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                <title>i guess this is where it ends</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 10 Sep 2006 20:35:21 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, my subscription has ran out, probably for good, I honestly don't know if it is worth it for me to renew it.  I've been here for over 5 years, and have seen a number of changes, most have been good, but the ones that weren't as positive have left me scratching my head.  I'll still visit the site, but I will no longer have the nifty * or = symbol anymore.  I hope all of you enjoy your time here, I know that I enjoyed parts of it if nothing else.<br />
<br />
What has become of this? ]]></description>
                <author>~blender13</author>
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                <title>please help me out!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 20 Mar 2006 12:10:19 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ wow has it been a while..<br />
<br />
anyways, i won't waste your time, but today i am asking for your help<br />
<br />
i recently came across something that would possibly let one of my poems be published, but i cannot choose for the life of me what to submit to it, so if anyone could help me out by listing your favorites<br />
<br />
for anyone who helps out, i will be forever grateful<br />
<br />
this is by no means a ploy for my poetry to be read and commented, it is merely a way to get a demographic on the writings i have done, however, i will not stop you from commenting on them<br />
<br />
have a nice day<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~blender13</author>
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                <title>xvii</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 27 Aug 2005 22:57:59 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ it's tough<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~blender13</author>
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                <title>xvi</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 29 Jul 2005 21:50:33 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i love every minute of it<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~blender13</author>
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                <title>xv+3d</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 01 Jul 2005 19:52:45 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~blender13</author>
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                <title>xiv+5d</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 02 Jun 2005 11:17:28 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ loving it all<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~blender13</author>
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                <title>xiii+2d</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 29 Apr 2005 21:49:47 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ lucky<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~blender13</author>
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                <title>xii</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 27 Mar 2005 21:22:54 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ it is here<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~blender13</author>
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                <title>xi</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 28 Feb 2005 15:07:50 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ yea, its like this<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~blender13</author>
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                <title>x</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 28 Jan 2005 12:25:25 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i am with you<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~blender13</author>
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                <title>ix+2d</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 29 Dec 2004 22:17:11 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ all is perfection<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~blender13</author>
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                <title>viii</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 27 Nov 2004 21:27:28 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ most beautiful<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~blender13</author>
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                <title>vii+1d</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 29 Oct 2004 20:42:41 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so wonderful, so very wonderful<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~blender13</author>
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                <title>vi</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 28 Sep 2004 20:18:23 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ how wonderful it is<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~blender13</author>
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                <title>v</title>
                <link>http://blender13.deviantart.com/journal/3234732/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 28 Aug 2004 20:30:02 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ absolutely<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~blender13</author>
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                <title>iv</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 28 Jul 2004 20:39:50 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ it is perfection<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~blender13</author>
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                <title>sixdays</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 19 Jun 2004 08:01:23 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ 1250<br><br><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~blender13</author>
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                <title>i can hear it</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 07 Jun 2004 20:01:39 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ v600<br><br><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~blender13</author>
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                <title>keep you by my side</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 28 May 2004 20:36:45 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ 2m<br><br><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~blender13</author>
