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OK seriously like that wasn't enough to call attention to this?

2 commissions, that's it.

I'm surprised at how many people can afford a new game console, or movie, or pedicure or whatever, and can't afford a cheap commission for 2 dollars >.<

THIS IS THE WORST!

I swear why do I even care at all sometimes....

At the rate this is going, I'm not even going to have enough money to give to the church's Poor Plate.

BAH HUMBUG!

>.<

HUMANITY I GIVE UP ON YOU! GO FIX YOURSELVES! THIS IS THE LAST TIME I ATTEMPT TO HELP ANYONE IN NEED!

Maybe that's what causes all the ridiculous ridicule I'm getting over this from not just People on face book and yahoo (I've had to set my notes on Facebook to private) but in real life too. Just around town people are laughing at me while I watch as their son plays on a brand new 360 or a shiny new car drives town by some young idiot who barely just go their license. I'm not selfish enough! I'm getting sick of all the lack of care.

*C.S.P= Christmas Spirit Project

ON another note:
________________________________________ __________________________
WHAT DO I HAVE TO DO TO GET A LITTLE ATTENTION!

Even with Contests People still barely read anything anymore. I've completely given up on being social on Deviantart anymore because people are starting to drive me insane. I'm tired of the "I didn't know you were doing that." SERIOUSLY PEOPLE I POST A JOURNAL!!! JUST BECAUSE I DON'T POST ON YOURS DOESN'T MEAN I DON'T READ THEM! Sure I may not read them when you just post them, but I come back and read through them.

Top 10 reasons why I don't comment anymore:

10: I have things on my plate. It's not that I'm not wanting to, it's that I barely have time to fave.
9: Most people turn my comments on me and make themselves look stupid as well as myself.
8: Rudeness from people.
7: Being called a spammer for telling someone I like their art on like 5 different pictures. What do you want me to say, something new and exciting that's going to sound like the same thing I said on the last picture only in different words?
6: The Sheer massive amounts of a persons art that I like.
5: It's easier for me to fave, then possibly come back when I have time.
4: Only about on average I will get A comment and I tend to REPLY to my comments, then go and see what the other artist has because they kindly took time to look at my art and leave me a friendly tid-bit of advice.
3: It's really hard for me to leave such detailed comments everywhere for everyone I watch on everything they submit.
2: I don't get respect about my comments or opinion sometimes. Like some people seriously need to stop pitching a hissy fit when I tell them they could fix something or ask them if it looks off or if it's just my screen. I'm NOT dissing you're art, I'm merely stating an observation! That's what COMMENTS AND CRITIQUES ARE FOR!

and...

NUMBER 1: NO FREAKING REPLIES!!!! That's right, when I comment, I don't care if I wait a year or what ever until you noticed I commented, at least give me a thank you! I make sure to do it when you comment on my stuff why not return the favor every now and then hmm?

>.<

19,000+ page views you think someone would have actually READ a posting of mine, or leave me a comment?

I know I said this isn't a social networking site, but that pretained only to the amount of people on here who post nothing, fave nothing, and just collect how many people they watch, not people who actually are active in the DA community. I didn't mean completely stop noticing when I post a contest or something. Cause you know...I do that because I want you to notice.

Is it my journal skin? Is it not flashy enough because I don't have a premium account? if that's the reason then that's freaking stupid.

I understand that people have lives. I have one too, but I'm getting really sick of some people leaving me notes, or messaging me on MSN or Yahoo about how they didn't know I posted a news article, or that I was having a bad month, or that I was running a contest or a project or what ever else I post on my journal. SERIOUSLY IT'S UP THERE FOR YOU TO READ IT!

]]> ~bloo16 http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/28881693/ http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/28881693/ Fri, 11 Dec 2009 12:00:22 PST
Secondly, I'd like to thank all the assholes out there that don't give a damn and gave me a lot of negative feed back. (Mostly people not on DA cause you guys are the best.)

And lastly, Thanks for the lack of commissions.

It seems that there is just a lack of care in this world. No one seems to look out for the other person. No one offers to help the little old lady across the street. No one offers to give someone their Christmas Bonus early because someone is sick in the family.

The complete lack of care this holiday season is making me sick. Some of the people that actually wanted to commission me did it as a joke. What is up with that?

Christmas isn't about being some selfish asshole sitting in his room thinking about the $300 dollar piece of crap he's playing on. It's about caring and giving back to those who gave to you. For Enjoying man kind. And Seriously if you can afford a $300 game machine, I'm pretty sure you can afford a $2 potholder for charity.

I'm Sick of assholes!
I'm Sick of not caring!

I want Christmas to go back to what it used to be.

How many Scrooges need to get thwapped upside the head before they realize they're a bunch of idiotic sons of gold hoarding losers, that have their head shoved so fair up where the sun don't shine, until someone cares for someone else!

I'M NOT DOING ANY OF THESE COMMISSIONS BECAUSE I NEED MONEY OR A REAL JOB! I'M DOING THEM BECAUSE I CARE, BECAUSE I WANT TO MAKE A DIFFERENCE IN SOMEONES LIFE, BECAUSE THERE ARE PEOPLE OUT THERE THAT CAN'T AFFORD FOOD, WATER, SHELTER, OR CHRISTMAS AT ALL. BECAUSE SOMEONE LIKE ME NEEDS TO STAND UP FOR WHAT IS RIGHT AND DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT!

So to all those assholes that told me I'm doing this as a ploy to get money, Go fuck yourselves.

At least I have a heart.

To all those that have a heart to,

Commission prices are now open to negotiation, If you want to give find the right amount that you can afford. I'll work with your budget. However do to prices of Yarn, Potholders must remain at $2 even.

Remember I don't have a pay pal. I don't Like working with over the internet transactions much anyway. I had a card number stolen that way.

If you want to commission me, send me a note and a price offer.

All Commissions will be not matter what the cost, Lines, colored, And beautifully done.

Check, money order, or money grams are used to pay. So be prepared for an email of my name and address.

if you want you can commission me directly through email at: rena.zondra@gmail.com

Thanks again everyone that helped.

]]> ~bloo16 http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/28703608/ http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/28703608/ Wed, 02 Dec 2009 04:28:00 PST
Several of my friends have hit it really bad.

Both are now relatively homeless...well ok ONE really is homeless.

A Friend was kicked out of his house for being homosexual, and is currently wandering from friends house to friends house couch surfing. (RIDICULOUS TO BE KICKED OUT AND HATED BY YOUR OWN MOTHER FOR BEING GAY!!!)

Another is currently being kicked out.

So I'm well...

I'm going to ask you to keep them in your prayers first and foremost. They need it. December in the northwest and east are cold, and the streets are no place for people to wander.

Secondly I'm going to do something else.

I am hoping that you all will help me. Because For Christmas...all i really want is to give back. These friends have suffered enough. They were always there for me and I want to be there for them.

So here's the plan.

I'm Opening Christmas Commissions.

Cards and the like for everyone on DA, facebook, gaia, IMVU, and where ever I keep in touch with you.THIS IS NOT JUST FOR DA WATCHERS!

All money will be going to helping my friends get to shelters, and what ever extra will be going to the church for charity.

I'm not doing this for myself.

I'm doing this because there are people in need.

I don't expect to get too much. Just enough for bus tickets to where ever.

I'm estimating it to around at least 900 dollars.

That's about 450 each. It's not much I know... It's probably not even the drop in the bucket.

What ever is left over will go to helping someone.

All I know is I can't sit by this Christmas and watch more people suffer while I get a new video game, or socks, or a PS3. I want to help this time. And it's personal now because I have Friends out there in the cold.

So I'm asking for people to pull together. I'm asking for a couple dollars towards some picture or some hand made potholder. Just anything.

Full color commissions are only going to be $2.00

A potholder is $2.50

I hope to reach my goal by Christmas.

Payment is either check or money order, since I don't know how to work paypal O.o.

Come on guys I really need your help....

]]> ~bloo16 http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/28603084/ http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/28603084/ Fri, 27 Nov 2009 03:55:55 PST
Wanna get me something cheap for Christmas? Spend 5 bucks max on someone? Get me IMVU Credits so I can submit my awesome eyes.

Why am I asking this...

I DUN HAVE ENOUGH TO MAKE THE SUBMISSION!!

It's 500+ just to submit what I made. That's like stealing from us poor creators, who just started, never had enough credits in the first place, and now you want us to fork out more!

THAT'S CRAP...

So if you wanna get me a present, get me credits, and I'll give you free art.

That's right Commissions are 5 bucks for 5,000 IMVU credits...

Colored commissions.

PLEASE PEOPLE PLEASE!!

]]> ~bloo16 http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/28367921/ http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/28367921/ Sun, 15 Nov 2009 05:58:26 PST
I'm having trouble posing her hands though. They're held in front of her and cupping a light. The fingers are towards the front so her palms are to the back. I'm having so much trouble with it. If anyone knows of any good reference for a picture like that please point me in the right direction.

