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                <title>One year ago today...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 30 Aug 2009 19:10:56 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ...I was running off of fumes. I had been up for three days in a row and I was bringing my baby girl home for the first time. I remember that first night we had to wake up to feed her every two hours...not that I could sleep that long. I kept waking up to look at her, so peaceful in her co-sleeper bed, next to ours. A year has passed and it seems to have gone by so fast, and yet I don't remember life before her. It's like she has always been a part of our life.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Disneyland memories: A periodical</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 26 Aug 2009 23:53:09 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I am going through what can only be described as withdrawals. I am craving a hand dipped corn dog and a dolewhip float. The waiting is killing me. Our next trip is going to be all the more special because it will be our daughter's first visit. She turns one on Saturday and she amazes me everyday with how smart she is. She is so happy, so loving and already very creative. I can't wait to see just how she reacts. I get the priviledge of seeing Disneyland with new eyes. I get to experience it again for the first time, through my daughter.<br /><br />To help with the withdrawals while I wait for that next magic filled trip, I thought I would pass the time by periodically posting a new memory of the "Happiest place on earth". They are all so special that I can't really pick a favorite memory, so they won't be in any particular order. <br /><br />The memory that is jumping out at me most right now is of something simple. Oranges. Sunkist oranges to be precise. Sunkist oranges being freshly squeezed into orange juice on Mainstreet to be even more exact. No morning at disneyland was complete for me without it. Now the shop is another relic in the yesterland museum. It actually reminds me of all the wonderful and unique touches that made Maimstreet such a special place. Slowly they have been stripped away in favor of huge, mega, homogonized retail centers housed behind facades that no longer have meaning. Thanks again for nothing Paul and Cynthia. Don't get me wrong, the charm of Mainstreet isn't gone completely, but it used to be so much more. The candy shop remains a shining example of what is right with Mainstreet. Oscar is still cooking away, making his special daily, as he has done for half a century. The horse drawn trolley and the vintage vehicles and their drivers continue to bring a vibrancy and living energy to this often overlooked land. I still can't help but miss the Mainstreet that was.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Still alive...I think...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 12 Jul 2009 20:22:28 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Life has been doing it's best to kick the hell out of me. Owning your own home is a LOT of work. Since I last gave everyone an update I was sued (unsuccessfully...in fact they ended up owing me), got injured, became sick with a really bad flu and I'm pretty sure I lost my part-time second job...I won't know until tomorrow...as of now I am just suspended. That extra money will be missed, that's for sure. <br /><br />I am looking forward to Gabby's 1st birthday, and an October trip to Disneyland. They are ramping up the Halloween time offerings again this year, adding a new (possibly modeled after Hallowishes)fireworks show, and they have just officially announced a Space Mountain overlay (possibly modeled after the Ghost Galaxy overlay from Hong Kong Disneyland). Meanwhile at DCA the World of Color Show continues to grow, and the infrastructure makes it look like it will give Fantasmic a run for it's money. They have broken ground on the Little Mermaid D++ Ticket ride and Carsland. Soon work will start on the new main entrance. I'm really excited about the things happening in Anaheim.<br /><br />Well...I'm exhausted...so I'm gonna go pass out.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>My Big Fat meme thing.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 16 May 2009 00:40:27 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I was tagged...and I don't generally do these things, because they force me to be introspective and present the findings for all to see. Really, truth be told I don't think I'm all that interesting, but I guess we are about to find out.<br /><br />1. What does your deviantart name mean and why?<br /><br />Well, my best friend and I grew up watching the Blues Brothers. We can qoute every line, sing every song, duplicate most of the driving stunts when we have a junker car or two to bang around, and we dressed up as Jake and Elwood for our senior prom. JakeBlues is always taken when I go to sign up somewhere, so over time it became bluejake, and then I forgot my password to several sites and had to create bluejake01, so now it's my login name for everything.<br /><br />2. What fandom were you obsessed with when you joined and what are you into now?<br /><br />This is a tough one for me. I have obsessions, but never considered myself a member of any fandom. The concept is way too social for me. I am a very introverted person, and it takes a long time to get to know/see the real me. I mean seriously, ask my friends. I have heard more than a few times that people are surprised when they finally see past the crunchy candy coating. As a result of being as solitary as I am, I tend to be the type of fan that can tell you lots of little trivia, and being that I am a very detail oriented person I get obsessed with the minutia. I can draw a fairly accurate diagram of all the components on the Time Machine Delorean from Back to the Future from memory. I can tell you the differences between the NCC-1701 and the NCC-1701 A, both the models, and the fictional blue prints. I have never been to a convention, and don't think I would enjoy one. Uhm...I don't think I'm really answering the question am I?<br /><br />Okay...I dug and still dig Disney (with emphasis on the early shorts and the theme parks), Star Wars, Star Trek, Back to the Future, Dr. Who, Futurama, Masters of the Universe, Transformers, Voltron, The Blues Brothers, anything Jim Henson Studios has made, Robocop, Quantum Leap and old school Scooby Doo (Harlem Globetrotters and the Addams Family episodes for the win)  <br /><br />3. How many watchers do you have now?<br /><br />Dunno??<br /><br />4. Name 3 of your favourite artists on DA.<br /><br />I don't play favorites...<br /><br />5. Do you comment, fav, or both?<br /><br />I comment when I have time. My 9 month old daughter takes up most of my time these days, but I try and at least comment on everything I fav.<br /><br />6. Do you participate in clubs' contests here on DA?<br /><br />I have once...and I won said contest. Again, that's a pretty social thing, and I don't do well in social situations...even virtual ones.<br /><br />7. What is your most popular deviation?<br /><br />Sora in Star Wars attire, with a lightaber key blade.<br /><br />8. What are your favourite non-anime TV shows?<br /><br />True Blood, Scrubs, Boston Legal, Reaper, and Bones. <br /><br />9. What are the things you wish you could draw better?<br /><br />Everything. I would really like to become more dynamic in my art. It's fairly static. I have a lot of technical skills, but no real vision. <br /><br />10. Summer or winter?<br /><br />Winter...I can bundle up in winter, but in summer I can only take off so many clothes before it's illegal, distasteful, and downright frightening to those around me.<br /><br />11. Rain or Sun?<br /><br />Rain<br /><br />12. What's your favourite type of music?<br /><br />I like music that moves me to an emotional response. My playlist is very ecclectic. It's also a bit confused.<br /><br />13. PC or Mac?<br /><br />I like Justin Long and all, but give me PC any day.<br /><br />14. Anime or Manga?<br /><br />Too lazy for extended Manga reading.<br /><br />15. Coke or Pepsi?<br /><br />Dr. Pepper or Root Beer. I would say I lean more towards Dr. Pepper. It contains 23 different flavoring agents. It is a little known fact that the more flavors one has, the more bad-ass they are. Chuck Norris has 426 flavors, where as George W. Bush has only one, and it isn't very pleasant. <br /><br />16. Read or TV?<br /><br />I used to read...a LOT. Now I don't have the time or energy.<br /><br />17. How many hours a day do you spend on DA?<br /><br />Very few <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br /><br />18. Name a hidden talent.<br /><br />Hidden from me, or hidden from strangers? I hide most of my talents. <br /><br />19. Flash or traditional cartoons?<br /><br />Ink and Paint please...or at least tools in a computer that emmulate ink and paint.<br /><br />20. What is your favourite fast food restaurant?<br /><br />In-n-Out<br /><br />21. What are your top 3 favourite books?<br /><br />Dorothy and the Wizard in Oz, Red Dwarf: Infinity Welcomes Careful Drivers and Frankenstien<br /><br />22. Wii or Playstation?<br /><br />NES<br /><br />23. N... ]]></description>
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                <title>There's no place like...</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 03 Apr 2009 08:33:10 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ...home, there's no place like home.......<br /><br /><br />We finally have a real home of our own!!!!!!<br /><br />We aren't renting, we don't answer to landlords, we have to do our own repairs and yard work...it's fantastic, and exhausting.<br /><br />We won't have internets until Sunday, and we are still getting settled. Things feel a little strange, having new furniture and new surroundings. Gabby is having some security issues and has been a bit clingy. Other than that we are reasonably well...if not drained. I hope everyone else is doing well.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>It's mad house I tell you, a MAD HOUSE!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 11 Mar 2009 00:58:40 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So, the "Hey we're buying a house" saga seems to be coming to a close. I've learned quite a few things...most of them about the banks that own these houses now that the people that had lived there saw their American Dream become a nightmare when their payments ballooned to astronomical sizes and their property values were flused down the toilet, and subsequently lost their home.<br /><br />First thing I learned is that banks don't remember from day to day what is happening with a particular property. One minute they accept your cash offer, just to turn around and sell the house at auction the next day, for less than the offer they had already agreed to accept from you. Their response? "oops, there must have been a paperwork error"<br /><br />The second thing I learned is that when they finally do accept and honor an offer on a house, and you enter into a legally binding purchase agreement, they tend to make sure things go in their favor. Say that you enter into a purchase agreement, with a 15 day deadline for closing escrow as one of the terms. Let's also say that the contract is such that if you drag your feet and go over the 15 days with your end of the paperwork, or funds, then you are charged per diem a penalty. Let us also assume that it is written in such a way that if the bank, in this case acting as the seller, is delinquent with paperwork and it holds back the close of escrow, then they have no penalty...at all...and we just have to sit around with our thumbs up our asses...and reschedule our furniture deliveries...and push back our renovation schedule...and interupt our moving timetable.............<br /><br />Seriously...what is the hold up? It's a cash purchase. All we have to do is instantly, electronically, wire the funds into the escrow account. We aren't waiting on financing. We aren't waiting on someone to put a lien on the property. It's a standard title transfer. No special terms and it's an as-is sale. We were supposed to have the keys by now. The 10th was the deadline, come and gone. Now we have been told that if all goes smoothly the bank will have all their paperwork in by tomorrow and escrow will close........wait for it........"Sometime NEXT week" Really? That's the best they can do? SOMETIME? NEXT? WEEK?<br /><br />There is so much work to be done to move in, and so much that needs to be done here to move out and get our deposit back. My head is literally spinning...seriously, I look like Linda Blair from The Exorcist, only I'm not sickly pale, I don't have ritualistic cuts on my face, my head isn't actually literally spinning, I'm not wearing a night gown and I'm not in bed. Come to think about it...I don't look anything like Linda Blair in The Exorcist...not even a little.<br /><br />I need to buy a gas range, which would be easy to do, if the size I need isn't 36". I have to special order it from Lowe's, unless I want to pay way more than I'm willing to to pick up a designer one from a specialty appliance place. I'll wait the two weeks for the less expensive (by more than half), just as functional one. I need to have an electrician fix a few wiring issues. I need to redo one of the bathrooms. I need to have a roofer fix a patch of roof. I need to replace a window. I need to have the water heater closet redone for safety reasons. I need to paint. I need to have the carpets replaced with Pergo flooring and I would like to find a cheaper source for the Haunted Mansion's foyer wallpaper. I found a site that sells posters that they want people to tile together to make wallpaper, but at $27.99 a pop it would cost me about $500 to do my foyer. <br /><br />I guess I'm just frustrated and overwhelmed. I thought things would be tight time wise as it is, but to lose a whole week is maddening. What's worse is to lose a whole week and not be compensated for it, when I would have to compensate the bank if I lost them time.