http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:breakingmyownheart&section=today deviantART RSS for by:breakingmyownheart en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Mon, 21 Dec 2009 17:22:23 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://breakingmyownheart.deviantart.com/journal/28164391/ http://breakingmyownheart.deviantart.com/journal/28164391/ Thu, 05 Nov 2009 16:05:24 PST I went down to the crossroads, fell down on my knee...

So yeah... Basically nothing new recently. Still single and whatnot. Lately been playing a lot of video games and have found a new passion. Assassin's Creed. That game definitely makes it into the list of the all-time best games in my opinion.

Also I have been doing a lot of thinking. Dangerous as it is, as some people would assume. But lately, things are just kind of trivial. Generally I'm an upbeat person, and I try to find things in life that keep me going, but I've come to realize that even though life can be a complete and total bummer, you just have to keep looking for motivation. Right now I'm still looking for that motivation. Maybe starting back to school in January will jumpstart my lack of enthusiasm and get me rolling again. Hopefully that will come about, because lately, I've been prone to having mood swings, anger issue keep arising from the depths, depression has started to reak havock on me, but I'm definitely trying to work things out.

Anyways, off to a better note.


Music is definitely one of the only things keeping me moderately sane for right now. Getting into the habit of going stir-crazy if I don't have some type of music going on in the background. Also I've been branching out on various types of music recently too. Finding that there are good genres of music left in the world.


Well thats all for this episode.
Eat rainbows and poop butterflies, bitches.

Jon-0-thon.

]]> ~breakingmyownheart http://breakingmyownheart.deviantart.com/journal/27436356/ http://breakingmyownheart.deviantart.com/journal/27436356/ Sat, 26 Sep 2009 20:19:45 PDT Motherfucker of Fire


Well. Here's the low-down.

Basically everything in my past entry has been completely reversed.
Been put back on part time, my dad still has some of his schemes brewing, I'm unfortunately single AGAIN, and things just suck right now. All I know is that I just want to go beat the shit out of somebody, run over a cute puppy, and scream.

And I'm out of cigarettes.

]]> ~breakingmyownheart http://breakingmyownheart.deviantart.com/journal/26274834/ http://breakingmyownheart.deviantart.com/journal/26274834/ Thu, 30 Jul 2009 11:27:16 PDT Behold!

Things have kind of picked up. I'm working pretty much full-time now, my dad has had his delusional world brought to a halt, my girlfriend is absolutely wonderful and i love her very dearly, and life is just good right now. No, I'm not on drugs or sending myself through a sugarcoated veil to keep my perception on life in good standing. Its just simply that things are going good.

]]> ~breakingmyownheart http://breakingmyownheart.deviantart.com/journal/25679911/ http://breakingmyownheart.deviantart.com/journal/25679911/ Wed, 01 Jul 2009 18:16:22 PDT We dream of ways to break these iron bars...

Obviously I haven't updated this thing lately. Been kinda busy, which is totally understandable. Started working full time, and seeing as I have no computer access there, its impossible to check it during the work day.

Well... My dad and his new wife are doing well, with the occasional bad moods dad has been in lately. Something is bothering him, besides work and some other stuff he had his hand off in. I'm starting to think that he is highly irritated with me because he never sees me, except on the weekends when i get home. He is probably starting to realize that I'm in the process of "becoming an adult". Growing up, not a problem, been there, done that, moving on. Oh well, he can get over it like he had to with my sister.

As of lately, I've been in a bit of a tizzy. Nothing major, just getting disturbed by a few things that keep coming up. One of the major things that has irked me lately is my family. Basically, I've been put into exhile from them, which is fine with me seeing as they don't like me anyway. The only time I hear from my sister, cousins, or my aunt, is when there is something wrong or if they are wanting to be nosey about something regarding me. And they wonder why I don't come around anymore... Anyways, maybe one day they will realize that since I'm different from them, they will just breakdown and actually be nice to me.

Well...guess that is it for this episode.

]]> ~breakingmyownheart http://breakingmyownheart.deviantart.com/journal/24996897/ http://breakingmyownheart.deviantart.com/journal/24996897/ Thu, 28 May 2009 12:39:24 PDT WHY! MY PIGGY! I LOVEDED YOU PIGGY!

So yea, I'm in one of my strange moods. I've been compelled to watch invader zim again. It brings back memories of good times.

Looking back on everything that has gone down in the past few years, I've come to a revelation that even though I felt alone, I was always surrounded by people who cared. Pretty much, I have being an ass towards everyone, mostly just towards my family, but still. I've changed my outlook for the better of things. Hopefully I can start getting along with the relatives to an extent of making everyone content.

On a side note on the subject of family, my dad is getting married on saturday. I have no objections to this communion, I just want my dad to be happy. My soon-to-be step-mom is pretty cool. Thankfully her kids are older, so I don't have to worry about having to take care of any little brats that won't listen to me or anyone else.

