

i really wish i could done some christmas art before i leave.. but due to a missing tablet pen those thinks werent possible =< but i'll get a fresh start next year!!!! <3 ILU ALL <3333333333333333333333333

Merry christmas guys! <3 See ya next year <33

Oh and omfgg..dfogfodhds da check out 's beautiful art she did for our trade. <33 she did my characters Voltaire and Jakob. i seriously adore this. fave this and comment on her and love her to tiny bits <3
[link]
---ARTS---

Requests/Trades: CLOSED
TuomasMarco yaoi - Miso <3
Murk in my form! XD - MurkHellsing
Farrion and Sol - Kenzie ^^
Kande and her character - Kande =0
Tilly and Azul - KELZYYY
Drama Logo - Dad

~~Done~~
new

Personal:
~~My friend Zane~~
Dragon
~~Voltaire Chibi~~
Elfen Lied fanart
Roxim [formal wear]
Nelke
A bat girl
Anberlin
~~Kitty girl~~
~~Vollmond~~
Vollmond chibi
Isabella chibi
Lemmings comic
Girl in a fancy dress
Me and Kelsey
Paramour and Petri
Klawn and me comic
Rammstein Chibis
Me and Underoath
~~Rammstein yaoi~~
Me and Willie
My OCs christmas
Headless girl
Me and my boys
-damn I have a lot D:-

]]> ~better-than-i-was Walking on air -music survery XD LOL @ MY RESULTS- http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/21888526/ http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/21888526/ Mon, 08 Dec 2008 19:25:14 PST 2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. You must write down the name of the song no matter how silly it sounds! And the artist!
4. Tag at least 10 friends.
6. Anyone tagged has to do the same, because fun pointlessness spreads like a virus.

If someone says, ÂIs this okay?Â You say?
"Du Hast[You have]" - Rammstein (hm o.o)

How Would You Describe Yourself?
"The Last Night" - Skillet

What Do You Like in a Boy/Girl?
"No Light To Shun" - Deathstars (XD oh plz)

What is Your Life's Purpose?
"DethHarmonic" - Dethklok (XD GAH! makes me sound EMO )

What is Your Motto?
"Feuer Frei[Fire at will]" - Rammstein [lulz]

What Do Your Friends Think of You?
"Play God" - Deathstars (oh thanks guys!)

What Do You Think of Your Parents?
"Barbie girl - German Version" (XDDDDD)

What Do You Often Find Yourself Thinking About?
"Zwitter[Hermaphrodite]" - Rammstein ( XDDDDDDDDDDDD LOLOLOLLOLOL LMAO)

What is 2+2?
"Amerika" - Rammstein (it would explain some stuff)

What Do You Think of Your Best Friend?
"Lachzeit[Spawning]" - Rammstein (lulz. cause Kelsey is SUCH a whore)

What Do You Think of the Person You Like?
"Love Is DEad" - Kerlie (oh the truth.... =/)

What Is Your Life Story?
"End Of All Hope" - Nightwish (XD more emo answers)

What do you want to be when you grow up?
"Rammstein" - Rammstein (HELL YEAH)

What do you think of when you see the person you like?
"The Phantom of the Opera" - Nightwish (oh yus =])

What will you dance to at your wedding?
"Repeating Yesterday" -As I Lay Dying (Actually that'd be pretty cool o.o)

What will they play at your funeral?
"Feel For You" - Nightwish (eh.. yeah)

What is your hobby/interest?
"Rein Raus[In, out]" - Rammmstein (XDDDDDD I'M NOT A WHORE!)

What is your biggest fear?
"The Headless Waltz" - Voltaire (That'd be actually pretty cool XD)

What is your biggest secret?
"Curl Up and Die" - Relient K

What do you think of your friends?
"Laid To Rest" - Lamb Of God

What will you post this as?
"Walking On Air" - Kerli

Now Tag 10 people and watch how this spreads!

GO GO GO!

On a side note...

I've finally posted some art
I was so glad and happy when i finally posted them ^^ i felt accomplished.
Right now I'm working on the vollmond chibi and the Rammstein chibis X3

But yeah.. I'm bored >_< I wish i had my tablet pen with me all the time =/ it's be way better that way.

---ARTS---

Requests/Trades: CLOSED
TuomasMarco yaoi - Miso <3
Murk in my form! XD - MurkHellsing http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/21767650/ Thu, 04 Dec 2008 09:00:55 PST

REQUEST AND TRADE INFORMATION!!!! >_<
I will try my HARDEST to get them down ASAP. As you can see i have A LOT of stuff on my list. and without a tablet pen that makes things extra hard!
CREDITS GO TO
Mariyln for being patient and kind enough to always let me use her tablet pen ^___^ ILU
for letting me use your tablet pen when it's available!
Ms. Poste for letting me use her tablet pen every now and then ^__^

WOO!

---ARTS---

Requests/Trades: CLOSED
TuomasMarco yaoi - Miso <3
Murk in my form! XD - MurkHellsing
Farrion and Sol - Kenzie ^^
Kande and her character - Kande =0
Tilly and Azul - KELZYYY
Drama Logo - Dad

~~Done~~
new

Personal:
My friend Zane
Dragon
Voltaire Chibi
Elfen Lied fanart
Roxim [formal wear]
Nelke
A bat girl
Anberlin
~~Kitty girl~~
Vollmond
Vollmond chibi
Isabella chibi
Lemmings comic
Girl in a fancy dress
Me and Kelsey
Paramour and Petri
Klawn and me comic
Rammstein Chibis
Me and Underoath
~~Rammstein yaoi~~
Me and Willie
My OCs christmas
Me and my boys
-damn I have a lot D:-

]]> ~better-than-i-was Thanksgiving Run Away -read this if you love me D: http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/21630671/ http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/21630671/ Sun, 23 Nov 2008 12:20:00 PST I want to go up to Virden SOOOOOOO badly. Like so bad so I can see Kenzie and Veronica... I miss them so much. =/ I mean.. i wanna cry right now i miss them so much. T___T and it doesnt seem fair to me. i mean it's like waving a piece of meat infront of a dog then not letting em have it. But at least i get to see family and be in Illinois.
So when it comes wednesday i won't be here until Monday but i'll be working on arts while i'm there.

Uhmmm... my tablet pen is still broke but friends have been letting me borrow theirs every now and then. :3 <3

Heh.. something interesing from today. I had this cinnamon toasts for breakfast this morning and then everyone is at church accept me, matt and mom and apparently matt convinced mom to eat at Wall Drug for breakfast and of course i tagged along and got a second breakfast XD and THEN when we were at church they yhad some cake and cookies downstairs and of course i had some so i had like.. 3 effing breakfasts XD and i just now finished lunch. I'mma be fat D:

but ye.. thgats about it. I love you all so much ^^ <333 When it comes time to leave wednsday i'll see you next monday! <3 Happy Thanksgiving <333

---ARTS---

Requests/Trades: OPEN
TuomasMarco yaoi - Miso <3
Murk in my form! XD - MurkHelssing : D
Drama logo Â Daddy

~~Done~~
new

Personal:
Dragon
Voltaire and all his evil splendor
Roxim [formal wear]
Nelke
Me as bat
Anberlin
Kitty girl
Vollmond
Vollmond chibi
Lemmings comic
Paramour and Petri ^^
Klawn and me comic
Rammstein Chibis
Me and Underoath
~~Rammstein yaoi~~
Me and Willie
My OCs christmas
Me and my boys
-damn I have a lot D:-

I love you allllllllll <3

]]> ~better-than-i-was Voltaire eats 'em rawr http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/21581141/ http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/21581141/ Thu, 20 Nov 2008 12:34:36 PST -this is writng of an actual event, some words might be too STUPID for some veiwers-
At lunch me and kelsey are in the lunch line at school. and katey and kels are talking and kelsey's like "what?" and kateys like "XD you gotta be kidding!" and i'm like "wuts going on?"
katey: okay so you know what pen fifteen is right?
me: *ponders* .. XD LOL, awesome
kelsey: what is it!?
me: DDDD: you seriously dont know????
kelsey: D: NO
me: e_____e;; okay... so a 15... a 1 looks like what letter?
kelsey: ... an L?
me: ... an I!!!
kelsey: XD oh okay!
me: .... ... and a 5 looks like what letter...?
kelsey: ..s?
me: exactly! so.. pen and then "fifteen" together makes..?
kelsey: pen... is?
me and katey: *epic face palm*
me: you're... you're kidding right..?
kelsey: D: but it's the-
me: IT'S PENIS KELSE. PEN AND 15 MAKES PENIS!
kelsey: .... OHHHH XD

....

---ARTS---

Requests/Trades: OPEN
TuomasMarco yaoi -
Murk in my form! XD -
Drama logo Â Daddy

~~Done~~
new

Personal:
Dragon
Voltaire and all his evil splendor
Roxim [formal wear]
Nelke
Me as bat
Anberlin
~~Kitty girl~~
Vollmond
Vollmond chibi
Lemmings comic
Klawn and me comic
Rammstein Chibis
Me and Underoath
~~Rammstein yaoi~~
Me and Willie
My OCs christmas
Me and my boys = D
-damn I have a lot D:-

OH! and before i forget check out this guy's wecomic ---> XD it's hilarious <3

]]> ~better-than-i-was Your mom is a hamster -edit1plz- http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/21533178/ http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/21533178/ Wed, 19 Nov 2008 06:59:21 PST
I couldnÂt really think of anything to write, and I think the substitute teacher is staring at me.. itÂs creeping me out. So itÂs hard to pay attention to a boring movie when the teacher is staring at you.. I think itÂs because I keep giggling. ItÂs these webcomics. They make me get all Âtee hee hee!Â yaoi does that to me as well. But yeah.. anywaysÂ the movie is.. black and white with.. old filmÂ talking about warÂ and French,.. and.. germanÂ do I get an A now?"

