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You can visit my Flickr account here [link]

I'll still update here, no worries.

Happy photographing

]]> ~bittersweetgrenadine http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/19742080/ http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/19742080/ Sat, 02 Aug 2008 20:15:17 PDT
As a result, I have made certain pictures available for print purchase. So go ahead and buy a few!

Thank you SilverBahamut!

-Jillian

]]> ~bittersweetgrenadine http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/19394337/ http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/19394337/ Mon, 14 Jul 2008 16:18:41 PDT Ah!

]]> ~bittersweetgrenadine http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/16606779/ http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/16606779/ Mon, 28 Jan 2008 03:16:40 PST
I have mad love for this community.

]]> ~bittersweetgrenadine http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/15499417/ http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/15499417/ Tue, 13 Nov 2007 20:16:26 PST You'd think I would learn. I would learn to never trust electronics.
Hard drive crashed.
All my pictures are gone.
Again.
What's on here is all that remains.

Thank God for Deviant Art.

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]]> ~bittersweetgrenadine http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/13138400/ http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/13138400/ Tue, 29 May 2007 13:12:46 PDT
<3

]]> ~bittersweetgrenadine http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/11228541/ http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/11228541/ Thu, 28 Dec 2006 23:02:57 PST So I solemnly swear, by the power invested in me, to uninhibitedly glue that shutter to my hand and give you something decent to look at.
Yay.
Happy New Year.

]]> ~bittersweetgrenadine http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/10548584/ http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/10548584/ Sun, 29 Oct 2006 12:45:01 PST [link]

That is the website for the pictures of our chromotography lab.

Everyone needs to go to Pike Family Nursery Web page and look up thier plant and relay the pertinant information about thier plant to everyone else.

my rf values are as follows.
And you guys better e-mail me your's or something.

"Coal Black" Japanese Mapel

Carotene Rf= 1
Xanthophyll Rf= .818
Chlorophyll a Rf= None
Chlorophyll b Rf= .5

Purple Queen

Carotene Rf= 1
Xanthophyll Rf= .609
Chlorophyll a Rf= .435
Chlorophyll b Rf= .304
Unknown Purple Pigment Rf= .130

Hypestes

Carotene Rf= 1
Xanthophyll Rf= .75
Chlorophyll a Rf= .667
Chlorophyll b Rf= .5
Unknown Brown Pigment Rf= .083



Oh and Suze, the name of that purple grass is Purple-Leafed Fountain Grass . Scienetific name is Pennisetum setaceum.

Figure it out people.

]]> ~bittersweetgrenadine http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/9301026/ http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/9301026/ Fri, 07 Jul 2006 11:10:17 PDT Bake you apple pies
I won't ask whys
And i try not to cry
I'll always be by your side
Even when you're down and out
I'll always be by your side
Even when you're down and out"

And this blue is proof of what I said I'd do.
And the day you fix that pilot light, I swear I'll bake for you
And I tried not to cry, I tried, I tried to.
Even as you pulled away, I wanted to be next to you
And you don't even remember why I cried
I'll just add more white to hide the blue. ]]> ~bittersweetgrenadine http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/8905035/ http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/8905035/ Sun, 28 May 2006 19:12:35 PDT
I will make retributions, I promise. ]]> ~bittersweetgrenadine http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/8352726/ http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/8352726/ Mon, 03 Apr 2006 11:16:51 PDT
I didn't make GHP so I'll probably get a job this summer. That means raising money for the Europe Trip next year and my new camera.

I've started locally selling some shots, too, so that might pull in some desperately needed cash.

Well, at the moment, it's Spring break. So go play outside, for god's sake. We all need the melatonin!

<3 ]]> ~bittersweetgrenadine http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/7859084/ http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/7859084/ Fri, 10 Feb 2006 19:06:42 PST It’s all a mystery
And I don’t know how a man decides what’s right for his own life
It’s all a mystery


So /someone/ has gotten me addicted to the Flaming Lips.

And I have an excuse to get dressed up again.

And if I don't recruit some models and shoot some pictures soon I'm going to

E X P L O D E

which can't be good for the o-zone. ]]> ~bittersweetgrenadine http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/7664619/ http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/7664619/ Sat, 21 Jan 2006 08:09:34 PST
I have Megan working on some sketchs of possible pictures and with her artistic help, I will hopefully have some more non-spontaneous shots up soon.

