http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:bigartiste&section=today deviantART RSS for by:bigartiste en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 30 Dec 2009 05:37:29 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/29103542/ http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/29103542/ Tue, 22 Dec 2009 10:22:12 PST - Single or taken: Taken <3
- Sex: Female
- Birthday: November 29th
- Sign: Sagittarius
- Hair color: Brown
- Eye color: Blue/turquoise
- Height: 164cm
- Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: Straight

-----------• × • F A S H I O N | S T U F F • × •--------------

- Favorite place to shop for clothes?: Differs
- Favorite designer?: Don't have
- What is your coolest outfit?: Coctail dress I sewed myself maybe
- What is your most comfortable outfit: Pyjama pants
- What do you usually wear?: Jeans and a simple shirt


--------------• × • S P E C I F I C S • × • -------------------

- What kind of shampoo do you use?: Hmmm...
- What are you listening to right now?: Peter Bradley Adams - I cannot settle down
- Who is the last person that called you?: My friend Sanna probably
- How many buddies are online right now?: 13 in MSN

-------------• × • F A V O U R I T E S • × •-----------------

- Food: Chocolate and orange juice <3
- Girls' names: Eleanor, Elizabeth, Sara etc.
- Boys' names: Sam, Rain, Ray, Jack etc.
- Subjects in school: Biology, history, english and arts
- Animals: Dolphins, sea turtles and orcas <3

----------------• × • H A V E | Y O U | E V E R • × •-------------

- Given anyone a bath?: No. Pitty tho
- Smoked?: Nope
- Bungee jumped?: I want to
- Made yourself throw up?: Nope
- Ever been in love? Yes
- Made yourself cry to get out of trouble:
- Cried when someone died?: Yes
- Lied?: Yeah
- Fallen for your best friend? My bf is my best friend you know
- Rejected someone?: Too many times
- Used someone? Yeah
- Done something you regret? GEEZ all the time

------------• × • C U R R E N T • × •--------------

- Clothes: Gray trousers and a t-shirt
- Desktop picture: Cuddly photo
- CD in player: Nickelback - Dark horse
- DVD in player: None

----------------• × • L A S T | P E R S O N • × •----------------------

- Hugged: Sam
- You IMed: Friend
- Talk to online: Some half stranger
- Talked to offline: Mom?

---------------• × • A R E | Y O U • × •---------------------

- Understanding: I'd like to think that
- Hungry: Thirsty
- Open-minded:
- Arrogant: Yes
- Insecure?: YES
- Random?: Oh yeah
- Smart: If i want to
- Organized: "Messy girl <3"
- Shy: When it comes to certain things
- Difficult: Stubborn stubborn stubborn
- Bored easily: Quite

---------• × • W H O | D O | Y O U | W A N T | TO • × •--------

- Kill: no one
- Slap: A friend
- Get really wasted with:
- Get high with: Get high because
- Talk to offline: Friends and especially bf
- Talk to onlineI: Friends i can't talk to offline
------------------• × • R A N D O M • × •---------------------

- In the morning I: wake up duh
- Love is: addictive
- I dream about: C'mon what do you think?
- What do you notice first in the opposite sex? Appearance

---------------• × • W H I C H | I S | B E T T E R • × ---------------

- Coke or Pepsi: Coke
- Flowers or candy: Flowers
- Tall or short: A bit taller

------------------• × • W H O • × • ---------------

- Makes you laugh the most?: My friend Sanna maybe
- Makes you smile: My love
- Gives you a funny feeling when you look at them?: umm?

--------------• × • D O | Y O U | E V E R • × •-----------------

- Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you? Pretty much every day
- Wish you were a member of the opposite sex? Nah. not anymore
- Wish you were younger: Older!
- Cry because someone said something to you?: Depends of who they are

-----------• × • N U M B E R • × •--------------

- Of times I have had my heart broken: once
- Of guys I've kissed: not so many
- Of girls I've kissed: 2
- Of CD's I own: too lazy to count
- Of scars on my body: few

]]> ~bigartiste http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/28061727/ http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/28061727/ Sat, 31 Oct 2009 09:01:51 PDT

...and clean up this messy account of mine.

]]> ~bigartiste http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/27499191/ http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/27499191/ Wed, 30 Sep 2009 06:58:50 PDT

1. Nimi?
- Pinni
2. Oletko nimetty jonkun mukaan?
- Männyn
3. Nimeäisitkö lapsesi itsesi mukaan?
- Nope
4. Jos olisit syntynyt vastakkaisessa sukupuolessa, mikä olisi nimesi?
- Ei niin pienintäkään ideaa.
5. Lausutaanko tai kirjoitetaanko nimeäsi usein väärin?
- Pihla, Piia, Minja, Pinka etc. etc.
6. Käyttäisitkö sukunimeäsi enää, jos sinusta tulisi julkkis?
- Ei musta tuu
7. Sukupuoli?
- Nainen
8. Hetero/gay/bi?
- Hetero
9. Sinkku?
- Nope
10. Tyytyväinen ko. tilanteeseen
- <3
11. Syntymäaika?
- 29.11.1991
12. Ikä?
- 17
13. Montako vuotta tunnet olevasi?
- 18
14. Minkä ikäinen haluaisit olla?
- 19-20
15. Pituus?
- 164cm
16. Silmien väri?
- Sininen, vihree, turkoosi, harmaa. Ihan valaistuksesta riippuu.
17. Tyytyväinen väriin?
- Yup
18. Hiusten väri?
- Tummanruskeat
19. Tyytyväinen?
- Yeap. Vähän ikävä paloautonpunasia kyllä
20. Oletko oikea- vai vasenkätinen?
- Oikea
21. Lemmikkejä?
- 4 koiraa + 8 koiranpentua at the moment
22. Ammatti?
- Opiskelija
23. Lävistyksiä?
- Ei yhtään
24. Tatuointeja?
- Haaveilen sillon tällön, mut en tuu ikinä ottaa.
25. Pakkomielteitä?
- Pitäiskö alkaa listaamaan?
26. Oletko riippuvainen mistään?
- Pateettisen
27. Mitä kieliä puhut?
- Suomi, enkku, ruotsi, ranska.
28. Kotisivuja?
- You're looking at them.
29. Syvällisiä ajatuksia elämästä?
- It's kicking you in the face so keep kicking back and you're happy.
30. Elätkö hetkessä?
- En
31. Oletko mielestäsi pitkäinnainen?
- Nah. Vaikka asiaki vaikuttaa.
32. Onko sinulla salaisuuksia?
- Yup
33. Inhoatko itseäsi?
- Väsyneenä
34. Pidätkö käsialastasi?
- Jos jaksan kirjottaa nätisti
35. Pahoja tapoja?
- Overthinking
36. Mitä kehuja kuulet useimmiten itsestäsi?
- Taiteeseen liittyviä ja puolueelliselta poikaystävältä vähän sitä sun tätä.
37. Suurin pelkosi?
-
38. Osaatko laulaa?
- Osaan
39. Oletko ns. yksinäinen sielu?
- Itsenäinen... ainakin ennen.
40. Mikä on elämäsi tärkein asia?
-
41. Oletko passiivinen vai aggressiivinen?
- Ailahtelevainen noiden kahden välillä.
42. Oletko mielestäsi emotionaalisesti vahva?
- Epätasapainoinen
43. Onko mitään mitä kadut elämässäsi?
- Montaakin asiaa
44. Onko elämä ollut elämisen arvoista ainakin tähän asti?
- Jos ei mä en ois tässä.
45. Mistä pidät eniten vartalossasi?
- Saan syödä mitä tahon enkä liho.
46. ..Ja vähiten?
- Pömppömaha
47. Oletko mielestäsi hyvännäköinen?
- Riippuu ihan yleisesti mielialasta. Ainaki kehtaan toimia mallina omissa valokuvissani.
48. Oletko itsevarma?
- Yleensä
49. Mikä kuvitteellinen hahmo kuvastaa parhaiten itseäsi?
- Puoli vuotta sitten Reno (FFVII)
50. Poltatko?
- Nope
51. Käytätkö huumeita?
- Nope
52. Luetko sanomalehtiä?
- Joskus
53. Rukoiletko?
- En ikinä
54. Käytkö kirkossa?
- En
55. Puhutko vieraille, jotka lähettävät IM-viestejä?
- Riippuu tyypistä
56. Nukutko pehmolelun kanssa?
- Harvemmin
57. Käytkö kävelyillä sateessa?
- Harvemmin
58. Puhutko ihmisille, vaikka inhoaisit heitä?
- Yleensä paha välttää
59. Ajatko autoa?
- Pitäis se kortti vaivautua ajamaan.
60. Tykkäätkö ajaa kovaa?
- See above
61. Pidätkö äänestäsi?
- Miks ihmiset sitte luuli että puhun niin paljon?
62. Oletko koskaan satuttanut itseäsi tietoisesti?
- Olen
63. Oletko ollut ulkomailla?
- En vähään aikaan
64. Oletko syönyt jotakin, joka sai sinut voimaan pahoin?
- Lista?
65. Oletko ollut rakastunut?
-
66. Kokeillut huumeita?
- Nope
67. Naku-uinut?
- Been there done that
68. Karannut kotoa?
- Nope
69. Pelannut räsypokkaa?
- En muistaakseni
70. Onko sinua koskaan hakattu?
- Ei
71. Oletko itse hakannut jonkun?
- Lyönyt, en hakannut.
72. Nukkunut ulkona?
- Yup
73. Ajatellut itsemurhaa?
- Yep
74. Valvonut koko... ]]> ~bigartiste http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/27261289/ http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/27261289/ Thu, 17 Sep 2009 11:53:17 PDT School

The first matriculation exams, english and history, are over! Boojaah! Now I'll just have to wait for the results. My history teacher told me that my score is somewhere between E and L (the best and the second best grade.) Now I just wish that everyone else fucked up and the evaluation wouldn't be so strict.
The normal test week is coming after a week so I won't get so much rest. Actually I should start revising already as I've been consentrating on history instead of the courses.
My art diploma course is going to start soon and I'm stressed because of it. I'm worried about crossing the line between art and handicraft. I need to talk to my art teacher.

