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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 26 Nov 2009 21:56:03 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="content"><br /><br />1. Post these rules.<br />2. Each tagged person must post 10 things about themselves on their journal.<br />3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 10 people and post their icons on the same journal.<br />4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.<br />5. No tag-backs.<br /><br />1. I like sleeping<br />2. I like my boyfriend<br />3. I like to knit and crochet <br />4. I go to college<br />5. I love bright colours!<br />6. I love watching documentaries <br />7. chewing gum is fun!!!<br />8. Reading is also fun!<br />9. I love being on the internet<br />10. I enjoy waking up to see that i have a text waiting for me. <br /><br /><br />if you want to do this u can!!<br /><br /></div><br /><br /><div class="credits">CSS by =<a class="u" href="http://moonfreak.deviantart.com/">moonfreak</a><br />spiced up a wee wee bit by me.</div> ]]></description>
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                <title>boyfriend is ill and im making thongs</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 12 Nov 2009 08:30:54 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="content"><br /><br />so, ben is in extream pain because he had to have a surgery, and his painkillers arn't working. and it was after he almost pass out in the bathroom he realized he wasn't going to "rough it out"  like  he usual does. <br />hopefully he passes out on the ride there, which im sure he will since if he sits up he usual does :s<br /><br />oh what i wouldn't do to see him, and totally fuss over him, lol prolly piss him off more then help, since... >////<  long story<br /><br />this weekend i'm sewing thongs for assignment. i'll post images, and no i wont be wearing them!! (in the pictures) but they are pretty shitty designs, instead of having a triangle in the back i'm putting zodiac signs, and color pallete squares.... since u see more that triangle then the front... lol<br /><br />should i sell them if they are worth it? hmmmm<br /><br /></div><br /><br /><div class="credits">CSS by =<a class="u" href="http://moonfreak.deviantart.com/">moonfreak</a><br />spiced up a wee wee bit by me.</div> ]]></description>
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                <title>.nanowrimo</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 02 Nov 2009 12:49:35 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="content"><br /><br />national novel writing month is here!? are you doing it? this is my first time doing it, and i haven't written anything since like grade 8, but i thought it would be something to do, and if i win! wouldn't that be sweet then i can say i actually wrote a novel!<br /><br />i pretty much just started an hour ago! i really think people should join!!<br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.nanowrimo.org">[link]</a><br /><br />GO JOIN RIGHT MEOW!!<br /><br /></div><br /><br /><div class="credits">CSS by =<a class="u" href="http://moonfreak.deviantart.com/">moonfreak</a><br />spiced up a wee wee bit by me.</div> ]]></description>
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                <title>i wish i could</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 19 Oct 2009 18:39:27 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="content"><br /><br />if i could i would love to take a college type of class of intense "learn japanese" course!!! i would love to take it.<br />i love language, but sadly i have a speech problem so "r"'s are really hard for me to say, and it's like in any other language they live off of that sound. like rolling "r"s (which for the life of me i can't do!)<br /> except japanese. and i always wanted to learn a second lanurage!!<br /><br />does anyone who knows a second language have any pointers for what the best way to learn japanese?<br />cds? class? watching their tv shows?<br /><br /></div><br /><br /><div class="credits">CSS by =<a class="u" href="http://moonfreak.deviantart.com/">moonfreak</a><br />spiced up a wee wee bit by me.</div> ]]></description>
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                <title>i iz</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 05 Oct 2009 22:41:19 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="content"><br /><br />i iz lazy. <br /><br /><br />i'm here but im not.<br /><br />bluh<br /><br /></div><br /><br /><div class="credits">CSS by =<a class="u" href="http://moonfreak.deviantart.com/">moonfreak</a><br />spiced up a wee wee bit by me.</div> ]]></description>
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                <title>going down</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 22 Sep 2009 16:37:29 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="content"><br /><br />so internet at my house is out. so i cant comment on peoples comment or all that jaz <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> i miss internet!!! i need it!! BAHHH <br /><br />well i hope to see you guys soon <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br /></div><br /><br /><div class="credits">CSS by =<a class="u" href="http://moonfreak.deviantart.com/">moonfreak</a><br />spiced up a wee wee bit by me.</div> ]]></description>
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                <title>you are the baking soda to my cocaine</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 20 Aug 2009 11:39:42 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="content"><br /><br />so has anyone seen <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://Aquafeles.deviantart.com/art/Pose-and-character-perspective-134011506"><img src="http://th06.deviantart.net/fs46/150/f/2009/231/7/b/7b8f7bdcea6bbce649fe47a23a70c090.jpg" width="14" height="150" /></a></span></span> <a href="http://aquafeles.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/a/q/aquafeles.png?6" alt=":iconaquafeles:" title="aquafeles"/></a> mentions a great idea of drawing just random lines and shapes and find the form with in! that has sparked the fire for me to draw again!! (well i have been drawing but *meh* ill get around to uploading those!) <br />though mostly to draw on my tablet again...<br /><br /><br />it's sorta dieing on me... the pen fades in and out more often (my fat ass sister stepped on it a few years ago)<br /><br />it's about 3 years old and 10 days old (already?! i know the exact date bc i uploaded my first tablet drawing the day i got it... lol loser.) <br /><br />oh and <a href="http://curry23.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/c/u/curry23.jpg?3" alt=":iconcurry23:" title="curry23"/></a> was asking for free requests and i asked her to do Alanna from The Song of the Lioness quartet by Tamora Pierce! and it got me thinking that i have NEVER EVER (not even a doodle) drew fan art for this LOVELY series!!<br />it's really one of my top favorite books. like i remember every emotion i felt while reading those books. <br />and i can read it over and over again with out getting annoyed like i usual do when i re read something....<br /><br />ahh good times...<br /><br /></div><br /><br /><div class="credits">CSS by =<a class="u" href="http://moonfreak.deviantart.com/">moonfreak</a><br />spiced up a wee wee bit by me.</div> ]]></description>
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                <title>best vaction ever</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 17 Aug 2009 11:31:50 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="content"><br /><br />i had the best vacation ever !!<br /><br /><br />it was so nice to see Ben again <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br /><br /><br />i wish i could go back and enjoy it all over again <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> thought i kept getting bouts of illness (no it's not morning sickness lol though Ben made more then enough jokes about it) turns out it was just strep throat!!<br /><br />yay<br /><br />so anyways now i got to make this long distance relationship work!! crap.... lol<br /><br />i really really want it to work. (though I'm pretty sure it will! there is totally something about Ben that makes him different.... ahhh i love the first few days/week of seeing someone. everything is gooie and sweet)<br /><br /><br />oh well just got to be strong!!<br /><br />STRONG!! RAWR!!!<br /><br /></div><br /><br /><div class="credits">CSS by =<a class="u" href="http://moonfreak.deviantart.com/">moonfreak</a><br />spiced up a wee wee bit by me.</div> ]]></description>
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                <title>why i love sai (naruto)</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 30 Jul 2009 22:49:24 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="content"><br /><br />he just bitch slap sakura over and over again.<br />ahh i love the fucker !!<br /><br /></div><br /><br /><div class="credits">CSS by =<a class="u" href="http://moonfreak.deviantart.com/">moonfreak</a><br />spiced up a wee wee bit by me.</div> ]]></description>
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                <title>alice in wonderland</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 27 Jul 2009 21:29:13 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="content"><br /><br />u know, maybe, i'm the only person who feels like this...<br /><br />but i am fucking getting tired seeing everyone doing a remix of alice in wonderland<br /><br /><br />reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeal tired with it.<br /><br />and the whole movie thing just took me over the edge.... and im not saying its really shitty......the whole concept it looks like it's going to be visual orgasmic <br />i just want to see something NEW<br /><br /></div><br /><br /><div class="credits">CSS by =<a class="u" href="http://moonfreak.deviantart.com/">moonfreak</a><br />spiced up a wee wee bit by me.</div> ]]></description>
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                <title>THE LIST!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 16 Jul 2009 12:12:28 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="content"><br /><br />taken from <a href="http://fevertrick.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/f/e/fevertrick.gif" alt=":iconfevertrick:" title="fevertrick"/></a> seems like fun!!!<br /><br /><br />1. Pick your favorite or most normal humanoid character. One that you made yourself, and that you're good at drawing.<br />2. Draw that character in each of the following styles.<br /><br />The List:<br />[ ] Sexy<br />[ ] Over-the-top superhero/villain<br />[ ] Mecha/futuristic<br />[ ] Goth/emo<br />[ ] Opposite gender<br />[ ] Little kid<br />[ ] Angel/devil<br />[ ] Pirate/honest sailor<br />[ ] Animal form<br />[ ] Unbearably cute<br />[ ] Elemental<br />[ ] Sailor Moon style<br />[ ] Chibi<br />[<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://blackkitty45.deviantart.com/art/Derek-Hippie-129763428"><img src="http://th04.deviantart.net/fs48/150/f/2009/197/b/1/Derek___Hippie_by_blackkitty45.png" width="104" height="150" /></a></span></span>] Hippy<br />[ ] Steampunk<br /><br />Character(s) of Choice: hmm im going with Derek...<br /><br /></div><br /><br /><div class="credits">CSS by =<a class="u" href="http://moonfreak.deviantart.com/">moonfreak</a><br />spiced up a wee wee bit by me.</div> ]]></description>
