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that makes me smile

So many things, so many devs i have to look through.

Hopefully i can do this all and stick around and stuff this time.
maybe.

Hi ALL!

]]> ~brebear http://brebear.deviantart.com/journal/8413117/ http://brebear.deviantart.com/journal/8413117/ Sat, 08 Apr 2006 23:44:52 PDT

Me happy

Thanks guys

<(^_^< ) <( ^_^ )> ( >^_^)>

]]> ~brebear http://brebear.deviantart.com/journal/7576029/ http://brebear.deviantart.com/journal/7576029/ Wed, 11 Jan 2006 16:48:18 PST
gee took a few years ^_^

boo me and my lack of talent and lack of interesting stuffs ]]> ~brebear http://brebear.deviantart.com/journal/6552942/ http://brebear.deviantart.com/journal/6552942/ Tue, 20 Sep 2005 08:19:55 PDT
School is progressing well I think. Ah crap, that reminds me that I have a story board for a commercial due tomorrow... any ideas anyone? One of the electives I am taking is a web design course, which is bloody brilliant. We are learning really simple html coding right now and being the geek that I am, its currently my favourite class

I think now that the summer is over, whatever amount of stuff I was posting will slow down. I need to focus on school work and such, not little picutures that take my time and energy and still look like an 8 year old did them.

Have groovy times everyone ]]> ~brebear http://brebear.deviantart.com/journal/6496080/ http://brebear.deviantart.com/journal/6496080/ Wed, 14 Sep 2005 06:39:59 PDT
and I am one hit over 700

Guess someone missed out.

Gee I have promised stuff now on two occasions and nothing happened. Guess if things keep going this way I wont have to ever draw someone something ever. Good.

And OMG in less then 24 hours Im going to be 20 freaking years old.

I want to be wisked away to Never Never Land and stay a kid forever. ]]> ~brebear http://brebear.deviantart.com/journal/6395593/ http://brebear.deviantart.com/journal/6395593/ Fri, 02 Sep 2005 08:58:39 PDT
I want to send my emotional support to all those down south who are trying to re-coop. I don't know how I can even stand to look at CNN anymore. I really don't know what else to say. To me it all seems a bit unreal. Its hard to empathise with images on TV that you have been seeing for days on end. ]]> ~brebear http://brebear.deviantart.com/journal/6092583/ http://brebear.deviantart.com/journal/6092583/ Sat, 06 Aug 2005 06:31:28 PDT (or the first person in the 600s to tell me who they are)

aparently I am my 602 pageview... and thus I do not owe myself any gift art... cause to me art is always a gift anyways

so no more piccy ... haha to yous


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New Thoughts on this all:

After seeing the outpouring of emotion and support for Jark I am impressed by our communities ability to stand together for a good cause.

I admit that I have done some digging and ended on s Dev page and took my time to read his journal without biased opinion. He makes some great points. He has addressed the "deleting of comments" issue and other issues that have caused some people to go in an uproar. He cannot address the exact reason to why Jark was fired however due to the fact that I understand that there is some certian laws that a company has to abide by then I can take "legal issues" as a reasonable excuse.

So saying that I have taken a new stance on this whole thing (yes in the past tweleve hourse my mind has chaged alot).

After seeing the gathering of community in these recent days to support someone who was all about community it got me thinking. What about after this blows over? What is going to happen if after Aug 7 nothing official happens?
We must maintain this sense of community. That is what Jark would want. We cannot let the loss of one extreamly great man ruin what we have with eachother.

DA is about seeing the doodles of someone accross the world and appreciating them. Its about seeing the high quaility photographs of an expert and being able to talk personally with them. Its sharing ideas and concepts. Its about reading some freaking brilliant poetry and short stories. It should remain that way.

The Newb should always be able to have a quality conversation with the experienced master.

That is just what DA stands for and should always be about. Don't let the recent events change this for you or anyone else.

Comment on that drawing by the 11 year old and give him helpfull tips.

