http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:black-luna&section=today deviantART RSS for by:black-luna en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Thu, 17 Dec 2009 03:19:54 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://black-luna.deviantart.com/journal/25473004/ http://black-luna.deviantart.com/journal/25473004/ Mon, 22 Jun 2009 12:03:48 PDT
[x] You know how to make a pot of coffee.
[x] You keep track of dates using a calendar.
[x] You own a credit card.
[ ] You know how to change the oil in a car.
[ ] You've done your own laundry.
[x] You know how to vote in an election.
[ ] You can cook for yourself. [enough to survive. Peanut butter ftw]
[x] You think politics are interesting.

TOTAL SO FAR: 5


[ ] You show up for school/work late a lot.
[x] You always carry a pen/pencil in your bag/purse/pocket.
[ ] You've never gotten a detention.
[ ] You have forgotten your own birthday.
[x] You like to take walks by yourself.
[x] You know what credibility means, without looking it up.
[ ] You drink caffeine at least once a week

TOTAL SO FAR: 8


[x] You know how to do the dishes.
[x] You can count to 10 in another language.[english, french, italian]
[x] When you say you're going to do something you usually do it.
[x] You can mow the lawn.
[ ] You study even when you don't have to.
[x] You have hand washed a car before.

TOTAL SO FAR: 13


[x] You can spell experience, without looking it up.
[ ] The people at Starbucks know you by name.
[ ] Your favorite kind of food is take out.
[x] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need.
[x] You understand political jokes the first time they are said.
[x] You can type pretty quick.

TOTAL SO FAR: 17

[ ] Your only friends are from your place of employment.
[x] You have been to a Tupperware party.
[ ] You have realized that practically no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job.
[ ] You have more bills than you can pay.
[x] You have been to the beach.
[x] You use the internet every day.
[x] You have been outside of the united states 3 or more times.(well i live in Finland )
[ ] You make your bed in the morning. [this would be right if it would be the evening xD]

TOTAL: 21

]]> ~black-luna http://black-luna.deviantart.com/journal/25053134/ http://black-luna.deviantart.com/journal/25053134/ Sun, 31 May 2009 14:31:17 PDT I've just come home from a concert in ainring/germany, where my brother-in-law had been playing with his marching band and the one form ainring, and it was just... great xD

the last thing they played was a march, unisono, both marching bands together on stage, conducted by my brother-in-law. the piece was the Rainer-Marsch, and it was just like... really cool!
After the first 3 bars, some bavarian people started clapping, and all the hall joined in. Then, when they had reached the trio, everyone started singing, and with the second verse, some kinda important people from my brother-in-law's hometown stood up, and i joined them immediately. i saw how more and more people stood up, till each and everyone was standing!!
we clapped our hands, and sang the second verse together, people both from salzburg and bavaria xD

you now might make fun of me, but really, this made me feel kinda overly patriotic. it is a great feeling to see how your folks are doing something together, joining the music they all know, singing the lyrics they all know by heart...
it made me kinda proud of the people i know, and i think also my brother-in-law felt grateful for all the cheering. one could tell it by his face, and all the others'

]]> ~black-luna http://black-luna.deviantart.com/journal/24995056/ http://black-luna.deviantart.com/journal/24995056/ Thu, 28 May 2009 10:30:57 PDT
they were playing with their school's orchestra, and i was quite fascinated when they turned out to be actually quite good, for i had high expectations, and they didn't disappoint much

but, again, it made me think that actually it is a foolish thing, judging music only by listening to cds, especially when coming to classical pieces. we go to a shop, buy a cd, listen to the songs on it to then decided whether we like it or not. a cd cannot even show us half of it!
sometimes, when i listen to classical music, or orchestral music, on cds, i think that i don't actually like it and can't understand why other people are that taken in by it. yesterday i had to realized again, that, actually, i cannot really like it, as long as i haven't felt the vibrations of the air, the players' love to what they are doing, for a cd doesn't show me anything of this.
so, i think i do have to go to a lot more concerts again now xD

]]> ~black-luna http://black-luna.deviantart.com/journal/24900454/ http://black-luna.deviantart.com/journal/24900454/ Sat, 23 May 2009 01:42:03 PDT
but, once more, i'm back

i decided that i can't go on that i'm always gone for such a long time, so, if i can stick to that idea, it might happen that i'm actually commenting on your deviations again woot!

it might as well happen that i will upload some stories in the near future
i had some nice ideas recently, and as writing is the only thing i can do secretly without anyone recognizing next to the school work i'd actually have to do, i will write a lot now, i think xD
i'm also still working on my dancing series (drawing) but i guess that it'll take me a lot longer for finishing that... but maybe i'll upload some sketches so you get a vague idea about what awaits you

so, anyways, have a nice weekend!!