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>"Do you remember a guy that's been..."</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 07 Mar 2009 08:14:13 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ "...in such an early song?" - David Bowie, Ashes to Ashes<br /><br /><br />The sequel series to the brilliant, and I mean absolutely brilliant BBC series "Life on Mars" (crappy watered down American versions need not apply) debuts on BBC America tonight. It's called "Ashes to Ashes" and involves another wounded cop from the present being transported back in time. This time it's a female cop who takes a bullet and lands in the 1980's. I imagine that the soundtrack will be driven by 80's pop in the same way that "Life on Mars" was driven by 70's pop. I am really excited to see Gene(The Gene Genie)Hunt do his thing. He is politically incorrect, a throwback to the hard boiled detectives of yesterday...a cop that plays dirty but gets the job done. Imagine an English Dirty Harry, only cooler, more talkative and with wittier quips and one liners. Anyway, Life on Mars was way better than anything that's been on American TV in decades, and Ashes to Ashes promises to be just as entertaining.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Personal Update:<br /><br />We are in the final stages of paperwork hell, trying desperately to close escrow before the original deadline of the 10th, but we do have an extension filed so we technically have until the 13th. We should take posseion of the house no later than Friday the 13th. We have new furniture set to be delivered on Saturday the 14th, and Empire Today will be coming the following monday with samples and will give us a quote for our new Pergo flooring. We have decided to get rid of all carpeting, as it will play hell with our new and improved respiratory defects. A good portion of the house is already Tile, such as the foyer, dining area/kitchen, the laundry room and the bathrooms. The rest will be pergo, in a lighter wood style. There is so much wood in the house, and the furniture we picked has a lot of really rich greens, and earth tones, with really great textures...I think it will all look very nice. I am also trying to find an actual wall paper that has Marc Davis' wallpaper pattern for the Haunted Mansion's foyer on it. I think it would look really nice in our small, but very ornately detailed foyer. We are also going to be painting a mural on Gabby's wall. Not sure exactly what yet, but I am working on some ideas. Perhaps you all have some?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>What a trip!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 26 Feb 2009 01:05:00 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ K...this is going to be fast paced and probably won't make a whole lot of sense, but I have a lot of ground to cover and I'm too hyped to take my time.<br /><br />Having decided to leave the baby with my mom, since she was still a bit under the weather, we left our house at about 4 A.M. on Saturday. We made really good time getting to Anaheim. We picked up our ticket package from Downtown Disney and checked in to our hotel early. They had rooms ready and so we unpacked and walked to the park (mistake number one for a group that had three people in it with varying degrees of respritory infections). We brought our friend Piper with us, who had only been to Disneyland one other time in 1993, so everything was all new to her really. Our first stop was the Opera House to show her the 50th anniversary show. At that point I thought it would be safe to call our other firend's who we were meeting at Disneyland and let them know we had arrived and secure a meeting spot. I then called my mom to check on the baby...and found out that she had to take Gabby to the ER that morning with a fever and vomiting. That felt like a punch in the stomach to be honest, and I spent most of the trip missing her and feeling guilty. Well...guess who shows up while we are waiting for the next showing? Maynard...and we told him we brought a first time visitor to see him...and he went in to full performanc mode. It was a treat for Piper, even though she couldn't quite hear everything he was saying. After a few missteps we finally met up with our friends, and broke the Haunted Mansion...I mean rode...I really mean broke. Uhm...there were other things we did...saw a parade...had a really cool dinner with royalty, shot things on screens (Toy Story Midway Mania is really a lot of fun, and much faster paced than I thought it would be) I'm sure I'm forgetting stuff, but I was having so much fun. Oh yeah, Becky's drink glowed...<br /><br />We slept, and did another day at the park, only Kat had to sit it out due to her lungs...our friends were great and showed Piper around while we were out of commission for most of the day. Oh...and there was a situation in the Esplanade and they weren't allowing people in the main gate, so we had to take the Monorail. Turns out there was a white powder scare. Lines were short early in the day thanks to that. Uhm...More stuff happened, and then we went to dinner I think...<br /><br />We slept and went to Disneyland again...yay...we had lunch at the Blue Bayou, saw Billy Hill and the Hillbillies and then we met Pintel and Ragetti...like actually met them...well the actors anyway. I was sitting outside of the Haunted Mansion waiting for CJ and Piper to come back from Tom Sawyer's island and I saw Lee Arenberg and Mackenzie Crook walk by, headed for the smoking area. I approached them while they were smoking. CJ and Piper were waiting for a raft to come back from the island. I told them both that I didn't want to disrupt their day, but I asked if they would be willing to wait just a few moments so that my wife could meet them. They were very generous with their time. Lee was very outgoing and seemed to dig the recognition. Mackenzie was pretty quiet until I started talking about The Office. (He said it was hard for him to watch the American version at first) We talked about Pintel and Ragetti being on the Island in Dead Man's Grotto (they did do the voice recordings, but hadn't been to the island as of yet) We discussed the Pirate's set, and the 12 hour night shoots...I knew some of the crew on that production and had some knowledge already of the gruelling conditions they were working under...We chatted for a good deal of time it seemed...and I really didn't want to call attention to them, but CJ still recognized them from the Island as she was waiting and saw me talking to them, so she snapped a few pics of us chatting. <br /><br />In my line of work I meet a lot of celebrities, so I have a pretty easy going attitude when meeting them, considering it's mostly in a professional setting, but my wife doesn't get to meet them a lot, and she really liked Pintel and Ragetti, so it was a big thrill for her. They were very real and extremely accomodating, just very nice guys all around. So anyway, she made it back from the island and they posed for pictures with her and our friend Piper, who said "What you can't see right now is that I'm grabbing his (Mackenzie's) butt", to which Lee said "That's real pirate booty". <br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://s107.photobucket.com/albums/m314/bluejake0123/?action=view&current=meleemackenzie.jpg#"><img src="http://i107.photobucket.com/albums/m314/bluejake0123/meleemackenzie.jpg" border="0" alt="talking"></a><br /><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://s107.photobucket.com/albums/m314/bluejake0123/?action=view&current=cjpipesmackenzieandlee.jpg#"><img src="http://i107.photobucket.com/albums/m314/bluejake0123/cjpipesmackenzieandlee.jpg... ]]></description>
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                <title>I think I almost died last night...</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 18 Feb 2009 09:04:49 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Things are still blurry, details are sketchy, but last night was pretty horrible all things considered. I was running errands, getting things ready for an upcoming trip, and I started to have severe repritory problems. I have been fighting first pnuemonia and then bronchitis for over a month. I couldn't get any air in and when I did try and get a deep breath I would launch into a coughing fit so bad that I would black out. I was weak and feverish and I thought for sure our trip would be ruined. At about 5 I decided to go to the ER, and we ended up at the busiest ER in the county. Woops...don't go to the main trauma center for the entire region when it's raining so hard there are flash floods and accidents galore. After 5 hours in misery in the waiting room I was told there would still be an 8-12 hour wait to be seen...so I left. At that point I was oxygen deprived and at least a little bit irrational. OK...being honest here...I was batshit crazy by then. I ended up at a Mercy Hospital and got in in five minutes...Chest x-rays came back clear, as in the pnuemonia hadn't returned.<br /><br />Turns out I have asthma...I wasn't previously aware of it. But what I was experiencing was having an asthma attack while having bronchitis. After a bear sized albuterol treatment I feel so much better. And I finally got some good sleep. So with any luck this won't impact our plans.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Holy Crap January Sucked!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 02 Feb 2009 22:56:45 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, as the title suggest, January left much to be desired. The three of us were all battling severe winter colds which turned into pneumonia for me and CJ. it sucked, and my only peace of mind was that the baby seemed to be doing well..........so much for peace of mind. The baby has gotten ill, and I'm terrified. She cried on my shoulder for about an hour tonight after her nightly bath and bottle. The way she softly sobbed and clung to me trying to find comfort, brought me to my own tears. I tried not to let her see them, and sung to her softly. <br /><br />It's almost morbid the thoughts that can fill the troubled mind of new parents. The media doesn't help with their constant reporting on SIDs and all the new "causes" of SIDs they think they've discovered. All I know is that pneumonia can be fatal to infants, and it's hard not to let your mind go there when your baby is coughing and screaming in pain, and there are no appointments at the doctor's till the next day. She is the greatest thing I have ever helped create, and she means so much more to me than any words could ever hope to describe. So I am a mess, but at least for now she is finally sleeping. I only hope she isn't being troubled by bad dreams, and that she is resting peacefully, something I don't think I will be able to do tonight. I wish I could suffer for her, I really do.<br /><br /><br /><br />And in totally unrelated news...The bank that holds the first mortgage on the house we are trying to buy has accepted our offer as-is, and all that's left is for the bank that holds the second mortgage to agree. Considering that the second mortgae is useless if the first bank forecloses on the property and they would get literally NOTHING in a foreclosure you would think they would be absolute fools to turn down the admitedly small ammount of money that would be their share of the sale., so we will see.<br /><br /><br />Even less related news: We plan on taking Gabrielle to her homeland at the end of February, assuming all of our health improves. We are hoping to see friends and introduce them to our baby while we are down there.(Becky and Wayne, Kellee, Emi and if we can manage to make it to her neck of the woods Raven) I'm not sure about the wisdom of traveling with a 6 month old, but we are going to be staying directly across the street from Disneyland's maingate and we have a team effort mentality. There will always be someone that can go back to the room with Gabby for the proper rest for her. The advantages of coming off-season are reasonably mild weather, light crowds and cheap prices on hotel rooms, which is what is allowing us to stay so close to the maingate.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>The Holidays and the House Hunt</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 29 Dec 2008 21:26:40 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yule was wonderful, Christmas was fun, seeing the holidays with new eyes as a parent...priceless. I couldn't really have asked for a better Christmas, though it doesn't feel the same without CJ's nana. She passed away in 2008 and she always made Christmas special. I had a bit of a shock when I opened up a gift and found it was the 25th Anniversary re-issue of the original G1 Optimus Prime. The shocking part was that I realized I opened the same toy 25 years ago to the day. Of course what I opened in 1983 was the Diaclone Convoy Transforming Truck with Trailer that my brother in law had brought back from Japan, but same difference right? Oh...and finding a Nintendo DS for CJ was nearly impossible, and required me to go to 6 different Gamestops...but I found one, and all was well.<br /><br />In other news, the owner accepted our lowball offer, which was about $40,000 less than we were willing to go. Now it's up to their bank to accept the offer. The bank may ask for more money, but I doubt it. I think they will be happy to be rid of it. Their alternative is to foreclose on the property, spending more money to do so, and then be stuck with a house that may or may not sell to people that may or may not qualify for a loan, and may or may not pay. It's much better for them to cut their losses and take our cash offer. But as I said we still have more money that we are willing to spend if they want to haggle. The most frustrating thing is the waiting. Some call it a waiting game, but I've always thought games were meant to be fun. This is more like dental surgery during a boring lecture...after drinking a gallon of water.