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                <title>God its getting hot in here.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 05 Sep 2009 18:40:44 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ wait... thats my new pics! Hope you like them! Oh and since I quit drinking alcohol and pop I have lost a total of 16 pounds! YAY! Eat your words people that say I look like I weighed 400. Whatever. I looked at my exes profile today and noticed he has been on here twice as long and only has 5000 veiws versus my 12000. LOL. Anyway, TTYL!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Cleaned up the DA</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 10 Aug 2009 16:35:41 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well I cleaned out all the naughty pics on my DA account. SOrry to those that liked them. I just didnt want anything my ex liked in here cuz he's a fucktard. Anyway, sorry again.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>LOL</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 29 Jul 2009 11:35:22 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well i guess mike's little toy is having him insult me now. Yeah i have gained weight but its due to the Depo shot i take as a birth control, duh. Its a side effect. I quit drinking and I have ssome nicotine patchs as to stop smoking. I am also going to weekly AA meetings! See, i have greatly improved my life. Rob is getting me a gym membership in august so i will be working out and toning up. So say goodbye to a large Mollie. I want to be a bit smaller. Maybe a size 12. Either way, look out Coralridge mall, I will be there playing DDR in heels soon.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>So excited!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 10 Jun 2009 12:31:30 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, we put a bid in on the house I spoke of in the previous entry and so far, no one has outbid us. I am so happy and so damn excited!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>The 400,000 dollar Question!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 07 Jun 2009 17:20:12 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, Robbie and I have decided to begin house shopping! We have a budget of 400,000 and thats rather high I thought. Oh well, we have a few places bookmarked and one I definately want! The house I want is brand-new and has 4 bedrooms and 3 bathrooms with a 3 car garage and everything a happy couple needs to have a comfortable beginnning. Not to mention Bettie having a very healthy enviroment with a park not even a block away! The best part is, it has a HUGE backyard and plenty of room for gardens. Robbie says its the nicest one we've seen so unless we see something extraordinary, its a done deal! As for the divorce moving forward, I've decided that I will be getting a great (And expensive) attorney in order to win what I want which is simply 400 in child support a month and another 200 in spousal support for the past 9 months Michael and I havent been together and I was without anything. I think he owes me that. The attorneys I have spoken with have been very positive that I will get what I want. Oh and Robbie has saved his receipts for EVERYTHING he has bought for Bettie and I, so that amount will be added to the amount Michael owes me. Well, I haveta go! Love ya!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Such a Liar</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 03 Jun 2009 10:28:35 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well Mikie is saying he is paying me 295 in child support but yeah, he isnt paying me shit so far. I'll believe he cares when i can buy my daughter clothing that she desperately needs. Mike don't care what happens to me or her. Hope he knows he's paying for the divorce too!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Stress</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 22 Mar 2009 17:45:18 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, As most of you know, I am back and sexier then ever. But things are proving harder then I thought. Mike is making things hard at times by trying to make me jealous but eh... whatever. I know that I am 100x hotter then anything he can take home! ANyway, Bettie has been a handful but I manage and I am back on my meds so i am losing a ton of weight. The bad thing is, I can't do enough weight training to tone up but I will keep trying.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I'm BAAAACK!!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 23 Feb 2009 08:07:34 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey everyone! The Widow is back and better then ever! I'm going through a divorce at the moment and now I live with my bf, Robbie. Bettie's doing awesome and soon, my porn career will be up and running. Got more tattoos and more attitude, so look out for the new pics, coming soon!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>My Label</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 26 Mar 2008 01:47:43 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Inspired by George Carlin.<br /><br />I am a Gothic Chick that practices Wicca, Vampyrism, Satanism, and alcoholism.<br />I won't take anyones shit anytime anyday from now til forever.<br />I am a Freak of nature that dresses in lingerie to go to the mall.<br />I will scream Penis in WalMart if it gets a laugh from a complete stranger.<br />I will scream Penis in WalMart if I get a bad look from a mom.<br />I would streak naked if I got paid enough, but no one has that much money.<br />I am a fat girl trying to be thin in an anorexic world.<br />I have considered plastic surgury to get bigger breasts<br />I have considered Plastic surgury to get bigger lips<br />I am an Arab/Irish bitch with one hell of a temper and can drink you under the table while looking sexier then anyone you can dream of.