http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:black-rainybows&section=today deviantART RSS for by:black-rainybows en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Mon, 14 Dec 2009 14:54:25 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://black-rainybows.deviantart.com/journal/27181358/ http://black-rainybows.deviantart.com/journal/27181358/ Sun, 13 Sep 2009 00:18:13 PDT I had so much to say, but now that I finally am in the act of writing it, none of those thoughts come to me. It's like I have so many things swimming around in my head, they make perfect sense there, but come out all jumbled on pen and paper. So basically I have no idea where this entry is going... Well, for starters, school is going to be hard. I mean i thought junior year was hard enough, but what happened on Friday is going to affect everyone differently, even those who never knew him are hurting. I mean, I didn't ever know him very well except for that week in 8th grade camp, but even I shed a tear last night. It just is such a shame that someone who's life was going so well has to end so abruptly. It just makes me realize that life is precious and can be taken away at any moment(how cliche -rolls eyes-). Anways, I mean Brandon wasn't just a name or a face, but he was an actual person, in my grade, who i knew. It's just a really strange feeling. I don't know else to explain it. It's just weird, and not a good weird, not good at all....
sorry for all the sad talk, I just had to let it out somewhere

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]]> ~black-rainybows http://black-rainybows.deviantart.com/journal/21163370/ http://black-rainybows.deviantart.com/journal/21163370/ Sat, 25 Oct 2008 22:51:46 PDT Honestly, what color is your underwear? blue and white stripes... O_o
Honestly, what's on your mind? i should be doing my homework/projects that are due REALLY soon
Honestly, what are you doing right now? thinking...
Honestly, who is your best friend? caitlin, but i love all you guys~
Honestly, have you done something bad today? ummm not that i remember
Honestly, do you watch Disney channel? sometimes. when hannah montana ISNT on
Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone? lenie-poo ^__^
Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now? isn't everyone?
Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time? people being better than me at stuff
Honestly, do you bite your nails? strangely only on my left hand
Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment? of course
Honestly, are you keeping a big secret right now? not that i know of...
Honestly, do you have a friend you don’t actually like? somewhat, but nona you guys don't worry
Honestly, does anyone like you? i only wish...

Ability
Can you blow a bubble? yes
Can you dance? uh maybe for a white girl, but other than that no
Can you do a cart wheel? yes
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth? no, i tried, its hard!
Can you touch your toes? yes (thanks yoga)
Can you whistle? no
Can you wiggle your ears? no
Can you wiggle your nose? sometimes but not on purpose
Can you roll your tongue? yes
Can you make a clover with your tongue? yeah baby!

Anger
What do you do when you’re mad? clench my fists
What’s the worst thing you’ve done when you were mad? i don't know...
Ever made anyone cry when you were mad? unfortunately
Do you swear when you’re mad? only not in front of my parents

Tears
Ever really cried your heart out? i dunno what that is supposed to mean?
Ever cried yourself to sleep? yepp
Ever cried on your friend’s shoulder? again yes
Ever cried over someone of the same sex? um yeah my friends???
Do you cry when you get an injury? yeah, but i try to hold it in
Do certain songs make you cry? when im depressed yes
Do certain movies make you cry? only the first time i watch them

Happiness
Are you usually a happy person? mostly
What makes you the happiest? being happy
Does being with your friends make you happy? isn't that part of the definition of them being your friends?
Do you believe in yourself? only sometimes...
Do you wish you were happier? again sometimes...
Is being happy overrated? yeah because no one can be completely happy
Can music make you happy? DUH *smacks forehead*

Love
How many times have you had your heart broken? none...
Have you ever loved someone so much that you’d die for them? no
Has anyone besides your friends/family ever said ‘I love you’? noooo
Do you actually hate anyone? for a point in time, but not now
Ever made a hit list? unfortunately
Have you ever been on a hit list? i don't know i don't look at people's hit lists
Are you a mean bully? no
Do you hate George Bush? not hate, i just disagree with him on some aspects

Self-esteem
Is your self-esteem extremely low? at times
Are you good looking? how about you be the judge of that...
Do you wish you could be someone else? sometimes

Physicality
What is your current hair color? brunette
Current piercings? one in each ear
Have any tattoos? eventually i will get one
Straight hair or curly? straight
What shirt are you wearing? big t-shirt and short shorts
Shoes? socks
Necklace? not but lotsa bracelets

Have you ever...
Hugged someone? yeahhhh
Been on the phone until the sun came up? no
Laughed so hard you cried? yeessss
Got in a fight with someone? um yeah...
Been on a plane? yeppp
Been asked out by someone? do 11 year olds count? wait no that sounds really loserish....
Been to the ocean? many many times
Painted your nails? im a girl.... duh....

