http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:bfavcadv&section=today deviantART RSS for by:bfavcadv en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sun, 06 Dec 2009 12:22:34 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://bfavcadv.deviantart.com/journal/27355990/ http://bfavcadv.deviantart.com/journal/27355990/ Tue, 22 Sep 2009 12:16:36 PDT it's because of the crazy weather we've been having..

anyway..don't know what to do feel like a drifting wood
over a river, not much to do feel like I should wait
for something.. it's like a calling or sign..

well..just been doing a lot of fan art keeps me up and running

I just watched Van hellsing the animation OVA and anime..
it still doesn't have an ending even in youtube..unbelievable
and when things are getting juicy too! -x- (sighs)

hmm I don't know what's with the vampires, maybe just something
about how bad ass they are that makes girls like me go gaga
over them, mm makes my blood tingle -w- especially when the
scene he bites victoria to become a vampire ooh how he holds
her -3- oh alucard~♥ I'm glad my bf doesn't look at my journal
-w- he'll get so mad. hehe

*blushes* >w< ah dark midnight love and romance only happens in the
anime/movies.

]]> ~bfavcadv http://bfavcadv.deviantart.com/journal/27149489/ http://bfavcadv.deviantart.com/journal/27149489/ Fri, 11 Sep 2009 12:29:17 PDT and all hell broke loose..damn pose..grrr..

and I can't believe she'd blame MyE...and say shit
and what not...

can't believe I wasted my GVs over that guild for nothing... =_=

ah well lesson learned..

(deep sigh)

]]> ~bfavcadv http://bfavcadv.deviantart.com/journal/26646771/ http://bfavcadv.deviantart.com/journal/26646771/ Mon, 17 Aug 2009 09:54:43 PDT
too many patch ups so many bugs!!!

the Highstreet5 PH is suddenly encountering a heavy duty

knock-back! from the continuous patch ups

gem version>gem version2>wondergirls>*SUMMER LOVE*

With it's latest patch up ----------------^(above)

the chance of getting online is 10%/100% although it has

been 2 weeks already, it still takes 02:40:00 for it to

complete. And because of this we fear that there's a possibility

that the population of it's gamers will end up quitting. Because

of the constant game lag and no chance of log-in. What other reason

is there to play the game?

gamers say because of the money spent and invested on the game,

it would be suicidal to just walk out and quit now. But the

problem is that, there is little chance to play HS5 even more.

Comshops all over manila are starting to give up on the program.

considering it wastes so much time in the patch up alone, and the

game requirements keeps getting higher and difficult to handle.

I've recently gone crazy due to the 2 constant weeks without HS5,

this Monday I decided to look for a decent shop that provided HS5.

but sadly every shop I went to couldn't patch up the game anymore.

There were brand new shops in the area in manila, but they never

heard of HS5 before which was a big disappointment.



*Issue on the latest patch(SUMMER LOVE) were few but HEAVY*

1. the event on the *limited forever fluttering wings*
"UNDOUBTEDLY UNFAIR, ANNOYING and INSULTING" shouted
everyone who loaded for the wings alone. We all wanted
to break the neck of the person responsible for the said event.
[link]

(race my ass you *******)

>wrong move

*THEY SHOULDN'T HAVE UPDATED SO EARLY, with only 2weeks from
their update on the wondergirls version. The game became even
more difficult to DL.

*RACE MY ASS, you let people load thousands of pesos for
some stupid race? And when they receive a "CONGRATULATIONS,blahblah"
they end up with NOTHING because someone beat them to it. WHAT ELSE
WAS THAT MESSAGE FOR THEN?! when you receive a message like that,
it means 100% you BOUGHT the item! What they could have done was made
an auction or RAFFLE in all fairness, WAS THAT TOO HARD TO THINK OF?!
=_=

*THE WINGS ARE TOO BIG, in the sense it's graphics attract a
super lag! oh sure flutter flutter, if you prefer being a statue
than dancing go right ahead. But don't get mad when people start
cursing your ass like there's no tomorrow.