Glenn and I are also planning on devoted an entire day just to driving around and taking pictures. That shall be AMAZING. There are so many times while driving with my parents that I see something I want to photograph and I ask them just to stop the car for a second and, ofcourse, what is their response? "NO"

Speaking of Glenn, our one year anniversarie is this Monday, the 23 of January. I think we are going out for dinner :]

So I hope this year will be just grand. I plan on doing some cleaning up of this account as well as adding some very old concepts that need to be done.

I also plan on ripping down the wallpaper in my bathroom, re-doing my room (again, for the um-teenth time), getting back into iceskating, and staying focused on school.


Ah... plans. Well, today Megan is coming over so I must go get ready! Have a great day/week/month!


<333 ]]> ~bittersweetgrenadine http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/7466039/ http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/7466039/ Sat, 31 Dec 2005 11:05:34 PST
::celebrates for a week::

and now I'm doing mass-backing-up of all of my files. I'm going to submit alot of deviations though most of them will get scrapped. I just don't want to loose this stuff ever again. Holy crap... ]]> ~bittersweetgrenadine http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/7345934/ http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/7345934/ Sun, 18 Dec 2005 13:41:46 PST
All my photographs. All my writings. Every picture I've ever saved on my computer, every document I've ever created. Erased. As if it was never there. There's no explanation, no reason. My PC crashed and everyone else's settings were saved, but everything in my documents is gone. My pictures, my music, my art, my movies, everything. I have nothing but the pictures I've saved on Deviant Art.

I lived for those photos. I breathed for those picture. Each one was part of my life, each one was a story I stole with a click of a camera.

I've never felt more empty.
I've never cried more then when Will turned and said "I'm sorry..."
I've never missed anything more.
I've never had so much regret

I feel like someone just told me that everyone I've ever cared about is dead. Those pictures were my best friends, my greatest memories. And they're gone.

I can still see them in my head. Scrolling down the list on the computer screen. But there are so many that will be forgotten. Eventually, I won't even be able to remember anything.

It's like a roll of film taken out too early in a darkroom; there for an instant before dissapearing forever. ]]> ~bittersweetgrenadine http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/7258081/ http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/7258081/ Thu, 08 Dec 2005 17:22:30 PST
I hope for everything.

It's a silly, stupid, crazy, wicked, painful, kind of thing to do.

But I hope.

and I work.

I work for it to happen.

I try and struggle and enjoy the road less traveled.

The idea that hope might become true drives me. It reigns my index finger, trembling on the shutter button. It guides my mind to say what I feel, all the time. It pushes me to scream the truth.

No matter what the collateral. No matter how many tears. No matter how screwed up the present becomes. The Future is hope. ]]> ~bittersweetgrenadine http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/7238682/ http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/7238682/ Tue, 06 Dec 2005 13:52:03 PST I know
that we'll be home together somewhere, someday..."

I miss Winter. I miss who I used to be. Something so solid, I knew what it was. The past is so reliable because it doesn't change. There are no decisions to be made.

"In a dark corner of a room, I see.." a mirror and a coward hiding behind a camera.

"In a dark corner of room, I see another part of you and I stay" I stay because I change. Everything changes.

The hardest thing about living is the prospect of waking up the next day.

This is optimism. This is happy. This is a solid blanket of snow. Something cold yet comforting.

This is truth. ]]> ~bittersweetgrenadine http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/7057625/ http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/7057625/ Tue, 15 Nov 2005 18:33:05 PST
Now I'm going to list some models needed for pictures ideas here, you tell me if you're interested and to what extent you fit what I'm looking for. If you believe you are absolutely perfect for it, send me a picture of your lovely-ness. my e-mail address is benevolentmuse@yahoo.com

*Girl, must have dark dark hair, preferably longer than shoulders, willing to stand in the median of Whitlock traffic. Thin figure, thin smile.

*Girl,LONG HAIR, doesn't matter what color, won't mind being shot in a bathing suit and getting into a pool.

*Girl, medium length hair, doesn't mind jumping on a trampoline all day, can keep a straight face, must be comfortable in long dress

Also I need to find someone that owns a nice underground pool, and someone who has a trampoline.

