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]]> ~bloodlies http://bloodlies.deviantart.com/journal/12583465/ http://bloodlies.deviantart.com/journal/12583465/ Fri, 13 Apr 2007 17:03:44 PDT
Well, as far as the best friend issue, it has been resolved. There are still issues but its bearable. We aren't back to the best best friend thing yet, but We'll get there. She hangs out with this chick I highly disslike, so its sooo awkward. But I'm dealing.

Uhm. I had a boyfriend back in Feb. but we broke up a month later. Haha. it was so ironic because it was the day before our one month, we broke up. It was ok and I handled it considerably well. Actually, I was meaning to break up with him the next morning. I hate internet break ups, so I was going to wait for school. Oh well. He was ok, but not for me.

Oh, report cards came out and I dropped my GPA big time. It's all because of my stupid english class. I hate the teacher so much. He doesn't tell us anything; missing assignments, imcompleted assignments, and those essays. Ugh. He pisses me off! He doesn't even teach! He's like ok., read this and that, have this done for tomorrow. He doesn't even check the homework he assigns. Another thing is no review for a quiz or test. ugh.

Hmm... ok. So, my mom is moving in the next two weeks. I have no idea what I'm going to do with out her. I dont have anywhere to go if my dad's being an ass. I'm mean, sure I can go call my uncle and grandpa, or talk to MS. Z but I don't like to impose on them! Ugh. I know I'm gunna cry. Let's just say I'm not looking forward to the next 2 months. At least, I get to see her in June. Hopefully, Dad'll let us go for the 6 weeks. Haha. That would be cool, 6 weeks in Fl. woo.

anyways, Later!


Ellie

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]]> ~bloodlies http://bloodlies.deviantart.com/journal/12203163/ http://bloodlies.deviantart.com/journal/12203163/ Fri, 16 Mar 2007 07:36:28 PDT
So, again, last night, I went back to my old ways. God kill me. I did it. And FUCK! What am I gunna do. I don't know what I'm going to do. I don't know how long I could hide it; I don't think I can hide it like before. Uh, I just had to do it yesterday. I felt soooo horrible. I can't even describe it... It was just.... well, it was driving me crazy. My heart hurt sooo much..... I jsut don't know.

I promised him I would tell my someone, but I couldn't. I don't want him to freak out like the past ones. I was sure that I wouldn't relapse. I mean, I was just soo happy. I mean, I am. Was, well..... with him, I am. But, I can't either of them.... He can't know I relapsed, and my someone jsut doesn't know; theres no way I could tell him now. I would hurt too much, for the both of us.

I don't know what to do. I can't do anything..... Whats wrong with me?!

I'm such an idoit.

I can't even end this the usual way either.

God, I'm so fucked up.

]]> ~bloodlies http://bloodlies.deviantart.com/journal/12159608/ http://bloodlies.deviantart.com/journal/12159608/ Mon, 12 Mar 2007 17:40:15 PDT


~<3 Ellie

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]]> ~bloodlies http://bloodlies.deviantart.com/journal/11288413/ http://bloodlies.deviantart.com/journal/11288413/ Tue, 02 Jan 2007 12:58:50 PST its pissing me off... so I finally gave in and I'm not talking to her. so, I guess, I'm best friendless now. She told my ex who i liked, yea not so bad, its forgiveble in a couple days. but thats not the end of it. she frigging than tries to lie about it. she says to me "Oh, my bad! I didn't think you were yelling at me beacause of that. and like you shouldn't be mad at me." When the day before she actually understood why I was mad. Direct conversation.

