http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:brandta04&section=today deviantART RSS for by:brandta04 en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Thu, 03 Dec 2009 20:29:21 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://brandta04.deviantart.com/journal/23834626/ http://brandta04.deviantart.com/journal/23834626/ Sun, 22 Mar 2009 15:32:17 PDT - Amanda Brandt
But you can call me:
- Will, Bill, William.


My favorite color is:
- black

My high school is:
- Berea High School


My hair is:
- blonde and black although constantly changing


My birthday is:
- june 4


My middle name is:
- Ann


By this time next year:
- I will have finally convinced my mom of my after graduation plans


I have a hard time understanding:
- christianity


The one person who can drive me nuts is:
- this one really hypocritical guy...

In the morning;
- i want to sleep


If I was an animal I’d be a:
- snake


Ever been in love?
- Yes


What is your bed size?
- Queen water bed!!!


Do you prefer writing in pen or pencil?
- pen


Favorite radio station?
- 104.1


Coke or Pepsi?
- pepsi


Favorite subject in school?
- health


Last book you read:
- harry potter and the deathly hallows


Do you prefer cats or dogs?
- Cats


What’s your dream job?
- Comedian


What kind of car do you drive?
- right now my moms 15 passenger van

Are you a better talker or better listener?
- talker by far but i can listen


What do you miss most about childhood?
- the bliss of ignorance


How many times did it take you to pass your drivers test?
- haven't take it


How many kids do you want?
- i dont know but i want a large family


Would you rather smile over a lie or cry over the truth?
- smile over a lie


Who’s the last person you got into a argument with?
- My dumb ass ex boyfriend kyle


If you could move away, no questions asked, where would you move?
- london


What’s the best feeling in the world?
- love


What’s your favorite color to wear?
- black


Who was the last person in your bedroom?
- kenzer monster


What’s something that someone can do that really bothers you?
- pick me up

What are you freakishly obsessed with?
- vampires


What piercings do you want:
- snake bites and nose


Do you think that someone is thinking about you right now?
- I'd like to think that


Do you start the water before you get in the shower or when you get in?
- like 20 minutes before


Have you ever brushed your teeth in the shower?
- all the time


Your favorite sport to watch?
- fuck sports.....but wrestling by far


Ever had stitches?
- ya but i was to little to remember


Have you ever given money to a homeless person?
- many many times


Ever run over an animal?
- no and when i do i'lll never drive again


Ever thrown shoes on a telephone wire?
- No


Do you snore?
- no thank god

What are you afraid of?
- honestly nothing but death of a loved one.


Have you ever had the infamous 'falling' dream?
- sadly

]]> ~brandta04 http://brandta04.deviantart.com/journal/23827160/ http://brandta04.deviantart.com/journal/23827160/ Sun, 22 Mar 2009 07:49:35 PDT Make it all better when I'm feelin' sad
Tell me that I'm special even when I know I'm not
Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
Barely gettin' mad, I'm so glad I found you
I love bein' around you
You make it easy, it's as easy as 1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4
There's only one thing to do
Three words for you I love you
There's only one way to say
Those three words and that's what I'll do, I love you
Give me more lovin' from the very start
Piece me back together when I fall apart
Tell me things you never even tell your closest friends
Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
Best that I've had, I'm so glad that I found you
I love bein' around you
You make it easy, it's as easy as 1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4
There's only one thing to do
Three words for you I love you
There's only one way to say
Those three words and that's what I'll do, I love you
I love you
You make it easy, it's easy as 1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4
There's only one thing to do
Three words for you I love you
There's only one way to say
Those three words and that's what I'll do, I love you
I love you
1, 2, 3, 4
I love you
I love you

]]> ~brandta04 http://brandta04.deviantart.com/journal/23363886/ http://brandta04.deviantart.com/journal/23363886/ Mon, 23 Feb 2009 13:53:01 PST - Available: nope

- Age: 15

- Annoyance:when people dont listen to me

- Allergic: bananas, bees and mosquittos

- Animal: snake

- Actor: rupert grint

B
- Beer: miller

- Birthday/Birthplace: june 4 some where in florida

- Best Friend: idk...cassie probably

- Body Part on opposite sex: lips, the smile is what makes them perfect

- Best feeling in the world: the feeling that comes after helping someone when you know they'll never find out it was you

- Blind or Deaf: blind. long story lol

- Best weather: anytime with rain.

