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                <title>It's been a LONG time ol' Journal</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 28 May 2008 21:58:20 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So I actually have life updates!!!!! I am super de dupery happy!!! I have a new boyfriend his name is Josh!!! Yeah he's pretty much amazing!!!!! I have NEVER had this much fun with someone or started falling this much for someone in this short of a time, but he is absolutely awesome!!!!! I am hoping things keep going well with him and continue to grow closer( dont know how much time it will take to get bugged by him cus it aint happened yet and I don't see it happening ever, we are together at THE VERY LEAST 12 hours a day or so) aside from my new found Josh. I am working at a photography studio *does happy dance* I couldn't be anymore happy, honestly I don't think I could!!!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>yay</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 15 Nov 2007 08:53:47 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ french toast!!!<br />
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~the end<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>MY NEW RANT</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 14 Aug 2007 18:07:53 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey everyone, WOw, usually when someone writes a journal and then reads it at a later date they kind of snicker at how bad or good things were and then say wow i can't believe how much changed...WELL I just read my previous journal and I can't say much has changed for me, actually things have gotten worse for me, I have been unemployed for 2 months now, me and my ex are not all hunkydory like we planned, i didn't go away for school, i cant sit in the same room with my mom or sister for more than a minute without fighting, I am getting physically sick from stress. I feel so helpless and useless, and like a bum, on top of it all I am heartbroken and shattered inside, I don't like being like this, I am ALWAYS the happy bubbley one of my friends, how can I be the one becoming like this, I am supposed to be the happy one who cheers everyone up. One good thing has happened, my friend Amanda moved in, I was scared at first of living with someone, but I am SO glad its her, anyone else I think I would be dying but I really like living with her, we have fun. I just keep praying for things to get better here soon, hopefully they will SOON. UGH I need to go eat food now because I haven't today and its 6pm good bye, take a browse in my gallery too <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> thanks<br />
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This is my previous journal entry if you missed it...<br />
Well, There is SOO much going on in my life right now. I don't even know if I can get it all down in a making sense order. Me and my mate of 8 and a half months just broke up, NO I don't want pitty, it was mutual, we have our reasons, nothing ended on a bad note we still love and care about eachother unconditionally but we had too do this for ourselves. My mom and dad are moving into one of their rentals and I am living in the house we live in now, I NEED ROOM MATES, all this better yet they are moving on the weekend of my 19th b-day. which brings up another thing WHAT am I going to do for my b-day??? I FINALLY got accepted into Norther Arizona University, it took three months and an college algebra class later. WHICH I am failing miserably right now. Honestly things are falling apart right in front of me. I am hurting inside but I REALLY TRUELY am okay, for some reason I haven't cried too much I just can't find the pain to bring tears like I know it should, I am in peices right now inside. I know it will all be okay in the end, and if its not okay....well then its not the end. I am really living by that, and I am taking EVERYTHING day to day no matter how much it hurts. Friends aren't the same thing as high school I guess this is growing up, sucks but we all have to do it at some point, it just kills me because its ALL at once with in two weeks of eachother.I am very tired and exhausted right now, I need sleep I have work in the morning. Good Night<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>My life update</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 21 Jun 2007 23:14:12 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, There is SOO much going on in my life right now. I don't even know if I can get it all down in a making sense order. Me and my mate of 8 and a half months just broke up, NO I don't want pitty, it was mutual, we have our reasons, nothing ended on a bad note we still love and care about eachother unconditionally but we had too do this for ourselves. My mom and dad are moving into one of their rentals and I am living in the house we live in now, I NEED ROOM MATES, all this better yet they are moving on the weekend of my 19th b-day. which brings up another thing WHAT am I going to do for my b-day??? I FINALLY got accepted into Norther Arizona University, it took three months and an college algebra class later. WHICH I am failing miserably