She is facing left at a 1/4 turn. I'll scan it in when I have time and then you guys can point me in the direction I need. Thanks SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much.

]]> ~bloo16 http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/28350352/ http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/28350352/ Sat, 14 Nov 2009 10:01:22 PST

OHHH YESS My Obsession know no bounds. GO MY MINIONS GO FORTH AND FIND ME MORE DOCTOR WHO FAN ART!!!

Kidding!

Though David Tennant is so Sexy.


DOCTOR WHO!!!


*sonic screwdrivers stuff and plays with bananas.*

Okey I'm done

]]> ~bloo16 http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/28275977/ http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/28275977/ Tue, 10 Nov 2009 17:38:42 PST
I know I know! Most of you are going to ask, "How did you get over it in 1 day?"

Want some answers?

1) I had a really great nurse. Mommy

2) I WebMDed it. Turns out that what most people tell you to eat (Broth, sports drinks like powerade ((Not gatorade they actually approve of that), Jell-O, etc) are bad for you because the Sucrose (table sugar) prolongs the infection.

3) NO SOLID FOODS! It keeps the diarrhea in check, in fact keeps you from having diarrhea at all. If you're not eating anything solid, and your pretty well cleaned out from the last attack of your horrid symptoms, then it won't bother you again. Liquids are also easier to throw up... Doesn't scrape or burn as much.

4) Vomiting is a good thing. It's how your body naturally gets rid of infections in your stomach and intestines. Also don't be afraid to throw up bile. Bile (products of the gull bladder and the liver) is how your body will "bleed" out infections as well without the nasty side affect of burning your throat with infected stomach acid (Pepsin and HCL)

5) What most people take for "symptoms" like fever or vomiting, are your bodies natural defenses. Your body knows how to cure itself. All you have to do is give it the right kind of nudge. As stated before stay away from sugar. Fructose (natural fruit sugars) are actually helpful. I recommend after you can't throw up anymore to eat a little bit of mashed bananas. The potassium will keep you from throwing up and will actually help with the muscle aches.

6) SWEAT IT OUT!!! Work your temp up. Sweating releases toxins from your body. Bundle up and get in there! Fight it out!

7) Feed a cold, starve a fever. Don't give the infection anything to feed off of. Sure eating fruit will still give it something to feed off of but the vitamins inside of it actually boost your Metabolism and your Immune system.

8) DO NOT and I repeat this DO NOT whatever you do, take things like Emergan-C or other drugs that "prevent" infection. Reason: It actually HARMS you. Mother nature has given your body all it needs to get over infections. Your DNA is encoded for lots of things. It's OK to get sick. Your T-cells and your White Blood Cells and all that other immune boosting cells will learn and adapt to help fight infections. I can tell you I've had about 30 exposures to the stomach flu that I can remember. The more you're exposed to an illness the better you can fight it. Like getting a Flu shot. Doesn't prevent you from getting the flu just helps your immune system learn how to fight it.

9) Stop with the junk food. Seriously this is something I need to practice instead of preach. Your body is a well oiled machine when you give it the proper things to eat. Most people don't get enough vegetables or fruits. I can tell you right now that that stupid food pyramid thing...is actually right.

10) MOVE IT OR LOSE IT! I'm not joking on this one. If you just lay in bed and only move to the bathroom, then your hindering your recovery. Yes Rest is recommended. I actually slept a good portion of my illness down the drain, but I also got up and walked around a bit. Reason this works: Lactic acid will build up in muscles that aren't being stimulated. It's the reason people get fever aches. If you don't work it out then infections can linger there.

11) Keep hydrated. Weather you are sick or not drink lots of fluids. It helps flush the illness. Most of infections will be processed through your kidneys to your bladder. If you're going to the bathroom then it's a good thing. Better out then in. You'll remove most of the infection that way.

12) Even when the fever brakes, keep up with aspirin or whatever medicine you use for a fever reducer. Every 4-8 hours. Just because your temp goes down doesn't mean you're in the clear. When the sun goes down things could get worse.

and Last but not least...

13) GIVE YOURSELF A FEW DAYS! You just gave your body a full work out. Between vomiting (which uses every muscle in your torso, abdomen, and lower back), moving around, and fighting a fever, your body needs to recoup. If you're going to be sick call in and give yourself AT LEAST a few days after your fever breaks and the illness subsides. Keep up the fruits and even take a vitamin. You lost a lot of electrolytes too so you'll need to get those back. Take your time to get better.

These are things my mom told me and what I remembered from basic Biology classes. Your body is an amazing thing. If you take care of it, it will take care of you.

]]> ~bloo16 http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/28234795/ http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/28234795/ Mon, 09 Nov 2009 09:57:54 PST

]]> ~bloo16 http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/28163197/ http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/28163197/ Thu, 05 Nov 2009 15:06:17 PST The Gunpowder Treason and Plot,
I know of no reason
Why the Gunpowder Treason
Should ever be forgot.
Guy Fawkes, Guy Fawkes, t'was his intent
To blow up the King and Parli'ment.
Three-score barrels of powder below
To prove old England's overthrow;
By God's providence he was catch'd (or by God's mercy*)
With a dark lantern and burning match.
Holloa boys, holloa boys, let the bells ring. (Holla*)
Holloa boys, holloa boys, God save the King!
And what should we do with him? Burn him!

Happy Guy Fawkes Day

]]> ~bloo16 http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/28116360/ http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/28116360/ Mon, 02 Nov 2009 21:56:34 PST
I have died a little on the inside...

I'm so sorry.

]]> ~bloo16 http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/28053861/ http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/28053861/ Fri, 30 Oct 2009 20:50:29 PDT To make me cry.
To torture me in little subtle ways
To make me NOT want to tell you a damn thing about how I feel.
To have to use someone else's words because I don't WANT to talk to you.
To make me sick with doubt and worry.
To try and pull me from the person I love.
To rub in how much you want me, yet KNOW you missed your chance.
To not know just how you FEEL because you are totally missing the connection with your emotions. LOVE IS NOT WANTING TO POUND MY BRAINS OUT!

OH I think you know VERY well who you are...

The STUPID things I go through to get it through your thick skull that I'm NOT saying Yes at all...but NO entirely.

SO NO! And I don't care how you take this or how annoying I am to you I'm putting my foot down. Stop ACTING like your a whiny brat and TALK TO ME...CIVILLY And I MIGHT feel inclined to do the same.

Because it's also the Stupid things..

You do to make me laugh.
To make me smile when I feel sick.
To be there when I need you.
To always have something good to say whether I want to hear it or not.
To be a friend when I need it.
To joke with me when others don't get the laugh.
To Laugh with me when the silence is unbearable.
To be there...

Because you're a friend. And just because a silly feeling has changed, doesn't mean there's no feeling at all. It just means there's more to it in other places and less where there used to be.

They're just can't be an "US" or a Couple between you and I...

But there's always a friendship...
Always a laughter...
Always a welcoming arm...
A Joke...
Someone there when you need them.

I'm still your favorite Xenophile aren'te I?

Or was it my stupid things...that pushed you away?

]]> ~bloo16 http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/27767535/ http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/27767535/ Wed, 14 Oct 2009 17:21:24 PDT
I know I'm not as active as I used to be. I go around commenting on art and even viewing. Yeah I've stopped Faving but that doesn't mean I don't actively stop caring about your art.

So I don't constantly comment on your art or constantly faving or viewing? I have a life. I understand if you have lives to but I'm starting to wonder out of the 100+ people watching me if you even care to bother dropping me a comment or 2 to let me know your still there!

Out of all my art and journals it seems when I post anything that isn't emo or depressive it doesn't get a rise out of more then a few watchers.

SO

If you're not going be an active supporter of anyone's art why watch them? I may not comment right away on your art or view it right when it appears in my watch box but I come back a LEAST to see how you've progressed. If I have time I leave a little comment.

But if your just gonna sit there and do nothing... THAT hurts. It makes one feel like they're showing their art, their hearts and souls, to an audience of blind men!

Seriously at this rate I should move to elfwood and just vanish from DA. It's not worth it anymore. I came to this site to learn from people who have TRUE skill in art or even get commissioned with my fractals so I can at least do something in between jobs. I even wonder if you people even Read the journals about commissions if you even KNOW what's going on...

Yes I probably sound like a bitch but it's getting to the point where I feel like I'm doing art for 1 person and one person alone since that person is usually the ONLY one to comment on anything I do. That really hurts guys.

It's also the reason I'm not posting in massive bunches anymore. Why should I post anything at all if it's not going to be looked at? What's the Point of having a gallery that's free so I can share my heart and soul with people if no one is going to actively look, say, comment, DO ANYTHING with that gallery?

It's a bit pointless don't you think?

