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that's interesting

]]> ~bloodofaunicorn http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/7901078/ http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/7901078/ Tue, 14 Feb 2006 21:04:43 PST ~bloodofaunicorn http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/5446545/ http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/5446545/ Tue, 24 May 2005 09:21:11 PDT
Please also pray for all of his friends and everyone that knew him.


Rest in Peace
Zach Wells ]]> ~bloodofaunicorn http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/5206553/ http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/5206553/ Wed, 27 Apr 2005 18:25:36 PDT Mood: Miss Him..
Listening to: Armor for Sleep - Basement Ghost Singing
Reading: The Third Summer of the Sisterhood
Watching: Nirvana Box Set

I'll be in Myrtle Beach from Thursday - Sunday. Sorry kids. Be good. Be safe. You know the drill.

]]> ~bloodofaunicorn http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/5175197/ http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/5175197/ Sun, 24 Apr 2005 10:23:56 PDT
]]> ~bloodofaunicorn http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/5152942/ http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/5152942/ Thu, 21 Apr 2005 20:34:46 PDT ~bloodofaunicorn http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/5002618/ http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/5002618/ Mon, 04 Apr 2005 22:08:36 PDT SHUT DOWN. At least until I can get my life to a point where I'm not crying every other hour.

Sorry kids. ]]> ~bloodofaunicorn http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/4882238/ http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/4882238/ Tue, 22 Mar 2005 14:35:12 PST
So, if you remember, at Taste of Chaos we met some really cool guys in a band called Sophomore. Well, on their way home from their ending date on the tour, they got in to a car accident, on Highway 44, just outside St. Louis. Everyone is okay, however, their trailer carrying all over their equipment, is not. The boys trailer is totally crushed, and also very uninsured, the same with a percentage of their equipment. 90% of it is damaged, equipment that is.

The creepy part is I can vividly recal laughing about that trailer and all of the stuff they had in it, and how there wasn't enough money for them to eat an entire meal a day, because that's what you do as a traveling, unsigned band. It's how life works. We stood by that trailer, and laughed with the guys, and had a good 30 minute conversation with them. Nice guys, really nice guys.

These guys are really amazing, and they deserve to get big, so go listen to their music, and buy some merch to help the band out. Thanks kids.

[link]

[link] ]]> ~bloodofaunicorn http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/4804143/ http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/4804143/ Sun, 13 Mar 2005 17:07:19 PST
LIT - Please Tell Me Why
Vitamin C - Graduation
They Might Be Giants - Your Own Worst Enemy
Blue October - Angel
The Beach Boys - Graduation Day
Transfer Manhatten - Java Jive
Aquabats - Pizza Day
Reel Big Fish - brand new hero
Oasis - Wonderwall
Cake - Alpha Beta Parking Lot
Yellowcard - Believe
As I Lay Dying - Collision
Dead Poetic - Glass In the Trees
Relient K - Life After Death and Taxes (Failure II)
The Starting Line - West Girl Scout Road
Strata - You Are Eternal
Badly Drawn Boy - Epitaph
Norah Jones - What Would I Do?
Vanessa Amorosi - Heroes Live Forever
Billy Joel - For the Longest Time


instant message me or email me
x callthepolice
xcallthepolice@yahoo.com ]]> ~bloodofaunicorn http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/4758888/ http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/4758888/ Tue, 08 Mar 2005 09:38:18 PST
I'll catch you kids on the flip side. ]]> ~bloodofaunicorn http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/4676496/ http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/4676496/ Sat, 26 Feb 2005 09:56:17 PST Only Losers Wear Fur. ]]> ~bloodofaunicorn http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/4645752/ http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/4645752/ Tue, 22 Feb 2005 13:18:20 PST
P.S. the weeks of March 1st - March 16th (ish) you will probably get nothing, at all. I have many concerts to be attending as well as the Spring Play and Hell Week. Sorry kid's.