<br />Don't try to out match me in a game of wits because I can outthink you an day,anytime, anywhere on this chunk of rock we call earth.<br />I have a nasty attitude if you push me so i suggest you don't.<br />I have hit a guy and a girl so i will do it again if they get in my face.<br />I have been charged with assault, speeding and someone elses drink.<br />I drink because I can.<br />I chose to be sober from pot and cigs, but I can't say that I would say no if they were offered to me.<br />I hang out with preps, punks, Emos, and a bunch of wannabe bitches, but pay no attention to the latter.<br />I have gotten denied because I was too fat, too thin, and had too small of breasts.<br />I am a real woman, I weigh more then 10 ounces and I eat real food.<br />So to recap:<br /><br /><br />I am a Gothic Wiccan Vampire Chick that doesn't take shit, can drink, kick your ass, be funny, and be sexy while i hang out with you but don't piss me off okay?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>5000 veiws</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 25 Mar 2008 14:46:13 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Just wanted to thanks everyone for the comments, adds, faves, and veiws. I may have new pics up soon.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>New Pics Up.</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 24 Mar 2008 18:50:32 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Something for everyone in there I hope. Lemme know what you think.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>To the Lovers and to the Haters</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 21 Mar 2008 22:09:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ To my art Lovers: THere are new pics up and I hope you like them as much as I liked taking them.<br /><br />To the Haters: In the words of X-tina- I am beautiful no matter what you say, words can't bring me down.<br /><br />There will be many many many more of me nude. I promise!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Destruction of Negetivity</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 09 Mar 2008 16:18:50 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ To all the people that are my watchers:<br /><br />Given 5 days of being depressed and down in the dumps, I have decided to continue posting my nudes in a bit more artistic sense. I want to thank Psychodyke for helping me realize that woman are beautiful no matter what shape, size, color, or how good the camera is. I will sprouse up the photos the best I can, but to all those looking for a 900 dollar camera quality, look elsewhere because I don't have it. Anyway, here's my Myspace.<br /><br /><a href="http://www.myspace.com/cherriearabb">[link]</a><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Nakedness and my Vagina</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 04 Mar 2008 17:07:13 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Due to the overwhelmng response of negetive comments, I have decided to stop making nude photographs and start my macabre and horror line of work. It makes more sense to do that anyway. There maybe the occasional breast, but on the whole, it will be more tasteful in as much taste that horror can have. I am also getting a new camera soon, so the resolution will be better on the pics and i will be able to do prints hopefully. Thanks for the continueing support.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>My My Space</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 19 Feb 2008 14:26:33 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Everyone should add me because I really need the support. It's <a href="http://www.myspace.com/cherriearabb">[link]</a> <br /><br />I am having a hard time attracting anyone to the site. Any help at all is appreciated.<br /><br />Love yas<br />Mollie<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Boys, Attack</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 18 Feb 2008 12:06:31 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, I was told today by eye-of-poison here on DA that I resemble a beached whale. His comment can be seen on Naughty Girl in my gallery. I want everyone who loves any form of my artwork to tell this moron what an idiot he is. On my site, I have over 500 members that adore me, so boys, help me out here.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>To the fans.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 16 Feb 2008 18:40:29 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, after many debates, I have come to the realization that I have to stop taking any form of request. I was told by none other then my husband that what I am doing could be considered Softcore Porn. So, in order to not tick anyone off, I will be remaining partially clothed during any and all photo sessions. IF I ever do another session again.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Denied</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 14 Feb 2008 10:34:40 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, I applied to be a Score Group model (porn) and I got denied because my 46DD breasts are too SMALL. I couldn't believe it! While they did say that I had a gorgeous face and that if it was just facial shots they would take me, well, you get the idea. I am pissed off but at the same time, I am more determined now then ever. I am posting more pics today and if you think I should be a model then tell me. Believe me I need all the feedback i can get and tell your other friends too. Constructive critisism is welcome.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Good-bye J-Man</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 21 Jan 2008 07:38:26 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well this last week has been hell. Jesse is now in a foster home for children with mental problems. Michael and I caught him strangling his littl sister and she was blue. This isnt the first time it's happened either, so to protect her and ourselves (He is very violent.) We put him in foster care. We will see him again though and we can send him gifts. I love my Jay but I love my daughter too and I feel like I choose her over him, even though I didn't.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>A history of Goth, Hitting the Sauce, and Why Cana</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 04 Dec 2007 09:25:07 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, I learned something this weekend. Goth originally was a band of murderous rouges from Egypt called the Visigoths. I don't know the date they were around, but I am thinking the 1000-1300 era. Gothic also means enlightened but at the same time it means "Seeker of Death." I am not really surprised. <br />