Fay cosplay

I haven't even started yet because I've been busy with school. Making Fay's original costume is a lot of work as I need to make three sets of clothes and a staff. It's also going to be HOT AS HELL. I've got no time to make the whole costume for Tsukicon but I'll try to make the inner set (white jacket and black trousers.) I've also got a plan B if I stay on this "too lazy" path.

I'm in BIG trouble with the wig. It is hard to find a long blonde wig with NO BANGS! Every damn wig has bangs and I can't use them. I hate Finnish wigs! /Full stop

P.S My friend is really cosplaying Kurogane!

Check this out: [link] (my account nr.2)

]]> ~bigartiste http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/27007721/ http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/27007721/ Fri, 04 Sep 2009 01:34:45 PDT

1. What time did you get up this morning?
10:40

2. How do you like your steak?
Medium or well done

3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema?
Harry Potter: Half blood prince

4. What is your favorite TV show?
Supernatural

5. If you could live anywhere in the world where would it be?
England or New Zealand

6. What did you have for breakfast?
Haven't eaten anything yet

7. What is your favorite cuisine?
Chinese

8. What foods do you dislike?
Goat cheese, liver

9. Favorite Place to Eat?
My grandmother's place

10. Favorite dressing?

11.What kind of vehicle do you drive?
Bicycle

12. What are your favorite clothes?
Self-made cocktail dress, old ripped jeans, gray pullover

13. Where would you visit if you had the chance?
Helsinki, England, New Zealand, Caribbean islands, Paris

14. Cup 1/2 empty or 1/2 full?
Depends

15. Where would you want to retire?
By the sea

16. Favorite time of day?
22:00 --->

17. Where were you born?
Helsinki

18. What is your favorite sport to watch?
I don't watch sports

19. Who do you think will not tag you back?
Mr. Smith

20. Person you expect to tag you back first?
Random

21. Who are you most curious about their responses to this?
Everyone

22. Bird watcher?
My mom didn't pass that gene to me

23. Are you a morning person or a night person?
Night, surprise surprise

24. Do you have any pets?
4 dogs

25. Any new and exciting news you'd like to share?
I'm ill and it sucks big time

26. What did you want to be when you were little?
A princess

27. What is your best childhood memory?
We were throwing stuffed animals in the air and they got stuck in a tree of flew on their neighbours yard. We were giggling like crazy.

28. Are you a cat or dog person?
Dog

29. Are you married?
Nope

30. Always wear your seat belt?
In a car: yes. On a bus: no

31. Been in a car accident?
I got run over by a car

32. Any pet peeves?
Typos and headaches

33. Favorite Pizza Toppings?
Mushrooms, shrimps, mozzarella

34. Favorite Flower?
Roses and lilies-of-the-valley

35. Favorite ice cream?
White chocolate or pistachio

36. Favorite fast food restaurant?
Subway or McDonalds

37. How many times did you fail your driver's test?
Right... I should start taking driving lessons

38. From whom did you get your last email?
Suomalainen kirjakauppa

39. Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?
At the moment... clothing store or a fabric shop

40. Do anything spontaneous lately?
Got a cold?

41. Like your job?
School... whoppie.. or not

42. Broccoli?
yep

43. What was your favorite vacation?
Trips to Morocco and the Canary islands when I was little

44. Last person you went out to dinner with?
Sanna and Arttu

45. What are you listening to right now?
Nothing

46. What is your favorite color?
Seablue

47. How many tattoos do you have?
None

48. How many are you tagging for this quiz?
Only my lil sister (who i haven't seen for ages!)
(njäh njäh)
Others can do it if they like.

49. Are you a coffee drinker?
More like tea drinker

50. What's your favorite book?
The Lord of the Rings, Howl's moving castle, Breaking dawn

]]> ~bigartiste http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/26525990/ http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/26525990/ Tue, 11 Aug 2009 11:44:20 PDT The last 3 hrs of my summer vacation... school is going to start. Too sad, too bad but no can do. Tomorrow I'll have to go to school but there's no chance I'm going to church. And I don't have to because I was never baptized... Boojaah!
The school year starts with 6 courses and two early mornings per week. (Unless some bloody idiot has changed the system. I hope not) The baccalaureates are also coming. English and history about 6 weeks. I'm so not looking forward to that.
Math, biology, chemistry, finnish and swedish coming up later this year. *shot* (Ambition can be a curse.)

OKAY! Time to move on to the better news. I'm REALLY going to do a Fay D. Flourite. (Tsubasa) cosplay! It's going to be the next costume I'll make and I might even compete with it if everything goes the way I want.
I've been planning to do the "basic" outfit ([link]) as it's not an overly simple/difficult costume and there are looots of pictures available. There are dozens of AWESOME costumes in Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicles but with most of them you've got no idea about the colours and it's hard to find pictures of the details.
ANYWAY... I fell in love with the eyepatch and the bit longer hair so I'll probably end up cosplaying Fay the way he looks like when he returns to Celes country. He's wearing the "basic"-outfit but he's also got the eyepatch and longer hair. Two birds with one stone should I say?
AND MY FRIEND PROMISED TO THINK ABOUT COSPLAYING KUROGANE!

I've also started making a zodiac series. A series of drawings... one for every 12 zodiac signs. It's going to take a while as I want to design the characters thoroughly. Pasts, faces, clothes, body buildings, hair, relationships etc. I've already done some sketches and I'm really enjoying this project for now.
I've also made some arrangements in case I start losing my determination. I've promised some of the pictures for my friends as birthday presents according to their zodiac signs. If I've promised someone something I also do it. Aka. I'm using my friends for my own purposed (but I'm pretty sure that they'll receive a proper payment.)

That's about it for now.
bigartiste ends the broadcast here.

]]> ~bigartiste http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/26127435/ http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/26127435/ Thu, 23 Jul 2009 10:49:00 PDT But anyway. I'm home now and feeling at ease. I really feel like sewing and I've got little this and that on the list:

Hoodie: I've got a big piece of the softest dark blue fabric.
Bag (modifying): I just bought a new bag that's made of old Swedish army blankets or something. I need to add some detachable pokets and strips for my laptop and artist equipment and it'll be perfect.
The purple lacy fabric is still waiting to be turned into a short blouse.
I really want to start making the costume for Fay D. Flourite from Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicles.

By the way! If someone's interested in cosplaying Kurogane or some other character from Tsubasa let me know! It would be really cool to have company when I'll do my Fay cosplay.

*sigh* I really need to clean up and do the laundry. AND STUDY. Probably the biggest exams of my life are coming up and I've been wayyyy too lazy up till now.

I sound so whiny! Damn. No matter what bigartiste sounds like she's HAPPY *chuckle*
We visited Porkkalan niemi on Sunday with my parents so I got to see the sea again. <3<3 It felt like I was in heaven and I didn't want to leave. Actually I wanted to wade into the water and stare at the water for hours. The smell of the salty wind was like ecstacy to me. On Monday I went to the Sealife aquarium with my granny and aunt. I always love going there.
I signed a postcard for a campaign that's trying to stop whaling.
In charge of the campaign: Sealife and WDCS (Whale and Dolphin Conservation Society)
More (in finnish): [link]
I really wish I could do more. It is really important to me.
PLEASE GO TO THIS SITE: [link] AND SEND THE LETTER FORWARD
Guess what.. I've got another one!
SIGNING THIS PLEDGE TAKES LESS THAN A MINUTE AND MIGHT HELP CONSERVING SEA TURTLES: [link]
If you could do it for me even if you really weren't interested in sea turtles, whales or dophins it would make me really happy.

~bigartiste

P.S: I bought a new set of hite feathers when I was in Helsinki with my grandmother and aunt last weekend. Wings wings wings....

]]> ~bigartiste http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/25934105/ http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/25934105/ Tue, 14 Jul 2009 02:56:56 PDT

I saw everyone but one that I wanted to. I'm especially happy that I met . It's a really rare opportunity. I'd been pouting the whole year after A-con 2008 because I missed my chance. (I really enjoyed talking with you and I could have spent even more time chatting.)

I'd been a little sceptic about the location but Kaapelitehdas was after all a pretty nice place. The air conditioning was nonexistent so it was hot inside but the weather was favourable and the park was nice. Last years Sorsapuisto was still better but I can't complain. I had been expecting a totally gray parking lot. The feeling is totally different when there's at least something green around. Few trees and bushes and the scene is instantly less depressing. So are the photos people take.
I'm sorry for them whose work it is to repair the damage A-con 09 visitors caused tho. (Is it really so hard to understand that a fence that's already going to break can't hold up five people?)

Friday: I was wearing a dress I'd designed myself and doing a little "Undercover-Alice Cullen"-cosplay because it was the first and shortest of the three con days. We went to listen a panel with few friends but it only caused a deathwish and I found it useless. Otherwise the day went very well and I enjoyed it.

Sat/Sun: I was cosplaying Reno from Final Fantasy VII: AC just like a year before. This time I had goggles (not sunglasses), re-styled wig, proper shoes instead of tennis shoes and (A VERY COOL gift from my friend) small Shin-RA brooch. My EMR started acting suicidal and it's going to be replaced with a new one. On Sunday we went to listen another panel about the quality of cosplay in Finland. It was a "nothing-new" experience but I don't regret spending an hour listening to it. I started feeling dizzy but not bored or suicidal.

Like said to me panels about wigs and styling them would be a really good idea. Especially when the quality of the finnish wigs is so poor people should learn to handle them. It's so much easier to make poor quality wig look totally terrible than a good wig that's already easier to handle.
And we simply need better wigs in Finland. Not everyone has the opportunity to order their wigs from Ebay or Cosworx. I'm one of them myself. Counting on the mercy of Aprilli and other shops like that. It's a subject we've been discussing a lot with my friends.