right now. Honestly things are falling apart right in front of me. I am hurting inside but I REALLY TRUELY am okay, for some reason I haven't cried too much I just can't find the pain to bring tears like I know it should, I am in peices right now inside. I know it will all be okay in the end, and if its not okay....well then its not the end. I am really living by that, and I am taking EVERYTHING day to day no matter how much it hurts. Friends aren't the same thing as high school I guess this is growing up, sucks but we all have to do it at some point, it just kills me because its ALL at once with in two weeks of eachother.I am very tired and exhausted right now, I need sleep I have work in the morning. Good Night<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~blondindbrain</author>
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                <title>My Baby Loves me Just the way that I am</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 07 Feb 2007 23:20:49 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ What does next year have in store for me?<br />
TNT-AC/DC<br />
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What does your love life look like?<br />
Not Ready to make Nice-Dixie chicks<br />
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What do I say when life gets hard?<br />
I write Sins Not Tragdies- Panic at the Disco<br />
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What do I think when I get up in the morning?<br />
Dirty little secret- All American Regects..(odd)<br />
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What song will I dance to at my wedding?<br />
Here we Go - NSYNC (I THINK NOT) <br />
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What do you want as a career?<br />
Kerosene- Miranda Lambert<br />
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Your favorite saying?<br />
Homewrecker- Gretchen Wilson<br />
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Favorite place?<br />
Summer Time-Kenny Cheseney<br />
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What do you think of your parents?<br />
Heart in a Blender- Eve 6 <br />
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Where would you go on a first date?<br />
Somewhere over the rainbow-punk cover (HAHA)<br />
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Drug of choice?<br />
Pretty Fly (for a white guy)- Offspring<br />
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Describe yourself:<br />
Who I am Hates Who I've Been- Relient K<br />
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What is the thing I like doing most?<br />
Born to be Wild<br />
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The song that best describes the president?<br />
If that aint country- anthony smith<br />
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What is my state of mind like at the moment?<br />
with arms wide open-Creed (bull shit)<br />
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How will I die?<br />
Hips dont lie- Shakira<br />
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The song you'll put as the subject?<br />
My baby loves me just the way that i am- Martina McBride<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>YAY</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 12 Jan 2007 23:14:08 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I am an AUNTIE!!!! My neice Zoie came into this world tonight at 9:40 she is absolutely amazing and beautiful...I am so glad I got to be there for the entire thing!!!! WOW I am and AUNTIE and my sissy is a MOMMY...wow AMAZING life is amazing!!!!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>my new life</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 18 Nov 2006 15:27:40 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Okay so I just read some things that hurt me and I know would hurt another certain someone!!! Well I guess life moves so fast we don't see it coming..When it's there you just have to step over it I guess...So for those of you, who have actually been there for me and the other people in our life thank you and those of you who pretended to be thank you for not being there...obviously you had other priorities..I tried but I can't anymore.<br />
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ANYWAYS..My life is amazing right now I couldn't be happier..I am going to be an auntie in less than two months.. I have an amazing person in my life, he is the BEST thing to ever happen to me..I am moving in a few months although I do NOT want to go I must... I will be home about every month..for a week at a time!! <br />
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I hope all your holiday wishes come true this year..all of you I love all of those of you that I love  HAHA..Well best wishes <3<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>NEW CAMERA</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 09 Sep 2006 18:08:23 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ *squee* okay so I said I was getting the MARK II N but...Not that I didnt have enough money, I just decided to go cheaper, and a way i didnt have to buy a flash right now, and got the EOS D30...It Still OWNS I love it!!! <33333333 I WILL and thats a PROMISE have new pictures up soon *dances* omfg kdsjfklsjfksjdkjdsfjdsfjs dkfjsdk gfjdklfjdksfj i am sooo dang excited! ]]></description>