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So that was my little note thing for World History today. I wasnÂt paying attention to it, even though I ineeded to because we had to take notes on it and then turn em in. I was very tempted to turn it in but I value my life. But srsly the substitute kept STARING. I was like Âthe hell do you want? D:Â I think she thought I wasnÂt paying attention, so she was right.. but still.. I had to write something down for the notes f she woulda came over and got all Âlemme see yer notes, woman!Â

But in other news, Kelsey didnÂt show up at school today -_- so I was tempted to keep sending her hate mail r something xD idk. IÂm bored.
And lol the movie just said negro xD *shot*

-Personal-

Friends: UHMMMM. IÂve been able to talk to my friend Kelly from my old town, recently. And soon IÂll get to talk to my old friend, Michelle. I miss them a lot >_< not to mention Kenzie and Vee. ( )
also I got to talk to my friend Will from camp this summer. HeÂs amazing xD heÂs one of the coolest dudes everrrrÂ

Family: Nothing new hereÂ I kinda miss my grandpa Al. and my Uncle Bruce <3

School: IÂm finally all caught up in math from LAST quarter. I still have some missing stuff from o this quarter. But oh well.. also I made it into this years school play. So IÂm excited for that X3 I think we have practice todayÂ yeahhhh.. we do.

Music: I GOT MY FIRST NIGHTWISH CD <3333333333

Art: okay so Kelsey broke my tablet pen and so right now I canÂt get anything submitted until itÂs fixed which might not be for a while. So I probably wonÂt have anything in for a while, obviously. Though IÂll probably borrows KelseyÂs here and there.

Mood: IÂve been alright, things have been boring so IÂve been bored. I guess my mood varies. And the chest pains have stopped ever since I stopped wearing my headphones around my neck almost everyday. Funny story. Okay so like I said I wear my headphones around my neck pretty much.. everyday, if IÂm not listening to music then I have my headphones around my neck. So my art teacher (who is soo nice) finds me in the library and gives me a newspaper article and was like Âyou should read thisÂ and itÂs an article on how if you have a heart device you should not wear headphones round your neck or in your shirt pocket. And I have a pacemakerÂ so once I reads that I tear my headphones from my neck.. and ever since trhatÂs what IÂve done. Apparently itÂs something with the magnets that are in the headphonesÂ x_x so.. yeh. IÂm just glad the chest pains have stopped.

ThatÂs bout it <3 love ya all.

OH! and before i forget (again) check out this guy's wecomic ---> http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/21348741/ Wed, 05 Nov 2008 20:32:28 PST When I first saw her Roxim kinda got all aggravated and stuff, telling me to stay away from her, so I listened to my Âinstinct.Â I finally was able to sit with her at lunch today, though katey seemed to be really distant. SheÂs been writing a lot latelyÂ Kinda weird, but it IS katey. I couldnÂt help but keep staring at the girl, she was noticing but I think Roxim was trying to examine her.
But OMG when I was in the lunch line I got to see this UBER KAWAII GUY! He has this really pretty silver hair and he wears these cute little glasses! He has to be the CUTEST lunch lady IÂve ever seen! I said hi to him and he said back and I nearly squealed!
and it was so sad too cause when we were at the table he slipped on a banana peel some bratty 8th grader threw out infront of him and he slipped and fell! And he had a huge thing of nacho cheese in his hands! It got all over him! I went to help him clean up <3
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This was for kateyÂs journal X3
At lunch me, her and kels all talk about Âwhat if the trinity blood characters and KateÂs OC all came to our school?Â XD ItÂs funny to think about. Abel would SOOO be a lunch lady <3 :3

Anwyayayysysys
----Personal Life:----

Friends: UhmmmmÂ I have friends? D: Idk itÂs the same old stuff I guess.

Family: Finally made up with matt. I kept ignoring him when he wanted to talk to me on the phone and he started to feel bad and demanded to know what was wrong. And I finally told him all crying and such and heÂs like Âawww snooooks. IÂm sorry. D: but you canÂt just expect us guys to know whats wrong! WeÂre stupid!Â XD sp he got me to feeling better. IÂm glad weÂre talking again.

Music: Okay so IÂve been listening to Keine Lust by Rammstein ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL DAY! Watching the Music video, listening to the soing. OverÂ. And overÂ and overÂ and making Kelsey watch it over and over and over and oveererererr.

School: Eh.. nbeen working ion homework more recently.. really need to be focusing on that. AND HOLY BEEFY FRIES NO SCHOOL TOMORROW!

Mood: IÂve been pretty shitty actually. IÂve been PMSing and biting off everyoneÂs head DX and it doesnÂt help IÂve been having some nasty chest pains =/

<3 love ya all

----ART INFOZ----

Requests/Trades: OPEN D:
Tuomas and Marco from Nightwish X3 for

Personal

Roxim dead
Rammstein chibis
Roxim
me as a bat
me as a kitty
kitty girl
rammstein yaois

]]> ~better-than-i-was GIVE YOURSELF A HUG AND SAY "I LOVE MYSELF&qu http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/21231391/ http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/21231391/ Thu, 30 Oct 2008 12:12:10 PDT 002. Nickname(s) â Ash, Ashie, Ashie-chan, ashiepoos, and something else IÂm to embarrassed to say.
003. Status â Single >_<
004. Zodiac sign â Taurus
005. Male or female â Female
006. Elementary â UhmÂ my old town?
007. Middle School âOld town?
008. High School â Sucks ass. The people here are fags >_<
009. Smart â XD right.. sureÂ if you want me to be.
010. Hair color â Redhead but I wanna be blonde again T_T
011. Long or short â Getting to be shoulder length
012. Loud or Quiet â Usually very loud but sometimes IÂm quiet :I
013. Sweats or Jeans â Jeans, dfntly
014. Phone or Camera â Both XD;;
015. Health freak â Not rly xP
016. Drink or Smoke? â Never in my life D: drinking is bad. Smoking is badderrrr
017. Do you have a crush on someone? â MaybeÂ >_> .. <_< whatÂs it to you?
018. Eating or Drinking â I like food
019. Piercings â Ears and once im outta the hose I wanna get my septrum pierced
020. Tattoos â Maybe some dayÂ

FIRSTS:
023. First piercing â Ears dude
024. First best friend â Kelly >w< <333
025. First award â I wouldnÂt know XD
026. First crush â hehÂ
027. First pet â Oscar the kitty! X3
028. First big vacation â From Illinois allll the way to California <3 that was the best
030. First big birthday â UhmÂ. idk. D: they were all pretty lame

CURRENTLY:
049. Eating â Nothing
050. Drinking â BRAWNDO: THE THIRST MUTILATOR! XD IT MAKES ME WANNA CRUSH SKULLS AND HAVE SEX WITH TRACTOR TRUCKS! AND IT MAKES ME WIN AT THING I SHOULDNÂT EVEN WIN AT. LIKE YELLING. AND BEING AWESOME.
052. I'm about to â do more math homework and watch more vids that sexy sent me *suggestive eyebrow raising*
053. Listening to â the muttering of fellow clasmates
054. Plans for today â survive school and then go to the drama meeting

YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids? â Definitely.
059. Want to get married? â Yes! D:
060. Careers in mind â something with computers

WHICH IS BETTER WITH GIRL/BOY?
068. Lips or eyes â Eyes <3
070. Shorter or taller? â Taller! D:
072. Romantic or spontaneous â Romantic. ^^
073. Nice stomach or nice arms â XD awh geeÂ both.
074. Sensitive or loud â BOTH X3
075. Hook-up or relationship â Relationship *___*
077. Trouble maker or hesitant â Troublemaker :3

HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts â ContactsÂ millions of times D:
081. Ran away from home â Kinda.. my brothers made me mad so I left the house for an hour or so
084. Broken someone's heart â Maybe.. XD I wouldnÂt know for sure
085. Been arrested â Nope
087. Cried when someone died â Of course ;-;

DO YOU BELIEVE:
089. Yourself â Sometimes..
090. Miracles â Yes I do
091. Love at first sight â ItÂs possible. I havenÂt experienced so I donÂt know really
092. Heaven â Very much so
093. Santa Claus â OH YEAH BABY XD
094. Sex on the first date â Ew no
095. Kiss on the first date â XD maybe. Depends on who made the move first and if I really like him

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now â YeahÂ x_x
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life â Ehhhh.. the feeling varies
099. Do you believe in God â Yes. He is my all.
100. Post as 100 truths and tag â ANYONE WHO IS HORRIBLY OBSESSED WITH YAOI MUST DO THIS D:

POEWERTHIST 2 IS CRYSTMAL METH IN A CAN
IT'S LIKE CRYSTAL METH IN A CAN
POWERTHIRST IS CRYSTAL METH! XDDDDDDDD

videos your life will depend on

First the power drink commercials. Seriously showed me this and i LOL'D SOOOOOOOOO HARD. the guy is liek SPAZZING. AND IT GIVES HIM MENERGY! AND TURBOPUNS.
BRAWNDO: [link]
POWERTHIRST: [link]
POWERTHRIST2: [link]

Second are these REALLY creepily funny little kid show clips. Everyone i showed was pretty terrifyingly entertained. I was..
Rainbow- a european kids show that has SO... ]]> ~better-than-i-was I'm addicted to dA journalism http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/21218429/ http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/21218429/ Wed, 29 Oct 2008 14:39:58 PDT _>

I think i'm addicted to making journals XD I just like telling peeps what I'm up to and updating the stuff I'm working on

Life stuffs

Friends: Me and kelsey have been arguing more lately >_< we're so imcompatable... we're compatable. I think we're both just grouchy XD
<---- she's cool! D:
<--- give my BFFAE some love and views! <33
<--- GO GO GO
<--- D:<

..oh and
.... along with this one... >_> *cough*

School: Had a lame ass test today which i nearly fried my brain to try and ace it, and wthen i relaize this huge test is only like.. 5 damn points. >_> i was like Omg no. fuck this.