Love Always,
~bloodofaunicorn

P.S. - I'm writing a book ]]> ~bloodofaunicorn http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/4452542/ http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/4452542/ Sun, 30 Jan 2005 11:05:55 PST
Love You're UASC Techie
~bloodofaunicorn
ally ]]> ~bloodofaunicorn http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/4345337/ http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/4345337/ Mon, 17 Jan 2005 17:40:03 PST
Please pray for Charlene Besuden. Pray to whatever God you want, pray to Satan, just pray, please, pray. Pray that it won't hurt her any longer, and that it will be peaceful. Please, I ask this of all of you, just pray. ]]> ~bloodofaunicorn http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/4203304/ http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/4203304/ Fri, 31 Dec 2004 14:40:28 PST ~bloodofaunicorn http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/4123265/ http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/4123265/ Tue, 21 Dec 2004 21:41:16 PST
<3 ]]> ~bloodofaunicorn http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/3989468/ http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/3989468/ Sat, 04 Dec 2004 18:01:27 PST
So, note me, or leave a comment on here if you want the link, and if I don't respond, don't take it personally.

<3


Oh, and this doesn't mean that this account is shutting down, either. ]]> ~bloodofaunicorn http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/3967837/ http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/3967837/ Wed, 01 Dec 2004 20:25:34 PST It seems so out of context
In this gaudy apartment complex
The stranger with the door key
Explaining that I'm just visiting
Now I finally see
That I'm the one worth leaving
-The Postal Service.


<3thepostalservice.


Nothing much new here. Probably some more spastic nothingness from me for a while. The TAG (Theatre Arts Group) play stuff starts soon. So if I'm just randomly not submiting anything you'll know why.

Until brighter days, kids
Your fearless leader
~bloodofaunicorn ]]> ~bloodofaunicorn http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/3176117/ http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/3176117/ Fri, 20 Aug 2004 21:36:59 PDT
New poetry, songs and photograph's coming soon, loves. <3 ]]> ~bloodofaunicorn http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/3080824/ http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/3080824/ Mon, 09 Aug 2004 08:04:20 PDT jealous oh so jealous. But I sat counting the days, and the minutes of the hours that I spent with my curly brown haired boy, and how because of you're lies I almost lost the one thing in the entire world I cared about. So here's to you. Raise your champagne glass. Because I'll forgive as soon as you have the balls to apologize. ]]> ~bloodofaunicorn http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/2949349/ http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/2949349/ Fri, 23 Jul 2004 11:41:08 PDT
LEAVE MESSAGES! ]]> ~bloodofaunicorn http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/2690084/ http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/2690084/ Fri, 18 Jun 2004 12:15:49 PDT

I was in a car accident, everything's fine though, so don't worry.

I'm a little bruised, okay a lot, but I'm okay.


<3you ]]> ~bloodofaunicorn http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/2513553/ http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/2513553/ Wed, 26 May 2004 13:17:22 PDT ~bloodofaunicorn http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/2398800/ http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/2398800/ Mon, 10 May 2004 11:58:27 PDT
I told Caitlin M everything and I mean everything and it's really hard because I'm really upset right now, and I don't really know why, I just, there are times where I really want to die, and times when I really don't, this time, right now is the first, but then I think about everything and I don't want to die because I don't want my friends in hurting, like I said above. I remember when Claudia's friend commited suicide and how hard she sobbed, and I can't do that to my friends, and that's why I do what I do I suppose, but it's hard not to, and here I am justifying it when I should be off talking to caitlin, so that's what I'm going to do.

I'm sorry you guys. I love you.

<333 Ally ]]> ~bloodofaunicorn http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/2356053/ http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/2356053/ Tue, 04 May 2004 04:34:01 PDT
>.< ]]> ~bloodofaunicorn http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/2354235/ http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/2354235/ Mon, 03 May 2004 20:00:43 PDT
I quit.

2nd thing today, I've quit. ]]> ~bloodofaunicorn http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/2309689/ http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/2309689/ Tue, 27 Apr 2004 13:00:41 PDT
One that you can really see..me... ]]> ~bloodofaunicorn http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/2259317/ http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/2259317/ Mon, 19 Apr 2004 20:46:44 PDT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ERIC AND AUSTIN.

My Full Length Journal

Crimson Distortion

Mint 6 Ten ]]> ~bloodofaunicorn http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/2050809/ http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/2050809/ Mon, 12 Apr 2004 09:40:07 PDT keepmeonawire's band is trying to get out of Cinci, and I want to help them, because I love Mint 6 Ten. So, buy there merch, listen to their music, fall in love with them. I know I have.

Mint6Ten Official Website
Mint6Ten MP3's Online

Click the link, leave me a note, tell me what you think.