Tim: I know you secret, I know who you like. I looked at toni and said.
Ellie: Toni, you bitch, why did you do that.
Toni: Well he threatened my life.
Ellie: What the hell toni. He can't do that! then i walk into my class.
I mean what the fuck. it pisses me off so much. I mean what the hell. Does anyone's best friend tell your ex boyfriend who your current love is?! And to top it off, the guy I'm crushing on has a girl friend. >.< Talk about double blow. Then the following couple days go by, and I'm still not talking to her, when she post a bullent saying "I'm still going to otakon, but not with Ellie." wha the hell.... we've been planning that for over a year now! what the hell is wrong with her?! I'm soo pissed at her. Right now. I want nothing to do with her, or anything. its ridiculous. I hate it. sooo much......................

But beisdes the ex best friend thing..... Every things ok.. .well. As ok as i can get. Christmas was fun. Mom got me my favorite books and new shoes. Dad got my japanese stuff and more manga. And new years, but pretty good too. I went to new york city again. Hung around Times Square and did all that fun stuff, saw the tree...... I've finished a sotry I've been working on since the summer. I just need to fixthe grammar mistakes and stuff like that. And once thats done, I'll upload it.... but that's all...

Ja~!


~Ellie
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]]> ~bloodlies http://bloodlies.deviantart.com/journal/10394475/ http://bloodlies.deviantart.com/journal/10394475/ Sat, 14 Oct 2006 19:57:52 PDT .< They were so kawai.... >.< I tell you what, I'm NEVER going on one of those trains by my self! NEVER EVER.... they're so freaky at night..... anyways.... At the concert, we made budies! lol We met two of the security guys and they gave us free waters. lol... (the waters are like $5 each there~!) And we were soooo fucking close to the stage. The side speakers were blaring in our ears! ^.^ you know when you can feel the rythm of the beats beat insync with your own body? Well I had that, and its one of the best feelings I get! ^.^ I love that feeling. Anyways.... I found out a very juicy detail about our famous Amy Lee. #.# our security guy told us... lol... our Lead singer of Evanescence, Amy Lee plays a fake piano during concert... Its true! I saw it with my own eyes! Her fingers never pressed down on the keys! I was like It was crazy..... I had an awsome time..... The group didn't play all their new songs of the new albun, the open door. I was a little dissapointed in that.... But it was still an aswome concert...... Ew but on the trains going home, some weirdo black guy tried to pick me up >.< It was gross.... Seriously, men disgust me.... What the hell is wrong with people in this age..... .... Ugh... don't answer that... T.T That was more of a rhetoric question....

Oh ya.... I dyed my hair again.... I used Deadly nightshade from manic panic.... ^.^ it turned out nice for the first couple days.... But now its fading. ugh.... thats what I get for using temporary dye against black. lol... oh well....

So this week, I was incredibly happy, kinda..... You know in that speaking and wrting class i have, well some of you may not, but now you do. I got a 100 on a paper.... and everyone told me I would NEVER reach that..,,, but I did... I pushed myself tooo hard on that paper... -.-;; it nearly killed me.... But now my average is a 77.... >.< still incredibly low for me, but I need to force myself to pull it up to atleast a B..... if I get that in this class... I don't know, I'll throw a mini party on deviant and write something for my watchers. ^.^ lol..... but actually, I'll probably reward myself with more anime/manga. lol.... 'Cause thats jsut in the mood I'm in... Anime and Manga all around mina!

So... My best friend isn't being a best friend... Shes neglecting me and skipping out on me... And shes really pissing me off.... But I'm the kind of person that would never start anything with anybody. But seriously, I can't take her selfishness anymore.... And to tell you all, I'm feeling like she's not really a friend anymore.... and that kills me... because, I have no one else up here. Honestly, the others are all superficial and really have no effect on me. Except neal and matt, but they're busy with college and don't have time. and I would never ask them to do anything that would jepordize their college career.... Man... It sucks being alone.... I've felt it before, and I'm feeling it again. and I'm too shy to say anything about it.....

So, Ja-ne mina!