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                <title>eek</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 10 Jul 2009 12:37:29 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="content"><br /><br />im ruining my childhood by re watching old tv shows!! i was so lame!!<br />i dont know what i was thinking!!<br /><br />tho i might have to dress up as sailor moon again for Halloween lol<br /><br /><br /><br />so what shows did u used to watch as a kid???<br /><br /></div><br /><br /><div class="credits">CSS by =<a class="u" href="http://moonfreak.deviantart.com/">moonfreak</a><br />spiced up a wee wee bit by me.</div> ]]></description>
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                <title>O H    C A N A D A</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 01 Jul 2009 17:22:03 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="content"><br /><br />HAPPY CANADA DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br /><br /><br />GONNA SEE THE FIREWORKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (with mandie <3)<br /><br />PFFFF WEEE BOOM!!!<br /><br />yeah that was my sad attempt at the sounds fireworks make. i hope i see people at the fireworks tonight!!!!<br /><br /></div><br /><br /><div class="credits">CSS by =<a class="u" href="http://moonfreak.deviantart.com/">moonfreak</a><br />spiced up a wee wee bit by me.</div> ]]></description>
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                <title>don't worry</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 25 Jun 2009 19:19:10 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="content"><br /><br />don't worry folks MJ will always be with us. Plastic doesn't decompose. <br /><br />and poor farrah <br /><img src="http://redriverautographs.files.wordpress.com/2009/02/farrah_fawcett_011.jpg"><br /><br />she was soo pretty <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br /><img src="http://photos.ecanadanow.com/farrah-fawcett-Anal-Cancer.jpg"><br />beware the nipples!!!<br /><br /></img><br /><br /><div class="credits">CSS by =<a class="u" href="http://moonfreak.deviantart.com/">moonfreak</a><br />spiced up a wee wee bit by me.</div></img></div> ]]></description>
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                <title>so guess what emily did</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 20 Jun 2009 05:45:57 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="content"><br /><br />good question.<br />beer nights are a great idea<br /><br />until u play quarters. and then the coin gets in ur beer cup. twice. and it's not lady like to stick ur fingers in ur cup so u chug those bad boys back.<br /><br />fml.<br /><br />good news tho i got free dry ribs.<br /><br />jimmy im sorry i didn't dance with u enough. <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br /><br /></div><br /><br /><div class="credits">CSS by =<a class="u" href="http://moonfreak.deviantart.com/">moonfreak</a><br />spiced up a wee wee bit by me.</div> ]]></description>
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                <title>i need MUSIC</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 15 Jun 2009 22:30:46 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="nobreak"><div class="exdate">Expiration Date:</div><img class="gotmilk" /><div class="content"><div class="body"><img class="glass" /><br /><br />give me bands to download i need more selection!!!!<br /><br /><img class="dabb" /></div></div><a href="http://brgtt.deviantart.com"><img class="cred" /></a></div> ]]></description>
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                <title>don't worry</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 14 Jun 2009 10:56:43 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="content"><br /><br />I'm drawing.<br /> I'll post them once I'm done <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br /></div><br /><br /><div class="credits">CSS by =<a class="u" href="http://moonfreak.deviantart.com/">moonfreak</a><br />spiced up a wee wee bit by me.</div> ]]></description>
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                <title>KNOCK OUT</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 31 May 2009 00:24:22 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="content"><br /><br />SO somehow i cam across several make up artist sites who do CRAZY BOLD eye makeup tuts......<br /><br />the two i really like is <br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.xsparkage.com/">[link]</a><br /><br />and <br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.doedeereblogazine.com/">[link]</a> <br /><br />they know their make up and i enjoy looking at their makeup and thinking of ways of using their style with out the BAM!! haha. <br /><br />and i also spent my whole night creeping random pages of their site, like the FAQ, bio  and all that jazz. doe commented in one of her many pages, that if u make a blog, make sure it's something ur really passionate about. <br />and i didn't think much of it, until i was just sitting around and realized i haven't made a layout in a while (i don't see a point why, i really don't run any sites... so why make a layout?)<br /><br />so i made an idea on the top of my head. got to have an idea to create... so this is my quick three second idea.<br /><br />a site that review drinks. and telling drunk stories. of me and my friends (mixing from Saskatoon and medicine hat)-it is a blog after all!! and yeah u know u spend too much time on "text from last night" when.... you think that would be fun... fml. oh and also do stupid stuff like "how do u know your friend is suffering from alcoholic poisoning?" "the right way to deal with a crying drunk." and my personal favorite, "how to pass out gracefully." <br /><br />its obviously never going to happen. <br />my writing skillz suck. and really, who really cares about a review on a drink? <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> it would be something else, like how to do "cool" bar drinks tricks.... but those are pretty lame and i don't know any...<br />but im prolly going to code it just because coding is fun for me.... <br />Knock out was just used bc i had a PSP brush...Lazy like that really... done in a few minutes...<br /><br /><br />a preview<br /><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://i249.photobucket.com/albums/gg240/ebz37/layoutda.jpg"><img src="http://i249.photobucket.com/albums/gg240/ebz37/layoutda.jpg" width="200" height="200"></img><br /><br /></a><br /><br /><div class="credits">CSS by =<a class="u" href="http://moonfreak.deviantart.com/">moonfreak</a><br />spiced up a wee wee bit by me.</div></div> ]]></description>
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                <title>dream</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 22 May 2009 23:40:50 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="content"><br /><br />i thought this was funny.<br />i finally came out that i really don't like tattoos, I'm tired of acting like that design was "oh so original" or hear other people bash each others tattoos  behind other people back and tho some stories about people tattoos are interesting. i could really care less if ur grandmother died (i haven't met her so what does it matter to me?) and that such and such item represented her.<br /><br />but i ended up dreaming about bumping into an ex. (after i ditched a math class because the question we needed to answer i couldn't solved and the teacher wasn't helping) and he wanted me to take  a look at his new tattoo design he had for himself. (i think he was quite proud of it)<br />and it was a girl....*trying her best to explain it* and she looks uninterested, and she has her chin rested on her right hand... she has a wing on the left side of her... she also has her tongue sticking out.<br />and in her wing it says<br /><br />"freedom flyin'" or something along those lines...<br /><br />and she's in blue and greens<br /><br />the colouring was horrible. but i do have say it was a good choice of colour just used wrongly.... then me and my ex then had a argument about how to draw a neck right.<br /><br /><br />i thought it was funny. i feel like drawing out that tattoo now <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/e/eek.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":O" title=":O (Eek)" /><br /><br /></div><br /><br /><div class="credits">CSS by =<a class="u" href="http://moonfreak.deviantart.com/">moonfreak</a><br />spiced up a wee wee bit by me.</div> ]]></description>
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                <title>drawing</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 18 May 2009 15:27:21 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="content"><br /><br />so i have started drawing again and I'm slowly working myself to do stuff, though I'm taking it slow, pretty damn slow.<br /><br /><br />as we speak I'm taking photographs, (of the net) printing them off and making crude trace lines of it on a clean sheet and then with a cheap pen i add on to the image.<br /><br /> yes i realize I'm prolly doing some form of art theft-ness....and i don't want to cause shit to hit the fan.... so u won't be seeing those images. unless u see my sketch book in REAL LIFE. (maybe).<br /><br /> this is just a simple form of stress release, (i don't have to worry about anatomy or form or place meant) for me, to get my self back into the grove of simply enjoying drawing again- It's working!!<br /><br />i know i should be doing everything by hand, but the simple idea to do that, really shuts down my drive to draw for days really...<br /> <br />i'm only doing this until i get bored with it and then i'll more on to the grid system i'll post images of those. becuase that will be done all by hind and no tracing will be involved and i believe when ur doing the grid system ur no longer in the zone of "art thief" <br /><br /><br />also with my images I'm doing i really cut down my portrait images (what can i say i really just like portraits) and trying to get the human body in action <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /><br /><br />and thank you to the people that commented on my last journal, you really helped <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> <br /><br />(<a href="http://presur.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/p/r/presur.gif" alt=":iconpresur:" title="presur"/></a> idea to draw with a pen and not a pencil is what really made me pick up my sketch book again <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" />  thanks buddyyyy)<br /><br />oh and ps i'm watching Push and i'm loving it!! i feel like creating a shadow character...<br /><br /></div><br /><br /><div class="credits">CSS by =<a class="u" href="http://moonfreak.deviantart.com/">moonfreak</a><br />spiced up a wee wee bit by me.</div> ]]></description>