Listen up everyone PART TWO. My good friend ~LipstickandBruises's band is really looking for support and fans, and I want to help them, since I'm the manager, because I love my friends. So, buy their merch, listen their music, and fall in love with them. I have.

Crimson Distortion Official Website
Crimson Distortion MP3's Online ]]> ~bloodofaunicorn http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/1993485/ http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/1993485/ Thu, 11 Mar 2004 14:23:21 PST March 4th, 1994 - March 11th, 2004
You'll always be my one and only childhood dog.
I love you.
My dearest, Matty, Matty, Matty. ]]> ~bloodofaunicorn http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/1986735/ http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/1986735/ Wed, 10 Mar 2004 12:28:45 PST
K i l l m e n o w. ]]> ~bloodofaunicorn http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/1970785/ http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/1970785/ Sun, 07 Mar 2004 20:37:29 PST Taylor

I love him good and well.



loves:
~livingpoetsociety ~the-endless-club
~dark-writing ~memory-of-kurt ~DApunx
~bloodrosesociety ~club-nirvana ~ offspring
~anime-vampire-club ~Music-Obsessions
~MansonLovers ~coheed-AND-cambria



[link] ]]> ~bloodofaunicorn http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/1857197/ http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/1857197/ Mon, 16 Feb 2004 18:20:21 PST
Guidelines:
1) You must be opinionated
2) You must not be a conformist
3) You must be able to speak out on what you believe.

To join note either this account or ~ OpinionatedHell or IM me on AIM at x3TickleMeEmo3x.

Join... make a deviant ID and an icon and win a prize! ]]> ~bloodofaunicorn http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/1842809/ http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/1842809/ Sat, 14 Feb 2004 07:33:48 PST
Soon, I'm going to make a club for individualists and all that good stuff, so I hope y'all join and stuff...

Love y'all..

Expect even greater work in the future.. ]]> ~bloodofaunicorn http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/1807601/ http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/1807601/ Sat, 07 Feb 2004 10:57:45 PST
The avatar thing was just one of many things, and now comments on my work that have to do with my personal life, ouch.


As of right now, I'm leaving DA.
I'm sorry to everyone who follows me and my work.


I will be back, I will comment if I love you especially much.

-For everyone who has been with me through it all, I love you.


I'm sorry things have become this drastic that I'm forced to leave Deviant Art. I love the community and the ideas it's based on, but I'm sorry.

I will cease to update, I don't know when I'll start again.


-If you want to follow me still, here's the link to my live journal. [link]

I'm sorry. ]]> ~bloodofaunicorn http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/1799490/ http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/1799490/ Sat, 07 Feb 2004 11:21:49 PST as well as because Mike thought of my icon as unpatriotic and offensive.

I have the right to show my avatar.

I'm offended by this because I'm not being being a communist or anything like that.

--

Here ya go, my reasons for what I stand for. and links to support me.

[link] [link] [link] [link] [link] [link]

I believe in on kingdom one God, and one ultimate power.
I believe in freedom of speech, freedom of religion and freedom to own arms. I believe in freedom to bear arms. I believe in what the NRA does. I believe George W. Bush is trying to be greater than his father. I believe in Anarchy. I believe in democracy that is just that - democracy. I believe in bands like Naked Authority and Anti-Flag. I believe in playing bass even when your fingers get bloody. I believe in slacking off when you can. I believe in ANIMAL RIGHTS I believe in being a vegiterian. I believe in life after death. I believe in life after love. I believe music heals the soul. I believe that Washington and Jefferson are turning in their graves at the state of the nation. I believe in being opinionated. I believe in punk culture. I believe in being non-stereotypical. I believe in mind power. I believe looks don't matter. I believe no one will read all of this. I believe that the world has being a giant ball of crap. I believe that we're screwing ourselves over because no one will try and change anything. I believe that society should be ignored, not praised. I believe in standing out. I believe in going against the crowd. I believe in me. I believe in you.

If you're with me, tell me and I'll put your avatar - no matter what it is in this journal.

If you're with me in my fight against ignorance and me not changing my avatar, tell me, and you'll be in here.