Ellie


Special thanks to my two favorite clubs! ^.^


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]]> ~bloodlies http://bloodlies.deviantart.com/journal/10275206/ http://bloodlies.deviantart.com/journal/10275206/ Tue, 03 Oct 2006 18:57:46 PDT
So, yesterday, I got my progress report and I thought i was gunna cry. My grades sunk bad.... (I'm an A- GPA student)..... Lets see, I have 3 B-, and 3 A- and one C-.... that C- is in my speaking and writing class..... It freaking killing me that grade.... There is no way I'm ever going to get an A in that class.... and i'm not even sure I can reach a B.... and if I don't by the time my 1st marking period report card comes out, I'm quiting. I can't allow that class to bring down the rest of my GPA. oh, and that reminds me, I was nominated for the National Honor society. ^.^cool right! well... not so much if this speaking and writing class brings down my GPA. but oh well.... So, I have lots of pictures saved up and probably after the concert I'll be posting them... (the 9th) I'm sooo happy about that concert. It's the best thing thats gunna happen to me this year. ^.^ yay like less than a week! and hell ya I'm counting down!.... Well.. .oh! I forgot another important thing that happened yesterday! I was accepted into my first club! and what do you know, Its a yaoi club ^.^ Hell ya! Yaoi rocks! ^.^ hehehe and I finally figured out how to put the avatars in comments and journas... lol ^.^ woo... I win.

Anyways thats all for now..... *shrugs* maybe I'll do another journal after the concert.... Ja-ne mina!


~Ellie


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]]> ~bloodlies http://bloodlies.deviantart.com/journal/10009989/ http://bloodlies.deviantart.com/journal/10009989/ Fri, 08 Sep 2006 20:38:52 PDT First, I got this nifty video ipod and rechargable batteries from dad. ^.^ yay for like 30GBs of musical and anime interests! Then, mom took me out to this lovely resturant, Mt. Fuji. ^.^ and authentic Japanese Steak house. Oh my god it was awsome! I'll be uploading pictures soon. I promise. anyways. At Mt. Fuji, we all ordered off the Habachi specials. it was the best food ever! I had the Habachi shrimp and Scallops. (it was sooo much food.) For an appitizer like deal, we were handed some japanese onion soup (deffently not like the french-ish version we find in restuarants today...) Mom ordered some Sake for her and I. ^.^ yay .... it was my first time drinking Sake, but it was the best achoholic substance I have ever had the experience of drinking!! I had like 4 cups of it myself, not enough to get drunk, but enough of a buzz. (the after effects I'm pushing away right now. lol. ) I tell you what, the ginger sauce they use for shrimp is awsome! ^.^ After we all had dinner ( at the table there were eight of us, four of which were completely unknown, but were very nice.) the guys came over and sang happy bithday and did the whole good luck thing with the Bozai! ^.^ it was cool yet completely embarrassing. Nothing like celebrating a birthday in a foreign tradiction, ^.^ It was sooo cool. After the whole Bonzai thing was over, we hung at out around the japanese garden they bult. IOf course I took pictures. I tried to get the koi fish, but couldn't get close enough and it was waaay to dark for my camera. But i tell you all what, the place is deffently recamendab;e if your ever in the Jersey-Newyork area. Anways, after we got home from mt. fuji, we had our little cake celbration. ^.^ and wholly shit, i thought i was going to die! my mother gave me tickets to Evanescence's second concert!!!!!!!!! ^.^ I seriously think I'm going to die... lol... its so fucking awsome. I can't wait!!! She and I are in the Moshpit!!!! ^.^ hell ya, Gunna rock the shit out! I'll be trying to get pictures, depending on the security people.... But the concert is 10/9.... and i'm counting down. lol... She also got me two sentimental presents, one with a coin that has my birth year on it and the other was one of those mother to daugter presents from hawmark. ^.^ its cute. But I loved todays despite the couple downfalls it had...... ( I know I deffently failed my oral presentation/reading.... -.-;; and that my good friend admitted herself to a pychatric wing in a connecut hospital... but those are for another time,)

Anways, until later! Ja-ne!


