http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:bleedingxinxspace&section=today deviantART RSS for by:bleedingxinxspace en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Fri, 18 Dec 2009 22:02:20 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/28593556/ http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/28593556/ Thu, 26 Nov 2009 15:33:51 PST
Personally I dislike going to the beach, but it was fun. There was the drunken people, the loners and even there was a little romance for different classmates...how sweet (insert gagging sound). So, yeah, we are waiting patiently for the counsellor to yell at us, mainly to those who did not attend to their service hours; they are idiots. Besides the point, I have finally submitted something after so long--I am not a professional photographer not even an amateur, so yeah. Just saying that here. So, exams start next week so I'll be super busy and the semester is almost over too. Sighs, is only getting a little harder to get pass it. Oh well.

Off to do homework, just wanted to write something for the hell of it and because I am rather pissed--but that's a subject I rather not get into.

]]> ~bleedingxinxspace http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/27959372/ http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/27959372/ Sun, 25 Oct 2009 12:25:13 PDT
So, it rained, well more like it poured down like a huge cascade. I got completely wet, and I hope that I don't get sick 'cos with the swine flu problem thing, I can't afford to get kicked out of school just for that. Besides, exam start this week...bleh! It was fun though, despite the rain of course. Maybe I just need to get out more or something like that...seeing that people are starting to think I live under an evil lair or something crazy like that. Did I even use the word right? I don't know, nor do I want to bother myself with that either. Sighs, I'm off to start that homework and I will most likely not finish today hahahahaha!

]]> ~bleedingxinxspace http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/27842169/ http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/27842169/ Sun, 18 Oct 2009 18:41:18 PDT that can't happen at all.

So, moving on from that rather strange intro and rubbish like that. Halloween is coming--I will cry to no end 'cos I won't get any bloody candy! It is not nice to take candy away from me, but oh well that's too bad. Nothing much to really mention that sounds important or anything of the sort, only that it's cold here and it's really cloudy--gah why can't the bloody weather decide on one thing only. Tch, it's just an awful weather. *sobs* I want to go back to where I used to live at!! Okay, I'm not really crying, so don't take it seriously. Mmm...mmm...yeah I have nothing else to add so I'm leaving it at all. I'm simply writing just to let people know that I'm not dead or anything...just hiding

]]> ~bleedingxinxspace http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/27676140/ http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/27676140/ Fri, 09 Oct 2009 20:23:16 PDT
So, I did better in exams this time and I seriously needed to 'cos I almost wanted to (okay, not literally) jump off the third floor from my school because my grades were so bad! Sighs, somehow I still don't see why I panic over some grades I know that I can't go higher 'cos the teachers either make it like this twisting thing or don't tell us what to study--mmm no wonder I didn't get a high grade in Methods of Investigation II! After all, she doesn't even teach us a single thing; only yelling us at how constantly we don't work in her investigation paper! Geez, who understands teachers! But whatever, I know that next semester is going to even more hellish work to get past it; though by 4th it'll be all practical instead of theory! Sheesh, I'm tired of writing too much! It's part of the job though, it's part of the job--*must repeat this half a dozen times a day* I guess I can become passionate about my career! But, moving on here with my passionate career expression and such.

I'm about to turn--woah, no I'm not going to say how old, but whatever! So, yep and I'm going to leave it at that. Maybe some might guess or know already, but hey it doesn't matter! Having plans to attend the fair sometime before it ends in the 25th of this month, but need money--gotta plot a way to get some lol! Plus, the weather has been on and off. The entire week it was bloody hot; the trouble with that is that the sun doesn't even heat, it just burns! Though, its getting a bit cold so that's not so bad! So, well that's about the only stories and things in life that have been happening! Sighs, off to find something to do this weekend! Woot!

]]> ~bleedingxinxspace http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/27318473/ http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/27318473/ Sun, 20 Sep 2009 11:34:03 PDT
Okay, so I finally posted some art...actually it is only one thing and everything, but hey I manage alright. Some girl in class squealed over it, which I didn't see the need to do so, but whatever. The douche named...Alan or known to everyone who knows I like him as Naruto (thank my guy friend Mario for that, idiot!). Why is there even a reference to that manga for? I really can't understand that, but everyone here in this country makes many references to him and it's really stupid. Anyways, after not talking to him last semester due to my rather picky socializing and my pathetic social skills, I speak to him practically every day in class and we yell at each other a lot too. Woah...woah...wait...wait...why am I saying this here? Man, I don't even want to know. Sleep deprevation makes you say, write, type things that shouldn't! Okay, off to do my homework though before the day ends...School still sucks!

]]> ~bleedingxinxspace http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/27187938/ http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/27187938/ Sun, 13 Sep 2009 10:26:31 PDT
Why does it sound like I'm venting? Actually, I don't even know. At the moment I should be doing homework, trying to finish up the whole tourism development in Vegas--sadly there's not much info to work with seeing that there's specific questions that I have to answer. Sighs, plus I have to send it by email by tonight! Le Gasp, at least I'm almost done seeing that I'm on the very last part of it, but the info isn't helping at all. Besides that, there's other hw to complete for Methods class and Stats, though stats is becoming a bit complicated and I'm going to leave it like it is so if she doesn't like it, then that's just too fucking bad.

Well, seeing that I have not been here for ages lets do a quick update on my rather busy life.
1. School
2. School
3. Homework
4. Exams
5. More homework!
Those are the top 5 things that practically eat my life away...such a waste actually. Enough with the fucking list here! I mentioned that the guy I was so in love with wasn't coming back...turns out that he did return on the very first day of school. Funny, after spending my entire two weeks of break trying not to think about him...the douche returns. Sighs, plus he's in my classroom and I'm talking to him now. Is both good and bad. Bad when we almost nearly try to beat each other up for no reason at all or we are telling each other to fuck off...funny to some extent since it's practically sarcasm. Bleh, anyways the idiots from class have changed from being alright to being complete assholes! This past friday we got in trouble because they can't keep their fucking mouth shut for one bloody second...it's like they have a beehive inside their mouths or something that prevents them from shutting up. So, that was a good thing at all, plus they kind of made fun of the fact that it was 9-11 (which I am so not going to get into the subject at all). Guess people are so unconsiderante of certain situations...well this country is fucking conformist so you decide!

Shit! I have chores to do...bleh I haven't finished homework! Damn it!

]]> ~bleedingxinxspace http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/26471462/ http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/26471462/ Sat, 08 Aug 2009 19:53:24 PDT
Monday 2nd semester starts, so fun! I get to see those idiots that I love/hate so much; guess it might be a good thing. Though, I won't see that idiot that I really liked 'cos the fucking idiot failed and decided to leave the school instead--sighs but whatever moving on with my life here. I won't go depressed or cry, maybe cry unless there's onions around lol. I did since I was helping cleaning out onions--ugh that was a horrid thing of the day seeing that my eyes still sting a bit from the smell. Though that's about it; no cool Moby Dick action going on or killed Matrix moves either--that would be awkward though so I'm not even continuing with that....

Not sure what school will be like, as long as there's no annoying teachers to put up with until December, I will be fine. Well, no more vegetable cutting for a while lol. Me and knives never had a good relationship at all--I have a bunch of cuts on my fingers from that. Mmm, maybe I need to learn how to properly cut veggies without almost chopping off my bloody fingers--though I have no time for that whole home economics thing--too much for me. Well, I'm exceptionally tired 'cos I haven't had any good sleep for two fucking weeks so I'm off to find something to do/read/annoy/poke/whatever!

]]> ~bleedingxinxspace http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/26264368/ http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/26264368/ Wed, 29 Jul 2009 21:09:08 PDT
Hn, what else is there to share with the wonderful people of DA? Not really sure, my life isn't really that interesting 'cos I haven't made awesome quotes, haven't posted a fucking thing for like ages already and I have to eventually or else what the hell is the point of having this account? I'm a loser--wait, wait--can't declare that officially! Err, haven't gotten like a fucking awesome scar, haven't really had a life or death event happening--so truly not something interesting! Wow, that's fucking pathetic--no well there's been beautiful events in my family (actually its the fucking side that I can't stand at all). My dad's niece, who is 16 is a proud mother of a boy, who doesn't have much to fall back on, school drop-out and is a single young mother. In truth, I have no right to judge only saying how awful to waste your young life like that--plus its fucking expensive to have a child here in the bloody country. You have to pay like $3000 in currency here--roughly about $300 U.S. dollars. Here it is a fairly large amount, plus if you don't have at decent high school education practically you are nothing in life--so that's bad.

Family drama *tosses it out*, school *tossing it out for a few more days*, well no more drama after that. So great to be relaxing! Gotta post something on here 'cos I'm slacking off--that's fucking horrible! I am terribly sorry that I have not commented on anyone's art and such 'cos I've been busy, plus I don't even get on here a lot and its just sad. I'll try to keep up-to-date now though! Anyways, off trying to plan something evil or at least go see if there's something to do!

]]> ~bleedingxinxspace http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/25595498/ http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/25595498/ Sat, 27 Jun 2009 21:30:31 PDT
School=nightmare
homework=loss of sanity
Stupid people= heavy loss of brain cells
Drop-outs= failure

Err...yeah I have no life whatsoever I think. No, really I do have a life but it always involves school so that's a waste. Tomorrow I have to fucking get up early 'cos I have to go downtown--at least I get out of the house and I think that my cousin is coming to stay for a bit--who knows really seeing that my mum had a fight with his brother. Which I find it completely reasonable seeing that he's a useless piece of lump stuck on the fucking bed all day, a child at hands and a fucking girlfriend that is a poor excuse of a human being--actually both of them are, but what the hell. Honestly, he can't do a fucking chore or else his balls will fall--pathetic and plus he still lives at home with my aunt and she has to buy diapers for the child; pathetic I tell you. The damn girlfriend can't even boil water to save her life--yeah so that's why she's a pathetic excuse of a human being 'cos she can't do anything nor does she work, she's rude and I can't fucking stand that bitch. Gah!