]]> ~black-luna http://black-luna.deviantart.com/journal/22260917/ http://black-luna.deviantart.com/journal/22260917/ Mon, 29 Dec 2008 12:57:28 PST
♥ To every guy that said, "You're beautiful"

♥ To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her

♥ To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down.

♥ To every guy who has given her flowers just because that's how he rolls

♥ To every guy that said he would die for her.

♥ To every guy that really would.

♥ To every guy that did what she wanted to die for

♥ To every guy that cried in front of her...

♥ To every guy that she cried in front of...

♥ To every guy that holds hands with her.

♥ To every guy that kisses her with meaning..

♥ To every guy that hugs her when she's sad.

♥ To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all.

♥ To every guy who would give their jacket up for her.

♥ To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe.

♥ To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to
see her for ten minutes

♥ To every guy that would give his seat up...

♥ To every guy that just wants to cuddle.

♥ To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what.

♥ To every guy who told his secrets to her.

♥ To every guy that showed how much he cared through every word and every breath.

♥ To every guy that thought maybe this could be the one.

♥ To every guy that believed in her dreams.

♥ To every guy that would have done anything so she could achieve them

♥ To every guy that never laughed at her when she told him her dreams.

♥ To every guy that walked her to her car and opened the door

♥ To every guy that gave his heart.

♥ To every guy who prays that she is happy even if you are not with her.

Not many girls appreciate nice guys anymore...
And because of this, there are not many left out there...

I guarantee 90% of the men on your page will not repost this cuz they care more about their image

If you are a nice guy repost this with: "Nice guys STILL finish last."

If you are a girl that thinks every guy should treat a girl this way
repost this with: "To Every Guy."

]]> ~black-luna http://black-luna.deviantart.com/journal/22159321/ http://black-luna.deviantart.com/journal/22159321/ Wed, 24 Dec 2008 07:38:05 PST
have a nice time!

and now, some winter lyrics

In the bleak mid winter
frosty wind made moan
snow is falling
snow on snow
snooo~ow on snow...

]]> ~black-luna http://black-luna.deviantart.com/journal/22117938/ http://black-luna.deviantart.com/journal/22117938/ Mon, 22 Dec 2008 08:59:03 PST
so, what has been so great about the last time? well, how shall i say it...?
one word: ENGLAND
I've been to Great Britain, to be a little more exact: High Wycombe with my school's choir, and oh, it was so great!!
We've had a concert there, were staying with great host families, and then had a chance to talk to some of the people on the Royal Grammar School High Wycombe, which also was a great experience. though, the pity was we could only stay for 5 days

but now this beautiful time is over, and a very stressy time is lying ahead. though we still wish ourselves back to this beautiful island, we can't help it: soon, it's going to be the most awful time in school i've ever had.
i just hope to get through it with sleeping more than 3 hours each day ^^"

]]> ~black-luna http://black-luna.deviantart.com/journal/19461723/ http://black-luna.deviantart.com/journal/19461723/ Fri, 18 Jul 2008 09:37:39 PDT so, with this journal i just wanna tell you all that i'm finally back, but i also have lots of things to do now, as i gotta read through about 50 messages and then have a look at about 90 deviations until i'm finally up to date again.
so although i'm back, it might be you won't get any comments on your latest works until i'm done with your old ones

