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]]> ~birdgirl69 http://birdgirl69.deviantart.com/journal/28595873/ http://birdgirl69.deviantart.com/journal/28595873/ Thu, 26 Nov 2009 17:43:05 PST
i feel so fucking lazy lately.. don't know what to do >.<
i needs help and i have fucking art blocks, i try to draw and the inspiration doesn't come.. wtf is happening with me? i feel that my inspiration is slowly fading away >.<


btw i did some blood analysis and it's all ok with me. dr said my weight was good but i feel i need more weight for a girl of my age, so he said to buy this vitamins. i'll start to take them tomorrow i think

]]> ~birdgirl69 http://birdgirl69.deviantart.com/journal/27857518/ http://birdgirl69.deviantart.com/journal/27857518/ Mon, 19 Oct 2009 16:17:56 PDT all i can do i laugh........
i'm on meds now XD
i have to take 3 kind of meds plus this spray on my shoulder... to bring the fun to all this they said i had to take the tetanus shot today (now it's 2 in 1, i mean tetanus + diphtheria)
i end up with right shoulder in pain and left arm fucking numb and swollen

]]> ~birdgirl69 http://birdgirl69.deviantart.com/journal/27503077/ http://birdgirl69.deviantart.com/journal/27503077/ Wed, 30 Sep 2009 12:34:14 PDT [link]
this ones are old, i did them like 5/6 years ago...
i remembered i had them somewhere and then i uploaded them here
hope you like

]]> ~birdgirl69 http://birdgirl69.deviantart.com/journal/27351116/ http://birdgirl69.deviantart.com/journal/27351116/ Tue, 22 Sep 2009 04:41:56 PDT no puke, no body ache... i is pretty good
i'm starting to eat normally again to gain more energy...

]]> ~birdgirl69 http://birdgirl69.deviantart.com/journal/27336502/ http://birdgirl69.deviantart.com/journal/27336502/ Mon, 21 Sep 2009 11:01:37 PDT 1st i had an anxiety attack. fine.. i fucking cried but ok. i need to thank a special person for helping me (thanks i owe you).
then later i had the 2nd anxiety attack, i kept calm but moments after my mom arrived here i went puke i don't know why
before eating the soup i went to bathroom and i almost fainted
my body is in pain everything hurts
i puked 2nd time and i didn't arrived to bathroom in time DX

i hope nothing more happens

]]> ~birdgirl69 http://birdgirl69.deviantart.com/journal/27318533/ http://birdgirl69.deviantart.com/journal/27318533/ Sun, 20 Sep 2009 11:37:24 PDT i danced a lot: the waltz, a bit of tango, the twist , the macarena i heard Frank Sinatra's famous song 'New York' and many more. i had fun yesterday. at the end of the night the bride threw her bouquet and for my luck i caught it...
you can see here [link] and here [link] ... i took a sexy dress, i was the man killer there XD, i got many looks from men loonking at where they shouldn't XD.. i even got a boy's phone number XD i didn't asked him for it

]]> ~birdgirl69 http://birdgirl69.deviantart.com/journal/27256253/ http://birdgirl69.deviantart.com/journal/27256253/ Thu, 17 Sep 2009 02:39:07 PDT
it looks cool :3
i didn't asked to cut but i said to straighten and i'm happy with the result *go see new deviation*

]]> ~birdgirl69 http://birdgirl69.deviantart.com/journal/26633415/ http://birdgirl69.deviantart.com/journal/26633415/ Sun, 16 Aug 2009 16:56:07 PDT
HOW MENTALLY ILL AM I?

[ ] You have screamed at an inanimate object for “hurting” you.
[X] You have ran into a glass/screen door.
[ ] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle.
[X] You have thought of something funny and laughed, and then people gave you weird looks.
[ ] You have ran into a tree/bush
[X] You have been called a blond (it happened )

TOTAL: 3

[ ] you know that it IS possible to lick your elbow.
[X] You just tried to lick your elbow (i almost reach it)
[ ] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star had the same melody
[ ] You just sang them to make sure
[ ] You have tripped on your own feet and fallen.
[ ] You have choked on your own spit

TOTAL: 4

[ ] You have seen the Matrix and still don’t get it.
[X] You type with three fingers or less. (3)
[X] You have accidentally caught something on fire (hahaha XD)
[X] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose (XD)
[X] You have caught yourself drooling.

