http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:blueisa&section=today deviantART RSS for by:blueisa en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Fri, 18 Dec 2009 07:19:22 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/28165549/ http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/28165549/ Thu, 05 Nov 2009 17:03:09 PST :C i figure that since im sick today nothing will ''happen'' to keep me from finnishing. i have been wanting to post a new journal since september... im sorry i left such a grim and angsty journal for so long... ):

anyways guys how have you been?? (:
me? i have been doing better... im pretty much settled in here already... it already feels normal and my old house and my old life seem like the old shell of something that is not part of me anymore but was definately there and gave me the shape i have right now...i want to paint cicadas...
pretty much everything is cool here... i miss the beach and the peace but i get all the socialness and events! (went to a couple of concerts already : D )so yeah i like it here... sweet water fish will never become seafish.. its not natural... maybe its because they shouldnt have to... who knows?
as i said everything is cool except for school... i could say that school is solitary form of mind sapping, soul consuming, madness inducing form of stressfull academic 5-day torture.... but its not ALWAYS like that... im still trying to make good friends but god knows i have trust issues and i am as weird as a comet... also im a lazy b**ch on everything school related

adaptability people: the hability to make the best and adapt to any circumstance, the key of evolution and survival. assuming that adversity is either non-existen or simply just a concealed opportunity... what is yout opinion? do you believe in it? are you adaptable?

NOW for something informative! for the few kind souls who are following ''abaddon meets mark'' im sorry for the delay D: i promise i havent given up on it yet! im just polishing some uuhhh... details because a certain person on it was acting up difficult... i promise as soon as i get that down i will continue!!
there is so much stuff i am ''doing'' its hard to organize myself O:

i was tagged by and someone else :V
(1). Publica estas normas/show this rules
(2). Cada persona tageada debe colocar 10 cosas acerca de ellos mismos en su Journal./each
tagged person must write down 10 things about themselves in their journal
(3). Al final tienes que elegir 8 personas para tagear y publicar sus iconos./at the end
you must pick 8 person to tagg and show their icons
(4). Ir a la página y enviar un mensaje avisando a quienes tageaste./go to their page
and let them know they have been tagged
(5). NO tagear de vuelta./no tagging back

1-i dont look it but im actually a very sensitive person and i am easily moved to tears...of course that i would never let you know that ;D
2-i have a thing for melancholic sounding songs...
3-more than once i have wondered if i have a personality disorder...
4-i am slightly allergic to cats
5-if im not feeling good i never tell anybody unless i feel like im going to die any instant
6-i was once hit on by a lesbian because i wore too much rainbow colored things... i still feel bad for the confusion
7-my biggest fear is to die without acomoplishing my goals
8-i am obscenely ecologic...
9-if i were to choose between dying or loosing my hands i wouldnt know what to do
10-although i have a hideous singing voice sometimes i think about learning to sing opera...

hadnt done one of this for a while :V
i think thats it guys i know that as soon as i hit the -submit- button i will remember all the other things i wanted to talk about heheh...

clubsss


]]> *blueisa http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/26412496/ http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/26412496/ Wed, 05 Aug 2009 22:02:26 PDT
since i arrived to my grandmas home in sinaloa (currently in guadalajara)i always figured my next journal entry would be from a starbucks or something but no...

im sitting here at my grandmas house (tecnically my aunts house since grandma passed away a long time ago...)... never really liked it here i dont want to stay here much longer... im sick of carrying lugagge and having to be polite and nice to whoevers house we are... and im not used to having so much little kids around >___> i love to hang out with my older cousins and all but they are all guys and i could use some girl time right now...

god unpacking in my old home was the bizarrest thing ever... my mind cant quite digest it yet... somehow everything seemed the same yet so different... all the old buildings the streets everything that was there 5 years ago is still there now!... a part of my mind tells me that shouldnt be... a part of my mind feels welcome and confident to adapt to something that is actually not new... and a part of my mind goes GOOOOOOOOOOOOOD this is weird and the rest just follow... its just so weird you know? i almost felt like 5 years just went *POOF!* it felt... welcomingly hostile... as much as i know how life is..uh.. was i talk to people here... i am kind of intimidated i have a feeling the city will eat me alive if i give it the chance...and is it me or is this ciry food messing my previously healthy un-poisoned stomach?

and i think it has been 3 or 4 weeks since i last grabbed a pencil and drew something... i am in panick thinking i may be going rusty... i want to go home >___> tomorrow they should be delivering matresses to our home... there will be nothing other than those matresses, one big television, my bro's XBOX, a phone and hopefully wireless internet(PLEEAAASSSEEEEE???) ...its going to be fun

anyways enough ranting... i just felt like calling in... i dont normally like to rant like this im sorry...

lets have an actual talk what did you do during the summer guys? : D did you have fun?
as for soemthing positive i have a new story in mind... ahh planning stages are beautiful

i felt like rambling... i love ho journals are the perfct combination between screaming out and letting it all out and keeping it in perfect secrecy.... im not expecting much people to give a damn only my friends... right?

clubsss


]]> *blueisa http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/25725402/ http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/25725402/ Sun, 05 Jul 2009 19:09:01 PDT
first i want to apologize for all the late replys and all of those deviations and journals i know i havent commented on im so sorry..... there are 144 un-commented deviations in my inbox and im so overwhelmed... and a lot of journals stacked in there too.... time just flies by and before i notice there is more in my plate than i can eat ): like in a brazillian restaurant where you forgot to flip your card haha.....(does somebody know what im talking about?)i dont know what to do.... is it humanely possible for me to comment on all of them? D:
i have been pretty absent lately.... i have been in very intense working sessions ... yes the artists at the ready stuff (among other things)... i should have really started sooner... or worked faster anyways i barely made the deadline... i was up untill 5:00 am getting everything done and sending in every thing.... i watched the sun rise... it is pretty : D but thankfully i made it before the deadline and i have 64 chances in almost 500...
im hoping to make it in as much as im expecting not to make it in so its all good... but do wish me luck please!

****EDIT****
ATR: i did not make it it.... .____.
i am...dumbfounded... i could start pouring my thoughts here but i think it would just result in a big BAAAWWWWWW that nor you care about nor i would want to see later on but damn.... i was starting to get my hopes up.... oh well.... saves me from a bunch of trouble i guess....

soooooooo.... summertime! the time where we finally get that precous time to relax and do whatever we want without school/work/etc getting in our way. summertime is where most of the good memories happen dont you think?.... awesome things are more likely to happen during long breaks where our time is completely ours to do whatever we want with it family vacations... big parties or friends travels... summer loving... so for the sake of chit chatting let me ask you
what would be one of your most precious summertime memories?
that memory that makes you think ''yeahh... that (travel/time/hangover/scolding/ time in prision/etc) was so worth it'' and makes you long for the next summer break hoping that you will have the chance to live something that awesome again.
and oviously tell me what you plan to do during the summer : D
me well im hoping i get to se my friends from the next city ... and hopefully spend the summer with my my friends from guadalajara before i move there... (yep... it happened but its all good) just because aint there nothing than a beach town, a car , and best friends combined

well enough rambles for the day... im sitting on the floor... back against the door and its starting to hurt a little... damn internet wants me to boil out here.... i'll go see what folks are up to downstairs... see if i can find people to play rummy : D i half suck at it but its antertaining.

byyeeee my friends

clubsss


]]> *blueisa http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/24588100/ http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/24588100/ Mon, 04 May 2009 16:55:00 PDT im writing a new journal! in this my (apparently) last day of quarantine... i could begin to rant on how this whole swine flu (wich had its name changed so people wouldn not think it caame from porks) business is driving me rabid but no need for that... quarantine is almost over lets just leave it all behind by the way this last week would add up to the previous 3 weeks of strike making a grand total of ONE MONTH! wich i believe is more than i have been going to school... hahah! but those three weeks of strike we WILL have to make up for leading us to having LESS vacations... now this is one semester i wont be forgetting...

moving on ... lets talk guys i kind of need to talk about this with folks and im not though enough to talk it with my friends offline and im tired of keeping it like it was a top state secret...
mom says we are probabbly going to move back to my hometown and my moms ''robabblys'' are normally ''start getting used to it'' so whats de deal isnt that great? i mean yeah! but its strange... its not untill i realize that im leaving that i realize that im actually starting to like it here... and just now when i was finally starting to make friends and feeling settled in... why i do get a little bit of deja vu... not to mention that i will have to change school... even though there is the same school and the same carreer there... its in no way the same...i mean me i barely know enough to say im not ignorant... this school is new we are the first generation (and i will miss being the first generation) professors are just getting the hang of things. school there is probabbly not like that and i get the feeling that the guys there do know what they are doing.... its strange but im kind of scared the city will kind of eat me alive... i talk to my friends who live there and through them i can feel this kind of chronical stress thats pretty overwhelming. and i will leave my friendships and highschoolness halfway done... when we first moven in HERE it was my bro who had to leave junior high at his second year and had to try to just jump in on a train that was already running do you get what im saying? ... now its me... i guess it was my turn to take one for the team...
but its not all bad i have been thinking this through and thought about the pros and cons and im having a case of a lot of little pros vs a couple of BIG cons... and its pertty even. i will miss the sea...and being able to watch the stars at night like you have no idea... but i will get to see my friends again... and all the cool stuff goes to the big city. concerts, shows, expositions... i can meet more people with my same interests and goals and other stuff of that kind... and i have come to the point where im good with whatever happens and i have grown to the idea of leaving my home of 5 years...i think but honestly just because im not fighting the idea anymore its likely not to happen

i have started posting again as you can see : D i fnally found myself a scanner and i have a good load of work so i should keep the posts comming

by the way i apologize for all the late replys lately... you see ever since i came back from vacations my inbox is pretty much exploding... you guys DO wait till i leave to start posting stuff dont you? >:U

i have 95 deviations waiting for me right now i should get to it...

i dont really know what else to say i dont have something in particular to ask... i just felt like reporting in after not putting up a journal in a long time... of course i want to talk to you guys if you feel like saying anything do im always up for conversation :V

soo that would be about it for this time thanks for reading friends :3 i love you

club...s?
another club i have forgotten to send a note to join

HOLY LONG ENTRY BATMAN

]]> *blueisa http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/23957998/ http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/23957998/ Sun, 29 Mar 2009 19:32:34 PDT hi guys journal time i was trying to draw but somehow i just cant focus... not knowing that the past ancient journal was still around... besides i have been sick... first weekend i spend at home in a long time and im sick... great... wich begs the question
do you think physicall illness afects your mind's power? being that everything but your head hurts?...
can you draw while you are sick? do you let the bad state of your body interfere with the power of your mind? do you know that if everyhting hurts you probabbly wont do anything good with your hands and just push it aside?

anyways its march! time for spring and spring means change and renewal! change is something we live with every day... the change of morning to midday and night, your clothes, the change of seasons,etc ect its something that is just normal but then there are some other changes that arent as normal and are way harder to accept, a change of job, moving to a different house, to a different city, your favorite restaurant or your everyday store not being there anymore,... stuff like that we kinda dont like so much... it is a very natural reaction of us humans to fear and dislike those kind of changes... even if we know that moving away may be good for us, changing jobs can earn us more money and maybe eating somewhere else wont be that bad. yet the natural reaction to dislike change is still there...
how do you handle change? not minor regular changes but BIG important changes

and what is all this talk about change? well i have been going through a little bit of change... and there may be big changes to come... but i cant really talk about that in a way that makes sense :V

i have been drawing folks! and im currently in the process of hunting myself an installation disk for a scanner that has been winking at me for a really long time now

untill that happens i dont know if i will be posting aything... besides im keeping my promise to myself that i wouldnt post anything untill i finnished that comic... but honeslty its a pretty stupid promise...

that in case my friends care... have you read this far? : D you are my friend

club


dammit there so many things i wanted to write down and i forgot all of them ):

]]> *blueisa http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/23683731/ http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/23683731/ Fri, 13 Mar 2009 20:06:54 PDT i am pretty behind on commenting and i have barely logged in this week wich, by the way, seems to have been going on since forever... i have been so busy this week... i have been doind internal service for school... and they dont let us out till 3:00 pm most of the time x___x.
its amazing how having a car reduces your time so much o___o
oh yeah i got myself a car!! 8D i call it the zombie its my brothers (and before that it was my dad's ) old pick up truck wich was almost abandoned and did not work but my mom decided to bring it back to life (hence the nickname ''zombie'' since it would have been such a waste after all the money my dad had put into it...

so anyways i have been going up and down doing things and im still trying to figure out where did this weeks afternoons go

im still drawing... as i promised myself i am not posting anything till i get THAT other thing done but its so tempting... anyways im also drawing somehing else i admit but i treat it more like a frequent doodle than the main object of my attention...

i hadnt done a journal like this in a while normally i try to make something for you to think of and for us to chit chat but i can barely think of anything right now and i just wanted to ''call in for duty'' and to explain why i hadnt been around... in case anybody cares. seriously where did everybody go? ): everybody is trapped in collegeland ohnoes...

anyways i will be going camping tomorrow and im excited i have never gone camping before... except for elementary school but a big garden like place isnt considered camping as much as the great desert of altar and the gulf natural reserve, wich is as ''in the middle of nowhere'' as it gets without being completely lost :3
im scared though because every time i have gone before something bad happens x__x last time our car broke down and we had to walk in the middle of the dessert in complete darkness for 14km... but im just jinxing myself thinking this so i will just stay positive that everything is going to be ooohhkaaaaayyyy
have you ever gone camping? are you scared of snakes? im freaking out over insects i may possibly find...

bye guys : D i will hopefully see you on monday... or sunday afternoon in case anybody cares... if you read this far you should care a wee bit right?

club


]]> *blueisa http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/23163618/ http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/23163618/ Thu, 12 Feb 2009 19:52:25 PST first things first i hope you have a great valentines day! its not it yet but blehh....

well... i have the time now to update this thing guess what? my school has been on strike...is that what is called? basically the school has a sindicate... where all the professors of every school are together... or something like that.. so the professors in CONALEP on next town were demanding bigger salaries and decided to stop working till they got them and the teachers on this town have to support them and stop working too... and this has been going for an entire week...
while i appreciate the unexpected winter break i dont want this to keep going forever i kinda have to study.. and like hell i dont want them to take weeks again from my vacations... or even loose an entire year... or semester! or year!! D:

so anyways...its february! the month of couples and consumism! *cough* almost everybody i talk to says they hate this month... i dont hate it but its not my fav month so anyways
LOVE! the eternal topic of songs, stories, and all sorts of stuff... the one thing we believe can beat all obstacles, solve any problem and always grant us a happy ending.
thats one way to see it. there is another way: love is the ritual in wich two people search for the best candidate to produce a healthy little offspring that will carry on our DNA into the future and then our life cicle will just be missing growing old and dieing... after the little kiddo produced by the conveniently chosen mate is ''done'' love is unnessesary. After a short period of looking after the kiddo making sure it doesnt die the instinct of the male is to go look for someone else and go make more kiddos to make damn sure his DNA is passed on. that, ladies and gentlemen is the cientific aproach to the ritual known as love. honeslty that is one of the most depressing things i have had the misfortune to know of... i just refuse to believe it you know? that love is just convenience... that love is just a ritual to make children with the only purpose of passing on your DNA. its just wrong! the world has already been stripped off of too many things... and now it feels like its ok to just stip it off of love too! maybe im too conservative... too ''stuck in the past'' divorcing and marrying again multiple times is totally normal i mean its the 21st century! gosh! but i dont know it just seem so wrong to me... to just use each other to make kids and then carrying on... in the biological sense, thats all we came for to this world.Is this ok? maybe im just a dreamer, maybe im just cranky... its supposed to be natural... animals rarely ever have one single mate. why should humans that are, after all, animals too?
what do you think guys? love: magical force of passion or calculated life cicle culmination?

