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deviantART: by:blackkat777 http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:blackkat777&section=today deviantART RSS for by:blackkat777 en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Mon, 14 Dec 2009 18:25:01 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png Tone er down a lil, will ya? http://blackkat777.deviantart.com/journal/28698723/ http://blackkat777.deviantart.com/journal/28698723/ Tue, 01 Dec 2009 19:30:17 PST
]]> ~blackkat777 Ho Hum http://blackkat777.deviantart.com/journal/28512927/ http://blackkat777.deviantart.com/journal/28512927/ Sun, 22 Nov 2009 16:01:57 PST

Well, so it turns out some people who work with my bf have seen my artistic nude pics. When he told me this, I initially was embarrassed. I don't see why I should have been...

My art is not pornographic. It is an expression of myself. It is me; finally being comfortable in my own skin. My whole life I have always been considered "chubby", but now, I don't care. I have reached a level I am happy with.

I will not remove my deviations. They express me being trapped in my own body, being held back by my own limitations. The metal cuffs represent society trying to hold me down. To not let me reach the keys and be free. The door is my end goal, but I cannot quite reach it yet. I have to learn how to remove the shackles of the corporations, to ignore the negativity of pessimists; and most importantly, to be able to live how I want to live. To be the person I want to be.

I love myself for who I am. In the words of Marilyn Munroe, "I'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes. I am out of control and at times hard to handle, but if you can't handle me at my worst. Then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best"

]]> ~blackkat777 Sweet Pea http://blackkat777.deviantart.com/journal/27650677/ http://blackkat777.deviantart.com/journal/27650677/ Thu, 08 Oct 2009 13:26:32 PDT
Here is some advice for you deviants who have not messed up your lives with debt. Don't go to school until you are absolutely sure it is what you want to do. I sit here before you with loans that I am now going to have to pay off with a slightly more than minimum wage job. Life is hard. Some people are dealt winning hands, and then there are people like myself who work our asses off and still do not come out any further ahead. I hope someday my creative side will shine through and someone will recognize me for the talented individual I am. Until then? I sit on my couch and try to be content with what I have.

]]> ~blackkat777 Updated Journal FTW? http://blackkat777.deviantart.com/journal/26413927/ http://blackkat777.deviantart.com/journal/26413927/ Wed, 05 Aug 2009 23:56:58 PDT
Anyway, here is whats going on with me.

I found a job at Loch Lomond Villa. I am currently working my ass off because there are so many available shifts. I frankly feel odd having a day off now, which I find quite alarming. I haven't had much time to post pictures or check up on my devArt page, but hopefully I will start remembering that art is still a part of my everyday life and all I do. Speaking of which, I will be returning to school sometime in the not-so-near future to fulfill my dream of becoming a 5 star chef. I have dreamt of it since I was young. But unfortunately my high school guidance counselor "guided" me towards the health related career I was also considering at the time. Turns out I am not so thrilled about changing the "diapers" of the elderly. Honestly, I can't think of anyone who is passionate about it, but I may be surprised one day. But it is definitely not for moi.

Umm... still haven't left my apartment. I have sort of grown attached to this place. I think I may be leaving at the end of the month, but I don't want to jinx it now.

I have adopted another cat. A chocolate Siamese named Widget, who seems to be very active and has finally gotten my other (rather mean kitty) to actually play. Kinky (the mean one) is still a vicious little devil, but it is expected since he came from an abusive home prior to mine.

And that will be all for now. I think I will take those "naughty" photos. But as to whether or not I will post them. You wll have to wait and find out.

*Keep your dreams flowing*

]]> ~blackkat777 Bottle Up Old Love. http://blackkat777.deviantart.com/journal/24306895/ http://blackkat777.deviantart.com/journal/24306895/ Sat, 18 Apr 2009 11:37:54 PDT maybe if I updated my journal more people would actually watch for my photography... well... something like that.

So ~ithicine and myself have decided to look into getting an apartment together. I know I JUST moved into my own place (which don't get me wrong, I do love it) If only my heat bill every month wasn't around $300. Then you put the cost of my rent in there ($550) and I am paying a ridiculous amount for an apartment that isn't even remotely comfortably warm all the time. The only warm room is the bedroom, as I keep Izzy and her tank in there. So I am thinking a nice big modern apartment in which to relax in and not want to move out of. All my apartments I wanted to move out of after some time for various reasons (felt like I was trapped in a shoebox, had to get away from psycho-boyfriend, and now the expensiveness) *sigh* oh well. I'm sure things will go better.

As for my PSW program, I have successfully completed my course and am currently seeking employment within the nursing community. So I'm hoping my prospective jobs I have lined up turn out great for me. Attending that school was a bad choice for myself, as I don't feel they deserve the amount I spent on tuition to learn common sense concepts... *rants away*

Oh well, I had better get up and get moving. Need to hit the gym, and maybe go on a photography adventure today

Peace Out Deviants

]]> ~blackkat777 Here I go again... http://blackkat777.deviantart.com/journal/22776390/ http://blackkat777.deviantart.com/journal/22776390/ Sat, 24 Jan 2009 07:36:32 PST

As for my life though, I am currently in the process of finishing my program. Which I must say is a rather depressing thought, as I don't feel as though this is what I've always aspired to become... So what I am thinking of doing would be to get a job at this whole P.S.W. thing... and then once my student loans are all paid off, I shall pursue other endeavors. Something to express my creative side

I'm thinking Interior decorating, Graphic Design, or Culinary technology. I want to go home at the end of the day and say to myself "Yes. I have accomplished a masterpiece, and I want everyone to know." Not, "OMG, no matter what I do, these patients are not getting any better."