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                <title>i lost my passion</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 05 May 2009 12:45:58 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="content"><br /><br />So I dont know how i lost it<br />but i lost it. in a sense, i still like to draw but i don't know what to do with it. just like my parents say about not getting a post secondary education what ever job u get (waitress/bartender) is like being in a no window no door area. I feel the same way with  Art sure i know there is a shit load of things u can do with art. but i don't know i feel like those opportunities aren't for me. like they are for someone else, and the shit i want to do i can't find any work or the job is already taken.<br />and its sorta shitty just being stuck in a box.<br />and its suck even more since i don't know what else to do.<br />i dont like working with others. i don't like dealing with strangers not because I'm afraid, i just find the general public annoying i don't want to deal with their food, what they drink, their health, where they live and so on. that's not my problem that's someone else problem. (any i making any sense with this or am i just rambling again in bad sentence form?)<br /><br />BAHH i don't know what to do with my life. i thought maybe taking a break and figuring out my passion would help but i can't seem to explain that to my parents and now if i don't get a job chances are in a few weeks I'll be kick out or move out and working a shitty job and have no way to continue with my education (i do want to learn i just don't know what)<br />I'm sure once i find my passion i'll be happy to do anything with a goal. but i really don't have a single goal. like im so desperate to get a goal back so i can be passionate again like its so bad that right now working a cubical job that pointless and mindless thinking, with "alright" just seems so good right now, so then i wouldnt have to deal with the annoyance that is of a lack of passion <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> FML <br />im so god damn frustrated.<br /><br /></div><br /><br /><div class="credits">CSS by =<a class="u" href="http://moonfreak.deviantart.com/">moonfreak</a><br />spiced up a wee wee bit by me.</div> ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 02 May 2009 15:12:22 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="content"><br /><br />I'm not dead I'm just really really really really really really really really lazy.... sorry<br /><br /></div><br /><br /><div class="credits">CSS by =<a class="u" href="http://moonfreak.deviantart.com/">moonfreak</a><br />spiced up a wee wee bit by me.</div> ]]></description>
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                <title>Grad show</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 01 Apr 2009 11:53:32 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://i249.photobucket.com/albums/gg240/ebz37/journal.jpg" alt="Photobucket" align="center"><br /><div class="content"><br /><br />this week (i believe) is the grad show!! so excited!!<br />i always enjoyed it sure it's only happen once before but still~~! how awesome was that night!! it was pretty bitchin' <br /><br />i'm going to wear a summer dress <br />*takes out a shaver* time to shave the winter fur!! lmao<br /><br /></div><br /><br /><div class="credits">CSS by =<a class="u" href="http://moonfreak.deviantart.com/">moonfreak</a><br />spiced up a wee wee bit by me.</div></img> ]]></description>
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                <title>fan service</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 23 Mar 2009 16:59:07 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://i249.photobucket.com/albums/gg240/ebz37/journal.jpg" alt="Photobucket" align="center"><br /><div class="content"><br /><br />SO lately I've been in a craving reading and really the only stuff u can get for free on the internet is fan fiction, so i enter the dark hole of naruto fanfiction... it was dark and scary but i read a few good ones. and now i'm crazy on coupling like right now this second.<br />i know i HAVE ALL <b>CRACK</b> except maybe one. <br />if you want to count NarutoxSakura. which i guess it is main stream but not common?? <br /><br />anyways my other ones is either HinataxSasuke (blame <a href="http://renoa-heartilly.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/r/e/renoa-heartilly.jpg?1" alt=":iconrenoa-heartilly:" title="renoa-heartilly"/></a> and her fanfic Torn which she has deleted :< ) or HinataXGaara, but i really blame that one on cute fan art.<br /><br />HinataXKiba which i really like but it's not really good, when it comes to fiction.<br />and what i find so funny about this is i actually don't like Hinata, she bores me. but she's my fiction whore apparently. lol.<br /><br />and this is totally off topic but i remember reading a fic and it was LEExSakura and then SakuraxGaara. like i usual don't like sakura with anyone but the writer just pulled it off and i LOVED it. i would read it again. it was good. but i can't find it shame, oh well. <br /><br />but now I'm going to open u up to my world...by images I've faved over the years.... lol<br /><br /><br /><b>Naruto x Sakura </b><br /><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://natsumi33.deviantart.com/art/TUQ-Sequel-1-60065335"><img src="http://th01.deviantart.com/fs16/150/i/2007/199/b/0/TUQ_Sequel_1_by_natsumi33.jpg" width="109" height="150" /></a></span></span> <br />this is actually a comic and its updated regularly and its AWESOME, i enjoy become a fan yoursel<br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://MuseSilver.deviantart.com/art/NaruSaku-Come-here-you-95705867"><img src="http://th02.deviantart.com/fs31/150/f/2008/235/e/e/NaruSaku__Come_here__you____by_MuseSilver.jpg" width="150" height="100" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://Power-J.deviantart.com/art/SakuNaru006-71461012"><img src="http://th04.deviantart.com/fs22/150/f/2007/339/4/f/SakuNaru006_by_Power_J.jpg" width="113" height="150" /></a></span></span><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://Takumy.deviantart.com/art/NaruXSaku-67617555"><img src="http://th02.deviantart.com/fs20/150/i/2007/291/2/f/NaruXSaku_by_Takumy.jpg" width="101" height="150" /></a></span></span><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://innera.deviantart.com/art/k-i-s-s-55639803"><img src="http://th02.deviantart.com/fs18/150/f/2007/139/0/b/k_i_s_s_by_innera.jpg" width="150" height="83" /></a></span></span><br /><br /><b>Gaara x Hinata </b><br /><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://ByakuganLove.deviantart.com/art/Sandflower-GaaHina-Collab-66315488"><img src="http://th07.deviantart.com/fs21/150/f/2007/275/8/4/Sandflower___GaaHina_Collab_by_ByakuganLove.jpg" width="150" height="117" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://juesanosano.deviantart.com/art/Nothing-Else-Matters-41418390"><img src="http://th06.deviantart.com/fs12/150/i/2006/287/e/f/Nothing_Else_Matters_by_juesanosano.jpg" width="117" height="150" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://Seventh-Seal.deviantart.com/art/010-Breathe-Again-GaaHina-77755152"><img src="http://th09.deviantart.com/fs30/150/i/2008/049/9/e/010___Breathe_Again___GaaHina_by_Seventh_Seal.jpg" width="138" height="150" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://Seventh-Seal.deviantart.com/art/GaaHina-Nothing-45175236"><img src="http://th06.deviantart.com/fs13/150/f/2006/356/0/f/__GaaHina___Nothing___by_Seventh_Seal.jpg" width="150" height="120" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://jbramx2.deviantart.com/art/Rain-Go-Away-Come-Again-43983542"><img src="http://th02.deviantart.com/fs12/150/f/2006/335/1/f/___Rain_Go_Away__Come_Again____by_jbramx2.png" width="119" height="150" /></a></span></span><br /><br /><b>Hinata x Sasuke </b><br /><br /><span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://ByakuganLove.deviantart.com/art/Don-t-forget-SasuHina-65527890"><img src="http://th08.deviantart.com/fs20/150/f/2007/265/5/2/Don__t_forget____SasuHina_by_ByakuganLove.jpg" width="115" height="150" /></a></span></span> <span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow" ><a href="http://ByakuganLove.deviantart.com/art/Don-t-blush-Just-Look-at-Me-65379680"><img src="http://th08.deviantart.com/fs21/150/f/2007/263/c/f/Don__t_blush___Just_Look_at_Me_by_ByakuganLove.... ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 21 Mar 2009 18:19:36 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://i249.photobucket.com/albums/gg240/ebz37/journal.jpg" alt="Photobucket" align="center"><br /><div class="content"><br /><br />you know the advice that your mother might give you and that is:<br /><b>Don't go grocery shopping hungry?</b> <br /><br />well i give u an upgrade<br /><b>Don't go grocery shopping hungry and tipsy</b><br /><br />i bought two boxes of the bagel-fuls, some gum, tooth paste and anti-perpirant lol<br />and u know what i find the funniest out of all of this.<br />i did this at 12 at night surrounded by twilight fans buying the DVD, i was the only girl that didn't buy it in the line up.<br /><br />also u know the commercial for bagel ful's and the wife just goes on about how awesome her husband is because he does it for her every single day?<br /><br />you know what u do? you stick the damn thing in the microwave for 10 seconds.<br />yeah..... i guess that huge diamond makes up for the lack of love lol or that he could have drove her to work too....<br /><br /></div><br /><br /><div class="credits">CSS by =<a class="u" href="http://moonfreak.deviantart.com/">moonfreak</a><br />spiced up a wee wee bit by me.</div></img> ]]></description>
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                <title>belate st patty</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 18 Mar 2009 06:13:56 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://i249.photobucket.com/albums/gg240/ebz37/journal.jpg" alt="Photobucket" align="center"><br /><div class="content"><br /><br />still a lil tipsy<br />but i wish you all a happy b late st pattys day and may your hang over be soft....<br /><br />[EDIT]<br />what i remember... so far<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> I danced by myself to a guy playing bag pipes.... repeatedly<br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> I got into a drinking mess b/c someone said he could out drink Canadians....that lead to the bag pipe dancing<br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> I lost my new green bandana shame it finally lost it's stiff ness<br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> my roommate is sleep w/ a friend now apparently...eww<br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> played wrestling with caleb<br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> started drinking at 8<br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> i think i kissed someone<br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bulletblue.gif" width="10" height="10" alt=":bulletblue:" title="Bullet; Blue" /> I was really drunk....<br /><br />god bless the irish!!! lol<br /><br />ps this is really for my own sake of remembering....<br /><br /></div><br /><br /><div class="credits">CSS by =<a class="u" href="http://moonfreak.deviantart.com/">moonfreak</a><br />spiced up a wee wee bit by me.</div></img> ]]></description>