Remember.

you're silence won't save you.
-Anti - Flag

you can kill the protester, but not the protest
-Anti - Flag

war is terrorism too, dumb shit ]]> ~bloodofaunicorn http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/1737988/ http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/1737988/ Sun, 25 Jan 2004 08:20:03 PST He doesn't think he's hot, I think he's crazy. Check out his band
www. mint6ten .com
Listen to the song Burnt Adventura - it's my favorite.

--

Taylor's grounded *sobs* I miss him like crazy... but shh don't tell him that.

I hate that I sound so dependant on him, like I can't even make a fucking desicion without him. FUUUUUUUCK.

But.. I think I love him, don't I? I can't stop thinking about him... aw fuck I'm so fucking fuckity confused.

--

Choose a band/or artist and answer in song TITLES by that band::

Are you female or male:: "I Feel Like A Woman" - ...?
Describe yourself:: "I'm Dying Tommorow" - Alkaline Trio
How do some people feel about you:: " Everything About You" - Three Days Grace
How do you feel about yourself:: "Bottom of a Bottle" - Smile Empty Soul
Describe your ex girlfriend/boyfriend:: " Congratulations Smack and Katy" - Reggie and The Full Effect
Describe your current girlfriend/boyfriend:: "Hands Down" - Dashboard Confessional
Describe where you want to be:: "Kokomo" - The Beach Boys
Describe what you want to be:: Rock Star - Jimmy Eat World
Describe your ambition::
Describe your determinatin:: What's Left Of The Flag - Flogging Molly
Describe your pick me up:: You Are Invited - Dismemberment Plan
Describe how you live:: "Adam's Song" - Blink182
Describe your personality:: Basket Case - Green Day
Describe how you often feel:: "Mercury Rising" - From Autumn To Ashes
Describe you looks:: Cringe - Alkaline Trio
Describe your attraction to the opposite sex:: "Kaboom Kaboom" - Marilyn Manson
Describe your sex drive:: "Hey Ho, Let's Go" - The Ramones
Describe feeling good:: "Hands Down" - Dashboard Confessional
Describe your longing:: "Carolina Trace" - Mint 6 Ten
Describe how you love:: "Nothing Else Matters" - Metallica
Describe your emotions:: Trouble Breathing - Alkaline Trio
Describe your pain:: "Short Stories With Tragic Endings" - From Autumn To Ashes & " Burnt Adventura" - Mint 6 Ten
Describe your peace:: "The Protest Song" - Anti Flag
Share a few words of wisdom:: Street Spirit - Radiohead

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Check it out... oh yeah..

--

Live in the Cincinnati Area?
COME SEE LOCAL BANDS PLAY! They'll rock your fucking socks off.
WHERE?: The Attic - Kettering www. theattic . com
WHEN?: February 21st, 2003
TIME?: 7:00 - You Get Your Ass Kicked Out
WHO?: INSERT BAND NAME HERE, Crimson Distorion, The Kickin' Twenties, and others!
COST?: $5! or $10 for a backstage pass!

Support me and my band! Bring your friends for a fuckin' awesome time!

--

Concert today! FUCK YEAH!
CAN YOU SAY...

LINKIN PARK! P.O.D, STORY OF THE YEAR, and HOOBASTANK!

FUCK FUCK FUCK YEAH BABY!

--

Much Love From You're Overly Excitable Child ]]> ~bloodofaunicorn http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/1737737/ http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/1737737/ Sun, 25 Jan 2004 06:55:06 PST [link] border="0" alt="you are emo">
emo. 28-33 scene points. you go to shows and act
pretentious, but that's the way we like you.


how many scene points do you have?
brought to you by Quizilla


Wow.. if that doesn't work....heh heh

--

Live in the Cinci Area?
Come to see some awesome indie bands!

Where?: THE ATTIC - KETTERING - [link]
When?: February 21st, 2003
Time?: 7:00-11:00ish
Who?: Crimson Distortion, INSERT BAND NAME HERE, and others!

Check the attic.com for directions and such!

-free insert band name here stickers, buy a backstage pass and get stuff signed!

--

Oh yeah advertisement baby!

--

Admin of




]]> ~bloodofaunicorn http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/1734923/ http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/1734923/ Sat, 24 Jan 2004 16:37:31 PST Come to see some awesome indie bands!

Where?: THE ATTIC - KETTERING - [link]
When?: February 21st, 2003
Time?: 7:00-11:00ish
Who?: Crimson Distortion, INSERT BAND NAME HERE, and others!