]]> ~black-luna http://black-luna.deviantart.com/journal/18361842/ http://black-luna.deviantart.com/journal/18361842/ Sat, 17 May 2008 05:07:22 PDT
in zwei wochen ist es endlich soweit... in wals wird jubiläum gefeiert
gestern war die einteilung der bandldirndl (eig ehrendamen), und ich war bei der losung zwar fast als letzte dran, hab aber trotzdem was gutes gezogen, weil ich zur TMK koppl eingeteilt wurde
das musste ich jetzt einfach loswerden XD

]]> ~black-luna http://black-luna.deviantart.com/journal/18267182/ http://black-luna.deviantart.com/journal/18267182/ Sun, 11 May 2008 03:51:45 PDT
some scraps i did lately
hope you like it ^^

]]> ~black-luna http://black-luna.deviantart.com/journal/17377525/ http://black-luna.deviantart.com/journal/17377525/ Mon, 17 Mar 2008 10:58:54 PDT so... ein journal auf deutsch, wenn es schon leider nicht auf mundart ist

also.. gestern war unser frühjahrskonzert 2008, und es war einfach genial!!!
ich war zwar anfangs recht enttäuscht, weil alle meine geschwister gesagt haben sie würden nicht kommen, aber zu dem zeiptunkt haben noch 3 freundinnen gesagt sie würden kommen. zwei von den dreien haben sich dann allerdings dazu entschlossen lieber ins kino zu gehen.
hatte allerdings auch sein gutes, denn so haben meine beiden schwester gesagt sie kommen, nur mein bruder war noch zu faul... und immerhin ist eine von ihnen gekommen, und hat sogar ein paar illegale mitschnitte von uns gemacht
auf jeden fall war das konzert einfach genial! das eröffnungsstück war perfekt, auch wenn unser obmann danach ein paar komplikationen mit den begrüßungsworten hatte, weil er mit den anderen trompetern vom oberen stockwerk mit dem lift heurnter gefahren ist, und der sie in ein falsches stockwerk gebracht hat, bevor sie endlich wieder bei uns waren.
beim nächsten stück ist uns dann einmal allen das herz stehen geblieben, weil mehr als 2/3 aller musiker ihren einsatz verpasst haben, aber wie durch ein wunder haben sie dann nach zwei takten auf einmal alle eingesetzt und so getan, als wäre nichts gewesen, weshalb auch dem publikum nix aufgefallen ist.
danach ist alles ganz gut gegangen, und in der pause hatte ich dann auch ein paar nette unterhaltungen.
nach der pause war es dann endlich soweit... bei dem stück "bilder einer ausstellung", dem teil "das alte schloss", haben wir das solo gespielt ^^
wir, weil verena (alt-sax) und manuel (tenor-sax) dasselbe hatten, aber wir haben gespielt als wären wir ein saxophon... es war echt genial!
naja, nach dem konzert habe ich mich noch eine stunde und etwas mehr mit der freundin von mir unterhalten, die gekommen ist (hoa), und dann habe ich mich noch mit den andern musikern an die bar gestellt und unser konzert gefeiert
so einen schönen abend hatte ich schon lange nicht mehr :]
ach, und was auch noch lustig war: unser obmann hat sich so ziemlich jede oenlichkeit geliefert, die nur möglich war ^^"


and now, the whole thing in english (forgive me for my mistakes, but i tried my best XD)

on sunday was our spring-concert 2008, and it was awesome!
at first, i felt a bit disapointed, because my two sisters and my brother told me that they won't come, but then 3 friends said they would come. on the day of the concert, two of them told me they (accidently? XD) made up a date with others thy day before, so they prefered going to the cinema.
but there also was a postive point about that, because when my sisters recognized my disapointment, they both said that they'd come. only my brother stayed at home then but the third friend also came, and she made some illegal records too
anyways, the concert was awesome! the opening peace sounded great, with the trumpets standing on the balconies right and left to stage, playing like they never played before... that also made the first funny thing of the concert possible... our "obmann" (the guy who does all the organisation) played the trumpet, and he was the one to whom the first words belonged, but (lazy how musicians are ) he took the elevator instead of the stairs, but it took them to the floor under the concert hall first, then up to the balcony again, and they're third stop was finally the big hall. (it was funny, because not even the musicians who already waited on the stage didn't know what was going on, and there was just silence)
so, after our obmann finally had spoken, we've had the hope that everything would go right, but then we made a big mistake in the first piece... but somehow we managed to play together again, and from that mistake on, it went better and better.
so, we played until it was time for the b... ]]> ~black-luna http://black-luna.deviantart.com/journal/17162835/ http://black-luna.deviantart.com/journal/17162835/ Mon, 03 Mar 2008 10:58:52 PST

The french guys are coming!!!

