http://browse.deviantart.com/journals/?order=5&q=by%3Abitterev deviantART RSS for in:journals sort:time by:bitterev en-us Copyright 2013, deviantART.com Mon, 20 May 2013 05:00:42 PDT deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://st.deviantart.net/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/summer-nights-306991838 http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/summer-nights-306991838 Thu, 07 Jun 2012 16:31:19 PDT summer nights nonadult journals/personal bitterev http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/i/bitterev.jpg?3 Copyright 2012-2013 *bitterev
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at night it is simpler,
at night a lot of points

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for not return, there are a lot of dots,
and much more other, other …

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at night it is simpler,
at night a lot of points

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for not return, there are a lot of dots,
and much more other, other … ]]> http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/L-o-N-D-o-N-269219781 http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/L-o-N-D-o-N-269219781 Tue, 15 Nov 2011 12:59:20 PST L o N D o N nonadult journals/personal bitterev http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/i/bitterev.jpg?3 Copyright 2011-2013 *bitterev Someone hungry for a photoshoot?
Someone wanna dive with me in my parallel fairy world?
( note me )

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:heart: ]]> http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/you-me-262766347 http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/you-me-262766347 Mon, 10 Oct 2011 14:49:21 PDT you + me nonadult journals/personal bitterev http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/i/bitterev.jpg?3 Copyright 2011-2013 *bitterev
you will sing again
about summer

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wet ringing bridge, cold wind,
we in the 100-th time
two steps away from paradise

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i ♥ us
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be remembered. come in dream. as it teased.

morning calm me.
blow on me from all cracks.
skin warm.
tears dried up.

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thoughts are equal.

:thumb210965849: ]]> http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/s-u-amp-1084-amp-1084-e-r-218287125 http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/s-u-amp-1084-amp-1084-e-r-218287125 Fri, 03 Jun 2011 14:56:18 PDT s u м м e r nonadult journals/personal bitterev http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/i/bitterev.jpg?3 Copyright 2011-2013 *bitterev in a haze - garden paradise
over  red garden
there ascends my sun

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dream in summer night
again mosquito lullaby

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weightlessness
of a dawn
in hands cold ]]> http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/i-n-d-i-f-f-e-r-e-n-c-e-219750081 http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/i-n-d-i-f-f-e-r-e-n-c-e-219750081 Wed, 30 Mar 2011 13:53:41 PDT i n d i f f e r e n c e nonadult journals/personal bitterev http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/i/bitterev.jpg?3 Copyright 2011-2013 *bitterev
for a long time I can not think  of anything.
except u? no, it is simple indifference.
from us only difference can born, instead of sum.
our fairy tale flows with ink on cheeks.

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however, life becomes cooler.
u do not want to be such as all are?

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u are too individual, bitch.
but all are same as u. ]]> http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/r-e-d-221482315 http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/r-e-d-221482315 Thu, 20 Jan 2011 08:43:59 PST r e d nonadult journals/personal bitterev http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/i/bitterev.jpg?3 Copyright 2011-2013 *bitterev :thumb186821308::thumb185130226::thumb182769117:

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red dawn flashed,
black silhouette highlighted a trace,
fire blood resurrected a day,
black ashes disseminated a shade.

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with red hope dream was born ]]> http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/BWPortrait-222220416 http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/BWPortrait-222220416 Sun, 19 Dec 2010 14:09:44 PST BWPortrait nonadult journals/personal bitterev http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/i/bitterev.jpg?3 Copyright 2010-2013 *bitterev
We are – our portraits.
We simply flow in them gradually.

v e r t i c a l

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h o r i z o n t a l

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s q u a r e

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at last we get w ]]> http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/rough-means-222580791 http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/rough-means-222580791 Tue, 30 Nov 2010 06:04:57 PST rough means nonadult journals/personal bitterev http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/i/bitterev.jpg?3 Copyright 2010-2013 *bitterev :thumb174494357::thumb174494584::thumb174494254:
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with rough means u cant reach a pleasure.
essence not in that, what not so, but in that, what not that …
from two categories death – perfection,
death, is not what after it.

hasn't saved us from a fright and shiver, our dear god …
deaths and loves – equal half-on-half.