- Been in Love: i thought i was all the time, but i know i am now

- Been on stage?: Ya lol i love it

- Believe in yourself?:... honestly....not much

- Believe in life on other planets: yes!! and someday i'm gonnna meet them lol

- Believe in miracles: yes, i've witnessed them.

- Believe in Magic: ya.

- Believe in God: well maybe not god but a higher power

- Believe in Satan: also maybe not "satan" but a creature who rules the underworld

- Believe in Santa: fuck ya

- Believe in Ghosts/spirits: yes.

- Believe in Evolution:no. no no no.

C
- Car: no yet, as of now i mooch everyone elses car

- Candy: me loves candy

- Color: black

- Cried in school: Yes but i'm not proud of it.

- Chocolate/Vanilla: vanilla all the way

- Chinese/Mexican: chinese

- Cake or pie: cake. but not the frosting cuz thats just sick

- Countries to visit: everywhere!
D
- Day or Night: Night

- Dream vehicle: i dont care

- Danced: unfortunetly, 3 years ballet

- Dance in the rain?: of course

- Dance in the middle of the street?: of course i mean who hasn't

- Done the splits?: yes. i'm rather flexible.

E
- Eggs: Are almost unborn baby animals.
- Eyes: blue

- Everyone has: The ability to be insighful

- Ever failed a class?: ya

F
- First crush: 3 grade. his name was chadly lol

- Full name: amanda anne brandt

- First thoughts waking up: fuck now i gotta get up...

- Food: salsa

G
- Greatest Fear: death ( not of me, that i can handle, death of someone i love)

- Giver or taker: give.

- Goals: Go to college and become a computer programmer.

- Gum: i never have any

- Get along with your parents?: not really, they hate me and i cant wait to move out

- Good luck charms: no, i dont think i believe in luck. just fate

H
- Hair Colour: Blonde

- Height: 5'9"

- Happy: most the time

- Holidays: are ...interesting.

- How do you want to die: in my sleep

- Health freak?: never

- Hate: snow

I
(In guys/girls)
- Eye colour: brown
- Hair Colour: indifferent
- Height: i definataly like the guy to be taller than me
- Clothing Style: idc
- Characteristics: funny. that really all i require

- Ice Cream: Vanilla.

- Instrument: drums

J
- Jewelry: anything dangly or shiny

- Job: not by choice

K
- Kids: Not for a long time yet

- Kickboxing or karate: Kick boxing

- Keep a journal?: ya

L
- Longest Car Ride: michigan ( i take planes)

- Love: is a most amazing thing

- Letter: a

- Laughed so hard you cried: all the time

- Love at first sight: not at first sight thats just a shallow thing.

M
- Milk flavour:skim

- Movie: RENT

- Mooned anyone?: ... lol i'm not answering this... i plead the fifth

- Marriage: hopefully

- Motion sickness?: ya and it sucks

- McD's or BK: i get sick at both so i dont care
N
- Number of Siblings: oh god...*has to pause to count*... eight i think were at now.

- Number of Piercings: 2 (trying for 4 but its not working lol)

- Number: 13

O
- Overused Phrases: i'm the princess!!!

- One wish: um..... nothing really.

- One phobia: anything with death of loved ones lol there are millions

P
- Place you'd like to live: cali

- Pepsi/Coke: pepsi

Q
- Quailretty birdy!!!!

- Questionnaires: ...on what...

R
- Reason to cry: you laughed to hard

- Reality T.V.: stupid.