Props are another subject I'd like to learn more about. The materials, tools etc. It's not always easy to build a prop that's possible to make without expensive machines, so strong that a random glomper can't destroy it and what's very important not dangerous to other people.

Hmm... A lot of serious stuff. I hope I'm not giving a too critical image of myself. Animecon 2009 was one of the best cons I've been to and gave me looooots of good memories.

THANKS AGAIN EVERYONE AND SEE YOU IN THE NEXT CON!

~bigartiste

P.S
I took about 100 photos (lots of Pokemon photoshoot pics.) Feel free to ask about them AND keep in mind that I took them with a crappy camera so the quality is bad.

]]> ~bigartiste http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/25833223/ http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/25833223/ Thu, 09 Jul 2009 07:31:04 PDT 1. last beverage = orange juice
2. last phone call = my dear friend Iiro
3. last text message = boyfriend
4. last song you listened to = Every me, every you - Placebo
5. last time you cried = A week ago because I was so incredibly happy (I'm silly i know)

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. dated someone twice = check
7. been cheated on = not that I know
8. kissed someone & regretted it = check
9. lost someone special = unfortunately
10. been depressed = check
11. been drunk and thrown up = nope

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. Blue
13. Green
14. White

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend = Many of them
16. Fallen out of love = Fallen IN love
17. Laughed until you cried = nope
18. Met someone who changed you = YES
19. Found out who your true friends were = check
20. Found out someone was talking about you = check
21. Kissed someone on your watch list = nope
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life = most of them
23. How many kids do you want to have = One girl

24. Do you have any pets = 4 dogs
25. Do you want to change your name = I'm happy with this one
26. What did you do for your last birthday = played CC
27. What time did you wake up today = 10am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night = talking with my friend at her place
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = A-CON and this evening <3
30. Do you have plants = only two right now
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life? = 2000km's between me and my boyfriend
32. -
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom? = check
34. What's getting on your nerves right now? = I'm perfectly happy
35. Most visited website? = You Tube
36. Whats your real name? = you wish you knew
37. Nicknames? = Pinni, Pinkku
38. Relationship Status? = In relationship
39. Zodiac sign? = Sagittarius
40. Male or female? = Female
41. Elementary? = Kantvikin ala-aste
42. Middle School? = Kirkkoharjun yläaste
43. High school/College? = Kaurialan lukio
44. Hair colour? = Dark brown
45. Long or short? = Short
46. Height? = 164cm
47. Do you have a crush on someone? = Seriously in love
48: What do you like about yourself? = Eyes
49. Piercing? = none
50. Tattoos? = nope
51. Righty or lefty? = Righty

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery? = I'm not sure if there's been any
53. First piercing? = I've got none
54. First best friend? = Silja
55. First sport you joined? = didn't join
56. First vacation? = hmm...
58. First pair of sneakers? = Something cute I'm sure

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating = my lip
60. Drinking = nada
61. I'm about to = start dancing
62. Listening to = My Immortal - Evanecence
63. Waiting on = This evening and A-con

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids? = very much but only one
65. Get Married? = yes
66. Career? = Marine biologist

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes = Happy eyes and lips on mine
68. Hugs or kisses = Kisses.. lots of them
69. Shorter or taller = Taller
70. Older or Younger = Older
71. Romantic or spontaneous = Spontaneously romantic
72. Nice butt or nice legs = *pinch*
73. Sensitive or loud? = Strong-willed
74. Hook-up or relationship? = Relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant? = Trouble maker with brains


HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger? = Nope
77. Drank hard liquor? = tasted
78. Lost glasses/contacts? = Don't wear them
79. Sex on first date? = No thank you
80. Broken someone's heart? = Yes
81. Had your own heart broken? = Yes
82. Been arrested? = I'm a good kid
83. Turned someone down? = Few times
84. Cried when someone died? = Yes
85. Fallen for a friend? = Yeah 'D

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself? = I'm pretty sure I'm really here
87. Miracles? = Define "miracle"
88. Love at first sight? = that happens
89. Heaven = Not really
90. Santa Claus = *petpet*
91. Kiss on the first date = why not?
92. Angels = Not in the specific meaning
93. ghosts = buh!

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time = No need
95. Did you sing today? = Can't remember
96. Ever cheated on somebody? = no
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you? = First 2,5 years then to the 18th century.
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it? = 24th or 28th of December
99. Are you afraid of falling in love? = Too late
100. Posting this as 100 truths? = nope

]]> ~bigartiste http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/25565779/ http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/25565779/ Fri, 26 Jun 2009 11:51:05 PDT Rules:
1. Publish [copy] these procedures.
2. You must state 8 things about yourself.
3. When you have ended the 'journal' you must choose 8 people and tag him/her.
4. Then it is necessary to go to his/her page and say to them that they have been tagged.

1. I'm jealous to Infaru of her own apartment (I'm slowly starting to want my own apartment too. I could come and go and sleep and stay up like I wanted without being scared of disturbing the others.)
2. I love the sea (and water in general, but especially oceans. There're something about them that fascinates me.)
3. I'm obsessed by the liner R.M.S Titanic that sank in 1912. (Might have something to do with my sea obsession.)
4. I seriously believe that the Moon needs the Sun to shine. (if you don't understand you don't need to.)
5. I love designing dresses and sewing them. (Tho if someone laid a pair of ripped jeans and a design dress in front of me I'd take the jeans.)
6. I feel like I've got my own Edward and Jacob (yes. I've been reading Eclipse lately.)
7. I seriously should clean up my room (says a person that spent 4 hrs cleaning up today.)
8. I love my poodle and I'm really happy that she's home now after a few days.

I don't like tagging but I'll throw few 'cause I'm bored right now. Sorry everyone.

and

]]> ~bigartiste http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/25248520/ http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/25248520/ Thu, 11 Jun 2009 05:33:04 PDT
The three art courses took all my creativity. I haven't drawn, painted or photographed anything just for the fun of it for a long time. Even my RPG:s are suffering 'cause I've got no inspiration to write.
And we got a nice new camera few weeks back. Canon Eos D40. Big baby <3
I know what kind of photos I'd like to take. I'd only need one certain person to assist me, but he's not available so I can't. Pity.

Something I stole from 'cause I was bored:

1. [1] hugged a girl
2. [2] hugged a boy
3. [3] danced waltz with a boy
4. [4] danced slows with a boy
5. [5] danced slows with a girl
6. [ ] almost got hit by a train
7. [ ] almost got hit by a moped
8. [6] almost got hit by a car
9. [7] had a crush
10. [8] hated somebody
11. [9] been jealous
12. [ ] been to Greece
13. [10] been to Sweden
14. [ ] been to Russia
15. [11] been to Spain
16. [12] been to woods
17. [13] swam in a lake
18. [14] swam in sea
19. [15] been to sauna
20. [16] been to steam sauna
21. [17] been to a hot tub
22. [18] been to a pool
23. [19] have dived
24. [ ] I´m a girl with a sister
25. [/] I´m a boy with a sister. If we count cosplay families
26. [ ] I´m a boy who´s parents HAVE NOT divorced
27. [ ] I´m a girl with a pony
28. [ ] I´m a girl with a cat
29. [20] I´m a girl with a dog
30. [ ] I´m a boy who likes animals
31. [ ] I´m a boy who likes cars
32. [ ] I´m a boy who likes to shop
33. [21] have bought a litre of milk
34. [ ] been to Ankkarock
35. [22] painted my nails
36. [ ] drove to beck with a moped
37. [23] owned a shirt
38. [24] threw somebody to head with a snowball
40. [25] fell down in a skiing queue
41. [26] laughed at someones misfortune
42. [27] hitted somebody to face
43. [28] Watched "Bold and Beautiful"
44. [29] played soccer
45. [30] made a full cartwheel
46. [31] let other girls put make up on me
47. [32] swam naked
48. [33] wrote to newspapers audience´s column
49. [34] put rubbish to other peoples mail box
50. [35] read secretly someone´s text messages
51. [36] cut my bangs
52. [37] burned my skin in sun. I'm not sure but i think that happened once when i was a kid.
53. [38] jumped from a roof
54. [/] hit someone with a baseball bat. Not sure.
55. [39] drew with a bike with no breaks
56. [ ] drove a sled in sand
57. [40] carve a text to a tree
58. [41] made middle summers magics
59. [42] baked an apple pie
60. [43] ate some shells
61. [44] pretented to be someone else
62. [ ] bought jeans that cost ove 100 euros
63. [45] ride a horse
64. [46] danced raindance in the middle of the street. Love it <3 XD
65. [47] burned myself with a match
66. [ ] blow up fireworks
67. [ ] played poker with money
68. [48] been pushed to lake from a dock by someone
69. [49] hugged my mum
70. [50] bought something from jumble sale
71. [51] drank coffee
72. [ ] put some neo-light to my eyes
73. [53] been to a ship
74. [54] sang karaoke
75. [55] been to Särkänniemi
76. [56] been in airplane alone
77. [57] kicked a wall
78. [58] bitch with a librarian
79. [59] sang in shower
80. [60] lied my age to achieve something
81. [ ] studied German
82. [61] had some money from grandmothers
83. [62] been homesick for some reason
84. [63] crawled across the street
85. [64] covered my walls with posters
86. [ ] knitted a sweater
87. [65] gave somebody a christmas present
88. [66] made a snowman in the middle of the yard
89. [67] played Monopoly
90. [ ] been caught smoking
91. [68] washed dishes
92. [69] cried myself to sleep
93. [70] got annoyed but some noise
94. [ ] called to 112 (911)
95. [71] overslept
96. [72] ate an ant accidentally
97. [73] died my hair
98. [ ] been a blonde
99. [74] made my homework properly
100.[75] got a 4 (F) advanced math suck
101.[76] threw some apples around
102.[ ] been to jail
103.[ ] slept in a rubbish bin
104.[77] commited a crime
105.[78] threw some stuff around
106.[79] listened to HIM
107. [80] died my hair over 20 times
108. [81] ditched school
109. [ ] drank pee
110. [82] slept i... ]]> ~bigartiste http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/24421482/ http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/24421482/ Sat, 25 Apr 2009 03:59:18 PDT My other rpg is slowly dying but it doesn't matter so much anymore. I won't surrender yet, tho! I'm constantly trying to find new players 'cause that's what my lil one needs. If interested: [link]age=1

The weather's been no nice and I want to go out but I'm stuck at my laptop. "One minute and I'll go... okay.. two minutes..."