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i smoked seven years differenty of weeds,
and once gone down to me sacred to ask for fire.
we sat on a ladder equal and one.
didn't sob in a scarf of dark clouds postponed moon.
he read from one of seven unfamiliar books
...........not too far from the western window we sat.

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:iconcPaos: ]]> http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/n-u-l-l-e-d-223838830 http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/n-u-l-l-e-d-223838830 Sun, 19 Sep 2010 15:54:01 PDT n u l l e d nonadult journals/personal bitterev http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/i/bitterev.jpg?3 Copyright 2010-2013 *bitterev :thumb137952851::thumb119939174::thumb146832225:

warmed
own loneliness;
strangers.
fingers burn;
balance nulled,
stolen internal
with mad kleptomaniac
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All about what,..
Not about it,... ]]> http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/m-o-u-r-n-i-n-g-224207720 http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/m-o-u-r-n-i-n-g-224207720 Mon, 30 Aug 2010 09:26:57 PDT m o u r n i n g nonadult journals/personal bitterev http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/i/bitterev.jpg?3 Copyright 2010-2013 *bitterev :thumb101818963::thumb164276241::thumb150391807:
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to cry? – no power …
to forget …
is everything that he asked,
but memory, alas, doesn't fade …
doesn't thaw, as snow in spring,
from hills won't run with streams,
it remains in me
under hundreds thousand locks …

.. я люблю тебя папа .. ]]> http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/i-stopped-loving-u-224762798 http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/i-stopped-loving-u-224762798 Mon, 02 Aug 2010 10:01:00 PDT i stopped loving u nonadult journals/personal bitterev http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/i/bitterev.jpg?3 Copyright 2010-2013 *bitterev :thumb170949304::thumb172833403::thumb159838575:

- i stopped loving u, in the spring already.
– yes? go away, u!
- read news sites.
– i am not familiar to them.
and he laughs. and all words since then – parasites:
deadborn in a throat rise with a lump.

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- i stopped loving u, all posters breaking off!
- yes i understood, whats wrong, stop it.
forgive that in ur dreams i still come in.
and he is silent, exhaling tired silk smoke,
and leaves, like from wrist - pulse disappears.

(c). Vera Polozkova ]]> http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/what-where-we-224902708 http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/what-where-we-224902708 Mon, 26 Jul 2010 07:00:00 PDT what where we? nonadult journals/personal bitterev http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/i/bitterev.jpg?3 Copyright 2010-2013 *bitterev :thumb166670316::thumb166671370::thumb172283265:
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combs of coffee-tea cocks,
dance by a step with my thoughts.
and in colours on a world glade,
were overlooked so gently two hearts.

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with one word, apparently, all - nothing.
only a little bit stirs noise,
of cars, for them so difficult
to understand that all again - is not all right.

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:heart: ]]> http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/24-0-24-225357893 http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/24-0-24-225357893 Fri, 02 Jul 2010 05:22:55 PDT 24 + 0 = 24 nonadult journals/personal bitterev http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/i/bitterev.jpg?3 Copyright 2010-2013 *bitterev
i ringed a pigeon
and released him.
yesterday he dead returned
without a ring.
i buried him.
and clipped his wings
for goodbye.
to be more sure.
since childhood i hate
dumb pigeons.

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Novembrina - The anatomy of Melancholy

Studio n.2
Alfredo Franco

guitar
Cristiano Porqueddu

photography
Jevgenija Bitter ]]> http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/i-n-t-e-r-j-e-c-t-i-o-n-s-225565586 http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/i-n-t-e-r-j-e-c-t-i-o-n-s-225565586 Mon, 21 Jun 2010 02:42:44 PDT i n t e r j e c t i o n s nonadult journals/personal bitterev http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/i/bitterev.jpg?3 Copyright 2010-2013 *bitterev :thumb63763194::thumb46757552::thumb46759184:

... again rains ...
i am calming down.
and wрispearing my fortunes:
leave, leave me in my invisible shell.
my day is ridiculous, words are silent and fragile, and angel dont stand near my shoulder.
happy coin has dropped out of my hands, from anywhere, with broken love, we drink
a cocktail of farewells and separations.
as snow white, all over poplars, plots of our meetings are beaten for a long time – till nausea.
and our past has grown like roots with words, a splinter of interjections in a vein under skin ...
why we l ]]> http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/23-years-of-overloads-225824135 http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/23-years-of-overloads-225824135 Mon, 07 Jun 2010 04:38:30 PDT 23 years of overloads nonadult journals/personal bitterev http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/i/bitterev.jpg?3 Copyright 2010-2013 *bitterev :thumb144674888::thumb161446489::thumb144674579:

23 years of overloads...
sure.. earth swells, grows
and we together with her.

once
(just imagine)
inside of me were located hardly,
hoarse exhalations of lungs.
i where smiling and touching
with my unfamiliar hand
pliable air,

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in my fingers compressing a rattle,
with scattering of stars...