Gah... I'm sorry to rant. It's an ongoing battle with myself. At least I will be moving soon to my own place. A nice big one bedroom, with no more roommates to deal with. No more cleaning up after people, and no one making my life a living hell. (Although things have changed a considerable amount with Andrew, I still will more than likely not talk to him, after I move...)

I have already chosen a modern/contemporary theme for the new place. The living room with be centralized around the mantle (OMG LOVE MANTLE/FIRE PLACES

) The bedroom will be a classy Victorian style as I am moving my queen size antique Victorian bed from my parents house into it. So new furniture is something to look into

(Can anyone say shopping trip???

) All I know is, in my mind it is the most ideal apartment for myself. I only needed a little help from my father for the first months rent, as my moving came as a surprise even to me (wasn't expecting to move in till March or April) but I saw this place and just fell in love with it

That means (to my local deviants

) I will be having a nice housewarming party. I'm thinking a valentines themed one as it will more than likely be on valentines day ^^

As for my relationship with ~ithicine, things are becoming rather difficult for me. I am in absolute love with him, but due to work schedules we are now working complete opposite shifts, not even sharing the same days off

(he has Wednesday & Thursday, I have Saturday & Sunday. He works overnights, I work all day...) UGH!!! See? just seems no way to work around our scheduling conflicts... so my dear deviants I will see how this works out. I don't want to break-up with Gadget as he is the best thing that has ever happened to me ^^ So we shall leave it as is and hopefully it will all work out in the end

Well deviants, I am done my updates for the time being...

catch ya later

]]> ~blackkat777 NEWNESS http://blackkat777.deviantart.com/journal/21770766/ http://blackkat777.deviantart.com/journal/21770766/ Mon, 01 Dec 2008 17:00:30 PST

As for why I haven't submitted any deviations in awhile, I had a bit of an adventure involving me dissmantling my laptop. Which interestingly enough resulted in it being sent away for repairs and I am currently waiting to get it back, so hopefully sometime before christmas. I also plan on looking for a new "professional camera" in the new year as I am putting together my art portfolio now and looking into creating a nice little business on the side for myself in the future. But of course, I will need a bit of patience with things as I can't do too many things at once.

Last, but not least, the countdown to Christmas begins today. Only 23 days left

so get those decorations up and cookies baked. and Happy Holidays to all deviants and happy new years as well in case I cannot update until after 2008 is past.

]]> ~blackkat777 updating the undated http://blackkat777.deviantart.com/journal/19619898/ http://blackkat777.deviantart.com/journal/19619898/ Sun, 27 Jul 2008 08:49:57 PDT I am anxiously awaiting that day

nothing better than knowing someone's life will be blessed with a long-awaited child. Although I simply cannot begin to comprehend why someone would want a child (just cant picture myself with kids) oh well, not my place to step in. anyways, I'm off to continue to take pictures of my many adventures, and perhaps post a few on the way

peace out deviants

]]> ~blackkat777 hmm... http://blackkat777.deviantart.com/journal/17981581/ http://blackkat777.deviantart.com/journal/17981581/ Tue, 22 Apr 2008 18:47:35 PDT we have been living together for approx 7 months now and things are getting serious... may lead into marriage someday

but i don't wanna jinx anything. am trying to keep my chin up and bank account full, and just wondering what adventures are going to happen in the fall or whenever

and plus im completely addicted to Link now XD but when havent i been?

]]> ~blackkat777 library books http://blackkat777.deviantart.com/journal/13225045/ http://blackkat777.deviantart.com/journal/13225045/ Tue, 05 Jun 2007 08:21:35 PDT man, i am such a

lol but oh well. IN YO FACE JOS!!!! YOU ONLY HAD 132

lmao, i still am boggled that i read that much. wow...

]]> ~blackkat777 my bad XD http://blackkat777.deviantart.com/journal/12740826/ http://blackkat777.deviantart.com/journal/12740826/ Thu, 26 Apr 2007 09:54:53 PDT guess i made an ass of myself AGAIN!!! ahh well.... lets see... I've been busily working on more poetry, but i want to get kind of a "stockpile" before i start submitting. i know some people seem to drip with artistic talent but i need lots of time to edit and such things... so i will update soon

(maybe) i also have the play to deal with...

oh and last Saturday i had a severe allergic reaction, and my doctor put me on a diet

fruits, veggies, and meat. and water or wine to drink. so now i am kind of excited because i have loads of energy and will definately get in better shape... maybe wear a bikini this year???

lol i know too much of a mental picture for some of you

]]> ~blackkat777 whose responsibility is it, anyway??? http://blackkat777.deviantart.com/journal/12715043/ http://blackkat777.deviantart.com/journal/12715043/ Tue, 24 Apr 2007 08:35:31 PDT so i hate to be the over protective older sibling but.... basically i think my prarents/ older sister may have ruined a potentially good life for her. i mean she was kinda pressured into it by my older sis, and what if she becomes addicted??? just some thoughts...