im going to go juno and say i would like to know that two people can stay together forever and be happy...

and as always there is a happier note! valentines day can be the cause of much suffering... but i take this opportunity to honeslty tell you to look at the best side of it... it started as a corporative stunt to sell double as much but it has become a whole day to celebrate friendship and love... we know that we dont need to buy junk for that! one thing i know is that if we didnt have a special day for it we would never do anything special for our friends and loved ones....
ok that drifted away from the initial question...
what will you be doing on the fourteen?
i wont be doing much :V but i would love to go eat sushi with my friends like we always want to ... that, of course assuming that we get to see each other on monday. wish me luck would ya?

i already said it but i want to thank you for staying here dealing with me and being my friends (: anyone and everyone who reads all of that (and im really curious because its a nicely sized wall of text...) i love you guys thank you

club


]]> *blueisa http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/22651072/ http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/22651072/ Sun, 18 Jan 2009 11:11:17 PST i for on had a great time!
i watched saw 3 and 4 *___*. started watching 5 but the dubbing was terrible and i wasnt understanding anything.I also watched twilightt... never read the book im not that much into vampires im more of a zombies girl maybe thats why i cant find a normal boyfriend...
speaking of wich, during vacations everybody but me had a boyfriend... spent most of my vacations as the bad 5th but whatever i got to go out. in a few words
i read 3 short books, got a fancy makeup and photos because my cosmetologist cousin was bored, watched something really disturbing... it kept me up almost all night but it was good because since i couldnt sleep i drew some stuff up and wrote something, and other things i cant remember right now but most of the time i was riding atvs with my cousins and my brother and their respective girlfriends. i got more dust on me than a neverland fairy it was fun . among many other things of course including downloading ares wich is apparently crashing my computer.... badly ;___; but i dont want to talk too much about it.

and then i came back home. you know getting back to your own bed and your own dust is great. not to mention i was eagger to come back and start drawing again because i merely doodled or sketched during my break. but then again its back to your old problems and your old reality,good or bad. my normal reality went something like ''Hi isa! welcome back. how was your trip? you already know me, my name is REALITY i will be keeping you company. Have you seen YOUR OLD STRESS yet? they were excited to see you again! make yourself at home you will be staying here for a while (: .
me: D:
but i know im not the only one... but on a less emo note ITS A NEW YEAR! 8D new pictures, new projects and all kinds of new starts!
im excited there is a bunch of stuff i want to do this year! but how about you? im interested in knowing what will YOU be up to this year
what about you? 8D

also new years resolutions. i dont know about you but i like taking them as seriosuly as possible. so my new years resolutions for this year would be
-drawdrawdrawdraw
-livelivelivelive
-work on my neurosis.
and yours?? c:

so anyways i wish the best for all of you. all of my friends who took the time to read all of this may luck and good fortune smile upon you.
wish me luck guys with this job i$$ue this town is going through we may need it...

:bullerblue:club


by the way.. my cat is an ungrateful little bastard >:C

]]> *blueisa http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/22054582/ http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/22054582/ Thu, 18 Dec 2008 18:09:17 PST i will be taking my laptop but i really doubt i will have any internet access so i guess i wont see you guys around
i will probbably be taking my art junk with me to try and paint/draw something up but thats what i always say and i never do... -___-
in any case what i was doing is on standby 'till i come back... what im doing is a comic... a crossover between missfreaks and i's characters im guessing it will be about 8 pages long and i have 1 and a half done... .___. it may take a while

lets chit chat
its going to be christmas this is a time of the year that many people enjoy and call their favorite time of the year... and for the people who love it there is as much people who hate it.
There are plenty of reasons to hate it... all the consumism and overcomercialism that comes along with it, maybe some people dont have anybody to spend it with... and even the fact that many people hate being cold. And many reasons to love it. The excuse for getting gifts and gifting things to your loved ones, the opportunity to get together with your friends and family and even the fact that some people just love jackets and low temperatures
which one are you? do you like christmas? or whatever holiday you happen to celebrate? for what reason?
do you like cold?
will you get dressed up all pretty like for the holidays? or just regular clothing?

personally i used to like cold but now after discovering how little i can stand it im starting to grow a dislike for it...

anyways now that i have space here im going to do something i stole from
What you have to do is put your ipod/mp3/itunes or equivalent on shuffle and press play. Then you write the first line of each song as a poem with 4 lines for 5 stanzas. And then you put the first line, or part of the first line as your subject.

to you i give my caring my oh so fatal heart
today is the greatest day
oh so wrong my loving goes
all around me are familiar faces

i have a problem that i cannot explain
you cant kill the metal
carry on my wayward son
today is gonna be the day

stand up
the piercing, radiant moon
i've never been closer
who said that i wasnt right?

we dont need your democracy
karma police
come and tell me all of those things
she is not scared to die

now i will tell you what i've done for you
betrayed by my brother to hell with this
when your stars are baked
i insist that you are no long my lover

OMG you cant kill the metal what are we going to do!? wow this kidna made sense what do you think?
did it make sense?

anyways i guess its time to say goodbye.... ): bye my friends (yeah you) i hope you have a merry christmas or a happy chanukah or a great bash or a gentle hangover and a happy new year heart:

i would put my clubs here but they are DEEAADDD the only one who deserves this spot is this one


....my hands are cold.... ):

]]> *blueisa http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/21953874/ http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/21953874/ Fri, 12 Dec 2008 20:03:01 PST now that its friday night and i feel relaxed enough to put something together *cough*
ok i admit im doing something else right now... or supposed to... but that is the reason im making this journal!
just to let you know that i may not be posting much these days because you see i have a little something i have been pushing away for... almost two years and i am finally getting around to doing it! c: and to make sure i finnish this time (because i have quitted midway on it before) i am nod drawing anything else till it gets done! except for a few things i also owe.... but i i tend to break my own rules so at least no posting till it gets done... i shall keep my normal activity here though.... in case anybody cares...

so! lets have a conversation! on the topic of christmas bashes
today is my schools christmas bash and i am not going... and you see i am facing this big moral dillema because i feel like it is my obligation to go but i DONT WANT TO
i will absolutely hate when somebody who did go brings up how anti-party my group of friends and i are...
but you see most of my classmates are +18 and those who arent dont give a damn...i really dont want to be in that eviroment... i really like one of the guys planning it but the rest... not so much... if they are planning the party its going to be: alcohol in massive quantities wich lieads to testosteronic idiots and horny brain-dead drunk girls, bad music, (they keep saying oooh isa we are going to play a little bit of everything! you can even bring your own music its ok! but im sorry im just not buying it...), a 50% percent chance of ''gang'' trouble, and overall an enviroment wich i do not enjoy... and ok i may be overdoing it but i want to get my point across.
Now here is the dillema while a ''normal'' teenager would be up and excited for all of the above im not... and it has me wondering if i am wrong... some people say ''no isa YOU are right its really not worth it...'' others say ''geez isa live a little! parties are awesome! you have to live your teenage years! you will miss them when they are gone!''....
i keep telling myself that its the people and its the music because alcohol i certainly dont mind and fights are kinda fun to watch but is it really it or am i an anti-social hermit?
i just dont find the appeal in this kind of parties but i cant help this feeling like i am missing out on something important...
do YOU like parties? of the non pg-13 variety? now non pg-13 doesnt nessesarily mean bad just... crazy you know?
''a party is a party'' or '' parties are really different depending on various things''
what do you think?
are you having holiday bashes? :B


in more uninteresting topics.... i must have really insulted the garbage anima with my puny little birthday cake candle ;___; not only did my ring not appear but my favorite choker got lost too as well as my sketchbook... needless to say i am sad.... i will need to get a huge candle to make up for my insolence...

also my hair ir growing... my short layer is as long as my long layer used to be and for the first time im giving in and letting it grow but i need a damn haircut anyone has any ideas??

damn i hadnt made a long journal entry in a while! i had some kind of tagg i wanted to do but i guess i will have to leave it for later...

i will need to know that you read the whole thing my friends c: if you do you are my friend as always


clubs
http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/21442935/ Tue, 11 Nov 2008 17:23:35 PST its kinda weird you know? i used to feel the need to write a new journal entry every 2 weeks at most now i may be able to put something together every month or less its good i dont depend on this thing any more

but lets get to the point you see one of the reasons i was away is i was dragged into this...i wouldnt call it help group.... but its something of that sort... nevermind its a meet with yourself and your shit kinda thing i was in that for 4 days but the point is in one of those days the instructor and i had a small chit chat i told him i liked to draw and stuff and he dropped a big question ''why?'' what do you mean why? because i like it... its easy to say just because i like it but think of the reason why you really like drawing... and im left like this--> o__O

a few seconds later the thought came to me ''to avoid reality'' sounds harsh but yeah could be... drawing is representing a reality on one way or another and by representing it we are kind of living it no?and by living it we are stepping aside from our own reality good or bad... now its not a happy thought but it may be true... of course that there are as many way to view and live art and reasons to do it as artists on this planet so let me ask you a couple of questions
why do you draw? to avoid reality? or for some other reason?
if drawing really was a way of stepping away from reality for a moment is that a bad thing or a good thing? it all depends on how you look at it really....

i had something else i wanted to talk about but i forgot oh well....

in sadder news.... i lost my friendship ring.... ;__; im so ashamed and sad... i really liked that ring... not only because of its emotional value it was also a really pretty ring... im sorry mary... im sorry fanneh...maybe it will re- appear someday

at least my friends understand i have teflon memory right? yeah im talking to my friends who read all the way here c:

clubs



]]> *blueisa http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/21055498/ http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/21055498/ Sat, 18 Oct 2008 23:21:24 PDT now making that took me waaay longer than it should have but it was a great learning experience now i REALLY feel confident to do that project i will now have something like 2 years pusHing away ): i will this time but i want to draw something other than comics for a wee bit *coughcoughrambles*
you know im on a creative run its great! but all the ideas keep piling up and it goes ''oohh i want to do this picture!! i am going to draw it after i finnish drawing this and this and that...''
*aheem* so in more serious note... (old news is old i know)
in order to reduce the number of cases of rape the catholic church has declared a ban on miniskirts so that men wont be tempted....(pretty much)
HA! nice going catholic church that will keep us evil evil women from tempting all the poor men who have no choice other than to rape us because we are so ''rovoking''...:/
so it turns out it is our fault now ...educate the testosterone high monkeys thats what you should be doing if you have the time and resources to put stupid bans on clothing seriously it starts with a simple ''to all men:there are more things in life other than sex'' but that is just my opinion i have a bad habit of always arguing back...
what i want to know is what do YOU think of that matter will banning miniskirts really help fix the rape problem?''

i know that maybe it will help a little bit...but it irks me off the way its always us girls who are doing something wrong and men can just sit back and relax like it was their obligation to ''copulate'' with everything that moves...
i know that raping can have all sorts of causes but in my opinion most start with men teaching other men their obligation to have as many sex as they can whatever it takes :/
personally im not much of a miniskirt girl so if they start throwing the indecent to jail i dont really have to worry but that doesnt mean that i dont think the whole thing is STUPID
besided i would like to see them try to ban miniskirts from schools... i know my kind and teenagers are not giving up without a fight:B

just a little something i heard the other day and felt like discussing :V i really dont think its going to work the church isnt that powerful...
not as powerful as friendship right my friends? yes you! you who read all of that



clubs im in



]]> *blueisa http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/20880045/ http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/20880045/ Tue, 07 Oct 2008 19:06:29 PDT
hi people C: i havent updated this journal thing in a while huh? well you see i have been (trying) to focus all my attention into drawing this --->[link] (with my charatcers of course) it has taken me ridiculously long but im almost done just the two final questions JUST TWO MORE! i would be drawing right now but my lightbulb died and i cant draw in the darkness... and so i decided to give myself a while to update this thing heh

how have you been guys? what have you been up to? since my last journal update i have done so many things
since the last journal update even the weather started changed the first hints of autumn finally had the decency to show i want my autumn!! up but anyways... lets talk about something interesting

the people you meet online here on DA or any other site that involves or requires interaction with other people become a part of your life one way or the other... but you rarely ever know this people offline you only meet them trhough comments that may or may not have things about their personal views, likes, goals, etc the things it takes to say you really know a person so then i was just wondering:
can you call your online friends your real friends? for example if one of the people i meet online lives in timbuktu, i talk to them joke with them and maybe talk a little bit about our personal lives just a little can i say ''yes i have a friend in timbuktu who...'' in am offline conversation? or should friends online and offline be in separate categories? after all online one can only show what they want the others to see but still so can one do offline... whatever you say friends online are still friends people you talk with, and interact with almost on a daily basis and dont deny it, for me at least, online friends are as important as any kind of friends...

if that made any sense ...
personally i value friends whatever the way wee keep in contact is and yes that means you whoever it is that took the time to read all of that C:

damn the sun went down now i really cant see...

clubs im in
<--this one revived!!


BTW do you like my new avatar? .... i dont :V

]]> *blueisa http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/20103413/ http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/20103413/ Fri, 22 Aug 2008 20:45:36 PDT
uuhmm anyways n'other journal entry : D
have you noticed that it takes me a 30% longer to comment on artwork than before? well thats because i have proposed myself to stop wasting my youth away and do more with my life, draw more, go out more, overall live more, away from the computer so far so good i wonder for how long will that continue...
what else? i have been in school for a week and two days now... there are newcommers this year last year it was only us the very first generation of our school it feels so lively... though some of the new folks have nasty stares .___.
ahhh the end of summer is always so sad...going back to school or work, putting away the bathing suits getting your old routine back together..
is the end of summer sad for you? or are you happy because you prefer autumn and you just cant wait to stop sweating like a hog in the summer sun?
what did YOU do for summer? and what are you going to be doing for the rest of the year? next holiday up is halloween!! 8D (well actually independence day but not in all countries)

is anybody else feeling strangely positive and happy today? C:


asdfgclubs!!


boooo my clubs are dead :C

]]> *blueisa http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/19889578/ http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/19889578/ Mon, 11 Aug 2008 02:10:55 PDT ___> anyways...i was going to update earlyer but pc was acting up and im not at home so there is less privacy and also human beings need to sleep...