So, in the end I am not talking to those fucking idiots. Mmm, have to study 40 pages for my administration exam and I think I failed my economics exam 'cos the teacher didn't give us anything to study from--just 'cos he got pissed at us for not paying attention in class and always getting rowdy, but honestly his class is completely boring and everyone falls asleep there. Adding more to the boredom, we have it in the very early morning--that makes it worse. Sighs...well that's all I can say for now. Oh, I am starting to listen to a band that sings in Spanish...strange, but they are very good !!!

]]> ~bleedingxinxspace http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/25040172/ http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/25040172/ Sat, 30 May 2009 20:35:39 PDT
On tuesday I didn't sleep until 1 in the morning just to finish homework, which sucked 'cos the next day I could barely pay attention in class, plus exams started on Thursday, after the fucking school said that we weren't going to have them on the first week after we got back from the shitty swine flu (or whatever the hell is called) so that was rather disappointing and stressful for the most part. Plus, two people fucking dropped out of class entirely just 'cos one of them didn't want to continue 'cos he's a fucking idiot and shit like that, but the other one was my friend who just dropped out 'cos she wants to study geology on the cool school (is really not even the coolest school to say the least) so that was entirely stupid but whatever. So, it gets annoying trying to keep up with rubbish like that, besides skipping from place to place without knowing what you want do with your life really is completely and utterly stupid! Period. Nothing more to be said about that 'cos its the truth. Plus I got pissed today 'cos of something completely irrelevant my old man said to me, so that's a plus right?

With time I am sure to gather enough information to publish my fucking autobiography of how pathetic life is--okay I wouldn't go that far, but attending two damn schools at the fucking same time really doesn't help with the stress at all--I already got sick from that and it wasn't a pretty thing whatsoever! Fucking hell! That's all I can for now seeing that I am about to fall asleep as I continue writing this!

]]> ~bleedingxinxspace http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/24537768/ http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/24537768/ Fri, 01 May 2009 20:17:04 PDT
Well, I've been meaning to fucking add a damn entry (currently slightly irritated) about the fact that I can't fucking get out of my house! I can't, can't! It fucking sucks, haven't gone to school in a fucking week, miss my friends so much, and haven't had contact with the outside world either--okay I can do without a few things from school and the outside world. For sure.

So, as everyone knows [cue in the panic] the swine flu, now called H1N1 or something like that. I haven't paid much attention to the news okay! My country, my oh-so lovely country [not!] is in a slight quarantine until May 6th, though people still refuse to follow directions and such...so can't really call it an enforced warning at all. It is a scary thing, mainly because in this country has reported many cases and is fucking scary--I'll admit. Truly, truly scary 'cos the swine flu can even kill if not treated--LE GASP! Yep, LE GASPED this thing, believe it. Honestly though, I don't get those people at all--never will. Blah, blah...so my hermit hole has become uninteresting once again. Guess that I'm used to going outside so much--nya!

But on the other side of the world--err from my hermit hole. WTF is going on with Bleach! So much, so much happening--gah! Damn it no new chapter this week until next--bleh! Oh well, I'll have to fucking wait while chewing out my fucking nails or something worse--blah! Bored to death: brain will fry one day!! I'm off, gotta do my fucking history paper--tch Exploration Era is the worst thing to happen!! Well, the worst thing to study in history class despite the fact that it's my favoured class out of the 9 I have. Sucks!!

]]> ~bleedingxinxspace http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/24079493/ http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/24079493/ Sun, 05 Apr 2009 16:32:40 PDT
Finally my spring break has started, though it wouldn't be called a break without having two huge papers to do and other homework. Come on, teachers just want to make the break that much more depressing--how nice of them right? Exams were so tiredsome I swear I barely slept the entire past week--had studying to do, homework to complete--so that left me only a few hours of sleep. Tch, how much I hate not being able to sleep well. Really, I am even starting to suffer from insomnia!

So, isn't that a lovely thing? Well, I don't know if I mentioned that I have started another fanfic? Yeah, working on drawings is really not working out 'cos I am constantly out of my house each day, so I even barely have time to think and eat. Sad, sad, but true. Well, that's I have to say so...I hate the song! Seriously...bleh!

]]> ~bleedingxinxspace http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/23804076/ http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/23804076/ Fri, 20 Mar 2009 20:35:51 PDT
Anyways, so exams are starting up again next week (fucking shit!), they are going to be much more difficult then the first ones and I don't know what the hell I'l make this time around. I'm not going to estimate or guess, or anything at all seeing that for me positive attitude doesn't work well--none whatsoever. So, yeah. Well, though I did pretty good last time (shockingly) and I made the list of the green light, and was the first one yay me! I made it that far, believe it.

Also, I like this guy in 2nd semester, who's name is Alan! I know, totally weird never though I'd like an Alan in my life--but hey I don't know what the hell I am spouting about my romantic life (wait, what the hell I don't even have one!) So yeah, enough of my love life and rubbish like that. Shit! Administration--have a bunch of notes to write down to study! Math is going to be a rough exam, seriously! Polinomials aren't my favourite, nor are binomials! I hate math! The rest of my exams I am unsure as to how in the hell I am going to do. So, hope I do well!

Blah, blah blah....I am falling asleep so I'll leave this damn entry here. And, as my communications teacher says 'Don't be afraid of any word!'.

]]> ~bleedingxinxspace http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/23570169/ http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/23570169/ Sat, 07 Mar 2009 07:49:11 PST I'm back to using my little smiley faces 'cos I really miss them. Ah, yeah the Marco Polo thing--the story is that this douche bag in my class put that Marco Polo was the one to fly to the moon--I'm sure that it was Neil Armstrong, but what the hell do I know right. Still, it was hilarious knowing that he wrote that on his exam--well more like pathetic. Anyways, that was just so funny--we still make fun of him in school 'cos of that. Pfft...so stupid.

Anyways, well my exams are over--for now--I'll start the process again in the 23rd of this month, so yeah. Well, I passed all of my exams (luckily) with good grades, except for my Economy exam--I got a 7 something on it, which sucked, it could have gone up two points if it hadn't been the fault of some douche bag in class. Ugh, but anyways. At least, I passed my first exams back into a Spanish speaking school--I got two 10s so far, so which is really great. Anyways...

I'm no longer going insane, well for the exception of having to do a bunch of shitty homework, but other then that everything is great. Ugh, Ugh!!!! Okay, well highlight of the week is that the guy that I like at school totally knows, he's always staring at me to catch me staring at him--wait did that even make sense? Damn it, he makes me go insane with his good looks--sighs, but whatever. Still focusing in school (my number one priority at the moment) and passing my exams--Romance is at the very back of my list--currently. Blah, blah, blah....

Haven't caught up with Bleach, the anime that is. The story is going great, but I was saddened with the last chapter--Poor Ichigo!!! ES21 is going great at the moment, still reading the lastest chapter, so yeah. Blah, blah, blah...well that's all I have to say for now. I claim that Marco Polo flew to the moon on a horse XD so yep!!

]]> ~bleedingxinxspace http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/23439328/ http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/23439328/ Fri, 27 Feb 2009 19:06:38 PST
Sighs, but other then my oh so crazy life in college--I'm going to start making money in two weeks--don't know how in the hell that will go, but whatever. Anyways, moving right along seeing that I'm a bit lazy at the moment on working on my speech for English class--another reason why homework sucks. There's no bloody time in the day to do anything, I barely eat and sleep seeing that having to worry about a bunch of exams makes you do that, plus finding out your scores. Sighs, but anyways...

I haven't written anything lately, haven't drawn and haven't talked to anyone either--makes me really sad though. Mainly because I'm so fucking busy with school, its seriously becoming a bit too much, a lot and I don't like it. Damn it! There's this guy in 2nd semester that is hot, but that's about the only thing that its interesting--mainly 'cos I make an idiot of myself when I see him--not that it matters seeing that my mind is not on dating or romance at the moment--my degree is much more important! I'll like to add the 'LAET' title before my name by the year 2012 (predicted year I'll graduate) don't ask what that means since its in Spanish, and I can't translate it very well into English where it would sound cool! Blah, blah, blah, blah....

I think by that year I'll develop lung cancer due to the consumption of tobacco in school, well for me its 2nd hand smoke, but we all know that being a non-smoker is much more dangerous. Blah! Um, have a headache and my throat is a bit itchy (haven't caught a cold) and its a bit cold. Damn weather, its really freaky 'cos its cold in the freaking morning and damn hot in the afternoon--who deserves to understand the weather anyways? Nya! Well, that's about it...that makes much more material for me to write an autobiography! Kekekekeke!!! Eyeshield rocks! Bleach--wow its really turning extremely good--can't keep up with the anime though--not enough time. In vacation I shall attempt!!! *insert evil laugh* Ja!!!

]]> ~bleedingxinxspace http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/23238461/ http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/23238461/ Mon, 16 Feb 2009 15:40:47 PST
Okay...I shouldn't make this long, but I am still alive here so don't worry people!! I should be back sometime by the end of the week, hopefully. My hermit hole continues to grow more darker, don't bloody ask what the hell I mean about that. Methods of Investigation class sucks ass!! Yeah...sucks! I bloody hate the teacher, its actually pretty hilarious! Anyways, before I get way ahead of myself, that's all I have to say regarding that. Eek, I have to get off and get a taxi home. Well hope I get on here sometime this weekend, hopefully again. Damn it, I need my damn internet back. Okay...that's all for now folks! Good Riddance!!!

]]> ~bleedingxinxspace http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/22600601/ http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/22600601/ Thu, 15 Jan 2009 17:13:21 PST Its true though, believe it! I have to go clean again tomorrow, my room this time, since I'd happen to have forgotten to sweep it today--but come on--the bathroom was what took forever. Plus, I still have to paint it once I get there--that's going to be loads of fun--not.