-... ]]> ~brandta04 http://brandta04.deviantart.com/journal/22612859/ http://brandta04.deviantart.com/journal/22612859/ Fri, 16 Jan 2009 11:23:06 PST Turn out the lights, turn on the radio
And how can we fight when I'm too busy loving you?
I'm too busy loving you.Here I am, there you go again.And we will not ever be eighteen again.
And I'm worn out of fighting and every night you leave crying
And I could use some time
And here I am, and there you go again. So here I am and I'm dying
And I'm waiting for you, waiting for you.
Come back, come back to me
And I'll take you gladly and I'll take you in again.
she's a lady, and ladies shouldn't be messed with.

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]]> ~brandta04 http://brandta04.deviantart.com/journal/20948255/ http://brandta04.deviantart.com/journal/20948255/ Sun, 12 Oct 2008 06:09:24 PDT Traced out by the city lights
My world from a mile high
Best seat in the house tonight
Touched down on the cold black tile
Hold on for the sudden stop
Breath in the familiar shock
Of confusion and chaos
All those people going somewhere?
Why have I never cared?

Give me your eyes for just one second
Give me your eyes so I can see
Everything that I keep missing
Give me your love for humanity
Give me your arms for the broken hearted
The ones that are far beyond my reach
Give me your heart for the once forgotten

Step out on a busy street
See a girl and our eyes meet
Does her best to smile at me
To hide whats underneath
Theres a man just to her right
Black suit and a bright red tie
Too ashamed to tell his wife
Hes out of work
Hes buying time
all those people going somewhere?
Why have I never cared?

Give me your eyes for just one second
Give me your eyes so I can see
Everything that I keep missing
Give me your love for humanity
Give me your arms for the broken hearted
The ones that are far beyond my reach
Give me your heart for the once forgotten

Ive Been there a million times
A couple of million eyes
just move and pass me by
I swear I never thought that I was wrong
Well I want a second glance
So give me a second chance
To see the way you see the people all alone
Give me your eyes for just one second
Give me your eyes so I can see
Everything that I keep missing
Give me your love for humanity
Give me your arms for the broken hearted
The ones that are far beyond my reach
Give me your heart for the once forgotten
Give me your eyes for just one second
Give me your eyes so I can see
Everything that I keep missing
Give me your love for humanity
Give me your arms for the broken hearted
The ones that are far beyond my reach
Give me your heart for the once forgotten

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]]> ~brandta04 http://brandta04.deviantart.com/journal/19251610/ http://brandta04.deviantart.com/journal/19251610/ Mon, 07 Jul 2008 10:08:13 PDT True as it can be
Barely even friends
Then somebody bends
Unexpectedly
Just a little change
Small to say the least
Both a little scared
Neither one prepared
Beauty and the Beast

Ever just the same
Ever a surprise
Ever as before
Ever just as sure
As the sun will rise

Tale as old as time
Tune as old as song
Bittersweet and strange
Finding you can change
Learning you were wrong
Certain as the sun
Rising in the east
Tale as old as time
Song as old as rhyme
Beauty and the Beast

Tale as old as time
Song as old as rhyme
Beauty and the Beast

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people have been trying ot get me to trust. i wanted to really i did, but the one time i try again, everything gets fucked up. i'm sorry.... i cant take this.

my love, i will never leave you, i am doing all i can to get to you. please know, that no matter what forces pull us apart these next few weeks, that every night, i lay my head thinking of being in your arms. i love you. now and forever.
goodbye

]]> ~brandta04 http://brandta04.deviantart.com/journal/18926796/ http://brandta04.deviantart.com/journal/18926796/ Thu, 19 Jun 2008 09:38:26 PDT everythings perfect. which means its boub\nd to all be torn from me any moment now but i'm gonna embrace it while i got it. my friend andrew is back from camp, i finally got rid of john the creepy stalker guy and brian and i are hanging out this week. but thats not the best part. WHat is the best part you ask? the love of my life. he is the one person who truely gets me and i love him so much for it. i love him more than i could ever explain. he's beyond perfect. i can6t even describe it, i cant even put it in words. my love, my sarah, i want to always be with you. i love you with more than my entire being