MATH TEACHER WAS GONE TODAY! EVERYONE PARTY OMFG!

<3

Family: My brother Matt is a stupid asshole. And i haven't been speaking to him for a couple of weeks. He pissed me off and hurt me for the last time. he either learns from his mistakes or i just won't speak with him. But i'll probably miss him more over time =/

Music: Rammstein. 'Nuff said.

Mood: I've been.. eh... kinda... It's hard to explain how i feel right njow. But almost everyday my view on the human race gets more negative >_> a lot of people are real scumbags.

Thanks for listening! X3 <333

---ART INFOZ---

Trades/Requests: OPEN
Request - s Gigi <3

Personal:
Roxim
Group picture of charries
Nightwish
Rammstein yaoi
Paramour
Nelke
Me as a bat :3
Me as a kitty
kitty girl

]]> ~better-than-i-was *insert catchy title here* http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/21102086/ http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/21102086/ Tue, 21 Oct 2008 20:31:39 PDT
Life stuffs:

Eh i guess life is...going. >_> not too much too report.

Frends: me and kelsey have started to not fight as much XD i swear we were like an old married couple D: alkways bickering! she nags and i;m lazy! XD
Made a new friend named Zane he's pretty much amazing XD

School: I hate my math teacher. End of story.

Family: Everythings the same here XD uhm.. i miss my brother Matt though. He's been gone for a while and i want him to visit again D:

Music: Thanks to for introducing me to Nightwish! *___* i love them <3
Rammstein = <3

Drawing: I should be doing more with this but I havent D: between the need of the computer and homework there's no time! XD

It feels like i;m failing to put something down but i'll forget about it for now XD

----ART----

Trades/requests: More then open XD <333

Personal:
Till and Flake Rammstein yaoi
Roxim
Character group picture
Jakob
Klawn
Paramour
Me as a bat xD

[link] Help a friend out? ^^

]]> ~better-than-i-was XDDDDDDDDDDD http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/20908512/ http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/20908512/ Thu, 09 Oct 2008 16:02:56 PDT
1- Roxim
2- Underoath
3- Paramour
4- Nelke
5- Vollmond
6- Voltaire
7- Klawn
8- Sonne
9- Jakob
10- Me
11- Kelsey
12- Katey
---------------------------------------------------
Does 10 strike you as an exhibitionist or voyeur?
XDDD LOLZ

Who in all the multiverse would 11 bottom to?
whatÂ? *doesnÂt get big words*

Would you rather do 3 or 5?
Neither. Paramour isnÂt my taste and Vollmond is HOMO XD

Which of 4 and 1 would you rather have do you?
XDD RoximÂ.

12 and 2 are having sex in a plane. Write some dialouge from this encounter.
XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD O M F G *going to get killed*

How much would you pay for naked pics of 11? Have you seen any? Where can we find some?
O__________________o;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;

Where are 5 and 9 most likely to have sex? Who'd write a trashy novel about it?
AWWWW. If they did itÂd be cute!!!!! <3

When 12 masturbates, they think about...
*seriously is going to get killed*

What's 11's favorite sex toy?
Me ;D

Come up with a title for a 12/7/1 threeway. Would you read or write it? What would the warnings be?
No.. I am SERIOUSLY going to get killed. I bid you all for wellÂ. xD

Who's more likely to be tied up during consensual sex, 2 or 6?
Definitely 6

If 11 and 3 were carrying on a forbidden love affair, who would spill the beans?
XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD LOLZ. LOLZ FReakiNG LOLZ

As a birthday present, 7's longtime lover 5 offers to do whatever 7 wants in bed. What's 7's secret birthday wish?
Aww ThatÂs really cute knowing theyÂre best friends xD but probably a BJ knowing Klauen

Choose a food item for 12 and 4 to use together.
ÂÂÂÂÂ..

8 and 4 are in a full-time relationship. Who's the top?
Nelke, definitely

Which fetish is 9 least likely to indulge in?
Hmm.. define fetishes? O_o

What would you do if you had 8 naked, willing, and ready in your bed? What would 5 do?
Totally go for it xD Sonne is adorable. And Vollmond would be thrilled! XD <3
Vollmond: my lil sister is finally with a girl! ^0^

What wouldn't 10 and 4 tell their friends about their sex life, if they had a mutual sex life and some friends?
XDDD me ane nelke!Â YES is HOT ;D but uhmÂ. If I told them they would be like Âha.. rightÂÂ

10 gets a tattoo to declare their eternal love for 9. Where is it and what does it say?
ÂAshie + Jakob = BFFs!Â

Imagine that 2 writes an erotic 11/6 fic. What would the summary say?
XDDDDDDDD *LOLING* WTHF WHAT IS THIS WORLD COMING TO???

If 2 walked into the room wearing nothing but a red thong and a feather boa, what would 8 do?
Cry.. sheÂd cry and be very scared.. but so would be everyone else. UnderoathjÂ in aÂ no.. NOOOOO

we had fun with this :3

Katey =
Kelsey =

]]> ~better-than-i-was Because I was bored... http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/20871482/ http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/20871482/ Tue, 07 Oct 2008 09:39:42 PDT
I don't really know how to tell you this, but I dislike you. I think I realized it when I tripped on sesame seeds outside of Chicago and I saw you carve your initials into the crazy monk. I'm sure you're senile enough to understand that Santa doesnÂt exist. I'm returning the couch cushions to you, but I'll keep your photo as a memory. You should also know that I always remember our friendship.
With ease,
Ashley

RULES:
Do the "Letter MEME". Tag no less than 5 other people, and leave them a comment, informing them that they have been tagged. Then copy the "How-to" Letter Meme, and finish your Journal entry.

-> How you do the Letter Meme:

Dear (the last person who left a comment on your journal):

I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___. I think I realized it ___2___ ___3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___ .

___12___,
-Your name-

1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kabob - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflÃ©
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collectio... ]]> ~better-than-i-was Useless Shit http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/20785079/ http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/20785079/ Wed, 01 Oct 2008 21:13:23 PDT

seriously she's awesome XD <3 we are for FLILL!

Full Name: Roxim Jhonen
Japanese Name: I'll have to look it up!
Nicknames: Nobody calls him nicknames or hell hurt you xD
Gender: Male!
Age: 24
Species: Vampire
Date of birth: Not known yet.
Birthplace: In a small useless village in another world!
Height: around 6 foot 10 inches
Weight: He;s fairly thin.. i'd say he's around 160
IQ: XD idk! but he's really smart :3
Seiyuu: ...what? *dumb*
Marital Status: Single! he was engaed and then he found her with another guy and he killed the guy and her!! \o/
Element: Doesnt have one. He;s just good with magic.
Abilities: amazing strength, knowledge, magic.
Likes: Bladed weapons, reading, writing, music, trench coats, close friends, romance, vodka, blood
Dislikes: Stupid people, annoying people, guns, whiners, fakes, being touched when not wanted, PDA, clumsiness, beer, smoking, and probably you.
Favorite bands/singers: he listens to a lot of death metal and also celtic :3
Favorite video games: He doesn't play em.
Favorite Movie: He doesnt watch movies!
Favorite food: He likes fish XD and fruit! <3
Favorite drink: Vodka and blood! \o/
Strengths: Intelligence, magician, protective, brave.
Weaknesses: Cocky, vain, terrible temper, TOO protective.
Occupation: Watching over everyone in Vollmond's castle.
Friends: Underoath, Paramour, Nelke, Klawn, Vollmond, and Sonne.
Rivals: Too many too count xD
Enemies: Voltaire.
Residence: Vollmond's castle! \o/

-THEMES-
Main theme: "Blitzkreig" - Deathstars
In Love theme song: "Raven's Land" - Voltaire
Battle theme song: "Otherworld" - Rammstein
Dancing theme song: He doesnt dance! If anything he waltzes so probably something by Voltaire...

-Friends themes-
Underoath: We Sleep Forever - Aiden
Vollmond: Barbie Girl - Aqua xDDD
Klawn: Sexy Back - Justin Timberlake

Random facts:
-Him and Underoath make their own tea, vodka and wine.
-Writes novels but never publishes them
-Underoath designs and makes his clothing
-His half sister, Paramour, is the daughter of his sworn enemy.