I want to buy myself new clothes, as it's been forever since the last time I bought anything for myself (not for cosplay.) I'm trying not to, 'cause I'm not really rich at the moment and didn't even get a summer job.

]]> ~bigartiste http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/24307649/ http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/24307649/ Sat, 18 Apr 2009 12:28:07 PDT And what has happened? Little this and that.

The anniversary of the Titanic went <3. 14-15.4.1912
I watched the movie and I love it as much as always. I watch it only once a year, always the 14th of April. 1500 people died when she went down. Few hundred could have been saved if the lifeboats had been loaded fully. Everything possible went wrong. (Yes, I am obsessed and I know the loading sequence of the lifeboats.)
It's been 97 years. Three more years till the "big day."
I drew a picture of her for a school art course (I've got three of them in this period) but it's too big to be scanned.

I'm really into photography at the moment. I wish I had a good camera. My art teacher was really kind and let me borrow one of the school's cameras.
I'm planning to buy a good camera of my own. My dear grandmother <3 promised to help me with the funding. Even better now my stepdad has started looking for a new camera for us too so I have good chances of getting one even tho I failed to get a summerjob. (I've got a terrible luck when it comes to getting a job.)

I have so many things I want to do, but haven't got enough time. I'm really not so into school right now but trying to survive and get nice grades. Not so many weeks before the summer vacation after all. I wish I could just concentrate on art 'cause I've got my inspiration back.

I want to play basketball. And I want to travel to England.

(MY LIL GOLDFISHES! TSEH TSEH! We need to start planning the next meeting!)

]]> ~bigartiste http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/23573136/ http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/23573136/ Sat, 07 Mar 2009 11:19:18 PST 2. Love
3. Light [link]
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again [link]
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray [link]
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat [link]
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations [link]
34. Stars [link]
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still [link]
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral [link]
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have [link]
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation

]]> ~bigartiste http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/23323538/ http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/23323538/ Wed, 25 Feb 2009 12:35:38 PST
This is a new virus!! warned about this! Be careful, please.

"If someone by the name of Alfred Hundana (dragon_heart620) wants to add you to their list, don't accept it. It's a virus. Tell everyone on your list because if somebody on your list adds them you will get it, too. It is a hard drive killer and a very horrible virus. Please pass this on to everyone on your list. We need to find out who is using this account. Sorry for the inconvenience. Right click on your group name of your buddy list and click Send Message to all please"

SEND IT TO ALL YOUR FRIENDS, GUYS AND POST IT ON YOUR JOURNAL!!~


~

I need more watercolor paper! I got some as a Christmass present but it sucks big time. Only difference to normal paper is that it doesn't break as easily when it's wet. Otherwise I could aswell be painting on printing paper. It gets wrinkled and the color gets sucked in as soon as the brush touches the paper.
I'm working with a piece of a mermaid. Actually I've been painting that for 1-2 months. I'll never finish it. -.-

]]> ~bigartiste http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/23208631/ http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/23208631/ Sun, 15 Feb 2009 02:55:16 PST And yeah... I'm ill. Coughing my lungs out bit by bit and having a slight fever. I'm also loosing my voice. Lovely isn't it. My mom wants to take me to see a doctor tomorrow 'cause she's worried that this might be a bronchitis. I'm thrilled. At least I didn't miss the dances.

Tracon IV went and I loved it. I dried the last rose and I'll keep it. If you've got photos of me and my beloved Kaoru, let me know.

The dances are over too. It was fun but also tiring. I slept the night between thursday and friday very poorly. I had to watch out for my hairdo, my mind was still dancing and I was already coughing a bit. Result: me waking up every fifteen minutes the whole night.
I liked wearing my dress and it survived with no damage. I had to add a ribbon that went around my neck tho 'cause I was sure it was going to fall off. It wasn't but it felt like that. Luckily I had taken that ribbon and few safety pins with me like a good cosplayer. It was much more comfortable dancing with the ribbon.
My hair was looking nice thanks to the hairdresser. I'll upload some photos as soon as I get some. (No one's touched our camera ever since.)

Back to the hair by the way. I cut my hair yesterday! It's short now! Barely reaches my shoulders. I'd kept it long only for the dances and I finally got to cut it.

]]> ~bigartiste http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/23016422/ http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/23016422/ Thu, 05 Feb 2009 23:09:11 PST
It's thursday already! And I pointed that out 'cause? 'Cause SATURDAY IS VERY SOON! Convention time! (Yes. I'm having my AD/HD. No need to worry.)
Still! I finally get to see all my lovely goldfishes again!<3

And I'm still working on that cosplay. (Damn-- so to say...) I've still got some time left tho(and the sewing machine on my table. I just need to turn it on and sew few things.)
Saturday is so soon! I can't wait!

I seem to have more energy now that the school period changed. I haven't got a course on the code nr. 6. Which means I GET TO SLEEP at mornings! Love it~ <3
I've had 8 courses for two periods. That means: I've been at school from 8am to 16pm.. EVERY DAY! And as it's winter, the only light I've seen has been from the light bulbs. (who needs sunlight anyway. -.-) This is luxury!

I finally figured out what cosplay to do to Desucon!(June)
Wutaian soldier: Crescent unit (FF VII: Crisis core.)
There's a lot to do but I've been yearning to do a more challenging cosplay. A lot of details. At least I don't need to style a wig! It's not even a necessity to use bindings (I think I will anyway) as I'm not doing any particular character.
A pic of the cosplay: [link]
What ya think?

// UPDATE:

Go and check this journal! [link]

There might be a virus in dA.

]]> ~bigartiste http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/22880793/ http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/22880793/ Thu, 29 Jan 2009 07:44:12 PST I had an English exam. It went okay. After all I'm only fighting about few points. Fortunately my English is already good enough that I'll score fine marks without studying. I think I spelled the word disguise with q and that annoys me. It so lil mistake, but it's one lil mistake too much. I got really sleepy while doing the reading comprehension. XD The text was so boring.

After the preparing lesson we went shopping with my friend. After all we got out of school at 12 o'clock. I found myself a pair of gray jeans! Boojaah! And they actually fit me which is a miracle. Bye bye 60 euros. (Well, I bought my previous pair of jeans when I was eightgrader or something like that.) I found a nice dress shirt too, but the jeans cost enough already.
After that we went to a café and sat there 2,5 hours studying for the social studies exam. It wasn't nearly as boring as reading alone at home. Actually I had pretty good time. We finally left when there was a power cut in the café. I wonder what's wrong. Now the street lamps are black outside.

Oh. My shoe broke. -.-' The zipper said sayonara. Luckily I had a safety pin on my tie and I succeeded in fixing the shoe till I got home. I need to take it to the cobbler.

Tracon's nearly here! I'm still working on the cosplay. Big hurry! Kweh.

Time to end the drivelling. Bye guys!

]]> ~bigartiste http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/22796995/ http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/22796995/ Sun, 25 Jan 2009 06:56:42 PST
I went to photograph today. Check out the pics from my gallery.
It really was an interesting experience. My fingers are all frostbitten and I got a scratch to my knee. And my clothes are stained with syrup! (so was I but I took a shower.)
I had fun tho and the photos turned out fine.
I really was freezing when I came home. My hands were all numb. It was a challenge to open the door 'cause my fingers were too numb to turn the key in the lock. XD My parents didn't understand how my jeans could be all wet 'cause I didn't reveal what kind of pics I had been taking.
One car stopped to the crossing and the people inside stared. I had fake blood on my face, my hair was messy and I was putting shoes on and adjusting the camera. (I had just took my jeans off, but still wearing a skirt of course.)I must have been a weird sight. They waved to me when they finally drove off. XD

]]> ~bigartiste http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/22572956/ http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/22572956/ Wed, 14 Jan 2009 06:25:56 PST
1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again [DONE]
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody [DONE]
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation

]]> ~bigartiste http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/22523722/ http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/22523722/ Sun, 11 Jan 2009 11:34:39 PST The school life is here again, I lost my headphones and my dance shoes which pisses me out real bad and I'm starting to get nervous because of the dress I'm making. I'm scared that I won't finish it on time. The corset is the problem. I'm so sure I'll shrew up sewing it it stuns me and I do nothing.

I haven't done anything today. Just sat before my laptop and read fanfiction. Haven't felt like doing anything.
I feel like certain someone has tied my hands. I'm addicted and getting the withrawals. If you're reading this then thanks a lot. I'll bite you.

I love the markers I got as a Christmass present from my mom. Instead my teachers probably don't like them 'cause I draw in lessons (especially religion lessons). It's easier for me to consentrate listening when I'm drawing. It keeps my thoughts from wandering. (Like that would convince the teachers.) At least none has yet complained about it.

]]> ~bigartiste http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/22155467/ http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/22155467/ Wed, 24 Dec 2008 03:01:43 PST It's time for my every year parodies. This year with FF VII.
(I apologise, only in Finnish)

Joulupukki, Joulupukki
valkoparta vanha ukki
Käypä tänne aika rientää
ShinRakaan ei sua pelkää.

