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because that would piss me off, i plan on compiling all of these and i want to put it in a book .

someone please help me. ill send you something cool.

<3
Tony ]]> ~bloodiedmemories http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/6368503/ http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/6368503/ Tue, 30 Aug 2005 11:36:09 PDT
i cannot deal with the responsibility to make art.

but i cant stop and i never will.

at least i can drink myself to sleep. ]]> ~bloodiedmemories http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/5985034/ http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/5985034/ Wed, 20 Jul 2005 09:07:16 PDT
yet i cant help but feel that most of this community is falling prey to the hordes of camwhores. i dont find it interesting anymore. at first, it is alluring to see a beautiful girl in a picture and let your mind wander into what she (most cam whores i see are female, sorry if i offend) is trying to get at through her picture, but when you look through the gallery and all you see is just myspace quality pictures in some desperate attmept to get... i guess anything, it just gets so redundant and i just dont care anymore. especially pics of couples. i cant stand them. ok, thats great that you're happy, but your boyfriend staring at your camera is not art. im sorry. i can see if a pic of you doing something symbolizes something, but please mention what youre trying to get at. putting bright eyes lyrics under your picture of you with tons of make up and a modest mouse t-shirt doesnt make me want to acknowledge your presence or even continue to allow you to breathe.

none of this is aimed at anyone specific, because in my mind if you do that you are just another nameless faceless person sitting in the front of the trend bus. and im sure im guilty of something along those lines at some point, so i suck too. but im still trying to change your life, no matter how good you think you look on your webcam.

everyone else, i love y'all, espically the ones still giving me props on what im writing.

<3
Tony ]]> ~bloodiedmemories http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/5961146/ http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/5961146/ Sun, 17 Jul 2005 17:50:36 PDT
ignore the second (most recent time/date) one.


and, as a role model, i must say: do drugs, kill your parents and steal from the governement. ]]> ~bloodiedmemories http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/5950218/ http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/5950218/ Sat, 16 Jul 2005 10:49:02 PDT
p.s. new pieces done already, just trying to find time to submit them


listening to: idiot pilot- the violent tango
reading: "being and nothingness" jean paul sartre ]]> ~bloodiedmemories http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/5698455/ http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/5698455/ Sun, 19 Jun 2005 20:44:20 PDT
all the people on here care about are camwhores.

this isnt fucking myspace. ]]> ~bloodiedmemories http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/5588073/ http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/5588073/ Wed, 08 Jun 2005 10:30:28 PDT Mood: erotisized
Listening to: circle takes the square- "same shade as concrete"
Reading: charles bukowski- "run with the hunted"
Watching: Natural Born Killers

free art zine to be published.... with me in it.

hit me up for info and/or a copy

~ Tony

]]> ~bloodiedmemories http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/5554046/ http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/5554046/ Sat, 04 Jun 2005 18:28:55 PDT Mood: confused
Listening to: idiot pilot- "the violent tango"
Reading: charles bukowski- "run with the hunted"
Watching: The Big Lebowski

okay. this here is fucked up. how did i get a subscription? who the hell likes me enough to do that? whomever is the culprit, drop me a line, however it may be. in this journal, on AIM at: tony isnt cool, on my cell phone, 847-340-8003.

im completley shocked that someone on here likes me enough to do that. whoever did it, however, will get the original copy of 5 of my stories. ill send it to them. by mail and shit. so whoever the hell you are, you made my day, so im going to try and make yours.

]]> ~bloodiedmemories http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/5509856/ http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/5509856/ Tue, 31 May 2005 08:59:26 PDT
sorry. fall out boy is on my ipod on random. heh heh. i guess im not as hXc as i thought.

so, yeah. huge project in the works. for real this time. until then, occupy yourself by doing the following:

listen to: the lawrence arms (saw them live on saturday and it was awesome)
he is legend
elliott smith
circle takes the square

watch the movie Run Ronnie Run and the Big Lebowski

"is there a gesture i could use to clearly express i'm at an utter loss for words? is there a part of you that's torn? that's larger than life? that'll hold on for one more night? i've got a speech to make. followed by a big parade. northside. closed eyes. all charades go on forever. hands tied with fools pride. in a slowly fleeing summer."