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                <title>let it blow</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 01 Mar 2009 13:17:49 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://i249.photobucket.com/albums/gg240/ebz37/journal.jpg" alt="Photobucket" align="center"><br /><div class="content"><br /><br />okay so crazy dream, I've had it before but not in a while, see I'm a boy, i sorta want to say I'm a native American or maybe a mix Italian (does that make any sense?) and I'm in a black suit and I'm getting ready for something (it changes every time but this time it was a wedding) and i have two sisters, and theres a goat, and part of this ceremony, this goat, that is the oldest goat ever, (105 years old?) it can tell you the colour of your soul when you go swimming in the harbor with it O_O it enjoys the water apparently<br /> and I'm waiting for my family to get ready, and then before i know I'm told to run, because something is coming, (I think a earthquake happened and a wave came and crash everything a mile away so we're running now) and I'm by myself and I'm running, though back alleys, sometimes i fear that I'm stuck but i find a even smaller alley ways or i ram though a door and go though a building. <br />as I'm running i noticed a tornado is coming, its just black at the moment and i meet a girl she a hip hop person style person, and, maybe Latino. and we're running and soon we see that the tornado is larger and on fire!!!<br />we keep on running and then the girl panics she runs to a car and steals it (we kept on running because we couldn't trust cars??) and in her panic she crashes because the roads are jumping and moving because of the earthquake there are aftershocks. she dead cause the car EXPLODES. <br /><br />and then I'm running with these two old ladies (they aren't really old like a grandma old but they aren't young either) we left the city and I'm with the god damn goat and the old ladies and i'm barefoot and i remember looking over the goat (cause I'm holding her-it's a she) and I'm seeing weeds and spiky grass and at first I'm try to avoid the weeds the best i can cause they will hurt my feet but soon we stop and we see the tornado enter the harbor where everyone went and the harbor is filled with oil and it just burns the place I'm sad because my family dead (because that's where everyone went) and then then another big wave comes this time with flames in it and i think I've past it but it comes over me and the dream repeats. <br /><br />odd eh?? sorry i felt like sharing.<br /><br /></div><br /><br /><div class="credits">CSS by =<a class="u" href="http://moonfreak.deviantart.com/">moonfreak</a><br />spiced up a wee wee bit by me.</div></img> ]]></description>
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                <title>bee boo</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 20 Feb 2009 09:24:49 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="content"><br /><br />just goofing around on the journal things <br />dont have much to say <br />except i've been drawing but i doubt you'll see those pictures!! sorry guys<br />but before i went home for a week i drew an outline for VDAY and when i get back to college i'll finish it <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br /></div><br /><br /><div class="credits">CSS by =<a class="u" href="http://moonfreak.deviantart.com/">moonfreak</a><br />spiced up a wee wee bit by me.</div> ]]></description>
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                <title>a year subscription :D</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 13 Feb 2009 12:53:54 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I bought myself a prepaid visa and I thought hey I should spoil myself!! so now I have a YEAR long subscription!!! <br />I'm so happy about it <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> not going to lie i think i'm going to waste the rest of it on a big thick fantasy novel <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> <br /><br />yeah i know I'm a nerd. <br /><br /><br />btw nothing is new though for this valentines days all i want is a plateful of crispy bacon and other things >_> hehehe<br /><br /><br />well I hope i post something next week i have spring break or reading week as they call it here <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>its the seven deadly sins week on history channel</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 31 Dec 2008 13:30:55 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ okay so for the past 12 days i've been in PV, mexico (i'm acutally still in PV im down stairs in the lobby getting the good internet) <br />i was meant to be there for 14 days but u know because of cold-ness in canada (-44) our plane got canceled after being delayed for about hour. <br />bluh bluh bluh<br /><br />long story short i'm in mexico, its warm i'm the tanest i've been since i was a little kid. and i went zip lining yesterday!!! a lot of fun! (there was a cute guy working there his name was Angel heheheh i'm single now i'm allowed to look without feeling "guilty") <br /><br />ummmmmmmmmmmmm i bought a hat and a pair of shoes.<br />i want a key chain<br /><br />oh oh on december 6th for fun i got technoly married to my friend richelle.<br />(we're both very stright, like personally i'm head cheerleader for team cock lmao) it was just something to do and a reason to get shitty ass drunk (tho it failed on my part... i got sick had a glass of water and sober up in like 5 minutes it felt.) <br />and i had my hair in a mowhawk and i really looked like i was all about the beef toco.... still got hit on by this one creeper who my maid of honour wanted to beat up (akward cuase the next monday me and richelle saw him at the college store lol)<br /><br /><br />PICTUES!!!! <br /><br /><a href="http://i249.photobucket.com/albums/gg240/ebz37/n502127505_1727728_1958.jpg">[link]</a><br /><br /><a href="http://i249.photobucket.com/albums/gg240/ebz37/n580340706_5036925_5870.jpg">[link]</a><br /><br />(why yes we are drunk!! ty so very much!!!)<br /> <br /><br />oh oh and if u combine our last names togeather you get "boner" <br />HAHAHAHAH we rock!!!! though i sorta feel bad cause i'm prolly insulting all the gays for abusing a right they wanted so badly.<br /><br />talking about gays, went to the gay beach to play in the big waves. yeah i pulled a janet jackson. i'm sure every guy there went "ahh i remember trying to like those!!!" and then harshly making comment about how ugly my left tit is. though while that was happening there was this one green eye boy, like i'm talking bright lime green something u would read about in a fantasy book. who tried to help me again in the ocean, but my family wanted to go home BOOOO<br /><br />i was sorta ticked. he had AMAZING eyes could have stared at them all day long.<br /><br /><br />oh and im sharing the room with my sister. she talks in her sleep a lot of people do but now because there is no rest in mexico and u hear every bar playing music u dont really fall into deep sleep so she really talking in her sleep. its getting so bad i'm telling her to stfu in MY sleep!!! and its no longer small little words like normal but i mean full on sentences!! <br />its so bloody retarded i cant wait to go home and not be woken up by my sister telling a friend to not chew the gum filled with acid....<br /><br />well i got to go i'll post images of my mexico trip later <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <br />buh bye!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>what should i draw??</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 01 Dec 2008 12:44:38 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i need to doodle something today and not just another head shot sort of thing but i sorta stuck on what i should draw.<br /><br /><br />should i do fan art of some sort?? (havn't done ingo in a while....) or should i draw some OC's that i have like aaron, kaya, tai or derek, or even perhaps luna (she hardly gets drawn at all!!!)<br /><br />and plus what should i have them do?? :< <br />give me some ideas it might spark some creative ideas <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /><br /><br /><br />still feeling a little bit down but its getting better <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> i think its because school is almost over <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br /><br />ty for the watches <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> <br /><br /><a href="http://xbannix.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconxbannix:" title="xbannix"/></a><a href="http://youkai070986.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/y/o/youkai070986.png?1" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconyoukai070986:" title="youkai070986"/></a><a href="http://linzymarie.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/l/i/linzymarie.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconlinzymarie:" title="linzymarie"/></a><a href="http://undercoverninja.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/u/n/undercoverninja.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconundercoverninja:" title="undercoverninja"/></a> <a href="http://faketheway.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/f/a/faketheway.png?1" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconfaketheway:" title="faketheway"/></a><a href="http://renacido.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/r/e/renacido.gif?1" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconrenacido:" title="renacido"/></a><a href="http://mintermist.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconmintermist:" title="mintermist"/></a> <a href="http://the-tragic-clown.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/h/the-tragic-clown.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconthe-tragic-clown:" title="the-tragic-clown"/></a><a href="http://broodley.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/b/r/broodley.png?1" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconbroodley:" title="broodley"/></a><a href="http://eyepatchalex.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/e/y/eyepatchalex.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconeyepatchalex:" title="eyepatchalex"/></a><a href="http://animeobssesedfan.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconanimeobssesedfan:" title="animeobssesedfan"/></a><a href="http://sztorm.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/z/sztorm.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconsztorm:" title="sztorm"/></a><a href="http://warriorsgal.