Reno juo pois munatotin
Siinä käyttää hyvän tovin
Cloud katsoo, Tifa kieltää
Vincent angstaa, Barret niistää

Yuffie jahtaa koristeita
Marlene laulaa, Denzel nauraa
Rufus istuu keittiössä
Zackin kanssa pakkotyössä

Nanaki on kynttilänä
Aeriksen syöttämänä
Rude joutui Pukin pukuun
säkin kanssa savupiippuun.

Tsengillä on joulukinkku
Elenalla mistelikimppu
Naisen ilme ei hyvää lupaa
VIEKÄÄ WUTAILAINEN TURVAAN!

Sephirothilla tonttulakki
Masamune pantu poikki
Kadaj, Yazoo, Loz on kuoro
enkeleinä koko joukko.

Siinä oli Joulun vietto
kohta on jo vuoden vaihdos.
Mitä sitten ensi vuonna?
Tapellaan ja juonitellaan!

THE END

]]> ~bigartiste http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/21976355/ http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/21976355/ Sun, 14 Dec 2008 08:13:04 PST I haven't left the appartment for a day, so I guess I should go and take a walk. It's just so dark and depressing outside.

A small gallup for everyone reading this:
Have ya already bought Christmass presents?
I haven't I kinda should. Just don't know what to buy and to whom. I don't wanna buy things people won't use. It's only a waste of money and space ('cause that person need's to keep it somewhere anyway.)

I finally got those songs out of my head! Yay! It takes a week... apparently.

But! Back to the watercolors! SEE YA!

]]> ~bigartiste http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/21926398/ http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/21926398/ Thu, 11 Dec 2008 06:32:44 PST I just came from the dance practise. I really enjoy those. The mood is great in there and no one takes it dead serious so it's okay to make mistakes. It's a nice feeling when the guy knows how to take the lead and everything goes fine. You really notice how important thing that is. As a girl I'm supposed to follow and it's nothing but a mess if the boy follows too.
My dress is still about to be sewed. Haven't even started... or well I've started making the practise dress, but not the actual one.

Last night I dyed my hair red again. It was mostly brown. I got somekind of reaction from the color. Not a bad one 'cause anything hasn't swallowed or become scratchy. There's some scab in my scalp. It's just annoying and I hope it won't get worst.

I watched the movie Phantom of the Opera with my friend and now I can't get those songs out of my head. They just keep ringing in my head and here and there I find myself singing them. My friends will probably assasinate me soon. XD

]]> ~bigartiste http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/21577586/ http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/21577586/ Thu, 20 Nov 2008 07:10:56 PST
After I finish writing this I must study for the exams. I wanna get good grades! Math is gonna bring the doom anyway. I really suck at it.

I finally got the fabric for my dress (Vanhojen tansseihin... can't really translate it, but it's kinda like a ball.) It's gonna be light green. I'm gonna dye my hair again red before the ball so I suppose it'll make a nice contrast. I was going to buy taffeta, but I ended up with 3 metres of silk. Yes, it cost like a hell. I really can't shrew up when sewing the dress! Have to make a practise dress using an old sheet or something before destroying the actual fabric. There's still a way to go before I dance wearing that dress. Luckily there's also time. XD

Friends: http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/21400479/ Sun, 09 Nov 2008 07:44:52 PST

How much of your teenage life have you "messed
up?"

[x] gotten kissed
[x] gotten a phone taken away in class (she took them from everyone)
[ ] gotten suspended
[x] gotten caught chewing gum
[ ] gotten caught cheating on a test
Total so far: 3

[x] arrived late to class more than 5 times
[x] didn't do homework over 5 times
[ ] turned at least 3 projects in late.
[ ] missed school just because you felt like it
[ ] laughed so loud you got kicked out of class(It was a miracle that my math teacher didn't throw me out once.)
Total so far: 5

[ ] got your mom, dad, etc to get you out of school
[x] text people during class
[x] passed notes
[x] threw stuff across the room
[x] laughed at the teacher
Total so far: 9

[x] been in a fight at school, fist or verbal
[x] took pictures during school hours
[x] called someone during school hours
[x] listened to iPod, CD, etc during school hours
[ ] skipped a class period
Total So Far: 13

[ ] threw something at the teacher
[x] went outside the classroom without permission
[ ] broke the dress code (we don't have one in Finland)
[ ] failed a class (only once and it was MATH!)
[x] ate food during class
Total So Far: 15

[x] gotten a call from school
[ ] couldn't go on a field trip cause you behaved badly
[x] didn't take your stuff to school
[/] given a teacher the finger when they weren't looking (not sure)
[x] curse during class/school
total so far: 19.5

[ ] faked your parents signature
[ ] slept in class
[x] cursed at your teacher
[x] copied homework
[ ] got in trouble with the principal
total So Far: 21.5

Multiply by 3
grand total: 64.5

post as "I screwed up __% of my teenage life" and tag 3 people!

I'll tag only one person: little sis, (you're welcome! *flee*)

]]> ~bigartiste http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/21386275/ http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/21386275/ Sat, 08 Nov 2008 10:10:42 PST Then the day came. A little boy with messy bright red hair found the little chocobo from small alley curled up in a cardboard box. The little chocobo gazed at him looking lost and scared. He was sure the boy was going to pick on him. Instead that boy opened his arms and hugged the little creature. The baby chocobo snuggled against the boy and felt loved which hadn't happened since his mom had died.
That little redhead took the baby chocobo home. The redhead and the baby chocobo became best friends and were never apart. They ate together, played together and slept together.
The boy had two little sisters who both accepted the baby chocobo at instant. The little black chocobo had family at last and he was happy. He learned that it wasn't about the color or the looks. It was about the inside.

~
Don't ask, I just felt like writing something. This little naive story is the result.
If you're a pettifogger (like me) and get pissed 'cause of my mistakes (talking about the language and grammar) feel free to throw a comment. I won't mind. Actually I'd be grateful, 'cause I want to get rid of them.

]]> ~bigartiste http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/21297516/ http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/21297516/ Mon, 03 Nov 2008 09:58:17 PST
Friends:
(Tell me if I forgot ya!)

]]> ~bigartiste http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/21259720/ http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/21259720/ Sat, 01 Nov 2008 06:12:44 PDT
It snowed to day! October just turned into November and the first snowflakes came down. They melted instantly but it's still scary... The winter is coming... damn.

Right now I'm just getting bored 'cause I have to sit at home. I've already made one test that said I'm cheery and friendly person. I'd like to think that's correct. I also started playing with nailpolish which I find pretty amusing. The only drawback is that it smells bad. The result can be seen from my ID. Wanted to write something this time (instead of dots, waves and crosses) and doupt that you're too suprised of what I wrote. XD
I should go out for a walk or something, don't wanna spend the whole day sitting and getting bored.
I also wanna dye my hair red again! That color is so addictive! As soon as I have time and someone to dye I'll do that.

I think I'll end this driveling here. See ya guys!

Friends: http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/21107642/ Wed, 22 Oct 2008 09:28:15 PDT
1. Listaa asioita 16 eri ihmisille, joita haluat sanoa, mutta et (koskaan) tule sanomaan.
2. Älä paljasta keitä he ovat.
3. Voitte kommentoida, mutta en saa vastata arvuutteluihinne


1. Meidän suhde on vähäsanainen varsinkin jos ollaan ihan kahestaan. Silti me ymmäretään toisiamme paremmin kuin monet muut. Jotenkin pelkkä läsnäolo riittää ja mulla on rauhallinen olo sun seurassa. Oon ilonen että tutustuttiin vaikka siitä on vasta hetki. Haluun sun tietävän, että en tuu päästämään irti vielä pitkään aikaan. Suoraan sanottuna tarviin sua ja sun kaltasta ystävää. Oot ainut joka ei oo valittanu siitä, että mulla on kylmät sormet.

2. Sie oot hyvä tyyppi ja jos jonkun kanssa mun jutut on sekoja nii se oot sinä. Sun kanssa jutellessa mielikuvitus vaan karkaa käsistä ja suurimpaan osaan niistä jutuista tarvii jonkunlaisen ikärajamerkinnän. Jos en alunperin oo angstaamassa arjen tylsyyttä niin ainakin sen jälkeen, ku oon jutellu sun kanssa. Meidän sekojen ideoiden varjossa kooulussa istuminen on vaan entistä puuduttavampaa. En silti valita. xD Koitetaan yhessä selvitä arjen tylsyydestä. Oot muuten ihan pirun hyvä piirtämään ja oon ihan kateellinen. Sähän voisit piirtää sen alastoman punapään.

3. Sä oot mulle se kaikkein kipein kohta. En oo vieläkään täysin päästäny irti ja kun muistan sun kasvot tuntuu kuin saisi puukon vatsaansa. Sä olit mun paras ystävä sen häviävän hetken ja mä rakastin sua. Teen niin edelleen, mikä satuttaa enemmän kuin se, että jokanen mun raajoista revittäisiin yksitellen irti. Oon ihan helvetin pahoillani. Olin idiotti ja kadun sitä koko elämäni. Purin suhun kaiken sen muutosta johtuvan katkeruuden ja ajoin sut pois. Se ei ollu sun vika, mutta mä olin shokissa. Pelkäsin liikaa menettäväni sut ja lopulta aiheutin sen itse. Oon oikeesti ihan helvetin pahoillani ja tahon vielä joku päivä päästä sanomaan sen sulle. Kun aattelen sitä tekee mieli huutaa. Koko jutusta on jo puoltoista vuotta, mut en oo vieläkään päästäny susta irti. Oon pahoillani ja rakastan sua.