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]]> ~brandta04 http://brandta04.deviantart.com/journal/18339275/ http://brandta04.deviantart.com/journal/18339275/ Thu, 15 May 2008 16:11:31 PDT

i love you this much....
enough to do anything for you
give my life, my love, my heart
and my sou, to you for you
enough to willing give all of my
time efferts, thoughts and talents
trust and prayers to you
enough to want to protect you
care for you, guide you and hold you
comfort you, listen to you and
cry to you and with you
enough to be silly around younever have to hide anything from
you, and be myself with you.
i love you enough to share all
my sentiments fears and goals
hopes and worries
my entire life with you
enought to want the best for you
to wish for your sucsess
and to hope for your fufilment
of all your endevours
enough to keep my promises to you
and pledge my loyalty
and faithfullness to you
enough to cheris your friendship
adore your personality and respect your values
and see you for who you are
i love you enough to fight for you
compramise for you and sacrafice
myself for you if need be
enough to miss you incredibley when
we are apart no matter what length of
time its for and regardless of the distance
enough to believe in our relationship
to stand by ith through the worst
of times. to have faith in our
strength as a couple and to never ever
give up on us
enough to spend the rest of my life
with you, be there for you when you need me
or want me and to never ever want to leave you
or live without you
i love you that much

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]]> ~brandta04 http://brandta04.deviantart.com/journal/17961614/ http://brandta04.deviantart.com/journal/17961614/ Mon, 21 Apr 2008 15:17:43 PDT 1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, ETC on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments
5.Put this on your journal.

1. If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?
grew up screw up by ludacris
...i take it thats a no

2. How would you describe yourself?
i dont wonna be in love by good charlotte
toally true

3. What do you like in a guy/girl?
let u go by ashely aprker angel
Eh?

4. How do you feel today?
jimmy crack corn by eminem
.......

5. What is your life's purpose?
juliet by radio diseny
great...i die.....

6. What is your motto?
curtians up by eminem
lol i AM in drama.....

7. What do your friends think of you?
fack by einem
fack? is that like fuck?

8. What do you think of your parents?
fly as the sky the chamillionare
Oh dear...

9. What do you think about very often?
peepin me by chamillionare

10. What is 2 + 2?
untitled by eminem
Clearly I was destined for the world of math.

11. What do you think of your best friends?
one shot 2 shot by eminem
lol

12. What do you think of the person you like?
i luv it by young jeezy

13. What is your life story?
shake down by akkon
Seriosly.

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?
slap by ludacris
SHUT UP.

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
my name is... by eminem
ya....

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
"never took the time by akon
Yeah. Right. Mhmm

17. What will they play at your funeral?
curtains up by eminem
iTUNES I HATE YOU SO MUCH YOUR GONNA DIE

18. What is your hobby/interest?
i'm the realist by young jeezy
.

19. What is your biggest fear?
never to late by three days grace
Lol, probably true

20. What is your biggest secret?
talkin all that by ca$his
*whistles to self*....oh wait...i cant whistle....damnit!!!!!

21. What do you think of your friends?
the way i am by eminem


22. What will you post this as?
tempature by sean paul

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]]> ~brandta04 http://brandta04.deviantart.com/journal/17913514/ http://brandta04.deviantart.com/journal/17913514/ Fri, 18 Apr 2008 14:52:55 PDT What if i held you tight
Would you sit right here beside me
Would you stay with me tonight
Would you say you loved me too
Or would you let me down
I cant control my love for you
I'm going down
falling
falling
falling
falling faster for you
I try to get over it
but you stick to me like glue
When i said i loved you
I spoke words deep from my heart
The way they rolled right from my mind,
my personal work of art
I will say i love you
I love you all the time
I wish you were here with me
I truely wish you were mine



I dont know where that came from...i was just thinking of...i certian guy.........

