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]]> ~blu-kaida http://blu-kaida.deviantart.com/journal/24947178/ http://blu-kaida.deviantart.com/journal/24947178/ Mon, 25 May 2009 16:51:08 PDT


]]> ~blu-kaida http://blu-kaida.deviantart.com/journal/24933329/ http://blu-kaida.deviantart.com/journal/24933329/ Sun, 24 May 2009 22:30:45 PDT So, here's how it works:
1. Open your music library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc.).
2. Put it on shuffle.
3. Press play.
4. For every question, type the song that's playing.
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button.
6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool..
(i did this on a playlist cause its what i had on...i wasnt changing it to my full library cause i was lazy)

Opening Credits:
survive- rise against

Waking Up:
lady in the blue dress- senses fail

First Day At School:
chase the morning- sarah brightman/ alexa vega

Making Your New Best Friend:
i wanna- all american rejects

Falling In Love:
seventeen- alexa vega

Breaking Up:
the truth- good charlottoe

Prom:
you found me- the fray

Graduation:
mona lisa(when the world comes down)- all american rejects

Life's Okay:
revenge is sweeter(than you ever were)- the veronicas

Death of a Close Friend:
11:11- all american rejects

Mental Breakdown:
thunder- boys like girls

Driving:
too bad- nickelback

Flashback:
last chance blueprint- rise against

Getting Back Together:
he wasn't- avril lavigne

Birth of Child:
dance floor anthem- good charlotte

Wedding Scene:
you're cute when you scream- senses fail

Car Accident:
give it all- rise against

Final Battle:
in another life- the veronicas

Death Scene:
all the best cowboys have daddy issues- senses fail

Funeral Song:
cold shower tuesdays- bowling for soup

End Credits:
18th floor balcony- blue october

an odd choice for my soundtrack...but okies. its as crazy as my real life.

]]> ~blu-kaida http://blu-kaida.deviantart.com/journal/24793377/ http://blu-kaida.deviantart.com/journal/24793377/ Sat, 16 May 2009 19:51:54 PDT
And real Americans always reject unnatural things like eyeglasses, polyester, and air conditioning, tattoos, piercings and silicon breasts...

2. Gay Marriage Will Encourage People To Be Gay

In the same way that hanging around tall people will make you tall.

3. Legalizing Gay Marriage Will Open The Door To All Kinds Of
Crazy Behavior

People may even wish to marry their pets because a dog has
legal standing and can sign a marriage contract. Lamps are next.

4. Straight Marriage Has Been Around A Long Time And Hasn't Changed At All

Hence why women are still property, blacks still can't marry whites, and divorce is still illegal.

5. Straight Marriage Will Be Less Meaningful If Gay Marriage Were Allowed

And we can't let the sanctity of Britney Spears' 55-hour just-for-fun marriage be destroyed.

6. Straight Marriages Are Valid Because They Produce Children

So therefore, gay couples, infertile couples, and old people shouldn't be allowed to marry because our population isn't out of control, our orphanages aren't full yet, and the world needs more children.

7. Obviously Gay Parents Will Raise Gay Children

Since, of course, straight parents only raise straight children.

8. Gay Marriage Is Not Supported By Religion

In a theocracy like ours, the values of one religion are imposed on the entire country. That's why we have only one religion in America.

9. Children Can Never Succeed Without A Male And A Female Role Model

Which is exactly why we as a society expressly forbid single parents to raise children.

10. Gay Marriage Will Change The Foundation Of Society; We Could Never Adapt To New Social Norms

Just like we haven't adapted to cars, the service-sector economy, or longer life spans.

Repost This If You Think LOVE Makes A Marriage!

]]> ~blu-kaida http://blu-kaida.deviantart.com/journal/24763060/ http://blu-kaida.deviantart.com/journal/24763060/ Thu, 14 May 2009 23:44:19 PDT


]]> ~blu-kaida http://blu-kaida.deviantart.com/journal/24746505/ http://blu-kaida.deviantart.com/journal/24746505/ Wed, 13 May 2009 22:46:28 PDT
and i hate my boobs. cause i dont think im still a DD. (yes i put that where people can read it. for those who know me, they know i complain constantly and dont care who knows what size i am. hell ive had a discussion about this in my break room at work and one of my male coworkers walked in and my friend and i burst out laghing.) i would love to say that theyve shrunk, but no i believe my damn boobs have gotten bigger. although im losing weight.(im at 160*happy dance*)

well night night lovies.



]]> ~blu-kaida http://blu-kaida.deviantart.com/journal/24722503/ http://blu-kaida.deviantart.com/journal/24722503/ Tue, 12 May 2009 14:52:21 PDT not originally tagged.) im bored. my facts are boring. sorry?