~ Lawrence Arms "Brick Wall Views" ]]> ~bloodiedmemories http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/5293255/ http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/5293255/ Sat, 07 May 2005 12:09:31 PDT
what im trying to say to you is the new system of a down album leaked, and i personally dont have it, but ive been listening to it all day every day. okay, MAYBE i own it, but lets not admit to anything yet...

b.y.o.b. is the best political song written in years.

and please, visit this site to see conor oberst on the tonight show playing the amazing song "when the president talks to god"

[link])(05.02.05)_(high).php

amazing. music is back, in a big way.

<3
Tony ]]> ~bloodiedmemories http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/5129071/ http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/5129071/ Tue, 19 Apr 2005 11:27:07 PDT
Traunstein was also where Ratzinger went through the harrowing years of Nazi rule and World War II.

In his memoirs, Ratzinger wrote that he was enrolled in the Nazi youth movement when he was 14 in 1941, when membership was compulsory. He said he was soon let out because of his studies for the priesthood.

Two years later he was drafted into a Nazi anti-aircraft unit as a helper, a common taks for teenage boys too young to be soldiers. A year later he was released, only to be sent to the Austrian-Hungarian border to construct tank barriers.


im glad we can recognize hitler youth as religious leaders for the world. i miss PJP already.

~tony ]]> ~bloodiedmemories http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/5112455/ http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/5112455/ Sun, 17 Apr 2005 14:13:09 PDT
self-reflection is the name of the game lately. ive been thinking a lot about my past, and the people in it, and im thinking that maybe i should contact some of them to see how life is (ashley riz, that may be you, let me know if thats cool..., along with some others... blah blah blah) and to tie up negative endings. i mean, why not?

recording for the album starts next week over at Matt Richters house. so far, it may be guitar, bass, and richter playing something on it (at least the part we're recording.. we plan on having all sorts of people playing all sorts of instruments on it.) he spins... and i think that would be pretty crazy if we could get an art-acoustic song with small dj love inside of it. i dont think ive ever been more excited.

4/20 is coming up. i will get high. i promise you.

i switched my major officially to history education, which makes me the shit.

if youre still reading this, you rule. if you have a comment to add, you are my messiah, as simple as that.

reading at the moment- "The Art Of War" Sun Tsu
listening to a lil bit of- "" Idiot Pilot

<3
~tony ]]> ~bloodiedmemories http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/4879964/ http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/4879964/ Tue, 22 Mar 2005 09:13:13 PST
the government is not letting people run their own lives anymore. look at the news. should we pull the plug? should we not? is that anybodys decision except for the people directly involved here? and george w. has decided to pass some legislation to keep her alive. i gotta say, fuck you G.W. the only man with the balls to execute the most mentally challenged people while governor deciding life is important? thats pretty fucked up right there.

Georgie boy has had some HUGE balls latley. first off, he puts in alberto "we dont need no geneva convention" gonzales in charge of... well, putting that jag in charge of anything is a mistake... then he nominated paul wolfowitz, (a man with his head so far up his ass he thinks we're all black) to head the world bank. a man with no (NO) economic exiprence. none. that is the govermental equivalent of letting a blind pilot fly the atomic bomb.

*sigh*

and nobody seems to care. remain apathetic america, because then they'll know that we're all complacent idiots.

~tony

currently readin: Da Vinci Code
in the headphones: Handsome Boy Modeling School ]]> ~bloodiedmemories http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/4644419/ http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/4644419/ Tue, 22 Feb 2005 09:22:46 PST
"Meet me somewhere in between" - piece one. this is more or less my literary suicide note. my literary self is jaded, drug addicted and ready for the final leap, in which ones physical self is destroyed and the soul (or whats left of it) is prepared to move on. the references of rape of art foreshadows part two, and in the end, part three.