I'm not charging you admission or anything.
I'm simply asking for you to put your watches to use... I mean you've got to be watching me for a reason other then "it kills time on the internet" Cause frankly if you wanna do that you can go get a facebook it's a little insulting to have so many watchers and seeing only 2 or 3 people actually CARE about how you've improved.

I guess this all boils down to this:

IF YOU ARE NOT AN ACTIVE WATCHER KINDLY REMOVE ME FROM YOUR WATCH LIST.

This isn't facebook for me if you want to be a friend then go do it there or on yahoo.

I take my gallery very seriously. I'm hoping it gets me a JOB of some kind working with art. There are other ways of keeping in touch with me. My yahoo messenger is up as well as my email. I'm not here to socially network with my friends. There are a few here that yes they are friends but also supporters.

If you want to show you are active then please comment on this journal. Let me know that I still have people that actually care about art watching me...

Costume Fund raising: [link]

]]> ~bloo16 http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/27582071/ http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/27582071/ Sun, 04 Oct 2009 15:54:26 PDT Right! we all kinda have. Well it's hard for me to get a job right now so that's what I'm working on but I thought it would be fun to get a little help as well. I just realized that my costume will probably be really expensive. T.T I hate when that happens sooo to help support my dream I'm opening up really cheap commissions.

The prices are as fallows all done in traditional media unless you get color then it's photoshop or traditional you pick:

Lines: 2 dollars

Black and Whites: 5 Dollars

Colors: 8 Dollars

Water Colors: 10 Dollars (cause the paint is so expensive.)

I don't have a pay pal yet so I accept cash and check right now until I can open a Pay pal and then you can do what ever you want.

So please commission me so I can build my dream costume of American McGee's Alice

This costume requires me to either Sew a Dark blue dress with a white apron Or to buy a dark blue dress and sew a white apron onto it. The boots are all buckles and looks like the old fashion Victorian ones but for comfort and ease of movement I'm just getting black and white stripe socks and some black Mary Janes for now so I don't freeze to death in the Montana cold. The boots will come later.

Reference: [link]

Email: savinasartstore@gmail.com or rena.zondra@gmail.com

So please Guys COMMISSION ME And remember to Enjoy October!

]]> ~bloo16 http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/27309014/ http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/27309014/ Sat, 19 Sep 2009 21:38:36 PDT

Haha World HAHA!

I RAISE AGAIN! This time to totally pwn the art world with new inspiration and a love so deep space and time can't contain it.

I am in bliss. I've died gone to heaven, came back, and feel like I've just had the best bit of life that anyone could have. Screw you all the people that dragged me down! I am Loved! Nothing else matters. Hear me now world...I WIN!

]]> ~bloo16 http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/27200918/ http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/27200918/ Sun, 13 Sep 2009 22:34:20 PDT

]]> ~bloo16 http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/27152015/ http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/27152015/ Fri, 11 Sep 2009 14:40:10 PDT
But still there's a huge hole in the ground.

A Scar for the world to remember.

A Mass Grave for those lost and no marker for them.

8 Years have passed and still people have slipped back into their old habits. Like something like this will never happen again.

I speak from personal knowledge that that's how I grew. But today I was reminded about how close my own family members. Those that Live in New York...Just a Few blocks on both sides from Ground Zero... Could have died. How my Cousin Ran from his Interview in those Very Towers to make it to New Jersey in time before they collasped.

I had forgotten... I had forgotten the People of Flight 93 that actually fought the highjackers just to save the pentagon and gave their own blood.

I forgot the people that risked their lives to save the others under the rubble of the Towers and the Pentagon.

But not anymore.

I'm calling on you all to do a favor.

Take a moment no matter where you live. Thank Someone. A Veteran, Your Parents, A Fireman, An Ambulance Worker, A Doctor, A Rescue Worker, A Civil Servant, Any Military Personal. Thank them because they're the real heroes. Because unlike you and me and everyone else...they're sacrificing

A Bit of Sanity

A Bit of Life

A Bit of Themselves.

All gave some, some gave all....

]]> ~bloo16 http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/27097614/ http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/27097614/ Tue, 08 Sep 2009 15:31:48 PDT
My ex-roomy had never spent any time alone. In fact my parents told me if I was going to come home that I absolutely NEEDED to get a job in order to live with them. Her parents just said that she could basically go home and she said she'd just stay home and do nothing but take care of the house. So yeah she really does need someone to hold her hand. I mean if her parents are spoiling her and babying her then no wonder she's an immature wretch of a person that doesn't know how to be a friend.

Anyway that's basically what I told her only I was a little more polite about it then in this. Her husband decided to drop me a stupid email on how I shouldn't tell his wife that she needs someone to hold her (Which is what he's doing right there), that I invited STRANGERS to the place I lived, slept, and ate in for 2 months to have sex with them, and that I'm not an adult because I bailed on her when he gave me a "free place to live and bought you all that shit and you're living off your parents without a car or any responsibilities at all."

Well here's what I had to say to that.

1) I didn't invite anyone over that my Roomy didn't already know because doing so is asking for rape, murder, or thievery and it's common sense to not allow people in that are strangers.
2) I didn't bail I CAME home because I had to because my cousin is dying and I was going to return after the funeral and the states affairs until YOUR WIFE decided she wanted to go home because she had a huge blow out with me when I didn't tell her in a timely fashion what was going on because EVEN I didn't know the whole story.
3) To go rot in hell because you and your wife according to your religious beliefs are already heading there because you had sex out of marriage and that's an adult choice so don't take me with you.

On top of that I wanted to tell him that having a car doesn't make you an Adult. I do have a car it's the Ford Focus my brother was supposed to use. I CHOSE not to get my license when I was 16 because at that age I didn't feel responsible enough to drive a car especially my sick parents around. That I spent more time taking care of my father who is on oxygen because I'm Adult enough to know that he's my father and demands more respect to then his wife. That I had to grow up before his Wife even was out of elementary school because my mom is battling thyroid problems and I had to take care of her because she's sick too. That I'm the one planing my cousin's obit and funeral with her because it's the "Adult" thing to do.

So next time he calls me a child He's getting this whole bit from me. In college his wife lied on paper that her cousin was her brother just so she didn't have to live in a "Tiny dorm room by herself." She didn't even last 2 months before I could make it down to Colorado to live with her. She was planning on going home if I didn't come down when I said I would because "She doesn't like being alone." News flash lady: EVERYONE ENDS UP ALONE WHEN THEY JUST START OUT. I mean Heaven Forbid she should go to the Army Chaplin and ask for the Support group there, Heaven Forbid she should go to the Army Wives Club where most of the people are deployed, no instead she has to send for a "Friend" because she doesn't like dealing with strangers. Well buck up darling cause everyone is a stranger.

I mean that's childish to still be afraid of strangers and the dark and being alone. I mean seriously girl grow out of it. If you didn't like strangers Why did you make friends in the first place? If you don't like strangers then why are you living in an apartment building that is guess what, full of strangers? If you don't like strangers why are you hiring mover's that could practically steal anything from the apartment you're moving from and you'd never even notice it?

All I am saying is I took 3-4 months by myself. And yes there are times where I needed a helping hand but other then that I was pretty independent when it came to my time in Colorado and College. I mean She'd ASK her mother to send her money ever 3 weeks when I told my mom "I need it for contacts/food could you send it in the next box or when ever you can I can wait a long time I mean I don't need it right now."

I didn't have a job while I was down there cause SHE didn't want US getting one until her husband's leave was over yet when I pointed out she could work for Avon and set her own time she jumped at the opprotunity yet I was doing all the... ]]> ~bloo16 http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/26988353/ http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/26988353/ Thu, 03 Sep 2009 00:23:00 PDT
]]> ~bloo16 http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/26867441/ http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/26867441/ Thu, 27 Aug 2009 23:44:17 PDT
O.o

You people scare me sometimes. Thanks for the 16,000+ Page views you creepy bastards!

I love my stalkers!

]]> ~bloo16 http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/26532941/ http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/26532941/ Sat, 15 Aug 2009 00:49:47 PDT
She said "Just cause you're pissed doesn't mean you can take it out on him and if you're gonna be a bitch to him I'll be a bitch to you."

She's been like this since her husband's leave started.

I tried to be sociable and give them their space

I've tried putting up with their lovey dovey shit that happens EVERY FUCKING NIGHT MORNING AND AFTERNOON...

But I can't take it anymore.

If She's gonna be like this every time he's around and not in afghan I'm gonna go nuts. She's a total control freak. And while their out having fun by themselves I get in trouble for not finishing the laundry like I'm some fucking maid.

To be honest I don't even know the real reason she wanted me down here. I thought it was to help her through the year that her Army husband was going to gone but now I just feel I'm here to be a slave. They bitch at me for not getting a job when I'm trying and she's NOT even working on Avon cause her husband is home. She could at least pass out fucking pamphlets it's not that hard to work and have fun at the same time. I mean it's not like she has to carry inventory.