So, back to what I was going to say after I got off the subject there. Well, in the place that which we're going to be moving, there's no cable (not that I actually care about television in the first place), there's no telephone line (makes me think back to the times that which there was no telephones...sad), and there's absolutely no Internet! Yeah, believe it--again. Agh, so I won't be on for I have no idea how long at all. So I'll have to bare with it--again. Yep, again. Tomorrow I'm going to sign up at the school I'll attend in February--wishing myself luck with all of my papers. Yay! So, hopefully I'll get back on here quickly seeing that I'll be needed the internet either way for school...so lucky me...I think.

I've been doing some art--surprisingly, but I have yet to scan it. Mainly 'cos my scanner is possessed or something--should call a priest or something--but not highly recommended I assume. Right...well that was weird...moving on then. I'm writing, deleted already 7 drafts (I'm counting...) and still have nothing good enough, and I'm kicking gear before February...I won't have time to actually write much once I start school. Eek...the pressure!! Okay, well with all of that being said and done (magically of course, since it would be impossible to do physical things virtually)...I need a shrink Just kidding...running on sugar high again... So, hope to be back soon.

]]> ~bleedingxinxspace http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/22494508/ http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/22494508/ Fri, 09 Jan 2009 19:40:00 PST Okay, it wasn't my fault really. It was more like their fault for being a bunch of whinny children who didn't want to eat what they were supposed to, and I have to give out a daily report to their mother. So, not my fault on that one. Children can't obey--. Any way, moving right along from the awkward crap there.

I picked up drawing--again--in class the other day. Publisher does get boring 'cos its no longer awesome--it was when I was like in 8th grade . Actually, my work was done, so there was nothing else to do. I didn't do much obviously, but it was a start. So, yay me. I think. Still doubting self on that one--make sure I make a mental note about that. Err...other stories of the week.

My uncle got mugged, he's fine, just his little ego was burst when his cell phone got stolen. Poor child, should be more careful around this place. Not safe, trust me. I skipped school on Monday 'cos I could barely get out of bed after spending a beautiful Sunday painting. Note to self: Ceilings are the hard part. They are indeed. We didn't even finish, but the next day we were all in pain . The week was strange though--for me at least it was. Deja Vu! Creepy! My brother is being threatened by a 6th grader, whom he doesn't even know. Bunch of weirdo people in this country--really. I fail to understand most of them Oh well.

What else, I finished my fanfic! Working on another one, since there's not much time left until I start the other school. Busy, busy... Err, what else is there to say? I got nothing, really bad Well, nothing more to say at all. Off to try to type out a good beginning for my story now. That's going to take a while!

]]> ~bleedingxinxspace http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/22380256/ http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/22380256/ Sat, 03 Jan 2009 18:44:34 PST I think that I stayed too long in the sun today Guess it can do that to you

Well, get back to normal life again after those wonderful and warming holidays--well not really--just the same ol' stuff! Right, it was a nice break despite the whole drama that I had to listen to everyday--there should be some soap opera be done over that . Funny stuff, most of it was childish and not needed, but people never fail to amaze me Nope, never do.

Tomorrow's project: Paint my house! That's going to be fun--at least I'll get out of the house, so that won't be too bad. Erm, I've had sinus tension for the past two days--went to Wal-mart the past week and couldn't stop sneezing on the detergent aisle--so much fun! Actually, that's nothing new at all .

School starts back again on Monday--yay! NOT. Um, hopefully there won't be the whole 'O-M-G what did you get for Christmas?'-- that's something I rather skip now. Oh crap, still have to bloody scan my stuff--I have yet to do that. Damn. Eek, eek! I have to get to it--its a mission I haven't put up any art in so long--that's pathetic. Err...well nothing more to say other then that next week is going to be long LOL!

]]> ~bleedingxinxspace http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/22307383/ http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/22307383/ Wed, 31 Dec 2008 15:19:45 PST . So, a lot of things happen in 2008, which most were not that great moments in my life--sort of. Though, lets overview some of the better things in 2008 for me--my awesome accomplishments

1. Picked up writing--again.
2. Managed not to go crazy.
3. Found what I wanted to do in life.
4. Started school--August.
5. Stayed true to myself.
6. Got stronger.

Well, those are the few things that I did this year--so I'm happy about that. Yeah, I did awesome I think. Well, there were a lot more things to have been done, but they weren't really that great. So, what about 2009? So many things to do We'll see--I can't consult the crystal ball--its too magical .

What about my New Year's Resolution list?

1. Survive school--need it badly.
2. Try to be more nicer.
3. Get into college, and survive 1st semester.
4. Get a job.
5. Try not to fail.
6. Prove people wrong.
7. Not allowing people to step all over me.
8. Make 2009 better.
9. Build patience if possible.
10. Continue to stay true to myself.
11. Finish my story.
12. Continue writing.

The list is longer, but I don't want to bore people So that's about it. A lot of things to say, but not enough time on continuing it--so we'll see what '09 has in store for everyone. Happy New Year everyone, wish you the best of luck in the year to come!!! Stay safe if you party

]]> ~bleedingxinxspace http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/22126299/ http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/22126299/ Mon, 22 Dec 2008 16:43:03 PST along with the little sugar I just had!! Okay, well I can't believe that Christmas is actually this week--somehow that hasn't hit yet! Serious issues there, but its all bloody good!

This year we decided not to put a tree 'cos we were expecting to get here, and our large almost 6 ft. tall tree to be here--sadly that was a very bad idea. Poor tree, it didn't do anything to anyone--then again the people that were keeping an eye on our stuff *coughs* aunts *cough* did decide to--lets use the term 'borrow permanently' most of our things. Still though, poor tree it was awesome. So bright, so happy during Christmas. Sighs, but not to worry we shall get another one Its still a shame though.

Well, moving right along before I continue to lament over my tree. I'm going to my aunt's on Wednesday and return Thursday night-- She'll make some awesome food--can't wait for that of course, and also I get to spend time with the lot of them after almost 8 years. Still feels weird saying that. But moving right along--well I hope and wish that everyone has an awesome holiday, with lots of moments and all of that. And, we shall say good bye to another year. Wonder what '09 has in store for me? Um, must make New Year's resolution--but naw! That stuff seriously doesn't go well at all-- I did promise to build patience for this year, though I don't think that worked out well Sad, but true.

Merry Christmas, Happy New Year, Happy Holidays--whichever is your preference along with the traditions that you families have. Don't party too hard, just keep it safe of course. Wow, starting to sound very motherly here Horrid, horrid--but I do care . And, enjoy the presents that you get. Surely, I will since I'll be the one buying them for myself Untraditional person--more easily dealt with without the pains of constant bickering and insults. *breaths*. Yep! See you soon!!!

]]> ~bleedingxinxspace http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/22069788/ http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/22069788/ Fri, 19 Dec 2008 15:29:32 PST Its rather warm--well not in the shade. Anyways, so school finally let out and its Friday. I actually felt like yesterday was Friday--weird. Yep, somehow it did feel like it for some odd reason. And today felt like Saturday--there must be something wrong with my head . Shocking that the Bleach chapter came out early in the week, heard that there won't be any for the next two weeks, that's sad.

I was looking forward to the next chapter, its getting very interesting. It feels nice to relax, I was in need of some serious rest. Well, there really aren't many updates to discuss at all. So far, I've done zero drawings 'cos I've been rather lazy on that department for some reason that I can't even explain. Focus is mainly on writing go figure on that one. Guess there needs to be some inspiration to create a drawing--I'll see if I can find it soon. Still writing that new chapter, the ideas come and go. I had a weird dream the other night involving pirates [pretty crazy stuff there] The wonders of my own head--amazing.

I did dream about rain, lots of rain last night. So weird. Note to self: Don't eat an orange before going to sleep. I've been pretty relaxed today--feels good Still planning--I go back to school on Jan. 5 so that's about it on that department. Wonder what my score was on the exam? other things to wonder about? Err... must not get sleepy! Cold is almost gone, thank you Vitamin C! Though, my allergy medicine helps as well--though the warm/cold weather does not. So crazy. Plans for Christmas? I'm not even sure what I'm doing--anyone else? I plan on doing some reading during my break--re-reading Eclipse [waiting for the next book to arrive to my house] 'cos its been forever since I've read it.

Overslept, never a good thing

]]> ~bleedingxinxspace http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/22029205/ http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/22029205/ Wed, 17 Dec 2008 09:19:51 PST Caught the flue So bloody great! Okay, not really my throat feels all scratchy and I can't stand the feeling. Though, I have to take my damn allergy medicine at night so my nose doesn't stuff--at least it helps with the damn congestion! I got that damn final over with--I think I did terribly since I didn't even bother to study over it at all--eh I don't care really 'cos--well I really don't.

In other crappy stories of the day and whatever else that occurs in my mind I have nothing actually--well working on the new chapter for my story, though nothing is actually moving on that so that bloody sucks. Sighs, I didn't see the guy I'm crushing on today--that was a bummer! I think I just released info I shouldn't have--damn it! Er, still have to go to school tomorrow though Great, fantastic! At least I don't have to go on Friday, if they make us go on friday I'll probably scream at them and punch someone--I don't want to go to school. I need a break.

In another mindless convo and whatnot: There was a slight altercation last night regarding a neighbour who got some amount of money stolen from her home, she blames my aunt's children for it and my aunt as well. I fail to see any reasoning there but people love to spout out stuff that makes no sense at all. As long as she doesn't blame me for it--we're good. Or else, there's going to be some arguing done there 'cos I don't take that kind of rubbish at all. Yeah, I have nothing.

The final notes and the closing of this: Bleach is getting awesome, and I'm only talking about the anime--though the new episode changed a particular scene--gosh just 'cos they don't want to corrupt little children anymore Oh well, I didn't see anything wrong as to how it was done in the manga in the first place--but what the hell. Well, that's about it so I shall go and start my plotting against my little cousins 'cos they own me for those shitty days last week! it'll be a fun break in a slight sense!