2.TOO MUCH GRAPHIC UPDATE!

*OOH LOOK! MOVING FAIRS WHEELS...WHO GIVES A *******?!, yes
everything in the city have been animated. But good god you
can't even enter the damn game with so much lag! It's already
hard enough to avoid the lag because of the effects of the
*DON JUANs* and the *WINGS*. And now they added that up, GL
to your game time =_=

that's about it..I'll update this feedback as soon as I see more
complaints from other players.

]]> ~bfavcadv http://bfavcadv.deviantart.com/journal/26600355/ http://bfavcadv.deviantart.com/journal/26600355/ Fri, 14 Aug 2009 23:22:41 PDT

I can finally get some sleep and rest, time

to those special requests ah~♥

]]> ~bfavcadv http://bfavcadv.deviantart.com/journal/26316283/ http://bfavcadv.deviantart.com/journal/26316283/ Sat, 01 Aug 2009 11:04:00 PDT can be pain stinging. My brain feels like
it's loosing some fluids 0_0' uhgn..

20 designs per week is no joke.. + a boss
who only approves works when he's in a mood
kindda drags me down a lil, like a week ago
all of my works were approved..and suddenly
this week it's all pending -_-' the supervisor
also didn't speak clearly on what the boss said
if it was all rejected or needs revisions..

man.. tha's crazy..ugh..my head feels like
it's gonna expload.. been meaning to post some
pixel art lately but my scheds so hectic I barely
get enough time for a decent sleep T_T Nyahaaa!

]]> ~bfavcadv http://bfavcadv.deviantart.com/journal/25385762/ http://bfavcadv.deviantart.com/journal/25385762/ Thu, 18 Jun 2009 02:08:13 PDT
thanks to my auntie of course. I was able

to work as a graphic artist for t-shirts

of *censor* (no need to know) although it's

still my second day on the job, and I'm still

being trained to use corel. It's actually fun

even though it's kindda complicated to use

Anywho I kindda feel a bit sad, coz I can't bring

out the works I made.And all of them looked so cute

T_Ta but it couldn't be helped,it's ether

getting fired or dealing with it. And I chose

dealing with it. I'll just buy the shirt once it's

out in the market. 0w0 humm I'm still in training so

that'll happen in a later time. I'm not getting paid

yet just so you know. But I will be receiving my allowance

starting on the 29th.it's only a small fee, but considering

it's close by I don't mind. 0w0 I wanna practice more on

corel, it's so fun I can master vectoring with it alone. but

I need to be taught more techniques, I still feel like I'm

doodling like a grade schooler T_T. THAT'S ALL

]]> ~bfavcadv http://bfavcadv.deviantart.com/journal/24578077/ http://bfavcadv.deviantart.com/journal/24578077/ Mon, 04 May 2009 04:55:30 PDT my mind. but at least I get some
commissions lately.

busy with the guild and all the siggy
requests =x= hummmm not much won in SOM
but recognition was important I guess.

And I get to play and sleep a lot, so
it's not so bad, since I still get some
allowance =w= <3 I get to relax and have
a nice long vacation. I feel like a teddy
bear on migration.

I'm still studying intensive grammar,
I'm thinking of being an editor in a
magazine for a while or maybe layout
artist or an art teacher .'T_T'.
(taking care of kids?...scary)

]]> ~bfavcadv http://bfavcadv.deviantart.com/journal/23356231/ http://bfavcadv.deviantart.com/journal/23356231/ Mon, 23 Feb 2009 04:07:24 PST
today was the opening of our exhibit in G5

It was... so stressful T.T but somewhat fun

my bro, sis and BF helped in the setup.

Gladly they were geniuses and the booth looked

wonderful. I cried though because a lot of hiccups

happened (problems). first the hooks weren't enough,

one of the lights wasn't working, 2 of the creatives

were not right, I came late in fixing my booth (and my

professor almost killed me because of that ), my dad

was being moody and "ALMOST" didn't go to the exhibit

(JUST because he can't find the area @_@), and finally

my booth didn't have sockets for the laptop. But in the

end somehow everything worked out alright, the dean and

other faculty who handled the school liked it, and

it wasn't half as bad (as I thought it would have been).