Okay, now for the fun part. I'm planning, sometime after my play finishes, to grab a handful of funny people and flashlights, going to a battlefield at night and have super fun with a perputally opened shutter. There will be ghosts and fairies and swirley colors of swirley-ness. <33333

Sam said he might buy me a tripod for Christmas this year. Do you know how amazing that would be! I'd love him forever.

My Christmas list so far is:
-scarves (as I am addicted to them)
-earings (as one can never have too many)
-a Cannon Rebel EOS digital SLR (because it is my destined lover)
-a camera tripod (because night shots with long exposures aren't always pretty when blurred beyond recognition)

My play opens Thursday. If one more person tells me to break a leg, I'm sure I'll be cursed. I have already sprained my ankel twice in rehersal, slid off stage due to my character shoes, and fell off a log. Graceful child am I. ]]> ~bittersweetgrenadine http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/6937779/ http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/6937779/ Wed, 02 Nov 2005 17:01:00 PST

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....nous tous tombons vers le bas. ]]> ~bittersweetgrenadine http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/6696400/ http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/6696400/ Thu, 06 Oct 2005 15:29:37 PDT
I can scream into a microphone. The world around me might go deaf but I'll keep screaming if you keep listening.

Thank you so much for +1000.

Your love note comes soon.

+<3 ]]> ~bittersweetgrenadine http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/6678221/ http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/6678221/ Tue, 04 Oct 2005 13:24:11 PDT
Fu
Flapper
Movie Star?...

Oh but who? ]]> ~bittersweetgrenadine http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/6625860/ http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/6625860/ Wed, 28 Sep 2005 14:00:01 PDT
Glenn picked me up from school. That always gives me something to look forward to. Slumped in my seat (not that I don't absolutely /<3/ History....) I glance at the clock ticking by. If I don't look, it sneaks around and around. I check every other second though. So to spite me, it c-r-a-w-l-s by, pausing at each pretty number and laughing. But how do I stop myself from satisifying that nag. ||what time is it?|| I just got to know. How many minutes left? I can add it all up so neatly in my head; 34 minutes then lunch time. 65 minutes then turning in my project. 137 minutes then I have something to smile about.

"I chime in,
"Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality"

You want to escape this place because it makes you a cut above the rest, the desire for something else. But that's all it will ever be. Something else. There is no dream behind it, just a silly notion that change will bring some magical life you're expecting to lead. But you'll always just be waiting, smug in stylish disain. Oh yeah, you're so cool.

"I'm the narrator and this is the just the prologue" ]]> ~bittersweetgrenadine http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/6585048/ http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/6585048/ Fri, 23 Sep 2005 20:24:16 PDT


yes, that is all. The amazingness is still sinking in

More later, I promise.

-Jill

Actually! I found a bunch of other DA artists, I was very happy to exchange DA names! Panic! ]]> ~bittersweetgrenadine http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/6558178/ http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/6558178/ Tue, 20 Sep 2005 19:37:44 PDT

AHHH!!!!





I <3 Dane Cook CD's and DVD's, Glenn spending the afternoon with me, bullseyes, Megan's "Phantom of the Waffle" drawing, and getting a hundred on a quiz.

I

Arg.

16 will be mine. You'll see. ]]> ~bittersweetgrenadine http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/6523844/ http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/6523844/ Fri, 16 Sep 2005 20:40:37 PDT
But Plunky shall have my head if her sketchbook is not returned as soon as possible. Camera? in a /mailbox/... goodness, then yes, I'll be very careful with it.

Birthdays (I played with a bow and arrow and now 'tis another jar to save money for, so far they are

+ digital cannon rebel (~ $1,023)
+ bow and arrow (~ ?)
+ AWA (~$30)

currently I have ~ $0.... nooootttt cool)

Sam called my hair "Cranberry". I think that's the best decription. My latest dye-job is neither pink, nor purple, nor orange, nor red respectively. Though it has billions of highlights of each.... the overall color is extremely "Nuclear Cranberry set on fire".

Glenn and I saw "The Transporter 2". Why do all the villian-chikas get to wear underwear, high heels, heavey black make-up and automatic rifles? Not fair, it's just not fair!!

In the future when I'm rich, famous, and dead (in that order), my biographers will simply fail to mention my high school career. Stragetic editing so the truth will remain, just... politely covered up by all my other wonderful accomplishments. You'll see.

I <3 Glenn. And Strawberry Soda from Publix. And having long nails. And dyeing my hair.

