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I swear I'm gunna forget how to draw...

life is fun in itself but i dont feel like i want to draw anything... at all

LoL! funny emoticon!!

]]> ~bitten-sln http://bitten-sln.deviantart.com/journal/24416236/ http://bitten-sln.deviantart.com/journal/24416236/ Fri, 24 Apr 2009 18:56:40 PDT
Well I'm the girl who will get attached

Who will listen

Who will care even if you don’t…

I'm emo on the inside,

But laugh too much on the outside

I act happy so people wont ask what’s wrong

I’ll go out at 2 am just to swing and look at the stars

I'm sad but try not to be

I can be a whore with the right guy

I think people hate me if they don’t tell me other wise

I try not to care but end up caring anyways

I'm lonely because I've never had a father in the old fashioned sense

I cant bare to love my mother after what I did

I miss my brother and need him more than he thinks

I’m broken and want to be fixed…

I wish I knew how, I wish I had help

But everyone leaves

I'm the girl that will keep someone in her heart forever even if she can’t
keep

I’m the girl that is too brave

I’m the girl that will get herself in trouble

I’m the girl that wishes to be saved before it’s too late

I’m the one everyone calls weird

I’m too defensive because im afraid if someone thought badly of me
they’d leave too

I’m the one that was almost raped

The one that lost the only boy that said he loved her, the only one that hugged her

I’m the one who will bottle things up until she explodes and cries her eyes out

I’m the one that wishes shed be loved

I'm the one that will try anything once

I'm the one with porcelain skin

The one with green eyes

I'm the one that sees sadness in your soul

I'm the one that will take care of you no matter what

I'm the one that cares far too much

I'm the one that loves without abandon

I'm the one that can't help it

I'm the one that tries to forget

But can't remember other things

I'm the one that misses a certain thing

I'm the one that never regrets

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so im all happy like

]]> ~bitten-sln http://bitten-sln.deviantart.com/journal/20231414/ http://bitten-sln.deviantart.com/journal/20231414/ Sat, 30 Aug 2008 07:23:17 PDT
[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[x] I have a tattoo.
[ ] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[x] I have/I've had braces.(had)
[x] I wear glasses. (when i take my contacts off)
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.(weirddd)
[x] I have more than 2 piercing.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life:

[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[x] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[ ] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[ ] I want to have kids someday. (i am undecided)
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work:
[x] I'm in school
[ ] I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[ ] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[x] I failed more than 1 class last year.(math and physics)
[ ] I've stolen something from my job. (i dont have a job...)
[ ] I've been fired.

Embarrassment:

[ ] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I've peed from laughing. (i was holding it in already though...)
[ ] I've snorted while laughing.
[ ] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something.
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health:

[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment
[ ] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[x] I've broken a bone
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[x] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[ ] I've had chicken pox.
[ ] I've had measles

Traveling:

[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day. (well i personally havent but i was sitting in the passenger seat)
[x] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[x] I've been to Mexico. (many times...)
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[x] I've been to Europe. (many times...)
[ ] I've been to Africa.

Experiences:

[x] I've gotten lost in my city. (hahaha serveral times)
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[x] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving. (I hope to, before i die)
[x] I've gone skinny dipping. (a while ago)
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[x] I've been Skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights. (i will before i die hopefully)
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[x] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships:

[x] I'm single.
[ ] I'm in a relationship
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[ ] I miss someone right now.
[ ] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced. (parents are)
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back. (oh yeah)
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality:

[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[x] I have kissed a stranger

Honesty/Crime:

[ ] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[ ] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[ ] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[ ] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspe... ]]> ~bitten-sln http://bitten-sln.deviantart.com/journal/18798281/ http://bitten-sln.deviantart.com/journal/18798281/ Thu, 12 Jun 2008 08:35:03 PDT
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P.S. hahah i onlu chose the high one cuz i think its awesome!!!