ZOMG! The new Bleach chapter came out so early in the week! I can't spoil, but man I've imagined that that Espada would be #1 for some odd reason. So thrilling though I even got chills! So fucking awesome though--awesome, awesome, awesome!!! I'm shaking of how awesome the new chapter is. Wow! Wow!! Wow!! Okay...that's it.

]]> ~bleedingxinxspace http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/21969665/ http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/21969665/ Sat, 13 Dec 2008 19:41:01 PST That's just great, brilliantly great! I could've sworn that this was my last week of school, but no I have to attend one more week 'cos I have that bloody exam. Damn it, damn it... I really, really hate it. Sighs, okay moving away from that highly annoying memorandum--even though it doesn't qualify as one but what the hell I'll leave it like that.

The holidays are coming--nothing much about that seeing that it won't be the same compare to the past. Ugh, bloody party goers this town would be like--that's going to be a very annoying thing during my holiday. I'm getting another pair of Converse, the only good thing seeing that I need another pair. Still trying to find a place where I'll get my ears pierced at--last time I did it myself--but that's a ghastly thing I rather not try to remember at all. You got to be fucking kidding me, those damn fireworks are still going? What the hell!!! !!! Seriously, the poor ways of finding an excuse to get fucking pissed drunk--lousy and extremely lame. Geez. Okay, I have fumed over a lot of things lately, but nothing good really happens at all.

I just write, and write since there's nothing else to do at all. Trying to help my friend solve some problems, which I cannot detail about seeing that there's some spying going on and I rather not say anything--absolutely nothing! Somehow I am having a Big Brother moment, gawd how much I hated that book!! 1984 is a haunting piece of work . though I finally managed to get some sleep last night, but not enough to make up for all of the other time that I have lost. Yeah, I have nothing else at all. Nothing. Nothing...[insert echo]....those little monsters!

]]> ~bleedingxinxspace http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/21930502/ http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/21930502/ Thu, 11 Dec 2008 12:39:48 PST
Um, no interesting things to seriously talk about at all, only the fact that my ear itches! Okay, totally random but what the hell! TOMORROW MY BREAK STARTS!!! I feel like crying--okay totally not seeing that I have to spend those two weeks on this Hell hole, great. It sounds absolutely like fun that I'll have to go and purchase some sulfuric acid in order to completely let my brain die--okay I won't do that, but surely going to the emergency room for no reason sounds completely fun since I won't have to deal with the little twits! I really hate them! And, I highly doubt I want to go to the emergency room...gotta think of a better plan!

Eh, what else? What else? Um........I have nothing really since I don't know what else there's need to be said at all. I'm bored, that answers something I assume. Um, I have to think of an evil plan to cause during my break! Oh, wait fucking hell I almost forgot! There's a bunch of celebrations being done tonight in the neighborhood! What the hell, I won't get a wink of sleep 'cos of that noise! I haven't had any sleep, everyone in this fucking neighborhood parties like its 1990 or something--music too fucking loud, people getting pissed drunk, and well nothing good will come out of that I am sure of it. Um, there's bound to be some good stories out of that, but I will refrain myself from taking part in those celebrations...mainly 'cos I have no need to do something that is rather hypocritical on my part--damn. Okay, that's it....nothing else to say--I should probably go downtown to get some earplugs--I'm tempted, but I can't! Shit! I need to go on strike against that!

]]> ~bleedingxinxspace http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/21867833/ http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/21867833/ Sun, 07 Dec 2008 15:23:34 PST
It's Sunday, what a bore. Next week is my last week and off for my winter break--going back in Jan. 5 though--how bothersome. Reminder: Must study for exams next week. My house is almost done--almost. There's windows and floor tiling to be done, but its almost done. Perhaps I don't have to spend my winter break in this Hell hole! If I do, well there's a bad omen coming out of that 'cos I can't stand living near the irksome family members--too troublesome I must say. Sighs, though I am getting my ears pierced again, the only good thing coming from that since I've been wanting another piercings on my ears for a while now. Nothing important besides that, oh wait I have to attend driving lessons--ugh that's going to be the not very awesome highlight of my break at all.

I am bored as hell...there's nothing to find on the internet or anything. Though working on my story is not going so well either, talk about a lame sunday. Well, Sundays really are the embodiment of boredom to be more precise. Sighs, well nothing much to really say anymore seeing that I'm trying so hard not to be swallowed up by boredom--must find something to entertain myself with--must find it! Fucking hell, so boring!

]]> ~bleedingxinxspace http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/21798824/ http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/21798824/ Wed, 03 Dec 2008 12:23:23 PST
I just found out that in the entire year, only my Christmas break is the longest! I have Holy Week (If you are not 'catholic' [I have never stated the fact that I was religious, but I happen to live in a country where people are religious and have a bunch of useless holidays] then it is most likely that you don't know what the hell I am talking about) is only a week. And that's it...in the entire year I'll only have a few days of break (all of them together don't accumulate to be at least a month), so that bloody sucks without saying anything else. I have one and a half years left in that school, I'll most likely (i am hoping still) to start college in Feb. and that will be for at least 6 years or less (depends really)...so I'll have to attend two schools, adding on that my old man wants me to attend another to specialize in a single subject (it being English) so that adds more to my fucking fun life that I currently have (must laugh at later) So, yeah...life only become a hellish trip to...I have no fucking idea where so I'm leaving it at that. It seems that my parents don't want me to have a boyfriend (not even interested on a guy at the moment, so how in the hell does that even make sense?) and obviously I have no friends here 'cos they are a bunch of jackasses that need to get a fucking life (they are way too many fake emo people,goth, punk wanna-bes!) So, now you can see what kind of messed up country I live in.

I think I have ranted enough for the day, but I just felt like I should share with everyone, even if it really isn't fun to read and blah, blah! I need a shower, a Tylenol, and a drink of water...I have a fucking headache!!!!!

]]> ~bleedingxinxspace http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/21687132/ http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/21687132/ Wed, 26 Nov 2008 19:17:01 PST I am fucking tired of Excel the point in which I want to fucking scream!!! I'm seriously at the end of it though, I am just tired of it. First of all, its fucking stupid and I can't do any of the shit that it has. I have a fucking exam tomorrow, which I'll most likely fail in the first place and might not even take 'cos I haven't paid my bloody fucking tuition!!!! Seriously though, plus I recently finished a piece of shitty work for that program!! And, the computers are all programmed in Spanish!

Sure I know it and speak, read it, and all of that shit. Honestly though, I hate computers in Spanish 'cos they are confusing and the keyboards fucking suck! They SUCK! Grrr....okay enough of my ramblings 'cos I think people get tired of hearing about my complains, but hey life happens.

Good news though, my papers have been officially signed! Now, I have to take them to the educational department to get an evaluation over my grades, but that will take ages though. Let's see what else...I finally finished that oneshot I've been working on for almost an entire month I think or less. Who knows really, and I'll just have to go thru it and correct some crap here and all of that. Um, might post it this weekend or something who knows. And for my fanfiction though, I think I have developed writer's block. What the hell! Its going to take a while to get out of this one though, so I'll have to see how in the hell I'll start the new chapter.

Other crap I should mention? Um, I was hooked on the new Bleach episode--wicked! I found the Arrancars Encyclopedia to be hilarious! Um...what else, what else? ......Um....Okay I have nothing so I'll guess I'll leave it at that and start writing again. I have to fucking write!!! Okay...I'll have to fucking study a bit...but nah! Ja!

]]> ~bleedingxinxspace http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/21594467/ http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/21594467/ Fri, 21 Nov 2008 08:54:35 PST There's no water running in my house at all since two days ago! Seeriously I haven't taken a shower since Wed. night since someone was so smart to use all the water that had been stored to bloody do laundry. Seriously, what the hell is wrong with people Sighs, I skipped school today 'cos I honestly don't feel comfortable with going to school like that. Shit! SHIT! I am honestly repulsed at the fact that the water only runs down here when it wants to. We haven't done the dishes in three bloody days! THREE! Laundry in like a week already--there's so much now! And I really, really want to take a shower because I can't stand going a day without it. I was expecting for the water to have ran yesterday, but no! Stupid country is so fucking cheap! Cheap damn it! Ugh, ugh........

----------------Pause for a short break-----------------------

------------------Please Stand By-----------------------------

Sighs, seriously I should just quit life altogether--oh wait I'm not that way so screw it. Well, other then my life being completely ruined by the cheap ways of life in this bloody country, at least its TGIF so that's a good thing. I was shocked that Bleach came out earlier this week, but dude--the fight between Stark and Kyouryku (SP?) Seems that it would be good, and I found the part with Ukitake and that one (who's name I have totally forgotten) funny. Treating her like a child...hehehe anyone would to be honest. Sighs, I'm sure it would get better. And, what's up with Hinamori? And those weird Fraccions (Is that what they are called? I'm out of date with my Bleach terms for some odd reason...stupid Excel is sucking all of my brain/memory cells!!). So much happening there though. Anyhow, at least on the anime Kenpachi has arrived! Fucking awesome though! Okay, enough of my ramblings 'cos I have nothing else to say anymore seeing that I am waiting for the water to run--or else I'll go completely crazy

]]> ~bleedingxinxspace http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/21554733/ http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/21554733/ Tue, 18 Nov 2008 17:12:17 PST
Nothing else to report at all really, oh I've been watching Japanese dramas--seeing that there's nothing much to do in the whole day and they are much more [entertaining if you will] then Mexican soap operas [they are extremely cliche and extremely boring], so I guess I'll keep myself entertained with that. Um, my papers for college are on their way so I am happy about that and tomorrow I get to wait for them or hopefully on Thursday--who knows really. And, what else--the one shot is actually being held back now seeing that all of my ideas just suddenly disappeared so I have to start from scratch [again] so nothing too exciting on that department at all. Lets see...waiting for the month to be over so I can move out of this hellhole I live in and finally get rid of those pests of my cousins. Um, that's all I have to say I think so--yep. BLOODY HELL! My brain is so tired--I need some fucking sleep!