Moving on to other matters.

Another matter that I would like to bring up is WHO THE HELL IS ADAM LAMBERT?!?! I've been told several times in the past week that I look like him. I'm guess he either something to do with American Idol or some stupid show like that. I wouldn't know, seeing as I don't watch t.v.

Erm. I guess there is nothing else left on my mind for now.

Random Quote of the Day
Son, you're British. So scale it down a bit. - Eddie Izzard


Confusingley Confusing

I need to go talk to Jeff the god of Bisquits and Steve the god of Hairdos. Tally Ho!!!

]]> ~breakingmyownheart http://breakingmyownheart.deviantart.com/journal/24858022/ http://breakingmyownheart.deviantart.com/journal/24858022/ Wed, 20 May 2009 14:36:47 PDT Never Feed Yard Gnomes

So where to start?....

Oh yes. This summer I'm going to be taking summer courses, so that means that I won't have to resort to working in the tomato industry this year. Woot Woot!

Coming up on 3 months of dating Rach. Things are going great with us. But I still haven't gotten around to taking pictures of her to post on here. Somehow she manages to avoid pictures by hypnotizing me or something. Oh well.

On another note, working on quitting smokin'. Having to quit for two reasons. First, UAM goes Smoke-Free in August. Second, the damn tax Arkansas set on all tobacco products, which was done to build a trama center in Little Rock, has set prices too damn high to buy my smokes.

Well, I guess thats the update for this week.

Random Quote of the Day

The trouble with jogging is that, by the time you realize that you are in no shape for it, it's too far to walk back.

Confusingly Conclusive

I have absolutely no idea what the hell is going on! Its dark, cold, and I hear cards being shuffled. I think its a magic tournament in the dark!!!

]]> ~breakingmyownheart http://breakingmyownheart.deviantart.com/journal/24237325/ http://breakingmyownheart.deviantart.com/journal/24237325/ Wed, 15 Apr 2009 17:22:37 PDT
*so things are going good for me. that's obvious.

*I cut my hair off for a contest with one of my friends. Gonna see who can last the longest without getting a haircut, we obviously started after i cut mine.

*Gonna do a photoshoot thing this weekend so i can do some new updates on here. plus, i gotta show off my new girlfriend. she's awesome.

*More updates to come soon. gotta get back towork right now.



Update:

*There is a high possibility that i will be moving to monticello and moving in with Wesley. I'm needing to get out of the house and be closer to school.

*I've dropped down to 175 pounds and hopefully i'll lose some more. Sexy isn't made overnight ya know.

*Still smokin'. Needing to quit seeing as cigarettes went up like a mofo.

]]> ~breakingmyownheart http://breakingmyownheart.deviantart.com/journal/23836964/ http://breakingmyownheart.deviantart.com/journal/23836964/ Sun, 22 Mar 2009 17:43:15 PDT
*I'm dating an awesome girl I met at college. Rachel is here name, and she is seriously made of awesome. She's fun, beautiful, and totally laid back.

*Magic The Gathering is one of my new pastimes. I'm obviously a novice at it, but I'm learning. Running a Bant Exhalted deck. Working pretty well so far, except I had my butt handed too me by some guys I played at a tournament last night. Oh well, its experience I guess.

*I've been drawing a lot here lately. Hopefully I can get some of my pieces put on here for everyone to view.

*I'm currently working on new music that I've wrote. My friend, Killer, and I are hopefully going to get some songs recorded here soon.

*College is going fairly well. I have better classes this semester, so everything is pretty cool.

*Starting to think that I might want to go into education or something computer related in my major. Lots of routes to take with either of these choices.

*Oh yeah. Saving up to get a tattoo. I have one of them in the process of design. The Mosquito Beach Tattoo Company in Monticello does phenomenal work, and their prices are very reasonable. Erica, the artist, has done some work for a few of my friends, including Rachel. Hopefully will get mine soon, just gotta get that fat cash rolled in.

*Going to have to do another update when I have more things accumulated to post. Peace out.

]]> ~breakingmyownheart http://breakingmyownheart.deviantart.com/journal/22313593/ http://breakingmyownheart.deviantart.com/journal/22313593/ Wed, 31 Dec 2008 19:28:26 PST
1. I've lost weight...a lot of it. kind of scary.

2. Generally speaking, most women are predators disguised as house cats.

3. I'm lonely. And bored. School needs to start back.

4. Men are also equally evil. Most smell bad, are always on the search for sex, and have very bad taste in humor.

5. Video games never betray the beholder.

6. I'm starting to think that i will take my chance with the predator disguised as a house cat any day opposed to being by myself.