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>House Hunting</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 12 Dec 2008 23:01:27 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well...it's fun, but frustrating at times. The fact that we are in a position that we can offer cash really helps in our negotiations. The problem is that the one house that is almost perfect...I mean so close to perfect that I am already seeing us live there in my mind's eye...is what's called a short sale, and we are at the mercy of the banks taking the offer. In a short sale a house is sold for less than what is owed on it because the house value has fallen well bellow what it was when it was first financed, and the owner is unable to make their payments. The bank forgives the remaining balance owed, cutting their losses and ridding themselves of the burden of foreclosure proceedings, and the burden of being stuck with a house in a failing economy. <br /><br />So it's going to be a waiting game, to see if the two banks that currently hold the mortgage on the property will take our offer. If not there are a lot more that are a lot less, but will take TONS of work to get them up to the same level as the one that we are aggressively pursuing. Since the house has been vaccant and the banks have been losing money on it for 166 days now, and there are no other active offers, I think we have a good chance of ending up with it.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>What will you celebrate?</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 26 Sep 2008 17:50:48 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ It's a simple enough tag-line...and it's brilliant. It's the hook for Disney's 2009 promotional campaign for it's domestic theme parks. The focus for 2009 will be on creating magical celebrations for birthdays, anniversaries, graduations, milestones, triumphs, etc, etc...and the real selling point is the birthday intiative. Disney is giving everyone a birthday present. (Well everyone over the age of 3 that is able to actually go to a Disney park on their actual birthday. Everyone gets in free on their birthday in 2009. Those that are annualpass holders or have already purchased multiple day tickets for thier visits will recieve an alternate gift. Either a merchandise only gift card worth the price of a single day admission or a special fastpass for 4 rides each for you and up to 5 others in your party. They have also added some really trick luxury packages for a premium. In addition they are supposedly going to beef up entertainment in the parks, and decorate in a celebration theme. It should be fun.<br /><br />Oh...and I am very tired, very busy, and very happy being a new daddy. My daughter was and will always be my most cherished Disneyland souvineer. She was concieved in Anaheim on one of our many Disneyland trips, during the Year of a Million Dreams. She is our little piece of Disney magic. So...borrowing from my wife I want to ask all of you if you have a special Disney moment that really stands out? Be it at a Disney park, or about a Disney movie...whatever makes you think Disney Magic.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>G.R.I.M. Grinning Gabby Came out to Socialize!!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 29 Aug 2008 17:05:28 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Today, Friday August 29th at 7:33 am my daughter Gabrielle Renee-Iris Martin took her first breath. The delivery went as smoothly as inhumanly possible. I'm sure CJ will have a lot more to say about it. As for me, I have been up for 36 hours, and I need to sleep. <br /><br /><br />P.S. She is the most beautiful thing I have ever seen...and yes, I am biased...so <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Spoiler light, but not free, Indy 4 review.</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 23 May 2008 18:09:40 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ First and foremost...Kingdom of the Crystal Skull was not the best addition to the Indy series...nor did I expect it to be. It was fun and outrageous, and was more Temple of Doom  flavor than Raiders of the lost Ark. Over the top at times (Like the aforementioned Temple of Doom), it was still incredibly enjoyable. I have a hard time understanding the critiscism I have heard...but I chalk it up to a more "sophisticated" audience wanting Indy to be more than it ever was. <br /><br />Shia LaBeouf continues to impress me with his range. I have been watching his film career closely since Holes took him from Disney Channel goofball to movie star. I worry he will suffer from over exposure, but he reminds me of a young Tom Hanks and hope his charisma will take him to leading man roles in the future.<br /><br />Karen Allen was great, and I loved the tongue-in-cheek banter between her and Indy. The audience knew they would end up together, the characters knew it, the actors knew it...and it was a really great game of "lets all pretend for dramatic purposes that they won't end up back together" that the audience was in on. It actually felt like live theater at times, where there was a rapport and respect between audience and performer. I swear I could almost see them wink at the audience when they first see each other. There was no pretense, or attempt to insult the audiences' intelligence. It was refreshing.<br /><br />I loved the old style Paramount Pictures logo, and the understated credit sequence. I loved the refferences to The Young Indiana Jones Chronicles. I loved seeing the Ark again. I loved every cheesey, gooey momment of classic serial goodness. I loved the one-liners and hero shots. I loved the cartoonish villians. I loved the double crossing. I loved the macguffin. I loved the way that Marcus Brody (a character that I missed immensely) managed to save Indy's ass one last time posthumously. I loved the soft lenses used for the wrap up. I loved John Hurt's performance. I loved...loving this movie. I loved the way it made me feel, to see Indy back after so many years.<br /><br />The world is a much different place than it was when Indy first swung into action, and it would have been easy to craft a film that would be more palatable to an increasingly cynical and jaded audience, but it just wouldn't be an Indiana Jones. <br /><br /><br /><br />BTW...here is my Indy Ranking order.<br /><br />1. Raiders of the Lost Ark<br />2. Temple of Doom (which beats Kingdom only because of Short Round and the dining scene)<br />3. Kingdom of the Crystal Skull<br />4. The Last Crusade (...for the Holy Grail)<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Wicked good time!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 24 Apr 2008 22:35:42 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So <a href="http://dreamweaverno1.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/r/dreamweaverno1.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":icondreamweaverno1:" title="dreamweaverno1"/></a> and I are taking <a href="http://lokotei.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/l/o/lokotei.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconlokotei:" title="lokotei"/></a>, her husband and <a href="http://karalora.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/k/a/karalora.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconkaralora:" title="karalora"/></a> to see Wicked on Saturday night. We had hoped that we would get to go to Disneyland, but alas it wasn't in the cards. At least we will get to see friends and a good show.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Half way there...</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 23 Apr 2008 21:12:30 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So CJ is at the half way mark with her pregnancy. I find myself growing impatient with the process. I know it's supposed to be magical, and I should savor the experience...but in a lot of ways this is CJ's magical time, not mine. I just can't wait to meet my G.R.I.M. Grinning Gabby. I want to hold my baby...to make it real. Right now it feels like such an abstract concept...plus all the doctors visits and running around are literally making my head spin...seriously...it's like "The Excorcist".<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Marty Sklar adds his two cents...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 05 Apr 2008 20:05:30 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ WDI living legend Marty Sklar has responded to the hyperbole surrounding the changes to IASW. I am not a fan of the changes, but I recognize that things have been blown out of proportion by the press. I know that some of what Marty says is damage control, but I have always found him to be a sincere person. True, I have only met him and Tony Baxter once, but I have acquaintances that work in several different areas of Disney, and they all speak highly of them. Anywway, here is what he has to say about it...<br /><br /><br /><br />"(April 4, 2008) A local newspaper reporter got it right when she wrote that, after we updated Pirates of the Caribbean last year, Âmany fans grudgingly acknowledged thatÂ the additions may make the ride more appealing to young park goers." Now, based purely on rumors that are mostly inaccurate, we are being criticized for touching another one of Walt DisneyÂs Âclassics.Â<br /><br />We all agree that ÂItÂs A Small WorldÂ is a Disney classic. But the greatest Âchange agentÂ who ever walked down Main Street at Disneyland was Walt himself. In fact, the park had not been open 24 hours when Walt began to &#147<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/winkrazz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";p" title="Wink/Razz" />lusÂ Disneyland, and he never stopped. Having started my Disney career at Disneyland one month before the park opened in 1955, I can cite countless examples.<br /><br />Like all my colleagues at Walt Disney Imagineering, I was pressed into action to help make ÂItÂs A Small WorldÂ happen at the 1964-65 New York WorldÂs Fair. We were all working to complete and open FordÂs ÂMagic SkywayÂ and General ElectricÂs ÂCarousel of ProgressÂ (I worked on both) as well as ÂGreat Moments with Mr. LincolnÂ for the State of Illinois. But 11 months before the WorldÂs Fair opening, Walt agreed to do Âa salute to the children of the worldÂ for UNICEF, and all the Imagineers somehow made it happen.<br /><br />Mary BlairÂs illustrations were, of course, the spark. But this was one of those great Disney Âteam efforts,Â and many Disney legends joined her: Marc Davis; Blaine Gibson; Rolly Crump, Harriet Burns and numerous others. And, of course, Bob and Dick Sherman added that song we canÂt get out of our heads. I interfaced with all of them to write and produce a 24-page souvenir book that was sold at the Fair, because Walt wanted to showcase and thank the team for an extraordinary accomplishment<br /><br />Now the rumors are swirling that we are Âruining WaltÂs creation.Â IÂve heard that we are planning to remove the rainforest, add Mickey and Minnie Mouse, create an ÂUp with AmericaÂ tribute, to effectively ÂmarginalizeÂ the Mary Blair style and WaltÂs classic (all not true). <br /><br />In fact, just the opposite is true. We want the message of brotherhood and good will among all children around the world to resonate with more people than ever before, especially todayÂs young people. Our objective is to have everyone who experiences ÂItÂs a Small WorldÂ understand (in the words the ShermansÂ wrote 44 years ago) that Âthere is just one moon, and one golden sun, and a smile means friendship to everyone.Â<br /><br />To make ÂItÂs A Small WorldÂ even more relevant to our guests, Tony Baxter (who created the concepts for Big Thunder Mountain Railroad, Splash Mountain and other Disneyland classics) and I arrived at the same place eight years ago. To accomplish our objective, we decided to seamlessly integrate Disney characters into appropriate thematic scenes in the attraction, and do it completely in the distinctive ÂMary Blair style.Â We spent many long months exploring ways to accomplish this. <br /><br />We are not turning this classic attraction into a marketing pitch for Disney plush toys (rumors to the contrary). Between Tony, our chief designer Kim Irvine, and me, we represent 128 years creating Disney park entertainment and fun for literally billions of guests around the world. We are not Âyoung marketing whizzesÂ trying to make a name for ourselves. We were fortunate to have trained, and worked with, all of WaltÂs original Imagineers.<br /><br />In the ShermansÂ song, itÂs the oceans that are wide, and the mountains that divide. Our goal was, and always will be, to bring people together, and keep this classic Âthe happiest cruise that ever sailed around the worldÂ (words I personally wrote for that souvenir guide nearly half a century ago).<br /><br />Or, as Walt Disney phrased it in his introduction to that guide, Âa magic kingdom of all the worldÂs children.Â <br /><br />Martin A. Sklar <br />Executive Vice President <br />Walt Disney Imagineering <br />Imagineering Ambassador "<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Can it really be?