4. Sun ajatteleminen saa hymyn huulille. Oon tuntenu sut jo iät ja ajat ja kaikkea me kyllä keksittiin. Oot mulle edelleen rakas, yksi rakkaimmista, vaikka tuntuukin että eletään nykyisin ihan eri maailmoissa. Ne harvat hetket, kun nähdään tai jutellaan, saa mut muistamaan miks ollaan ystäviä ja miks oot mulle niin rakas. Tuun vaikka kävellen täältä huits hiivatista jos tarviit mua ja pesismaila odottaa edelleen jos läskistyt muodottomaksi rasvapalleroksi. Vaikka niistä lupauksista on jo monta vuotta muistan ne edelleen ja pidän ne vaikka mikä olis. On ikävä. <3 Toivottavasti nähdään pian ja muista, että tässä maassa ne apinatkin lentää.

5. Sie ootki hankala tapaus. Mahtava tapaus, omalla tavallas. Pimeä tyyppi löysi toisen. Niin hyvä tyyppi kun ootkin, en pidä sun kosketuksestas ja otat mua usein päähän. Oot välillä liiankin avoin ja teet liikaa asioita mun perässä. Ehkä se johtuu siitä, että nään sua liian usein tai ehkä me ei olla se paras parivaljakko. Kaikesta huolimatta oon ilonen että tapasin sut, enkä vaihtais sua toiseen.

6. Siuun mulla taitaa olla pieni alemmuuskompleksi. Oot aivan ihana ihminen ja viihdyn sun seurassas. Tunnen itteni vaan niin kömpelöksi menninkäiseksi. Tavallaan se on huvittavaakin. Harmittaa, että näen sua turhan harvoin. Olis kiva oppia tuntemaan paremmin. Oli kiva nähdä taas pitkästä aikaa ja toivottavasti nähdään mahdollisimman pian.

7. Jos pitäisi valita joku mukaan autiolle saarelle, niin ottaisin varmaan sut. Sun kanssa on kiva jutella ja tullaan hyvin toimeen. Oli outoa tajuta miten vähän aikaa ollaan oikeesti tunnettu. Ihan kun oisin tuntenu sut pienen ikäni. Sie tuut sitten meille yöks viimestään ens vuoden puolella. Se on päätetty jo. Varaudu siihen, että täällä hösää neljä koiraa.

8. Oot melkeen kahdentoista vuodenkin jälkeen varsinainen arvotus. En oo ihan selvillä kuka sä oot, koska et juurikaan näytä tunteitas. Muistatko mitä skidejä oltiin sillon, kun tavattiin? Olin se itkupilli ja prinsessa ja sä olit poikatyttö. Sait mut kuitenkin aina nauramaan vaikka kyyneleet ei olleet vielä kuivuneet. En oo riidelly kenenkään kanssa niin paljoa kuin sun. En itekään tiedä miks pysyin sun kaverinas kaikista niistä katkerista kyyneleistä huolimatta. Joku sussa vaan veti mua puoleensa ja vetää edelleen, vaikka nähdään ehkä kerran vuodessa. Toivottavasti voin tulla ens kesänäkin teidän mökille.

9. Sulle en osaa sa... ]]> ~bigartiste http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/20985523/ http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/20985523/ Tue, 14 Oct 2008 12:47:00 PDT Tsukicon of course. Almost here... finally! I get to meet my friends and other FF-cosplayers. Boojaah!

I found myself a new cosplay to do after Reno! Reno's a cool guy but I wanna do some other charachters too. The next one is going to be: Hikaru (Ouran high school host club.)
The other one of the Hitachii brothers. That one who has a crush on Haruhi.
promised to do Kaoru, so we get both of the brothers. ^^
There's actually two outfits I wanna do for Hikaru.
The normal school outfit: [link]
And this one: [link] (Crappy pics... sorry.)

I sewed pyjamashorts for myself today. ^^ I used the model of mens boxer shorts and white cotton fabric with blue flower pattern. When they were ready (they were pretty quick to sew) I still felt like twiddling something and sewed some lace and ribbon as a decoration. They came out pretty cute. Cute clothes aren't exactly my style, but I make an exeption with pyjamas.
I still have lots of fabrics just laying in my closet so I'll try to sew something tomorrow too. Maybe I shirt to wear with the shorts I made today.

]]> ~bigartiste http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/20807849/ http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/20807849/ Fri, 03 Oct 2008 12:07:06 PDT I already got my french test back. It went as always: I got 7+. I'm fine with it. That was by the way the last course! I don't have to take more french so that was it.

The next period starts at monday, so I have to go and buy those few books I don't yet have. They cost like hell! It's about 20-25 euros per book and if ya have like 36 courses for one year (like I have) it's pretty big bill. Good thing is ya can borrow books from ya friends too. Only that ya need most of the books for the YO:s, so ya have to buy them.
The next period won't be too light for me. I have 8 courses, witch means I'll be sitting at school from 8am to 4pm almost every day. The easiest day'll be friday, when I have one 75 mins less. From 8am to 2.30 pm it is. Well I quess I'll survive. One of the courses is choir, so it's bit like a hobby. :3

Tsukicon is nearly here! Only two weeks left! Yay. I get to meet some of my friends again for a long time. (Yes, I mean ya Shoteharu, Mashin etc.)
I still don't know where are we going to spend the night. If there is no other place I can go to see my grandmother. She doesn't live in Helsinki, but it's still nearer than Hämeenlinna. (Costs much less too.) I don't know where my friends are going then, 'cause I can't take them with me to my grandmoms.
I should fix my EMR properly before Tsuki. It started to fall apart at the Hämeenlinna photoshoot and I had to fix it with bandaid (only tapelike thing I had with me xD)

]]> ~bigartiste http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/20753916/ http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/20753916/ Tue, 30 Sep 2008 05:12:39 PDT I was so sure I was going to faint in there. It felt like I was spinning. I didn't lose my eyesight or fall, but it felt like I was in some ride in a amsementpark or something. It went even better. I started trembling and because I was in the middle of an exam I paniced sligtly. I still had one long question to answer and my brains strictly refused to work.
In the end I made a hesitant and REALLY stubid decision and changet my answer. Good bye for 6 points out of 18. Good bye for my good grades.
Then I got out of the class and made my friend hold my feet up. It took awhile, but now I'm pretty okay. Pissed... REALLY pissed... but fully conscious.

]]> ~bigartiste http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/20722687/ http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/20722687/ Sun, 28 Sep 2008 11:54:01 PDT Actually I should be studying Swedish. Been doing that all day...almost at least. My table is cowered with notes yelling "Titles/relatives: short form!" "Både-och = såväl-som."
Can't concentrate anymore. There's a limit per day ya know.

Because of I almost started crying bit earlier. There's too many pretty words in her journal for tired me. I started missing my old friends real bad.
I know none of ya will read this, bu I LOVE YA ALWAYS! <3 Even though we're apart and it's been ages since the last time I saw ya. Best friends or not, I'll never forget. No matter how cliché those words are. Love ya <3

And hey... won't forget my newer friends either! You're dear too! Every single one of ya. So please don't feel offended and turn your back on me. I need ya. <3

Wow... I'm being emotional. Well, maybe I'll end it here. I still have like half an hour to study. Could still learn something.

]]> ~bigartiste http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/20502692/ http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/20502692/ Mon, 15 Sep 2008 09:06:53 PDT 's journal. I have no hurry with anything so I went for it.

001. Real name → If ya don't know, then ya don't need to.
002. Nickname → Tuhka
003. Status → Single
004. Zodiac sign → Sagittarius
005. Male or female → female
006. Elementary → Kantvikin ala-aste/Kirkkonummi
007. Middle School → Kirkkoharjun yläaste/Kirkkonummi
008. High School → Kaurialan lukio/Hämeenlinna
009. Smart → Think so. And what ya think? Don't really care.
010. Hair color → Brown (dyed red)
011. Long or short → Long
012. Loud or Quiet → Loud
013. Sweats or Jeans → "Adaptive" jeans.
014. Phone or Camera → Both
015. Health freak → No change, no way.
016. Drink or Smoke? → no need
017. Do you have a crush on someone? → Not at the moment
018. Eat or Drink → Drink (green tea please)
019. Piercings → none
020. Tattoos → Would like to have a small pair of wings in my back.

FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → don't have any
024. First best friend → Silja
025. First award → ...
026. First crush → one guy from my class.
027. First pet → hard to say... Tami (a dog.)
028. First big vacation → The first time my mom took me to Morocco was when I was like 3 or something.
030. First big birthday → my tenth? maybe


CURRENTLY:
049. Eating → nada
050. Drinking → nada
052. I'm about to → finish my homework
053. Listening to → Skillet - Comatose
054. Plans for today → read fanfiction

YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids? → Yeah. Only one though
059. Want to get married? → Yes
060. Careers in mind → Biologist

WHICH IS BETTER WITH GIRL/BOY?
068. Lips or eyes → eyes
070. Shorter or taller? → taller
072. Romantic or spontaneous → romantic
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → stomach
074. Sensitive or loud → Loud enough with a backbone.
075. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship
077. Trouble maker or hesitant → Troublemaker.

HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts → Don't need.
081. Ran away from home → Nah.
084. Broken someones heart → I guess so.
085. Been arrested → Nah.
087. Cried when someone died → Of course

DO YOU BELIEVE:
089. Yourself → yeah
090. Miracles → yeah
091. Love at first sight → yeah
092. Heaven → Not Christian like heaven.
093. Santa Claus → Geez! of course!
094. Sex on the first date → no
095. Kiss on the first date → maybe

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → Yeah
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → Mostly after all.
099. Do you believe in God → Strict no
100. Post as 100 truths and tag → Everyone that can find him-/her-/itself from my friends-list or wanna do this.