~Ellie ]]> ~bloodlies http://bloodlies.deviantart.com/journal/9953033/ http://bloodlies.deviantart.com/journal/9953033/ Sun, 03 Sep 2006 15:41:43 PDT
Well. I have started school on the 28th of Aug. It crazy... I already had two quizes and i have a trst coming up on Tuesday... Ah, and with my speaking and writing class, wow. Mr. Robbins wasn't kidding when he said we always have something to do. Lets see. We have had a quiz, and friday we have to read an Emily Dickenson poem, sort of as a speech..... Also in that class, I have to write two sonnets, a shakespearian and an italian. Having a little hard time with that one. I love how my Shakespearian one is coming. I have a huge poem test coming up on the 11th.... On top of that, every week, for 9 weeks, we have to write two journal enteries on a particular short fiction. Its not so bad. But man, i have work.... I'm doing well for all these classes and writings.

As far as my costume, well, I have decided to make Sakura's Dream Dress. I found the perfect fabric. Now, Really all I need are the wings, a pattern, and time to actually work on making it.

I talked to my father, he said that I can go to Otakon this year as long as I buy everything I need for it, including airfaire and hotel. So... this is a dissadvantage... I only work Sunday mornings now. And the money I'm saving for college and a car, well, lets jsut say that that will have to be put off for a while. I promised a friend that I would pay him back for all are needs. I will too. I'm not one to go back on my words. As much as I can, I will pay back.

And now, the exictement of the month.... I am finally hitting the age of 17! Yes, on September 8th, this coming friday, I will be 17. Not so much the big mark on aging as being 16 or 18. *shrugs* Oh well. I never really hada sweet 16, so this year is going to be my sweetest birthday yet. I know of two of my presents that my mother is giving me. For my 17th, she is taking me to Mount Fugi in New York. Yay for Japanese cusine and Sake! ^.^ Yummy. I can't wait. I think She's taking me to get my tattoo too. ^.^ Well depending.

Ok, well, thats all.... *shrugs* Until the next time, mina-san! Ja-ne, mina!


Ellie ]]> ~bloodlies http://bloodlies.deviantart.com/journal/9498885/ http://bloodlies.deviantart.com/journal/9498885/ Wed, 26 Jul 2006 08:59:52 PDT
I want to be Sakura from Tsubasa Chronicle. I don't want to be the overused Sakura from Clow country. It wouldn't be so bad a year ago, where no one knew of Tsubasa, except for a hand full. But now the anime/manga is on the top ten lists. Good in away, but not for orignal fans.

I would have done her last year, but my friend and I decided to cosplay Cardcaptors. She was Sakura and I was Tomoyo. and We looked pretty good.

Since freshman year, we have cosplayed together from different animes. Our first year together we did Sango and Kagome, her and I respectedly, from Inuyasha. Last year, I've already mentioned. This year, we could decide on an anime, so we're going into seperate animes. She from Kingdom Hearts, and I from Tsubasa. ^.^ Next year, our last year of high school, we're cospaying Fruits Basket. ( we have yet to decide on which characters.)

Alright background information done. I'm trying to find the dress she wore for the country of Jade. My back up one is her dream dress. I've been searching google for a week straight now trying to find patterns for a dress.

This year I'm atempting to make my own outfit. I can't find patterns at all, and I'm in dire need of help! I've posted on serveral forums to see if anyone could offer help... I'm in need of it!

Anyway. I'm going to continue my search! Ja-ne, mina-san!



Ellie ]]> ~bloodlies http://bloodlies.deviantart.com/journal/9483186/ http://bloodlies.deviantart.com/journal/9483186/ Mon, 24 Jul 2006 20:16:53 PDT lol..... And i don't know ten peoples.... well,.... ok... maybe I lied... ok... now to get this thing done....

List Ten things that make you happy.......