I'm still not used to crowds. But some God-given miracle

I handled it pretty well.


To all my friends and mentors. If your free please visit

our EXHIBIT in G5 from feb 23-27 ^w^ I won't say where my booth is

JUST EXPLORE. XD

MY FEET HURTS .'T.T'.

]]> ~bfavcadv http://bfavcadv.deviantart.com/journal/20676595/ http://bfavcadv.deviantart.com/journal/20676595/ Thu, 25 Sep 2008 20:05:50 PDT +Kiss on the Forehead = "I hope we're together forever"
+Kiss on the Ear = "You're my everything"
+Kiss on the Cheek = "We're friends"
+Kiss on the Hand = "I adore you"
+Kiss on the Neck = "we belong together"
+Kiss on the Shoulder = "I want you"
+Kiss on the Lips = "I love you"

What the gesture means...
+Holding Hands = "we definitely love each other"
+Slap on the Butt = "That's mine"
+Holding on tight = "I don't want to let go"
+Looking into each other's Eyes = "I just plain love you"
+Playing with Hair = "Tell me you love me"
+Arms around the Waist = "I love you too much to let go"
+Laughing while Kissing = "I am completely comfortable with you"
+picking someone up off their feet = "that they love them fully and would do anything for them"

--Advice--
+ Dont ask for a kiss, take one
+If you were thinking about someone while reading this,
you're definitely in Love.


--Requirements--
+Post this again after reading!!
Or you will have a bad year of Relationships.


If you LIKE, LOVE, OR MISS someone right now
and can't get them out of your head
then Re-post this within One Minute and Whoever you are missing will surprise you.
Repost this as "what a kiss means"

]]> ~bfavcadv http://bfavcadv.deviantart.com/journal/20676483/ http://bfavcadv.deviantart.com/journal/20676483/ Thu, 25 Sep 2008 19:58:06 PDT
I should go to for sponsors. aaargh!, dad says he

has friends in ABS and some people in Uniliver buuut

my ad campaign aint about medics. but. . .I guess I can

use some info from them ._. awawawawaw, the vein of my

brain ish gonna expload ahuhuhu .'TnT'. *MEEP*

(Twitching in sheer agony)

]]> ~bfavcadv http://bfavcadv.deviantart.com/journal/20295953/ http://bfavcadv.deviantart.com/journal/20295953/ Tue, 02 Sep 2008 18:08:44 PDT
OMFG------SARAP MAGADIK

THANK YOU GOD

Woooooot~

]]> ~bfavcadv http://bfavcadv.deviantart.com/journal/20155681/ http://bfavcadv.deviantart.com/journal/20155681/ Mon, 25 Aug 2008 19:32:20 PDT
think straight right now... Dag-nabit, feels like

working things on my own, trying to be understanding

to the point of just hoping things'll be ok

somehow... feeling so stranded, on cliff and bellow rough waters

where sharks are just waiting for me to jump..

Aaaaargh!!!! I know things shouldn't be one sided.. I don't

have to make things work on my own...right??? ...well

I just... don't know what to do... The relationship is getting

more hard..but man, rrrrrr...I just don't want to regret

anything... yeah I'm stupid, just keep thinking it's

my fault... just to make the fighting stop.. Aw man...

so EMO at the moment....