]]> ~bigartiste http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/20420558/ http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/20420558/ Wed, 10 Sep 2008 10:07:14 PDT When the week starts I want it to end. I hate doing my homework. I don't wanna go to the lessons. When the school ends I'm wondering if I have enough time to get my homework done properly. Before falling to sleep I'm wondering if I should have done them better. When I wake up I'm thinking if I had time to do my homework better before going to school. It feels like there is nothing else out there than school.
I always decide that I'm gonna be a good student and get everything done right after school. Then I take my books and open them... even reading the instructions make me sick and I don't wanna do the exercises. If I don't do my homework early enough I feel guilty and disappointed.
There is too many things for me to do and learn. I so tired. I would be so cool to spend few days ignoring school completely. It's a pity that I can't do that 'cause I'd be real screwed after that.
Sadly there is no one else who can do the studying for me. I just have to do it.

Another vocabulary-test tomorrow... boojaah...

]]> ~bigartiste http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/20402096/ http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/20402096/ Tue, 09 Sep 2008 05:43:53 PDT
We got our verb-tests back. All correct! It's probably the first time I've ever got a perfect score from anything that has something to do with french! Boojaah!

Right now I'm at school waiting for my friend. (She still has one lesson to survive.) I didn't now what else to do, so I came to the computerclass. Yeah... know that I could spend this time doing homework. Don't wanna. I'll do them bit later. (That was a fatal decision.)
We're gonna watch Hayoa Miyazaki's movie: Kiki's Delivery Service. I found it from the library.
I like Miyazaki's movies. My neighbour Totoro and Spirited Away are my favorites. I love the book Howl's moving castle and it's nothing like the Miyazaki-movie. (The book is better so it gets the points.)

I want to go to a convention! I bored all the time so spending a weekend fooling around with other cosplayers sounds real nice. It's like five weeks before Tsukicon?

Oops! Got to go! See ya everyone!

]]> ~bigartiste http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/20323903/ http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/20323903/ Thu, 04 Sep 2008 12:59:13 PDT I like this color... so it was a success. It's red without being too bright. Actually I could try even a bit brighter. I still love this that I have now. <3<3 *keeps staring at her hair*
Don't have any good pics yet. The lighting suck at this time a day. I'll take few tomorrow.

If someone didn't notice from my previous journal-update: I got my goggles fixed.

I have verb-test tomorrow (french). Hopefully it goes well. Thumbs up!
(Dire/sanoa: dis, dis, dit, ditons, dites, ditent... darn. dis, dis, dit, disons, dites, disent, il a dit.)

I also have to survive tomorrow without my dear friend (and a wife.) She has funerals to attend. Miss her already.

I'm pretty sleepy, so I'm going to bed. See ya guys. ^^
________________

Things to buy:
*New goggles
*Toy helicopter
*New shoes (my tennis shoes are starting to fall a part.)
*New gray dress shirt for my Reno-cosplay
*Boots (well I want them, but don't have money.)
*Fabric (white/red fleece)for a moogle-plushie.

Friends:


]]> ~bigartiste http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/20289007/ http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/20289007/ Wed, 03 Sep 2008 11:34:14 PDT
I finally bought it! A bottle of PERMANENT red haircolor. My friend helped to pick it up. If everything goes right, my hair should be almost as the same shade as the wig when I've dyed it. We'll see. I quess I wait till the weekend. Then we've had those photoshoots at school. (Yeah yeah. Same old, same old.)

My goggles broke! They were old though(found them from a second-hand shop.) The joint that connects those lenses broke. I'm trying to fix them, but it looks bad at the moment. Of course it's one mission impossible to find new skiing-glasses this time of year. Next place to look: harware store.
If anyone has any kinds of suggestions where to look, I'd appresiate if ya told. I need to fix those or find new ones by 18th of October (Tsukicon.) I don't want settle for that crappy sunglasses+stringtokeepthemup-solution I used in Animecon.

How can it be so irritating to notice you've just spent time solving the WRONG exercise while you're doing your math homework?

Things to buy:
*New goggles
*Toy helicopter
*New shoes (my tennis shoes are starting to fall a part.)
*New gray dress shirt for my Reno-cosplay
*Boots (well I want them, but don't have money.)
*Fabric (white/red fleece)for a moogle-plushie.

Friends:


]]> ~bigartiste http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/20252975/ http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/20252975/ Sun, 31 Aug 2008 12:48:11 PDT
I'm sorry. I think this journal won't be too bright. I don't feel like writing anything cheery. I feel kinda screwed up actually.
I have a small history-exam at Tuesday. I haven't read to it at all. I have only 63 pages to read, but for me that bad enough. The happiness doesn't end there. I just figured out that I'm supposed to know a bunch of words tomorrow. We have a vocabulary-test. Why couldn't I remember it earlier?

I'm pretty sleepy already. I've been staying up too late last two days.

The one thing that really makes me annoyed is myself. I REALLY wanna dye my hair bright-red. Still I hesitate 'cause I've never used permanent color before. I can't find semi-permanent that is bright enough. I also fear that the color won't suit me too well and then I'm stuck with it (if I use permanent color.)
Yes! It is me being difficult! I've been kicking my own ass for so long. Still the other side of me is fighting back. You know it's not so big deal! But the same time it is. I quess my hair is pretty important to me. I don't wanna it to get fucked up.

Friends:


]]> ~bigartiste http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/20124077/ http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/20124077/ Sun, 24 Aug 2008 03:58:16 PDT
The one to blame:

The rules:
1. Post these rules.
2. Each person tagged must put 8 random facts about themselves.
3. Tagged ones should write a journal about these facts.
4. At the end of the post tag 8 more deviants
5. Go to their page telling them they're tagged.
6. No tagging back.

Facts:

1. I love my goggles. <3 They're always with me. Even if I'm not wearing them.
2. I'm the champion when it comes to whining and complaining.
3. I'm having headaches all the time
4. I'm good at learning lines from movies and I like to annoy my friends by quoting them.
5. I like to write novels and fanfiction, but I never finish them.
6. I like to speak english, even if it's with my Finnish friends
7. I wish I had naturally red hair.
8. Last but not least: I'm guylike so I don't like it when people call me lady.

It's my turn to tag so...
Je suis desolé.


]]> ~bigartiste http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/20109026/ http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/20109026/ Sat, 23 Aug 2008 07:43:30 PDT I bought the brightest bottle I could find, but the result's only slightly red (my opinion). As long as I keep avoiding permanent colours I'll never get as bright red as I want. Still not ready to do that.
This one I have now, will fade withing 6-8 washes so I'll be back in my own haircolor when it's time to take those pics at school. It's only a guick change, but I got rid of that damn mantra in my head: "I wanna dye my hair... I wanna dye my hair... Iwannadyemyhair..."
Maybe I'll dye my hair again with bit longer lasting color as soon as those photoshoots are over. We'll see... right now I'm happy again

I'm definitely a redhead... even though nature gave me brown hair. Bless you who invented haircolor!

Oh and I wanna my own helicopter! A miniature Shin-ra helicopter would be so damn cool.

Friends:


]]> ~bigartiste http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/20092959/ http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/20092959/ Fri, 22 Aug 2008 09:33:12 PDT
Right now I'm spending time with my good friend headache. (It refuses to understand that I don't wanna be friends with it.) The pain ain't so bad I couldn't stand it, but extremely annoying! My ability to concentrate is on the minus. Thank god the weekend came... just in time.

I should write some fanfiction... I'm already behind the shcedule.

Okay... that was the whining section. Now I quit it.
I really feel like sewing something, but don't know what. So please leave a comment and hit me with a suggestion!

Another thing I wanna do is to dye my hair. I just have to wait untill we get our class-portrait taken. I'd like to have my own haricolour in that pic. After that my hair will turn red. (The only colour I use when I dye my hair.)

I quess this is it. A little short one this time, but it's still an update. See ya!

Friends:

(I hope I forgot no one)

]]> ~bigartiste http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/20042476/ http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/20042476/ Tue, 19 Aug 2008 13:46:46 PDT The moon is shining bright, and it's real pretty. It was fullmoon three days ago. I really love watching stars and moon. They're so pretty. Big dipper is my fave constellatation.
I don't even know why I started to write this, but well I think I should stop writing some random stuff and go to bed. I have French at 8 o'clock in the morning.

So see ya guys and good night, morning, afternoon, evening etc!

]]> ~bigartiste http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/19997545/ http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/19997545/ Sun, 17 Aug 2008 01:31:51 PDT Yesterday I spend the day swimming at the medieval-markets. (Site: [link]) Well, not literally swimming, but it rained all day and I had only my cloak to keep me dry. When I got home (by bike) I was totally soaked. It was much more comfortable last year, 'cause the sun was shining. I watched the tournament twice. I'm bit disappointed 'cause I didn't have my camera with me. I could have got nice pics. Next year then. I only bought one celtic necklace and a ring. The park was full of booths selling cool things. I'd wanted to buy few wooden arrows for myself but I didn't know which ones were suitable for my bow so I didn't.
After all I had fun, no matter how wet experience it had been.

The first school-week is already over and the next is going to start tomorrow. I should translate one chapter as a French-homework. The book is right next to me and I already listened it thrice so I quess I should do it. *sigh*

Oh and.... I NEED RUDE for the next con! It's so unfair. Can you imagine Reno without Rude?

]]> ~bigartiste http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/19825140/ http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/19825140/ Thu, 07 Aug 2008 10:35:48 PDT
a) Tell you why I friended you,
b) Associate you with something - fandom, a song, a colour, a photo, etc.,
c) Tell you something I like about you,
d) Tell you a memory I have of you,
e) Ask something I've always wanted to know about you,
f) Tell you my favorite user pic of yours,
g) In return, you must post this in your journal.

I answered 's journal so I had to put this into mine.
Now that it's here I'd like to have some comments, guys.

My head ain't working too fast right now. I'm saying and doing some stupid things and I get them right then when there's no helping it.