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                <title>hope dangles from a string</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 04 Aug 2004 16:55:04 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ finally done fixing all of the poems  that were in the old poetry structure  section<br />
<br />
poor ~<a href="http://eklipzed.deviantart.com/">eklipzed</a><br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~blender13</author>
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                <title>beautiful days</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 13 Aug 2004 21:26:15 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b>Stats for *<a href="http://blender13.deviantart.com/">blender13</a></b><br />
<br />
I have <b>9,699</b> pageviews total and my <b>112</b>  deviations were viewed <b>5,177</b> times.<br />
<br />
Overall, people left <b>299</b> comments and  added my deviations to their favourites <b> 15</b> times, while I commented <b>734</b> times,  making about <b>0.65</b> comments per day.  This means that I gave <b>25</b> comments for  every 10 that I received.<br />
<br />
My most commented deviation was <b><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/248983"> photoshop 7 in action</a></b> with <b>14</b> comments,  receiving an average of <b>1</b> per day in  the first 2 weeks, while my most  favourited one was <b><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/174768">changes for good</a></b>,  with <b>3</b> favourites, averaging <b>0</b> per day  in the first 2 weeks. My most viewed  deviation was <b><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/174768">changes for good</a></b> with <b>505</b>  views.<br />
<br />
<b>1</b> Favourites were given for every 10  Comments.<br />
<br />
Every <b>10</b> days I upload a new deviation,  and it's usually on a <b>Monday</b>, with <b>19%</b>/<b> 21</b> of my deviations.<br />
<br />
My busiest month was <b>April 2003</b> with <b>17</b>/<b> 15%</b> of my deviations.<br />
<br />
The majority of my deviations are  uploaded to the <b>Free Verse</b> gallery (<b>83</b> ), while my favorite category was <b>Free  Verse</b> with <b>83</b> deviations<br />
<br />
Comments per deviation: <b>2.66</b><br />
Favourites per deviation: <b>0.13</b><br />
Views per deviation: <b>46.22</b><br />
Comments per day: <b>0.26</b><br />
Favourites per day: <b>0.01</b><br />
Views per day: <b>4.6</b><br />
Pageviews per day: <b>8.62</b><br />
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<br />
 Stats provided by *<a href="http://micahgoulart.deviantart.com/">micahgoulart</a> @ <a href="http://www.ingenial.com/"> Ingenial.com</a> / <a href="http://www.ingenial.com/applied/GalleryStats">GalleryStats</a><br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>how long has it been</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 09 Mar 2004 20:44:30 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ get excited<br />
<br />
things are coming<br><br> ]]></description>
                <author>~blender13</author>
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                <title>merryxmas2003</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 26 Dec 2003 09:48:30 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/stereo.gif" width="61" height="23" alt=":stereo:" title="Jamming to mah stereo" /> <i>Brand New - O Holy Night</i><br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/t/teevee.gif" width="50" height="26" alt=":teevee:" title="TV" /> <i>A Christmas Story</i><br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/reading.gif" width="16" height="20" alt=":reading:" title="reading" /> <i>Macbeth</i><br />
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well, its been quite while since i left  an entry here<br />
<br />
i've been quite busy with school and  work, so my time to really get back  into the swing of things is tough, but  i'll ease back into this site again in  time, my time just doesn't allow for  the attention i used to give this site<br />
<br />
this is not a farewell, but a message  to anyone who cares on this site about  where i have been<br />
<br />
i will keep writing, don't worry, this  is not the last of me ]]></description>
                <author>~blender13</author>
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                <title>lostinthebreeze</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 19 Oct 2003 16:44:26 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/stereo.gif" width="61" height="23" alt=":stereo:" title="Jamming to mah stereo" /> <i>Thursday - Asleep In The Chapel</i><br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/t/teevee.gif" width="50" height="26" alt=":teevee:" title="TV" /> <i>O</i><br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/reading.gif" width="16" height="20" alt=":reading:" title="reading" /> <i>Choke</i><br />
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<br />
damn.. its been such a long time since  i wrote one of these.. this is gonna be  a long one<br />
<br />
where to start...hmm<br />
<br />
<b>&sup1;:&plusmn</b> last night was the senses  fail/early november/allister/home  grown/the starting line concert.. and i  must say.. it was goddamn amazing, we  left for the concert around 5:20  because it was mass confusion as to  when the concert started (damn you  ticketmaster), and the drive down there  was absolutely hilarious, i hope that  no one's easter is like that of how my  dad described it.. because that is  truly terrible.. and you gotta love the  philly cops.. just gotta<br />
<br />
when we finally arrived at the electric  factory around 6:45, we got in line and  damn did it get cold fast, so i went  looking for jackie and bill so we could  talk to them, since we (well some of  us) had known that they were coming for  a while.. but i didn't find them until  i caught them walking by us and they  hopped in line with us.. saved them a  lot of time and warmth, once we got  past the airport-esque pat-down from  security, we were in and all was well.<br />
<br />
jess, laura, and i then all got our  shirts, and i stuck jess' in my  pocket.. that shirt woulda strangled me  if i wore it too long.. then we got  some food.. those cheese fries were so  strange.. and spicy OO HOT, then after  that, we went to look for bill and  jackie, but to no avail, they had found  their way all the way up to the front,  as we'd find out later on.<br />
<br />