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconwarriorsgal:" title="warriorsgal"/></a><a href="http://timmornyelloweyes.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":icontimmornyelloweyes:" title="timmornyelloweyes"/></a><a href="http://doctorpontouf.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/o/doctorpontouf.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":icondoctorpontouf:" title="doctorpontouf"/></a><a href="http://ionoexde.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/i/o/ionoexde.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconionoexde:" title="ionoexde"/></a><a href="http://kai-goddess.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/k/a/kai-goddess.png?1" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconkai-goddess:" title="kai-goddess"/></a><a href="http://sasukeisahotninja.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/a/sasukeisahotninja.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconsasukeisahotninja:" title="sasukeisahotninja"/></a><a href="http://queenfoxxie.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/q/u/queenfoxxie.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconqueenfoxxie:" title="queenfoxxie"/></a><a href="http://metaloverlord0001.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/e/metaloverlord0001.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconmetaloverlord0001:" title="metaloverlord0001"/></a><a href="http:/... ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 29 Nov 2008 00:48:52 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ This Boy/Girl thing...<br /><br />Your Boy Side<br /><br /><br />[x] you love hoodies.<br />[x] you love jeans.<br />[x] dogs are better than cats <br />[ ] it's hilarious when people get hurt.<br />[ ] you've played with/against boys on a team.<br />[ ] shopping is torture.  <br />[x] sad movies suck.  <br />[ ] you own an x-box.<br />[ ] played with hotwheels cars as a kid.  <br />[ ] at some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.<br />[x] you own a DS, PS2 or sega.<br />[x] you used to be obsessed with power rangers. <br />[ ] you watch sports on TV.  <br />[ ] gory movies are cool.  <br />[ ] you go to your dad for advice.<br />[ ] you own like a trillion baseball caps.<br />[ ] you like going to football games.<br />[ ] you used to/do collect baseball cards.<br />[x] baggy pants are cool to wear.<br />[x] it's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.<br />[x] green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.  <br />[x] you love to go crazy and not care what people think.  <br />[ ] sports are fun.  <br />[x] talk with food in your mouth.<br />[ ] wear boxers.<br /><br />Total = 11<br />--<br /><br />Your girl side<br /><br />[ ] you wear lip gloss. ( <br />[x] you love to shop.  <br />[x] you wear eyeliner.<br />[x] you have some of the same shirts in different colors.  <br />[x] you wear the color pink. <br />[x] go to your mom for advice.<br />[ ] you consider cheerleading a sport  <br />[ ] you hate wearing the color black.  <br />[x] you like hanging out at the mall.  <br />[ ] you like getting manicures and/or pedicures.<br />[x] you like wearing jewelry.  <br />[ ] skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.  <br />[ ] shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.  <br />[ ] you don't like the movie star wars.  <br />[ ] you are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance.<br />[x] it takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed, and put on make-up and accessories.  <br />[x] you smile a lot more than you should. <br />[x] you have more than 10 pairs of shoes. (sandles really)<br />[x] you care about what you look like.  <br />[ ] you like wearing dresses when you can. (No.)<br />[x] you like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.<br />[x] you wear girl underwear. <br />[x] used to play with dolls as little kid.  <br />[x] like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.<br />[ ] like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored.  <br /><br />Total = 15<br /><br /><br />Boy = 11<br />Girl = 15<br /><br />i might have counted wrong bc i've been drinking<br /><br />i got my lip pierced <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> its sexy i think<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*blackkitty45</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 27 Nov 2008 10:13:19 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ feeling a little bit emo<br />everything is getting pushed a side b/c of my lameness<br />like social life<br />work<br />school the whole thing. <br /><br />I'm not ready for my fight with December.... <br /><br />life blows at the moment so<br />i'll be around but not really.<br /><br /> <br /><br /><br /><br />getting my lip pierced i hope.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*blackkitty45</author>
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                <title>im alive</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 23 Oct 2008 00:18:11 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ just thought i should tell u guys... i try to draw via computer but i've seem to just be addicted to my 200+ pencil crayons (oviously i have several crayons of the same colour)  and i guess i could use the school scanner to scan but maybe later.... lol!!<br /><br /><br />i plan to bitch at the dean of my college for taking away viscom vending machine (not a big deal but u get the munchies when 3 in the morning happens....)<br /><br />really i'm a fat person stuck in a skinny body<br /><br /><br />ps say no to chugging vodka straight. you'll just wake up with u shirt off, and a text from some guy asking where his shirt is....<br /><br />"i went drinking again, <br />woke up with another shirt off.<br />got numbers in my cell<br />damn, fuck<br />just another Friday. "<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>what do u like to read?</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 21 Sep 2008 00:04:05 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ personally what do you, like to read?<br /><br />Fantasy? <br />romance?<br />horror?<br />mystery?<br />slice of life?<br />books based off of shows (it's not fanfiction if it's published <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /> !) <br /><br /><br />personally i like anything that has a fantasy ting to it <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> like a retelling of a fairy tale, but changed in such an awesome way, that sure u know how it gonna end but the author has strung the words so perfectly ur still thinking "what's going to happen??"<br /><br />and sky pirates, dragons, prince and thieves, epic battles and elves and gooey love triangles <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br />and personally for a good book for me, it has to be on another planet or another place that isn't earth.<br />my mind works in such a manner that in most cases if it's on earth i always think "that's not possible" and it slowly kills the book for me because it's not "logical" over a slow period of time and by the time i read 3/4 of it i'm like UGH my brain.<br /><br />but u know give me another land and you can throw anything at me, and i'll be fine with it because it's not earth so it doesn't have to follow our laws. i'm so odd i know<br /><br />but i also like it when an author is able to bring fantasy into the playing ground of earth but u forget its earth.<br />its really a hit or a miss with that stuff...<br />the fallen series by Thomas E. Sniegoski <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Fallen-Thomas-E-Sniegoski/dp/068985305X">[link]</a> WAS AMAZING <br />i read it like three years ago and i still love it!!!<br />BUT then there is some horrible ones.<br />i forget what it was called because i don't really want to remember. but the jest of it all was this women was the first haft fairy born in USA because Europe kicked the fairies out a while back and USA was like "okay u can come over" (why can't they be like that with the Mexicans??) and she's actually in the running to be the dark queen of the fairies and to take her evil aunt off the throne but to get the crown she has to get knocked up... and she has sex with several men (i gave up after the third book when it reached 11 men! or was it 15?) and still can't get preggo. (long story about how the sun fairy is actually inferential and so no one else can have babies.) and each book would just be random talks that really didn't make to much sense to me and then two "hot" sex tales which could  be in front of ANYONE and ANYWHERE<br />it was usual in front of people, who would all be connect in some fairy way so they would be feeling the "love"<br /><br />i read the first three books because the first one i was like okay well maybe the second one will make more sense and i really wanted to who would become a daddy. the second book i was asking myself about my book picking abilities. the third book i gave up; haft way though the first sex tale and simply looked it up on the internet to see who the daddy was going to be (hoping it was a complete series) nope its still going and the author has this thing about just dragging things on (her other series is like 23 novels LONG and still going)<br /><br />and then i really didn't care how it ended. <br />though i have to say i loved the characters. <br />the plot was just wrong for them.<br />there should have been more fighting then winning things with the "POWER OF LOVE!!!"<br /><br />so tell me what u like to read and just ramble about all the good books you read <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>i'm 19</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 07 Sep 2008 10:19:33 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ yep im 19 <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> <br /><br />tho im not really until 6:34 PM lol<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 03 Sep 2008 19:06:12 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so i was taking a nap becuase i have the starting of a cold<br /><br />well i had my music playing and it was playing this ant nothing but a winter jam lalala well what was happening in my head while sleeping was that i was changing to the words of<br />this song and this is how it went from what i rememebered <br /><br /> ant nothing like escaping from the northernlands<br /><br /><br />lol wtf<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>my confession</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 31 Aug 2008 11:45:19 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ the first tornado i remember was when i was in grade5?? <br />maybe grade 6?