7. Crazy bitches should be slapped, punched, and shanked.

8. Axe shampoo and conditioner work wonders.

9. Music=Life. Period.

10. Watch The Sopranos. its that good.

11. Mountain Dew and Marlboro Reds are great at easing stress.

12. Blowing things up isn't as fun as it used to be.

13. Zombies should only be killed by shooting them in the head. On side note:
Resident Evil fans should invest in getting Resident Evil: Degeneration. I got a spiffing shirt with it.

14. Scary movies suck now. nothing original anymore.

15. Life should be lived with zest. going out like a bad bottle rocket sucks. Make it a fuckin' supernova.

]]> ~breakingmyownheart http://breakingmyownheart.deviantart.com/journal/19810867/ http://breakingmyownheart.deviantart.com/journal/19810867/ Wed, 06 Aug 2008 14:47:46 PDT
in the news department.
adair and i broke up..nothing drastic, just getting sick of each other....
i gotz a puppy..mostly german shephard..her name is Delilah..i'll have to post pictures of her laterz...
my depression has been trying to butt in again....working on getting that worked out...

]]> ~breakingmyownheart http://breakingmyownheart.deviantart.com/journal/19182122/ http://breakingmyownheart.deviantart.com/journal/19182122/ Thu, 03 Jul 2008 10:50:35 PDT on another note, my grandfather died the other day, and it has brought the family closer together. yeah i loved the man to death, but we are all cool with his passing. he was suffering from heart problems and he knew that he didn't have much more time. lately i've been playing his guitars, and hopefully i will be the one to get them. there is a mystery brand 6 string that he bought like 50 years ago, and a more recently purchased ibanez 12 string that i'm still having trouble playing.
anyway, life has been very busy, but i'm coping with it....

well...until next time,
party hard, live long, and have a friend to take you home.
Jon

]]> ~breakingmyownheart http://breakingmyownheart.deviantart.com/journal/16942835/ http://breakingmyownheart.deviantart.com/journal/16942835/ Mon, 18 Feb 2008 09:31:22 PST Oh My Captain, My Captain:

Day off:
so finally i get a day off. about freakin' time.
is it me or is everything lately been falling into place, but with a morbid or demonic twist?
get this, i have lately been drawing a lot, and posting my work on sheezyart since deviant has been blocked at my school. maybe i can submit a few while i'm at work if i'm lucky...
anyways, back to where i was.
everything i do basically gets thrown back into my face becauce people have become malicious and plain out mean. i can't do anything right, but i keep on trying like the stubborn ass i am. maybe persistence will benefit me one day..or will be my downfall..

on a lighter note, i'm doing fairly well in school. my vocal range of singing has increased phenominaly. i think i've gone from being a tenor II to a baritone II, but i can still hit high notes like no other.

eventually i'll get things figured out.
....i hope


Music Section:
go here...[link]
and here...[link]
band of the day: Evaline




Conclusively Confusing:
vodka would be nice right about now...

Closing Out,
The Imfamous Jon




People I Clame as Friends and People I Watch:





http://breakingmyownheart.deviantart.com/journal/16404409/ Mon, 14 Jan 2008 14:54:32 PST Finally...no school:

i hate mondays...:

man things are getting weird these days...i'm slowly realizing that our language is extremely weird, and is slowly evolving into a moderately common tongue around the world.... along with the language thing, everything i look at these days has a different appearence, even the things that i see on an everyday basis. the people i see, the things i eat, even my freakin' cat, all look different. maybe i'm going crazy or my brain is getting scrambled about by the crazy books i'm reading, the psychotic video games i've been playing, and the creepy ass music i've been listening to.....everything is changing and its freaking me out....not only does that freak me out, the way my dad and other people have been acting lately has...my dad isn't being a prick as much, my sister is actually being nice and helpful, very unlike when we were kids and she punched me in the face on a regular basis, and everyone else is either being nicer or being bitches/assholes....oh well..

please let march 7th come so i can be a legal adult......gah i need a drink...this is depressing....

Music Section:
go here...[link]
and here...[link]
band of the day: The Killers


Random Quote of the Day:
Sugar is like God, its everywhere


Conclusively Confusing:
gah....green apple smirnoff please.....

Closing Out,
The Imfamous Jon




People I Clame as Friends and People I Watch:




http://breakingmyownheart.deviantart.com/journal/16222712/ Wed, 02 Jan 2008 11:17:04 PST Finally...no school:

lo and behold! a new year....le sigh....it hit me yesterday that i'm to be dubbed an adult in like 2 months...in other words, i'm turning 18 in march...gah i hate getting older....oh well, i can go buy pr0n for my buddies and finally get some cigs legally....
anyways, life has been okay...christmas was fairly decent...i got a 4 gig ipod nano, so its all good..until i run out of room on my ipod seeing as i have like 8 gigs worth of music on my home computer...so i also got new clothes (many screen tees, jeans, old navy long sleeved shirts, two black oxford style dress shirts, and a spiffy black dress shirt with cream and tan colored pinstripes), gift cards, a 550 count box of .22 rifle bullets, and resident evil 4...i also got a few items like a new norellco electric razor (i needed it dearly), the book InkSpell, which is the sequeal to the book InkHeart that i'm reading right now, and many other miscellaneous things......onward from that...
things are kind of looking up, but i haven't really had time to work on my art...i did one really cool painting late one night, so i'll have to post it on here...other than that, thats it..