R u l e s
1. Link to your original tagger(s) and list these rules in your post.
2. Share seven facts about yourself in the post.
3. Tag seven people at the end of your post by leaving their names and the links to their pages.
4. Let them know they’ve been tagged.

so here goes
1. i have a bad case of procrastination. i work on about five or so projects at a time and none get done because of video games, work, internet, reading, anything else possible....so if a picture or story ever gets finished, it will most likely be the end of the world.
2.i complain alot about nothing. mainly my boyfriend. i swear i love the boy, he just irks the hell out of me. i get it from my mother. or my aunt. or my family.i dunno.
3. i know how to use proper grammer, i correct people all the time. but im too lazy when im typing to actually use punctuation and spell things properly.
4.im loud and obnoxious, i act like a blonde, im rude, im bratty, i pick fights, i can be mean, but the only people who ever see that side of me are my family and my boyfriend. otherwise im one of the sweetest people you will ever meet. i listen when you need an ear, and im always trying to cheer everyone i care about up. its not that im fake, im just good with controlling my many emotions around people.
5.i went to college for fashion design for a year. i hated it with such a passion that i never really went to my classes...>.> i didnt go back, but if i had i would have changed my major to studio art with a minor in theater, although i have the worst stage fright ever. this is coming from the girl who used to boast to her friends on how she wanted to be a famous musician, and i would still like that.
6. i go off on tangents like its my job. i will be talking about one thing then i see something else and this will go on forever to the point i dont remember what the original topic was.almost like what i did in #5.
7. i was in girl scouts up until i graduated high school, even getting a scholorship for it, though to tell the truth i didnt really care about most of who was in my troup. we had all been friends since 2nd grade but they were so stuck up that i couldnt take it. i was extremely quiet back then and when i did voice my opinion no one listened. so i ended up just not voicing my opinions and never got to do what i wanted. and yet i still miss the camping and the trips we used to take. i probably never traveled so much if it wasnt for them.

so now that that borefest is over i tag...*ponders* do i even have 7 people to tag? do it if you want i guess...if not whatev.


]]> ~blu-kaida http://blu-kaida.deviantart.com/journal/24713212/ http://blu-kaida.deviantart.com/journal/24713212/ Mon, 11 May 2009 23:41:34 PDT
and on another random note im watching food network and alton from good eats goes "this is a mighty fine sauce" and all i thought of was repo "mighty fine print"

damn im tired but i so cant sleep and now im rambleing. *goes back to pokemon* SQUEE! and if you havent heard yet...gold and silver are finally getting remakes. heart gold and soul silver.

peace. love. and cupcakes.


]]> ~blu-kaida http://blu-kaida.deviantart.com/journal/24627363/ http://blu-kaida.deviantart.com/journal/24627363/ Wed, 06 May 2009 22:20:10 PDT
and the idiot strikes again. so we were watching ace of cakes last night and mike goes..."wheres baltimore?" and im like maryland....in which he replies i should have known that but geography is not my strong point. im no geography master either but i knew the answer was pretty simple. we were in a local drugstore today and hes like ooo geometry book i need to get me one of those so i can remember where places are. i raise an eyebrow and go do you mean geography book? cause geometry is math. thats twice in the past 2 weeks i wonder whats next...



]]> ~blu-kaida http://blu-kaida.deviantart.com/journal/24610528/ http://blu-kaida.deviantart.com/journal/24610528/ Tue, 05 May 2009 22:26:03 PDT
so today i was put pn my own register, my drawer was counted after i was done and i was only a penny short. she goes to me so when we audit your register its perfect but what about sunday do you need to tell me something. like i fucking stole your money? do you really think i could do that? i dont have the heart to even think about it. i try to be as honest as possible. so after we closed we had a mini meeting where i had to sign a write up form stating if im short on more time im fired. i felt like walking out and saying i quit. but i would feel bad about that.

oh and i called my mom to vent and she made it all about her and her crappy jobs. as usual i didnt get a word in edge wise.



]]> ~blu-kaida http://blu-kaida.deviantart.com/journal/24470323/ http://blu-kaida.deviantart.com/journal/24470323/ Mon, 27 Apr 2009 19:36:04 PDT
that was one of the 2 highlights of my day. another was i went above and beyond to help a customer find a present for her daughter and she went to my manager and praised me.

the rest of it has been crapptastic. but im off till friday and in a decent mood.

i was told to stop buying books cause i have too many. i bought...15 in the last 2 weeks. thats...normal...

oh and heores was a MINDFUCK!



]]> ~blu-kaida http://blu-kaida.deviantart.com/journal/24436997/ http://blu-kaida.deviantart.com/journal/24436997/ Sat, 25 Apr 2009 23:24:34 PDT
and im such a nerd for the food network.