Comment on the rendering skillz of someone you know you would never be able to live up to just to let them know you appreciate the effort put into their work.

All in all, Don't let the community die. Jark would definatly not want that.


---- and after all that I should realize that noone ever visits here anyways and I am the classic example of the community outcast. However this whole issue is changing my ideas on DA and I will be much more active around here. -----


I wrote this after skimming through :link[link]
I did not want this to get lost in the extreame multitude of comments there so I have put it here... for umm seemingly noone to read?


This whole thing hurts me emotionally. I know that I am one of the "bad artists" if you will. My stuff will never make it on the most favourite part of the DA frount page. Thats not what bothers me.

Its the part that segragates me from other DAs just because opinion wise mine isn't as good as theirs is (don't get me wrong, I know mine really isn't) is the part that hurts me. I have been segragated my whole life because I am different. Because I am not up to snuff if you will. When I found DA and occasionally random people would comment on my little crappy doodle it ment the world to me because now it is not as crappy as I thought it was. DA is a place where I can be myself, do what I want to do and noone judges you. Putting me in a section lower then everyone else is not going to encourage me to try to improve my art. I have much reason to believe that my art is definatly not going to improve much and I don't have the time or ambition to spend eons practicing because art is NOT my life.

The thing I love the most about DA is that I can jump from one fantasticly rendered 3D image with over a hundered comments on it to the poem a 14 year old wrote about her best friend that I just picked off the frount page and I have the ability to comment and form my own opinions on both works. My comments can be read by these people and they probably take them in before they notice my own page.

Just because someone's work isn't the greatest in the world doesn't mean that we should be seperated from the great ones. Seeing that bloody brilliant flash and realizing that they are just a DA member like me creates quite the feeling. Its the fact that I can actually give feedbac... ]]> ~brebear http://brebear.deviantart.com/journal/6041919/ http://brebear.deviantart.com/journal/6041919/ Tue, 26 Jul 2005 17:37:30 PDT
How is Bre? Bre is quite fine. Totally broke but thats to change soon once I start getting paid for all the stuff Im doing.

Summer seems to be moving on without me. I havent done any distinctly summer stuff and probably won't... damm jobs.

Anything deviant that I am doing its totally random and should really just be ignored. It is of no importance and usually its just cause I think its cool... don't mean it is though.

So I am still owed a pic from Shocked and Kaisen....
You girls are glad that I am patient. I might have taken out the whacking stick of doom to you both.

HP6 was good reading. Now I am stuck waiting and speculating on Book seven. (And by speculating all those who read it know what I mean, and all those who don't just think I'm nuts... which I am but meh... all the more reason to think such things)

Enjoy such things like your life.
Stay Deviant ]]> ~brebear http://brebear.deviantart.com/journal/4707006/ http://brebear.deviantart.com/journal/4707006/ Tue, 01 Mar 2005 22:22:12 PST My stuff is crap... will always be crap. Ah well... tis alright because i can overcome my crappiness with l33t editing skills and not many people can honestly say that they know how to sync sound in a film process now can they...

well okay... alot of people can, but still... makes me feel special and all gooey inside... aww

so you may not see anything on here for a while... even though I am really very much still around...

Oh and YAY 300 hits... woop de poo... ]]> ~brebear http://brebear.deviantart.com/journal/4257239/ http://brebear.deviantart.com/journal/4257239/ Thu, 06 Jan 2005 19:45:47 PST
so im cold



Bre ]]> ~brebear http://brebear.deviantart.com/journal/4245197/ http://brebear.deviantart.com/journal/4245197/ Wed, 05 Jan 2005 10:45:34 PST
What if you weren’t normal?
Wait, okay no one is normal.
So what if not being normal bugged you?
If you so desperately wanted to be
anything but ‘not normal’?



What if you looked up to people who seemed normal?
If they were your idols, people you couldn’t even talk to because of the fear that they would despise your not normalness?
What if this fear caused you to think that you were even more abnormal?