Music Section:
go here...[link]
and here...[link]
band of the day: The Used


Random Quote of the Day:
Sugar is like God, its everywhere


Conclusively Confusing:
listen to the voice of reason, perform what the voice of destruction tells you, and kick the fucker who has those voices in the throat...

Closing Out,
The Imfamous Jon




People I Clame as Friends and People I Watch:




http://breakingmyownheart.deviantart.com/journal/16030633/ Fri, 21 Dec 2007 14:31:41 PST Finally...no school:

first of all....you people suck...someone update for crying out loud...i've been disappointed because i only have a few people update every now and then....i'm going to try and update soon when i can find the time, but someone needs to freakin' update....

anyways, things have been a bit better lately..me and adair haven't had very many fights lately, so things are looking up...christmas is only 4 days away, and i'm thrilled..*sarcastic*...oh well..maybe i'll get a new camera or something this year....i can be a fiend when it comes to taking pictures...i guess thats it for today.....ranting off...


Music Section:
go here...[link]
and here...[link]
band of the day: Psyclon Nine


Random Quote of the Day:
If you want to make peace, you don't talk to your friends. You talk to your enemies.


Conclusively Confusing:
oh the weather outside is frightful, and warm sex is so delightful. and since there's noone you know, text a hoe, text a hoe, text a hoe...


Closing Out,
The Imfamous Jon




Friends of Mine:





~breakingmyownheart http://breakingmyownheart.deviantart.com/journal/16000562/ http://breakingmyownheart.deviantart.com/journal/16000562/ Wed, 19 Dec 2007 13:03:40 PST Finally...no school:

oh my...its been a long time since i've done anything on here....school has put a ban on deviant, so i'm stuck updating when i can get to a computer at a friends house...but i haven't had anything to post, because i've been so damn busy...i'm done with school until january 7th or 8th..hurray!...anyways...december depresses me..i have too many bad memories and good ones that i can't bear to remember because they make me feel worse......oh well...i finally got a haircut after waiting for like 5 months...but i hate it..i'm going to get adair's camera and take a picture of it at the party at work tomorrow or on christmas...eventually i'll update a few things on here when i can find my jumpdrive and when i get a few things drawn....oh yes, i'm stuck at work for the next two hours and i'm having like serious urges to draw crazy things, but i don't want to get in trouble for drawing...dispite the fact that i'm writing this when i need to be getting things done...oh well....leave comments..

Something Totally Random:
i feel all naked, nasty, and exposed....



Music Section:
go here...[link]
and here...[link]
band of the day: Serj Tankian


Random Quote of the Day:
To be is to do.
-Socrates
To do is to be.
-Sartre
Do be do be do.
-Sinatra

Conclusively Confusing:
why can't i get over the feeling that i'm being watched all of the time...???


Closing Out,
The Imfamous Jon




Friends of Mine:




http://breakingmyownheart.deviantart.com/journal/15478462/ Mon, 12 Nov 2007 12:22:37 PST Monday Monday Monday..ugh:

so this weekend was kinda odd...friday was normal, but saturday was just freakin' crazy....adair's grandmother had talked her into participating in a charity fashion show thing...i tagged along because i had nothing better to do than sleep or go hunting (which would have been better that what i ended up doing)...but anyways..we were told to be at the country club at 10 am..we get there and there is like 5 people there...later more people started showing up and adair had to go inside....i chose to stay outside since it was a nice day to read, so i sat down under a pavillion and started reading Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix again...eventually i got bored and started walking around on an adventure...eventually i got a call from adair and we left....later that day we went to my cousin's house to watch Disturbia and Knocked Up..i thought it was going to be about 8 people there but i was badly mistaken. about 23 people showed up to watch movies and it was freakin' packed in the living room...anyways, that was saturday. sunday morning was okay...we went to church listen to the preacher talk about fact that we were more intellectual than the hunters that were out because we actually came to church....anyways, we left church and went to adairs house to get ready to go to Little Rock...we finally got going after a delay adair's dad and little sister...we went to the Park Plaza mall, and Gah! it sucked..no hot topic, no spencer's, no fye, no music stores of anykind, nor was there a book store....It was a freakin' preppy paradise...i was surrounded by hollister, abercrombie and fitch, american eagle, dillards, and a bunch of other stores that i'm allergic to....but after we got done there, we made our way to outback steakhouse, but guess what...completely packed...so adair's dad called us in a table at Benihana's....freakin' great place to eat...japense restuarant that cooks the food infront of you...i ate like a freakin' pig and nearly fell asleep coming home....so my weekend wasn't all the odd, it was just long and hectic since i was all over the place....

