http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:blackFirefly&section=today deviantART RSS for by:blackFirefly en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Fri, 18 Dec 2009 01:32:01 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://blackFirefly.deviantart.com/journal/15319488/ http://blackFirefly.deviantart.com/journal/15319488/ Thu, 01 Nov 2007 16:20:30 PDT It was so exciting.
I love it.


]]> ~blackFirefly http://blackFirefly.deviantart.com/journal/14720783/ http://blackFirefly.deviantart.com/journal/14720783/ Thu, 20 Sep 2007 20:08:51 PDT

Usually when I pray to God for money he gives me more work, and so was this time.
I found this lawyer who is a photography freak on his free time, and so was his father, and he's building up an exhibition of old photos of him. There's like a bilion of them, and he doesn't have any time- so I scan them for him.
He's a really nice guy, and I'm really thrilled of the opportunity to earn some decent moeny, but it's about the dullest thing I have ever done!

With those two jobs I don't have any free time at all, and that is also starting to get to me... especially with Yom Kipur coming up, which is one of my favorites days in the year (I hope the religious DA crowd will forgive me... though I doubt there is any). The last two ones in Tel-Aviv was so much fun. It's the only day in the year the city actually looks peacful. I'm really depressed about the fact that I'll spend it all infront of the computer.

But the moeny thing keep me going...
I really want moeny. Money money money money.
I miss new clothes so bad. And shoes. And photography equipment! I'm still in debt over the camera I bought

So I try not to feel sorry for myself (right), and focus on my mission.

I hope you'll all have a great weekend...
Tzom kal to those of you who fast (and the slow ones too!)
I have tones of new stuff and will be back in about two weeks. Wish me luck.
Miss you and yours truly

]]> ~blackFirefly http://blackFirefly.deviantart.com/journal/14287311/ http://blackFirefly.deviantart.com/journal/14287311/ Wed, 22 Aug 2007 11:48:50 PDT I have a new camera! Finally finally finally!!!!!!
Finally.
I have tons of ideas and can't wait to get started...
Tomorrow will be the first test drive, wish me luck
Thank you all for your comments and support.

]]> ~blackFirefly http://blackFirefly.deviantart.com/journal/13947523/ http://blackFirefly.deviantart.com/journal/13947523/ Mon, 30 Jul 2007 20:42:03 PDT
I gave up my class in order to take her to a veterinarian. I just couldn't resist her face
I called a friend who brought me a cardboard box, and together we managed to get her inside of it (it wasn't easy. she was frightened).

As I suspected, she was dehydrated and had a severe ear infection.
Obviously I took her home... After she came down, she was about as cute as can be. She was so cuddly! I petted her for hours...
I named her Milla, don't know why, that's the first name who came to my mind.

The next day me and Dagan drove up north again for a family trip.
So I left little Milla with the friend who helped me, and her roomates.
She called me the next morning to say she has disappeared
They don't know how, maybe form her porch, maybe she escaped through the door when they haven't noticed...
Only then I realized how attached I was to her.
I miss her so much!
Her tiny beautiful face with such smart eyes.
I keep having dreams about tiny black cats...
I pray she is ok.

And the thing is, now i'm not even sure I can handle a cat, cause I was so worried about her, and felt so responsible, it became hard to bear.
(plus my boyfriend is a dog lover)

Of course I haven't had the chance to photograph her, since I don't have a camera /:
But maybe it's for the best since I would stare at her photos all day long.


That's it. Sorry for the length.
Just wanted to share...

]]> ~blackFirefly http://blackFirefly.deviantart.com/journal/13812415/ http://blackFirefly.deviantart.com/journal/13812415/ Fri, 20 Jul 2007 18:27:37 PDT It's been so long I almost got used to it, I'm pass the the exhaustion that pass the exhaustion.
Actually sleep has become not the trivial thing it usually is a couple of weeks ago when I had a dream that really changed me, and remembered my dreams in the morning ever since.
I think people don't give dreams their proper meaning. You can learn so much from them.
I miss mine.

]]> ~blackFirefly http://blackFirefly.deviantart.com/journal/13324984/ http://blackFirefly.deviantart.com/journal/13324984/ Wed, 13 Jun 2007 04:14:19 PDT
Every year that goes by means I'm stepping a bit more in to the "adult world". Not as much for my life are changing, since iv'e been living independently for quite some time now, more of what others expect of me (But you know... Fuck them).
I try to keep my self out of the race theyr'e all in. Try to focus on finding my peace and quiet.

Actually the thing which excite me the most about this birthday is the little vacation me and Dagi are about to take. Were going up north.
Hope to come back a bit more relaxed. I miss nature.