*happy happy*
*freu freu*

what else could I say?

]]> ~black-luna http://black-luna.deviantart.com/journal/16200106/ http://black-luna.deviantart.com/journal/16200106/ Tue, 01 Jan 2008 05:00:29 PST

]]> ~black-luna http://black-luna.deviantart.com/journal/16068408/ http://black-luna.deviantart.com/journal/16068408/ Mon, 24 Dec 2007 02:07:36 PST Ich hoffe ihr habt ein braves Christkind bekommt alles, was ihr so auf euren Wunschzettel geschrieben habt


von mir kommen in nächster Zeit vermutlich etwas mehr Zeichnungen, weil ich in den letzten 48 stunden einen Zeichenmarathon hingelegt habe und 23 zeichnung fertig gemacht hab, und außerdem gerade voller guter ideen bin!

]]> ~black-luna http://black-luna.deviantart.com/journal/15901292/ http://black-luna.deviantart.com/journal/15901292/ Wed, 12 Dec 2007 09:52:16 PST ich kanns einfach nicht glauben........

ICH HAB EINE 2 AUF DIE ITAL-SA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wollt ich nur mal so nebenbei bemerken
*freu*

]]> ~black-luna http://black-luna.deviantart.com/journal/15404450/ http://black-luna.deviantart.com/journal/15404450/ Wed, 07 Nov 2007 10:40:18 PST
but now i got a 4 on my first test!!!!!!
i missed the 3 with only one point!!!!!!

*proud of myself*

*happy*

]]> ~black-luna http://black-luna.deviantart.com/journal/15128518/ http://black-luna.deviantart.com/journal/15128518/ Fri, 19 Oct 2007 12:18:42 PDT your sweet and weary head.
Night is falling.
You have come to journey’s end.

Sleep now,and dream
of the ones who came before.
They are calling,
from across a distant shore.

Why do you weep?
What are these tears upon your face?
Soon you will see.
All of your fears will pass away.
Safe in my arms,
you’re only sleeping.

What can you see,
on the horizon?
Why do the white gulls call?
Across the sea,
a pale moon rises.
The ships have come,
to carry you home.

And all will turn,
to silver glass.
A light on the water.
All souls pass.

Hope fades,
Into the world of night.
Through shadows falling,
Out of memory and time.

Don’t say,
We have come now to the end.
White shores are calling.
You and I will meet again.
And you’ll be here in my arms,
Just sleeping.

What can you see,
on the horizon?
Why do the white gulls call?
Across the sea,
a pale moon rises.
The ships have come,
to carry you home.

And all will turn,
to silver glass.
A light on the water.
Grey ships pass
Into the West.

]]> ~black-luna http://black-luna.deviantart.com/journal/15024858/ http://black-luna.deviantart.com/journal/15024858/ Fri, 12 Oct 2007 05:35:53 PDT

endlich, nach fast 2 wochen in frankreich und einer 12-stündigen zugfahrt haben wir es geschafft...... wir sind zurück in österreich!!!

ich bin richtig froh das ich wieder hier bin, aber ich vermisse meine gastschülerin schon ein wenig...

paris war wirklich schön, aber auch anstrengend, weil wir ständig hin und hergelaufen sind und wirklich um jede noch so kleine pause froh waren. xD

ich hab natürlich viele fotos gemacht, und werd auch ein paar on-stellen.