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China is going to invade soon. We're screwed. <br />
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I have a touch of holiday depression. I think that it's anything a bottle of vodka can't cure though, so that's what I'm doing. If anyone has extra libation, send it my way.<br />
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Canada is going to be invaded by Russia. As they bring the vodka, I will willingly submit to their glorious communist regime. All hail Russian Guy!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>A 13 pound turkey</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 14 Nov 2007 07:21:28 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well thanksgiving is next week. I hate thanksgiving This means I have to get up at 4 AM to defrost the bird (A nice butterball), then start on the cookies. I don't know how to make chocolate chip cookies. I am also going to attempt a pecan pie. I have serious doubts about this. I think its going to be just Me Mike and the kids. I told my mom she's welcome but I don't think she will. Also, do I stuff the turkey? I'm not going to unless Mike makes me but last year he didn't. Last year we had Brian down and it was alot of fun. This year, no Brian unless I can get 348 dollars for a ticket and fast. Anyway, Happy Turkey Day.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>A 13 pound turkey</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 14 Nov 2007 07:19:45 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well thanksgiving is next week. I hate thanksgiving This means I have to get up at 4 AM to defrost the bird (A nice butterball), then start on the cookies. I don't know how to make chocolate chip cookies. I am also going to attempt a pecan pie. I have serious doubts about this. I think its going to be just Me Mike and the kids. I told my mom she's welcome but I don't think she will. Also, do I stuff the turkey? I'm not going to unless Mike makes me but last year he didn't. Last year we had Brian down and it was alot of fun. This year, no Brian unless I can get 348 dollars for a ticket and fast. Anyway, Happy Turkey Day.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>A 13 pound turkey</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 14 Nov 2007 07:18:16 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well thanksgiving is next week. I hate thanksgiving This means I have to get up at 4 AM to defrost the bird (A nice butterball), then start on the cookies. I don't know how to make chocolate chip cookies. I am also going to attempt a pecan pie. I have serious doubts about this. I think its going to be just Me Mike and the kids. I told my mom she's welcome but I don't think she will. Also, do I stuff the turkey? I'm not going to unless Mike makes me but last year he didn't. Last year we had Brian down and it was alot of fun. This year, no Brian unless I can get 348 dollars for a ticket and fast. Anyway, Happy Turkey Day.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>A 13 pound turkey</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 14 Nov 2007 07:18:04 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well thanksgiving is next week. I hate thanksgiving This means I have to get up at 4 AM to defrost the bird (A nice butterball), then start on the cookies. I don't know how to make chocolate chip cookies. I am also going to attempt a pecan pie. I have serious doubts about this. I think its going to be just Me Mike and the kids. I told my mom she's welcome but I don't think she will. Also, do I stuff the turkey? I'm not going to unless Mike makes me but last year he didn't. Last year we had Brian down and it was alot of fun. This year, no Brian unless I can get 348 dollars for a ticket and fast. Anyway, Happy Turkey Day.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>LIES!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 25 Oct 2007 16:38:25 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I am protesting the website godhatesgoths.com. On this website it is basicly calling goths Devil worshippers (Okay, some of us are but read on), disease ridden, fetishists, filthy, without morals, poorly dressed, whores, BDSMers, Nazis, child molesters, rapists, serial killers, drug users, and all around not good people. Also on the website, it basicly concludes we are all going to Hell (even though we are in it currently) and that anyone with an imagination, long hair, weawrs different clothes, rebels from the mainstream, practices a religion other then Christianity, cusses, debates a minister, ect. is to be stoned upon site. On this website there is a picture of the Columbine shooting gunners with a caption basicly saying that our children are going to go on a crazy shooting spree if they are goth. <br />