I don't know if it's what it's supposed to be anymore. I thought she was my friend but I just feel used like a balled up tissue.

I really feel like I should just go back home and say "Listen if you are gonna be a bitch you can take the 8 months that he's gone BY YOURSELF." and then just fall off the face of her planet.

I'm sick of being a "3rd wheel" cause apparently that's what they see me as. Most of the time I don't want to do anything but it's "Come on let's do this go get ready" and then I get dragged off and then they complain.

I have no clue as to what to do. Part of me feels like I should keep my promise and help her when he's gone. The other part is screaming for me to get out cause the ugly beast has shown itself to the world.

Should I give her a chance or not. I don't know all I know is that she's so not what she was back when we met. It's like her bitch switch is permanently flipped when her husband is home. Maybe she just has MPS but all I know is it's not as good as it seems...

Even if I don't go home...I don't want to stay here either. It might get better if I stay but I don't feel like I should risk it...


EDIT

Just when things can't seem to get any worse...I just found out about RayRay....if you want to know more please send me a note....
A sign or something could prove useful right about now.

]]> ~bloo16 http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/26340111/ http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/26340111/ Sun, 02 Aug 2009 14:58:31 PDT
1) Money
2) A Wacom Bamboo Fun Tablet small in blue
3) A New webcam
4) Gaia cash or something off the wishlist (Rena_Zondra13)
5) A Subscription to DA
6) Acrylic paint set

I guess that's all. what ever else would be cool. These are only for people that really like me. I'd really love you guys if someone bought me something from this list!

]]> ~bloo16 http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/26254959/ http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/26254959/ Wed, 29 Jul 2009 12:53:35 PDT
I've been wanting this since I was 17 and well I did a lot of research into it and everything. I even know how to hide it if I need to get a job that requires me to do so. I'm not hindered by it in anyway nor should I be stereotyped as something I'm not. I merely thought it would be cool to get a piece of metal shoved into my eyebrow. Oddly enough I LOVE IT! And because I can hide it (when my 3 weeks of cleaning and pain are over cause yes it will bruise and yes it will stay sore for a while) I'll be able to get a retainer so I'll not loose the whole but the piercing will be hidden. I can go about having a normal life in the day time and then bing at night my eyebrow is pierced. How cool is that?

Some people took to my eyebrow getting pierced a little negatively. The way I see it is I'm 19 I don't need permission to get my eyebrow or a tat or anything else from anyone other then myself, secondly I would like to live a little in my early 20's then have no life at all and grouch about how I never had any fun to my kids when I'm older and third, I'm not gonna be 80 something with piercing's and tats. Hell I'm not even gonna be running around naked.

The piercing itself is not all that bad looking. It's actually pretty tasteful. It's not gawdy or this giant piece of medal through giant holes hanging out from my skull. I have pictures actually of the piercing that I'll eventually post.

It doesn't matter to me what other people think about me getting my eye pierced or even if it's wrong. It's my body and I'll do what I'd like with it to make it comfortable for me. I'm the one living in it anyway. Personally I just see this as another bit of jewelry that when I eventually get bored of will probably stop wearing at a certain age and let the holes close up. The scars will look nothing more like pot marks from a bad breakout and can be covered up with make up that's how small they are. So I have no worries about my future jobs if I have a piercing. Most of my jobs will probably either be from home or working in places where they really could care less what I have. I've seen secretaries with retainers in their nose to keep it hidden so I guess if they can do it so can I.

I feel like I may actually enjoy being a kid a little while longer. I'm actually having that childhood I practically skipped. It's kinda nice to have a little fun.

Anyway this has been an updated praddle.

This is bloo16 signing off.

]]> ~bloo16 http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/25918251/ http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/25918251/ Mon, 13 Jul 2009 11:05:12 PDT 's Anpu and I can't show it to you people cause I HAVE NO SCANNER...

I might just take a picture of it. It's gonna suck.

]]> ~bloo16 http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/25510200/ http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/25510200/ Wed, 24 Jun 2009 05:39:32 PDT
We drove through Denver at night. It wasn't too bad but it was mostly just the fact that there were still more cars then what I was used to seeing. Though I didn't do the driving. Well anyway I'm off!

]]> ~bloo16 http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/25271391/ http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/25271391/ Fri, 12 Jun 2009 11:07:46 PDT
My Latest happens to be The Tale of Despereaux.

Now I am sorry to say but I found the book to be more interesting then the film. I am not going to critic the movie nor the film bit I am going to do a Book vs. Movie and let you decide for yourself.

I would like to say the animation for the film was brilliant and it had a good flow but it was the story that I found to be rather disappointing.

So here it goes.

As much as I don't like Wiki-pedia I found this summery pretty accurate about the book:

"The Tale of Despereaux: Being the Story of a Mouse, a Princess, Some Soup, and a Spool of Thread is a 2003 Newbery Medal winning children's fantasy book written by Kate DiCamillo. It tells the story of a mouse, named Despereaux, on a quest to rescue a beautiful human princess. The book was adapted into an animated film in 2008.

A Mouse Is Born

In a castle, a tiny mouse, named Despereaux Tilling, is born to his parents Lester and Antoinette Tilling. He is the only mouse to survive his birth in his mother's litter and is born with huge ears and with open eyes. One day, Despereaux and his sister, Merlot, find a book to eat, but Despereaux instead begins to read the words of the story about a knight saving a princess. Despereaux then hears music and follows it to the bedroom of Princess Pea, where her father, the King, is playing guitar for her. Despereaux falls in love with Pea, causing him to go and speak to her. This event is witnessed by Furlough, who then tells his parents and the mouse council. Despereaux is brought to trial before the mouse council and sentenced to the dungeon, which is filled with rats. A red colored thread is placed around Despereaux's neck by the mouse thread master, named Hovis. However, Hovis encourages Despereaux to be brave for the Princess. Despereaux is then brought to the dungeon where he finds a long rope tied to the ankle of the castle jailer, named Gregory. Gregory protects Despereaux from the rats. And in return, Despereaux tells him a story.

[edit] Chiaroscuro

Set before the birth of Despereaux, an innocent rat named Chiaroscuro ("Roscuro" for short), is eating the rope at Gregory's ankle. Gregory catches Roscuro and burns his whiskers with a match. However, Roscuro is entranced by the light from the match and declares that goodness and light is the meaning of life, but another rat, named Botticelli Romorso, puts Roscuro into a trance by swinging a locket in front of his eyes. Botticelli tells Roscuro that his only purpose as a rat is to torture prisoners by pretending to be their friends only to take away the most important thing from them. Roscuro then meets a prisoner guilty of cow theft. The only thing the prisoner has with him is a red tablecloth that he got when he traded his own daughter for it along with a hen and some cigarettes. Roscuro then takes the tablecloth from the prisoner leaving him to suffer without it, but in his disappointment with the experience, decides that the concept of torturing a prisoner is one he strongly dislikes.

Defying Botticelli, Roscuro begins to explore the castle's upstairs, where the light is. While there, the light loving rat, entranced by the royal family's grandeur, climbs a chandelier during dinner and is seen by Princess Pea. She calls out to everyone to take notice that it startles Roscuro and causes him to accidentally fall into the Queen's soup tureen, causing her to have a heart attack and die. Roscuro escapes back to the dungeon along with the Queen's soup spoon. Heartbroken, he then vows revenge on the Pea for causing the event to happen and forcing him back underground. The grief-stricken king outlaws soup throughout the Kingdom of Dor and orders for all rats to be hunted down and killed.

[edit] Gor! The Tale of Miggery Sow

Set many years before Despereaux and Chiaroscuro, a six-year-old girl named Miggery "Mig" Sow witnesses the death of her ill mother. Afterwards, Mig is sold to work by her father for some cigarettes, a hen, and a red tablecloth to a man Mig calls "Uncle". Uncle occasionally beats Mig over her ears until she goes slightly deaf and her ears look like cauliflowers. On Mig's seventh birthday, she sees the Princess Pea riding by on horseback with her company. Princess Pea waves at Mig, but Mig is too surprised to wave back. When Mig does wave back, Princess Pea and company are already too far away. It is then that Mig decides that she too wants to be a princess. Five years pass until the day that the king bans soup and the king's guards arrive at Uncle's house to take away bowls and spoons. They also take Mig away from Uncle because slavery is illegal.

Mig is then set to work in the castle where she gains a lot of weight and begins to become lazy during her c... ]]> ~bloo16 http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/25154400/ http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/25154400/ Sat, 06 Jun 2009 01:58:43 PDT
I

Need

A

New

LAPTOP.

Because they won't support XP anymore and because I can't upgrade it to vista...I don't have enough ram.