]]> ~black-luna http://black-luna.deviantart.com/journal/14970747/ http://black-luna.deviantart.com/journal/14970747/ Mon, 08 Oct 2007 12:56:27 PDT
heute ist mein letzter abend bei meiner familie, und ich weiss jetzt schon dass ich sie vermissen werde... besonders der hund ist mir besonders ans herz gewachsen.

ich habe im moment keine lust auf irgendwas, aber ich habe noch nicht mal angefangen meinen koffer zu packen, und wenn ich das nicht bald mache, werde ich morgen frueh ziemlichen stress haben, was aber keiner will

also... morgen frueh fahren wir mit dem zug nach Paris, wo wir dann zwei naechte bleiben und uns die "stadt der lichter" ein wenig ansehen, bevor wir am donnerstag um 10 uhr abends losfahren und endlich auf dem weg nach hause sind. wir werden dann die nacht durchfahren und am morgen in ,uenchen umsteigen. von dort aus geht es dann allerdings direkt nach salzburg, und dann hat oesterreich uns endlich wieder!!
*freu* *freu* *freu*

so, ich verabschiede mich mal fuer heute und die naechsten paar tage, denn in paris werden wir vermutlich kein internet haben. ^^'''

bis dann!!! *wink*

]]> ~black-luna http://black-luna.deviantart.com/journal/14883351/ http://black-luna.deviantart.com/journal/14883351/ Tue, 02 Oct 2007 10:37:19 PDT
ich kann zwar jeden tag ins internet, aber leider sind die tastaturen hier ein klein wenig anders, weshalb ich schon fuer dieses kleine journal eine ewigkeit brauche und erst gar nicht versuche ein paar e,oticons oder dergleichen einzufuegen. (ich hab schon genug ,ikt ae-ue-oe zu tun!!)

also... jetzt wisst ihr das auch. ^^

]]> ~black-luna http://black-luna.deviantart.com/journal/14555793/ http://black-luna.deviantart.com/journal/14555793/ Sun, 09 Sep 2007 05:24:48 PDT

leider konnten wir uns nicht ausschlafen, denn die schützen standen um 6 vor unserem haus bereit und haben uns aus dem bett geholt (eigentlich nur mich, weil alle anderen schon vorher aufgestanden sind um die bewirtung vorzubereiten)

danach gings ab in die kirche und dann sofort zum voglwirt in anthering
dort konnte ich mich dann allerdings nicht mehr vor meiner pflicht drücken und musste büscherl anstecken. eigentlich war es ganz nett, denn ich konnte mit fast jedem gast auf der hochzeit ein wenig plaudern

beim anschließenden brautstehlen war es dann ganz nett, denn ich hab ein paar ex-musiker getroffen, mit denen ich mich blendend verstanden hab (naja, aber sie sind eben leider nicht mehr bei uns dabei.... :'( )

wir sind dann eine halbe stunde nach der abreise des brautpaares heimgefahren und waren um ungefähr 2 zu hause
ich habe es allerdings erst auf ungefähr halb 4 ins bett geschafft, weil ich noch das ganze haargel und den haarspray ausgewaschen hab. ^^

]]> ~black-luna http://black-luna.deviantart.com/journal/14469966/ http://black-luna.deviantart.com/journal/14469966/ Mon, 03 Sep 2007 10:43:34 PDT
und gleich noch ein journal auf deutsch. (über bad goisern kann man auf englisch nix schreiben XD )

nun gut...

meine zimmergenossinen waren zwar alle ziemlich gut drauf und es war lustig mit ihnen, aber es hat einfach eine beständige gruppe wie jene vom ersten kurs gefehlt
am letzten abend jedoch fand ich dann noch ein paar nette leute, mit denen man sich super unterhalten konnte, und welche sich nicht so idiotisch aufgeführt haben wie manch andere. *räusper*

ich freu mich schon wieder auf nächstes jahr, denn viele nun gute bekannte wohnen leider in anderen bundesländern....
aber in spätestens 365 tagen habe ich sie alle wiedergesehen

]]> ~black-luna http://black-luna.deviantart.com/journal/14225369/ http://black-luna.deviantart.com/journal/14225369/ Sat, 18 Aug 2007 11:57:38 PDT omg....

ich war die letzte woche über in bad goisern, einem kleinen kaff in oberösterreich, abgeschieden von der zivilisation, auf seminar.

und es war einfach genial!!!

meine lehererin irmi war einfach genial, und jede stunde bei ihr im unterricht (auch im duett ud quartett) war lustig.
unsere zimmergenossen und das gesamte stockwerk war total klasse drauf, und das wattn werde ich echt vermissen!!
und erst der abend in der dischgo...

alles in allem war es, wie gesag, genial! ^^
ich freu mich schon auf die zweite woche, die hoffentlich genau so wird wie die erste!!