]]> ~blu-kaida http://blu-kaida.deviantart.com/journal/24402938/ http://blu-kaida.deviantart.com/journal/24402938/ Thu, 23 Apr 2009 22:27:32 PDT
oh and on another less happy note. ive decided (for the millionth time this year) that im going to try to find out more about my dad. im sick of not knowing, but i know i cant get my mom to talk. shes kept her mouth shut for all these years and im not sure if i could trust what she says anyway. dont get me wrong i love the woman with all my heart, she gave birth to me after all but still i dont trust her fully. im wary though cause ive seen certain dads and how crappy they can be which leaves me with that feeling what if he left because he didnt want me? i dont know if i could deal with another person in my family whos only around because they feel obligated to love me cause im family. there are only 2 people that i know love me not cause im family but cause they genuinely love me. im sick of people shooting down my dreams even though they didnt make it to theirs. im sick of people making fun of my wieght when they cant seem to lose anyof their own and are 3 times the size of me. (ive lost 20 pounds since january!) what if my father is the same.

i think ive done my ranting for the night. it feels good to write this stuff again. its like ive been holding this weight on my shoulders and its finally getting lighter.



]]> ~blu-kaida http://blu-kaida.deviantart.com/journal/24386952/ http://blu-kaida.deviantart.com/journal/24386952/ Wed, 22 Apr 2009 23:38:33 PDT
and to top it all off im starting to feel lonlier than ever. yea ive made some really great friends over gaia. yea ive got berta. if i didnt have her life would be even worse. but mikes driving away the *two* people we hang out with. ive become more comfortable around people since getting the job at tru. ive made some great friends there as well. but if i even suggest that i hang out with them he gets all defensive and controling. i hate it! he hates the fact that all but 3 people that im friends with are guys. berta not counted cause i hang out with her when i go home. if i get to go home. ok so my family is crazy and weve been fighting alot more since my grandmother died but still they are my family. and if i even mention the idea of visiting my mom he flips. im not wasteing gas blah blah blah. all he cares about is money. while driving to see senses fail in march. which was wonderful by the way. big mike (who was driving at the time) hit a deer. no one got hurt. i was a little shaken up cause i was sitting in the back seat minus my belt...i was literally changing my outfit in the back seat...but the jerking motion scared the crap out of me. but the drivers side of the car had seen better days there were dents and the mirror was missing. big mike said as he was driving hell pay him back, at the concert after he got attacked in the moshpit and got drunk on whiskey and in the car (he wasnt driving after that) that he would pay for the damages, but he owes his parents money for new glasses and to fix HIS car. so fast forward to day. big mike ims me asking what my bfs problem was. i wasnt aware there was any problem other than big mike making choices that my mike didnt like (but then again he doesnt like anyone whos rebelious) turns out that he wasnt talking to big mike cause he still hadnt paid him back. well big mike is trying to get the money together but big mikes job sucks almost as much as mine. and is still not done paying his rents back. so yea my bf is a selfish jerk. but deep down i love him. not as much as i used to but i guess if you love someone once you will always love them.

i just needed to vent. ive been having bad days for a week or two now but im finally cracking under the pressure of my happy facade. it happens once in a while. i write too much sometimes. so you can ignore this if its too long. everyone else usually does. i got used to it in high school when someone i thought was a really close friend at the time told me we *my "friends"* are ignoring you cause your annoying. just kind of feeling inferior right now...night.



]]> ~blu-kaida http://blu-kaida.deviantart.com/journal/24352206/ http://blu-kaida.deviantart.com/journal/24352206/ Mon, 20 Apr 2009 21:47:22 PDT
on on the topic of my writing. ive got my story planned out. and its developed from the short story idea from my college days. in my head i see it as a young adult book series. im currently working on details of some charecters. theres ALOT OF THEM. ill be cutting the number down soon so that my brain can function after the first chapter or so.

ive got some of the charecters done up on their own page. my lola one is the only one posted here. i do have a scanner and im learning how to use my tablet (which i refer to as boo) but ive been drawing my charecters for so long now im trying to step away from them for a month or so. cause my style is changeing and developing and id like to redraw alot of my stuff cause its a little more mature style. and i havent given up on my felix and lola pic. the file was saved on my laptop(which is once again out of commission. im getting a new one very soon cause i cant take this piece of crap) and on my flash drive. which i left in the laptop bag. which is at a friends house. getting repaired. so i will do that as soon as i can.

but in the mean time i will be finishing up the good left undone then moving onto a lot of repo! the genetic opera pics. if you dont know what repo is well then i must not have bugged you enough in the past weeks. cause i went from loveing it to obsessed in the recent monthes.look it up. if you value your friendship with me then lookit up. IM KIDDING. im a little hyper and mike went to sleep, so im kinda bored and lonely. he leaves me like that everynight. stupid boys sometimes i dont get why i bother. theyre just a pain in my ass and yea...this one is way too much drama.

so a small update for those who know me...if you know anyone in our area who is looking for a roommate i need to get out of this house. its too cramped and i need my space, but i cant go back to my house. its too crazy and although i love my family they need to deal with the issues they have had since my grandmother passed away. and i dont want to go back to being miserable. i just found my almost happy place. :[

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