]]> ~bigartiste http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/19808320/ http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/19808320/ Wed, 06 Aug 2008 12:15:54 PDT I felt like doing something creative, but the idea of detailed watercolourpaintings(how do you really spell that?! O_o' )didn't sound too good right now. Sooo... I ended up making scetches. I took 2B pencil, a bundle of paper (I quess it's made for printers... it's cheaper)and put music on. I have to finish every scetch using only the time that the song I'm playing lasts. So it's about 2-3 minutes. I get a nice timeline and I don't need to watch the clock.
I've done only two up till now, but I wanted to write something to my journal.

Well I think this will do. Go to see those Reno/Cissnei-pics I took with my friend the other day. I think she has two or three on her gallery too.
I go and make some more scetches. See ya!


P.S: Aquarelle is way much better word than that terrible watercolourpainting-thing I used. XD

Some random thoughts of mine. Enjoy:

"Oh my! The school is doing to start. RUN!"
"I should go to buy my books"
"I could watch my dear LotR: FotR <3 tomorrow when I'm alone at home!" (It's been like forever from the last time I watched it. I've been too lazy to take over our livingroom.)
"It's dark in here... I don't want winter to come. It's so depressing when it's always dark"
"I forgot to change my sheets. Damn"
"I WANT MY POODLE! I don't want to sleep alone." *sniff* *cries*

]]> ~bigartiste http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/19785504/ http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/19785504/ Tue, 05 Aug 2008 07:43:04 PDT
So everything is going so wrong and I'm so miserable? Nääh... Mostly I have nothing to complain about. I'm just bored so I had to start writing some rubbish into my journal.
I need some action!
I feel like taking some cosplay-shots. Using Final Fantasy VII characters of course. Tsukicon, why arent you here already?

There is Ropecon coming this weekend, but I think I'll skip it. The timing is kinda bad, 'cause it's right before the school starts and there is still staff to do. I also think it would be too expensive event for me right now. The traintickets would already make a huge hole to my budjett and they want 15 euros per day (except sunday: 10e.)So I'll just be a good girl and wait till the Tsukicon is here.

]]> ~bigartiste http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/19697629/ http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/19697629/ Thu, 31 Jul 2008 10:40:34 PDT
THANK YOU GUYS! Love you! See ya soon!

Final fantasy fight was fun to watch. It was a pity that no one shouted: "Summon! Final fantasy VII!" It would have been cool.
I found two other Renos and four Clouds after long search. (They must have been avoiding me.)
We had neither Rude or Sephiroth. Where were they! Even that one Tifa run off before our Final Fantasy gathering.
I can't wait the next con to come! I hope my Cissnei gets to come too then.

]]> ~bigartiste http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/19604067/ http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/19604067/ Sat, 26 Jul 2008 09:17:08 PDT She is just so good. She saved me totally. There was no way I could have cut it myself. I feel so relieved when it's finaly done. Thanks mom! <3

I also sewed the zipper to the jacket and got some aluminetape for the weapon. Only shoes are missing, but it's okay. My own shoes are good enough.

Tomorrow is my first day as Reno. I'm going to the Animecon in Tampere which is my first con actually. Sadly my friend can't come. Well I should find some of my other friends from there. I'll be fine.

Boojah!

]]> ~bigartiste http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/19583852/ http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/19583852/ Fri, 25 Jul 2008 03:05:47 PDT
My other problem is the wig. It's really driving me crazy! I'm no hairdresser and it's really challenging to cut Renos hair if you know nothing about it. My wig even has bangs which makes it even harder. I just couldn't find one with no bangs so I have to settle for the situation. My mom promised to help me with it. She isn't a hairdresser, but has more experience of cutting hair than I have. The wig is pissing me off real bad, but I guess it'll be fine in the end. I still see the light in the end of the tunnel. Sadly the tunnel seems to go all the way through Atlantic!

Well, even though the wig drives me crazy and I can't find shoes I'm having real fun. I like making costumes and i have had a good luck with the clothes. I found my jacket and shirt from the secondhandshop and made Renos weapon myself using resyclable materials so I have spared a lot of money. ^^

My friend is going to cosplay Cissney and we are going to the secondhandshop to search clothes for her today. I need to buy a long zipper for my jacket and get rid of the buttons. It would be nice if I found better goggles. Now I'm using black sunglasses that I have and they aren't the best choice.

]]> ~bigartiste http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/18838514/ http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/18838514/ Sat, 14 Jun 2008 13:15:48 PDT I also submitted a new set of photos. I don't have a model so I have to be the model myself. I'm starting to get all fed up to take/watch pics of myself. I really need to hire one or two of my friends to be a model for me. It will be much easier when I don't need to use self-timer.

]]> ~bigartiste http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/18003653/ http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/18003653/ Thu, 24 Apr 2008 08:05:07 PDT Remember to check my gallery.

]]> ~bigartiste http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/17847678/ http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/17847678/ Mon, 14 Apr 2008 12:10:39 PDT -- Name: Tuhka (not the official one though)
-- Birthplace: Helsinki
-- Gender: girl
-- Eye Color: hmm. green, blue and gray. Depends on the lighting.
-- Hair Color: brown with a shade of red
-- Height: about 163 cm
-- Righty or Lefty: Righty
-- Zodiac Sign: Sagittarius

LAYER TWO:
-- Your heritage: Finn
-- The shoes you wore today: tennis shoes
-- Your fears: lonelyness (if it's too much), snakes (have a trauma. i like them still)
-- Your perfect meal: anything my grandmom makes
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: skills in math

LAYER THREE:
-- Your thoughts first waking up: I quess i must watch Titanic tomorrow, not today anymore.
-- Your best physical feature: Eyes i quess, or long fingers.
-- Your bedtime: somewhere around eleven
-- Your most missed memory: last spring with friends

LAYER FOUR:
-- Pepsi or Coke: Coke
-- McDonald's or Burger King: there is no Burger Kings in Finland
-- Single or group dates: single
-- Adidas or Nike: i wear neither
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: don't make a difference
-- Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate
-- Cappuccino or coffee: i prefer green tea.

LAYER FIVE:
-- Smoke: never
-- Cuss: Sometimes. Still not so often.
-- Sing: a lot. mostly alone
-- Take a shower: of course
-- Have a crush: don't know
-- Do you think you've been in love: not truly.
-- Want to go to college: yeap
-- Liked high school: for this point
-- Want to get married: could say so.
-- Get motion sickness: rarely
-- Think you're attractive: depends on my mood
-- Think you're a health freak: nope
-- Get along with your parent(s): with my mom and stepdad: yep (my real dad? well...)
-- Like thunderstorms: love them <3
-- Play an instrument: I learned to whistle with my fingers.

LAYER SIX:
In the past month...
-- Drank alcohol: nope
-- Smoked: nope
-- Done a drug: nope
-- Had Sex: nope
-- Made Out: no...
-- Gone on a date: not on a real one.
-- Gone to the mall?: yep

-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: what are they?
-- Eaten sushi: long time ago
-- Been on stage: nääh
-- Been dumped?: rejected
-- Made homemade cookies: of course
-- Gone skinny dipping: done that
-- Dyed your hair: yeap. mostly red, but never used permanent colour
-- Stolen anything: a coin or two from my mom.

LAYER NINE:
In a guy/girl...
-- Best eye color?: green
-- Best hair color?: light or dark brown.
-- Short or long hair?: long
-- Height: bit taller than me
-- Best weight: normal
-- Best articles of clothing: jeans and t-shirt

LAYER TEN:
-- Number of drugs taken illegally: none
-- Number of piercings: none
-- Number of tattoos: none
-- Number of times name was in newspaper: not sure about my name, but my back an face have been.
-- Number of scars on my body: some
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: many

]]> ~bigartiste http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/16702575/ http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/16702575/ Sun, 03 Feb 2008 07:45:51 PST
I cleaned up my deviations and deleted some I don't wan't anymore. I also submitted some new shots I took today.
It has been a really nice day. Sun shined at last. It has been so bloody gray and dark in here. I wish it was spring already. Anyway I cheered up really much because of the sunshine. It always makes me happy.

Tomorrow I have my religionexam. I haven't read and I should. After that I have two more and the testweek is over.
On Thursday a new period begins... with two courses of math. Oh crap. I'm going to die. At least we just repeat old things in the other.

]]> ~bigartiste http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/16382187/ http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/16382187/ Sun, 13 Jan 2008 04:26:23 PST
I'm sorry if my english is bad.

]]> ~bigartiste http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/15817737/ http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/15817737/ Thu, 06 Dec 2007 07:27:05 PST I was watching a parade sooner today. It was pretty impressive. Defence forces marched through the town centre.
Allmost all the snow had melted lastnight and it's about 6 plusdegrees celsius. Still I started feeling really cold after standing an hour in the drizzle and watching soldiers marching by.
Anyway I'm glad that my parents took me there. ^^

Happy Birthday Finland!

]]> ~bigartiste http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/15519709/ http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/15519709/ Thu, 15 Nov 2007 11:44:37 PST I started reading Fushigi Yugi yesterday, when the first 8 parts came to the library. I read them all and bought that 9th part to day. I love it! <3 Can't wait the other parts to be published in finnish.
Have to go back to write now. Bye.

PS. For PrInCeSaMuErTa if she reads this. I'm really flattered for that you took a shot for me. I love it. ^^

]]> ~bigartiste http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/15461818/ http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/15461818/ Sun, 11 Nov 2007 10:04:06 PST I also was a bit vain today and took a manicure, first time in my life. ^^

]]> ~bigartiste http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/15355150/ http://bigartiste.deviantart.com/journal/15355150/ Sun, 04 Nov 2007 02:11:34 PST My friend made me to try it. We should write 50 000 words in one month. That is a lot, though my another friend is already done. Yesterday she had something like 60000 words. That's something unbelevable. It's fourth of november already. I'm doing pretty well. Four days gone and I'm in 5012 words. I haven't yet written anything today, but I'm trying to get done about 2000 today. If I get more than that I will be happy. I have time to write now, but the last week of november is our testweek at school, and I don't have time to write. Good luck for all of you that read this, and are also writing NaNo '07.

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