Last...
Person you talked to in person? mom
Person you talked to online? helena
Person you talked to on the phone? helena again
Person you hugged? helena again again
Person you kissed? never been kissed :[
Person you hung out with? caty
Thing someone said to you? bye
Time you slept in all morning? last sunday
Thing you said out loud: bye
Restaurant you ate at: subway
Thing you had to drink: milk
Movie you watched: Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist (sooo cute)
Person you took pictures of: jason?
Do you like surveys? if they aren't stupid
Do you get along with your parent(s)? rarely
Do you have mental breakdowns? of course

The Present
Current mood: saddened by the results of this thing... ~black-rainybows http://black-rainybows.deviantart.com/journal/20833887/ http://black-rainybows.deviantart.com/journal/20833887/ Sat, 04 Oct 2008 23:19:05 PDT
check out like the randomest youtube video of us at saigon noodle house before the football game with caitlin, angie, helena and helena's dad? yeahhhh....

[link]
(it should be the featured video)

lalala bye

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I have been tagged by this things so now I have to tell you guys eight random things about me.

1. I love Paramore
2. I have these bracelets made out of string that I never take off, not even in the shower
3. Boys ages 10-12 seem to be attracted to me ewww! >____< but not ones actually my age (I only wish!)
4. Sometimes my eyes look like they have specks of amber in them
5. Surprisingly enough I get straight As
6. I have had my converse high-tops since sixth grade and I still wear them
7. I'm REALLY good at the game Mercy
8. I almost never pass on chain messages

Now I'm no longer it, but I have decided to be nice and not tag anymore people because I am a party pooper like that. But you know you love me.

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[x] Rejection
[] being a parent
[x] giving birth
[] being myself in front of others
[] open spaces
[] closed spaces
[] heights
[] dogs
[] fish
[] spiders
[] flowers or other plants
[x] that Scary guy...
[] being touched
[x] fire
[] deep water
[] snakes
[] silk (WTF SILK?!?!?)
[] the ocean
[] failure
[] success
[] thunder/lightning
[] frogs/toads
[] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[] rats
[] jumping from high places
[] snow
[] rain
[] wind
[] crossing hanging bridges
[x] death
[] heaven
[] being robbed
[] falling
[x] clowns
[x] dolls
[] large crowds of people
[] men
[] women
[] having great responsibilities
[] doctors, including dentists
[] tornadoes
[] hurricanes
[x] incurable diseases
[] sharks
[] Friday the 13th (my favorite day!)
[] ghosts
[] poverty
[] Halloween
[] school
[] trains
[] odd numbers
[] even numbers
[x] being alone
[] becoming blind
[] becoming deaf
[x] growing up
[x] creepy noises in the night
[] bee stings (never had one)
[] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[x] needles
[] blood
[] dinosaurs
[] the welcome mat
[] high speed
[] throwing up
[] falling in love
[] super secret

Final Total: 13 unless I miscounted...

If you wish to post this in your journal, it's been requested that you title it I'm afraid of __ out of 75 common fears.



If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling.
If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.
If you get 10-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less, you're fearless.
People who don’t have any are liars

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p.s. dammit i cant change my mood! its not working....

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NOW I MUST WATCH GREEK!

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this spot is for news and updates and stuff... but i yet again find nothing new to say... i find myself doing the same things everyday, falling into a steady, boring routine... so........ i guess that is it..........



ps.... i just noticed i have had an account on dA for over a year.....

]]> ~black-rainybows http://black-rainybows.deviantart.com/journal/16495012/ http://black-rainybows.deviantart.com/journal/16495012/ Sun, 20 Jan 2008 18:38:38 PST i survived my first set of finals! AND i don't think i failed! the only one i'm not sure if my grade will change is math... ewww.... but what is weird is that i and all my fellow freshmen are 1/8 done with our time at high school... i can take that to be good and bad... good cause i will be getting out of suburbia that much faster and bad because high school is were you are supposed to have tons of fun, right?

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]]> ~black-rainybows http://black-rainybows.deviantart.com/journal/13267560/ http://black-rainybows.deviantart.com/journal/13267560/ Fri, 08 Jun 2007 16:01:45 PDT News:
AHHHH!!!!! SCHOOL'S OUT!!!!!! First day of summer!!!! In the course of one week I have: gone to three parties, turned 14, told the boy that I like that I like him, gone to Knotts, gratuated from middle school, got high off of life, flirted with 16 year olds, and said goodbye to a good friend that I will probably never see again! I am very overwhelmed! Oh, and one more thing, Paris Hilton went to jail on my birthday!!! YES!!!!

Clubs:


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Clubs:


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]]> ~black-rainybows http://black-rainybows.deviantart.com/journal/11452975/ http://black-rainybows.deviantart.com/journal/11452975/ Mon, 15 Jan 2007 20:21:04 PST we are infants to prepare us for beong toddlers...
we are toddlers to prepare us for preschool...
we go to preschool to prepare us for kindergarden...
we go to kindergarden to prepare us for elementary school...
we go to elementary school to prepare us for middle school...
we go to middle school to prepare us for high school...
we got to high school to prepare us for college...
we go to college to prepare us for a job...
we have a job to make money...
we use most of that money in retirement...
in retirement we just sit there waiting to die...
... and then we do...
our whole life is to prepare us for dying... how nice...

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