]]> ~brandta04 http://brandta04.deviantart.com/journal/17881932/ http://brandta04.deviantart.com/journal/17881932/ Wed, 16 Apr 2008 14:32:44 PDT
There's a fine, fine line between a lover and a friend;
There's a fine, fine line between reality and pretend;
And you never know 'til you reach the top if it was worth the uphill climb.

There's a fine, fine line between love
And a waste of time.

There's a fine, fine line between a fairy tale and a lie;
And there's a fine, fine line between "You're wonderful" and "Goodbye."
I guess if someone doesn't love you back it isn't such a crime,
But there's a fine, fine line between love
And a waste of your time.

And I don't have the time to waste on you anymore.
I don't think that you even know what you're looking for.
For my own sanity, I've got to close the door
And walk away...
Oh...

There's a fine, fine line between together and not
And there's a fine, fine line between what you wanted and what you got.
You gotta go after the things you want while you're still in your prime...

There's a fine, fine line between love
And a waste of time.

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will your song is broken by life house

marissa your song is friends forever by no secrets

wes your song is bed of black roses by i hate kate

cassie your song is umbrella by rhianna


jon your song is fight for your right to party by the beastie boys

barbara your song is harajuku girls by gwen staffanie

jessica your song is barabie girl (dont know why)

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One
Two
One, two, three!

She got a shack
Floating down the Pontchartrain
With the water rolling in
You gotta swim
before the levees start to crack

Another day
Another dollar down the drain
You go to town
No one's around
Cause if you drown
there ain't no hope for coming back

It ain't no big thing if you lose your faith
They kinda like to keep you in your place
You never know what might be coming your way

Oh everybody
Devil take your money
Money's got no hold on me
Oh oh everybody's making love
cause love is free

You go to church
and pray to God for no more rain
A Cadillac
A paper sack
well hey there Jack
you want some bourbon for the pain

Hey tambourine
Ain't no rhythm on the street

With the voodoo
What do you do
when the radio just plays on anyway?

Those crazy fingers in your jelly jar
They'll jack your money
while you sleep in you car
They got the karma
they ain't getting too far

Oh everybody
Devil take your money
My money's got no hold on me
Oh oh everybody's making love
cause love is free

Everybody come together
Everybody come together
Everybody come together
Everybody come together

Yeah everybody
Devil take your money
Money got no hold on me
Oh oh everybody's making love
cause love is free

Oh everybody
Devil take your money
Money got no hold of me
oh oh everybody's making love
cause love is free

Love is free

Love is free

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They carved the message deep within our broken hearts that failed to mend:
Make out kids never had a chance to be best friends.

She's into math and magazines,
Director's cuts and gray-cell green
Armed with an eye for contradictions,
She sees completely through me.

I'm fond of twin peaks afternoons
Inexpensive wine,
With cordon bleu..
Armed with a plethora of insecurities, we keep each other amused..

and then we sing..
horray for the madness, we are better by design,
Let's hope we never have to say goodbye..
Say goodbye.

Snowed in, sleep over winter break,
Cocktails and miniature mistakes,
Lights out, we're covered in each others' warm embrace..

And then we sing..
horray for the madness, we are better by design,
Let's hope we never have to say goodbye,
Say goodbye. [x2]

If we keep swimming, maybe this will never die. (never die) [x4]

We fail to keep in touch these days,
I'm liquid cold, she's murder grey,
Hollowed by circumstance that pushed us both away.

They carved a message deep within our broken hearts that failed to mend:
Make out kids never had a chance to be best friends.