P.S.: wir haben die moldau gespielt!!!

]]> ~black-luna http://black-luna.deviantart.com/journal/12997879/ http://black-luna.deviantart.com/journal/12997879/ Fri, 18 May 2007 07:00:07 PDT Grooves, I like to shake them
Shake me from my troublesome mind

Cause sometimes you'll find
that I'm out of my mind
You see baby, I'm the worrying kind

Words, I like to break 'em
Words I'd like to shake 'em
Shake them from my troublesome mind

And you turn up your nose
It's a joke you suppose
But baby, I'm the worrying kind

So if you see me somewhere
With that glassy ol' stare
And the panic and fear in my eyes
Don't call for first aid or the fire brigade
Or the local police cause they wont care
I'm just a silly old boy with my head in the can
I'm just a mortal with potential of a superman
But what sense does it make
When i feel like a fake
When i'm saying to you all be good for goodness sake?

Words, I like to break 'em
Words I'd like to shake 'em
Shake them from my troublesome mind
And why? -Heaven knows, It's a joke I suppose
But baby, I'm the worryin' kind

So if you see me somewhere
With that glassy ol' stare
And the panic and fear in my eyes
Don't call for first aid or the fire brigade
Or the local police cause they wont care
I'm just silly old boy with my head in the can
I'm just a mortal with potential of a superman
But what sense does it make
When i feel like a fake
When i'm saying to you all be good for goodness sake?

Ooh! Words, I like to break 'em
Words I'd like to shake 'em
Shake them from my troublesome mind
And why? Heaven knows,
It's Gods joke I suppose
But baby, I'm the worryin' kind
And You turn up your nose
And you say it's a pose
But Baby, I'm the worryin' kind

Yeah sometimes I'm blind
I'm just out of my mind
Baby, I'm the worryin' kind



( i love this song!!! )

]]> ~black-luna http://black-luna.deviantart.com/journal/11551042/ http://black-luna.deviantart.com/journal/11551042/ Wed, 24 Jan 2007 09:02:34 PST And left me with no key
To unlock the chest of remedy

Mother, the pain ain't hurting me
But the love that I feel
When you hold me near

The hopes were high
The choirs were vast
Now my dreams are left to live through you

Red sun rising
Drown without inhaling
Within, the dark holds hard

Passiontide
An angel by my side
But no Christ to end this war
To deliver my soul from the sword

Hope has shown me a scenery
Paradise poetry
With first snow I'll be gone

The hopes were high
The choirs were vast
Now my dreams are left to live through you

Refrão
Red sun rising
Drown without inhaling
Within, the dark holds hard
Red sun rising
Curtain falling
Higher than hope my cure lies

I just would like to think that... not why it happened to me
But why was I saved?
What else could I do now?

Your tale saved me

In the dark about something, I can't even tell you how ... it is
You don't know what's inside, you don't know what's going to happen to you
And the best way to put somebody at ease is to ...
Even if it's true

Red sun rising
Drown without inhaling
Within, the dark holds hard
Red sun rising
Curtain falling
Higher than hope my cure lies

]]> ~black-luna http://black-luna.deviantart.com/journal/11504581/ http://black-luna.deviantart.com/journal/11504581/ Sat, 20 Jan 2007 10:49:51 PST The bleeding and suffering
Let your mind rest and live a little more

Forget all your worries
Those wounds and the stumbling
Leave all your bullets to the sidelines

Oh how the lights suddenly disappear
And the world falls asleep to the sound of angels singing
The prettiest symphony
And life lies halfway to the night

Forget all your worries
Remorse and insanity
Just close your eyes
And sleep tight…

]]> ~black-luna http://black-luna.deviantart.com/journal/11477581/ http://black-luna.deviantart.com/journal/11477581/ Thu, 18 Jan 2007 02:56:37 PST My words are empty
No signs to give you
I don't have the time for you

You say I'm heartless
And you say I don't care
I used to be there for you
And you've said I seem so dead, that I have changed
But so have you

Guilty, guilty I feel so
Empty, empty you know how to make me feel

I put a shield upon you
I didn't mean to hurt you
I would have only poisoned your mind
Never meant to make you cry

You've been so thoughtless
I can see right through you
You used to be there for me
So don't you leave say goodbye
Cause you have changed but so have I

Guilty, guilty I feel so
Empty, empty you know how to make me feel

I never though that the time and the distance
Between us made you so much colder.
I'll carry the world on my shoulders

Guilty......
Guilty......
Guilty......