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As a mother of 2 beautiful babies, I would be proud if they tracked down this "reverend" and give him a dose of what he considers Goths to be. I want to find this man (or woman's) church and take 50 friends with me completely clad in our gothic finery and march into the church, stand in the aisle and simotaneously start chanting "Dope Show" or "Sophia" by the Cruxshadows. I want this reverand's head as a macabre decoration for my Halloween table. If you go to this website and agree with what I say, pass this message on and attach your name to it. I want a world wide petition started to get this LIAR off the internet. All Goths, Emo, Punk, Cyberer, and those of any other scene I forgot are being persecuted through this website that spreads lies and puts fear in the hearts of parents and gives Goth a very bad name. I hope this reverend can see my name on the top of this list.<br />
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Rev. Mollie Kathleen Webber<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Skinny Bitch</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 24 Oct 2007 12:34:20 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I am on the Skinny Bitch eatting program currently and have lost 8 pounds according to the scale in Target. This makes me happy because I want to be the hottest girl in the mall. Mike also is saying the sex is even better now since I am more enthusiastic. (Even though it was the best he had ever had before). Soon I am going to buy something slutty (like a corset) and wear it to the mall with nothing over it. My arms are getting less flab and my pants are starting to fall off. Even my uber tight string bikini panties fit now! I look so good!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>A million dollars</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 23 Oct 2007 14:32:29 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Please send it to me immediately.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Utter Hatred</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 27 Aug 2007 14:48:13 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, I am sitting here yet again, bored at work. Since I work in the mall, I see alot of people. Most of which I hate. Today Ryan's sister is here and I have refused, utterly refused, to let her see Jesse. So I was called a few names and whatnot, but if she does it again, I hope she knows that there are 5 guys willing to act as Jesse's father, one of which is also named Ryan and ironicly, looks like Jesse if you pretend Jesse has the best of my features. Brian, if you come down, be prepared man. I might have to have you be Jesse's daddy.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~blackwidowmollie</author>
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                <title>I am back...</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 20 Aug 2007 09:22:57 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, all you people that watch me, I am back, but only while at work when the computer works. Hopefully we'll be having internet back in our place Oct. but, for now...yeah.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>4 AM</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 09 Dec 2006 02:11:56 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, I'm sitting here at 4 freakin AM in terrible pain but not tired. I don't know what the hell is going on with me. I need to talk to someone maybe.....not sure if they will understand though.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>100 Photo Challenge</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 07 Dec 2006 13:29:02 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The rules: <a href="http://skeithdestroyer.deviantart.com/journal/9347367/">[link]</a><br />
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1. Introduction<br />
2. Love<br />
3. Light<br />
4. Dark<br />
5. Seeking Solace<br />
6. Break Away<br />
7. Heaven<br />
8. Innocence<br />
9. Drive<br />
10. Breathe Again<br />
11. Memory<br />
12. Insanity<br />
13. Misfortune<br />
14. Smile<br />
15. Silence<br />
16. Questioning<br />
17. Blood<br />
18. Rainbow<br />
19. Gray<br />
20. Fortitude<br />
21. Vacation<br />
22. Mother Nature<br />
23. Cat<br />
24. No Time<br />
25. Trouble Lurking<br />
26. Tears<br />
27. Foreign<br />
28. Sorrow<br />
29. Happiness<br />
30. Under the Rain<br />
31. Flowers<br />
32. Night<br />
33. Expectations<br />
34. Stars<br />
35. Hold My Hand<br />
36. Precious Treasure<br />
37. Eyes<br />
38. Abandoned<br />
39. Dreams<br />
40. Rated<br />
41. Teamwork<br />
42. Standing Still<br />
43. Dying<br />
44. Two Roads<br />
45. Illusion<br />
46. Family<br />
47. Creation<br />
48. Childhood<br />
49. Stripes<br />
50. Breaking the Rules<br />
51. Sport<br />
52. Deep in Thought<br />
53. Keeping a Secret<br />
54. Tower<br />
55. Waiting<br />
56. Danger Ahead<br />
57. Sacrifice<br />
58. Kick in the Head<br />
59. No Way Out<br />
60. Rejection<br />
61. Fairy Tale<br />
62. Magic<br />
63. Do Not Disturb<br />
64. Multitasking<br />
65. Horror<br />
66. Traps<br />
67. Playing the Melody<br />
68. Hero<br />
69. Annoyance<br />
70. 67%<br />
71. Obsession<br />
72. Mischief Managed<br />
73. I Can't<br />
74. Are You Challenging Me?<br />
75. Mirror<br />
76. Broken Pieces<br />
77. Test<br />
78. Drink<br />
79. Starvation<br />
80. Words<br />
81. Pen and Paper<br />
82. Can You Hear Me?<br />
83. Heal<br />
84. Out Cold<br />
85. Spiral<br />
86. Seeing Red<br />
87. Food<br />
88. Pain<br />
89. Through the Fire<br />
90. Triangle<br />
91. Drowning<br />
92. All That I Have<br />
93. Give Up<br />
94. Last Hope<br />
95. Advertisement<br />
96. In the Storm<br />
97. Safety First<br />
98. Puzzle<br />
99. Solitude<br />
100. Relaxation<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~blackwidowmollie</author>