With the new Windows Seven coming out people with XP will no longer be supported. And as my brother has cracked the case on this laptop the warranty to get it replaced, is null and void.

In this case I am now looking for a job. A Job where I can get me a dell with a payment plan. BOOYAA!

Another great happy and more then welcome present would be a job but right now a laptop will do. No I am not asking you people for one I'm merely updating you in how crappy my life is.

Anyway I'm also informing people that might not know about Windows Shafting all you people that couldn't get vista to work the way you wanted and down graded to XP that you like me will be left to fend for ourselves.

Way to go Microsoft!

Also a Wacom Bamboo Fun in blue small sized would also be very much a welcome gift!

Bloo out

]]> ~bloo16 http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/24711073/ http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/24711073/ Mon, 11 May 2009 20:17:39 PDT
Here's the deal..

You make a journal skin and link it to me.

I'll use it that simple.

Free publicity. With each new journal you give me to use I will slap up instead of a journal entry about me, a bio of the artist who made it as well as links to their DA page and other sites that they give me. Just send me a note if you're interested. It can be anything you want or desire.

No this is not me being lazy.
No this is not a ploy to get me page views.
No this is not me wanting to get paid for other peoples work.
Yes I will credit the original artist.
Yes all the journal skins will be returned to the original artist when they are finished.
Yes the artist will change after 3 days.
Yes this is me wanting to help out the artists on dA because I love the community here. This is a way for me to give back for all the lovely pageviews that people give me on a daily basis. Even if you don't watch me or like my art this is FOR YOU GUYS. Free publicity for you guys to get what YOU need. Because personally without you guys I'd not have the many pageviews I have today.

This is me giving back.

Note me if interested

]]> ~bloo16 http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/24655958/ http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/24655958/ Fri, 08 May 2009 17:38:23 PDT
Second: Do to unforeseen circumstances I will not be able to return to school at this time BUT I will continue my schooling online...

Third: I gave blood yesterday and made a kick ass dinner all in the same day!

And last but not least


I'M MOVING!!

That's right I am getting out of my parents house this summer to go live with a friend. So watch my location status to see what changes

and on that note...

*poof*

PS: 's birthday is today...GO WISH HIM A HAPPY 19TH DUIT!! NAO!!!

Also I have a contest. Please make me a dA Journal skin!

Rules:

Must contain Rena if you draw, a fractal of some kind, or a photo of wolves or spider lilies (google)
Be an original
Contain Blue and pink, or just Red white or black

Prize:

I dunno yet...>.> I LIE!!

I'll draw you a picture of your choice and feature you in my journal.

]]> ~bloo16 http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/24008032/ http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/24008032/ Wed, 01 Apr 2009 15:23:31 PDT
She's only 22...


Thanks

edit

Ok...so my Cousin and I we were planing on going to Fanime together...

Now I don't know how much time she's got.

But I want to raise enough money to get a ticket to Fanime.

On top of that I need enough to put away for school too..

I know begging is looked down upon so I'm not really going to do it. I just...want you all to know that my art is now for sale for a reason.

I want to go to take pictures for her so she can say she Went. I want to finish college and become a doctor because I can't save her like I am now but I can save others later.

I never had such a painful wake up call until now.

So I'm asking you.

Commission me
By my art here: [link]

Give me a reason...

Give me something...

To take my mind off the pain.

And to give me a cause to push myself for her Sake. For my Best Friend...for my blood...


P.S.

Thank you Himi-kun for the subscription

]]> ~bloo16 http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/23959223/ http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/23959223/ Sun, 05 Apr 2009 20:13:59 PDT (This is a comment response I WANT EVERYONE TO READ)

They'd probably survive better out in the wild anyway.

And no... My definition of cruel is fine.

But just because you see a cat being fed and kept warm still doesn't making causing them pain for an unnecessary reason just because someone doesn't want to pay 20 bucks to by a repellent to keep their cat from tearing up the drapes, but rather 2000 bucks to remove a valuable part of a cat's foot and cause it unfathomable amounts of pain and rehabilitation.

This Procedure exists because humans are unforgivably selfish and think only for their own motives. "Pets are PETS they are strictly for OUR entertainment." Someone told me that. THAT'S SELFISH AND CRUEL. Why? Because that person is more likely to go out and cause a pet unnecessary amounts off pain because it's "Not amusing to get clawed and scratched."

THAT'S WHY THIS IS CRUEL

ANYTHING THAT CAUSES UNNECESSARY PAIN TO ANY LIVING THING IS CRUEL...



Did you know that declawing an animal actually physically maims that cat or dog?

The fact is that you're literally removing part of the animals foot. You don't just remove the claw you actually remove part of the toe.

How would you feel if someone came along and cut off at the first knuckle your toes and fingers? It would be hard to move wouldn't it?

Did you also know that most veterinary services actually do not recommend the cosmetic removal of an animal's claws especially cats? That's because they know just what that entails for the animal.

Not only are you removing it's only line of defense besides it's teeth, you're also decreasing it's mobility, causing cruel amounts of pain, and throwing off the dexterity that animals are known for. Example have you ever seen a declawed cat or dog bound at there normal speed? No because you've actually taken away that ability. So pretty much they're not even able to run away properly if they get caught in a fight.

Don't believe me well here are some links to information:

[link]
[link]
[link]

What can you do to stop this form of cruelty?

[link]

Anyway I hope this brings some information into light.

Next time you think of getting a pet declawed... Seriously slap yourself on the head for being a cruel douche...


Edito

For those of you that need a bit more proof that you are literally cutting off half the toe here's pictures of the actual procedure.

WARNING!!!

THIS IS NOT FOR THE FAINT OF HEART DO NOT CLICK THE LINK IF YOU FAINT AT THE SIGHT OF SURGICAL TOOLS, BODY PART REMOVAL, ETC.

[link]


More information and actual testimonials:

[link]

]]> ~bloo16 http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/23894573/ http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/23894573/ Thu, 26 Mar 2009 05:04:14 PDT
Some people may not like it but I loved it.

The Music

The Colors

Even the Lesson!!

Paprika!!

This Sony Classic is well worth the money. It is an awesome film. And it literally blends reality and fantasy.

That's my opinion. I won't right a Review because it's up to you! that's right you! To agree with me or not! Deal?

NOW GO OUT AND LOOK INTO IT!!

Expect fan art!!

BTW

My Birthday was March 22

I turned 19!

]]> ~bloo16 http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/23796818/ http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/23796818/ Mon, 23 Mar 2009 19:29:54 PDT

REALLY FUCKING ANNOYING!!!!

FUCK

Can't you all get be adults and respect each other's opinions?? HMM???

DIDN'T THEY TEACH YOU THAT IN KINDERGARTEN!!!!!??????


In other words...IF I SEE ANYONE BASHING THIS JOURNAL

YOU ARE TOTALLY IMMATURE

GROW THE FUCK UP!!!

Not like anyone should care if a girl is standing in front of a large screen with twilight preview on it drooling. Doesn't give the right to provoke a rabid attack if you bash it. If she wants to look like an obsessed idiot that's her prerogative. Though if you're her friends...please snap her out of the trance.

It make all us normal non obsessed fans look bad.

End of Rant

P.S. ANYONE THAT BASHES ANYONE ELSE'S OPINIONS ARE IMMATURE BASTARDS AND DESERVED TO BE PROBY SLAPPED!!!!!



EDITO

OK I think some people have mistaken this journal for a place to rant out their reasons for this and to shove stupid idiotic and highly immature comments. Some haven't but for those of you who are planning to.

I DON'T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT YOU'RE STUPID OBSESSIONS WITH HARRY POTTER WARS, ETC. OR HOW SIMILAR THE SITUATION IS!!

THIS IS THE LAST NEEDLE IN THE VAIN FOLKS!

NEXT PERSON TO POST SOMETHING LIKE THAT THE COMMENTS ARE OFF! I WILL HIDE THEM!

It's not that I really don't appreciate the comments but that is NOT The purpose of this journal. This journal is to express my wish for that kind of thing to stop. If you keep dragging it on in the comments I will take action got it?

Those comments are what sparked this journal in the first place.

So SILENCE!!!

EDITO 2.0

FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO STILL WISH ON DRAGGING ME INTO THIS!! FECK OFF!

IF YOU DO NOT LIKE WHAT I AM SAYING YOU HAVE RIGHT TO NOT READ IT!!!

CLOSE YOUR EYES
USE THE CLOSE BUTTON
CHANGE THE PAGE!

I DO NOT CARE!

BUT IF YOU KEEP DRAGGING ME IN WHEN I AM MERELY STATING A COMMENT LIKE A JOURNALIST ON NEUTRAL GROUND AND YOU INSIST ON IT BEING A DECLARATION OF WAR... I PITY YOUR EXISTENCE ON EARTH!!

LEAVE ME ALONE!!