I AM BACK FRIENDS!
and im happy!! i saw beautifull sightings i made new friends and made new frowns but hell i couldnt have ask for much better
....actually i have been home for around 2 weeks but i had Fanneeh come over and i sure as hell wont sit here when one of my bestest friends who i havent seen in almost a year flies all the way up here from 4000km away!
another addition to this beautifull summer
oh if only missfreak had come here too ;___; then it would have been the most awesomest summer of my life but i really cant complain... and there WILL be more summers!!

there were some bad news though....murderer, my goldfish died...and i know that people think goldfish make the most stupid pets and they are only good for dying but i did love my goldfish! ;___; and i want to believe my goldfish loved me too... apparently my cat killed him just one day before i arrived is that sad or what? my uncle bought me another one to replace him though... its a red betta fish his name is andres...hes nice and all but he isnt murderer...


ooh but where is my mind? does anybody want to hear about my trip? (nooooo)seriously feel free to ignore this part completely if you dont feel like reading wall of text of my rambles...

well the flight from mexico to france was hell!! i couldnt sleep and i was about to jump off the freaking plane!! but then we arrived and we didnt stop for nothing! after some other hystorical monuments we went to the louvre and i had wanted to go ever since i can hold a brush right only for an hour though...we couldnt see the whole thing but it was enough AAANDDD we went to the moulin rouge!! my hands were hurting from all the clapping it was such a great show

then london... its not all its cracked up to be :V is IS very pretty though C:the buildings and the city itself
apparently some girls saw and heard some weird things of the ghostly kind at the hotel... i didnt see anything but i admit those looong,lonely, narrow halls that lead to the rooms were really disturbing...

then holland which is simply beautiful and stunning! i cant remember the name of the towns we went to... names in dutch are hard to remember but its all so fayrytale-like and pretty not to mention i ate one of the best steaks of my life :B and we went to amsterdam you know what they say about amsterdam i admit i wasnt expecting it to be what it was amsterdam was awesome in the healthy way the houses were crooked :B and it IS a pretty city

theeenn there was germany i think... which was also stunning and we got to stay in a luxury hotel : D we went to the titisee river where witches are the thing i asked a man why he explained to me and then told me about his time in mexico isnt the world a small place? : D

then there was switzerland (or was it switzerland and then germany? hmm...)
we went to the swiss alps and i saw snow GHAASPP! it doesnt mean too much for the folks in the US but it doesnt snow in mexico... well it does but only on top of very tall mountains and the like... snow is a rare sight for most of us but I saw the swiss snow and played around like i always wanted to i wanted to build a snowman but i didnt have gloves and i need my fingers... oh well... i made a snowface i will post the picture
we also went to see some yodelay hee hoo singing (you know..yodelay HEEE HOOOO *blueisa http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/19265079/ http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/19265079/ Mon, 07 Jul 2008 23:56:46 PDT )...im pretty much all set...im almost done packing my luggage but i just couldnt focus i had to come here one last time before leaving...(im not procastinating on finishing my crap NOOOOOOO >___>; )
damn its the seventh already... uuhmm i will be leaving tomorrow morning and then im off... 20 days around europe all the way across the sea now that sure is something!
i have to admit that as im starting to realize its happening im starting to feel just a wee bit nervious... what? seriously a get nervious too :B
i cant believe it...its just so weird you know? im not used to things actually happening whenever i plan something it never goes right or it never happens but now it IS happening!im scared to death that maybe my bad luck will make the plain come crashing down because seriously i cant believe its all going according to planned! not that it never happens but its pretty rare i guess luck is smiling on me and i feel happy ^___^ but im still nervious,anxious and a little bit scared but its just to be expected i will be waaaaayyyy far from home and im a very homey person.... but i know it will all come right in the end

so im just righting this journal to say bye bye to you guys :'D see you in 20something days i hope you continue having an awesome summer break :'D

why do i feel like im writing some kind of farewell im never going to see you again speech? iick! its rreally getting to me i know i will be ashamed of myself for putting up such a show >__>.... wish me luck guys
i will be comming back and commenting on all of your lovely works and comments then so byyyeeeee....

....byyyyeeeeee.....

clubs :3



by the way thats a song in my title there the band is called made in mexico so im not breaking my habit of using lyrics and songs as titles HA!

]]> *blueisa http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/19136089/ http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/19136089/ Mon, 30 Jun 2008 21:23:02 PDT i made the sushi...and failed miserably thankfully my cousin was there to save the dinner im not touching a f**ing maki anytime soon again...
my errarer has gone missing... again...roar i lost one... and bought one and then that one got lost too and now i cant draw with pencils... time to take those old charcoals again...i already gave them some use i will be posting soon C:

im kinda sad right now... because im just realizing that soon my brother will be leaving our nest to go make his own life... he has one year left of school and then he will be leaving to make his career studies...i have known this for a really long time but i hadnt really REALIZED untill recently...i know i still have one year but on that year he will be going to school during the afternoon instead of the morning so i wont get to see him during the afternoon hell he wont even have lunch with us anymore...im feeling lonely already...i have always been so close to my bro :C and now he may leave forever...

any of you have gone through something similar?what did you do? how did you handle it?
or was it the other way around and it was you spreading your wings and flying?

dont get me wrong im not slitwrist depressed its just something that buggs me every now and then after all no time for boohoos i should be nervious! im flying across the sea and staying there for 20 days remember? im starting to feel a little nervious thats a lot comming from someone as cold as me

**now a special note for whoever knows what im talking about**
you!! what are you thinking! disappearing like that!! josie asked me if i had heard from you and now she has made me all nervious report in dammit! before i start shitting bricks and eventually break the toilet >:C

thanks for you attention friends you know who you are :]

asdfgclubs!!



...come to think about it.... all of this clubs are D_E_A_D .__o

]]> *blueisa http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/19047839/ http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/19047839/ Wed, 25 Jun 2008 22:25:32 PDT yaayy i have one year less left of living :B i am not a pesimist nooo
*eehhmm * just felt like saying it...hmmm i was away for the weekend... so i felt like updating after that....
say people has abybody ever gotten this little attacks where you FEEL nervous your hands are shaky, your heart is beating fast, you feel your stomach turning with butterfyies inside it but in your mind you are perfectly relaxed?? its been happening to me i feel nervious but im not! im relaxed im fine im not even angsty but i get all freaked and shaky all of a sudden.... its... weird
anyways i caught this on another journal and its one of those pass-it-on thingies so here we go mmmkaaay? C: tell me if you want to join the tagg you have to pass it on and put it in your journal too

Leave a comment and I will:
a) tell you why I friended you,
b) associate you with something - fandom, a song, a colour, a photo, etc.,
c) tell you something I like about you,
d) tell you a memory I have of you,
e) ask something I've always wanted to know about you,
f) tell you my favorite user pic of yours,
g) in return, you must post this in your journal. (And do it for me as well! n_n)

grr i dont want to come out of my bedroom i was supposed to make some sushi and i didnt... >__>
oohh the consecuences...i didnt have plastic for the makis dammit D:< i cant roll sushi without the plastic covering! it gets sticky :C
hopefully i will get time tomorrow and clean up my reputation >___>

ooh i forgot the question...s!
whats your favorite food?
do you have some kind of reputation or label with your friends/family? you know like --someone-- is lazy or is the smart one etc.

im making this a short one friends (:
who you callin friend huh? >:C
anybody who reads this ^__^

asdfgclubs!!



]]> *blueisa http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/18878914/ http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/18878914/ Mon, 16 Jun 2008 17:55:14 PDT *ahheemmm*
time for a new journal
yesterday was fathers day... at least in this country how about yours? i always noticed how mothers day is so expected and so celebrated and people rarely ever remember fathers day... heheh at least men are not that sentimental

blergh the heat is starting to kick in... its roasting my braincells... and im starting to stink but im an ecologist so im not turning the AC on yet not untill im fainting of dehidratation...
summer is already here there is no school anymore ooh the beauty of it but right now im in a very ''what now?'' moment im just waiting for something to happen a long weekend can get a bit boring i just want to know if fanneh and missfreak are comming or not >__> its kinda getting to me why does everything have to be so fucking complicated?? grrr!!!
whenever we plan something something or someone ALWAYS has to get in the way :\
questions! because they make for good conversation
when you make a plan, does it always turn out the way you wanted? do you even make plans? or do you just like to improvise along the way?

i know i dont like making plans because they never turn out right and if i improvise it always goes right

hmm did i mention that im getting fixed art-wise? im happy the rust is comming off and i see the light again! i havent been uploading but i HAVE been drawing how about you??

anyways... uuhh... i cant really think of much to say i have already talked about my vacation plans
the only thing i havent mentioned is that i will be traveling through europe for 20 days in july OMFGTHATSOEXCITINGYOUMUSTBEJUMPINGUPANDDOWN!! you know? i really havent ''realized''it yet it just doesnt seem real! i wont feel it untill im up in the plane looking at the sea with no earth around it and my butt starts to hurt because of the 12 hour trip XD
i hope we can all get along i mean 50 girls are a lot of mood swings XD i hope we can all be one big group instead of a bunch of little friend circles... watching 50 girls trying to get along will be interesting i just hope nobody tries to play the smart-ass bitch role or she will have my foot up her ass... or more realistcally talking: my food leftovers up her pillow (:
heheheh
and to wrap it all up i got myself a new kitten ! but we are still arguing aboout his/her gender we cant figure out if its a boy or a girl i insist its a boy (if he is not he is leaving after all :C) and everybody else insists its a girl.... care to help? here is another question for you
how do you tell a kittens gender??

for the time being i will keep calling it joe...it fits both boys and girls right? i need a damn kitten to get rid of the cockroaches i have an irrational fear of cockroaches... few things can make me freeze in pure horror the way roaches can....there is a reason for that phobia but thats a story for another time

damn when was the last time i was tagged?? o:

daaamnnn long journal! but its okay its going to stay here for a bit now i wonder if my friends are going to read the hole thing because i consider anybody who reads the hole thing my friend :3

asdfgclubs!!

*blueisa http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/18878872/ http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/18878872/ Mon, 16 Jun 2008 17:52:33 PDT *ahheemmm*
time for a new journal
yesterday was fathers day... at least in this country how about yours? i always noticed how mothers day is so expected and so celebrated and people rarely ever remember fathers day... heheh at least men are not that sentimental

blergh the heat is starting to kick in... its roasting my braincells... and im starting to stink but im an ecologist so im not turning the AC on yet not untill im fainting of dehidratation...
summer is already here there is no school anymore ooh the beauty of it but right now im in a very ''what now?'' moment im just waiting for something to happen a long weekend can get a bit boring i just want to know if fanneh and missfreak are comming or not >__> its kinda getting to me why does everything have to be so fucking complicated?? grrr!!!
whenever we plan something something or someone ALWAYS has to get in the way :\
questions! because they make for good conversation
when you make a plan, does it always turn out the way you wanted? do you even make plans? or do you just like to improvise along the way?

i know i dont like making plans because they never turn out right and if i improvise it always goes right

hmm did i mention that im getting fixed art-wise? im happy the rust is comming off and i see the light again! i havent been uploading but i HAVE been drawing how about you??

anyways... uuhh... i cant really think of much to say i have already talked about my vacation plans
the only thing i havent mentioned is that i will be traveling through europe for 20 days in july OMFGTHATSOEXCITINGYOUMUSTBEJUMPINGUPANDDOWN!! you know? i really havent ''realized''it yet it just doesnt seem real! i wont feel it untill im up in the plane looking at the sea with no earth around it and my butt starts to hurt because of the 12 hour trip XD
i hope we can all get along i mean 50 girls are a lot of mood swings XD i hope we can all be one big group instead of a bunch of little friend circles... watching 50 girls trying to get along will be interesting i just hope nobody tries to play the smart-ass bitch role or she will have my foot up her ass... or more realistcally talking: my food leftovers up her pillow (:
heheheh
and to wrap it all up i got myself a new kitten ! but we are still arguing aboout his/her gender we cant figure out if its a boy or a girl i insist its a boy (if he is not he is leaving after all :C) and everybody else insists its a girl.... care to help? here is another question for you
how do you tell a kittens gender??

for the time being i will keep calling it joe...it fits both boys and girls right? i need a damn kitten to get rid of the cockroaches i have an irrational fear of cockroaches... few things can make me freeze in pure horror the way roaches can....there is a reason for that phobia but thats a story for another time

damn when was the last time i was tagged?? o:

daaamnnn long journal! but its okay its going to stay here for a bit now i wonder if my friends are going to read the hole thing because i consider anybody who reads the hole thing my friend :3

asdfgclubs!!

*blueisa http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/18487791/ http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/18487791/ Sun, 25 May 2008 01:06:51 PDT
the other day i missed my art class (yes im back to art class im so freaking happy it feels like breathing after sleeping with your face on the pillow know what i mean?) i realized that at night and i had a rage attack... there were many thing that had been building up quietly in the back of my head not really bothering me as much only every now and then but when i missed the class i felt so disappointed in myself so furious and then it all kinda exploted and pfftt!! shit hits the fan... missfreak is whitness im still sorry she had to listen to my crap

but all of that was a real eye opener for me... of how bad i drifted away from the things that matter to me that being art...some time ago i would look at a picture and think of how it was made sometimes even dare to think that i may even be able to do something like that but now i feel so alienated... so disconeccted sooo soooo SOOO rusty it feels like crap....not feeling like an artist anymore...how did it end up like this.... fuck knows but the good part about destroying is rebuilding... (: and im being optimistic
i know i can catch up if i really try and for this i will really have to make some changes... it will be tough but i really want to do it right art is the only thing i can really do and love at the same time
for one... art cant keep being my dirty little secret.... damnn nothing worthwile comes easy...

but enough of that dammn!! there was a sandstorm for two days straight!my room was all covered in sand :B i hope this means the summer is finally on its way because the damn weather is crazy one day we are roasting and the other we are freezing...

so lets make it a happy one boys and girls:
its almost summer break!! what are youu going to do with your free time?
summer has many different meanings.... what does summer bring to you? to your head? tto your thoughts? how does it make you feel?

for me summer bring a very strange mix of happyness and depression... because who doesnt love a ridiculous amount of free time for your own and in my case watching a whole town magically come to life? but i just cant stop thinking... that all that electricity... all that waste all that everything hurts the enviroment and that makes me sad :C it sound ridiculous i know but it really gets to me more than its healthy to care...anybody else feel this way? but i try to ignore it specially because this year is going to be friggen glorious!!!