]]> ~bleedingxinxspace http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/21474931/ http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/21474931/ Thu, 13 Nov 2008 18:41:28 PST
Sighs, okay so I am on the works on a one-shot. I find them to be a rather irksome thing, mainly because I suck at writing short things that conclude in less then 15 pages hahahaha such a great thing! Not! My brain is sort of numb or something 'cos I can't think of absolutely anything! Ugh, okay I don't really have much to say on anything at all seeing that I need to seriously catch up on my sleep, mainly 'cos I haven't slept well for almost a bloody 2 month span! I honestly don't even know how in the hell I get thru most of my day, really. Whatever the reason, it would only shock me Okay, that's all I have to say except that I wonder what will shock me on tomorrow's Bleach chapter release and ES21. Um, so many things happening!!

]]> ~bleedingxinxspace http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/21424307/ http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/21424307/ Mon, 10 Nov 2008 16:05:48 PST I bloody hate people who tell me one thing one day and they totally cancel it the next time I see them! What the fuck! I swear to gawd that's another reason why I fucking hate compromises and all that shit! I was supposed to start 'my new job' today, but last minute they come and fucking cancel 'cos of other shit! Geez, at least tell me a day before it actually starts so I don't have to fucking wait like a bloody idiot!!!!! I am so fuming at the moment its not even funny--I nearly yelled at some random idiot at the bloody bank 'cos I was--no still am pissed off! The nerve of people sometime!! Damn it, damn it, damn it! *breaths*

How in the bloody hell am I suppose to get a job when the stupid idiots cancel or tell me that it won't happen? Well, then again its part of the process--but still! I am seriously annoyed by people like that--last week the woman cancelled 'cos she wouldn't want to start in the middle of the week, and then waits an entire 4 days to fucking tell me that her daughter can't be taught 'cos she has classes! Oh, right! Thanks a lot! UGH!!!!!!!!!!

Alright, I really got to change the subject here. Sighs, well school is going majorly sucky! Excel sucks ass like nothing else--the bloody formulas are so damn confusing it makes a freaking algebra problem look a whole lot damn easier to understand! Plus, not only can I not use fucking English--I have to think in Spanish! I hate--absolutely hate where I live right now and the school I attend. Ugh! I have a damn end of the year exam coming up sometime--gotta go back and read like 4 manuals already and memorize every single shit that it has there. ZOMG! I feel like screaming at the moment.

Anyways--I don't know what to say 'cos I'm on the verge of going completely insane and scream my lungs out! UGH!

]]> ~bleedingxinxspace http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/21361329/ http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/21361329/ Thu, 06 Nov 2008 17:11:56 PST I could've sworn that this week had been one of the longest I had yet survived. Geez, honestly how long and boring was this week. Well, at least the new Bleach episode came out and I was happy about that. Um, accomplishments this week--I actually sat in class and managed to pay attention I know! I was surprised myself actually 'cos usually I just fall asleep while the professor is talking and telling us crap to write--but I managed to pay close attention today. Anyways...others....

+Monday: Managed to get up early for school--I was actually quite shocked 'cos I hate waking up early.
+Tuesday: Sat quietly and didn't act like a hyperactive-who-is-in-need-of-psychological-help-and-a-shot-of-Ritalin! Yep, I actually did. I didn't eat much sugar and I was on my best behaviour, though I did still managed to open my big mouth and say something completely stupid! Well, that happens to slip up every now and then .
+Wednesday: I got myself a job! and it would start next week, and I'll get paid $150 pesos a week to teach a middle school kid English (That's roughly $15 American dollars! 'IN AMERICA'-Bandit Keith! And I think that was about it on this day, oh wait I did post ch. 8 of my fanfiction so that was another plus!.
+Thursday: that's today! I am sick of listening about the results of the elections--another reason why I don't watch the telly at all. Bloody hell, seriously after one day I get the point, but if I continue to hear it tomorrow-- I would end up punching some stupid git in the street or something or another. Gosh--I am fed up!

So that's about it I think My services still have not ended I also exchanged numbers with my uncle (he's two years younger then me, so weird to call him uncle) and he made me believe that he had put a fucking virus on my cell phone. That was last night and I almost beat the stuffing out of him, but it was only a stupid picture. What a bloody idiot! Geez--anyways that's about it. I can't wait until the new Bleach chapter comes out tomorrow along with Eyeshield 21! I want to know who the hell is Hiruma's dad! Damn it, I need to know!

]]> ~bleedingxinxspace http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/21285189/ http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/21285189/ Sun, 02 Nov 2008 14:24:14 PST Okay, so today is the second day of 'Day of The Dead' celebration here in my country. I did, indeed, get my chocolate skull--after fighting a huge crowd of people, some random bitchy woman pushing me and telling me to watch where I was going, and being dragged here and there. So, I guess that seemed interesting I think. Okay, that random bitchy woman pissed me off badly 'cos for the fact that there were a bunch of people in the market place, she has her arse sticking out in the middle of the way, and I pushed her over so she can get out of the way--and then she hits me.

I turned to her and told her 'what the hell' and then I called her a bitch. I am still upset at the fact that she hit me, come on stupid random people hitting--what the hell is that about? I don't go punching around people, well I should from now on seeing that everyone down here is so bloody rude. Bunch of gits!!!

Anyways, moving away from that before I go on blabbering about a bunch of stuff. So, what else is there to talk about? Um, nothing important except that I can't wait until I get to eat my chocolate skull! I missed them I missed them! Okay, enough of it now 'cos I am growing a little too attached to it--geez. Okay, I did get 10 from my aunt and 20 [talking about money now] so that was a plus too Um, oh I had an exam on Friday, that was awful--again . I have a bone to pick with my professor! [reminder tomorrow] and I don't get Excel and all its stupid formulas--I racked my brain for an entire hour on Thursday trying to put some codes in here and there to create a word on a sheet. Geez, don't ask what I am talking about, and for those who know what I am talking about you know what I mean. Ugh, it sucked! But, that's about it--I am out 'cos I am bored as hell!

]]> ~bleedingxinxspace http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/21184946/ http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/21184946/ Mon, 27 Oct 2008 11:06:29 PDT I gots meself a cell phone now! I really love it. Though it wasn't my planned one, but hey its all good! So yep. Anyways, well still haven't done what I was going to do this weekend, meaning that I still haven't scanned anything yet! Ugh, I am beyond frustrated with myself, but it happens people--actually life just happens to get in the way. I fell today, actually I was walking backwards and I hit myself on a step and fell it was rather hilarious--I seriously didn't even know why? Perhaps I am vertically challenged or something who knows--really.

Um, there really isn't much for me to say except that I still hate where I live and the people in it, honestly. Oh, I did see my uncle's dad (inside joke, its really his in law or something or another) anyways--nothing so interesting about that. Yep, absolutely nothing! Oh, working on another chapter for my fanfiction story--is going alright but I am running out of ideas--no worries though I'll try not to go away from it 'cos I have started a side story. I am seriously going to be lost in given time 'cos I can't keep up with a lot of stories at once! ZOMG! Oh well, I'll have to get over it then. Oh, I really loath Naruto and such, but the abridge series is really funny! I still don't know who in the hell are most of the characters or what the story is about, but I don't care! I find it funny. Oh, and I am getting into Oasis and Incubus hahahaha---don't ask just go with it.

]]> ~bleedingxinxspace http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/21107432/ http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/21107432/ Wed, 22 Oct 2008 09:08:09 PDT It is my bloody birthday-- *birth certificate*.... It is! I can't believe that it is, I didn't even know it until today when I was reminded of it, plus my friends know it--I think. I don't really care since I have stopped celebrating it since I turned 18. I mean, what the hell technically you only have one in all your life. I am sure everyone knows that of course, I hope! Who knows though. I was supposed to get my bloody cell today, but no I have to bloody wait for it! I'm not in a very festive mood--come on! Oh, I so have to watch the new Bleach episode, but I am waiting for later since I like to wait. Don't ask, just bloody go with it alright! Tch!

Its official everyone, I have been crowned as the Mean Girl by my little cousins, how great is that? They think I am so mean and horrible, they are afraid of me which I don't mind as long as they leave me the hell alone since they are a bunch of little munchkins! Tch, and I am also one of the most repugnant beings that have ever existed in this world, again another declaration from them. who knows I think they have seriously gone mental! I am posting another chapter to my fic that I posted a while back, since I still haven't bloody scanned my bloody drawings yet. Seriously, when will I ever do so? I shall do it sometime though before I drive myself insane without posting any new drawings.

In another note: No more substitute teacher! I was so glad 'cos the one we had was slightly annoying--seriously. Though we still have to continue with Excel! I hate that program to no end. Well that's it for now, I shall await for something interesting to happen today--why? No idea, just need to do something to get out of the usual boring routine. Bloody hell--I am seriously mental or something!

]]> ~bleedingxinxspace http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/21050552/ http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/21050552/ Sat, 18 Oct 2008 16:40:22 PDT That has to be one of the funniest things I have seen...way better then the actual show! I have to say that I like Tristan's voice, so hilarious--thanks Devon! Anyhow, well changing subjects here. I think I have decided on posting my The Bridge Of Silence story here for my Bleach fanfiction section--do I have one though? Anyhow, we'll see how we do here on DA with it. Oh, I have started to pick up drawing again--though no fan art or anything like that School this week was a bore, at least I didn't do that stupid exam on thursday 'cos my professor said that my 6 slide PowerPoint was enough to count as one...don't ask I am just going with it. Next week will be the beginning of the fun 4-5 week period of EXCEL! that's a waste of my time, but at least the section after will be internet--though I fail to realize what will be fun about it? Its only basics on how to use most of the programs we are learning--except that the next year will be about graphic design--hopefully I'll be able to post some of my work from school or something...would be cool.