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                <title>haha i only got 43</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 20 Jun 2006 22:36:07 PDT</pubDate>
                
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How Girly Am I?<br />
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[x ] my fingernails/toenails are almost always painted<br />
[x ] during the summer the only shoes i wear are flip flops<br />
[ ] my favorite toys as a child were barbies<br />
[x ] my favorite colour is pink or purple<br />
[x] I did Gymnastics<br />
[x ] I love skirts<br />
[ ] Hollister is one of my favorite places to shop<br />
[ ] tight jeans are the only jeans i'll wear<br />
[x] I love chocolate (Unless its white chocolate)<--YUM dark chocolate<br />
[ ] I've never had a real job<br />
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TOTAL: 6<br />
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[x] my hair is almost always straightened <br />
[ ] I have at least 8 Myspace pictures<br />
[x] I usually go shopping once a week<br />
[ ] I love to hang out at the mall with friends<br />
[x] I have a real diamond ring or diamond necklace or earrings<br />
[ ] I've gone to a tanning salon<br />
[ ] I've gone to the beach to tan - not to swim<br />
[XX] I have at least 10 pairs of shoes<br />
[ ] I watch either the OC or Laguna Beach<br />
[ ] I change my icon weekly<br />
[ ] I wear a shower cap<br />
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TOTAL:4<br />
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[ ] I dont shop at Hot Topic<br />
[ ] my cell phone might as well become a part of me<--my link to Oliver<br />
[X] I wear mascara everyday<br />
[x] I've been or am on a diet,--*cough cough*<br />
[ ] bathing suits are adorable9 I fucking hate shopng for bathing suits! fucking boobs -___- )<br />
[ ] I dont know the difference between a sheep and a goat.<br />
[x] big sunglasses are hott<br />
[x] I have gotten my nails done before<br />
[ ] MTV is one of my favorite channels<br />
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TOTAL: 4<br />
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[XXXXXX ] all I want to do at sleepovers is talk about boys (**COUGHFEESHCOUGH**)<--- LOL HEYYYY!!! not only at sleepovers...HAHA ALWAYS get it right<br />
[ ] I love to have girls do my hair<br />
[x] I give and receive hugs from all my friends<---Uhm.. <br />
[ ] I hate bugs<br />
[ ] carnivals are so fun!<br />
[ ] Summer is THE best season<br />
[x] my swimsuit has 2 pieces<br />
[x] Im waiting for my knight in shining armor)<br />
[ ] mexicans are so hot<br />
[ ] you write me a poem and tell me Im beautiful and Im all yours<br />
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TOTAL: 10 (lmao)<br />
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[x] I am self-conscious<br />
[x] I cry often<br />
[x ] my car smells like vanilla or cherry<br />
[x] my dishes get washed more than once a week<br />
[X] I dont do sports ( HAH, cars count )<br />
[x] I HATE to run<br />
[x] I squee when I am surprised or angry<br />
[ ] I eat dried fruit as a snack<br />
[ ] I love romance novels<br />
[ ] Drew Barrymore is so cute<br />
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TOTAL: 7<br />
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[x ] I dance a lot. i work with kids <br />
[ depends] usually spend an hour or over to get ready to leave my house.<br />
[x ] I only have like 5 billion hair products<br />
[x ] I love to get dressed up.<br />
[ ] every part of my outfit needs to match<br />
[x] I talk on the phone at least once a day to my friends<br />
[ ] I would love to have a photo shoot<br />
[x ] I apply lip stuff 50 times a day<br />
[ ] I wish I were a model<br />
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TOTAL: 6<br />
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[ ] I wish I could meet Paris Hilton<br />
[ ] I have been something that was semi <br />
[ ] I own Uggs (what the hell are Uggs?)<br />
[ ] Hip Hop is the best music<br />
[ ] I pop my collar<br />
[x] I like to be the center of attention<br />
[ ] guys with Mohawks are crazy<br />
[x] horses are beautiful <br />
[ ] I'd rather not pay attention in school<br />
[x] Cats are adorable<br />
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TOTAL: 3<br />
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[x] I write my own music<br />
[x] I would love to visit Hawaii *again*<br />
[ ] Valentine's day is so cute! *F THAT*<br />
[ ] white is better than black<br />
[ ] I wouldn't be caught dead in all black <br />
[x ] my closet is STOCK FULL of clothes<br />
[ ] hate the grunge look out in public in it, I feel so dirty<br />
[ ] I love to read magazines<br />
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TOTAL: 3<br />
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[x ] I love to gossip (not bad gossip)<br />
[x ] I had Lisa Frank folders/posters/notebooks as a kid<br />
[ ] I love Celine Dion<br />