<br /><br />and you know there was a few near us (like we could see one just outside our kitchen window but it was far off though it THAT large) <br /><br />and you know most people would be like<br />"please god dont let anything bad happened to my family/house" <br /><br />i was going <br />"dear god, just wait until Pokemon is over before you send a tornado"<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>packing</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 27 Aug 2008 15:53:14 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so i'm packing for tomorrow where i leave my house for medicine hat college dorms <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> i wont be back until thanks giving i do beleive??? <br />though when i mean by thanks giving i mean back to home in sasaktoon i'm pretty sure that i will be reconnected to the planet in a few days <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> hopefully it wont be like last year where the guy didn't set me up right and i went a full week with crappy internet connection and the reason why was because the guy didn't call into the "server" right <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> <br /><br />i'm pretty proud of myself i fit all my clothes that i want into two medium sized bins and one bin for art supplies <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> <br />and using a rock band box for blankets <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> now i just got to tiddy up my room a wee bit and as i spend the night with my family as a final good bye i'll clean my dishes and put them away into a box <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br />lately ive been super tired...a part of lacking iron even if i do take the iron pill every day...and just not getting over a summer cold that i'm not as energetic to leave...maybe it's because im sorta expecting to have some sort of thing to happen wake up find out i was in a cama and then satan will pop out of nothing, start laughing at me telling me i got another 2 months before i can  go back to school and i'm stuck in saskatoon for longer <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/e/eek.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":O" title=":O (Eek)" /><br /><br />cya one the other side<br /><br />emily <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>my ears (above hearing)</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 26 Aug 2008 11:51:01 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ haha my parents finally thinks it's time to have my ear check up because i guess i said "what?" one to many times LOL<br /><br />haha its a shame that most people think that when i say what? they think i couldn't hear them, but really i just don't understand them lol<br />or you know i just totally zoned out and you know that happens often <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> if zoning out was an Olympic sport you're looking at the Canadian Olympian LOL<br /><br />but ugh i'm prolly going to bomb it, just got off a bad summer cold and all morning my ears just start to ring!! <br /><br />pooooooooooooop<br /><br /><b>EDIT</b><br /><br />turns out i have ABOVE average hearing, the usual hearing number is 20 (not to sure what that means) and that varies most of my hearing was in the forties haha<br /><br />so i'm like an elf hahahahah *is a dork*<br /><br />so i guess i just never pay attention and we can't blame it on my hearing lol<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>just call me speedy</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 23 Aug 2008 16:03:12 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ last night just chilled with my little brother lukas all night down in the basement. <br />he fixed my computer...well just deleted everything reloaded windows and what ever.... happy days its speedy again!!<br />also while he was doing this about one in the morning i was making myself a scarf and watching the bio of Cleopatra and i just got hit over and over again with plot bunnies for comics <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <br /><br />but if I'm going to do a comic again it's going to be do it by hand, scan and then edit a bit on open canvas.<br /><br />and the one thing that's stopping me from doing that is i hate the time consuming of measuring straight comic panels its like a pet peeve of mine, i wish i had the real manga papers where they have the rulers on the actual paper so it takes away haft of the measuring time off... but i know I'll never come across that where i live... so i got to make my own <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> <br />*has template in head now i just need some sucker to drive me to micheals and i will get er done <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" />* <br /><br />ooo I'm exited <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>PARENT RANT</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 22 Aug 2008 22:49:15 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ *foams at the mouth* <br />Okay I'm not acutally foaming at the mouth nor am i actually that mad; its more like I'm frustrated. <br /><br />today i get into a conversation with my father and he goes on about what we should do before i leave for college. fuck i dont know nothing? that plan worked well for the past four months... *rolls eyes* but suddenly the whole family has to do something with me now (<i>where were they when i got back and really need something to do??</i>)<br /><br />and then my dad was like <b>well its not fine i asked u if you wanted to go camping and you rolled your eyes at it.</b><i> <br />(Ranter Note: my father camping trip is him, my neighbor, and my two brothers 7 hours into the northern bushes of Saskatchewan and as far as you can go via car with out going into a plane to canoe several lakes and then getting out of those lakes and carrying the canoe for several hours on land... i know the official word for it but god fucking help me when i try to spell it out... i think it's French or is it First Nation?? hmmm and also the week he was going to go, i would get the bleeding monkey, oh yes i would love to be in the wilderness when i have a fucking cotton rob rammed up in my fuckin' v hole !!!EPIC FUN!!)</i><b> go cart riding, driving lessons, and i even mentioned going to the moose jaw tunnels!</b><br /><br />he mentioned go cart riding ONLY during Christmas time! with fucking snow on the ground and at that time i was like fuck yeah lets do it, (b/c when u mention it i'm like sure why the fuck not?)  but u know i have an unknown fear of being behind the front wheel i fucking hate being behind it, i don;t mind anything else of the car i can sit in one and be cool but just not behind the wheel. so obviously if you don't mention the go carts I'm obviously not going to get out of my way and my safety bubble to go hey lets head down to the local go cart course. <br /><br />and then the tunnels, personal on a level I'm not afraid to let people know, im a geek for stupid knowledge that no one cares about so obviously i piss off my art classmates when i know more about lets say the roman empire then the shitty government we have and the north American union act and yada yada things they care about which btw they can stfu about. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />  <br />and I've always had this deep wanting to go to the tunnels, (its part of history!!!) and i had that feeling before the catholic board system made us read that one book about the tunnels in grade 7. >_< <br />and he said he told me about this.<br />i simpled replied calling on his bull shit. he never once fucking mentioned that golden nugget and i even told him that he must have forgotten to tell it out load and that i can't read fucking minds. <br /><br />and then he was like well u never wanted to drive and when the perfect times to drive you were sleeping in. (fuck then wake me up!!!)<br />and when i did ask you didn't want to drive (the times he would ask i just got back from work i'm tired, my feet are swollen and my head hurts from being surrounded by people who think all they can do in life is serve old people coffee and toast with a smile; and my pride hurting cause i had to smile and give a fuck about some old cunt master who had the balls to ask me why i said my R wrong (there's a right way and a wrong way if i lead myself into that area of my life ask away if i don't make any comment about it you keep it to your god damn self) and then thought they could pull a fucking <b>jesus</b> and cure me by thinking I'll be able to say it right after they repeated it several fucking times. <i>Loudly</i><br />oh yes dad I'm totally up to face my fears of driving after being beaten down by 90 years olds for 9 hours straight fuck why walk to the car?? lets fucking skip!!<br /><br /><br />and it wasn't like my father yelled at me any like that it was just a casual conversation but ugh it popped my bubble and i finally realize i had the worst summer of my life of isolation and ego killing of my life i rather retake 8 years of being bullied in elementary then the shit i had to do this summer. and it wasn't like it was depression or anything it was more like shock to the system. I'm <i>used</i> to being a lone and enjoying my own company's (full fledge introvert - but there is a limit) but you know after a year of being called up every five  minutes to hang out and to have at lest two people texting you at anytime of the day, every day to a silent cell phone and a really big room with just you and a lap top. <br /><br />it wasn't just being alone with myself (by choice) it was more like isolation from the world. even when i was alone last summer i could easily text up a friend from high school and at lest have a short convo via text if i was going though a boring part of a book or at lest have a goal to do something. but i didn't have that anymo... ]]></description>