***magaadik nga muna

]]> ~bfavcadv http://bfavcadv.deviantart.com/journal/18691778/ http://bfavcadv.deviantart.com/journal/18691778/ Fri, 06 Jun 2008 05:56:37 PDT

The Boss and ultimate warlord

the mentors



ETERNAL FOLLOWERS-(Not the last Legion)

minion numbah1
minion numbah2


STAFF from MCON



]]> ~bfavcadv http://bfavcadv.deviantart.com/journal/17950586/ http://bfavcadv.deviantart.com/journal/17950586/ Sun, 20 Apr 2008 19:29:55 PDT
(I don't need to elaborate it just adds to stress ^ ^)

well... I'm just glad through it all I could still have laughs

being around my friends and new mentors I feel better...

it's tough in life, there's so many reason for a person to die

and so little to live (death wish unfulfilled LOL just kidding )

I can recall the time I was just walking to PLM, when I didn't

notice I was standing in the middle of the road for 5sec... and I realised

there was a bright light beside me, a bus... I stood there felt like a long time

LOL - I was thinking should I move?... or should I not move? I think I should move.

then I finally crossed to the other side, and a little stuned I think the bus was able to slow

down for the 5sec's. It was a fascinating expirience actually.. well, I 'm not

sure if I'm giving out a point or something.. I'm just thinking out loud lately..

what if a person you cared for had an eternity to live and you'd leave that person one day

because your not like that person?- why do I ask?, I don't know maybe because I got

tired with the question "what if the person you love had a few years left?" just stirring

things up. lalalalalalala paraparaparap (accapela?) I still haven't finished reading the final

sandman book from Marthy, I noticed it's taken me about a week already

can't get to spend a one-on-one time with my favorite----graphic novel- Neil Gaiman is a

genius, still couldn't accept the fact I missed out that he came to the Philippines once,

wonder what I was up-to at that time? hmmm... oh well. ok that's enough talking out loud

I think I'll play DBA-Audition dance battle Philippines for a while before I get back home

and start studying on statistics again. I hate stat and physics but I love algebra LOL

what's up with that right? well I think it's because there's more formula's to use

that's why I can't handle'em well.

]]> ~bfavcadv http://bfavcadv.deviantart.com/journal/17678283/ http://bfavcadv.deviantart.com/journal/17678283/ Fri, 04 Apr 2008 05:38:20 PDT
thanks to the masatahs Marthy and Jez


I will one day learn the ways of being a great illustrator and layout artist!

Today I learned how to use a box!

In a way I can make a person from that box
and how to make the right logo (including the sins of making a logo)
LOL

BWAHAHAHAHA!!!! LEVEL UP

TO LEVEL 2!!!!


I did it! the line work is somewhat clean XD OMG I just needed 10mins of sleep LOL

Today I also ALMOST got hit with a sword!!! .'TAT'.

well y'see my best bud was really having problems in gatting a place for OJT and we didn't have any other time to take her there for an interview

in my crazy-suicidal plan(just bringning her there before lunch without any warning to Ian) I got her accpeted to work with us in Mangaholix for the cost of my soul (ack!)

....

well I still got scolded LOL



....





well I learned alot today

never suprise them or It'll cost my soul nyuuuuuuu T.T

well that's about it for today!

gotta practice those angles and boxes again

]]> ~bfavcadv http://bfavcadv.deviantart.com/journal/17435457/ http://bfavcadv.deviantart.com/journal/17435457/ Fri, 21 Mar 2008 00:11:08 PDT
people areound me are getting worried and stepping away little by little...

I have to stop living in this stupid box of mine... or I'll actually deal

with the rest of my life alone.


now..changing is hard, but for some reason It feels good...

knowing, I'll be keeping the love that I've worked so hard on...

I miss my honey, I miss his warm grip of me .. I want to

see him.. but its been such a busy month for finals, but what he said made me

trust him again (and the fact that I made him cry, its a very long story). gotta keep my hopes up... gotta believe we'll be together for a long time.

ok time to get back to finishing my thesis....(what topic will I do ack!!!, gotta have that light bulb spark soon) <

]]> ~bfavcadv http://bfavcadv.deviantart.com/journal/17202822/ http://bfavcadv.deviantart.com/journal/17202822/ Wed, 05 Mar 2008 22:07:51 PST
But well..atleast I got my OJT to think about, some how

it'll all end up ok. gotta get my hopes up.

I hate'im right now...it's been 5 days...I'm getting pissed off...