Physical appearance
-Very tall
-long long black silky smooth hair
-silver eyes that turn red when angry
-Pale and thin

Attire
-Trench coat -'tis his trademark! \o/-
-black pants
-red, black, white or grey button up shirt.
-black boots.

Weapons
-His temper; he gets fucking scary when mad. (sorry to steal that Miso XD <3 but it worked perfectly for Roxim)
-Anything with a blade. Sword, dagger, knife, axe, and so on.
-His magic

Vehicles
-Himself...? o_0

Team: His closest friends. I dont have a name for them but for fun i call them Team Spooky!

Team Position: Leader

Quote: There is absolutely nothing you can do to me that I havent already unleashed upon myself.

Current mood: Content. o__o;;

-THE END--

I think i have too much fun with these xD

anyways...

Things have been very stressful. School. Relationships. Parents. Life. x___x It's like this past month has been dumping on me. But thankfully I have good friends to get me through it. -Kelsey, Dan, Jess, David, Amanda, Adam, etc-

And it's pretty much law right now. Men = Fail. Not the good ind of fail... the bad kind.. very bad x_x

First off - don't trust one fully. I learned this in two very difficult ways.
second off - They're perverted scumbags.

But anyways...

I've been busy with homework lately too. I've been trying to draw when ever i get the chance <3

Oh and my current obsessions lately include:
Rammstein- it's like a fucking religion for me now XD I;ve been doing everything Rammstein related lately. I think they're slowly taking over Relient K's place in my heart o.o for those who don't know relient k was my first and favorite band ever]
Till- lead singer of Rammstein. He;s fucking sexy. he's a godly BEAST <3
Bats- The cutest animals EVUR <3333
Lolita- Cutest goth style ever :3 <3
Puffy skirts- 'Nuff siad, nigga
Godchild- Amazing manga <33333333333

Love ya guys <3

Currently making:
TILL AND FLAKE YAOI! <333333333333333333333333333333333

My newest dA best friend! -----> ~better-than-i-was Wow another jorunal already? http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/20441702/ http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/20441702/ Thu, 11 Sep 2008 16:03:27 PDT
Nyeh I'm kinda grouchy today. I was sick yesterday and the day before that and i'm still not feeling too good so that kinda put me in a bad mood. I snapped at everyone today xD;; and then the whney little 8th graders were pissing me off in algebra (yes i take a class with them -_-;; ) so that didnt help much DX

I just wanted to post again cause i guess i have more stuff going on i want to put up..

Me and my GF trinity broke up the other day x_x i guess i'm not to broken up since we never really got to see eachother since she's in the town next to me, but still i kinda miss her.

Buuuut. She got replaced with my friend Austin xD we're going out now o_o which i didnt think would happen but we were talking and i just kinda asked him and he was like "OMFG HELL YEAH!" and so that ade my day. he lives a bit far awaybut he's gonna come see me soon

So I'm writing ANOTHER story x_______x;; i swear i need to stop this xD but i'm actually getting REALLY into this one. i mean just today i already have three pages. so i'nm really excited =] I'll start posting it on dA.

Thass bout it. *shrugs*

---Art Info---

Requests and Trades: Open
Teddy as human -

Personal:
David - needs to be colored
Vii - needs to be finished
My character group picture - need to be finished
Paramour headshot - Needs to be colored

Book:
Still working on first chapter

]]> ~better-than-i-was Red is the color of my hair http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/20388574/ http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/20388574/ Mon, 08 Sep 2008 09:43:53 PDT everyone seems to love it...

Kelsey: you look so diuffernet! it's cute!

Kenzie: Whoa! love the hair color!

Adam: ... o__o *leads you into the colset of darkness* you lpook frigging gorgeous.

Austin: totally cute babe! Sexy :3

Marilyn: AGH! Love your hair!

and so on

I'll put pictures up ASAP. ^^

Nyeh so school has been going... places.. i guess x_x I SHOULD be working on vocab right now xD

I'm really hoping to get some more art up. x__x If anyone wants to make a request or trade i'll be MORE then happy to take. Just nothing out of my league XDD

Got the new Underoath CD Saturday night. It's pretty rad
Also saturday i saw the new mummy movie with my friend Marilyn, brother matt, and his friend Ross. It was okay... we all think it coulda been a bit better but all in all it was cool.

Uhm and if you could pray for me or keep me in your concerns XD i've been getting sick randomly alot lately. Like now i'm feeling a bit queezy x__x the doctors found the problem and it's getting treated but just hope i'll get a full recovery ^^ <3 thanks guys

Thats bout it there ^^ ONTO COOL THINGS

--ART INFO OML--

REQUESTS AND TRADES: Open totally ;D

PERSONAL:
Vii- need to be drawn
group pic of my charries - need to be finished
Underoath - Photoshopping

My Kin:

Check out these people! :

]]> ~better-than-i-was OML HI http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/20174812/ http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/20174812/ Tue, 26 Aug 2008 20:40:27 PDT
I have a lot of art work i need to put on. and new pictures of me that need to be shown! yesyes! <3

Summer was boring as hell. some interesting things happened but other then that it was like.... eh.... Though i did catch a bat! XD that was awesome.

Right now i'm hanging with kelsey! (it's funny cause she's sitting next to me and using a different laptop and typing HER journal as i am now xD)

I plan on getting my OWN laptop soon. not jsut using the schools. I want my own that i dont have to return to the school. One that isnt being stalked by our creepy computer guy DX<

Oh and i have a gaia acount everyone owo so if you have on ADD ME! LIKES OMGS XD

Nothing else here. I'll try and update SOMETHING DX as soon as i can T-T

Byes <3 love you all

]]> ~better-than-i-was Good bye for now T-T http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/18411097/ http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/18411097/ Tue, 20 May 2008 07:25:04 PDT Have to turn them in tomorrow cause thats our last day of school T----T
I'll try and get as much stuff up on here as i can over the summer, but i don't promise anything. This summer won't be as relaxing as i thought. x___x

Don't miss me too much my dears <333 I'll get on as much as i can

For all you guys who have been watching me and supporting my art i thank you GREATLY <3333333333 you guys freaking rock my world. ILU ALL

And all you others! ^^ <3

Have a great summer!!!!

]]> ~better-than-i-was It's official... (Updated?) http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/18241113/ http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/18241113/ Wed, 14 May 2008 08:50:42 PDT FIRST:
I'm making my character, Vollmond ([link]), gay! XD I'm so proud to release this ionformation! You have NO idea!!! D:

SECOND:
I will NOT be able to get on dA that much over this summer... Our school is taking our laptops for the sunmer and my regular computer has blocked dA cause it has some gay blocking system T-T Edit - OMG like 6 more days until i'm gone for the summer!!!!! T____T

Edit - My friend Jess is the biggest nerd ever and he owns your soul. K? Kbai.

Thats bout it though...

BYE <3

Ashie-Chan

---ART---

REQUESTS:
Alexis and ryan ross -for my lil 8th grade buddy, alexis ^^ - to be finished drawn x_x
Kjerstin looking sad Â For my cousin kjerstin Â to be inked.

PERSONAL:
My brother Matt Â To be inked
Roxim + Underoath - to be inked.
Katey + Me Comic Â to be finished drawn
Veronica Â to be finished drawn
Death Note Fan Art ^^ - to be drawn

PROJECTS:
All my characters as the opposite gender XD Edit - (Roxim is ALMOST done)

GIVE THESE PEOPLE YOUR LOVE

]]> ~better-than-i-was HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEE D: http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/18083623/ http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/18083623/ Tue, 29 Apr 2008 09:24:52 PDT
I really want a top hat for my birthday. Or a new mp3. IÂve been begging mum and dad for a top hat a lot lately. Hopefully they got me one T-T if not I guess IÂll have to deal with it.

Okay so tomorrow I wonÂt be on cause IÂmma be spending time with family, blah blah blah XP and all those other boring issues.

I was sick for three days straight last week D: I had NOTHING to do. I just sat on my bed andÂ was on gaia. I should have been working on my novel but IÂve had writerÂs block with that >_>

Last weekend I had come over and we watched yaoi xD I think we would have enjoyed it more if we hadnÂt known that the guys making out and doingÂstuffÂ were actually father and son D: ItÂs called Papa to Kiss in the Dark. It was so weirdÂ

Âare you hungry for milkÂ?

MWAHAHA >XD I love thatÂ :3 Kels will understand ;D

Okay well thatÂs bout it :3

Ashie-Chan

Roleplay Info

I have THREE roleplays going on right now T__T THREE!!!! Its freaking insane. When I get home and start the roleplays everythings good and my posts are good and what not. Then after a few hours I go DEAD. My replies are boring and dull T-T Its so irritating.

The three roleplays I have; with kenzie, Adam, and my friend Jess on gaia.