"everything reminds me of her" - subliminal bi-polar references run through the entire piece, as the marks in quotations represent some sort of alter ego pushing oneself to the brink of suicide. This piece is the second part... which is actually the death of my literary self. The references to a previous death in the same spot to a similar character reference some sort of foresight. the introduction of a female character adds a bit of more romantic tragedy to the story, and the capitalized part of the end symbolizes not only the line he had written, but also foreshadows the third part in which his work is raped by society.. as shown by the overwhelming response to his previously unnoticed work before his death.

third and final installment to come. title in the works, premise already completed, and final tweaks and fixations almost complete.

when? you'll just have to wait...assuming you care anyways.

end transmission. ]]> ~bloodiedmemories http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/4636121/ http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/4636121/ Mon, 21 Feb 2005 08:15:06 PST
Hunter S. Thompson ]]> ~bloodiedmemories http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/4572428/ http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/4572428/ Sun, 13 Feb 2005 17:59:36 PST
"empty like the ocean" ~midtown

Make my body motion, yeah the night is young
Open like the ocean, cold and numb
Dance until the sweat forms on your face
It won't take long to flush the poisons

I don't care where you come from
If it's awful there
All of us are alone
I forget where I come from
And I don't care

So what's wrong? I think too much
I DONT WANT TO FUCK YOU, I DONT WANT TO TOUCH
I JUST WANT TO FILL YOU, WITH REGRET
I've said it all before, it's pointless

I don't care where you come from
If it's awful there
All of us are alone
I forget where I come from
What I'm doing here
It's so redundant

I don't care where you come from
If it's awful there
All of us are alone
I forget where I come from
I don't care

Dance until the sweat forms on your face ]]> ~bloodiedmemories http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/4460412/ http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/4460412/ Mon, 31 Jan 2005 08:54:33 PST
its the only way ill get any sort of feedback. And i need feedback. i need it to better help my art. and thats why i try to comment on all the deviations i get in my little inbox thing here. i would hope you would also come look at my stuff and help me out. seriously, i dont need an ego padding. If i wanted people to like my work and tell me how great i was, i'd be a photographer (zing). just kidding. but if i wanted to be accepted by everyone here, id write sappy ass love stuff, or gothic shit thats all "ill slit my wrists and black my soul and await lucifer to come take me." but then id just appeal to the 14 year olds on here who love linkin park, and i wouldnt get anything back from that.

i want feedback, and i want help. i want you to tell me how what i wrote made you feel, i want you to pick it apart, to see if we're on the same page, because i can see 10-15 things wrong with everything ive written, but i need to know if im overanalyzing, because if i change something, i may ruin the whole piece.

so fucking help me, please. id appreciate it. im so desperate im using the forums and nobody on there really gives good comments, its like "good work! lol!" in exchange for me picking theirs apart and giving suggestions.

its bullshit.

~tony ]]> ~bloodiedmemories http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/4435689/ http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/4435689/ Sat, 29 Jan 2005 14:55:00 PST
~Elliott Smith
"twilight"

i eliminated most of my info. once again, who cares what my favorite bands are?

im back. i wrote a new piece for the first time in literally months, and its about my death, at least in terms of art. and as i say in it, it is "the last will and testament of a dead writer" or something like that. im not sure if i like it. in fact, im pretty sure i dont. but ive never really liked what ive done, at least the second the pen hits the paper, at least.

but whatevs. what can you do?

*update: im considering trying new ways to get my writing out there. like a notebook with 10 or so of my writings, and i can pass them out for free, like a demo cd of writing, so, let me know if you think thats a rockin idea and if youd pick one up if you got a chance.

leave me a comment or drop me a line.
~tony ]]> ~bloodiedmemories http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/4202757/ http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/4202757/ Fri, 31 Dec 2004 13:34:14 PST
i have multiple pieces im doing right now.

almost done with a musical timeline of the khmer rouge period of cambodia from 75-79. ill transcribe it for y'all.

wrote an intense poem/avant-guarde story about the rapture (for those ignorant enough, its when god takes all the good ones to heaven and leaves the sinners to burn).

now, though i dont believe in god, its still a song about the man and how the rupture will be seen by a herion addict.

new years resolutions:
finally finish recording rock opera with ryan edgecombe (maybe 1/3 done so far)
hunger artist summer 05.
send stories to pubisher of some sort and try to put myself through next year of college on talent alone.

note to self:
find inspiration.