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:music: Clap Your Hands Say Yeah - Satan Said Dance  :music: ]]> http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/not-too-late-226001779 http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/not-too-late-226001779 Fri, 28 May 2010 11:56:18 PDT not too late nonadult journals/personal bitterev http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/i/bitterev.jpg?3 Copyright 2010-2013 *bitterev :thumb149074175::thumb112369572::thumb148424499:

its not too late, for us.
to pick open wounds.
to plant chinese roses.
to water with rain an avenue.
its not too late, for us.
please a little bit, dont think.
do not look so terribly-viscously.
lengthways by a rainbow to the right.
its not too late, for us.

:music: Tomahawk - God Hates a Coward  :music: ]]> http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/gray-ashes-226257967 http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/gray-ashes-226257967 Thu, 13 May 2010 12:59:45 PDT gray ashes nonadult journals/personal bitterev http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/i/bitterev.jpg?3 Copyright 2010-2013 *bitterev divine forgivness i do not wait.
i do not declare a sentence.
no indulgences. already. soon.
by wires, like by veins, sounds flow.

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do not forget, what and how it should be.
not necessary any more - to paint the sky.
dont ask for happiness.
from noone.. noone.... ]]> http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/i-n-t-o-x-i-c-a-t-i-o-n-226373992 http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/i-n-t-o-x-i-c-a-t-i-o-n-226373992 Thu, 06 May 2010 09:41:29 PDT i n t o x i c a t i o n nonadult journals/personal bitterev http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/i/bitterev.jpg?3 Copyright 2010-2013 *bitterev wont be compared with this lash.
cant understand that,
the one who plainly
cuts feelings on the strips.

only one of them was right
when told me:
"u ll find ur limits.
and attacks will end.
all will pass.
alone u ll die.
maybe soon.
maybe later".

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:music: The Fall - Mexico Wax Solvent  :music: ]]> http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/i-n-d-i-a-n-226526639 http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/i-n-d-i-a-n-226526639 Tue, 27 Apr 2010 03:37:31 PDT i n d i a n nonadult journals/personal bitterev http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/i/bitterev.jpg?3 Copyright 2010-2013 *bitterev :thumb149045548::thumb158813340::thumb125805600:
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i am not coward. but i felt to the ground.
mirrors are broken. everywhere feathers.
after me Indian in red has come.
has thrown off on a floor his shabby clothes.
i lay, and from the birth
recollected all learnt before...
tomtom pulse, corridor echo.

without pray, without tears, without talisman.
HE JUMPED IN ME –
Red, fire breathing Indian.

:music: Tomahawk - Red Fox :music: ]]> http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/0-0-0-226725974 http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/0-0-0-226725974 Thu, 15 Apr 2010 01:35:13 PDT 0 + 0 = 0 nonadult journals/personal bitterev http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/i/bitterev.jpg?3 Copyright 2010-2013 *bitterev with bubbling tongue
gets to a brain.
difficult to describe it.
but u can.
and always with words...

:music: Gary Numan - Metal :music:

:heart: ]]> http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/6-20-227031722 http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/6-20-227031722 Wed, 31 Mar 2010 01:35:28 PDT 6:20 nonadult journals/personal bitterev http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/i/bitterev.jpg?3 Copyright 2010-2013 *bitterev :thumb158742661::thumb158826129::thumb158741940:
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- - -
inside myself
i am like presentiment
of civil war
of Dali Salvador.
like soft, wild
design on beans
but not in my plate.
as i am
with own hands
compressing my throat.
and i do not recognize
in distorting mirror
[myself] human.