and i do appear strangely perky tonight huh?? or should i say this morning? its 12:30 here and its early!! no time is ever late you see 'xept for 10:am because its to late to be asleep and too late not to have slept goodness gracious!! i must go now i must put on my face treatment buh byyeeeeeee

holy crap went blueisas friends!
this new journal of her comes off as quite strange!
but who oh who may her friends be?
that would be anyone
who took the time to read (:

asdfgclubs!!
http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/18187749/ Mon, 05 May 2008 20:11:41 PDT see i didnt forget!
now there are just 2 missing
its just a little bit more trivial drawing real people

may has come! and with it come holidays!! like the one i just had oh yes 5 days of glorious lazyness i love may im lazy like that and may is pretty much nothins so its pretty much june already my birthday comes in june and summer break with it!! which will be glorious this year but there is something messing up my apparently perfect scheeme... one single holiday which appears harmless but when you look closely reveals itself as a ticking time bomb... at least for me...that is may 10th/ mothers day :\ my relation with my mother is... well... its not plain shitty...but it has a loot of room for improvement basically 3 out of 5 times we talk we end up fighting... and i may sound like a bitch but i dont feel like screaming i love you mom out loud on top of a mountain right now...dont get me wrong i love my mom its just... its just ... not easy sometimes
so the question is...
what is YOUR relation to your mother like? is your mom like your best friend or ...not?

anyways beware my friends for too much rest time can cause you to stink hey who you talkin' to? to my friends that is whoever took the time to read through all of this ^___^

and now im off to take a shower

clubsclubsclubs



]]> *blueisa http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/17964525/ http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/17964525/ Mon, 21 Apr 2008 18:00:07 PDT
my art block is gone! and yesterday i got myself *fanfare* a sweney todd DVD!! ORIGINAL! and with spanish subtitles!! (when you shop in the usa you dont normally find subs in spanish)
and an apocalyptica album, and a CKY one and a book on how to make comics!! besides some other random crap
also i am very touched that my da friends came to my rescue in my time of need i love you guys
and mainly because i figured out that art is like breathing to me and with that conclusion came many creative ways to sort out my artistic problems like artistic flus and artistic choking (and yes i have come up with a wide varyety of artistic sicknesses )
basically i must learn how to BREATTHE IIINNN more oftenly

so with that said comes another question because it makes for good conversation
this delivery question is:
what is art like to YOU use an allusion to describe what are is in your life
(i.e: art is like breathing beacuse i NEED to do it, art is like candy because even if it brings no nutrients i just cant help but love it, etc.) now go!

and i was going to do a tagg here but my shuffle player is no fun and im lazy...

but lets use this space to give ourselves a biig hug and have a big group hug between friends who are all the persons who take the time to read this nonsense *hugs herself*

and now im off *whooossshhhh*
clubsclubsclubs



]]> *blueisa http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/17785465/ http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/17785465/ Thu, 10 Apr 2008 18:58:01 PDT


installing new updates.... just to report that i wont be here for the weekend im going to another city and hell im not dragging the comp. with me....not that it is of any importance...

also... i wanted to report that im going through a really shitty artist block/shitty phase were im not interested or amused by pretty much anything and my mental state just comes down to NOT being sad... screw hapyness right now just achieve neutrality...its horrible there are signs of maybe this is going away but im horrified to think that this will become my permanent mood because this has been going on for a while and its been a while since i felt this way... i dont want to be zombified like this forever...
anyways there is this little experiment i want to do... if you have read this far would you be as kind as tu put a @ on your comment? that way i will know that you read the hole thing and not just... not read it... mkaaay

artwise im not in place either... has anybody else ever gotten this feeling of hiding away from your own art? you know? when you cant stand looking at your own art for one reason or the other? you cant draw and looking at your own art makes you sweat... its kind of like an artists block... but worst... well im feeling that way and there are a couple of things i REALLYYY want to do and i cant :C

so all of this leads me to 1 question... one single little question that has trobled philosophers and lazy bums alike for centuries....
and now I want your opinion on the subject... and that is

what is ''having a happy life'' exactly? not much explanation needed i hope ... just your thoughts about what happyness is...

anyways no taggs and no more litter so that maybe just maybe you will read my wall of text :B because everybody who takes the time to read through my whyning and opinions alike is my friend...


clubsclubsclubs



]]> *blueisa http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/17637143/ http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/17637143/ Tue, 01 Apr 2008 16:01:17 PDT
what about you peoples what was your reaction when you saw your normal avatars taken over by mudkipz??

ok new journal and first of all i want to apologize for being so whiny about facts that i had WRONG! everything i said in my past journal didnt happen that way exept for my cousins thing and my ipod....
which already appeared...inside my schoolback where it would be impossible for me to put it back if i was not going to school and i do believe that i was already out by the time it went missing proving once again that there is something in my house that likes to mess with my mind stealing my stuff and putting them in the most unexpected of places... ... ... or that im very very forgetful... but no!! it was impossible D: and i dont think its a prank becasue we dont celebrate it here i mentioned it to my family and no one seemed to know about aprils 1st
those damn radioactive nuclear earwigs!!! (sounds random huh? there is an explanation behind this apparently meaningless joke... it involves my horrid fear of cockroaches but im trying to keep this short for a change)
also im sorry if im taking some time in commenting your arts but my watchlist inbox is flooded beyond recognition so it may take a while

in other news im back to school ... and im actually happy to see my friend (s) again well almost rodolfo hasnt brought his 2 bumcheeks to school yet...

and this time... just this time im not invading this space with a tagg i was thinking about stealing one but ill let it pass just for today...

awww.... the mudkipz are gone... :C


happy april fools to my friends ^___^ that is whoever took the time to read this hole thing

clubsclubsclubs



]]> *blueisa http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/17404117/ http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/17404117/ Wed, 19 Mar 2008 00:36:52 PDT im on vacations fot 2 weeks yaaayy.....
ill be spending half of it with my grandma and all of my cousins who i would like to spend time wont be there because they are going to the beach and we are not YAAAAYYY....
my freaking ipod has gone missing and im panicking because i need it for the 12 hour trip to my grandma's YAAAAYYY!!!......
its going to be a loooooonnnggg week damn... but i always look at the bright side of things.. as far as i know we will be spending the week in a house by the riverside... it a beautiful view maybe i will make a good use of that week painting...hopefully if not well DAMMIT!

anyways i am pretty much done with em skecthes yes!! exept for 3 that are pending but those will have to wait for diverse reasons these are
-missfreaks-
-exidtxms-
-~xblackxshardsxs-

but these may take a while and its not fair to keep the rest of you in hold so i will start posting right away
hopefully i wont destroy/ kill your characters or disappoint you in any way...

so anywhays as blueisas tradition dictates i shall fill this space with a tagg yaaaayy!!! *gets shot*
taken from

Three Things You Want To Do Before You Die:
1 :fall in love
2 rint my very own comics/publish my stories and achieve a great
career
3 :going to the pyramids and the butterfly sanctuary

Three Names You Go By:
1 :isabel
2 :isa
3 :avril lavigne (dont ask)

Three Screen Names You Have Had:
1 : geekypunk
2 : gamegeek
3 : blueisa
(daamn those are awful)

Three Physical Things You Like About Yourself:
1 :my eyes
2 :my mouth (sometimes)
3 :my body

Three Parts Of Your Heritage:
1 : f**k
2 : knows...
3 : mexican :]

Three Things That Scare You:
1 :the decaying of our fucked-up world
2 :dying without achieving my goals
3 :loosing my friends

Three Of Your Everyday Essentials:
1 :stupidity
2 :Internet
3 :art
(and food and music but i only get 3 picks...)

Three Things You Are Wearing Right Now:
1 :blue stars t-shirt
2 :barbie pink round beads necklace (i love round beads :3)
3 :worn off jeans with buckle belt

Three Of Your Favorite Bands/Musical Artists:
1 :system of a down
2 :cafe tacuba
3 :job for a cowboy
(why only three?? ok lets juts ilustrate the varyety of styles...)

Three Of Your Favorite Songs: (as of right now?)
1 :system of a down-roulette
2 :metallica/apocaliptica-nothing else matters
3 :lilly allen-ldn
(these are all time favs that have special meanings to me or just plain never die)

Three Things You Want In A Relationship :
1 :cheesy fairy-tale looovvee
2 :a shoulder to cry on/understanding
3 :back-breaking laughter

Two Truths And A Lie (in no particular order):
1 :i am not as violent as people seem to think
2 :i wish i could kill paris hilton
3 :i dont give a shit about the worlds problems
(in that order)

Three Physical Things About The Preferred Sex That Appeal To You:
1 :hotness (duuuuuhhhhh)
2 :a heart the size of a house with all the sweetness that comes with
it X3
3 :dorkyness and quirkyness

Three Of Your Favorite Hobbies:
1 :videogames
2 :insects/animals/fish
3 :movies and music
(i dont consider art like a hobbie i consider it my damn lifestyle)

Three Careers You're Considering/You've Considered:
1 :vet
2 :cook
3 :musician

Three Places You Want To Go On Vacation:
1 :japan
2 :yucatan
3 :GUADALAJARAAAAA!!!!

Three Names You Like:
1 :jess
2 :lily
3 amien

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Boy:
1 :i like blood and violence *puts on an angelic face* only fictional
of course!!
2 :i curse.. a fucking lot
3 :i HATE girl drama (you know what im talking about)

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Gi... ]]> *blueisa http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/17142313/ http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/17142313/ Sun, 02 Mar 2008 02:25:23 PST happy to report some progress in those sketches not much but... something you know
i wanted to update my journal :B
today (well... its 1:43 already so its already ''yesterday''...) is/was my brother birthday hes 17 now and he is old and cranky hahaha
ok so here to show you how the sketches are going
i know you are probably thinking ''hey it says DONE there why isnt she posting it?'' thats because i want to get them all done before posting... and i dont know why...
1- her character hotaru kazahana (done)
2- his character mega naco (done)
3- himself (in progress)
4- one of her characters (almost done he is nakked ;D)
5- night and riko from Zettai Kareshi (done)
6- ed from fma (done)
7- her (not yet)
8- one of her characters (in progress)
9-will (not there yet)
10- one of her characters :3 (not there yet)

so yeah as soon as they are all done i will start posting them now please take them as (very late) valentines day gifts or whatever other holiday gifts.... or just plain friendship gifts we dont need no damn holidays do we ;D

hmm i was going to do 2 taggs i *cough*stole*cough*...found but my mand is not functioning so i will only do one and leave the other one for later
stolen from
RULES
Step 1: Put your iTunes or equivalent on random.
Step 2: Post the first line or two from the first 25 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing.
Step 3: Bold out the songs when someone guesses correctly.
Step 4: Looking them up on Google or any other search engine is CHEATING!
(songs marked with a red bullet have already been guessed)
1-ive never been closer ive tryed to understand this certain feeling carved by anothers hand
2-Oh so wrong my lovin' goes under the fog fog fog and i believed them all
3-the drops of rain they fall all over this awkward silence makes me crazy
http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/16851320/ Tue, 12 Feb 2008 16:07:52 PST ;o; OMG why? becasue i like to stand on the opposide side of the road heh....
meehh.... im just kidding of course you all deserve a hug and a happy love and friendship day ;D its just that i dont like all the valentines day parafanelia.... it feels kinda fake specially now that my classmates are pissed that me and my classmates dont like it and dont want to join their little party....
i was going to talk about some sad things that have been spinning around my head...but i dont think its nesesary to ruin the flow of cheer and rubb it on my own face even more
anyways im updating this journal so i can show the progress of those sketches i promised :3 you see school sucks my energies out...so that even if i have the time to draw i just dont have the drive nor the energies and i just cant get things right.... and you knwo what else?? i just figured out one teeny tyny little something that has been growing like a tumor on the back of my brain pushing it and making it stress so i cant do anything 100% right and that is that since last year i havent drawn anything for my self... i just realized that at least 90% of my gallery is for someone else and that is driving me crazy! not that i dont enjoy drawing your lovely characters but drawing other peoples ideas is making me forget how to draw my own so no more free drawings... for my sanitys sake @___@

but of course i will get you your lovely sketches please take them as a valentines day gift ^___^
1- her character hotaru kazahana (done)
2- his character mega naco (done)
3- himself (in progress)
4- one of her characters (figuring it out)
5- night and riko from Zettai Kareshi (not there yet)
6- ed from fma (done)
7- ....(hasnt told me yet) (well...:\)
8- one of her characters (not there yet)
9- ....(hasnt told me yet) (well im still waiting)
10- one of her characters :3 (not there yet)

shuffle playlist tagg!! you know the rules shuffle,question,next fun!

Why are you taking another shuffle quiz?
the metal-tenacious D
because you cant kill them as you cant kill the metal!!

What's currently in your fridge?
twisted transistor-korn
a malfunctioning transistor :B yummy

What's your biggest nightmare?
cherub rock-the smashing pumpkins
pure terror ( )

What place would you like to visit?
bitterswee... ]]> *blueisa http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/16585298/ http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/16585298/ Sat, 26 Jan 2008 17:45:54 PST
speaking of february....
what do you think of the hole valentines day crazyness? do you rather ignore the hole business because it is nothing but a holiday created to sky rocket sales? or do you just go with the flow and plan out sourprises and other stuff for your loved ones? i leave you with that question i would like to know what you think

anyways before we get on to business i want you to think about your garbage yes? (OMFG blueisa finally lost it ) no not yet i just spent 19 hours learning everything imaginable about garbage and now i feel that i must spread the message -____-; im.... sorry

enough!!! im still offering free sketches just reply saying you want one mmkaaayyy? i will do it i swear!!
1- her character hotaru kazahana
2- his character mega naco
3- himself
4- her character umi
5- night and riko from Zettai Kareshi
6- ed from fma
7- ....(hasnt told me yet)
8- one of her characters
9- ....(hasnt told me yet)
10- one of her characters :3
they are all gone damn! you can still get one if you want if you ask nicely ;D

have you read so far?? everyone who is reading this is my friend ^___^and deserves good things for that

clubsclubsclubs
http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/16294649/ Tue, 08 Jan 2008 22:18:57 PST hapy new year to all of you!!
what did you get for the holidays?? where did you spend them what are your new years resolves???

im feeling strangely pumped up tonight
hahahahaha something really funny just happened to me i was talking to my friend via msn and he told me someone was accusing my art of being stolen!! (sheesh as if an art thief would bother stealing this kind of things)this is how the conversation goes:
rodolfo: im watching you DA gallery a little girl says that you either downloaded them from the internet or something that they are not yours
me: who said that! D:<
who was it im going to find her and rip out her tongue!!
a young girl! haha its allright she deserves it for offending your art
is it in a comment? *searches*
nope
im gonna find her and rip her tongue out and tie it around her neck!!! D:<
shes right next to me
ahh? who is she?
shes my brother-in-law's sister
ooohhh....
now rodolfo's family must think im crazy but i dont care serves her right calling me an art thief u___u

anyways let get to the point yes? ^___^
the first 10 people who comment on this journal get a sketch from moi as long as YOU offer 10 free sketches in you journal too.Fair huh? so who says me??
1- her character hotaru kazahana
2- his character mega naco
3- himself
4- her character umi
5- night and riko from Zettai Kareshi
6- ed from fma
7-
8-
9-
10-
(come on people there are FOOOOUUURRR slots left are you letting it die here? i know i have more friends than this )
;D naturally mi friends are more than welcome to comment for their free sketch but who are my friends you ask?
http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/16294648/ Sun, 06 Jan 2008 23:32:06 PST hapy new year to all of you!!
what did you get for the holidays?? where did you spend them what are your new years resolves???

im feeling strangely pumped up tonight
hahahahaha something really funny just happened to me i was talking to my friend via msn and he told me someone was accusing my art of being stolen!! (sheesh as if an art thief would bother stealing this kind of things)this is how the conversation goes:
rodolfo: im watching you DA gallery a little girl says that you either downloaded them from the internet or something that they are not yours
me: who said that! D:<
who was it im going to find her and rip out her tongue!!
a young girl! haha its allright she deserves it for offending your art
is it in a comment? *searches*
nope
im gonna find her and rip her tongue out and tie it around her neck!!! D:<
shes right next to me
ahh? who is she?
shes my brother-in-law's sister
ooohhh....
now rodolfo's family must think im crazy but i dont care serves her right calling me an art thief u___u

anyways let get to the point yes? ^___^
the first 10 people who comment on this journal get a sketch from moi as long as YOU offer 10 free sketches in you journal too.Fair huh? so who says me??
1-
2-
3-
4-
5-
6-
7-
8-
9-
10-
(i know i will end up doing free sketches for more that 10 people but who cares?)
;D naturally mi friends are more than welcome to comment for their free sketch but who are my friends you ask?
everyone who reads all of this is my friend ^___^

clubsclubsclubs

*blueisa http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/15949983/ http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/15949983/ Sat, 15 Dec 2007 19:52:21 PST now im thinking... i wonder what happened to their daughter...
in happier news... i got a lap top for christmas!!! YEAH!!! its wonderlful!! a hole computer just for myself!!! the privacy it gives me makes tyhe idea of writing down my stories real!! at least for now....hopefully my bro doesnt decide this is the new family computer since the old one is not working -___-;

anyways tagg! from
RULES:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. Tag 5 people.
5. Bold the questions and with the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.