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                <title>500!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 30 Nov 2006 21:00:45 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ It took a year but I have 500 pageveiws! YEAH YEAH YEAH!!!!!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>One fast week</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 25 Nov 2006 11:29:50 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, Brian came down from Montana and stayed the week with us. I bleached his hair blonde for him. It looks sexy. I had fun with him. He's really nice. I had to take him to the Bus Station at 2 AM. I am really tired but at least I got to see him off. Mike didn't go with us though and I think Brian was a little upset about that. In fact, I know he was. But we had a good conversation in the car. I think I have a new friend. I hope I do anyways. Brian, I know you are reading this, so I had alot of fun bud. You left your armwarmers here though.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Early Christmas</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 14 Nov 2006 21:29:54 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, Mike got some money today and so we went shopping. We got brand new tires for the car, a PS2 with both Guitar Heroes, some stuff for the babies, something special for Brian, and then he gave me something very special, my wedding ring. We're going to get his in the mall whenever we can. It has to be sized just right and of course, he wants titanium which isn't sizeable. So we have to go order it in his size, wait 3 weeks for it to get in and pray that it fits correctly. Well, I am tired. Good-night!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Thanksgiving</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 05 Nov 2006 17:32:43 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I got a sewing machine so I could sew my wedding gown and all of my clothes. Here's the thing, I have no clue how to sew. I have no idea how to sew in a zipper either, so I bought a grommetor. (This is the thing that makes eyelets for lacing string through.) I am making red leather snakeprint pants and I and lacing them up the sides. I hope this looks okay. I figure it will if I wear a long shirt with it. Okay then. I got to go oil my machine now.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Halloween and beyond</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 02 Nov 2006 07:37:23 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, I find it depressing because it was too cold to take Jesse out trick or treating. He gets colds easily and I just won't risk it, so we stayed home and he ate chocolate that mom and dad gave him. (Two whole pieces!) We finally got a table and chairs from my aunt and uncle. They are kind 80's style, but so am I. Mike and I are going and getting some tattoos done soon. I have to cover this hideous heartogram on my back. I don't want any memories of dumbfuck Ryan. Mike is getting something done on his back but I am not certain yet as to what it is. God, I can't wait til tomorrow. Mike gets paid. Mollie is getting a manicure. I have that damn interveiw at JCPEnney's and I have to look great. I really do not want the job, but if they give it to me then great. I send the kiddies to day care and drive my happy ass to Coralridge and listen to preps obsess about how much their bf's will like their new top. Guys tend not to notice unless it shows more boob then usual. Not all guys, but most. Okay. Bye.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>good day</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 29 Oct 2006 15:08:55 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ My pants tore all the way to my thigh today. It sucked. They are like 4 sizes too big too, so I have no clue as to how it happened. But on a better note, I got a new pair of jeans. Mike found a lottery ticket on the ground this morning and it turned out to be worth 250 dollars. So we went shopping. I got some fake eyelashes and I have no clue how to put them on. I also have an interveiw this week at JCPenneys. I hope I get the job, but if I don't, I tried. We also got a new computer and computer desk today. Its fast as heck. Kids are doing good. Jesse and Dad got matchbox cars today. Oh, yeah, Wal-mart is phasing out layaway. I like layaway. If you read this and want layaway to continue, comment it.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~blackwidowmollie</author>
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                <title>My plan</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 26 Oct 2006 09:52:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I have a plan to take over Germany and I need all you minnions to help! J/K. Actually, I am trying to start a business and I am going to need alot of help. I'm going to do it catalog at first I think. But, first I need supplies and stuff. A sewing machine, patterns, old clothing, and material are just a few of the things. Sheesh, this may take a year or two. If anyone has a spare thousand dollars just laying around, collecting dust, could I borrow it?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>ouchie</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 25 Aug 2006 11:16:03 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, I got a wild hair and I piercd my labret again. Looks good I think but its hell kissing mike. I have a hoop with a ball on it in and it feels weird. Jesse tried to touch it, not pull it just touch anddd it hurt so i gotta go to Steve and get some salt solution. I am also trying to grow dreadlocks but its tough. I love  waashing my hair! Sorry if my typing is bad, i am holding bettie and typing one handed. She has colic and this is the only way she is quiet. Oh well. Only another 17 years and 11 monthes to go. Its cool though. She's relatively good for something that poops constantly. Well, I better go. Mike brought me some Orange Juice from the store. ]]></description>
                <author>~blackwidowmollie</author>