~tony ]]> ~bloodiedmemories http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/3979791/ http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/3979791/ Fri, 03 Dec 2004 12:46:14 PST
i need some more inspiration soon, or im gonna....well, wait for more inspiration i guess. its cool though. im working on art more and more, but on different mediums! music coming soon i hope.

and, my ex deleted all my pictures off her website. how shallow. if i was as vain as her, i would delete me too though.


feeling-happy
music- city of caterpillar-AND YOURE WONDERING HOW A TOP FLOOR COULD REPLACE HEAVEN

peace y'all ...love

~tony ]]> ~bloodiedmemories http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/3963236/ http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/3963236/ Wed, 01 Dec 2004 10:20:35 PST
[link] ]]> ~bloodiedmemories http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/3946396/ http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/3946396/ Mon, 29 Nov 2004 10:01:45 PST all those drugs you do, they wont take the pain away
all those drugs you do, they wont take the pain away
all those drugs you do, they wont take the pain away
all those drugs you do, they wont take the pain away
all those drugs you do, they wont take the pain away

this is why i would rather be alone.
or not alone.
i dont know.
i dont know anymore.

i try and try and try, and im not successful.

maybe i need help. or a pen and a pad, because we all know art is hard, when you dont know who you are.

if at first
if at first you dont succeed, you have to recreate your misery. ]]> ~bloodiedmemories http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/3923287/ http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/3923287/ Fri, 26 Nov 2004 09:34:32 PST
I dont know why but ill still try to smile, when they talk at me like im just a child,

well im not a child....

no, i am much younger than that.



expect oh so much more in the very near future, including my concept musical story written in words.

love to all, and to those who dont feel me, fuck 'em, dont need em cant see em never leave em never love em

~tony ]]> ~bloodiedmemories http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/3805791/ http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/3805791/ Wed, 10 Nov 2004 22:17:44 PST Kafka
Sartre
Bukowski
Jaspers.

and...well...emotions are fake. heres the outlook on life me and my guitarist came up with after months of absloute truth:

this is why we arent dead yet, basically.

because essentially we arent jaded enough... me and you have been raised permissively. we, unlike other children, do not fear our parents, and several other factors in our development as young children allowed us to more easily question our existense without the anxiety that others feel. consequently, me and you consistently de condition ourselves (or dismatling of the selves) more and more every day. we contemplate and contemplate until we can not only reason but comprehend that we are nothing. we have not deconditioned ourselves enough. when our phases of absolute logic occupy a majority of our consciousness we will kill ourselves.

and now we play the waiting game. i need to be sedated, so as to put off the fact that my mind will force me to kill myself soon.

~tony

p.s. im writing in an existentialist theme these days, as you may or may not have noticed in my last two poems. ]]> ~bloodiedmemories http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/3752138/ http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/3752138/ Thu, 04 Nov 2004 12:23:32 PST ~bloodiedmemories http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/3741121/ http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/3741121/ Wed, 03 Nov 2004 09:12:01 PST ~bloodiedmemories http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/3684493/ http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/3684493/ Wed, 27 Oct 2004 07:03:10 PDT liquor store we could,
be in tijuana by the break of dawn ]]> ~bloodiedmemories http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/3602823/ http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/3602823/ Sat, 16 Oct 2004 11:03:21 PDT
and i put a new one up. read it and rap at me about it. ]]> ~bloodiedmemories http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/3562763/ http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/3562763/ Mon, 11 Oct 2004 06:17:59 PDT
p.s. expect at least 2 new proses soon as shit. ]]> ~bloodiedmemories http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/3486479/ http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/3486479/ Fri, 01 Oct 2004 08:49:49 PDT
Its becoming rather hard to breathe with all these knives in my back. ]]> ~bloodiedmemories http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/3406145/ http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/3406145/ Mon, 20 Sep 2004 12:27:54 PDT
thanks...and if you could, tell your friends to do the same. any other questions/comments can be sent to intake_001@yahoo.com

and i hope you can help.

~tony ]]> ~bloodiedmemories http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/3369702/ http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/3369702/ Wed, 15 Sep 2004 12:53:52 PDT
I have new inspiration these days.