Check the attic.com for directions and such!

-free insert band name here stickers, buy a backstage pass and get stuff signed!


--


Okay, so I'm done advertising my band. w00t! aren't you guys proud of me?

SH! NO ONE TELL LUKE! heh.

--

ADMIN OF:

--

I'm officially a giant LOSER

--

Comment on my shit and whatever.

--

Later ]]> ~bloodofaunicorn http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/1707987/ http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/1707987/ Mon, 19 Jan 2004 17:26:48 PST
---

I need a hug. ]]> ~bloodofaunicorn http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/1660404/ http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/1660404/ Tue, 13 Jan 2004 15:08:04 PST


MOOD: Happy
LISTENING TO: "Hurt" - Nine Inch Nails

--

Heehee! I'm actually in a good mood! I know... scary, huh?

--

Taylor just left! He's such a sweetie, he's always calling me cute and sweet and love and aww, I'm just so, *sigh*

--

OKAY! I now know what I'm getting // making Tan Tan for our 6 Month Anniversary! Wanna know? OF COURSE YOU DO!

Okay, so for the long version...

Okay, so I'm gonna go to hot topic and buy a nirvana and a metallica shirt. and I'm going to cut off the backs of each shirt and sow the fronts of the two shirts together and then, I'm going to cut a little sliver in the bottoms and sow the halfs together, add a head... and VIOLA! A TEDDY BEAR! *^_^*

And, Becki (~LipstickandBruises) is gonna help me!

What do you guys think?!

OH! Yeah! Becki is also gonna help me make a spiffy reversable blanket! Heehee, thanks for the idea!!

--

Well, I didn't get to ride today because the ring was frozen and it was only 15 degrees out! .:shiver:.

--

Oh, yes, check out becki!! because I did her icon and all of the previews! She's an awesome writer so therefore that is why she's my writer of the moment! YAY BECKI!

Also, check out kurt, I made his avatar and shit...

--

Shameless Plug of a website: [link]

Shameless Advertising:
*mechanicology ~MansonLovers
~DEADSTOCK ~CelticBeauty
~Bulletproof-Cupid ~umbhunk69
~incarnadinity ~school
~guitar2urheart ~disfunctional16
~Deafening-Silence ~ theforgottenvampire
~club-nirvana ~forever0ctober
~yourownghost ~serenityalli
~kittyofdespair

Shameless advertising of my real life buddies:

Kurt! -
Becki! -
Eric! -
Alice! -
Chris! -
Kat! - ~bloodofaunicorn http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/1644421/ http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/1644421/ Fri, 09 Jan 2004 21:16:02 PST
Why?

Well, okay, so I'm really really really really really really into Taylor, and our 6month is approaching and he's spending something like $90 on me! AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO GET HIM! ARGH!

Okay, so Becki and I decided that I'm going to make him dinner.

Is that korny? <---yes KORNy

Kris (check him and his band out here... [link] - they rock) says it's more meaningful from a guy to a girl, but you wouldn't want to eat his cooking x^_^x

Okay, SO what the hell do I get the guy that wants ABSOLUTELY NOTHING!

And keep this PG guys... haha, you know what I mean! x^_^x

Okay, so here's my link of today, and for awhile...

[link]

They rock outloud!










People I know in real life who ROCK:

Eric -
Alice -
Kristen - http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/1621895/ Fri, 02 Jan 2004 23:46:20 PST
--

Okay, so, Taylor and I were walking through my neighborhood and I spilled my whole childhood why I'm so fucked up. And he was being sweet and yeah.

--

My brother and his friends are drinking. Okay.. yeah.. whatever. I don't care. I'm riding tommorow. Don't feel like sleeping though..

--

Yeah, for the record over here it's 2:45am.

--

I'm bored. I'm gonna do somen or other. Later...