I
+gRenaDe ]]> ~bittersweetgrenadine http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/6486549/ http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/6486549/ Mon, 12 Sep 2005 14:56:03 PDT
+The pleasure of knowing such talented people.
+Seeing your name on a simple little piece of paper.
+When someone remembers your name.
+Making someone smile.

Little victories displace any earthquake.

The way we fight
The way I'm left here silent
Oh these little earthquakes
Here we go again
These little earthquakes
Doesn't take much to rip us into pieces
We danced in graveyards with vampires till dawn
We laughed in the faces of king never afraid to burn
and I hate and I hate and I hate
and I hate disintegration
Watching us wither
Black winged roses that safely changed their COLOR
Oh these little earthquakes
Here we go again ]]> ~bittersweetgrenadine http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/6471806/ http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/6471806/ Sat, 10 Sep 2005 21:57:20 PDT
I have to write this perfectly, every word must be exact. You have to hear all I’m saying, you have to let something sink in.

I wish I was as invisible as you make me feel. I could creep by your side every second of the day, reminding you how heartless you are. I’d recount every time I spoke and you turned away, not hearing a word. I’d recite the occasions I opened my mouth and talked with a wall, your attention was much more precious than anything I had to say.

It wouldn’t hurt as much if I didn’t really exist. I wouldn’t ache if I wasn’t so ignored.

News flash says I'm overacting, overdramatic, over analyzing what isn’t really there. You tell me that it’s my problem, that you’ve never done anything wrong. No matter how many times you point the finger, no matter how many times you transfer the blame, it's my fault, right? I'm just complaining, I'm like everyone other teenager in this entire world. "No one loves me, I have not friends". But you know it's true, I don't belong anywhere. There is not one of your precious social groups I could just walk up to. It gets tiring, trying to make friends with people who just don't care. People who are wishing I'd just walk away.

All of you. My pen is the barrel of a gun and I’m going to keep shooting until I hit something, anything. I have to make you see what you’re doing, even if you’re not aware. I’ll stand in the middle of the street screaming until someone stops to realize they are killing me or until someone runs me over and finishes the torture they’ve turned my life into.

I wish I could hate you all as much as you make me hate myself. But I pick apart every aspect of this person, so inferior, to try to find the fatal flaw. I try so damn hard to fix everything and anything because I can’t hate any of you. I want nothing more than existence in your eyes. I could knock it all down and start again but I’ll never be the person you want me to be. I’ll never be alive to you.

Do I have to be shallow, uncaring? Do you want me to be haughty and stuck up? Should I gossip about everyone, spread rumors, tell lies, is that the only way to get anyone’s attention?

….. I guess I am an “attention whore”. I’d do anything… ANYTHING to reappear…. I wish I wasn’t so fucking invisible. ]]> ~bittersweetgrenadine http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/6465915/ http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/6465915/ Sat, 10 Sep 2005 08:28:02 PDT
It's green! The most pretty green! With a green and purple striped collar <3! so happy. But my wallet is... not.

Art store, Joanne's Fabric, the mall, oh megan we shall have such fun! ^_^

And I am determined to spend no more than 10 dollars on a bazillions scarves. Because I like scarves, okay?

"I bought an umbrella big enough for two
But it feels pretty empty under here without you
Dry as a bone but I'm still alone
I'm so gray

When you're standing in a puddle with wet feet
And your head is sore from pounding drops of sleet
When the cold and lonely hours put your heart to the test
Maybe I'll be the one that you like best

If the sky can open its eyes
And cry from up above
Let's shed some tears of joy
And fall in love" -Ditty Bops "Wishful Thinkning" ]]> ~bittersweetgrenadine http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/6442597/ http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/6442597/ Wed, 07 Sep 2005 15:45:49 PDT
They are completely different from anything I've ever heard. #1-3 5-7 on repeat. Pale yellow? My newest inspiration for a drawing. Or maybe a photograph. Who knows.

My audition was today. I completely, totally, absolutely crashed and burned. Half-way through a monolouge I had commited to memory that came out like a broken train infront of those that decide my fate, I stopped, smiled my "I just effed up"-smile and said "Can I do that again?". They obliged my request politely. I started over from the begining with only minor infractions (that I pray were unnoticable). My audience laughed on cue to my "not /that/ funny" jokes, but who knows.