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                <title>wow...</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 21 Aug 2006 14:18:16 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, Brian got like 9000 pageveiws. I can't imagine haveing that many. So for all of you that watch me, (all four of you) I now have had 300 pageveiws. Yay! And it only took almost 10 monthes! Thanks! Hopefully before December I can hit 500. Thats my goal. Well, thanks guys. Keep your deviations coming too. ]]></description>
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                <title>Oh dear God....</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 17 Aug 2006 09:20:47 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well I have done something I have never thought I would do. I posted a picture of myself on here. Its an artistic photo. But anywho, Mikie and I got a digital camera yeesterday. Its a $12 one from Walmart. ]]></description>
                <author>~blackwidowmollie</author>
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                <title>My daughter</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 09 Aug 2006 21:45:08 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Wel, I finally had my kid. Her name is Bettie and she was born 7/21/06 at 2:44 AM. She is a drama queen already. She stopped breathing at birth and we nearly lost her. A "Code Blue" was sounded and a gaggle of doctors rushed in to resessitate her. I was laying on the bed and I panicked and moved to jump off the bed even with an epidural in me. I moved my legs over before the nurses hold me not to move because I would hurt myself. I didn't care. It was my baby in pain! I had to help her! Well, she was taken to the NICU for awhile until they were positive that she would be okay then returned to me for her first breakfast. A whole 10 minutes on my breast then she was full. Unfortunately, she has a touch of colic now, but I am sure it will resolve itself soon. She has to   have special formula  too. She looks like me in the fave but she has her daddy's hands and feet. At the moment she has baby acne, but its clearing up. Thanx! ]]></description>
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                <title>hot</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 04 Jul 2006 14:09:57 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Its been kinda hot lately. We totally need an AC. I can't wait until this baby is born...it'll be less hot. ]]></description>
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                <title>you didnt want to know but here it is!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 17 Jun 2006 18:37:44 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Name: Mollie aka Squishee<br />
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Birthday: Feb. 26th<br />
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Birthplace: Iowa City IA<br />
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Current Location: Iowa	<br />
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Eye Color: Hazel<br />
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Hair Color: at the moment, black with pink bangs<br />
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Height: 5'3"<br />
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Right Handed or Left Handed: Ambidextrious<br />
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Your Heritage: Irish, Scotch, dutch, native american, and arab<br />
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The Shoes You Wore Today: my pink hawaiian flipflops<br />
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Your Fears: heights, falls from heights, getting bitten by spiders, something happening to either of my kids or mikie<br />
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Your Perfect Pizza: Mushrooms and canadian bacon with a crapload of cheese<br />
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Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: To have this kid already and to get married (thats happening soon anyway.)	<br />
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Your Most Overused Phrase on an instant messenger: lol<br />
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Thoughts First Waking Up: oh man...I'm horny AGAIN! Better wake up Mike.<br />
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Your Best Physical Feature: Eyes, boobs.<br />
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Your Bedtime: well, about midnight i guess.<br />
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Your Most Missed Memory: not sure what that means. <br />
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Pepsi or Coke: Cherry Coke<br />
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MacDonalds or Burger King: Burger King definately.<br />
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Single or Group Dates: group dates<br />
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Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: unsweetened tea please. Doesnt' matter what kind.<br />
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Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla<br />
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Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappuccino from the Zip Drive thru<br />
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Do you Smoke: Yes, but i can't get my usual amount right now.<br />
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Do you Swear: Hell yea.<br />
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Do you Sing: Very well actually.<br />
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Do you Shower Daily: I try to with mike. If not then i take a bath.<br />
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Have you Been in Love: Yes and i still am. I love my mikie.<br />