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:icondisturbia-followers: ]]> http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/rolling-laughter-of-drains-227447833 http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/rolling-laughter-of-drains-227447833 Sat, 13 Mar 2010 03:02:28 PST rolling laughter of drains nonadult journals/personal bitterev http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/i/bitterev.jpg?3 Copyright 2010-2013 *bitterev :thumb146729332::thumb147977024::thumb149542273:
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words fly quickly, like
minute expires with sand.
extraordinary coincidence
(they name them casual)
u are heard + u still are audible.

words escape by roofs...
in a rolling laughter of drains.
from where there is so much of them?

--blessed are they who listen when no one is left to speak--
Linda Hogan

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:music: The Tear Garden - In Search of My Rose :music: ]]> http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/black-and-white-TV-227701125 http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/black-and-white-TV-227701125 Sat, 27 Feb 2010 10:55:00 PST black-and-white TV nonadult journals/personal bitterev http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/i/bitterev.jpg?3 Copyright 2010-2013 *bitterev in empty cold apartment.
cat on eaves sits.
looks on birdies in a picture.
the bright-blue sky.
with down clouds.
ohh, if i just could go on this sky.
ohh, if i just could exchange with angels.
i - to the winged one - my life terrestrial.
and they to me - paradise. and wine.

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:music: The Knife - Colouring of Pigeons :music:

:heart: ]]> http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/near-asphalt-227909048 http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/near-asphalt-227909048 Sun, 14 Feb 2010 17:22:29 PST near asphalt nonadult journals/personal bitterev http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/i/bitterev.jpg?3 Copyright 2010-2013 *bitterev :thumb152295768::thumb99524644::thumb133877633:
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from black ground near asphalt.from
meningitic thought.from horoscopes
and ambulances.from flying midges
in a head.from lack of sense and
deficiency of dreams.standing
near traffic light.....
........silently.....
to go mad
.

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i have everything. can u imagine?
i have a sky, addresses and a phones.
i have a books, and feeling live not empty.
i have a tasty tea with almond mugs.
i have a coffee, inspiration, sensation of a grief.
i have a feeling that long we will live.
i have a pleasure of a meetings.
i have a ear-phones with heavy bit.
i have a black rum colored like ink.
but there is no u.
for it silently - i drink.

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we kill own soul, with desire to reach till......
and level become more high... each time...
and breath become calm and hardly heavier...
we do not die – we grow dumb.

:iconskinpistol: ]]> http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/clouds-and-kilometres-228610454 http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/clouds-and-kilometres-228610454 Tue, 05 Jan 2010 10:28:13 PST clouds and kilometres nonadult journals/personal bitterev http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/i/bitterev.jpg?3 Copyright 2010-2013 *bitterev
put on pause my music.
try to appease my hysterics.
we are so different.
but of one river – two coast.
between us ships, boats,
clouds and kilometres.
impossible to approach.
impossible to disperse.
dont u cry. dont u..
and wash red blood
from my nervous fingers.

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my bird is silent.
and i forget.
that she is dumb.
but she can fly.
as she sees world,
i never learn.

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:blackrose: ]]> http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/red-again-229026197 http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/red-again-229026197 Mon, 14 Dec 2009 12:02:48 PST . . . red (again) nonadult journals/personal bitterev http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/i/bitterev.jpg?3 Copyright 2009-2013 *bitterev to see not black
not white to see.
because all around,
only combination of these two.
so bothered i am,
for me desirable another.
look – red. (again).

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]]> http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/it-moOo-ves-229279322 http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/it-moOo-ves-229279322 Fri, 27 Nov 2009 14:47:26 PST it moOo-ves. . . nonadult journals/personal bitterev http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/i/bitterev.jpg?3 Copyright 2009-2013 *bitterev except words . .
for me nothing present,
except thoughts . .
but it is possible,
not to twitch.
to experience.
to sit down.
to witch.

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:blackrose: ]]> http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/black-ripe-leaves-229341271 http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/black-ripe-leaves-229341271 Mon, 23 Nov 2009 16:07:14 PST black ripe leaves nonadult journals/personal bitterev http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/i/bitterev.jpg?3 Copyright 2009-2013 *bitterev contour of steps with causticity of ice, gradually to lay out.
* to stare *
salt corroded eyes and wrists.
* to grin *
waiting wild.
if i could regain consciousness
* ripe leaves *
to repent.
to spend another's patience
* mercilessly *
on alcohol.
in a forehead to kiss
* from melancholy *
before mind loss.
time off
* dotted lines and arrows *
all to a drop have spilt.