Something Totally Random:
MY PIGGY!!! WHYYYYYYY? WHY DID YOU HURT MY PIGGY??



Music Section:
go here...[link]
and here...[link]
band of the day: Chumbawumba


Random Quote of the Day:
Creativity is allowing yourself to make mistakes. Art is knowing which ones to keep.
Scott Adams

Conclusively Confusing:

in the words of my friend britt....WERQ!!!!


Closing Out,
The Imfamous Jon




Friends of Mine:



~breakingmyownheart http://breakingmyownheart.deviantart.com/journal/15412293/ http://breakingmyownheart.deviantart.com/journal/15412293/ Wed, 07 Nov 2007 19:48:54 PST Ugh...Humpday....:

Heeeeeeeya.....gah i have that dang song stuck in my head....along with Popular from the musical Wicked....curse shamus....so this week has been okay..i finally got paid! its about dang time....and i get another two pay checks this week 0_o woot woot...ok sarcasm is over...anyways...my cat is a pirate now! i'm like serious, he's blind in one eye for the time being and he looks creepy. i made a little eyepatch out of felt from wal*mart so i didn't have to look at his creepy little eye....but he doesn't like it and carries it around the house...oh well...ONWARD!!!

in other news, i'm participating in a month long, national awareness movement. "No-Shave November"...yea pretty funny when you thing about; a bunch of guys walking around for a whole month without shaving. i was like sure! when one of my friends talked me into doing it. little did i know that just a week into the month would prove to be difficult to cope with since i can't shave until december 1st. i'm going to be like all wooly then..and itchy...and what's it all for? prostate and testicular cancer awareness...but i'll get over it eventually..




Something Totally Random:
anybody know how to make my girlfriend stop bugging me about my few extra pounds that i have? its really bothering me that she is insisting that i need to do something about when she refuses to help me do it. i've expressed how i feel about her griping, but she's so freakin' stubborn that she continues to persist....

Music Section:
go here...[link]
and here...[link]
band of the day: The Used


Random Quote of the Day:
I'm an emo kid! Nonconforming as can be. You'd be nonconforming too if you look just like me. I have paint on my nails, and makeup on my face. I'm almost emo enough to start shaving my legs. I feel real deep when i'm dressing in drag. I call it freedom of expression, most just call me a fag. 'cause our dudes look like chicks, our chicks look like dikes, because emo is one step from transvestite.

part of the emo song...


Conclusively Confusing:

It needs to be friday...i'm ready to go have fun and hang out...school sucks...peace out...


Closing Out,
The Imfamous Jon




Friends of Mine:



~breakingmyownheart http://breakingmyownheart.deviantart.com/journal/15376109/ http://breakingmyownheart.deviantart.com/journal/15376109/ Mon, 05 Nov 2007 12:22:24 PST So its an early weekend...:

i'm freakin' broke!!! i have like 25 cents to my name....gah i can't afford to eat anything for like two days...i'm going to have to start going to people's houses again....gah i hate being a broke teenager....grr....thank God that i'm getting paid either tomorrow or wednesday.....anyway......this weekend was okay...we watched movies and messed around for the most part...nothing real eventful....

Something Totally Random:
i hate stupid people...they just get on my nerves...especially the loud, stupid people who think they are smart and must try to impress everybody....also, i hate ugly, conceded stupid people who think they are sexy, good looking, and attractive....they think that they get all of these companions because they look good, but its only because they are guliable and ignorant and the companions are only just getting into their pants.....


gah...i hate mondays..

Music Section:
go here...[link]
and here...[link]
band of the day:


Random Quote of the Day:
People once believed that when someone dies, a crow carries their soul to the land of the dead. But sometimes, something so bad happens that a terrible sadness is carried with it and the soul can't rest. Then sometimes, just sometimes, the crow can bring that soul back to put the wrong things right.
Excerp from The Crow


Conclusively Confusing:

can it be true that its only monday??? man i hate the beginning of the week...i hate a lot of things....


Closing Out,
The Imfamous Jon




Friends of Mine:






~breakingmyownheart http://breakingmyownheart.deviantart.com/journal/15315507/ http://breakingmyownheart.deviantart.com/journal/15315507/ Thu, 01 Nov 2007 12:07:42 PDT So its an early weekend...:

the past week has been ok...britt and tony's party was good and fun..we spied on a girl and her boyfriend having sex in his truck while it was parked by a cop's house...good stuff...but halloween was a bit of a buuuummer...i kinda dressed up but i didn't get to go trick-or-treatin'....anyways.....its an early weekend for me since school is out for us tomorrow...teacher inservice thing, so they said we get to stay home and sleep...i'm going to sleep until like 9:00 then go into work for a little while....i need to go by and collect $70 from one of my friends for my playstation and i need to go get the little sticker things that go on my license plate....so yea...fun fun...