Andrea

]]> ~blackkat777 RANTING! http://blackkat777.deviantart.com/journal/12010671/ http://blackkat777.deviantart.com/journal/12010671/ Thu, 01 Mar 2007 08:30:37 PST
]]> ~blackkat777 Back http://blackkat777.deviantart.com/journal/11397627/ http://blackkat777.deviantart.com/journal/11397627/ Thu, 11 Jan 2007 11:44:17 PST uhh.... worked my ass off all xmas break. got sick for like 4 days (tired, puking, feeling blah...) anyway now i'm good

]]> ~blackkat777 BAM! http://blackkat777.deviantart.com/journal/11125043/ http://blackkat777.deviantart.com/journal/11125043/ Wed, 20 Dec 2006 08:27:34 PST lets see... me and Caleb broke up... i'm still emo... have to work all xmas break

... not very fun. but am getting my begginners (hopefully) on the 28th.

]]> ~blackkat777 death and destruction http://blackkat777.deviantart.com/journal/10785875/ http://blackkat777.deviantart.com/journal/10785875/ Mon, 20 Nov 2006 06:54:13 PST actually since about thurs night, every day since then has been horrible. i really miss my bf. [(BTW he was my pei friend) which you'd only care if you followed my journals] anyway... so now i am EXTREMELY depressed

and need some one to talk to.

]]> ~blackkat777 weekend! :w00t: http://blackkat777.deviantart.com/journal/10720097/ http://blackkat777.deviantart.com/journal/10720097/ Tue, 14 Nov 2006 06:36:40 PST this weekend i got to see my friend from pei.

i was extremely happy cuz i haven't had a chance to talk to him in a long time. so we chatted for quite a while and generally hung out. i was asked to his prom

so between my prom, his prom, joannie's wedding

i may end up insane

so there'll be a whole lotta partying next june/july for me.

well i am supposed to be working or something... oh well

]]> ~blackkat777 dentist http://blackkat777.deviantart.com/journal/10600866/ http://blackkat777.deviantart.com/journal/10600866/ Fri, 03 Nov 2006 06:47:37 PST if i recall she said something like "the freezing will come out in half an hour... what a freakin liar!!!!!!!! :grrr: so now i keep poking my face and wondering about it

hmmm...... what would it be like to kiss someone with your face half frozen???

(ignore odd thoughts

)

]]> ~blackkat777 dark and depressed http://blackkat777.deviantart.com/journal/10579113/ http://blackkat777.deviantart.com/journal/10579113/ Wed, 01 Nov 2006 06:36:50 PST plus i am super pissed about a halloween incident

]]> ~blackkat777 engagement http://blackkat777.deviantart.com/journal/10459660/ http://blackkat777.deviantart.com/journal/10459660/ Fri, 20 Oct 2006 19:43:08 PDT just thought i'd tell everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!

]]> ~blackkat777 squee... http://blackkat777.deviantart.com/journal/10006395/ http://blackkat777.deviantart.com/journal/10006395/ Fri, 08 Sep 2006 06:51:50 PDT ) anyway, sorry everyone about still not submitting any art. i know some of you are wondering "where the hell is her f@#$*&^ art???" well i am currently busy as hell, plus the fact of still no pc or scanner

but pretty soon i am getting a laptop

so hopefully you guys won't be so neglected then

well since i am in a class right now... meh wth! ]]> ~blackkat777 bye! http://blackkat777.deviantart.com/journal/9064734/ http://blackkat777.deviantart.com/journal/9064734/ Wed, 14 Jun 2006 09:03:00 PDT (i don't have a computer at home

) but i shall be back next school year when i'm supposed to be working

anyway... GOODBYE EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!

]]> ~blackkat777 job! http://blackkat777.deviantart.com/journal/8949465/ http://blackkat777.deviantart.com/journal/8949465/ Fri, 02 Jun 2006 10:55:06 PDT anyway... it's at a chicken barn.

so i have to pick up dead chickens and steal the eggs of the live ones. plus mowing the lawn and stuff. but i do get paid more than my original summer job choice would have.

so either way.

]]> ~blackkat777 job interview :( ... http://blackkat777.deviantart.com/journal/8910555/ http://blackkat777.deviantart.com/journal/8910555/ Mon, 29 May 2006 10:52:31 PDT yuppers! i am kinda nervous because i have my first ever job interview afterschool.

but hopefully i will do alright

see ya guys! ]]> ~blackkat777 chemistry http://blackkat777.deviantart.com/journal/8371661/ http://blackkat777.deviantart.com/journal/8371661/ Wed, 05 Apr 2006 08:20:08 PDT (me) ]]> ~blackkat777