How are you feeling today?
forest king-3 inches of blood
(i are the forest king muahahaha!!)

Will you get far in life?
paranoid-black sabbath
( they dont want me tooo!)

How do your friends see you?
the phantom of the crimson cloak-3 inches of blood
(a phantom huh? that can be either good or bad.. but i am a phantom with a crimson cloak yeah!)

Will you get married?
fire comming out of the monkeys head-gorillaz
(the world is going to hell before i do :C)

What is your best friend's theme song?
peace and love-zoe
(haha sort of... well no not really!)

What is the story of your life?
escape from hellview-CKY
(yes i want to escape this town i dont like it...-__-

What was high school like?
heart in a cage-the strokes
(im still in high school.... anyways yeah its not too happy...)

How can you get ahead in life?
la rubia y el demonio-panteon roccoco (the blonde and the demon)
(i will have to sell my soul for the legs of a blonde that works, that dances and gets naked? -___-

What is the best thing about your friends?
nocturne-the human abstract
(:C thats not it.... i hate it when songs that have nothing to do with the questions come out...)
(my friends are nocturnal like vampires muahaha)

What is in store for this weekend?
meaning in tragedy-as i lay dying
(oh my god.... D: im not going out)

To describe your grandparents?
enemy of the state-roadrunner united
(they are the enemy!!! haha no not really..)

How is your life going?
yofo-molotov
(*whistles along* :] i pass on dealing with shit)

What song will they play at your funeral?
tired n'lonely
(so thats what you always thought about me ya bunch of rascals!! ;__

How does the world see you?
anihilation by the hands of god-roadrunner united
(they think im going to anihilate them :/)

Will you have a happy life?
evil-interpol
(oohh..is that a no? D

What do your friends really think of you?
no one knows-queens of the stone age
(they are right... very few people know me)

Do people secretly lust after you?
paint it black-the rolling stones
they want o paint me black.... kinky )

How can I make myself happy?
adelita-panteon roccoco (roccoco graveyard)
(i should marry someone who will buy me a slik dress an... ]]> *blueisa http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/15737771/ http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/15737771/ Fri, 30 Nov 2007 16:41:02 PST so i am writing this journal to apologize to all my friends for being so late behind in writing oe replying to comments in either deviations or journals or whatever i have no idea of what the hell but deal with me please ok?? i promise i will reply to your newer journals and i will comment on as much pics as i can yes so thats it...
its raining today nothing can make me maaaaddd....♫
tagg!! from
After you read this copy and paste, erase my answers, then post it in the journal. Its pretty Random... here goes.

Are you happy with your given name?
yaahh

What is your guaranteed weeping movie?
any movie where there is an animal dying ;__; if im watching a movie and a person dies i will be like HA!! thats what you get for being stupid! but if an animal dies even if its a comedy movie i will have to fight against the tears ;__;

What is the one thing you like to do alone?
almost everything?? i dont know it depends on the company whether or not i like doing whatever alone

What's a major fear or yours?
dying without acomplishing my goals

Are you a pyromaniac?
i wouldnt set a building on fire but i sure love watching things burn

Do you know anyone famous?
is fanneh famous on myspace? (no)

Describe your bed.
black with bluesheets usually covered in all sorts of crap from dirty laundry to books drawings or other unidentified objects with a little space in the corner for me to sleep or sit

What type of character would you play in a movie?
the misterious person who nobody knows if its good or bad or just the crazy assasin

What do you carry with you at all times?
my ipod why? i have no idea i rarely listen to it but if im not carrying around i feel like there is something missing..

How do you eat an apple?
normally i dont... but if i do its sliced up with lime and chilly

Do you prefer to stand out or blend in?
i dont really care about standing out or blending in i just mind my own business... but my colourful wardrobe says that i stand out

What kind of first impression do you think you give people?
i thought i just gave the impression of a weird quiet girl but my friends say that when they first saw me they were afraid to talk to me they thought i would be really rude or i would smack them in the face :C

Favorite communication method?
anything but the goddamed phone!!

What is your hidden talent?
knowing weird unnessesary yet interesting stuff

Do you own a Bible?
yes

How many drinks before you're tipsy?
i have no idea but a night without sleep will do the trick

Do you have a problem changing clothes in front of friends?
depends on which friends they are

What should you be doing instead of this?
cleaning up my inbox

Who was the last person who called you?
my mom on the phone to tell me the dog was outside

Are you ready? For what now?
HELL YEAHHH!! IM READY!! I WAS BOOORRRNNN READY BEE-OTHCESS!! for what?

What is the last gift you gave someone?
i gave my fish food?

Does everything happ... ]]> *blueisa http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/15379873/ http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/15379873/ Mon, 05 Nov 2007 16:20:28 PST ___>; im nervous because i KNOW im getting a 6 (out of ten) when best and i supposedly stayed here instead of going to visit graves to stay studying and if i fail... well... you can imagine o___o; im scared to death i swear....
ahh... i though my slavery was over when i finished resident evil four but then along came guitar hero 3 *sigh* my cousin had already cleared all fo it but my HORRENDOUS luck came in and suddenly all the data got corrupted i cant believe my luck is so bad...
soo i bought serj tankians album (IEEEEEEEEEEE!! OMG!!! *is a system of a down fan*) i got home i listened to it i uploaded it so i could listen to it happily and PRIVATELY but oh the tragedy! apparently the cd has an anti-piracy system and it disappears from my playlist like a ninja mist one i turn off my computer!! ....... σ___σ i get your point serj but do you seriously expect me to go around carrying the little cd thing everywhere i go risking it to getting damaged,broken, or well stolen?? and if i carry the cd i also have to carry around something to listen to it and i dont plan to anybody knows what to do?? :C i want this cd on my ipod....
**anyways enough of my stupid rambling... U__U taggings whoo! *backflip*
-tagg from ^___^
1.) How did you come up with your user name?
its a combination of my name: isabel (isa or ivy..)and that character from that fighting game...bluemary... i like the color blue so blueisa fit for me besides i had spend a ridiculous amount of time trying to find an username because all the ones i wanted were already taken! i even have an account of ravidly randomly typed letters phikhilo or something like that...i was convinced it would be taken too...

2.) Do you have any fancharacters? If yes, who was your first- and what traits did you give them?
thank god... no not that i remeber and if i have they are probably chained and being kept sedated in an asylum somewhere in the most distant corners of my mind....

3.) Your favorite series? (list up to seven if you want)
-blood+
-trinity blood
-deathnote
-samurai champloo
-inuyasha (...?)

haha missfreak will kill me for not putting hellsing there :3 the ovas and manga are BEAUTIFUL but the series doesnt do it justice so i cant list it up here!

4.) Do you plan on making your own comic or doujin at any point?
i plan to live off making comics >__> because i just love that

6.) List one to seven bad habits about yourself...
-being extremely lazy
-if there is food wrapping in my room it can be there for months untill SOMEONE ELSE throws it away
-im very very introverted and antisocial... but when i get to know you you wont know me : D
-i have a habit of poking my eyes with stuff... i have reduced it though because of that time i poked it with a cactus thorn...-__-;
-i dont walk straight
-it takes a long time from ''me thinking about doing this'' from ''me doing it''....
-i am insecure about the things i SHOULD NOT be insecure about...

8.) Tag three people!
any of my friends ^___^ who wants to do it
who are my friends?? if you have read all of this YOU ARE :3
clubsclubsclubs:
http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/15248173/ Sat, 27 Oct 2007 19:11:01 PDT
oh perfect i have no scanner anymore >:C well i do but its no longer installed ... rawr...what a perfect timing just when i have to upload something for next week...
HEY PEOPLE IM DOING THE PAGEVIEWS THING!! WHOEVER GETS THE SCREENSHOT OF MY 3000 PAGEVIEW GETS A DRAWING DONE BY ME!
yeah like somebody cares...*cough* but for those of you who care i want to thank you for supporting me because if i have been improving is because one way or the other you have been helping me
**ackk this is why i had quit gaming it messes with my schedule! i had been away because i was enslaved playing resident evil 4

so here is the tag from
See How Much You're Really Worth!
NO CHEATING!!

Natural Hair Color:
[ ] Black = $100
[ ] Blonde = $50
[ ] Red = $75
[X] Brown = $15
[ ] Bald = $5
[ ] Other=$2

Eye Color:
[ ] Brown - $150
[ ] Green - $75
[ ] Blue $50
[ ] Hazel $100
[x] Other - $15

*im going for other because my eyes are a weird combination of green and brown...really! i wouldnt lie after all they are the least expensive :/

Height:
[ ] Over 7' - $200
[ ] 6'8" to 7' - $175
[x] 6'0" to 6'7" - $150
[ ] 5'5" to 5'11" - $75
[ ] 4'9" to 5'4" - $50
[ ] Under 4'9 - $45

*hey not fair! these measures dont come in CM!! >:C i dont know what the hell im choosing...

Age:
[ ] 41 to 50 - $150
[ ] 31 to 40 - $100
[ ] 26 to 30 - $75
[ ] 21 to 25 - $50
[ ] 19 to 20 - $25
[X] 0 to 18 - $100


Birth Order:
[ ] Twins or more than twins - $300
[ ] First Born - $300
[ ]Only Child - $250
[ ] second born - $150
[ ] Middle child - $100
[ ] Last Born - $200
[x] third born - $100
[ ] fourth born - $100
[ ] fifth born-$375

*haha this is freaking some people out > yes im actually the third ...i think but its a secret!

Drink?
[X] No - $400
[ ] Only Holidays - $250
[ ] Sometimes - $215
[ ] YES - $200
[ ] only weekends - $300
[ ] Every other day - $50
[ ] Once a day - $15
[ ] I live from the bottle - $Bankrupt$ [[back to $ZERO]]

Vision?
[ ] perfect vision $300
[ ] need or have glasses/contacts but don't wear them $200
[ ] No correction $100
[x] Glasses $50
[ ] contacts $25
[ ] Surgical correction -$135

Car Color [or familes' car(s)]:
[x] White - $2,000
[ ] Maroon - $800
[ ] Gold - $700
[x]Gray - $600
[ ] Blue - $900
[ ] Pink - $475
[ ]Black - $450
[ ] Red - $400
[ ] Green- $350
[ ] Silver $300
[ ] Purple- $250
[ ] Metallic - $200
[ ] Yellow - $100
[ ] Primer - $75
[ ] Tan- $20
[ ] Rusted - $15
[ ] No Car - $0

Shoe Size:
[ ] 13+ - $300
[ ]12 and a half to 13 - $250
[ ] 11 to 12 - $700
[x] 7 to 10 - $600
[ ] Under 7- $550

*stupid foreign measurement systems...

Favorite Colors (three):
[ ] Green-$750
[ ] Black - $600
[ ] Red - $800
[ ] Yellow -$475
[ ] Brown - $50
[X] Purple - $225
[ ] White - $400
[x] Aqua - $350
[ ] Orange - $300
[x] Blue - $300
[ ] Pink - $100
[ ] Other - $ 50 *blueisa http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/14932068/ http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/14932068/ Fri, 05 Oct 2007 19:41:12 PDT im sorry the dogs ok.. the chick... not so much i got a new beautiful black kitten! and i had tyo give it away im fine too so yah

since i have no taggs today i decided i would feature some great artists here on DA *notice* im NOT nessesarily featuring my friends i want to focus on traditional artist that have AMAZING WORKS AND DONT HAVE THE RECOGNITION THEY DESERVE i mean artists that have oviously been on the business for long and are horribly overlooked... i will try to stay away from manga/anime because its very popular and i want to give attention to artist who sadly enough arent...

i just saw his amazing works today i have had a work of him in my faves for agess and i always thought it was a picture untill today my curiosity lead me to his gallery where i was proven wrong for good!

found him through his art is amazing very colourful and unique and hes an ecologist that uses paint that is not harmful for the envisroment i think we all should learn from him

illustrator and he has some kickass scuptures (which i would kill for) just take a look

his hyperrealist paintings are beyond belief it takes you long to realize you are actually looking at a painting and when you do you notice all the emotion and effects that only a painting could have
this is an artist with a cause,always aiding the unfortunate in any ways he can an admirable person honestly and a very talented artist that inspires us to really become the eyes of this blinded world

her collages are great! full of color and shapes with a different feeling and athmosphere each one

not nessesarily manga nor anime he is definately one of my fav artists on DA hsi style si so unique and somehow disturbing and beautiful he always uses blue and purple hues and i think its very interesting his dominium over anatomy makes me green with envy like his ability to create characters

his style is creepy and disturbing is something you dont see every day and that is definately worth watching the way he uses lots of lines,and how he makes... ]]> *blueisa http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/14883625/ http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/14883625/ Tue, 02 Oct 2007 11:02:31 PDT

*i cant believe it they stole Atilah i cant fuckiung believe it i mean WTF!!?? how can someone be so sensleless how could they steal a poor little puppy from its home?? im PISSED OFF! and im horribly disappointed the guy who stole him came here selling something pretending to be a decent person!! and he stole our dog... im trying to stay calm but damn.... what am i telling my brother when he comes back?? it was HIS dog after all... what if the dog never turns back? god knows what could they be forcing him to do?maybe he will force him to fight and get himself killed by other dog... atilah is a bull terrier after all... it makes me sick to think that guy will go back to his house and tell whoever there is in there he got them a new doggie... and they will think he honestly got them a dog without suspecting he lowered himself to the level of shit by stealing it and being a hipocrite!! AARGHH!!!
***perfect and now my OTHER dog just killed the chick my BF gave me what else can fucking go wrong?? i need a hug...

so hmm.... examns period,overflooded watchlist, and other kinds of stuff havent left me too much time to draw or do anything but dont worry ill get on to it i have some ideas and i have a comic to do!!! i cant wait to get on with that missfreak!!!

