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                <title>Read the shit</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 17 Nov 2006 20:28:40 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so let me update u all in my shitty excistance, bad relationships, no home, no job, no family, bashed up, theres no point, friends are fake and im basicly hatin wakin up considering something bad happens EVERY FUCKIN DAY. so im not a happy camper. Is there any point to excisting?<br />
<br />
HIM LYRICS<br />
<br />
"Wings Of A Butterfly"<br />
<br />
Heaven ablaze in our eyes<br />
We're standing still in time<br />
The blood on our hands is the wine<br />
We offer as sacrifice<br />
<br />
[Chorus]<br />
Come on, and show them your love<br />
Rip out the wings of a butterfly<br />
For your soul, my love<br />
Rip out the wings of a butterfly<br />
For your soul<br />
<br />
This endless mercy mile<br />
We're crawling side by side<br />
With hell freezing over in our eyes<br />
Gods kneel before our crime<br />
<br />
[Chorus]<br />
Come on lets show, them your love<br />
Rip out the wings of a butterfly<br />
For your soul, my love<br />
Rip out the wings of a butterfly<br />
For your soul<br />
(Rip out the wings of a butterfly)<br />
Dont let go<br />
(Rip out the wings of a butterfly)<br />
For your soul<br />
<br />
[Chorus]<br />
Come on, and show them your love<br />
Rip out the wings of a butterfly<br />
For your soul, my love<br />
Rip out the wings of a butterfly<br />
For your soul<br />
(Rip out the wings of a butterfly)<br />
Dont let go<br />
(Rip out the wings of a butterfly) [x2]<br />
<br />
For your soul<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Shit shit shit</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 17 Nov 2006 20:25:50 PST</pubDate>
                
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                <title>Hey peoples..</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 17 Sep 2005 02:45:19 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ WSell ym love life is certintly not holding all the promise that i thought it would... lifes a bitch! I got my eyebrow pirced! agh! Didnt even hurt tho! I still look proper according to my m8! lol, i cant win! Yea, a special hello to Sasha and Allen! Your both the reasons i came onto this website... and ya both rock! hehe, l8a babes! xox ]]></description>
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                <title>what a change....</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 01 Sep 2005 04:45:25 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Don't want to close my eyes<br />
I don't want to fall asleep<br />
Cause I'd miss you baby<br />
And I don't want to miss a thing<br />
Cause even when I dream of you<br />
The sweetest dream will never do<br />
I'd still miss you baby<br />
And I don't want to miss a thing<br />
<br />
Lying close to you feeling your heart beating<br />
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming<br />
Wondering if it's me you're seeing<br />
Then I kiss your eyes<br />
And thank God we're together<br />
I just want to stay with you in this moment forever<br />
Forever and ever<br />
<br />
----wow, my mood has changed my fellow peeps!----<br />
---------hmm.....i wonder why??????-------------<br />
Its what i wish for,and prehaps if im very good, ill be lucky! lol<br />
I wish i didnt say what im always feeling....i feel stupid....but then that certin person (do u noe that im talking 2 u?) makes me feel better by always acting like what i say is normal....im way to deep....but thats how i get with that person...i dont have control of what i saw or do....i just, am. ]]></description>
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                <title>CALLIN ON ALL PEOPLE! I NEED SUM HELP!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 26 Aug 2005 23:37:41 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I havnt written here in a VERY long time....well...ive been independant all this year (no parentals)...im nearly finished yr 11! AGH! Thank ta lord! Ive also relised that i will never fimd that "special someone" that wants me, cus what i want i cannot have in the way i want it...if that makes sense. Why is it that we fall for the person that we cannot live without, but they dont want us? Is it some kind of sick twisted game that is played in life? Are we ment to spend our lives wondering what on earth we did wrong, in order to have recieved such a messed up life? I dont know about anyone else, but my lives been one big screw up after another (not at my fault) and I go and totally fall for someone, who has sum1 else...what am i ment to do??? Is it that the male population wants me to feel completey retarded???? PWB PEOPLES!!! I NEED UR HELP!!! ]]></description>
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                <title>Congrats 2 Rzzo and 3 Months and counting!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 17 May 2004 02:22:21 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ My big sis is six months pregnet!  yeye!!!!!!!!!! Devlin is almost  here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br />
<br />
Also MAJOR congrats to rhiannon for her  new boyfriend ash! well done!!!!!! very  well done!!!!!!!!!! Apart from his  car.....not good mate, not good! lol<br />
<br />
luv'yas! Amber ]]></description>
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                <title>Hiya'l</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 09 May 2004 03:23:29 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hello hello, just thought id put an  update on.....im bored, going out in a  few weeks with rhiannon and vicki, were  going drinking with a few guys and then  were going clubing, so alls gonna be  fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  yeyeyyeyyeyeyyey!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!   Theres sum fukwit thats anoying me  on da, but i think sasha sorted him out  pretti well! Thanks babe!!!!!!<br />
Oks, hi to all and goodbyes!!!!!!!<br />
<br />
My olda bro has a da- Jade25 ]]></description>