</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 04 Apr 2008 12:49:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Disney's California Adventure is getting some much needed TLC over the next few years, but it is already obvious that the new strategy is to do things right and not cheap out. Midway Mania is getting ready to open and the facade is impressive. No cheap stucco and vinyl signs for Paradise Pier anymore. But what really impresses the hell out of me is this <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dhpv_CerF-c">[link]</a><br /><br />This is the interactive AA that they are going to have outside the attraction...outside the attraction. Let me say that again, this is just the attention getter. It's very exciting.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>It's...it's...I...uhm....</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 27 Mar 2008 20:34:58 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://micechat.com/forums/showthread.php/iasw_character_dolls-92768.html">[link]</a><br /><br />The link leads to a thread on micechat, that has some pictures of some of the new IASW Disney character dolls they will be using in Hong Kong. I don't imagine the ones we will get in Anahiem will be much different.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>An idea so bad even Florida said no!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 20 Mar 2008 01:00:53 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://eventservices.disney.go.com/pintrading/pin?id=15478">[link]</a><br /><br />This is a link to a framed pin set that depicted an abandoned idea to change IASW at the Magic Kingdom park at Disneyworld. Hmmmmm...Disney characters done in a pseudo Mary Blair style inserted into the ride...that sounds oddly familiar...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Life comes at you pretty fast sometimes...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 09 Mar 2008 21:14:38 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ We just traded in our car and bought a 2008 Scion xB...and I love it. I had an even trade with what I still owed on the Focus and didn't put anything down. Got a good APR , and the payments are comparable to the Focus...but it's simply a MUCH better car. There is so much more room, and it has some really trick features. The biggest reason why I felt we needed it was the baby that is on it's way. Safety and space. Anti-lock brakes, traction and stability controls, tire preasure monitor...the works. I'm really not trying to brag, just giving the vehicle a glowing review.<br /><br />We are also goin to be going down to SoCal one last time before the baby arrives, to see friends, go to see Wicked (with friends) and hopefully Disneyland (hopefully with firends). There are some new mouse ears CJ and Kat want, and I would like to at least see the facade for Toy Story Mania in person, even though it won't be open yet. Well...and...see Tomorrowland again before the next remodel...spend some time with Wendy, my favorite goat...say good bye to the underwhelming entrance area of DCA...find my center.<br /><br />I know...I'm a strange duck...Disneyland is where I go to recharge when life takes it out of me. Not that life has been unkind. In fact I consider myself to be very blessed. I don't think I willl ever be wealthy, but I am rich beyond measure. I have love, life, liberty, liccorice, lemon drops, Listerine, lycopene, language, lights...uhm...Im sure there are plenty of L-words I have missed...so much for the depth of my grattitude.<br /><br />I don't know why I am even using paragraphs. I am using them incorrectly and my thoughts are all over the place. I guess I figure that even in chaotic rambling there should be a semblance of order. I mean, seriously, to the casual observer this whole mess would look nice and organised. Unless you take the time to read the actual content you might be under the impression that I have, at least a shadow of an idea where I am going with this. Fooled you <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Feb. 14th...No time for love Dr. Jones!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 14 Feb 2008 08:42:50 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Or is there?<br /><br /><a href="http://movies.yahoo.com/feature/indianajones.html;_ylt=Ahr_klcqDGvSoglFigbC3iNfVXcA">[link]</a><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Life, the Universe...everything...</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 24 Jan 2008 22:45:23 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I have been busy...which is both an understatement and completely untrue. For the life of me I can't figure out what I have been so busy doing. I can't say that I have done much of import...well...save for one thing, but I will get to that. I guess I feel like I haven't had any time to be creative, or the energy to get on here and keep up with my friends and their creative and personal ventures. So, even if I feel I have nothing to show for my lack of free time, I must conclude that I have been busy.<br /><br />I have been devoting a lot of time to my personal growth, expanding my concepts of reality and getting re-intouch with my spirituality. It's been a winter full of reflection and introspection. This is a never ending process for me..I have always been one that believes that if we stop growing then we start rotting. <br /><br />My dreams have reflected the work I have been doing on "me". I have had several dreams about houses, either ones I have lived in, or that have played a big part in my life. In these dreams there are two things happening. The first is renovation, there is construction of new rooms, excavation of old and buried rooms that contain things I haven't had in many years. The second is a good cleaning, things are organized and packed away while other things are washed and put on display. One of the most exciting things in these dreams is finding a hidden room that is filled with fond memories and things I had almost forgotten. There are rooms that scare me as well, filled with pests, and filth and decay...I have been reluctant to go in them, but with help from other people in the dream I have made quite an impact on them, but the cleaning continues. <br /><br />In early December one of these dreams concluded with my mom coming out of one of the new rooms that I had been building over several dreams. She was carrying a baby. She began to hand it over to me and said simply, "It is time". My wife <a href="http://dreamweaverno1.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/r/dreamweaverno1.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":icondreamweaverno1:" title="dreamweaverno1"/></a> did not have her monthly cycle in December. She took a home pregnancy test on January 15th, and it was an instant positive. Today we spent the morning at the OB/GYN. She had an Ultra-sound, and I got to see the baby's heart beat...it was much faster than ours, but it looked strong and rhythmic. <br /><br />I am scared, but only because CJ has had two prior miscarriages, but we are told that is common. Both times the gestational sac was empty, which was an indicator that something had gone wrong in implanation. The ultra-sound was normal today, there was a baby, I saw it, I felt it's energy, and that FILLS me with hope. Kat is scared too, but neither of us will let the fear rob us of the joy of hope, and the honor and duty to both be there for our wife.  <br /><br />The future is uncertain, but I know that we will be alright...I now KNOW that I will be a good father...which was my biggest fear of all.<br /><br />-With love to all my family, friends and fans (if I have any)<br />John Martin<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>11 more to go.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 30 Dec 2007 10:35:09 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ 11 more page views to go before it reaches 8,000. If some one wants the special drawing they need to send the screen cap of 8,000 page views. Good luck. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>8,000????</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 28 Dec 2007 07:56:55 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well...I am closing in on 8,000 page views, and I according to my stats a good chunk of them are for my Sora/Star Wars picture. So...thanks everyone....and a pic for number 8,000 with screen capture.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Disneyland Resort Rumors!!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 30 Aug 2007 13:34:20 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So much going on right now in Anaheim. John Lasseter is my personal hero right now. His love for Disneyland, the original, is evident in all the changes he pushes for. The ex Jungle Cruise cast member is now in a position to effect some very positive changes. From the push for upkeep and improvement to Disneyland, to his faith in what DCA (Disney's California Adventure) could be and his success in getting a 1.2 BILLION dollar budget for the DCA face lift...I am almost bursting with excitement.<br />
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The rumor mill is on high gear right now, and a LOT of them are confirmed. These are some of the rumors that have me very excited or very nervous.<br />
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DCA:<br />
Brand new entrance to DCA, based on LA of the 1920's<br />
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Re-imagined Hollywood area, no longer a backlot theme, but actually Hollywood of the 1930's<br />
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Hyperion Theater plussed to the max...a possible high end concert venue<br />
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Expansion into the last remaining section of the original Disneyland Parking Lot<br />
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LITTLE MERMAID DARK RIDE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br />
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The whole park will be re-themed, reimagined, improved and Disney magic infused<br />
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Disneyland:<br />
Tomorrowland will get a lot of attention over the next decade, including...Star Tours 2, the return of the People Mover in some form or another and  a new E-Ticket attraction that will push the boundaries of Tomorrowland almost to Harbor Blvd. <br />
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The Haunted Mansion will get even more upgrades and new effects and gags<br />
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Pirates will be tinkered with again. Possible inclusion of Tia Dalma in the Blue Bayou area of the ride, and return of one of the turntable gags previously removed<br />
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Phase 2 of Pirates Lair on Tom Sawyer's Island.<br />
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Fantasyland will recieve upgrades and improvements to classic dark rides.<br />
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Resort Area:<br />
New Hotels<br />
A third gate (a New Disney Park)<br />
Expanded Downtown Disney District<br />
Rebuilt Disneyland Hotel<br />
More specially themed suites at the different hotels.<br />
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So any thoughts? Any rumors I left out that you guys have heard and are excited about? Concerned about? Let me know.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>New, News, New.</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 19 Jul 2007 23:14:42 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I guess you could call me anti-social lately. I have been very run down by life and work in general. If it seems as if I am ignoring any of you, it is certainly not on purpose. I have a shiny new computer...great hardware...but...I hate Windows Vista. Sure...it's "pretty" and spiff. Sure...it has trick new features and gimmicky interfaces. It does things automatically that would usually take a lot of configuring and what not before...but it thinks it knows more than me. It thinks I am a complete moron, and I may be...since...I can't even figure out how to get in and change the network settings. I mean, I can get to the place where I should be able to configure the network, but, Windows Vista (to be known as "Mr. Know-it-all" from now on) tells me I am on a network. I reply that I KNOW I am on a network, and I would like to configure it to see the other computers. Mr. Know-it-all then says, "You are already a part of a network". Back to square one. I try again, explaining my needs in a rational, reasonable manner. Mr. Know-it-all is unmoved by my plea, and simply states ""You are already a part of a network". I say yet again that I CAN"T see the rest of the network. Finally, some spark of recognition flashes across my new widescreen 19 inch LCD. Mr. Know-it-all says, "You must configure your network settings". Great...got it...it now wants me to do the exact thing I tried to do in the first place. So...I click the little link that Mr. Know-it-all has supplied me. I wait, finding myself actually holding my breath................"You are already part of a network"......................................gahhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>General Updates</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 20 Jun 2007 06:32:02 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I have been very busy and very tired recently. The two states seem to be partners in crime. I have had tons of ideas for my Disneyland projects, but no time to realize them. It's a shame too, I am really anxious to continue "One in a Million" and get back to painting my impressionistic series. <br />
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It's also come to my attention that not having friends living nearby sucks. All my friends either live in the Bay Area, the southern central valley or southern California. I miss living in the Bay Area. I miss ocean air and the culture and color of the Oakland/Berkeley/San Francisco areas. I miss having friends to go to dinner with, or have over for BBQs or see movies with. As it is, I am going to have to see Transformers with out the joy of sharing it with my friends that also grew up with Optimus Prime as a surrogate father figure. <br />