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Do you want to go to College: I did. It sucks.<br />
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Do you want to get Married: Yes and I will be here within a week i hope.<br />
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Do you believe in yourself: Yes<br />
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Do you think you are Attractive: I'm am and i know it. <br />
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Are you a Health Freak: nope.<br />
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Do you get along with your Parents: when I have to. She's christian and I'm not.<br />
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Do you like Thunderstorms: During sex I love them.<br />
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Do you play an Instrument: Piano, clarinet, saxophone, and I sing.<br />
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In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: No.<br />
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In the past month have you Smoked: Just 2 puffs off of mikes<br />
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In the past month have you been on Drugs: No<br />
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In the past month have you gone on a Date: Yea with mike<br />
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In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: surprisingly, no. <br />
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In the past month have you been on Stage: no<br />
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In the past month have you been Dumped: not in since Sept. '05<br />
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In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: I wish i had.<br />
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In the past month have you Stolen Anything: does mustard from Subway count?<br />
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Ever been Drunk: From June '03 until mid November '05 pretty much constantly.<br />
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Ever been called a Tease: just last night in fact.....<br />
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Ever been Beaten up: Yes. At a football game when I was 15. also when i was dating ryan i received a concussion from him and was raped by him a week after i had my son. not sure if that is "beaten up" but it hurt.<br />
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Ever Shoplifted: just mustard packettes and lemon juice packets froom walmart <br />
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How do you want to Die: doing something I love. <br />
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What do you want to be when you Grow Up: I am grown up I guess. But my dream and goal is to open a gothic clothing store/ juice bar.<br />
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What country would you most like to Visit: the United Arab Emerates<br />
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In a Boy/Girl...<br />
Favourite Eye Color: hazel	<br />
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Favourite Hair Color:  reddish blonde	<br />
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Short or Long Hair: mohawk<br />
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Height: 6'1"	<br />
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Weight: skinny....the skinnier the better<br />
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Best Clothing Style: goth...all the way. eyeliner and everything<br />
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Number of Drugs I have taken: Weed and I might have done cocaine once but it was mixed with the weed<br />
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Number of CDs I own: 10<br />
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Number of Piercings: ears twice and tongue<br />
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Number of Tattoos: 13<br />
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Number of things in my Past I Regret: alot of things. ]]></description>
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                <title>people are stupid</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 17 Jun 2006 15:43:10 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ well, i am now 4 weeks away from having the baby. I wish I could just have it now. I am tired and its hot here. I have no air conditioning either. I got fired from dillard's due to the fact that my car is a POS. I called in and told my managers that my car was in the shop and they told me to take the bus to work. THERE IS NO BUS TO IOWA CITY FROM HERE! ITS 45 MILES FROM A BUS STATION IN EITHER DIRECTION! But Mikie got a job and he says he doesn't mind working while i stay home and watch jesse. I found out that my friend Brandon is dating a 15 year old. HES 20! If he wasnt such a good friend, then I would call the cops. I hope that he breaks up with her soon or that he has sex with her and gets her pregnant. I really do. In my opinion, if you are over 18, then stick to people that are over 18! Yea, I am dating a younger guy by 2 years, but he's still legal and we didnt start dating til after he was 18. (I am talking about mike here). So, for all of you people who may read this, don't date minors. They really screw u over. ]]></description>