Kenzie: Okay so weÂre doing this on IM. Which is helpful because it goes by faster. The idea is that me and kenzie live with Roxim, Underoath, Kaeyll and Aiden in a mansion and some spooky stuff has been going on and right now Kaeyll and Underoath are looking for KabukiÂ I think. ThatÂs what IÂm guessing >_>
Right now Kaeyll and Underoath areÂ well.. lets just sayÂ YAOI XD LOLZ. ItÂs so hawt D: Underoath really shouldnÂt be having feelings for Kaeyll. ItÂll hurt him a lot when he realizes Kaeyll doesnÂt have the same feelings for himÂ or does he? >> << >> Ânah I doubt it xD Underoath already knows KaeyllÂs like that but he hopes to much D: he should stick to booksÂ

Adam: well we also do this on IM but itÂs more chatplay. Cause we use ** instead of third person. The idea is that me and him live in some house together near this really intoxicated city. Like the city is gross and has nasty people and envirment. And we just fought off a mutated personÂ so that shows how lovely the city is. Yeah weÂre gonna be traveling to some house that I knew of a while back and Â live there D: Not the best plot but hey, itÂs fun =]

Jess: Okay this is my friend on gaia. HeÂs an awesome roleplayer xD Right now I have one with all 8 of my characters in it and he only has one D: I feel bad for him. IÂm thinking of killing off Vollmond or Nelke. Idk xD theyÂre boringÂ I really donÂt know what the plot is yet. I need to ask him T-T But his character, Zorack, came into my characters world either by magic or on purpose. We havenÂt found out yet. In his world he was a dragon king and he can have a human guise so he doesnÂt freak out others. Right now weÂre in RoximÂs castle and everyoneÂs eating xD and poor Zorack was getting attacked by Nelke. She kept flirting with him and then she gave up when he didnÂt react “roperlyÂ XD

Yeah thatÂs bout it o.o

Story Update D:

Gah I really need to get the lead out with this =3= ItÂs been making me so mad. I donÂt know what to put for the next chapter so I think IÂll be introducing Voltaire and all his evil-wannabe glory. I introduced the chapter by making him seem like some evil guy and they donÂt know his name yet. And then a few paragraphs later heÂll be his usual ADHD self and watching soap operaÂs and being a wuss xD then they realize itÂs Voltaire and are like ÂWTF? This evil guy thatÂs trying to take over the universe is some bad excuse for a villain? WTFF MO FO *shoots ashie*Â ItÂll be just like that. xD

---ART---

REQUESTS:
Alexis and ryan ross -for my lil 8th grade buddy, alexis ^^ - to be finished drawn x_x
Me and adam - for my friend adam o.o Â to be edited? ~better-than-i-was *pelvic thrustiness* http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/17956615/ http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/17956615/ Mon, 21 Apr 2008 09:38:48 PDT

1. WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (mother & father's middle name)
Jane Gene (Okay wtf? XD)

2. NASCAR NAME: (first name of your mother's dad, father's dad)
Albert Ray

3. STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name)
Bur-as (wowÂ o.o;; )

4. DETECTIVE NAME: (favorite color, favorite animal)
Black Zebra (is so spooky)

5. SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name, city where you were born)
Jayne Macomb (hmmm o.o)

6. SUPERHERO NAME: (2nd fav color, fav drink, add "THE" to the beginning)
The Purple Monster (MWAHAHA!)

7. FLY NAME: (first 2 letters of 1st name, last 2 letters of your last name)
Astz (Try fricking pronouncing that xD)

8. GANGSTA NAME: (fav ice cream flavor, fav cookie)
Chocolate Sugar Cookie (IÂm scared …

9. ROCK STAR NAME: (current pets name, current street name)
Sammy Avenue (That actually sounds kinda cool XD)

10. STRIPPER NAME: (name of your fav perfume/cologne, fav candy)
Cucumber Melon Trix (sounds pretty kinkie XD)

11. PORN NAME: (1st pet, street you grew up on)
Oscar Finis (Â the hell? o.0)

... I had to much fun doing this. ._.

]]> ~better-than-i-was hey you! yeah you with the hair! http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/17893229/ http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/17893229/ Thu, 17 Apr 2008 09:13:29 PDT jhave decided to combine our amazing skills and make them too good use.

I proudly instroduce....

KELSEY AND ASHIE LOL

What we're doing we're both making the same artwork or whatever and we'll post it on here. We'll still manage and keep our individual ones but the stuff we make togtehjer will be here. ^^ Its just an experiment really. i dont know how far it will go. it could be a monthly lil obsession and it could be a year long process.

K!

Well tagged me in this. even though i've done it already ;-; but i'll post 8 different facts ^^

Rules:

1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person should post 8 facts of themselves.
3. Tagged people should write a journal\blog about these facts.
4. In the end tag and name 8 people.
5. Go to their dA pages and comment saying that they are tagged.
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1. I really hate where i'm living, this place is the second hell.
2. I miss and terribly. Its prolly a sin by now T-T
3. Ashie = Lame ^^
4. is my ex-wife. we divorced because we were cheating on eachother with the SAME GUY
5. is my long lost sister <3
6: I personally don't think my parents want me happy
7. I have two voices in my mind; Roxim and Underoath.

and lastly this will be a paragraph

8. I've come to realzise i'm a really lonely person. I'm never truelly happy or content unless i have a loved one with me. I usually lay at night scared as hell and lonely. If no one is home and i'm all alone (i'm so gud at rhymes) i usually get really loenly and paranoid. Right now i feel lonely cause i'm away from Kelsey even though she's across the room. So yeah thats me..

I don't tag anyone >>

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Wow i'm pretty pissy .-. me and adam argued last night but only cause we're both stubborn as hell and i'm a sensitive overreacting freak. o_0 I really wanted to call him and just... hear his voice again cause i was upset but he probably didnt wanna talk to me. *shrugs* I cried after we got done yelling and arguing and shit. I almost puked too. ya know the syaing 'love sick'? wiell i actually get that. when i'm upset about omeone i love terribly i feel nauseous. idk i miss him :\ but then i don't...love's so confusing

Other than that i'm okay I'm in science and being bored o___o

next weekend i plan on being with I hope we hang again T-T I <3 her.

Uhmmi'm pretty pissed at my parents. i was wanting to go to adam's cousins wedding with him cause his mom said he could take someone and he wanted to take me but my parents won'tlet me cause 'i'm to young and going with a guy would be like a date" =___= what...ever. Idk i just wanna see adam so badly.

argh?

Also i LOVE airbrush on Photoshop *tears of joy* Its God's gift to us <333

~better-than-i-was INTRODUCING.... http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/17870562/ http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/17870562/ Thu, 17 Apr 2008 09:04:19 PDT jhave decided to combine our amazing skills and make them too good use.

I proudly instroduce....

KELSEY AND ASHIE LOL

What we're doing we're both making the same artwork or whatever and we'll post it on here. We'll still manage and keep our individual ones but the stuff we make togtehjer will be here. ^^ Its just an experiment really. i dont know how far it will go. it could be a monthly lil obsession and it could be a year long process.

K!

Well tagged me in this. even though i've done it already ;-; but i'll post 8 different facts ^^

Rules:

1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person should post 8 facts of themselves.
3. Tagged people should write a journal\blog about these facts.
4. In the end tag and name 8 people.
5. Go to their dA pages and comment saying that they are tagged.
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1. I really hate where i'm living, this place is the second hell.
2. I miss and terribly. Its prolly a sin by now T-T
3. Ashie = Lame ^^
4. is my ex-wife. we divorced because we were cheating on eachother with the SAME GUY
5. is my long lost sister <3
6: I personally don't think my parents want me happy
7. I have two voices in my mind; Roxim and Underoath.

and lastly this will be a paragraph

8. I've come to realzise i'm a really lonely person. I'm never truelly happy or content unless i have a loved one with me. I usually lay at night scared as hell and lonely. If no one is home and i'm all alone (i'm so gud at rhymes) i usually get really loenly and paranoid. Right now i feel lonely cause i'm away from Kelsey even though she's across the room. So yeah thats me..

I don't tag anyone >>

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Wow i'm pretty pissy .-. me and adam argued last night but only cause we're both stubborn as hell and i'm a sensitive overreacting freak. o_0 I really wanted to call him and just... hear his voice again cause i was upset but he probably didnt wanna talk to me. *shrugs* I cried after we got done yelling and arguing and shit. I almost puked too. ya know the syaing 'love sick'? wiell i actually get that. when i'm upset about omeone i love terribly i feel nauseous. idk i miss him :\ but then i don't...love's so confusing

Other than that i'm okay I'm in science and being bored o___o

next weekend i plan on being with :iconsuicidalshunkymonkey: I hope we hang again T-T I <3 her.

Uhmmi'm pretty pissed at my parents. i was wanting to go to adam's cousins wedding with him cause his mom said he could take someone and he wanted to take me but my parents won'tlet me cause 'i'm to young and going with a guy would be like a date" =___= what...ever. Idk i just wanna see adam so badly.

argh?

Also i LOVE airbrush on Photoshop *tears of joy* Its God's gift to us <333

K well thats bout it ILU

Ashie-Chan http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/17745720/ Tue, 08 Apr 2008 10:21:40 PDT tagged me D: Its quite scary, yes?

Uhm i fergot the rools yep.

1) Full name?
Ashie Jayne *insert AshieÂs last name here plz.

2) Male/Female?
I happen to be female, yes

3) Were you named after anyone?
nu.

4) Does your name mean anything?
Âash woodÂ.

5) Nickname(s)?
Ashie, ash, ashie-chan, Â.snookums Â. ._.

6) What do you think you look like?
Like a ditzy dumb blonde crazy girl.

7) Date of birth?
Older than Veronica. That makes me rad.

8) Place of birth and current location?
Illinois then I was brought to hell. ._.

9) Nationality?
German :3

10) Astrology sign?
Tauras

11) Chinese astrology sign?
Bull. Lol like bullshit only sexier, yes?

12) Religion?
Yer face

13) What's your favorite smell?
Katey in the morning XD

14) Political Position?
I really donÂt care bout that.