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All of this grousing is because two of my best friends from Jr. High came up to see me out of the blue this last weekend. It reminded me how much I miss the dynamic of having friends around more often. Though I do travel around California quite frequently, it's hard to co-ordinate leisure time with people when there is so much distance between you.<br />
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Well...uhmmm...Not much else to say. I hope all of you are doing well <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Life moves pretty fast.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 27 May 2007 21:28:38 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I am on a collision course. In three days I will be 28, another year closer to 30. It's odd. I thought for sure I would be something by now. I have been hovering on the edge of being something for many years, and it's really frustrating. In general I am happy though, it's just the passing of time and the anniversary of my birth that has me a little introspective.<br />
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I am closer than ever to actually filming a feature length film. I am wading through the mire and muck of Screen Actors Guild legalese, so that I can utilize the friends I have that are union actors. Once I have figured all that out I still need finish a decent draft of my script. Then I can work with a producer friend of mine to have him help me come up with a realistic shooting schedule. This all has to be done while we have access to the Viper cam. We are developing a capture solution with Thompson for the camera, which is one of the top studio used HD cams out there, and we get to use it for free to test it. <br />
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We are also going to do some on-set and on-location testing in a couple of weeks. We are doing the tests with the Sony F-950, which was used on Star Wars Episode 3, and the camera operator is going to be David Stump. He was the visual effects directory of photography on the X-Men movies, and well, a lot of other movies. I am hoping to learn a lot from him, and it should be a really fun couple of days of shooting.<br />
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Re: My Birthday<br />
I am  looking forward to a trip to my happy place and getting to spend time with friends that I don't see often. So that will be fun. My wives found a framed, original Star Tours poster from 1986 and presented it to me as an early birthday present!!!!! Oh...and I got something I have wanted for a very long time for my birthday. My parents got me a Kitchenaid classic stand mixer. I can't wait to see how my baking improves. Of course now I have like 30 different attachments I want, but the main ones are the pasta roller and cutter, the meat grinder and sausage stuffer, the juicer, and the slicer. The thing is much heavier than I thought it would be. I love it, and am thinking about having it custom painted. Alton Brown (from Good Eats) has one that he had an Auto body shop paint flames on. That's pretty trick...I may have to do just that. K...I'm just sorta blabbing on for no reason...sorry.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Call me crazy if you must...</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 17 May 2007 15:03:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ You all may think I am crazy, but I KNOW that Disneyland was a big part of the previous life I had right before this one. I have ALWAYS had a deep love for Disneyland in this life. It was my sanctuary from a very troubled childhood. To this day it reamins my happy place...the place I go when I need to recharge spiritually.<br />
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In my youth I began having dreams of riding the Matterhorn, only it was different than what we know today. It was hollow for the most part, and looked unfinished There were exposed beams and wooden platforms. A few years ago I found out that originally it was exactly that. It wasn't until 1978 that it was finished with ice caves and tunnels. <br />
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I was born a year after that change. I thought that was strange at the time, but made little of it. Today though, I was looking around Yesterland (which is a kickass site BTW) and someone sent in photos from the inside of the Old Matterhorn!!! I was floored. I sat there looking at the Matterhorn that has visited my dream since I was a small child. Not similar...but exact. I was flooded with images and what can only be called memories. <a href="http://www.yesterland.com/insidematterhorn.html">[link]</a><br />
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That is not the only thing I remember from Disneyland that predates my birth in this life. I have recollections of them building Space Mountain...and my mind always married them with very early childhood memories from this life. Again, I did my research a few years ago and found that the years just don't match up. <br />
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Seeing old photos of Disneyland before my birth is sometimes a jarring experience. It's almost scary remembering things you can't have memories of in this lifetime.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Depression is depressing</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 16 May 2007 21:04:36 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm not entirely sure why, but I have been feeling very low recently. Well, that is when I am not wound up from stress. So it seems I have two states these past few days...annoyed and miserable, or sad and miserable. I feel like I need a good cry, but I can't seem to find any tears. Logically I know that what's wrong with me can be cured by some R and R, but life won't let up. The worst part is feeling like an asshole for being down when comparatively speaking, my life is fantastic. I am very blessed...I know this...but it doesn't seem to help. I am feeling very disconnected and distant. I think I need a trip to my happy place, or to spend some time with my more creative friends.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Curses!!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 28 Apr 2007 01:21:31 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ *pumps fist in the air wildly*<br />
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I have been tagged. In theory I am not a very interesting person, and in fact even less so...<br />
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Here are the rules:<br />
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The player of this "game" starts with the topic "6 facts about yourself" and people who get tagged need to write a journal about their 6 facts as well as stating the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their devpage comments/ or send a note and tell them to read yours....<br />
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1. It is my one big goal in life to complete a feature length film. <br />
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2. I am rather fond of water. Not like in a "I need to drink it to live" way (though that is an important reason to be fond of something). I love the way it feels on my skin, especially when it's cool, or cold. I love the way it soaks into my hair, making it heavy. I love the way fresh rain in the spring smells. <br />
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3. I am a lover, not a fighter. I can be pushed to lash out, but generally I like to make those around me feel good about themselves. I don't enjoy seeing other people miserable and if it were possible to heal the world with my love I would.<br />
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4. I don't keep up with current world events. It hurts too much to see a world gone mad through the twisted eyes of the money driven media. They prey upon fear and negativity to sell papers and get ratings. The bottomline for them is advertising revenue. <br />
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5. I am a pagan, specifically a Druid. This is not out of a literal belief in the religion of the ancient Celts, but out of a kinship to the spirit and ideals they lived by. Their religion is also the metaphor I most closely identify with, and aids my personal connection with the divine. I also use it to focus my "magical" influence on the world around me.<br />
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6. I tend to offer more than was asked. For example, six facts about me became one fact and five paragraphs about me. That strikes me as a bit self indulgent, but I really couldn't fit the thoughts into one sentence each.<br />
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Bonus facts:<br />
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I am lazy and ask that you tag yourselves if you'd like to be tagged.<br />
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I love cheese, but have problems digesting dairy.<br />
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When I travel I always search for the best mom and pop, hole in the wall type pizzerias and BBQ joints. <br />
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I love to cook, and shop primarily at the Whole Foods Market.<br />
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I just spent a week in Vegas at a trade show. We shared a demo suite with a company owned by Bernie Laramie, a producer on CSI. The first breakfast meeting we had before the show, I went on a rather long rant about the procedural and technical inaccuracies of CSI. I did not know he produced CSI at this point. It turned out to be a very good discussion. Bernie is a great guy with a solid sense of humor and a realness about him you don't get with Hollywood types. His final thought? "I can barely justify some of the stuff we did on the CSI pilot, let alone what they are doing now".<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>What a week!!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 21 Apr 2007 18:43:17 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I did it...I made it through another NAB!<br />
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Things are really moving forward. We met so many HUGE companies that are really interested in what we can do. We are able to provide functionality that no one else does. We are on the cutting edge of the budding HD-3D market. We are also moving on-set, which will greatly streamline the process of shooting HD video, and provide directors with very powerful tools for playback and review. It was an exciting year, and I can't wait to see what comes next.<br />
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But...I am dead tired...like in serious need of days worth of sleep. It's exhausting to be so far away from home and working 16+ hour days, for so long. By day 6 I was at the end of my rope...some how I hung on though.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Next stop: Las Vegas</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 10 Apr 2007 07:26:20 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ It's that time of year again. The time when I get an all expenses paid trip to Las Vegas. I also recieve a tidy sum for my efforts. It is a very, very hard week, but well worth it. We (Spectsoft) will be attending the NAB (National Association of Broadcasters) trade show this year, just as we have in the past. This year promises to be busier than ever. <br />
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Since last years show we added many companies, including ILM to our growing list of clients. Most of those companies were woo'd by our rather impressive showing at NAB. Our in suite demos and lunches are almost booked solid, with only a few slots available for stragglers. I will likely be on the tradeshow floor primarily, spreading the good word about our newest products and services. Jason felt it was appropriate that my business cards say "Evangelist" this year. <br />
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Even though this is a "broadcasters" convention, the point of the show is to showcase new technology in the media. A LOT of our traffic last year was made up of special effects houses and studios. Our Rave HD has performed tremendously in the film industry, but also in television and other industries where HD video is handled.<br />
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I always enjoy the show. I have made connections and built friendships with people that work in the industry I love, and a few at the company I have ALWAYS wanted to work for...Disney.<br />
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So...this wasn't meant as a brag session...I am just sharing the good news, like my new business cards insist that I do.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Disney Memories</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 29 Mar 2007 08:02:27 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ "To all who come to this happy place  welcome. Disneyland is your land. Here age relives fond memories of the past and here youth may savor the challenge and promise of the future. Disneyland is dedicated to the ideas, dreams and the hard facts that have created America with the hope that it will be a source of joy and inspiration to all the world." ~ Walt Disney  July 17, 1955<br /><br />I am starting a project today, which when completed, will be a record of my life in regards to Disneyland. Essays, photos, and art will come together to paint a clear picture of what Disneyland has meant to, it's tremendous impact on who I am, and it's continued place in my heart. Wish me luck, it's going to be a very long labor of love, since it's so hard for me to sit at my work station for long periods of time. Back injuries suck...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>The story of us. Pt. 1 Vol. 1</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 20 Mar 2007 16:40:19 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The day I met my first wife (Now, I'm butting in already, just to make it absolutely clear that I am still with my first wife...we are still married....it will all make sense later) started as most others did...I woke up. There was no indication that this day was going to be special. There was no gnawing feeling in the back of my skull, no spider-sense tingle. There certainly weren't trumpeteers belting out a resounding fanfare, heralding the arrival of a life altering event. <br />