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for my photography, amazing digital remake i thank

wes0187

]]> http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/without-borders-229395100 http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/without-borders-229395100 Fri, 20 Nov 2009 06:35:25 PST without borders nonadult journals/personal bitterev http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/i/bitterev.jpg?3 Copyright 2009-2013 *bitterev beautiful accurate rules.
have no borders. they are laws.
who ll suggest to drink a lot?
who ll to force us blurt out nonsense?
i am sick daughter of a night.
half-hand i can cut.
victory will come to my city.
where my city? – in the east.
u will come after a dinner.
u will number day and month.
i love my shovel.
we ll make our tomb in ten.
i ll cry until a vomiting …
or maybe i will laugh.
and a clock will make tic-tak …

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:heart: ]]> http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/hole-in-the-middle-229517794 http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/hole-in-the-middle-229517794 Thu, 12 Nov 2009 04:05:55 PST hole in the middle nonadult journals/personal bitterev http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/i/bitterev.jpg?3 Copyright 2009-2013 *bitterev
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i am – a mirror
with a hole in the middle.
u twist ur game,
without a noticing
i understand it all.
but while i receive,
that dose of blood
of our city.
it would be enough
to suffice sustain game.
i cannot leave.
i cannot stay. ]]> http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/i-came-with-autumn-229974050 http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/i-came-with-autumn-229974050 Mon, 12 Oct 2009 03:16:55 PDT i came, with autumn nonadult journals/personal bitterev http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/i/bitterev.jpg?3 Copyright 2009-2013 *bitterev autumn, I liberate birds
autumn, I fall asleep
under sound of rain drops.
autumn.
thanks that I am sick,
only with u, autumn . . .

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:thumb137846848::thumb139640537::thumb137295596: ]]> http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/f-a-r-e-w-e-l-l-230445663 http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/f-a-r-e-w-e-l-l-230445663 Wed, 09 Sep 2009 10:27:31 PDT f a r e w e l l nonadult journals/personal bitterev http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/i/bitterev.jpg?3 Copyright 2009-2013 *bitterev i hope so much i ll come back some day and please u with my new works.
and i want so much, that you guys will please me with urs.
life is amazing.
protect its each instant.
do not forget. create. rejoice to the sun.
those who believes in God, pray for me.
those who does not believe, trust in me.
i love u all

:heart:

(c)ev.

p.s.
so much support u guys gave me
that means so much to me
i ll miss u all
and come back as soon as possible ]]> http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/autumn-take-your-time-230480636 http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/autumn-take-your-time-230480636 Mon, 07 Sep 2009 03:37:25 PDT autumn, take your time nonadult journals/personal bitterev http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/i/bitterev.jpg?3 Copyright 2009-2013 *bitterev :thumb133271565::thumb135741404::thumb135741536:
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sky slowly covers
with grey veil
in head turning
many guesses.
pain of memoirs.
rain trace
in the curtained window ...
autumn, take your time
to wash out all sides!

Pornophonique - Sad Robot

♥ :music: ♥ ]]> http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/blue-blood-230635301 http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/blue-blood-230635301 Fri, 28 Aug 2009 01:52:50 PDT blue blood nonadult journals/personal bitterev http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/i/bitterev.jpg?3 Copyright 2009-2013 *bitterev next to each other
for eternally and
to store,
all the images,
how you.....
sacred - ur love
blue blood.
our days do not remember
such a depth.
streets and houses
of medieval cities.

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Einstürzende Neubauten - Silence Is Sexy

♥ :music: ♥ ]]> http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/after-long-night-230808821 http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/after-long-night-230808821 Mon, 17 Aug 2009 02:44:56 PDT after long night nonadult journals/personal bitterev http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/i/bitterev.jpg?3 Copyright 2009-2013 *bitterev :thumb120352977::thumb131385826::thumb133436493:
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...In another's memory to break in easier.
To put notches with a match.
And very quietly to screw at daybreak.
It is not necessary to cry – that is only memory.
We are too adult.
And too generous.
And not with duty, with a habit.
Hold close, the one you embrace.
And be ready – she will deceive.