~tony ]]> ~bloodiedmemories http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/3349606/ http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/3349606/ Sun, 12 Sep 2004 17:56:12 PDT ~bloodiedmemories http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/3308745/ http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/3308745/ Tue, 07 Sep 2004 14:07:08 PDT on some new proses, if got the ending for like 3 pieces, and im working on all sorts of new, different shit. maybe even something from a different viewpoint or 3. college is amazing for my muse, there are so many different spots on campus that inspire me, and they all do so in such different ways its immense. i think im going out tonight to write in this square-shaped huge bench next to the art building and write under the streetlight. if anybody wants to give me some motivation, or to even just say hi for like a minute, give me a call, and tell me you love me. knowing that others respect what im trying to do with my life and loving me for it is an amazing feeling.


CALL ME EVEN IF ALL I KNOW YOU AS IS A SCREEN-NAME, A COMMENT, A MUTUAL ARTIST, OR EVEN NOTHING AT ALL.

1-847-340-8003
share the love,
tony ]]> ~bloodiedmemories http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/3299192/ http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/3299192/ Mon, 06 Sep 2004 10:34:30 PDT ~bloodiedmemories http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/3275942/ http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/3275942/ Fri, 03 Sep 2004 07:09:38 PDT
[link] ]]> ~bloodiedmemories http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/3261902/ http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/3261902/ Wed, 01 Sep 2004 10:10:02 PDT ~bloodiedmemories http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/3250142/ http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/3250142/ Mon, 30 Aug 2004 19:29:01 PDT
but i did win a poetry contest.

[link]

still, i wish the one person i want to hear me could. ]]> ~bloodiedmemories http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/3238169/ http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/3238169/ Sun, 29 Aug 2004 09:52:32 PDT
"Whoever wins, we lose"

couldn't we use the same thing for this election? ]]> ~bloodiedmemories http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/3208152/ http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/3208152/ Wed, 25 Aug 2004 07:02:39 PDT ~bloodiedmemories http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/3179367/ http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/3179367/ Sat, 21 Aug 2004 10:36:11 PDT
~tony ]]> ~bloodiedmemories http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/3018104/ http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/3018104/ Sun, 01 Aug 2004 11:47:56 PDT and i edited my newest prose rescue me..... i added a paragraph or two to make the characters seem a bit more human, and im thinking about editing it further. I dont know...even though ive gotten support for it, it still feels kinda forced.
to tell you the truth, im not on this fucking website to stay relevant or to impress anybody. I just want honest feedback. I dont even know what I want out of art. A book would be great, but I so doubt that will happen. So from now on, im only submitting what i like. And the rest of this shallow art "community" can go fuck themselves if they think that im submitting the works I do for their fucking enjoyment. For the record, I like people. I just hate you.

My artistic integrity is so through the roof.
~tony ]]> ~bloodiedmemories http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/2994928/ http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/2994928/ Thu, 29 Jul 2004 09:57:51 PDT
anyways...life is so boring. im wondering the point of all this deviant art shit is. i mean, ive got this feeling that nothing is going to come out of this... ive been getting a lack of props on my work latley, and im preparing to just admit to being another person that was artistic when he/she was a kid and became jaded and gave up. i hope that soon inspiration strikes me again so that i can pour my heart and soul into this keyboard, and get 6 comments on my work that are all similar to this "great job! lol now comment on me!" with some exceptions. art is getting to me. ]]> ~bloodiedmemories http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/2970524/ http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/2970524/ Mon, 26 Jul 2004 07:36:48 PDT
THINGS LEARNED AT WARPED TOUR 04:

1. coheed and cambria rule
2. dont trust anybody but you with your merch bag
3. big d and the kids table also rule
4. MCR gets boring live after youve seen them like 5 times
5. the casualties are quite possibly the worst band in America or the whole world.
6. people STILL like GG Allin
7. sexy women listen to story of the year (i dont)
8. fall out boy needs to play chicago
9. Rise against rules
10. smith is fun to hang with
11. atmosphere is great to smoke during
12. sunburns hurt like the dickens
13. 7 year olds like punk rock
14. people that listen to the casualties can beat up on security guards who are passively resisting their punches.