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As a matter of some fact, the day started less than normal. To be honest the day was performing sub par and I had been meaning to discuss it's termination with the head of Calendar Resources. (I don't imagine there is a severence package, but I think bad days are eligible for unemployment benefits). The waking up was normal, don't get me wrong, it was just everything after that. To put it plainly...I was bored. <br />
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It was about the time that I had reserved myself to looping Return of the Jedi all day, while painting a statue of Yoda, that my ex-girlfriend Becky called me. This was a common occourance, and did little to raise the signifigance of the day. <br />
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Becky had a habit of calling me when she was bored. You see, I had a car...if you could call it a car. For all intents and purposes it qualified. Wheels, seats, windows, engine, radio...sure, the tread on the wheels had long been rubbed off on the pavement. And yes the front seat was broken, being held in it's required upright position by a broom handle. Of course only one of the windows went down, on a good day. The engine? It...uhm...yeah...and the radio only got 5 stations, and 3 of them were in spanish...but it was a car alright. A glorious, rotten Cherry red, 1986 Mustang.<br />
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After much whining and begging I agreed to pick Becky up and go out for a drive. I also had to promise to stop whining a begging, but that's another story. <br />
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I was over her for the most part, and we had managed to remain good friends, but just being around her made me lonely. Not because I wanted to be with her, but because being around her reminded me why I felt so alone. <br />
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In my younger years I had a very hard time connecting with people. They rarely understood me, and even more rarely liked me. Becky got me. Her, and Mike and Demica and Spyder got me. They saw me when others didn't and they spoke a similar enough language that we could communicate on a basic level. When Becky and I broke up I felt like I couldn't even maintain a relationship with someone as different as I was. I was young, and young heartbreak feels like it will last forever. Thankfully it didn't. Thankfully my lonely days were over.<br />
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So here it was, this miserably boring, lonely day. I was driving down the road with my ex-girlfriend, listening to static covered spanish radio, with one window down, a radiator hose that was duct taped together, and a hole in my heart. <br />
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We were passing Demica's street. <br />
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Actually we had passed by it completely when I felt a sudden urge to turn around. So...I did. With out slowing down, with out signaling I simply turned the wheel. The car, since we are still calling that hunk of metal a car, complained and squeeled, but managed to spin around and face the direction I wanted. Becky screamed almost as loud as the tires and didn't stop until we had pulled into the 7-11 parking lot. I decided it would be a good idea to call Demica before dropping in on her, so I got out of the car, leaving a pale faced, very angry ex-girlfriend behind.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Kung Foo at 65 mph.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 17 Feb 2007 00:36:06 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Kool and the Gang...what can I say about these genius performers that hasn't already been said? Like Pavalov's dog I hear the familiar ~ding ding ding ding ding ding ding~ of "Kung Foo Fighting" and display a preprogrammed response. More than just training, it seems to trigger a physiological response. I lose control of my vocal chords and "Oh hells yeah!" comes leaping from my throat. My head begins to bob, and my hands begin to "chop" at imaginary foes. Soon I am driving down the road, somehow managing to perform full kicking motions, and I tell you...those kicks...they were as fast as lightning...in fact...it was a little bit frightening...heeyah! That's it...I went there...I't hard to typw when you are dance fighting to the music in your head...so I've got to end it now, in what some would say is expert timing.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>All about me...Self indulgent update.</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 12 Dec 2006 10:23:53 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I wanted to take a few moments to update my journal. I have had a lot of time to reflect on things recently. I have thrown my back out...so bad it may lead to a permenent disability. I can't stand, I can't sit, and I have found that laying down is the least painful way to spend my time. I am left with little else to do but take Vicodin, watch movies On-Demand and think. These are a few of my reflections, some of them may be the fault of the pain killers...<br />
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You'd think that with a new theatrical Teenage Mutant Turtles movie coming out in 3-4 months there would be more hype. Sure it's CGI, but the animation looks really good and the action looks amazing. It reminds me very much of the original Eastman/Laird graphic novels. Where's the love?<br />
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Howard the Duck is still a horrible movie, but I can't help loving it.<br />
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Rocky 1 and 2 were great. <br />
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Rocky 3 was mediocre, but I pity the fool that doesn't give Mr. T his props.<br />
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Rocky 4...had a Russian...and...uhm...James Brown...yeah...<br />
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Rocky 5...why?<br />
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Chicken Little was really cute, but I have to wonder if they wrote Chicken Little to be like J.D from Scrubs, and went after Zack Braff, or if they hired Zack Braff and re-wrote the character to be like J.D. from Scrubs... Which came first, the Chicken Little or the egg?<br />
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Mary Poppins is still the best Disney live action movie ever made.<br />
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The Shaggy Dog remake should have been called the Shaggy D.A. or actually resembled the plot from the original, not it's sequel.<br />
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Herbie the Love Bug...need I say more?<br />
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Bruce Campbell's watch doesn't tell the time...it tells the time to kick ass.<br />
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I have more talent than I give myself credit for. Now this is one to examine...I get down on myself quite a bit, but if you stood shoulder to shoulder with people that have arrived, people that make the movies you dream of making on a daily basis you'd begin to doubt yourself too.<br />
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I don't express myself well sometimes. I may seem like I don't like people...I do...I just don't know how to say it.<br />
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I am lucky to have met my wife's friend's from her youth. They challenge me. Becky and Kellee, you guys are honest and frank, I always know I will get true reactions from you. I wish we knew eachother better, but in case I never say it again, I want you to know I am better for knowing you than if I didn't. Emi you challenge me to be myself and constantly try and pull me out of my defensive shell. It's not always easy for me, but I love you for it. Raven, you make me think and bring out my sillier, wittier side. Thanks.<br />
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Everyone that reads this has my respect and admiration, I'm sure of it. If you read this you watch me and I watch you. I may not comment as much as i would like to, but I do care, and you are all very talented.<br />
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Love...it's the greatest force on this plane of existence or any other.<br />
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uhm...my back really hurts, so I must go...thanks for reading this.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Pimp My Ride...er...Gallery</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 12 Dec 2006 20:42:47 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Uhm...everyone is doing it, so I guess I'll jump off the bridge too.<br />
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The first ten people to reply to this journal will get featured, with my three favorites of their works displayed in thumbnail. I'll write a brief description of what I like about their galleries, and perhaps why I like the three I present. I only ask that, if you call a feature slot, you do or have done the same thing in your journal.<br />
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1. <a href="http://dreamweaverno1.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/r/dreamweaverno1.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="dreamweaverno1" /></a> What can I say? She is my light when it is dark, my warmth when it is cold and my smile when I am sad. <br />
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<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/26823747/"><img src="http://tn1-1.deviantart.com/fs8/150/i/2005/358/a/1/Woman_by_dreamweaverno1.jpg" width="150" height="105" /></a></span></span> - This is one that really stands out...it is full of movement and energy. there is so much going on and the design pulls your eyes around the page so fast it's dizzying.<br />
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<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/11512577/"><img src="http://tn1-5.deviantart.com/fs5/150/i/2004/291/d/b/Zombie_Chick_by_dreamweaverno1.jpg" width="141" height="150" /></a></span></span> -What is there to say really? It's a zombie chick...awesome...heh...<br />
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<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/4530628/"><img src="http://tn1-3.deviantart.com/150/images2.deviantart.com/i/2004/01/e/b/Careful_Beauty.jpg" width="150" height="120" /></a></span></span> - I am a lucky, lucky man.<br />
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2. <a href="http://lokotei.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/l/o/lokotei.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="lokotei" /></a> I enjoy the thought provoking debates she finds a way of dragging me into, and more often than not we agree with eachother, which is nice. She passionate about her interests, talented and full of life.<br />
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<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/18942026/"><img src="http://tn1-5.deviantart.com/150/images3.deviantart.com/i/2005/151/0/6/Partners____by_Lokotei.jpg" width="118" height="150" /></a></span></span> I love Disneyland, and this captures one of the millions of magical things that you can find there on any given day.<br />
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<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/17494690/"><img src="http://tn1-1.deviantart.com/fs6/150/i/2005/112/6/2/Befreckled_by_Lokotei.jpg" width="127" height="150" /></a></span></span> The most amazing thing about this one is the background. It makes it look like an 80's "TrapperKeeper" folder insert. I love the blend of photography, drawing and abstract design.<br />
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<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/39664818/"><img src="http://tn1-3.deviantart.com/fs11/150/i/2006/254/8/2/Green_Eyes___Guess_Who_by_Lokotei.jpg" width="127" height="150" /></a></span></span> This one is all about atmosphere...and it really catches the eye.<br />
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3. <a href="http://rinigrl.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/r/i/rinigrl.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="rinigrl" /></a> I don't know much about her, except she hangs around with some chums of mine from highschool.  She seems really nice and she's talented...blah.<br />
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<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/44074629/"><img src="http://tn1-5.deviantart.com/fs12/150/f/2006/336/7/4/Crackle_Up_A_Tree_by_rinigrl.jpg" width="150" height="149" /></a></span></span> I love the fact that this looks like cell animation on a watercolored background.<br />