What if you spent hours in front of the mirror crying?
If you so desperately wanted to change who you are inside and out just to be normal?
What if you had to turn off the TV because the commercials depress you?

What if you thought that no one would EVER love you?
If everyone who said they loved you was just being nice?
What if you are always thinking that you would be better off being alone?

What if I told you that there are thousands of people who want normal?
If it consumes their daily lives minute by minute?
What if they felt that their pain is all there is?

What if I said that people think that I’m normal?
If I have gotten really good at pretending I’m fine when really I’m all messed up inside?
What if there are good pretending people like me everywhere?




What if I said you can help?
If there was a way to share a genuine smile?
What if you could make a difference?

What if I said we don’t want pity?
If being charity cases would just hurt us more?
What if you could make a difference?

What if you could change our outlook by just acknowledging our presence?
If we’ll remember everything you say or don’t say, everything you do or don’t do?
What if I said that sometimes it takes more then just a nod?

What if you took the time?
If I said you might not see any change?
What if we don’t even seem to care about what you have to say?

What if I said it still helped?
If our attitude towards you is just to keep ourselves from getting hurt?
What if you really did help but we didn’t want to tell you because we look up to you and are afraid of what you might think?

What if I said thank- you?
If I was grateful for you talking to someone that seems withdrawn when they think that no one is watching?
What if that’s all it would take?




Would You?









<<<<< this was supposed to be a actual deviant but right now it hates me and wont let me post it so GAH... enjoy>>>>> ]]> ~brebear http://brebear.deviantart.com/journal/3511012/ http://brebear.deviantart.com/journal/3511012/ Mon, 04 Oct 2004 13:25:40 PDT im so glad that there are people actually visiting and commenting and such, i guess my work is getting a little better... and i am actually submitting work... i guess that helps too.
Im in collage now, taking broadcasting. So in film class we got to take pictures for the last 4 classes so i was in my highlight... however for some reason devient art hates me at times and wont let me upload some stuff... *grumble*
I have a really cool pic of a leaf with water droplets on in and all but i've tried and i've tried to upload it and everything but it wont work... grrrr

anywho thanks for watching and stay tuned for some stuff in the future (maybe the distant future but its there)

Bre ]]> ~brebear http://brebear.deviantart.com/journal/2989839/ http://brebear.deviantart.com/journal/2989839/ Wed, 28 Jul 2004 17:00:40 PDT havent been doing much of anything lately... going to Niagara Collage in sept, thats about it
im really close to 100 hits... yay for me, i think most of them are myself... LOL oh well
im going to try and keep uploading artsy pics that i take... (key word.. try)

laters to u alls

Bre ]]> ~brebear http://brebear.deviantart.com/journal/2546422/ http://brebear.deviantart.com/journal/2546422/ Sun, 30 May 2004 22:09:07 PDT im going to try and uload the random picture at any random time...
totally random!! yay me
yea there is a serious lack of action over here
meh

Bre ]]> ~brebear http://brebear.deviantart.com/journal/1850266/ http://brebear.deviantart.com/journal/1850266/ Sun, 15 Feb 2004 14:36:37 PST ~brebear http://brebear.deviantart.com/journal/1741938/ http://brebear.deviantart.com/journal/1741938/ Sun, 25 Jan 2004 21:38:55 PST thanks for any comments guys i know they are few and far between but they are still there gosh darn it
laters ]]> ~brebear http://brebear.deviantart.com/journal/1334587/ http://brebear.deviantart.com/journal/1334587/ Tue, 28 Oct 2003 17:52:26 PST my lack of scanner prevents u from seeing my horrible drawings... lucky u
anyways it seems like i am actually doing something here soooo i guess thats a good thing... maybe... or maybe i should be off doing homework somewhere... maybe
later days
BRE
oh and for some strange reason.. the out in the cornfields coloured will not show up in little form... even though its JPEG.... so if u follow the trail of little red X s u will eventually see it... it is there i assure u ]]> ~brebear