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                <title>my other job</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 17 May 2006 09:29:22 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, due to the fact that I can't stand watching people die, I quit the care center and I now work at a high end retail store. Which one, i cant say due to the fact there might be legal crap.  I work accessories and handbags. Fun fun. I dont see the point of a $300 handbag and a $750 wristwatch. It makes no sense to me. I have women come in and buy literally thousands of dollars worth of handbags. Thats like 4 in certain makers though. Men adore the Donald Trump Collection of watches and buy them up really fast. Unfortunately, my job is so far away (45 miles) that its hard on the gas money. I was unable to go today for the fact i have no gas in my car and no money in the bank. I even cashed in my cans at 7 am this morning and still not enough to get me there. I refuse to bounce a check at the gas station and I dont like asking for money from relatives. They usually say no anyway. I might have to take out a small personel loan just for gas. Its a conspiracy. we didnt go to Iraq for the oil, we went to get more land. IMPEACH BUSH! ]]></description>
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                <title>my job</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 28 Apr 2006 14:51:25 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, I got a job this last week. Its okay i guess. I am now a dietary aid in a nursing facility. Old folks home some call it. I am a glorified bartender with no alcohol to serve. Just Juice, ice cream sundaes, and stuff I didnt even know existed. Have you ever heard of thickened water? I havn't. Also, i serve prune juice mixed with condensed milk for one resident. I gag alot doing this. I also do light cleaning and about a million dishes. I'm okay with it though. I work 8 hours a day some days. Other days I work a 2 hour shift. thats assisted living. They do everything for themselves basicly. All I have to do is serve them and clean up then go home. super easy. Oh, i got to buy scrubs too! ALL BRIGHT PINK! Well, the top  is light pink tiedie with flowers on it.  The pants are neon pink. I love them! My next check is gonna get me a purple top with pink polkadots and purple pants. Then I gotta pay my car payment and all that crap. Well See ya! ]]></description>
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                <title>i hate doctors</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 17 Apr 2006 20:08:00 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well I had another appointment today with my midwife. I am 26 weeks along I guess. Its a little farther along then what we thought but oh well. It just means we got pregnant a little earlier then Halloween. My allergies are acting up alot. My sinuses are tight as all hell and my throat is sore. Well, we went to the mall today and it felt awesooe just to walk through it and know that there was no time limit on how long we got to be there. We got a car Friday and it has been quite an adventure learning to drive a Stick Shift. I have reached the point where I know the sound of the engine fairly well, but sometimes Mike speaks up and says "4th not 2nd!" Oops. I killed it a couple times today but quickly recovered. I also had to have my glucose tested today. Thats where you have to drink pure sugar and after about an hour or so they draw your blood and then test it. I guess I'm okay. But anywho, we went out and had fun. Jesse went with us of course and he was a good boy. He likes Honey mustard and roast beef. Hes such a funny boy. We also checked into wedding bands. We found exactly what we wanted for 99 dollars. Titanium band for Mike and a plain white gold band for me. Then I wanted to look at diamonds just to look and see what they had, but it was all really expensive. Mike found a ring he says he is gonna get me. Its a diasy style solitare. that means 7 diamonds in the main setting that form a daisy and then baguettes on the side. Its perfect and beautiful. I dont expect anything fancy or huge. I am perfectly happy with my two dollar sapphire ring from walmart. Its plain and simple and I like it alot. Well, i gotta get going. My feet are swollen and i want to put Ice on them. Bye! ]]></description>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 04 Apr 2006 02:15:08 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, it has been a fun 6 months of pregnancy. My sex drive is through the roof to the delight of Mikie, I am hungry at 4 am and I have cravings for olives and chocolate sauce. Mike and I have definately set the date for the wedding, but it won't be posted here due to certain people. I have a job now as a psychic and everything like that. I got my certification online, so i am happy. I also got my Ordination back on track. I am now a minister and able to preform weddings, funerals, bar and bat mitzfahs, and basicly anything but circumcision. I am planning on buying a tattoo gun here in the future and getting my license. First thing I'm tattooing is something over that ridiculous tattoo on Mike's back. Possibly the cover to an unknown solo artist's album. It's so much cooler then a tacky kanji. Matching tattoos are very dumb to get. I have one and its getting covered ASAP. My son is doing great. He successfully took his dirty diaper off by scooting across the floor to Mommy then i just turned him over and gave him a new diaper. He's so smart! He isn't a great crawler, but he army crawls better and faster then almost anyone. He's also trying to stand up, but all it is for now is his butt in the air and he's shaped like an unsidedown "V". He's getting to the stage where he doesn't want clothes on. I try to at least put a tee shirt on his everyday but after awhile he whines, so i take it off and let him crawl diaper only. He's huge for his age. 30" at 7 monthes. He's going to be tall like my side of the family. We're still not sure who his father is, but thats all good. Could be ryan, could be dan, could be brandon, though unlikely. Hell, it might be Mike! J/K. Well, I'm gonna go watch Bill Nye, so toddles! ]]></description>
                <author>~blackwidowmollie</author>
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