**you know im feeling bad about my art....i feel like im nowhere near the level i thought i was... not in skills or vision..by skills i mean the way you draw,your lines,your coloring,hability,etc picture it as your arts ''body'' and vision is your understanding of art,your vision,knowing what is and what is the meaning of your art its like your arts ''soul''

and oh my god no tagg this time!! no wonder its raining....
but i want to ask you some questions hows that??

-how do YOU feel about your art??
-do you read deviation descriptions??why or why not?

friends?? if you are reading this it means you are my friend

clubsclubsclubs

http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/14802757/ Wed, 26 Sep 2007 16:09:47 PDT oh my god meybe i do watch too many people there is no way i can look at all of this!!! at least not soon! exams period and religious talks dont leave free time for me to do what i want!!! so for my friends whoose works i havent commented on im sorry but it will take some time but be sure that soon or late i will
--in case you are wondering.... i was out for last weekend i had to go to my cousins wedding....and i hate weddings! >:[ this one was baaaaad! it was cold and i was sleepy and i feel asleep on the dining table arent i glamorous?? at least there was a chokolate fountain :3

more good news the weather isnt hot anymore now its nice :3 perfect for me it really puts me in a good mood
and guess what! we have a new puppyyy!! he is a bull terrier and his name is Atilah (the hun) and he is sooo cuuuutee
--by the way.... i just failed math... ;___; i hope it can be fixed so i dont fail the hole semester AHH STUPID MATH!!!
-1 month this sunday yay!!!

the tagg this time is sponsored by:....
the questions supposedly are for a movie based on your life or something like that
Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, etc).
Put it on shuffle.
Press play.
For every question type the song that's playing.
When you go to a new question press the next button.
Ready? Steady? GO!

Opening Credits: hand of stone-mastodon (great!! )

Waking Up: fucking an animal-gwar (D

Falling In Love: mein-deftones

Fight Scene: dirty harry-gorillaz (haha should be an interesting battle)

Breaking Up: dawn of a golden age-roadrunner united(danny filth)

Make-up: tired n' lonely-roadrunner united (wonder what im i putting make up on for >:3 )

Secret Love: mash-up-gym class heroes (yay!! :3)

Life's Okay: when you were young-the killers

Heartbreak: power up-chimaira (violent im sooo gonna kill you break up )

Mental Breakdown: whole lotta love-led zepelin (...not quite right...)
no mas control-dino cazares,roadrunner united
(waaaaaayyy better!!! )

Driving:the devil went down to georgia-charlie daniles band ()

Flashbacks: confined-as i lay dying (what kind of flashbacks would those beee?

Happy Dance: this darkened heart-all that remains (real happy *blueisa http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/14802749/ http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/14802749/ Wed, 26 Sep 2007 16:08:48 PDT oh my god meybe i do watch too many people there is no way i can look at all of this!!! at least not soon! exams period and religious talks dont leave free time for me to do what i want!!! so for my friends whoose works i havent commented on im sorry but it will take some time but be sure that soon or late i will
--in case you are wondering.... i was out for last weekend i had to go to my cousins wedding....and i hate weddings! >:[ this one was baaaaad! it was cold and i was sleepy and i feel asleep on the dining table arent i glamorous?? at least there was a chokolate fountain :3

and guess what! we have a new puppyyy!! he is a bull terrier and his name is Atilah (the hun) and he is sooo cuuuutee
--by the way.... i just failed math... ;___; i hope it can be fixed so i dont fail the hole semester AHH STUPID MATH!!!
-1 month this sunday yay!!!

the tagg this time is sponsored by:....
the questions supposedly are for a movie based on your life or something like that
Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, etc).
Put it on shuffle.
Press play.
For every question type the song that's playing.
When you go to a new question press the next button.
Ready? Steady? GO!

Opening Credits: hand of stone-mastodon (great!! )

Waking Up: fucking an animal-gwar (D

Falling In Love: mein-deftones

Fight Scene: dirty harry-gorillaz (haha should be an interesting battle)

Breaking Up: dawn of a golden age-roadrunner united(danny filth)

Make-up: tired n' lonely-roadrunner united (wonder what im i putting make up on for >:3 )

Secret Love: mash-up-gym class heroes (yay!! :3)

Life's Okay: when you were young-the killers

Heartbreak: power up-chimaira (violent im sooo gonna kill you break up )

Mental Breakdown: whole lotta love-led zepelin (...not quite right...)
no mas control-dino cazares,roadrunner united
(waaaaaayyy better!!! )

Driving:the devil went down to georgia-charlie daniles band ()

Flashbacks: confined-as i lay dying (what kind of flashbacks would those beee?

Happy Dance: this darkened heart-all that remains (real happy

Regretting:baptized in the redemtion-RoadRunnerUnited(not right either)
*blueisa http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/14476130/ http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/14476130/ Mon, 03 Sep 2007 17:35:13 PDT *cough* i just had to get that out ignore it...
gaia online is dangerous people....adictive and dangerous...i hope durem wins hell yeah!! any other gaians pumping for durem? :3
anyways a tagg! i have seen this on almost every account around strange....
tagg from
1.- Pongan las reglas
2.- Cada persona escogida debe poner 8 cosas aleatorias (preferentemente interesantes) acerca de ellos mismos
3.- los escogidos deben escribir un diario de estas cosas
4.- al final del escrito escoge 8 personas mas para hacer este juego
5.- ve a su pagina y deja un comentario diciendoles que han sido escogidos

1-my musical taste goes from the darkest of black metal to the most calm alternative and acoustic and i love colourful and pretty stuff like rainbows and stars haha
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mis gustos musicales varian desde el mas obscuro black metal a el mas calmado alternativo y acustico... y me encantan las cosas coliridas y bonitas como los arcoiris y las estrellas jaja

2-i hate phones i HATE THEM!! i hate answering phones i hate talking on the phone because its too unprivate and i cant do anything else and the sound of phones ringing IRRITATES ME! so next time you ask for my phone number and i dont give it to you its not me being rude and not wanting to talk to you its me avoiding using the goddamed phone!!
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odio los telefonos los ODIOOO!!!odio contestar telefonos,odio hablar por telefono es muy poco privado y no se puede haser nada mas mientras se habla y el sonido del telefono sonando me IRRITA asi que cuando me pidan mi telefono y no se los quiera dar no es que no quiera hablar con ustedes... es solo que me evito usar el maldito telefono!!

3-im not a girly girl.. but i do worry a lot about my appereance and i select the things i wear very very carefuly and i enjoy feeling that i look good sometimes i am all dressed up just to sit on the computer all day its like having a car! just because you are not a car fan doesnt mean you wont take care of it right??
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no soy femenina....pero si me preocupo mucho por como me veo y escojo lo que me pongo con mucho cuidado y me gusta sentir que me veo bien hay veces en las que ando vestida bien como para salir y solo vengo a sentarme en la computadora todo el dia es com tener un carro! hay que cuidarlo aun que no seas fan de los carros o no??

4-i am very weird when it comes to my art... i hide my drawings away like they were corpses or something and i hate it when people who dont have my permission watches them... it makes me nervous and puts me on the defensive... and its hard because my notebooks have more drawings on them than schoolwork... and i always have to lie when people ask me for homework or notes... or erase them.. :C<... ]]> *blueisa http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/14327689/ http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/14327689/ Sat, 25 Aug 2007 00:32:48 PDT im not really feeling it as bad right now but i know that when i go to school on monday and i dont see him walk through the horrible sounding door i will realize it and it will be baaaad... goodbye sax im going to miss you more than you think
-this reminds me there was THAT situation with someone a few days ago...and its got me thinking...what is it really like for a guy to get ''feelings''for a girl? because boys and girls dont feel the same way...so can any guy tell me: how do you know you really like a girl and its not just something that may pass by? and the initial question what is it really like for a guy to get ''feelings''for a girl? is it really as serious as we girls think it is?
--by the way nobody is helping me out here and i need help with this: should i go back to art class?? i am kind of creeped out to go with the professor acting weird but i really didnt feel threatened when that happened it was only after i gave it some thought at home...but i cant stand the idea of not going there and have our house of culture built into some shit real estate offices...what to dooooo?
and now a tagg EN ESPAñOL sorry de
-Dónde está tu celular?-por ahi...desarmado pero deveria estar en la basura!! >:C
-Describe a tu novio (a)-no preguntes >__>
-Tu cabello?-chino corto y cafe...lo quiero pintar rosa XD
-Tu madre?-muy bien gracias y LA TUYA?
-Tu padre?-R.I.P
-Tu objeto preferido?-computadora,ipod,cualquier objeto para dibujar y mi cerebro
-Tu sueño de anoche?-ni idea :s
-Tu bebida preferida?-agua o TONICOL que bebida tan buena
-Tu auto de los sueños?-una van de hippie! hibrida o con biodiesel de preferencia
-La habitación en la que estás? pequeña con musica y en realidad muy simple... un cuarto solo para la computadora y el telefono y algunos libros
-Tu ex?->__>
-Tu miedo?-morir sin lograr lo que quiero
-Qué quieres ser en 10 años?-novelista grafica,diseñadora grafica y artista de varios tipos
-Dónde pasaste el rato anoche?aqui en mi casa viendo discovery channel y no me bañe por estar viendo la tele
-Qué no eres?-depende de que si soy
-Aros en la ceja en el sexo opuesto?-por que no?
-Algo en tu lista de deseos?-que el sax no se vaya :C bueno quiero unos plumones artisticos y hrrmmm un buen papel para usar... bueno muchas cosas
- Donde creciste?en guadalajara
-Lo ultimo que hiciste?-contestar mensajes en el msn
-Que tienes puesto?-pants que uso de pijama,una blusa azul con detalles en arcoiris y rosa y lepra en mi pierna izquierda y nada mas interesante... noams aki pa echar la hueva
-Qué no tienes puesto?-mi collar.... >__>
-Tu libro preferido?-un manga? uno de arte?
-Lo último que comiste?-sabritones
-Tu vida?-pos muy buena con todo y su pekeños problemas
-Tu animo?-me duele la cabeza... pero estoy extrañamente de buen humor considerando lo que etsa ocurriendo
-Tus amigos?-muuy leeejoos.....o en sus casas perdiendo el tiempo igual k yo
-En qué piensas en este momento?-en que me duele la cabeza...
-Tu auto-de aire :]
-Qué haces en este momento?-contesto este questionario DUUUUUUUHHHHH
-Tu verano?-excelente
-Tu nivel de relaciones?-bueno y a la vez malo
-Qué hay en tu tv?-arañas!! y manchas....
-Cuando fue la ultima vez que reiste?-hase un rato con mi prima y antes en una reunnion de todos mis amigos
-Ultima vez que lloraste?-devio de ser hase mucho... no me gusta llorar y siempre lo evito todo lo que puedo
-Escuela?-buena,me esta empezando a gustar
y yo taggeo a:
-a quien sea que tenga tiempo y ganas de haserlo http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/14123844/ Sat, 11 Aug 2007 19:15:40 PDT :C
my cousin is comming back tomorrow im glad because well i like spending time with her :3 since she moved to this town like a year ago she has been like my best friend always being somewhere near to make me laugh but mainly laugh at me besides shes bringing me a set of RTISTIC MARKERS!! yayy i cant wait to get my hands on those! i dont want to get my hopes too high though because something always goes wrong when it comes to me >__> whatever
----i wonder if :missfreak: is back from spain yet? i miss you missfreak you arent even online anymore i have a funny story XD
now here is an important matter! im really starting to wonder if i should go back to art class...those of you who know me and read my journals know what happened a while back and it really freaked me out and i want to go back because i really want to keep studying art but im worried that the professor really has something weird going on i would love to go if there was someone else with me but its only me! nobody else cares about art here its depressing...besides id feel terribly bad if i stopped going because then our little workshop...our dear house of culture will be taken and turned into some shit ass real estate-condo shit office and that would break my heart...screewww you condo developments!! so what do you think help me please
im happy in my new school im fynally starting to get used to it and see all the good points it has and most important making friends im excited to start REAL classes i dont like this pre-class courses thing
hoho you though i had no taggs this time did you ha ''dammit why do you do all this taggs girl??''because its a good way for people to get to know me i think.. and by tagging i can get to know other people too and besides they are fun at least to me
from

1) Spell your name:
-With one finger: isabelle
-With your chin: idsbnrkkrf riiighht...
-With one finger and eyes closed: isabekke close enough
-With your elbow: *i hit my elbow with the table X(*isabelle my
elbows are pinty
-With your nose: isabelle ha
-With your palm:isdasbelled haha you got isdasbelled!!

2) List four fandoms you have:
1.art
2. manga/anime
3. music
4. ecology and nature

3) Have you ever slept in the back of a car?:
-maybe when i was a little girl...

4) Have you recently dyed your hair/cut it?:
yes i got my hair long in the front and short in the back is this
what they call an emo haircut?

5) List four people you look up to the most:
artists on DA,my mom....guys from bands,
and my friends i guess...

6) How many pets do you own as of now?:
1dogulga (flea)(she has been around the longest)
1cat:cat (gave him lots of names but soemhow we just sticked to
cat he was... ]]> *blueisa http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/14047205/ http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/14047205/ Mon, 06 Aug 2007 16:54:22 PDT for one part... going into the other highschool would have made making friends a lot easier...but staying on this highschool is good for me because dammit i like the classes im goimg to take and im excited about them...if only the scene there wasnt like this...but whatever...
*more drawings comming up soon hoppefully ^__^ im feeling confident

*TAGG stolen from
1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
''defined well being like the complete state of physical,mental and social health''
damn school books

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.What can you reach?
a yellow little recipient filled with something that sounds like sand or salt we use it to make music when we are bored i have never known what it is

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
samurai champloo this morning great series

4. Without looking guess what time it is?
4:something....probably 30

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
4:33 HA!!