Halloween is coming up, though we don't celebrate it here. I wanted to be a vampire blood!! Anyhow that was a pointless rant...what the hell? Finally getting my bloody cell phone, though my old man hasn't said when I will. Its supposed to be for my birthday--do I seriously have one? I guess so since I was born, though I have suddenly thrown out the date out of my head--wonder how in the hell I'll remember it when I am asked by stupid people that ask about personal dates. Right, I keep saying rubbish here 'cos I have nothing else to rant about. Glad that Bleach is back to normal, I was nearly going to pull out my magical gun and shoot someone with it 'cos I was getting sick of those annoying fillers--a bunch of bullshit must I say. Nnoitora is so bad ass though, I cannot wait for the fight between him and Kenpachi. As for the manga--man is getting good that's all I have to say about it. Moving to Eyeshield 21-- wow damn I can't wait for the new chapter, the anime is terrible done though so I don't watch it--my brother surprisingly does! Well that's enough of my rant--bloody hell I am bored as hell and I have a headache..screw it!!

]]> ~bleedingxinxspace http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/20970744/ http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/20970744/ Mon, 13 Oct 2008 14:06:04 PDT I didn't really see the devil--honestly. Oh, I did see the witch though--she lives above on the street! Okay--what the hell is with my silliness? I honestly don't know nor am I going to sit here and think about it. My brain is completely fried, I just remembered that I haven't posted anything new--that is obviously pathetic really. I don't have an excuse...wait yes I do. My scanner hasn't been installed on a computer that runs XP 'cos I have Vista (it really sucks at knowing what the hell you are doing). Anyhow, I just think that Powerpoint is completely pointless, and I have a practical exam on Thursday--how lame can it get? Geez...

I don't think I have worked on any new drawings--mainly 'cos those little twits of my cousins are annoying as hell and won't let me have some peace in order for me to sit down and work! Che I am annoyed by them--besides the point. Oh, I did a drawing of Ikkaku a while back, once I get that scanner up and running I'll post it here. Um, I just discontinued my story 13 'cos I ran out of ideas and I have so many stories that I am working on that I don't have time to sit down and write ideas for that particular story. Um, oh Day of the Dead is coming up here in November--so excited about that 'cos I'll get my sugar skull (if you have no idea what I am talking about just do some research on 'El Dia de los Muertos' I won't be going to the cemetery since my grandma is buried in another state, so no cool tales about me going to the cemetery at all--don't expect any. Um, what else is there to say?

I start college in February, wait haven't I mentioned that already? Don't know but whatever, just thought I would throw it out there again. Um, well I think that's about it I think. I wanted to change my entry as well--oh and I'll be turning 19 soon--how lame is that? Honestly, it won't make much difference really...I'll still act immature 'cos I want to and 'cos I can! And still convincing my old man to get me a cell phone <[link] that's the one I want!! Though I need money hahaha--but I think that's about it.

]]> ~bleedingxinxspace http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/20934589/ http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/20934589/ Sat, 11 Oct 2008 09:50:27 PDT Wow, never knew how in the world people could be so pathetic. Honestly, what the hell does one gain by drinking? I don't know that answer 'cos I don't even bloody drink at all. Its fucking stupid on doing something like that in the first place. I am angered at the fact that I get told that I have a 50% chance of becoming an alcoholic 'cos a lot of my outside family are alcoholics, but you know what! I tell them to fuck off 'cos I am not going to degrade myself to that low level at all. I think its really pathetic when people want to degrade themselves like that. Last night my old man's sister was sent to the fucking hospital 'cos she couldn't breath...and you know what. She was fucking drunk!

I am really ashamed and anger at the fact that I am related to that side, really its so stupid and--there are so many other words I could use but it could never convey what I am trying to say. I am better then that and I am not about to fall into that level at all and if I do, then someone just simply shot me. I hate alcohol--it really just irks me that people have a mind like that and they think they need alcohol to escape their problems. Honestly, everyone has problems on their own, but it only takes rational thinking to solve them--what the hell is wrong with people? Ugh, I am just beyond pissed off level its not even funny. I mean, why throw you life away with alcohol? Che, I wouldn't know and don't ever want to find out at all 'cos I don't believe that alcohol would ever solve my problems.

I have refrained myself from getting in problems, mainly because I know I can do better in my life and not become a screw up. I just recently got into a private college, I'll be the first one to graduate college in my entire family--and I am going to uphold my name that way. I don't want to become some fucking alcoholic just 'cos I have no life whatsoever. Ugh, I am just really angered at that. Humanity can never sink any lower then depending on drugs or alcohol in order to forget whatever problems they have. Honestly, what kind of messed up thinking is that--if you drink or do drugs, sure you'll feel good for a while, but what about once the effects go away. The fucking problems return you know! Come on, think rationally at least before you are about to do something stupid like that!!

Well, at least she made it thru the night. Man, I am ashamed to know her to say the least, but even as much as I hate her--I don't wish her death at all. Che, just think people before you are about to drink or something like that 'cos I have seen people go down that road and it isn't pretty. We all know that, but somehow we become blinded by whatever little voice we have in the back of our minds or the bad side to our personality. Che, I am better then that and I know not to make a mistake like that. It isn't right, nor do I want to be called a loser the rest of my life--so no thanks to drinking at all. I'll pass and rather be called a pansy--seriously! Anyways, well I just felt like ranting that and letting out some anger--sorry for the constant use of the 'f' word--wait a minute I am not sorry!!!

]]> ~bleedingxinxspace http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/20872429/ http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/20872429/ Tue, 07 Oct 2008 11:04:42 PDT It was horrid and never want to do it again like that, curse my bloody professor! Okay, I might have told him to not forget it next time, but still. I did managed to get a 9 (the scale down here goes from 5-10) so I guess it wasn't bad. Gosh, did anyone ever mentioned that PowerPoint was a waste of time? Geez, its so boring and is like a more concrete version of Word 2003. Which it is, but then again my school is a computer school dealing with stupid programs. Sighs!

The world sucks! Although I have been working on that Hitsugaya/Karin fanfic that I had mentioned a long time ago. Its only fanfiction and its called "The Bridge Of Silence". Somehow its doing pretty good, though I am stuck on chapter 4 at the moment and don't have any bloody ideas at all. I feel like finding my little cousins and punch them in the face, well more like making them disappear from the surface of the earth, well perhaps the whole infinity in which we exist. Geez, I have to say that they are a bunch of annoying little twits that I just can't stand at all. One of them has like some kind of death wish or something 'cos he likes to play with sharp objects and other dangerous things. Actually, he's pretty violent and thinks so much about violence...therefore he lost his privilege of watching Dragon Ball (Yes, they actually show it down here 'cos I think that Cartoon Network canceled it) and is Power Rangers really still on? Gosh, isn't that crap old? Didn't it come out on 1994 or something? Honestly, the stupidity in which those poor children are stuck in. Well, his younger sister steals things and likes to get beat up...somehow that just defeats the purpose of me beating her up for no reason...okay she's just annoying as a flea (wow that was a very stupid analogy here). So I think I should just stuff them in a box and send them to Guam or something so I don't have to see them in my life again.

ZOMG! I can't wait until the new Bleach chapter. Also for the new Eyeshield 21 chapter, does anyone know if its the last one? I am going to miss that series 'cos its one of my favorites. I just remembered that I am in my late teens...wow even though I don't even feel old. My aunt wants to throw me a birthday party, but I deny the rights to it 'cos I don't want a bunch of piss offs to come and get drunk for no reason...yes that's what most parties down here do! Although I am going to tell my old man to send me money to buy me a cell phone...gotta give it to my friends so they can call me! Its costs too much to make a call from down here to up there, so that makes it complicated. Wow I have dragged this long enough so lets leave it at it! I gotta get ready to welcome the bloody brats back home and then send them off to some stupid school crap thing! Did I mentioned I hated those creatures? Ugh! Gotta go kick some ass!

]]> ~bleedingxinxspace http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/20641179/ http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/20641179/ Tue, 23 Sep 2008 18:35:32 PDT
Okay, sure I don't act my age, but you don't expect me to sit there and always state the fact that I am legal. I sign my own papers for crying out loud. Somehow I still don't get why in the bloody hell when I was 9 they thought I was 14. Geez, its so bloody annoying! Ugh! Damn it all to hell! Geez, it just angers me and I am beyond repulsed by their behaviour over it. Seriously, I think I need to wear a sign that says 'Hey, I am 18. Old enough to legally sign my name, buy cigarettes, and do all these other stuff that 18 year old people do' What, next time they are going to ask me if I am seriously a resident of this stupid country? Just 'cause I haven't lived here didn't mean that I wasn't born here, honestly how does the ignorance of people level so high? I am not even making the slightest sense, but I am baffled by their actions. Oh, and the service in the bank sucks as well. Can't people be a little bit nicer in order to have more people go in there? Gawd!!!

]]> ~bleedingxinxspace http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/20566285/ http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/20566285/ Fri, 19 Sep 2008 10:23:55 PDT I really can't stand it when people do that, its annoying and it only illustrates the stupidity that this world holds, therefore making it look like we have no hope in the future. Sighs, its annoying when people just sit there and stare at me, in class and other public places (another reason why I hate living in this country and don't have a damn social life). Ugh, I am so angry about that. Enough of my random ranting but I just can't have patience with the world here people.