And for other news, I'm unemployed again. My birthday also means the end of the deadline I gave my self for finding some solution to this problem.
But the thing is... It just doesn't -feel- like a problem
Anyway, wish me luck.

]]> ~blackFirefly http://blackFirefly.deviantart.com/journal/13215983/ http://blackFirefly.deviantart.com/journal/13215983/ Mon, 04 Jun 2007 14:05:14 PDT I know, Iv'e been away for a while.
That was caused by several reasons...
First one is Iv'e been working for a few monthes is a store who sells art supplies for painters, and it caused me to focus a lot more on this side of my work.
Problem is, I draw and paint very slowly, but ides come to me very quickly- so what happens is I start new paintings all of the time, but rarely finish them

Second reason is having a little photography crisis, part of it because I'm sick of my cam but don't have to money to buy a new professional one. Luckily for me I have great friends who are willing to lend me their great cameras, and it works pretty good as a temporary solution.

The third reason is being a bit tired of the virtual world and it's tendency to swallow you in.
But iv'e missed you guys, and missed your feedback, and continue to admire your work.
A lot of old material had piled up, and I'm gonna start uploading it, bits by bits...




LIOR
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First series I'm going to publish is one of an amazing girl named Lior.
She is probably the bravest woman Iv'e ever met. Her life story is very dramatic and unusual, and what she has done despite her disability just amaze me. I admire her.
She is an insparation in so many ways, and plus her stunning beauty shes one of the most interesting models I had the chance to shoot.
I hope some of this feeling I have towards her come across in this pics.
I'd love to hear what you think.

]]> ~blackFirefly http://blackFirefly.deviantart.com/journal/11756812/ http://blackFirefly.deviantart.com/journal/11756812/ Sat, 10 Feb 2007 07:36:52 PST
No annoying roomates around, just us
It's real exciting (and a bit frightning as well).
Even though our place is all messed up at the moment, it's lovely and we love it. It feels like home.
+ It's right near the ocean!!!!!! Which is a dream come true for me Once the weather gets a bit brigther, Ill probably spend all of my free time at the beach...

The only bad news are that I'm not connected to the net, and don't know how long it will take to get connected...
(I spent all my savings on the moving part, and again- I'm flat ass broke!)
So I won't be sumbitting much, and it would be hard to answer your comments, and comment on your work.
Iv'e been offline for a week, and there's already so many comments and deviations I don't have time to see or reply too...

So you'll have to miss me for a while.
I wanna give my sincere thanks for all of you who love what I'm doing and keep me going.


Wish us luck on our new place, and the new path were on. I believe it will lead us to new good places

]]> ~blackFirefly http://blackFirefly.deviantart.com/journal/11090680/ http://blackFirefly.deviantart.com/journal/11090680/ Sun, 17 Dec 2006 04:18:32 PST


HAPPY HOLLIDAYS EVERYBODY!

]]> ~blackFirefly http://blackFirefly.deviantart.com/journal/11070200/ http://blackFirefly.deviantart.com/journal/11070200/ Fri, 15 Dec 2006 07:06:53 PST אני עובדת ברולדין, וחייבת להגיד שזה בערך המקום הכי פחות שמח להיות בו בחנוכה.
מהרגע שפתחתנו ועד לסגירה, השתרך בחוץ תור של קרוב ל-70 איש, והכל בשביל הסופגניות.

אנשים, זה בצק מטוגן בשמן!!!! זה לא כזה טעים, וממש לא בריא!
אני ממש מתקשה להאמין שאנשים יעבירו את עצמם את הסיוט הזה בשביל סופגניות! אפשר היה לחשוב שמחלקים יהלומים בחוץ.

אני קוראת לכל עם ישראל:
אל תבואו לרולדין!!! הסופגניות יקרות, והעובדים על סף התמוטטות עצבים.


מעבר לזה, שיהיה לכולם חג נפלא
מקווה שאתם במצברוח טוב משלי...

]]> ~blackFirefly http://blackFirefly.deviantart.com/journal/10303267/ http://blackFirefly.deviantart.com/journal/10303267/ Fri, 06 Oct 2006 11:52:09 PDT My new place is pretty cool, right in the middle of the city. It's so noisy out here but I'll probably get use to it.
And the good news are: I'm back on line! yes yes yes!
It's been a long long time... And now there is no excuse for not uploading new stuff, or commeting on yours.
I really hope I will have the time to be an active user of DA again (since I ran out of money and need to work my ass off for at least a couple of weeks ).

Missed you guys!!!