]]> ~brandta04 http://brandta04.deviantart.com/journal/17515078/ http://brandta04.deviantart.com/journal/17515078/ Tue, 25 Mar 2008 18:41:52 PDT i just needed to sit and think wat i wanted. you know, figure out who i am. and thats what i did. i am amanda, funny, sweet, oblivious,cute, fun loving, compassionate, (a tiny bit vain lol),lazy, hopless romantic, sarcastic, silly, spaztic,loving, crazy,smart, and understanding but most of all i am me. i think you have 2 choices in life, either you please others of\r you please yourself. i have found that most people want to please others. well i am all for making othres happy but i am gonna take care of my wants first. so here's wat i want: i either want to be single or find the perfect guy, but i think i'm happy single. i want better grades and i want to get a job. boys are just gonna get in my way right now. i'm young talented and making a diffrence. i dont need a guy to make me happy. i love all my guy friends (dont worry you guys still all totally kick ass, love ya but thats all i need right now. just a guy who's a friend. thats all. i just want to chill with my friends and be ...well...me!

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To fall in love is awfully simple, but to fall out of love is simply awful.
Bess Myerson

The greatest pain that comes from love is loving someone you can never have.
Anonymous

Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never knew.
Anonymous

The stupidest mistake in life is thinking the one who hurt you the most, won't hurt you again.
Anonymous

The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.
Anonymous

Love is unconditional, relationships are not.
Grant Gudmundson

dont say you love me unless you mean it becuase i might do something stupid like go and beleive it

the list goes, on. i cant help. i feel like my hearts been torn away from me and shred into a million tiny little peices and no matter how hard i tell myself to get over him, i still love him as much if not more than possible, from the depth of every little broken peice. i cant help it. well guys i'll post more shit later.




~you'll always be my sarah~

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~you will always be my sarah~

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]]> ~brandta04 http://brandta04.deviantart.com/journal/16901290/ http://brandta04.deviantart.com/journal/16901290/ Fri, 15 Feb 2008 15:47:05 PST so heres wats up
i broke up with my boyfriend who i really loved because our relationship was having some negative effects on me. (those who know what i'm talking about ok, just follow allong, those who dont, dont ask) i was really hoping that i could just go, get better, and come back to him but then i heard he thought i cheated!!! this wasn't the first time it had ahpened so i thought he would know that i would never do that. but apparently not. he came into my english class and started yelling at me asking me how long i cheated in him!!!! i never cheated. i'm really pissed. and then i got a new boyfriend (wich i hadn't planned on doing) he was really sweet but i always thought he was gay....guess not. well any ways. one of my ex's friends saw me and my new bf making out and told him. then he got all pissed and i was already pissed and.... well.....everyone was pissed. i tried to talk to him and i thought he understood but i'm reading all his entries and apparently he doesn't. he just keeps talking about me like i cant hear and typing about me like i cant ready. well guess what I CAN!!!!!!!!! and ya i'm still really pissed. he feels like he cant trust me? how does he think i felt when i heard he already asked some girl out? actually i heard you asked a few girls out! i really 3was hoping to come back to you but i dont think i can. i really though you were the one but i guess i thought wrong. i thought your' understand. agin,my bad. sorry i even wasted your time. if i'm really just another girl to you. i thought when you said you loved me, m\you ment it. but i guess your right, were only in high school... my quote of the day (dedicated to my ex) "those are beautiful words but actions speak louder in case you haven't heard"

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well i read everyones updtaes and some were really funny and some mad me want to cry while others pissed me off but watever i'm just happy to be back

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Amber=2
Marissa=1
Me=24

*ok ya i dont feel like a whore what so ever*
so ya me and marissa were talking and i thought about it for a week and ........no my goal is not to get laid by senior year...but get knocked up by graduation! ok i know this sounds like a really whorish i dea and i more than likely wont do it so dont totally freak ok? but seriously think about it, holding a cute little bundle thats warm and smells good and is totally dependent on you..i would love that but dont worry i wont do it, becuase i want to be a midwife more and in ourder to do that i need college and in ourder to get to college, i cant have a child but if i could i would. but even if i still got to college with a kid my friends would loose all respect for me and my parents would disown me and thats already a garuntee but i wish i could (my senior year) but ya...i didn't want anyone to know this but when amber got mad at me she told like ...everyone..inclouding danica...great

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