Do you ever wonder why sometimes people tell you to go die for? Actually, I just think people say that because they have run out of 'cool' lines to say or just can't think of a good come back. People here think that I really tell them to go die, when I only tell them to do so because they are- a) annoying me or b) just because they can't have any decency to keep their mouths shut. Ah, but that's all I can say for now since I just felt like letting some steam out. I'll like to thank my DA friends here for actually missing me, unlike my other ungrateful human being friends...what a bunch of assholes, thanks for missing me. Oh, wait they aren't even on this site. Damn! But its true, only my two best friends miss me (who aren't DA people) and the rest just simply think of me as a virus. Isn't that nice? I mean, I even rarely seen them in the first place but they only missed me then...now that I live like so many miles away from them, they act like I don't even exist on the surface of this earth. Wow, so much for making friends. As the saying goes, who needs enemies when you have those types of friends (is that even the damn saying?) Shit, I don't have much to say really. I am just simply stating an opinion that either people agree or disagree, feel like saying something hateful just 'cause they want attention...well whatever the hell people feel like saying about that subject. Phew, well I should stop my ranting before I write a stupid novel here!!

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Ugh, I swear you guys I'll miss you all for a while until I return. Yeah, I will return for sure even if I have to crawl through the gates of Hell...erm OK I wouldn't go to that extreme, but I can't really wait to see the new stuff that you guys post on here so I can comment on. I'll miss that until I get my damn internet back on my computer (in my case laptop) so yeah. I'll leave on Friday (hoping at 5 AM) and it will be a long trip...damn I'll hate it so bad. Um, I think I am exceeding on using 'damn' today...it must be a record. Alright, well I already said my send offs on last entry so I don't feel like I want to repeat it. Well take care guys and I'll be back soon, unless I suffer from a mental breakdown or I am way too busy to get on in a computer...hell I don't even know when I'll come back now since I have a lot of sh*t to do and geez I don't even want to get into that one. Alright, I am having a caffeine relapse or something 'cause I haven't had coffee in a while now. Gasps, okay. So leaving on Friday and don't know when I'll return, but keep up the good work and wait for my comments lol. Though I don't think I can think of anything else to say so see you later! ...dammit the mood menu does not work...well guess I'll leave it on caring! What the hell lets leave it as that.

]]> ~bleedingxinxspace http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/18906025/ http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/18906025/ Wed, 18 Jun 2008 06:27:12 PDT
Well, it has been a great amount of years, a great amount of good memories, good friends, and also those terrible times that I had been a part of. I made a lot of friends here in DA, school and other places that I never imagined I could and I really am glad that I got on here. I'll like to thank Devon for encouraging me onto getting an account, and also for becoming my friend two years ago. Wow, has it really been that long Devon? We had fun in Hughes class eh? Stupid underclassmen were really funny, man I'll miss that class forever. Also, I'll like to extend my thanks for allowing me to get into manga 'cause now that'll be the only entertainment I'll get since television sucks lately. You are a really talented person, and also thanks for allowing me to see your drawings as well 'cause I think that I saw you work on many of them during my last year of high school .

I would also like to say thanks to for supporting my stuff here in DA by commenting and whatnot, you rock and so keep up the good work. And, I'll read future chapters of your story once I get back on here and comment on them as well...so don't give up alright. Also to for always commenting and all of that on my work here, you are a great support for me. Everyone else who I watch and watch me, you guys really are great and thanks many for the support.

Eh, I making this damn entry sound a bit too morose. Oh well though, its my last until I return here anyways so I'll keep going here. I can't really say much. Thanks to you guys for allowing me to comment on your work and all of that, it means a lot that you guys also support me back 'cause without it I wouldn't know how to really make anything work. I don't critic really much, which I guess is okay 'cause I think everyone has their own talent even if others think its horrible . Anyhow, moving on. I'm not sure when I'll return to post anything again, after all I'll have to spend a hell of a long time doing a lot of crap that I don't even want to get into describing 'cause its stupid. Sighs, but I will return somehow even if I have to crawl in the streets begging someone to let me use their computer...erm okay I wouldn't go to that extreme, but you know where I am going with that geez.

Though I must say that I won't be getting on as much as I used to in the past 'cause I'll be getting a job and would start school, and hey guess what? I'll be going to college and a language school, how awesome right? Not really, its going to be a pain in the ass 'cause I'll have to attend two schools. Though hopefully I don't have to or else I'll go insane with that much school. Gyah! I am not going on vacation or a relaxing spot at all. I am going to hate my life after this, okay not really since I don't care much anyways. Though I will say this, I hope to return back to where I live to visit my friends all of that 'cause they are really the best. I probably return in four years (maybe) 'cause I can't honestly stay within the bubble (as I like to call it) where the rest of my family stand at...hell I'll probably drag myself all the way to England to live there just to stay the hell away from all of that dramatic crap they always cause.

Am I sounding a bit stupid now? Ne, whatever. Alright, well that's all that I have to say really. Guys, keep up the good work and don't stop working on all the projects that you guys have been talking about. I send my congrats to all of those who'll start college 'cause I will too how about that hahaha. We'll see where we go from here right? I'll try to get on and check comments, and all of that good stuff until I really do have... ]]> ~bleedingxinxspace http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/18749500/ http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/18749500/ Mon, 09 Jun 2008 13:36:32 PDT
Yeah, I would say only see you later...though that has nothing to do with this journal entry. Damn I don't even know what to say...stupid stomach! !!! Right, well I was bored and decided to post this, so maybe until the last entry, who knows!

]]> ~bleedingxinxspace http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/18628699/ http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/18628699/ Mon, 02 Jun 2008 14:19:36 PDT ...I have a headache, too lazy to get some medicine and also trying not to think about it. Ah, well last night i was at Devon's 'cause she graduated high school yesterday!!! ...so it was nice. I feel bad though 'cause I didn't get her a card or anything, aw damn! Sorry though Anyways, somehow I am starting to feel depressed...joking 'cause that's kind of impossible...hn I am depressed all the time!!!! Right getting away from the conflicting emotions 'cause i don't know what the hell that is all about.

Well congrats to all of those who graduated (once again if I haven't said it enough times ) and yeah, it feels great doesn't it (been a graduate for a year already ) right...I need to sleep or something to get some brain cells back to my head, nah that affects me badly as well...damn again! Somehow I feel like I am using colorful language today, its fun sometimes. Don't know what the hell i am talking about anymore. Well now, I'll be leaving somewhere between the 15th and 21st of this month, just so you guys know. I am still unsure as to the exact date, but to be honest I am freaking out now; okay that's a lie I just don't feel like being stuck in a car for ages, sounds annoying. *Sighs* oh well though no matter I suppose. Well there really isn't much to say just being a lazy ass, bored as hell, and falling asleep (not enough caffeine i suppose ) whatever...well again I'll post another blog later letting you know when I might blog for the last time i know you'll cry...j/k no don't 'cause I'll probably do so. *sighs again*...damn well shutting up now too lazy too think and a bit hostile, no that's not it................stupid brain!!!

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I'll be busy within those two months 'cause I have to go and reserve a spot for a school, take a stupid entrance exam (not like the ones you think) they are exams that I have to take to see whether or not I am capable of attending their school (sounds kind of stupid in a way) and if I fail, well that would be terrible. Anyways, at least I know what I want to study though (become a translator) so yeah. Anyways, well no more drawings will be posted either seeing that most of my art stuff has been packed already *sobs* and well I don't have any other drawings I've done.

Um, making this entry a bit long here. Mm, I'll post a last journal entry before I leave as well just to let you guys know a bit more. Well, damn there were a bunch of things i needed to say...what the hell? Oh right, sorry I am a bit sleepy 'cause my cats kept me awake late last night so gah, not even caffeine did any good today. Well whatever, oh and also my old man is home, so it isn't all merry and happy-go-lucky either. Sighs, but yeah as I said the only last update that I might do is going to be my fanfic and then everything will be going into hiatus for a while, but during that time i also hope to have some more chapter written, though as I said I will be way too busy doing 'grown up/legal/confidential/well what the hell that crap is called' stuff and then the school thing. Ah, the nightmare it would be. Well I'll try to post a last entry soon before leaving. Damn i have a headache...allergies suck...and tomorrow i have to dress nice ...damn! OH and packing freakin' sucks too! Too many damn boxes...ahhh! Its madness!!!

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Anyways, well I felt like updating this journal for the fun of it since I have nothing else to do and I am bored as hell, okay that's a lie but I am working on my Prince of Tennis fic and I have no clue as to what to put anymore, maybe I am getting too bored with it, which sadly happens a lot. I'll start a new story of any sorts and then its good for a while and then, BAM! i can't work with it 'cause no ideas flow out of my head even if i force them, actually if that happens then my brain feels like it'll explode. Erm, correction I've lost my brain a long time ago so technically I am borrowing someone else's. Here i go again with the stupid nonsense, eh? Okay, well I finally posted that Hitsugaya drawing I've been mentioning a while back, thankfully and i almost ended up not having a scanner. My mother's computer is connected to the scanner since my brother's isn't. Long story short, her computer almost died too...thankfully it didn't see the light. Okay shutting up now or else it'll be a hell of a boring entry and too long.

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Anyhow...i'll post the chapter as soon as i get done and two drawings i worked on this week. Ah...wait a minute my stupid scanner isn't working again.......great. Whatever ignoring the stupid thing and fix it right away. Oh...my bad forgot that i am still typing this thing so ignore the scanner thing 'cause i am just going ......i think i'll get them on here tomorrow afternoon unless I forget, which tends to happen often is becoming a bad habit.

And a quick note on the new weirdo Bleach arc...that muscle guy is kind of creepy, not only does he look like his clothes are about to rip off? I mean...Sado doesn't look that way. Ah, and i just think the arc is a bit weird anyways. I just got confused by all of it in the first place...i wished the storyline was back on track...sadly according the schedule it is until June 4th...though it'll be forever really. Okay...making this crap long so signing off!