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
the curtains bumping into each other because of the slight
wind too bad the wind cant reach me

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
just a while back to feed the cat

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
a pic im working on :3

9. What are you wearing?
green tank top,buckle belt,pink choker and gray shorts all dressed up and nowhere to go

10. Did you dream last night?
cant remember

11. When did you last laugh?
this morning watching samurai champloo

12. What are on the walls you are in?
wires....holes...nothing really

13. Seen anything weird lately?
im so used to weirdness nothing is weird enough anymore

14. What do you think of this quiz?
like all other taggs: something fun to spend time and put on
your journal so keep me from rambling too much about my
personal life

15. What was the last film you saw?
transformers

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
food for the starving children,all the art supplies i could ever want,mangas,manga/anime stuff ,clothing and of course... a DA subscription


17. Tell me something about you that I don't know?
i am too stupid for my own good... up inside im still a little girl
but im happy

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt and politics, what would it be?
end racism think of it how many wasr havent been caused by something stupid like not accepting peoples differences??=racism?

19. Do you like to dance?
not my thing but if i have to choose something to stay healthy id pick dancing

20. George Bush:
*middle finger*

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
hmm i wonder depends on what would she look like... but i really like the name lili

22. Imagine your first child is a boy,what do you call him?
Jess probably because its a cool name

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
abroad?? o__o

24. What do you want God to say when you reach the pearl... ]]> *blueisa http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/13990175/ http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/13990175/ Thu, 02 Aug 2007 17:36:03 PDT but im not mad at them anymore...well just a little but its ok *
(i love you valerie )
sooo how did your vacations go? i had the greatest time in mine my best friends came all the way from the south to visit me here in the hot north and thats all i could have asked for for my vacations not only that but i went back to GDL to see ''ALL THAT REMAINS'' great show im glad i went and i spent five days there im just sorry i didnt spend more time with my friends but nothing is perfect right?
(i love you valerie )
--so....in other news...my summer is over... its an abuse if you ask me there is no reason at all to be going to school right now its just some shit courses of some kind in dont even know what they are for i just know i hate them! dammit i have only been in school for three days and i already want to get the hell out of here...
its depressing... i dont want to admit it but maybe my family was right...this school is the center of decay-ness...i mean... why are 20 year old people in my class?? o___o;
i cant make friends.. and im not supposed to see the only friends i have here i mean what the fuck? its not fair :c i didnt expect it to be this way why can i never be right? im too lonely...this reminds me... how few friends i have and just what a loner i have always been...and i realize being such a loner is turning me into a boring emotional whiner...
(i love you valerie )
oh yeah i spent 24 hours without sleeping with fanneeh is fun and sunrises are pretty but its stops being fun when you realize this:
ME-SLEEP+EMOTIONALLY UNSTABLE PHASE=whiny,emotiona,irritable,emo bitch which is NOT fun i prefer to sleep my daily 6 hours thanks
(valerie i love you )
about this valerie i love you thing its a joke that me and fanneeh get see: in the flight to GDL the pilot was flattering the flight attendants through the speaker at first we though the crew were joking with each other untill suddenly it comes ''all of our flight attendants are very pretty but there is one that stands among them all and that is the very beautiful valerie which i have asked out lots of times but she ignores me...valerie i love you'' (or something like that... hahaha fanneeh and i just laughed out loud XD because from the moment the pilot started talking about the flight attendants fanneh predicted that was happening XD and... ]]> *blueisa http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/13698065/ http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/13698065/ Wed, 11 Jul 2007 16:35:55 PDT but whatever! tagg time!!!

tag stolen from myspace with fanneys help
1. Are you a virgin?
of course

2. What were you doing this morning at 8 am?
sleeping probably

3. What were you doing 15 minutes ago?
eating

4. What are you wearing?
black denim tight shorts,white t-shirt with a skull and my fav rainbow beads neckace

5. Are you mad at anyone right now?
naaw

6. Last person to say they loved you?
my boyfriend or my mom

7. Last time you kissed someone?
never

8. Do you know the words to the song on your MySpace profile?
i dont have a myspace profile

9. Last thing received in the mail?
wind (that means i dont get mail)

11. Have you ever had sex in a public place?
no im a virgin remember?

12. Have you ever been searched by the cops?
no...unless they called the cops that time i got lost in the park >__>

13. How long is your hair?
shoulder length

14. How many different drinks have you had today?
water and horchata water

15. What have you eaten?
cereal and broiled meat with lettuce and french potatoes

16. Are you any good at math?
hell no

17. Do you have plans on Friday night?
die of anxiety...

18. Do you draw your name in the sand when you go to the beach?
no

19. Do you prefer beer or liquor?
liquor.

20. Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight?
maybe... cant remember...

21. Do you like the ocean?
yes i do ^_^

22. Do you stay friends with your ex's?
i hope so

23. What are you excited about?
saturday!! my best friend is comming!

24. What did you do last night?
watched tv and made a drawing

25. Are any of your great-grandparents still alive?
no i dont think so

26. Where do you keep your change?
in a piggy bank hehe

28. Would you rather sleep with someone else, or alone?
depends normally i prefer to be alone

29. What was the weather like on your birthday?
a little hot but very nice

30. Would you kiss anyone on your top friends list?
huh?? o///o

uhh... im a bit lazy right now playing gaiaonline has drained my energies
see ya

]]> *blueisa http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/13607111/ http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/13607111/ Wed, 04 Jul 2007 12:35:43 PDT ahhh finally! i did my admission exam for highschool! im free! i dont have to watch the freaking guide nest to my bed staring at me 6__6
it was better than i expected it was great considering that i didnt study hahahaha*cough*
left... we had an awesome week together im soo glad she could come all the way here ^__^ but it ended too suddenly! all of a sudden i wake up at 6 am to watch her leave i mean wtf!? come back soon and tell fanney to get her ass here right now if she isnt comming i will get horribly depressed because i wont have anything to look for for the rest of the summer...
so im having too much social life and i dont have time to draw...or post... there is certain drawing waiting to be posted but i cant post it with my family everywhere! (HAHAHAHAHAHA) when i post it you will see why XD besides i dont like doing anything art related in front of my family...
dude i have heard nothing but gay jokes this last days! starting from the already mentioned drawing to my cousins and brother who just love acting all sissy like and its soo funny XD
so uuhh... no taggs now o__o
-i feel so bad... i havent had time to draw patiently for such a long time... blame it on flower who made me rehearse a performance for her sweet 15 from april to june almost everyday,on all the stuff i had to do to get my party ready,and my family who keeps me from drawing by...just being here not that it bothers me but i wish i had more time to draw...
lately i feel so sick of my DA gallery i look at other deviants with such beautiful galleries then i look at mine and i feel like shit.. i must get new drawings to feel better i must work my ass off! and must start coloring.. i know i can get great art too! i know i can do it too... :c

honorable mention to all my friends at da i love you guys! but im a lazy person

clubsclubsclubs:
]]> *blueisa http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/13400601/ http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/13400601/ Mon, 18 Jun 2007 23:04:39 PDT but finally!! its summer vacation and im free of duty!! no more rehearsing! no more school!! aaah im feeling good i have a BF and a new fishie (haha),im getting a new black set of room furniture so i can decorate to my pelasing im having a party in two weeks and my bests friends are comming to visit meeee! i cant wait for you i cant wait for you fanney
ok enough of that....TAGG TIME WHOOOO *backflip*
TAGG 1
stolen from
1. YOUR REAL NAME:
helena isabelle (ivy) escobar soto

2. YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (first 3 letters of real name plus izzle)
isaizzle ivyizzle (haha that sounds funny XD)

3. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (fav color and fav animal)
blue dog (it sounds cool )

4. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name, and current street)
helena bugambilia (XD hahaha what the hell is that you ask? its a flower silly ones )

5. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name, last 3 letters of mum's maiden name)
eschecia (sounds weeeeeeird)

6. YOUR SUPERHERO NAME: (2nd favorite color, favorite drink).
purple water (i like the way that sopunds )

7. YOUR IRAQI NAME: (2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last name, any letter of your middle name, 2nd letter of your mums maiden name, 3rd letter of you dads middle name, 1st letter of a siblings first name, last letter of your mums middle name)
eciasda (holy crap D: im never turning iraqi)

8. YOUR WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (mum/dads middle name)
dositeo (that was my dads name :/ and my brothers...)

9. YOUR GOTH NAME: (black, and the name of one your pets)
black flea (sounds like a bands name )

TAGG 2 given by one i have been dying to do!
Rules: ~
1) Choose 4 of your characters
2) Make them answer the questions.

i pick Mark from lost children carrie also from lost children evil Karla from dulzura and eros from an unnamed angels story you dont know them but now you have a chance ^__^

1. Full name?
mark:Marcus Elshatt...
carrie: just carrie who are you? :3
e.karla:karla...*evil stare*
eros: Eros thats all i can remember

2. How old are you?
mark:18 soon im turning 19
carrie:im not sure i lost count like.... centuries agoo... O.O
e.karla:19
eros:i look young but i have been around for longer than your ancestors ^__^

3. Height?
mark:i dont know but im taller than the rest of the lost children
carrie:almost as tall as mark o.o
e.carla:what kind of question is that?
eros: about 189 cm ^__^

4. You got any bad habits?
mark:....the way i summon demons could be a ''bad habit'' i guess...
carrie:is eating doggies baaad?? D:
e.karla:killing
eros:heheheh... being nice to girls?

5. Are you a virgin?
mark:that is none of your fucking business
carrie:a... virgin? *blank stare*
e.karla:*passerby suddenly dies mysteriously screaming of pain* *expression of pure rage*ask that again and im killing EVERYBODY in the fucking building!!! (y-yes m-aam o___o; )
eros:if i tried to ''disvirginate'' myself it would be like suicide... so yes im a virgin...

6. Who's your significant other?
mark:i guess the rest of the lost children,michi and my sister if that is what you mean with ''significant other''
carrie:c... ]]> *blueisa http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/13348266/ http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/13348266/ Thu, 14 Jun 2007 21:00:09 PDT
ok so.... in case anyone cares... my friends may have noticed that i havent been around lately... why? i mean i wouldnt waste one single say of my subscription days if i dindt have a bloody good reason or not? (thanks you soooo much )
1-because a friend of mine: ''flor'' is putting up a performance for her sweet 15 (not 16 in mexico we get sweet 15s) and se has made us rehearse every tuesday,wednesday,and friday from 6:am to 8:30 pm since mid-april to now... o__o;
2- i am myself getting ready for a party of my own... but its not as easy as in the US... in mexico you have to attend a mass in your honor... and you have to get spiritually ready for it :rolleyes: and last saturday i was in church from 8:00 am to... get ready> 7:00 PM!!!! i think its WAAAAAYYY too much!!! >: (
besides we have to look for photographers,venues,dress and lots of other stuff... to be honest i dont want anything... i didnt want no freaking party and no freaking mass all i wanted was to see my friends... really that is all i really want but the hole family wants the party so we cant say no can we? (dammit i just revealed my age.... people will stop talking to me.. x__x)
3-as if all of that wasnt enough... my internet is crap and it stops working as soon as it detects i have free time.... >: (

so im stuck i havent had too much time for drawing or deviantart this last weeks... i have tons of deviations to watch and journals to read and comments to reply so be patient ok??
hrmmm still working on dulzura im sorry
guess what!! guess what!!! IS COMING!!! I M SOOOOO HAPPYYYY!!! SHE IS COMMING TO VISIT ME AFTER THREE YEARS OF NOT COMING TO VISIT ME IM SO HAPPY I CANT WAIT! AAAH! (haha)
im hot... its getting really hot here damn
there is this little matter i have wanted to discuss with someone if you feel like helping read below
-every saturday i have art class with a good local artist who has a beautiful wife and a really pretty daughter
but the other day we were discussing about putting red into a blue abstract painting... and i asked him if it would be a good idea to put a tone of red symilar to my actual nails color then he grabbed my hand to see the color better but then.... he didnt release my hand he kept looking at it and told me you know? you have really pretty hands and released them this seemed perfectly normal for me... i usually do the same with other people (but they DO think its weird) and ignored it
next clas s he was explaining some stuff to me and while i was watching one of his paintings i noticed we was looking at me... i dont remember what happened next but we skip all that to a part after he asked me if he could see my hands again and he was holding my hands and kind of petting them very kindly saying stuff like you have beautiful hands with very soft skin...and then asked me if he could see my face (because ther is usually hair covering it) he lifted up the hair very kindly and looked at me for a few seconds then he sayed: you know you are getting really pretty...you have a pretty way to think you like art and you are very pretty yourself... just some aprecciation from your professor ^__^
in some moment he asked me if he could paint a portrait of me some time...
this isnt freaking me out yet... i mean he has a wife who is prettier and more artistic than me and a daughter who looks like a prefectly normal kid....besides sometimes i do the same kind of things with people i consider pretty...
but i was starting to wonder if i SHOULD freak out...nothing important but it was in the back of my head for a while...
ok enough rambling im leaving Byeee *blueisa http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/13129636/ http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/13129636/ Mon, 28 May 2007 18:59:44 PDT but knowing miself... am i really surprised? no im not...
right now im in the process of taking a HUGE desicion... that will determine my life for the next 3 years... and it is killing me this decision is what school am i going to enter next year my two options are COBACH and CONALEP i want to go into CONALEP because its pretty much a cheff school it has most of the normal subjects but it has cooking as the main subject and it also has french... but its a new school... and there is nobody there yet if i entered i would be parto of the first generation ever to come out of there...what bothers me is the fact that i will be comletely alone... my bro wont be there (and i have brother-itis) none of my friends are going and there will be nobody there from other grades it will be just us... and that pretty much sucks on the other hand COBACH is ''where everyone is at'' all the people i have always wanted to meet are studyng there...but the subjects... and the studying its just nothing i could ever care about... and whatever i study cooking is always helpful
so if you have read this far please help me out as soon as you read this COBACH or CONALEP?

.....you know? there is something i wish i could write about here... but there are people i dont want to hurt...
and by the way i won 2nd place in the contest and i won a 1 month sub thanks a lot guys
........ TAGG
SPANISH
ok me taggeo ahi va
___Datos Personales___

1. Nombre:isabel (ivy)
2. Sobrenombres:la escobar en realidad nunguno no que yo sepa...
3. Residencia: puerto peñasco sonora ''donde se regresa el viento''
4. Lugar de nacimiento:guadalajara jalisco
5. Signo del Zodiaco:cancer
6. Sexo:mujer
7. Educacion:en esas ando
8. Escuelas a las que fuiste: por lo pronto a un kinder a una primaria y a una secundaria
9. Ocupacion: ociosa profesional :] estudiante de dibujo y segun esto estudio la escuela...
10. Residencia: por alla donde no va santa clos
11. Cita o Frase:vale ma*&^e....