]]> ~blackFirefly http://blackFirefly.deviantart.com/journal/9519136/ http://blackFirefly.deviantart.com/journal/9519136/ Fri, 28 Jul 2006 05:25:00 PDT We don't really feel it here in Tel-Aviv where I live, just hear about it over the news.
So far my way of coping was avoiding it as much as possible, becasue for me it's simply to much to handle... I prefer not knowing until the bomb hit my house
It was my way, anyway, just until Dagan my boyfriend got a command to show up at the army base next morning. No time to preper, few hours to get ready and say goodbye.
I got totally freaked out, naturally, but he assured me is not going to do anything dangerous. So far he hasn't, but I'm worried, and miss him, and nobody knows how long he's going to be there...
So it's SUCKS, basically.
Not to mention, it's imposibble to keep avoiding the situation. And once I start to think about all the dead soldiers, and innocent people who haven't done nothing wrong accept living up in the north of Israel... I get to sad and feel so helpless, I almost start ripping my hair off.
And it's so so so sad that in the year 2006 people still try to solve problems by war, fighting for lost diginity, for dead land, don't give a damn about how many people will lose their life in between.
All I have to do is pray for it to end. ]]> ~blackFirefly http://blackFirefly.deviantart.com/journal/9340822/ http://blackFirefly.deviantart.com/journal/9340822/ Tue, 11 Jul 2006 08:14:45 PDT SO, just wanted to appologize for not being able to comment on your wonderful works, and your amazing comments on mine.
It meens so much to me. Each and everyone of you is dear to me.

Keep on creating, hope to see you soon! ]]> ~blackFirefly http://blackFirefly.deviantart.com/journal/9063983/ http://blackFirefly.deviantart.com/journal/9063983/ Wed, 14 Jun 2006 07:22:03 PDT
feels kinda wierd... bitter-sweetish

The past year had a lot of changes and I feel iv'e neglected my art, which always been and will be the most important thing to me.
So I wish to my self a year of lot's of new creations, a lot of work on my art. I miss painting, I really need it.
Also i'd like to be more peacful and relaxed, I worry way to much.
Wish me luck
Hope it will be a good one...
you all. ]]> ~blackFirefly http://blackFirefly.deviantart.com/journal/6867753/ http://blackFirefly.deviantart.com/journal/6867753/ Tue, 25 Oct 2005 19:36:52 PDT .
Actually I was glad about it, since it finally got me sitting on my ass, writing the journal entry I was planing on writing for a while now, about not having a computer to work on and upload new work, about moving out and all the exciting-frightening changes my life are going through.
So yeah, it's not the post I was meaning to write (maybe some day, who knows), but it's kind of a begining. Gives me the opportunity to appologize for disappering, for not being able to comment on all of your wonderful work. And also to give you some insight about myself, beyond my creations. First journal entry for me, maybe i'll make it a habit?
Anyways, here we go:

1. I was a vegetarian for most of my life and plan on getting back to it some day. I've started eating meat again about a year an a half ago. I have no excuse, I just wanted it real bad...

2. I left high school (I prefer that term over "dropped out") at age 15, and don't regret it for a second.

3. I lived for most of my life in various places at the south of Israel and hated every minute of it I left home almost one month ago, heading big city Tel-Aviv, and currently am living with two lovely house-mates and one extremely large cat.

4. Even when things get rough, I love my life.

5. I can get lost anywhere, everywhere. might be a problem if i'll ever live in a big house

6. More than anything else, I find relief through dancing.

7. I think I have the ability to look disconnected no matter the situation or group of people I'm with.

8. I am the worse chocolatholic I know.

9. I day dream a lot and don't like to be disturbed.

10. Confession time: I was once cought shop-lifting.

11. I believe dreams come true.

12. I believe in karma. I think day-to-day it makes me a better person.

13. I am grateful for my amazing friends, but believe we are basicly all alone and always will be.

14. Among my future aspirations: to open my own jewelry store, to have a philosophy degree, to write a book, to dance on stage.

15. Iv'e studied astrology for one year. Iv'e decided to lay off it for the moment, but wanna continue studing it farther ahead.

16. Iv'e studied art for two years and for me it's just the begining of my art educational journey.

17. I love dogs but adore cats.

18. I am trying very hard not to become a smoker. It's aspecially hard since almost everybody I know and hang out with smokes like a train chimney.

19. I held a camera for the first time about two years ago. The reason was photography being one of my obligation classes. It was love at first sight.

20. I painted a lot as a little girl and then just stopped, for a very long period. Don't remember why. When I got back to it out of boredom and despair, a short while before I left school, I was literaly drawing like a little girl. Even though, I immediately knew there's nothing else I want to do.


That is it, my friends.
I tag:

* Can someone please let me know how do I get avatars to apper when typing someones page adress?
and also, please let me know if I made some embarrassing spelling or grammer mistakes ]]> ~blackFirefly