15) What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
Water. I cant drink milk cause IÂm too cool for it

16) Hair + eye color?
Blonde, hazel ><

17) Do you look like anyone famous?
My friends said I look like Fergie D:
18) What do you look like?
You asked this already D:

19) Any unusual talents?
I can sing opera really well. O_o

20) Righty, lefty, or ambidextrous?
Righty

21) Gay, straight, bi, or other?
Bi-curious D:

22) What do you do for a living?
Annoy the crap outta pople.

23) What do you do for fun?
Draw, write, talking n msn, and be on internet. YeahÂ

24) Materials to work with?
Pencil, pen anÂ tablet!

25) What kind of materials would you like to work with?
Yer mum.

26) Have you met your grandparents?
MhmÂ

27) Boyfriend/Girlfriend?
Not yet ;-;

28) Crush?
HeheÂ. :3

29) What celebrity would you date if you could?
Drake Bell!!!11one Â

30) Current worries?
Oh god. Uhm if Adam will be okay, if I donÂt get caught, and justÂyeah.. lot more.

31) Favorite online guy/girl(s)?
Â

32) Favorite place to be?
Virden <3

33) Least favorite place to be?
Where I live nowÂ.

34) Do you burn or tan?
Both? D:

35) Ever break a bone?
Yes xD

36) What is your favorite cereal?
Reeses puffs, yo. IÂm so gangster.

37) Person you cry with?
Idk D:

38) Any sisters?
Nah

39) Any brothers?
Yeah, matt and taylor .-.

40) Any pets?
Baillee the crack dog and Sammy the old farty fart fart

41) An illness?
ADHDÂ. *starts spacing offÂ.drool*

42) A pager?
IÂm 14, what use would I have of oneÂ

43) A personal phone line?
Nu

44) A cell phone?
Yes yes.

45) A visible birthmark?
MHM ITS EETING MY NECK LOL

46) A pool or hot tub?
No xD weÂre so lame

47) A car?
I want one yes.

48) Personality?
The three CÂs. Crazy, clumsy, cooky,

49) Driving?
No XD

50) Your clothing style?
Idk. They label me emo/punk/goth. So I guess that says something bout me -_- but I just dress like Ashie.

51) Room?
Small and bright D:

52) What's missing?
Posters, yes?

53) School?
Grades arenÂt the best. And I hate the kids here.

54) Bed?
messy, has lots of unfolded clothes on it. Adam says that he should be on my bed with me so I guess that counts. o.o

55) Relationship with your parent(s)?
ItÂs good but we have a trust issue x-x

56) Do you believe in yourself?
Shore.

57) Do you believe in love at first sight?
It could happen.

58) Consider yourself a good listener?
At times yes XD

59) Have a future dream that you would like to share?
I wanna move back to Virden once IÂm out of highschool. I also have this lil fantasy of living in a huge mansion with Vii, kenz, Kels, and Katey XD

60) Get along with your parents?
At times yes.

61) Save your e-mail conversations?
If theyÂre funny. XD

62) Pray?
Mhm

63) Believe in reincarnation?
Kinda x-x

64) Brush your teeth twice a day?
NUPE XD. Nawh I try to when I can

65) Like to talk on the phone?
Mhm. Me and adam talk almost everyday. I wish I could call kenzie and vii more T-T

66) Like to eat?
OH YEA I DO O_O

67... ]]> ~better-than-i-was Its obvious i have no life xD http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/17636250/ http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/17636250/ Tue, 01 Apr 2008 15:18:21 PDT Roxim: male
Underoath: Male
Voltaire: male

[Imagine this character as a member of the opposite sex. How does this alter the character's life?]
Roxim: I honestly think he would be a total bitch. XD like the mean girl types, like the ones on the TV shows. But he wouldnÂt be outrageuously terrible. I think heÂd be more calm but a bit more depressed. If he went to a hichschool at these days heÂd probably be ended up being labeled ÂThat one slutty goth bitchÂ
Underoath: HeÂd be a total sweetheart! Like those kind of girls that are so nice you just wanna hug em ^^ heÂd be more emotional then he is now obviously but honestly I think heÂd be stronger than he is now. I can see him tougher as a girl xD
Voltaire; HeÂd be a total woose!!!! XD Honestly he thinks he all bad and stuff but heÂs not XDD heÂd make a lovely woman. :3 and probably really hawt too ;D

[Okay, now change them back to the way they were. Ugh, gender-swaps are just embarrassing.]
Roxim: ÂThe hell is wrong with you? D:< Can you honestly see /me/ as a girl? >>Â
Me: Âyes now shup ;>>Â
Underoath: ÂHeh that would have been interesting Â
Voltaire: ÂI am NOT a woose! ;0;Â

[Now, what is the character's most striking physical feature?]
Roxim: Probably his whole body XD;; we all know heÂs sexy. But I love his hair ^^
Underoath: His wings and four eyes =]
Voltaire: his wicked blue and red hair O___O

[Is your character very social?]
Roxim: Nahhh he doesnÂt really like people that much o_o
Underoath: Yeah heÂll talk to others but he doesnÂt give them his trust until theyÂve earned it
Voltaire: Yep xD

[What kind of people does the character like to be around?]
Roxim: He doesnÂt like other people that much but if I had to IÂd put him with the angry punk outcasts that are plotting against the world while they drink alchohol and stuff XD I can see him with a bunch of ohhhhÂÂGothsÂ I guess you could say.
Underoath: heÂd probably be with the quiet outspoken nerds that read and study while they eat their lunch XD
Voltaire: The loser outcast that think theyÂre amazing but everyone hates them XD

[What is the character's name?]
Roxim: Roxim Jhonen. Though he has last name because he disowned it he uses his middle name as a last name
Undeorath: Underoath. O.o he doesnÂt have a last name ;0;
Voltaire: Voltaire Jackson Penton :3

[Is this name foreign? If so, what does it mean when translated to English?]
Roxim: Roxim meansÂ.roxim D:
Underoath: ItÂs a bandÂs name =]
Voltaire: ÂBandÂs name xD

[Is there a reason why you named them that?]
Roxim: I think I got it from a book I liked o.o
Underoath: Uhhhh D: I liked the band?
Voltaire: mainly because I love the name and the band.

[Is the character foreign? If so, what kind of nation/planet/alternate dimension are they from?]
Roxim: HeÂs from a different country but isnÂt foreign o__oÂ.its hard to explain D:
Underoath: HeÂs british X3
Voltaire: American? D:

[What qualities/characteristics do you share with this character? Pick at least 2.]
Roxim: We both kind of have a temper and are moody.
Underoath: it both takes us a while to trust someone, but once we trust someone we give our hearts to them.
Voltaire: weÂre both whiners XDDD and we both kind of want our futures to go a certain way.

[What qualities/characteristics do you NOT share with this character? Pick at least 2.]
Roxim: He has a TERRIBLE temper, I just get kinda edgy I guess. O.o and heÂs really conceited. I act like I am but in all truth my self esteem is quite low
Underoath: the really quietness of him XD IÂm not the silent type.
Voltaire: I donÂt wanna be really evil like himÂI guess

[What qualities/characteristics does this character have that you don't have, but you would LOVE to have?]
Roxim: His bravery.
Underoath: His wisdom
Voltaire: His optimisticÂ.ness o.o;;

[Why do you want that quality?]
Roxim: So I can stand up to this damned town.
Underoath: so I could make better choices and get good grades :3
Voltaire: He doesnÂt seem like the optimistic type but he is. I would love it because then I wouldnÂt be so worried about things.

[Is your character a hero, or a villain?]
Roxim: ehhh heÂs a hero but to some heÂs a villain
Underoath: Hero
Volt... ]]> ~better-than-i-was an interview with me and my charries can only mean http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/17526341/ http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/17526341/ Wed, 26 Mar 2008 14:20:55 PDT
Stolen from

1. Choose a few of your own characters -- five at the most.
2. Make them answer the following questions.
3. Then, tag three people.
4. Feel free to go ahead and add some questions yourself!

OC's I've chosen to interview:

1. Roxim
2. Underoath
3. Klauen
4. Myself! (Just cause it would be funny xD)
6. Voltaire (new charrie :3)

1. How old are you?

Roxim: Why does it matter? *gives person odd look and then examines nails*
Underoath: I look 17 but IÂm more than 2000 years old
Klauen: Liiiiiiiiiiike Â..suuummmmmmmÂ.ooooold ageÂ? D:
Me: 14! :3 *sitting on underoaths lap*
Voltaire: Old enough to take over the world! O_O *wide arm gesture*

2. Are you a Guy or girl?

Roxim: IsnÂt it obviousÂ? O__o Â..retardÂ
Underoath: I am a male. *wraps arms around me*
Klauen: Wanna find out? *stands up to take pants off*
Roxim: Oh just sit down >>
Me: I am a lady! LADYYYY XD
Voltaire: Male! The superior gender! *bold look*

3. What's your height?

Roxim: Taller than yer mothaÂ. -.-;;
Underoath: around 6 foot 4 inches. o.o
Klauen: Tall enough to screw yooooo! 8D
Me: Liiike 5Â8!!!!
Voltaire: Tall enough to be your MASTER! *stands up and points at you*

4. Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend/spouse?