[x ] my bubble baths are 1-2hrs long (I like showers )<br />
[xxxxx ] My wedding only needs a groom because it's already planned<br />
[ ] My friends and I are in a strict group. We mostly only hang out with each other.<br />
[x ] I like little kids<br />
[ ] Diet drinks are the best<br />
[ ] I'm all about being vegetarian<br />
[x ] I refuse to eat at McDonalds (sick!!)<br />
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TOTAL: 6<br />
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[xxx ] I check my myspace everyday.<br />
[ ] I love life!<br />
[ ] I have a lot of jewelry!<br />
 [  my screen name(s) have x's in them <br />
[ x] either one of my myspace names has/had <3's or in them<br />
[ ] I would never want to be the opposite sex<br />
[x ] It's not what he/she said it's the way he/she said it<br />
[x] I have more than 3 pillows o... ]]></description>
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                <title>i got tagged</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 02 Apr 2006 21:47:52 PDT</pubDate>
                
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The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic "6 weird habits/things/about yourself" and people who get tagged need to write a journal about their 6 weird habits/things as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their devpage comments and tell them to read yours....<br />
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1, weird thing:i hate cotton rubbing together<br />
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2, weird thing:I dont like cheese<br />
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3, weird habit: I perk up in presence of males<br />
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4, weird thing: I hate loose hair on peoples clothes<br />
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5, weird thing: I like photographing eyes <br />
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6,weird thing: I like to poke people...<br />
i taged...<br />
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                <title>thieving_myantidrug....</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 15 Mar 2006 12:29:23 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ okay....<br />
type in the first thing that comes to mind when reading these words =3<br />
**careful.. heres a look into my mind**<br />
CHEESE: curd<br />
PLAD:elf<br />
ORANGE: PUT PUT <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br />
PILLOW: bed<br />
GECKO:Samantha<br />
SKIN: white<br />
PUMPKIN: doodles<br />
PRETZEL: ew<br />
RED: rover<br />
BUTTON: Jakki  <br />
CRICKET: E E E *makes cricket noise*<br />
EBIL:Kanivel...<br />
NOOSE: Moose<br />
CRACKER: Whore <br />
DEAF: old people<br />
FLOOOOOP: the chicken has flown the coop<br />
MEGA: Man<br />
EMU: Egg<br />
FISH: grill<br />
MEEETAL:braces<br />
PENGWIN: amanda ..C<br />
CHALOOPA: Guatamale<br />
GINKO TREE: uncle marlin<br />
BEAGLE: snoopy<br />
BANANA: God cake<br />
QUANANNA: dont ya wanna..wanna fanta<br />
SMOOTHIE: strawberry<br />
TAPIOCA BALLS: goopy balls<br />
DOG: bestfriend ]]></description>
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                <title>yippy</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 06 Feb 2006 13:23:49 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I got a new camera today!!! it is a film camera *squee* haha i took 24 pics in no time. for my first project for class I am sooo excited to develope it on my own tomorrow, digital stuff is gunna go i know i am going to LOVE film EEEEEEEE >_____< yay ]]></description>
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                <title>blah</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 26 Jan 2006 16:37:02 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I am bored I just woke up it is 4:34 PM I went to bed at 10:34 PM ahhh I hate being SICK. I need luffs. Oh well, so being graduated is cool. I don't mind my college classes, but they are going to be HARD and take alot of effort. I have to get a new camera for photography, because there is no digital photography in my class <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> but I am sure I will fall in love with developing film. I get to use the dark room ANYTIME I want for ANYTHING I want, when its open of course! I am bored and sick I am going to go take more med to knock me out ttyl people xoxo byes ]]></description>
                <author>~blondindbrain</author>
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                <title>blah</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 26 Jan 2006 16:36:59 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I am bored I just woke up it is 4:34 PM I went to bed at 10:34 PM ahhh I hate being SICK. I need luffs. Oh well, so being graduated is cool. I don't mind my college classes, but they are going to be HARD and take alot of effort. I have to get a new camera for photography, because there is no digital photography in my class <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> but I am sure I will fall in love with developing film. I get to use the dark room ANYTIME I want for ANYTHING I want, when its open of course! I am bored and sick I am going to go take more med to knock me out ttyl people xoxo byes ]]></description>