TOTAL: 8

[X] You have fallen asleep in class. (history class)
[X] Sometimes you just stop thinking (it happens)
[X] Sometimes when you are telling a story you forget what you are talking about (actually this happens a lot and then i said 'fuck, we were talking about what?)
[ ] People often shake their heads and walk away from you
[ ] You are often told to use your ‘inside voice’.

TOTAL: 11

[ ] You use your fingers to do simple math
[ ] You have eaten a bug accidentally (eeew)
[X] You are taking this test when you should be doing something more important. (yes i should XD)
[X] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn’t realize it. (yeh and just realised when you leave home)
[X] You’ve looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand/pocket the whole time

TOTAL: 14

[ ] You have posted bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen if you don’t.
[ ] You break a lot of things. (only when i mad)
[X] You tilt your head when you’re confused. (XD)
[X] You have fallen out of your chair before (it was fucking hilarious XD)
[ ] When you’re lying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture on the ceiling
[X] The word “um” is used frequently. (yeh um sure)
[ ] You don’t know what “um” means
[X] You say “what” and “huh” a lot.
[ ] You plan to use a calculator to multiply your score for this bulletin

TOTAL: 18

NOW, take all of your totals, add them together, and multiply by 4.
Then re-post as: "I am --% Mentally ill."

]]> ~birdgirl69 http://birdgirl69.deviantart.com/journal/26480585/ http://birdgirl69.deviantart.com/journal/26480585/ Sun, 09 Aug 2009 09:36:04 PDT

PAAAAAAAARRRRRRRTYYYYYYYYY!!!!

last night was quite a late night...
i was invited to a friend's bday. to arrive to her place it was difficult, 'cause i've walked in circles without any directions to go. then she found me and took me to her place.
we had dinner, ate the cake and then after chilling a bit we went to the beach party.
damn it was cold on the beach... we had to wait to enter 'cause the line was HUGE
after like 20/30 min we arrived inside and some DJ's were there already doing their work... i don't like this kind of stuff but ok... i had to listen
the main event came... SHAGGY
i know Reggae it's not the kind of music i'm used to hear but his main event beat all others...
after his performance another DJ came but it wasn't more fun, so we left the place.
i was fucking starved so we decided to go eat something. we arrived outside but all little places who were serving food were full. it was 4:30 am and i spotted a pizzeria/cake shop open.
usually then close at 10 pm by orders but this was open. we went there and asked for food, a few moments it came and then i drank a coffee -yay- and they we were thinking how i should go home. we decided to leave me in town and i would catch a bus home.
it was 5 am and i was now in town, completely deserted and i was singing out loud XD
i passed near the mall to see if it was open so i would find a nice and warm place to stay but it was closed -damn-
i had time to burn so i walked during an hour in town, i always listening music and singing XD i had to wait for bathrooms to open XD
at 6 am i went to the mall again and yes the bathrooms were open XD
30 min something after, i felt sleepy and i fallen asleep there in bathroom, sit on floor next to a mirror...
i just woke up again 1 hour after and i went to the nearest coffee place and had my breakfast. then i called a taxi and went half way home (taxi is to expensive when i tell them to leave me in front of my house). i walked the other half and arrived home

not to mention i had to pass by 3 dogs o.0 i don't like them

after all i ended up sleeping a bit but it was a nice night

]]> ~birdgirl69 http://birdgirl69.deviantart.com/journal/26186597/ http://birdgirl69.deviantart.com/journal/26186597/ Sun, 26 Jul 2009 09:17:13 PDT i know i have people who support and care about me and i must say thanks to them
thank you for understanding me


P.S.
i cleaned all journal entries, i had to many
i plan to do more art stuff soon

]]> ~birdgirl69