Something Totally Random:
check out the soundtrack from silent hill...the movie and games both have good music...

Music Section:
go here...[link]

band of the day: All That Remains


Random Quote of the Day:

Get all the fools on your side and you can be elected to anything.
Frank Dane

Conclusively Confusing:

candy fiend! candy fiend! oh where art thou oh candy fiend!



Closing Out,
The Imfamous Jon




Friends of Mine:







Clubs:



]]> ~breakingmyownheart http://breakingmyownheart.deviantart.com/journal/15228606/ http://breakingmyownheart.deviantart.com/journal/15228606/ Fri, 26 Oct 2007 11:54:25 PDT IT'S FRIDAY!!!!:

i have a freaking christmas song stuck in my head...thankfully i'll know it by dec. 9 for our christmas concert.....anyways...IT'S FREAKIN' FRIDAY!!!! woohoo! its payday also! i'm going to be rich for like 3 hours and then my truck is going to take all of my money for gas....T_T.....oh well...i'm in a good, happy, singin' mood.....doom doom doom doom doom doom doom doom doom...sorry G.I.R. moment....i'm hyper because its a good day!
yay m3!!!! oh yeah! my hair has been channeling some kind of anime character, right? well its like stickin' up in the back in a funny way, kinda like my hair wants to wave and say hi to everyone....its weird...

Something Totally Random:
i found a song on the internet that's pretty interesting...its system of a down performing the legend of zelda theme song with their own words.....i thought it was pretty freagin' cool....yeah...

Music Section:
go here...[link]

band of the day: maylene and the sons of disaster


Random Quote of the Day:

Brian: Why don't you shut up for about a week?
Stewie: Very well, what are the stakes if I win?
Brian: I wasn't making a bet. Why don't you just shut up for about a week?
-from family guy....great show

Conclusively Confusing:

i'm ready to party! *does a little jig like thing* yeah! woooooooooohooooooo...



Closing Out,
The Imfamous Jon




Friends of Mine:







Clubs:

~breakingmyownheart http://breakingmyownheart.deviantart.com/journal/15201822/ http://breakingmyownheart.deviantart.com/journal/15201822/ Wed, 24 Oct 2007 12:54:22 PDT Is it friday yet???:

its not raining anymore....but its still quite nipplely outside...i wish that Halloween and Thanksgiving would finally get here....thanksgiving always has that awesome smell, you know? and christmas too!....gah i wish i could savor the holidays more often.....dang just remembered that i have the ACT on saturday..but i get to go to a party that will not have drunks, and thats how i like them....

Something Totally Random:
I killed the prom queen....

Music Section:
go here...[link]

Random Quote of the Day:
"Never sit on the toilet seat, while the plunger is still in it."
-Steve Dilla

Conclusively Confusing:

i dont want to go to work...i just want to go home for a few hours and sleep, then go to eat, then youth.....thats all that i want, but nooooo i have to go to work for a measly $6.25 an hour....i need a better paying job...

Closing Out,
The Imfamous Jon




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]]> ~breakingmyownheart http://breakingmyownheart.deviantart.com/journal/15187171/ http://breakingmyownheart.deviantart.com/journal/15187171/ Tue, 23 Oct 2007 12:18:23 PDT Visit from Death, Pestilence, and Smores:

so today is better....but cold as hell is hot....i hate the south..humidity makes the cold sink in quicker..its also raining...and i have to go work outside today....BUUUUUUUUUUUUMMMMMER...so yea...can anyone help me with trig? i hate it....i can't do math all that well.....oh well...

Something Totally Random:
i got twenty bucks! i'm going to get a icee!

Music Section:
i need to play my guitar...i bought new strings and put them on, but i've neglected to play it...it makes me sad :sad:

Random Quote of the Day:

Life isn't about dying a nice peaceful death...Its about skidding up to the grave site, all battered and scarred up, screaming at the top of your lungs, "DAMN THAT WAS FUN!!!!LET'S DO IT AGAIN!!!"


Conclusively Confusing:

I Can't Breathe Everything I Do Is Useless
I Can't Do This On My Own Im Fading
Too Many Times I've Left In Silence
This Time I Won't Give Up So Soon

Adios..
the Infamous Jon


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]]> ~breakingmyownheart http://breakingmyownheart.deviantart.com/journal/15172684/ http://breakingmyownheart.deviantart.com/journal/15172684/ Mon, 22 Oct 2007 12:23:13 PDT Visit from Death, Pestilence, and Smores:

The weekend:so pretty much on friday, i was sick all day...woke up with a headache from the deepest reaches of hell, and still had to manage to go and sing later....did my thing with the choir during the homecoming celebration and then i got naked and dressed again and went to work...but all weekend i've had the stomach virus..friday night, we went to britt and tony's house and cooked smores and hot dogs, let the ferrets play, and watched jackass II....good day then....saturday..well we won't go into detail about saturday morning because i just don't want to let people in on that, but anyway we went to work that afternoon in monticello..... then pretty much the rest of the weekend consisted of sleeping and eating....
Monday Morning: When i woke up today, i could feel it was going to be an odd day, since it was like pitch black outside at 6:50 and raining. I got to school and was jabbering to Adair in Comp when the councilors came in with an announcement for all of us....a girl from our school had passed away with pneumonia, which she was in pretty bad health anyways. it hit many people hard,( i hate to say it) but i think we were all kind of expecting it. its kind of odd how many people i've known for a long time seem to pass away so often. last year we had two people from school die: kim and our principal, Coach Dupuy. it was hard for a lot of us, especially everyone who was close. now amber is gone, but it hasn't hit a lot of people yet.

moving onward now...i'm done ranting, preaching, and jabbering....

Something Totally Random:
i want to eat fire...not get burned while doing it, but eat it...then in would then be the Fire King...


Music Section:

all i have to say about music this update is listen to more of it....something worth listening to...like Shadows Fall

Random Quote of the Day:

“It is better to be beautiful than to be good, but it is better to be good than to be ugly.”



Conclusively Confusing:

so long, farewell..

Adios..
the Infamous Jon


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http://breakingmyownheart.deviantart.com/journal/15108542/ Wed, 17 Oct 2007 21:39:46 PDT Highschool Homecoming Week from Hell:

ok, this week has indeed been hell. My comp/lit teacher lost my oedipus essay from like 4 weeks ago and told me that she wanted it by thursday...gah i f*cking hate having to do things over again, but i dealt with it. but anyway.....homecoming is this week...school spirit seems to be farely low this year compared to previous years i have attended in high school...in my book, this is a good thing. but there is one flaw in this week....i have to sing the star-spangled banner with the choir at the homecoming reception/coordination thing....frickity frick tick tickity....oh well...i've got things to look foward to anyway...i get out at like 1:30 so i get to go to work early and make up time that i lost earlier this week because of having to deal with insurance. so onward...

Something Totally Random:

i hate infidels...they get in the way and just annoy the hell out of me...but the fowarding pickled monkey of DOOOOOM will save all of us in the end...


Music Section:

i bought The Best of Taste of Chaos Two the other day and its pretty good. Its got bands like Gwar, Strapping Young Lad, Opiate for the Masses, and many others that i didn't have much knowledge of. I suggest buying this cd set, its worth the 14 dollars you'll spend.
also...michael jackson's music is still good, even if he is a pedofile..

Random Quotes of the Day:

Your body is going to fall off. Its going to turn black and fall off.
-my friend Travis

I'M NAKED!!!!
-G.I.R.




Conclusively Confusing:

insight to the human is a difficult thing. Look at Freud. He snorted enough cocaine to kill a horse, and he still didn't have all of the answers. Thus, this is why the world revolves around drugs. Drugs have taken over the world.
Hopefully i'll make a whole speech about drugs. this concludes another mid week update from me.

Adios..
the Infamous Jon


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i'm suprised that i am not dead right now....saturday i had to get up and go to a freakin' all-region choir competition that was about 45 minutes to an hour away....i was instructed to be at the school at 6:45 in the fuckin' morning. talk about dead on my feet.....but we get up there and i end up being the next to last tenor II to sing....so me and the other choir people from my school sat and chilled...and chilled...and ate...and chilled some more...so the time came that my group was called and it dawned on me that i was about to sing infront of a few people that i don't know....don't get me wrong, but if i was thrown into a stadium infront of 8,000 people it wouldn't bother me..but when its a small number like 3, i freak out...so we all waited outside the door and one by one we were called in...when it was my time, i was shaking so much that i could barely walk....so i went to sing and before i could get anything out i started to stu-stu-studder badly...i don't know why but i was like GAAH!!!!...but i felt better after i just sat there and did nothing....so afterwards i went back down to the cafeteria and chilled until my friend britt got down..here's her page if you want to see her art .......but me, britt, and tony went to wal*mart and chilled and got some halloween stuff...we left and came back to town...i went and got adair and we went to my house....and that was basically my weekend in a long paragraph....

Something Totally Random:

listen to dragonforce...they rule...period...


Music Section:

let music never die in me. forever let my spirit sing....



Random Quotes of the Day:

If purple monkeys weren't meant to fly then why do i only see them when I'm high?
-unknown

As you were, I was. As I am, you will be. -unknown

You can't trample infidels when you're a tortoise. I mean, all you could do is give them a meaningful look. -terry prachet

" you know what happens to popular people...They get fat" -unknown

i'm going to laugh one day when i see that prick from school on an episode of cops in the not so distant future, running through a trailer park for smuggling drugs through the McDonald's bathroom, and with his skanky fat wife, who would be in a extra small tube top and with a cigarette hanging out of her mouth and 5 kids attached to her legs, screaming at the top of her lungs, "Lock his ass up! Lock it up!"
-me to adair discussing about people from school

Conclusively Confusing:

Well there will possibly be another update in a few days so i'm out...trust no one, get screwed and live long enough to cause problems for everyone in sight....