]]> ~bfavcadv http://bfavcadv.deviantart.com/journal/17096930/ http://bfavcadv.deviantart.com/journal/17096930/ Wed, 27 Feb 2008 22:47:05 PST
under the unforgiving heat... that you can't take the anguish...

perterbed into oblivion..thinking Life is empty and too hard to deal

with..knowing you have done nothing right, that it's filled with such

folly... what else is left but to fall?, the thought comes to mind...

that you were possibly meant to fall apart...alone... you fall down,

eyes shut and tears are falling...hands on the ground, no strength to

look upto the sky.. but at heart... you know you can't die, but to live

the life in torture.. you want to look up into the sky atleast for one

more time...as you slowly rise ..as your eyes looks up... breatheless,

a sight thought not possible... an oasis in a distance, weak... and

fallen, you still stood up..slowly... walking ...knowing you'll live...

amogst the pain the shattering heat... the fragments of your skin

chipped away.. you continued... a voice in the distance calls unto you.

you answer and reach out... in the oasis, you are saved...

I can't go on... but I know I have to this person walks in a short

distance and each step falls apart.. but still stands up.. keeps going

although alone...

]]> ~bfavcadv http://bfavcadv.deviantart.com/journal/17065498/ http://bfavcadv.deviantart.com/journal/17065498/ Mon, 25 Feb 2008 21:18:25 PST .<




THAT'S ALL

]]> ~bfavcadv http://bfavcadv.deviantart.com/journal/16986311/ http://bfavcadv.deviantart.com/journal/16986311/ Wed, 20 Feb 2008 23:45:27 PST
I got a commission from my big sis and I'm working for it like a week already and for only 350php a board game design for her mondialoguou. And it's driving me crazy, but considering she's my sister I can't do anything else but help. I finished the design last night now it's being checked for final printing and production. I had problems with pricing with her, and because of that I decided to make my own papers and contracts for future commissions again.

well I've been working as a private illustrator since I was highschool.
(I know I can't believe I just realised just now that I need a plan for pricing sorry for the ignorance). Well anyway I'm working on it now.

for the past whole month of feb I'm glad I'm getting in the mood again to do illustrations. and I'm getting better in coloring (somewhat anyway). I just hope I could get better and better. well I believe every weakness can become a strength as long as you persue to get better at it. The only problem is paper works from school are pouring down on me and I'm getting delayed on passing'em on time.

well I'll deal with it.

I just noticed that kids here are suddenly getting into punk and emo
used-to be hiphop... thank God they changed... not that I have anything against the style,but it just looks so lame I mean can you see a 10-14 yr. old wearing baggy clothes and huge jewelry??? somethings wrong with that kid -_-'

but the problem now is that does these guys know the meaning of being "Punk" considering it's my style just had thoughts running in my mind since yesterday... Punk isn't simply the guys who break the rules get into trouble..You have a reason for being a Punk.. You see something wrong with the system and you do something about it.. That's a Punk. But it's not basically crashing stuff, it's like dealing it in a way people can see there's is something wrong and you encourage'em to do what's right(I'm sounding like somekind of teacher here lol). Like saving the world in a cooler way like music sang out to the world in a more loud yet still sesible way.. Just like FOB's new music video about the situation in africa(BTW that was so phenominal )

ok enough about that I'm starting to blab .

How's my love life?, well it's cool my bf's still sweet and romantic and I'm still sweeter and devoted. well now and then we have debates but well it's part of life. good days and bad we're still madly inlove with each other It's crazy y'know sometimes you just couldn't handle the drama when your not together you go crazy as to what his up-to and well when you get jeluouse and start to think it should just be over... it never ends as over...coz you still want to be with him in the end...

well as of now this lil story ends here, thanks for reading

"you learn something new every day"

oh BTW anyone who want's to commission me
just e-mail me at renchan_kawaii@yahoo.com
(residence that are within Philippines Manila city only)

I do illustration you can look in my gallery for reference

Categories
-Chibi
-Demihumans
-Charicature
-FanArt
-SreenShot manipulation(WP design)
-New Character creation
-Book Design
-others more

]]> ~bfavcadv http://bfavcadv.deviantart.com/journal/16307295/ http://bfavcadv.deviantart.com/journal/16307295/ Mon, 07 Jan 2008 19:51:57 PST
But It's better to act as if your always alone, beause you would end up depending...and when you do, if your alone again you'll just end up miserable...