15. i can make fun of every casualties fan at the arena and STILL not get shit. ]]> ~bloodiedmemories http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/2902781/ http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/2902781/ Sat, 17 Jul 2004 08:45:21 PDT ~bloodiedmemories http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/2895273/ http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/2895273/ Fri, 16 Jul 2004 08:42:15 PDT ~bloodiedmemories http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/2888865/ http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/2888865/ Thu, 15 Jul 2004 13:07:24 PDT [link] and its gonna be bitching. so, watch rushmore, listen to against me! and peace out. ]]> ~bloodiedmemories http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/2862869/ http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/2862869/ Mon, 12 Jul 2004 09:22:26 PDT ~bloodiedmemories http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/2839277/ http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/2839277/ Fri, 09 Jul 2004 06:58:26 PDT
anyways....life is good over here. i have to work 9 out of the next 11 days, but whatever.

the real reason im writing this journal is because ive broken the code, and ive discovered the perfect mix cd. now, many of you may not give a shit, but for any guy out there who cant find a way to flirt with a girl, mix cds are the best. and this one is sure to get you to at least 2nd base. its 25 songs of pure kickass, with some sex thrown in.

1. murder by death- "devil in mexico"
2. Rise Against- "any way you want it (journey cover)"
3. Fall out boy- "dead on arrival"
4. motion city soundtrack- "the future freaks me out"
5. Fall out Boy- "grand theft autumn"
6. Brand new- "sic transit gloria....glory fades"
7. Alkaline Trio- "my little needle"
8. motion city soundtrack- "capital h"
9. thursday- "cross out the eyes"
10. ima robot- "dynomite"
11. thrice- "to awake and avenge the dead"
12. my chemical romance- "cubicles"
13. Less than jake- "all my best friends are metalheads"
14. the weakerthans- "psalm for the elks lodge last call"
15. atmosphere- "hair"
16. weezer- "say it aint so"
17. the blood brothers- "ambulance vs. ambulance"
18. fifteen- "did you know"
19. guttermouth- "shes got the look"
20. brazil- "a hostage"
21. rise against- "give it all"
22. new found glory- "no news is good news" ( i know...nfg)
23. the descendents- "'merican"
24. the a.k.a.s.- "every great western"
25. the refused- "liberation frequency"

these songs fit perfectly on a 80 minute cd. and it gets you action, dammit. ]]> ~bloodiedmemories http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/2807914/ http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/2807914/ Mon, 05 Jul 2004 09:00:55 PDT my life? its in shambles. my heart? its in some other place that ive never been to. (though im pretty sure its in hoffman estates.) yet, when i left for home around 2 am this morning, somehow...life just felt right. i listened to the postal service and had a huge smile on my face the whole time. at this concert, my first in a couple of months, i was social, i talked to tons of people, made a bunch of friends, and got me and john bender a double date with these 2 girls named becca and rose on tuesday. i hope i dont gotta work.
plus, i 2 stepped like a motherfucker, and had a great time rocking out. everybody needs to see the blood brothers live.

it will change your life.
it most certainly changed mine. ]]> ~bloodiedmemories http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/2800286/ http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/2800286/ Sun, 04 Jul 2004 07:23:20 PDT
"the curse" from atreyu rocks.

im hungry. ]]> ~bloodiedmemories http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/2789329/ http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/2789329/ Fri, 02 Jul 2004 16:39:39 PDT funny shit, if i must say so myself.

both sides suck.

think for yourself, and go independent! ]]> ~bloodiedmemories http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/2787441/ http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/2787441/ Fri, 02 Jul 2004 12:07:23 PDT
gay bashing is worse than religion bashing because gays cant control wether they are gay or not.

so: fuck off.

p.s. my dad is catholic. either get a sense of humor, or kill yourslef. ]]> ~bloodiedmemories http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/2753538/ http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/2753538/ Mon, 28 Jun 2004 07:40:16 PDT -rise against.

anyways....how is everybody? im feeling a bit better latley. surprising thing i read today? i was looking through journals, and my partner in crime, Hater-Of-Gods [link] gave me props on my writing. so, if you read this, go over to his page and read his shit. and, go to our page we share together (we started a kickass political group) [link]

anyways, yeah, i need to thank everybody who showed me support when i wanted to leave da. its people like you guys that make me want to stay and write for your enjoyment.


and.... back by popular demand, recomendations for the week!

movies:
Monster.... just plain incredible
Trainspotting.....drugs, eh?
Heavyweights.....an-all time favorite
Clerks.......funny.
muzak:

fall out boy-take this to your grave....just brilliant
rise against-revolutions per minute....you want politics? look here.
the a.k.a.s-white doves and smoking guns...sexy
lamb of god-as the palaces burn.....very hard. very hard.
the blood brothers-burn, piano island, burn!.....quite possibly one of the best albums ive ever heard. art to the core. ]]> ~bloodiedmemories http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/2728974/ http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/2728974/ Thu, 24 Jun 2004 13:25:39 PDT
over and out.
tony.