Adios..
the Infamous Jon


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http://breakingmyownheart.deviantart.com/journal/15000409/ Wed, 10 Oct 2007 13:13:34 PDT




Mid-week update:

OMG!!!! 9 weeks test this week...i think i didn't completely bomb the spanish test today...but i'm dreading my trig test on friday...i'm going to DIE...oh well...i have All-Region Choir on saturday and i'm scared witless because i don't like singing infront of people...also i have to be up and at the school at 6:45 a.m. saturday morning ...*gives the wall a deep look of loathing and lets out a long sigh* ....but all is well other than that...

Something Totally Random:

I've got a lovely bunch of cocoanuts, didilidildi, all standing in a row. Big ones, small ones, some as big as your head..........thats big damn cocoanut if its as big as my head...

Not so random things:

i'm getting haircut...yay! not more shaggy poof....


Music Section:

i wanna learn how to play Iris by the Googoo Dolls...but i don't know where to get the tabs because my favorite tab site got shut down...damn sheet music copyright shit...oh well....

Need to do list:
*pray long and hard to pass the trig test
*read Sir Gawain and the Green Knight
*finish the Harry Potter series by the end of november
*learn to play more songs on guitar
*figure out what i'm going to be for halloween
*find finger nail polish
*take pictures of the new dew
*step on my cat when i get home


Random Quote of the Day:

"The fact that no one understands you doesn't make you an artist."
-Unknown

Conclusively Confusing:

Without further ado, I am off! Let sorrow be filled with pudding and your shoes put on the wrong feet. Live long and get screwed over.

Adios..
the Infamous Jon

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This Weekend in a Nutshell:
Holy Swirlin' Sweet-tarts! This has been an odd weekend 0_o..i worked, played and even got schoolwork done....but i was supposed to get my white boy 'fro cut, but my dad's crack head girlfriend keeps wanting to put it off....gah i hate painkiller addicts..their always scatterbrained.

Something totally random:
I'M GOING INSANE!!! (well more so than i was previously for those who know how i act or acted in years past)....I've stopped drinking dr. pepper and started drinking things like gatorade, sprite, and water...i'm eating things that i normally hate like pickles, fruit, and funny looking green things.....i'm losing weight like a fiend but i don't know how seeing that i refuse to exercise 'cause i'm a fatty like that....i get cravings for weird things......I THINK I'M PREGNANT!!!!!! (but is it possible?)

Not so random things:
School sucks like it always has since the dawn of my high school experience. Nothing interesting has happened..yet....

Musical Interest Update:
I recently have gotten back into playing guitar again. I've like shunned my guitar because it sucked. But this past saturday I put some signature Clapton strings on it and now it's rocking!
Amazingly I have been developing a better singing voice do to the horrid class called Adv. Choir. I have to sing some of the gay-ist songs i have ever heard...but there is one song i like because i get to sing the phrase "WITHERED AND DIED!!!" it pretty awesome because its like all emo and stuff...

Things I need to Remember to do:
*Do essays for AP Lit
*Get Haircut
*Take Pictures for Deviant Updates
*Figure out how to grow pickles, not cucumbers
*Work on plan for Canadian Domination
*Find my mp3 player
*Beg for gas money
*Reestablish my piggy bank

Random quote of the day:
Your denial is beneath you, and thanks to the use of hallucinogenic drugs, I see through you. -Bill Hicks

Random Song Lyrics of the Day:
It's in the blood, it's in the blood
I met my love, before I was born
She wanted love, I taste the blood
She bit my lip, and drank my warmth
From years before, from years before
-Love like Winter by AFI

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so its been a while since i've been on...dang computers at school have blocked most of everything, so i've been out of commission for a while. just today i discovered that i can finally log in so hizzah!...well let's see what's been shaking these days....i have a new nephiew that i'll get a pic of and post on here. his named is jude allen.....what else....oh i'm actually making good grades for the first time..all a's and b's...hmm...i'm no longer riding a motorcycle anymore due to my father's stupidity with finances...oh back to school...its my last year of high school so big whoop for me...i've got composition 1 and 2, world literature, trig, spanish 2, advanced choral music (yes i sing in the choir or the chorus, however you want to approach it), then i have eastlab for 3 periods....we've got 8 freakin' periods a day, and their only 45 minutes long..it seems like we sit down for 5 and then have to leave....oh well, it goes by a lot faster than it used to....well..seeing as i'm getting bored with this, i'm just going to wrap it up. leave comments or perish under the wrath of my thundaga powers...

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