(In the Ambush)

]]> http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/silence-of-the-city-230938575 http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/silence-of-the-city-230938575 Sun, 09 Aug 2009 03:57:39 PDT silence of the city nonadult journals/personal bitterev http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/i/bitterev.jpg?3 Copyright 2009-2013 *bitterev
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they put barrel to our head
they break our hearts
and we go for them in darkness
and we go for them in heaven
for what? and why?

[c].

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just two colours - not from rainbow
....run with strip after me.
twist, entangle, with hands
....ur love tapes!
summer rain - arch of dews -
....wash away melancholy!
hands, more gentle then tenderness,
....my darling, connect ur tapes,
pull us together with a loop iridescent.

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]]> http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/k-i-d-s-231211901 http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/k-i-d-s-231211901 Thu, 23 Jul 2009 05:09:10 PDT k i d s nonadult journals/personal bitterev http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/i/bitterev.jpg?3 Copyright 2009-2013 *bitterev
Under furious flame of sun
In heavens blue being reflected
With clouds on a banner wind
Children grew old battling

[c].dolph

The Chapman Family - Kids

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♥ My Facebook ♥ ]]> http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/not-about-love-231253626 http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/not-about-love-231253626 Mon, 20 Jul 2009 13:56:16 PDT not about love nonadult journals/personal bitterev http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/i/bitterev.jpg?3 Copyright 2009-2013 *bitterev So many years
In game I play
In bullet-proof vest
To pin I break

PIL - This Is Not A Love Song

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♥ My Facebook ♥ ]]> http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/P-u-r-e-P-h-o-t-o-g-r-a-p-h-y-231357971 http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/P-u-r-e-P-h-o-t-o-g-r-a-p-h-y-231357971 Tue, 14 Jul 2009 04:22:47 PDT P u r e P h o t o g r a p h y nonadult journals/personal bitterev http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/i/bitterev.jpg?3 Copyright 2009-2013 *bitterev with hot coal, two hearts floating.
two hearts cook.
love boil down.
the tenderness.
the hate.
let's follow heart -
let's die in happyness.

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Mikesh Kaos

not only my amazingly close friend.
beautiful soul person
talented photographer
judge of beauty and depth
and owner of ♥ Pentacon Six TL ♥

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:heart: My Facebook :heart: ]]> http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/s-i-l-e-n-t-231501209 http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/s-i-l-e-n-t-231501209 Sun, 05 Jul 2009 10:03:03 PDT s i l e n t nonadult journals/personal bitterev http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/i/bitterev.jpg?3 Copyright 2009-2013 *bitterev clouds up are easier and more silent.
as my blood pulses! You hear?
even more silently.

....someone..something on my heart writes....

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:thumb63570838::thumb67692623::thumb64188500: ]]> http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/v-a-s-s-o-g-a-231594151 http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/v-a-s-s-o-g-a-231594151 Mon, 29 Jun 2009 14:07:05 PDT v a s s o g a nonadult journals/personal bitterev http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/i/bitterev.jpg?3 Copyright 2009-2013 *bitterev i follow from the lying-in woman.
light beats - beats in an emphasis, but
absolutely not scary.
i am too small to begin crying.
from a pain.
i do not have eyes and i am similar
on a beautiful mole.. in patches..

i am born through a throat.

throw out all in air –
i am absolutely sick ...

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:heart:
my personal genius
v a s s o g a
:iconvassoga:

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]]> http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/deep-blue-water-231616159 http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/deep-blue-water-231616159 Sun, 28 Jun 2009 09:05:19 PDT deep blue water nonadult journals/personal bitterev http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/i/bitterev.jpg?3 Copyright 2009-2013 *bitterev dark blue bottomless bulk.
my love - deep water
alive and magic cool.

:heart: :music: Her Love is Happy :music: :heart:

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:thumb122275721: ]]> http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/sleepy-shades-231684938 http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/sleepy-shades-231684938 Wed, 24 Jun 2009 06:48:56 PDT sleepy shades nonadult journals/personal bitterev http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/i/bitterev.jpg?3 Copyright 2009-2013 *bitterev silent houses, silent streets.
sleepy shades.
death today, obviously, not in mood.
silent houses, silent streets.
i bleed with perfectly red.
with silent bird i fly from a roof.
never i put last dot.
always with a cigarette.
and always alone.
silent heart silently breathes.