"where is love now?"
-the blood brothers. ]]> ~bloodiedmemories http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/2490405/ http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/2490405/ Sun, 23 May 2004 12:26:59 PDT

(People talking)
I'm tired of hearing of young fellows, who think you know it all.
You know nothing, you have not seen a shot fired,
and you're waving the damn flag.

Frank, what's that man?

I'm just watching some bullshit.
On the news. It's fucking bullshit.
Reporters trying to win a fucking emmy.

Makeshift patriot,
the flag shop is out of stock,
I hang myself at half mast.
(3x)

It's the makeshift,
The patriot,
the flag shop is out of stock,
I hang myself for your live telecast.

Coming live from my own funeral
Beautiful weather offered a nice shine,
Which is suitable for a full view of a forever altered skyline.
It's times like these I freestyle biased opinions every other sentence.
My journalist ethic slips when I pass them off as objectives.
Don't give me that ethical shit.
I've got exclusive, explicit images to present to impressionable american kids,
and it's time to show this world how big our edifice is.
That's exactly how they attacked,
when a typically dark-skinned disney villain.
Use civillians against civillians and charge the trojan horse into our buildings.
Using commercial aviation as instruments of destruction.
Pregnant women could have protected their children;
wheelchairs were stairway obstructions.
I had to back-pedal from the shower of glass and metal,
wondering if after it settles,
we'll find who provided power to radical rebels.
The melting pot seems to be calling the kettle black when it boils over,
but only on our own soil,
so the little boy holds a toy soldier,
and waits for the suit and tie to come home.
We won't wait till he's older, though,
before we destroy hopes for a colder war to end.
I'll get a close-up of his head.

Makeshift patriot,
the flag shop is out of stock,
I hang myself at half mast.
(3x)

It's the makeshift,
The patriot,
the flag shop is out of stock,
I hang myself while the stock markets crash.

The city is covered in inches of muck.
I see some other pictures of victims erupt.
Grieving mothers are thinking their children are stuck,
leaping lovers are making descisions to jump while holding hands,
to escape the brutal heat;
sometimes in groups of three.
The fallout was far beyond the toxic clouds where people look like debris
but all they say when all was said,
beyond the talking heads,
was the bloody dust with legs,
looking like the walking dead calling for meds.
All the hospitals overwhelmed,
volunteers need to go the hell home.
Moments of silence for firefighters were interrupted by cell phones.
Who's going to make that call, to increase an unknown death toll?
Its the one we rally behind.
He's got a megaphone, promising to make heads roll.
We'd cheer him on, but asbestos is affecting our breath control.
The less we know, the more they fabricate,
the easier it is to sell souls.

(Man talking)
There is a new price on freedom, so buy into it while supplies last.
Changes need to be made;
no more curbside baggage,
seven pm curfew,
racial profiling will continue with less bitching.
We've unified over who to kill, so until I find more relevant scripture to quote,
remember, our kind is bigger, stronger, smarter, and much wealthier.
So wave those flags with pride, especially the white part.

We're selling addictive, twenty-four hour candlelight vigils on TV.
Freedom will be defended at the cost of civil liberties.
The viewers are glued to television screens, stuck,
'cause lots of things seem too sick.
I use opportunities to pluck heartstrings for theme music.
I'll show you which culture to pump your fist at,
which foot is right to kiss.
We don't really know who the culprit is yet,
but he looks like this.
We know who the heroes are,
they're not the xenophobes who act hard.
We taught the dog to squat,
how dare he do that shit in our own back yard.
They happen to scar our financial state,
and char our landscape.
Can you count how many times so far I ran back the same damn tape?
While the cameraman creates news and shoves it down our throats,
on the west bank, with the ten second clip put on constant loop to provoke US angst.
So get your tanks and load your guns and hold your sons in a family huddle,
'cause even if we win this tug of war and even the score,
humanity struggles.
There's a need of blood for what's been uncovered under the rubbl... ]]> ~bloodiedmemories http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/2197665/ http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/2197665/ Sun, 11 Apr 2004 06:36:45 PDT secondly, what is the deal with these new restrictions on pictures? who died and made deviant art the new enforcers of "art format"? if i draw a picture of a dog, who is deviant art to say its not political? and who are they to be deleting deviations? THIS IS ART. ART DEFIES CATERGORIZATION AS WELL AS MONEY.