Roxim: What is this? An interview for a date!? IÂm leaving this hell hole. *stands up to leave* IdiotsÂ
Underoath: *pulls Roxim back down into chair* I have a boyfriend =]
Klauen: I donÂt like to stick with one girl. IÂd rather have my variety and a TASTE of everyone. *touches my leg* :3
Me: Â o_o;;; Klauen quit touching me.
Klauen: *rubs knee* :3
Roxim: KLAUEN! >> *slaps his hand away*
Klauen: YIP. *pins ears back and puts hands in lap*
Me: <<Â. But anyways, boyfriends right now? UhmÂ its complicatedÂ. ;o;
Voltaire: Well, IÂd take anyone sexy and thatÂs willing to be my slave ;D

5. Are you a virgin?

Roxim: Â -_-
Underoath: IÂd rather not give out this informationÂ *messes with hair*
Klauen: NOPE! 83 *grabs crotch area*
Me: Yeah I AM! My virginity is COMPLETE. LOL :3
Voltaire: No! Because no evil doer is a virgin!

6. Do you have any kids?

Roxim: Kids areÂ.annoying. ;>> *twiddles thumbs*
Underoath: Nah. *scratches back of head*
Klauen: Probably XD;;
Voltaire: o___o;; wowÂ.
Me: Nupe! ^^
Voltaire: *coff* Kids get in the way of evilÂ o_o

7. Do you hate anyone?

Roxim: Yeah its- ÂWAIT A MINUTE! Katey! YOUÂRE BEHIND THIS ARENÂT YOU!? Â.ARENÂT YOU!? *shakes fist angrily* ><
Me: LOL. She probably is!!! XD *points and laughs at Roxim*
Roxim: *slaps my upside the head* >>
Me: Â =<
Underoath: *glances at us a moment* uhm.. A few people yes. I donÂt hate unless I actually feel it.
Klauen: I donÂt!! IÂm full of loveÂ*hugs self and then pauses* and semon!
Underoath and Roxim: D8 Â.
Me: For meÂ.YEAH! ThereÂs this girl at school! SheÂs suuuuuuch a bitch! And the other day sheÂ *talks on*
Voltaire: YES! So much hate! SOOOO MUCH! O_O

8. What's your favorite food?

Roxim: Since I am a vampire blood is my favorite food but if I was forced to eat regular food then I prefer fish and fruit. *sits back acting cool*
Underoath: I really like cookies
Klauen: Candy! And soda! Aaaaaand chips! Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand *continues to say ÂandÂ just to annoy people*
Me: APPLES! O_O aaaaand sodies! And the uhmÂlil choclate candies! And pasta!!!!
Voltaire: YOUR FLESH! LOL.

9. What's your favorite ice cream flavor?

Roxim: Ice cream is gross and full of calories. *grimaces and then pets his nice lean tummy*
Underoath: any kind at all! *smiles brightly*
Klauen: CHOCOLATE UHMÂ.AAAAAND UHHHHHÂ..YEAHHHHH O_O
Me: Chocolate! ItÂs the yummyyyy ^^
Voltaire:... ]]> ~better-than-i-was GoodNight http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/17340270/ http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/17340270/ Sat, 15 Mar 2008 00:14:10 PDT
PLUS

i have to pee :3

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Okay i hung with katey it was pretty amazing! we were obessing over vampires, magic, naruto, and MOOBS XD. yes moobs :3 (moobs = man boobs)

We're planning, next halloween or Friday 13th we're gonna dress in matching black hooded cloaks and run around at night! xD just cause it's be fun to freak ppl out.

In her room she has these awesome drawings she's done. i'm trying to convince her to post them on dA but she hasnt yet -__- i might start a petition or something XD DO EET KATEY D: WE WANT YOUR PRETTY PIXXXXX

well right now me and her are watching Mythbusters and dealing with posses heaters =__=

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aww my friend adam keeps calling ^^ its soo cute xD he said he'd call me bac at around..3ish PM and then it got late and was mad cause he didnt call and at 11:30 he calls back and said "I told you i'd call ^^" i was like "yeahhh "

Ashie

-- STORY UPDATE --
I am hating my story right now. I wanna bring in a new character for it. i want him really emotional and stuff. just cause i want a sappy, dull character.

I also need a look for the villain in my story. if anyone would help me come up with a look i'd love you forever ;o;

I'd like to thank kelsey , mai friend chris, and random ppl on quizilla who are reading mai story and giving me reason to write more. <3

--- ART --

Art has been slowww

REQUESTS:
Alexis and ryan ross: for my lil 8th grade buddy, alexis ^^
Me and adam xD: for my friend adam o.o

ME:
Underoath
Vollmond
New charrie?
Roxim
Katey
Veronica
Voltaire?

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Mai Dearest Fwiends.

Meh hunnybunny o__o
Kenzie mai wife
Vii-san!
Kate-face

Other coolio people:

]]> ~better-than-i-was AND I'M ALWAYS FUCKING SINGING... http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/17105696/ http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/17105696/ Thu, 28 Feb 2008 16:21:05 PST
Sorry I needed a Journal title and i was thinking of Jack Black xD

ANYWHOM. I'm bored! 8D

I haven't written a damned journal in FO'EVA.\

Oh hey check out these three people

KATEY - This be my friend Katey o.o she's kinda AMAZING D: Her art kicks my liver! :3 Go and give her some LOVE. O___O

ChRiSSSSS - This is my bf's friend! *armflail* and he has some kickass poems. Go read them and LOVE THEM. NOW. >___>

KaiseRRR - Her art is adorable :3 she's drawing Undeorath in her liger form :3

Underoath: Rawr! :3

ASHIE

GUESS WHAT OMG
Like i'm starting to write a story D: actually i'm making it a noivel. I've thought of even mamking it a trilogy. o.o;;
It has like all my charries in it xD;;
and i'm the lead charrie D:
and...yeah.

ART?

Requests
Alexis and Ryan Ross - i haven't even started XD

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My stuff
Vollmond - i need to ink it >>
Sonne - haven't started
me and underoath - need to scan
me and juan - done but i needta trace it and...yeah

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Kels, meh hunnybunny -
Kenz, me wife -
Vii-saaaaaaan -
Kate-face! -

Other cool ppl:

]]> ~better-than-i-was HAPPY VALENTINES DAY >> http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/16882042/ http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/16882042/ Thu, 14 Feb 2008 13:34:02 PST
I usually love valentines day just cause i like the romance

But my guy is so far away and he said he missed me yesterday and wished he had me for V-Day and i was kinda... sad today :\ Seeing everyone get flowers and chocolates and crap and i kept thinking of Juan XP <333

I'm watching Blue's Clues becsause i'm bored and they dont say Valentines Day they say LOVE Day. XD How lame

I wanna hang with tomorrow but she's going to Sylvan....again >____> Maybe if she wasnt so dumb then maybe we'd get to hand out more often!
LOL JK kelsey! ILU O____O;;

I'm pretty much PUMPED for President's Day!
FIRST - NO SKOOL YEH!
SECOND - Juan will have the day off too (hopefully) so we get to talk!!!!! 8DDD

I've been waiting for to freaking get our RP plot up XD I wanna rp with her so badly .__.

OH and kenzie i think i'm gonna steal an idea from you XD <3 On 's journals she has her name at the end of her lil talking thing with two smilets next to it and i wanna steal the idea cause its festive ILU

Oh and i hate someone at the moment >> Some asshole at school walked by me and shouted "EMO!" and shoved me into a locker. No IN in but like yeah. you get what i mean ._. I was just like "wtf...? >___>" i was so tempted to hunt him down andf kick him. People suck.

and imma do a quiz Kenzie tagged me with o.o

Asheh-Chan

Tagged by

1. Post these rules
2. Each person must post 8 random facts about themselves
3. Tags should write a journal about these facts
4. At the end tag 8 more people
5. Go to their page and leave a comment telling them they're tagged

Uhm i dont get it but oh well i'll try XD;;

1 - I HATE it when people touch my ear. It drives me insane!

2 - When I listen to a song on my headphones i always lipsync to the words (unless i dont know the words)

3 - I talk in meh sleep! OH YEAH XD

4 - I moved to SD summer of 07. Worst year ever ._.

5 - I have never been kissed. To some this is a shock, but to the people that know me better...not so much xD;; They know stuff bout me

6 - I only have 3 really close guy friends. Adam, Willie and Michael ^^ Thney're all so cool

7 - i share a cell phone with my brother ._.

8 - My nicknames are: Ash, ashie, ashie-chan, fuckface, ass, ashie-poos (PROPERTY OF THE JUAN XD), snookie, snookie bear, Miss Bear ._., and retard ^^

I tag anyone who will repeat it XD;;

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ART D:

+ REQUESTS PENDING +
Katey - herself
shelby - her and some dood
dad - comic and some thing for church

___________________________________________________

+ My Ideas +
Dragonpuppy ^^
Angel man
Comic of Kelsey, me and kate-face
Veronica (again xD)
New character
Okay and because i didnt get time to draw something for Valentines Day I'm drawing something for Presidents day XD;; it's gonna be kick ass

____________________________________________________

PPL I LOVE

Kelz meh hunnybunny http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/16818580/ Sun, 10 Feb 2008 14:25:20 PST HI D:

Okay, Losers its time for you to read a new damned journal ><

Stuff Going On In Life?

Oh gee. I'm so happy :3

I thought Juan was like...idunno hard to explain. but he wasnt so its okay =]
readers: what!? o0;;
YEAH!