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<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/40655850/"><img src="http://tn1-1.deviantart.com/fs12/150/i/2006/273/4/a/Chicory_Flapper_by_rinigrl.jpg" width="88" height="150" /></a></span></span> Flapper girl... need I say more?<br />
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<span class="shadow-holder"><span class="shadow"><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/18615919/"><img src="http://tn1-2.deviantart.com/150/fs7.deviantart.com/i/2005/215/e/1/When_ya_gotta_go__Ya_gotta_go_by_rinigrl.jpg" width="146" height="150" /></a></span></span> Besides being cute, the textures are lovely.<br />
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4. <a href="http://eviechick.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/e/v/eviechick.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="eviechick" /></a> From what I gather she is the bee's knees, and my wife and my friends that know her are very fond of her. I am an antisoci... ]]></description>
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                <title>Haunted Matrimony</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 01 Nov 2006 22:58:56 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I had the honor of being the best man at the wedding of two of my best friends (Jennifer and Jason) that I have known since Jr. High. The wedding was held on a haunted Aircraft carrier called the USS Hornet yesterday, Halloween. It was a blast. Besides having access to parts of the ship that the general public isn't allowed to walk around in, we were able to have the wedding on one side of the hangar, and the reception on the other. There was a stage set up and dining area, with a dance floor laid out. Red, black and white were the colors of the wedding party and decor, and it was a pirate theme. The view from the flight deck was incredible...over looking the bay, with San Francisco right across the water. I also served as the MC and DJ, which was a little daunting, but it went well. The lighting and sound for the reception were just amazing. Of course, what else could be expected from people that make their living in the film industry? I don't think the event could have been more "geeky" if we had tried...and I say that lovingly. The bride came down the isle to the "Corpse Bride" theme, and after the ceremony we all exited to the "Imperial March". Dinner was served with the ominus sounds of countless horror movie themes playing in the background. Instead of the "Chicken Dance" we did the "Time Warp". It was also a dry wedding, reducing the number of embarassing relative related moments for the bride and groom. Sorry if this rambles a bit...I am exhausted...and overwhelmed with how much fun the wedding was.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*bluejake01</author>
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                <title>OK...trying again...Updates and ideas.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 29 Oct 2006 18:07:55 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm toying with the idea of making a second Kingdom Hearts/Star Wars fan art picture. Well...a few of them actually. Donald and Goofy need new threads from a galaxy far far away, and I have an idea for a new form. One with the Force Form...should be cool.<br />
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I am also stuck on my Disneyland Fanfic. I am hoping that another trip to the park will help get me back on track. We are going in November, thanks to an early x-mas present from my mom. We now have annual passes for Disneyland/California Adventure. Plus, if all goes to plan we will be members of Club 33 in...oh...about 7-10 years. That is the aprox. wait time on the waiting list, according to the Club 33 secretary. It's worth the wait, and I am saving all my pennies already.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*bluejake01</author>
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                <title>What a pickle...</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 26 Oct 2006 02:48:03 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, it's not a huge deal, but I am finally creating again, and one of the darkest and most graphic abstract paintings I have ever done slips out of me. That wouldn't be too big a deal, but I can't post it on deviantart. So if anyone is brave enough to take a look send me a note and I will give you a link. It's called "The Wages of Sin"<br />
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On a similar note: I do have a new deviation you might want to check out. it's a bit of fan art.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*bluejake01</author>
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                <title>Grrrargh!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 09 Oct 2006 20:19:40 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok...so all my new found creative energy left me pretty quickly and I am stuck in the middle of Chapter 2 of my story "One in a Million." I hate writer's block. The prolog chapter was interesting, short and very easy to write. It teased the reader as to what type of tale I wanted to tell, and hopefully set the tone. Now It would seem that I am stuck trying to balance all the things I want to do in the story, with the focus of the story it's self. I don't want to get too far from the heart of the story and the emotional journey I wanted to take the readers on, but there is so much potential and richness in the concept that I want to really explore it. If only this creative junk were easy.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*bluejake01</author>
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                <title>Life marches on...</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 03 Oct 2006 19:03:50 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Life seems to be pointing my down a new road. The path is dark, and my footing is uncertain, but I have the love and support of my friends and family to help me move along it. I have started writing again, and drawing. Some of you have been an inspiration to me when things were dark for, and for that I thank you. I would say you know who you are, but most of you don't, and I would prefer to keep it that way. I will try and show my gratitude some day.<br />
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Disneyland gave me the boost of positive energy and creative light I needed. I am glad I went, even if I haven't recovered. <br />
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Ta and thanks.<br />
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-Just this guy<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Please read...need feedback.</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 30 Aug 2006 22:00:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I know I haven't been the chatiest of fellows...I know I may not leave a lot of comments on all of your work (I do look at them all and appreciate you all as artists). I am not social. I never have been, and fear I never will be. I know it's almost rude to ask you all to read my journal and respond to it...but I am reaching out for some insight, thoughts, ideas, and general feed-back. <br />
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I am a waste. What ever talent I may have once had has been pushed aside, and my head filled with the trivialities of surviving in this world. I am wasting away at my job, every day I become less important. Why was I born with a talent I can't use? Why was I put here? To make pizza? Is that really what I was created to do? I know this might sound like I am feeling sorry for my self...and you may be right, but I have really tried to think this one through. <br />
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I have to work so that my two very special life partners and I can survive. I screwed up so much in my professional life when I was young, that the only regular job I could find was delivering pizzas. I work a job that is sucking my soul out. I retired from creating my art. I didn't have any creativity left, and still don't. I keep hoping it will come back. <br />
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From time to time I get a graphic design job thrown my way...or I get to work for Spectsoft in the film industry...depending on work flow and business. This is not enough to survive, so it's always back to my soul sucking job. I can go from hanging out and working with people from Disney, PDI, ILM and The Orphanage one week, to delivering pizza the next. Today, some of the guys from Spectsoft were on-set with James Cameron, talking with him and the Technical director about a new project that they want our software and hardware for. I was getting covered in cornmeal and flour...and driving around a hot ass city delivering pizzas.<br />
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Now...I have never been one to look down on any member of society...I don't think I am above anyone else. I don't half ass my job at Papa John's...I have a high work ethic...so is it wrong of me to feel like I am wasting away? To feel like that job isn't for me...that I am better used somewhere else? I feel like a prick...I feel conflicted and frankly...I feel like a hypocrite. I am better than this...or am I? Maybe I am just put here to fade into mediocrity... ]]></description>
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                <title>Five free sketches?</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 26 Jul 2006 20:18:27 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Uhm...taken from...lots of places.<br />
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The first five people to comment on this journal will get a free sketch on the subject of their choice: If I like the subject and/or the sketch, I might finish the sketch... nothing is guaranteed. The only price is: if you request a sketch, you must put up this same journal and offer five free sketches to the first five people to comment on that journal. I will check.<br />
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                <title>Dead Man's Chest: The Good, the bad and the ugly.</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 07 Jul 2006 21:45:47 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The Good:<br />
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Stellar cast<br />
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The best completely CGI character I have seen on screen yet (Davy Jones)<br />
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Complex and realistic exploration of the characters, their motivations and their emotional development<br />
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Thrilling action sequences that served the story rather than replacing it<br />
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The locations, sets and digital matte paintings blended seamlessly<br />
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Johnny Depp<br />
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The Kraken<br />
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The sound engineering<br />
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Excessive (some are nice...this was too many) recycled jokes and visual gags from the first film<br />
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Sloppy and heavy handed plot exposition using throw away dialog<br />
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Mediocre editing, and pacing<br />
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Overall a great film, that is not as strong as the first. There were too many times that it just missed the mark, that the editing and sloppy script took too much away from the moment. It almost seemed as if the writers used the first film as a crutch, which kept Dead Man's Chest from getting it's own legs and standing alone. ]]></description>
                <author>*bluejake01</author>
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                <title>Retirement Sucks.</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 15 May 2006 20:43:48 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I have been unofficially retired from the art game for about 2 years. It was August 16, 2004 that I announced I was giving it up. I have created a small handful of pieces in that time, but never really invested myself in my art. I had lost the urge to create...I still have very little in the way of creative spark even to this day...yet still I miss it. I miss the drive, the energy and the excitement of creating something which I care about. I gave up art because it didn't hold the same thrill for me anymore...I can't say that I have the drive even now, though I still mourn the loss of my creative self. ]]></description>
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                <title>Sure...why not?</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 01 Mar 2006 23:25:12 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well? Why not? ]]></description>
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                <title>Chocolate midgets?</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 16 Jul 2005 14:22:59 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Willy Wonka, Willy Wonka, the amazing chocolatier.....<br /><br /><strong>Mood</strong>: <img style="vertical-align: middle" src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blankstare.gif" alt="Blank" title="Blank" /> Uhm....<br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: Butterfly on a Wheel<br /><strong>Reading</strong>: The Druids<br /><strong>Watching</strong>: Charlie and the Chocolate Factory<br /><br />Emboldened by my preconceptions that A)Charlie and the Chocolate Factory is a wonderful morality tale, that speaks volumes about lost innocence and wonder, B)Time Burton is one of the most unique voices in film history and C)That Johnny Depp can play any role, in any film, and own it...I proudly marched out to the theater to slap down 20 bucks for CJ, Kat and I to go see Charlie and the Chocolate factory.<br />