___Tu Apariencia___

12. Color de pelo:cafe castaño
13. Tamaño del cabello:meido tirandole a corto
14. Color de ojos: como miel verdosos (de verdad)
15. Mejor rasgo:no se que alguien mas me lo diga
16. Altura: 1 70.... creo :/
17. Frenillos?:ya no
18. Lentes?:sip negros gruesos y con bolitas
19. Piercing?: por ahora no pero pronto me perforare las orejas
20. Tatuajes: no
21. Zurdo o Diestro: diestra

___Tus "primeros"___

22. Primer mejor amigo(a):una persona con la que ya no me llevo...
23. Primer premio:un vale de 10 pesos en gigante antes de eso no me acuerdo
24. Primer deporte: odio los deportes... ]]> *blueisa http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/12782674/ http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/12782674/ Sun, 29 Apr 2007 19:31:55 PDT anything for a friend right? 6__6
i was wondering... what are journals really for? were they really made just for lonely hermits like me to put their ramblings?
ok the real reason for this journal is doing the tagg gave me yay!!! ^___^

RULES
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t
make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. Tag 5 people.
5. With the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.

How are you feeling today?
cornman-kinky (hey this song isnt mine σ>σ )
cual quiere que le cante? i guess i feel like making people happy?

Will you get far in life?
and they call this a tragedy-alesana
i take that as a ''far but not AS far''?

How do your friends see you?
wait for tomorrow-bless the fall
they think i cant change without them...haha well i guess they feel like i am always waiting for them and that i may even depend on them for averything?? o__o damn...

Will you get married?
sad but true-metallica
hahahahaha yes?

What is your best friend's theme song?
umbrella-dir en gray
i dont know what this song is about ;__;
how about you missfreak?how about you stephanito? its a question for you

What is the story of your life?
monster hospital-metric
: music: i fought the war but the war wont stop i try to accomplish stuff but i cant...

What is high-school like?
drain the blood-the distillers
couldnt be any more precise :\ when i came to this school i had to separate from my old home...kind of had some hope shattered ... and while i kinda like my new school i also hate the way things are around here because its impossible to find real friends here... most of them are murderers and backstabbers....but there are some nice people too...and around here people dont give a shit about you if you are not an athlete,a super intelligent outstanding student, or a popular highschool barbie/ken so as an artist you are pretty much ''a star in the dark''

How can you get ahead in life?
twisted metal-rob zombie
as a midnight creeper muahahaha

What is the best thing about your friends?
come mierda-la polla records (eat shit)
hahaha that we are just plain stupid but we have something else more profound like this song
maybe not ''the best'' but it relates to the song

What is on store for this weekend?
sugar-system of a down
oh joy!!! XD
(not if you really pay attention to the lyrics though...lets stick to the title )

To describe your grandparents?
requiem-trivium
... of course not exactly MY grandparents but everyone's... how could they do what they have been doing to us and our world?

How is your life going?
starlit eyes-system of a down
now i am free to roam the skies and people can visit me with their starlit eyes ^__^ because im trying to bring my art into my normal life you see... i keep my art and my stories all to myself and my two best friends (and DA of course) and its kind of a big secret but now im trying to change that and be more open.. http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/12612115/ Sun, 15 Apr 2007 22:04:12 PDT right now the very last hours of my vacations span are passing by...as i sit on this chair being all shitty and moody...
maybe its just a sudden mood change...like girls have every now and then...but i dont want to see anyone or talk to anyone for no reason and it gets worse after a friend of mine tells me that some time ago he was threatened with a gun because a moronic (yes moronic...)ex-boyfriend of her cousin wanted to know where she was...and he didnt want to tell him...later on he tells me that this waste of flesh and oxygen of ex-boyfriend found a way to get in contact with his cousin and that he stabbed her with a knife saying ''if you are not mine you wont be anybody elses...'' (how many fucking times have i heard this?)
she managed to get away and call the police...the moron shit head is in prison and she is trying to recover....it made me very upset because it makes me realize even more how bad this world is going to hell....
oh and i just found out that o have an exam tomorrow! an exam of a subject of which i havent understood SHIT since long ago and that im oviously going to fail if i dont get a miracle...and then i would have failed physics twice...oh yeah im not doing so well at school physics,math,and chemistry to be precise...is it the right-left side of the brain thing? i have worked so hard to get in touch with my right side...and i have to go back to the left one? the left side of the brain fucking sucks :shit:
besides...its so sad to think that just yesterday morning and the day before i was with my best friends laughing having fun and truly ejoying myself...and that tomorrow morning i have to go back to school...to show my ugly face after breaking a promise to a friend...
but i will try to cheer up... i was featured in 's journal!! im happy! i really am but right now my mood is so shitty that i cant really feel any kind of exitement...

hrrm so yeah i am trying to get back into my old routine and get done drawings that i have left unattended for ages! about the angels thing...i gess i will stop feeling so sad because im not really sure that there is really someone expecting it...but really i feel bad...
also i need to get started on :carlas-grim-life: comic... but please.. if you see this leave a comment so we can know you are interested! it would make us very happy if someone cared...
oh i just watched samurai champloo! i love that anime!!
oh yeah a tag! i think i was tagged by and i forgot to put the tagg in my journal after that but i looked for the tag and i dont seem to be tagged so now i dont know and my mind is too messed up to think so if i WAS tagged please tell me and tell me what it was all about so i can do it @_@ im sorry...im just...so messed up right now...
OMFG!! HUGE WALL OF TEXT WELL I DONT ESPECT ANYONE TO READ IT...WHATEVER i tryed to reduce it o__o but it still is a wall of text

ok normally i put my friends here but this thing is already big enough so i want to just thank you for being my friends i am thankful to know you
clubs im in
http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/12423903/ Sun, 01 Apr 2007 22:52:10 PDT WOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOO!!! IM ON V_A_C_A_T_I_O_N_!!!!!!
(well i have been on vacations for 4 days now but i was waiting untill i had something really interesting to tell to write this journal)
this means i get all the time to do all the stuff i havent done yet plus a lot of stuff i have been wanting to do
im happy!! not only am i free from school but im going home!(sort of)
im going to guadalajara to visit my best friends which are like 2/3 of my self and i will be staying with wich is the coolest thing i could possibly do! (in case you dont know missfreak is one of my two best friends)
allright so yesterday i went to a small concert woo!! (a tokin) i was part of the staff but i didnt really do anything...i just had a hell of a lot of fun! i headbanged so much my neck hurts and i danced so much ska i feel slimmer never thought dancing ska was so exhausting and so much fun!! and slamdancing... it looks so fun... i wanted to jump in but it looked far too dangerous and as my brother confirmed...it was oh well too bad and i also was part of the staff of a runway show the day before they were both charity events for children with cancer but ok enough of that nobody cares...
what else has been going on in my life?
oh yeah my brother is going to start playing with a local band im so happy for him they want to play punk but he wants to play metal so we will see how that ends 6__6
anyways the important part is....
remember that comic i was talking about? is comming together! its becoming real and i couldnt be any happier!!
as soon as i can i will start drawing the pages AAANDD posting them here in deviantart so you can see but... the credit for this comic is not mine...i couldt possibly post it here...i would be stealing missfreaks and victors credit and that is not something i could do...so we have created an account specialy for it! come visit us at we will be happy to see you
hrrmm yeah unfinnished buisness...unfinnished buisness...blah blah blah
ok signing off

my friends

http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/12186782/ Thu, 15 Mar 2007 19:04:57 PDT its been a month already and i havent done the angels drawing i cant tell just how bad i feel with myself for that im sorry if anyone has been waiting for it you can flame me if you want
why do i take so long to get things done? damn! but no more slacking off! now im taking a sketchbook to school so i can try to draw at school i have to overcome my shyness! and slowly bring my ''deviantart'' into my normal life...
oh i have some stuff going on and im excited!! if things turn out the way im planning them then you will be seeing a manga soon! written mainly by a good friend of mine called victor and i ....drawn by me (missfreak are u drawing too? ) im worried though because things never turn out the way i want to and i really want to do this manga...
drawing all this characters is kind of making me more confident.. i kinda feel like posting my OWN characters now...maybe even my own mangas (after they stop being fetuses in my mind ) what do you think? do you want to meet the lost children??
but right now i will stay focused on getting the damn angels picture done!! maybe i will feel less irresponsable then...
oh yeah i went to a wedding last weekend... normaly i get to draw on weekends but not this time
***edit*** oh my god i forgot to tell you to read THISSSS...[link] by
ok im out im must get to work...

my friends i love you guys




*blueisa http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/11652906/ http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/11652906/ Thu, 01 Feb 2007 20:30:02 PST i will leave a message with a link to the final drawing on your main pages
these are the people who participated :3
with seraphim
with abaddon and herself
being himself :3
also as herself
?????? stephanie also as herself
and me.... with a few aces in the hole
(dear god i hope thats everyone D: my memory sucks)

so yeah this whole month i have been deddicating myself to sketching your characters so i can get an idea of how should they look so i have been doing my homework do you want to see the sketches? tell me... and thanks again so now im off

i cant forget about you guys


*blueisa http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/11008390/ http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/11008390/ Sat, 09 Dec 2006 16:49:38 PST ------
a guardian angel is created from the soul of somebody who saw a very dear person die...and that is why they feel happy protecting people
that is part of a story that i invented and want to turn into a manga/comic someday but that is not important right now
according to the story all guardian angels belong to one same organization where they are given jobs watching after the people who need it.
this organization has the looks of a really elegant meting the kind of place where all boys are wearing tuxedos and girls look really elegant

so in few words i want you guys to help me draw a picture of a meeting of guardian angels with... your own angels!
if you have any angel character i would be very happy if you would let me use it in a picture ^^
if you would like to participate in this (if you do you would bring a smile to my face ) what you have to do is :

first thing you must have an angel character demonic angels are ok but they have to look human-ish
you must send me a reference to your character either here or here ----> <--- remember to give me a small description of his/her personality
*remember that your character will be dressed in a tuxedo (male) or a night gown (female) so you can leave me do the design or you can do it yourself
*your character will not have his/her wings on (can you picture trying to walk around and not being able to because your wings keep smashing against other wings/people?)
*your angel must have a wing symbol in any shape...it can be a hairpin, a tatoo. a brazalet,a necklace, anything you want but they must have a wing emblem somewhere which you can design youself or let me do it
*if you want you can write a little side story to your character who was that dear person he/she saw die? how? all that kind of stuff but this is not mandatory you can do this if you want to it will be mentioned on the pictures description if you dont want to do it you dont have to
if you dont have any angel characters but you want to participate you can post a picture of yourself and do all of the things mentioned above

if you decide to participate please bear this in mind:
i usually take a long time to finish a drawing so if this happens please be patient with me i will work as fast as i can
oviously this will be drawed by me and it will be done with my own personal style so if you don like my style feel free to ignore this
what i offer in return are comments,faves,and journal features and you know that you will make someone smile
tell your friends,help me out finding guardian angels

****thanks in advance to anyone who wants to participate^^****

my friends and companions ^^



http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/10906134/ Thu, 30 Nov 2006 19:44:27 PST so yeah the parade was good i got to walk a lot and there were no pins left
its already cold... very very cold i was freezing at school! normaly not having any of your classes is good but it stops being fun when you have to stay outside freezing in the cold luckily enough i was not alone and at least i had my friends to laugh with (or laugh at,depending on the case like when they tied brenda's swatshirt's sleeves and she couldnt release herself! i almost pee my pants! ) and luckily a friends boyfriend lived nearby so we all went to his house to get away from the cold
*eheemmm* anyways...
i hadnt updated in a while (apparently 12 days) i barely logged in during the last weeks... im loosing my habit of logging in every day that is not good
i didnt login because i was busy with delayed art education homework (aaaargh!!! damn professor didnt go to give class and i had to carry his goddamed homework the whole day grr i used to like this professor )
and also because i got the guitar hero game! aahh its so fun! once i start i just cant stop playing! its addictive and it so much fun if you have a playstation 2 i highly reccomend it so yeah i start playing and then i realize its late and i dont feel like loging in too late because there is nobody around and it gets really creepy down here D:
i still cant scan anything so i cant submit anything i need the instalation cd... it will take ages to find it in all of this mess wy god..whyyy....D:
so yeah im glad its finally cold i was starting to freak out
ok so that is all i can think of right now so see ya next time

my best friend missfreak

friends on deviantart





http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/10771445/ Sat, 18 Nov 2006 21:39:30 PST sorry if i havent replied my messages but i have been busy with the stupid art education homework (stupid,useless school subject) DAMMIT i already know the stupid cromatic wheel i have to paint one almost every year!!
damn professor he made all of us work three times as much because HE is lazy and he didnt go to three classes...
also i was drawing a ''poster'' kind of thing for the parade! :festive:
we are having a parade in town for november 20 (you dont know what we celebrate the 20 of november do you?) and it is the labor of the ecology club to organize an ecologic campaign so i had to make a ''take care of the water'' poster and i had to see that my 300 pins were ready for friday so i was kind of busy this week that is not normal either -___-
i havent drawn anything for myself for a really long time...that makes me kind of sad...i need to get off my ass and draw...and im even more sad because all of the computers memory was erased and there is nothing left...exept for my playlist...nothining and that includes the scanning program so even if i have drawings i cannot scan them and that is not good...
im freaking out because the weather is not cold yet... it was already cold around november las year that really freaks me out i hope it gets damn cold soon
so that is all i can think about for now see ya next time...
**** i want to thank artemendo for making my avatar if you need one go pay him a visit hes a really nice guy and he will probably make one for you ^^****

----my best friend missfreak ^^ i youuuu

----- thanks to all of these people for making me feel like im loved ^^
http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/10662489/ Wed, 08 Nov 2006 18:39:18 PST
so im back from a land far far away where there isnt easy access to computers that is why i havent answered my messages...
damit i didnt make a drawing for november 2...
im getting ready for a party this weekend its about the 60,70,and 80´s the girl who is organizing it is planning a lot of awesome stuff so its going to be really good the only thing that sucks is that people will have to enter in couples
i havent gone to my art class for the last two weeks i feel irresponsable
remember the art book? im done reading it yay! now i know thinngs i didnt know before wooooo!
argh damn ecology class the teacher wants to drive me insane!!
and i have to do to pictures about taking care of the water but that is not too bad
ok that is all i can think of writing but its not like anyone reads this anyway...

----my best friend missfreak^^ i youuuu

----- thanks to all of these people for making me feel like im loved ^^
,,,, ,,
----clubs that im in----
, http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/10661667/ Wed, 08 Nov 2006 17:27:46 PST
]]> *blueisa http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/10551438/ http://blueisa.deviantart.com/journal/10551438/ Sun, 29 Oct 2006 17:43:42 PST my computert is doing it again!! it is not helping me when i need it it always does that!! ><
i want to change my avatar.. and be a part of the thousand murk march D: but for some reason i cant change it! i have tried almost everything and it still wont work
and i faved some stuff and they arent appearing on my favorites
aslo i want to thank a deviant that made an avatar for me (if you can see this thanks again)
but i forgot his name and i cant thank him here!! and i cant find him because i replied to his comment dammit >< i faved the avatar and it is not appearing
i am pissed off.......... e_________e
oh and this morning my dog was covered in shit just in case you care.....

i will update soon.... so im not taking too much time in making this ''pretty''

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