Guilty
Empty
Guilty, guilty I feel so
Empty, empty you know how to make me feel

Guilty
Empty
You know how to make me feel
Guilty, so guilty
Empty, so empty
You know how to make me feel

]]> ~black-luna http://black-luna.deviantart.com/journal/11242108/ http://black-luna.deviantart.com/journal/11242108/ Sat, 30 Dec 2006 07:17:07 PST Recall the night you melted my ugliness away?
The night you left with a kiss so kind
Only a scent of beauty left behind

Ah dear friend I remember the night
The moon and the dreams we shared
And Your trembling paw in my hand
Dreaming of that northern land
The Touching me with a kiss of a beast

I know my dreams are made of you
Of you and only for you
Your ocean pulls me under
Your voice tears me asunder
Love me before the last petal falls
As a world without a glance
Of the ocean's fair expanse
Such the world would be
If no love did flow in thee
But as my heart is occupied
Your love for me now has to die
Forgive me I need more than you can offer me

Didn't you read the tale
Where happily ever after was to kiss a frog?
Don't you know this tale
In which all I ever wanted
I'll never have
For who could ever learn to love a beast?

However cold the wind and rain
I'll be there to ease your pain

However cruel the mirrors of sin
Remember beauty is found within

...Forever shall the wolf in me desire the sheep in you...

]]> ~black-luna http://black-luna.deviantart.com/journal/11125054/ http://black-luna.deviantart.com/journal/11125054/ Wed, 20 Dec 2006 08:29:22 PST Realising we?re not real
Can you hear the angels calling
When night is young and silence comes?
You touch my face
And I break down

Dreaming on
Tonight we are safe and free
Under the wings in the safest place
I close my eyes for a while
And you are there
We fly behind the stars
Where the distance ends

Tonight
I?m sleeping with eyes wide open
You?re my eyes when I am not there
These everlasting angels calling
It can?t be real
This must be a dream
You touch my face
You set me free

When night is young and silence comes
You touch my face
And I break down
This can?t be real
This must be a dream
You touch my face
You set me free

]]> ~black-luna http://black-luna.deviantart.com/journal/10911799/ http://black-luna.deviantart.com/journal/10911799/ Fri, 01 Dec 2006 10:16:25 PST i got it!!!

a 5 in italy.
i know i shouldn't tell it everybody so happily....
but, you know...
i'm not sad about this mark.

BECAUSE: i said from the first moment after test, that i would get a 5.

and i was right!!!
and i'm happy about this!!
*dance*

]]> ~black-luna http://black-luna.deviantart.com/journal/10787331/ http://black-luna.deviantart.com/journal/10787331/ Mon, 20 Nov 2006 09:57:06 PST
*happy* *happy*

it was really amazing!!! i think i'll go to another concert of them as soon as possible!!!

but it was really great. their performance was really good and i enjoyed it to be there!!!

]]> ~black-luna http://black-luna.deviantart.com/journal/10720422/ http://black-luna.deviantart.com/journal/10720422/ Tue, 14 Nov 2006 07:27:29 PST
!!!!!!!!!THE NEXT YEAR WILL BE GREAT!!!!!!!!!!

my brother is going to marry, and my oldest sister will marry too!!!!!
and i'll be the >>kranzlbraut<< (ask if you don't know what this is!) at both of the marriages!!!
*happy*

and then there will be the event with our >>TMK<<(ask if you don't know what that means!)

yeah.... i just can't wait for the next year!!!