Omg i'm so nervous about gay Parent/Teacher Conferences. Partly because of my grades, but mostly of my behaivor in the class xD;;
Oh well just pray that i wont get grounded XDDD

Okay kids at skool have finally been leaving me alone.

Art?

Okay so here's how its going

Requests pending:
Shelby
Dad - 2 (dammit he wants me to draw something weird for him for chrurch XD)

I'd love it if you asked for a request :3 I've been dead on ideas lately

My Ideas for Art PENDING:
Chibi pic of me and Juan
Sonne
New character
2 drawings of Katey :3
Comic of me and kelz
maybe a comic of kels, me and kate-face

Thats it.XP

BAI ILU ALL
MY HEROES

Kelz :3
Kenzie, me wyfe
V.....*yawn* =__=

]]> ~better-than-i-was YeahBitch http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/16742432/ http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/16742432/ Tue, 05 Feb 2008 16:52:43 PST
Stuffs Going On Latelyyy

I...cant...take it anymore.... These bastards here...wont leave me alone. Found out some bastard was talking shit about me. well he can shove it up his ass. I just wanna returnb to my old town. I cant take this anymore

Other than that not to much happening :\ We're done with drama thank god xD maybe now we'll stop quoting form our play

Art Plz?

Requests
I have a request for Kenzie which is DONE!
Request for Amanda whish is NOT DONE!
aaand thats it

Done and needed to be scanned
Oh dear well.....none i think o.o;;

Inking or coloring
Klaun (new charri) - pic of him standing, being caught stealing D:
Nelke (new charri) - Pic of her standing
Underoath - 2pix of him standing o.o
Pic of some random girls head

K THATS IT BYE

Kelsey, my hunnbunny:

Kenzie, me wyfe:

Vii-not-ass o0 (you told me to not call you vii-ass no more so i didnt XD)

]]> ~better-than-i-was Yweh! New journal ahoy! http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/16533054/ http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/16533054/ Wed, 23 Jan 2008 07:40:01 PST Grreetings

Yeah! Kenzie taught me how to make bold texts! XD Thanks kenzie! Now my journals look more professional! >:3

Stuff Goings On

I need a new fucking brain! I am no good at math...at all. I have a freaking C and i barely get what to do in the homeowkr assigbments. I mean..i wouldnt really care but mum's grounded me til it hgets back up -___-;;

Meh uhm...idk o.o;; lets seeeee....wel nothing else is too new. so..yeh

New Roleplay

YEH! Kenzie and i are starting up a new rp! *dances* I'm so excited. ^^ she's so literate and even though i'm not it'kll be fun

I'm making new charries! YAY! I'd tell you who they are but that would ruin the fun now wouldnt it?

ART!

HA! I've been slacking to put stuff on dA. Thats cause i'm debatin g on if i should put it up or not since all my drawings are SUCKAGE!

I've been kinda idea impared lately so if you want me to draw you someyhing then i'd be happy too ^^ <3

Thats Bout It, Yo

Kelsey the Walrus
Kenzie, my wife
Vii, the crazy ass!

]]> ~better-than-i-was Feel bads attack me http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/16415266/ http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/16415266/ Tue, 15 Jan 2008 09:50:53 PST <3

]]> ~better-than-i-was OMG CRTSZE MAI STUFZ PLZ http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/16317794/ http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/16317794/ Tue, 08 Jan 2008 15:37:06 PST
THANKS ILU <3

Stuff going on!!!

Okay Kelsey wasnt at school today and it made my heart teh uber sadness. i was so alone. I didnt have my bestest friend with me
zomg me and juan have gotten so close in the past 3 months we've been together He's such a sweetheart. I dont think my life would be right without him <3

XD yesterday me and juan were pretending to be pirates and he ended up dry humping my leg oO he was all like and i was like "XD;; okay..." it was fun. I think imma make a picture of it XDDD <3

Crap, I had a baaad day =\ since kelsey wasnt here i was so lonely. and in was just stressed out and i couldnt get Juan out of my head and i miss him so much <3 But god i forgot we had a math tesf and didnt study and am probably gonna get a bad grade on it. :\ and then in english we were reading some story about a surgeon and they had the part wehn he was cutting the patient and omg. i thought in was gonna cry. i cant deal with gory stuff at all. and so i tried to read on and i was clenching my stomach but i couldnt and so after class i talked to the teacher about it anbd hopefully she could give me a different assignment and she was all pissed at me because she was like "youy should have talked to me during class or emailed me about it" and i started to get teary eyed and apologized and she said she'd find a different assigbnment for me. and in the hallway i was just sobbing. this day was awful. I didnt have my best friend with me and the thought that i missed Juan so much didnt help =\ My friends Amanda and michael helped me feel better though ^^ amanda dragged me around everywhere after school to make sure i was happy xD but then i had to find mom real quick (she works at the school) and i couldnt find her and i was like "kay whatever" and i couldnt find amanda so i just leaned against the wall and cried again. then amanda found me and hugged me and then michael came by and started ta,lking to amanda cause he didnt notice me and then he turns and he looks so sympethetic but he's like "you need a donut!" and shoves a box of donuts that were in his hands at me XD i was like "yeah okay" and ate one. and i just kinda stood there while we chatted some but i was stil slightly crying and my responce were either a yes a no or a shrug when they talked to me and then before michael left he's like "you need a hug" and so i hugged him he's so sweet

Bleh tests are coming up tomorrow .-. I studied but idk i think im gonna do bad on the Science test. oh well wish me luck <3

Artsy stuffz

Stuff to be scanned - Wil and kenzie : Veronica and Gerard : me and juan (again ) : my cat as a gangster o.o;; : Veronica drawing : another drawing of me and juan XD

Stuff to be finished - drawing of me and davey havok : drawing of 's kaeyll and Underoath arguing XD (kenzie will know)

Stuff to get uploaded on dA - Adam drawing : (i cant remember what else but i know there's some)

Kay i'm out dears ^^

LOVE YOU <3

Ashie-Chan

My Kelsey Love: http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/16251959/ Fri, 04 Jan 2008 08:27:45 PST
Ok i have two of four Friends W/ Celbrities As Couples done. They are Gerard Way and Veronica and Kenzie and Wil Francis. I am working on me and Davey Havok. all i hvae to start on now is Kelsey and some fantasy dood of hers e_e

I would wanna start using PS but the school blocked it on our laptops cause they're gay >_< ;-; oh wells *sticks to paper and penicl* 8D

OMG AND i am SO pissed at that loser i call my best friend, Kelsey ( ) BECAUSE she's not at school right now because of a goddamnn dentist appointment, which is okay BUT i'm in science right now and the teacher just said "there's not going to be any homeowrk today...if you want to visit thats okay" .... -____-;; the only day that fucker isnt here is when we can party hard together >>

]]> ~better-than-i-was OMG OHNOEZ http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/15997899/ http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/15997899/ Wed, 19 Dec 2007 09:06:32 PST
-Ashie-Chan

]]> ~better-than-i-was Upcoming art http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/15957748/ http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/15957748/ Sun, 16 Dec 2007 10:56:18 PST
1. I am drawing full length pictures of my friends. If you wish me to draw you then please send a picture o___o

Finished: Kenzie and kelly
Must work on: veronica, kelsey, amanda, kendra, austin. alexis, and kirstianne

2. I am also drawing my friends with celebrities that they adore

Working on: Veornica and Gerard Way & Kenzie and wiL Francis
Must work on: kelsey and ?????? and alexis and ryan ross

Again if you wish me to draw you with a celebrity please tell me thank! ^^

Okay thats pretty much it o____o <3 so long

]]> ~better-than-i-was Chistmas listy thing or whatever http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/15920094/ http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/15920094/ Thu, 13 Dec 2007 16:08:03 PST
I'm not expecting you to get these for me at all but i just felt like piutting this cause kenzie had one she's awesome <333

ChristmasList:
Tripps
Shirts
Band t-shirts
New Eleventyseven CD
New Flykleaf CD
The Almost CD
Sketch book
Belt buckle
Combat boots
Converse

Thats all i can think of at the moment x.x But whatever

WHATS GOING ON:
BLEH! DX I hate Art Class >_> we're making pottery and uhm yeah. my project hates me and wants to see me suffer i swear to god. It wont stop caving in on itself but i finally got it to be nioce to me and we came to an agreement not to fight anymore since kelsey ( ) didnt like us fighting D: But she dished the same to her project XD cussing at it and what not
I MISS JUAN!!!n D= Yeah pretty much

Upcoming art:

Juan and me
Christmas pic of , , and me
some demon looking lasy o___o

YEP well i'm gonna go now BYEZ! <333 Merry Christmas

]]> ~better-than-i-was AHAHAHAH I might die..... ._. http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/15807940/ http://better-than-i-was.deviantart.com/journal/15807940/ Wed, 05 Dec 2007 13:37:50 PST .< Then they got uber bad and started crying from all da pains and i went to the doctor and they said I'm okay it's just muscle strains and yeah so I dont need surgery! OPA! 8D

Oh and new art i made today and shall be posted soon: headshot of me with lil hearts, a slutty cat girl, and a comic of me and my friend kelsey....BUT I MISCT SCAAAN THEM! =0 *looks determined*

Oh and my friend willie is the best! XD <3 I adore his soul! Today he was singing 'i wish I was daddy's irl' XDDDDDDD It was SOOO FUNNY!

YEPWELLBYE

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