FROM NOW ON ALL COMMENTS ON THE ABOVE MATTER THAT DO NOT PERTAIN TO ANYTHING BUT DRAGGING ME INTO SOMETHING I OPENLY STATED I AM NOT A PART OF WILL BE HIDDEN.

YOU WERE WARNED...

]]> ~bloo16 http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/23787501/ http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/23787501/ Thu, 19 Mar 2009 20:16:59 PDT
None of my watchers have to buy anything if they don't want to. Just spread the word yo.

Spanks!

Link: [link]

]]> ~bloo16 http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/23616562/ http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/23616562/ Mon, 09 Mar 2009 19:26:56 PDT ) I will be turning 19!!


And if anyone wants to be really really reallyyyyyyyy nice....


I can has presents please? :sad:

I've been really bummed lately and though there have been really nice people out to help, I literally feel like crap. So this isn't a journal for me to be begging about presents. It's just a friendly reminder for me to help get myself a little more in the mood for being in the birthday spirit.

My plans really have just fallen through this month so this place and the people that watch me have been a real big source of comfort for me.

Consider this an early mass invite to help me celebrate my special "Everything is about ME" Day.

]]> ~bloo16 http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/23515132/ http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/23515132/ Tue, 03 Mar 2009 20:20:23 PST [link] <----- Journal.

Thank you

Commissions still open!

]]> ~bloo16 http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/23452646/ http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/23452646/ Sat, 28 Feb 2009 14:24:15 PST
As much as I enjoy the faves and stuff...

PLEASE DON'T FAVE MY ENTIRE GALLERY!!

I raid the under looked Artists for a reason, and I've stop raiding people that have large amounts of pageviews, because they need the publicity more then I do.

But sitting there and faving EVERYTHING I DO RIGHT AFTER I POST IT. I do the same thing but some people have taken it to far.

Just to let some of the people I've faved from, I'm going to be removing some of the art I faved. Not because I don't like it but I've noticed that I've done what I disliked as well and gone in and faved almost all your gallery. I'm gonna just clean up my favorites and make it look a little more neater. That's all I'm gonna do. (I have a lot of favorites and it's hard to manage them all T.T)

I'm also going to be doing this as an example to those people that run in Comment and then insta fave my stuff. Some of my stuff is CRAP I know because I draw it. And some of it is just random BS that I put up for shits and giggles. I really hate when people Fave that kind of stuff. That stuff is not art, it's entertainment.

Example: I'd post something bashing say... a political view and it's in my scraps because it's just there to be a visual journal entry... AND SOMEONE FAVES IT!! Even when I post (don't fave it)

Frankly this love of stalking my page waiting for me to put up anything and everything... Puts a lot of pressure on me. Not the good kind either.

I love you but it's annoying.

anyway enough ranting. I'm gonna go practice what I preached now.

TTFN

]]> ~bloo16 http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/23374026/ http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/23374026/ Tue, 24 Feb 2009 22:00:32 PST
The story:

I wanna get an apartment with some friends but I need money...and I can't keep mooching off my parents cause they need the money too. Dad said I should start selling some of my art off. But I A) Need a subscription and B) Need the money for the prints. So here's what I'm gonna do..

20 bucks will get you a CD of the art you like picked from my gallery. You can have as many as you want but each cd is 20 bucks.

As many pictures of the art you like...on a CD that's only 20 bucks...That's like paying a penny or less for say 5 drawings or fractals.

I JUST REALLY NEED to get up something so I can get an apartment of my own so I can get a job that isn't in some boondock town where you do one job wrong and everyone refuses to hire you.

Please help!



PORTRAIT COMMISSIONS OPEN!

Prices range depending on time and what you want. Drop me a note. I will do other commissions as well. Fractals, Poems, Whatever. Price negotiations are welcome! Seriously though PLEASE COMMISSION ME I'M BEGGIN YA!! (mostly cause I'm broke and dad wants me to sell my art and I need something to do with my time besides sleep)

]]> ~bloo16 http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/23275218/ http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/23275218/ Wed, 18 Feb 2009 16:37:35 PST
Small Blankets: $15

Medium Blankets: $25

Large: $30

XL: $40

And if you want a larger large blanket...then you need to discuss it with me.

Now these may sound kinda expensive but it's mostly because I have to take in the expense for the yarn. It's not cheep getting skeins of colored baby yarn. Hell 2 skeins will set me back 10 dollars. If I'm gonna turn out a profit from it I need to have good prices. The small's giving me a 5 dollar profit. So INPUT PLEASE!!!

On a not so happy note:

Relationships feel like shit... I wanna die... Kidding! It's just been a really long and trying month. I really don't like being in a rift. It's painful and it makes my heart hurt. Onions really make you cry.

]]> ~bloo16 http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/22975435/ http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/22975435/ Tue, 03 Feb 2009 00:06:15 PST
I need to think of sizes and how much to charge too. Sorry Friends I don't give discounts. But the rules are simple.

1) Note me: Tell me the size and the color(s) you want.
2) Pay me(will take checks or money orders cause I don't have a pay pal) If I fail to make your blanket the way you wanted, you'll get a full refund.

But so far that's all I wanted to put out. It's also to see just how many of you folks would actually be interested in a hand made blanket.

]]> ~bloo16 http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/22824260/ http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/22824260/ Mon, 26 Jan 2009 13:40:41 PST
Now this is not meant to piss off anyone that's a church going citizen it's just me looking for answers and sharing a point of view. Personally I can care less about if it offends people because only people who want to take offense in everything I say are people that like to argue and debate. Well guess what folks. It doesn't really bother me because you get offended to easily. I'm here more to gather more information not start WW III(I shall leave that to politicians and diplomats). Now then on with the story.

EDITO: OK COMMENTS ABOUT THE ABOVE WILL BE HIDDEN. THIS IS TO PROTECT ME FROM BASHING AND RANDOM SHIT THAT NO ONE SHOULD DEAL WITH SO PLEASE DO NOT DRAW ATTENTION TO THE ABOVE OTHER THEN AS SAFETY INSURANCE OR A EULA OR WHAT EVER!!! THANK YOU!!

So like I sad I got into a discussion with some of my friends on the topic of how the bible is God's word and God's Law. My questions though that I posed got everyone thinking. It went like this and feel free to answer them as see fit.

But:

Wasn't the bible written by man?

Wouldn't that make it Man's interpretation of God's word?

And if it's Man's interpretation the wouldn't it also be Man's interpretation of God's law?

And Didn't God give man free will?

And didn't that make man flawed?

So wouldn't that make the bible flawed since it's Man's interpretation?

I guess I just like to ask questions but eventually my friends and I came up with the same answer. When we die and we get to hear God...We'd all like to ask him "What did you really say because I think we got it terribly wrong."

On a random note:

My Laptop is fail so I am reformatting the hard drive.

This will be fail sauce on top of a shit sandwich with a side of weakness.

Lots of love.

~bloo.

]]> ~bloo16 http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/22643981/ http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/22643981/ Sun, 18 Jan 2009 00:07:44 PST
That and the little bastards put a stupid hold on my records because of the Financial troubles even though they said that they wouldn't because I had an extension and a deferred payment plan.

Honestly I don't think it was worth all the effort I put into my classes. It's like the things I paid for didn't get me anywhere. And So I had to get into trouble for their Screw Ups.

That's right I'm on SUSPENSION....

Which in college terms means I can't go back for a semester. Personally I don't mind it. I can go in the summer and in the Fall so I can work up those credits I need. But what really pissed me off as that they didn't keep their word.

I got screwed over by a system that can't even keep their books straight.

A) I paid off my bills. Including the 24 dollar room charge because some ass broke my ethernet cable box in my room so they can't use that as an excuse cause I paid it off with the first 1,000 some odd dollars we paid for November's Bill cause it happened at the end of October.

B) I watched my mail box and e-mail boxes like a hawk to see if I was failing classes, practically stalked my professors for grade updates, and worked with them to get my grades up and was still never notified that it wasn't good enough and they said I was.

and C) My Adviser...was craptastically wonderful. She was so old that she didn't do her job right. I kept asking her for help and stuff and what I should do and guess what...HOMG She never got back to me! I never got answers from her. I had to go to my COLS Professor to tell me what I should do.

The list goes on but those were the first 3 that urked me. I'm not giving up but I seriously think that the school system needs an over hall. I mean what kind of business are they trying to run if they can't even keep their financial books in order. Hello no monthly payment plans like other colleges? Geeze people how archaic.

Signed

Bloo

PS: No I'm not mad or anything I just think that people should know how I'm doing. And that College...it helps but in the long run you're better off in a trade school. At least then you get promised a Job.

]]> ~bloo16 http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/22170047/ http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/22170047/ Wed, 24 Dec 2008 15:25:58 PST

For those of you Across The Pond...


STOP CORRUPTING ME WITH YOUR PHRASES YOU LIMEY BASTARDS!!!