1) ANIME
2) writing
3) music
4) cats
5) a rose
6) friends
7) family
8) matt... >.> hell he knows wut to say....
9) youtube
10) reading!!!!!!

haha! Revenge is sweet... ^.^ Those next Ten are *insert eerie pause music*

Sk3lingt0n .... Rurouni-Idoru ... digital-oblivion ... erdanius ... ketchup-suicide ... RockTheDead ... spookdoofus ... silviaweasly ... emptyshadow ... and messa ...


There! Ok... I played the game and even passed it on... No proof that they'll respond though... >.> anyways! ^.^ I appritiate the consideration ~legopop! ^.^ Ja-ne, mina-san!



~Ellie ]]> ~bloodlies http://bloodlies.deviantart.com/journal/9438743/ http://bloodlies.deviantart.com/journal/9438743/ Thu, 20 Jul 2006 14:48:35 PDT This makes me really upset!!!!
I hate this.....



Well, I'm going to go.... I was just raging.... >.>
Ja-ne~!


Ellie ]]> ~bloodlies http://bloodlies.deviantart.com/journal/9230602/ http://bloodlies.deviantart.com/journal/9230602/ Fri, 30 Jun 2006 10:18:58 PDT It took me a couple days, but now I'm my oldself with a twist. I'm happier that I was before I had gone out with him. Oh, well... *shrugs* I'm doing suprisingly well... What shocks me the most is one of his best friends and I have bonded and now we're pretty close, friendship wise, of course. Apperently, my ex has been bugging my friend to ask me out. Neither of us want that. And quite truthfully, I'm not attracked to my friend. He is just that, a friend.

I'm terribly excited for my uncle's and soon-to-be aunt's wedding... I'm going out on a limb and wearing a white dress. Yes, Yes, I know the bride is only supposed to wear white, but she approved of my dress. Not only am I going to wear a white dress, but I'm also going to be wearing "normal" make-up... Yes, I know shocker! Wait until I upload pictures from the wedding. ^.^ Teh wedding is this Sunday, late at night.

I now have a stable job. Yay for me! I get to make money! I'm busing for a resturant near my mother's house. ^.^ It's quite fun, believe it or not. I'm enjoying. >.< Who would of though?! Anways, I work every Wensday starting this wensday. Also any other day that they want me to fill in. Of course, my father had to be difficult. So, it took me awhile to get my father to agree to Wensday nights. Mother gets to pick my sister and I up and has to drop us back off when I get out. Terrible I know, but I had told my mother that I would pay for gas. I shouldget used to it, since I would've started to pay for my own gas...

I'm very excited because I was able to download my favorite anime, Tsubasa Chronicles. I have now seen all the episodes that they creaters have made, and the movie is just about done downloading. As soon as I can save up enough money, I'm going to buy a DVD burner, and an extrenal hard drive, or whatever its called. The external can hold more GBs then my computer. It will allow me to save my anime on something that won't crash my computer. As soon as I get those two devices, I will make the series into DVDs. That way, I can enjoy the anime any time and I wouldn't have to wait for it to download. The sites I've been dowloading from are legal and licensed. ^.^ so yay for loop wholes.

It has been raining for almost a month. I'm not objecting since I love the rain and thunderstorms. But, this month long weather has caused problems for many people. Floods. In Pennsylvania, the Deleware is the biggest river and its horrible when it floods. A territiary of the river is the Shohola falls. I live a couple miles from the Shohola falls. Thankfully, the floods weren't too bad. There have been reported deaths, and my heart goes out to their families. Because the Deleware was flooding, the state ordered evacuations. My friend was part of the evacuted families and I was worried for him. But thankfully, everything turned out well for him. He was allowed back later wensday night. My father on the other hand had to go out yesterday for work. He had to take a conoe over to his work. It had flooded pretty bad over there. But everyone around me is safe and I'm happy.

Yes, well, there is the update on my life as of now. I will soon be posting pictures of the Shohola falls and of the wedding. Look for them ^.^ On those few notes, I will take my leave.


~Ellie ]]> ~bloodlies