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]]> ~bleedingink4U http://bleedingink4U.deviantart.com/journal/18066860/ http://bleedingink4U.deviantart.com/journal/18066860/ Mon, 28 Apr 2008 07:32:59 PDT since I kissed my fears
on their salty lips and said to them
I love you all

I carried the weight of the world on my shoulders
for 20 years and look at me now

I've got something to say
about the last 12 months I've lived
I'm not the same kid I was when I was younger
I just thought you should know
I take a pill every day to help me deal with life

and oh my god, I've lost control
I stare at accidents in a sick attempt
to feel at all

I carried the weight of the world on my shoulders
for 20 years and look at me now

I've got something to say
about the family that I've lost
I hope my mother and my father think
that they raised a healthy boy
who needs the help of a shrink
to even leave the house?

and oh my god, I've lost control
I stare at accidents in a sick attempt
to feel at all
I'm not the same kid I was when I was younger
I just thought you
I just thought you should know
I'm not the same kid I was when I was younger
I just thought you
I just thought you should know

I carried the weight of the world on my shoulders
for 20 years, look at me now
and now
and now
I'm finding a way to forget everyone that I know

I can't believe it's been a year
since I kissed my fears
on their salty lips
and said to them I love you all

don't ask just follow
repeat and swallow
don't ask just swallow them down your throat
don't ask just swallow
repeat and follow
don't ask just swallow them down your throat

my best friend is a man with a lab coat and a grin
I hold my shaking hand and he gives me medicine
it almost makes me feel at home
but they slowly steal my soul
I tell him I still feel alone
"Don't worry someday I promise you will feel whole."

oh my god
I've lost control
of the only thing in life
I had a hold of

By Senses Fail, Still searching

]]> ~bleedingink4U http://bleedingink4U.deviantart.com/journal/17990557/ http://bleedingink4U.deviantart.com/journal/17990557/ Wed, 23 Apr 2008 11:21:47 PDT That you and only you can give to me
A voice crying loud
I've been crying for days now
And as I start to run, I stop to breathe
(And I was nearly scared to death)
And I was nearly scared to death
(Why you left in paragraphs)
Why you left in paragraphs
(The words were nearly over us)
The words were nearly over us
You stop and turn and grab your bags

And I'll be here by the ocean
Just waiting for proof that there's sunsets and silhouette dreams
All my sand castles fall like the ashes of cigarettes
And every waves drags me to sea
I could stand here for hours
Just to ask God the question, "Is everyone here make-believe?"
With a tear in His voice, He said, "Son, that's the question."
Does this deafening silence mean nothing to no one but me?

As hours move to minutes
And minutes take longer to break
I will be desperately awaiting
But my tongue won't fall apart
And we've been sitting here for hours
All alone and in the dark

So let me think of to word it
Is it too soon to say 'erfect'?
If I could find another thirty minutes somewhere
I'm sure everything would find me
All that's left is just to sing

And I'll be here by the ocean
Just waiting for proof that there's sunsets and silhouette dreams
All my sand castles fall like the ashes of cigarettes
And every waves drags me to sea
I could stand here for hours
Just to ask God the question, "Is everyone here make-believe?"
With a tear in His voice, He said, "Son, that's the question."
Does this deafening silence mean nothing to no one but me?

?
I may never sail Virginia again
And as this current moves slow for me
This much you must know of me again
And I'll have you know I'm scared to death

Tell me once again
That you'll love me to the death
And should I die, you swear that you will come for me
As I fade away, you reach out your hand
(And please don't let me go)
And please don't let me go
(And please don't let me go)
And please don't let me go

And I'll be here by the ocean
Just waiting for proof that there's sunsets and silhouette dreams
All my sand castles fall like the ashes of cigarettes
And every waves drags me to sea
I could stand here for hours
Just to ask God the question, "Is everyone here make-believe?"
With a tear in His voice, He said, "Son, that's the question."
Does this deafening silence mean nothing to no one but me?

Song writen by: Mayday parade

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