so, maybe da should stop trying to make money off of the creativity of others.

or maybe da isnt the place for me.

does anybody know a REAL art website that doesnt feast off the ideas of children (or adults)?


IMPORTANT P.S.: to everyone: MY art is free. Rip it off, print it, rape it. ITS ART. art should be free, so i encourage everyone and anyone to rip it off. print it up and put it in your room for all i care. in fact, i encourage it. dont even bother telling me. fuck this "pay to see art" system.


tony. ]]> ~bloodiedmemories http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/2174608/ http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/2174608/ Wed, 07 Apr 2004 19:44:54 PDT Stole our country from the indians
With god on our side and guns in our hands
We took it for our own
A nation dedicated to liberty
Justice and equality
Doesn't look that way to you
It doesn't look that way to me
The sickest joke i know

Listen up man, i'll tell you who i am
Just another stupid american
You don't wanna listen
You don't wanna understand
So finish up your drink and go home

I come from the land of Ben Franklin
Twain and Poe and Walt Whitman
Otis Redding, Ellington,
The country that I love
But it's a land of the slaves and the ku klux klan
Haymarket riot and the great depression
Don't get caught in vietnam
The sickest joke i know

Listen up man, i'll tell you who i am
Just another stupid american
You don't wanna listen
You don't wanna understand
So finish up your drink and go home

I'm proud and ashamed
Every fourth of july
You got to know the truth
Before you say that you got pride

Listen up man, i'll tell you who i am
Just another stupid american
You don't wanna listen
You don't wanna understand
So finish up your drink and go home

Now the cops got tanks 'cause the kids got guns
Shrinks pushin' pills on everyone
Cancer from the ocean, cancer from the sun
Straight to Hell we go

Listen up man, i'll tell you who i am
Just another stupid american
You don't wanna listen
You don't wanna understand
So finish up your drink and go home ]]> ~bloodiedmemories http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/2134957/ http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/2134957/ Fri, 02 Apr 2004 05:03:24 PST
tony ]]> ~bloodiedmemories http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/2115431/ http://bloodiedmemories.deviantart.com/journal/2115431/ Tue, 30 Mar 2004 12:10:11 PST
-Sometimes, Washington is one of these towns where the person - people who think they've got the sharp elbow is the most effective person.

- I know what I believe. I will continue to articulate what I believe and what I believe - I believe what I believe is right.

-You teach a child to read, and he or her will be able to pass a literacy test.

-Natural gas is hemispheric. I like to call it hemispheric in nature because it is a product that we can find in our neighborhoods.

-I'm thrilled to be here in the bread basket of America because it gives me a chance to remind our fellow citizens that we have an advantage here in America - we can feed ourselves.

- And so, in my State of the - my State of the Union - or state - my speech to the nation, whatever you want to call it, speech to the nation - I asked Americans to give 4,000 years - 4,000 hours over the next - the rest of your life - of service to America. That's what I asked - 4,000 hours.

-The war on terror involves Saddam Hussein because of the nature of Saddam Hussein, the history of Saddam Hussein, and his willingness to terrorize himself.

-First, we would not accept a treaty that would not have been ratified, nor a treaty that I thought made sense for the country.

-We're concerned about AIDS inside our White House - make no mistake about it.

-Families is where our nation finds hope, where wings take dream.

and my favorite.......

-Rarely is the question asked: Is our children
learning?


and recently in the news....

March 22, 2004
Several weeks ago, Tom Cole, a Republican Congressman in Oklahoma spoke to supporters about the upcoming election. "If George Bush loses the election, Osama bin Laden wins the election," he told them. Later, he said that a vote against Bush was like a vote for Adolf Hitler.

vote ANYBODY 2004. they're all the same. espically hitler.

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