]]> ~bfavcadv http://bfavcadv.deviantart.com/journal/15714085/ http://bfavcadv.deviantart.com/journal/15714085/ Wed, 28 Nov 2007 21:17:28 PST guess I'm inspired again

]]> ~bfavcadv http://bfavcadv.deviantart.com/journal/15515748/ http://bfavcadv.deviantart.com/journal/15515748/ Thu, 15 Nov 2007 03:30:32 PST I hate Bayan span(kindda like scam to me) -_- Anyway I guess I'll keep playing outside. Anyway I'll be ok this sunday my bf birthday ^^
We're going on a date I can't wait and I'm excited I'm gonna suprise him with his favorite cake,pasta and we'll have sweet chocolate vodka on the side(yeah!!! It's gonna be one hell of a sunday XD). The only day I can possibly relax I just hope everything goes well with my plans.

]]> ~bfavcadv http://bfavcadv.deviantart.com/journal/15414329/ http://bfavcadv.deviantart.com/journal/15414329/ Wed, 07 Nov 2007 23:49:01 PST well it's best to not think about it too much though..I'll just get a headache.

]]> ~bfavcadv http://bfavcadv.deviantart.com/journal/13775644/ http://bfavcadv.deviantart.com/journal/13775644/ Tue, 17 Jul 2007 23:11:43 PDT hospital, I fainted at home from working too much got
my chin hurt a tiny portion of it got chopped off. You could
barely see it now. ..
When I got home things felt diffrent.I felt weaker, felt like
I want to disappear. But I can't..I know I'd live forever.
I walk here and there not noticing things around me...
Just silence everythings in a standstill, ... I started living
like I'm about to die. It's wonderful really, somehow
it's really a dream. Feels like all of this is a dream...
That up until now I might be still in the hospital possibly
I'm in a coma or perhaps I'm already dead, and in
some kind of world between worlds of heaven and hell.
perhaps a dream where in everything and anything can
be changed into something suprisingly wonderful... anything
is possible...Although there are those times that the dream
becomes a nightmare it's quite intresting and I find it very
exciting how things turn up after the nightmare.It's like
that feeling when your surfing your about to catch that
huge wave, and you don't know what will happen after
if you'd crash and blackout or put on a very very spectacular
show.Taking it as what it is taking the chance without the
fear having no limitations.Extatic....It's wonderful to live
in a dream..living life like your in a dream.

I live my life happily this way as a day dreamer...somehow
that's how I can keep my sanity..


~SweetSerenity~

]]> ~bfavcadv http://bfavcadv.deviantart.com/journal/12782405/ http://bfavcadv.deviantart.com/journal/12782405/ Sun, 29 Apr 2007 19:07:41 PDT
hope I could make new creatures ...

hmm...I think I'll get the new illustrations scanned ^-^




Uwaaa it's such a hot summer -o- my illustrations are getting better

but still gotta practice on drawing better male illustrations -_- gotta

work harder...

]]> ~bfavcadv http://bfavcadv.deviantart.com/journal/12740201/ http://bfavcadv.deviantart.com/journal/12740201/ Thu, 26 Apr 2007 08:45:04 PDT
I feel tired though juggling house work,fun and loosing weight can be stressing a little ^-^...

atleast I still have time making new illustrations every week it takes a little while but atleast it comes out nicely ...

Still haven't expirienced using graphire T_T well atleast I can hone my skills in rendering colors without photoshop or graphire ... my main objective anyway is drawing and coloring better ..

atleast I'm improving little by little...

Sooo tired still gotta wash dishes -o-
auuuuuuu....

]]> ~bfavcadv