]]> ~bitten-sln http://bitten-sln.deviantart.com/journal/17585588/ http://bitten-sln.deviantart.com/journal/17585588/ Sun, 30 Mar 2008 08:04:50 PDT
What’s the point in ever trying to be happy when the very pursuit of happiness is what makes you miserable

There is such beauty in despair,don’t you think?

What is death but an escape from this world?
What is love but something to cause you pain?
What is a friend but a weekness?
What am i but a simple human? I can do no good, i can make no differences, i can make no change.

The sad truth is that most evil is done by people who never make up their minds to be good or evil.

The saddest aspect of life right now is that science gathers knowledge faster than society gathers wisdom.

Do not assume that he who seeks to comfort you now, lives untroubled among the simple and quiet words that sometimes do you good. His life may also have much sadness and difficulty, that remains far beyond yours. Were it otherwise, he would never have been able to find these words.

I cry for the time that you were almost mine, I cry for the memories I've left behind, I cry for the pain, the lost, the old the new, I cry for the times I thought I had you

Not all scars show, not all wounds heal Sometimes you can't always see The pain someone feels

It’s quite ironic that in life, the person that brings out the best in you and the one that makes you strong is actually your weakness..

Life is worthless. Would you please leave me Evelyn so that I can end it all? You’re the only reason I’m living for and I wanna start dying

What’s the point in eating when you just end up crapping it all out anyway?

I tried to cut myself last night to Joy Division with my toothbrush. I was sitting there trying to peel away as many layers of skin as I could but I couldn’t make a serious dent in my arm. I kept doing it for half an hour. My mother actually thought I was brushing my teeth for that long!


I want to die but I can’t think of a way to end it all that involves cotton wool. I’m terrified of blades

I wish I was a duck, then I wouldn’t have to give a damn y’know? I could just sit there in the pond and float about, eating scraps of bread. It’s my idea of heaven y’know? Perhaps that’s what happens when you die and you’ve been good! You go to the great pond on the sky where the Lord will feed you bits of bread for all eternity

If God exists why did He have to give me such a horrible looking body? I mean what’s the point in having nipples if you are a man? I’ve tried biting them off in the past but I doubt I could handle the pain. I don’t know what I’d say to Mother on the way to the hospital either…… {i find this hilarious}

screaming Is Music To My Ears,And Blood Is Like Candy… It’s So Sweet To Look At

]]> ~bitten-sln http://bitten-sln.deviantart.com/journal/17585315/ http://bitten-sln.deviantart.com/journal/17585315/ Sun, 30 Mar 2008 07:39:58 PDT What really happened
But how do I explain this?
How do I explain anything?


This time I won't make it change myself.
This time I will make myself believe
My heart, it won't break this time.
Won't be left behind.
I won't be so shy.
I won't let you win this time.


I wanted to convince myself
There's nothing else to do.
I wanted to provide you with proof
Of what you put me through
I wanted to
Pretend it was you.


She's crying, she's breaking, she's lying, she's faking,
she's hated & taunted
she's wanted & flaunted
she's a puppet on a string,
an angel without a wing,
she's every girl you want her to be
but she only wants her self esteem


You're out in left field
And lacking interest
You fight the boredom
But it makes no difference
Your mental health, kid
That's what's in question
Keep acting obscure
We'll keep them guessing


You wake to suffer through the day
Trade a dream for the pay
Well here's the fact, I hope it sticks
You're just alive out of habit


I swear to you on everything I am
And I dedicate to you all that I have
And I promise you that I will stand right by your side
Forever and always until the day I die


So I say thank you for the scars
And the guilt and the pain
Every tear I've never cried
Has sealed your fucking fate


What did you take me for, a fool?
Or were you just too blind to see
That every effort made has failed
And there is no destroying me

]]> ~bitten-sln http://bitten-sln.deviantart.com/journal/17581440/ http://bitten-sln.deviantart.com/journal/17581440/ Sat, 29 Mar 2008 22:35:14 PDT
i will be submitting all of my work over thee weeks....

i've had a fight with my best friends, but i just realized that they were not my true friend......

but still i miss them....

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