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1. Tag 10 people (not the one who sent it to you).
2. Answer all truthfully.
3. Take it in public!
4. Tell all taggees on their profile that they have been tagged,
and link to your journal.
X- yes
? = In the middle-ish
~ = Sort of-ish

[x ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[~] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[ ] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[] I have/I've had braces.
[x ] I wear glasses.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[ ] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercing.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.
[ ] I hate my dad.
[ ] I hate my mom.
[x] I have a brother.
[ ] I have a sister.
[ ] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[~] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.
[] I'm in school.
[ ] I have a job.
[ x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[X] I almost always do my homework.
[ ] I've missed a week or more of school.
[X] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I've stolen something from my job.
[ ] I've been fired.
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[ x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x ] I've glued my hand to something.
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public.
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[ ] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[] I've had chicken pox
[x ] I was born in a different country.
[] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[] I've been on a plane.
[] I've been to Canada.
[ x] I've been to Mexico.
[] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[ ] I've wished on a shooting star
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[ ] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[ x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[ x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ~] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x ] I've played spin the bottle.
[~] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour. (had help)
[] I've crashed a car.
[] I've been skiing.
[~] I've been in a play.
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace. (not myspace... it counts fotolog and flickr?)
[~] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[x ] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played wait a chicken.
[X] I've played a prank on someone.
[x ] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.
[x] I'm single.
[ ] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.
[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] I'm bi.
[ ] I'm gay.
[ ] I've had sex.
[ ] I've had phone sex.
[ ] I've cybered.
[ ] I've had sex in public.
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[ ] I am a cuddler.
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[~] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[ ] I've snuck out of my house.
[ ] I have lied to my parents about where I a... ]]> ~bleedingxinxspace http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/18279508/ http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/18279508/ Sun, 11 May 2008 19:18:23 PDT ...why did i write that stupid sounding title for this entry? Anyways, no I wouldn't smuggle myself over there...che. Well thought i'd update this thing since i haven't in a while, well roughly a week or so, but whatever. *sighs* well the new chapter of my story was posted a while back, so can't say much for that. A new chapter is on the works which is titled The One I Killed... and is going to be like a flashback chapter in sorts...moving with time in my story 'cause its going rather slow *sighs deeply* so yeah. It is going to be involving the killing of Orihime (disliked character personally) and Hinamori (another disliked character). Yes, hate me for that but I just don't like those characters. Anyhow, so yeah and descriptions of two new characters, those being Arata and Itsuki 'cause Devon wants to draw them so I'm letting her do that .

As for drawings so far, well I was working on a Hitsugaya drawing the other day and I need to color it and such before posting it here. Um, let me see...I have other drawings but I have been avoiding them, so I might want to do that but sadly I am stuck working on the Bleach fanfic and the Prince of Tennis one for fanfiction, and I have to help a friend of mine with her own story she's working on. ...and I have started to pack more stuff and forgetting where i place things, so yeah I am rather having a hard time doing things here and there. Ah, I hate life...well not that kind of way. Did i just sound depressed? Angst? wait a minute...i shouldn't feel angsty anymore...oh right didn't go over that stage at all...actually i skipped a bunch of stages...you didn't need to know that, but why in the hell am i telling you this? Ahhhhhhh......okay...well that's all for now folks.

]]> ~bleedingxinxspace http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/18104188/ http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/18104188/ Wed, 30 Apr 2008 15:41:06 PDT right, well getting to a point here I suppose. Well, tomorrow is May meaning that I have to get some stuff put here or else. Actually I have finally begun to pick up drawing once again, yeah I was such a loser that I concentrated so much on writing 'cause actually I was working on another fanfic for fanfiction. Anyhow, and then I suddenly came to the idea that I should write a Karin/Hitsugaya fanfic 'cause I like that pair...Hinamori just isn't there for me with Hitsugaya. Honestly, they are practically brother and sister in a way, plus i just don't like her.
Ah, well enough of my dislike for the character there...I should post some drawings soon and I have begun to work a little bit on my story that I haven't updated in a while--though its a slow process.

Damn, also my baka brother is turning 15, great that means I have to put up with his baka friends on saturday--must be punishment from the gods or something. I am bored at the moment that I am just running my mouth like a complete idiot...it must be the end of the month. Also, is it just me or does the filler episodes for Bleach seem a bit odd? That new guy is kind of strange along with that other one (too lazy to remember their names). I have to wait until next week for the new chapter of the manga online *sighs deeply*...oh and i thought that young Hisagi was cute well gotta go before I make this damn entry too long.

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Well as i had mentioned in previous entries, I'll be moving back to my homeland between June 20th-30th, the date is still unspecific but that's all i know so far. I have started packing, sounds fun right? Not really, its boring as hell and I can't stand it, but what can i do about it? Well enough of that, so it seems that i have repeated myself many times about that subject, but it can't be helped. so yeah. And once again, i am unsure as to how long it will be until i get some internet back 'cause my house isn't finished being built yet and i have to stay at my aunt's house, the side of the family i can't stand, enough of that. So, it will take a while and it makes me sad. *babbles more*......

Well, updates of my account here: None at the moment. I'll probably post some drawings that i've scanned like ages ago, but haven't posted here hehe sorry. My fanfic x13x is still on the works, but it will be temporarily in hiatus 'cause writer's block struck me badly and I have no ideas coming to me since i am working on other stories that are not related to this place or fanfics, though i have one for Prince of Tennis on my fanfiction account. Don't have much on there by the way so its unimportant to know that. Besides the point, and i feel really disappointed that i can't find good ideas to work on 'cause i have a chapter that i am working with but i keep deleting it all the time 'cause it sounds lame. ....ah its so annoying. Anyways, well there's nothing much to say except that i should get ready to go to Wal-Mart, need to distract myself from everything for a few hours.

I did survive the earthquake the other day....did anyone else feel it? I know some of you did. *sighs*...damn i have a headache now!!!!

]]> ~bleedingxinxspace http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/17867158/ http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/17867158/ Tue, 15 Apr 2008 15:41:15 PDT gawd no good ideas come into my mind for the next part of my story! Geez...its going to suck if i can't think of any single thing soon....I only have until June to get it done or else I'll have to wait until September or something to updated. Oh, right forgot to mention that I'll be moving in June after my baka brother gets out of middle school and won't have a bloody computer until september or so...its going to suck so yeah. I'm not even sure as to how long I'll be able to keep the story...or the length of it...chapters...whatever geez i am getting confused...then again this writer's block isn't so bad as others in the past but still....i have like five stories to work on so yeah i'm like running short on my deadlines.

Ah, i have a headache and i'm too lazy to get some medicine for it so i'll ignore it and then i have to go and cut the grass...did i ever mentioned i hated summer and spring? Yeah, not sure as to why i even bother to mention that... yeah that's why!!!!!! *goes off and starts cursing!*

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]]> ~bleedingxinxspace http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/17696904/ http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/17696904/ Sat, 05 Apr 2008 10:10:31 PDT RULES:
1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, ETC on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5. Put this on your journal.

1.If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?
"Sakurasou"- Asian Kung-Fu Generation
2.How would you describe yourself?
"No Name"- Asian Kung-Fu Generation [okay that is quiet funny!]
3.What do you like in a Guy?
"Dream On"- Aerosmith [umm i do like guys who like the same music as i do?]
4.How do you feel today?
"White Message" [er guess i feel nothing? haha]
5.What is your life's purpose?
"Flying Again, Hero"-Last Allience [def. not the hero type but i like the flying part!]
6.What is your motto?
"Song of Blue"-Asian Kung-Fu Generation [hahaha actually i can see that]
7.What do your friends think of you?
"Slow Starter"-Last Allience [i'm not dense nor slow well in some stuff i am ]
8.What do you think of your parents?
"Hello & Goodbye"-Prince of Tennis sountrack [well that's somewhat true i'll have to leave them bahaha]
9.What do you think about very often?
"Holiday"-Green Day [zomg this is funny 'cause i do need a break from most of my thoughts ]
10.What is 2 + 2?
"I Wanna Be Sedated"-The Ramones [ sounds like i'm drugs or something]
11.What do you think of your best friend?
"Face Down"- The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus [gah long name for a band! and umm this is a bit odd song for this question]
12.What do you think of the person you like?
"Misery Business"-Paramore [actually i'm not interested in anyone but guess it'll come up as that? i don't know]
13.What is your life story?
"Sono Wake Wo"-Asian Kung-Fu Generation [well this song is awesome that's all to it]
14.What do you want to be when you grow up?
"Rebel Fire"-Last Alliance [irony?]
15.What do you think of when you see the person you like?
"Hold Me Tight"-Asian Kung-Fu Generation [i really wouldn't hold them tight at all ]
16.What will you dance to at your wedding?
"Lie of Eternity, Paint it Blue"-Last Allience [ i'll have to agree since i don't even plan on getting married]
17.What will they play at your funeral?
"Kimi to Iu Hana"-Asian Kung-Fu Generation [i think half of the questions involve Japanese Rock]
18.What is your hobby/interest?
"Hidarimuki"-Last Allience [:]
19.What is your biggest fear?
"Blackout"-AKFG [well i do fear the dark (silly i know)]
20.What is your biggest secret?
"Crevasse"-Nightmare [well....]
21.What do you think of your friends?
"The Hell Song"-Sum 41 [umm some of it its true]
22.What will you post this as?
"Kiss and Control"-AFI [the only AFI song? RaWr]
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I got this from Airumel :[link]

]]> ~bleedingxinxspace http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/17681614/ http://bleedingxinxspace.deviantart.com/journal/17681614/ Fri, 04 Apr 2008 11:11:03 PDT Okay so finally i got to add the first part to my new fan fic...i was trying earlier but the stupid computer kept telling me that it was taking time off from the loading time or something like that, whatever those warning boxes say gosh! Anyways, so yeah i was going to make more notes to it but it didn't work out...hopefully on the second chapter it looks better! Gah! OKay so yeah i'm bored and hungry so later! I have to keep myself out of the stupid journal entries! Tsk....

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