senses fail went on first, and their  set was amazing, they were the band i  went to the concert for, and they  didn't fail to please me one bit, i  will definetly see them again... next  was the early november, the other band  i really came to see, their set was so  good (MAKE IT HAPPEN!! SUNDAY DRIVE!!  FLUXY OH SWEET FLUXY!!), when they  closed their set with <i>every night's  another story</i>, the crowd went insane  and most of the other bands came out to  sing along and just make some energy..  after that was allister, who played a  wonderful set, even though i had rarely  listened to them before, i will surely  give them a good listen now, they gave  an excellent performance, and <i>somewhere  down on fullerton</i> blew me away, being  able to sing along with all of the  songs is truly fun, then jackie morely  came walking by after not having seen  her since before senses fail went on,  so we grabbed her and she ended up  staying with us for the rest of the  night, but bill was still way up front  she told us, then home grown came on  and blew everyone away, their guitarist  is hilarious and had a strong  performance, then after that set,  jackie ended up coming with me to get  jack her shirt since she bugged the  life out of me for one, it was the  least i could do, so we got one, and  headed back, until laura and i ran back  and got my keychain for my keys when i  drive (NOVEMBER 17 WOOOO), then we met  the lead singer from allister, which  was awesome, so i felt obliged to buy  one of his shirts, but i was nervous to  ask him to sign it, so i held back, and  when we went back to jess and jackie,  jess got all excited so she ran back,  but unfortunately, he left, but jess  got the early november cd, which is  incredible, then the main performer,  the starting line came on, and who  should appear.. bill, he made his way  back after being crowd surfed, he  looked sweaty and tired, and at some  point of the concert, i forget which  part, jess talked to jackie about  something i am unaware of, so i'll have  to see what that was about.. but back  to the starting line.. they came on  pumped and full of life, and told us a  short story how they had joked about  playing at the electric factory someday  as headliners, then they started  playing a great set of songs,  regardless of my contempt for them, it  was flawless, and they really kept the  crowd moving, as we stood in our usual  spot, right near the stairs, a circle  pit was in front of us and people were  moshing like crazy, i was urged to go  in, but i would have died, so thank god  i didn't, they played for a good hour  until on the final song, confetti burst  from both sides of the stage and the  crowd went wild, <b><i>everyone</i></b> was singing,  and the stage was again full of the  other bands, so it was a very cool  moment to remember, after that song,  jackie and bill left after saying  goodbyes, but soon after that, the  crowd started the rarely-effective "one  more song" chant, but this time it  worked, and the... ]]></description>
                <author>~blender13</author>
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                <title>tribute to those long gone</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 10 Sep 2003 22:21:48 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Today marks the 2nd anniversary of what  I will always remember as the worst day  in American history.<br />
<br />
I can still remember exactly where I  sat in religion class where I heard the  first announcement that a possible bomb  had gone off in the WTC buildings, and  then only two periods later in history,  I learned of the true terror.  I will  not forget the true heinosity of it  all. Ever.<br />
<br />
Take care today, and make sure to tell  your loved ones that you love them.<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/rose.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":rose:" title="Rose" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~blender13</author>
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                <title>capthepast</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 02 Sep 2003 22:43:04 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/stereo.gif" width="61" height="23" alt=":stereo:" title="Jamming to mah stereo" /> <i>Yellowcard - View From Heaven</i><br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/t/teevee.gif" width="50" height="26" alt=":teevee:" title="TV" /> <i>Analyze That</i><br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/reading.gif" width="16" height="20" alt=":reading:" title="reading" /> <i>A Man For All Seasons</i><br />
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wow, its been a wonderful, wonderful  summer, in fact, it was my absolute  best summer ever, i loved every moment  of it and wouldn't trade any of it,  from going to my first concert with  jess, to the last day of camp with the  pictures and final playground chat, to  six flags and the safari (EREPHANTS), i  truly and dearly will miss this summer,  and all of the fun that came with it<br />
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i came into this summer nervous as  anything for my job, but i found that  everyone was very warm and welcoming,  especially both of the jess' and andrew  b., then keith came along and i just  got along with him so well, even though  i made fun of him, it was all in good  fun, and my supply of beanies never  ceased to amaze him, and our twins..  nick and steve, i gotta love em, they  made camp worthwhile for us since they  weren't crybabies and were always  smiling no matter what the situation, i  look forward to seeing them next year,  and i never would have known that i  could have met so many cool people  named jess.. jess n., jess g., and  marshy.. such cool people, jess n., i  can't thank you enough for being brave  enough to go to my first concert with  me, but we had a damn great time there,  and how could i forget the train  rides.. haha, i know that i'll see you  everyday this year, jess g., you were  so cool at camp, we got along so well,  and your girls were nice, even though  they were forever beating me up, it was  always a good time, good luck at  school, and you know where to find me  if you need me.. and marshy.. even  though you can't read this, the summer  was fun, like halloween and breakfast,  best of luck in tenn., keith.. you  can't read this either, but you and me  were a team man, we ruled the camp,  well, in my mind we did, haha, and just  know this.. i am better heh, hope to  see you next summer.. so that was the  bulk of the people i worked with, there  are others, but time won't allow me to  write about them at the moment, i'm too  tired, maybe another time, working at  camp was such a joy for me, it brought  so much happiness into my life and let  me meet so many cool people, i wouldn't  want any other job, and thats the  truth, the last week of camp was  amazing, with the trip to dorney park  and to bowling, where i almost beat  keith, almost, but he cheated anyways  or something, i am extremely excited to  go back next year<br />
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soccer is still going very strong,  still on jv, but thats fine with me, i  will be fully skilled by the time  tryouts come next year, and very  capable of doing wonderful, this year  is my year to shine in soccer, i've  worked so hard to get to where i am  right now, i just want to keep that  pace going, and i think that i will,  its just a matter of time, a new club  team would be nice to play for<br />