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                <title>i'm an idiot i took the test</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 15 Aug 2008 23:00:29 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ 18 or lower means youÂre not stupid.<br /><br />[x] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were talking. SEVERAL TIMES<br />[ ] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were NOT talking.<br />[x] You have run into a glass/screen door.<br />[ ] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle.<br />[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, then people gave you weird looks. ITS A DAILY THING FOR ME NOW<br />total = 3<br /><br />[x] You have run into a tree.also several high school hall ways poles, a volley ball net <br />[ ] It IS possible to lick your elbow<br />[ ] You just tried to lick your elbow.<br />[x]You didn't know that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have the same rhythm.<br />[x] You just tried to sing them.<br />[x] You have tripped on your shoelace and fallen.<br />[x] You have choked on your own spit. <br />[ ] You have seen the the Matrix and still donÂt get it.<br />[x] You didnÂt notice that in the last question ÂtheÂ was spelled twice<br />[x] You just looked at it.<br />[ ] Your hair is blonde/dirty blonde.<br />[x] People have called you slow<br />total so far = 11<br /><br />[ ] You have accidentally caught something on fire<br />[x] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose/eyes/cheek.<br />[x] You have caught yourself drooling.<br />[x] YouÂve fallen asleep in class <br />[ ] If someone says ÂfartÂ you laugh.<br />[ ] You just laughed.<br />total so far = 14<br /><br />[x] Sometimes you just stop thinking <br />[x] You tell a story and forget what you were talking about<br />[x] People are often shaking their heads and walking away from you<br />[x] You are often told to use your Âinside voiceÂ. it was like my motto during high school. <br />[x]You use your fingers to do simple math.<br />total so far = 19<br /><br />[ ] You have eaten a bug.<br />[ ] You are taking this test when you should be doing something important <br />[x] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didnÂt realize it <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blankstare.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":|" title=":| (Blank Stare)" /><br />[x] YouÂve looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand or pocket<br />total so far = 21<br /><br />[ ] You sometimes post bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen to you if you donÂt even when you know it wonÂt happen to you.<br />[x] You break a lot of things.<br />[ ] Your friends know not to use big words around you<br />[x] You sometimes tilt your head when youÂre confused<br />[ ] You have fallen out of your chair before  <br />[x] When youÂre laying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture of the ceiling<br /><br />total so far = 24<br /><br /><br /><br />yeah i'm an idiot by far hahah<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>work</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 15 Aug 2008 03:05:29 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ damn my 8 days are done and i have to work the next three days then im dooooone yaya<br /><br />but ugh i dont want to work<br />fuck i dont want to do anything but sit<br /><br />im so physically tired but im sure once i acutally do something my energy will returned!!!<br /><br />super high me was funny go watch btw<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>okay</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 05 Aug 2008 22:45:44 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so i only got three more shifts at work before I'M DONE MOTHER FUCKERS!!!!!!<br /><br />(hates manger wife and two cooks!!)<br /><br />haha i always tell my parents i have more money then what i have HAHAHA<br /><br />i got to stop buying yarn, books and video games UGH<br />well i'm gong to stop buying now <br />i'm just going to save...<br />(saved several days of tips and my piggy bank is full and i could kill someone with it, it's that heavy!!) so i should have maybe 800 bucks?? (both piggy and wages) <br />seems right but knowing my estimate skills i'm prolly going to be off by 400 *rolls eyes* <br /><br />anyways DID ANYONE READ THE LAST BOOK OF TWILIGHT!!!!???<br /><br />if you didn't STOP HERE i'm going to spoil ya. and if you have read it then read away and comment about it!! i need someone to fangirl about it with!!! (like no one here knows about it, it seems and when ever i see a customer who has the book, and i try to talk about it they just give me a weird look. fuck off people i'm trying to be social here!!) <br /><br /><br />anyways~~!!!<br /><br />hahah had the funniest image of Edward when he was explaining bella about his years of virgin-ness and thats why he was so smart because while everyone else was doing it he was just the lonely virgin boy with the piano and so i have a silly image of a slump over Edward in his room sitting at his piano and his lower lip just sticking out and pouting and playing Chinese chop sticks with one hand as he hears three couples at it <br /><br />LMAO i'm a pervert i'm fine with you, but i dont know about everyone else haha <br /><br /><br />also i found the pregnancy like FUCKING annoying. <br />you know? like fuck i just felt like the author was just dragging it on with bella human life we had THREE FUCKING BOOKS OF IT. we dont need to add another book!! <br />though i felt like bella no matter how much control she had she lost some of her niceness she had when human.... i think i only felt like that because she didn't dream anymore. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /><br /><br />and i hate their child name<br />wtf<br />its a horrible name<br />i spent a good few minutes trying to pronounce it but for the life of me i couldn't!!!<br />and why name it after rose?? she fucking hated you for three books. you should have named her after Alice for god shake *yeah yeah i know rose was behind bella being prego from the beginning but fuck you and your logic!!!*<br /><br /><br />i think im done<br /><br />tho i missed jasper when he was gone <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> <br />but i liked garret and Benjamin too so it was all gooood <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />I NEED LIP GLOSS NOW!!!!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>COMPUTER HELP NOW EDIT</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 28 Jul 2008 02:34:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ for some odd reason my deviant art site and youtube isn't working for me like my computer doesn't want to do css and other things can someone help me with all of this?? do u think it's becuase of a virus??<br /><br /><br /><br />you tube is now fixed<br /><br /><br />DA is still giving me shit <br /><br /><br />turns out like four of my songs had viruses!!! and i scaned my computer with my other virus scan like every week and it said i was clean what a horrible program it was!!!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>get 7,777 u get free art</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 15 Jul 2008 21:27:53 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ when i hit 7777 which wont be happening in a while!!!! but just to let u know before hand, just screen cap it and send me a note and ill draw u a picture <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> though it will be digital not traditional hahah so i cant send it to u<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>new layout</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 11 Jul 2008 14:29:07 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ after years of being here I'm finally going to put my say about DA- though i could be lieing maybe i have already ranted about DA politics already in a quick sentence.... but w/e<br />(because for the most part since i joined here, no one cares about your opion or ever fully reads this... i like bananas) <br /><br />i love it~~~!!!! the new layout <br />its gives it a new feel and i really really like it. <br />fuck you people who think other wise<br /><br />ps if u don't know the difference between having a sub and not havign a sub. <br /><br />remove ur sub and then u will know<br /><br />the ad between ur top menu and ur "bottom" menu annoys the shit out of me truely it does, and it annoys me enough that i want to subscribe to DA just to be rid of it<br /><br />but deep down i got got to grin and point a finger at DA and wave it while giggling like a loonie<br />well played out DA well played out<br /><br />well can't wait until the week is done b/c that usually how long its takes for people to settle down. <br />i know this I've survived that wtf that yellow day shit bomb thing happen and two layout changes before this. i would like to say i know DA politics pretty well. <br /><br /><br /><br />ps PLEASE READ THIS BOOK!!!!<br /><a href="http://www.brandonsanderson.com/drafts/warbreaker/warbreaker4.2.pdf">[link]</a> <br />its an online book writen by an acutally author, its fantasy but its talks about zombies (though they arn't called zombies) god (s) and a god who loves and a god who doesn't believe in his own religion. <br />its just a good read though its in it's draft version 5.0 and there are some misspelled words but its still a nice read *is still reading it*<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>doodles</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 04 Jun 2008 16:53:26 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ UGHi want to draw sooo many things for my old project that has the characters of Tai <a href="http://blackkitty45.deviantart.com/art/Tai-86267464">[link]</a>  Kaya <a href="http://blackkitty45.deviantart.com/art/kaya-86314084">[link]</a> and Matty <a href="http://blackkitty45.deviantart.com/art/Matty-that-power-whore-86325255">[link]</a> <br />like dirty pictures (dirty in the sense of clean ness of the lines... ha yeah right eh? i'm such a pervert now V.V) small little comics and all that jazz but as i like have the sketch book or Open canvas open its like my hand goes like "um no drawing please"<br /><br />and i'm like GRRR<br />and my hand just tells me to talk to the other hand u know?? what a jerk my right hand...<br /><br />so i'm bummed out<br />(well a little bit)<br /><br />and i really want to color like not actually draw lines and make the out line but just color<br />like add in the blues and red and yellows and shade and blend all the actual fun stuff when it comes to visual stuff <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> <br /><br /><br />....<br /><br /><br />i don't know where i'm going with this... i'm just bitching for the sake of bitching now...<br /><br /><br />cute news though<br /><br />haha i'm going to be in a high school homework assignment<br /><a href="http://undercoverninja.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/u/n/undercoverninja.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconundercoverninja:" title="undercoverninja"/></a> asked me to talk about how i decided to draw and stuff it's for his art homework haha i feel famous now haha <br />*gets shot*<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />oh and u know whats a good movie?? Hell boy lol<br />i want to draw fan art for it <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> <br />i got an image of hell boy as a teen in my head... though i read somewhere were hell boy litterly went from a baby to a full grown man in like two years @_@ but u know what fuck that.... i don't need the creator logic i'll go off on my own logic hahah<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />errr<br />yeah<br />lately i've gotten a lot of fav's... it's sorta odd u know?? like before favs (let alone comments) came maybe once a year like christmas... then now like every third day i get like four favs @_@ <br />its like woah<br /><br /><br />so...<br /><br />THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO FAV'S!!!!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Absolute boyfriend</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 28 May 2008 11:45:22 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ haha i'm totally watching the drama right now <a href="http://www.mysoju.com/absolute-boyfriend-zettai-kareshi/">[link]</a><br /><br />Description:<br /><br />Izawa Riko is a temp worker in search of a boyfriend, and she ends up in possession of a "robot" known as Night Tenjo, who is programmed to be the perfect boyfriend. However, this creates a love triangle with a distinguished young man at her company who has feelings for her.