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                <title>Trust</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 01 May 2004 01:45:48 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I just want to say that i trust no one  in this world but myself. You never  realy know what someone says behind  your back until someone tells you. ]]></description>
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                <title>HAPPY 16TH RIZZO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 24 Apr 2004 01:59:18 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ HAPPY SWEET 16 RHIANNON!!!!!!!!!!!!<br />
EVERYBODY, ITS HER BIRTHDAY  TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ]]></description>
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                <title>Mood swings</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 09 Apr 2004 02:40:38 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I do not understand the life of a  teenager. We can be on top of the world  one minute, and feel as sad and  depressed as we posibly can the next.  Im in numb moment right now, so thats  good! <br />
<br />
I have to say it, and i know its gonna  piss people off but i hate smoking! i  dont understand it! it smells yuk,  taste like crap and makes u die!  people! i beg u! stop this habbit! <br />
<br />
msn is fast! lol<br />
<br />
Allen is moving on the 3rd! Happy  moving!<br />
Rhiannon is SERRIOUSLY gonna get her  jollies!<br />
<br />
luv ya all,<br />
amber ]]></description>
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                <title>Ello!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 29 Mar 2004 00:58:15 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I feel good, no i feel better then  good, I FEEL GREAT! I have relised that  i dont need some fag of a guy telling  me how good looking i am while hes  thinking of how he could score, to make  me feel good about myself! Dont mean to  sound femistit and all but, i dont! Ive  got to many bestfriends to feel like  crap all the time, and when i have a  depression attack, i just think of all  the great times im yet to have!<br />
<br />
My best friends-<br />
Rhiannon<br />
Sam<br />
Tryan<br />
Leah<br />
Krystal<br />
Jessie<br />
<br />
Friends ive just recently found-<br />
Laura (Blua)<br />
Allen<br />
The new HBK<br />
Sasha<br />
<br />
I feel the need to be sad, when ill  always have someone to talk to. I hope  that when you all feel sad, that you  just think about all the people you  trust and love, and you will feel  better about yourself.<br />
<br />
YEY!- Rhiannon and Allen have been  going out as Bf&Gf proply for 4 weeks!  It'l be 5 weeks on thursday! Big hugs 4  u both!<br />
<br />
My sister finds out the sex of her baby  on thursday! Also i finish school on  the same day!<br />
<br />
YEYYEYYEYYEYYEYYEYYEYYEYYEYYEYYEYYEYYEYY EYYEYYEYYEY<br />
<br />
-kissies and hugs_<br />
_Love Amber_ ]]></description>
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                <title>I may go on....</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 23 Mar 2004 23:37:31 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ To many friends i have,<br />
To much love is felt,<br />
So why do i feel so lonely?<br />
<br />
If anyone knows the million dollar  question, please tell me.<br />
<br />
-kissies and hugs for all-<br />
-love amber- ]]></description>
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                <title>To my friend, who knows who they are</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 20 Mar 2004 23:31:27 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ One of my best friends has hurt me  dearly and she knows it. It involed a  guy (whom i wasnt intrested in, but i  was still huging him and holding hands  and so on) and she came onto him and  forgot all about my feelings. She has  said sorry, but the fact that she did  it to me hurts like crazy. Im not going  to hate her or end our friendship over  it, but shes going to earn my trust  back. Without trust and lolalty, there  is no friendship. Forever friends, we  will be,<br />
                          but forever  sad i will stay. ]]></description>
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                <title>Party!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 15 Mar 2004 00:00:29 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Party! Party! Party!<br />
Ive got one on friday night!<br />
I cant wait!<br />
If you have had a party experince, good  or bad, tell me about it! Luv always  folks!<br />
Amber xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooooooo ]]></description>
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                <title>To all!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 12 Mar 2004 19:15:16 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ To everyone one ive ever met, or anyone  in the world, i luv u all, because  everyone should luv everyone else! Make  luv, not war! kisses and hugs, <br />
                           luv amber  xoxoxo ]]></description>
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                <title>School, yuck!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 09 Mar 2004 00:16:16 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Im bored, so i may as well say my  school subjects (oh what fun!)-              <br />
                      Active and  healthy<br />
                      The Active Body<br />
                      General Maths<br />
                      Vet- Certifficate  2 in Business Administration<br />
                      English<br />
                      Office Systems  and Procedures<br />
<br />
Wow, what fun. Oh, yeah im in year 10,  i go to an all girls school (fun. not)  My sisters pregnet! yey! Shes about 4  months pregnet. Im so happy! Ok,<br />
                        Love Always  everybody,<br />
                                                      Amber. xoxo ]]></description>
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                <title>First Love</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 05 Mar 2004 00:34:44 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I found this poem, and it reminded me  of someones story, and that person  knows who they are. <br />