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with the strike going on, i have no  idea when exactly i'll be back in  school, but i go in on friday for  orientation type stuff <i>again</i>, but thats  ok, i'm home by 11, then after that, i  don't know when i go back to school,  there are rumors that i might be off  all next week until all is resolved,  but that is yet to be determined yet,  so i'll play it all by ear, it should  be a good schoolyear, i have all of my  necessary requirements done for once,  so i should be in great shape for any  tests that come my way<br />
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my written art continutes to mature as  my drawn art is just coming into its  own, i have much to share, and i will  in time<br />
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tomorrow is the dashboard  confessional/brand new/mxpx/vendetta  red show, so i am very anxious about  that, as it should be absolutely  amazing, i am very excited for it, just  need to finalize all of the train  information, and we are good to go,  then on saturday, i go down to sea isle  again, perhaps the last time this year  until next summer, so i have much to  look forward to<br />
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..as well as much to look back on<br />
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thanks for a great summer everyone <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
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<i>wish upon a star but<br />
do you know what stars are?<br />
balls of fire, burning up the black  space<br />
falling from the landscape<br />
exploding in the face of God</i> ]]></description>
                <author>~blender13</author>
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                <title>orangetoblue</title>
                <link>http://blender13.deviantart.com/journal/1048026/</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 07 Aug 2003 19:08:04 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/stereo.gif" align="middle" alt="Jamming to mah stereo" title="Jamming to mah stereo" border="0" />  <i>Senses Fail - The Ground Folds (Acoustic)</i><br>
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/t/teevee.gif" align="middle" alt="TV" title="TV" border="0" />  <i>Lara Croft Tomb Raider: The Cradle of Life</i><br>
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damn, its been such a long time since i last posted here, work has made  things so hectic, along with soccer, but i will return fully once i  return to school and have a little more free time<br>
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anyways... the concert on july 15 was absolutely amazing, it blew the  both of us away, and we had the best time, i was mighty surprised that  the two opening bands were as great as they were (anberlin and  autopilot off), further seems forever played a wonderful set, but the  best part of the night was the movielife, their energy was so powerful,  and they really played great, such a good time, after the concert, i  bought a couple shirts and a cd, and me and jess headed back to the  train, of course missing the 11:04 train by 4 minutes, but that was ok,  we talked for a long time until we got on the train an hour later and  drifted off, i can't wait until the next concert, they are the best<br>
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camp has been such a joy, nothing like this has ever made me so happy  in all of my life, from the whipped cream fights and the sesame place  trips (haha jess! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" align="middle" alt=":D (Big Grin)" title=":D (Big Grin)" border="0" /> ) to dressing up as a banana for all of the kids  with keith as a monkey for halloween, i love it, its a real shame that  my two boys are gone for the rest of the summer, but its ok, i'll see  them next year, i gave them one of my bracelets, nick and steve, next  year will be even better<br>
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i just got back from the shore today, a 4 day trip from monday, it was  great, the ride down there was hilarious, never again will we get lost,  i'm making sure of it, but once we got down there, it was all fun, me  and tom visited jess and laura at their condo on monday and played  rummy for a couple hours, haha, i'll make that dollar worth your while <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" align="middle" alt=";) (Wink)" title=";) (Wink)" border="0" />  <br>
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ah, i'm going to hate seeing summer leave me<br>
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<i>maybe someday<br>
you really get to know me<br>
not just the letters read to you<br>
i pray i get the chance<br>
to make it up to you<br>
we got a lot of catching up to do<br>
</i> ]]></description>
                <author>~blender13</author>
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                <title>yellowshade</title>
                <link>http://blender13.deviantart.com/journal/869124/</link>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 23 Jun 2003 17:18:56 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://images.deviantart.com/emoticons/icon_stereo.gif" align="middle" alt="Jamming to mah stereo" title="Jamming to mah stereo" border="0" />  <i>Finch - Ender (Single Version)</i><br>
<img src="http://images.deviantart.com/emoticons/icon_teevee.gif" align="middle" alt="TV" title="TV" border="0" />  <i>Rudy</i><br>
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well, my work for the summer has started, and i must say, i absolutely  love it, my senior counselor, colleen, is so cool, and the CIT, dan, is  funny, i'm gonna love being a junior counselor this year, the kids are  so much fun to play around with, and of course, i have fun with the  other counselors that are there, so it should be an awesome summer<br>
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soccer will finally start tomorrow after some rain delays, so that is  something to look forward to<br>
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i have lots of work to do, for camp, my schoolwork, and soccer<br>
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i'm gonna be tired <img src="http://images.deviantart.com/emoticons/icon_biggrin.gif" align="middle" alt=":D (Big Grin)" title=":D (Big Grin)" border="0" /> <br>
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<i>it's all in how you mix the two<br>
and it starts just where the light exists<br>
it's a feeling that you can not miss<br>
and it burns a hole through everyone that feels it<br>
</i> ]]></description>
                <author>~blender13</author>
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