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From the first scene of the now famous "Wonka" bars being made, to the Oompa Loompa's giggling laugh at the end of the credits, three important factors kept my ass in the seat and my eyes on the screen.<br />
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The first is the masterful direction of Tim Burton. The film is at once a fantastic dream and a terrible nightmare. It walks the delicate line between imagination and dellusion, clarity and insanity. True to Roald Dahl's book, the movie takes a stark and honest look at the vices that have destroyed the creativity, imagination and innocence of post modern children. The books was decades ahead of it's time, and the newest film is following suit, taking fantasy, satire, and family entertainment light years forward.<br />
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The second is the score by Danny Elfman. From Oingo Boingo to one of the hardest working composers in film, Danny Elfman has come a LONG way. His music is eccentric, and full of wonder. Not since Edward Scissorhands has his score so perfectly matched the images on screen. He also got to stretch his "rock star" legs and wrote the music for the Oompa Loompa songs that, unlike the 1960's "Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory", used Roald Dahl's lyrics from the book.<br />
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The third, and probably the most important is the performances. Everyone is on their game, from the adorable and genuine Freddy Highmore (Charlie Bucket) to the ever capable Christopher Lee (Wonka's father), the cast is perfect. None more so than Johnny Depp. Depp is famous for bringing eccentric characters to life and making them 3-dimensional, and he does it yet again. It's hard not to compare Gene Wilder's original film version of Willy Wonka, to the new version. Suffice it to say, both men are masters at their craft, and that the films and the portrayals of the character are both wonderful and both unique. To compare them would be unfair, given that the new film is a re-adaptation of the book, and not a remake of the movie. Some have compared Depp's Willy Wonka to Michael Jackson, and while both are rich, eccentric, and awkward shut-ins, that is where the similarities stop. Willy Wonka is a man that is used to living in a world of his ownimagination. He has built a paradise of the strange and magical ideas he has...answering only to his own sense of fun. He is a Peter-Pan character, a rejected child that has refused to grow up. Depp balances the witty humor, the social ineptitude and the darker sides of Mr. Wonka very well, and I cannot say enough good things about him as an actor.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Does anyone actually...?</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 09 Jul 2005 06:10:08 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I can't help it.<br /><br /><strong>Mood</strong>: <img style="vertical-align: middle" src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blankstare.gif" alt="Blank" title="Blank" /> Uhm....<br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: Butterfly on a Wheel<br /><strong>Reading</strong>: The Druids<br /><strong>Watching</strong>: Land of the Dead<br /><br />Does anyone actually like me? I mean...assuming you know me...or have read my journals enough to think you know me. I am not looking for a flood of responses, but would welcome thoughtful and honest ones. I don't think I am a likeable person. I am arogant, stuborn, opinionated, and overly sensitive. I have a severe personality disorder and have trouble communicating in positive, constructive ways. On the other hand I am supportive and protective of those I care about. I am generous and thoughtful. I recognize those first few traits as flaws and wish to change them. I try and learn something everyday and am always pushing for positive changes. I believe in human rights, peace, and love. I believe there is beauty in every size, shape, gender and age. I do have a high IQ, even if I don't use it.<br /><br />It's criminal I tell you! ]]></description>
                <author>*bluejake01</author>
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                <title>Self Indulgence</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 24 May 2005 11:08:51 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Why do I bother?<br /><br /><strong>Mood</strong>: <img style="vertical-align: middle" src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/ashamed.gif" alt="Ashamed" title="Ashamed" /> Not repeatable<br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: None<br /><strong>Reading</strong>: Dante's Inferno<br /><strong>Watching</strong>: Star Wars: RotS<br /><br />Indulge me a moment...I know I am. I  wonder why I bother...Why I carry on.  It seems much easier to sink down into  the muck than to try and rise above.  Why do I care if I have friends or not,  when I treat them like shit? WHy do I  want people to like me when I don't  like them?<br /><br />Fucktastic!!!!! ]]></description>
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                <title>2,000</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 23 Nov 2004 17:17:05 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Wow...2 grand...I think I may have to  come out of retirement and draw  something for the person who claims it  first. ]]></description>
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                <title>Giving up art</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 16 Aug 2004 22:37:17 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I am giving it up. Not deleting  anything, just stopping. Not in the  mood to cause a scene, or looking for  attention...I just won't be creating  anymore...not for a long while at  least. Peace friends. ]]></description>
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                <title>To the watchers, and the watched.</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 09 Jul 2004 06:17:12 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I am really behind on checking out  deviations, but I will get to them just  as soon as I can. I can't wait to see  what all you have been up to  artistically.<br />
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Clubs: <br />
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The Bishies I be pimpin' yo: <br />
<a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/6487891/">Shady Watanabe</a> by <a href="http://shadowscythe.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/h/shadowscythe.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="shadowscythe" title="shadowscythe" /></a><br />
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<a href="http://www.deviantart.com/view/7646860/">Whisp</a> by <a href="http://eviechick.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/e/v/eviechick.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="eviechick" title="eviechick" /></a> ]]></description>
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                <title>1,500????!!!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 09 Jul 2004 05:53:28 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ What is the matter with you people?  Don't you have anything better to do  than look at my art? <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /><br />
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Thank you all so much for getting me to  this point, and the person closest to  1,500 will get a drawing. It's like 9  away, so good luck. ]]></description>
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                <title>I am completely outsane!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 25 Jun 2004 16:42:09 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I use natural botanical soaps and hair  care products, but fill my belly with  preservative filled pizza and poison my  self with alcohol. I am far from  beautiful, but crave beauty. I will  never be what I want to be, never see  what I want to see. I have no job, no  prospects and no stability. I can't  seem to stop myself from destroying  friendships and relationships. I want  to make people laugh, but I want to  stay miserable doing it...I am a mess,  pure and simple.<br />
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The Bishies I be pimpin' yo: <br />
<a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/6487891/">Shady Watanabe</a> by <a href="http://shadowscythe.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/h/shadowscythe.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="shadowscythe" title="shadowscythe" /></a><br />
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<a href="http://www.deviantart.com/view/7646860/">Whisp</a> by <a href="http://eviechick.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/e/v/eviechick.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="eviechick" title="eviechick" /></a> ]]></description>
                <author>*bluejake01</author>
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                <title>Active cultures?</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 14 Jun 2004 13:30:45 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So yogurt contains active  cultures...which we all know. I however  do not. What I mean to say is that as a  bisexual, pagan, polyamorist artist I  should be more active in cultural  events. I am not. Why? I dunno, but I  am sure there is an answer. <br />
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I never go to Gay Pride events, because  living in California, close to a major  metro, I don't feel the need for them.  They did have their place here in  California once, and they still do hold  meaning in other less open areas of the  country. I don't mean to criticize the  hard work that goes into them, or the  people that hold them, but I am  honestly affraid of the pendulum swing  they will cause. There was a time when  us "queers" really needed to be "in  your face" and loud. There was a time  when we needed to stand up and shout.  Our message needed to be heard, and for  the most part, it was. <br />
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The last pride event I went to in San  Francisco had become little more than a  freak show. It was a circus of  decadence, debauchery and open sex  acts. Is that really how we want to be  remembered? Is that the legacy we want  to leave the next generation of the  GLBT community? Now, I am not saying  that all people that attend and march  are lewd, nor am I saying the community  as a whole is. What I am saying is that  straight America will begin to see the  vocal minority and forget that most of  us are not flamboyant hedonists that  engage in open sex acts or simulated  sex acts at public events. They will  forget that we are their family,  friends and neighbors. They will forget  that we are human beings capable of  loving, commited relationships. This  scares me, and over exposure can really  turn the masses against us again. <br />
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So I don't go to Gay Pride Parades.  Does this mean I am not proud of who I  am? Of course it doesn't. It simply  means I choose to show it in different  ways. <br />
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Good...rant over...now to the fun  stuff. For the last two years I have  become more involved in Sacramento's  Pagan Pride Festival. I am impressed  with their goals of public education,  tolerance and responsible activism. I  have been a part of the annual art  show, and will be doing the same again  this year. I only wish that more GLBT  pride events were like this, and given  media coverage. It would be a nice  change from the circus show the media  chooses to show us everytime there is a  GLBT pride event.<br />
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Clubs: <br />
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The Bishies I be pimpin' yo: <br />
<a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/6487891/">Shady Watanabe</a> by <a href="http://shadowscythe.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/h/shadowscythe.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="shadowscythe" title="shadowscythe" /></a><br />
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<a href="http://www.deviantart.com/view/7646860/">Whisp</a> by <a href="http://eviechick.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/e/v/eviechick.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="eviechick" title="eviechick" /></a> ]]></description>
                <author>*bluejake01</author>
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                <title>SO I joined this here club</title>
                <link>http://bluejake01.deviantart.com/journal/2575443/</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 03 Jun 2004 16:11:12 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I know this may sound funny to those of  you that have seen some of my art, the  gender bending pieces in  particular...but I have never  considered my creations to be bishies.  In fact, I didn't even know the term  till recently. Anyway, I joined <a href="http://pimpinbishies.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/p/i/pimpinbishies.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="pimpinbishies" title="pimpinbishies" /></a> So  check it out everyone, and keep pimpin'  those bishies. ]]></description>
                <author>*bluejake01</author>
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