<br />
First Love<br />
by John Clare<br />
<br />
I ne'er was struck before that hour<br />
With love so sudden and so sweet.<br />
Her face it bloomed like a sweet flower  <br />
And stole my heart away complete. <br />
<br />
My face turned pale, a deadly pale.<br />
My legs refused to walk away,<br />
And when she looked what could I ail<br />
My life and all seemed turned to clay. <br />
<br />
And then my blood rushed to my face <br />
And took my eyesight quite away.<br />
The trees and bushes round the place <br />
Seemed midnight at noonday.<br />
<br />
I could not see a single thing,<br />
Words from my eyes did start.<br />
They spoke as chords do from the  string,<br />
And blood burnt round my heart. <br />
<br />
Are flowers the winter's choice<br />
Is love's bed always snow<br />
She seemed to hear my silent voice <br />
Not love appeals to know.<br />
<br />
I never saw so sweet a face<br />
As that I stood before.<br />
My heart has left its dwelling place<br />
And can return no more.<br />
<br />
Bye, bye peoples!<br />
Love always abz (amber) ]]></description>
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                <title>Love</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 02 Mar 2004 00:19:52 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Love poems and sayings i have found on  the net-<br />
<br />
Grow old along with me, <br />
the best is yet to be.<br />
<br />
Through all eternity to thee<br />
A joyful song I'll raise,<br />
For oh! Eternity is too short<br />
To utter all thy praise.<br />
<br />
Your words are my food, your breath is  my wine<br />
You are everything to me.<br />
<br />
I love you not only for what you are,<br />
but for what I am when I am with you<br />
<br />
As we grow older together,<br />
As we continue to change with age,<br />
There is one thing that will never  change...<br />
I will always keep falling in love with  you.<br />
<br />
I really like that last one ^<br />
Guys, men, males,boys. So many names  not engof love. Guys, if you have a  girl/guy treat her/him the best you can  because you may not have the chance  tomorrow. Take risks no matter what the  consincences. Love without fear and do  as you know you would have done.<br />
<br />
Love always, Amber. xoxo ]]></description>
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                <title>Noahs Ark</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 29 Feb 2004 00:09:38 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ As the rest of the human species pairs  of and goes all musy, the single people  of the world are left to find their own  second half, easy? NO WAY!!!! Anyways,  allen its good to know that you trully  love rhiannon and care for her soul,  your not like most of the male  population whom are after one thing, (i  wont get into that!) which is very  good. Sasha, good to know that your  braving the elements (ha!). Rhiannon,  check the pic m8! hehe! Love always  2evi1, amber. xoxo ]]></description>
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                <title>Wow!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 28 Feb 2004 01:10:48 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Finally! Ive been trying 2 put me and  rizzos pic on 4 about an hour! Took 4  eva! Worth it through! People you can  now see us both! Please comment on  looks, construtive critisizm taken,  bagging out not! Hmmmm.... im lonely!  oh well! ]]></description>
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                <title>Im glad!!!!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 25 Feb 2004 15:09:27 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Im so happy! Rhiannon and Allen have  finaly got it together! Im happy for  them but i feel sorry for sasha! Dont  worry! U'll get yours sometime im sure!  Oh, well! Single life strikes again!  This last week alots been happening on  the net! WOW!!!! I think everyone has  learned something from this, never  fight with your friends over something  that may not be there forever, trust in  yourself not what others say, and just  know that you will always come out in  the end! Luv 4 everyone, Amber. xoxo ]]></description>
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                <title>I'm all alone!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 23 Feb 2004 19:49:24 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Im all alone, theres no one here  beside me!<br />
All hope is gone, theres no one to  deprive me!!!!!!!!<br />
But youve got to have friends, and if  you dont youre screwed!<br />
Everyones got somebody to love, so  they are someone, but I dont! SSSSoooo  depressing! ]]></description>
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                <title>Im to good!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 22 Feb 2004 14:19:55 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, well, well! I have got the ball  rolling! <br />
Rhiannon u r soooo lucki to have me! To  good!<br />
Well.... THREE TO TANGO?!?! <br />
Allen, rhiannona and sasha! One of them  has to make a move soon, or rhiannon  might be sold out!!<br />
Im betting on one og the guys.... whom  is it u say? Well  is......!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!! ]]></description>
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                <title>So much bother!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 21 Feb 2004 03:43:10 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Sat nite and im aat home! Typical! Will  be adding photographs soon, so  people... WAIT! k, c u l8a peoples! luv  abz ]]></description>
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                <title>So so so...</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 19 Feb 2004 23:48:41 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Everyone knows rizzo (rhiannon)! Two  boys know her well!!! I think those  boys like her! Hehehe! Rhiannons gunna  kill me for saying this but... BOYS DO  U HAVE THE HOTS FOR HER?! hehehe! Oh,  im soooo dead on monday! ha! ]]></description>
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