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                <title>Graduation</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 19 Jan 2006 21:12:40 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I am DONE with high school!!! *SQUEEEE* I am excited. Well actually I should be, but honestly I have no emotion for this graduation. I guess because I feel 14 still, I think I am or something, and graduating, doesn't seem realistc. I dunno but I will say I am excited. No more comfort zone of high school. I probably wont be talking much to anyone in school, not that there is any big losses there. I am done, and I start college next week <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/dance.gif" width="29" height="21" alt=":dance:" title="Dance!" /> yay well, that I am truely happy about, HOT COLLEGE BOYS AND NEW FRIENDS WOOO HOOOO. okay I am done bye ]]></description>
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                <title>600</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 10 Jan 2006 19:59:07 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ AHHH im spazing WHOOOO i have 600 view yay *DANCES* yay yay yay ]]></description>
                <author>~blondindbrain</author>
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                <title>changes</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 28 Dec 2005 00:16:40 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Okay so I wish I had one of those stupid little journal site things right now. I am coming close to graduating like within the next month, and I am scared, happy, and extremely sad by this step in my life, but I know if will be good in the long run. I am sick of high school and people. I can hardly wait to move out of this town, but the next 7 months are going to go to slow. I am sick of people here. The past few months I have been sick and I hate it, I wish I could be the perfect one for them, for everyone but I can't. I want to change who I am, but I can't not until I atleast get away from here. I wish I were the girl who makes a guy's heart skip a beat and that when I walk by anyone an envy strikes within them, but I know im not and never will be. I wish I could achieve something worth achieving.  The last few weeks as my high school days come to an end  I have been looking back, back on junior high 2nd grade, high school. i have come to the realization, i cant keep anyone in my life, i always screw something up.  I don't have someone to call at 3 in the morning when im scared and sick and tired and crying. i dont have anyone to tell me its okay. yeah my family is here for me but i know i couldnt crawl in my moms bed at 3 in the morning because she will just give me the same lecture again but its not my fault im just a 17 year old girl trying to fit in to society and i want to be normal like the rest of them all. ARG i dont know why im writing this and so much is running through my head i cant even put the things i want to put in a making sense format.  So yeah looking back at pictures. I realized that as i grew up i just am withering away more and more not becoming a strong healthier happier person, just someone whose just another number in the systems. i dunno im sorry if you read this whole thing. im going to go now i cant keep writing i dont want to be wasting someones time point of journal people change things do to sometimes you take the high road and they take the low ]]></description>
                <author>~blondindbrain</author>
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                <title>Surgery</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 17 Aug 2005 18:53:52 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ hey ya'll i had surgery on monday it went well...now im laying im bed with carlees laptop yay for wireless internet...im really bored and my arm is hurting a little..i saw it today for the first time in the 3 days ive had it covered and i have 20 stitches...it hurts more now that ive seen it and omg it made me sick i almost passed out..but yeah im bored so i thought i would write to ou all have a good day people....and if you will please go to my gallery and leave me comments i would ever so greatly appriciate it xoxo bye ]]></description>
                <author>~blondindbrain</author>
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                <title>great artists</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 13 Feb 2005 17:41:36 PST</pubDate>
                
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                <title>so happy</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 06 Jan 2005 20:46:22 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ wag wag im so happy i have finally  found somewhere i can have my stuff  accepted and not laughed at for taking  pics of flowers, you all really  understand the meaning *hugs* im so  happy yay !WABAM! ]]></description>
                <author>~blondindbrain</author>
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