--

Love from your fucked up childhood superstar. ]]> ~bloodofaunicorn http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/1607495/ http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/1607495/ Fri, 02 Jan 2004 12:21:07 PST
!!! INSTRUCTIONS: !!!
1. Copy this whole list into your journal.
2. Bold the things that are true about you.
3. Whatever you don't bold are false

01. When I was younger I made some bad decisions
02. I don't watch much TV these days
03. I love psychodelic mushrooms
04. I love sleeping
05. I have loads of books
06. I once slept in a toilet
07. I love playing video games
08. I adore marijuana
09. I watch porn movies
10. I watch them with my father
11. I like sharks
12. I love spiders, I think they're adorable, especially the ones with bright colours on their backs
13. I was born without hair and I still have no hair
14. I like J. Bush
15. People are cool.
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year
17. I have jacuzzi and a Porsche
18. I have a lot to learn
19. I carry my knife everywhere with myself
20. I'm really really smart
21. I've never broken someone's bones
22. I have a secret
23. I hate snow
24. I drink only milk
25. Punk rock rules
26. I hate Bill Gates!
27. I love Chinese food
28. I would hate to be famous
29. I am not a morning person
30. I wear glasses
31. I don't need glasses, except sunglasses
32. I have potential
33. I'm pure Japanese
34. My legs are two different sizes
35. I have a twin
36. I wear a padded bra
37. I can ramble on about absolutely nothing
38. I'm left-handed
39. I hate llamas, but I'm one of them
40. I don't like horror movies
41. I suck at climbing, but I love it anyway
42. People hate me usually.
43. I love pop music
44. I hardly ever go to bed before midnight
45. I hate parking fines
46. I know national anthem of my country by heart
47. I know more than two languages
48. I spend too much time on the computer
49. I often want to throw out the computer in a window
50. I live on a ground floor
51. I don't like chocolate
52. I'd like to be more original
53. I've lied
54. Cocks are my favorite birds
55. I want to conquer the world
56. I wonder what happens when you die
57. I've read all books about Harry Potter
58. Eat your dog!
59. I love to exercise.
60. I hate chemistry with a passion
61. I love to write
62. I like changes
63. I hate going to class
64. I am afraid to die
65. I hate dish washing
66. My hair is long, brown, and incredibly curly
67. My nails are nine inches long
68. My favorite color is black
69. I like to sleep on the floor
70. I am hopeless at cooking
71. I sucked my thumb when I was little.
72. I should be doing somehting else rather than writing this
73. I am online a lot, but not in MSN
74. I hate government
75. I don't have a girlfriend/boyfriend
76. I'm too nice for my own good.
77. I love to read, I read as much as I can.
78. I don't trust newspapers
79. I like debating
80. I live in a vagon
81. I clean my room once a month
82. I'm scared of American fast food
83. I have a third eye
84. I love Mozambique
85. I don't trust any religion.
86. I used to play with Barbie’s because all the other girls were doing it
87. I wanted to be a super hero when I was little.
88. I like listening to wind chimes
89. I'm very disorganized
90. My hair is long and straight
91. I earn a lot
92. I don't like spicy food
93. I keep a diary/journal
94. I can't do cartwheels
95. I am very lazy.
96. I'M SARCASITIC!
97. I think my hair is annoying
98. I'm very sensitive
99. I love being "ab-normal"
100. My left eye is violet and my right eye is a light blue.

Wow.. I'm a loser! *^_^*

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http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/1601363/ Mon, 29 Dec 2003 23:07:58 PST I was meant to live for so much more...

I'm upset. Sara leaves today, we're pulling an all-nighter. Kurt ~Vuvarys and I are having some issues, and he's pushing and I'm trying so hard to hold on tight. I keep asking him why, and each time it makes me hurt and hurt more... Damnit, guys, save me.

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I'm so in love with Taylor, that when we go to say goodbye I have to hold back so I don't just cry.

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Went to the movies. Kind of sucked. I had already seen it. We went to see Lord of the Rings: Return of the King. It's a great movie... and such. I went with... Annie, Zane, Jon, Sara, Austin, Kurt, Taylor, Amanda, McVey, Mike, Adam, Danielle and Brett. It was fine... I miss my kurty, though. *sigh* Sometimes I wonder why I even bother trying to have friends, getting close to people, because I always get hurt.

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Rish is in town... I hope I get to see him... his mom hates me because she found out that I ran away and about thr whole cutting thing.. I think she's over it now...

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Mike got hypnotized so that he'd stop smoking, which is grand. I'm happy about it... but... I can't smile, ya know?

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I ned a god damned hug.

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Hug me?

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Red rose tears
Diamond ring fears
White flag floats threw the air
Now covered in crimson - knowing no one cares
I'll wave my red flag - of bloodied dying
As my red rose tears fall from my eyes - crying.