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movements
lan-gu-or.
exchanging glances
by dialects.  
by explosions.
by pleasures of ear.
whisper to one another.
by roadways, areas,
by bridges..

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]]> http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/under-own-weight-232429146 http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/under-own-weight-232429146 Fri, 01 May 2009 07:40:11 PDT under own weight nonadult journals/personal bitterev http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/i/bitterev.jpg?3 Copyright 2009-2013 *bitterev winding on a finger.
he long sat on something squeaky.
and then understood everything:
minutes disintegrate on seconds
under own weight.
and select energy.
sufficient to go out far away from here.
i belive that somewhere there still are happy women.
dressed in white, transparent, lung.
and men near them..
with glasses filled with transparent sparkling ice.

:music: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XAm35OAIIWc :music:

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:thumb81791754: ]]> http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/night-storys-232455961 http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/night-storys-232455961 Wed, 29 Apr 2009 05:17:27 PDT night storys nonadult journals/personal bitterev http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/i/bitterev.jpg?3 Copyright 2009-2013 *bitterev hoarse cough of a rain somewhere over our umbrella.
the weak beam of the sun studies us scrupulously.
we walk in crowd among hundreds and thousand persons.
we punch with light of our eyes a gloom of this life.

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:thumb120852105: ]]> http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/stereotypes-left-scars-232542928 http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/stereotypes-left-scars-232542928 Wed, 22 Apr 2009 09:54:57 PDT stereotypes left scars nonadult journals/personal bitterev http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/i/bitterev.jpg?3 Copyright 2009-2013 *bitterev it is possible to hear ur own steps.
windows are not closed.
regiments contain textbooks and old calendars.
there is only one city in my dream.
it has let me know a long time ago,
stereotypes left scars.
mainly imagination.
imagination and opened window.
the curtain burns...
not good.

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:heart:

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]]> http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/no-features-just-spring-232577186 http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/no-features-just-spring-232577186 Sun, 19 Apr 2009 15:01:25 PDT no features.. just spring nonadult journals/personal bitterev http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/i/bitterev.jpg?3 Copyright 2009-2013 *bitterev catching it with my cold lips.
spring goes with easiest steps,
their echoes in my soul are audible.
i feel excitement of snow,
that silently thaw under it breath.
without leaving any traces.

we are "Dragonfly" band
группа "Стре-КОЗА"

:music: Dolphin - Spring :music:

:heart: ]]> http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/d-e-c-o-m-p-o-s-i-n-g-232617935 http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/d-e-c-o-m-p-o-s-i-n-g-232617935 Thu, 16 Apr 2009 11:47:55 PDT d e c o m p o s i n g nonadult journals/personal bitterev http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/i/bitterev.jpg?3 Copyright 2009-2013 *bitterev fails through the clouds of dreams and disappear.
to release thoughts,
verses,
senses.
fallen from height,
not to death broken.
alive.

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]]> http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/all-hear-us-232764504 http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/all-hear-us-232764504 Sun, 05 Apr 2009 12:19:56 PDT all hear us.. nonadult journals/personal bitterev http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/i/bitterev.jpg?3 Copyright 2009-2013 *bitterev I – its you in past life,
but only when we together.
I could become your dawn,
but became your song.
let me become a bit weaker now.
only i am able on it.  
yes, i am really able to expose you my soul.  
by wind on roofs.
i tear off wires.  
all hear us..

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]]> http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/s-p-r-i-n-g-232857480 http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/s-p-r-i-n-g-232857480 Sun, 29 Mar 2009 09:11:05 PDT s p r i n g nonadult journals/personal bitterev http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/i/bitterev.jpg?3 Copyright 2009-2013 *bitterev with metaphysics.
words sounding..
i treat to you
by expectation..
sky shines.
i with my hands
collect clouds
from window-sills.
i will give you
all, that is in me.
i am not present anymore...
i am in my spring.

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my
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:iconMonoSubstance: ]]> http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/b-r-o-m-i-n-e-232903467 http://bitterev.deviantart.com/journal/b-r-o-m-i-n-e-232903467 Wed, 25 Mar 2009 14:57:45 PDT b r o m i n e nonadult journals/personal bitterev http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/b/i/bitterev.jpg?3 Copyright 2009-2013 *bitterev as sick little child
give me a bromine.

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