]]> ~black-luna http://black-luna.deviantart.com/journal/10545154/ http://black-luna.deviantart.com/journal/10545154/ Sun, 29 Oct 2006 06:24:09 PST
oh, i just love to say this.

but my mother still wants me to learn... *sigh*

but, when i forget about this fact, i'm happy about having holidays!!!!!!!!!!!! ^^

]]> ~black-luna http://black-luna.deviantart.com/journal/10475134/ http://black-luna.deviantart.com/journal/10475134/ Sun, 22 Oct 2006 11:11:17 PDT
i'm sure, i'll get a bad mark on my french test.

and tomorrow we have an english test, and i hadn't time to learn anything.....

but it wouldn't be my second bad mark this year...
it would be something like my... hm.... 5th or 6th....

]]> ~black-luna http://black-luna.deviantart.com/journal/10462377/ http://black-luna.deviantart.com/journal/10462377/ Sat, 21 Oct 2006 03:33:12 PDT

but if you have to do so many things, you wish, sleep would just be for freetime.......
okay, every minute i don't spend on work, i spend on sleeping......

......................i'm so tired.....................

]]> ~black-luna http://black-luna.deviantart.com/journal/10202850/ http://black-luna.deviantart.com/journal/10202850/ Wed, 27 Sep 2006 10:45:49 PDT Cursing the gods we have become
We steal the fire from a secret heart
And bleed the wine unholy
We fall in love with the serpent's song
and fear nothing

In the nightside of Eden
We're born again
Dead
Forever we are
Forever we've been
Forever we'll be crucified to a dream
In the nightside of eden

Deranged, we're tearing away the petals of desire
Learning the mathematics of evil by heart
We decieve ourselves to start a war
Within the realm of senses
And descend to the circle number four
Where we are nothing

In the nightside of Eden
We're born again
Dead
Forever we are
Forever we've been
Forever we'll be crucified to a dream
In the nightside of eden

In the nightside of Eden
We're born again
Dead
Forever we are
Forever we've been
Forever we'll be crucified to a dream
In the nightside of eden
Forever we are
Forever we've been
Forever we'll be crucified to a dream
In the nightside of eden

]]> ~black-luna http://black-luna.deviantart.com/journal/10130697/ http://black-luna.deviantart.com/journal/10130697/ Wed, 20 Sep 2006 09:21:03 PDT We been down
All our lives
We have changed
So many ways
So many ways, so many
Ways that it hurts inside
I've got nothing
Left to say to you

Goodbye,
Goodbye my friend
Goodbye,
Goodbye my love
Goodbye,
Goodbye my love
I gotta go

So many times,
Too many times
We've been drowning
I've got nothing
Left to lose anymore

Goodbye,
Goodbye my friend
Goodbye,
Goodbye my love
Goodbye,
Godbye my love
I gotta go ]]> ~black-luna http://black-luna.deviantart.com/journal/10110239/ http://black-luna.deviantart.com/journal/10110239/ Mon, 18 Sep 2006 10:24:55 PDT When i can get no sleep
I'm so tried i'd like
To fall inte sleep
I fall in my bed
But still i'm alive

These questions in my
Mind are so much
Bigger than life
I have to leave
Them behind
I have to try to forget
That i am still in my bed

In my deepset fears
I'm losing you
Even if somebody
Tried to stop my heart
I'm still alive
I will never give up

Just turn off the lights
Don't wanna
See me die
I look like i'm dead but
When you look at me
I am still alive

Just open your eyes
Don't wanna see me cry
I'm right here where you
Want be to be fighting
With myself

All i need to feel is your
Breath on my skin
This endless longing
Between you and me
We can't give up now
We're gonna make it
Somehow

In my sweetest dreams
I'm with you
Even if somebody
Tried to stop my heart
I'm still alive
I will never give up

Just turn of the lights
Don't wanna see me die
I look like i'm dead but
When you look at me
I'm still alive

Just open your eyes
Don't wanna see me cry
I'm right here where you
Want be to be fighting
With myself ]]> ~black-luna http://black-luna.deviantart.com/journal/9905315/ http://black-luna.deviantart.com/journal/9905315/ Wed, 30 Aug 2006 08:20:50 PDT
Jonne & Larry french kissing
[link]

Jonne & Sir Christus french kissing
[link] ]]> ~black-luna