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Love from your depressed, psychotic red rose teary eyed surprise. ]]> ~bloodofaunicorn http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/1593542/ http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/1593542/ Sun, 28 Dec 2003 07:46:01 PST
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For Christmas I got a Squier Precission bass, and a fender amp. So, I'm happy.

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Sara came to stay with me until the 30th, then she leaves again for Virginia

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Nothing to much to say as of now, though...

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Love From Your Sociopathic Freak on a Leash... ]]> ~bloodofaunicorn http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/1570174/ http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/1570174/ Mon, 22 Dec 2003 19:42:13 PST

Okay, I decided that no one can change me, and I'm still wearing my studded bracelett, but I'm wearing fewer rubber braceletts. So, thank you everyone for the advice. I love you for it.


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I'm really really excited, because I was asked to play bass in a band, as well as to sing. So, I'm totally fuckin excited!! I can't wait to start practicing, I think this band will go places, unlike Blind Destiny. Taylor is still being a mega dork about it, so I'm just like screw it. And I'm not sure what's going on with my other band, I think we're gonna call it Three Days Till Sunday (you guys like that name? =/ ) Because we don't have a drummer yet, and you need a drummer, plus we don't have someone in the administration to stay after with us. Cuz I have yet to ask Mrs. Grahm. Remind me to do that, kay guys?

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Wow, I'm just in such a good mood now! YAY! I love playing bass! SO MUCH! *holds self and dances*

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That's all for now,

Love from A twisted child ]]> ~bloodofaunicorn http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/1561683/ http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/1561683/ Sat, 20 Dec 2003 20:39:02 PST My spiked hair, your new Vans
Let's shoplift some sweatbands for punk rock 101.

This is the first journal of a saga that has just begun...


Oh lord. Parents. What do I say about them? Well.... I was on the phone with taylor, and my dad asked if I wanted chinese food and I said no because I had had pizza, and he yelled at me and told me to get off the phone, so I got off and he basically told me I hurt him all the time, every day, but he loves me. And he started on this rant about how every time I put on my rubber bracellets and my studded stuff my attitude changes, like accesories can change attitudes...? How does that work? Someone explain this to me! It's really pissing me off and I cried for a while, and taylor was supposed to come over after he left his grandfathers but he left late and my mom wouldn't let him come over anymore, so I cried again, because that's the only thing that would have made my horrific night better, but that didn't happen so this night reaked. I'm just glad it's almost over.

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I miss my rubber bracelletts. A lot, my wrist feels naked. Really naked... Plus, I miss my little pyramid bracelletts, this really sucks. But, since I dont want to piss my dad off I don't wear them... *sigh*

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Advice anyone? ]]> ~bloodofaunicorn http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/1527008/ http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/1527008/ Fri, 12 Dec 2003 20:29:47 PST convinced me, because I know he really cares. Yes, some of you all do, but I know he really does. Thanks a bunch, hun.

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Blind Destiny is in the fuckin shits because of my boyfriend being crazy. But, whatever, life goes on.

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I have to work tommorow, which reaks, gotta be out there at 8:45, it's faggish.

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That's all for now, because I will be staying.


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So, to my stalkees (

Tell me if you want me here. ]]> ~bloodofaunicorn http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/1496338/ http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/1496338/ Fri, 05 Dec 2003 21:40:13 PST
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I got home from the battle of the bands a couple hours ago, it was really cool but the pussy's up there wouldn't let you mosh, but if you know me I have issues with authority and yeah... I moshed anyways, which got me kicked out. And I was like well fuck that and went back in... Eh, I only got caught twice and so in total I got kicked out 3 times. Eh, I'm a rebel according to Kristen Heh, I guess she's right.

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A happy late birthday to Chris!

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A large hug for Lauren

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Much love for... ]]> ~bloodofaunicorn http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/1481616/ http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/1481616/ Tue, 02 Dec 2003 17:08:07 PST
Eh, not you per say... but parental guardians. They're bitchin' at me for trying to get my friend up here for christmas, because I'm being "tacky" so they're like give the money back. And I don't to much want to walk back over to taylor and get it, and then give it back because... just blah... fine whatever I'll probably end up doing it but it'll be shit trying to get the money. Whatever. ]]> ~bloodofaunicorn http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/1470513/ http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/1470513/ Mon, 01 Dec 2003 13:06:03 PST


And many others.