Moms taking the world with her, somebody save us all. ]]> ~bittersweetgrenadine http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/6380743/ http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/6380743/ Wed, 31 Aug 2005 17:24:56 PDT
Then Jill goes to Wolf Camera, buys a USB Card Reader after deciding that she will never ever send her camera away for 2 months again to get the acursed thing repaired. Besides, the problem lies in the camera's ability to send pictures to the computer, nothing more. It takes pictures fine, saves them to the memory card just fine. It's just the damn dock/usb-outlet/internal-evilness/still-partially possessed by the devil..... ness.

I'm just not patient.

So I thought logically and got around being forced to send my camera away again.

Yay for third person?

yay for drawing in class!!!!! ]]> ~bittersweetgrenadine http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/6371424/ http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/6371424/ Tue, 30 Aug 2005 17:20:37 PDT
+:
Got digital camera back (finally, so happy <3)
Actually got to draw something for the first time in.. 2 weeks?
I'm doing excellently in all my classes

-:
I have no time for anything at all except worrying and classwork. Being excellent in class means working for 6 hours straight from the second you get home, waking up at 4 in the morning to finish what you didn't get to finish last night. I barely get to see Glenn, and when I do, I'm short tempered, and he deserves better than that. All my clubs (all 8 of them) meet at the same time, my backpack weighs 33.5 poulds, I can't use my locker if I want to be on time to any of my classes, my social life (that would be if people even /asked/ me to do anything) would be destroyed by my over-acheiving, perfectionist, IB/AP work load.

but... atleast I got my camera back.... and I don't think it's possessed any more! Which means <3 truely madly!

Yeah...

Now I'm going to go scream in a closet and hope to God I don't snap. ]]> ~bittersweetgrenadine http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/6280385/ http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/6280385/ Sat, 20 Aug 2005 14:47:52 PDT
Les parents are out of town so Jacqui and I are.... hhhooommmeeee allllooonnnneeeeee. We were plotting to mess up the house to make it look like we had a party. Then we realized how lame we were, using up our entire weekend of freedom on /making/ it look like we actually had fun.... yeah....

We got a call from the Digital Camera place, they said they sent my camera to some place in New Jersy because the "backordered parts are serviced to those caremas first"... so what do I get it back?... dad jokingly said never. I think he's right though.

Dinner with Jacqui and her friend tonight. They are both 20 so though it will probably be a fun time for me, I'm sure hanging out with me will be painful (especially since I didn't take my ADHD meds this morning)

Tomorrow? Unless I get Alex's number, I shall kidnap Trent and help Glenn move in.

<3 ]]> ~bittersweetgrenadine http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/6280384/ http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/6280384/ Sat, 20 Aug 2005 14:47:26 PDT
Les parents are out of town so Jacqui and I are.... hhhooommmeeee allllooonnnneeeeee. We were plotting to mess up the house to make it look like we had a party. Then we realized how lame we were, using up our entire weekend of freedom on /making/ it look like we actually had fun.... yeah....

We got a call from the Digital Camera place, they said they sent my camera to some place in New Jersy because the "backordered parts are serviced to those caremas first"... so what do I get it back?... dad jokingly said never. I think he's right though.

Dinner with Jacqui and her friend tonight. They are both 20 so though it will probably be a fun time for me, I'm sure hanging out with me will be painful (especially since I didn't take my ADHD meds this morning)

Tomorrow? Unless I get Alex's number, I shall kidnap Trent and help Glenn move in.

<3 ]]> ~bittersweetgrenadine http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/6216261/ http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/6216261/ Sat, 13 Aug 2005 12:28:06 PDT
Today I built a house. Or rather, part of it. For my sister's birthday, instead of a party, a bunch of friends met up at a Habitat for Humanity building site and worked on a house all day. Hard work, but fun and well worth it. ]]> ~bittersweetgrenadine http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/6201708/ http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/6201708/ Thu, 11 Aug 2005 20:16:07 PDT ~bittersweetgrenadine http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/6182591/ http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/6182591/ Tue, 09 Aug 2005 21:10:10 PDT

It's sounds pointless, but it was so much fun! I crawled through the backseat and he opened the truck.

He gave me the magazine before that, but whatever.

It's a shojo monthly magazine featuring some amazing articles and chapters from crazy-awsome artists.<3!!!!!

I convinced my parents to get me a subscription. It's too good to let go.