~bloo

]]> ~bloo16 http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/22045246/ http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/22045246/ Thu, 18 Dec 2008 08:00:00 PST

that means I get a full month off passed my finals


SCORE!!!



Anyway I forgot who caught the Kiriban

The next one is at 13,000


I didn't expect to be this popular on here...

OH and yes this does mean there will be new artsies for you folks cause I've got access to my scanner!! (Which I will be taking with me mwahahaa)

Luvs

-bloo

]]> ~bloo16 http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/21871068/ http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/21871068/ Sun, 07 Dec 2008 18:36:22 PST

CAN'T

YOU

LEAVE

WELL

ENOUGH

ALONE!!


This Goes out to Kurama-Chan, and all the other idiots who think they're so smart (I don't care if this gets me blocked but you.)

YOU ARE MAKING ME FUCKING SICK WITH THIS "WHO'S BETTER THEN WHO" SHIT!!

LEAVE IT ALONE TOPIC DEAD WE GET YOU DON'T LIKE THE FUCKING BOOKS!!

Dear god! This subject should have died years ago. Why do people insist on making they're disapproval of something so public? I mean sure I'm doing this now but come one EVERYWHERE I go someone is doing this. I'm frankly getting really tired of it. I'm sure others are too. Just leave the topic alone please. The movie's out, the books are popular, and fan art is bound to happen. Just shut up about it already!

And don't you think it's a little unfair to compare Authors? Question: HOW long has Ann Rice been writing? YEARS BITCH Exactly so please stop comparing a new author to someone who has it under their belt for years. And So what who thinks who's better? Frankly I think this flaming shit about other authors has gone on long enough.

GET
A
BETTER
DAY
JOB

How would you feel if I compared your Art to Picaso or Monet? Do you think that would be fair? No it's not so just stop with it already Damnit!

IT
IS
FUCKING
ANNOYING
AND
OLD!!!

Don't people have something better to do?
Just because you don't like the book doesn't mean you have right to sit there and bash it for other people.

Dear God Make it stop!!


THIS GOES OUT TO EVERYONE

]]> ~bloo16 http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/21849925/ http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/21849925/ Sat, 06 Dec 2008 14:57:02 PST
Ever asked someone if there was anything you could do to help, and they telly you "No it's fine I got it" and them bitch and complain about you never doing anything?

Ever wanted to strangle a teacher because they don't know what the fuck they are doing?

Ever wanted to go home and then someone decides they want to keep you up to late to go home, not wanna drive you, and then you end up bumming their couch for 3 nights?

Ever felt like you had absolutely no time to sit and think for yourself cause someone is bound to do it for you?

Ever feel like the world is filled with people that are paranoid and think that they're better then everyone else?

Ever sit and wonder what stupidity is going to come out of the wood work the next day?

Ever wanted to bash people upside the head for being stupid people that can seem to realize that sometimes shit isn't meant for them?

.......

There's a lot of crap to think about...SO USE YOUR FUCKING HEAD PLEASE SO I DON'T HAVE TO THINK FOR YOU!!!


(Yes folks it has been a VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY BADDDDDDD FUCKING DAY!!!!)

]]> ~bloo16 http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/21572631/ http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/21572631/ Wed, 19 Nov 2008 19:48:03 PST
BECAUSE I HAVE TO SHARE THIS WITH EVERYONE!!!


OMG OMG OMG!!

Nothing makes a bad week/day/month fade like having awesome friends. In just this month everyone has been giving me so much love.

Yoko and Thystle I want to say Thank You in a Big way. So Expect Gift Art in return ^^ as soon as I can find time to draw but first things first....for those of you who haven't seen:

From

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And though one picture is from the summer I will still show it so they are even....

From

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You guys...thanks so much!

I OWE YOU BIG TIME!!!

http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/21527965/ Mon, 17 Nov 2008 00:48:33 PST
A Simple question that seems to be totally not worth it for anyone to really answer.

I happen to have a specific WHY I want to ask.

WHY THE FUCK DO PEOPLE ALWAYS HAVE TO SEEM FIT TO BE SMART ASSES AND HAVE TO COMMENT BACK IN A BITCHY WAY WHEN YOU POLITELY POINT SOMETHING OUT TO THEM?

Simply...they hate it when you act smarter then them.

People have this lovely ability to hate other people when they catch something that another person doesn't. In other words...they don't like it when you out smart them. Say someone leaves a comment about understanding a good reason why someone doesn't like a certain book and you kindly point out that maybe the book which many people find to have false popularity because it's "Poorly written" And "shouldn't be given the popularity it has" when they don't realize it's not meant to be picked apart.

Certain things are meant to be a certain way. It's a proven fact that someone who is so stuck in there genre of books (Which I personally thing is so retarded and extremely ill read) That when they venture out into the genres of "Teen Age Fantasy/Romance/Adventure" They feel they need to bash the poor book to a heaping ball of pulp.

Sure everyone is entitled to an opinion. But be smart about what you are talking about. Some times books that you think are retarded and shouldn't be on the shelves or shouldn't be popular, are not put forth for someone to read. And Just because some people are older then the Targeted age (Like my Parents who are well over the target age for Harry Potter and still read them and enjoy them) doesn't mean the book isn't specifically meant for just a certain age.

Harry Potter's target age: 11-15 year olds...

Twilight Saga's Target Age: 13-18 year olds...

Babysitters Club's target age: 10-13 year olds...

They are put in a certain target age so they are going to be Written for that age. Don't critize an author's writing skills without first knowing the Audience that it was intended for. If you're going to critic something Please CRITIC IT POLITELY and realize that just because you don't like the writing style doesn't mean that style doesn't have a purpose.

Sorry this is nothing but a long rant book but trust me it needed to be said. I'm sick of reading crap in the newspaper, on the internet, and in my school where people are trying to sound really smart in their efforts when they've not taken the time to pull something apart properly.

Just saying you "read the first half of the book and said I don't wanna finish it or the series because I think this book sucks" Is fine but please Don't think that the other books are going to be the same. Sometimes it takes time for an author to get into a rhythm and some times their first book is going to suck. But that shouldn't make it to be that ALL of the Author's works are going to suck.

A mark of a good critic is someone that and take all the aspects of a film, food, art, books, etc. and be able to tell you where it fails and where it succeeds. Just dwelling on how something fails I must say is a shitty way to to critic and you are a Sorry ass critic. Doing a Half Assed job gets you nowhere so I'm sorry.

And just because you think their style sucks, well I hate to break it to you but so does yours when you write a shitty review.

Even professionals suck...but some of them are far better then the uneducated shit I've seen lately. I'm sorry but you know who you are.

Anyway here's some pointers:

1) Take everything someone says as advice. It may help you in the end.
2) Politeness gets you everywhere. Even if your telling someone to fuck off...be polite about it.
3) Opinions are like asses everyone has one. But be nice when someone shares theirs with you.
4) Snide remarks get you nowhere.
5) Learn as much as you can about something that's popular before you tear it apart. Sometimes realizing that there is some good and pointing it out may help people develop their own opinions.
6) Your opinion isn't the only one that matters. Stop being so full of yourself...it's pathetic
7) If you think you can do something better then prove it. Cause I can assure you they probably know what they are doing more then you do.
8) Sometimes things are better left to be decided by someone other then you. There are professionals out there and though some people would like to hear what you thought, please let someone who knows what they are doing (most of the time) to do their jobs.
9) Some people are born with the talent to critic. That doesn't mean you should flaunt it.
10) Remember...Just because someone outside of the main target group is reading it...doesn't mean it doesn't have a target group! That's why it's called Economics and there are people who study Market Trends they know where to put... ]]> ~bloo16 http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/21026202/ http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/21026202/ Fri, 17 Oct 2008 03:21:11 PDT
Yes folks that's right I HAVE ZLICH in the scanner department. Unless I can find one on the boards I am toasted marshmallows with chocolate one a gram cracker platter my friends. Unless I can find a scanner some where you all have to wait for the middle of November during my Thanksgiving break...


you...all....suck for having scanners...


I <3 you still though



Nighters

PS: I'll be painting my dorm room this weekend

]]> ~bloo16 http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/20844960/ http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/20844960/ Sun, 05 Oct 2008 15:39:18 PDT
So many people just waltz into DA thinking it's another form of Myspace. I don't think the people of DA wanted it to be that. This is a community of art with rules. If you have issues reading the rules then don't join unless you're ready to follow them. Even if you skim through the important ones it's better then not reading them at all.

I say it's cool and all to show your art but please be respectful. You don't want other people to come out into your DA Page look at your character description, know you have legal rights to that character, and still claim it as their own would you? THEN WHY THE HELL DO YOU DO IT TO OTHERS!!

...*cough*....