<br /><br /><br />i read the manga but the manga is quite different.<br /><br />in the manga its high school students; and instead of it being a boss the girl gets the attention of, its her childhood friend from down the street. <br />and the guy who took care of the robot when he hurt himself wore funny clothes and a silly hat if i recall.... <br /><br /><br />i really liked the manga, it made me sad at the end <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> i think it got watery eyes from me and i was bum out for a good hour  or so.... that how good the writer got the emotions across!! (pretty good!!) <br /><br />so yeah..... thought i should share <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>finally had a happy weekend</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 26 May 2008 11:49:56 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so i went back to medicine hat for a visit.<br />my close friend Richelle picked me up <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> it took her three hours to get to my house and then five hours from my house to MH <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />and then when we got to medicine hat we drove out of it to go to redcliff (not even 10 minutes out of medicine hat) to stay with our good friend mat (matty poo, fang this boy has a lot of nicknames... two is a lot lol!)<br /><br />while there his room was being attack by ants they had a weak winter so all the ants didn't died. so i would be sleeping on the bed and then an ant would land on my forehead. <br />and it was like only me that the ants would go onto when i was on mat bed, richelle didn't even get touched except once while on that bed and i was getting like KILLER attacked. i think i was slowly going insane. <br /><br />then we woke up at a god forbidding time (11 am) <br />and then we went shopping for richelle dress she needs. went back home <br />got ready to go out. and also me and richelle made shirts that said "TEEM SPESHUL" (team special) <br />haha its something i say when i do something stupid *i do something stupid* "wow go team special go" lol good times<br /><br />well we went out to the bar with these tops on.<br /><br />saw danny (a girl btw) and her future husband Scott. <br />dania (a chick name for a guy) skinny, and jay <br />and got drunk. <br />it was fun. Richelle at one point tea bagged me... idk know how becuase richelle is a girl but u know what ever. <br />then at 2 we went home.<br /><br />woke up at 11 again went to mat's grandma house for lunch then we went home.  and we played blink 182 for most of the ride singing along and we hit a duck =O well it hit us and idk if it died or not but when it hit us it just got "wet" not with blood just wet.... odd....<br /><br />i got back at 10 because haha me and richelle needed a nap from our crazy night. and we had a good look two hour nap (2-4) <br /><br />ahhh it was sooo good to see mat and richelle again!!<br /><33333<br /><br />but now i'm back in saskatoon... better get ready for the day and get a job <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>free ringtones??</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 19 May 2008 15:25:53 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ doe anyone know any sites where  i can download ring tones for free???<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>so i'm thinking i should</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 07 May 2008 19:38:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so i am a thinkin' that i should give u guys an update on what i have been doing... <br /><br />well lets just say a shit load of nothing!!!<br />like wow!<br /><br />i think all i can say i have achieved is that i have read 8 books (pox. 200+ pages... except on was 600+ plus) <br /><br />and i have about four other books to read <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /><br /><br />and i got a HAIR CUT that is really short <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/e/eek.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":O" title=":O (Eek)" /> <br />so green hair is also gone <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br />oh well<br /><br />i'm not to sure if i like the but but what ever it's "growing"on me i guess <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> <br /><br />fuck i need to tan and get a job.....<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />oh and tomorrow i plan to paint over an old canvas picture and re do it <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <br />yay <br /><br /><br />and yeah btw just to let u know i am drawing a picture on my computer right now (of course its ingo fanwork) <br />its not quite done and im struggling to get it done.... <br /><br /><br />that is all i need to say<br /><br /><br />tootles!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>home</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 25 Apr 2008 23:51:28 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i just realize in my coloring i need to understand the colors of shadows and the width of lines <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /><br /><br />i got five books to read before next week when i need to get a job for the summer<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>im still busy</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 14 Apr 2008 04:11:12 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ yep still busy i really want to draw but alas i also left my tablet pen @ home....<br />and my printer scanner refuses to wwork <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br />i'll still try tho lol<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>i'm busy</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 24 Feb 2008 15:20:55 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i'm busy <br />sorry for the lack of updates haha<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*blackkitty45</author>
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                <title>sick </title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 05 Feb 2008 09:04:46 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i'm sick <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*blackkitty45</author>
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                <title>oh come on!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 04 Jan 2008 07:17:50 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ jeez i'm a little bit sad, i might not be able to go back to medicine hat until tomorrow instead of today at lunch :/ <br />
i really want to go back to my college as soon as possible you know?<br />
i'm done relaxing<br />
now i just want to be back with andy, and my normal drama free cunt sucking friends of saskatoon you know?<br />
and drink legally? you have no idea how badly i miss taking a few shots at a bar and dancing "erotically" as I've been told how i dance, hahah how about "horrible" as another word to describe it?? haha<br />
but i guess if you dance with two good friends at teh same time you some how cross that erotic line lmao<br />
anyways  <br />
i just want to go back to my MAKEOUTDRINKINGDANCINGTAXIDRIVIN'HOMEWORKSTRESSCLEANINGGODDAMNDISHESANDMA KING WEDESDAYBROWNIES secdual of an independent person that is me <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <br />
<br />
also haha a friend of mine is celbrating his 24th birthday next friday <br />
and you see he's pulling the whole i'm getting old so i'm not going to celbrate it.<br />
pff not with this 18 year old around i demand a movie and ice cream cake hahah<br />
so instead of saying happy birthday <br />
i think i'm going to go for teh message<br />
<br />
"from the hag to her fag<br />
happy Bar mitzvah" <br />
<br />
i find it halirious because hes not gay!! or jewish!!<br />
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so if you don't find it funny but becuase it came to me at four in the morning while being  awake for 24 hours <br />
yeah anything fucking funny <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/e/eek.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":O" title=":O (Eek)" /> <br />
<br />
i got to take a shower and finish packing <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> peace all<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*blackkitty45</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 30 Dec 2007 21:40:44 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ im sad<br />
i want to rant but can't....<br />
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i also want to have a subscription to DeviantART again U_U<br />
<br />
ugh.... i'll draw u five pictures random loving person who is willing to buy me one... please ? maybe a small 10 page comic ?? la poo i'm so sad right now its stupid...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*blackkitty45</author>
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                <title>da and me: a eternal love</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 11 Dec 2007 05:55:13 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ okay i've been on DA for 5 years now HOLY SHIT!!<br />
<br />
and thats a long time! <br />
and i really got to say i haven't really done much but i'm fine with that.<br />
<br />
omg i never follow the bandwagon on DA trends or "drama" (yellow day wtf that was)<br />
I've never done a art meme or a pixel icon or made a Pokemon card (though that doesn't mean i didn't draw some human like Pokemon XD) <br />
oh and when everyone started to bitch about the new DA layouts and what not or and like a monthly complaint about how hard it is to submit an art piece (the list being confused...wtf never found it hard my self i guess some people rather complain then just search around and think for a little bit) <br />
<br />
but over the years my personal watch list has grown to 468 people<br />
it would be more but i think it was last year i went though the list and deleted either old never used accounts (like havn't sign in for 65 weeks and stuff or frozen accounts) <br />
and like 78 people watch me which is pretty sweet <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> <br />
<br />
that like a lot of people <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> <br />
<br />
<br />
but the main reason why I'm like ALWAYS on DA is not because i forget to close the browser window that has DA on it, but because I'm always looking at pictures and what not<br />
i tend to avoid comments because there is always a comment/journal from the artist bitchin' about how they are annoyed from comments b/c they just say "oh that cute" "i love it" <br />
one liners and what not.<br />
wow you know u have too much of an problem (in my eyes) where you think u have the right to tell people what they should say about your art.<br />
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<br />
<br />
ahh DA it's been five years now and i can't wait for another 5 or until you get shut down <br />
<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*blackkitty45</author>
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