I used to be subscribed to 5-6 magazines. I always felt so happy to get them in the mail, because other then Megan sending me mail from camp, I don't get much ^_^

So know I'll be getting this monthly anime-dose and some sleezy typical teenage girl magazine. I have to feed my "10 ways to see if he likes you" side, even though I know he loves me ^_^. Those stupid quizes, bullshit gossip about stars, I don't care, really. I just love all the color... all the pretty pictures.

It's my downfall, my terrible addiction. Oh well, It's fun!

Anyways... must have put 30 sticky notes in this manga-mag. All these pretty pictures I /must/ draw.

Manga I need to hunt down: Godchild by Kaori Yuki. I looked into the eys of the characters and reconized them instantly. Another creation by the fabolous Kaori Yuki who also drew Angel sacntuary. *drools* it's such a great manga. <3!

The cover is already bending with love ]]> ~bittersweetgrenadine http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/6120778/ http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/6120778/ Wed, 03 Aug 2005 08:42:30 PDT
.... I'm obessed with little stars.

Care to feed my infatuation? Draw a pretty picture with a person with a pretty little star tattoo! Send me the link so I may drool and thank you with love and hugs ^_^

]]> ~bittersweetgrenadine http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/6040812/ http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/6040812/ Tue, 26 Jul 2005 15:22:53 PDT
Well, With a new style of drawing in mind, I think I'll doodle tonight some. *shrugs* whatever, right? ]]> ~bittersweetgrenadine http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/5950124/ http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/5950124/ Sat, 16 Jul 2005 10:35:10 PDT
I might bug my sister to pay for a new one with her credit card and I'll just pay her in cash. Hmm... *schemes*

Well my pictures came in yesterday. I was really dissapointed because not one good color shot came out of the lot. I scanned a few of the "okay" ones as black and white and was pleasently surprised. I actually had a few really nice ones. yay! That brightened my mood alot.

Mom wants to drag me to the mall today, something about make-up. I'm having dinner at Glenn's house tonight. *can't wait* ^_^

My digital camera's in the shop. Even if it comes out 100% better, I'll still hate it because it turned on me and got all possessed. It doesn't have a black and white feature and no sepia *pouts*... I want megan's digital camera. Once I get mine back though I'll probably do alot more shots with it, just because it costes less and my SLR needs a rest (and probably a tune up).

what? I have to go /shower/?.... fine. farewell, DA subscription, how I love thee! *waves* ]]> ~bittersweetgrenadine http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/5895168/ http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/5895168/ Sun, 10 Jul 2005 13:29:57 PDT
My scanner hates me. It distorts all my pictures. Even the semi-good ones come out crappy because of the damnable thing.

And Circuit City doesn't want my camera back. The said "Fujifilm should take it". What a waste of time.

]]> ~bittersweetgrenadine http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/5889310/ http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/5889310/ Sat, 09 Jul 2005 20:05:08 PDT
Mood: Glad
Listening to: "Art is Hard"- Cursive
Reading: Low Light and Night Photography
Watching: Evanescence Live in Paris

Today, Megan came over. It will be fun once our's stories are done so we can have weekly comics up here on DA about them.

"But... I wanna break the chair over his head!!!" ]]> ~bittersweetgrenadine http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/5870755/ http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/5870755/ Thu, 07 Jul 2005 19:38:56 PDT
I learned so much! ^_^ <- is incredibly stupid

IB homework... who knows when the photoshoot will be now.

I NEED MODELS DAMMIT!!! T_T ]]> ~bittersweetgrenadine http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/5045743/ http://bittersweetgrenadine.deviantart.com/journal/5045743/ Sat, 09 Apr 2005 19:42:57 PDT *yawns* I want to finish this multi colored tree. yay for swirly-ness and such.
This journal will be strickly an event journal. You can go to my xanga for pretty words. [link]
I woke up this morning around 9:30 at Megan's house. Her mother woke us up. We drew on her bedroom floor for a little while then went down stairs with Saskia (is that not the coolest name ever?) her german exchange student and had breakfast. I went home shortly afterwards (but not after kidnapping two books and piano sheet music). Mom was at work and dad and i just longed around until he decided to go food shopping. I invited Glenn over and we all shopping a' merrily! Wee!
Well... my first day of deviation was truly lovely. ]]> ~bittersweetgrenadine