I guess what I am trying to say is be smart and read the fact. If there is a problem then ask the help desk. They have ways of informing people what to do. THIS ISN'T FACEBOOK, MYSPACE, OR GAIAONLINE!! This is deviantART and they have rules.

Learn Them
Live them
LOVE THEM
USE THEM!!

Peace out!

]]> ~bloo16 http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/20645425/ http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/20645425/ Wed, 24 Sep 2008 01:41:51 PDT
This means that I am having a artist's block. F***** I hate when that happens. So many good ideas but I can't seem to get them outa my head and onto the paper. I can't think when I am sick or I get a head ache. IT'S A LOAD OF BS!!

Any Ideas as to how to help I'll gladly use them. PLEASE!!! My usual methods will not work when I am sick.

]]> ~bloo16 http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/20211309/ http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/20211309/ Fri, 29 Aug 2008 00:06:44 PDT
Thanks for the flood of messages btw. It was fun making them die off in strong love of the passion of art.

WUV YOU!!!


K Night now!!

]]> ~bloo16 http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/20141603/ http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/20141603/ Mon, 25 Aug 2008 03:25:43 PDT IF YOU END UP CATCHING MY 10,100 I'LL BE FORCED INTO DOING FREE ART!!!

]]> ~bloo16 http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/19781761/ http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/19781761/ Tue, 05 Aug 2008 00:14:23 PDT I am more then willing to send those that want to hear me sing along with the girl from Hem a recording...now this is done over the computer with a nose full of dust from cleaning my room so I had to stretch a little...and it may hurt your ears cause it's outa pitch cause my throat hurt so Forgive me...but you can contact me to get it through:

MSN: rena.zondra@gmail.com

AIM: renazondra13

YIM: rena_zondra13

Gtalk: rena.zondra@gmail.com

]]> ~bloo16 http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/19594701/ http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/19594701/ Fri, 25 Jul 2008 17:26:08 PDT
So I was planing on getting a job right working as a Docent. Docent means in the state of a museum: "A professional guide, esp. one who conducts visitors through a museum and delivers a commentary on the exhibitions." I only gave 2 tours the whole season. You know what the chick was on "Night at the Museum" who lead the tour groups through the museum. Well that's what I signed up to be.

I got a letter from the Curator about 3 weeks prior to the museum saying they lost my application saying that I was more then qualified for the job. And she lost it because she quit. That means there's no one for the docent to work under since they work under a curator. Well I went in to reapply and they told me that I'd be working with groups of children and some of the exhibits and tours. I agreed cause I like giving tours to little kids...the only problem was I got slammed into a babysitting program under the title of a "Stipends Volunteer."

At first I was ok with it because we were actually taking them through parts of the museum at first. But when my supervisor suddenly decided that it wasn't fun for the children she decided to make it geared only to the kids. The problem with that is that she had all 4 of the "docents" working with the kids and not helping with the entire museum much to the fluster of the manager and to the desk clerks. So I keep trudging along thinking I'd get a scholarship if I just stuck in there...and that's when all hell broke loose....

My supervisor comes in and complains because I wasn't there at 12:30 when my hours were 1:00 to 3:00 o'clock. She said she had told me and expected me to write it down. See This was the start of the pattern. She kept saying I never got my hours in...when all they had me working was 5 days a week at 3 hours a day. She would also tell me that I was always late for work when my time card says I was there 2-10 minutes early...and I found out that I was in the right because the clock in the school house of the museum...is 10 minutes faster then the clock on the computer. So I must be late for work.

Then she gets mad because I ask for a properly worked out hour by hour minute by minute breakdown of what I am supposed to do in those 3 hours for her. You know a proper schedule...and she says "I don't want to spend the money for the kid's program on a calender just so you know when to show up for work." Well I snuffed that one off to as a, "Maybe I should pay for it." kinda thing. Next came the "I feel like you don't hear what I say" Comment when I told her that I honestly was probably not paying attention because when you leave right after you finish your tasks,like 30 minutes after the program finishes, and I'm heading to do what you told me to do...and you tell me something else...I'M NOT GOING TO LISTEN Because I doing what you told me to do and I am set on doing what you told me to do.

Then the "You never call when you aren't coming in" which is a huge load of horse shit because when I called on the one day I said I was going to be there for the Parade and I got heat stroke...I was calling the phone since 8 in the morning and all I got was a "This number has been disconnected" or a "This number can not be connected as dialed" and a busy signal. I didn't get through most of the time until like 12:30 in the afternoon when I was supposed to be there at 8.

And she'd get mad because they have me Untrained to handle the exhibits in the cabins attempting to clean them. Me a 5'0" short stocky klutz who was told by the manager to do what I can so I don't break the precious exhibits which are older then your mother's mother's grandmother's father's brother's uncle's great grandfather's dog(Yes that's sarcasm) and then complain because you have to redo it so that way everything is cleaned to your ways other then what I had cleaned because I was told to not break anything due to my untrained hands ruining crap.

And to top if off she made 3 fun things that the entire staff had as optional become "2 must be Mandatory for payment" when at the start of the whole thing we were told it would be professionally optional. Screw that idea.

The biggest irk on my nerves came this Tuesday when she decided that "Docent Supervisors" aka me and some other girl, and "Docent trainees" shouldn't exist in the system anymore because the trainees were doing more then the supervisors (Who I need to say that one has 3 jobs...and I take care of my sick father 24/7/365 which makes for a full time job save for the 3 hours I put in for her at the museum as "Voluntary Time" because her kiddy program runs more money out of the museum then rakes it in because it's a free program)and that if all you are here to do is "Kill Time" Then she looked right at me and said "Then leave because I don't want yo... ]]> ~bloo16 http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/19026574/ http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/19026574/ Tue, 24 Jun 2008 19:08:07 PDT
I emphasize "Having little or no artistic merit."

So some guy took a picture of a girl's privates....whatever...is there something obscene or perverted going on? If there is then poof PORN if the girl is just posing then shut up and take it for art!!

If it offends you then you have the right not to look at it. Some people find the body a work of art. Let them show the world that statement and as I said you have the right not to look at it.

Geeze people Common sense....damn >.<

]]> ~bloo16 http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/18689989/ http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/18689989/ Fri, 06 Jun 2008 01:23:10 PDT (you ass!!)
BLECK.

Rules:
1 Post these rules.
2 Each tagged person must post 8 things about their self on their journal.
3 At the end, you have to choose and tag 8 people and post their icons on the same journal.
4 Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
5 No tag-backs.

So 8 Things about me:
1 I'm studying Studio arts
2 I work as a Docent
3 I hate beans (save green beans)
4 I procrastonate
5 I Graduated with Honors from High
6 I am allergic to cats but I have 2 >.<
7 I am in love. Happily ^^
8 I think tags totally suck and I will get back at For this some day ^^

Pleasant dreams:
TAGAGE!!:





(to take your mind off the fucktards that ruin your life)




]]> ~bloo16 http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/18550138/ http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/18550138/ Wed, 28 May 2008 19:35:39 PDT

Linkies!:
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Books Books Really Good books:
The Twilight Series by Stephenie Meyer
Arcadia by Tom Stoppard (If you like plays that talk in circles)
Wuthering Heights by Emily Bronte (not started because of Twilight but because of AP English)
Hamlet by Shakespeare

Words of Wisdom:
Love is the best thing to happen but it can be dangerous if in the wrong hands. Be careful who you choose...you'll know when it's the right one (I certainly found that out first hand)

Tootles

]]> ~bloo16 http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/18030879/ http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/18030879/ Fri, 25 Apr 2008 22:42:00 PDT
Linkies!:
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And A very special picture....One that I requested to be drawn but gave no clue to the artist what I wanted and this is what she came up with so please NO LAUGHING!!!:
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FUNNIES:
Johnny was a Chemist Son
But Johnny is no more
What Johnny though was H20
Was H2SO4

Books Books Really Good books:
The Twilight Series by Stephenie Meyer
Arcadia by Tom Stoppard (If you like plays that talk in circles)
Wuthering Heights by Emily Bronte (not started because of Twilight but because of AP English)
Hamlet by Shakespeare

Words of Wisdom:
If life is like a box of chocolates why is mine half eaten?

Life Goes on:
My new addiction...GO THERE NOW [link]
And you can find me in the WormWoodProject chat room.

This is bloo signing off

P.S.
For those of you that give comments that are rude sure go ahead and post but from now on I will not display them. I WILL Report you to the System Administrators and you will be blocked. I will not tolerate it any longer.

]]> ~bloo16 http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/17581067/ http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/17581067/ Wed, 02 Apr 2008 17:59:30 PDT
*******EDIT******If you would like an example please take a look at the posts on my poem "Fear" and the comment on this journal entry

And on a happy note....

u >

]]> ~bloo16 http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/17462383/ http://bloo16.deviantart.com/journal/17462383/ Sat, 22 Mar 2008 17:26:16 PDT
Nothing new....

thanks

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