From a twisted, but thankful child... ]]> ~bloodofaunicorn http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/1464121/ http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/1464121/ Fri, 28 Nov 2003 20:25:30 PST
Sometimes I wonder why I'm here, why I'm around. It doesn't seem like a serve much of a purpose anyways. I try to help so much, all my friends who need it, but this stuff takes a toll on my spirit. Don't get me wrong, I love helping them, I love the warm, love filled hug at the end. But when I have to make deals with them to get them to stop doing s&^t I despise there anger driven words. It's usually the anger driven ones. But occasionaly it's the first one, the most rewarding. People tell me that I'm a good listener, and that's why they come to me, "Ally, you give such good advice, what would I ever do without you?!" Well, sometimes I wonder why they say that if they just go off and attempt suicide, it's like um... yeah... you care so much, but you're willing to take your life for something crazy? *sigh* I just don't understand, but I hate it. I HATE IT!

I hate you
But not nearly as much as I hate myself...

I'm gonna go take a shower or something... maybe I'll feel clean... my hair's awfully greasy... Whatever.

Later guys.

From a twisted and distraught child. ]]> ~bloodofaunicorn http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/1430212/ http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/1430212/ Sat, 22 Nov 2003 13:43:40 PST
and as wells as

Congrats guys! You ROCK MY SOCKS! ]]> ~bloodofaunicorn http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/1400463/ http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/1400463/ Fri, 14 Nov 2003 13:26:44 PST RoseOfDeath

CHECK IT OUT!!

~These-areNOTmy-Pants ]]> ~bloodofaunicorn http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/1392247/ http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/1392247/ Wed, 12 Nov 2003 15:37:49 PST ...

[ Current Clothes ] Jeans, and my black Elenore T-shirt
[ Current Mood ] Stresed
[ Current Music ] "Heart Shaped Box" - NIRVANA
[ Current Taste ] Cap off of my soda
[ Current Hair ] straigtened, tangled, red
[ Current Annoyance ] My parents
[ Current Smell ] Dog Shit
[ Current Favorite Group ] NIRVANA, or Rancid
[ Current Book you're reading] Who Killed Kurt Cobain? The Mysterious Death of an Icon
[ Current CD in CD Player] In Utero - Nirvana
[ Current DVD in player] Dashboard Confessional - Behind the Scenes
[ Current Worry ] I won't get good grades, causing my horses to be taken away
[ You (Last) Touched ] my keyboard
[ You (Last) Talked to ] Chris
[ You (Last) Hugged ] Ally
[ You (Last) Instant messaged ] Lindsay
[ You (Last) Yelled At ] My Sister
[ You (Last) Kissed ] Taylor!
[ All I need is ] advil
[ Love is ] tear-filled
[ I'm afraid of ] Losing him... everyone...
[ I dream about ] things I shouldn't
[I KNOW:] myself, I'm the only one who does...
[I WANT:] normalcy
[I WISH:] I could say I am happy
[I HATE:] myself
[I MISS:] youth group
[I FEAR:] everything
[I HEAR:] "Rape Me" - NIRVANA
[I SEARCH:] for answers
[I WONDER:] why I am so hated
[I REGRET:] everything
[I LOVE:] taylor, my friends... they keep me living
[I AM NOT:] ever happy
[I CONFUSE:] myself
[I LISTEN:] to the ringing in my ears


I am in a very deppressed mood, I want youth back, I miss it. It was my home, my life, my comfort. It was ripped away, mom if you're reading this, I need it back. I need it back. My defeat is inevitable in this losing battle that is my fight for my rights. So all I have left to say is..

Fuck you.
Fuck everything you stand for
Fuck your world
Fuck what your told
Fuck you
And fuck everything you stand for ]]> ~bloodofaunicorn http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/1388365/ http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/1388365/ Tue, 11 Nov 2003 18:36:43 PST ~bloodofaunicorn http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/1362526/ http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/1362526/ Wed, 05 Nov 2003 18:34:52 PST
Goodbye. ]]> ~bloodofaunicorn http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/1349543/ http://bloodofaunicorn.deviantart.com/journal/1349543/ Sun, 02 Nov 2003 10:40:04 PST ~bloodofaunicorn